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dekanozi aleqsi uminski Serigebis saidumlo wigni aRsarebisa da sinanulis Sesaxeb Tbilisis feriscvalebis dedaTa monasteri 2016 dekanoz aleqsi uminskis wigni aRsarebisa da ziare bis Sesaxeb mogviTxrobs. es ar aris ubralo damoZ Rvra, Tu rogor unda moemzado am saidumloebe bisTvis, igi metad mniSvnelovan praqtikul rCevebs gviziarebs xSiri aRsarebisa da xSiri ziarebis Se saxeb, gvaswavlis, rom dauSvebelia codvisadmi hi pertrofiuli SiSi, rom WeSmariti sinanulisTvis mTavari dabrkoleba sakuTar TavTan sicruea. aleqsi uminskis saubrebi gulidan gamomavali coc xali sityvebia. cxadia, rom avtori flobs adamia nuri urTierTobis xelovnebas. imedia, wigni mar Tlmadidebel qristians daexmareba, rom ufro Rrmad gaiazros Tavisi monawileoba sinanulisa da ziarebis saidumloebebSi. ISBN 978-9941-0-8859-9 Tavi I sityva `Seminde~ sZlevs satanas hoi, Zmebo, SeinaneT, sanam jer kidev droa. sTxove da Segindobs ufali. Rirsi siluane aToneli didia adamianis Rirseba didia adamianis Rirseba. Sexede, rani arian ca, dedamiwa, mze da mTvare; magram ufalma maTSi ki ara, adamianSi ine ba davaneba. Rirsi makari didi ufalma danerga samoTxe da iq adamiani daasaxla, am mSvenierebas rom daufleboda. samoTxeSi yvelaferi ada mianisTvis aris Seqmnili. ufali Tavis ucvalebel savsebaSi TviTkmaria, mas araferi sWirdeba _ arc adamiani, magram Tavisi ganuzomeli siyvarulis gamo qmnis mas, rogorc sam yaros centrs, aniWebs Tavis xats, aZlevs agreTve yovelive xilulsa da uxilavs, raTa adamiani flobdes ama sofels, ufrTxildebodes mas, RmerTTan urTierTobaSi srulyo fisaken miiltvodes da Tavis garSemo samyarosac cvlides. samoTxeSi yvelaferi adamians ekuTvnoda, maT So ris xe keTilisa da borotis cnobadisa, magram RmerTma kacs uc nau ri mcne ba mis ca _ mas SeeZ lo sa moT xis yve la nayofi egema, garda cnobadis xis nayofisa. da uTxra ufalma adamians: `romelsa dResa sWamoT misgan, sikvdi liT mokvdeT~ (dab. 2,17). TiTqos ucnauria: kaci xom swored imisTvis aris Seqmnili, rom sofels daeuflos, sakuTari Tavi da sam yaroc gaacnobieros _ maS, ratom ar unda Seexos igi am xes? rogorRa unda Seicnos, ra aris sikeTe da ra _ bo roteba? magram ufalma brZana: `ar Seexo! ar igemo~! ra tom? imitom, rom sikeTe da boroteba sxvadasxvagvarad Seimecneba. Tavi I. sityva `Seminde~ sZlevs satanas ................................................................. 5 Tu davufiqrdebiT, samoTxeSi sikeTe adamisTvis savsebiT misawvdomi iyo: mTeli samyaro, romlis Sesaxe bac ufalma Tqva: `da aha keTil friad~ _ mis winaSe ido. TviT RmerTi iyo adamianTan, esaubreboda, Tavisi Sec nobis, Tavisken swrafvis, dabolos, masTan mimsgavsebis SesaZleblobas aZlevda, raTa ganexorcielebina kacis umaRlesi daniSnuleba _ gamxdariyo viTarca RmerTi, Ta vad RmerTi. RmerTis Canafiqri adamianis, misi pirovnebis, Rir sebisa da Tavisuflebis Sesaxeb imaSi mdgomareobda, rom adamians sikeTis Zala da sidiade Seecno, misiT aRvsili yo, sakuTar TavSi egrZno sikeTe da masTan mudmivi zia rebis gziT borotebis daZlevis Zala da SesaZlebloba miscemoda, ise rom borotebas ar ziareboda. akrZalva swored rom borotebasTan ziarebas exeboda, masTan wil nayarobas. igemeb da sikvdiliT mokvdebi _ gaafrTxila ufalma, icavda ra momakvdinebeli safrTxisagan Tavis jer kidev ganumtkicebel qmnilebas. mas Semdeg, rac sa kuTar TavSi RmerTTan ziarebis gziT RvTis xats gamoav lenda, adamians sikeTiT unda daeZlia boroteba: ki ar ziareboda borotebas, aramed sikeTiTa da siyvaruliT daemarcxebina. adams, romelsac sikeTe jer ar egema da ar Seecno sruli savsebiT, ar unda Seecno boroteba misi nebismieri saxiT, da miT ufro ar unda egema igi. esaa ucvalebeli kanoni adamidan vidre dRevandel dRemde: Tu adamiani borotebas Seicnobs masTan ziare bis gziT, umalve iTvisebs am borotebas, uerTdeba mas da iZleva misgan. cnobadis xis nayofis akrZalva marxvis winasaxea da mis siRrmiseul azrs warmoaCens. xe cnoba disa aris xe ganmasxvavebeli, xe sikeTis mier borotebis Zlevisa. Tu kaci sikeTeSi ar ganmtkicebula, brZolaSi ver Caebmeba, igi xom jer ki dev ar aris keTili. marxva erTaderTi mizniT iyo dawesebuli: Tavisi nebiT sikeTes Tan naziareb adamians boroteba rom daeZlia. 6 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski dResac samoTxis kari daxSulia, magram xe keTilisa da borotis cnobadisa, xe ganmasxvavebeli yovel adamian Sia _ es misi sindisia, romelic, rogorc amba doroTe am bobs, is bunebiTi Sjulia, romelic adamians uCvenebs, Tu ra aris keTili da ra aris boroti, borotisagan icavs da sikeTes aziarebs. sikeTesTan ziareba adamians gananaT lebs da guls uTbobs, sikeTisagan gandgoma da borotis arCeva ki guls abnelebs da aqvavebs. igive sacTuri modis ama soflidan: `yvelaferi un da igemo, yvelaferi unda gamoscado...… rogor unda ganvlo cxovrebis gza, Tu erTic da meorec ar gamosca de?~ Cvens garSemo gamefebul borotebas mudmivad rek lamas uweven da gvTavazoben, rogorc mimzidvel ker Zs, romelic uTuod unda vigemoT. da adamiani kvlav da kvlav usinjavs gemos akrZalul nayofs, ugulebelyofs ra uflis mier mocemul pirvel mcnebas: `ar sWamoT mis gan, rameTu sikvdiliT mohkvdeT~ (dab. 2,17). boroteba TavisTavad araferia eklesiis gardamocemidan CvenTvis cnobilia, rom adamiani movida qveynad, sadac boroteba ukve arsebobda. ra aris boroteba? saidan gaCnda igi? rogori damokide buleba unda hqondes qristians mis mimarT? sxvadasxva religiur sistemebs keTilisa da boro tis urTierTdamokidebulebaze gansxvavebuli Tvalsaz risi aqvT. samyaros aRqmis dualisturi modelis mixed viT, sikeTe da boroteba Tanazomierad arseboben, isini urTierTs ganmsWvalaven, sikeTe borotebas Seicavs da piriqiT. aseTi modeli friad popularulia. Tu adamiani mas eTanxmeba, miiCnevs, rom boroteba dasabamidan arse bobs, rom SeuZleblia imis zustad gansazRvra, ra aris Tavi I. sityva `Seminde~ sZlevs satanas ................................................................. 7 sikeTe da ra aris boroteba, radgan isini Tanasworni arian, SeiZleba erTi meoreSi gadavides, garegnuli gan masxvavebeli kriteriumebi maT ar gaaCniaT. amitom mraval aRmosavlur kultsa da religiaSi imqveyniuri cxovreba da cxoneba sikeTeSi yofna ki ar aris, aramed mdgomareoba, romelic adamians sikeTisa da borotebis miRma ayenebs. nirvana, Tanamedrove msoflio Si friad popularuli sityva, yofnas ar niSnavs, es aris gardasaxvebis, sikeTisa da borotebis Sesaxeb warmodge nebis mtanjveli wridan gasvla. qristianisTvis ki cxo nebis azri RmerTTan, sikeTisa da siyvarulis wyarosTan SeerTebaa, yofierebis savsebaSi _ saukuno cxovrebaSi Sesvla. da mainc, ra aris qristianuli gagebiT boroteba da rogori damokidebuleba aqvs mas sikeTesTan? borotebis saTaved eklesia satanas miiCnevs. esaia winaswarmetyvelTan da ioane RvTismetyvelis apokalif sSi winare istoriuli katastrofis Sesaxeb aris moT xrobili _ esaa qmnilebis pirveli amboxi Semoqmedis wi naaRmdeg. mTiebi, `pirveli naTelmosili~, umSvenieresi angelozi, romelic naTel da keTil arsebad Seiqmna, am partavnebaSi Cavarda da ganvarda RvTisagan. man ar isur va damorCileboda RvTis ganCinebas da ecno adamiani, rogorc masze upiratesi qmnileba. aqedan moyolebuli, meamboxe suli iswrafvis daRupos yvelaferi, rac uflis mier mSvenieri da amaRlebuli Seiqmna, upiratesad ki da Rupos adamiani _ is, vis msaxuradac iyo ganCinebuli. borotebis Casaxvis istoriidan cxadi xdeba, rom boroteba _ es gamijvnaa, uaryofa; mas Tavis TavSi aR mSenebloba, rogorc sawyisi, ar gaaCnia, amitom Znelia misce zusti gansazRvreba. ufro advilia aseTi analo giis moyvana: ra aris sibnele? sibnele sinaTlis aryof naa, mas TviTmyofadoba ar gaaCnia: `RmerTi naTel ars da bneli ara ars misTana arca erTi~ (1 ioan. 1,5), magram iq, sadac naTeli ar aris, mis adgils bneli ikavebs. asevea 8 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski borotebac _ es sikeTis aryofnaa an misi damaxinjeba. igi sikeTea, romelic ganvarda RvTisagan, Tavisi arsi daa maxinja, magram sakuTari ontologiuri myofoba mas ar gaaCnia. myofoba aqvs mxolod imas, razec ufalma Tqva: `iq men~! (ix. dab. 1). boroteba ufals ar Seuqmnia, mas ar uT qvams codvisTvis, iqmeno. is ki, rac RmerTs ar Seuqmnia, arc arsebobs. es niSnavs, rom absoluturi boroteba ar arsebobs, absoluturi mxolod sikeTea. amitom borote ba uZluria: mas arc sakuTari myofoba gaaCnia, arc saku Tari gagrZeleba (misi arseboba droSi SemosazRvrulia), arc sakuTari Zala _ mxolod imiT sargeblobs, risi mi tacebac da raze parazitirebac SeuZlia. TviT uzomod gaukuRmarTebuli borotebis matare belic ki ar aris absoluturi boroteba. naTeli qerubi mi, romelsac satanas vuwodebT, ufalma ZaliTa da sike TiT aRsavse Seqmna. ukve mogvianebiT misi keTili buneba Semdeg imdenad damaxinjda, rom man RmerTTan dapiris pirebac ki gabeda, sakuTari bunebis winaaRmdgomi gaxda. Tu ufali absoluturi sikeTea da am sikeTeSi usas ruloa da maradiuli, maSin sruliad cxadia, rom Tavisi arsiT satanas, rogorc qmnilebas, ar ZaluZs absolu turi boroteba iyos, ramdenadac ar unda surdes es. es mas ar SeuZlia, radgan yovelive absoluturi mxolod RmerTs ekuTvnis. rogorc ar unda ecados satana, uar yofiTi niSniT srulyofil RmerTs daemsgavsos da am ideiT gauTviTcnobierebeli angelozebi miimxros, ro gorc es Sesaqmis dasabamSi moxda, an miizidos adamiane bi, romelTac SeuZliaT aseTi sisulele irwmunon, misi mcdeloba mainc unayofo darCeba, radgan aseTi ram ub ralod SeuZlebelia. satanas sakuTari Zala ar gaaCnia da amitom yvela feri, razec dacemuli suli parazitirebs, es sikeTis Zala da energiaa, romlebic dasabamidan mieca, rogorc Tavi I. sityva `Seminde~ sZlevs satanas ................................................................. 9 RvTis udidesi niWi. is ki, rac niWia, rac ufalma sikeTed Seqmna, miuxedavad yvelafrisa, RvTis niWad rCeba, Tumca zogjer SesaZlebelia misi imdenad saSineli damaxinjeba, rom ukan dasaxevi gza TiTqos aRarc arsebobs. radgan borotebas myofoba ar gaaCnia, igi mokle bulia imis SesaZleblobas, rom adamians RvTis xateba bolomde daakargvinos. ra zRvargadasuli ZaliTac ar unda ewinaaRmdegebodes adamiani RmerTs da demons ba Zavdes, igi mainc RvTis xatad rCeba da sinanulis gziT cxonebis mopoveba SeuZlia. aseT sikeTeTa mimRebelma esodeni boroteba rogor airCie? aseT sikeTeTa mimRebelma esodeni boroteba rogor airCie? aseTi didebis Semdeg ra sircxvili SegemTxva? ratom xar ase dabnelebuli, ase dasaxiCrebuli, aseTi xrwnadi? esodeni naTlis Semdeg rogor mogicva aseTma bnelma! makari didi pirveli adamiani imgvarad iyo Seqmnili, rom masSi erTdroulad iyo Cadebuli rogorc ukvdavebis, ise sik vdilis SesaZlebloba. ukvdavebis es sawindari, iyo ra RvTis niWi da ara kacobrivi buneba, saSualebas aZlevda kacs, sakuTari Tavis srulyofisa da uflisadmi morCi lebis gziT sulierad imdenad amaRlebuliyo, rom uk vdaveba misi buneba gamxdariyo. ukvdavebis niWi RmerTTan, sicocxlis wyarosTan ziarebaa, magram kaci samoTxeSi sicocxles ki ara, sik vdils eziara. man RmerTis gareSe moindoma cxovreba, magram RmerTis gareSe cxovreba sikvdilia. SemaZrwune 10 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski belia: sikvdils eziara iq, sadac sicocxles unda zia reboda. adamiani codvas mTeli Tavisi arsebiT eziara da codvam misi buneba saSinlad daamaxinja. qmnileba Se moqmeds ganeSora, codvam sikvdils gza gauxsna. kaci, romelsac hqonda aseTi SesaZlebloba _ ar momkvdari yo, mokvdavi gaxda da gangdebul iqna sicocxlis sauf lodan, sadac yovelive arsebuls maradiuli myofoba aqvs. adamis codva, RvTisgan misi ganvardna mTeli ka cobriobis maradiuli xvedri iqneboda, RmerTs Tavisi gulmowyalebis gamo adami samoTxidan wuTisofelSi rom ar gaeZevebina: man es imisTvis qmna, raTa sikvdili kacis maradiuli mdgomareoba ar gamxdariyo, raTa satanas igi bolomde ar daeTrguna. pirvelqmnili codvis gziT yoveli Cvengani sik vdils eziara. marTalia, es codva naTlisRebiT mogve teveba, magram codvis Sedegebi, samwuxarod, mainc rCeba. kacis dazianebuli buneba Tavad adamianis mier unda ga nikurnos, mas wilad ergo Tavisi cxovrebiT adamis cod viT dacemis Sedegebs sZlios _ sawinaaRmdego mimarTu lebiT iaros, cnobadis xis nayofi ar igemos da mxolod sikeTes eziaros. am sofelSi borotebis moqmedeba grZeldeba. kaci kvlav eziareba codvas, kvlav usinjavs gemos akrZalul nayofs, boroteba kvlav da kvlav amaxinjebs mas. msof lio istoria yoveli adamianis cxovrebaSi meordeba. Tavi I. sityva `Seminde~ sZlevs satanas ................................................................. 11 erTi kacis morCilebiT mravalni gaxdebian marTalni rogorc erTi kacis urCobiT mravali gaxda codvili, ise erTi kacis morCilebiT mravalni gaxdebian marTalni. romaelTa, 5,19. borotebis damarcxeba jer kidev samoTxeSi iyo Se saZlebeli. satana, qmnileba, romelsac Tavisufali neba hqonda, mxolod Tavisufali qmnilebis mier unda Zleu liyo, es gamarjveba adams unda moepovebina _ boroteba samoTxeSive daemarcxebina, rogorc kacs, da amiT Tavisi RmerTkacoba ganexorcielebina, magram man es ar gaake Ta. ufals SeeZlo (iseve rogorc axlac SeuZlia) Tavi si yovlisSemZleobiT aekrZala borotebisTvis soflad arseboba, ubralod gaeqro Tavisi srulqmnili sityviT, magram igi sxvagvarad moiqca. cocxal arsebebs, romle bic man Seqmna, angelozebsac da adamianebsac, ufalma Ta visufali neba mianiWa, da erTgzis mimadlebul Tavisuf lebas adamians igi arasodes arTmevs. RmerTi adamians sxvagvarad aniWebs xsnas: igi Tavad xdeba kaci, kacobrivi bunebis mTel savsebas Rebulobs, raTa borotebas ara rogorc RmerTma, aramed swored rogorc kacma sZlios, da Semdeg TiToeul adamians mieces SesaZlebloba kvlav ezia ros ufals, ra Ta kvlav gai mar jvos. da qris te sZ levs satanas mTeli Tavisi kacobrivi bunebiT, RmerTTan ziarebis sruli savsebiT, raTa yovel Cvengansac mianiWos aseTi SesaZlebloba _ Tavisi Tavisufali nebiT kvlav da kvlav sZlios borotebas da sikeTes eziaros. magram CvenSi cocxlobs xsovna adamis Secodebis Se saxeb da es xsovna isev gvibiZgebs, rom movatyuoT Rmer Ti, SevcodoT mis winaSe, akrZalul nayofs SevexoT da TviTkmarni gavxdeT. 12 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski Cven sikeTesTan ufro metad varT naziarebi, vid re borotebisagan damaxinjebulni. borotebas, romelsac arsi ar gaaCnia da mxolod adamianis sulieri uZlurebis Sedegia, ar ZaluZs bolomde sZlios adamians, visTvisac sikeTe bunebiTia, boroteba ki misi bunebis sawinaaRmde go. ami tom yo vel qris tians Ses wevs Za la, rom bo rots sZlios, ese igi, TviT kacSic boroteba sikeTem unda daamarcxos, Tuki is saamisod Zalisxmevas ar daiSurebs. adamiani Tavs imiT ver gaimarTlebs, rom Zala ar Seswevs sakuTar Tavs moerios, rameTu mas RvTis didi Semweo bac aqvs da TviTonac Seswevs Zala, rom nebismieri codva daZlios da sakuTar TavSi satana daamarcxos. es is gzaa, romelic yovelma adamianma unda ganvlos. ufals am gziT mivyavarT da samoTxeSi dabrunebis SesaZ leblobas gvaZlevs, rom adamianma kvlav miiRos is, rac sa moTxeSi mieca, sadac igi mTeli Tavisi mSvenierebiT, mTe li Tavisi harmoniulobiT sufevda, raTa es mSveniereba, rogorc niWi, usasyidlod rom miemadla, misi sakuTreba gaxdes, misi buneba, WeSmaritad waruSleli xati RvTisa. Cemi codva samyaros amaxinjebs yovel adamians Tavisi gansakuTrebuli niWi aqvs. pavle mociquli ambobs: `RmerTma eklesiaSi pirvelad mociqulni daadgina, meored winaswarmetyvelni, mesa med moZRvarni, zogs saswaulTqmedebis Zala misca, mad li kurnebisa, Sewevnisa, mmarTvelobisa, sxvadasxva enaze metyvelebis niWi, gana yvela mociqulia, winaswarmetyve lia? gana yvela moZRvaria? yvela saswaulTmoqmedia? yvelas aqvs niWi kurnebisa? yvela metyvelebs sxvadasxva enaze? gana yvelas ZaluZs ganmarteba~? (1 kor. 12,28). adamianebi Zalian gansxvavdebian erTmaneTisagan. isini imgvarad arian Seqmnilni, rom erTmaneTi sWirdebodeT, Tavi I. sityva `Seminde~ sZlevs satanas ................................................................. 13 rom erTma meoris gareSe sakuTari Tavis, rogorc ada mianis sruli savsebiT ganxorcieleba ver SeZlos. kacobrioba erT, zogadsakacobrio cxovrebisTvis mowodebul ojaxad aris Seqmnili, raTa adamianebi mudam exmarebodnen erTmaneTs da, pavle mociqulis TqmiT, er TmaneTis simZime itvirTon, raTa ase aRasrulon qristes sjuli. magram yoveli adamianis cxovreba sxva adamiane bis cxovrebasTan ganuyrel kavSirSia, rameTu kacobrio ba RvTis mier Cafiqrebulia ara mxolod rogorc ojaxi, aramed rogorc erTi, mTliani eklesiuri organizmi. ma galiTad, colqmroba kacobriobis am savsebis ganxorcie lebaa, roca ori adamiani erT arsebad iqceva _ `da iyvnen ornive igi erT xorc~ (maTe, 19,5). serbi RvTismetyvelis, iustine popoviCis azriT, jer kidev samoTxeSi kacobrioba eklesiad iyo Cafiqrebu li: RmerTs mimsgavsebuli eklesiuri bunebiT TiToeuli adamiani sxva adamianebTan imdenad mWidro kavSirSia, rom momavalSi mas SeeZleba ganxorcieldes, rogorc eklesia. TiToeuli adamianis unarebisa da saTnoebaTa ganviTareba mTeli kacobriobis bunebrivi aRmSeneblobaa. rogorc Rv Tis mobaZavi adami Seiqmna axal adamianad, iseve iqceva axa li eklesia ganxorcielebul kacobriobad. magram msgavsi kavSiri dacemul kacobriobaSi saSineli saxiT vlindeba: codva, romlis bunebasac gavrceleba axasiaTebs, ara mar to adamians, mTel kacobriobasac anadgurebs. adamis mier soflad codva da sikvdili Semodis: erTi adamianis codva da sikvdili yvelas xvedri xdeba. adami mTeli kacobriobis winaSe, yoveli Cvenganis winaSea damnaSave. magram Tu asea, maSin TiToeuli Cvenganic yve las winaSe damnaSavea Tavisi codvebis gamo. Tu borotebasTan brZolis dawyeba gvinda, pirvel yovlisa sakuTar TavSi unda aRmovfxvraT boroteba, da mxolod maSin, Tu sakuTar TavSi davTrgunavT satanas, amas Cvens garSemoc SevZlebT. magram Tu es brZola ar 14 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski dagviwyia, aqvs ki azri SekiTxvebs: `ratom arsebobs tan jva? ratom kvdebian bavSvebi? ratom zeimobs dausjeli boroteba? ratom aris qveynad amdeni usamarTloba?~ Tu kaci sakuTari Tavis winaSe patiosania, misi pasuxi aseTi iqneba: `es Cemi codvaa, samyaros rom amaxinjebs, da Cemi boroteba isev me mibrundeba~. vis uxmobs zari? igi Sen gixmobs. yoveli sityvis pasuxad mivugoT: `Seminde~ uwinares yovlisa, Zmano, Tavi unda davimdabloT, raTa mzad viyoT, rom yoveli sityvis pasuxad mivugoT: `Se minde~. amba esaia ra ubralo rames amboben wminda mamebi: `sityviT `Seminde~ satana daiZleva~. Cvenc swored ase unda moviq ceT: ubralod unda vZlioT satanas. da aRmoCndeba, rom es marTlac ubralo ramaa. unda SegveZlos gulwrfelad vTqvaT `Seminde~, yvela SemTxve vaSi, yvelgan da yovel adamianTan. rogorc ki amas mTe li arsebiT, gulwrfelad vityviT, Cven vwyvetT kavSirs satanasTan. erTaderTi arseba amqveynad, visac ar ZaluZs Tqvas `Seminde~, xom boroti sulia. SeuZlebeli rom momxdariyo, satanas Tavisi ampar tavneba rom daeZlia da Seenanebina, maSin igi aRar iar sebebda _ umal mTavarangelozis Rirsebas daibrunebda. satana kvlav angelozi gaxdeboda, sinanuli rom SeZle boda... magram amis Zala mas ukve aRar Seswevs. ada mians ki amis ga ke Te ba SeuZ lia. ro gorc ki igi warmoTqvams am didebul sityvas: `Seminde~, ufali umal Tavi I. sityva `Seminde~ sZlevs satanas ................................................................. 15 ve Seundobs, da kacSi saswaulebrivad vlindeba codviT dakarguli RvTaebrivi Rirseba. ampartavneba, gaboro teba umal qreba da gardasaxuli adamiani angelozeb riv cxovrebas eziareba. sinanuli yovelgvar sacTurs sZlevs, mtris yve la isars irek lavs, sit yva `Se min de~-s winaSe igi uZluria. bade, romelsac eSmaki ase gulmod gined da mzakvrulad ugebs kacs, irRveva da Cvens winaSe samoTxisaken mimavali dakarguli gza gamoCndeba. `SeinaneT~, _ mogviwodebs macxovari, `rameTu moax lebul ars sasufeveli caTa~ (maTe, 4,17). mxolod am gziT SeiZleba dabruneba caTa sasufevelSi, romelic ufalma satanaze gamarjvebiT mogvaniWa. igi ara mxolod gvabru nebs netarebis saufloSi, aramed gacilebiT mets gvaZ levs, vidre adams samoTxeSi mieca. adamians, romelic amqveyniur samoTxeSi Seiqmna, zeciuri samoTxe ganeReba, amqveyniuris nacvlad _ zeciuri sasufeveli, romelic eniT gamouTqmelia, Seucnobeli, romelic verafriT ver ganisazRvreba, garda imisa, rom es RvTis siyvarulis sa sufevelia, kacis WeSmariti cxovrebis sasufeveli. ai, ra gveniWeba Cven dakarguli amqveyniuri netare bis sanacvlod! da mxolod erTi sityva: `Seminde~, romel sac kaci mTeli Tavisi cxovrebiT ambobs _ ara SemTxveviT, ara naCqarevad da formalurad, arc weliwadSi mxolod erTxel, aramed mTeli Cveni cxovrebiT naTqvami _ aRebs am karebs. uRebs yvelas: avazaksac da marTalsac, mezvere sac da farisevelsac, meZavsac da ubiwosac _ yvelas. da roca SevZlebT mTeli Cveni cxovrebiT, yovel Tvis vTqvaT `Seminde~, mudam gveqneba Zala satanis daT rgunvisa. samoTxeSi mxolod es dagvabrunebs. mTeli cxovrebis manZilze unda vswavlobdeT am sityvas, raTa igi gaxdes Cveni mTavari iaraRi borotebis damarcxebaSi. imitom, rom satanis Zleva mxolod erTi gziT SeiZleba _ Tu sinamdvileSi SevudgebiT sulier brZolas. Tavi II codvebisgan sinanulis gziT vTavisufldebiT winaparTa codvisgan wminda naTlisRe biT gavTavisufldiT, im codvebisgan ki, naTlisRebis Semdeg rom CavidineT, mxo lod sinanulis gziT vTavisufldebiT. wm. maqsime aRmsarebeli ufali sulgrZelia Cvendami, rameTu aravis warwymeda ar nebavs yoveldRiurad cxovrebaSi iseT problemebsa da si tuaciebs vawydebiT, romlebic sruliad gamouvali gveC veneba, Zneli dasajerebelia, rom Tavisufleba gvaqvs mo niWebuli, rom Cven rogorRac SegviZlia sakuTari bedis warmarTva. sasowarkveTilebis wuTebSi sruliad aSkarad gveCveneba, rom ufali ar gvismens, ar vuyvarvarT da ar surs Cveni cxoneba. da marTlac, arsebobs ki Cvens cxovrebaSi raRac iseTi, rac Cvenzea damokidebuli? SeuZlia Tu ara Cvens nebas odnav mainc Secvalos Cveni cxovreba? ase Tu vifiqreT, SeiZleba im daskvnamde mivideT, rom cxoneba amqveynad yvelas ar xelewifeba. zogierTi religiuri mimdinareoba amtkicebs, rom arian adamianebi, RvTis gansakuTrebuli nebiT cxonebisaTvis gamorCeul ni, da arian iseTebic, romlebic didi mcdelobisa da garjis miuxedavad verafers miaRweven. erTni cxonebis Tvis aris mowodebulni, sxvani ki _ dasaRupad ganwirul ni, amgvarad, cxoneba adamianze ar aris damokidebuli. aseTi mZime azrebi kacs wminda werilis kiTxvis drosac ki SeiZleba aReZras. `magram hoi, Sen adamiano, vin xar, rom RmerTs edavebi? gana Seqmnili etyvis Semoq meds: risTvis Semqmen aseTi? gana ar xelewifeba mekeces mis mierve Sezelili Tixisagan zogi Zvirfasi WurWeli Seqmnas da zogi ki naklebad faseuli?~ _ ambobs pavle mociquli (rom. 9,20). kiTxulob am striqonebs da uneb 18 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski lieT aseTi azri gepareba: Tu ufalma Tixis qoTnad Seg qmna, Sengan qoTnis meti arc araferi gamova. marTlac, xom ar arsebobs winaswarganCineba im adamianebis Sesaxeb, romlebisTvisac cxoneba principulad SeuZlebelia? magram amis pasuxs TviT saxareba iZleva, roca am bobs, rom ufals ar nebavs warwymeda codvilisa, da rom ar aris RvTis ne ba war wymdes er Ti am mci re Ta ga ni (ix. maTe, 18,14). uflis keTili nebaa yovelTa kacTa cxoneba da mecnierebasa WeSmaritebisasa mosvla (ix. 1 tim. 2,4). amba doroTes SesaniSnavi magaliTi mohyavs, Tu ram denad gansxvavdeba RvTis samarTali adamianuri samar Tlisagan, ramdenad ufro sxvagvarad uyurebs ufali adamians, vidre Cven, vinc axloblebs umowyalo da usiy varulo TvaliT vuyurebT. amba doroTe wers: erT qalaqSi, sadac monebs yid dnen, savaWrod ori qali movida, erTi monazoni, meo re ki _ meZavi. maT dainaxes, rom ori gogona iyideboda. erTi maTgani monazonma iyida, raTa igi RvTismoSiSebiT aRezarda, meore gogona ki meZavma, raTa igi eSmakis Wur Wlad eqcia. ismis kiTxva: Tu es ori qalwuli zrdasrul asakSi erTnairad Sescodavs, vTqvaT siZviT, nuTu ufa li maT erTnairad gansjis? `cxadia, ara~, _ ambobs amba doroTe. ufalma uwyis, vis ra mieca, ra viTarebaSi gai zarda TiToeuli maTgani da rogor gamoiglova Semdeg Tavisi codvebi. rogor gansjis ufali, es mxolod man uwyis, da Tu ramdenad gamoiyenebs adamiani cxonebisTvis Tavisuflebas da sakuTar nebas, arc es aris Cveni gan sasjeli. erTaderTi, raSic SeiZleba darwmunebulni viyoT, is aris, rom yoveli adamiani cxonebisTvis aris gaCenili _ romel qveyanaSic ar unda gaCndes igi, ra ferisac ar unda iyos, ra enazec ar unda metyvelebdnen misi mSob lebi da rogori warmodgenac ar unda hqondeT samyaro ze. nebismier adamians, axal gvineaSi daibada is Tu niu Tavi II. codvebisgan sinanulis gziT vTavisufldebiT .............................. 19 iorkSi, miliarderis Tu Ratakis ojaxSi, moiZiebs ufa li, raTa ixsnas misi ukvdavi suli, raTa ufali Sexvdes mas am cxovrebaSi; raTa roca kaci sikeTesa da boro tebas Soris arCevanis winaSe dadgeba, sindisis karnaxiT SeZlos sikeTis arCeva; raTa bunebiTi saRmrTo Sjuli _ sindisi, ufalma yovel Cvengans rom mianiWa, rogorc gan RmrTobisa da qristianobisaken mowodeba, araqristian Sic ki bolomde ganxorcieldes. Rmer Tis Se sa xeb Cven mxo lod is ro di vi ciT, rom igi yovelganmyofia, aramed isic, rom yovlismomcveli caa. `yov li sam pyro be li~ _ vam bobT Cven. im drois iu develTaTvis RmerTi, rogorc mama aRiqmeboda, upirve lesad, rogorc RmerTi _ mama iudevelTa, RmerTi er Ti garkveuli erisa, romelsac RmerTi ekuTvnis Tavisi RvTivgamorCeulobis gamo. amgvari azri SeiZleba Seeq mnas yovel adamians, vinc Tavis rwmenas ise aRiqvams, ro gorc RvTaebrivs, namdvils, WeSmaritad marTlmadideb lurs. magram locvaSi `mamao Cveno~ im adgilas, rodesac Cvens zecier mamas mivmarTavT, ratomRac damatebulia sityvebi: `romeli xar caTa Sina~, ratom? Zvel aRTqmaSi da RvTis mcnebebSic xSirad meordeba, rom RmerTs mate rialurTan saerTo araferi aqvs, da arsebobs mcneba _ ar Seiqmna SenTvis kerpi maTgan, romeli ars caTa Sina, qve yanasa zeda da qveSe qveyanisaTa (ix. 2 sjuli, 5,8), magram rodesac vambobT: `romeli xar caTa Sina~, Cven vaRiarebT RvTis mamobas, rogorc yovlismomcvels. Cveni aRmsarebloba swored imaSi mdgomareobs, rom vaRiarebT RmerTs, rogorc yovelTa mamas, rameTu igi caTa Sina myofobs. cxadia, igulisxmeba ara xiluli ca, atmosferos garkveul fenebs rom moicavs, aramed su lieri samyaro, romelic aRemateba amqveyniurs, uxila vi samyaro, romelic xilulze aRmatebulia _ samyaro yovlismomcveli. da amitom mamoba, romelic RmerTSia, 20 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski yvela mis qmnilebas moicavs, amqveynad iseTi araferia, rasac misi RvTaebrivi siyvaruli ar moicavdes. amitom yoveli arseba, uflis mier Seqmnili, rogorc cocxali da RmerTs mimsgavsebuli, ekuTvnis mas, rogorc mamas, da marto Cven ara varT `eri rCeuli, sameufo da samRvde lo~ (ix. 1 petre, 2,9), rogorc es zogierT marTlmadide bel qristians hgonia. yoveli adamiani RvTis mier aris Seqmnili, rogorc RvTis mobaZavi pirovneba, rogorc misi Svili. amitomac ambobs eklesiis Zveli moZRvari, tertuliane, suli bu nebiT qristianiao. ese igi, yoveli adamiani, sadac da ra drosac ar unda gaCndes, pirvel yovlisa qristianad iba deba, raTa Semdeg qristiani gaxdes da Seicnos RmerTSi Tavisi mama. ar arsebobs adamiani, ucxo rom iyos RvTi saTvis _ es yovelma Cvenganma unda icodes, radgan aseTia RvTis gangebuleba ama soflis Sesaxeb. romaelTa mimarT epistoleSi pavle mociquli am bobs, rom warmarTebsac ki SeuZliaT saRvTo sjulis aR sru le ba (rom. 2.13), ise rom mas arc ic nob dnen, Tum ca TviTon religiuri sistema, romelsac isini aRiareben, SeiZleba acdunebdes maT da cxonebis gzas ganaSorebdes. saRmrTo sjuli yoveli adamianis gulSia aRbeWdili _ esaa misi sindisi, qristesTan mimyvanebeli. da roca adamians, visTvisac sindisi cxovrebis mTavari kanonia, qristes Se saxeb esmis, xdeba RvTisa da kacis namdvili Sexvedra. rac ar unda daeces adamiani, codvis fskerzec rom aRmoCndes, arCevani keTilsa da borots Soris misTvis mudam arsebobs. eklesia gvaswavlis, rom ufali jojoxe Tamde STaxda, raTa iqidan warwymedili adami amoeyvana. vnebis Svideulis sagalobelSi naTqvamia: `STamoxved qve yanad xsnad adamisa, da arRara hpove igi queyanasa zeda, meufeo, vidre jojoxeTamde STaxed meZiebeli~. ufali kacobrivi borotebis, jojoxeTis iseT siRrmemde Cavi da, rom jojoxeTi misi STasvliT dacarielda. Tavi II. codvebisgan sinanulis gziT vTavisufldebiT .............................. 21 monanulma codvilma aucileblad unda icodes, rom ar arsebobs adamianis arc erTi mdgomareoba, ufali rom ar Caswvdomoda, mankierebis iseTi ufskruli, ufali rom ar Casuliyo, ar arsebobs iseTi codva, ufals rom ar ganewminda, da arc satanas SeuTxzavs jer iseTi boro teba, ufals rom ar ganekurna. es cxadi xdeba aRsarebis dros. amas yoveli moZ Rvari grZnobs, rodesac xvdeba iseT adamians, romlis gankurneba adamianuri warmodgeniT SeuZlebelia. zog jer aRsarebas amboben adamianebi, romelTa cxovrebac verafriT ver eteva normalur CarCoebSi, daujereblad geCveneba, maT fexqveS miwa rogor ar iwvis. magram maTi aRsareba imaze metyvelebs, rom ufali nebismier naZi ralas, nebismier garewars elodeba, da mxolod Tavad adamians SeuZlia imdenad ganeSoros RmerTs, rom amas sruliad ver grZnobdes. daubrunde RmerTs _ niSnavs yurad-iRo sindisis xma, romliTac ufali yovel adamians mouxmobs. Tu kaci am xmas Seismens, igi umal daadgeba cxonebis gzas. magram roca vambobT, rom Cveni mama caTa Sina ars, unda gvesmo des, rom Cveni Svilobac aseve zeciuria, da es Sviloba Cvens mier ganxorcieldeba, rogorc caTa sasufevelSi Sesvla. 22 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski RvTis macxovnebeli Zala saidumlo aris mRvdelmoqmedeba, romlis meSveobiTac adamianze saidumlod moqmedebs madli, anu RvTis mac xovnebeli Zala. wm. filaret moskoveli filaret moskovelis vrcel qristianul katexiz moSi sinanulis saidumlos Sesaxeb naTqvamia: `sinanuli aris saidumlo, romliTac mRvdeli xilulad iTxovs aR msareblisaTvis codvebis Sendobas, xolo codvebisgan ganTavisufleba kacs TviT ufal ieso qristesagan uxi lavad eZleva~. magram verc erTi saidumlo bolomde ver gaixsneba, ver amoiwureba katexizmos mier an garegnuli aRweriT. sinanulis saidumlo ki aRweras yvelaze nakle bad eqvemdebareba, rameTu masSi raRac ormagi saidumloa Cadebuli: igi ufro metad dafarulia da garegnuli ga movlineba ar gaaCnia. Zalian rTulia sinanulis saidumlos swored gareg nuli aRwera, maSin roca yvela sxva saidumlos sruliad gansazRvruli RvTismsaxureba aqvs. magaliTad, naTlis Rebisa da qorwinebis saidumlo Tavdapirvelad saRmrTo liturgiis SemadgenlobaSi Sedioda, zeTis kurTxeva ki saciskro msaxurebas warmoadgens. garda amisa, yovel saidumlos Tavisi saRvTismsaxuro xasiaTi aqvs, locviTi da aRwerilobiTi forma; sinanulis saidumlos Sesaxeb ki amas ver vityviT. mas, ra Tqma unda, sakuTari wes-gange ba aqvs, ikiTxeba dasawyisi locvebi, romlebic codvils sinanulisaTvis Seamzadebs, magram maT araviTari aRmas rulebeli mniSvneloba ar gaaCniaT. Cven viciT, rom naTlisRebis saidumlos centrs RvTismsaxurebis is nawili warmoadgens, romlis drosac mRvdeli mosanaTls embazSi samgzis STaflavs sityvebiT: `naTel-iRebs mona RvTisa saxeliTa mamisaTa da ZisaTa Tavi II. codvebisgan sinanulis gziT vTavisufldebiT .............................. 23 da sulisa wmidisaTa, amin~. jvrisweris dros mRvdeli wyvils samjer akurTxebs: `ufalo RmerTo Cveno, romel man didebiTa da pativiTa gvirgvinosan yven eseni...~ Cven kargad viciT, Tu rogor sruldeba evqaristiisa da ze Tis kurTxevis saidumlo. SeiZleba maT Tvalyuri adevno, suraTi gadauRo, uCveno, maTi aRsrulebis Tanamimdev roba ganmarto, katexizmoSi aRwero. magram ra xdeba sinanulis saidumlos Jams? rome lia masSi ZiriTadi mRvdelmoqmedeba? es saidumlo wes debas naklebad eqvemdebareba, xolo garegnuli forma, gansazRvruli, myari da ucvalebeli, saerTod ar gaaC nia. yalibdeboda ra saukuneTa ganmavlobaSi suli wmidis brZanebiT, drois moTxovnaTa Sesabamisad igi Tavisuf lad icvleboda, gansxvavebul formebs iZenda da arc er Ti maTgani ucvleli ar darCenila. qristianobis pirvel saukuneebSi aRsareba sajaro xasiaTisa iyo. aRmsarebeli swored eklesiis winaSe ageb da pasuxs. Cveulebriv, aRiarebdnen im codvebs, romel Tac ioane RvTismetyveli sasikvdilos uwodebs: mkvle loba, mruSoba, devnilobis Jams qristes uaryofa da a.S. eklesia Tavis wiaRSi ibrunebda gandgomilebs, romelTac Sescodes mZarcvelobiT, qurdobiT an sxva mZime codviT, romelic namdvilad ar aZlevda adamians eklesiaSi dar Cenis nebas. da is, visac surda kvlav qristes sxeulTan SeerTeba, Tavis codvebs mTeli mrevlis winaSe aRiareb da. eklesia an ibrunebda Tavis wiaRSi monanul codvils, an garkveul dromde ar Rebulobda da dros aZlevda sinanulisTvis, romelsac aseve sajaro xasiaTi hqonda, amasTan, sxvadasxva xarisxis epitimiebs adebda. sajaro aRsareba adamianisTvis udidesi sulieri Rvawli iyo. visac aseTi aRsarebis unari Seswevda, is Rrma sinanuls ganicdida da ukan daxevis saSualeba ukve aRar hqonda. aRsareba Tavis TavSi swored gankurnebas Seicavda, sinanulis gziT adamiani sruli, mTliani, uman 24 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski ko xdeboda da mTeli misi Semdgomi cxovreba iyo dadas tureba imisa, rom sinanulma nayofi gamoiRo da dasrul da `saCvenebeli cxovreba~. mis sinanuls mTeli eklesia Tvalyurs adevnebda, am RvawlSi Seeweoda, xedavda, ro gor icvleboda Zma da mas siyvaruliT ibrunebda. codva Ta mitevebisa da monanulis RmerTTan Serigebis dagvir gvineba iyo qristes saidumloebebTan misi ziareba, anu qristes sxeulSi dabruneba. swored amas amowmebs locva, romelsac mRvdeli Sendobis dros warmoTqvams: `Seirige da SeaerTe igi wmidasa Sensa eklesiasa...~ Tu sinanulis saidumlo aRiqmeboda rogorc kur neba, romelic sasikvdilo codvis Camden adamians ekle siasTan arigebs, yoveldRiuri aRsareba mxolod RvTis winaSe xdeboda. yoveldRiur codvebs qristianebi Zilad misvlis locvebis kiTxvisas aRiarebdnen. amgvari sinanu li qristianis cxovrebis wesi iyo, es mudmivad xdeboda da ara drodadro, aRsarebidan aRsarebamde. misi es sina nuli da gulis Semusvrileba, romelsac mxolod RmerTi xedavda, Tavisi arsiT aseve saidumloebas warmoadgenda. ra Tqma unda, aq laparakia adreqristianul ekle siaze. arasodes arsebula iseTi idealuri mdgomareoba, rom eklesiis yvela wevri wmindani yofiliyo da erTsu lovani sinanuliT ecxovra. magram pirveli saukuneebis qristianTa sulieri done amJamindelisagan bevr rameSi gansxvavdeboda. qristianebs sakuTari Tavis mimarT iluziebi ar gaaCndaT, maT esmodaT, rom naTlobis Semdeg umal wmin danebad ver gadaiqceodnen, miT ufro, rom axaladmoq ceulni warmarTuli samyarodan modiodnen. wmindan Ta cxovrebebidan cnobilia, rom bevri maTgani Sereul ojaxSi izrdeboda, sadac, magaliTad, deda qristiani iyo, mama ki _ warmarTi. qristianebs esmodaT, rom codve bi: ampartavneba, pativmoyvareoba, Tavis marTleba, tyui li, romlebsac isini Tavis TavSi atarebdnen, rogorc Tavi II. codvebisgan sinanulis gziT vTavisufldebiT .............................. 25 kacis dacemuli bunebis sneulebas, yvela adamians axa siaTebs da maTi daZleva mxolod qristianuli sinanulis RvawliT aris SesaZlebeli. SemdgomSi, rodesac monazvnuri cxovreba aRmo cenda, aRsarebis wesi Seicvala. monazvnobis safuZveli morCilebaa, rac sulieri moZRvrisadmi morCilis srul mindobaSi vlindeba. monasterSi sulieri xelmZRvanelo ba moZRvris winaSe gulissityvebis aRiarebiT xorciel deboda, es ki sulier asketur brZolas ukavSirdeboda. amasTan moZRvari, romelic gulissityvaTa gamocxadebas Rebulobda, anu aRmsareblis sulier da mSvinvier mdgo mareobas ecnoboda, ufro xSirad Cveulebrivi beri iyo, radgan pirvel saukuneebSi monazvnoba ierarqiuli ar gaxldaT. xarisxis armiReba monazvnobis erT-erTi tra dicia iyo: monazoni tovebda ama sofels da Tavisi sim dablis gamo ar SeeZlo mRvdlis xarisxis miReba. am dros sulieri SemweobisTvis monasters ukve eris adamianebmac miaSures, radgan qristianobam sxva formebi miiRo. qristianobis saxelmwifo religiad qce vis Semdeg man, cxadia, dakarga sulieri cxovrebis is simZafre, devnulebis dros rom hqonda. bunebrivia, rom codvebmac imata. qristianTa Soris Tavi iCina codvebis mimarT ugrZnobelobam. mcire TemebSi erTmaneTs yvela icnobda, yvela erTi rwmeniT da am rwmenis aRmsareblo biT cxovrobda, am rwmenisTvis isini sicocxliTa da sis xliT agebdnen pasuxs. magram mas Semdeg, rac qristianoba sayovelTaod gavrcelda da mravalTaTvis tradiciuli religia gaxda, kacis dacemulma bunebam imZlavra RvTis sulze, romelic adamians naTlisRebiTa da mironcxebiT miemadla; qristianuli zneobis simaRlem da siwmindem daknineba iwyo. siZva, qurdoba da sxva mravali codva, romelic warmarTulma sulma qristianTa wreSi Semoitana, mor wmuneTaTvis uCveulo da gaugonari aRar iyo. sajaro 26 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski aRsareba eklesias ukve veRar akmayofilebda, radgan man kierebam farTod moikida fexi da yvelas gasagonad cod vebis aRiareba SeuZlebeli gaxda. sazogadoebrivi cxov rebis wesi qristianuli Temis wevrTa codvebis dafarvas moiTxovda. daiwyo aRsarebis monasterSi Cabareba, aRsa rebis faruli xasiaTi Cveulebad iqca. da maSin aRsarebis ori saxe _ gulissityvebis aRiareba, rac uwin mxolod monazvnobisTvis iyo damaxasiaTebeli, da mZime codvebis aRiareba eklesiaSi _ droSi gaerTianda. aRsareba saja rod aRar iTqmoda. aRsarebis saidumlos dacva kanonad iqca, xolo im adamianad, romelic eklesias ganasaxiereb da da romelsac monanuli aRsarebas andobda, SemdgomSi mRvdeli gaxda. ase mkvidrdeboda Tanamedrove praqtika, romelic droTa ganmavlobaSi SesaZloa kidev Seicvalos. Svilo, Seni codvebi Cems kiserze iyos `mamao, albaT rogor giWirT aRsarebebis mosmena da mi Reba?~…_ me vupasuxe: `es paseqia! didi sixarulia gul wrfeli sinanulis miReba, sulerTia, ra codvebsac ar unda exebodes saqme (da rac ufro didia kacis codva, miT ufro sasixaruloa misi sinanuli). adamiani aTavi suflebs Tavis suls sikvdilisagan _ es sixarulia~. mTavarepiskoposi ioane (Saxovski) aRsareba RmerTsa da adamians Soris aResruleba, da mRvdlis pirovnebas saidumlos aRsrulebisTvis ara viTari mniSvneloba ar gaaCnia. magram eklesia ara marto RvTaebrivi, aramed RmerTkacobrivi organizmic aris. RmerTkacobrivi saxe yovel saidumloSi monawileobs Tavi II. codvebisgan sinanulis gziT vTavisufldebiT .............................. 27 da maT Soris aRsarebis saidumloSic. mRvdeli, rome lic aRsarebas ibarebs, xSirad Seeweva monanuls sulier cxovrebaSi, da maSin mRvdlis pirovnebas, rogorc su lier winamZRvars, aRsarebis dros ukve eniWeba mniSvne loba. magram mRvdlis monawileoba mxolod amiT ar Se moifargleba. Zveli rusuli Cveulebis Tanaxmad, mas Semdeg, rac monanuls codvebs Seundobda, mRvdeli warmoTqvamda: `Svilo, Seni codvebi Cems kiserzea~, _ Semdeg codvilis xels qedze daidebda da amiT adasturebda, rom eklesia mas Tavis Tavze iRebda, rogorc warwymedil cxovars. es imas ar niS navs, rom mRvde li aR msa reb lis cod vebs piradad Tavis Tavze iRebs, magram igi mTeli eklesiis saxeliT gamodis da amiT gamoxatavs, rom eklesiis cxov rebaSi swored ase xdeba: roca erTi wevri tkivils ga nicdis, mTel eklesias stkiva. am SemTxvevaSi mRvdlis saxiT mTel eklesias stkiva. yovelTvis, roca monanuli codvili modis, swored mRvdeli unda gaxdes is eklesia, romelic masTan erTad itanjeba. moZRvris pirovnebas udidesi mniSvneloba aqvs. aR sarebis saidumlos dros man gulgrilad ki ar unda daa fiqsiros misTvis ucxo adamianis sinanuli, aramed su lieri Svilis codvebi rac SeiZleba axlos unda miitanos gulTan. moZRvrisTvis arc erTi aRsareba ukvalod ar Caivlis, es ubralo saubari ar aris, misi monawileoba Cadenili danaSaulis damowmebiT ar Semoifargleba. mR vdlis mdgomareoba aRsarebis dros _ es aris eklesiis mier monanuli adamianis tkivilis sakuTar Tavze aReba. erTi mxriv, moZRvari aRsarebis dros sulierad gaxsnilia am tkivilis aRsaqmelad. Tu mas aseTi mzaoba da TanalmobiT aRsavse, qristes mobaZavi siyvaruli aqvs, moZRvari savsebiT gaxsnili unda iyos, raTa yvela Wri loba, romelic adamians satanam, codvam da sakuTarma vnebebma miayena, TviT moZRvrisTvisac mtkivneuli iyos. 28 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski rogorc eklesiam, man unda igrZnos es tkivili, ganica dos igi, rameTu eklesia mTliani organizmia, sadac erTi wevris tkivils mTeli sxeuli grZnobs. meore mxriv, saidumlos aRsrulebis dros moZRvari uflis madliTa da wyalobiT savsebiT daculia, rom cod vis damangrevelma Zalam igi Tavad ar daangrios. RvTis madli, romelic mRvdels ifaravs, is madlia, mTel ekle sias rom mieniWa, rogorc makurnebeli Zala, rogorc su li wmidis madli, `WirveulTa Semwe da naklulevanTa aR mavsebeli~, rogorc es qirotoniis saidumloSia naTqvami. sinanulis saidumloSi mRvdlis saxiT eklesia ix sneba rogorc RvTaebrivi, iseve kacobrivi mxridan. erTi mxriv, mRvdelma, rogorc adamianma, romelic eklesiis RmerTkacobriobas ganasaxierebs, sxvisi tkivili unda itvirTos, meore mxriv, rogorc mRvdelmTavar qristes xatma, unda umkurnalos adamians Tavisi kacobrivi mona wileobiT, romelic RmerTisgan modis. sinanulis saidumloSi mRvdeli monawileobs, ro gorc mowyale samariteli (ix. luka, 10,30-35), sargeb lobs ra eklesiis madliT, romelsac Wrilobebis kurne bis unari Seswevs. mRvdeli flobs am niWebs da swored mRvdlis meSveobiT xdeba saRmrTo niWebis gardamosvla monanul codvilze. am gagebiT igi ara marto mRvdelia, misi mRvdloba eklesiis madlmosil Zalas warmoadgens. Tumca adamianurad zogierTi mRvdlisTvis sinanulisad mi amgvari damokidebuleba namdvili Rvawlia. swored mRvdelia eklesia, romelic codvils kur navs, da sixaruli, romelic adamians sinanulis saidum los dros codvisagan gankurnebis wams eufleba, is sixa rulia, romliTac xarobs eklesia, xarobs mTeli sxeuli, roca misi erTi wevri xarobs, da mRvdelmac SeuZlebelia ar ganicados es madlmosili mdgomareoba. es swored is momentia, roca mRvdeli TviT qristes eklesiis savsebas warmoadgens. Tavi II. codvebisgan sinanulis gziT vTavisufldebiT .............................. 29 amgvar mdgomareobas aRwerda dekanozi gleb ka leda, roca cixeebSi dadioda sikvdilmisjilebisgan aRsarebis misaRebad da maTTan urTierToba hqonda. es samocdaaTi wlis mRvdeli gardacvalebamde cota xniT adre, gabrwyinebuli da sixaruliT aRsavse, ambobda: `mamebo, ratom ar dadixarT cixeebSi? es iseTi sixa rulia!~ gankurnebis am sixaruls igi mudmivad grZnob da, rogorc axali cxovrebis dabadebas. mRvdlisTvis es yovelTvis madliani sazRauria im tkivilisaTvis, ro melsac igi tvirTulobs. es madli aRsarebis saidumlos dros savsebiT faravs yvela im simZimes, romelsac moZ Rvari Tavis kiserze iRebs sxva adamianebis aRsarebebis mosmenisas. vinc ibrZvis, gadarCeba axla albaT gasagebia, rom aRsareba mRvdelTan sau bari ki ara, RmerTTan miaxlebaa. Sesabamisad, igi TviTon aRmsareblis mierac unda aRiqmebodes ara rogorc rCe vis an nugeSiniscemis miRebis saSualeba mRvdlisgan, rac ar unda kargi da brZeni iyos igi, aramed pirvel rigSi rogorc qristesTan miaxleba da aRmsareblis piradi su lieri Rvawli. wminda mamebi amboben, RmerTi gvacxonebs, magram uCvenod arao. cxovrebiseuli garemoebidan gamomdinare, sina nulis saidumlo sxvadasxvagvarad sruldeba. adamianma SeiZleba moinanios mRvdlis winaSe, romelsac aqvs ola ri da kurTxevani, magram saidumlo SeiZleba aResrulos taZris gareT, olaris, jvris da saxarebis gareSec. TviT sinanulis saidumlosTvis mxolod sinanulia saWiro da sxva araferi. SesaZloa yvela da yvelaferi iyos: codvi lic, mRvdelic, olaric da taZaric, jvaric da saxare 30 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski bac, wakiTxul iqnes yvela locva, codvilis Tavze ola ric iyos gadafarebuli da iTqvas: `mogiteveb da gan gxsni~ _ saidumlo ki mainc ar aRsruldes. rogor sruldeba sinanulis saidumlo? rogorc iTqva, es aris erT-erTi yvelaze saidumloebiT moculi saidumlo. masSi yvelaferi gamouTqmelia, aRuwereli da auxsneli, arsebobs mxolod gansazRvruli forma, ro melic masSi gaazrebuli monawileobis saSualebas gvaZ levs. radgan Tuki Cven ar SegviZlia aRvweroT, rogor Seqmna ufalma samyaro Tavisi sityviT, maSin imis aRwerac SeuZlebelia, rogor ganaaxlebs ufali adamians. adamiani xSirad poulobs TavisTvis aRsarebis kom promisul variants, swored imas, rac SeiZleba eniT aRi weros, SeiZleba formulirdes, rogorc saidumlo, ase Ti aRweriloba kiTxva-migebisagan Sedgeba da sinanulis saxelmZRvanelod gamodgeba. monanuli midis aRsarebaze da Tavis codvebs CamoTvlis, mRvdeli Seundobs da ada miani codvebisagan Tavisufldeba. aseT SemTxvevaSi aRsa rebis saidumlo iqceva ordinalur movlenad, romelic drodadro adamianis cxovrebis garkveul periodebSi xdeba. iwyeba marxva, adamiani midis aRsarebaze, qristes wminda saidumloebebs eziareba... mere marxva mTavrde ba, kaci ganagrZobs cxovrebas morig marxvamde, morig sinanulamde da morig ziarebamde. samwuxarod, sinanu lis saidumlo bevri adamianis cnobierebaSi arsebobs rogorc calkeuli mRvdelmoqmedeba, romelic SeiZleba maSin Sesruldes, roca isini moisurveben. gadaaqcia ra TavisTvis sinanuli `mravaljeradi ga moyenebis saidumlod~, Cveni cnobiereba aRsarebidan aR sarebamde cxovrobs. Tu ar gavacnobiereT da ar warvmar TeT Cveni cxovreba, rogorc RvTisken mimavali erTi, uw yveti gza, igi fragmentuli, SemTxveviTi xdeba: rodesac adamiani sinanuliT ki ar cxovrobs, aramed mxolod dro dadro midis aRsarebaze da inaniebs. magram ar SeiZleba Tavi II. codvebisgan sinanulis gziT vTavisufldebiT .............................. 31 sinanulis saidumlo da Tavad sinanulis gza erTmaneTi sagan gaimijnos. sad aResruleba sinanulis saidumlo? rodis? ra etapze xdeba igi mamoZravebeli Zala? im adamianisTvis, visTvisac sinanuli cxovrebis we sia, aRsareba yovelTvis axleburad, uwindelisgan gan sxvavebulad sruldeba. amas yovelTvis ver vacnobie rebT, magram es asea. amasTan, aRsareba yovel jerze gansakuTrebul, pirad Rvawls moiTxovs, moiTxovs ara marto RvTis Sewevnas, aramed adamianis pirad Rvawlsac, codvasTan brZolis gadawyvetilebas. er Ti mxriv, Cven vi ciT, rom Rmer Ti yov lis mcod nea, misTvis adamianis bedi Sobamdea cnobili, kacis ar seba RvTisTvis dafaruli ar aris. magram meore mxriv, adamians Tavisufali neba aqvs micemuli, igi Tavis Tavs TviTon ganagebs da ufali kacis Tavisufal nebas araso des exeba. amas ufali Tavisi ganxorcielebiT gviCvenebs. igi iSveba rogorc Cvili, romelsac RvTismSobeli saxve vebSi axvevs, xel-fexs ukravs. igi amqveynad modis, viTa rca RmerTi, Tavis qmedebebSi ki dasabamidanve Seborki lia, Tu gnebavT, ar aris Tavisufali. sityva `Seborkili~ SeiZleba saRmrTo bunebas savsebiT ar Seesatyvisebodes, magram igi kidev erTxel ganisazRvreba, roca qristes pi lates sapyrobileSi vxedavT, xelfexSekruls, Tavisuf lebawarTmeuls, kacTa mier datyvevebuls. Cven viciT, rom RmerTi savsebiT Tavisufalia. igi asec eubneba petres, romelic geTsimaniis baRSi mis dac vas cdilobs: `anu hgoneb, viTarmed ver Zal-mic vedre bad mamisa Cemisa, da warmomidginos me aw aqa umravlesi aTormetTa gundTa angelozTai?~ (maTe, 26,53). mas xele wifeba Tavis dacva, magram Tavs sakuTari nebiT izRu davs, raTa kacobrivma Tavisuflebam amgvaradac izeimos. amitom, miuxedavad imisa, rom yoveli adamiani wi naswar aris ganCinebuli cxonebisaTvis, es ar niSnavs, rom yvela cxondeba. RvTis gangebuleba swored imaSi 32 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski mdgomareobs, rom yovelma adamianma TviTon unda gana xorcielos Tavisi dasabamidan ganCinebuli RvTis Svilo ba. magram amis ganxorcieleba mxolod mas xelewifeba, vinc amisaTvis Tavisufal nebas iyenebs, visac surs, rom Rmer Ti hyav des ma mad da Tvi Ton mi si Svi li iyos. vinc amas uaryofs, igi sakuTar cxonebas uaryofs. saqme, romelic yvela sxva saqmes moicavs TviT macxovari yvelas erT iseT saqmes sTavazobs, ro melic yvela sxva saqmes moicavs, da mociqulebs ubrZa nebs, rom yvelas erTi da igive uTxran: `SeinaneT, rameTu moaxlebul ars sasufeveli caTa. wm. markoz moRvawe yvela saidumlo, romelic eklesiaSi aResruleba, SeuZlebelia kacis piradi rwmenisa da Tavisufali nebis gareSe aResrulos. saidumlo mRvdlis mier gantevebis locvis wakiTxviT ar sruldeba, igi locvis wakiTxvis Semdegac unda gagrZeldes. Cvili naTlisRebis saidumlos ver acnobierebs, mas mSoblebisa da naTliebis sarwmunoebaze mindobiT naT laven, yrmis sarwmunoebiT aRzrda maTi movaleobaa. jvrisweris saidumlos sruli gacnobiereba qorwinebis safuZvelia, Tumca adamianebs Tavidan saidumlos bo lomde gaTavisebis unari ar SeswevT, mas sinamdvileSi mTeli cxovrebis manZilze acnobiereben, keTilad gana xorcieleben an daarRveven. survili imisa, rom bolomde emsaxuro RmerTs, mRvdlobis saidumlos aRsrulebis sa fuZvelia, raTa SemdgomSi adamianma mTeli Tavisi cxov rebiT ganaxorcielos es saidumlo. Tavi II. codvebisgan sinanulis gziT vTavisufldebiT .............................. 33 sinanulis saidumloc kacis cxovrebis saidumloa, ara erTjeradi aqti, aramed adamianis sulSi suli wmidis madlis moqmedeba, vidre codvebze saboloo gamarjvebas miaRwevdes. sinanulis saidumlos sxva saidumloTa Soris gansa kuTrebuli adgili uWiravs, radganac esaa adamianSi sxva saidumloebaTa ganxorcielebis safuZveli. Tu adamiani monaTlulia, jvardawerili, xeldasxmuli, magram mis Tvis ucxoa sinanuli, yvela sxva saidumlo moklebulia madlmosil Zalas. suli wmida ver moqmedebs adamianSi, madli madlad rCeba, magram ver ganxorcieldeba, radgan suli wmida adamianis monawileobis gareSe ar moqmedebs. yoveli saidumlo pirvel yovlisa TanamSromlobaa, si nergia, RmerTisa da kacis erToblivi moqmedeba, da kacis moqmedeba sinanulis saidumlos gziT xorcieldeba. Tu adamianSi aris suli wmidis madli, rogorc sa windari, naTlisRebis Jams rom miiRo, maSin is sinanulis gziT am saidumloSi RvTis Svilad ganxorcieldeba. Tu adamianSi aris colqmruli siyvaruli, rogorc jvriswe ris saidumlos Jams suli wmidiT mimadlebuli sawindari, maSin saidumlo sakuTari Tavis mudmivi dadanaSaulebiT, Sinagani sinanuliT da erTmaneTis simZimis tarebis sur viliT xorcieldeba. da ra Tqma unda, es gansakuTrebiT exeba ziarebis saidumlos. amitom sinanulis Sesaxeb SeiZleba iTqvas, rom es aris saidumlo, romelic aRavsebs Tavisi TaviT da aRav sebs azriT adamianis cxovrebas yvela sxva saidumloeba Si. igi ganaxorcielebs naTlisRebis saidumlos savsebas, mironcxebis saidumlos savsebas suli wmidis gardamos vlis Jams, qorwinebis savsebas, mRvdlobis savsebas da adamianis qristesmieri cxovrebis savsebas evqaristiis saidumloSi. 34 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski eklesiaSi yvelaferi sayovelTaoa romel saidumlozec ar unda vsaubrobdeT, TviT saidumlos cneba unda gavigoT, rogorc zogadeklesiu ri moqmedeba. saidumlo _ es aris erTdroulad Tavad eklesiis moqmedeba da aseve moqmedeba Tavad eklesiis mimarT, rom yvelaferi eklesiad gardaiqmnas. sayovel Taoba TviT aRsarebis arsSi devs. codva borotebaa, mTel samyaroSi ganvrcobili. mas saSineli gamanadgurebeli buneba aqvs. monanuli adamia nisTvis gasagebi unda iyos, rom yoveli codva mTeli ka cobriobis mkvlelobaa. Cven ver vityviT, rom pasuxs ar vagebT imaze, rac amqveynad xdeba. SeuZlebelia adamian ma ar igrZnos pasuxismgebloba da danaSauli imis gamo, rom mis Tvalwin ubedureba moxda. bunebrivi katakliz mebisa da katastrofebis dros Cven intuiciiT vgrZnobT, rom amaze TiTqos raRacnairad pasuxs vagebT. rodesac saavadmyofoSi axlobeli kvdeba, yovelTvis gvaqvs da naSaulis grZnoba misi tanjvis gamo, rac Znelad asax snelia: Sen TiTqos araferi dagiSavebia. romanSi `Zmebi karamazovebi~ dostoevski ambobs, rom yvela yvelas wina Sea damnaSave. erTmaneTis winaSe danaSaulis grZnoba imis gacnobierebaa, rom codva sikvdilia, rom codva Tavis TavSi sikvdils Seicavs. adamianis aRsareba ara mxolod misi, aramed mTe li qveynierebis gankurnebaa. icvleba kacis codviT da zianebuli buneba, icvleba mis garSemo arsebuli buneba, icvleba misi damokidebulebis bunebac sxva adamianebis mimarT. xdeba mTlianad garkveuli sivrcis gankurneba adamianis garSemo, romelic man Tavisi codviT daamaxin ja, Tumca garedan es SeiZleba SeumCnevelic iyos. da am gagebiT sinanulis saidumlo, saidumlo bo rotis Zlevisa, eklesiis ganxorcielebaa. amitom yoveli Tavi II. codvebisgan sinanulis gziT vTavisufldebiT .............................. 35 aRsareba ara marto Seni piradi, individualuri, ara mar to calkeuli adamianis saqmea, aramed swored eklesiis saqmea. eklesia am iarebs sakuTar Tavze iRebs, gankurnavs maT da am gziT Tavadac ikurneba. RvTis nebis myofeli waruvalia ukunisamde es qveyanac gardava da misi gulisTqmac, RvTis nebis myo feli ki waruvalia ukunisamde. 1 ioane, 2,17. sinanuls Cven meore naTlisRebas vuwodebT. yo velTvis, roca adamiani sinamdvileSi ganicdis Rrma si nanuls, igi sxva adamiani xdeba. sinanuli SeiZleba misi xelaxla Soba iyos, maSin igi TviT droze imarjvebs da maradiuli xdeba. ufali, romelic codvilTa xsnisaTvis modis, yovelTvis eZiebs adamianebSi imas, rac maradiu lis kuTvnilebaa, raTa sinanulis gziT isini ukvdavebas aziaros. ra didi da gamouTqmeli saswaulia: rac iyo, uec rad qreba, sruliad iZireba RvTis mowyalebaSi, riTic mtkicdeba, rom boroteba ar arsebobs, rom mas ar gaaC nia Tavisi myofoba maradisobaSi. magram codvisagan gan sxvavebiT, romelic SeiZleba daiZlios da kacobriobis istoriidan sruliad warixocos, codvasTan brZolis Se degad mopovebuli saTnoeba da WeSmariti sinanuli isto riaSi da maradisobaSi rCeba. codva droebiTi ram aris, rac ufals ar Seuqmnia da rac ar unda arsebobdes. codviT damaxinjebuli ada miani raRac qimeraa, miTi adamianis Sesaxeb. mZime sanaxa via, roca namdvili, sicocxliTa da maradisobiT aRsavse 36 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski adamians, RmerTs mimsgavsebul qmnilebas, imdenad STan Tqavs droebiTi da ararsebuli, rom TviTon kaci praq tikulad aRarc arsebobs _ rCeba mxolod sisaZagle da simaxinje. rasac ar unda akeTebdes adamiani, yvelaferSi sicarielea; rac ar unda Tqvas, yvelaferi sicruea. ka cis mTeli cxovreba iqceva imad, rac ar arsebobs. xolo roca adamianSi maradiuli araferia, gadasarCenic ara feri rCeba. es ukve saboloo warwymedaa. codvilis sikvdili imiT aris saSineli, rom masSi sruli sicarielea, gadasarCeni aRaraferia. magram sike TesTan naziarebi adamiani sikvdilis Semdegac ar qreba, aramed mTel kacobriobas miemadleba, sivrcis, drois da sul sxva ganzomilebaTa meSveobiT ganxorcieldeba ka cobriobaSi. aTas xuTasi wlis win miicvala adamiani, Cven ki dResac vambobT: `wmidao dido mRvdelmTavaro niko loz, Segvewie~. Tu kaci ebrZvis codvas, Tu aRsarebas ambobs, mis Tvis cxadi xdeba, rom codva sruli araraobaa. da gamo dis, rom TviT sinanulis saidumlo adamianSi maradiu lobis droebiTze gamarjvebis saidumloa. Tavis warma val mdgomareobaSi adamians SeuZlia imdenad Seexos ma radisobas, rom maradisobiT aRivsos, xelaxla iSvas da daZlios yovelive warmavali. kacs, rogorc xorciel arsebas, ar SeuZlia bolom de zidos sulieri; mas, rogorc miwier qmnilebas, ar Za luZs erT wuTSi gaxdes zeciuri _ es mTeli misi cxovre bis saqmea. magram bolos, roca adamianSi miwa zecad gar daiqmneba, roca droebiTi warvals da maradiuli dgeba, ai, maSin mas Seswevs unari Tavis TavSi ganaxorcielos is, rasac ufali eklesiis saidumloebebis ZaliT mimadlis. maSin is WeSmariti, romelic maradisobis kuTvnilebaa da adamianSi suli wmidis madliT aris gancxovelebuli, uecrad imarjvebs masSi. Tavi III saidumloTa saidumlo ziarebis gareSe arc erTi saidumlo ar aResruleba. wm. maqsime aRmsarebeli yoveli mRvdelmoqmedebis dasasruli wminda ziarebaa yoveli mRvdelmoqmedebis dasasruli da yoveli saR mrTo saidumlos beWedi wminda ziarebaa. wm. svimeon axali RvTismetyveli Cven vambobT, rom evqaristia saidumloTa saidum loa. ese igi, ar arsebobs saidumlo, romelic evqaris tiiT ar ikurTxebodes da masTan siRrmiseul kavSirSi ar iyos. naTlisReba da qorwinebis saidumlo Zvelad li turgiis dros aResruleboda. mRvdlad xeldasxmis sai dumlo dResac liturgiaze aResruleba. asea Tu ara sxva saidumloebebTan mimarTebaSi? zeTis kurTxevis saidumlo liturgias TiTqos araf riT ukavSirdeba, arc Tavisi wes-gangebiT da arc simbo likiT. sainteresoa, rom adre igi gansxvavebulad aResru leboda, mTlad ise ara, rogorc amJamad, zeTis kurTxevis saidumlosTvis weliwadSi erTxel rom vikribebiT. zeTis kurTxeva moiazreboda rogorc dauZlurebul da sneul wevrTan eklesiis misvla. dauZlurebul, sneul adamians eklesiaSi evqaristiaze misvla ar SeeZlo da masTan ekle sia TviTon midioda. pirvel dRes erTi mRvdeli midioda, saxarebasa da locvebs waukiTxavda da zeTs scxebda; meo re dRes _ meore mRvdeli da ase, Svidi mRvdeli, mTeli kviris ganmavlobaSi. bolos isini ikribebodnen da saboo lod scxebdnen zeTs, ukiTxavdnen mas saerTo locvas da Semdeg qristes wminda saidumlos aziarebdnen. Tavi III. saidumloTa saidumlo .................................................................................... 39 ami tom ver vit yviT, rom ze Tis kur Txe va ar aris kavSirSi evqaristiasTan. Tavad eklesia midioda gansa kurneblad da zeTiscxebis saidumlos gziT adamians wminda saidumlosTan ziarebisTvis amzadebda. Cvenma cnobierebam es dRemde Semoinaxa, rogorc tradicia ze Tiscxebis meore dRes ziarebisa. aRsarebis saidumloc evqaristiasTan siRrmiseul kavSirSia, rogorc adamianis evqaristiaze daSvebis ne barTva. Zvel eklesiaSi arsebuli sajaro aRsareba mxo lod evqaristiasTan iyo kavSirSi. misi mniSvneloba imaSi mdgomareobda, rom Secodebuli adamiani ziarebisagan ga neyenebina an sinanulis gziT evqaristiasTan SeeerTebi na. adamianis eklesiisagan ganyeneba eklesiis formaluri wevrobisgan ganyenebas ki ara, pirvel yovlisa evqaris tiisgan ganyenebas niSnavs: mRvdels liturgiaze msaxu reba ekrZaleba, eriskacs _ ziareba. adamiani evqaristias mxolod sinanuliT mieaxleba, mxolod Serigebuli, imis nebarTviT, rom qristes wminda saidumlos eziaros. ra sityvebs warmoTqvams mRvdeli, roca Sendobis locvas kiTxulobs? `miiRe da SeaerTe wmidasa Sensa ek lesiasa~..., eklesiasTan Serigeba ki evqaristiul kavSirSi Sesvlas niSnavs. swored amaSia siRrmiseuli kavSiri aRsa rebis saidumlosa da evqaristias Soris, adamianis sulier cxovrebasa da liturgiaSi mis monawileobas Soris. sinanulis saidumlo mWidro kavSirSia evqaristiis saidumlosTan, radgan sinanulis saidumlo _ es eklesiis saidumloa. misi mizani mxolod srulyofileba, mxolod naklovanebaTa daZleva ki ar aris, aramed igi gansaz Rvravs, xar eklesiaSi Tu ara, xar RmerTTan Tu ara, mii Re qriste Tu uaryof mas, radgan ise xar gaukuRmarebu li, raime unda iRono, rom gamosworde da miiRo qriste. mxolod amisTvis inaniebs adamiani, mxolod amisTvis iR vwis da gamoaqvs nayofi, Rirsi sinanulisa, romlis azri evqaristiis saidumloSi qristesTan ziarebaa. 40 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski mswrafl ganvibanoT biwi codvisa bevri mRvdeli, mitropoliti antoni suroJelic ki xSiri aRsarebis winaaRmdegia. maT miaCniaT, rom sakmari sia aRsareba TveSi erTxel an ufro iSviaTadac iTqvas, da rom maSin adamiani SeiZleba sinanulis gancdiT movi des, SeZlos sakuTari Tavis Sefaseba, gaacnobieros Tavi si codvebi da ufro Rrmad Seinanos. Tu am Tvalsazriss gaviziarebT, SeiZleba CavTvaloT, rom ziarebazec igive unda iTqvas: Tu adamiani iSviaTad eziareba, misi ziare ba ufro Rirseulia. zogierTi moZRvari xSiri ziarebis uflebas ar iZleva da amas imiT asabuTebs, rom ziareba am dros formaluri xdeba. Znelia daeTanxmo am azrs. Tu RmerTTan urTierTo ba WeSmaritia, igi formaluri ar SeiZleba iyos, iqneba es sinanulis saidumlo, ziarebis saidumlo Tu locva. formaluri igi SeiZleba TavisTavad gaxdes, da es imaze ki ar aris damokidebuli, xSirad mieaxleba Tu iSviaTad kaci ama Tu im saidumlos, aramed imaze, Tu ra mimarTe baSia masTan: ramdenad Rrmad esmis mas aRsarebis mniSvne loba an liturgiaSi misi piradi monawileobis azri, da saerTod, ramdenad cxovrobs igi sulierad. adamiani Tu gulmxurvale morwmunea da WeSmaritad sulieri cxovre biT cxovrobs, maSin RmerTTan mis urTierTobaSi forma luri araferia. dRes axalmoqceul qristianTa umravlesobisTvis xSiri da dawvrilebiTi aRsareba katexizaciis umniSvne lovanesi saSualebaa, moZRvrisagan im kiTxvebze pasuxis miRebis SesaZleblobaa, rac aucilebelia adamianis su lieri CamoyalibebisaTvis. SeiZleba aRsarebaze weliwad Si erTxelac ki mixvide, didi xuTSabaTis wina dRes, ro gorc es samwuxarod xSirad xdeba, da am dros sakuTar codvebs mainc ver xedavde. magram Tu kacs surs Tavisi Tavi III. saidumloTa saidumlo .................................................................................... 41 Tavi namdvilad dainaxos, sinanuli masSi iRviZebs, ro gorc bunebrivi moTxovnileba. codva SiSismomgvrelia, da Tuki adamians ar SeuZ lia da ar surs codvaSi cxovreba, igi aRsarebaze Ta visTavad miva. ra moacdevinebs mTeli Tve? rogorc ki ig rZnob, rom cod vam mog wyla, umal eqims mi mar Te. xo lo rac ufro met xans daayovneb, miT ufro ugrZnobeli xdeba suli. gulis gaqvaveba ki swored imas mosdevs, rom adamiani SesaZleblad miiCnevs codvis wyluli moiTminos da samomavlod gadados sinanuli. gvaxsendeba netari av gustine, romelic, vidre codvili iyo, ase loculobda: `ufalo, mac xovne me, oRond ax la ara~. swo red codvis wyluli unda aRZravdes adamians, rom rac SeiZleba male Tqvas aRsareba, Sewevna da sulieri rCeva sTxovos moZ Rvars. sinanulis seriozul nayofs kaci erT kviraSi al baT namdvilad ver gamoiRebs, magram sul mudam sinanu lis gzas ki unda adges. winaSe karsa taZrisa Senisasa wardgomil var vinc wminda saidumloebebs ganeSoreba, is RmerTs gane Soreba. wm. egnate da kaliste sxvadasxva qveyanaSi aRsarebis sxvadasxva praqtika arsebobs da igi yvelgan liturgiasTan ar gaxlavT kav SirSi. Zalian sasixaruloa, rom Cvens eklesiaSi yoveli evqaristiis win RmerTTan Serigebis tradicia damkvid rda. magram swored amitom sinanulis saidumlo zogier Tis mier aRiqmeba ara rogorc caTa sasufevlis saidum 42 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski lo, aramed rogorc erTgvari saSvi qristes wminda sai dumlosTan miaxlebisa. ra Tqma unda, yvela ityvis, rom es ase ar aris, magram garegnulad ase Cans: Tavdapirve lad aRsarebaze midixar da amis Semdeg geZleva ziarebis nebarTva. aRsareba ziarebis nebarTva ki ara, SeerTebaa eklesiasTan, romlisganac adamians codva ganaSorebs. Tu aRsarebis saidumlos ise gavigebT, rogorc zia rebis nebarTvas, maSin ziarebac da sinanulic pirad saq med moiazreba. Cemi piradi saqme Cemi piradi codvebiT mRvdelma ganixila da garkveuli rezolucia daado, ax la ki SemiZlia gavagrZelo Cemi piradi saqme da qristes wminda saidumloebebs veziaro. es mcdari Sexedulebaa. bevrisTvis, vinc taZarSi Tavisi patara saqmisTvis, `saku Tari~ madlis misaRebad modis, ziareba da RmerTTan Se rigeba misgan raimes waRebas niSnavs. Cvevad qceuli aseTi yalbi suliereba erT-erTi didi tragediaa, ase mravlad rom aris Cvens eklesiur cxovrebaSi, da es cxovreba ver mowesrigdeba, Tu yvela adamiani ar gamoasworebs erTma neTTan da RmerTTan urTierTobas. mRvdlis locva zia re bis ne bar Tva ki ar aris, ara med imis da mow me ba, rom adamiani RmerTisken miiswrafvis, mas eZiebs da masTan yofna swyuria. Tumca me ar vfiqrob, rom aRsareba is formalobaa, romlis mixedviTac ziarebaze daiSvebian: Tu Tqvi aRsa reba _ eziare, Tu arada ara. me vfiqrob, rom SeiZleba ufro xSirad eziaro, vidre aRsarebas ambob. Tu adamian ma aRsareba erTi kviris win Tqva da Tavis Tavze gansa kuTrebuls verafers ityvis, magram ziareba surs, guli Semusvrili aqvs da yvelasTan mSvidobiani urTierToba akavSirebs, maSin ratom ar unda daiSvas igi ziarebaze? Cven asec viqceviT, roca, magaliTad, aRdgomis dResas waulze yvela eziareba. amis ar unda gveSinodes. gveSino des imis, rom Tavi ver SevikavoT ziarebamde da ziarebis Semdeg. Tu adamians cudi araferi Caudenia, cdilobda Tavi III. saidumloTa saidumlo .................................................................................... 43 Tavi daecva, Tu misi guli Semusvrilia, sakmarisia moZ RvarTan mivides da uTxras: `mamao, me vgrZnob, rom cod vili var, magram Cems Tavze axals verafers vityvi, min da ve zia ro~. aseT dros ada mians ua ri ar un da eT qvas, radgan igi qristesTan midis da qriste mas ar uaryofs. im taZrebSi, sadac namdvili evqaristiuli Temi Camoya libda, sadac moZRvari mrevls saxelebiT icnobs da maTi cxovrebac icis, sadac qristianebs yovel kviras da sad Resaswaulo liturgiaze ziareba surT, yoveli ziarebis win aRsareba aucilebeli ar aris. roca Tundac Zalian gulwrfeli aRsarebis Semdeg saziareblad midixar, Zalian mniSvnelovania gesmodes, rom sinamdvileSi TiTqmis araferi giTqvams da rogoric iyavi, arsebiTad iseTive darCi. aRsarebis Semdeg adamia ni marTali mainc ver gaxdeba, isev im codvilad rCeba, romelic RmerTs Zrwolis gareSe ver mieaxleba. rameTu uRirsad moviReb... uwyi, ufalo, rameTu uRirsad moviReb uxrwnelsa xor csa Sensa da patiosansa sisxlsa Sensa. ziarebiswina locvebidan cxadia, aRsarebis Semdeg ziarebamde Tavi yovel mxriv unda daicva. rogor unda eziaro, Tuki vinme gaa nawyene da aRsarebis Semdeg mas ar Seurigdi? magram Rirs ki saso warikveTo imis gamo, rom aRsarebis Semdeg raRac codva gagaxsenda, romlis Tqmac dagaviwyda? es codva ziarebisTvis damabrkolebeli ar gaxlavT. aseT dros guliT unda damdablde da Tqva: `esec Seminde, ufalo~, _ da saziareblad mixvide. ufali Cvens aRsarebas arc imis mixedviT iwynarebs, ramden codvas vaRiarebT, arc imis mixedviT, ramdenad 44 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski gulmodgined SevarCevT sityvebs codvebis aRnusxvisas. swored imitom ara varT barZimTan miaxlebis Rirsni, rom CvenSi uamravi codvaa iseTi, rac araTu ar gviRiarebia, jer arc ki dagvinaxavs sakuTar TavSi. vTqviT aRsare ba da cod vi le bad dav rCiT, mag ram ufa li mainc gvRe bulobs: Tavisi gulmowyalebis gamo gvRebulobs Cven, codvilebs, Tu monaniebis survils da codvebTan brZo lis gadawyvetilebas xedavs. gvRebulobs da sxva adamia nebad gvyofs. magram Tu arc survili gagaCnia da arc mtkice ga dawyvetileba, maSin ufalic arafers iqms... eziarebi da miRebul madls iqve ganabnev. roca barZims sruli gul grilobiT da imis codniT miveaxlebiT, rom Tundac gvsurdes gamosworeba, mainc iseTiveni davrCebiT, ro gorebic viyaviT, Tan gunebaSi kidevac gvinda, cotaTi uwindeburebic viyoT _ ai, esaa yvelaze didi saSinele ba. roca gulSi iseTi grZnoba grCeba, rom sxvanairi arc ginda iyo, genaneba bevri is wvrilmani, rasac unda See lio, ginda raRaciT kidev datkbe, raRacas kvlav daewa fo, kidev erTxel ganicado is, rac adre gangicdia _ ai, esaa ubedureba. ufa li zia re bis ne bas imi tom ki ar gvaZ levs, rom amis Rirsebi varT, arc imitom, rom aRsarebis Semdeg ziarebis ufleba gvaqvs. Cven arasdros arafris ufleba ara gvaqvs. magram aseTia uflis usazRvro kacTmoyvare ba da gulmowyaleba: miuxedavad yvelafrisa, rogorebic varT, iseTebs gvRebulobs. yoveli saidumlo RmerTisa da adamianis saSineli Sexvedraa. `saSinel ars Sevrdoma xelTa RmrTisa cxo velisaTa~ (ebr. 10,31), _ naTqvamia wminda werilSi. sa Sinelia yoveli saidumlos miReba, uflis sisxlTan da xorcTan ziareba ki gansakuTrebiT saSinelia. da ekle sia mociqulTa epistoleebiT, wmida mamaTa swavlebebiT daucxromlad qadagebs, rom Rirseulad ziareba aravis Tavi III. saidumloTa saidumlo .................................................................................... 45 xelewifeba _ rogorc ar unda moemzado, rogorc ar unda iloco, rogorc ar unda imarxulo... qristes sis xlTan da xorcTan ziarebis SesaZleblobas erTaderTi ram gvaZlevs _ suli Semusvrili da imis gacnobiereba, rom Sen ar Zal giZs zia re ba, mag ram ama ve dros arc is SegiZlia, rom ar eziaro, rameTu esaa erTaderTi wyaro Seni cxovrebisa. mxolod sinanulis saidumloa safuZveli da imedi imisa, rom es ziareba, kacis qristesTan SeerTeba misTvis saukuno cxovrebisa da sixarulis sawindari iqneba. Tavi IV siyvaruli gandevnis SiSs aramed amisTvis Seviwyale, raiTa Cemda momarT aCuenos pirvelad iesu qristeman yoveli sulgrZelebai misi saxed merme Ta maT morwmuneTa misa mimarT cxorebad saukunod. 1 timoTe, 1,16. usazRvroa uflis kacTmoyvareba Tqvens borotebas Tavisi zoma aqvs, xolo kurneba, mis wi naaRmdeg movlenili, usazomoa. kacTa mankierebas raRac zRvari udevs, RvTis kacTmoyvareba ki usazRvroa. wm. ioane oqropiri zogjer urwmuno adamianebisTvis sazRvari avsa da kargs Soris ufro garkveulia, vidre im qristianTaTvis, sulieri cxovrebis Sesaxeb cru da zerele warmodgene bis tyveobaSi rom arian. `rasac ar unda vakeTebdeT, yve laferi cudi da uRirsia~, _ xSirad amboben morwmuneni da ar esmiT, rom am sityvebiT adamianis mTel cxovrebas aufasureben. urwmunoni ki, Cveulebriv, yvelafers Tavi si sindisis Sesabamisad afaseben: kargi saqcieli kargia, cudi saqcieli ki _ cudi. Tu Cveulebrivi cxovrebiT cxovroben da sazogadoebis mier dadgenil normebs ar arRveven, isini Tavs karg, wesier da normalur adamiane bad miiCneven. cxadia, axlad moqceuli bevr rames eklesiisgan sruliad gansxvavebul Sefasebas aZlevs. pirveli aRsa rebis win igi wignebs mimarTavs. es wignebi imisTvis aris Seqmnili, rom adamiani saidumlosTvis moamzadon, magram sinamdvileSi xSirad igi seriozuli problemebis winaSe aRmoCndeba xolme, radgan aseT wignebs yovelTvis rodi moaqvT sargebloba. maT Soris bevria Zalian kargi wig ni; saukeTeso da SesaZloa, erTaderTi maT Soris ioane krestiankinis `aRsarebis agebis gamocdilebaa~, Tumca 48 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski axlad moqceulisTvis isic metismetad mkacria. magram aRsarebis Sesaxeb dawerili wignebi ZiriTa dad kacis cxovrebas erT mTlian codvad warmogvidgens, romelsac araviTari gamarTleba ar gaaCnia. roca axal moqceuli xelSi iRebs codvebsa da aRsarebaze forma lurad daweril wigns, Zalian ibneva: xedavs codvebis CamonaTvals, romelic Turme unda Seinanos, is ki maT, rogorc codvebs, jer kidev ver acnobierebs. adamia ni fiqrobs, rom normaluri, kargi adamianis cxovrebiT cxovrobs _ hyavs Svilebi, aqvs ojaxi, samsaxuri, Tavis garSemo raRac Seuqmnia: saxli augia, baRi gauSenebia, amitom am kacs ar esmis, ratom iTvleba, rom keTili saq meebi, romlebsac igi akeTebda, sinamdvileSi sruliadac ar arian keTili saqmeebi. am wignebidan igi Seityobs, rom aqamde jvardauwereli cxovrobda, rom misi siyvaruli gonebisTvis savsebiT gaucnobierebeli codva yofila, Svi le bi ar mou naT lavs, yve la im si ke Tes, rac ki sxva adamianebisTvis gaukeTebia, safuZvlad wvrilmani pativ moyvareoba edo... ese igi, yoveli misi saqcieli sasjelis Rirsia _ adamiani ganadgurebulia, igi aRar arsebobs da gadasarCenic aRaravinaa. zogierT wignSi codvebis aseTi CamonaTvali ab surdamde midis. minaxavs wigni aRsarebis Sesaxeb, sadac dawvrilebiT aris CamoTvlili yovelgvari gaukuRmar Teba, dasaxelebulia iseTi codvebi, romelTa xmamaRla warmoTqmac ki uxerxulia. visTvis aris es wigni daweri li? an raRa qristianebi arian, Tu aseT codvebs sCadian? maT arc SeiZleba qristianis saxeli ewodebodeT. xSirad codvebis CamonaTvalSi mkacr askezasa da axalmoqceuli adamianis cxovrebis wess Soris araviTari gansxvaveba ar aris, Tumca bevri ram, rac aSkarad dauSvebelia beris Tvis, magaliTad, qaliSvilis sacekvaod gawveva, saero pirisTvis savsebiT misaRebia. dRes xSirad gamoicema kacma ar icis, saidan aRmo Tavi IV. siyvaruli gandevnis SiSs ............................................................................. 49 cenebuli `berebis~ rCeva-darigebebi, romlebic gvmoZ Rvraven, Tu rogori unda iyos namdvili sinanuli. Tu am wignebs yuradRebiT waikiTxav, aucileblad raime saxis fsiqikur aSlilobamde mixval. aq gabatonebulia damoki debuleba qalis, rogorc monis mimarT, romelic mzadaa yvelaferi usityvod miiRos da nebismier uazrobas dae morCilos. cxadia, amas SeuZlia daimonos adamianis cno biereba, rogorc es totalitarul seqtebSi xdeba. msgavsi wignebi kacs borotebis buded warmoaCens, romelsac Sendobis imedi ar unda hqondes. maT adamia ni yalb sulier mdgomareobamde mihyavT, radgan SeuZ lebels xdian, rom kacma Tavisi Tavi RmerTs mimsgavse bul pirovnebad gaacnobieros, ar aZleven saSualebas, rom raRac sayrdeni ipovos, Tavisi cxovreba zneobisa da sindisis, sikeTisa da simarTlisadmi bunebrivi midreki lebis kategoriebSi gaacnobieros. yovelive es garda sa sowarkveTilebisa, sulieri sicarielisa da protestisa, arafers iwvevs. adamiani aRsarebaze ganadgurebuli, mi wasTan gasworebuli midis da arc ki sjera, rom RmerTi Seundobs codvebs. am wignebis TviT struqturaSi, adamianisadmi, ro gorc damnaSavisadmi damokidebulebaSi aris raRac inkvi zitoruli. amitom, roca kaci xelSi am tipis Txzulebebs iRebs, didi sifrTxilea saWiro, radgan SeiZleba saso warkveTilebaSi Cavardes da saerTod wavides eklesiidan. cxadia, ase Tu ise kargad dawerili wignebic gvxvdeba, Tumca TviT wm. egnate brianCaninovis wignmac SeiZleba mZime STabeWdileba datovos, radgan igi sakmaod sqema turad aris agebuli: aris saTnoebebi, romlebic Cven ar gagvaCnia, aris codvebi, romlebic mravlad gvaqvs da aris forma, romlis mixedviTac vambobT aRsarebas. mag ram arsebobs kidev cocxali adamianic, romelsac surs Seicvalos, romelic Zrwis uflis winaSe da es-es aris iwyebs misken mimavali bilikis Ziebas. mas RmerTSi dasay 50 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski rdeni jer kidev ar gaaCnia, am dasayrdenis sapovnelad movida da SesaZloa arc ki icodes, rom ufali siyvaru liT umzers misken mimaval yovel monanul codvils. ar arsebobs miutevebeli codva, garda Seunanebelisa kacis mTeli cxovreba codvasTan aris kavSirSi. es saSinelebaa, magram ara usaSvelo. marTlac, Cveni cxov reba sxva araferia, Tu ar ganuwyveteli codva RvTis winaSe, magram ufali gana ise gviyurebs, rogorc amas aRsarebis Sesaxeb dawerili wignebis avtorebi amboben, romlebic adamianis yovel azrs, yovel survils codvad warmoadgenen? bevr adamians (maT Soris mec) pirveli aRsarebis Semdeg mZime gancda rCeba: `axla raRa vqna, sad wavide? saxlSi codvili cxovrebiT vcxovrobT, samsaxurSic igi ve xdeba, ase uceb xom ver Secvli cxovrebas, aRsarebis Semdeg pirdapir monasterSi xom ver waxval kaci? locva daviwyo? magram me erTi locvac ki ar vici. RmerTi miy vardes? me arc ki vici, ra aris siyvaruli~. es seriozuli problemaa da didi dabrkoleba aR sarebaze mosuli adamianisTvis. codvebis SiSiT kacs si cocxlis xalisi ekargeba da cxovrebas codvisagan da malvis aucileblobad aRiqvams, cdilobs gaeqces nebis mier situacias, sadac SeiZleba raime Sescodos da, bo los da bolos, TviT cxovrebas daemalos. aseTi adamianebi mTel sazogadoebebs qmnian im qris tianebisgan, romlebsac cxovrebis eSiniaT _ ara codvis Cadenis, aramed swored rom cxovrebis. isini grZnoben, rom codvas ver gaeqcevian da nebismieri saqmis gakeTebas ufrTxian, radgan misTvis pasuxisgeba mouwevT. SeSinebu Tavi IV. siyvaruli gandevnis SiSs ............................................................................. 51 li adamiani arafrisTvis ar varga, igi verc eklesiis wev ri gaxdeba, radgan verc erT morCilebas ver Seasrulebs. `vaiTu ver Sevasrulo da Sevcodo? umjobesia saerTod ar gavakeTo~. erTma qalma Cems kiTxvaze, ama da am ada mianisTvis ratom ar loculob-meTqi, mipasuxa: `rogor unda viloco misTvis? daviwyeb locvas da iqve gansac delebi modis, me maT ver gavuZleb da Sevcodav. ar Se miZlia am adamianisTvis locva~. codvis SiSiT adamianebi bevr sxva ramesac ar ake Te ben. ga moT qmac xom ar se bobs, `rac mets iZi neb, miT naklebs Sescodavo~. aseTebi eklesiaSi sakmaod mravlad gvxvdebian _ amorfulni, SeSinebulni da dabeCavebul ni. zogjer isini gonebadabnelebuli adamianebis STa beWdilebasac ki toveben, radgan cxovrebis winaSe maT SiSs aTasi fobia axlavs Tan. visac cxovrebisa eSinia, mas TandaTan adamianebisadmi SiSic eufleba, eCveneba, rom mis irgvliv boroti adamianebi arian, raRac cudi TvaliT uyureben, misgan raRacas moiTxoven, bolos ki vakuumSi rCebian da agresiulebi xdebian. isini ubedu ri adamianebi arian, romlebic aRsarebisa da codvisad mi arasworma damokidebulebam daaSina. Tu kacs RmerTi uyvars, ase ver icxovrebs, rameTu siyvaruli gandevnis SiSs (ix. 1 ioane, 4,18). marTalia, umoqmedoba adamians codvis Cadenis sa Sualebas ar aZlevs, magram maSin arc imis saSualeba eq neba, rom RvTisaTvis raime nayofi gamoiRos. 52 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski roca xelaxla daecemi, xelaxla Seinane roca xelaxla daecemi, xelaxla Seinane. sasos nu warik veT, ipove sakuTar TavSi gambedaoba da imedi. Tqvi: `mo miteve, qriste RmerTo, isev vinanieb~. nu ityvi: `RvTis risxvaa CemTvis gamzadebuli~. gana aseTi naTqvami codva ar aris? kacni varT. beri ioseb aToneli igavSi qanqarebis (talantebis) (maTe, 25,14-30) Sesa xeb batoni Tavis monebs talantebs urigebs: zogs xuT ta lants, zogs ors, zogs ki dev erTs, Ti Toeuls mi si unaris Sesabamisad, da talantebis saqmeSi gamoyenebas iTxovs. Cvens enaze, martivad rom vTqvaT, es erTgvari finansuri SeTanxmebaa, SeiZleba iTqvas sabanko opera cia, sadac adamianma fuli unda daabandos da iqidan procenti miiRos. es operacia friad sariskoa: Tu iq ar daabande, sadac saWiroa, mogatyueben da SeiZleba mTe li fuli waago, magram Tu sworad moiqcevi, SeiZleba mogebac naxo. ro ca ba to ni mo nebs fuls uri gebs, man icis, rom es sarisko saqmea. garkveuli riski yvela finansur ope racias axlavs. dabandebul saxsrebs Tan mogeba an wageba moaqvs. igavSi pirdapir ar aris naTqvami, magram SeiZleba vigulisxmoT, rom batoni Tavis monebs Secdomis daSve bis uflebas aZlevs. ar aZlevs erTaderT uflebas _ rom es fuli miwaSi daflan. `batono, vicodi, rom sastiki kaci xar Sen; imki, sa dac ar dagiTesavs da kreb, sadac ar dagibnevia~ (maTe, 25,24) _ eubneba mona Tavis batons. ai, aseTia im adamia nebis cnobiereba, romelTac eSiniaT qristianulad ic xovron da imoqmedon. `rogor movkido xeli am saqmes, Tavi IV. siyvaruli gandevnis SiSs ............................................................................. 53 Tu amis gamo saSinel samsjavroze pasuxisgeba momiwevs! rogor davexmaro moyvass an maTTvis rogor viloco... rogor vitvirTo moxuci qalis movla, vaiTu ver Sev Zlo? vaiTu ver gavqaCo? da maSin ra pasuxi gavce ufals? umjobesia saerTod araferi gavakeTo!~ magram gana ufali sastiki adamiania? amis pasuxad ufali ambobs: `ai, mxolod imisTvis gangsji, monav udebo da boroto, rom cxovrebisa SegeSinda da arc ki gicdia raime gagekeTebina, da ara imisaTvis, rom es fuli SeiZ leba dagekarga an ver Segenaxa~. xSirad swored ase gvemarTeba: ufali gvaZlevs ta lantebs, Cven ki maT ver vufrTxildebiT. aRsarebis sai dumlos mizanic is gaxlavT, rom RmerTTan Searigos ada miani, romelmac Tavisi talantebi ver Seinaxa, miwaSi ki ar dafla, aramed sworedac rom ver Seinaxa. mas hqonda maTi gamoyenebis SesaZlebloba, magram ver SeZlo amis gakeTeba Tavisi ugunurebis, mouxerxeblobis, uvicobis, qarafSutobisa Tu nebismieri sxva mizezis gamo, ubra lod Tavisi codvilobis gamo. man isini ganabnia, magram ar dauflavs _ da amitom aRsarebis gziT RmerTTan Se rigebis SesaZlebloba aqvs. magram adamianisTvis, romelmac talanti miwaSi dafla, aRsareba, rogorc saidumlo, SeiZleba arc Sed ges, radgan mas uflis winaSe TiTqos araferi dauSavebia. Sinagani protesti RmerTis, rogorc sastiki batonis wi naaRmdeg, visic geSinia, vis winaSec Zrwi mxolod imitom, rom Seni SecdomebisTvis pasuxis gacema mogiwevs, kacs Tavisi codvebis aRiarebis saSualebas ar aZlevs, Tundac igi aRsarebaze xSirad dadiodes. magram gavixsenoT, ras eubneba ufali kaens, roca igi Tavisi Zmis mosaklavad emzadeba: `...codva karTan ars, igi Tavisken migaqcevs, magram Sen uflebde masze~ (dab. 4,7). 54 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski codva Tqvenzeda ara uflebdes roca wmida sameba Tavisufal adamians qmnis, aqedan gardauvlad gamomdinareobs codvis SesaZlebloba. ufal ma uwyis Tavisi gamomsyidveli Rvawlis Sesaxeb da es swo red Tavisuflebis miniWebad da RmerTis mier adamianis gamoxsnad moiazreba. Tu RmerTi kacs ar gamoixsnis, maSin adamiani Tavisi qcevebis gamo Sjulis mixedviT ganisjeba, magram ufalma Cveni codvebisaTvis Tavidanve msxverplad gai Ro Ta vi, da es gvaZ levs uf le bas mo viq ceT ise, ro gorc amas mocemul viTarebaSi gadavwyvetT. ufali Tavi suflebas gvaZlevs, kacisTvis miniWebuli Tavisufleba ki Secdomis daSvebis SesaZleblobasac gulisxmobs. Tavisufleba udidesi niWia, misi dafvla ar SeiZle ba. Tavisufleba adamians RmerTs amsgavsebs, codvasTan brZolisa da sinanulis saidumlosTan miaxlebis SesaZ leblobas aZlevs. mxolod Tavisufal adamians SeuZlia gaacnobieros monoba, igrZnos, rom codva Tavisuflebas stacebs. cod vas swored is axasiaTebs, rom igi kacs monad aqcevs, xo lo monuri cnobierebis mqone adamiani, romelic mudmiv SiSsa da usasoobas ganicdis, codvas ver SeebrZoleba _ ro gorc co fian ZaRls, ise gaeq ce va, mag ram cod va mas sadme sxvagan wamoeweva. vin vis flobs? vin vi si ba to nia? Tu cod va nam dvilad batonobs Cvenze da misi, rogorc batonis, ise gveSinia, sakuTar Tavs ki mis monebad vaRiarebT, uflis monebi verasodes gavxdebiT. codva sunTqvis, cxovrebis saSualebas ar mogvcems da ise dagvaSinebs, rogorc avi ZaRli aSinebs bavSvs, imdenad, rom mas saxlidan gamos vlisa eSinia. magram Cven ZalgviZs codvaze batonoba. erT-erTi simZime, aRsarebasa da sulier cxovrebas rom axlavs Tan, damnaSaved yofnis SiSia. qristianis yve Tavi IV. siyvaruli gandevnis SiSs ............................................................................. 55 laze mTavari Tavisufleba imaSia, rom mas RvTis winaSe damnaSaved yofnisa ar eSinodes. bavSvebiviT iyaviTo, am bobs ufali (ix. maTe, 18,3). bavSvebs ar eSiniaT, rom SeiZ leba mSoblebis winaSe aRmoCndnen, Tumca xSirad arian ki dec dam na Sa ve ni. mag ram maT ician, rom rac ar un da daaSavon, epatiebaT: bavSvi bavSvia, mSobeli ki _ mSobeli, amitom bavSvebs cxovrebisa ar eSiniaT. ra Tqma unda, bav Svi SeiZleba ise daaSino, rom mSoblebis SiSi gauCndes, magram maSin isini aRar eyvareba. SeiZleba geSinodes RmerTis, ise rogorc dabeCave bul bavSvebs sastiki mSoblebisa eSiniaT, magram es mac xovnebeli ki ara, damRupveli SiSia. adamianma uSiSrad unda icxovros, radgan RmerTi erTgvar SeRavaTs gvaZ levs: man kargad icis, rom ar SegviZlia ar vcodoT, Cve ni dacemuli bunebis gamo ase Tu ise mainc SevcodavT, magram mas imitom ki ar vuyvarvarT, rom marTalni varT, aramed imitom, rom varsebobT. moiZule codva da giyvardes codvili gakicxva niSnavs, rom vinmeze Tqva, ama da am kacma tyui li Tqva, imruSa, ganrisxdao… gankiTxva ki imas niSnavs, rom Tqva: esa da es kaci matyuara, memruSe da mrisxaneao. am SemTxvevaSi TviT sulis ganwyoba ganikiTxe, mTel mis cxovrebas gamoutane ganaCeni. amba doroTe xSirad, roca axloblebs vuyurebT, vfiqrobT, rom adamiani iseTivea, rogoric misi codvebi. magram wminda mamebi gvaswavlian, rom adamianis codvasTan gaigiveba ar SeiZleba. saxareba gvaZlevs saocar magaliTs, Tu rogor 56 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski uyu rebs kacs ufa li da ro gor un da vis wav loT Cvenc moyvasis danaxva. yovel adamianSia Tavisi ioane naTlismcemeli _ sindisis xma, xma RvTisa, mudmivad rom amxilebs Cvens Sinagan herodes, vinc uflis mcnebebis sawinaaRmdegod cxovrebas cdilobs. saxareba gadmogvcems, Tu rogor Seagdo herodem ioane sapyrobileSi da mainc midioda masTan, `mravalsa pativsa uyofda da jerovnad ismenda missa~ (markozi, 6,20). saocaria... ioane naTlismcemeli sakmaod mrisxaned amxilebda herodes. saxarebidan Cven viciT, Tu rogor mimarTavda ioane iordanesTan naTlis RebisTvis mosul farisevlebs: `naSobno iqedneTano~ _ ese igi, gvelis naSierebs uwodebda maT. herodesac al baT daaxloebiT amgvaradve elaparakeboda. erTi wuTiT warmoidgineT, mogvismenen ki adamianebi, maTTan rom am enaze vcadoT laparaki, miT ufro, Tu SeuZliaT ar mog visminon da sapyrobileSi gamogvamwyvdion? magram aq yve laferi sxvagvarad xdeba. herode Svilia im didi herodesi, romelmac mok la zaqaria, ioane naTlismcemlis mama. SesaZloa herodem ara, magram ioanem kargad icoda, rom vinc igi sapyrobi leSi Seamwyvdia, misi mamis mkvlelis Svili iyo. rogor unda esaubra ioane naTlismcemels herodesTan, rom he rodes misTvis siamovnebiT moesmina, rogori sityvebiT mimarTavda winaswarmetyveli am ukeTur adamians, rome lic cxadad mruSobda, Tavis garSemo borotebasa da uS juloebas Tesavda, rom herodes mainc tkbilad Caesmoda ioanes xma da bevr rames misi rCevis Tanaxmad akeTebda? amgvari laparaki mxolod iseT adamians SeeZlo, rome lic herodes mis codvasTan ar aigivebda, romelic miu xedavad yvelafrisa herodeSi RvTis qmnilebas xedavda, uflis xatsa da msgavsebas. cxadia, mxolod siyvaruliT SeiZleboda ioanes herodesTvis sawyeni sityvebi ise eT qva, rom mas ar swye no da, sas ti ki si mar Tle ise gaem xi Tavi IV. siyvaruli gandevnis SiSs ............................................................................. 57 la, rom sasiamovno yofiliyo da gulis siRrmemde SeeZra igi, kacis sindisze ise emoqmeda, rom TviT herodec ki iZulebuli gamxdariyo RvTis sityva Seesmina. saxarebidan sruliad naTlad Cans: herodes rom he rodiasTvis ar daeTmo da sindisis karnaxiT, RvTis Sju lisaebr moqceuliyo, igi sruliad sxva adamiani gaxde boda, SesaZloa, qristesTvis wameba mieRo da wmindani gamxdariyo. mas SeeZlo amgvari feriscvaleba ganecada, rameTu RvTis xati, TviT aseTi gaukuRmarTebulic ki, ar ganqardeba da aseT saSinel adamiansac aqvs gamosworebi sa da cxonebis SesaZlebloba. ioanem icoda es, uyvarda herode da mis xsnas cdilobda. da es yvela monanulma codvilma unda icodes: Ta vad igi da codva sruliadac ar aris erTi da igive. cod va SeiZleba imdenad axlos mivides kacTan, rom rogorc keTrma, ise daamaxinjos igi. keTri adamians javSaniviT garemoicavs, magram es TviTon adamiani ar aris, adamiani sruliad sxvaa. codva marTla SeiZleba myisierad Semoi Zarcvo. aseve SeeZlo herodes Secvliliyo, saWiro iyo mxolod gabeduli nabijis gadadgma qristesken da igi umal sxva gaxdeboda. maSin saxarebac Seicvleboda, es sofelic sxvanairi gaxdeboda, saerTod, yvelaferi Seic vleboda. magram man es ar gaakeTa. mTavari, rac adamianma unda icodes codvisa da bo rotebis Sesaxeb, isaa, rom isini ar arseboben. erTi nabi jis gadadgmiT SegiZlia yvelaferi Secvalo: Seni cxov rebac da Sens garSemo sxva adamianebis cxovrebac. Tumca SeiZleba piriqiT, yvelaferi daRupo, rogorc herodem daRupa sakuTari Tavi da yvela garSemomyofi, bolos ki jvars acva qriste. 58 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski codvis SiSi ver gvixsnis codvisgan, uflismieri sixaruli ki gvacxonebs yvelaze ukeTesi, rac SeiZleba aRsarebis win waikiT xo, esaa saxarebiseuli igavebi codvilTa Sesaxeb. vfiqrob, rom isini win unda uZRodnen nebismier wigns sinanulis Se saxeb. mTavari, rac unda gvaxsovdes, roca aRsarebisTvis vemzadebiT, Cveni codvebis CamonaTvali ki ar gaxlavT, aramed saxareba, romelic codvilTa mimarT qristes siy varulze mogviTxrobs, mogviTxrobs imaze, Tu rogor am xilebs ufali marTlebs, rogor movida igi codvilTa xsnisaTvis, rogor moikidebs mxrebze warwymedil cxovars. qristes, romelic codvils swyalobs, romelsac codvili uyvars, qristes, romelic codvils codvasTan ar aigivebs, SeuZlia daarwmunos adamiani, rom cxovrebisa ar eSinodes. vidre adamiani aRsarebaze mividodes, vidre xelSi aiRebdes wigns codvebis CamonaTvaliT, man saxareba unda waikiTxos da dainaxos, Tu rogor midian ufalTan codvi lebi: rogor midis masTan meZavi da ufali mas Seundobs, rogor midis masTan uZRebi Svili da igi mas Rebulobs, rogor midian keTrovnebi da igi ganwmends maT, rogor midian masTan sruliad sxvadasxva adamianebi, Semzaravebi da sneulebi, da rogor eqceva igi maT, rogor uyvars es codvilebi. rogor elaparakeba igi pilates! rogor ela parakeba mRvdelmTavrebs! ra siyvaruliT umzers ada mianebs, romlebic mas jvars-acvamen, afurTxeben, silas awnaven! Tu adamiani amas dainaxavs, mas cxovrebisa aRar SeeSindeba. igi mixvdeba, rom qriste sicocxles nebis mier adamians aniWebs, yvelaze saSinelsa da uvargissac ki. ada mia ni ig rZnobs, rom qris tea mas Tan, rom qris te sZlevs mis nacvlad codvas. da maSin kaci codvasTan er Tad cxovrebas ukve aRar moisurvebs. Cven mainc codvilebad davrCebiT, magram es ver Tavi IV. siyvaruli gandevnis SiSs ............................................................................. 59 SegvaSinebs, radgan viciT, rom ufals codvilebi uyvars da Seundobs codvilebs. magram Tu Cveni nebiT Sevco davT, es imas niSnavs, rom saxareba aRar wagvikiTxavs, radgan codvebSi cxovreba da ufalTan yofna SeuTavse belia. ese igi, Cven unda SevebrZoloT codvas. vinc amas gaigebs, is cxovrebas ar SeuSindeba, magram Zalian gauWirdeba darCes iseTi, rogoric iyo _ codva misTvis saZageli da autaneli gaxdeba. magram codvis Si Si ukve aRar eqneba, radganac misi daZlevis Zala miecema. Cemi dafaruli iseTi ar aris, rogoric xiluli vaime, vai! ra sircxvilia! Cemi dafaruli iseTi ar aris, rogoric xiluli! marTlac mxolod garegnoba maqvs RvTismsaxurebisa da ara Zala misi. ra piriT warvsdgebi RvTis winaSe, romelmac icis dafaruli gulisa? wm. efrem asuri taZarSi salocavad ori kaci mivida. erTi ambobda: `RmerTo, gmadlob Sen, rameTu ara var, viTarca sxvani kacni...~ xolo meore zecad Tvalebis aRpyrobasac ver be davda: `RmerTo, milxine codvilsa amas~ (luka, 18,11-13). pirveli gansjil iqna, meore ki ganmarTlebuli wavida. ase xSirad xdeba. Cven taZarSi rogorc mezvereni, ise movdivarT, mere ki ratomRac farisevlebi vxdebiT. taZarSi adamianis pirvelad mosvla gadamwyvetia da mniS vnelovani. es mezveris mosvlaa, romelsac ver gaube davs zecad Tvalebis aRpyroba. saocaria, magram ufali aseT kacs moxedavs, aRamaRlebs, WeSmaritad cad aRiyvans mxolod am sityvebis gamo: `RmerTo, milxine codvilsa amas...~ _ Semusvrili gulis gamo, mtkice gadawyvetile 60 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski bis gamo, rom SeuZlebelia iyo mezvere, zido sicruis, usamarTlobisa da garyvnilebis mZime tvirTi. SeuZlebe lia codvasTan erTad cxovreba, codva tanjvaa, codva jojoxeTia. da ai, roca aseT mdgomareobaSi myofi ada miani ufalTan modis, ufali moxedavs mas, Seiwyalebs, rameTu damdablda, da Tavis Tavamde aRamaRlebs. kaci umal grZnobs, rom feri icvala, rom misi cxovreba Tavi suflebas eziara, da ar SeuZlia ufals ar uTxras: `gmad lob Sen, ufalo!~ am dros ukan moixedavs da iqve iseTive mez ve re dgas, ro go ric Tvi Ton co ta xnis win iyo. da naxeT, ukve ambobs: `gmadlob Sen, ufalo, rom aseTi ara var~. asec xdeba. kaci taZarSi modis, dgas, loculobs, mSvenieri, keTilSobili saxe aqvs, garegnulad qristia nia, moixedavs da iqve panki dgas narinjisferi TmebiT _ da adamians uxaria: `ufalo, gmadlob Sen, rom aseTi ar var!~ Cven gareT gamovdivarT da vmadlobT ufals, rom iseTebi ara varT, rogorebic isini, sxvani da sxvani... da maSin unda vaRiaroT, rom RmerTisken svla Sev wyviteT, misi Ziebis survili davkargeT. adamiani swo red im wuTSi xdeba fariseveli, rodesac imaze iwyebs fiqrs, rom Tavis cxovrebaSi ukve yvelaferi ipova da axla SeuZlia mSvidad iyos, Tavisi TaviT datkbes da sa kuTari cxovreba Tavisi keTili saqmeebiT, Tavisi piradi RvTismosaobiT Seafasos. daakvirdiT, swored RvTismo saobiT, swored marTali cxovrebiT, keTili saqmeebiT, mowyalebiT, marxviTa da locviT, swored imiT, riTac Cveni qristianuli cxovreba ganisazRvreba. da marTlac, movida taZarSi kargi adamiani _ mowyale, mmarxveli, moR vawe. movida da RmerTis gareSe darCa. es magaliTi gvaiZulebs davfiqrdeT _ risTvis mo vediT RmerTTan? ratom viwodebiT qristianebad? sad aris qristes gverdiT Cveni adgili? ratom ar icvleba Cveni cxovreba, ratom SevCerdiT da arsaiT aRar viZ vriT? magram savalalo swored is aris, rom rac adamians Tavi IV. siyvaruli gandevnis SiSs ............................................................................. 61 rogorc gza, ise eZleva, misTvis dabrkolebis lodad iq ceva. ro ca am gzas uk ve ar saiT miv ya varT, ro ca is Ci xiT mTav rde ba da mas ufa li ki ara, Cven Tvi Ton gan vsazRvravT, cxadi xdeba, rom adamiani ubralod sakuTar TavTan mivida. igi kmayofilia Tavisi TaviT, TviTkmayo filebas ganicdis, sxva araferi sWirdeba da wasasvle lic arsaiT aris. saSineli farisevloba CvenTvis sru liad SeumCnevlad wamogveweva, roca savse varT RvTismo savi cxovrebis surviliT, radgan gveCveneba, rom rasac vakeTebdiT, yvelafers RvTis gulisaTvis vakeTebdiT. RmerTs ki es ar sWir de ba. mas Cve ni saq mee bi ar sWirdeba, mas ar sWirdeba keTili saqmeebi, romlebic fa risevlebad gvaqceven. qristianuli cxovreba ganuwyve teli, dausrulebeli svlaa RmerTisken, roca adamiani RmerTs eZiebs, roca mas uWirs uRmerTod, roca mudmi vad grZnobs Tavis oblobas, Tavis arasrulyofilebas, roca namdvilad inaniebs da mudmivad cdilobs Secva los sakuTari Tavi. da mxolod aseTi mdgomareoba, Ta vis ukiduresi damdableba RvTis winaSe gvaZlevs unars, rom namdvilad SevZloT ufalTan ziareba. mxolod aseT mdgomareobaSi mihyavs ufals adamiani Tavis TavTan. amitomac ar gveSinia codvilad yofnisa. Cven vi ciT, rom codvilebi varT, gvimZims es, magram amas sixa rulic axlavs, radgan ufali amsoflad codvilTaTvis movida _ movida, raTa ixsnas isini. `marTlebs~ qriste ar sWirdebaT, isini umisodac kargad grZnoben Tavs. codvi lebs ki qristes iqiT gza ara aqvT. sicocxlis ukanasknel wuTamde vimeoroT, rom codvilebi varT, radgan sanam amas vambobT, ufali Seg viwyalebs, Segvindobs da veyvarebiT. `bolos da bolos marTalni gavxdiT! gmadlobT, ufalo, rom sxva adamia nebs ar vgavarT~ _ rogorc ki amas vityviT, damTavrebu lia, amiT zurgs vaqcevT ufals. Tavi V yoveli dabadebuli mcire CanasaxiT iwyeba yoveli dabadebuli mcire CanasaxiT iw yeba, TandaTan ikvebeba da izrdeba. wm. markoz moRvawe ganumzadeT gza ufals ganmzadeniT gzani uflisani da wrfel yveniT alagni misni. luka, 3,4. saRmrTo istoria sinanulis or udides magaliTs gviCvenebs _ eseni arian ioane naTlismcemeli da mariam megvipteli. ioane naTlismcemeli gvamcnobs sinanuls, romelic caTa sasufevlis kars aRebs: Tu adamiani sasu fevelisaken midis, masTan miaxleba mxolod sinanuliT SeuZlia, magram sinanuli raRac erTjeradi aqti ki ara, misi cxovrebiseuli gza unda gaxdes. sinanuls meore naTlisRebas uwodeben. naTlisRe bis azri imaSia, rom adamiani macxovris sikvdilsa da aR dgomas eziareba. igi sikvdilSi daeflvis da mkvdreTiT aRdgomil qristesTan erTad aRdgeba. es misi xelmeore Sobaa. sinanulis gziT ki adamianis aRorZineba xdeba, misi Rrma sulieri ganaxleba. ioane naTlismcemlis saxe mkacria, asketuri. igi udabnos mkvidria, ama soflisgan gariyuli. mas winamor beds uwodeben, rameTu igi win uZRvis qristes gamoCenas. yvelaferi, rac qristes SeemTxva, Tavdapirvelad wina morbeds ergo wilad. ioanes mSoblebs xareba RvTismSo belze adre euwyaT, igi qristeze adre iSva da udabnoSic masze adre wavida. naTlismcemeli qristeze adre qada gebs imas, rac Semdeg macxovarma iqadaga: `SeinaneT, ra meTu moaxlebul ars sasufeveli caTa~ (maTe, 3,2). ioane qristeze adre mieca sikvdils, Seuracxyofa da sapyro 64 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski bilec masze uwin gamoscada; jojoxeTSic ufro adre Ca vida da iq myofT qriste uqadaga. sinanuli yoveli kacisTvis ioane naTlismcemlis gzaa, romelic qristesken mimaval gzas ganamzadebs. am saidumlos gziT adamianSi xelaxla iSveba qriste. es niS navs, rom TviT ka cis sul Si iS ve ba Rmer Ti, rac mas sa Sualebas aZlevs ipovos Tavis TavSi adgili, sadac suli wmida daivanebs. mariam megvipteli ki sinanulis gzis magaliTia. ra Si mdgomareobs es gza? esaa igive udabno, sakuTari Tavis sibralulis sruli uaryofa da sruli SeuZlebloba imi sa, rom sakuTar Tavs raime Seundo. adamians, romelic egueba sakuTar Tavs iseTs, ro goric aris, SeuZlebelia sinanuli gaaCndes. im dros, roca is Tavis marTlebis saSualebas poulobs da saku Tar Tavs Tavad Seundobs, igi RmerTsa da sakuTar Tavs Soris zRudes aRmarTavs, gadaulaxav dabrkolebas qmnis imisaTvis, rom RmerTma Seundos. mariam megviptelma Cvidmeti weli srul martooba Si gaatara da mTeli misi cxovreba udabnoSi sinanulis saidumlo iyo. ontologiuri mniSvnelobiT sinanuli Cveni cxovrebis saidumloa, sulieri gzis, dausrulebe li srulyofis, adamianSi adamianis Sobis saidumlo. orRaniviT momarTeT Tavi hoi Svilno, gevedrebiT, orRaniviT da suli wmidis tkbi li fsalmuniviT momarTeT Tavi. wm. Teodore studieli eklesiaSi mosulTa umravlesoba axlad moqceulia. cotaa tradiciebis mimdevari, qristianul ojaxSi mar Tlmadidebluri wes-CveulebebiT aRzrdili morwmune. Tavi V. yoveli dabadebuli mcire CanasaxiT iwyeba ...................................... 65 Tanamedrove adamians sulier cxovrebaze warmodgena Zi riTadad wignebis meSveobiT an sxva qristianebTan ur TierTobis Sedegad uyalibdeba. sulier cxovrebasa da asketikasTan dakavSirebul wignebs dRes naklebad kiTxuloben. es wignebi metis metad maRali sulieri eniT aris dawerili da damwye bi qristianisTvis ZiriTadad gaugebaria. amitom axlad moqceuls qristianuli gamocdileba ufro xSirad isev axlad moqceulisgan, erTgvari sqemebis saxiT miewode ba. adamians eubnebian, rom saWiroa garkveuli wesebis Sesruleba, garkveuli wesis mixedviT moqceva (marTlma didebeli garkveuli intonaciiT unda saubrobdes, gar kveul tanisamoss icvamdes) da a. S. es eklesiis tradi ciad aRiqmeba, Tumca ufro xSirad es sruliadac ar aris eklesiis tradicia. amave dros adamianis cnobierebaSi qristianuli cxovrebis erTgvari stereotipi yalibdeba da mkvidrde ba azri, Tu rogor unda icxovro ise, rom `yvelaferi kargad iyos~. amasTan mizez-Sedegobrivi kavSirebi sav sebiT garegnulad, formalurad ganisazRvreba: Tu ase moiqcevi, amas aucileblad esa da es Sedegi unda mohyves. Tu qristiani loculobs, dila-saRamos locvebs kiTxu lobs, oTxSabaTsa da paraskevs marxvas icavs, taZarSi da dis, eziareba (rac, cxadia, aucilebeli da mniSvnelova nia), maSin mTeli misi cxovreba Sesabamisad unda Seicva los. aseTi adamianisTvis mowyineba da sasowarkveTileba ucxo unda iyos, mis sulSi simSvide da myudroeba unda sufevdes, ojaxSi ki _ keTildReoba, mokled, `SromaSi warmateba da pirad cxovrebaSi bedniereba~, rogorc mi saloc baraTSi weria xolme. da ai, kaci eklesiur cxovrebas Seudga, gulwrfe lad cdilobs, rom qristianuli cxovrebis aucilebeli wesebi Seasrulos da ver gaugia: `ki magram, ra xdeba, me movinanie, vcdilob gamovasworo Cemi cxovreba, uwinde 66 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski burad ar moviqce, vloculob, vmarxulob da veziare bi, magram Cemi saqme Zveleburad cudad midis, zogjer uaresadac ki~. adamiani CixSi eqceva da ver gaugia, ra emarTeba. TiTqos yvelafers sworad akeTebs, rogorc weria, rogorc eubnebian, rogorc miRebulia _ da mainc araferi gamodis. magram aris erTi mniSvnelovani sakiT xi, romelsac kaci ver acnobierebs an iviwyebs. vTqvaT, musikosma notebi gadaSala, iwyebs Sopenis noqtiurnis Sesrulebas, magram kakafonia ismis. TiTqos yvelafers sworad akeTebs, saWiro klaviSebs exeba, magram musika ar JRers. ratom? _ instrumentia auwyobeli. Cven sruliad ver vacnobierebT Cveni Sinagani in strumentis _ kacis sulis aSlilobas. vcdilobT Stur miT aviRoT raRac, formalurad mivdioT sulieri cxov re bis we sebs, is ki ar gves mis, rom es we se bi mo wes ri gebulTaTvis aris gankuTvnili. isini namdvilad gvex marebian sulieri harmoniis miRwevaSi, magram imisaTvis, rom sulma es harmonia moipovos, aucilebelia kargad gvesmodes, Tu ras warmovadgenT dResdReobiT, ra mdgo mareobaSi vimyofebiT. da imis molodini, rom harmonia uecrad an Tundac erT weliwadSi mova _ mxolod imitom, rom eklesiaSi movediT da aRsareba vTqviT, Rrma sulie ri cdomilebaa, rac bevr adamians emarTeba. yvelani velodebiT, rom xsna Cvens gareSe SeiZleba moxdes, anda vTqvaT, raime garegani faqtorebis wyalo biT, romlebsac Cven amovefarebiT, da verc ki vacnobie rebT, Tu ra aris dacemuli kaci, ra aris Cveni codviT gaukuRmarTebuli buneba. magram sulieri cxovreba iqi dan iwyeba, rasac sulier enaze `simdable~ hqvia, ufro sworad _ simdablis sawyisebi, rameTu simdable usaz Rvroa. SeiZleba davadgeT simdablis gzas, codvileba dac vcnoT Tavi, magram bolomde misvla sruliad SeuZ lebelia. sulieri cxovreba maSin iwyeba, roca gaacno biereb, rom Seni sulieri instrumenti sruliad aSlilia Tavi V. yoveli dabadebuli mcire CanasaxiT iwyeba ...................................... 67 da mTeli Seni sulieri cxovreba _ es upirvelesad sulis mowesrigebaa, ara garegani, aramed Sinagani gankurneba. adamiani locvas iwyebs da ukvirs, rom ver grZnobs imas, rac locvis Sesaxeb wignebSi waukiTxavs. erTbaSad bevri unda. arasrulyofili adamiani locvisa da marxvi sagan swraf Sedegs ar unda moelodes. cxadia, aRsarebis Semdeg gveCveneba, rom yvelaferi uecrad unda Seicva los. sinamdvileSi ki am wuTidan mxolod imis gacnobie reba iwyeba, rom suli avadaa da did Zalisxmevas, did sulier Sromas saWiroebs. unda gesmodes, rom Tu cxov reba ar icvleba, amaSi brali arc eklesias miuZRvis, arc moZRvars, romelic geubneba, Tu rogor unda moiqce, Sen ki araferi gamogdis. es Seni sulis mdgomareobaa da igi simdabliT unda miiRo. sulier cxovrebaSi, iseve rogorc alpinizmSi, yve lafers simtkice da didi moTmineba ganapirobebs. al pinistebi mTaze Zalian nela adian, radgan gamocdileba karnaxobs, rom Tu aCqardebian, mwvervals ver miaRweven, Zala male gamoeclebaT da gzas veRar ganagrZoben. su lieri cxovrebis swored aseTi mudmivi Rvawlia aucile beli imisaTvis, rom suli, ase vTqvaT, aewyos, mowesrig des. magram es erTbaSad ar modis, zogjer wlebia saWi ro, Cven ki Zalian sulswrafni varT. kaci dabadebidan mTeli sicocxle scodavda, srulyofilebas ki erT-or weliwadSi unda miaRwios. es ase ar xdeba, an Tu xdeba, Zalian iSviaTad _ im adamianebSi, romlebsac iseTi Rrma sinanulis unari SeswevT, rom SeuZliaT uecrad yvelafe ri daTmon, udabnoSi wavidnen da mkacri asketuri cxov rebiT icxovron. moTminebiT da gamudmebiT unda iRvawo, yovelTvis, yoveldRe, yovel wams aawyo Tavi, aiZulo sulieri cxov reba. dabolos, roca am gziT mimavali adamiani Sinagani harmoniis, RvTaebriv nebasTan Tanxmobis mdgomareobas uaxlovdeba, maSin yvelaferi, rasac is akeTebs, mis cxo 68 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski nebas Seeweva. amieridan locva, marxva, misi eklesiuri cxovreba nayofis gamoRebas iwyebs. mxolod aseT dros xdeba adamiani eklesiis cocxali wevri _ nayofis gamo Rebis SemZle. magram vidre es ase ar aris, kaci Sinaganad dazia nebulia. amitom eklesiuri cxovreba zogjer usiamovno gaocebas iwvevs da urwmuno adamianebs ukuaqcevs kidec: `es ra ucnauri ram xdeba Tqvens eklesiaSi? TiTqos wmin danebi unda iyoT, TqvenTan ki yvelaferi sxvagvaradaa. ratom?~ swored im martivi mizezis gamo, rom auwyobel instrumentze dakvra SeuZlebelia, rom siwminde xan grZlivi da mZime gzis Sedegia _ sulieri feriscvalebis Sedegi. saidan daviwyoT? saidan daviwyoT Cven, visac arasodes gvicdia Cveni gu lebis gamokvleva? vidgeT gareT da vakakunoT locviTa da marxviT, rogorc ufalma gvibrZana: `irekdiT da gan geRos Tquen. wm. makari didi xSirad axlad moqceulebi aseT SekiTxvas svamen: `ratom unda viloco sxvisi sityvebiT, CemTvis gaugebar enaze~? SeiZleba iTqvas, rom kiTxva arsebiTia. marTlac, rodesac `locvans~ gadavSliT, sxva adamianebis sityvebs vkiTulobT, amasTan, bevri maTgani sruliad gaugebaria. locvis kanoni unda gavigoT, rogorc locvis Cve vis gamomuSavebis saSualeba. locvis kanoni Cveni su lieri cxovrebis gamarTvasa da gamosworebas emsaxure ba, amitomacaa igi aucilebeli. wm. egnate brianCanino vi wers: `su li, ro me lic es-esaa uf lis gza ze sia ruls iwyebs, yovelive sulierisa da RvTaebrivis umecrebaSia Tavi V. yoveli dabadebuli mcire CanasaxiT iwyeba ...................................... 69 CaZiruli, Tundac igi mTel amqveyniur sibrZnes flob des. sulierad yrmaTa dasaxmareblad eklesiam locvis kanoni daawesa. kanonis mizania suls marTebuli, wminda da RvTisaTvis saTno azrebi da grZnobebi miawodos~. locvas xSirad meqanikurad warmovTqvamT, ise rom sruliad ver vacnobierebT, rom RmerTs velaparakebiT. magram sityva xom carieli bgera ar aris, igi cocxalia da moqmedi. roca adamiani RmerTs miaSurebs da mas esaub reba, es udidesi kadnierebaa. imisaTvis, rom RmerTs nam dvili, wrfeli, cocxali sityva uTxra, raime safuZveli unda gagaCndes. RmerTs xom li ton sit yvebs ver et yvi. ufals ver mimarTav uazro, arafrismTqmeli sityvebiT, romelTac arc wona gaaCniaT, arc fasi. RmerTi arasodes aravis uxilavs, misi warmodge na SeuZlebelia. mcdaria da saxifaTo, rodesac adamiani imisaTvis, rom Tavi locvisTvis ganawyos, uflis xatebas warmoidgens. mxolod Seni Tavi unda warmoidgino uflis winaSe, warsdge uxilavi da cocxali RvTis winaSe da am siRrmidan Seecado, raime Tqva. ra SegiZlia ufals uTxra? saTqmeli ki araferia, garda amisa: `RmerTo, milxine codvilsa amas~ (mezveris locva). amitom, RmerTTan saubari rom viswavloT, ek lesia wminda mamaTa mier daweril locvebs gvTavazobs. maTi locvebi cocxali, gulidan gamomavali sityvebia da ara sagangebod SeTxzuli. wminda adamianis Sinagani sulieri instrumenti harmoniulad aris awyobili, ami tomac misi sityvebi WeSmaritad sulieri sagalobelia. kacis suli musikalur instruments hgavs, igi yo velTvis Semoqmeds ugalobs. adamiani isea Seqmnili, rom mudam RmerTs adidebdes, oRond Cveni instrumenti Za lian aSlilia da am siyalbis mosmena SeuZlebelia, ufali ki moTminebiT gvismens. Cven ar ZalgviZs erTmaneTis mos mena ise, rogorc ufali gvismens. magram roca, vTqvaT, basili didis locvas vkiTxulobT, saocari ram xdeba: 70 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski Tu wmindanis sityvebs namdvilad gulis siRrmidan war movTqvamT, Tu vcdilobT, isini guliT miviRoT da gavi TavisoT, maSin Cvens sulier instruments Zalian maRal locviT talRaze vawyobT. es Znelze Znelia, yvelaze di di samuSaoa. wmindanebis TqmiT, locvaze Zneli araferia. amboben, rom ori ramaa yvelaze Zneli: moxucebis movla da locva. orive es saqme sisxlis daTxevas udris. locvis kanonis wakiTxva musikaluri instrumentis awyobas hgavs, magram RmerTTan urTierTobisTvis Cvens suls mxolod locviT rodi ganvawyobT. mTeli cxovre bis manZilze adamiani sakuTar Tavs sinanuliT, RvTis msaxurebaSi monawileobiT, keTili saqmeebiT ganawyobs. bo los da bo los, loc va gar kveul xa risxs Sei Zens, da droTa ganmavlobaSi sityvebi: `miwyale me, RmerTo~ daax loebiT ise aJRerdeba, rogorc mefe-winaswarmetyvel daviTis locva. RmerTisken mimavali gza locvaa RmerTisken mimavali gza locvaa. iswavle sworad locva. xolo roca sworad locvas iswavli, mouklebelad ilo ce _ da advilad hpoveb cxonebis gzas. wm. egnate brianCaninovi locvis kanonma unda gamogvasworos, magram locvi sas igi dabrkolebad ar unda gveqces. Cven bevr locvas ise vkiTxulobT, rom ar gvesmis, ras vakeTebT, risTvis aris es saWiro, riTac locvis kanoni ki ar xdeba Cven Tvis aucilebeli, aramed Cven TviTon vxdebiT locvis kanonis monebi. roca locvis kanons gauazreblad vasrulebT, ise rom ar gvesmis da ver aRviqvamT mas Cveni sulieri Zale bis kvalobaze, amas iqamde mivyavarT, rom is, rac adamia Tavi V. yoveli dabadebuli mcire CanasaxiT iwyeba ...................................... 71 nis cxonebas unda emsaxurebodes, xSirad sulieri dab rkolebis da metic, sulieri kvdomis mizezi xdeba. ar SeiZleba raRac wesdebad qceuli, azrgamoclili Sinaar sis mona gaxde, Torem yovelnair locvas dakargav. maT Tvis, vinc wminda mamaTa locvis gamocdilebas uaryofs, wm. egnate brianCaninovma sakmaod mkacrad Tqva, rom ada mianma locvebi ar unda SeTxzas. `nu gakadnierdebi da nu warmoTqvam uflis winaSe Sens mier SeTxzul xato van da mWev rmet yve lur loc vebs, rac ar un da Zlie ri da amaRelvebeli mogeCvenos isini; aseTi locvebi dace muli gonebis nayofia da, rogorc arawminda msxverpli, uflis sulier samsxverploze ar Seiwireba. Sen tkbebi Sens mier SeTxzuli sityvakazmuli gamoTqmebiT, amasTan, cudmedidobisa da vnebebis daxvewil moqmedebas sindisis sim Svi ded da RvTis mad lad Re bu lob; ggo nia, rom lo culob da RvTis winaSe saTno-yofis garkveul xarisxsac ki miaRwie, sinamdvileSi ki sruliad ganeSorebi locvas~. wm. Teofane dayudebuli ki sruliad sawinaaRmde go azrisaa da ambobs, rom mxolod `locvanis~ sityvebiT locva daaxloebiT igivea, RmerTs `sasaubro wignis~ mi xedviT elaparako. da esec savsebiT sworia. nuTu uf lisaTvis sakuTari sityvebi ar mogvepoveba? Tu RmerTi gvwams, rogor SegviZlia Cveni locviTi cxovreba mxo lod locvis kanonis CarCoSi CavsvaT? Cven erTdroulad meore gziTac unda viaroT, unda movZebnoT sityvebi, Cvens sulier cxovrebas, RmerTTan siaxlovis wyurvils rom gamoxataven. samwuxaroa, magram isec xdeba, rom kaci waikiT xavs dilis locvebs da SvebiT amoisunTqavs _ saRamom de RmerTi SeiZleba aRarc ki gaixsenos. es saSinelebaa. sulier cxovrebas, Tu igi WeSmariti da cocxalia, is Tviseba axasiaTebs, rom adamians ar ZaluZs gamudmebiT ar ifiqros RmerTze. igi ufalTan mudmiv urTierTobaSi unda iyos _ dadis, sZinavs, laparakobs Tu rasac ar unda 72 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski iqmodes, mudam uflis winaSe unda vidodes. pavle mociqulic amas ambobs: `maradis ilocvideT~ (1 Tes. 5,17). cxadia, SeuZlebelia gamudmebiT kiTxulob de loc vebs, dauj do me lebs, fsal mu nebs da a.S. es arc igulisxmeba. roca pavle mociquli gamudmebul locvaze laparakobs, is pirvel yovlisa adamianis sulier mdgo mareobas gulisxmobs, imas, Tu ramdenad axloa ufalTan misi suli. Zalian cudia, Tu kacs RmerTisTvis sityvebi ar gaaCnia. Zalian saxifaToa, Tu adamiani TiTqos sulieri cxovrebiT cxovrobs, marxvebs icavs, aRsarebas ambobs da eziareba, RmerTs ki verafers eubneba. amitom Cveni sulieri cxovreba pirvel yovlisa locvis Cvevis gamo muSavebaa. locviTi kanonis mizani isaa, rom locvis survili adamianSi ar ganeldes, rom locva misi mudmivi Tanmdevi iyos, nebismieri formiT, maSinac ki, roca igi sityviT ar gamoiTqmis _ aseTi locvac xom arsebobs. roca adamia ni namdvilad loculobs, mas araviTari locviTi kanoni aRar sWirdeba. vilocoT ise, rom Cveni locva Sesmenil iqnes unda gvaxsovdes: ara marto unda vilocoT, aramed ise unda vilocoT, rom Cveni locva Sesmenil iqnes. wm. ioane oqropiri bevrisaTvis locvis kanoni problemaa, radgan uZ neldebaT locviTi kanonisa da TviTon locvis erTmane Tisagan garCeva. emTxvevian Tu ara isini erTmaneTs? ro gor unda SevuTavsoT CvenSi imis SesaZlebloba, rom Tan Tavi V. yoveli dabadebuli mcire CanasaxiT iwyeba ...................................... 73 vilocoT da Tan isic SevasruloT, rac yovel qristians moeTxoveba? wm. egnate brianCaninovi ambobs, vidre ada mians locviTi kanoni ar gaaCnia, misTvis sulieri cxov rebis awyoba SeuZlebeliao. locviTi kanoni gansakuTre buli saSualebaa Sinagani kacis aRSenebisaTvis. SeiZleba iTqvas, rom locviTi kanoniT iwyeba Cvens SigniT RvTis taZris ageba. unda gvesmodes, rom codvam Cveni buneba gaaukuR marTa. marTalia viciT, rom naTlisRebiT adamians cod va mieteveba, magram misi Sedegebi naTlisRebis aqtiT ki ara, TviT cxovrebiT unda gamoswordes. uflis yoveli niWi _ romelime saidumlosTan ziareba Tu locva, gveZ leva imdenad, ramdenadac misi miRebis unari Segvwevs, magram igi miRebisTanave ar gvcvlis, Cven mxolod SesaZ lebloba gveZleva feriscvalebisa. RvTis ni Wis da te va kacs prin cip Si ar Za luZs. ne bismieri madli, romelic adamians eZleva, Tavad mas bev rad aRemateba. zogjer gvgonia, TiTqos raime dagvakles: vTqviT aRsareba, rogorc SegveZlo, magram gveCveneba, rom RmerTma bolomde ar mogvca raRac; veziarebiT da veliT, rom raRac araCveulebrivi unda SegvemTxves, mag ram araferi xdeba. sinamdvileSi mxolod Cveni sibrmave ar gvaZlevs imis unars, rom SevigrZnoT da gavacnobie roT is, rasac yoveli saidumlo gvaniWebs. is mcire nam cecic ki, qristes tablisagan rom vardeba, usasrulod aRemateba adamiansac da mTel samyarosac. RvTis niWebi mxolod imitom gveZleva, rom SevZloT Tundac ara ma Sinve, aramed Semdeg, odesme veziaroT maT imdenad, rom uflis es niWi Cveni buneba gaxdes, rom SegveZlos misi SenarCuneba. Cvens Tavs ki mudmivad sruliad sawinaaR mdego ram xdeba: ufali gvaZlevs, Cven ki ar viRebT. ar Seg viZ lia mi Re ba da gvgo nia, rom ar mou ciaT; an da mi viReT da maSinve davkargeT. niWTan ki mxolod ziareba SeiZleba, ise, rom Sen da es niWi erTi mTlianoba gaxdeT. 74 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski igive locviTi kanonis Sesaxebac SeiZleba iTqvas, uflis im niWze, romelmac masTan ziarebiT sxva adamia nebad unda gvyos. igi gveZleva rogorc saSualeba, rom Cveni sulis, gonebisa da gulis Zalebi gamoviyenoT, ra Ta es dautevneli, SeuZlebeli, Cvens Zalebs aRmatebuli Cvens kuTvnilad vaqcioT. da roca kanoni am gziT ada mianSi daimkvidrebs, igi mas gamarTavs. da maSin kanoni ukve aRar arsebobs, igi locvad iqceva. magram Cven jer unda gavizardoT im sityvebamde, romlebiTac basili didi an ioane oqropiri loculob dnen. CvenTvis ucnobia es sityvebi, sulieri cxovrebis es done, RvTisaken swrafva, qristesken swrafva, rac maT locvebSia Cadebuli. locviTi kanoni mecnierebaa, mud mivi wvrTnaa, sulieri cxovrebis skolaa _ is, rac loc vas gvaswavlis da is, rac bolos da bolos locvad iq ceva. Cven gvaqvs madlismieri saSualeba im sityvebiT vi laparakoT, romlebiTac ufals basili didi mimarTavda. zogjer Cvenc SegviZlia mTeli guliT vuTxraT RmerTs raRac iseTi, rac mxolod mas da Cven gvekuTvnis. da es sityva imdenad gvaerTianebs RmerTTan, rom sakuTari Ta vi aRar gvax sovs, am dros isic ki gva viw yde ba, vlo culobT Tu ara. swored amiT icnoba WeSmariti locva _ roca adamians sruliad aRar axsovs Tavisi Tavi, arc sakuTar Tavze fiqri SeuZlia, verc Tavis Tavs xedavs gverdidan, radgan igi aRar arsebobs. namdvili locvis aseT wuTebSi kaci `netar aryofnas eZleva~ da maSin igi RmerTs namdvili sityvebiT mimarTavs. Cveni locviTi ka nonis locvebi swored is namdvili sityvebia, romlebsac netar aryofnas micemuli basili didi warmoTqvamda. da Cven es unda viswavloT. Tavi V. yoveli dabadebuli mcire CanasaxiT iwyeba ...................................... 75 locviTi kanoni Cveni uZlurebis gamo arsebobs locviTi kanoni Cveni uZlurebis gamo unda gvqondes, raTa erTi mxriv sizarmaces ar davuTmoT, meore mxriv ki moswrafebasac Tavisi zoma davudoT. wm. Teofane dayudebuli locva, rogorc RvTis madli, mxolod mas eZleva, vinc Sromobs mis mosapoveblad. wminda werilSi aseTi sityvebia: `moaniWos locva mTxovelTa~ (1 mef. 2,9). loc va mxolod maSin geZleva, roca Zalisxmevas iCen. magram Tu amas ar ake Teb, Tu sa ku Tar Tavs loc vas ar ai Zu leb da elodebi, rom igi TavisTavad, sisxlisa da oflis daTxevis gareSe iSveba, locva arasodes mogecema. es is niWi ar aris, adamians raRac garemoebis gamo, SemTxveviT da uecrad rom eZleva. imisaTvis, rom locviTi kanoni dabrkolebad ki ara, adamianis RmerTTan mimyvanebel Zalad iqces, aucilebe lia igi kacis sulier Zalebs, mis sulier asaksa da su lier mdgomareobas Seesabamebodes. bevri cdilobs Ta vi ar daimZimos da Segnebulad irCevs TavisTvis martiv locviT kanonebs, romlebic amis gamo formalobad iq cevian da araviTari nayofi ar gamoaqvT. magram zogjer gauazrebeli moSurneobiT SerCeuli didi locviTi ka nonic borkilebi xdeba, mwuxarebaSi agdebs adamians da xels uSlis mis sulier zrdas. locviTi kanoni raRac erTxel da samudamod dadge nili, gaqvavebuli forma rodia, igi droTa ganmavlobaSi aucileblad unda icvlebodes xarisxobrivad da gareg nuladac. adamians SeuZlia es kanoni gazardos an Seamci ros cxovrebiseul garemoebaTa Sesabamisad, magaliTad, mogzaurobis an avadmyofobis dros. wm. ioane kronStad 76 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski teli wers, zogjer, roca adamiani avad aris, mas locva ar SeuZlia da arc aris saWiroo. amis gamo mwuxarebam ki ar unda Seipyros, aramed SeZlebisdagvarad ilocos an sxva saqmiT dakavdes, magaliTad, wignis kiTxviT _ es mas codvad ar Seeracxeba. locva Cveni cxovrebis sunTqvaa da igi adamianis cxovrebis wess unda Seesatyvisebodes. locvis dros yvelaze didi saSineleba, erTi mxriv, mis mimarT formaluri damokidebulebaa, meore mxriv ki _ arasistematuroba. TiTqos es ori ram Sinaganad wi naaRmdegobaSia erTmaneTTan: sistematurobas kaci wesis formalur Sesrulebamde mihyavs, magram adamianSi nam dvili locva ar iSveba, Tu am saqmeSi igi sistematuri ar aris. rogor moviqceT, rom ganuwyvetliv vloculobdeT da Tan cocxali locva gvqondes? swored es aris loc viTi Rvawlis arsi. adamiani locvis dawyebisTvis Sinaganad unda moem zados. locvas win Sinagani siCume unda uZRodes, unda gesmodes, rom axla iwyeba mTavari Sens cxovrebaSi _ RmerTTan saubari. RmerTTan saubari arc ise iolia _ Cven xom sityvebiT mivmarTavT mas, visac wminda werilSi Tavad ewodeba `sityva RvTisa~. axlad moqceulisTvis locvis kanonze warmodgena iqidan iwyeba, rom igi pirvel yovlisa afasebs Tavis Sina gan miswrafebas _ iyos RmerTTan da seriozulad esaub ros mas: mxo lod an ga ri Si ki ar Caa ba ros, ara med eca dos warsdges RvTis winaSe. da es saubari erTdroulad RmerTTan laparakic unda iyos da RmerTTan laparakis swavlac. sakmarisia amovirCioT dilis an saRamos locve bidan is locvebi, is sityvebi, romlebic gulze gvxvde ba da Cvens sakuTar sityvebad vaqcioT isini. Semdeg ki droTa ganmavlobaSi adamiani locvis wyurvilsa da Sim Sils ganicdis, rodesac es sityvebi sakmarisi aRar aris da kidev ginda raRacis Tqma. ai, maSin locviTi kanoni TavisTavad viTardeba. aucilebeli ar aris, rom kanoni Tavi V. yoveli dabadebuli mcire CanasaxiT iwyeba ...................................... 77 gaizardos, is SeiZleba mcirec iyos, magram Zalian kar gi da wminda. suli ganivrcoba, surs ufro meti uTxras RmerTs, adamians gamudmebiT locva swyuria. locva nayofiT Seicnoba. Tu garkveuli drois gan mavlobaSi vloculobT da Cvens locvas nayofi ar ga moaqvs, unda davfiqrdeT, rogor vekidebiT locvas. locvis nayofi maSin Cndeba, roca adamians RvTis msaxureba uyvardeba, masSi monawileoba ar umZims, lo culobs moZRvarTan da gundTan erTad, yurs ugdebs yo vel sit yvas _ es niS navs, rom mis pi rad ka non Si ra Rac Seicvala. roca kaci taZarSi xSirad yofnas cdilobs an avadmyofurad ganicdis, Tu amas ver axerxebs, anda mTe li dRe adgils ver poulobs, Tu mouclelobis gamo di lis locvebis wakiTxva ver SeZlo _ es yvelaferi imis ni Sania, rom sulSi locva iSveba, moZraobs da locva Tavad xdeba adamianis mamoZravebeli Zala. locva adamianis mTel cxovrebas awesrigebs, rameTu caTa sasufevelSi araferi ar arsebobs, garda locvisa, romelic aRavsebs cxovrebas da aerTianebs yvelas da yve lafers. iq ver daisveneb locvisgan, ver daemalebi mas, ver ipovi adgils, sadac SegiZlia ar iloco. caTa sasufe veli RmerTTan urTierTobaa, daucxromeli locvaa. venaxis patroni sul axlosaa didi mciresTan mWidro kavSirSia. didi gandgomi leba mcirediT iwyeba. amba doroTe xSirad imeorebs, rom mciredSi daudevroba kacis sulSi mavne Cvevas warmo Sobs, romelsac yvela codva mosdevs. mciredSi daudev roba yvela adamianuri vnebis mizezia. adamiani eklesiaSi modis da surs, rom qristiani gaxdes, magram es uceb, Tvalis daxamxamebaSi unda gan 78 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski xorcieldes: iZinebs, kacma ar icis, vin, gaiRviZebs da _ ukve qristiani unda iyos. magram es Turme SeuZlebelia Zalian Rrma da gulwrfeli aRsarebis Semdegac ki, Tun dac didi Sromis Sedegad. imisaTvis, rom qristiani gax de, Zalian grZeli sulieri gza unda ganvlo, romelic mxolod mciredSi erTgulebiT gaikvaleba. bevri wminda mama ambobs, rom adamians imTaviTve sikeTe da saTnoeba aqvs micemuli, CvenSi arsebuli bo roteba ki bevrad ufro naklebia im sikeTeze, romelic CvenSi bunebrivad aris Cadebuli. da Tu raime arabuneb rivi xdeba, Tu boroteba kolosalur masStabebs, Zalasa da Zlierebas iZens, es imas niSnavs, rom igive gvemarTeba, rac borot venaxismoqmedT SeemTxvaT (maTe, 21,33; marko zi, 12,1-9; luka, 20,9). Cven TviTon ganvagdebT Cvengan yo velgvar keTil ganzraxvas, romelic CvenSi arsebobs ara mxolod rogorc sikeTisadmi bunebrivi swrafva, aramed rogorc suli wmidis zebunebrivi niWi. roca ufali ori aTasi wlis win borot mevenaxeTa Sesaxeb igavs ambobda, igi iudevelebs mimarTavda _ im ers, wminda werilSi venaxi rom ewodeboda da im gansa kuTrebul adgilTan iyo gaigivebuli, romelic nayofs iZleva da Tavis nayofs axal nivTierebad _ Rvinod gar daqmnis. iudevelebs am igavis mosmenisas esmodaT, rac igu lisxmeboda. swored ebrael ers uvlenda ufali winaswar metyvelebsa da mociqulebs maT Sesagoneblad; swored es iyo eri, ro me lic xSi rad scde bo da gzas da RmerTs ganeSoreboda, miwieri miswrafebebiT cxovrobda da WeS mariti RmerTis Tayvaniscemis nacvlad kerpebs scemda Tayvans, radgan warmarTuli sarwmunoeba savsebiT akma yofilebda kacTa miwier moTxovnilebebs. winaswarmetyvelebi, romlebsac ufali agzavnida, xalxs ayvedridnen, amxilebdnen da sinanulisaken mou wodebdnen, magram maT devnidnen da qvebiT qolavdnen _ Tavi V. yoveli dabadebuli mcire CanasaxiT iwyeba ...................................... 79 rogorc elias, esaias, ieremias da sxva mravals, vinc eb rael ers kerpTayvaniscemlobis mitovebasa da WeSmariti RmerTis aRiarebisken mouwodebda. magram es ase ar xde boda. xalxi isev codvebSi efloboda da mxolod saSine li ubedurebis Jams, rodesac damonebuli da mtrisagan TiTqmis savsebiT ganadgurebuli iyo, rogorRac gons moegeboda da sinanuls eZleoda xolme. am igavSi ufali Tavis jvarcmasac axsenebs, ambobs, Tu rogor uaryofs ebraeli eri TviT Ze RvTisas, jvars acvams mas da bolos da bolos Tavad aRmoCndeba RvTisagan uaryofili, venaxi ki sxva muSakebs gadaecemaT. marTlac ase moxda. iudevelebma uaryves macxovari, jvars acves Ze RvTisa da Tavadac uaryofil iqnen. aR Tqmebi, axali aRTqma sxvebs miecaT _ sxva kacobriobas, romelic naTlisRebis gziT axlad iSva qristeSi da axal venaxad Seiqna. swored mis Sesaxeb uTxra macxovarma Ta vis mowafeebs saidumlo serobis Jams: `me var venaxi da Tquen rtoni~ (ioane, 15,5). ase Tqva ufalma maT Sesaxeb, visac saxarebiseuli sityviT mimarTa _ Tavis eklesias, da amiT es aRTqma qristes venaxis Sesaxeb Cvenze gadmo vida. da maSin es igavi, romliTac ufalma iudevelebs mimarTa, Zalian aqtualuri xdeba, igi aRaraa mxolod is toriuli mogoneba imis Sesaxeb, Tu rogor uaryves iu develebma macxovari. ufali TiToeul Cvenganze mogviT xrobs, maTze, vinc mowodebulia qristes venaxs ekuTvno des da visac ufali Tavis aRTqmebs aZlevs. Cven miviReT udidesi madli _ viRvawoT uflisTvis, gavxdeT saukuno cxovrebis Tanaziarni. Cven ki rogor da riTi vpasuxobT am mowodebas? gamogvaqvs ki nayofi? xom ar vemsgavsebiT iudevel ers, romelmac uaryo Tavi si macxovari? yovelTvis, roca adamiani mcire daudevrobas eZ leva, gunebaSi ambobs: `ra moxdeba, Tu Cems Tavs patara kompromisis, codvili, magram sasiamovno wvrilmanis uf 80 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski lebas mivcem?~ da Tu sindisi sxva rames karnaxobs, kacis pasuxi aseTia: `dadumdi, gamecale, nu miSli mcireode ni Sveba vigrZno, sakuTari TavisTvis vicxovro~. erTxel ityvis, meored ityvis da bolos gadawyvets: `ki magram, raSi mWirdeba es yvelaferi? ris maqnisia aseTi ucnauri mcnebebi? risTvis vitanjav Tavs? mTeli qveyana laRad, Tavisuflad, msubuqad cxovrobs! yvelaferi SeiZleba, yvelaferi nebadarTulia, yvelaferi sicocxles asxi vebs! marto me ratom unda vifiqro RvTis samsaxurze? es xom Cemi cxovrebaa! cxovreba Zalian xanmoklea, male gaivlis, xom unda gamoviyeno es SesaZlebloba da cota sakuTari siamovnebisTvisac vicxovro, Cems Tavzec viz runo~. swored am dros gvemarTeba is, rac borot venaxis moqmedT SeemTxvaT _ sakuTar TavSi yovelgvar sikeTes vklavT, Cvens mowodebas uarvyofT da sabolood mZime, sasikvdilo codvebSi vvardebiT. amiT Cven RvTis sityvas jvars vac vamT, jvars vac vamT ara ro gorc war mar Tni, aramed isini, visac madli mieca, vinc icis WeSmariteba, vinc mowodebuli iyo, magram macxovari uaryo, rogorc es iudevelebma Caidines. erTguleba mxolod ase izomeba, ar arsebobs erTgu lebis sxva sazomi, garda mciredSi erTgulebisa. zogjer vfiqrobT, rom es mciredi SeumCnevelia, naklebad fa seuli: `ho, aq cota davakeli saqmes, iq raRacaze Tvali davxuWe, sadRac Tavi davzoge... magram es xom wvrilmane bia... ar momiklavs, ar momiparavs, did saqmeSi ar miRala tia...~ magram didi saqmeebi cxovrebaSi iSviaTad gvxvdeba _ Cven yvelani patara adamianebi varT da Cveni cxovrebac metwilad wvrilmani qcevebisgan Sedgeba. rac ar unda magrad SeanjRrios bedma adamiani, is SeiZleba cota xniT gons movides, isic bolomde ara. mxolod maSin, roca kaci Tavs aiZulebs wvrilman saqmeSi ar icruos, cudmedidobas ar ahyves, umniSvnelo rameze Tavi V. yoveli dabadebuli mcire CanasaxiT iwyeba ...................................... 81 ar ganawyendes, sakuTar Tavs mciredSic ar dauTmos _ marxva ar daarRvios, RvTismsaxurebaze ar daagvianos _ ai, maSin SeiZleba adamianSi raRac Seicvalos. didi ram mxolod im adamians SeiZleba ergos wilad, vinc mcireSi mudam erTguli iyo. ufali ambobs: `sarwmu no igi mciresa zeda mravalsa zedaca sarwmuno ars~ (lu ka, 16,10). Cven mogveTxoveba mciredi, magram erTguleba, mciredi, magram Rvawli; is namdvili saqme, rasac araso des vuRalatebT, rasac yovelTvis gavakeTebT. amisaTvis mxneobaa saWiro, ra Tqma unda, mxolod mxneoba da sxva araferi. yovel wvrilmanze, rasac gvTa vazoben, unda SegveZlos vTqvaT: `ara, me es ar mWirdeba, me ufals mciredSic ar vuRalateb~. Cven arc iseTi uZ lurni varT saimisod, rom WeSmariti qristianebi viyoT. da Tu es mxneoba gvaqvs _ vidgeT Cvens adgilas, rogorc qristes eklesiis sadarajoze, ar gadavuxvioT im mowo debas, ufalma rom mogvmadla, maSin RvTis wyalobiT sxva yvelaferi gamogviva. mociqulic xom amas ambobs: `mRviZare iyveniT, mtki ced degiT sarwmunoebasa zeda, mxne iyveniT da ganZlier diT~ (1 kor. 16,13). SevisminoT es sityvebi, rameTu ufali movals, igi sul axlos dgas TiToeul CvenganTan. da vai Cven, Tu Cveulebriv, yofiT cxovrebas gavagrZelebT da mas yuradRebasac ar mivaqcevT. ufali axla Cvens gver diTaa da uyurebs, Tu rogor viqceviT mis venaxSi, rogo ria Cveni guli, vis ekuTvnis igi. 82 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski kerpni vnebaTani aRvmarTen me ubadrukman kerpni vnebaTani aRvmarTen me ubadrukman, aramed mowya leo, sinanuli Cemi miiTvale... andria kretelis didi kanoni qriste wmida samebis meore piria, Ze RvTisa, ro melzec iTqva, rom igia sityva RvTisa, RvTaebrivi lo gosi. amis Sesaxeb iTqva swored ioanes saxarebaSi: `pir veliTgan iyo sityva da sityva igi iyo RmrTisa Tana, da RmerTi iyo sityvai igi~ (ioane, 1,1). es masze, qristezea naTqvami. igi movida soflad Cveni xsnisaTvis, movida, raTa am sityviT vcocxlobdeT, am sityviT vsazrdoob deT, am sityviT vixarebdeT da nayofi gamoviRoT. Cven ki smeniT ar gvesmis, xedviT ver vxedavT, go nebiT arafris gageba ar gvsurs. sakiTxavia, ratom? pavle mociqulma, romelic am sityviT cocxlobda, romelsac SeeZlo eTqva sakuTar Tavze: `cxovel ar Rara me var, aramed cxovel ars CemTana qriste~ (gal. 2,20), RvTis sityvis Sesaxeb Tqva: `cxovel ars sityva RmrTisa, Zlier da ufrois umkveTles yovlisa maxvi lisa orpirisa~ (ebr. 4,12). igi gaivlis adamianSi da ganyofs sulsa da samSvinvels. aseTia sityva RvTisa, igi yovlisSemZlea da yov ladZlieri. imdenad yovlisSemZle, rom mTeli samyaro mis mier aris Seqmnili. `da Tqua RmerTman: iqmenin na Teli! da iqmna naTeli~ (dab. 1,3). ramdeni ram eZleva yovel Cvengans imisaTvis, rom isminos sityva RvTisa! biblia CvenTvis taZarSic gaismis, Cvens saxlebSic ina xeba, magram samwuxarod, arcTu ise xSirad gadavfur clavT xol me, da Tu ga dav fur clavT, mar Tlac rom vuyurebT da ver vxedavT, vusmenT da ar gvesmis... Tavi V. yoveli dabadebuli mcire CanasaxiT iwyeba ...................................... 83 ratom? imitom rom Cven iseTebi varT, rogoric unayofo niadagi cnobil igavSi mTesvelis Sesaxeb, ro gorc mindori, ekalbardiT dafaruli, rogoric qvebi, romlebmac sulisa da gulis nacvlad amoavses Cveni wiaRi.…da swored esaa saSineleba, rameTu TviT yov ladZlieri da yovlisSemZle sityva Cvenze iseT zemoq medebas ver axdens, rogorc amqveynad sxva yvelaferze. ufalma samyaro rogoric Seqmna, iseTive arsebobs, ro gorc ubrZana xeebs nayofis gamoReba, iseve gamoaqvT nayofi. ufals yvela ujerebs, yvelaferi emorCileba, yvelafers gamoaqvs misTvis nayofi. da mxolod adamiania, visac xSirad smeniT ar es mis da xedviT ver xedavs. ufali modis da cxonebisa ken mouwodebs mas, ufali modis da Tavs debs misTvis, jvarze gaekvris: sityva RvTisa jvars ecmis kacisTvis, raTa is gons movides, raTa rogorme Seisminos RvTisa, raTa am sityvam rogorme SeaRwios masSi da ganacxo velos: ara gaTelili gziT, ara kldovaniT, ara ekal bardiT mofenili mindvriT _ ara, ara am gziT! aramed ise, rom igi namdvil, cocxal TavTavad aRmocendes, romelsac ZaluZs nayofis gamoReba, romelsac SeuZlia Tavad iqces am sityvad da Tavad daTesos es Tesli. sityva keTil niadagze mxolod maSin davardeba, Tu es niadagi namdvilad mzad aris am sityvis misaRe bad, raTa nayofi gamoiRos, amisTvis ki didi garjaa saWiro. pirvel rigSi saWiroa Zalian moindomo _ sinam dvileSi sul esaa. ubralod, Cveni Tavisufleba, Cveni neba, romelic ufalma mogvaniWa, RmerTisken unda miv marToT. sityva `sinanuli~ berZnulad iTargmneba, ro gorc `metanoia~, rac `cnobierebis Secvlas~ anu `go nebis Secvlas~ niSnavs, da TviT sinanulis gzac adamia nis Secvlad warmogvidgeba. cvlis ra sinanuliT Tavis cnobierebas, man RmerTis, moyvasis, ama soflis, saer 84 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski Tod, yvelafris mimarT damokidebuleba unda Secva los _ ese igi, namdvilad xelmeored unda iSvas. `kerpni vnebaTani aRvmarTen me ubadrukman, ara med mowyaleo, sinanuli Cemi miiTvale~, _ wers Rir si andria kreteli sinanulis did kanonSi da ambobs, rom sakuTari Tavisagan kerpi Seqmna. kaci, romelic Tavis TavSi kerps Seiqmnis, mowodebulia, rom es kerpi sakuTar TavSi TviTn daangrios, wvril namsxvrevebad aqcios, raTa sakuTari Tavisgan aRaraferi darCes. xo lo mas Semdeg, rac Tavs imdenad moiZulebs, rom misi umciresi nawilic ki ar daenaneba, mtkiced unda gadaw yvitos misi Semusvra. da es mxo lod Se mus vra ar aris, es na car tu tad qcevaa. Tavad adamiani iseT Tixad iqceva, romlisganac RmerTs adamis xelaxla Seqmna SeuZlia, romelSic mas sicocxlis STaberva ZaluZs. sinanuli is Zalaa, saocar SesaZleblobas rom gvaZlevs _ ganaxlebis SesaZleblo bas. vinc qristeSia, is axali qmnilebaa. magram axali yvelaferSi axalia, igi sruliad axalia. siaxle gvaSi nebs, ar gvaZlevs saSualebas ise vicxovroT, rogorc miCveulebi varT. gvaqvs ki ganaxlebis survili, Tu sak marisia, rom ubralod Zvelebi davrCeT? daufiqrdiT netari avgustines sityvebs: `ufali erTi codvilis moqcevas met RvTaebriv energias ando mebs, vidre samyaros Seqmnas~. ai, ra saSineli qmnilebaa adamiani! ai, rogoria Cveni suli _ gaqvavebuli! es gvaiZulebs ufro yuradRebiT SevxedoT sina nulis saidumlos. igi miwaTmoqmedis Sromas waagavs: roca mis winaSe unayofo niadagia, kaci basr guTans moixmars, rom mTlianad gadaxnas, gadaabrunos, gaSa los gamomSrali da usicocxlo beltebi, raTa keTili niadagi gamoaCinos. igi ar zogavs miwas. Cvenc ise unda moveqceT sakuTar Tavs, rogorc miwaTmoqmedi _ miwas: suli isev carieli darCeba, mas Tavi V. yoveli dabadebuli mcire CanasaxiT iwyeba ...................................... 85 ze araferi aRmocendeba, Tu adamiani mas ar gadafar cxavs, Tu saguldagulod ar gaafxvierebs, Tu Tavis TavSi ar gaatarebs sulieri guTnis basr maxvils _ WeS marit sinanuls. Tavi VI warved da amieriTgan nuRara scodav a ra med iyavn sit yuai Tque ni hei he da arai ara. maTe, 5,37 ar aris sakmarisi Tqva: `codvili var~ gana ase unda vambobdeT aRsarebas? ar aris sakmarisi Tqva: `codvili var~, cal-calke unda gaacnobiero yo veli Seni usjulo qceva, sityva Tu azri, gaacnobiero, rom es codvaa, gulwrfelad Seinano, daufaravad aRia ro moZRvris winaSe _ da mxolod maSin ganixsneba SenTvis motevebuli codva. mTavarepiskoposi ioane san-franciskoeli eklesiis istoriisaTvis saerTo aRsareba ucnobi movlenaa. igi saeklesio praqtikaSi damkvidrda rogorc mcdari tradicia: rogorc arsebobs iSviaTi ziarebis mcdari tradicia, arsebobs agreTve saerTo aRsarebis mcdari tradicia. saerTo aRsarebaze saubrisas Cven im periodis xal xmravali taZrebi gvaxsendeba, roca arc taZrebi iyo sakmarisi da arc mRvdlebi. did dResaswaulebze imdeni xalxi modioda, rom yvelasgan aRsarebis miReba SeuZle beli iyo, amitom sruldeboda erTgvari moqmedeba, rasac saerTo aRsareba uwodes. mRvdeli, Cveulebriv, olariTa da jvriT gamodioda, saxarebiT xelSi, da yvelas, vinc taZarSi qristes wminda saidumloebebTan ziarebisTvis iyo mosuli, sinanulis saidumlos Sesaxeb uqadagebda; xalxs aRsarebis saidumlos Sesaxeb uambobda, uxsnida, rom kaci codvili arsebaa, rom yvelam unda Seinanos, rom sinanulis gareSe veravin cxondeba da caTa sasufe vels ver daimkvidrebs. Semdeg ambobda: `axla me codvebs 88 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski CamovTvli, Tqven ki gulSi SeinaneT da TqviT: `codvili var~. igi codvebis grZel CamonaTvals kiTxulobda da yoveli iq myofi mRvdlis kvaldakval aRiarebda Tavis codvebs, amis Semdeg mRvdeli yvelas olars gadaafareb da, mrevli emTxveoda jvars, saxarebas da saziareblad midioda. aRsarebis aseT formas wm. ioane kronStadtels mia weren da mas saerTo aRsarebis mamamTavrad miiCneven. marTlac, ioane kronStadteli Tavisi mgznebare qada gebebiT adamianebSi sinanuls aRZravda. mis mRvdelmsa xurebas Svidi aTasamde adamiani eswreboda. ramdenadac gulSiCamwvdomi iyo misi sityvebi, imdenad wrfeli iyo xalxis sinanulic: adamianebi grZnobebs ver ikavebdnen, muxlebze emxobodnen da xmamaRla aRiarebdnen codvebs, tirodnen da RmerTisgan Sendobas iTxovdnen. iqauri qurdebi amiT sargeblobdnen, sajaro aRsarebis dros ta ZarSi iparebodnen da xalxs, vinc Tavis garSemo verafers amCnevda, safuleebs aclidnen. amas araferi aqvs saer To imasTan, rac saerTo aRsarebis dros Cvens taZrebSi xdeba. aRsareba ramdenime saaTis ganmavlobaSi grZelde boda. es iyo namdvili sinanuli, sulieri ganwmenda da cxovrebis Secvla. adamianebi grZnobdnen wmindanis siax loves da misi piradi siwminde yvelas gadaecemoda. amis Semdeg misi xelidan eziarebodnen. aseTi ram mxolod wm. ioane kronStadtels SeeZlo. mogvianebiT saerTo aRsareba taZrebSi devnisa da omianobis dros sruldeboda. bevri mRvdeli gadasax lebaSi imyofeboda, imisaTvis, rom rogorme moqmed taZ rebamde mieRwiaT, adamianebs didi manZilis gavla uxde bodaT. msaxurebaze daswreba maT weliwadSi albaT sul ramdenjerme SeeZloT, naTlisRebis da aRdgomis dRe saswaulebze. da ai, isini Tavs iyridnen taZarSi, sadac mxolod erTi moxuci mRvdeli iyo, gadasaxlebidan sul axlaxans rom gamoeSvaT, mas fexze dgomac ki uWirda da Tavi VI. warved da amieriTgan nuRara scodav .................................................. 89 Zala ar Seswevda, aRsareba yvelasgan saTiTaod mieRo. maSin saerTo aRsarebas mimarTes. es iyo eklesiis devnis umZimesi xana da adamianebi, romlebic qristes erTgulni darCnen, cxadia, aRsarebas sxvagvarad ganicdidnen, vid re amas dRes Cven ganvicdiT. amitom saerTo aRsarebis praqtikas im droSi Tavisi gamarTleba hqonda. Cemi Rrma rwmeniT, saerTo aRsareba saidumlos ar warmoadgens. zogierTs codvebi kidevac rom mietevos, aseTi aRsareba arafriT gansxvavdeba im sinanulisgan, rac Tavis senakSi myof adamians SeuZlia gamoTqvas Rv Tis winaSe. aRsarebaSi, rogorc saidumloSi, mTavari ara mar to uflis winaSe adamianis sinanuli, aramed eklesiis mier am sinanulis damowmebacaa. amitom Sendobis loc vebs da olaris gadafarebas saerTo aRsarebis dros ara viTari sakraluri mniSvneloba ar gaaCniaT. ras daamow mebs mRvdeli olariT xelSi, Tu am adamianebs ar icnobs: arc maTi sinanulis siwrfeles, arc codvebs, arc su lier cxovrebas da arc mis nayofs? Sesabamisad, es aR sareba ar gaxlavT, saidumlo ar aResruleba. aris mo wodeba, rom adamianma sakuTari Tavi ganikiTxos, Tavisi codvebi dainaxos, aris mowodeba sinanuliskenac, magram ar aris sinanulis damowmeba. mRvdels ar SeuZlia am ada mianebis Sesaxeb uflis winaSe damowmeba, RvTis saxeliT Sendoba, radgan masTan misulebs ar icnobs, ar icis, ra codvebi aqvT, ra xdeba maT sulSi. ra Tqma unda, mRvde li acxadebs: `isini, vinc mkvleloba, mruSoba, aborti CaidineT, saziareblad nu moxvalT, sinanulisTvis dro calke gamonaxeT~, magram gana mxolod amas SeuZlia ada miani RmerTs ganaSoros? bevri ramaa iseTi, rac adamianma aucileblad unda gamoTqvas, xolo mRvdelma moisminos da maT garkveuli Sefaseba misces, sxva SemTxvevaSi es aR sareba sruliad azrs moklebuli xdeba. Tu mainc aZlev adamianebs maT mousmenlad ziarebis 90 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski uflebas, maSin TiToeuli Tavis sindiss unda miando da uTxra: `SegiZliaT dRes eziaroT, magram es aRsareba ar iyo. Tu barZims Semusvrili guliT mieaxlebiT da sindi si ar gamxilebT, maSin eziareT~. oRond aRsareba forma luri nu iqneba. saerTo aRsareba adamianis sulier cxovrebas ama xinjebs, formalobas aCvevs, sinanulis saSualebas ar aZlevs. kaci aRsarebaze modis da ambobs: `yvelaferSi codvili var~, magram rodesac ekiTxebian: `raSi?~ Tur me TviTonac ar icis, raSi: saTqmeli araferi aqvs, Tavis codvebs ar icnobs, sakuTar gulSi arasodes Cauxedavs, elodeba, rom mRvdeli raimes etyvis, is ki sruli mzad yofniT upasuxebs: `codvili var~. cxovrebis gza ganvlo, taZarSi dadioda, sinanuli ki erTxelac ar ganucdia... codvebis miteveba mxolod Sendobis locvis wakiT xviT ar xdeba. erT-erTi wminda mama ambobs, rom zogjer asec xdeba: mRvdeli kiTxulobs locvas _ `migiteveb da gangxsni...~ qriste ki, romelic uxilavad iqve dgas am bobs: `me ki ar migiteveb da ar gangxsni...~ *** aRsareba umjobesia xmamaRla iTqvas. TviTon ada mianisTvis ufro sasargeblo iqneba codvebis xmamaRla aRiareba, maTi sityvierad uaryofa. Tumca saidumlo adamianis sulier mdgomareobazea damokidebuli: SeiZ leba miawodo codvebis CamonaTvali da Sinaganadac am sityvebis sruliad adekvaturi iyo. zogierTi aRsareba ki dawvrilebiT unda daiweros. magaliTad, generaluri aRsareba moiTxovs sakuTari sindisis yuradRebiT Semow mebas. unda iloco, goneba moikribo, gaixseno mTeli Seni cxovreba da sakmaod didxans ifiqro sakuTar Tavze. am rTul saqmeSi swored werilobiTi aRsareba gvexmareba, Tavi VI. warved da amieriTgan nuRara scodav .................................................. 91 rom bolomde CavwvdeT codvis mizezs da Tundac Zalian mokled, magram zustad gamovxatoT sakuTari mdgomareo ba. es adamians swor Sinagan sulier ganwyobamde miiyvans. werilobiTi aRsareba drouli da sasargebloc ki SeiZleba iyos im adamianisTvis, romelic es-esaa sinanu lis gzas Sed go mia, ro ca mas surs ara fe ri ga mor Ces _ am dros aRsarebis gegma aucilebelia. zogierTi codvis xmamaRla Tqma mRvdlisTvis ki kacs, miT ufro axalmoq ceuls, SeiZleba ubralod gauWirdes da dawera erCiv nos. zogjer moZRvari iTxovs, rom sulierma Svilma dawvrilebiT aRweros Tavisi sulieri mdgomareoba dRis ganmavlobaSi da mere yovelive es aRsarebaSi Tqvas, Tum ca es ufro aRsarebis samonastro wesia _ roca morCili moZRvris winaSe Tavis gulissityvebs aRiarebs. magram roca werilobiT aRsarebas mimarTavs ada miani, vinc ukve didi xania aRsarebas ambobs, es SeiZle ba srulfasovani aRsarebisTvis seriozul dabrkolebad iqces: am dros kaci Cveulebriv ise Camowers furcelze Tavisi yoveldRiuri codvebis CamonaTvals, TiTqos qim wmendis qviTars avsebdes _ da am qmedebaSi ukve aris ra Rac garegnuli da ara Sinagani. mRvdlisTvis es xSirad mosaxerxebelia, gansakuT rebiT, roca bevri aRmsarebelia, grZeli rigi dgas da SeuZlebelia TiToeul adamians cal-calke daelaparako. cxadia, advilia furceli aiRo, Tvali gadaavlo, daxio da aRmsarebels Sendobis locva waukiTxo, RmerTTan Sex vedris saidumlo da guliTadi sinanuli ki aRmsareblis sindisze datovo. magram esmis ki, ra xdeba adamianSi? bolos da bolos es Zalian xSirad formaluri aRsarebis Cvevad iqceva, rac yovlad dauSvebelia. amitom adamia nisTvis, romelic eklesiuria da xSirad ambobs aRsare bas, umjobesia ki ar daweros, aramed uambos moZRvars Tavis Tavze. roca sakuTar Tavze laparakob, amaSi mu 92 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski dam cocxlad monawileobs sindisi. saTqmelis bolomde Tqmis survili da am saqmis siZnele gexmareba, rom raRac Secvalo Sens cxovrebaSi. cxadia, roca moZRvars esmis sinanulis cocxali sityva, misi guli pasuxobs am sit yvas; aseT dros igi grZnobs monanulis suls da SeuZlia Seewios mas rCeviTac da locviTac. codvili inaniebs da moeqceva, crusulieri ki warsawymedad aris ganwiruli aRsarebis dro uflis droa. sinanulis saidumlo saTvis momzadebisas adamianma pirvel yovlisa imaze un da ifiqros, rom RvTis winaSe iseTi wardges, rogoric sinamdvileSia. Cven mogveTxoveba, rom RmerTamde Cveni sinanuli sruli sisavsiT mivitanoT. didi rigi nu dag vabrkolebs, aRsarebis dros nu avCqardebiT. aRsarebis molodinSi SegviZlia kidev erTxel ga davxedoT Cvens cxovrebas an saxareba vikiTxoT, Tumca yvelafers ajobebs ziarebis locvebi wavikiTxoT. max sovs, axalgazrdobaSi am grZeli rigebis gaZleba Zalian miWirda, saSinlad viRlebodi. magram mere kargi gamosa vali vipove: rigSi dgomis dros ziarebis locvebs vkiT xulobdi. Tu es Cveulebad iqca, mrevli imaze aRar ifiq rebs, rodis mova aRsarebis dro, radgan locviT iqneba dakavebuli. moZRvrisTvis aRsareba is jvaria, romelic TviTon itvirTa; masTan misuli adamianebi ki _ isini, vinc mas RmerTma gamougzavna. mRvdeli am dros SeiZleba daRli li da uyuradReboc ki iyos, magram es ar unda gvewyinos da arafrad CavagdoT. Tavi VI. warved da amieriTgan nuRara scodav .................................................. 93 gacilebiT ufro mniSvnelovania gaigo, Tu rogor unda Tqva aRsareba sworad _ ise, rom sinanulis sai dumlo fsiqoTerapiis seansad ar iqces, romlis dro sac SeiZleba ubralod sulis Semsubuqeba igrZno an, ro gorc ityvian, `ganitvirTo~. magram am SemTxvevaSi xom moZRvari sinanulis mowmed ki ar warmosdgeba, risTvisac is sinamdvileSia mowodebuli, aramed fsiqoTerapevtad, romelic SeiZleba Seni problemebiT datvirTo, Semdeg ki mSvidad waxvide da ise gaagrZelo cxovreba, TiTqos araferi momxdariyos. amisgan Tavis arideba arc ise advilia. nacvlad aR sarebisa da codvebis monaniebisa adamiani Tavisi mdgo mareobis aRweras iwyebs, iwyebs imis moyolas, rodis grZnobs Tavs kargad da rodis aris SeSfoTebuli, anda rogor reagirebs cxovrebiseul movlenebze. TviTon aR sareba aq naklebad Cans, samagierod, sakuTari gancde bis aRweraa sakmarisze meti. kaci am dros SeiZleba Rrma sindisis qenjnas grZnobdes, metic, TviTgvemasac ki eZ leodes da yovelnairad aSiSvlebdes Tavis Tavs, magram aseTi `Tavis Tavis Wamisgan~ Sinagan kmayofilebasa da Semsubuqebas grZnobdes. Cveulebriv, ZiriTadad es ampartavan adamianebs emarTebaT, romlebic yvelafers paTologiuri eWvia nobiT uyureben. magram maTTvis damaxasiaTebel TviT gvemas sinanulTan saerTo araferi aqvs. es arajansaRi movlenaa, rasac unda gadaveCvioT. rac ufro ubraloa adamiani, miT ufro namdvili da Rrmaa misi aRsareba. da piriqiT, rac ufro refleqsuri da daxlarTulia misi Sinagani samyaro, miT ufro emsgavseba aRsareba erTi da igive adgilis tkepnas. aseTi refleqsia xSirad cudmedi dobis, sulieri Sromis ugulebelyofis Sedegia, zogjer ki fsiqikuri daavadebis gamovlinebac. aRsarebis saidumlos fsiqoanalitikur saubrad ga daqceva Tanamedrove aRsarebebis didi problemaa, moZ 94 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski RvrebisTvis ki _ mZime jvari. amgvari refleqsiisadmi midrekili adamianebi xSirad erTi mrevlidan meoreSi mogzauroben, erT moZRvarTan imden xans rCebian, sanam mRvdels moTmineba ar amoewureba. am ubedur xalxTan urTierToba Zalian mZimea, aseTi mdgomareobidan maTi gamoyvana ki _ Zalian Zneli, radgan sakuTari azris pir dapir Tqma maT ganawyenebas, niadagis fexqveS gamoclas niSnavs: sxvagvarad cxovreba maT ar SeuZliaT. moZRvari Zalian gambedavi unda iyos da kargad icnobdes am ada mians, raTa erTi mxriv gamoafxizlos igi, meore mxriv ki _ ar daafrTxos. adamiani xSirad ekiTxeba Tavis Tavs, ramdenad zed miwevniT unda aRweros codva da codvis Cadenis viTare ba. cxovrebiseul garemoebaTa Sesaxeb, romlebic Cveu lebriv Tavis gasamarTleblad da sakuTari danaSaulis Sesamsubuqeblad mogvyavs, mxolod maSin unda visaub roT, Tu amis Sesaxeb gvekiTxebian, magram rac SeiZleba naklebad vimarTloT Tavi da vecadoT emociebis gareSe visaubroT. magram Tu mRvdeli gvekiTxeba, ra garemoebe bi axlda Tan codvis Cadenas, maSin ukve araferi ar unda davmaloT. ar unda dagvabrkolos arc moZRvris winaSe yal bi sir cxvi lis grZno bam, arc imis SiS ma, rom vin mes CaiTrev am ambavSi an sxva adamianebs uxerxul mdgomareo baSi Caayeneb, radgan mRvdeli valdebulia es yvelaferi saidumlod Seinaxos. aRsarebis saidumlos dros mas un da eyos Zala ar ganrisxdes an ar ganikiTxos isini, vinc codvis Tanamonawileni an misi mowmeni gaxdnen, Tumca zogjer asec xdeba _ Cven xom yvelani codvili adamiane bi varT. magram moZRvris movaleobaa mudam Tavi Seikavos msgavsi ganwyobisagan da aRsarebis Semdeg yvelas mimarT Tanabari damokidebuleba SeinarCunos. sakuTar Tavze msjeloba, cxadia, saWiroa. wminda ma mebi gulissityvebis, azrebisa da Sinagani ganwyobis swo red aseT Rrma aRiarebaze saubroben. adamiani mxolod Tavi VI. warved da amieriTgan nuRara scodav .................................................. 95 codvebis aRiarebas ki ar unda dasjerdes, man Rrmad un da Caixedos sakuTar TavSi da ara marto codvebi, aramed maTi fesvebic dainaxos. magram aseTi aRsareba sakuTari Tavisadmi fxizeli damokidebulebis nayofia. gansxvaveba sakuTari Tavis amao Cxrekasa da codvebis Rrma analizs Soris is gaxlavT, rom pirvel SemTxvevaSi adamiani yo velTvis cdilobs, sakuTar cxovrebaze pasuxismgebloba an mRvdels, an garemoebebs, an sxva adamianebs daakisros. meore SemTxvevaSi ki kaci pasuxismgeblobas mxolod sa kuTar Tavze iRebs da misi aRsareba yovelTvis sulieri Sromis, gankurnebis survilisa da codvasTan brZolis mtkice gadawyvetilebis nayofia. codva, romelic sindisiss amZimebs, ar gvaviwydeba xandaxan kargi mexsierebis mqone adamianebic ki codvebis daviwyebas uCivian. kacs hgonia, rom aRsareba bolomde Tqva, magram zed ziarebis win axsendeba raRac codvebi. es bevrs aSfoTebs da metic, zogjer iZule buls xdis, rom Si SiT ga ne ri dos bar Zims. Rirs ki se riozulad Sewuxeba aseTi gulmaviwyobis gamo? gamocdi lebiT vici, rom daviwyebas is codva eZleva, romelSic adamianma TviTon gaimarTla Tavi. vfiqrob, sword esaa codvebis daviwyebis mTavari mizezi. SeiZleba, rom am Cvenma gulmaviwyobam sruliad ar Segvawuxos? cxadia, ara. codvebi unda gvaxsovdes da maT gamo unda vwuxdeT. codvebis daviwyeba erTgvari sulie ri marcxia da Tu is aRmovaCineT Cvens TavSi, RmerTs un da SevTxovoT sakuTari codvis xedvisa da xsovnis una ris moniWeba. magram aRsareba CamoTvlili codvebis raodenobiT 96 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski mainc ar ganizomeba. saSinelebaa aRsarebis profanacia da saidumlos formalobad qceva. adamianebi codvebis nusxis Sedgenas eCvevian da sruliad ar esmiT, rom Rmer Ti maTgan cxovrebis gamosworebas elis _ sxvas arafers. SeiZleba wlebis ganmavlobaSi eziarebode, yvela Sens codvas saTiTaod asaxelebde, magram arafers cvlide. da SeiZleba codvebis formalurad CamoTvlis gareSec ise Seicvalo, rom codvebi ubralod gaqres, radgan Tvi Ton cxovrebis wesi Seicvale, sxva gza airCie. maSin cod vebi TavisTavad gaifantebian, rogorc mtveri _ Zlieri qaris dros. arian adamianebi, romlebsac hgoniaT, rom rac uf ro met codvas CamoTvlian aRsarebis dros, miT ufro metad mietevebaT. isini cdiloben, yoveli SemTxvevisaT vis, rac SeiZleba meti codva Camoweron, radgan sakuTa ri Tavis ar sjeraT da RmerTs ar endobian. magram mite veba xom CamoTvlili codvebis raodenobaze ar gaxlavT damokidebuli. kaci sxva adamiani xdeba imitom, rom saku Tari Tavis gamosasworeblad Zalisxmevas ar iSurebs da ara imitom, rom formalurad CamoTvala codvebi, Tun dac isini namdvilad mas exebodes. uflis sityvebSi: `warved da amieriTgan nuRara scodav~ (ioane, 8,11) Zalian mniSvnelovania yurad viRoT es mowodeba _ `wadi~. is, vinc aRsarebis Semdeg namdvi lad daadgeba codvebTan brZolisa da cxonebis gzas, aRar Sescodavs. is ki, vinc codvebis CamonaTvaliT xel Si erT adgils tkepnis, mTeli sicocxle codvebis Camo weras ganagrZobs. Tavi VI. warved da amieriTgan nuRara scodav .................................................. 97 nu endobi sakuTar cremlebs aRsarebis dros an misTvis mzadebisas Cveni emo ciuroba xSirad Crdilavs sulierebas. zogierTi bune biT Zalian emociuria, cremli SeiZleba gulis aCuyebam an cudmedidobamac gamoiwvios. tirili, rogorc sulie ri mdgomareobis gamovlineba, SeiZleba uxilavi da ux mo iyos, zogjer ki xilulic, rogorc es wminda mamebs hqon daT, mag ram Cven amis gan Sor sa varT. Cve ni crem li mgrZnobiarobis gamovlinebaa da ara sulierebis, es Cveni emociebis, sentimentalobis garkveuli Tvisebaa, an SeiZ leba bunebiT viyoT mtiralebi _ da araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar miuTiTebs sulierebaze. amas fxizeli TvaliT unda SevxedoT. Tumca eWvgareSea, rom xandaxan Cvens sinanulSic gamoereva xolme namdvili tirili, magram es adamianuri cremlebia da sxva araferi. wminda mamebis cremlebi sul sxva bunebisaa. maTi cremlebi uecari gancdis ki ara, uv nebo mdgomareobis Sedegia da am mdgomareobasTan miax loeba Zalian Znelia. zogjer, roca adamiani aRsarebisTvis emzadeba, igi Tavis codvebs Zalian emociurad ganicdis, magram taZar Si, RvTismsaxurebaze dgomisas, roca sulieri realobis, WeSmariti locvisa da siwmindis pirispir aRmoCndeba, emociuroba uceb sadRac qreba. zedapiruli sulieri gancdebi ki, Cveni gardaqmna rom ar ZaluZT, ukan ixeven da rCeba mxolod yvelaze mTavari. Cveni cremli Rrma su lieri gancdis Sedegi rom iyos da Cveni Secvla SeeZlos, es Cveni mudmivi sulieri mdgomareoba iqneboda. ai, Cven garegnulad emociurad ganvicdiT, rom ase Ti cu de bi varT, rom gvi Wirs da ar gvsia mov nebs sa ku Tar TavTan yofna, guli agviCuyda, roca gavacnobiereT, Turme ra cudebi vyofilvarT, viloceT, mere warmovid 98 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski gineT, ra kargad movyvebiT aRsarebaze yovelive amas da moZRvaric dainaxavs, Tu rogor vinaniebT... amis Semdeg RvTismsaxurebaze movdivarT, aq ki cocxal RmerTs adi deben, ufali Cvens winaSe cocxlad warmosdgeba da yve laferi, rac garegnulia, qreba. rCeba mxolod is, rac gvaqvs _ Zalian mciredi, arc ise kargi warmodgena saku Tar Tavze. sasargeblo iqneba amis gacnobiereba. gvinda Tu ara, emociebi mainc arsebobs. sxva sakiT xia, rom Cven Seg viZ lia isi ni nam dvil grZno be bad vaq cioT. Tu es emociebi CvenTan darCebian da Segvcvlian, es ukve maTi namdvilobis niSani iqneba. mdumareba saukuno cxovrebis saidumloa Sens gulissityvebs yvelas nuki gaumxel, aramed mxolod imaT, visac Seni sulis cxoneba SeuZlia. antoni didi yvelam icis, rom arsebobs aseTi cneba _ aRsarebis saidumlo, magram Cveulebriv ratomRac hgoniaT, rom igi mxolod mRvdelma unda Seinaxos. sinamdvileSi ase rodia. aRsarebis saidumlo yvelas exeba da igi TviT aR msarebelmac unda Seinaxos. vfiqrob, rom aRsarebis saidumlo, pirvel yovlisa, krZalulebasTan aris dakavSirebuli, rogorc sakuTari, iseve sxva adamianis sulieri cxovrebis mimarT faqiz da mokidebulebasTan. ra Tqma unda, Cven sruli ufleba gvaqvs, axlobels guli gadavuSaloT, da Zvel eklesiaSi asec xdeboda, ro desac qristianebi TavianT codvebs sajarod aRiareb dnen. adamiani xom codvebs ara mxolod RmerTis, aramed Tavi VI. warved da amieriTgan nuRara scodav .................................................. 99 sxvebis winaSec inaniebs. magram eklesiam sajaro aRsare baze Zalian male Tqva uari, radgan igi SesaZloa sxvebis Tvis damabrkolebeli gamxdariyo da TviTon adamianis Tvisac axlobelTa mxridan sacTuris mizezad qceuliyo. sinamdvileSi cota vinmes Tu SeiZleba raime gaan do. et yvi erTs, ara vis uT xrao, is ki ma Sin ve sxvas ga dascems da imasac daamatebs, aravis uTxrao. mere ki Seni ambavi, sruliad saxecvlili, Senve gibrundeba da xvdebi, rom didi xania gagaSiSvles, gangsajes, rom axla yvelas winaSe sruliad sxva, damaxinjebuli saxiT warsdeqi. es Za lian rTu li sa kiT xia. ra Tqma un da, ada mians SeuZlia sakuTari Tavis Sesaxeb rac unda, isa Tqvas _ es misi uflebaa. magram sulieri TvalsazrisiT umjobesia amisgan Tavi Seikavo kidev imitomac, rom zogjer saku Tar codvebze yovelgvari sinanulis gareSe laparakob, metic, SeiZleba maT mimarT TanagrZnobac ki gagiCndes _ asec xdeba. me vfiqrob, umjobesia yovelTvis sulieri krZaluleba da TavSekaveba daicva. amgvari TavSekaveba imitomac aris saWiro, rom eSma ki adamians ar icnobs, Sinagani kacisa misTvis dafarulia. satanam ar icoda, rom qriste ganxorcielda. ar icoda, rom Rmer Tka ci Ze RvTi sa iyo (mas Ze RvTi sas uwo deb dnen, is ki Tavis Tavs Ze kacisas uwodebda). eSmaks arc adamianSi SeRweva ZaluZs, Tu kaci amas TviTon ar dauS vebs sakuTari codvebis, sakuTari vnebebis gamo. `demone bi ar icnoben Cvens gulebs, rogorc es zogierTs hgonia~ _ ambobs wm. evagre, _ rameTu mxolod gulTamxilavma ufalma icis kacis goneba... magram xan im sityvebidan, rasac adamiani warmoTqvams, xanac sxeulis mixra-moxriT demonebi bevr rames xvdebian, rac kacis gulSi xdeba~. amitomac yvelaferi, rac adamians SeemTxveva, yo veli misi gansacdeli, yoveli Secdoma, romelsac igi Semdeg borot Zalas miawers, imitom xdeba, rom adamiani TviTon umxels eSmaks Tavis sulier cxovrebas. zogjer 100 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski SeiZleba saxis gamometyvelebiTac gavceT Tavi. eSmaks SeuZlia gulissityvebiT acTunos da ase gaicnos adamia ni: maTi meSveobiT cdilobs ankesze wamoagos da Tu kaci gulissityvebTan urTierTobaSi Sedis da maTTan saubars iwyebs, gza ukve gakafulia, guli da gulissityvebi _ gacxadebuli, eSmakisaTvis yvelaferi naTelia, da maSin ukve advilad SeuZlia daamarcxos adamiani. magram Tu kaci TavSekavebulia, mokrZalebuli, mravlismetyveli ar aris, igi eSmakisTvis ucnobi rCeba _ aseTi adamianis gulSi SeRweva misTvis Zneli xdeba. adamiani eSmakisTvis aRsarebis drosac miuwvdome lia, maSin, roca sinanulis saidumlo aResruleba. ami tom Cvens Sinagan samyarosTan sakmaod frTxili damo kidebuleba gvmarTebs. aRsarebis saidumlosa da sulie ri cxovrebis xelmZRvanelobis Sesaxeb sxvebTan saubars unda moveridoT. ra Tqma unda, SeiZleba axlobels Seni gancdebi gauziaro, magram aqac TavSekavebaa saWiro. ro desac ori an sami qristes saxeliT Tavs iyris, iq eSmaks ar daedgomeba, magram Tuki ubralod uqmismetyvelebas veZleviT, ganvikiTxavT an Tavs viqebT da am dros raime mniSvnelovani wamogvcdeba, anu roca Cvens gulaxdilo bas sul mcire vnebac ki Seereva, darwmunebulni brZande bodeT, rom macduri iqve gaCndeba da amiT uTuod isar geblebs. saerTod, adamianis sulieri cxovreba ar SeiZleba Ria da yvelasTvis dasanaxi iyos. kaci unda gaufrTxil des sakuTar Tavs da RmerTTan saidumlo urTierTobas. arqimandriti sofroni ambobs: `yvelaferi _ didi Tu mcire, rac ki Tavs gadamxdenia, RvTis wyalobaa Cemdami, kacTa Soris yvelaze codvilisadmi, da me aucileblad mimaCnia davicva igi ucxo Tvalisgan, rogorc ganuzom lad Zvirfasi ganZi, raTa ganZarcvuli ar Seviqne~. Tavi VI. warved da amieriTgan nuRara scodav .................................................. 101 RmerTi gansjis ukeTu iyvnen codvani Tqvenni, viTarca Rebilni, viTarca Tovli ganvaspetako. esaia, 1,18. zogierTs swyins da ukvirs, Tuki aRsarebis dros mRvdeli arafers eubneba _ maTi azriT, es TiTqos aRarc aris aRsareba. magram sruliadac ar aris aucilebeli, rom moZRvrisagan raime rCeva-darigebas movelodeT. adamiani, romelic amas elodeba, aRsarebaze albaT saku Tari Tavis mimarT gansakuTrebul yuradRebas moelis, rac ar aris swori. aseTi damokidebuleba SemdgomSi mas daamZimebs, ecdeba moZRvris TvalSi cotaTi ukeTesi ga moCndes, vidre sinamdvileSia, ecdeba aRsarebisTvis gan sakuTrebuli sityvebi ipovos, yuradReba adamianur ur TierTobebze gadaitanos. moZRvari yvelasTvis rodi poulobs sityvebs. xan daxan man ar icis, ra Tqvas, radgan am adamianSi raRac ar exsneba. zogjer ki mRvdels unda, rom gaugos kacs, mag ram ver axerxebs, isRa darCenia, RmerTs miendos da ilo cos, rom TviT ufalma warmarTos yvelaferi mis gareSe, daanaxos adamians is, rac misTvis aucilebelia. Semdeg TiTqos raRac ifeTqebs da SegiZlia kacze Zalian zusti raRaceebi Tqva. didi samRvdelo niWia, Tu moZRvars Seswevs unari, aRsarebis dros TiToeul adamians raime uTxras. Sesa niSnavia, Tu aseTi niWi arsebobs. roca kaci moZRvrisagan raRac iseTs ismens, rac mis sulier cxovrebas exeba, es Zalian mniSvnelovania. ecadeT, moZRvris sityvebi didi gulisyuriT moisminoT. zogjer geCveneba, rom es sit yvebi Sen ar gexeba, rom saubari sul sxva ramezea, magram zogjer mRvdeli iseT rames SeniSnavs xolme, risTvisac Sen aRsarebis dros yuradReba ar migiqcevia. yuri ug 102 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski deT, ecadeT daimaxsovroT. SemdgomSi es TqvenTvis au cileblad gacxaddeba, gasagebi gaxdeba. bevri mRvdeli, madlmosili berebic ki, aRsarebis dros saerTod arafers ambobs. magram maT SeuZliaT ada mianisTvis ise ilocon, misi ambavi gulTan ise axlos mii tanon, rom garkveuli drois Semdeg adamianisTvis bevr rames naTeli efineba. aRsareba pirvel yovlisa saidumloa, romliTac kacs codvebTan brZolis Zala eZleva. mTavari, rac am saidumlos dros xdeba, is ki ar aris, rom adamians cod vebi mieteveba, da arc is, Tu ra uTxra mRvdelma, aramed is, rom TviTon am saidumloSi, rogorc eklesiis winaSe damowmebaSi, adamians eZleva madlmosili Zala sakuTa ri Tavis dasaZlevad. cudia, Tu amas ar vakeTebT. ada mians madlis dakargva rogorc ziarebis, ise aRsarebis da saerTod, nebismieri saidumlos Semdegac SeuZlia. is, rom aRsareba saidumloebiTaa moculi, aRsare bis madlmosileba, suli wmidis monawileoba am saidum loSi swored imaSi mdgomareobs, rom adamiani TavisTa vad ki ar icvleba aRsarebiT, aramed eZleva Zala cod vasTan brZolisaTvis da am madlmosili ZaliT avsebuli mi dis. `wa di da nu Ra ra sco dav~ _ es imas niS navs, rom ufali geubneba: `daiwye brZola. Sen gaimarjveb, radgan Zala mogeca~. danarCeni Cvenzea damokidebuli, imaze, Tu ramdenad mtkicea Cveni gadawyvetileba da SegviZlia Tu ara brZola. aRsarebis Semdeg xelCarTuli omi iwyeba. Tavi VII SevediT iwroisagan bWisa SevediT iwroisagan bWisa, rameTu vrcel ars bWe da farTo ars gza, romelsa mih yavs warsawymedelad, da mravalni vlenan mas zeda. maTe, 7,13. farTo da vrceli gza, romelsac warwymedisaken mihyavs Cven ki, imis miuxedavad, rom TviT uflisgan gvesma: `Se vediT iwroisagan bWisa... romeli miiyvanebs cxorebasa~, mainc farTo da vrcel gzas varCevT, romelsac warwyme disaken mivyavarT. samagierod, roca ufali mova coc xalTa da mkvdarTa gankiTxvisaTvis, gvetyvis: `warvediT Cemgan, wyeulno. wm. maqsime aRmsarebeli Tu adreqristianul literaturas gadavxedavT, ma galiTad, `Tormeti mociqulis swavlebas~, masSi garkve viT aris naTqvami, rom arsebobs ori gza: erTs cxonebi saken, meores ki sikvdilisaken mivyavarT. am or gzas So ris uzarmazari gansxvavebaa. saxarebac, zogadad, erTob kategoriuli wigni, farTo da viwro gzaze laparakobs. ese igi, yvelgan aris wamoyenebuli moTxovna ukompromi so damokidebulebisa sakuTari Tavisa da sakuTari su lieri Rvawlis mimarT. magram cxovrebaSi qristianobis aseTi absoluturi gamarjvebis aSkara da TvalsaCino ma galiTebs Cvens axloblebSi ver vxedavT. SeiZleba ki amis gamo qristianTa farisevlobaze, ormag standartebze, ormag cxovrebaze laparaki? es Zalian mniSvnelovani sakiTxia da misi arsi gax lavT is, rom ada mian ma Ta vi si rwme nis az ri ipo vos da masTan erTad ipovos sakuTari Tavic. swored amis Sesa xeb laparakobs wminda saxareba yvelaze xSirad: Tu yanaSi saunjea dafaruli, maSin agaraks am saunjis gamo yidu Tavi VII. SevediT iwroisagan bWisa ............................................................................. 105 loben da sxvas yvelafers yidian imisaTvis, rom erTi uZvirfasesi margaliti SeiZinon (ix. maTe, 13,46). pirvel rigSi unda gairkves, Tu ramdenad Seswevs unari adamians namdvilad da bolomde gaacnobieros RvTisadmi Tavisi erTguleba, oRond ara rogorc sakuTari yofierebis uk ve ganxorcielebuli konstanta, aramed am erTgulebis survili: imis gacnobiereba, rom ar arsebobs sxva myofo ba, garda RmerTTan myofobisa, da rom ar arsebobs ra Rac sxva absoluturi WeSmariteba, garda saxarebiseuli WeSmaritebisa. saxarebaSi naTqvamia, rom ori batonis msaxuri ver iqnebi, da esec erTaderTi gzis aRiarebaa. magram isec xdeba, rogorc iakob mociqulTan weria: modis adamia ni gaorebuli azrebiT da Tavdapirvelad cdilobs, rom or batons emsaxuros. aseT SemTxvevaSi RmerTis Sesaxeb WeSmariti codnis garda igi Tavis TavSi sxva `WeSmarite bebsac~ atarebs, romelTa mimarTac ndoba gaaCnia, mag ram isini RmerTSi ar arian. maSin qristesa da saxarebis rwmenasTan erTad igi cdilobs irwmunos, rom qristes miRmac SeiZleba raRac `WeSmariteba~ arsebobdes, rom sa xarebiseuli WeSmariteba absoluturi ar aris da igi sxva religiuri da filosofiuri sistemebidan moiTxovs gar kveul Sevsebas. amgvari gaoreba SeiZleba imis brali iyos, rom ka ci gare faqtorebze amyarebdes imeds _ vTqvaT, saku Tar gonebaze an adamianur urTierTobebze, SeiZleba, igi filosofiur sakiTxebSi gaixlarTos anda WeSmaritebis sxvadasxva fsevdosulieri `WeSmaritebebiT~ Tu crur wmenebiT ganzaveba scados. qristes rwmenas SeiZleba warmarTuli minarevebic axldes, maT Soris inteleqtualuric, roca warmodgene bi sulieri cxovrebis Sesaxeb mravalferovan kulturo logiur, esTetikur, politikur, nacionalur miTebTan aris Sezavebuli, romlebic xels uSlian adamians swamdes 106 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski saxarebis mier dadgenili cnebebi. magaliTad, zogier Ti qristianisTvis jojoxeTis satanjvelis maradiuloba miuRebelia, radgan maTi egreT wodebuli `inteligen toba~ xels uSlis jojoxeTis arseboba uflis mowyale basTan SeaTavsos; sxvebi ki fiqroben, rom qristianobas SeuZlia ganxorcieldes mxolod rogorc monarqia. es da mravali sxva miTi adamianebs aiZulebs RmerTi warmoid ginon iseTi, rogoric maT moswonT. garda amisa arsebobs emociuri sfero, sfero zneobrivi cxovrebisa, da adamiani, romelsac surs ek lesiaSi Tavisi mosvla sakuTar mankierebebsa da vnebeb Tan SeaTavsos, cdilobs erTdroulad iyos RmerTTan, icxovros mcnebebis Tanaxmad, da amave dros odnav mainc uwindeburi darCes. mas ar surs miiRos qriste iseTi, rogoric igi Cvens winaSe saxarebasa da eklesiis swavle baSi warmosdgeba, radgan ar eTmoba Tavisi Zveli Sexedu lebebi da midrekilebebi. adamianebs, romelTa cTomilebani maT principul poziciad (maT Soris religiur poziciad) yalibdeba da ampartavnebis gamo absolutis rangSia ayvanili, rogorc eklesiuri swavleba, mwvaleblebi ewodebaT. adamiani ga regnulad SeiZleba qristiani iyos: yvela saeklesio wess asrulebdes, marxvebs icavdes, taZarSi dadiodes, sai dumloebebSi monawileobas iRebdes _ magram misma su lierma cxovrebam iseTi transformacia ganicados, rom misi gza, romelic TviTon qristesken mimavali hgonia, axal-axal Tavis marTlebaTa mudmiv Ziebad da sakuTar `WeSmaritebaTa~ apologiad iqces. am `WeSmaritebaTa~ ricxvi ufro da ufro gaizrdeba, qriste ki daknindeba, da saboloo jamSi mxolod qristianobasTan Sezavebuli sicrue da marTlmadideblobis anturaJi darCeba. ase ma galiTad, qristes saxeliT cdiloben nebismieri Sexedu lebis SeniRbvas ukiduresad memarjveneebica da ukidu resad memarcxeneebic, romlebic saboloo jamSi eklesia Tavi VII. SevediT iwroisagan bWisa ............................................................................. 107 sa da qristes WeSmaritebisadmi erTsulovan siZulvilSi Tanxmdebian. aseTi aSkara gamovlinebebi gverdidan kargad Cans. magram sakuTar TavSi imaves xSirad veRar vamCnevT, ro ca ama Tu im saxiT eklesias vewinaaRmdegebiT. da maSin RmerTisken mimavali is gza, Cven rom avirCieT, farTo gzad iqceva _ Cven mas Segnebulad vafarToebT sakuTari qimerebiT, vnebebiT, midrekilebebiTa da CvevebiT, ro melTagan ganTavisuflebac arafriT ar gvsurs. simdable da Tavis uaryofa RmerTTan misvla SeuZlebelia, Tu sruliad ar dag laxakdi. qristem mdidar Wabuks uTxra: `ukeTu gnebavs, srul iyo, warved da ganyide monagebi Seni da miec gla xak Ta... da mo ved da Se mo mi deg me~ (ma Te, 19,21). amas ve gveubneba mociqulTa saqmeebis mexuTe Tavi: anania da sa fira modian da TiTqos mTeli Tavisi qoneba moaqvT mo ciqulebTan, sinamdvileSi ki es mxolod nawilia: isini raRacas umalaven qristes, eklesias, mociqulebs, undaT, rom cota ram Zveli adamianisganac daitovon. rodesac RmerTTan modixar, unda SegeZlos sruliad daglaxakde, swored aqedan iwyeba cxra netareba: `netar iyvnen gla xakni suliTa, rameTu maTi ars sasufeveli caTa~. magram gana Cven amisTvis movdivarT eklesiaSi? Tanamedrove eklesiis mdgomareoba mZime meCvene ba imis ga mo, rom bev ri ek le sia Si imis Tvis mo dis, rom rame miiRos misgan da Tan waiRos. magram eklesiisagan arafris waReba ar SeiZleba, SeiZleba mxolod moxvide da masSi icxovro. amaze didxans SeiZleba vilaparakoT, es yvela saidumlosTan damokidebulebas exeba, maT Soris aRsarebisa da evqaristiis saidumlosac. masSi monawile 108 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski adamianebi xSirad bolomde ver acnobiereben, ras ake Teben _ ar esmiT, rom qristesTan imisTvis modian, raTa qristem maTi didi da mcire codvebi sakuTari sisxliT gamoisyidos _ arc meti, arc naklebi. rodesac saxarebaSi viwro da farTo gzis Sesaxeb vkiTxulobT, vfiqrobT, rom Cven, morwmuneebma, viwro gza avirCieT, farTo gziT ki urwmunoebi midian _ isini, vinc taZarSi ar dadian, saxarebas ar kiTxuloben, Rmer Ti ar swamT, erTi sityviT, qristianebi ar arian. Cven ki, qristianebi, viwro gzas davadeqiT, viwro bWiT unda Sevi deT... magram sinamdvileSi ase rodia. qristianebi xSirad virCevT uCveulod farTo gzas _ ufarToess, romelic sulac ar aris macxovnebeli. ras veZebT qristianobaSi? imas ki ara, rom sxva adamianebad gadaviqceT, aramed imas, rom Cveni cxovreba ufro komfortuli gaxdes. gvinda, rom yvela adamiani kargad gveqceodes, upasuxismgeblo cxovrebas veZebT, arafris gakeTeba ar gvsurs arc taZ risTvis, arc moyvasisTvis, arc SorielisTvis da saer Tod, aravisTvis. taZarSi imisTvis movdivarT, rom Cveni yvelas esmodes, moZRvari gvanugeSebdes, mrevlis yvela wevri erTi daZaxebisTanave Cvens dasaxmareblad gamor bodes _ mokled, yvelaferi CvenTvis rom iyos. magram gvaqvs ki ufleba, raRac nugeSiscemas movelodeT, Tu eklesiaSi sul sxva ramisTvis unda movdiodeT? Tumca eklesiisgan nugeSis molodini sruliad bu nebrivia, rameTu is, visac uyvars, yovelTvis anugeSebs mas, vinc itanjeba. rodesac kaci taZarSi modis, esmis, rom es SeiZleba erTaderTi adgili iyos amqveynad, sa dac ara aqvT ufleba, ar anugeSon, radgan eklesias aqvs es nugeSi da adamians SeuZlia igi sruliad daumsaxureb ladac miiRos. swored rom daumsaxureblad. Cvens cno bierebaSi ki ise damkvidrda, rom nugeSs ise velodebiT, TiTqos is kanonierad gvekuTvnodes, TiTqos es qristes movaleoba, eklesiis movaleoba iyos. da Tu nugeSi ver Tavi VII. SevediT iwroisagan bWisa ............................................................................. 109 miviReT, migvaCnia, rom ufleba gvaqvs gavnawyendeT, zur gi SevaqcioT eklesias da nugeSi mis gareT veZeboT. Tu sakuTar Tavs piruTvnelad SevafasebT _ rogo rebi movediT eklesiaSi da rogorebi migviRo qristem, mxolod gakvirvebis, sakuTari uRirsobisa da usazRvro madlierebis grZnoba unda dagveuflos. mas ki, vinc am gvar grZnobebs ganicdis, ar SeuZlia raime mosTxovos, raRac angariSebi warudginos RmerTs anda ukvirdes, ise ratom ar moeqcnen, rogorc TviTon moeloda. da ratom unda igrZno Tavi ufro msubuqad eklesia Si? piriqiT! mTeli saxareba gveubneba, rom es viwro gzaa (maTe, 7,14). Tu eklesiaSi moxvedi, unda mokvde ama sof lis Tvis, Ta vi uar yo da ai Ro jva ri Se ni (ma Te, 16,24)... suli unda wariwymido saxarebisTvis (luka, 17,33)... es yvela qristianis mimarT aris naTqvami, magram am sityve bis mosmena ratomRac aravis surs. ase Camoyalibda im adamianis azrovnebis stereotipi, romelic eklesiaSi mo dis: aRsarebis Semdeg ukeT unda gavxde, simsubuqe da si xaruli vigrZno. maSinac ki, roca kaci taZarSi pirvelad Sedis, roca Tan moaqvs Tavisi areul-dareuli cxovreba _ sruliad sazizRari, codvebiT savse, umsgavso qmedebe bi, romlebic bolomde arc ki aqvs Segnebuli _ imisTvis ki ar modis, rom gaacnobieros, ra Caidina, aramed imis Tvis, rom Tqvas: `cudad var da minda, rom kargad viyo~. ra sasiamovnoa, drodadro Sexvide eklesiaSi, aRsareba uTxra moZRvars mxolod imisTvis, rom Tqva: `ra kargia, ra msubuqad vgrZnob Tavs!~ _ da Zveleburi cxovreba ga nagrZo, cxovreba, romelic sruliadac ar gavs qristia nuls. magram sruliadac ar aris aucilebeli, rom aRsa rebam adamians tkboba da kmayofileba mohgvaros. Tumca saxareba bevr rames sanugeSos gveubneba imis Sesaxeb, Tu ra sixaruli dgas zecaSi Tundac erTi codvilis sinanu lis gamo (ix. luka, 15,7). sasufevelSi marTlac asea, mag 110 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski ram es imas ar niSnavs, rom monanuli codvili imisTvis modis, rom zeciuri sixaruli Tan waiRos, da rogorc ki aRsarebas ityvis, SvebiT amoisunTqos: `madloba RmerTs, yvelaferma Caiara, sakuTari Tavis Sesaxeb yvelaferi vTqvi da pasuxs aRaraferze vageb~. TiTqos RmerTma yve laferi ar icodes adamianis Sesaxeb. Cvens Tavs ise rom vxedavdeT, rogorc ufali gvxedavs, ise SegvezizRebo da Tavi, veRarc ki viarsebebdiT. imdeni ram Cavidine, rom Tavs cudad vgrZnob, magram movdivar aRsarebaze da moveli, rom kargad gavxde. ratom? RmerTs CvenTvis es saidumlo amisTvis ar moucia. Tu cudad moiqeci, ise icxovre, rom es tkivili SenTan darCes da iswavle gani cado igi, rogorc Wriloba. yoveli adamiani yuradRebiT unda daukvirdes saku Tar Tavs: aris Tu ara misi qristesTan miaxleba, mis mier Tavisi sarwmunoebis aRiareba qristesTvis daglaxakebis survili, uaris Tqma yvelaferze, rac ki ram masSi yalbi da arasaxarebiseulia, rac eklesiis mier WeSmaritebis idealad dasaxuls upirispirdeba. eklesia is adgilia, sadac adamianma unda imsaxuros da sakuTari Tavi RmerTs da adamianebs Seswiros, sadac man Tavisi jvari unda zi dos, qris tes Tan er Tad jvars ec vas, mxne iyos, Ta vi si sisxli sxvebisTvis dasTxios. cxadia, qristesTan Cveni misvla ar niSnavs, rom myisve idealurni gavxdebiT. magram sakiTxavi is aris, varT Tu ara mzad namdvilad davglaxakdeT qristesTvis, varT Tu ara mzad, rom WeSmaritebis winaSe gavSiSvldeT? iqneb Cvens gulSi imis survili imaleba, rom WeSmarite bas ramdenime iarliyi mivakraT da Tavi ise daviWiroT, viTom esec qristianobaa? Tavi VII. SevediT iwroisagan bWisa ............................................................................. 111 Cveni suli amqveynad ZvelTan erTad modis Cveni suli amqveynad ZvelTan erTad modis, Tu am Zvel manebs ar wavarTmevT, samudamod Zveli darCeba da axals gemosac ver gausinjavs. wm. Teofane dayudebuli adamians, romelmac farTo gza airCia, Zveli ka ci ar amZimebs, igi masTan Serigebulia da cxovreba ase Tu ise uadvildeba. mTavari, rac mas aRizianebs, TviTon eklesiis swavlebaa, romelic mis yalb warmodgenebs ar emTxveva da romelsac igi ebrZvis, Tavis protests ki rogorc WeSmaritebisaTvis brZolas da sakuTari jvris tarebas, ise aRiqvams. sxva mxriv adamians, romelic sxva idealebiT cxovrobs da qristes garda kidev raRac sxva gaaCnia, Zveli kaci didad ar awuxebs. sxva saqmea, Tu adamiani qristesTan im surviliT midis, rom namdvilad daglaxakdes, Tu saxarebaSi mox seniebuli Wabuki ki ar ganeSoreba qristes, aramed mzad aris Tavisi simdidre glaxakebs misces, Tu sabolood ga dawyvita, rom misTvis ar arsebobs sxva gza, garda qris tianulisa, Tu misTvis ar arsebobs araviTari sxva WeSma riteba, Tuki ubralod ar sWirdeba sxva WeSmariteba, ma Sin igi qristesTan Tavs kargad grZnobs, kargad grZnobs Tavs eklesiaSi. axla Cven im adamianebze vlaparakobT, vinc qristesken gadamwyveti nabiji gadadga, daadga im gzas, romelsac swored imitom ewoda viwro, rom adamia ni WeSmaritebis wyurviliT modis, magram am WeSmaritebas jer kidev ar flobs. ai, am dros iwyeba Zveli adamianis protesti, misi mcdeloba axali adamianis damarcxebisa. Zveli adamiani, pavle mociqulis TqmiT, mTeli simaxinjiT iwyebs Tavis 112 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski gamovlenas, misi TandaTanobiT gaxrwna autaneli xdeba da viwro gzis mTavar simZimed iqceva: igi xels gviSlis locvaSi _ gvinda rac SeiZleba male gadavdoT gverdze `locvani~ da televizori CavrToT, xels gviSlis mar xvaSi. es Sinagani simZime gvaiZulebs ganSveba, siamovneba isev raRac ZvelSi veZeboT. swored Zvel kacTan gamklavebis uunaroba badebs CvenSi xSirad wuxilis gancdas, Cvens winaSe dgeba mZime problema _ rogor SevaTavsoT saxarebiseuli moTxovne bis kategoriuloba sakuTar TavTan. mivedi qristesTan Tu ara? masTan var Tu ara, Tuki yvela is saZageli Cveva SemomrCa, naTlobamde rom mqonda? Cveni aRSfoTeba, mow yineba da sasowarkveTileba, is simZime, rasac suli ga nicdis, Zveli kacis ganxrwnis maCvenebelia. Tu tkivils vgrZnobT, ese igi, CvenSi Zveli kaci ixrwneba. hoda, es aris swored namdvili sulieri brZola. Zveli adamianis xrwnis simyrale xSirad imis codanasac ki gvakargvinebs, ras warmoadgens Cveni rwmena, radgan simyralis suni imdenad Zlieria, rom gveCveneba, TiTqos es siZvele Cven TviTona varT. siZvele xSirad gvamarcxebs, gvaiZulebs isev saku Tar Zvel kacs davubrundeT. da SesaZloa isec moxdes, qristianma irwmunos Tavisi siZvele, uari Tqvas sulier brZolaze da aRar moindomos qristesken svlis gagrZe leba. qristesTan erTxel misuli adamiani SeiZleba uec rad mis gareSe aRmoCndes, ukanmouxedavad wavides da aRar dabrundes. uZRebi Svili dabrunda, magram mas SeeZ lo arc dabrunebuliyo. zogjer xom asec xdeba. Tavi VII. SevediT iwroisagan bWisa ............................................................................. 113 Ze SecTomili Ze SecTomili Sinidan mxolod erTxel midis. da erTxel ve brundeba Sin, mamasTan. me ki ganuwyvetliv gavrbivar saxlidan da erTTavad mis garSemo vtrialeb. arc am sax lSi cxovreba vici, arc misgan Sors Rorebis mwyemsva. mTavarepiskoposi ioane (Saxovski) uZRebi Svilis cnobil igavs bolo keTili aqvs: yve laferi Zalian cudad iyo, magram kargad damTavrda, radgan mamas Zalian uyvars Tavisi Svili. Svilma mamis mTeli qoneba gaflanga, mamam ki mainc sixaruliT miiRo igi (ix. luka, 15,11-32). magram yvela rodi brundeba ukan, vinc RmerTs ga neSoreba da mis niWebs ugunurad ganabnevs. zogi samuda mod rCeba Roris salafavTan, romelic, samwuxarod, bev risTvis misaRebia. saxarebiseuli Svili amas ver Seegua, man ver SeZlo Roris salafaviT danayreba, zogi ki amiT sruliad kmayofilia, SeuZlia Tavfexianad gadaeSvas Ro ris salafavSi, ise rom zogjer verc gaarCev, sad Roria da sad adamiani. mainc, ra aris igavSi moxseniebuli es `Sori sofe li~? es ar aris memruSeTa sakrebulo, arc garyvnilebis bude _ es Cveni Cveulebrivi yofaa, romelic RmerTis gareSe darCa da cxovrebis kanonad sul sxva ram daawesa: mas sul sxva ram swadia, sxva ramiT sazrdoobs da Tavis Svi lebs imiT ki ar apu rebs, ra sac ufa li gvaZ levs da rasac saukuno cxovrebisken mivyavarT, aramed imiT, ra sac Rorebi Tqvlefen. da bevri qristianisTvis swored es qveyana gaxda Tavisi, igi ucxod ar eCveneba. saxareba Si es mxare moxseniebulia rogorc ucxo, Sori qveyana. CvenTvis sofeli ucxo mxarea, Cveni samSoblo caTa sa sufevelia. samSoblo eklesiaa, qristes mSvidobaa, saR mrTo sjulia _ ai, ra aris Cveni samSoblo, sadac ufa 114 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski li sufevs, ganagdebs Cvengan yovelgvar Tavismoyvarebas, yovelgvar survils, rom raime Cvens nebaze gavakeToT, raTa SevZloT imis miReba, rasac ufali gvaZlevs. `Ce mi yo ve li Se ni ars~ (lu ka, 15,31). am sit yvebs ufali yovel Cvengans eubneba da TiToeuli Cvengani mis mier boZebul niWebs Taviseburad iyenebs. ufrosi vaJic Tavisi nebisaebr moqmedebs da umrwmesic. Cven ki vambobT: `momeci me Cemi, rom igi Cveni ki ar iyos, aramed mxolod Cemi~. sofeli am mTavari kanoniT cxovrobs, rom Seni Se ni iyos, Ce mi ki _ Ce mi. Ce mi prob le me bi Ce mi iyos, Se ni problemebi ki _ Seni; raTa kacTa Soris arasodes ara vi Ta ri er To ba ar iyos. `Ce mi~ _ ai mTa va ri sit yva, ama soflis paroli. Tu kaci aseT qveyanaSi cxovrobs, es sakvebi mis Tvis aucilebeli da sasurveli xdeba, SeuZlia amiT gaZ Res, amasTan, Tavi savsebiT komfortuladac igrZnos da CaTvalos, rom Tavis adgilzea: gazardos Tavisi qoneba, gaamravlos es `Cemi~ da gaaZevos Tavisi cxovrebidan sxva danarCeni. cxadia, es mxolod iluziaa: am sakvebiT gan ZRoma adamians ar SeuZlia, yovelTvis Seawuxebs SimSili da wyurvili, magram TviT es STanTqmis grZnoba yovlis momcveli xdeba. samwuxarod, yvelas ar ZaluZs gons moegos da Tqvas: `ras Cavdivar me ugunuri, mamaCemis saxlSi xom yvelafe ri Cvenia~. es igavi imisaTvis mogveca, rom SegveSindes mainc erTi ubralo ramisa: rom es Sori qveyana Cemia, es ucxo mxare Cemia, raTa Tavzari dagveces da uZRebi Svi liviT gamovfxizldeT, sakuTar TavSi wamodgomis Zala vipovoT, moviZuloT es Roris salafavi, cas avxedoT da vTqvaT: `mamao, vcode cad mimarT da winaSe Sensa da ar Rara Rirs var me wodebad Zed Senda, aramed myav me vi Tarca erTi muSakTagani~, _ da RmerTisken mimaval gzas davadgeT, namdvili sulieri Rvawli aviRoT, romelic Tavisufali iqneba sakuTari Tavisadmi yovelgvari sib Tavi VII. SevediT iwroisagan bWisa ............................................................................. 115 ralulisgan _ mxolod imisTvis, rom saxarebiseuli uZ Rebi Svilis msgavsad, SevZloT fexze wamodgoma da Rmer TTan dabruneba. mokvdi yvelafrisaTvis, rac Sen gekuTvnis kargad unda gvesmodes, Tu riTia gamowveuli Cveni mdgomareoba, raSia Cveni gaoreba: imaSi, rom Cven sxva gza avirCieT da sruliad sxva mimarTulebiT mivdivarT, ri Tac vSordebiT qristes, an qristesken mivdivarT, magram Zveli kaci gvaiZulebs uwindeburni davrCeT, mudmivad gulmaviwyoba gvZlevdes da qristes vatyuebdeT. diax, Cven mudmivad vatyuebT qristes. mudmivad am gzidan gadaxvevas vcdilobT. xSirad aRar gvinda is, rac Tavidan gvsurda. Tavidan erTi gvinda, mere ki sul mudam axal-axali survilebi gviCndeba. es sulieri brZolis sa kiTxia, gulwrfelobis da imis gacnobierebis sakiTxi, Tu ra gzas avirCevT sabolood. es Cveni dasabamieri erTgu lebis sakiTxia. Tu adamiani erTxelac dainaxavs, rom igi ubralod ar aris Rmer Tis er Tgu li, mas SeuZ lia ga moi Zios, vin aris masSi orguli. da Tu aRmoaCens, rom orguli Zveli kacia, amis ar unda SeeSindes, radgan qristesken mimavali gza Zveli kacis mudmivi kvdomaa. Cveni qristianuli cxovreba, samwuxarod, ganwyo bilebebisa da uecari Zvrebisagan Sedgeba. roca raRac SegvemTxveva da raime kargs gavakeTebT, sakuTari TaviT imdenad kmayofilni varT, imdenad gveamayeba, imdenad aRgvafrTovanebs es miswrafeba, rom Semdeg karga xniT vSordebiT RmerTs da mis gareSe vrCebiT, sanam isev rai me axali ar SegvemTxveva. am gziT madls ver movixveWT da 116 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski qristianebi ver gavxdebiT, radgan qristiani yovelTvis, yovel dros qristianad unda darCes. amas gvaswavlis saxarebac, roca gveubneba, rom `sarwmunoi igi mciresa zeda mravalsa zedaca sarwmuno ars~, (luka, 16,10), rom dids ar andoben mas, vinc mciredSi ar aris erTguli. adamianebi aRsarebaze modian, mudam erTsa da imave codvebs inanieben da ganukurnebelni midian. gana sinanu lis saidumlos dros madli ar gveZlevva? _ madli gveZ leva, udidesi madli, romelsac ZaluZs wmindanebad gvaq cios, Cven ki am madlis miReba ar viciT. aRsarebidan isev iseTebi mivdivarT, rogorebic movediT, vkargavT madls erTi ubralo mizezis gamo _ ara varT uflis erTgulni. ar Segvwevs unari, mudam misi erTgulebi viyoT, vemsaxu roT mas yoveldRe, dResac iseTebi davrCeT, rogorebic guSin viyaviT. Cven Zalian cvalebadni varT, bolomde ar gvjera, rom ufali gvacxonebs, Tu mTel sasoebas masze davamyarebT. da yovelTvis, roca saqme saqmeze midgeba, zurgs vaqcevT qristes. ai, es un da iyos aR sa re bis Te ma: ra gviS lis xels qristesTan yofnaSi. rodesac adamiani aRsarebisaTvis emzadeba, Tavis Tavs mxolod erTaderTi kiTxva unda dausvas: `ra miSlis xels, rom qristesTan viyo? vin miS lis ax la qris tes Tan yof nas?~ da ai, am dros gaam xels Tavs Zveli kaci. sinanulis saidumlos namdvili azri is gaxlavT, rom SevZloT Cvens TavSi Zveli kacis mokvdineba. yovel Tvis, isev da isev dav Trgu noT igi, aR sa re biT vZlioT mas, raTa yovel CvenganSi, yoveli aRsarebis dros Zveli kacis Zala ganilios da ganqardes. Tavi VIII sinanuli Zvelis dateveba da mis gamo mwuxarebaa hkiTxes bers: `ra aris sinanuli?~ `sina nuli Zvelis dateveba da mis gamo mwuxa rebaa~, _ miugo berma. wm. isaak asuri mciredi cremliT SeuZlebelia mravali uSjuloebis aRxocva unayofoa imis sinanuli, vinc gulze ramdenjerme dairtyams mjiRs da amiT imedovnebs mravali borote bis aRxocvas! saeWvoa, rom mietevos codvebi mas, vinc mciredi cremliT, sinanulisaTvis aucilebeli Sro misa da Rvawlis gareSe fiqrobs Tavisi mravali uSju loebis aRxocvas. wm. dimitri rostoveli sinanulis saidumlos azri imaSi ki ar mdgomareobs, rom Seinano da amiT codvisaTvis pasuxismgeblobisagan gaTavisuflde, aramed codvis daZlevaSi. rogor xdeba es? Tavdapirvelad adamiani acnobierebs Tavis codvas, Semdeg glovobs mas, Semdeg SeiZulebs, codvasTan brZo las iwyebs da bolos, uflis SewevniT, imarjvebs masze. amitom sinanuli, rogorc saidumlo, drois CarCoebSi ar jdeba. igi iwyeba RvTis winaSe faruli piradi monanie biT, roca Sen, rogorc naTanaels leRvis qveS, mxolod ufali gxedavs (ioane, 1,48), grZeldeba codvebis aRiare biT taZarSi, mRvdlis TandaswrebiT da sruldeba sinanu lis nayofis gamoRebiT. ar aris aucilebeli sinanuli da aRsareba droSi emTxveodes erTmaneTs, isini emociuradac sxvadasxvagva rad ganicdeba. saRamos kanonis bolo locva Cveni cod vebis yoveldRiuri aRsarebaa. masSi yovel Cvengans eZ leva saerTo forma da met-naklebad aSkara codvebis Ca monaTvali. roca am locvas formalurad vkiTxulobT, Tavi VIII. sinanuli Zvelis dateveba da mis gamo mwuxarebaa ..................... 119 SeiZleba is codvebic vaRiaroT, romlebic ar Cagvide nia: magaliTad, bevrma albaT arc icis, ras niSnavs sax marTmoyvareba. magram locvis es forma SegviZlia nam dvili SinaarsiT davtvirToT da saZaglisSeZinebis, sax marTmoyvarebisa da mevaxSeobis nacvlad gavixsenoT, Tu rogor vampartavnobdiT, vcruobdiT, uqmismetyvelebas veZ leo diT, guls vtken diT moy vass da am dros Rmer Ti gvaviwydeboda _ es ukve formaluri ki ara, namdvili sinanuli iqneba. es erTgvari aRsareba, yovel saRamos Tqmuli, gvexmareba gavigoT, Tu romel codvebTan aris aucilebeli brZola kerZod am dRes, davinaxoT, sad vu RalateT RmerTs. ramdenime dRis Semdeg jvrisa da saxa rebis winaSe aseTi mwvave da Rrma gancda romc ar gvqon des, namdvilad viciT, rom maSin, sakuTar TavTan marto darCenilebma, WeSmariti sinanuli ganvicadeT. esec sai dumloa, romlis drosac ufali gvismens da iwynarebs Cvens sinanuls. `kurTxevanSi~ da seminariis saxelmZRvaneloebSi aRwerilia pirobebi, romlebic daculi unda iyos aR sarebis dros: mRvdeli, olari, kurTxevani, monanuli codvili, Sendobis locva. da ai, TiTqos yvela wesi da culia, yvela saWiro sityva naTqvamia, magram Tu sina nuli da codvasTan mudmivi brZolis gadawyvetileba ar arsebobs, saidumlo SeiZleba arc aResrulos. sinanuli mxolod maSin aris WeSmariti, roca mas sulieri Rvawli axlavs Tan. aTgzis Seinane, yvelaferi gaige, yvelaferi gaac nobiere, aRsarebis dros Semusvrili guliT aRiare Se ni codvebi... da sinamdvileSi araferi gagikeTebia. ai, ra advilia araferi gaakeTo aRsarebis Semdeg. iseT Ta visuflebas grZnob, iseT simsubuqes, rom ginda maSinve stumrad waxvide, megobrebs esaubro, erTi sityviT, yve laferi akeTo, oRond sakuTar Tavze ar imuSao. metwi lad xom asec xdeba. es sixaruli da simsubuqe, aRsarebis 120 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski Semdeg rom dgeba, sruli ukandaxeviT mTavrdeba. da mere gikvirs: `ra xdeba? mudmivad erTsa da imave codvas ra tom Cavdivar?~ sinamdvileSi yvelaferi Zalian martivia: iq, sadac su lie ri Rvaw li ar aris, sa dac sa ku Tar Tav ze ar mu Saoben, iq arc namdvili sinanulia. SeiZleba iyos taZar Si misvlis formaluri sababi, sakuTari codvis emociu ri gancda, albaT dawvrilebiTi axsna-ganmartebac, Tu rogor moxda yovelive es, rogorc ityvian, `reportaJi momxdaris Sesaxeb~, magram aRsareba _ ara. piradi sinanuli, eklesiaSi naTqvami aRsareba, Sem deg ki sulieri Rvawli _ esaa sulieri cxovrebis erTia ni sivrce, esaa saidumlo: codvebisagan gaTavisufleba da sulieri gankurneba xdeba ara mxolod maSin, roca vacnobierebT, Tu ra aris codva, ara mxolod maSin, ro ca moZRvarTan mivdivarT da vambobT: `me esa da es dava Save~, aramed maSin, roca aRsareba da sinanuli erTian deba da roca amis Semdeg sinanulis nayofs gamoviRebT. gulis Semusvrilebas gamosworeba mosdevs bibliuri ambavi codviT dacemis Sesaxeb SesaZle bels xdis davuSvaT, rom sinanulis saidumlo jer kidev samoTxeSi iyo dawesebuli: `da uwoda ufalman RmerTman adams da hrqua mas: adam, sa da xar?~ (dab. 3,9). Rmer Tma adams sinanulisaken mouwoda, da Cvens winaprebs rom SeenanebinaT, maSinve miiRebdnen Sendobas, magram ase ar moxda... yovel Cvengansac aseve mouwodebs ufali: `sada xar?~ magram Cvenc ise vemalebiT RmerTs, rogorc adami. sinanuls iseve sWirdeba swavla, rogorc yvela sxva sulier Rvawls. kacis guli xom metwilad qvisaa, sinanu Tavi VIII. sinanuli Zvelis dateveba da mis gamo mwuxarebaa ..................... 121 li ki _ zedapiruli: adamianma icis mcnebebi, aqvs sindisi, romelic karnaxobs, Tu rodis scodavs _ amaSi is Tavs ver moityuebs, magram yovelTvis rodi acnobierebs codvis mTel siRrmes, ver grZnobs, Tu rogor damaxinjda codvis Sedegad, ar aris SeZrwunebuli am dacemis gamo. imisaTvis, rom Rrma sinanuli ganicado, xangrZlivi da mZime sulieri gza unda ganvlo. es gza pirvel yovli sa locviT iwyeba, romelSic adamiani RmerTs gulwrfeli sinanulis miniWebas evedreba: esenia sinanulis kanonebi, sinanulis fsalmuni, Semusvrili guliT Sesrulebuli metaniebi, Tavis iZuleba am yoveldRiuri RvawlisTvis. esaa RvTisadmi aRvlenili RaRadi, raTa man Cveni cod vebis xedva mogvaniWos da gagviRos gulis kari sinanu lisTvis. cxadia, kacis qcevebis indikatori, pirvel yovlisa, sindisia, amitom yovel adamians, morwmunea igi Tu ur wmuno, sinanulis garkveuli gancdac aqvs da monaniebis survilic. adamianSi dasabamidan Cadebuli sinanulis gan cda Tavidan Cndeba, rogorc sircxvili Cadenili cod vis gamo, magram kacis Sinagani gaoreba sinanuls bevr dabrkolebas uqmnis. zogjer guli Rrmad acnobierebs, rom raRac ver aris rigze, raRacas arasworad akeTebs, goneba ki ver adgens mizezs. adamians Tan esmis, ra moxda sinamdvileSi, Tan imavdroulad Tavis marTlebas cdi lobs. sindisis mowmoba _ es ioane naTlismcemlis mow mobaa, sinanulisken mowodeba. magram igi SeiZleba dar Ces xmad mRaRadebelisa udabnosa zeda, Tu es mowodeba ar SeeTvisa gonebas, romelic, herodes msgavsad, Tavi si sicruis, Tavisi codvis gamarTlebas eZiebs, cdilobs CaaxSos es mowodeba, rogorc herode cdilobda ioane winamorbedis dadumebas. adamianis Sinagani Rvawli swo red imaSi mdgomareobs, rom es ori sulieri Zala gaer Tiandes, rom guli da goneba SeTanxmdnen da erTad eZion RvTis simarTle sakuTar TavSi. 122 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski es Zalian mtkivneuli procesia, Zveli kacis buneba ujanydeba sindisis mxilebas, mTeli dacemuli mdgoma reoba ebrZvis amas. roca moZRvari monanuls epitimias uwesebs, swored es aris mowodeba, rom man sakuTar Tavze imuSaos sinanulis mosapoveblad. epitimia sisxlis samar Tlis kodeqsis sasjeli ki ar aris, ama da am danaSaulis Tvis amdeni da amdeni wliT Tavisuflebis aRkveTa rom mogisajos. es Seni gulis galRobis, gaqvavebuli sulis gacocxlebis SesaZleblobaa, raTa Zalian Rrmad igrZno, ra saSinelebaa codva. aseTi Sinagani Sroma adamians ukve TavisTavad sxva kacad gardaqmnis, radgan roca igi saku Tari dacemis mTel saSinelebas dainaxavs, misi cnobiere bac TandaTan Seicvleba. erTi adamianis codva yvela mis axlobels kravs codvas saSineli, damRupveli Zala aqvs ara mxo lod imisTvis, vinc mas sCadis, aramed maTTvisac, vinc am adamians sisxliT enaTesaveba. igavSi ori mevalis Se saxeb, sadac ojaxis erT-erTi wevris valis gamo mTeli ojaxi monad ganisyideba (maTe, 18,25), ufali sulieri cxovrebis metad mniSvnelovan kanons gvicxadebs: erTi adamianis codva yvela mis axlobels kravs da RvTis ken mimaval gzaze dabrkolebad eqceva. erTi adamia nis codvebis gamo, ueeWvelia, rom yovelTvis sxvebic itanjebian. aRsareba adamians saSualebas aZlevs, rom yvela ax lobeli gaaTavisuflos codviTi kavSirisagan. ase Sei nana saxarebiseulma movalem: sTxova, evedra da ufalma yvelas Seundo, yvela gaaTavisufla, yvelas Sexsna bor kilebi, romlebiTac iyvnen Sekrulni. Tavi VIII. sinanuli Zvelis dateveba da mis gamo mwuxarebaa ..................... 123 yvelaze mWidro kavSiri daqorwinebulebs Sorisaa. rogorc madli, iseve codva gansakuTrebiT Cvens axlob lebze vrceldeba, da Tu ori adamiani iseT erTobaSi cxovrobs, rom erT arsebad iqcevian, maSin, ra Tqma un da, codvisaTvis pasuxs agebs is, vinc danaSauls sCadis, magram am codvis gamo itanjeba isic, vinc udanaSauloa. qorwineba mxolod maSin xorcieldeba, Tu meuRlee bi erTmaneTs acxoneben, sxva SemTxvevaSi igi uazrobaa. Tu adamianebi erTad ar cdiloben cxonebas, maSin qor wineba ar SeiZleba arsebobdes: igi an darRveulia, an ar ganxorcielebula. Zneli saTqmlia, rogor xdeba es ur TierTcxoneba _ iqneb erT-erTi maTganis locvam da siy varulma sabolood meore cxonebamde miiyvanos, miuxe davad imisa, rom igi sruliad ganSorebulia uflisagan. SesaZloa, Tu adamianebma cxovrebis gza bolomde erTad ganvles qorwinebaSi, erT-erTi maTganis daucxromeli locvisa da moTminebis, meuRlisaTvis mudmivi Tanajvar cmis wyalobiT meorec cxondes. ar vici... `saidumloi ese did ars....~ (efes. 5,32). axal cxovrebas ver daiwyeb, Tu Zveli ar Seinane bevr rames, rac moxda, veRar gamoasworeb. cxovre ba gadis, ukan moixedav da Sens warsuls, rogorc CaZi rul xomalds, ise aRiqvam. garSemo dakarguli megobre bis, daRupuli cxovrebebis, Ralatebis saflavebia, kaci ki garSemo mimoixedavs da fiqrobs, rom SeiZleba TamaSTamaS ganagrZos cxovreba _ ise, rom pasuxi araferze agos, TiTqos WaobSi kolboxidan kolboxze daxtodes. es udidesi Secdomaa. Cven viciT, rom adamians naTlisRebiT yvela cod 124 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski va mieteveba. dRes bevri zrdasrul asakSi inaTleba da Tavs mSvidad grZnobs, radgan yvela Zveli codva miete va, magram SeiZleba ki imis daviwyeba, rac naTlisRebam de davaSaveT? aris Tu ara saWiro im codvebis aRiare ba, romlebic kacma naTlisRebamde Caidina? ara, ar aris saWiro. magram es naTlobamde unda moxdes. zrdasruli adamianis naTlisRebas win unda uZRodes sruli, Rrma da dawvrilebiTi aRsareba, radgan naTlisRebac sinanulis saidumloa. TviTon adamiani SeiZleba Seicvala, magram isini, vi sac man odesRac, axalgazrdobaSi, codvisken ubiZga, isev im jojoxeTSi trialeben. ra unda qna? rogor unda apa tio sakuTar Tavs, roca Cadenilis gaxsenebac ki Tavzars gcems? erT dros mec bevr ra mes ver vac no bie reb di. ax la erTi gardacvlili mRvdlisTvis vloculob. roc igi axalgazrda iyo, me Secdoma davuSvi, gza gavukvale, rom mRvdlad ekurTxebinaT, magram man es jvari ver zida, smas mihyo xeli da mRvdlobisagan ganyenebuli gardaicvala. igi nasvami, gaxdili da nacemi ipoves. me maSin keTilmo wese viyavi, vxedavdi mis uZlurebas, magram vfiqrobdi, rom igi ipovida Tavis TavSi Zalas da SeebrZoleboda memTvraleobis vnebas. amas raRa eSveleba? kaci mokvda... Zveli codvebisaTvis pasuxismgebloba versad ver gaqreba. rogor SeiZleba darwmunebuli iyo codvebis mi tevebaSi, roca maTi nayofi dRemde cocxalia? ese igi, raRac unda iRono. unda iloco maTTvis, vinc Seni ugu nurebis gamo acdune da cxonebis gzas aacdine, sikvdi lamde sakuTar codvas unda glovobde, da rac mTavaria, araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar unda daimSvido Tavi im azriT, rom Sen ukve sxva xar, radgan sinamdvileSi, Tuki Sen kar gi xar, isini ki iRupebian, es Seni codvebis bralicaa. adamiani amis gamo Sinaganad unda wuxdes da sinanulis nayofi gamoiRos ara marto sakuTari TavisTvis, aramed Tavi VIII. sinanuli Zvelis dateveba da mis gamo mwuxarebaa ..................... 125 yvela im adamianisTvisac, visac odesRac codvisken ubiZ ga. locvebSi unda viTxovoT, rom ufalma acxonos da Seiwyalos, vinc Cveni ugunurebis gamo cxonebis gzas as cda, da Tavisi keTili gangebulebiT isini kvlav cxone bis gzaze daabrunos. magram arsebobs uflis ganuzomeli mowyaleba, uZ lurTa mkurnali da naklulevanTa aRmavsebeli, da esaa erTaderTi, risi imedic unda gvqondes. adamians Seswevs unari gza Cauketos codvas sakuTar TavSi, Semdeg ki ke Tili saqmeebiT, sinanulis nayofs rom warmoadgens, ga naaxlos Tavisi cxovreba. sinanulis saidumloTi wydeba kacis codvismieri kavSiri im sazogadoebasTan, im samya rosTan, im adamianebTan, romlebic sikvdilis am orom trialSi iyvnen CaTreulni. da me vfiqrob, radgan adamia ni eklesiuri arsebaa, misi Semdgomi gankurneba SeiZleba bevrisTvis magaliTi gaxdes da Seewios codvis moqmede bisagan ganTavisuflebaSi. SesaZloa asec moxdes. imis gacnobiereba, rom misi codva jer kidev coc xlobs, adamians RvTisaken mimaval gzaze damSvidebis sa Sualebas ar unda aZlevdes. yoveli misi keTili saqme, yoveli locva, yoveli Sesawiravi garkveulwilad Ti Toeuli adamianisTvis gaRebuli msxverpli unda iyos. SeiZleba kacs es bolomde gacnobierebuli arc hqondes, zogierTTan ukve aRar SeeZlos urTierTobis ganaxleba, es iqneb arc iyos saWiro. magram misi keTili saqmeebi sai dumlod unda Seexos im adamianebsac, visTanac odesRac codva akavSirebda. Cven vambobT, rom codva droebiTia, siyvaruli ki _ maradiuli, da Tu Seni saTnoeba, Seni cxovreba qris teSi maradisobasTan aris kavSirSi, maSin sxva adamianis maradiulobac SeiZleba Sens saTnoebasTan iyos dakav Sirebuli. sxvagvarad yvelaferi azrs kargavs: gamodis, rom Seni piradi cxoneba mxolod Seni mesakuTruli idee bis ganxorcieleba yofila. Cven xom ver vityviT: `me ki 126 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski vcxondebi, magram Tu Tqven ar gindaT an ar SegiZliaT, es ukve Tqveni saqmea~. raki amqveynad erTad viyaviT, albaT SesaZlebelia, cxovrebis garkveuli gzis ganvlis Semdeg, raRac gavakeToT maTTvis, visTanac codva gvakavSireb da. SeiZleba amiT maTi amqveyniuri, droebiTi cxovreba ver SevcvaloT, magram saukuno cxovrebaSi mainc Seve wioT mcirediT. radgan micvalebulTa aRdgomas moveliT, Cven imis imedic gvaqvs, rom drois sazRvars miRmac arsebobs ra Rac SesaZleblobebi, romlebic SeiZleba RmerTma Seni meSveobiT ganaxorcielos _ Seni sinanuliT, Seni cxov rebiT qristeSi. qananeli dedakaci roca didxans sTxovT RmerTs raRacas, is ki ar gaZlevT, icodeT, rom mizezi amisa Tqveni ampartavnebaa. Cven unda davexmaroT RmerTs Cveni simdabliT. modi, ase vTqvaT: `RmerTo Cemo, erTi umaqnisi kaci var. gevedrebi, Seminde da Semewie! beri paisi aToneli locvis gareSe, sakuTari Tavis iZulebis gareSe aR sareba formalobad, Cvevad iqceva, risi mowmenic ase xSi rad varT. sinanuli xom cnobierebis raRac wamieri ga mofxizleba ar aris _ es cxovrebis wesia. `Semiwyale me, ufalo, Zeo daviTiso, ramTu asuli Cemi borotad eSmakeul ars~ (maTe, 15,22) _ ambobs qana neli dedakaci, Tumca misTvis, rogorc warmarTisTvis, aR Tqma me siis Se sa xeb uc xo iyo. ufa li mas pa suxs ar scems, magram qananeli dedakaci axlos midis da eved reba: `Semiwyale me, ufalo, Zeo daviTiso~. ufali dums da ukanmouxedavad gzas ganagrZobs, dedakaci ki fexda Tavi VIII. sinanuli Zvelis dateveba da mis gamo mwuxarebaa ..................... 127 fex misdevs da gahyviris. mowafeebic ki sTxoven ufals: `ganuteve ese, romeli RaRadebs da Segvidgs Cven~. am sa xarebiseul ambavSi simkacre, romelsac qriste qananeli dedakacis mimarT iCens, imdenad sakvirvelia, rom gau gebradac ki gveCveneba. ratom Seaqcia zurgi macxovar ma warmarT dedakacs? ganaCeniviT gaismis sityvebi: `ara vidre movlinebul var, garna cxovarTa maT warwymedul Ta saxlisa israelisaTa~ (maTe, 15,24). mZime mosasmenia pa suxi, romelsac ufali sasowarkveTil dedas scems: `ara keTil ars moRebad puri SvilTagan da dagebad ZaRlTa~ (maTe, 15,26). magram dedakacs ratomRac Tavi Seuracxyofilad ar ug rZnia, arc dauw yev lia qris te, arc imis mo yo la dauwyia yvelasaTvis, rom mas uxeSad moeqcnen, rom ver gauges, ar Seismines misi simwriT savse mudara. amis ma givrad man metad mniSvnelovani sityvebi Tqva: aRiara, Tavis TavSi dainaxa raRac iseTi, rac ar aZlevda uf lebas, israelis asulad wodebuliyo, magram amave dros imasac mixvda, rom RmerTis gareSe sicocxle ar SeZlo. da roca ufali mis vedrebas ar pasuxobda, roca misken arc ki ixedeboda, dedakaci mainc SeuCerebliv ukan mis devda. ufali qananel dedakacs maSinve ar gamoexmiana er Ti martivi mizezis gamo: misca saSualeba gaevlo metad mniSvnelovani sulieri gza _ codviT SebRaluli war marTisagan israelis asulamde. es dedakaci imden xans misdevda ukan qristes da sTxovda Sewyalebas, rom mis gareSe ukan dabruneba ukve aRar SeeZlo. Cven ki ra xSirad gvemarTeba: ufali maSinve Tu ar Segvewia, umalve urva da sasowarkveTileba gvipyrobs, aRar gvsurs gzis gagrZeleba, aRar gvsurs vzidoT saku Tari jvari da saerTod, araferi aRar gvinda... es mxo lod imaze metyvelebs, rom adamiani RmerTisken ki ar midioda, raRac Tavis mizans misdevda, Tavisi patara, um 128 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski niSvnelo survilis ganxorcielebas eswrafoda... cxov rebis feriscvalebas igi ar eZiebda. adamianma bolomde unda gaiaros es gza, raTa mix vdes, rom RmerTis gareSe amqveynad cxovreba SeuZlebe lia, rom qristes gareSe igi araferia. misi asuli qristes gareSe janmrTelic rom iyos, es mainc sneuleba iqneba. da ai, dedakaci, romelmac ganvlo aseTi mZime, TiT qosda umadlo gza, ukan qristianad brundeba, radgan man mTavari gaigo: mixvda, Tu ras warmoadgenda. Zalian mniS vnelovania, cxovrebaSi erTxel mainc dainaxo sakuTari Tavi iseTi, rogoric sinamdvileSi xar, gaigo, riTia da kavebuli Seni guli. da roca es xdeba, adamianSi metad mniSvnelovani grZnoba iRviZebs _ Rrma sinanuli da gu lis Semusvrileba sakuTari cxovrebis gamo. es saxarebiseuli ambavi gvaswavlis, Tu rogor un da miveaxloT ufals, gvaswavlis imis Secnobas, Tu ras exmianeba ufali: uRrmes simdablesa da gulis Semusvri lebas sakuTari codvebis gamo. simdable ki iqidan iwyeba, rom adamians aRar eSinia dainaxos sakuTari Tavi iseTi, rogoric igi sinamdvileSia. gansacdelebs sinanulisken mivyavarT moulodnelad Tavs damtydari gansacdelebi, RvTis gan gebiT, Sromismoyvareobas gvaswavlian da uneblieT sina nulisken mivyavarT. Rirsi markoz moRvawe yovelTvis, roca `mamao Cvenos~ vambobT, viTxovT: `da nu Semiyvaneb Cven gansacdelsa~. sityva `gansacdels~ Cveni cxovrebis sul mcire or garemoebas vuwodebT. pir Tavi VIII. sinanuli Zvelis dateveba da mis gamo mwuxarebaa ..................... 129 vel yovlisa, gansacdeli gvesmis, rogorc gareSe movle na, romelic codvisken gvibiZgebs, da xSirad gansacdels mivawerT imas, rac piradad Cven, Cvens pirad nebas, gulsa da gonebas ekuTvnis. erTi mxriv, cxadia, eSmakia Cveni macdunebeli. ro gorc viciT, igi udabnoSi samjer Seecada qristes cTu nebas da es sacTurebi dRemde Cveni sulieri brZolis Suagulia. magram arsebobs kidev Cveni TviTneburi mis wrafeba sakuTar nebaze, sakuTari TavisTvis cxovre bisken, mcdeloba yvela garSemomyofSi Cveni cxonebis damabrkoleblebis danaxvisa da maTSi iseTi Tvisebebis aRmoCenisa, romelTa meSveobiTac yovelTvis SegviZlia sakuTari uzneobis gamarTleba. swored aq Cans Rrma gaucxoeba RvTisagan, gansacdeli aq arafer SuaSia. es Cven TviTon varT. paterikSi aseTi SemTxvevaa moyvanili: didi marxvis dros iRumenma Zmebis senakebi Semoiara da erT-erT sar kmelSi beri SeniSna sanTliT xelSi, romelic uZravad idga, TiTqos loculobda. iRumeni frTxilad Sevida se nakSi da dainaxa, rom beri sanTlis alze kvercxs iwvavda. berma moixeda da, iRumeni rom dainaxa, aRmoxda: `Seminde, mamao, eSmakma Semacdina~. am dros sawolis qveSidan eS maki gamoZvra da Tqva: `ara, me ara, es TviTon moifiqra~. anda sxva SemTxveva aviRoT Rirsi ambrosi optine lis cxovrebidan. erTxel igi skitisken midioda da dai naxa, Robeze eSmaki Semomjdariyo da fexebs iqnevda. Rir sma mamam hkiTxa: `aq ras akeTeb?~ iman ki upasuxa: `aba ra vqna, Tqvens monasterSi saCemo saqme araferia. iseTi be rebi arian, cdunebac ar sWirdebaT, uCemodac yvelaferi rigzea~. magram gansacdelebi namdvilad arsebobs. ase scdi da satana ufals udabnoSi naTlisRebis Semdeg. igi mas, rogorc kacs, ise scdida (radgan RmerTis gamocda SeuZ lebelia), da misi saxiT mTel kacobriobas scdis. amitom 130 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski mTeli kacobrioba dRemde am sami xerxiT gamoicdeba. pirveli sacTuri isaa, roca eSmaki eubneba qristes, mSier adamians, romelmac ormoci dRe imarxula da mo Sivda: `Tqu, raiTa qvani ese pur iqmnen~ (maTe, 4,3). dRes kacobriobas SeuZlia, rom yovelive usicoc xlo sicocxlis aucilebel wyarod aqcios _ iseve auci leblad, rogoric puria. Tanamedrove progresi, rome lic Cven gvasazrdoebs, kacma rom Tqvas, swored is qve bia, CvenTvis rom purad iqca. yvelaferi materialuri, uazro da usargeblo ama soflisTvis mudmivi moxmarebis wyaro gaxda. dRes msoflio udidesi momxmarebelia. pirvel rigSi Sendeba ara saavadmyofoebi, ara mo xucTa TavSesafarebi anda upatrono bavSvTa saxlebi, aramed giganturi maRaziebi. SeSlili kacobrioba usas rulod cdilobs amoivsos Tavisi gaumaZRari stomaqi. ai, es gaxlavT namdvili sacTuri, romelic msoflio problema gaxda. adamiani momxmareblad iqca da mTeli kacobriobac momxmarebelia. momxmareblis uflebebi axa li moralis rangSia ayvanili. romelic kanoniTaa gansaz Rvruli: `me maqvs ufleba movixmaro is, rasac saWirod miviCnev~. adamianebi iyeneben erTmaneTs da yvelafers Tavis garSemo. kacs SeuZlia moixmaros Tavisi msgavsi adamiane bi da sazogadoeba amas arc garyvnilebad, arc codvad ar Tvlis. `me movixmar, maqvs amis ufleba! da ra mniSvnelo ba aqvs, vis movixmar _ sawinaaRmdego sqesis adamians Tu Cemive sqesisas. vinc gabedavs da ityvis, rom ise ar viq cevi, rogorc wesia, is kacobriobis mteria~. yovelgvari morali, zneoba, saRvTo sjuli, romelic kacTa Soris urTierTobis normebs gansazRvravs, maTTvis mtruli ka tegoriebia. es sacTuri yovel droSi idga mTeli kacobriobi sa da cal-calke TiToeuli adamianis winaSe. Tu rogori unda iyos pasuxi, amas ufali gviCvenebs: `ara puriTa xo Tavi VIII. sinanuli Zvelis dateveba da mis gamo mwuxarebaa ..................... 131 lo cxovndebis kaci...~ (maTe, 4,4). `xolo Tquen eZiebdiT pirvelad sasufevelsa RmrTisasa da simarTlesa missa, da ese yoveli SegeZinos Tqven~ (maTe, 6,33). meore gansacdelis dros satanam qriste taZris sa xuravze daayena da uTxra: `gadaigde Tavi qveviT, rameTu weria: `angelozTa misTada ubrZanebies SenTvis da xel Ta maTTda zeda aRgipyran Sen, nusada warsce qvasa fer xi Seni~…(maTe, 4,6). ufalma miugo: `ara ganscado ufali RmerTi Seni~ (maTe, 4,7). es gansacdelic yovel Cvengans eZleva: `mimoixede, mTeli samyaro Sens winaSea, modi, avfrindeT! yvelafers mivafurTxoT da yiraze davdgeT! ai, es aris Tavisufle ba! CitebiviT vifrenT. arsebobs absoluturi, usazRvro Tavisufleba! rasac minda, imas gavakeTeb. SegiZlia uf skrulSic gadaeSva. araferi mogiva, midi, scade! nu ge Sinia, Sen xom angelozebi agitaceben xelSi. warmoidgine, ra Tavisuflebas igrZnob frenis dros!~ magram sakiTxavi is aris, saiT mifrinav? rogorc we si, dab la eS ve bi. mag ram ra grZno baa fre na! ra Tav brudamxvevi aRtaceba gipyrobs! miwamde xom jer kidev Soria... meore sacTuri, romelic kacobriobas eZleva, usazRvro TavisuflebiT cdunebaa. modi, es scade, ax la kidev esec scade. saSiSi araferia, yvelaferi kargad iqneba, adamianisTvis xom yvelafri nebadarTulia. Tavi sufleba _ swored es gaxlavT ideali. ar arsebobs ara viTari zneoba, arsebobs Tavisufleba. araviTari zRva ri ar arsebobs, arsebobs mxolod Tavisufleba, romlis miRmac sinamdvileSi sikvdilis garda araferia. mesame sacTuri: `ese yoveli mogce Sen, ukeTu da varde da Tayvanis-mce me~ (maTe, 4,9), _ eubneba satana qristes da uCvenebs ama soflis yvela samefos da maT di debas. ra ubralo da banaluri SeTavazebaa: `Tayvani meci da yvelaferi geqneba. ise moiqeci, TiTqos arc RmerTi 132 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski arsebobs, arc araviTari sulieri cxovreba. CaTvale, rom arsebobs mxolod ama soflis kanonebi, da Sen amqveynad yvelafers unda miaRwio, oRond RmerTis gareSe~. amaze sityvas aRar gavagrZelebT _ Tanamedrove adamianisTvis es kargad nacnobi ram aris. adre Tu gvian es sami gansacdeli TiToeul Cven gans daudgeba. rogor SevxvdebiT da rogor SevebrZo lebiT maT? am dros CvenTvis magaliTi macxovari unda iyos, romelmac yovel gansacdels, rogorc adamianma, ise upasuxa, radgan eSmakma igi, rogorc Ze kacisa, ise gamoscada. adamians ufalic scdis: amis magaliTebs wminda we rilSi vxvdebiT. dabadebis wignSi moTxrobilia, Tu ro gor gamoscada ufalma abraami. abraams sarasgan did xnis nanatri Ze, isaki SeeZina. rodesac man simwifis asaks miaR wia, ufalma gamocda mouwyo abraams da uTxra: `moiyvane Ze Seni sayvareli, romeli Seiyuare, isaki, da warved qve yanasa maRalsa da Sewire igi mun msxverplad erTsa zeda mTaTagansa, romelsa grqua Sen~ (dab. 22,2). abraamma Svils mxrebze fiCxis kona ahkida da isini golgoTis maxlobel mTaze asvlas Seudgnen. isakma hkiTxa mamas: `aha cecxli da SeSai. sada ars cxovari msxverplisai?~ abraamma miugo: `ufalman ixilos Tavisa Tvisisa cxovari msxverplisai, Svilo~ (dab. 22,8). abraami, romelsac RmerTma aRuTqva, rom swored isakisgan ikurTxeboda da gamravldeboda misi modgma, viTarca zRvaSi qviSa da caze varskvlavebi, uflis nebis aRsasruleblad midis. man Svils xel-fexi Seukra, dana aRmarTa mis dasaklavad da am dros gamoCnda angelo zi, romelmac gaaTavisufla isaki da igi kraviT Secva la. abraams RmerTisgan mieca mcneba, rom Svili gaiRos msxverplad da imave dros sjera, rom am Svilisagan war mosdgeba kacTa modgma. ai, es aris gansacdeli. mas aqeT abraami morwmuneTa mamad aris saxeldebuli, rameTu mi Tavi VIII. sinanuli Zvelis dateveba da mis gamo mwuxarebaa ..................... 133 si rwme na mxo lod im cod niT ki ar ga ni saz Rvre ba, rom RmerTi arsebobs da misTvis msxverplis Sewirva marTebs, arc mxolod imiT, rom misi brZaneba unda aRasrulos _ ara, ab raams im de nad swams Rmer Ti, rom SeuZ lia Ta vis TavSi sruliad SeuTavsebeli sagnebi SeaTavsos, ise, rom arc erT am urTierTsawinaaRmdego aRTqmaSi eWvi ar Sei tanos. es gansacdeli uazro da warmoudgenlad sastiki mogveCveneba, Tu aq macxovris gamomsyidvel msxverpls ver davinaxavT. rogorc satanis mier cdunebis dros qriste mTeli kacobriobisaTvis scems pasuxs da mTeli kacobriobis saxeliT sZlevs satanas, aseve gamoicdeba uflis mier abraami, rogorc mTeli kacobrioba. misi sa xiT ufali yovel Cvengans scdis: Rirsia ki kacobrioba uflis gamomsyidveli msxverplisa? rogorc ioane oqro piris liturgiaze evqaristiul locvaSi igalobeba: `ro melman sofeli Seni esreT Seiyuare, vidre micemadmde ca mxolodSobilisa Zisa Senisa, raTa yovelsa, romelsa rwmenes misa mimarT, ara warwymdes, aramed aqundes cxov rebai saukuno~. abraami Tavis mxolodSobil Zes swiravs msxverplad da ufali, gamoscdis ra mis erTgulebasa da siyvaruls, msxverpls ar Seiwiravs, magram am erTgule bisa da siyvarulis sanacvlod yoveli CvenganisaTvis Ta vis mxolodSobil Zes gaiRebs msxverplad. amitom yoveli Cveni gansacdeli uflis mier aris daSvebuli _ es Cveni erTgulebisa da siyvarulis gamocdaa. 134 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski ara romeli-igi mnebavs keTili, mas vhyof, aramed romeli-igi ara mnebavs boroti, mas viqm rogorc bavSvi iqceva _ mudmivad exeba cecxls da, ram denjerac Seexeba, imdenjer tiris, iseve kacobrioba exe ba mudmivad codvisa da vnebis cecxls, tiris, itanjeba, magram kvlav da kvlav exeba... da is ki ar esmis, rom sulie rad bavSvia. mTavarepiskoposi ioane (Saxovski) codva sneulebaa, aRsareba ki yovelTvis myisieri gankurneba ar gaxlavT. Tu codva adamianSi namdvilad aRmoifxvreba, maSin aRsarebis Semdeg mis mimarT imdenad Zlier siZulvils vgrZnobT, rom am codvaze gafiqrebac ki misdami Sinagan winaaRmdegobas iwvevs. es niSnavs, rom adamiani codvisagan ganiwminda da Tavisufalia. isec xde ba (marTalia, Zalian iSviaTad), rom Rrma Sinagani sina nulis ganwyoba codvas CvenTan moaxloebis saSualebasac ar aZlevs. codvili gulissityvis yovelgvari moaxloeba CvenSi iwvevs survils, mTeli arsebiT win aRvudgeT mas. magram zogadad codva, gansakuTrebiT wvrilmani codva, kacis sulis qronikuli mdgomareobaa. amis gacnobiereba Zalian Zneli da mtkivneulia, magram es namdvilad asea. mZime avadmyofobis Semdeg adamiani Cveulebriv kar ga xans sustadaa, magaliTad, motexilobis moSuSebis Sem deg uWirs fexze myarad dadgoma, siarulisas yavarjens eyrdnoba. aRsarebis Semdegac asea: codva SeiZleba mi getevos, magram imisaTvis, rom codvis gareSe cxovre ba iswavlos, axsovdes igi da codvis Cadenis eSinodes, ufali zogjer tovebs adamianSi tkivilisa da SeboWi lobis grZnobas, raTa Semdgomi Secdomebisagan daicvas, raTa kaci mudam idanaSaulebdes Tavs da grZnobdes, Tu Tavi VIII. sinanuli Zvelis dateveba da mis gamo mwuxarebaa ..................... 135 ra saSinelebaa codva, ra mZime da SeuZlebelic kia mas Tan erTad cxovreba. wuxili da gulistkivili SeiZleba didxans darCes. adamiani wuxs, cotaTi itanjeba kidec, zogjer guli damZimebuli aqvs, magram es mwuxareba da simZime mas momavali Secdomebisagan icavs. Tumca, samwu xarod, yovelTvis ara. arsebobs bevri iseTi codva, romelsac adamia ni mudmivad unda inaniebdes, es codvebi gansakuTrebiT Cvens ampartavnebas da Selaxul Tavmoyvareobas exeba. TiTqos Seinane, rom wyenis patieba giWirs, Zalian ginda es Tviseba moiSoro, raTa namdvilad ganikurno, magram es erTbaSad ar xdeba. adamianebi xSirad Secbunebulebi svamen SekiTxvas: `rodemde SeiZleba, rom aRsarebis dros erTsa da ima ve codvas vinaniebde?~ sinamdvileSi Tu adamiani sulier Zalisxmevas ar iSurebs, Tu Sromobs sakuTari Tavis ga mosasworeblad, codva ki mainc rCeba masSi, maSin es ukve is codva aRar aris. sinanuli TandaTan ukargavs codvas Zalas. Cven kvlav da kvlav vi meo rebT uwin aRia re bul codvas, magram yovel jerze ukve sxva safexurze vimyo febiT: sxvagvarad gavacnobiereT Cveni codva, sxva mxri dan davinaxeT. mas SeiZleba igive saxeli hqondes, magram es ukve sul sxva codvaa. codvas xom mravali Sre aqvs _ masSi bevri zedapiruli da Rrma donea, da adamiani xSi rad xan erT fenas gadafxeks, xan meores, sanam Suaguls ar miaRwevs. amas SeiZleba mTeli cxovreba movandomoT. gveCveneba, TiTqos wreze davdivarT, magram es uf ro serpantiniT mTis mwvervalze asvlas hgavs. Cveni moZ raoba wriuli ki ar aris, aramed sulieri aRmasvlis spi rali. mTavaria ar SeCerde, sul win iaro, mxolod is ki ar aRiaro, rom codva qronikuli daavadebaa (me es seni mWirs, Sevegue mas, daaxloebiT vici, rogor gadavita no, magram ar vimkurnaleb, radgan mimaCnia, rom es usar 136 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski geb lo da uaz ro ra maa _ ase fiq ri aras wo ria), ara med gvaxsovdes, rom yovelgvar sens, TviT ukurnebelsac ki, ufali sakurnebelad gvigzavnis. codvebi mogveteveba, roca CvenSi maT mimarT midrekileba aRmoifxvreba imis mowmobad, rom codvebi mogveteva, is gamodgeba, ro ca vigrZnobT, rom Cveni gulebidan maT mimarT midreki leba aRmofxvrilia. Rirsi ioane kasiane romaeli aRsarebis dros yoveli Cveni Secodeba unda aRiq mebodes, rogorc RvTisgan gandgoma, sxvagvarad aRsare ba azrs moklebulia, igi fsiqoTerapiis seansad iqceva, erTgvar sulier qimwmendad, sadac adamiani sulis da binZurebul samosels abarebs da ukan sufTas ibrunebs. adamiani RmerTs Sendobas sTxovs da fiqrobs, rom ufali uTuod Seundobs _ es TiTqos RmerTis movaleobaa. aRsa reba ki iseT saidumlod aris miCneuli, romlis drosac, ginda Tu ara, codvebi mogeteveba. raki saidumloa, igi aucileblad moqmedia. ra Tqma unda, aRsarebis dros codvebi mogveteveba, Tumca es imas ar niSnavs, rom adamiani codvisgan Tavi sufalia. ufali Seundobs, magram kaci ar Tavisuflde ba, radgan TviTon ar unda bolomde gaTavisufleba, ar surs Tavi aiZulos codvasTan brZolisaTvis. aRsareba adamians cxovrebas umsubuqebs da mas ad vilad SeuZlia miubrundes Tavis vnebebs. ukeT gaxda, isev miiRo Sewevna da umal misca daviwyebas is wyalo ba, ufalma misTvis rom gaiRo, gulmaviwyobis gamo ki Tavi VIII. sinanuli Zvelis dateveba da mis gamo mwuxarebaa ..................... 137 advilad daubrunda warsuls. magram kargad unda gves modes, rom am formis _ `migiteveb da Segindob~ _ ukan SeiZleba sruli armiteveba da arSendoba iyos. arsebobs iseTi codvebi, iseTi mdgomareoba, rom Tu maT moZRva ri yuradRebiT ganixilavs, SeiZleba arc waukiTxos ada mians Sendobis locva, sanam igi ar gamoswordeba, sanam misi sinanuli nayofs ar gamoiRebs. Tu kaci ziarebaze ar dauSves, es imas niSnavs, rom man Sendoba ver miiRo. vid re adamiani eklesiisgan ganyenebulia, is RmerTis gareSe rCeba, jer kidev ar aris gamosyiduli, iseTi araferi gaukeTebia, rom codvebisgan ganxsna miiRos. SeiZleba CaiTvalos, rom aRsareba, romelsac sina nulis nayofi ar gamouRia, arc aRsrulebula. saqme is ki ar aris, ramdenad aSiSvlebs kaci sakuTar Tavs, rogor aRwers igi Tavis codvebs. adamianis suli SeiZleba sxva dasxva mdgomareobaSi iyos: zogjer sakuTari Tavis bo lomde gaSiSvleba tkivils gvris, zogjer ki siamovnebas. adamianebi erTmaneTisgan gansxvavdebian. zogs SeuZlia dafaros raRac midrekilebebi da Tavisi codva naklebad mZimed warmoaCinos. magram arsebobs adamianis ampartav nebisa da sakuTari TaviT tkbobis iseTi saxec, roca is mzadaa sruliad gaSiSvldes aRsarebis dros. Tu aRsare baze midixar da codvis formalur Sendobas elodebi, mxolod imitom, rom es codva SegiZlia pirdapir daasa xelo, sakmaod seriozuli gansazRvrebac mouZebno, imde nad, rom miwasTan gaasworo sakuTari Tavi, magram amave dros ici, rom es cod va Sen Tvis jer ki dev say va re lia da masze bolomde uaris Tqma ar gsurs, maSin es codva SenTanve rCeba. niSani imisa, rom ar Segendo, is aris, rom isev im codvas sCadixar _ igive darCi, rac iyavi. sinanuli nayofiT izomeba, WeSmariti sulieri sina nuli cxovrebis Secvlaa. rogor mivaRwioT amas? mxolod codvasTan brZolis mtkice gadawyvetilebiT. adamiani xedavs Tavis TavSi da namdvilad ganicdis im codvebs, 138 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski romelTa daZlevis unari Seswevs, rac ar unda didad eC venebodes isini. codva zogjer goliaTad warmogvidgeba, magram Cven mas daviTiviT unda vZlioT. is, rasac Cvens TavSi vxedavT _ an moZRvris daxmarebiT, an sindisis kar naxiT, an moyvasis mxilebis Sedegad _ yvelaferi, rac cocxali gamocdilebiT gveZleva, imas mowmobs, rom am cod veb Tan brZo lis una ri Seg vwevs. da Tu maT ar veb rZviT, maSin amisTvis pasuxismgebloba mTlianad Cven gve kisreba. igavSi ori mevalis Sesaxeb moTxrobilia, Tu rogor apatia batonma adamians vali da gaaTavisufla igi, man ki maSinve mosTxova Tavis movales valis gadaxda _ ese igi, pirveli SesaZleblobisTanave Tavi iseTad gamoavli na, rogoric mitevebamde iyo (maTe, 18). ai, magaliTi imi sa, rom adamianma Sendoba miiRo, magram ver ganikurna da isev dilegSi aRmoCnda. ra Tqma unda, aRiarebuli codva adamians mieteveba. nu vifiqrebT, rom arsebobs raRac zeciuri buRalteria, romelic yvela adamianur codviT dacemas zedmiwevniT aRracxavs. magram codvis Sendobis Sedegi mxolod cxovrebis Secvlaa da Tu ase ar xdeba, adamiani iZulebulia zidos Sedegebi am Sendobisa, rome lic mxolod metad seriozul pasuxismgeblobasTan er Tad eZleva. Sendoba miiRe, cxovreba ki ar Segicvlia? ma Sin gamocxaddebi samsjavroze, sadac getyvian, rogorc im monas: `ver gamoxval iqidan, vidre ukanasknel wvlil sac ar miscem~ (luka, 12,59). magram isec xdeba, rom adamianma Sendoba miiRo da ganikurna. es niSnavs, rom sinanuli mTeli savsebiT aRes rula da uwindeli codva aRar ganmeordeba, radganac adamianma gamoiRo nayofi, Rirsi sinanulisa. Tavi VIII. sinanuli Zvelis dateveba da mis gamo mwuxarebaa ..................... 139 aRiRe cxedari Seni da warved Secodeba adamianuria, masSi darCena ki _ eSmakiseu li. wm. tixon zadoneli yvelam viciT saxarebiseuli igavi ganrRveulis Se saxeb (ioane, 5,2-14), romelic mravali weli iyo dambla dacemuli, damoukideblad misvla samkurnalo sabanelam de mas ar SeeZlo da arc aravin hyavda, rom daxmareboda. ganrRveuli im adgilas iwva, sadac adamianebi kurnebas Rebulobdnen, TviTon ki ukurnebeli rCeboda. ocdaT vrameti weli dahyo man madlis maxloblad, eloda im dros, roca es madli Seexeboda da imeds ar kargavda. es Cvenc xSirad gvemarTeba. iseT adgilas vimyo febiT, sadac adamianebi codvebs aRiareben da eziare bian. yoveli adamianisTvis dgeba dro, magaliTad, mar xvis dRee bi, ro ca mis guls RvTis mad li exe ba, mag ram mTavrdeba marxva da brundeba uZlureba, sisuste, imis SegrZneba, rom Zal-Ronis mokreba da sulieri cxovre bis gagrZeleba ar SeuZlia. adamians mowyineba da saso warkveTilebac ki ipyrobs, roca Tavis Tavs dainaxavs da esmis, rom masSi araferi xdeba. eklesiaSi ki dadis, mag ram Sinaganad ar icvleba: rogorc Riziandeboda, ise ve Riziandeba, rogori zarmacic iyo, iseTive darCa, ra daudevaric iyo, isev isaa. ratom? yvelaferi xom aqvea _ aqvea qriste, aqvea saidumloebebi, taZari savsea madliT, romelsac yvelas gankurneba ZaluZs. magram gadis wlebi da gveCveneba, rom gankurneba ar xdeba. asea ki? igavSi ganrRveulis Sesaxeb ufali gviCvenebs, rom sabanelTan gatarebul ocdaTvramet wels ganrRveulis Tvis amaod ar Cauvlia. am kacma mTeli cxovreba madlis gverdiT dahyo, im imediT, rom moiZebneboda vinme, vinc mas sabanelSi Caagdebda. igi mTeli ocdaTvrameti weli 140 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski codvili iyo da TiTqos arafers akeTebda, magram sinam dvileSi Sinaganad gankurnebisken iswrafoda, radgan ro gorc ki uflis xeli Seexo, ganrRveuli mTeli arsebiT gamoexmaura mas. ufalma uTxra: `aRiRe cxedari Seni da war ved...~, da mas ar dauw yia msje lo ba: `me xom sneu li var, uZluri, me xom ar SemiZlia~, _ ubralod, aiRo Ta visi sareceli da wavida, radgan Sinagani mzadyofna da qristes mimarT sasoeba misi cxovrebis centri iyo, am mzadyofnam, am sasoebam Seasrules kidec Tavisi saqme _ igi ganikurna. ufals xom mis Tvis Sem Txve viT ar miu mar Tavs, man icoda, rogori sulieri gza ganvlo am adamianma, rogori mniSvnelovani saqme aRasrula, icoda, rom igi, mTeli am wlebis ganmavlobaSi kurnebis wyarosTan myofi, xorcie lad sneuli rCeboda, magram Sinaganad ganikurna. xSirad ufali Cvengan mxolod rwmenasa da sasoe bas moelis da, xedavs ra codvisadmi Cvens midrekilebas, Cvens mer yeo bas, srul gan kur ne bas ar gvaZ levs. igi ar gvaZ levs er Tba Sad did ni Webs, ro gorc did ma mebs aZ levda, romlebsac wminda locva hqondaT, SeeZloT moy vasis msaxureba da suli wmidiT iyvnen ganaTlebulni. CvenTan ase ar xdeba. ufals Zalian xSirad ganrRveulis gziT mivyavarT, gvaZlevs saSualebas mudam vxedavdeT sakuTar arasrul yofilebas, vacnobierebdeT Cvens codvebs da RmerTze vamyarebdeT sasoebas. ganrRveulis saxe WeSmariti su lieri moTminebis magaliTia, sulieri brZolis, sakuTa ri jvris zidvis da uflis mimarT sasoebis magaliTi. dae jerjerobiT arafris Zala ar Segvwevdes, magram Tu viswavliT, rom simdabliT gavacnobieroT Cveni mdgoma reoba, ufali mova CvenTan da gvetyvis: `aRiRe cxedari Seni da warved~, _ Cvenc wamovdgebiT da, gankurnebulni, qristes gavyvebiT. am saxarebiseul ambavSi kidev erTi SesaniSnavi mo Tavi VIII. sinanuli Zvelis dateveba da mis gamo mwuxarebaa ..................... 141 mentia. Zveli aRTqmis adamianisTvis sulieri janmrTe loba yovelTvis xorciel janmrTelobasTan iyo dakavSi rebuli: xorcieli gankurneba sulieri gankurnebis niSani gaxldaT. saxarebaSi xSiria magaliTebi, roca xorcielad sneuli sulieradac sneulia. da ai, qriste gankurnebul adamians eubneba: `nuRar Sescodav, raTa raime uaresi ar SegemTxves~ (ioane, 5,14), radgan yvelaze saSineli, rac SeiZleba SegvemTxves, is aris, rom codvisagan Zleul ni aRmovCndeT, xolo ganrRveuloba swored codvasTan brZolis survilis arqonaa. Tu qristesTan yofna gvsurs, Tu namdvilad gvwyu ria sulieri zrda, maSin yovel Cvengans erTaderTi gza aqvs _ ganuwyveteli brZola codvasTan, romelic qris tesken svlis saSualebas ar gvaZlevs. aRsarebis saidumloSi RmerTi adamians madlismier Zalebs aniWebs am brZolisaTvis. Cven vgrZnobT Zalas, madls, ganaxlebas, vgrZnobT, rom arsebobs namdvili su lieri cxovreba. da ufali yovel Cvengans am sityvebiT mimarTavs: `Sen ganikurne, magram amieridan Zveleburad nuRar icxovreb! me dagexmare, raTa feri gecvala, maS, ukan nuRar mibrundebi! bolomde gankurnebuli darCi!~ Tavi IX simarTle, romelic unda aRsruldes codva imiT gvizidavs, rom is `Tavisuf lebas waagavs~, `raRac madlis msgavsia~. moCvenebiTi Tavisufleba, yalbi sixaru li, cru sivrce. adamiani Tavs ityuebs da esaa swored codva. mTavarepiskoposi ioane (Saxovski) simarTle RmrTisa gamoCinebul ars axla ki, garda rjulisa, gamoCnda RvTis simarTle, ra sac mowmoben winaswarmetyvelni da rjuli, xolo simar Tle RvTisa ieso qristes rwmeniT _ yvela morwmunisaT vis, vinaidan ar arsebobs gansxvaveba. romaelTa, 3,21-22. saxareba, romelic naTlisRebis dResaswaulze ikiT xeba, mogviTxrobs, Tu rogor modis macxovari ioanesTan iordaneze naTlisRebisTvis. ioane xedavs, rogor Caiv lis macxovari codvilTa Soris, im adamianTa Soris, vinc uflis mcnebebs ganeSornen, magram gamosworeba surT da imitom movidnen. isini grZnoben Tavis Sinagan ukeTure bas da modian iordanesTan, raTa sinanulis gziT moemza don mesiis misaRebad. ioane maT iordanes wyliT ganbans. wyali maTi sinanulisa da Sendobis simboloa. da ai, am adamianTa Soris uecrad gamoCndeba ufali, Tavad WeSmariteba da simarTle, romelic modis ioanes Tan da sxvebTan erTad naTlisRebas iTxovs. ioanem icno igi da eubneba: `me mixms Sen mier naTlisRebai da Sen Cem Tan moxvala?~ da ras pasuxobs qriste? `acade aw, rameTu esreT Svenis Cvenda aRsrulebad yoveli simarTle~. maSin ioane naTels scems mas, macxovarze suli wmida gadmodis mtredis saxiT, zecidan ki mamis xma gaismis: `ese ars Ze Cemi sayuareli, romeli me saTno viyav~ (maTe, 3,13-17). es aris sityva simarTlis Sesaxeb. rogori simar Tle unda aRsruldes? romel simarTlezea laparaki? adamianuri samarTlianobis TvalsazrisiT, aq araviTar 144 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski simarTleze ar SeiZleba iyos laparaki. ucodveli qris te kacobriobis codvebs Tavis Tavze iRebs _ sad Cans aq samarTlianoba? samarTliani is iqneboda, Tu codvilebi TavianTi codvebisaTvis ganisjebodnen, movaleebs valis dabrunebas mosTxovdnen... magram ufali yovelgvar si marTles sxva, ucnauri da sakvirveli saxiT aRasrulebs _ igi Tavs idebs kacobriobis codvebs. ama soflis mTel sicrues, mTel mis gaukuRmarTebas macxovari Tavis Tav ze iRebs, raTa sakuTari TaviT da sakuTari msxverpliT adamianebs es simarTle uboZos, yvelaferi gamoasworos da sakuTari TaviT Seavsos. ai, ras am bobs qris te sa ku Tar Tav ze: `me var gza, me var WeSmariteba da cxovreba~ (ioane, 14,6). es simar Tle Tavad qristea. mxolod masTan urTierTobas da mas Tan ziarebas SeuZlia Cveni mtyuari bunebis gamosworeba. mxolod TviT WeSmaritebas ZaluZs Cveni sakuTari sic rue gadafaros. magram simarTlesTan uSiSrad SeerTeba mxolod Ta vad si mar Tles SeuZ lia. xo lo Tu ki Sen ra me Si ara xar simarTle, maSin simarTlesTan ziareba marto maSinaa Se saZ le be li, Tu Ta vad si mar Tles _ qris tes _ surs Ta vis TavTan gaziaros da amasTan arsebobs Seni survili, Semusvrili guli da sakuTari mtyuari bunebis sruli gacnobiereba. ase xdeba Cveni simarTlesTan ziareba, da qristesTan miaxlebis uflebas sxva araferi mogvcems. Tavi IX. simarTle, romelic unda aRsruldes ................................................ 145 RmerTi mxolo WeSmarit, da yoveli kaci cru ars arsebobs amba doroTes SesaniSnavi aforizmi: `mru de wesi marTalsaca ganamrudebs~. mrude wesi igivea, rac Cveni gaukuRmarTebuli Targi, anu Sinagani kanoni, rom liTac vafasebT samyaros, sakuTar Tavs, moyvass, vafa sebT maT saqciels, gamogvaqvs Cveni patara ganaCeni an vafasebT ama Tu im movlenas _ da rac ar unda ucnauri da saSineli iyos, yvelafers mrude sarkeSi vxedavT. amba doroTe gvirCevs ar vendoT sakuTar gulis sityvebs, radgan Cveni Sexeduleba samyaroze SeiZleba araswori iyos. Tu adamiani endoba Tavis azrs ama sof lis SefasebaSi, imaSi, Tu ra TvaliT uyureben mas sxva adamianebi, igi eWviani xdeba, mudmivad ganicdis, ras ifiqreben masze da sakuTari gamonagonis sjera. sxva adamianebs, maT saqciels da urTierTdamokidebulebas igi aseve mcdarad afasebs, radgan endoba Tavis damaxin je bul azrs maT Se sa xeb. es ada mians eW vians xdis, mer yeobas, mudmiv mowyinebas badebs masSi, aiZulebs endos miTqma-moTqmas, cils swamebs moyvass, amaxinjebs isedac damaxinjebul azrs da sxvebs, rogorc `gafuWebuli te lefoni~, ise gadascems. aseve saxifaToa endo Sens warmodgenas sakuTar Tav ze. sakuTar Tavze araswori warmodgena adamians iZule buls xdis nebismieri uRirsi saqcielis gamo Tavi imar Tlos da, saboloo jamSi, isev icruos. roca RvTaebri vi simarTle aravis sWirdeba, magram mTlad simarTlis gareSec adamians cxovreba ar ZaluZs, igi iZulebulia yoveli Tavisi danaSauli da mzakvroba garegnuli saT noebiT gaamarTlos. wvrilmanebidan dawyebuli, es Tan daTan CvevaSi gadadis da adamiani mxolod gonebiT ki ar cruobs, anu mxo lod Ta vis mcdar Se xe du le bebs ki 146 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski ar en do ba, arc mxo lod sit yviT tyuis, ese igi, amar Tlebs Tavis umsgavso saqciels, aramed cruobs mTeli Tavisi cxovrebiT. naZiralas Tavi keTilSobilad moaqvs, aqebs patiosnebasa da keTilSobilebas. memruSe Tavs ubi wod asaRebs da ubiwoebas asxams xotbas, ara imitom, rom surs ubiwo da patiosani iyos _ esmis, rom aseTi ar aris, rom misTvis es miuRweveli simaRlea, aramed imitom, rom gamiznulad ubiZgos sxvebs codvisken, satanis msgavsad naTlis angelozad warmoaCens Tavs, raTa acTunos ada mianebi. `rameTu verc sicrue, verc TviT satana, verc mwvalebloba veravis acTunebs, Tu saTnoebis niRabs ar amoefara~, _ ambobs amba doroTe. kaci, romelic mud mivad Tavs imarTlebs da tyuilis gareSe cxovreba ar SeuZlia, tyuils sxvebis dasaRupad iyenebs. ra Tqma unda, es tyuilis Cvevis ukiduresi gamov linebaa, magram ar arsebobs adamiani, odnav mainc rom ar iyos tyuiliT damaxinjebuli. amitom ufali ar gvaZlevs uflebas ama soflis sazomad viqceT. aRasrulebs ra yo velgvar simarTles, ufali gviCvenebs, Tu rogor unda aRsruldes igi _ Tavisi movlinebiT, Tavisi RvTaebrivi gamocxadebiT _ da ar gvaZlevs saSualebas, kacobrivi sazomiT veZioT simarTle da samarTlianoba, aramed mow yalebisa da sinanulis gzas gviCvenebs. yvelaferi, rac codviT arabunebrivad gamrudebu li da damaxinjebulia, sinanuliT unda gamoswordes da ganikurnos _ sxvagvarad kacs WeSmaritebasTan ziarebis SesaZlebloba ar eZleva. Cveni erTaderTi maswavlebeli da moZ Rva ri (ufa li) Cvens tyuils Ta vis Tav ze iRebs, Tavisi madliT avsebs mis naklulevanebas da Cven erTa derT saqmes gvitovebs _ sakuTar Tavze muSaobas. mag ram pirvel rigSi adamianma Tavisi sicrue unda dainaxos, unda gansazRvros sakuTari usjuloebis kriteriumebi, gaacnobieros, raSi scodavs mudmivad piradad igi WeSma ritebis winaaRmdeg. Tavi IX. simarTle, romelic unda aRsruldes ................................................ 147 saxarebiseul ambavSi brmis Sesaxeb (luka, 18,35-43) ufa li ekiT xe ba brmas: `rai gne bavs, da gi yo Sen?~ brma miugebs: `ufalo, raiTa aRvixilne Tvalni~. da ieso eub neba: `aRixilen! sarwmunoebaman Senman gacxovna Sen~. usinaTlo adamiani garesamyaros mxolod SexebiT aRiqvams, SexebiT aRqmis Cveva brmadSobilSi Zalian Zlie ria _ garemos aRqmis sxva saSualeba mas ar gaaCnia. aseve Cvenc, maSinac ki, roca RmerTs SevudgebiT, xSirad brmad SobiliviT vcxovrobT: miCveulebi varT, rom mxolod is aRviqvaT, rasac SeiZleba SevexoT, rasac SeiZleba davey rdnoT. Cven rom namdvilad Tvalxilulni viyoT, yovel moyvasSi RmerTs davinaxavdiT, mZime cxovrebiseul gare moebebSi _ RvTis mowyalebas, Semoqmedis mudmiv zrunvas Cvenze. maSin Tvali agvexileboda da davinaxavdiT, rom RmerTi aqvea, sul axlos, da araviTari cxovrebiseuli garemoebebi ar SegvaSinebda, ar gagvaRizianebda, ar dag vamwuxrebda. Tu uflis sityvas movismendiT, aRarasodes gagvekareboda umweobis gancda da mowyineba, romelic Cveni Cveulebrivi mdgomareobaa. qriste modis, raTa gangvanaTlos. magram gvsurs ki, rom Tvali agvexilos? gana Cven ise viTxovT, rogorc is brma iTxovda? mas aiZulebdnen dadumebuliyo, igi ki gahyviroda. ufalma hkiTxa: `rai gnebavs, raiTa giyo Sen?~ brmas ki arc sim dab le, arc moT mi ne ba da arc sxva ram ar uTxovia. Tu Cven RmerTs mivmarTavT, xom yvelafers erTad viTxovT: `RmerTo, esa da es gvinda, janmrTelo ba mogveci, samsaxurSic yvelaferi kargad iyos, moyvas Tan urTierTobaSic dagvexmare, Segvewie, Segvewie, Seg vewie...~ Tvalis axelas ki ar viTxovT, TiTqos es arc ki gvWirdebodes. zogjer isec xdeba, rom Tvalis axelis gveSinia. vin ityvis Cvens Soris im brmasaviT: `ufalo, minda, rom Tvali amexilos!~ es xom metismetad Zlieri naTqvamia! es niSnavs yvelaferi dainaxo ise, rogorc si namdvileSia da ara damaxinjebulad _ pirvel rigSi sa 148 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski kuTari Tavi dainaxo sworad. es ki mZime da usiamovno grZnobaa, radgan Zalian gvinda, rom sakuTar Tavze kargi warmodgena gvqondes. ufali arafrisagan qmnis roca adamiani namdvilad gaacnobierebs, rom arafers warmoadgens, maSin RmerTi misgan raRac didis Seqmnas daiwyebs. Rirsi neqtarios optineli ratom aris, rom saxarebaSi ase xSirad vxedavT fa risevlobis uaryofas, miuReblobas da mxilebas? imitom, rom farisevelTa simarTle namdvili ar aris. yvelaferi kar gia, mag ram yal bi. is ki, rac nam dvi li ar aris, nam dvilad ver CaiTvleba, rogorc yalbi oqro ver gaxdeba namdvili. namdvili ki yovelTvis namdvilia. magaliTad, namdvili codvili SeiZleba namdvili marTali gaxdes, magram aranamdvili marTali veraferi ver iqneba, rada gan, rodesac scodavs, maSinac ar SeuZlia Tavi namdvil codvilad igrZnos _ yovelTvis moaxerxebs Tavis mar Tlebas da ityvis: `me xom marTali var, aseTi ram rogor unda momsvloda!~ rodesac kaci Tavis codvebs dainaxavs, ar moswons sakuTari Tavi da aRsarebaze xSirad ukmayofilo modis. ukmayofileba ampartavnebis gamovlinebaa, ukmayofile basa da ampartavnebas gamoxatvis msgavsi formebi aqvT. kaci zogjer fiqrobs: `cudad moviqeci, es saSinelebaa. magram ver gamigia, es rogor moxda. me xom Zalian kargi var, ase saSinlad ratom moviqeci?~ igi ukmayofiloa sa kuTari saqcieliT da am ukmayofilebas SeeZlo misTvis bevri ram eswavlebina, magram samwuxarod, verafers as wavlis. mas ar surs gaigos, rom dacema, mcire iqneba is Tavi IX. simarTle, romelic unda aRsruldes ................................................ 149 Tu didi, cotaTi mainc exmareba sakuTari Tavis danax vaSi da, ese igi, daexmareba gamosworebaSi. adamians ub ralod ar siamovnebs, rom aseTia: mas xom sakuTar Tavze sul sxva warmodgena aqvs. igi mzadaa aRiaros, rom cu dad moiqca, magram sakuTar Tavze azris Secvla mainc ar surs _ amitom verasodes dainaxavs sworad Tavis Tavs. yovelive namdvili misTvis savsebiT dafarulia, rCeba mxolod erTgvari unayofo ukmayofileba sakuTari cod vebis, rogorc misatevebeli Secdomis gamo: `oh, ra saw yenia, isev momixda moyvasis Seuracxyofa... raRac udroo dros SemefeTa! ar mindoda, magram ase gamomivida.~ da bolos da bolos, mTeli misi cxovreba SeiZleba aseTi dasanani Secdoma aRmoCndes. da piriqiT, adamians, romelic namdvilad nanobs, sakuTar Tavze sul sxva azri aqvs: `Cemi Tavi kargi mego na, axla ki vici, sinamdvileSi rasac warmovadgen~. aseTma codnam sakuTari Tavis Sesaxeb igi SeiZleba erTgvarad gaaxaros kidec. is ki ar uxaria, rom Sescoda, aramed is, rom SeuZlia sxva gaxdes. raSi mdgomareobs sinanulis sa xaruli? imaSi, rom adamians saSualeba eZleva Seicvalos. gulwrfeli sinanuli SeiZleba xSirad Zalian usiamovno da mtkivneuli grZnoba iyos, magram sasixarulocaa imiT, rom roca kaci sakuTar codvas dainaxavs, imave dros mas am codvisagan gaTavisuflebis SesaZleblobac eZleva. Cvens cxovrebaSi yvelaze saSineli albaT mainc su lieri xiblia _ Tavis motyueba. Cven marTlac xSirad vityuebT Tavs, roca mxolod fasads vqmniT sulieri cxovrebisa: locvas veswrebiT da ar vloculobT, fizi kurad taZarSi varT, gonebiT ki _ sul sxvagan, qristes saidumloebebs veziarebiT, magram RmerTs ar vuerTde biT. es imitom xdeba, rom CvenSi bevri siyalbea, bevria garegnuli, namdvili ki, is, rac ufalTan SeeerTebis sa Sualebas mogvcemda, Zalian cota. qriste xom namdvilad movida namdvilebTan. codvi 150 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski lebi umalve mixvdnen, rom isini namdvili codvilebi ar ian, da rom codva namdvili sikvdilia, maTTan ki namdvi li sicocxle movida. da maSin maT es namdvili sicocxle moswyurdaT da namdvili marTalni gaxdnen, wmindanebi, Rirsni. mezvereni da meZavni pirvelebi Sedian caTa sasu fevelSi, magram ara rogorc mezvereni da meZavni, aramed rogorc marTalni, radgan sakuTari codvebis gacnobie rebam maT RmerTTan urTierTobis sixaruli mimadla. gaixseneT dilis kanonis merve locva. igi gviCve nebs, Tu ra usazRvroa RvTis mowyaleba, miuxedavad ada mianis arasrulyofilebisa. iq aris aseTi sulis SemZvre li sityvebi: `ukeTu mnebavs anu ara, qriste, macxovaro Ce mo, mswrafl me wie me, ra me Tu mov swyde bi~. amis Tqma mxolod mas SeuZlia, vinc ixrCoba, Tavisi dacemis siR rmidan iTxovs Svelas da esmis, rom gadarCenis Rirsi sulac ar aris. albaT gaxsovT erTi ambavi antoni didis cxovrebi dan, Tu rogor mivida igi mewaResTan sulieri cxovrebis saswavlad. mewaRe ijda da fiqrobda: `yvela cxondeba Cems garda~. esaa monanuli gulis RaRadisi, roca adamia ni namdvilad grZnobs, rom iRupeba: `sxvebi cxondebian, ufalo, me ki Sen macxovne! Sen Tavad Tqvi, rom vinc Sen giwamebs, is ar mokvdeba. da ai, me mwams! keTili saqmeebi ar gamaCnia, mxolod sarwmunoeba maqvs. dae, am sarwmu noebam sZlios yvelafers. mswrafl mewie, rameTu war vwymdebi!~ Tavi IX. simarTle, romelic unda aRsruldes ................................................ 151 Tavi uSurvelad daidanaSaule, wagebuli rom ar darCe Tavis marTlebas araferi aqvs saerTo sulier cxovre basTan. roca Tavs imarTleb, TiTqos kedels ageb Sensa da RmerTs Soris, da amgvarad wyvet masTan yovelgvar kavSirs. beri paisi mTawmindeli Tu kacma icis uflis mcnebebi da usmens sindisis xmas, is yovelTvis grZnobs, rodis Sescoda, maSinac ki, roca codva bolomde ara aqvs gacnobierebuli. amis Sem deg mas sxvadasxva gzebi udevs win, romlebsac misi suli, misi mdgomareoba, misi Tavisufali neba gansazRvravs. arsebobs mravali mizezi, romelic adamians Tavi si saqcielis gamarTlebis uflebas aZlevs da xels uS lis ubralod aRiaros simarTle sakuTar Tavze. yovel dRiur cxovrebaSi Cven Zalian xSirad vcruobT, gakve Tilze dagvianebuli bavSviviT, romelic imis magivrad, rom aRiaros, diliT adgoma damezarao, Tavis gasamar Tleblad aTas mizezs igonebs. Cvenc am bavSviviT vityue biT, oRond sakuTari Tavi ar davidanaSauloT, ar dav mdabldeT da Cvens nebaze viaroT. madloba RmerTs, Cven sxva gzac gvaqvs _ sinanulisa da aRsarebis gza, gvaqvs saSualeba, rom arasdros vimar TloT Tavi. magram zogjer, roca adamiani aRsarebaze midis, mas ar SeuZlia Tavi daaRwios am Cvevas. aRsarebis Tvis, ese igi, gamosworebisa da simarTlesTan ziarebis Tvis, yvelaze didi dabrkolebaa, roca sinanulSi Tavis marTlebisa da cxovrebiseul garemoebaTa momizezebis garkveuli elementi arsebobs: `es rom ara, ase ar moviq ceodi... ra cudad gamovida, rom swored am dros...~ ratom aris cudi Tavis marTleba da ra ziani moa 152 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski qvs mas? roca adamiani Tavs imarTlebs, saSualebas ar iZleva, rom es vinme sxvam gaakeTos. marTlac, ra xdeba aRsarebis dros? ufali Cven gangvamarTlebs, Tavisi si mar TliT igi Cvens cod vebs fa ravs. Cven mxo lod ma Sin vaZlevT RmerTs Cveni gamarTlebis saSualebas, roca sa kuTar Tavs vayvedriT, vadanaSaulebT da vsjiT. magram Cveni aRsareba xSirad imaSi mdgomareobs, rom sakuTar Tavs TviTonve vpatiobT. TviTonve mivute vebT Tavs codvas da mere yoveli SemTxvevisTvis aRsare bis saTqmelad mivdivarT, imisaTvis, rom Cveni codvebis Sendoba Cvens mierve dadasturdes. samwuxarod, Cveni su lieri cxovreba xSirad swored ase igeba: yoveli Cadeni li codva pirvel rigSi Cvens miervea Sendobili. yovel arawminda gulissityvas, yovel ukeTur survils, yovel wvrilmans sakuTar Tavs winaswar SevundobT da mere CavdivarT mas _ da darwmunebulebi varT, rom ufali Segvindobs. Tumca Zneli warmosadgenia, rom saidumlo amgvarad aResrulebodes, rom ufali ase mogvitevebs. ufali Tavisi mowyalebis gamo Segvindobs, namdvil mow yalebas ki ar SeiZleba ase moeqce. namdvil siyvarulTan ase xumroba ar SeiZleba. SeuZlebelia yovelTvis for malurad, gulgrilad mieaxlo RmerTs, raTa ubralod angariSi Caabaro Seni codvebisTvis. aRsareba Cveulebriv qmedebas emsgavseba, erTgvar operacias, romelsac adamiani SeeCvia, da arc RvTis, arc sasjelis SiSs, arc Zrwolas Cadenilis gamo is ukve aRar ganicdis. mas mxolod gonebiT esmis, rom raRac codvaa, sxva raRac ki ara, es SeiZleba, is ki ara. da Turme is, ri si gakeTebac ar SeiZleba, SegiZlia gaakeTo, oRond mere aRsarebaze unda mixvide da codvac mogeteveba. ra Tqma unda, ufali yvelafers Segvindobs. ar arsebobs cod va, RvTis mowyalebas rom aRematebodes. magram bevrs ar Ses wevs una ri es mow ya le ba mii Ros, Tu ki maT sul sxva miswrafebebi da sul sxva survilebi aqvT. Tavi IX. simarTle, romelic unda aRsruldes ................................................ 153 mainc ra gvinda: codvebis Sendoba Tu is, rom neba mog vcen vco doT da daus je lad dav rCeT? ai, es kiT xva unda davusvaT sakuTar Tavs. ise ar gamovides, rom Seg ne bu lad vco davT da ufals vTxovT, es ro gor me ga da faros, raTa SemdgomSic aseve upasuxismgeblo cxovrebis SesaZlebloba mogveces. SeiZleba regularulad ambobde aRsarebas da sakuTar tyuilSi rCebode, ki ar nanobde, ara med Tavs imar Tleb de da cruob de, SeeC vio, rom am sicruem SeiZleba Seni xvedri Seamsubuqos. icrueb, ese igi, sasjels Tavs daaRwev, moipoveb imis SesaZleblo bas, rom SemdegSic iolad icxovro, rogorc ginda, ise moiqce. da ai, adamiani iqamde midis, rom ar SeuZlia ar icruos. nacvlad imisa, rom Tavs ayvedros da simarTle Tqvas, aTas rames ityvis Tavis samarTleblad, erTi sit yvis garda: `Sevcode~. da sabolood igi iseTi rCeba, ro goric iyo, adgilidan ar iZvris. aseTebis Sesaxeb iTqva swored: `saxeli gaqus da cxovel xar da mkvdar xar~ (ga mocx. 3,1). SiSi Sobs glovas, glova ki _ simamaces Tu adamians RvTis siyvarulis moxveWa surs, jer RvTis SiSi unda moipovos. SiSi Sobs glovas, glova ki _ simama ces. wm. antoni didi sinanuls, sakuTari Tavis daZlevis mcdelobas su lieri brZola ewodeba da did simamaces moiTxovs. ufa li, iTvaliswinebs ra Cvens Zalebs, yovel adamians aZlevs SesaZleblobas, rom igi mxne iyos, da Cveni Zalebisa da mxneobis Sesabamisad gvaniWebs sakuTari codvebis xedvas. 154 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski xSirad, rodesac aRsarebisTvis vemzadebiT, yove li SemTxvevisaTvis sakuTari codvebis uzarmazar nusxas vadgenT, magram ra azri aqvs amas? yvela Cveni codva xom mainc ar viciT. ufali Tavisi sibrZnisa da siyvarulis gamo codvebs erTbaSad ki ar gviCvenebs, aramed imis mi xedviT, Tu ramdenad varT mzad da ramdenad SegviZlia am codvebis Zleva. RmerTs rom uecrad daenaxebina, ras warmovadgenT sinamdvileSi, sasowarkveTileba bolos mogviRebda, amas ver gavuZlebdiT _ arc sakuTar TavTan brZlis Zala gveyofoda, arc cxovrebis gagrZelebisa. amitom mowyale ufali yvelafers erTbaSad ar moiTxovs Cvengan, aramed gvaZlevs dros, rom TandaTan ganviwmin doT. da mxolod Cveni sulieri zrdisa da ganmtkicebis Semdeg Cagvaxedebs sakuTar ufskrulSi, gvaZlevs cod vasTan brZolis unars da TandaTan gvmatebs Zalas. yve la wmindani Tavis Tavs udides codvilad miiCnevda: maT hqondaT udidesi gambedaoba sakuTari Tavis realurad xedvisa. elementaruli adamianuri simamace imaSi mdgoma reobs, rom ar gveSinodes RmerTisgan Segonebis miRe bisa. xSirad ureven erTmaneTSi or cnebas _ simamacesa da uSiSrobas, isini sinonimebi hgoniaT, magram es ase ar aris. safuZvlad orives gambedaoba udevs, simxdalisa da SiSis daZleva, magram SiSis arqona yovelTvis kargi ro dia. magaliTad, dRes Cvens mozardebsa da bavSvebs misa baZ magaliTad usaxaven da Tavs axveven sakulto warmod genas simamaceze, romlis mixedviTac gmiri kacobriobis mxsnelis, mesiis rolSi gvevlineba. mas marTlac arafris eSinia _ da pirvel yovlisa, ar eSinia codvis. sinamdvileSi yovel adamians raRacis eSinia, ume te sad es sxvi si az ris Si Sia, ro me lic xels uS lis mas, rom RvTisa eSinodes da stacebs RvTis niWebs. asketuri ganmartebiT, kacTmoTnes ar SeiZleba RmerTis eSinodes. namdvili simamace RvTis SiSs ukavSirdeba: es is SiSia, Tavi IX. simarTle, romelic unda aRsruldes ................................................ 155 romelic adamians sakuTar Tavs aviwyebs, exmareba darCes iseTi, rogoric sinamdvileSia, es is SiSia, romelic Ta vis saukeTeso gamovlinebaSi RvTis siyvaruls warmoad gens. adamiani, romelsac RvTisa eSinia, ar fiqrobs, ro gori TvaliT uyureben mas, daujereben Tu ara, Seaqeben Tu ara _ igi Tavisufalia aseTi azrebisagan. imisaTvis, rom sakuTar Tavs daubrunde, ubralod iyo is, rac xar, didi simamacea saWiro _ imisaTvis, rom iyo da ara Cande aseTi, imisaTvis, rom mudmivad ar ai Zulebde Tavs sxvisi rolis TamaSs, ar cdilobde Cande Wkviani, iyo lamazi, momxiblavi an kidev raime sxva: am cxovrebaSi xom yvelas Tavisi roli aqvs morgebuli da wvrilmanebamde damuSavebuli. simamacis aRzrda ojaxSi, eklesiaSi, aseve ama Tu im morCilebis Sesrulebisas xdeba _ pirvel rigSi, rogorc sakuTar qcevebze pasuxisgebis unari. sindisi simamacis aRzrdis safuZvelia, aq misi sawyisebia dafaruli. sima mace mciredSi erTgulebiT iwyeba da adamianSi, rogorc sindisis moqmedeba, ise grZeldeba, Semdeg ki simdabled vlindeba, radgan simamace da simdable SeiZleba erTma neTs gavuTanabroT, Tu yvelaferSi ara, garkveul waxna gebSi mainc _ iq, sadac simamace simdabled iqceva, sim dable ki simamaced. Tumca es ori cneba TavisTavad didi cnebebia da isini erTmaneTs ver faraven, magram yovel adamians Seswevs unari imdenad aRzardos Tavis TavSi si mamace, rom ar SeeSindes imis aRiarebis, Tu ras warmoad gens sinamdvileSi, namdvilad dainaxos sakuTari Tavi da es xedva SeinarCunos. 156 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski Tqven xarT naTelni soflisani saxarebiseul ambavSi iRbliani Tevzaobis Sesaxeb petre mociquli ambobs: `moZRuar, Rame yovel davSueriT da ararai moviReT, xolo sityviTa SeniTa gardauteoT bade~ (luka, 5,5), rodesac petrem ufals guli bolom de gauxsna, irwmuna misi da SeZlo moqceuliyo uflis sityvisaebr, moxda saswauli: mebadurebma wylidan badis gamoTreva daiwyes da imdeni Tevzi amoiyvanes, rom navma CaZirva daiwyo. ai magaliTi, Tu rogor exmianeba ufali adamianis gadawyvetilebas, mis survils, iyos RmerTTan da daucxromlad eZios uflis neba, ra absurduli, uc nauri da wamgebianic ar unda Candes es xandaxan pira di gamocdilebidan gamomdinare. da pasuxad kaci uflis wyalobas iRebs, mis uzomo madls da Rrma ganaTlebas. Rame xom gadis, da roca Tendeba, sinaTle yvela fers gamoaCens. am naTelSi petre dainaxavs, Tu ras war moadgens igi sinamdvileSi: `ganved Cemgan, rameTu kaci codvili var, ufalo~ (luka, 5,8) _ eubneba igi macxovars. petresTvis naTeli gamobrwyinda, man uceb dainaxa, Tu rogor cxovrobda mTeli am wlebis ganmavlobaSi, ro gori iyo misi damokidebuleba RvTisadmi, adamianebisad mi. da Tanac esaa momavali mociquli, erT-erTi yvela ze RvTismosavi adamiani, vinc erTi pirvelTagani gahyva qristes! da manac ki, roca sakuTari Tavi dainaxa, Tqva: `ganved Cemgan, ufalo~. magram qristem uTxra: `nu geSi nin~ (lu ka, 5,10). nu ge Si nia, rom ase Ti xar, nu ge Si nia, rom Seni codvebi dainaxe, nu geSinia, rom bolos da bo los SenTvis naTeli gamobrwyinda da sakuTari codvebis danaxvis gamo SiSma mogicva. nu geSinia! am sityvebs ufali Cvenc gveubneba, rodesac naTlis sxi vi Cve ni su lis wyvdiad Si SeaR wevs da Cven vxe davT, Tu rogorebi varT RmerTTan mimarTebaSi Cvens SeSlil, Tavi IX. simarTle, romelic unda aRsruldes ................................................ 157 uazro, aseT wvrilman da umadlo cxovrebaSi, rodesac Zunwi raindis msgavsad zurgs vaqcevT RmerTs, raTa dag rovili simdidriT savse skivrebi daviTvaloT. da maSin gvinda sakuTar Tavsac ki davemaloT, gaveqceT, ar davi naxoT, ise moviqceT, TiTqos araferi momxdariyos, TiT qos ase cxovrebac SeiZlebodes. es imitom gvemarTeba, rom Zalian Znelia sakuTar Tavs aseT codvilad xedavde, Zalian mZimea am codniT cxovreba. ufali ki gveubneba: `nu geSinin~, _ rameTu madli, romelsac ufali adamians aZlevs, mTlianad gardaqmnis mas. ai, kidev ras eubneba qriste petres: `nu geSinin, simon, amieriTgan iyo kacTa monadire~ (luka, 5,10) _ anu Sen TviTon mogecema kacTa ganaTlebis unari. sakuTari codvebis, sakuTari uZlurebis, sakuTari sibnelis da nax vis gziT Sen sxve bis ga naT le bas SeZ leb. da ai, ras akeTeben es adamianebi, romlebmac ismines uflis sityve bi: isini toveben yovelgvar sakuTrebas, yvelafers, rac maTi cxovrebis azrs Seadgenda da qristes mihyvebian. amieridan mociqulebsa da qristes Soris ukve araviTari zRude, araviTari dabrkoleba aRar arsebobs. ufali mogviwodebs uxvad vTesoT, mivatovoT yve laferi _ Cveni saqmeebi, Cveni ojaxebi da masTan viyoT, rameTu Rame warxdeba da dRe mogveaxleba. Cven Ramis Svi lebi ki ara varT, aramed Zeni naTlisani. Tavi X morCilebis Tavisufleba Tavisufali iyavi, Tumca xorcis borki lebiT xar Sekruli, da qristes gulis Tvis daamtkice Seni morCilebis Tavi sufleba. wm. efrem asuri araferi gvsurdes, garda imisa, rac RmerTs uyvars da surs sulieri cxovreba msxverplze gadis, da sxvagvarad SeuZlebelicaa: roca qriste modis, raTa aRasrulos yo veli simarTle, mas msxverplad sakuTari Tavi moaqvs. si marTlis aRsruleba yovelTvis qristes mier gaRebuli msxverplis mibaZvaa. rodesac qristes wminda saidumlos veziarebiT, ev qaristiuli kanonis locvaSi aseTi sityvebi gvesmis: `mii ReT da sWameT, ese ars xorci Cemi, TqvenTvis gantexili misatevebelad codvaTa; sviT amisgan yovelTa, ese ars sisxli Cemi axlisa aRTqmisa, TqvenTvis da mravalTaTvis daTxeuli misatevebelad codvaTa~. gantexili xorci, daTxeuli sisxli... es xom jvaria. barZimi, romelic mRvdels CvenTvis gamoaqvs, qristes ganxorcielebuli jvarcmaa. jvarcmuli qriste Tavisi gantexili xorciT da daTxeuli sisxliT modis CvenTan, da Cven ubralod erTgvar energiebs ki ar veziarebiT im surviliT, rom mTeli Cveni arseba bednierebam da sixa rulma moicvas, rom fizikuri ZalebiTa da janmrTelo biT savseni gavxdeT... ara, Cven qristesTan mivdivarT, mis jvarcmasTan. kargad unda gvesmodes, rom jvari mZi mea, Cveni cxovreba, romelsac ufals vandobT, SeiZle ba Zalian Seicvalos, da Seicvalos CvenTvis arasasurve li mimarTulebiT. mxolod maSin, Tu ufalTan sakuTari surviliT mivdivarT _ im surviliT, rom Cveni Tavi mas mivuZRvnaT, madli, romelsac ufali gvaniWebs, masTan gvaerTianebs da gardagvqmnis. 160 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski RmerTTan SeerTeba mxolod maSin aris SesaZlebe li, Tu sa ku Tar Tavs mTlia nad mas Sev wi ravT msxver plad. sxva am ba via, rom Cven ar Seg viZ lia ase Ti sru li Tavganwirva, radgan CvenSi yvelaferi gaukuRmarTebulia da sapirispiro mimarTulebiT miiwevs. magram ufali mxo lod Cvens gadawyvetilebasac ki Seiwiravs. neba RvTisa da simarTle RvTisa, arsebiTad, erTi da igivea. adamiani, romelsac surs RvTis nebas misdios, mudam usmens mis simarTles. wminda werilidan kargad vi ciT, rom tyui lis ma ma sa ta naa. rac ar un da sas ti kad JRerdes, Tu Cveni nebiT vuerTdebiT tyuils, amiT Rv Tis nebasa da RvTis simarTles ki ara, satanis nebas vas rulebT. RvTis nebis Tanaxmad cxovreba RvTaebriv Tavisuf lebaSi cxovrebas niSnavs. es arc ise advilia. Znelia daTmo Seni Tavisufleba _ gaukuRmarTebuli, dabnele buli, TviTneburi Tavisufleba, magram sxvagvarad, am msxverplis gareSe, Tavisuflebas ver iswavli. sakuTar Tavs mindobilT imTaviTve warwymeda gveloda ra Zneli saqmea sakuTari Tavis RvTisaTvis Sewirva! viw ro da saWirvelia uflisken savali gza, mxolod RvTis SewevniT miviwevT win... sakuTar Tavs mindobilT imTa viTve warwymeda gveloda. wm. aleqsi meCevi kidev erTi saxarebiseuli ambavi mogviTxrobs, Tu rogor gankurna ufalma brmadSobili (ioane, 9,1). gan kurna raRac ucnaurad: brmas Tvalebze Tixa scxo da siloamis sabanelze gaagzavna. Tavi X. morCilebis Tavisufleba ............................................................................... 161 es ubralod avadmyofi ki ar iyo, aramed adamiani, romelsac Tvalis Cini dabadebidan ar dahyolia, gankur nebis araviTari imedi ar hqonda da Tavis mdgomareobas sav se biT Se gue bu li iyo. da ai, Cven vxe davT, rom brma, mTeli sicocxle erT adgilas rom ijda da mowyalebas iTxovda, sruliad daufiqreblad, uflis erTi mowode bisTanave midis iqiT, saiTac viRac miuTiTebs, visi amba vic yurmokvriT gaugia da mxolod is icis, rom mas ieso hqvia. wesiT, brmas unda SeSineboda da unda efiqra: `ki magram, sad unda wavide, an es sabaneli rogor vipovo, roca mxolod is adgili vici, sadac vzivar?~ mainc ad ga da wavida. albaT yvela dascinoda, radgan saxe TixiT hqonda mosvrili, borZikiT midioda, midioda da ecemo da, didxans midioda, sanam im adgils ar miaRwia, ufal ma rom mianiSna. adamiani, romelmac ase bolomde mian do macxovars Tavisi sicocxle, sabanelamde mivida, piri daibana da Tvali aexila. ra bedi ewia am kacs SemdgomSi? jer erTi, misi ara vis sjeroda, farisevlebi da mwignobrebi yovelnairad aiZulebdnen uari eTqva qristeze, cdilobdnen daemtki cebinaT, rom misi sulieri gankurneba SemTxveviTi iyo, raRac damTxveva, radgan SeuZlebelia saswauli qmnas adamianma, romelsac bralad saRvTo Sjulis darRveva edeba. magram gankurnebuli ar ahyva cdunebas, es amba vi ise aReqva, rogorc raRac TavisTavad momxdari da SemTxveviTi, amitom igi krebulidan gaaZeves. rodesac mas qris te Sex vda da hkiT xa, surs Tu ara ir wmu nos Ze RvTisa, man miugo, rom surs, Tayvani sca ufals da Tavis mxsnelSi WeSmariti Ze RvTisa aRiara. aseTia brmadSobilis ambavi, romelic gviCvenebs, rom Cveni rwmena kacTa mimarT rwmena rodia, es arc fa risevelTa rwmenaa da arc mwignobarTa, romelTac hgo niaT, rom yvelaferi ician RmerTis Sesaxeb: `Cven moses mowafeebi varT~, _ eubnebian farisevlebi sibrmavisgan 162 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski gankurnebuls, _ `Cven viciT, vin aris winaswarmetyveli, vin marTali da vin codvili, vis unda vusminoT da vis ara~. maT bevri gaugiaT, bevri waukiTxavT, yvelaferi ician, magram mTavari ver SeZles _ ver SeZles TavianTi cxovreba uflisTvis miendoT. Cveni rwmena am brmadSobilis rwmenis msgavsi unda iyos. diax, adamiani jer kidev brmaa, man Tavis cxovre baSi bevri ram ar icis, RmerTis Secnoba mas ar ZaluZs, rameTu RmerTi TavisTavad miuwvdomelia. mas verc wig nebiT Seicnob, verc kanonebiT, verc raRac garegnuli codniT. didi sulieri sibrmave da ampartavnebaa, roca vinmes hgonia, rom RmerTis Sesaxeb raime gaegeba. sinam dvileSi RmerTi mxolod man icis, visac SeuZlia Tavisi cxovreba yovelgvari eWvis, yovelgvari meryeobis gareSe miandos RmerTs. `ufalo, ar vici, saiT wavide, ra gzas davadge, Cemi cxovrebis gzaze araviTari warmodgena ar gamaCnia~, _ brmadSobilis msgavsad ambobs adamiani, ro desac cdilobs Tavisi cxovreba RmerTs miandos. mxo lod maSin SeZleb bolomde miendo RmerTs, Tu Tavs nam dvilad sulierad brmad igrZnob. aseT adamians, cxadia, Tvalxiluli winamZRvari esa Wiroeba, romelsac igi savsebiT endoba _ brmam xom ar icis, ra gziT mihyavT, igi gzas ver xedavs. brmas mxolod imedi SeiZleba hqondes, rom Tvalxiluli swor gzaze daayenebs da gza ar aereva. ro de sac gvsurs, rom RmerTs mi ven doT, im brmas vemsgavsebiT, visac winamZRolis gareSe swor gzaze dad goma ar ZaluZs, ar Seswevs unari sakuTari cxovrebis cTomilebebs Tavi daaRwios. winsvla mxolod ase SeiZ leba, magram es gza ioli ar gaxlavT. adamians yovelTvis eWvi ipyrobs: `iqneb sxva gziT mivyavar, iqneb matyuebs, iqneb Cemma winamZRolma Sua gzaze mimatovos da sabo lood amebnes gza? iqneb jobdes adgilze davrCe da isev mowyaleba viTxovo? es ufro advilia da vinZlo ufro Tavi X. morCilebis Tavisufleba ............................................................................... 163 saimedoc~, magram ara. saxarebiseuli brma gviCvenebs su lieri cxovrebis erTaderT SesaZlebel gzas, romelic ufalTan migviyvans. ra Tqma un da, Cven gve Si nia gvwam des ise, ro gorc saxarebiseul brmas swamda. gvgonia, rom Cven TviTon Seg viZlia raRac movsinjoT, raRac davinaxoT, Cven TviTon vcdilobT sulieri bilikebis gakvlevas, magram es bili kebi yovelTvis CixiT mTavrdeba. rogor gvaklia rwmena am brmisa, romelsac SeuZlia bolomde miandos RmerTs Tavi, ar Seorguldes, ar mer yeobdes da ar ahyves arc cTunebebs, arc ama sofliseul provokaciebs _ sofeli xom cdilobs dagvarwmunos, rom Zal gviZs Cven Tvi Ton ga vik vlioT gza, rom is sao ca ri movlenebi da sulieri ganaxleba, rac CvenSi xdeba, ubra lo damTxvevaa da sxva araferi. `madloba uTxari mas da Seni gziT iare~, _ eubnebian brmas mwignobrebi da fari sevlebi. magram brma, romelsac Tvali aexila, maT yurs ar ugdebs. da maSin mas qriste Sexvdeba da aZlevs umaR les codnas Tavisi Tavis Sesaxeb: `es me var, Ze RvTisa~, _ da brma Tayvans scems ufals. da Cvenc unda vkiTxoT sakuTar Tavs: brmani varT Tu Tvalxilulni, RmerTTan varT Tu ara, mivdivarT ki iqiT, saiTac ufali migviTiTebs, SegviZlia Tu ara dava mowmoT is naTeli, romelic ufalma mogvmadla, varT Tu ara mzad, brmadSobilis msgavsad, Tayvani vceT ufals suliTa da WeSmaritebiT? 164 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski morCilebis viwro gziT dae kacma Tavi ufals miandos da morCilebis viwro gziT vidodes, dae sixaruliT moudrikos Tavi qristes am tkbil uRels da Seuorguleblad swamdes, rom morCile ba mas cxonebas umzadebs. wm. efrem asuri yovelTvis, roca vloculobT: `iyavn neba Seni~, Cven viT xovT, rom aR srul des ne ba RvTi sa. mag ram nam dvilad gvsurs Tu ara es? neba RvTisa jvaria. viTxovT, magram mzad varT ki viSromoT RvTis nebis Sesacnobad? neba RvTisa saidumloa. rogor gavigoT igi? RvTis nebis Zieba ar aris raRac idumali xetiali mistikur niSnebs Soris, romlebsac TiTqos ufali gvig zavnis, Cven ki maTi gamocnoba gvevaleba. aseTi warmod gena antikur miTologias enaTesaveba, gegoneba RvTis ne bis Sesaxeb frinvelTa frenis an banqos mixedviT vmkiT xaobdeT. Tuki namdvilad arsebobs neba RvTisa yoveli Cvenganis Sesaxeb, ufali cdilobs, rom adamianma es neba gaigos da igrZnos. neba RvTisa Cveni sindisis meSveobiT, cxovrebiseul garemoebaTa meSveobiT, mcnebaTa aRsru lebis meSveobiT gvecxadeba, zogjer ki, gansakuTrebul SemTxvevebSi, gansakuTrebuli adamianebis _ sulierad gamocdili berebis meSveobiT. Tum ca nu ifiq rebT, rom RvTis ne bas mxo lod ga mocdili berisagan SeityobT. yovel adamians Seswevs unari da evaleba kidec, RvTis nebis Tanaxmad icxovros. amisaTvis ubralod Sinagani simdablea saWiro, saWiroa gulwrfelad iswrafodeT am simdablisken da daucxrom lad iTxovdeT RvTisgan gulisxmisyofis moniWebas _ da gwamdeT, rom ufali aucileblad migiyvanT Tavisi nebis Secnobamde. am gzaze gardauvalia Secdomebi da daceme bi, magram Tu kacs RvTis nebis Tanaxmad cxovreba surs, Tavi X. morCilebis Tavisufleba ............................................................................... 165 igi aucileblad moaxerxebs amas. xolo Tu ar surs, ro mel gamocdil moZRvarTanac ar unda mivides, mainc Ta vis nebas dauwyebs Zebnas, raTa beris pasuxi misTvis sa siamovno da xelsayreli iyos: `Tu raRac iseTs metyvis, ris mosmenasac velodebi, maSin is kargi beria, Tu arada vinme sxvas unda mivmarTo, sanam iseTs ar vnaxav, rogo ric me min da. da ma Sin Ce mi ne ba TiT qos beW diT iq ne ba damtkicebuli _ yvelaferi sworia da SemiZlia yovelgva ri pasuxismgeblobis gareSe vicxovro~. RvTis nebis Secnoba niSnavs, rom yuradRebiT mo vusminoT RmerTs, yuri davugdoT sakuTar sindiss. neba RvTisa saidumloa, magram ara dafaruli, igi mudam gvec xadeba, da mxolod Cvens siyruesa da sibrmaves mivyavarT iqamde, rom mas vewinaaRmdegebiT. SeiZleba Tu ara sulieri siyruis gankurneba? ra Tqma unda, SeiZleba. xSirad bavSvze, romelsac musika luri smena ara aqvs, amboben, daTvma daabija yurzeo. magram misi mSoblebi Zal-Rones ar iSureben, amecadi neben, aiZuleben solfejios mohkidos xeli _ da bavSvs smena TandaTan uviTardeba. sulieri smenac amgvarad vi Tardeba da amis miRweva morCilebis gziT SeiZleba. sulier cxovrebaSi metad mniSvnelovania yuradRe biT mosmenis unari, morCileba. Tavad qriste iyo morCi li vidre sikvdilamde (ix. fil. 2,8). amaod ki ar Tqmula, rom morCileba marxvasa da locvaze metia, da igi gansa kuTrebul mniSvnelobas iZens, Tu RmerTs am sityvebiT mivmarTavT: `iyavn neba Seni~. am dros principul mzad yofnas vacxadebT morCilebisaTvis, rCeva-darigebebis mixedviT cxovrebisaTvis, mxilebis miRebisaTvis, sakuTa ri sindisis xmis mosmenisaTvis. uamisod ki neba RvTisa ar aRsruldeba. morCilebis Sesaxeb xSirad sruliad mcdari, miuRe beli warmodgenebi vrceldeba. ra aris morCileba _ mo noba Tu Tavisufleba? adamianebi, romlebsac surT, rom 166 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski maT daemorCilon, cxadia, ityvian, rom Tavisuflebaa, bevri ki ase sruliadac ar fiqrobs. morCileba niSnavs, rom viRacis davaleba unda Sevasrulo, anda meubnebian, rom raRac unda gavakeTo, me ki es ar minda. kargia Tu cudi morCileba? albaT kargia, magram CemTvis _ cudi. roca adamians morCilebiT cxovreba ar surs, igi yovel Tvis moifiqrebs rames, oRond ki Tavis nebaze moiqces. sakuTar nebaze moqcevis survili adamians mniSvne lovan saTnoebas akargvinebs _ imis unars, rom Tavisi siy rue da sib rma ve RmerTs mian dos. Rmer Ti ki `am par tavanTa Sehmusravs~ (iak. 4,6; 1 petr. 5,5), ampartavani uflis nebas verasodes Seismens, uflis nebas verasodes aRasrulebs. igi mxolod sakuTar Tavs mousmens. morCi leba ki aris is, rodesac adamians uflis sityva esmis. morCileba SeiZleba aRiqva rogorc Tavisuflebis SezRudva, rogorc ufrosis despotizmi umcrosis mi marT anda Zlierisa _ sustis mimarT. magram sinamdvi leSi, roca adamiani Tavs idebs morCilebas, igi Tavis sulier smenas ganaviTarebs da cdilobs TviT RmerTis xma isminos _ ubralo adamianis sityvebSi gaigonos xma RvTisa, romelic piradad mas mimarTavs. morCileba mTeli sicocxlis manZilze gamoiwrTo ba: Tavdapirvelad mSoblebis morCilebiT, radgan isini Svils cxonebisaken miuZRvian, Semdeg ki sulieri moZ Rvris morCilebiT. protestantebi gvsayveduroben, rom mRvdels ma mas vu wo debT. mar Tlac, ufa li brZa nebs, rom ma ma da moZRvari aravis vuwodoT, garda RmerTisa, Cven ki vu wodebT. magram yvela im adamianSi, romelsac RmerTTan mivyavarT, sinamdvileSi zeciuri mamis saxe airekleba, amitomac vuwodebT mRvdels mamas. amqveyniuri mamoba, maswavlebloba da sulieri damrigebloba, Tu maTSi ze ciuri mamoba ar aisaxa, madls moklebulia. mamoba mxolod RmerTs ekuTvnis da igi kacs eZleva, Tavi X. morCilebis Tavisufleba ............................................................................... 167 rogorc udidesi niWi: mSobeli mxolod maSin aris WeSma riti mSobeli, Tu mas Svili RmerTTan mihyavs, maswavle beli mxolod maSin aris WeSmariti maswavlebeli, Tu Rv Tis simarTles aswavlis, sulieri mama mxolod maSin aris mama, Tu adamianebi Tavisken ki ara, qristesken mihyavs. xelisufalni, Tu isini xalxis mimarT mamobriv mzrun velobas ar iCenen, an tiranebi da mtanjvelebi arian, an mZarcvelebi, romlebmac sruliad uaryves Tavisi xalxi. Tu mSobeli mama araviTar kavSirSi ar aris zeciur mamasTan, mas ar SeuZlia siyvarulis sruli savsebis gan xorcieleba, misi mamoba naklulevania da metwilad mxo lod biologiuri, instinqturi xasiaTi aqvs. ufali am bobs: `da mter iyvnen kacisa saxleulni Tvisni~ (maTe, 10,36), radgan xorcieli siyvaruli adamianis misakuT rebas cdilobs. magaliTad, roca vinme monasterSi mi dis im sur vi liT, rom Ta vi ufals Ses wi ros, ise Cans, TiTqos RmerTi dedas Svils arTmevdes. magram rodesac mamoba zeciur mamobasTanaa dakavSirebuli, igi maradiu lobas eziareba da iseTive Tavganwiruli da usazRvro xdeba, rogoric zeciuri mamobaa: igi sakuTari Svilebis codvebsac dafaravs da maTi gadarCenisaTvis Tavs wi ravs. xorcieli mama mxolod maSin aris WeSmariti mama, Tu Svils qristesTvis zrdis da masve miandobs. qriste Cvens mamad Seiqmneba, roca eklesiaSi Sevabi jebT _ Cvens axal sulier ojaxSi, sadac Cveni amqveyniu ri kavSirebi ki ar irRveva, aramed gardaisaxeba. da maSin Cven uflis mier ganviswavlebiT misi siyvarulis meSveo biT: uwin de da gva pu reb da, ax la ki qris te gvzrdis da gvasazrdoebs, magram ara rZiT, aramed Tavisi sisxliTa da xorciT. Cven skolaSi ganaTlebas viZenT, magram namd vil ganaTlebas qriste gvaZlevs. es swored is umaRlesi ganaTlebaa, roca kaci RvTis xatad gardaiqmneba. xSirad Cven ganswavlas ganaTlebas vuwodebT, magram gana qris te ar gangvanaTlebs Tavisi WeSmariti naTliT? rodesac 168 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski misi mamobrivi siyvaruli aRgvavsebs, siyvarulis yoveli sxva gamovlinebac fers icvlis: maT RmerTisgan ar unda gangvaSoron, ar unda gveqcnen dabrkolebad qristesken mimaval gzaze. Tu adamians cxonebisken mivyavarT, Tu RvTis si marTles gvamcnobs _ SesaZloa bolomde da yvelaferSi vera, magram qristesken ki mivyavarT _ maSin is namdvili sulieri mama xdeba CvenTvis. magram Tu moZRvars adamia ni RmerTTan ar mihyavs, igi aucileblad TviTon ikavebs Rmer Tis ad gils, da esaa is Se de gi, rac seq te bis yalb religiur cxovrebas mosdevs. samwuxaroa, magram aseTi ram marTlmadideblobaSic xdeba. magram Tu moZRvari ise xelmZRvanelobs sulier Svilebs, rom Tavisi pirovnebiT RmerTi ar daCrdilos, igi pirvel yovlisa TviTon swavlobs RmerTis xmis mos menas da mere sulier Svilebsac aswavlis. maSin sulieri mamobac usazRvro xdeba da moZRvris guls eZleva una ri daitios masTan mosuli adamianebis mwuxareba, zrun va, ubedureba, sneulebebi da tkivili. da roca adamia ni mzadaa morCilebisTvis, roca igi yuradRebiT usmens, ras eubneba moZRvari, maSin misi sulieri smena imdenad viTardeba, rom ukve SeuZlia gulisxmayos neba RvTisa, Seasrulos igi da amiT gaixaros. sadac morCilebaa, iq simdablis dasabamia, da sadac simdablis dasabamia, iq ufali Tavis Tavs gvicxadebs. Tavi X. morCilebis Tavisufleba ............................................................................... 169 sulieri moZRvari sulieri moZRvari erTgvari angelozia, zeciT movleni li, raTa adamians RvTis neba gamoucxados. wm. aleqsi meCevi vin aris sulieri moZRvari? ras niSnavs `sulieri Svili?~ Zalian Zneli asaxsnelia, magram mainc Sevecde biT, zogierTi ram ganvmartoT. yvela, vinc mRvdelTan dadis (Tundac regularu lad), misi sulieri Svili ver gaxdeba. yvela adamianis Tvis ver iqneba sulieri moZRvari mRvdeli, romelsac igi aRsarebas abarebs _ es gasagebia. amisaTvis gansakuT rebuli, saidumlo urTierTobebi unda gaCndes. Tu es urTierTobebi sworad Camoyalibda, mRvdels marTlac eZleva SesaZlebloba garkveuli mniSvnelobiT beri (sta reci) gaxdes, ese igi, sruli sizustiT gamoTqvas RvTis neba da adamianis winaSe mTeli simkacriT aiRos pasuxis mgebloba sakuTari sityvebisTvis. am dros sulier moZRvars raRac ufro meti eZleva, vidre mRvdels, romelic aRsarebas ibarebs: is ukve ara marto sinanulis mowmea, aramed SeiZleba raRac gansa kuTrebuli codnac mieces am adamianis Sesaxeb. adamiani udidesi saidumloa. eklesiis swavlebis Tanaxmad, igi usasrulo da Seucnobelia. metic, maqsime aRmsarebeli ambobs, rom roca adamiani namdvilad uer Tde ba RmerTs da gan RmrTo bas aR wevs, igi ara mxo lod usasrulo, aramed dausabamoc xdeba. amitom Zalian Zne lia vinmeze raime Tqva. adamianis garkveuli gziT war marTva an misTvis raime gansakuTrebuli nabijis gada sadgmelad kurTxevis micema Zalian Zneli an TiTqmis SeuZlebelic kia. uflis saxeliT laparaki mRvdels mxo lod maSin SeuZlia, Tu igi Tavad aris RmerTSi da Tu su lier SvilTan misi urTierToba RmerTSi namdvilad iSva. 170 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski aseTi urTierToba saswaulebrivad iSveba. rogor xdeba es, rodis an ra viTarebaSi, amis gansazRvra SeuZlebelia, magram arsebobs garkveuli pirobebi, romlebic aucile belia imisaTvis, rom es odesme moxdes. mRvdelze bevri ram aris damokidebuli. pirvel rigSi mas yvelas mimarT Tanabari siyvaruli moeTxoveba, amasTan Zalian fxizeli siyvaruli. ramdenad srulia siy varuli, mRvdlis sulier mdgomareobazea damokidebuli, magram igi yovelTvis mzad unda iyos, rom yoveli, vinc masTan midis, mTlianad da bolomde itvirTos. amasTan, Zalian mniSvnelovania, rom mRvdels locvis madli gaaC ndes, mzad iyos ise ilo cos Ta vi si sam wysos Tvis, rom es locva adamianis bolomde miRebas niSnavdes. uamisod namdvili sulieri siaxlove SeuZlebelia. bunebrivia, rom mRvdlis SesaZleblobebi SezRu dulia: rogorc adamians, mas ar ZaluZs yvela Tanabrad uyvardes an adamianebis usasrulo raodenoba itvirTos. iqneb mxolod erTi-or kacs uxelmZRvanelos an esec ki ver SeZlos. es yvelaferi Zalian rTulia da damokidebu lia imaze, Tu ramdenad izrdeba moZRvari sulierad. ra Tqma unda, rodesac mRvdeli sul raRac ocdaxuTiode wlis aris da axlad nakurTxia, is jer veravis moZRvari ver iqneba, arca aqvs ufleba vinmes sulier cxovrebas uxelmZRvanelos da sxva adamianze aiRos pasuxismgeblo ba. amitom mRvdels didi simdable da patiosneba mar Tebs, raTa aRsarebaze mosuls uTxras: `ar vici, ar Se miZlia, mzad ara var~. da kiTxvaze: `rogor moviqce, ra viRono, mamao?~ mas SeuZlia mSvidad upasuxos: `ar vici~. mRvdels aqvs ufleba, raRac ar icodes, da SeuZlebelia moviTxovdeT misgan yovlismomcvel madlismier codnas RvTis nebis an TviT adamianis Sesaxeb. momsvlelis movaleobaa mRvdlisgan, rogorc kacis gan, arafers moelodes, da ar mosTxovos im sakiTxebis gadawyveta, romelTa mogvarebac misi saqmea. mRvdelma Tavi X. morCilebis Tavisufleba ............................................................................... 171 SeiZleba ar icodes da arc aris movale, yvelaferi ico des: SeiZleba icodes, magram SeiZleba cdebodes kidec. ra Tqma unda, moZRvars SeiZleba rCeva vTxovoT, magram yovelTvis unda gvaxsovdes, rom misgan, rogorc adamia nisgan viTxovT rCevas. Tu ufali CvenTvis ucnobi saxiT rogorRac ereva saubarSi, es Careva mRvdelze sulac ar gaxlavT damokidebuli. amitom, roca yofiT sakiTxze msjelobT, merwmuneT, es adamianuri rCevebia da imaze mets arafers niSnavs, vidre konkretuli sakiTxis Sesa xeb gamocdili kacis rCevaa. amitom ar unda SeviqmnaT iluzia da amas raRac gansakuTrebuli sulieri mniS vneloba ar unda mivaniWoT. oRond, Tu rCevas viTxovT da Tan am sa kiT xze RvTis ne ba sac ve ZiebT, ma Sin ufa li rogorRac gvaZlevs mimarTulebas. magram amis gakeTeba Tavadac SegviZlia, Tu Zalian gvsurs da WeSmaritad ve ZiebT RvTis nebas. kidev erTi mniSvnelovani piroba unda gaviTvalis winoT: Tu adamiani sulier xelmZRvanels eZebs, igi su lieri cxovrebiT unda cxovrobdes. Tu sulieri cxovre biT ar cxovrobs, romel sulier xelmZRvanelobaze vla parakobT? Tu kaci gamudmebiT ar cdilobs sulierad icxovros, Tu gamudmebiT ar miiswrafvis cxonebisken, sulier xelmZRvanels verasodes ipovis. sulieri xel mZRvaneloba adamians mxolod maSin eZleva, roca ukve gzaze dgas, karga manZili ganvlo da ukan dasaxevi gza moWrili aqvs. ai, maSin iwyeba sulieri xelmZRvaneloba. adamiani namdvili aRsarebis saTqmelad modis da mRvde li xe davs, rom es ka ci mas Tan ro gorc va Wa ri an ro gorc maT xo va ri, ise ki ar mo su la, arc imas cdi lobs, rom Tavisi jvari moZRvars ahkidos, aramed rogorc ada miani, romelsac sulieri cxovreba unda. da ai, maSin maT Soris SeiZleba Sedges sulieri kavSiri. kaci moZRvars Tavis sulier cxovrebas andobs, ese igi, masTan bolom de gulaxdilia. es imas ar niSnavs, rom saWiroa sagange 172 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski bod aRiaro Seni gulissityvebi _ es sruliad bunebrivad xdeba, ubralod, adamiani mTel Tavis cxovrebas daufa ravad da sinanuliT uSlis Tvalwin moZRvars. am wuTidan SeiZleba daiwyos is sulieri moqmedeba, romelic ada mians sulier Svilad Seiqms, moZRvars ki _ mamad, da amas ewodeba swored morCileba. daukvirdiT, rogor usmenT sulieri cxovreba morCilebiT iwyeba. ra aris morCi leba? eqimi yurSi fonendoskops ikeTebs da Tavis pacients usmens. mRvdelTan dakavSirebiTac raRac amis msgavsi xde ba. igi Zalian yuradRebiT usmens adamians, mudam cdilobs RvTis SewevniT gaicnos igi, Caswvdes mis suls. da Tu mR vdels amis unari Seswevs, saWiroa, rom adamiansac SeeZlos bolomde gaxsna. rodesac pacienti eqimTan midis, igi Ta vis mtkivan adgilebs aSiSvlebs eqimis winaSe da maSin eqimi mis mosmenas iwyebs. erTgvarad igive xdeba, roca adamia ni namdvilad sulieri saWiroebis gamo midis moZRvarTan. igi axerxebs rogorRac gaixsnas, bolomde gulaxdili iyos mRvdlis winaSe, raTa mRvdelma SeZlos Rrmad Caswvdes ka cis suls. amis sapasuxod aRmsarebeli morCilebas iCens, yuradRebiT ismens yovel sityvas, rasac mRvdeli eubneba, raTa Semdeg es yvelaferi Seasrulos. Zvelad `mosmenis~ cneba Zalian mniSvnelovani iyo. mowafeebi Tan dahyvebodnen filosofoss da usmendnen, ras ambobda. adamianebi sinagogaSi dadiodnen, Toras da mis ganmartebebs ismendnen. wminda werilebi mxolod si nagogaSi ikiTxeboda da iqve inaxeboda, saxlSi isini ara vis hqonda. warmoidgineT, ra yuradRebiT usmendnen wa kiTxuls mwignobrebi da farisevlebi, romlebmac wmin da werilis teqstebi zepirad icodnen. mere adamianebi Tavi X. morCilebis Tavisufleba ............................................................................... 173 usmendnen mociqulebs, romlebic qristes qadagebdnen, ismendnen saxarebas taZarSi. arc saxareba inaxeboda sax lebSi _ es iSviaToba iyo. adamianebi yuradRebiT usmen dnen saxarebis TiToeul sityvas da es sityvebi mTlianad cvlida maT cxovrebas. dRes mTeli kacobrioba sanaxaobebzea gadarTuli da yvelafers maTi meSveobiT aRiqvams. magram sanaxaobeb ze damokidebuleba xom sulieri dakninebaa. jer kidev qristianobis pirvel saukuneebSi ioane oqropiri da sxva mamebi Teatrebisa da sxva sanaxaobebis winaaRmdeg werdnen _ maT warmarTobis gadmonaSTs uwo debdnen. da ara marto imitom, rom TeatrSi warmarTuli an uzneo warmodgenebi imarTeba, aramed imitomac, rom es samyaros sul sxvagvari aRqmaa. Cven SeveCvieT nebis mieri informaciis mxedvelobiTi saxeebiT aRqmas, arada yuradReba unda mivaqcioT imas, Tu rogor vismenT. episkoposi aTanase (eftiCi) Tavis LleqciaSi isi qazmis Sesaxeb Zalian sayuradRebo azrs gamoTqvams morCilebis Sesaxeb: `Zvel aRTqmaSi upiratesi mniSvne loba mosmenas eniWeba, antikuri berZnebi ki yovelTvis mxedvelobiT aRqmas usvamdnen xazs: irgvliv yvelaferi mSvenieria, yvelgan silamaze, kosmosi... mTeli berZnuli filosofia esTetikamde dadis. mama giorgi florovski wers, rom es gasuli saukunis rusul filosofiasac axa siaTebda, soloviovsac ki. esaa swored esTetikis sacTu ri _ garSemo yvelaferi lamazi unda iyos. ra Tqma unda, zemoTqmuli ar uaryofs xedvis mniS vnelobas wminda werilSi. laparaki sxva ramezea. magali Tad, me leqcias vkiTxulob da Tqven giyurebT. vin ufro yuradRebiania _ is, vinc miyurebs? SeiZleba TvalebSi uyu reb de ada mians, fiq riT ki sul sxva gan iyo. mag ram Tu adamiani yuradRebiT gismens, Tundac ar giyurebdes, SeuZlebelia am dros iq ar iyos. igi ufro koncentri rebulia, roca smeniT aRiqvams. roca adamianma mosmena 174 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski icis, es morCilebas badebs. am dros kaci yuradRebiT adevnebs Tvals sakuTar Tavs da sulieri moZRvris sit yvebsac gulisyuriT ismens. swored aseTi morCilebis wuTebSi ibadeba urTierToba sulier moZRvarsa da su lier Svils Soris. garegnulad morCileba aRiqmeba, rogorc raRac mi TiTebebis zedmiwevniT Sesruleba. sinamdvileSi morCi lebas gacilebiT Rrma Sinaarsi aqvs: gulisyuriT mosme na, Rrmad gaazreba im sityvisa, romelsac Seni sxva ada mianad gadaqceva SeuZlia, anda SeuZlia raime nabijis ga dadgmisgan gagafrTxilos, an piriqiT, sulieri winsvlis impulsi mogces, da es sityva gulis siRrmidan unda iqnas gagebuli. adamiani sakuTar Tavs andobs moZRvars, raTa gaugon, raTa gulaxdili iyos, raTa aCvenos, Tu ras war moadgens, da es aZlevs saSualebas, rom sakuTari Tavis Sesaxeb simarTle gaigos. maSin mRvdeli ukve laparakobs ara ubralod rogorc mRvdeli, aramed rogorc madlmo sili sulieri moZRvari. sulieri moZRvrisa da sulieri Svilebis urTier Tobis Camoyalibeba garegnulad sruliad mouxelTebel pirobebzea damokidebuli. rodis da rogor xdeba es, ve ravin ityvis, amas RmerTi iZleva swored morCilebis sa fuZvelze, da maSin moZRvari da misi sulieri Svilebi uaxloes adamianebad iqcevian. SeuZlebelia sulieri urTierTobebis formaluri gan saz Rvra. ver et yvi ada mians, me Sen su lier Svi lad gniSnavo, anda esa da es kaci Cems sulier mamad avirCieo. urTierTobebi xangrZlivi morCilebis Sedegad yalibde ba. rodesac mRvdelma icis, vin dgas mis winaSe, aRmsare beli ki Tavis mxriv endoba mas, es sulier naTesaobasa da urTierTndobas warmoSobs. xolo Tu adamians mindoba ar SeuZlia, maSin saTqmelic aRaraferia: sulieri sauba ri mSvinvier, gulTbil, yoveldRiur, fsiqologiur, yo fiT saubrad iqceva. adamians hgonia, rom locva-kurTxe Tavi X. morCilebis Tavisufleba ............................................................................... 175 va miiRo da axla misi cxovreba RvTis nebiT waremarTeba, magram RvTis neba aq arafer SuaSia. cxadia, erTsa da imave sulier doneze mdgomi yvela adamiani, vinc aRsarebas ambobs, erTnairad mimndobi da gulaxdili ver iqneba da verc yvela erTnairad gaigebs, ras eubneba moZRvari. Tavis mxriv, mRvdelic yvelas er Tnairad ver gaagebinebs Tavis saTqmels _ amas garkveuli dabrkolebebi eRobeba win. me ar vici amis mizezi, es sai dumloa. magram erTi ki vici: Tu adamians sulieri cxov re ba surs da mas eZiebs, igi mxo lod mor Ci le bis gziT miecema _ sxva gza ar arsebobs. ifiqre, rom moZRvarSi suli wmidaa damkvidrebuli da igi getyvis, rac SenTvisaa saWiro vinc Tavis cxovrebas sakuTari SexedulebiT ki ara, ga mocdili mamebis rCeviT warmarTavs, SeuZlebelia eSma kis sacTuris msxverpli gaxdes. wm. kasiane romaeli mdabals ufali Seeweva: Tu mas ara hyavs gamocdili xel mZRvaneli, magram gaagrZelebs siaruls iseT moZRvar Tan, rogoric hyavs, am simdablisaTvis daifaravs Rmer Ti. ifiqre, rom moZRvarSi suli wmidaa damkvidrebuli da igi getyvis, rac SenTvis saWiroa. wm. siluane aToneli morCilebis problemas yvela mRvdeli da ekle siis mama erTnairad rodi uyurebs. magaliTad, wm. egna te brianCaninovi wers, rom is, rasac wminda mamebiseuli mniSvnelobiT beris morCileba ewodeba, monasterSic ki 176 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski aRar arsebobs, rom es SeuZlebeli da sariskocaa, rad gan dRes suli wmidis madliT Semosili berebi aRar ar ian, xolo iseTi adamianis morCilebaSi yofna, romelic TviTon ar ganwmendila vnebebisgan, uazro da saxifaTo saqmea. ra Tqma unda, is sifrTxile da windaxeduloba, romliTac wm. egnate sulieri cxovrebis Sesaxeb wers, udavo kriteriumia Tanamedrove cxovrebisTvis: dRes xom, erTis mxriv, axalbeda moZRvrebis, crumoZRvrebi sa da cruwinaswarmetyvelebis mozRvaveba igrZnoba, meo res mxriv ki egzaltirebuli axalmoqceuli qristianebi sa, romlebic uecar gaciskrovnebas, sulier Rvawlsa da dauyovnebel Sedegebs, raRac zebunebrivsa da grZnobads moelian. amitom gonivruli sulieri xelmZRvaneloba da kavSirebulia Sinagan sifxizlesTan, romelic dRes eso den aucilebelia. magram gana SeiZleba iTqvas, rom eklesiaSi mosul adamians saerTod ar sWirdeba sulieri xelmZRvanelo ba? mas damrigebeli, cxadia, sWirdeba da amisaTvis su lac ar aris aucilebeli madlmosili beris Zieba. yve las, vinc locva icis, locvis swavleba ar SeuZlia. yve la, vinc mdumarebaSia, mdumarebas ver gaswavlis. yvela, vinc moRvawe cxovrebas eweva, moZRvrobas ver gagiwevs _ iseve rogorc yvela virtuozi, vinc brwyinvaled flobs instruments, pedagogi ver iqneba. magram Zalian xSirad SesaniSnavi maswavlebeli SeiZleba gamodges ara virtuo zi, aramed saSualo donis Semsrulebeli, romelmac icis, rogor aswavlos. arada, bolo dros gaxSirda SemTxvevebi, roca su lier moZRvrad iseT adamians irCeven, romelsac aravis Tvis araferi uswavlebia. TviTon ki iswavles, raRac sa kuTari gamocdilebiTac miiRes piradi moRvaweobis meS veobiT, magram rogor _ amis gadmocema ar SeuZliaT. vTqvaT, mavani gamocdili beria, marTlac samaga Tavi X. morCilebis Tavisufleba ............................................................................... 177 liTo sulieri cxovrebiT cxovrobs, garegnuladac ki Cans, rogor anaTebs igi. magram rCevas hkiTxav da sru liad mcdar pasuxs gaZlevs, romelmac adamianis sulieri cxovreba SeiZleba gaaukuRmarTos. arian adamianebi, vis saxlSic meore sarTuli mSvenivrad SeTeTrebuli da ga marTulia, pirveli sarTuli ki _ gapartaxebuli. swored maT msgavsad, zogierTma RvTis gansakuTrebuli gangebu lebiT swrafad miaRwia raRac sulier dones, maT bevri ram gamoecxadaT da pirdapir Zalian maRal safexurze aR moC ndnen, mag ram iq ro gor avid nen, ar ician, es su lieri cxovrebis saidumloa. Tumca, vinaidan maT es kibe nabij-nabij ar auvliaT, amitom axalmoqceuls verafers aswavlian. dRes Zalian popularulia mRvdelmTavar egnate brianCaninovis azri, rom bolo Jams piradi sulieri xel mZRvaneli ar SeiZleba arsebobdes, da mTavari is ki ar aris, rom sulier moZRvars daujero, aramed wminda mama Ta swavlebebsa da wignebs unda daeyrdno, romlebic ada mians cxonebisaken gauZRvebian. am mosazrebas gadaWriT ewinaaRmdegeba aToni, sadac sakmaod gonivruli kritika gaCnda. maT Soris gamoica mRvdelmonazon dormidontis wigni `morCilebis Sesaxeb~, sadac is aTonis tradiciebze dayrdnobiT da wminda mamaTa gamonaTqvamebis damowmebiT mRvdelmTavar egnates, Cemi azriT, Zalian Rirseulad ekamaTeba. wignSi naTqvamia, rom wm. egnates gza piraduli da unikaluria, rom misi Sexeduleba wminda mamis kerZo Sexedulebaa, romelic zogadeklesiuri ar gaxlavT. ru seTSi ki igi zogadeklesiurad aris aRqmuli da xSirad sakmaod cudi nayofi gamoaqvs. TviTon mRvdelmTavari egnatec, roca igi ambobs, rom adamianebma wignebiT unda ixelmZRvanelon, amas ambobs swo red rogorc sulieri moZRvari _ es moZRvris rCevaa. zogierTi inteleqtuali asec fiqrobs: aravinac ar mWirdeba, mxolod wignebi. Zneli warmosadgenia, rom ada 178 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski mianebi, uecrad aseT ufskrulSi aRmoCenilni _ roca re ligiurad sruliad gaunaTlebelni varT, roca sulieri cxovrebis tradicia dakargulia _ wigns aiReben xelSi da umalve gaerkvevian sulier cxovrebaSi. SeiZleba mTe li cxovreba wignebi ikiTxo, saerTod ar gadiode sax lidan, da am dros sulier cxovrebasTan saerTo arafe ri gqondes, radgan es mxolod wignebia. magram arsebobs eklesiis cxovreba, romelic mxolod wignebSi ki ara, pirvel rigSi sulieri cxovrebis saerTo wyobaSia, rac locvas, RvTismsaxurebis ritms, eklesiis saidumloebebs ukavSirdeba, da maT Soris wignebsac, rogorc saeklesio cxovrebis Semadgenel nawils. wminda mamebi da maTi Txzulebebi eklesiis gareSe ar arseboben, isvee rogorc wminda werili ar arsebobs eklesiis gareSe. swored amitom ar SeiZleba ifiqro, wig nebs wavikiTxav da sulieri cxovrebis Sesaxeb yvelafers gavigebo. wignebis ukan eklesiis kolosaluri gamocdi lebaa, da adamians, romelic eklesiurad ar cxovrobs, wignebi mxolod avneben, Tu Seecdeba maT mixedviT iswav los is, rasac cxovrebaSi arasodes Sexvedria. miT ufro, rom wignebi sxvadasxvagvari arsebobs: sxvadasxva adamianebis mier dawerili, sxvadasxva enaze, sxvadasxva adamianebisTvis da sxvadasxva sulieri donis Tvis. yoveli wigni gulisxmobs pirovnebas, romelic mas werda. bevri wigni, romelic amJamad gvaqvs, CvenTvis Zi riTadad miuwvdomelia, radgan is cnebebi da is ena, ro melzec es wignebia dawerili, sulieri cxovrebis rTu li enaa. yovelive amas TandaTan unda mivuaxlovdeT. Tu seriozul sulier sakiTxebze daiwyeb kiTxvas _ magali Tad, iesos locvis, mdumarebis, maRali asketikis cnebe bis Sesaxeb, garkveuli gamocdilebis gareSe gaugebaric ki iqneba, razea laparaki. imis Zieba, razec wminda mamebi weren, rodesac amis gamocdileba ar gagvaCnia da arc su lieri moZRvari gvyavs, ver gvacxonebs. Tavi X. morCilebis Tavisufleba ............................................................................... 179 yovel patara codvas did codvamde mivyavarT kacis suli martivi arsebaa, da sulis Tundac wamieri moZraoba codvisken ukve codvaa. amitom, raki yovel pa tara codvas did codvamde mivyavarT, is mudam TavSive isjeba da TavSive unda aRikveTos. wm. ioane kronStadteli zogjer moZRvars adamianze raRac iseTi ecxade ba, ra sac Tvi Ton ka ci Ta vis Tav Si ver xe davs, mag ram risi daZlevac SeuZlia. xSirad isec xdeba, rom bevri ram, rac adamians mudmivad emarTeba da aSkara codvaa, Seg ne bu lad ar surs, rom cod vad miiC nios, rad gan ase cxovreba ufro uadvildeba. mas ubralod ar unda Tavi si codvebis danaxva, radgan ampartavneba, sakuTar Tavze maRali warmodgena, Tavis gamarTlebis survili uSlis xels. mRvdels SeuZlia amaze miuTiTos da amxilos kaci. swored es gaxlavT sulieri xelmZRvanelobis azri: mR vdels SeuZlia Seewios, SeuZlia itvirTos aseTi Sroma _ daexmaros adamians codvasTan brZolaSi, da swored amaSi mdgomareobs misi mxneoba. aseTma mxilebam adamiani SeiZleba aRaSfoTos _ Znelia maSinve daeTanxmo mxilebis sityvas. Tumca bev ri, madloba RmerTs, Semdeg mainc eTanxmeba moZRvars. cxadia, RmerTi mowyalea, isic cxadia, rom moZRvars ma mis movaleoba akisria; mas ar SeuZlia adamiani aRsarebis dros dasajos, magram qirurgiuli Careva SeuZlia, ope racias ki xSirad tkivilic Tan axlavs. adamianis mZime codvebSi Cavardna arc erTbaSad xdeba da arc SemTxveviT. es manqanis qveS Cavardna rodia _ sakmarisia cota yuradReba moaduno da ukve gvami xar. mZime, sasikvdilo codva etapobrivad viTardeba. wminda mamebTan aRwerilia, Tu rogor viTardeba codva, ra sta 180 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski diebs gadis igi. magram Tanamedrove qristianis yovel dRiuri cxovrebidan TiTqmis gamqralia RvTis SiSis cne ba, romelic damcavi SiSia da kacs Zalian adreul sta diebze ifaravs codvisagan. adamianebSi codvis mimarT ugrZnobeloba Warbobs, maT warmodgena ara aqvT, Tu ra mdgomareobaSi arian, ramdenad axlos arian codviT da cemasTan. vinaidan sakuTar Tavs sworad ver afasebs, adamians SeiZleba ar esmodes, rom situacia, romelSic igi aRmoC nda, an sxva Tanmxlebi mdgomareobebi ukve TavisTavad codvili mdgomareobebia, Tumca mas jer codva ar Cau de nia. igi TiT qos jer Sors aris cod vi sa gan, kon kre tu li jer ara fe ria _ arc moq me de ba, arc sit yva, arc mdgomareoba, romelic SeiZleba codvad CaTvalo, magram mimarTuleba ukve gansazRvrulia. da swored aseT dros, im pirobiT, Tu adamiani moZ Rvars Tavis Tavze bevr rames eubneba, moZRvars SeuZlia gaaf rTxi los igi: `am gziT nu wax val, ama da am kac Tan urTierTobas moeride, es ar gaakeTo~, _ da kacs eZleva SesaZlebloba, rom codvas gadaurCes. adamians xSirad ar esmis akrZalvis mizezi: `didi ambavi, Tu am adamian Tan maqvs urTierToba, mas SeuZlia sxvebze Tavisufali iyos, meti icis, ra aris amaSi cudi... me me var, is ki is aris~. da ver gaugia, rom es adamiani codvis winamorbe dia, Tumca TavisTavad masTan urTierToba SeiZleba arc iyos codva. cxadia, ufali afrTxilebs adamians sindisis meS veobiT, Sinagani mdgomareobiT, rom ase moqceva ar SeiZ leba. gulSi SfoTia, anda raRac arajansaRi agzneba, ro melic TiTqos Tavbrus axvevs kacs da aRtacebas gvris. aseTi mdgomareoba sasiamovnoa, magram raRac arajan saRia, erTgvari Trobaa, sifxizlis dakargva, romelic garkveul urTierTobebs, cxovrebiseul garemoebebs an Zlier STabeWdilebebs mosdevs: es SesaZloa gamoiwvios Tavi X. morCilebis Tavisufleba ............................................................................... 181 musikam, romelsac igi usmens, an wignebma, Tu, magaliTad, Tanamedrove literaturas kiTxulobs. am SemTxvevaSi is fiqrobs: `me xom SemiZlia imis Sefaseba, rasac vkiTxu lob, da Tu raRac wigni cudia, vafaseb, rogorc cuds, xolo Tu kargia, vafaseb, rogorc kargs~. magram is ki ar esmis, rom adamians Tavis TavSi absoluturi kriteriumi ar gaaCnia, yvela misi kriteriumi damaxinjebulia. da ami tom, Tu ada mia ni su lie rad jer ki dev yr maa, Tu suls dakarguli aqvs umankoeba, mtkice sarwmu noeba ar gaaCnia, uflis gzaze mtkiced ar dgas, man ar unda misces Tavs ufleba, rom cnobismoyvareobis gamo ufskrulSi Caixedos. didi simaRlidan gadmoxedva yo velTvis Tavbrudamxvevia, SeiZleba wabarbacde da Zirs gadaeSva. ufskrulSi Caxedva, cxadia, jer kidev ar niS navs imas, rom ufskrulSi imyofebi, magram es is mdgo mareobaa, roca SfoTi gipyrobs, Tavbru gexveva da SiSi gepareba. igive Tviseba axasiaTebs codvas, aseve im ada mianebTan urTierTobas, romlebmac SeiZleba codvisken gvibiZgon... amas yovelTvis gvkarnaxobs sindisi. Tu adamiani fxizlad adevnebs Tvals sakuTar Tavs, aucileblad unda Tqvas aRsarebaze, rac igrZno. moZRva ri TviTon Seafasebs mis mdgomareobas, es ukve sulie ri xelmZRvanelobis sferoa. cxadia, yvela mRvdels ar SeuZlia aseTi gulaxdili aRsarebis miReba, xSirad arc aris imis dro, rom dawvrilebiTi aRsareba moismino. mag ram Tu Sens sulier moZRvars esaubrebi, yvelaferi gu laxdilad unda uTxra, raTa droulad miiRo gafrTxi leba da aucileblad gaiTvaliswino igi. vTqvaT, moZRva ri geubneba, nu imegobreb ama da am adamianTan, nu gaerevi ama da am wre Si, Sew yvi te esa da es ur Tier To bao... `da mainc ratom? didi ambavi~, _ fiqrob Sen. saqme isaa, rom roca adamiani ar Rebulobs aseT ubralo rCevebs, ro melTa azric ar esmis, rogorc wesi, yvelaferi cudad mTavrdeba. 182 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski aha esera, me da yrmani, romeli momcna me RmerTman moZRvars adamiani gzis garkveul sawyis monakveT ze mihyavs, fexze daayenebs, Seagonebs RvTis wyalobiT, mRvdlo bis mad liT, ro me lic mas, ro gorc mRvdels, ise mieca, Tumca moZRvari SeiZleba zogjer arc iyos srul yofilebis misabaZi nimuSi, magram ufali mis bevr pirad nakls sulieri Svilebis winaSe uCinars xdis. isini ubra lod mSvenier garegnul mxares xedaven mRvdlobisas, rom liTac igi ufalma daajildova, da xalisiT emorCilebian sulier mamas. Semdeg ki, roca adamianebi ufro axloble bi xdebian, SeiZleba erTmaneTis naklovanebebic dainaxon, rogorc es ojaxur cxovrebaSia. zogisTvis es Sokismom gvrelia: `ai Turme rogori yofila~! sxvebi ki simdabliT aRiqvamen, rogorc ojaxSi _ esmiT, rom saWiroa erTmane Tis simZime vitvirToT da ase aRvasruloT sjuli qris tesi (ix. gal. 6,2). moZRvrisaTvis yovelTvis xsnaa sulie ri Svilebis iseTi damokidebuleba, roca isini mzad arian daiTminon misi uZlurebebi da raRac sulieri dacemebi, mzad arian daexmaron, rom is wamodges da gza ganagrZos. es metad mniSvnelovania, radgan am droidan SeiZleba iT qvas, rom moZRvarsa da sulier Svilebs Soris namdvili sulieri naTesaoba da sulieri siaxlove damyarda. sulieri naTesaoba gulisxmobs qristesken erTob liv svlas, ormxriv siyvarulsa da mxardaWeras. moZRva ri Tavisi RvawliT xelmZRvanelobs sulier Svilebs, da Tu maT ar surT sulieri zrda, aman SeiZleba Tavad moZ Rvaric daabrkolos, SeiZleba man xelic Caiqnios. magram rac ufro met sulier moTxovnas vuyenebT sulier moZ Rvars, miT ufro metad vubiZgebT mas warmatebis gzaze da TviTon isic met saSualebas gvaZlevs sakuTar Tavze muSaobisTvis. Tavi X. morCilebis Tavisufleba ............................................................................... 183 Secdomebs yvela adamiani uSvebs. Tuki moZRvari su lieri Svilebis yvela codvas da Secdomas itvirTavs, miutevebs, ganxsnis, loculobs maTTvis, bunebrivia, rom Tqveni da Tqveni sulieri moZRvris yvela dacema da Sec doma saerTo ZalebiT unda daiZlios. albaT mxolod RvTivganaTlebul moZRvrebs SeuZ liaT Seumcdarad ilaparakon, anda maqsimalurad ikave ben Tavs Secdomebis daSvebisagan da Zalian frTxiloben. isini SekiTxvasa da pasuxs Soris mniSvnelovan distancias icaven, konkretul kiTxvaze zogjer iseT pasuxs iZlevian, romelic Zalian farTod SeiZleba iqnes gagebuli _ imi tom ki ara, rom Secdomis daSvebisa eSiniaT, aramed imitom, rom TviTon adamians im Secdomis daSvebisagan icaven, ro melic maT pasuxs SeiZleba mohyves. magaliTad konkretul SekiTxvaze: `ra moxdeba Tu ase moviqcevi, raki sxvagvarad moqceva ar SemiZlia?~ _ gamocdili moZRvris pasuxi daax loebiT aseTia: `SegiZliaT ise moiqceT, rogorc saWirod migaCniaT, magram gafrTxilebT, rom is, vinc amas akeTebs, SeiZleba cxovrebaSi amas da amas gadaeyaros~. igi ar eub neba: `ara, es araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar gaakeTo~, _ Tumca aseTi pasuxi sworia da is SeiZleba nebismierma mRvdelma gagceT. magram gamocdili mRvdeli ase ar pasuxobs, igi erideba adamianis Tavisufali nebis SezRudvas, radgan am kacis sulieri moZRvrisagan gansxvavebiT, SeiZleba ar icodes misi saqcielis mizezebi, mTeli misi cxovreba. ar unda ganvewyoT saimisod, rom mRvdeli odesme aucileblad dauSvebs Secdomas, magram Tu mainc Sec da, amas gagebiT unda movekidoT. Secdomas nebismieri adamiani uSvebs da gamosavali yovelTvis moiZebneba. es kia, rom SemdegSi raRaceebis daTmena mogviwevs da cxa dia, yovelive amas mwuxarebebic Tan sdevs. zogjer gar kveuli gansacdelebis saSualebiT RmerTi gviCvenebs, rom Secdoma davuSviT _ es imaSi gvexmareba, rom aseTi Secdoma aRar gavimeoroT. amis ar unda gveSinodes. cxa 184 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski dia, Tu araeklesiur, codvil saqmeze gakurTxeben, aseTi kurTxeva ar unda Seasrulo. magram Tu rames morCile biT, ubralo guliT akeTeb, es codvad ar CageTvleba. Tu urTierToba sulierad sworia, Tu adamiani ufalsaa mindobili da sulieri moZRvris sityvebs RvTis nebad miiC nevs, ma Sin ufa li bevr ra mes Ta vad fa ravs da bevr rames Tavad asworebs. saRvTismsaxuro wignebSi weria: `sikvdilis aCrdils saukuno cxovrebad gardaaqcevs~. Tu ufals ZaluZs sik vdili cxovrebad gadaaqcios, Tu ara marto Secdomebi, aramed mravali danaSaulic ki, moyvasis mimarT Cadenili, sabolood, RvTis wyalobiT, sikeTed gardaiqmneba, maSin cxadia, ufali adamianis cdomilebebsac faravs, romle bic man umecrebiT, magram keTili ganzraxviT Caidina. xSirad Cven verc ki vxvdebiT, rogor xdeba es. iseve rogorc yvela arasrulyofili adamianis cxovrebaSi, zogjer mRvdlis cxovrebaSic xdeba Cavar dna. adamiani sulieri cxovrebis dasawyisSi an Sua gzaze ucvalebeli ver iqneba: icvleba TviTon, icvleba cxovre biseuli garemoebebic, moZRvars SeiZleba Tavisi Sinagani problemebi hqondes, raRac krizisi sulier cxovrebaSi, Tavisi sulieri Secdomebi. da swored maSin SeuZliaT su lier Svilebs mxarSi amoudgnen mas _ Sinagani simtkice, siyvaruli da ndoba gamoiCinon, ar miatovon igi sulieri uZlurebis Jams, aramed locviTa da siyvaruliT ganam tkicon. samwuxarod, es iSviaTad xdeba. xSirad vyofilvar imis mowme, Tu ra advilad ambo ben adamianebi uars sakuTar moZRvarze, Sua gzaze to veben da iviwyeben, Tu ramdeni sulieri Sewevna miuRiaT misgan, ramdeni locva, zrunva da gulistkivili. egreT wodebuli sulieri Svilebi advilad aqceven zurgs da Sordebian moZRvars, sruliad iviwyeben adamians, vinc xangrZlivad itvirTa isini, garkveul safexuramde zida, mere ki waiborZika da Zlier daSavda. Tavi X. morCilebis Tavisufleba ............................................................................... 185 mRvdlisTvis es didi sulieri gansacdelia: rode sac Tanadgoma ar arsebobs, roca veravis daeyrdnobi, aseT dros Znelia sulieri cxovrebis gamosworeba, ada mians arc survili aqvs da arc Zala yofnis, rom axalaxali Rvawli itvirTos. magram Tu TviTon sulieri Svilebi imisTvis ki ar cxovroben, rom isini keTilma da ganaTlebulma adamia nebma warmarTon, aramed imisTvis, rom qristesken mi diodnen, maSin yvelafers iRoneben, rom qristesken Ta vianT moZRvarTan erTad iaron. isini mxarSi amoudgebian moZRvars, itvirTaven mas, vidre fexze ar wamodgeba. es Zalian mniSvnelovania. sulierma moZRvarma saSinel sam sjav ro ze un da Tqvas: `aha ese ra me da yrma ni, ro me li momcna me RmerTman~ (esaia, 8,18). ara marto me, ara marto isini, aramed ai, Cven, ufalo, yvelani erTad varT. monanuls ufali aZlevs Tavis mSvidobasa da Tavisuflebas _ uyvardes igi vwvalobT ama soflad da Tavisuflebas veZiebT, magram cotam Tu icis, ra aris Tavisufleba da sad aris igi. mec minda Tavisufleba da dRedaRam daveZeb mas. da mivxvdi, rom RmerTSia Tavisufleba da misgan eZleva guliT mda balT, vinc Seinana da moikveTa Tavisi neba RvTis winaSe. Rirsi siluane aToneli sityva `Tavisuflebam~ didi devalvacia ganicada, misi Sinaarsic ki Seicvala. ra sityvaTSexamebas ar xma roben masTan kavSirSi da, me vityodi, rom yoveli maT gani anegdoturad JRers: sityvis Tavisufleba, beWdviTi Tavisufleba, sindisis Tavisufleba, siyvarulis Tavi 186 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski sufleba. da es yvelaferi saSineli damaxinjebaa im Ta visuflebisa, rogorc igi Cven, qristianebs, gvesmis. Ta namedrove msoflios am cnebebs, egreT wodebul zogad sakacobrio faseulobebs, msoflio Tanamegobroba dRes qristianul faseulobebze maRla ayenebs. magram rogor gvesmis Tavisufleba Cven, qristia nebs? SeiZleba ki Tavisuflad vigrZnoT Tavi, rodesac arsebobs bevri ram, rac zRudavs Cvens Tavisuflebas _ movaleobebi, zneobiT gansazRvruli wesebi, kanoni, ufu loba, dabolos, sindisi? amas yoveli adamiani grZnobs. kanoni bevrnairi SeiZleba iyos, sindisi ki yvela adamia nisTvis erTi da igive cnebaa. amba doroTe sindiss bunebiT Sjuls uwodebs, ro melic uflis mier adamianSia Cadebuli, rogorc RvTis xati. romaelTa mimarT epistoleSi pavle mociquli am bobs, rom vinc Sju lis gareSe kvde ba, is Sjulis gare Se ganisjeba, rameTu warmarTTaTvis, Sjulis gareSe rom kvdebian, sindisi bunebiTi Sjulia, romlis mixedviTac isini ganisjebian (rom. 2,12). ese igi, Cven sindiss kacob riv SjulTan ki ara, bunebiT SjulTan vaigivebT, saRvTo SjulTan, romelic adamianSia Cadebuli. saxarebaSi ki naTqvamia, rom RmerTma adamianebs Ta visufleba moutana. `da scnaT WeSmariti, da WeSmarite baman gangaTavisuflnes Tquen~ (ioane, 8,32). mTeli sa xareba ganTavisuflebis Sesaxeb gvesaubreba, da RmerTi aris kidec Tavad Tavisufleba _ sruli da absoluturi Tavisufleba. magram Tu sindisi _ esaa xma RvTisa, xma absolutu ri Tavisuflebisa, da amasTan TviTon igi zRudavs Cvens Tavisuflebas, maSin winaaRmdegobas vawydebiT: is, rac kacSi Tavisuflebas zRudavs, imave dros Tavisuflebi saken mowodebaa. maS sadRaa Tavisufleba? raSi mdgomareobs igi? ra ucnauric ar unda iyos, or Tavisuflebas Soris: erTia Tavi X. morCilebis Tavisufleba ............................................................................... 187 is Tavisufleba, romelic RmerTSia da meore _ is, ro melic RmerTis gareSea: TviTnebobis, TviTrjulobisa da uSjuloebis Tavisuflebasa da qristeSi Tavisufle bas Soris, romelicaa codvisgan Tavisufleba, saukuno cxovrebis Tavisufleba. Cven ar SegviZlia vTqvaT, rom adamianis survili, moiqces ise, rogorc mas unda, ar aris Tavisufleba, iseve rogorc ver vityviT, rom ada miani, romelmac boroteba airCia, ar aris Tavisufali. roca kaci borotebas irCevs, igi TavisTvis cixes ki ar irCevs, misTvis es Tavisuflebaa. adamiani Tavisuflad irCevs borotebas da Tavisuflad irCevs sikeTes _ ami tomac vambobT, rom kaci arCevans or Tavisuflebas So ris akeTebs, mas Tavisufali arCevani aqvs micemuli. antoni didma Tqva, rom Tavisufali is ki ar aris, vinc bunebiT Tavisufalia, vinc mdidaria da saxelova ni, radgan isini xSirad sakuTar vnebaTa monebi arian _ sulis WeSmariti Tavisufleba aris siwminde da yovelive warmavalis ugulebelyofa. es kargad Cans, roca sakuTar Svilebs zrdi da isini Sens morCilebas arian miCveulni. zogjer xedav, rom maT araviTari survili ara aqvT, rom dagemorCilon _ sru liad sapirispiro ram undaT, magram bavSvs ubralod ar SeuZlia Tavisi codvili survilis Sesruleba. mas raRac Zalian unda, goneba mTlianad am surviliskenaa mimar Tuli, magram saamisod Sinagani potencia ar yofnis, igi uZluria misdios Tavis codvil nebas, Tu mSoblis sityva amas ukrZalavs. es xSirad xdeba da ara marto bavSvebTan dakavSi rebiT. zogjer iZulebuli xar raRac daaZalo adamians, Sens nebas daumorCilo igi, magram rac ar unda mZime iyos es misTvis im dros, bolos gaxarebuli rCeba, sazRaurs Rebulobs da Tavisi saqcielis gamo kmayofileba euf leba: man morCileba gamoiCina da amis keTili Sedegic dainaxa. 188 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski swored amaSia sulieri ganswavlis, damoZRvris xe lovneba: erTi mxriv, misce adamians SesaZlebloba ar da gemorCilos, ar gatexo igi, yovelTvis dautovo mas Ta visufleba, magram meore mxriv, ar daiSuro Zalisxmeva imisaTvis, rom mainc dagemorCilos, da aucileblad mis ce saSualeba Sinaganad igrZnos morCilebis sikeTe. sulieri xelmZRvaneloba cdilobs miaRwios, rom adamiani Sinaganad uZluri aRmoCndes Tavisi codvili survilebis Sesasruleblad, ver SeZlos moZRvris nebis winaaRmdeg wasvla: SeiZleba misi suli raRac miznisken miiswrafodes, Sinagani gaukuRmarTeba sakuTari nebis Sesrulebisken ubiZgebdes, magram swored am dros xdeba morCilebis mcire saswauli: adamians Sinagani Sjulis _ sindisis xma Caesmis, romelic ukrZalavs codvili Tavi suflebis ayolas. es zogjer usiamovnoa, adamiani Tavs cudad grZnobs, umZims, SeiZleba Sinagani protestic gauCndes, magram qristesken midis, radgan sxvagvarad ukve aRar ZaluZs. xolo roca qristesken midis, igi yovelTvis monobidan Tavisuflebisaken mimaval gzas adgeba. roca adamiani morCili xdeba, mas esmis xma RvTisa, romelic aniWebs srul Tavisuflebas _ Tavisuflebas RmerTSi. yvelaze saSineli jvari, romelic gveZleva, arCevanis Tavisuflebaa aRsareba adamianis dapirebaa, rom codvas SeebrZo leba, es misi ficia. roca aRsarebis dros kaci jvarsa da saxarebas emTxveva, amiT igi fics debs, rom jvars itvir Tavs da saxarebis Tanaxmad icxovrebs. saxarebaSi aris erTi adgili, romelic SenTvis yo veli axali wakiTxvisas raRac saSineli samsjavros msgav Tavi X. morCilebis Tavisufleba ............................................................................... 189 sia: `romelsa hnebavs Semodgomad Cemda, uaryavn Tavi Tvisi da aRiRen juari Tvisi da Semomidegin me~ (maTe, 16,24). saSineli sityvebia, sulieri cxovrebis arss rom asaxaven da yovel Cvengans bolomde amxileben, ganmsWva laven, RvTis winaSe sityvisgebis unars gvarTmeven, rad gan jvari qristesi srulad gansazRvravs kacis arss, misi myofobis gulisguls. sityva `jvari~ yovel Cvengans Taviseburad esmis. Zi riTadad esaa gadaulaxavi problemebis tvirTi, romelic TiTqos gvTrgunavs da miwasTan gvasworebs. adamianebis cxovreba zogjer Zalian mZimea _ siRatake, sneulebebi, imedebis gacrueba _ isini sibereSi kvdebian sruliad ga nadgurebulni, magram caTa sasufevelSi ver Sedian. ver Sedian imitom, rom ar hqondaT jvari _ is jvari, rome lic Tavad aris sixaruli, hqondaT mxolod mwuxareba, gamouvali mdgomareobiT gamowveuli gauTavebeli mwu xareba. aseT sicocxles Tumca ki bunebrivi dasasruli aqvs, mainc TviTmkvlelobas enaTesaveba, radgan adamian ma ver hpova sixarulis gamosavali, ver hpova qristesken mimavali gza, ver hpova RmerTTan yofnis SesaZlebloba. yvelaze saSineli jvari, romelic kacs eZleva, ar Cevanis Tavisuflebaa. WeSmarit Tavisuflebas arCevani ar gaaCnia, igi sunTqvas hgavs, frenas. frinvels ara aqvs arCevani, ifrinos Tu ara, is ubralod dafrinavs. arc Tevzs gaaCnia arCevani, curavdes Tu ara, igi ubralod dacuravs. WeSmariti Tavisufleba mxolod absoluturi SeiZ le ba iyos. es aris an sru li Sem sWval va Rmer TTan, rogorc absoluturi Tavisuflebis wyarosTan, an misi sruli uaryofa, rogorc RmerTisgan sruli Tavisufle bis gacnobiereba. sikvdilic Tavisuflebas enaTesaveba, esaa absoluturi arara RmerTisagan absoluturi ganSo rebis gamo. adamiani, romelmac RmerTis gareSe icxovra, mere ki moeqca, uceb dainaxavs, rom sicocxlis Tavisufleba 190 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski da sikvdilis Tavisufleba _ es ori iseTi ram aris, ro melTa Soris arCevani ar arsebobs. gasagebia, rom Tavi sufali cxovrebiT unda icxovro. magram imisaTvis, rom es SeZlo, sakuTari arsebidan yovelgvari sikvdili unda gamoricxo. da esaa yvelaze saSineli da yvelaze mZime ram, rac ki adamians SeiZleba SeemTxves, radgan arCeva ni sicocxlis Tavisuflebasa da sikvdilis Tavisuflebas Soris, egreT wodebuli arCevanis Tavisuflebaa swored jvari, esaa adamianis mudmivi satanjveli _ yovelTvis airCios RmerTi, maSin roca amas mTeli misi arseba ewi naaRmdegeba. aseTi arCevani qristesTan Tanajvarcmaa. me vfiqrob, mSvidad unda vaRiaroT, rom adamiani ar aris Tavisufali _ ena ar mogitrialdeba kacs, rom arCevanis Tavisuflebas Tavisufleba uwodo. piriqiT, esaa saSineli borkilebi, esaa tanjva, es borkilebi da es tanjva Seadgenen kidec kacis namdvil jvars. adamia ni sruliad alogikurad, Tavisi bunebis sawinaaRmdegod, yovelive imis sawinaaRmdegod, saiTac misi mokvdavi xor ci miiswrafvis, irCevs sicocxles, irCevs qristes, ir Cevs Tavisuflebas, romelic saSineli tanjvaa, magram amasTan igi uecrad acnobierebs, rom namdvilad Tavisu falia, esmis, rom WeSmarit cxovrebas eziareba, romelic masSi aRmocendeba da, rogorc samaritel dedakacSi _ qristesTan saubris Semdeg, saukuno cxovrebis wyarod iqceva. es procesi _ adamianis sulieri Camoyalibeba _ er TbaSad ar xdeba. magaliTad, es ar yofila uecari feris cvaleba mariam egviptelisTvisac: mTeli misi cxovreba udabnoSi sakuTari Tavis mudmivi mokvdineba, qristes Tan Tanajvarcma iyo, rameTu mTeli misi mokvdavi arse ba udabnodan gasvlas aiZulebda da mxolod sicocxlis siyvaruli eweoda ukan, udabnosaken. es Zalian naTeli suraTia. adamianisTvis cxovre ba iq aris, sadac yvelaferi duRs da gadmoduRs, sadac Tavi X. morCilebis Tavisufleba ............................................................................... 191 xorcieli myofobis sruli sisavsea, da es sisavse anda mativiT izidavs xorcs. udabno ki, sadac cocxali ara feria, TiTqos sikvdilis simboloa. da ai, adamiani sik vdilSi sicocxles hpovebs, sicocxleSi ki _ sikvdils. swored amis Sesaxeb ambobs ase paradoqsulad saxareba: `romelman moipoos suli Tvisi, wariwymidos igi, da ro melman wariwymidos suli Tvisi CemTvis, man poos igi~ (maTe, 10,39). es niSnavs, rom unda uarvyoT Tavi, ganvagdoT yo velive, rasac `Cvensas~ vuwodebT, rac SevisisxlxorceT, rac niRbad gveqca, romelmac Cveni namdvili saxe daama xinja, ra mtkivneuli, mtanjveli, saSinelic ar unda iyos es. Tu SevZlebT ganviZarcvoT yovelive, Tu ar SegveSin deba davkargoT Cvens mier SeTxzuli, carieli, uazro cxovreba, maSin SeviZenT qristes, SeviZenT WeSmarit sau kuno cxovrebas, romelic ufalma Tavisi jvarcmiTa da aRdgomiT mogvaniWa. Tavi XI sulieri gzis dasabami da dasasruli RvTis SiSia dasabami da dasasruli sulieri gzisa aris SiSi RvTisa. pimen didi ganRebul ars Cvens winaSe jojoxeTis ufskruli mTeli boroteba, romelsac sxvebs (anu sakuTar Tavs) vukeTebT, Cveni sicarielisagan gamomdinare borote baa, es is sicarielea, romelsac RvTis naTeli ar avsebs. jojoxeTis ufskruli mudam ganRebulia Cvens winaSe da Cven, Tumca ki brmad gveSinia misi, aseve brmad vejaWve biT imas, rac TviTon ar aris maradiuli, rac mxolod nislia, ufskrulis Tavze Camomdgari. sikvdili fantavs nisls da ufskruls tovebs. mTavarepisk. ioane (Saxovski) Cvens mravalricxovan codvebs Soris yovelTvis moiZebneba iseTebi, romlebsac ar vebrZviT, romlebTan erTad cxovrebac SegviZlia. magram saSineleba isaa, rom es wvril-wvrili, aseTi advilad misatevebeli, sruliad SeumCneveli codvebi, romlebsac Cven Sinaganad veTan xmebiT, SeiZleba samudamod CvenTan darCnen, borkilebi dagvadon da RmerTTan miaxloebis saSualeba ar mogvcen. bavSvobidan maxsovs erTi SesaniSnavi suraTi jo naTan sviftis `guliveris mogzaurobidan~: uzarmazari guliveri miwaze wevs da liliputebs wvrili ZafebiT mi waze hyavT mibmuli. liliputebi mis sxeulze darbian, dascinian, mas ki wamodgoma ar SeuZlia, radgan veeber Tela guliveri wvril Zafebs magrad SeukravT da igi uZluria raime iRonos. da Cvenc Cvens adamianur yofa Si, erTi SexedviT Cveulebriv, normalur, mowesrigebul cxovrebaSi, xSirad aRmovCndebiT xolme wvril-wvrili codvebiT Sekrulni da ar ZalgviZs RmerTTan miaxleba, 194 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski masTan yofna. rogorc amba doroTe ambobs Tavis wignSi `sulis sasargeblo swavlani~: `daRacaTu erTi vneba aq vndes kacsa CveulebiT, sasjelsa qveSe ars~. amba doroTes erTi aseTi TvalsaCino magaliTi moh yavs: arwivi SeiZleba mTeli sxeuliT maxis gareT iyos darCenili da masSi mxolod erTi brWyaliT gaebas, magram am ubralo raRacis gamo mTel Zalas kargavs, radgan gana arwivi ukve maxeSi ar aris, Tumca mTlianad mis gareTaa da mxolod erTi klanWi aqvs daborkili? xom SeuZlia mi si Sepyroba monadires, Tu moindomebs? asevea sulic: Tu erTi codva mainc Cvevad eqca, eSmaki, roca moindomebs, maSin daamarcxebs mas~. arwivi TiTqos Tavisufalia, mag ram sinamdvileSi igi tyvea; adamiansac erTaderTi boro ti Cveva eqca vnebad, magram igi ukve jojoxeTis kerZia. adre Tu gvian yvela dafiqrdeba imaze, Tu ra aris jojoxeTi, ra aris saukuno tanjva da ramdenad realuria igi. eklesiis swavleba gveubneba, rom jojoxeTis tanjva saukunoa, rom adamiani jojoxeTSi xorcielad, mSvinvie rad da sulieradac itanjeba, ese igi Tavisi kacobrivi bu nebis mTeli savsebiT, radgan adamiani aseve xorcieladac aRdgeba, aRdgeba mTeli Tavisi kacobrivi savsebiT. Zalian advilia igrZno, ra aris jojoxeTi, didwilad amas Tanamedrove cxovrebac mowmobs. Tavis leqsSi `sauba ri amxanag leninTan~ maiakovski winaswarmetyvelurad wers: `jojoxeTi Tavis saqmes gaakeTebs, da ukve akeTebs kidec~. marTlac asea. es sofeli, romelSic Cven vcxovrobT, ufro da ufro emsgavseba am saSinel mdgomareobas, magram jer kidev droSi arsebuls. jojoxeTi ki SeiZleba warmovid ginoT, rogorc adamianis codvili mdgomareoba, maradi sobaSi ganxorcielebuli. kaci egueba Tavis codvebsa da vnebebs, da Tumca es, ueWvelia, garkveul tanjvas ayenebs, magram sanam cocxalia, mainc axerxebs Tavis motyuebas. qriste ambobs: `sasufeveli RmrTisa Soris Tquensa ars~ (lu ka, 17,21). mag ram kac Si zus tad ase ve SeiZ le ba Se Tavi XI. sulieri gzis dasabami da dasasruli RvTis SiSia .................... 195 vides jojoxeTic da samudamod masTan darCes. samudamod codvasTan erTad cxovrebis SesaZlebloba, saukunod RvTis gareSe _ sakuTar siZulvilTan, tyuilTan, garyvnilebasTan, sisaZaglesTan darCena _ ai, ra aris saSineli, bevrad ufro saSineli, vidre is suraTebi, sadac gavarvarebuli tafebi da codvilebiT savse mduRare qvabebia gamosaxuli. swored codvaa is tanjva, romelic jojoxeTSi codvils awamebs, is vneba, romliTac adamiani mistikurad jojoxeTs uerTdeba. codvaa sulis is sneuleba, is gaukuRmarTeba da arabuneb rivi mdgomareoba, romelic codvils samoTxeSi ar uSvebs. ai, am mdgomareobis, saukuno tanjvis mdgomareobis (romelic CvenTvis ukve arsebobs droSi) unda gveSinodes _ sxva arafris. da erTxelac SeiZleba dadges wuTi, roca adamians SiSi Seipyrobs da RmerTisTvis Sromas Seudgeba. mxolod erTi ramaa saSiSi _ kerZod, codva olimpiada, erTia mxolod saSiSi, erTi sacTuri _ ker Zod, codva, da me ar momwyindeba SenTvis amis Sexseneba, sxva yovelive igav-arakebia. mzakvrobas damisaxeleb, si Zulvils, veragobas, cru bezRobas, qonebis dakargvas, samSoblodan gandevnas, basr maxvilebs, msoflio omebs _ ra saSinelic ar unda iyos es yvelaferi, mainc droebi Tia da mswraflwarmavali, mokvdav xorcs ar exeba da arc mRviZare suls vnebs rames. wm. ioane oqropiri Tavisuflebaze ukve vilaparakeT, axla SiSze vi saubroT. SiSi da Tavisufleba _ ramdenad SesaZlebelia am ori cnebis SeTavseba? amqveyniuri gagebiT SiSi monuri mdgomareobaa, romelic adamians monad aqcevs. rogorc simamace gansxvavdeba uSiSrobisgan, ise RvTis SiSi gan 196 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski sxvavdeba ama sofels sxva SiSebisgan. `mun SeeSina SiSi, sada igi ara iyo SiSi~ (fsal. 15,3) _ ambobs daviT mef salmune. yvelafers, risic amqveynad gveSinia, araferi aqvs saerTo im umaRles SiSTan, romelic adamians RvTis Svilad qmnis da cxonebisaken miuZRvis. pavle mociquli ambobs: `sasyidliT syidul xarT, nu iqmnebiT mona kacTa~ (1 kor. 7,23). Tavisi sikvdiliTa da aRdgomiT qristem codvisa da sikvdilis monobisagan gangvaTavisufla, Cven Tavisufalni varT da ar unda vi yoT ama soflis monebi, ar unda gveSinodes misi. magram samwuxarod, Cven yvelaze metad imis gveSinia, rom ufali am, warmaval cxovrebaSi dagvaklebs raRacas, ra Racas ar mogvcems, dagvsjis ubedurebebiT, sneulebebiT, axlobelTa sikvdiliT, komfortis darRveviT. droebiTi ke TildReobis Cveul ZiebaSi CvenTvis Zalian mniSvnelovania, ar mogvakldes is safuZveli, uryevi rom gvgonia. sxvanair sasjels Cven ar vicnobT da verc warmogvidgenia. codvisa imi tom ki ar gve Si nia, rom su lis cxo ne bas ver Sev ZlebT, rom zecaTa sasufevels, qristes pirs ver vixilavT _ ara, warmarTuli SiSi gvaqvs imisa, rom Cvens cxovrebaSi axla raRac cudi SeiZleba moxdes, da ar gvinda gavigoT, rom Tu ufali gvsjis, gvsjis imitom, rom surs gamogvafxizlos, Segvagonos, safrTxe agvaSoros da cxonebis gzaze dagvaye nos. Cven TviTon sityva `sasjelic~ arasworad gvesmis. sas jeli swavlebaa, romliTac ufali siyvaruliT gvwvrTnis. `Svilo, nu sulmokle iqnebi swavlasa uflisasa~, _ ambobs wminda werili, _ `rameTu romeli uyvarn ufalsa, swavlis da tanjis yoveli Svili, romeli Seiwynaris~ (igav. 3,11-12). Tu adamians aRsarebis Semdeg codvebi mieteva, is ki ar ganikurna, maSin kurneba SeiZleba sasjelis gziT mieces, cxovrebiseuli garemoebebis meSveobiT: am dros man SeiZleba kiseri moitexos, magram gons movides da mixvdes, rom ase cxovrebas ver gaagrZelebs, da kurnebis sakuTar gzas Seudges. Tavi XI. sulieri gzis dasabami da dasasruli RvTis SiSia .................... 197 roca ufali gvsjis, is amiT gvacxonebs. magram ar ian adamianebi, romlebsac RmerTi aRar sjis, radgan es uazrobaa _ ai, ra aris saSineleba. `nu amxileb ukeTurTa, raTa ara mogiZulon Sen, amxile brZensa da Segiyvaros Sen. ec brZen sa mi zez da ub rZe nes iyos~ (igav. 9,8-9), _ naTqvamia wminda werilSi. yvelaze didi ara amqveyniuri, aramed momavali cxov rebis sasjelia. swored imiTaa saSineli Seunanebeli cod va, rom misTvis pasuxi saSinel samsjavroze unda vagoT, roca sinanulisa da gamosworebis dro ukve aRar gveqneba. Tu ufali am sofelSi Tundac mwuxarebebisa da imedebis msxvrevis gziT gvicxadebs Tavis Tavs, es niSnavs, rom mas surs TavisTan dagvabrunos. da maSin CvenSi TandaTanobiT iRviZebs imis SiSi, rom Cveni droebiTi codvebi SeiZleba maradiulni gaxdnen. magram es SiSi adamians mxolod mas Semdeg uCndeba, roca namdvilad igrZnobs, rom ufali sa xieria, rom arsebobs saukuno cxovreba, da rom es sauku no cxovreba yvelasaTvis misawvdomi realobaa. bevrma, vinc axloblebis sikvdili an sxva gansac delebi gadaitana, rasac Cven sasjelad aRviqvamT, mou lodnelad ufalSi ara damsjeli da jalaTi, aramed mo siyvarule mama Seicno. urwmunoTaTvis es paradoqsad JRers, magram bevrma swored mwuxarebis gziT gaigo, rom ufali WeSmaritad saxieria. `keTil ars Cemda, rameTu damamdable me~ (fsalm. 118,71), _ es sityvebi Tavisi qoxis kedels waawera adamianma, romelmac yvelaferi dakarga, rac gaaCnda da sayvareli qal-vaJi moukvda. es iyo aleq sandre menSikovi, petre didis yofili favoriti. Tu adamians Seswevs unari cxovrebiseul ubedure bebsa da warumateblobebSi dainaxos gakveTili, romli Tac ufa li gan swav lis, ma Sin yve la fers, rac mis Tavs xdeba, RvTis nebis aRsrulebad aRiqvams da sasjels udi desi madlierebiTa da siyvaruliT Rebulobs. ai, aseT adamianze SeiZleba iTqvas, rom igi aris mona RvTisa. 198 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski srulyofilebas imisTvis veswrafvi, rom rac SeiZleba meti mivce RmerTs codvas damonebuli adamianebi RmerTs ver emsaxu rebian. isini uSiSrad cxovroben, scodaven da uflis ar eSiniaT, magram gana mravali sxva amao SiSisagan Tavisu falni arian? kaci, romelic ama soflisaTvis Cveuli Si Sebisgan ar gaTavisuflebula, Tavisufali ver iqneba. RvTis SiSi mxolod Tavisufal adamians SeiZleba hqon des. esaa maRali SiSi siyvarulisa. wminda mamebi SiSis sam safexurs ganasxvaveben, amaT gan pirveli da Zalian maRali wodebaa mona RvTisa. mo na RvTisa Tavisufali adamiania. aseT kacs amqveyniuri sasjelis ar eSinia, mas eSinia saukuno tanjvisa, radgan saukuno tanjva sasjeli ar aris, esaa sulis garkveu li mdgomareoba maradisobaSi. RvTis monis mdgomareoba adamianuri siwmindis sazomia da mas, vinc Tavisi cxovre ba am gziT warmarTa, moRvawe ewodeba. Semdeg safexurze adamians saukuno tanjvis SiSi aRar aqvs, rad gan icis, rom saT noe bebs ufa li ne ta re biT ajildoebs, da igi RmerTisTvis iRvwis sulieri saz Rauris molodinSi. daqiravebuli muSaki, rogorc aseT moRvawes wminda mamebi uwodeben, siwmindis maRali xaris xia, magram aseTi mdgomareoba, rogorc mowmoba zecaTa sasufevelis Sesaxeb, garkveuli sazomiT yvela qristia nisTvis misawvdomi unda iyos. Zneli warmosadgenia, rom ada mian ma Rmer Ti Seiy va ros, Tu ki ar icis, rom igi sa xieria. aRdgomis dResaswaulze Cven yvelani veziarebiT, vzeimobT da SegviZlia yvelas mivutevoT, yvela gviyvar des garkveuli drois ganmavlobaSi, Tundac cota xans. warmoidgineT, rom SesaZlebelia mudmivad aseT mdgoma Tavi XI. sulieri gzis dasabami da dasasruli RvTis SiSia .................... 199 reobaSi yofna. nuTu kaci amis misaRwevad RvTis guli saTvis Sromas daiSurebs? adamiani, romelsac tanjvis eSinia an madlis mopo vebisaTvis iRvwis, jer kidev ar aris srulyofili Tavis TavisuflebaSi. Svilebrivi SiSi, romelic aTavisuflebs kacs tanjvasa da sazRaurze fiqrisganac ki, Tavisuflebas srulyofils xdis. aseTi kaci aRarc cxonebaze fiqrobs, aRarc jojoxeTis eSinia, igi yvelafers RmerTisTvis ake Tebs mxolod da mxolod Svilebrivi siyvarulis gamo. Sviloba _ es siwmindis srulyofilebaa, romelic qristianuli cxovrebis mizania, yoveli Cvenganis cxovre bis mizani. Svili RvTisaTvis satanjvelis SiSiT ar iRvwis, arc raime jildos imediT, aramed mxolod siyvarulis ga mo. Rirsi amba doroTe ambobs, rom RvTis SiSi siyvaru lia, WeSmariti siyvaruli. ufalma yovel Cvengans misca sa Sua le ba, rom mas ma ma vu wo doT, da Tu amas miz nad ar davisaxavT, maSin arc vici, rogorRa unda vcxondeT. Tu jojoxeTis saSineli satanjvelisac ki ar gveSinia, vera sodes gavigebT, ra aris RvTis SiSi _ ubralod vecdebiT, RvTis winaSe droebiTi keTildReoba movipovoT marxviT, locviT, wvril-wvrili keTili saqmeebiT, romlebic Cvens arsebas ver Secvlian. Cven sasowarkveTilebas veZleviT, rodesac fexqveS raRac droebiTi sayrdenebi gvecleba, zecaTa sasufevelSi ki araferia materialuri, araferia iseTi, rac am sofelSi gviyvars, rasac vebRauWebiT, rac CvenTvis Zvirfasia, ris gamoc xSirad aseTi mZafri gancde bi gvipyrobs. zecaTa sasufevelSi sulieri cxovrebis gar da araferia. is, rogoradac RmerTi xedavs adamians da riskenac mas mouwodebs, usasrulod maRalia da erTi mxriv, Zalian Sorsaa Cvengan, meore mxriv ki yvelasaTvis misawvdomia, da ar arsebobs amqveynad iseTi adamiani, visac erTxel mainc ar ganecados erT-erTi amgvari mdgomareoba, adamiani, romelSic ufali Tavis srulyofil Svils ar xedavdes. 200 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski is, vinc miwiersaa mijaWvuli, SeuZlebelia zeciers eswrafodes Seni locva Sensave cxovrebas unda Seesabamebodes, radgan is, vinc miwiersaa mijaWvuli, SeuZlebelia ze ciers eswrafodes da is, vinc ama soflis saqmeebiTaa moculi, SeuZlebelia RvTaebrivs iTxovdes. yoveli kacis survilebs misi saqmeebi amJRavnebs: raSic mcde lobas ar iSurebs, imasve iTxovs locvaSic. vinc raRac dids eswrafvis, imas naklebad mniSvnelovani ar ainte resebs. Rirsi efrem asuri Cveni suli grZnobs, rom RmerTi imdenad Sors aris, imdenad Seucnobelia, imdenad didebuli, rom uTxra mas `Sen~, rogorc amas locvaSi vambobT, praqtikulad SeuZlebelia. RmerTs Cven SenobiT mivmarTavT, magram sinamdvileSi es mxolod maSin aris SesaZlebeli, roca is SenTvis axlobelia, roca is Senia da Sen misTvis uc xo ara xar. Cven sul raRacas viTxovT RmerTisgan, magram ro ca mas mivmarTavT da veubnebiT: `mamao Cveno~, zogjer ar gvin da da arc ve ZiebT mas Si ma mas. Cven mas miv mar TavT, rogorc qveSevrdomni batons, rogorc glaxak ni mdidars, visac yvelaferi aqvs da Tavisi auracxeli qonebidan CvenTvis raimes mocema SeuZlia, an rogorc madlis, kurnebaTa da saswaulTa diad, ucnob da ga moukvlevel wyaros, magram TiTqmis upirovno, Seucno bel, CvenTvis sruliad ucxo Zalas. es xom gacilebiT advilia _ RmerTs, rogorc ganyenebul, yovlisSemZle arsebas, ise mimarTo. magram radganac igi mamaa da am locvaSi Tavis Tavs asec gvicxadebs, ese igi, masSi ar sebobs Rrma SesaZlebloba Secnobisa, ase rom ar iyos, yoveli locva azrs dakargavda. magram Cveni locva am Tavi XI. sulieri gzis dasabami da dasasruli RvTis SiSia .................... 201 sityvebis _ `mamao Cveno~-s winaSe, rogorc gadaulaxa vi dab rko le bis wi na Se, ise Sed ge ba, Tu Cven maT war moTqmas vapirebT, RvTis Svilebad yofna ki ar gvinda. ufali Tavisi mowyalebis gamo gvaZlevs, rasac locvaSi viTxovT, magram xSirad Cven TviTon ar gvjera, rom mas SeuZlia ase uxvad gviboZos wyaloba. da Tan ramodena niWebs viTxovT misgan! magaliTad, efrem asuris locva Si Cven simdables, ubiwoebas, morCilebas viTxovT _ ca Ta sasufevlis madlmosili cxovrebis mTel savsebas... da ar ki gvjera, rom SegviZlia amis miReba. `Sen xom yvelaferi ZalgiZs, genaneba Tu ra?~ _ xSi rad veubnebiT RmerTs, roca Cvens cxovrebaSi Carevas vevedrebiT. cxadia, ar enaneba, magram is, rasac Cveu lebriv ufals vTxovT xolme, SeiZleba mxolod Senians misce, da ara ucxos. rogor unda gavxdeT uflisani? cxadia, amisTvis mxolod survili ar kmara, es mxolod qristes mier, ek lesiis mier, saidumloebebTan ziarebiT, moRvaweobiT miiRweva. Svilobas Cvens miRma, wignebSi an saxelmZRva neloebSi ki ar unda veZiebdeT, igi CvenSia Cadebuli, rogorc RvTis xati da msgavseba. Svilobis sawindari yovel adamianSia, magram misken mimavali gza jvarze ga dis, iseve rogorc Ze RvTisa kacobriobas gamoixsnis da RvTaebis Tanaziars xdis Tavisi jvarcmiT, sikvdiliTa da aRdgomiT. `eZieb diT da hpooT~ (ma Te, 7,7), _ am bobs ufa li. magram pirvel yovlisa CvenSi RvTis Svilobis Rrma, cocxali survili unda arsebobdes, da es survili ar unda cxrebodes. SeuZlebelia raRac dros RvTis Svili iyo, mere ki Tqva: `axla ki Tavi damanebeT, imdeni mome ca, ramdenic mWirdeboda, meti aRar minda~. `qristianobis~ is mdgomareoba, romelSic Cven metwilad vimyofebiT, ar gvaZlevs imis saSualebas, rom sakuTar Tavs Svilebi vuwodoT, radgan SeuZlebelia 202 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski WeSmaritebasTan ziareba mxolod nawilobriv an mcire xniT. es mxolod im SemTxvevaSi gaxdeba SesaZlebeli, Tu mTel arsebasa da mTel cxovrebas qristes mivuZRvniT, da maSin SeiZleba mTeli Cveni cxovreba, rogorc Rvaw li, ise gacxaddes. RvTis Svilobisaken mimavali gza sinanulia roca Ze SecTomili mamisken mimaval grZel gzas daad ga, Tqva: `ar Ra ra Rirs var me wo de bad Zed Sen da, aramed myav me, viTarca erTi muSakTagani~ (luka, 15,11). es im adamianis mdgomareobaa, romelsac aRsarebaze mTeli Tavisi Tavi miaqvs da mzadaa yvelaferi miiRos, oRond RvTisagan, mzadaa nebismier cxovrebaze, nebis mier pirobebze, oRond qristesTan erTad iyos. sina nulis saidumlo sakuTari Tavis mudmivi mitanaa Rmer TTan, Ze SecTomilis mdgomareoba, romelSic RmerTis gareSe cxovreba SeuZlebelia. zogjer xdeba, rom mcire codvac ki moulodnelad adamianis yvelaze mowyvlad mxares warmoaCens. TiTqos saSineli araferi Caudenia, SeiZleba zedmeti sityva wa mos cda da es ara vis Seu niS navs, Tvi Ton ada mia ni ki am patara, SeumCnevel codvas ise ganicdis, rogorc qur doba an mruSobac ar ganucdia. es imitom, rom mxolod maSin mixvda, ra araraobas warmoadgens da ase cxovreba misTvis SeuZlebeli gaxda. es is mdgomareobaa, romelSic sakuTar TavTan pi rispir darCena autaneli simZimea _ ginda daimalo, sadme gaiqce, rom tkivili Seimsubuqo, sulis kivili CaixSo. da maSin adamiani aRsarebaze midis, radgan uceb xvdeba, rom ase cxovreba aRar SeuZlia, rom aucilebelia RmerTTan Tavi XI. sulieri gzis dasabami da dasasruli RvTis SiSia .................... 203 dabruneba. dae umZimdes da uWirdes, dae es mdgomareoba gagrZeldes, magram is mainc ecodineba, rom RmerTi mas ar uaryofs. aseT dros adamiani aRar fiqrobs, Seumsu buqdeba Tu ara mdgomareoba, mxolod is adardebs, rom RmerTma ar ganagdos pirisagan Tvisisa. zogjer sxvagvaradac xdeba. `waval aRsarebaze, _ fiqrobs adamiani, _ radgan sakuTar TavTan yofna mimZims, me ki komfortuli cxovreba minda. vici, rom aRsarebis dros RmerTi mowyalea, igi Semindobs codvebs, simZime momSordeba da isev simsubuqes vigrZnob~. am SemTxvevaSi cxovreba uwindeburi darCeba, ubralod, adamiani ufro frTxili gaxdeba, moerideba iseT situaciebs, romlebSic SeiZleba daucveli aRmoCndes. magram Tu igi ar Seicvala, adre Tu gvian mainc mouwevs sakuTar Tavze pasuxisgeba. SeuZlebelia, kacs codva raRac ubralo sareve lasaviT amoglijo gulidan. SeuZlebelia codvili saq cieli ganacalkevo codvili gulissityvisgan, codvi lad Camoyalibebisgan _ codva TavisTavad ver iarse bebs, Tu raRac movlenebs, sxva adamianebTan Sexvedrebs, adamianis cxovrebis mTlianobas ar moeWida. amitom, roca adamiani aRsarebaze midis, ar SeiZleba Tavisi Ta vis mxolod nawili miitanos _ man Tavisi Tavi mTlianad unda warmoaCinos. asea Tu ise, su li wmi dis mad li sxva das xva cxov rebiseul garemoebebTan Tu sxva adamianebTan Sejaxebis meSveobiT gvaiZulebs, rom SevicvaloT. ambrosi opti neli ambobda, Tixis qoTnebic ki exeTqebian erTmaneT so. adamianebic qoTnebiviT exeTqebian erTmaneTs da imsxvrevian, sakuTari Tavisgan Seqmnili am kerpis, am Tixis qoTnis damsxvrevas ki kaci imis gacnobierebamde mihyavs, rom is TiTqos sulierad cxovrobda, eklesia Si dadioda, eziareboda, magram axlaRa mixvda: aRsare bis dros RmerTs Turme calkeuli namsxvrevebi ki ara, mTlianad gatexili qoTani unda miutanos. 204 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski xSirad unda CauRrmavde sakuTar Tavs da hkiTxo: sad var me? Tu gsurs, rom sulis mSvidoba SeinarCuno, xSirad unda CauRrmavde sakuTar Tavs da hkiTxo: sad var me? Rirsi serafime saroveli SeuZlebelia Zveli kabis yoveli Zafi ganaaxlo. Tu tansacmeli daiZenZa, igi unda Seicvalos. bevr codvas kaci xSirad saxelsac ver arqmevs, saamisod saWiro sit yvebs yo vel Tvis ver pou lobs. zo gi cod va ki ise Tia, arc ici, ra uwodo, radgan es moqmedeba ki ara, mdgo mareobaa, raRac iseTi, risi aRwerac SeuZlebelia: yve laferi Zalian cudad aris, rogorc ityvian _ saiTac gaviqeci, iqiT waviqecio. amitom ufali sinanulis sai dumloSi adamians, romelsac Zvel kabaSi cxovreba aRar SeuZlia, samosels ganuaxlebs. sakereblebs ki ar adebs naxvretebze, aramed mTel cxovrebas ganuaxlebs, cod vis borkilebisgan aTavisuflebs. ufali mTavars _ codvis fesvebs gviCvenebs, es fesvebi unda gamovasworoT sakuTar TavSi da maTTan erTad sxvac bevri ram gamoswordeba, is, rasac Cven verc ki vacnobierebT. ai, amaSia aRsarebis mniSvnelo ba. SeiZleba Cvens sicocxleSi ver gavigoT, ra Seicvala CvenSi, ra codvebi Segvindo ufalma Tavisi mowyalebiT, mxolod imitom, rom cxovrebis sxva gza avirCieT. swored amitom ar SeiZleba, rom aRsareba frag mentuli iyos. adamiani aRsarebaze mTeli Tavisi savse biT unda midiodes. da Tu amas Seignebs, maSin aRsarebi dan aRsarebamde ki ar icxovrebs, aramed sinanuli misi cxovrebis gulisguli gaxdeba. aseTi cxovreba SeiZleba autaneli mogveCvenos, mag ram rac ar un da sao ca ri iyos, swo red esaa cxov Tavi XI. sulieri gzis dasabami da dasasruli RvTis SiSia .................... 205 rebis savseba. Cven visaubreT sixarulze, siyvarulze, imaze, rom erTi monanuli codvilis gamo mTeli caTa sasufeveli xarobs. es sixaruli imiT aris gamowveuli, rom kaci mTeli Tavisi savsebiT xdeba kaci, bolos da bolos xdeba mona RvTisa. es udidesi sixarulia, es is wyalobaa, romelic adamians mamisagan eZleva. yvela serafime saroveli ver iqneba, yvela Rirsi siluvanes siwmindes ver miaRwevs, magram ufali yovel adamians aZlevs sruli siwmindis savsebasTan Sexebis Se saZleblobas, yovel Cvengans eZleva Sviloba garkveuli sazomiT, rameTu savseba caTa sasufevelSi yvelasaTvis savsebaa. erTma mRvdelma aseTi magaliTi moiyvana: lapa raki iyo imaze, rom adamianebi erTmaneTisagan gansxvav debian, yvela sxvadasxva cxovrebiT cxovrobda, sxva dasxva pirobebSi, zogi monasterSi moRvaweobda, zogi dazgasTan idga an miwas xnavda... diax, yvela adamiani sxvadasxvaa, magram savseba yvelasTvis erTia, yvela sav sea. warmoidgineT: kasri SeiZleba pirTamde avavsoT da igi savse iqneba, magram SeiZleba saTiTuric bolomde avavsoT da isic savse iqneba. saTiTurs mets veRar dau ma teb, mas pre ten ziac ver eq ne ba, rom sav se ar aris _ yvelaferi aqvs, risi datevnac SeuZlia. kasrSi metia, vidre saTiTurSi, magram saTiTurs amis gamo araferi akldeba, igi amis gamo ar itanjeba, ara aqvs imis gancda, rom savse ar aris. igive xdeba yvela adamianisaTvis caTa sasufevelSi: Tu RvTis wyalobiT iq movxvdebiT, miuxedavad imisa, rom Cven yvelani Zalian gansxvavebulni varT da ufalTan sxvadasxva gziT mivediT, Svilobis savseba yvelas auci leblad gveqneba. magram zogierTi am sazoms sicocxle Sive miaRwevs da mas Tavis TavSi ganaxorcielebs, zogi ki caTa sasufevelSi, rogorc RvTis niWs, ise miiRebs. magram roca caTa sasufevelze vfiqrobT, Cven vi ciT, rom es siyvarulis samefoa, sixarulisa da saukuno 206 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski netarebis samefo. Cven ar gvCvevia momaval cxovrebaze ise vimsjeloT, rogorc raRac saSinelze. da am dros isev winaaRmdegobaSi vvardebiT, radgan sadac siyvaru lia, iq SeuZlebelia SiSi iyos. Tavis pirvel kaTolike epistoleSi ioane RvTismetyveli ambobs, rom `srulman siyvarulman gare gandevnis SiSi~, da rom `moSiSi igi ara srul ars siyuarulsa zeda~ (1 ioane, 4,18). amitom Cven Tvis Zneli warmosadgenia erTdroulad RvTis wyaloba da saSineli samsjavro. Znelia erTi ubralo mizezis ga mo: Cveni ampartavneba ar gvaZlevs imis saSualebas, rom Tavi dasjilebad warmovidginoT, imaT rolSi, vinc mu dam damnaSavea RvTis winaSe. Cven mzada varT SevundoT sakuTar Tavs sisustis, RvTisagan erTgvari gandgomis, TviT Ra la tis yo ve li wa mi da ami tom verc ki war mog vidgenia, rogor SeiZleba, rom sxvebma ar mogvitevon. Cven xom vpatiobT sakuTar Tavs _ da Zalian Znelia imis daSveba, rom SeiZleba sabolood davisajoT, davisajoT maradisobaSi. modi, vifiqroT amaze. modi, namdvilad SegveSin des imis gamo, rac Cveni kuTvnilebaa. ratom aris, rom Cven yvelam ukve windawin vacxoneT Tavi? ratom gavu ReT samoTxis kari Cvensave Tavs? ratom vcxovrobT ise zereled, TiTqos ar mogvelodes uflis winaSe wardgo ma da misTvis Tvalis gasworeba, ar mogvelodes xilva misi gabrwyinebuli pirisa, romelic bolomde gamoaCens TiToeul Cvengans da dagvanaxebs, vina varT da ra aris CvenSi namdvili? Tavi XII sasufevlis karibWesTan Sens svlas safuZvlad RvTis SiSi daude da male aRmoCndebi sasufevlis karTan. wm. isaak asuri cxovreba RmerTSi rameTu Cemda cxoreba qriste ars da sikudili _ SesaZi nel. filipelTa, 1,21. iyo erTi mdidari kaci, cxovrobda laRad da fu funebiT. sxva kacic iyo, lazare, romelic mis karTan iwva Cirqovani wylulebiT savse da natrobda, mdidris tablidan gadmocvenili namcecebiT mainc gamZRariyo, magram lukmasac aravin awvdida. mokvda orive. lazare abraamis wiaRSi moxvda, mdidari ki satanjvelSi. da ai, mdidari abraams evedreba, movides lazare, TiTi wyalSi daasvelos da tanjva Seumsubuqos, magram abraami am mow yalebaze uars eubneba. maSin mdidari sTxovs, rom laza re mis ZmebTan mivides da gaafrTxilos, raTa isini mainc gadaurCnen daRupvas. abraamma miugo: `hyavT mose da wi naswarmetyvelni da maTi isminon~. `ara~, _ ambobs mdida ri, _ `ar mous me nen. ara med mkvdar Ta gan Tu vin me mi va, Seinaneben. abraami ki pasuxobs: `Tu moses da winaswarmet yvelebs ar mousmenen, mkvdreTiT Tu vinme aRdgeba, arc imisas irwmuneben~ (ix. luka, 16,29). aseTia kacis cxovrebis dasasrulisa da samsjavros ambavi _ ambavi imisa, Tu rogor unda movkvdeT, rameTu araferia iseTi cxadi adamianisTvis, rogorc is, rom misi saboloo xvedri sikvdilia. sakuTari bedisweris Sesaxeb Cven araferi viciT _ isic ki ar viciT, ra mogvelis aTi wuTis Semdeg. erTaderTi, rac danamdvilebiT viciT, is aris, rom odesme movkvdebiT, iseve rogorc sxvebi dai Tavi XII. sasufevlis karibWesTan ............................................................................... 209 xocnen Cvenamde. magram sakvirveli is aris, rom adamiani, romelmac zustad icis, rom mokvdeba, yvelaze naklebad swored sikvdilze fiqrobs, naklebad cdilobs gaigos, Tu rogor unda icxovros, raTa satanjvelSi ar moxvdes. risTvis itanjeboda mdidari? kacma rom Tqvas, cu di ra Caidina? saxareba ar gveubneba, rom igi cudi kaci iyo. TviTon itanjeboda, magram tanjvas aravis usurveb da: jojoxeTSi myofic ki Tavisianebze zrunavda, rom ar warwymediliyvnen. mdidars, romelic jojoxeTSi moxvda, keTili guli hqonda. ai, aseTi Cveulebrivi adamiani, iseTive, rogoric sxvebi, oRond mdidari, sikvdilis Semdeg satanjvelSi xvdeba. da ara imitom, rom simdidre cudia, siRaribe ki kargi. simdidre aq sul sxva rames _ TviTkmarobas niS navs, roca adamiani Tavis Caketil samyaroSi cxovrobs da irgvliv veravis da verafers amCnevs. Cvenc aseT sam yaroSi vcxovrobT an amisken miviswrafviT: gvinda, rom Cvens garSemo kedeli aRvmarToT da aravin SemovuSvaT: `Tqveni problemebi Cveni problemebi ar gaxlavT, Cven sakuTar patara, myudro samyaroSi vcxovrobT da aq Tavs Cinebulad vgrZnobT. RmerTi? ra Tqma unda, viciT, rom RmerTi arsebobs da es CvenTvis sakmarisia~. mowyineba sa da sasowarkveTilebaSic ki vvardebiT, roca am Cvens TviTkmar, TviTkmayofil samyaroSi ufali ereva da Cvens gamofxizlebas cdilobs. mis aseT CarevaSi Cven wyalobas ver vxedavT. magram es is mSvidobaa, romelzec wminda ma mebi ambobdnen, rom umjobesia brZola, vidre mSvidoba, romelic RmerTs gangvaSorebs. saxarebiseuli mdidari arc mZarcveli iyo da arc yaCaRi, igi arc borotmoqmedi yofila. erTi Cveulebrivi adamiani iyo da satanjvelSi mxolod imitom moxvda, rom Tavisi samyaro RvTisagan ganacalkeva. mdidris samyaro Caketili iyo da swored amitom RvTis sasufevelic Cake tili aRmoCnda misTvis. 210 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski ase varT Cvenc: vi ciT, rom Rmer Ti ar se bobs, mag ram ise vcxovrobT, TiTqos ar arsebobdes, TiTqos masTan Sexvedra ar mogvelodes. vimedovnebT, rom odesme kidev gveqneba dro, rom RmerTisTvis vicxovroT. SeiZleba did marxva dadges da maSin... am didmarxvaSi araferi gamog vivida, iqneb erTi wlis Semdeg movaxerxoT rame... magram xom SeiZleba morigi didmarxva CvenTvis aRarc dadges. SeiZleba dRes taZridan gavideT da aRarasodes davbrun deT _ maSin veRarasodes verafers gavakeTebT RvTisTvis, verafriT veRar movemsaxurebiT. da ase aRsruldeba ab raamis mier mdidrisaTvis naTqvami sityvebi, mkvdreTiT rom vinme aRdges, arc imisas irwmunebeno. iwamo _ ar niS navs, rom darwmunde. iwamo _ niSnavs imas, rom rwmena sav sebiT da bolomde SemouSva Sens cxovrebaSi, am rwmeniT iyo STanTqmuli, icxovro qristesTan erTad. winaswarmetyvelebi da wminda werili gveubnebian, Tu rogori unda iyos adamiani. pavle mociqulis epis toleSi naTqvamia: `me sawertelni igi uflisa iesuisni xor cTa Si na Cem Ta mit vir Tavn~ (gal. 6,17), an `cxo vel arRara me var, aramed cxovel ars CemTana qriste~ (gal. 2,20). xolo romel adamianSic RmerTia damkvidrebuli, imas sikvdilisa ar eSinia. `Cemda cxoreba qriste ars da sikvdil SesaZinel~ (fil. 1,21), ambobs mociquli, rameTu igi qristesTan erTad jvars ecva. wminda werili, romelsac Cven xSirad vusmenT, mag ram yovelTvis ar gvesmis, gvaswavlis, rom cxovreba RmerTSi masTan erTad jvarcmaa. da maSin lazare war sdgeba ara rogorc glaxaki sneuli, aramed qristesTan Tanajvarcmuli, romelmac RvTisagan miiRo sicocxle, rogorc wyaloba, rogorc masTan erTad vnebis SesaZleb loba, da rogorc SesaZlebloba, rom am mciredi Rvaw liT qristeTi gamdidrebuliyo. amitomaa, rom saxarebaSi lazare saxeliT ixsenieba, mdidris saxeli ki ucnobia _ misi saxeli amoSlilia cxovrebis wignidan. Tavi XII. sasufevlis karibWesTan ............................................................................... 211 Cven kargad viciT saxarebis sityvebi, romlebic li turgiaze igalobeba: `netar iyvnen glaxakni suliTa, ne tar iyvnen mglovareni guliTa, netar iyvnen, romelTa Siodes da swyurodes simarTlisaTvis~ (ix. maTe, 5), mag ram es sityvebi TiTqos CvenTvis ar dawerila. sinamdvi leSi ki es netarebis mcnebebia, magram iseTi netarebisa, iseTi bednierebisa, romelic sakuTari TavisTvis aravis unda, mas aravin eswrafvis da mis misaRwevad aravin iR vwis, imitom, rom Cveni netareba TviTkmarobaSia, Cveni netareba komfortSia, Cveni netareba imaSi mdgomareobs, rom aravin Segvawuxos. ai, ra akargvinebs pirovnulobas TiToeul Cvengans da ra ar gvaZlevs saukuno cxovrebas Tan ziarebis saSualebas. mdidrisa da lazares ambavi mogviTxrobs, Tu ra ad vilad SeuZlia adamians gverdi auaros sakuTar cxonebas, ra unayofod SeiZleba damTavrdes cxovreba, romelsac Cvens keTilmowyobil, patara samyaroSi vatarebT. gaxsovdes sikvdili sikvdilis xsovna is saTnoebaa, romelzec Cveuleb rivi adamianebi naklebad fiqroben, magram mis Sesaxeb bevrs saubroben wminda mamebi _ sikvdilis xsovna erTerTi umniSvnelovanesi SemoqmedebiTi potencialia ada mianSi. Cven mxolod gveCveneba, rom Tu sikvdilze vi fiqrebT, Wkuidan SeviSlebiT. sinamdvileSi adamianebs sikvdilze fiqri imitom aSinebT, rom saerTod cxovre bisa eSiniaT. Cvens droSi Cvevad iqca drostareba da ara cxovreba. adamianebi ara marto dros atareben, aramed imazec ki fiqroben, Tu rogor moklan igi. erTis mxriv, dro TiTqos ar gvyofnis, magram meore mxriv, igi zedme tic kia, imitom rom... cxovreba mosawyenia. 212 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski icxovro ise, rom mudam gaxsovdes sikvdili, saSi nelebaa, radgan maSin yvelaferi unda Seicvalos: yoveli wuTis fasi unda icode, yoveli saaTi SemoqmedebiTad unda gaataro, raTa Rrma SinaarsiT aavso igi. roca de dis gardacvalebas ixsenebda, mitropoliti antoni su roJeli ambobda, rom misi gardacvalebis weli maT ur TierTobaSi yvelaze bednieri iyo. aravin icoda, rodis dasruldeboda misi mZime sneuleba, yovel dRes, rogorc ukanasknels, ise xvdebodnen da cdilobdnen, erTmaneTis Tvis rac SeiZleba meti siyvaruli miecaT, radgan icod nen, rom xvalindel dRes amis saSualeba SeiZleba aRarc hqonodaT. rodesac adamians mudam axsovs sikvdili, misi cxov reba mTlianad icvleba. Tu es dRe SenTvis ukanasknelia, maSin, ra Tqma unda, sisulele iqneba Sescodo, sisulele iqneba drois fuWad gatareba: krosvordebis amoxsna, de teqtivebis wakiTxva, ar Rirs Cxubi, kamaTi, ar Rirs sxva adamianebze ganawyeneba. ra azri aqvs gabutvas, Tu es dRe SenTvis ukanasknelia _ umjobesia Seundo da es dro si keTiTa da siyvaruliT aavso. kacma kidevac rom Sesco dos, ar daayovnebs, maSinve Seinanebs da patiebas iTxovs. da ai, aseTi unda iyos misi yoveli dRe mTeli cxovrebis manZilze, sanam ar mokvdeba. Tu kaci Tavis TavSi ase Ti cxovrebis Zalas ipovis, misi cxovreba Zalian azria ni, Zalian bednieri da savse xdeba. misTvis yoveli wuTi Zvirfasia: loculobs Tu sxva adamianebs esaubreba, leq sebs wers Tu xatavs, gamomgonebelia Tu mSenebeli, esmis, rom SeiZleba sicocxleSi ukanasknelad eZleodes saSua leba, rom raime sasargeblo gaakeTos, moyvasisTvis gai sarjos. ase da amgvarad, adamianisTvis yvelaferi axal azrs iZens. ai, ras niSnavs sikvdilis xsovna. sikvdilis xsovnam SeiZleba gamoacocxlos da Seav sos Cveni locviTi kanoni. Zili sikvdilis saxea, cxov rebidan gasvla, da Zilad misvlis locvebs Rrma sinanu Tavi XII. sasufevlis karibWesTan ............................................................................... 213 lisa da Serigebis xasiaTi aqvT. dilis erT-erT locva Si ki vkiTxulobT: `raTa Rirs viqmneT... moslvasa missa didebiT gansjad yovelTa kacTa da migebad TiToeulsa saqmeTa maTTaebr, raTa ara gangdebul viqmneT udebebi Ta, aramed raTa mRviZared vipovneT aRdgomilni saqmiTa keTiliTa, momlodebelni wardgomad sixarulsa da Ses lvad saRmrTosa sasZlosa didebisa misisasa, raTa Cvenca mkvidrTa mas Sina wmidaTa Tana Rirs viqmneT dResaswau lobad xmasa mas saRmrTosa didebisa misisasa mouklebe lad~. ba si li di dis es Rrma da poe tu ri loc va erT Za lian mniSvnelovan azrs Seicavs _ Tu rogor unda war sdges adamiani saSineli samsjavros winaSe. basili di di ka cis cxov re bas Ra mes uwo debs da am bobs, rom dRe qristes mosvliT iwyeba. es locva esqatologiuri JRe radobisaa da caTa sasufevlis mowodebas Seicavs. ro gorc wminda werili sruldeba sityvebiT: `he, movidode, ufalo iesu~ (gamocx. 22,20), anda rogorc `mamao Cveno Si~ vambobT: `movedin sufeva Seni~, basili didis locvis mTavari azric swored am sityvebSi mdgomareobs, oRond Rrma saRvTismetyvelo gagebiTaa gadmocemuli. am loc vaSi sruliad naTlad Cans, rom qristiani yovel dilas RmerTTan SexvedrisaTvis emzadeba, da rom yoveli dRe misTvis SeiZleba saSineli samsjavros winaSe wardgomis dRed iq ces. un da gves mo des, rom ro ca axal dRes viw yebT, RmerTTan Seesaxvedrad mivdivarT da SeiZleba sa Sinel samsjavroze warvdgeT. Cven, qristianebi, moveliT im dRes, roca msajuli mova da yvelas Tav-Tavis saqmeTa mixedviT miuzRavs, amitom mRviZareni viyoT da ase Seve geboT macxovars Cvensas. 214 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski SiSi da siyvaruli erTad SevkraT ufali mogviTxrobs igavs saSineli samsjavros Se saxeb _ Tu rogor dajdeba Ze kacisa didebiTa TvisiTa da gansjis yvela adamians. igi zogs marjvniv daiyenebs, zogs marcxniv, erTni iqnebian, viTarca cxvrebi da sxvebi _ Tiknebi. maSin etyvis ufali marjvniv myofT: _ movediT, kurTxeulno mamisa Cemisano, da daim kvidreT ganmzadebuli TqvenTvis sasufeveli soflis dasabamidan, rameTu mSioda, da momeciT me Wamadi, sneu li viyavi da momxedeT me, sapyrobiles viyavi da moxve diT CemTan. maSin marTalni hkiTxaven: _ ufalo, odes viqmodiT amas? da ufali miugebs: _ rac erT Cems ZmaTagans uyaviT, me miyaviT. marcxniv myofT ki ufali etyvis: _ warvediT Cemgan, wyeulno, rameTu mSioda da ara momeciT me Wamadi, mwyuroda da ar masviT me, uZluri vi yav da sapyrobiles da ar moxvediT CemTan. maSin isini miugeben: _ ufalo, rodis ar gemsaxureT Sen? _ rac erT am mcireTagans ar uyaviT, is me ar miyaviT. da warvides eseni satanjvelsa saukunesa, xolo marTalni _ cxovrebasa saukunesa (ix. maTe, 25,34). ai, ras ambobs saxareba saSinel samsjavroze. adamiani sakuTar Tavze muSaobas iwyebs, RvTisken miiswrafvis da uceb xvdeba, rom codvebSia Cafluli da is mdgomareoba, romelSic axla imyofeba, sruliad uc xoa caTa sasufevelisTvis, rom misi xvedri geenia da tanjvaa, rom sityvebi: `ganvediT Cemgan, wyeulno~ ara viRac ucnob adamianebs, aramed piradad mas exeba. Tavi XII. sasufevlis karibWesTan ............................................................................... 215 vin arian isini, visac ufalma `wyeulni~ uwoda? aq xom yaCaRebsa da mkvlelebze ar aris laparaki. arc er Ti maTganisTvis ar uTqvams: `ganvediT Cemgan, rameTu Tqven klavdiT, qurdobdiT, mruSobdiT, bevr usjuloe bas sCadiodiT~. ufali am adamianebis arc erT codvas ar asaxelebs. am `wyeulebma~ cxovreba albaT ise ganvles, rogorc bevrma Cvenganma: isini mxolod sakuTari TaviT iyvnen dakavebulni da sxvebs verc ki amCnevdnen, es iyo da es. maT iseTi sazareli araferi CaudeniaT, sakuTari Tavi mkacrad rom ganesajaT, magram maTi cxovreba wye vlas daeqvemdebara. maS, ra azri aqvs Cvens qristianobas? ratomaa, rom ufali ase mkacrad gvTxovs pasuxs? riTi ganvsxvavdebiT danarCenebisgan? RmerTi erTia, adamianebi ki bevrni ari an da bevri sxvadasxva sarwmunoebac arsebobs. ra mniSvne loba aqvs, romeli RmerTi swams adamians? yvela religia moiTxovs, rom viyoT patiosnebi, kargebi, ara kac vklaT, ar moviparoT. yvela ase fiqrobs da maT Soris qristia nebic. ra momeTxoveba me, rogorc qristians? sxvas xom arafers vuSaveb: sesxs imas vaZlev, vinc vals ukan mib runebs, imas vexmarebi, visac es sWirdeba, miyvars isini, visac me vuyvarvar. da me, qristians, yvelaferi wesrigSi maqvs. sindisi ar mamxilebs. ai, saxareba ki mamxilebs. ra azri aqvs Cvens qristianobas, Tuki iseve vgrZnobT, iseve vfiqrobT, iseve viqceviT, rogorc yvela Cveni gar Semomyofi, arcTu ukeTesad, xolo zogierTi uaresadac ki? raSi mdgomareobs Cveni sarwmunoebis azri, Tuki gviy vars isini, visac vuyvarvarT, vexmarebiT maT, vinc gvexma reba, vzrunavT maTze, vinc Cvenze zrunavs? ra azri aqvs amas Cveni sarwmunoebisTvis? araviTari, radgan qristia nuli sarwmunoebis arsi sul sxva rameSia. ufals Cvendami sul sxva damokidebuleba aqvs. igi Cven Svilebs gviwo debs, Tavis Tavs ki _ mamas. `iyveniT Tquen mowyale, viTar ca mamai Tqueni mowyale ars~ (luka, 6,36). ese igi, iyaviT 216 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski ara morwmuneni, ara religiurni, aramed RvTis Svilebi. es niSnavs, rom RmerTs unda SevuerTdeT, WeSmaritad misi Tanasworni unda gavxdeT, sul sxva grZnobebiT vgrZnob deT, sul sxva qmedebebiT ganvsazRvroT Cveni cxovreba _ ise, rogorc amas ufali gvibrZanebs. da SeiZleba ise moxdes, rom siyvarulis sasufeve li, romliskenac adamianebi rogorRac miiswrafodnen da rogoric is maT warmodgenaSi iyo, uceb miuwvdomeli aR moCndes erTi martivi mizezis gamo _ siyvarulis sasufe veli maT sxvagvarad warmoedginaT, vidre igi sinamdvi leSia. aq sxva siyvarulzea laparaki: im siyvarulze, ro melic adamians mowyales xdis; im siyvarulze, romelic adamians mdabals xdis; im siyvarulze, romelic adamians qristes mier srulyofils xdis. zecaSi sakuTari Tavis gansja aRmoCnda swored siyvarulis savseba zecaTa sasufevlis kanonebiT cxovreba CvenTvis autanlad mZimea _ da amaSia safuZveli yvelaze saSine li tanjvisa. kacisTvis mtanjvelia sulieri cxovrebiT cxovreba, mtanjvelia qristes gverdiT yofna. Zalian Zne li da usiamovnoa bolomde daemorCilo swored im siyva rulis kanonebs, romliTac zecaTa sasufeveli cxovrobs da romlis mixedviTac saSineli samsjavro aResruleba. magram samsjavro ar arsebobs _ ubralod, siyvaruli, uf lis mier sofelSi motanili, gaxdeba is sinaTle, romel Sic yoveli adamiani gamoCndeba: Tvisia igi qristesTvis Tu uc xo, aris ki mas Si Tun dac sul co ta ase Ti siy va ruli Tu mTeli sicocxlis manZilze araferi SeuZenia. Tavi XII. sasufevlis karibWesTan ............................................................................... 217 ai, es aris samsjavro. ufali sxvas arafers mogvkiTxavs, amis mets sityvasac ar gvetyvis. ubralod, Cvendami misi siyvaruli imdenad mwveli iqneba, rom zogierTisTvis es siyvaruli jojoxeTis cecxlad iqceva. diax, es usasrulo mowyalebisa da usasrulo siyvarulis samsjavroa, magram im siyvarulisa, romelic jer ar gagvaCnia, im siyvaruli sa, romelic CvenTvis jer kidev miuwvdomelia. Cven gveSinia davijeroT, rom RvTis siyvaruli Se saZloa Cveni netareba iyos, saboloo netareba. amitom vzRudavT sakuTar cxovrebas, ufalTan Cvens urTier Tobas da erTgvarad vcruobT: sikeTes gavakeTebT, cota xans sulieri cxovrebiT vicxovrebT, mere ki isev Zvel sakuTar Tavs vubrundebiT, imas, rac CvenSi gviyvars, ra sac SeveCvieT, raTa vicxovroT myudro, Cveuli, gamozo mili cxovrebiT _ caTa sasufevlis miRma. am ba do ro Te am bobs: `is ki ar aris mow ya le, vinc odes Rac mow ya le ba gai Ro, is ki ar aris mda ba li, vinc erTxel Tavi daimdabla, is ki ar aris ubiwo, vinc odes Rac ar daeTanxma codvas, aramed is, vinc mTeli Tavisi cxovrebis yovel wuTs aseTia~. mowyalea is, visTvisac mowyaleba bunebrivi mdgomareobaa, es misi xasiaTi, Cveva, misi pirovneba gaxda. adamiani mxolod maSin ver SeamCnevs Tavis mowyalebas, roca igi WeSmaritad mowyalea, ro gorc Cven ver vamCnevT imas, rom vsunTqavT. `ufalo, ro dis viqmodiT Cven amas, rodis gmsaxureT Sen?~ _ ukvirT aseT adamianebs, radgan es maTTvis bunebriv moTxovni lebad iqca. isini ukve ama sofelSi Sedian siyvarulis sasufevelSi. maTTvis ar arsebobs saSineli samsjavro, radgan ganaCeni, romelic gamotanil iqna, maT TviTonve gamoutanes sakuTar Tavs _ yoveli RalatisTvis, yoveli SecodebisaTvis da yovelTvis, roca qristes ar uerTgu les. eseni namdvili, marTali adamianebi arian, radgan yvelaferi ise aqvT, rogorc mzes simarTlisas, yvelafe ri ise aqvT, rogorc RmerTs. 218 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski pirvel yovlisa _ RvTis siyvaruli SegviZlia ki vifiqroT, rom RmerTi CvenTvis mar Tlac yvelaze mniSvnelovania, rom yoveli Cveni amosun Tqva masTanaa dakavSirebuli, rom mzad varT yvelafe ri daviviwyoT misTvis? ra adgils vuTmobT Cvens gulSi RmerTs? kiTxvaze: `moZRvaro, romeli mcnebaa mTavari sjul Si~? _ qristem miugo: `Seiyvaro ufali RmerTi Seni yov liTa guliTa SeniTa da yovliTa suliTa SeniTa da yov liTa gonebiTa SeniTa~ (maTe, 22,36). saxareba yovelTvis mTavarze gvelaparakeba. gvela parakeba martivad, pirdapir, Riad da araviTar saSuale bas ar gvitovebs am sityvebis Cveneburad ganmartebis Tvis. Tumca meore mxriv es sityvebi adamianisTvis SeuZ lebels xdis bolomde Caswvdes maT ubraloebas. TiTqos yvelaferi martivia _ ufro martivad verc ki ityvi. ra unda iyos kacisTvis saukuno cxovrebaze ufro mniSvne lovani? ra unda iyos RmerTze mniSvnelovani? Tu Cven erTxel gviTqvams misTvis: `mrwams, ufalo, da vaRiareb~, Tu naTlisRebis saidumlos dros warmovTqviT es fici da Tayvani veciT mas, rogorc mefes da RmerTs, es niS navs, rom qristianis cxovrebaSi amaze mniSvnelovani aRa raferi SeiZleba iyos. ra martivia, magram ra Sors aris es Cvengan! advilia imis gageba, rom RmerTs SeiZleba ra Rac msxverpli Seswiro, raRac wes-Cveuleba Seasrulo. magram rogor unda SevignoT, rom mTeli arsebiT unda gviyvardes RmerTi? roca pirveli saukuneebis wmindanebis cxovrebebs vkiTxulobT, Cven vigebT, Tu rogor loculobdnen isi ni, rogor marxulobdnen, rogor ixveWdnen simdables, bolos ki netari aRsasrulis Rirsni xdebodnen da ufa li maT ganadidebda. Tavi XII. sasufevlis karibWesTan ............................................................................... 219 ai qristianuli cxovreba! magram Cven sxva droSi vcxovrobT. ras niSnavs CvenTvis RvTis siyvaruli? xom ar SeiZleba am siyvaruliT gaCnde! unari _ mTeli arse biT uyvardes ufali _ adamians dabadebidan ar eZleva. qris tes ni isi ni arian, vinc `xor cni Tvis ni jvars-acu nes vne bi TurT da gu lis TqmiT~ (gal. 5,24). ai, ra aris qristianuli cxovreba, ai, saidan iwyeba RvTis siyvaru li. siyvaruli jvarcmaa. qristem jvariT mogvitana es siyvaruli da gviCvena, Tu ras niSnavs mTeli guliT da suliT giyvardes adamiani. man Tavad gvaCvena, rogor uy vars RmerTs adamiani da kacobriobas siyvarulis erTa derTi SesaZlebloba dautova. CvenTvis siyvarulis sxva SesaZlebloba ar arsebobs. ufali ambobs: `romelsa uyvardes mamai anu dedai ufrois Cemsa, ara ars igi Cemda Rirs~ (maTe, 10,37) WeS maritad, mas, vinc raime miwiers Tundac yvelaze keTil Sobiluri zraxvebiT sulierze maRla, RvTis siyvarulze maRla daayenebs, SeiZleba sakuTari cxoneba ganze dar Ces. imitom, rom cxoneba mxolod maSin aris SesaZlebeli, roca adamiani cdilobs uyvardes RmerTi ise, rogorc sakuTari mama. am sityvebis mosmenisas uneblieT gulis saswor ze viw yebT awo nas, vin uf ro me tad gviy vars _ Rmer Ti Tu mSoblebi, RmerTi Tu Svilebi, RmerTi Tu samSoblo? Cven gviyvars Cveni samSoblo, magram sinamdvileSi miwie ri samSoblo mxolod zeciuri samSoblos Ziebis RvawliT ikurTxeba, da Tu adamiani samSobloSi mxolod miwiers eZebs, is mi wier sam Sob lo sac kar gavs da verc ze ciur samSoblos daimkvidrebs. amitom, roca RvTis siyvarulzea laparaki, es ax lobelTa da SorielTa mimarT Cvens damokidebulebasac exeba, da bolos, es Cveni siwmindis sakiTxia. siwmindisa ken mimavali gza Cveni cxovrebis azria da es azri imaSi mdgomareobs, rom SeviyvaroT ufali mTeli guliT, mTe 220 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski li suliT, mTeli gonebiT, mTeli arsebiT, mere ki Se viyvaroT moyvasi, viTarca Tavi Cveni (mark. 12,30). amasve ambobs ufali: `romeli movals Cemda da ara moiZulos ma mai Tvi si da de dai Tvi si da co li da Svil ni da Zma ni da da ni da mer me kva lad su li ca Tvi si, ver xe le wi febis mowafe yofad Cemda~ (luka, 14,26). magram es imas ar niSnavs, rom unda mivatovoT axloblebi an sruliad daviviwyoT isini. piriqiT, is, visac namdvilad uyvars RmerTi, SeiZens dedas da mamas, qmars, cols da Svilebs _ da saerTod, yvelas, rameTu RvTis siyvaruli adamians aqcevs wmindanad, srulyofilad, usasrulod, RvTis Svi lad, xolo RvTis Svils ekuTvnis yvelaferi: cxonebac, saukuno cxovrebac da samsjavroc. mTeli samsjavro is gaxlavT, rom ufali movida CvenTan. movida Tavisi siyvaruliT, Tavisi venaxiT, Tavi Tvisi mogvca sazrdelad. ra SeiZleba iyos am samsjavro ze saSineli, Tuki Cven mas uarvyofT, ar vRebulobT, Tu qriste ar gvWirdeba, siyvaruli ar gvWirdeba da mxolod sakuTari TavisTvis, Cvens nebaze cxovreba gvinda? swo red esaa saSineli samsjavro _ roca ufali SenTan siyva ruliT modis, Sen ki zurgs aqcev mas. Cven yvelaferi mogveca. RvTis mowyalebisa da su lieri cxovrebis daulevneli simdidre yovel Cvengans ekuTvnis. maS, ratom vcxovrobT ase ucnaurad? ratom gagvirbis Tvali mudam sul sxva mxares? Tavad ufali movida CvenTan, Tavisi Tavi msxverplad Semogvwira _ nu Tu es ar aris sakmarisi imisaTvis, rom igi odnav mainc Segveyvarebina? Tavi XII. sasufevlis karibWesTan ............................................................................... 221 erTsul unda viyoT RmerTTan erTsul unda viyoT RmerTTan _ vgulisxmob suls siw mindisas, sikeTisas, simdablisas, siyvarulisas da mow yalebisas. visac ar eguleba es suli Tavis TavSi, igi RvTisgan ar aris. amgvarad, sruli siyvaruli unda Sevi ZinoT, raTa `yovelni erT iyvnen~. iyavn! ufalo, Segvewie. wm. ioane kronStadteli magram ai, adamiani TandaTan xvdeba, rom marTlac Zalian Sorsaa im siyvarulisgan, romliTac zecaTa sasu feveli cxovrobs, rom es siyvaruli misTvis ara marto miuwvdomeli, zogjer usiamovnoc kia. es imitom xdeba, rom mas siyvarulis sasufeveli warmoudgenia, rogorc piradad misdami siyvaruli, saxareba ki ambobs, rom esaa moyvasis siyvarulis sasufeveli. am sasufevelSi saku Tar Tavs veRarc ki amCnev. da es netari gauCinareba uf lis winaSe, wm. ioane kronStadtelis TqmiT, Cveni egois turi cnobierebisTvis Zalian Znelia. giyvardes moyvasi ise, rom masSi mudam qristes xedavde, xedavde qristes TviT yovel autanel, usiamovno adamianSic ki _ ai, ro goria siyvarulis sasufeveli! am grZnobis aramcTu gan cda, masze dafiqrebac ki ar gvsurs, imdenad usiamovnoa igi. magram swored es gaxlavT is, rac sasufevlisagan gangvaSorebs da is, rac RmerTs gangvaSorebs. Tumca ufali Cvengan metsac moiTxovs. `SeiyvareT isi ni, vi sac Tqven sZul xarT~, gveub ne ba igi. da ro gor unda gviyvardes, visac vZulvarT? gana SeiZleba mteri giyvardes? ara. iseve rogorc ar SeiZleba fuli asesxo mas, vinc vals arasodes dagibrunebs. iseve rogorc ar SeiZleba guli gadauSalo mas, vinc aucileblad giRa latebs... SeuZlebelia. es kacis Zalebs aRemateba. ufa li ki ambobs, rom mxolod ase SeiZleba moqceva. swored ase, Tu gvinda, rom RvTis Svilebi viyoT. siluane aTone 222 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski lic amowmebs, rom erTaderTi, rac qristianebad gvxdis, mtrebis siyvarulia _ sxva araferi. ki magram, rogor? ra saWiroa aseTi rwmena? bevri urwmuno adamianisTvis, araqristianisTvis, visac miaC nia, rom `Rmer Ti mis sul Sia~, es sru li uaz ro baa. da Tu gonebiT ganvsjiT, yvelaferi is, rasac qristianoba kacobriobisagan moiTxovs, sruliad arasworia, imitom rom sworia ar giyvardes mteri, asesxo mas, vinc vals da gibrunebs, sikeTe uyo mas, vinc sikeTiT gipasuxebs. yve la ase iqceva da adamianuri TvalsazrisiT es sworicaa. RmerTisTvis ki ar aris saTno. Cveni rwmena imaSi ar mdgomareobs, rom sikeTe ke Til adamianebs vuyoT an gviyvardes isini, visac vuyvar varT, da arc imaSi, rom wesierebi gavxdeT, radgan qris tianoba ar gaxlavT wesieri adamianebis religia, Tu gne bavT, es uweso adamianebis religiac kia. mTeli saxareba gveubneba, Tu rogor movida ufali uweso adamianebTan. ai, aseTi `SeSlili~ sarwmunoebaa: sasufevels `uweso ni~ imkvidreben, xolo `wesierni~ gaiZaxian: `jvars acu, jvars acu ege!~ mTeli axali aRTqma gviCvenebs, rom caTa sasufe velSi yvelaferi sxvagvaradaa, ara ise, rogorc amqvey nad. sul sxvadasxva kanonebia: sxvaa sulieri cxovrebis kanonebi da sxva _ ama soflis. ufali Tavisi bunebiT saxieria. igi siyvarulia. amitom Tu CvenSi aris raime RvTisagan, maSin swored amiT unda viyoT savseni. SeuZlebelia RmerTisgan mcire madli miviRoT, raTa wesieri adamianebi gavxdeT: Rmer Ti Tavis Tavs mxolod mTlianad iZleva. da roca ekle siaSi mivdivarT, an yvelafers vRebulobT, an carielni vrCebiT. magram mixvide, mcire madli miiRo, danarCeni ki uaryo, SeuZlebelia. es aravis sWirdeba, radgan vera vis acxovnebs. TavisTavad wesiereba sruliadac ar war moadgens saSvs caTa sasufevelSi Sesasvlelad. ver Sex Tavi XII. sasufevlis karibWesTan ............................................................................... 223 val samoTxeSi imitom, rom ubralod kargi adamiani xar. amisaTvis feri unda icvalo, sruliad sxva unda gaxde, rogorc pavle mociqulma Tqva: `ganiSoreT Zveli igi ka ci da ganaxldebodeT suliTa, SeimoseT axali igi kaci RvTisa mier dabadebuli simarTliTa da siwmindiTa WeS maritebisaTa~ (efes. 4,22). amisaTvis aucilebelia ise ga vuRoT ufals Cveni Tavi _ guli, suli, mTeli Cveni gone ba, mTeli Cveni cxovreba _ rom ufali mTlianad sufev des CvenSi, pirTamde aRgvavsos Tavisi TaviT. sxvagvarad SeuZlebelia. xolo Tu RmerTs mxolod patara adgils gamovuyofT, da isic ara mTavars, danarCens ki Cveni we sierebiT SevavsebT, sayrdens veraferSi vpovebT. imitom rom sayrdens RmerTSi ki ara, xrwnilebisa da sikvdilis kanonebSi veZebT. roca pavle mociqulma ufals amqveyniuri, kacob rivi Zalebis miniWeba sTxova, ufalma uTxra: `Zali Cemi uZlurebasa Sina srul iqmnebis~. da mociqulma miugo: `ufrois viqadi uZlurebaTa Sina CemTa, raiTa daimkvid ros CemTana Zalman qristesman~ (2 kor. 12,9). yoveli Cvengani grZnobs sakuTar uZlurebas. yve lam viciT, Tu ra Znelia taZarSi siaruli, kanonebis wa kiTxva, aRsarebaze misvla, sneulTa monaxuleba, ra Zne lia wyenis patieba _ saSinlad Zneli. ai, ra uZlurebi varT! sadRaa Cveni Zala? ratom ar mJRavndeba igi Cvens uZlurebaSi? ratom xdeba, rom roca RmerTisTvis raimes gakeTebaa saWiro, arafris Zala ar Segvwevs. magram ra Zala aRmogvaCndeba xolme, roca Cveni amqveyniuri cxov rebis mowyoba dagvWirdeba! ra kargad viciT sakuTari TavisaTvis garja! Zilic ki gvaviwydeba, ise muxlCauxre lad vSromobT! da aRmoCndeba, rom Cveni amqveyniuri yo fis gasamarTad sakmaod Zlierni varT. magram aseT Zalas RmerTi win aRudgeba, igi ganeSoreba aseT Zalas. xolo roca adamiani uZluria amqveyniuri kanonebiT cxovre bisaTvis, ufali aZlevs Zalas, raTa sZlos ama sofels. 224 ................................................................................................ dekanozi aleqsi uminski da ma Sin so fe li ve Rar ba to nobs aseT kac ze, ar SeuZ lia daimorCilos da Tavisad aqcios igi. maSin adamianis Tvis gasagebi xdeba, rogor SeiZleba giyvardes is, visac sZulxar, xeli gaumarTo mas, vinc gawyenina, daedevno Sens yofil mowafes, romelmac rwmena dakarga da avazaki gaxda, ise rogorc ioane RvTismetyveli daedevna, raTa gadaerCina igi da siyvaruliT Caekra gulSi. imitom rom maSin yovel CvenganSi ara kacobrivi, aramed RvTaebrivi Zala vlindeba. adamians Seswevs unari, rom uflis winaSe gaixsnas, Tavi daanebos ama soflis gonebiT cxovrebas da RvTis gonebiT cxovreba daiwyos, sasoeba ama soflis kanonebze ki ar daamyaros, saRvTo SjulSi ganmtkicdes; aRar ic xovros ise, rogorc sazogadod miRebulia da yuri miug dos, Tu rogor ucxadebs ufali Tavis nebas. mxolod maSin eZleva adamians Tavis TavSi RmerTis miRebis unari. xo lo ro ca Cvens Tav Si RmerTs vRe bu lobT, Cvens winaSe aRar dgeba kiTxva, vin gviyvardes da vin ara, vin daviaxlovoT da vin ganze gavwioT. im kacisTvis, romlis gulSic ufali sufevs, ar arsebobs ganyofa, iseve ro gorc ar arsebobs ganyofa RvTisTvis. RmerTs ar SeuZ lia zogi uyvardes da zogi ara, movides, raTa ixsnas er Tni da ar movides sxvaTa xsnisaTvis. Cven misTvis yvelani Svilebi varT, TiToeuli cal-calke da yvelani erTad. im adamianisTvis, romelic RmerTTan aris, ara aqvs mniS vneloba, vin uyvars: moyvareni Tu moZuleni, mas ar es mis, rogor SeiZleba vinme ar uyvardes, rogor SeiZleba viRacisTvis ar itanjos. ar esmis, radgan masSi ukve ara kacobrivi, aramed RvTaebrivi Zala moqmedebs. modi, vkiTxoT sakuTar Tavs: `vina varT? risTvis movediT taZarSi? romel RmerTs vcemT Tayvans da embaz Si risTvis naTel-viReT? imisaTvis, rom wesierebi viyoT Tu imi saT vis, rom RvTis Svi le bi gav xdeT?~ da Tu imi saTvis movediT, rom RvTis Svilebi gavxdeT, maSin mTeli Tavi XII. sasufevlis karibWesTan ............................................................................... 225 Cveni sulieri Zalebi imas unda movaxmaroT, rom ufali yovel CvenganSi sufevdes. amis miRweva ki mxolod RvTis SiSiT SeiZleba, amitomac ewodeba samsjavros saSineli. Tu amas nawilobriv mainc movaxerxebT, Tu amas Cveni su lieri cxovrebis konstantad vacqevT, Tu SevecdebiT, rom es Cveni mudmivi mdgomareoba gaxdes da arasodes gangveSoros, maSin es namdvilad Cvens mier uflisad mi aRvlenili dideba iqneba. da Tu namdvilad gviyvars qriste, Tu gvinda gviyvardes moyvasi da vacxonoT suli Cveni, maSin ganuwyvetliv unda miviswrafodeT RvTisken, sakuTar Tavze vimuSaoT, Tavi ganvikiTxoT, codvebi Se vinanoT _ da es yvelaferi arasodes mogvwyindes, araso des davisvenoT. da maSin ufali didiTa wyalobiTa TvisiTa Rirs-gvy ofs, raTa gvesmas misi tkbili xma: `movediT, kurTxeul no mamisa Cemisano, da daimkvidreT ganmzadebuli Tqven Tvis sasufeveli soflis dasabamidan~ (maTe, 25,34). amin! sarCevi Tavi I. sityva `Seminde~ sZlevs satanas .......................................... 3 didia adamianis Rirseba ................................................................ 4 boroteba TavisTavad araferia .................................................... 6 aseT sikeTeTa mimRebelma esodeni boroteba rogor airCie?...... 9 erTi kacis morCilebiT mravalni gaxdebian marTalni ............ 11 Cemi codva samyaros amaxinjebs .................................................. 12 yoveli sityvis pasuxad mivugoT: `Seminde ~.............................. 14 Tavi II. codvebisgan sinanulis gziT vTavisufldebiT ................ 16 ufali sulgrZelia Cvendami, rameTu aravis warwymeda ar nebavs ...................................................................... 17 RvTis macxovnebeli Zala ............................................................ 22 Svilo, Seni codvebi Cems kiserze iyos .................................... 26 vinc ibrZvis, gadarCeba ............................................................... 29 saqme, romelic yvela sxva saqmes moicavs ................................. 32 eklesiaSi yvelaferi sayovelTaoa ............................................. 34 RvTis nebis myofeli waruvalia ukunisamde ............................. 35 Tavi III. saidumloTa saidumlo ..................................................... 37 yoveli mRvdelmoqmedebis dasasruli wminda ziarebaa ........... 38 mswrafl ganvibanoT biwi codvisa .............................................. 40 winaSe karsa taZrisa Senisasa wardgomil var ........................... 41 rameTu uRirsad moviReb... ......................................................... 43 Tavi IV. siyvaruli gandevnis SiSs ................................................. 46 usazRvroa uflis kacTmoyvareba .............................................. 47 ar arsebobs miutevebeli codva, garda Seunanebelisa ........... 50 roca xelaxla daecemi, xelaxla Seinane ................................... 52 codva Tqvenzeda ara uflebdes ................................................. 54 moiZule codva da giyvardes codvili ..................................... 55 codvis SiSi ver gvixsnis codvisgan, uflismieri sixaruli ki gvacxonebs ................................................................................ 58 Cemi dafaruli iseTi ar aris, rogoric xiluli ..................... 59 Tavi V. yoveli dabadebuli mcire CanasaxiT iwyeba ..................... 62 ganumzadeT gza ufals ................................................................ 63 orRaniviT momarTeT Tavi .......................................................... 64 saidan daviwyoT? .......................................................................... 68 RmerTisken mimavali gza locvaa ............................................... 70 vilocoT ise, rom Cveni locva Sesmenil iqnes ........................ 72 locviTi kanoni Cveni uZlurebis gamo arsebobs ..................... 75 venaxis patroni sul axlosaa ..................................................... 77 kerpni vnebaTani aRvmarTen me ubadrukman ............................... 82 Tavi VI. warved da amieriTgan nuRara scodav .............................. 86 ar aris sakmarisi Tqva: `codvili var~....................................... 87 codvili inaniebs da moeqceva, crusulieri ki warsawymedad aris ganwiruli ............................................................................. 92 codva, romelic sindisiss amZimebs, ar gvaviwydeba ................ 95 nu endobi sakuTar cremlebs ..................................................... 97 mdumareba saukuno cxovrebis saidumloa ................................. 98 RmerTi gansjis ............................................................................101 Tavi VII. SevediT iwroisagan bWisa ................................................103 farTo da vrceli gza, romelsac warwymedisaken mihyavs ......104 simdable da Tavis uaryofa .......................................................107 Cveni suli amqveynad ZvelTan erTad modis .............................111 Ze SecTomili ...............................................................................113 mokvdi yvelafrisaTvis, rac Sen gekuTvnis .............................115 Tavi VIII. sinanuli Zvelis dateveba da mis gamo mwuxarebaa........117 mciredi cremliT SeuZlebelia mravali uSjuloebis aRxocva ..................................................................118 gulis Semusvrilebas gamosworeba mosdevs .............................120 erTi adamianis codva yvela mis axlobels kravs ....................122 axal cxovrebas ver daiwyeb, Tu Zveli ar Seinane ..................123 qananeli dedakaci .......................................................................126 gansacdelebs sinanulisken mivyavarT ......................................128 ara romeli-igi mnebavs keTili, mas vhyof, aramed romeli-igi ara mnebavs boroti, mas viqm .................................134 codvebi mogveteveba, roca CvenSi maT mimarT midrekileba aRmoifxvreba .........................................................136 aRiRe cxedari Seni da warved ...................................................139 Tavi IX. simarTle, romelic unda aRsruldes ............................142 simarTle RmrTisa gamoCinebul ars .........................................143 RmerTi mxolo WeSmarit, da yoveli kaci cru ars .................145 ufali arafrisagan qmnis ............................................................148 Tavi uSurvelad daidanaSaule, wagebuli rom ar darCe ........151 SiSi Sobs glovas, glova ki _ simamaces ...................................153 Tqven xarT naTelni soflisani ................................................156 Tavi X. morCilebis Tavisufleba.................................................158 araferi gvsurdes, garda imisa, rac RmerTs uyvars da surs .........................................................................................159 sakuTar Tavs mindobilT imTaviTve warwymeda gveloda ........160 morCilebis viwro gziT ............................................................164 sulieri moZRvari .......................................................................169 daukvirdiT, rogor usmenT .......................................................172 ifiqre, rom moZRvarSi suli wmidaa damkvidrebuli da igi getyvis, rac SenTvisaa saWiro ............................................175 yovel patara codvas did codvamde mivyavarT ......................179 aha esera, me da yrmani, romeli momcna me RmerTman ..............182 monanuls ufali aZlevs Tavis mSvidobasa da Tavisuflebas _ uyvardes igi ....................................................185 yvelaze saSineli jvari, romelic gveZleva, arCevanis Tavisuflebaa ............................................................188 Tavi XI. sulieri gzis dasabami da dasasruli RvTis SiSia ........192 ganRebul ars Cvens winaSe jojoxeTis ufskruli ..................193 mxolod erTi ramaa saSiSi _ kerZod, codva ............................195 srulyofilebas imisTvis veswrafvi, rom rac SeiZleba meti mivce RmerTs ......................................................................198 is, vinc miwiersaa mijaWvuli, SeuZlebelia zeciers eswrafodes ..................................................................................200 RvTis Svilobisaken mimavali gza sinanulia ............................202 xSirad unda CauRrmavde sakuTar Tavs da hkiTxo: sad var me? .....................................................................204 Tavi XII. sasufevlis karibWesTan ................................................207 cxovreba RmerTSi .......................................................................208 gaxsovdes sikvdili .....................................................................211 SiSi da siyvaruli erTad SevkraT ...........................................214 zecaSi sakuTari Tavis gansja aRmoCnda swored siyvarulis savseba ....................................................................216 pirvel yovlisa _ RvTis siyvaruli ........................................218 erTsul unda viyoT RmerTTan .................................................221 wigni gamosacemad momzadda Tbilisis feriscvalebis dedaTa monasterSi Targmanze muSaobdnen: monazoni anisia (qobalia) monazoni irine (ioseliani) damkabadonebeli maka comaia ydis dizaini rusudan erisTavi kompiuteruli momsaxureba magda giglemiani