Kari Dunham - Laguna College of Art + Design
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Kari Dunham - Laguna College of Art + Design
THIS IS FAMILY A Thesis Submitted to the Faculty of Laguna College of Art & Design by KARI DUNHAM In Partial Fulfillment of the Requirements for the Degree of Master of Fine Arts December 2013 ii Laguna College of Art and Design Master of Fine Arts Thesis Approval Signature Page Title of Thesis: ________________________________________________________ Master of Fine Arts Candidate Signature: ___________________________________ (Print name) ___________________________________ Thesis faculty advisor: ____________________________________________ (Print name) __________________________________________ Second reader (optional): ____________________________________________ (Print name) _________________________________________ MFA Program Chair: ____________________________________________ (Print name) _________________________________________ Dean of MFA Program: ________________________________ (Print name) ___________________________________________ LCAD President: __________________________________ (Print name) ______________________________________________ Date Approved: _______________________ ©2013 by Kari Dunham No part of this work can be reproduced without permission except as indicated by the “Fair Use” clause of the copyright law. Passages, images, or ideas taken from this work must be properly credited in any written or published materials. iii iv ABSTRACT My work is an exposition about family. I comment on our longing for deep and meaningful relationships and how the home has potential for both comfort and risk. Connected to this couplet of home and relationship is the abstract concept of liminal space. Liminal spaces, or those spaces of in-between, form the threshold between interior and exterior, self and others, comfort and discomfort. I consider how the individual is a part of a greater whole; in this case the family, and I use synecdoche as a visual device to allude to more than is represented on the canvas. My paintings incorporate single or multiple figures and I employ the home interior as the stage. In the manner of Jerome Witkin, I utilize the architectonic effect to establish pictorial space and to invite the viewer into the picture. My intent is to make paintings and drawings that have emotional power and that are sophisticated in composition—to consider particular gestures of figures, to incorporate deep space, and to think of liminal space formally, metaphorically, and methodologically. v ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS I want to thank those who have served as my mentors and advisors during the program. Betty, thank you for helping me make the transition into the MFA from the PostBaccalaureate Program; Perin, for your valuable criticism and musical metaphors that I will always remember; Sharon, for your directness and insight; Darlene, for your affirmation and kindness and all our good conversations; Scott, for your critical eye, your sense of humor, and for making me turn a lovely shade of red when you would comment on my role as the MFA muse. I also want to acknowledge Christy Perales, who has not only been housemate and landlord, but friend; without you, home would not have been home these past few years. I want to thank my community at Little Church by the Sea, especially Regina and Terry—thank you for your unending love and support. To my friends and peers in the program, thank you for being like iron that sharpens iron; I look forward to seeing where our art takes each of us. And finally, many thanks to my family; to Mother, Dad and Gloria—thank you for believing in me and supporting me in my artistic pursuits ever since I was little. To Erik, Isak, and Joshua—we’re four peas of a pod, spread out across the country and world and pursuing our dreams—I’m proud to call you my brothers. Margaret—thank you for your encouragement and your generous support these two years—and Mormor—for your ceaseless prayers. I could not have done this without all of you. vi DEDICATION For my family. vii EPIGRAPH A rt and the holy are twins. -Jerome W itkin viii TABLE OF CONTENTS DESCRIPTION Introduction Technique Evolution RESEARCH 1 1 2 3 10 METHODOLOGY 25 CONCLUSION 34 WORKS CITED 37 APPENDIX A 39 ix TABLE OF FIGURES FIGURE 1 From the Beginning, Kari Dunham, 2012 4 FIGURE 2 His Letter Came on a Tuesday, Kari Dunham, 2013 5 FIGURE 3 Home is Not, Kari Dunham, 2013 7 FIGURE 4 Come to the Table, Kari Dunham, 2013 8 FIGURE 5 Babette’s Feast, “Dinner is Served” (Scene 14), 1987 13 FIGURE 6 The Last Supper, Leonardo da Vinci, ca. 1492/941498 15 FIGURE 7 Division Street, Jerome Witkin, 1984-85 16 FIGURE 8 Carry Me, Tim Lowly, 2002 20 FIGURE 9 Temma on Earth, Tim Lowly, 1999 21 FIGURE 10 Come to the Table (drawing), Kari Dunham, 2013 22 FIGURE 11 Bellelli Family, Edgar Degas, 1858-1867 23 FIGURE 12 W orking with Dad, Kari Dunham, 2013 24 FIGURE 13 Thanksgiving (sketch), Kari Dunham, 2010 26 FIGURE 14 The Table (sketch), Kari Dunham, 2012 26 FIGURE 15 Dinner Conversation, Kari Dunham, 2012 27 FIGURE 16 SE 89th A venue, Kari Dunham, 2013 27 FIGURE 17 Bricklayers at work on a scaffold, Adolph Friederich von Menzel, 1875 32 1 DESCRIPTION Introduction This body of work revolves around three related themes: familial relationships; home as the critical place where those relationships develop; and liminal space as the place where a person or object can exist on both sides of a boundary. My paintings consist of domestic home interiors with single or multiple figures. My intent is to make works that derive from my personal narratives but that engage the viewer on an emotional level by inviting them to recall their own narratives. I want my paintings to be formally sophisticated while exuding a love of paint and a willingness to make bold decisions up until the last brushstroke. The subject matter that constitutes this body of work stems from my personal life experiences and the importance that close relationships hold for me. Relationships are at the root of my identity as are the places I have lived. As author Philip Sheldrake suggests in his book Spaces for the Sacred, place is so intrinsically entwined with relationship that you cannot separate the two (9-11). If I think back to a formidable time in my life, such as the years I lived in Portland, Oregon, I recollect the significant friendships that I developed and the particular places where we shared experiences together. My relationship with God, too, is an integral part of my identity, and in a similar manner, I cannot separate the space of my art making from the relationship of my faith. In my paintings, I comment on the importance of family by grouping figures together in the home interior, or by alluding to another person through specific objects. Home is the stage for my paintings because it is the place where people experience life together, and is ideally supposed to be a safe, comfortable, loving place. Home can also 2 become a place where members of a family feel stressed and where tension is palpable. Comfort. Discord. Division. Joy. Love. Sorrow. This is home—this is family. I am intrigued by these dualities and weave them into my work. Arthur Schopenhauer’s story of the porcupines caught in a snowstorm captures nicely the nature of these dualities. In order to keep warm, the porcupines huddle together, but by doing so they wound each other. To remedy this, they must find the middle ground—the space that both affords sufficient warmth and does not cause too much harm. Schopenhauer tends to relate his parable of the porcupines with a pessimistic view of societal relationships, but for me it is the dichotomy of feeling warmth and being wounded that rings true. I can feel joy and sorrow at the same time because I can live in the threshold between the two. Love can be present in the midst of conflict. Technique I am a perceptual painter. It is not my intent to paint highly realistically, but to turn the form through plane changes and color shifts and to make paintings that are not simply mimetic but poetic. In an essay on Sangram Majumdar’s work, Scott Noel categorized Majumdar with other artists like Morandi, Edwin Dickinsin, Lennart Anderson, and Rackstraw Downes and identified them as “perceptual empiricists.” Noel begins his essay by asking why painters devote themselves to their craft in light of the advances in digital photography and video and computer imaging. He goes on to explain that for these painters, it is about the translation—the “transit from something observed to a painted equivalent”—that is important. I too paint this way. For me, it is not about making the image look exactly like reality, but about making the painting a reality that the viewer can enter. 3 The sizes of my paintings range from 16”x20” to 56”x80”. I paint in oil on stretched linen or mahogany wood panel. My charcoal drawings are most often done in preparation for paintings; however, they can stand on their own. Additionally, I have recently been experimenting with gouache—these works on paper are quite small, only 2”x3”, and depict interior spaces that are significant to me in some way. My color palette is a combination of chromatic grays (which tend toward pastel) and saturated color. I am sensitive both to bold color harmonies and subtle shifts in color and temperature. I paint directly and opaquely without much glazing, and I move color around without it always having a direct correlation to the color of the subject I am painting. My color choices may sometimes appear arbitrary, but they are grounded in intuition and sensitivity to the formal construction of the painting. Evolution While the theme of my work—home and family—has remained fairly constant throughout my two years in the MFA program at LCAD, my ability to convey this theme in paint has grown exponentially as my technique and abilities have developed. I am a more confident painter than I was when I entered the program and believe the body of work I have created is notable for both its form and content. In particular, my increasing understanding of space is indicative of my growth, and it is my intent to identify and describe certain spatial mile-markers through the paintings From the Beginning, 2012 (Figure 1), His Letter Came on a Tuesday, 2013 (Figure 2), Home is Not, 2013 (Figure 3), and Come to the Table, 2013 (Figure 4). From the Beginning (Figure 1) began as a painting about folding laundry. I wanted to make paintings about the everyday tasks that I felt were sacred in some way. 4 Folk singer Carrie Newcomer wrote a song entitled “Holy as the Day is Spent,” and the following is one of the song’s stanzas: Holy is a familiar room and the quiet moments in the afternoon And folding sheets like folding hands To pray as only laundry can. Fig. 1. Kari Dunham, From the Beginning, 2012, oil on mahogany panel, 45”x30” This passage was one of the impetuses for my painting, as was my memory of folding laundry with my mother and the comfort I associate with that memory. It was during the making of this painting that my advisor, Perin Mahler, introduced me to Tim Kennedy’s 5 work. I was beginning to recognize that I was a formalist painter, and after gleaning from Kennedy an understanding of how to compose with color and talking with Perin, I began to recognize how I could use color to move the viewer around the painting. I really enjoyed painting that stack of folded laundry, but after painting it I encountered a problem; the viewer’s gaze got stuck in the lower left corner. To alleviate this, and with a tip of the hat to Kennedy, I introduced a lamp into the painting (which I basically took right out of one of his paintings). The lamp incorporated a passage of vivid yellow and this created a dialogue with the bold colors in the folded laundry. Fig. 2. Kari Dunham, His Letter Came on a Tuesday, 2013, oil on mahogany panel, 30”x45” 6 His Letter Came on a Tuesday (Figure 2), when compared to From the Beginning (Figure 1), exhibits a greater consideration of space; it provides the viewer an entrance into the picture rather than immediately confronting the viewer with the figure, and introduces the exterior space to the interior. During this time, I had been studying Vermeer, and observing the way that he invited the viewer into the space, while simultaneously separating the viewer from the space through the use of objects in the foreground such as a chair, a table, or a curtain. While I was working on this painting, Jerome Witkin came as a visiting artist to LCAD. I had the privilege of being in a group critique with him, and again and again he talked about space. “See where space is used,” he said and “The hardest thing to paint is not the image of people but the space where people are.” He also talked about the architectonic affect—how stairs are used to guide someone into a building and communicate its importance—and how we can apply this to painting by providing the viewer with ground to stand on or a path through which to enter. I had just started formulating my next painting, Home is Not (Figure 3), so his visit was timely and provided me a lot of information to consider. In the early stages of Home is Not (Figure 3), I spent much of my time drawing my living room from life, intent on understanding the space before I introduced the figures. My willingness to expand the picture plane also happened at this point; it was easy to simply add another piece of paper to a drawing. This became more difficult in a painting, but if I drew first and solved those problems, it would save time in the long run. This process can be observed in the evolution of my studies for Home is Not. Originally, the composition went from the edge of the fireplace to the entryway, but ultimately it came to encompass a wider space that included the hallway that led to the kitchen. This 7 format was well suited for my theatrical juxtaposition of quietude and dynamism and also lengthened the time of looking—the actual time it took for the viewer’s gaze to travel from one side of the painting to the other. Fig. 3. Kari Dunham, Home is Not, 2013, oil on linen, 53”x76” In addition to Witkin’s insistence about space, he also inspired me to paint imagery that evoked greater depth of emotion. I believe our capacity for emotion is a thread that ties us together in the shared human experience. More specifically, when one family member feels happiness or sadness or discomfort within the family unit, it affects the other family members. This is revealed in my paintings because I am cognizant of the space between figures as well as their arrangement and gestures. The space between is indicative of emotion and relationship. In Home is Not (Figure 3), for example, the space 8 between the parents on opposing sides of the doorway and the girl standing quietly in the hallway is expansive. The space between figures in Come to the Table (Figure 4) is not as dramatic, but it is still manipulated for emotional effect; the male and female figure in the background, for example, are far enough apart that you get the impression of there being a bit of awkwardness. The close proximity of the male and female in the foreground, however, and the fact that they are looking directly into one another’s eyes, communicates a more intimate relationship. Come to the Table (Figure 4) is by far my most complex composition to date and exhibits an increasing confidence and understanding of deep space and how to integrate figures into a space. In this painting, and in Home is Not (Figure 3), I employ a subtle warp in perspective, similar to German artist Adolph Menzel’s “lived perspective,” in order to situate the viewer at a particular point of view. Fig. 4. Kari Dunham, Come to the Table (in process), 2013, oil on linen, 56”x80” 9 Other ways that I convey emotion and create mood in my work are through my use of light and the types of architecture in my spaces. Light captivates me, as does its ability to evoke a particular mood, and it serves as a key player in all four paintings that I discuss here. In From the Beginning (Figure 1), I treated light more abstractly, painting the light coming through the window almost like a homage to Diebenkorn than to Vermeer, with light shining on the ground plane in definitive rectangular shapes. In His Letter Came on a Tuesday (Figure 2), exterior light comes into the interior through the open door, reminiscent of the cool Northern European light which pervades Vermeer’s paintings with a sense of calm (and which often comes through a window). The brightest light in Home is Not (Figure 3) is at the front door; this becomes the place with the highest contrast and intensifies the drama of the parents’ conflict. The secondary light source originates in the back room behind the young girl and alludes to a space that is outside of the conflict. In Come to the Table (Figure 4), raking light comes in through the windows on the west side of the house. The low evening light contributes to the reflective mood of the piece as it silhouettes the grandmother outside the window and the young man seated at the head of the table. Additionally, the architecture of my spaces contributes to their mood and content; the harsh geometry in Home is Not lends itself to a sense of division and unforgiveness and the curves in Come to the Table intuit a feeling of home, welcome, and inclusion. Additionally, I imbue my work with emotion by the depiction of familiar family situations that the viewer can relate to. Most of us have experienced family at some level—be it a positive or negative experience. I use particular autobiographical narratives as the foundation for my paintings, but despite this viewers can assign their 10 own narratives to the work and bring meaning that enlarges my original intent. My work evokes such feelings as awkwardness, comfort, companionship, discomfort, fear, love, separateness, and sorrow. RESEARCH My subsequent research focuses on three literary sources: Philip Sheldrake’s Places for the Sacred; “People, Land, and Community,” an essay by Wendell Berry; and Mary Bittner Wiseman’s article, “Vermeer and the Art of Silence.” I also refer to the film, Babette’s Feast, and conclude with my research on the work of painters Jerome Witkin, Tim Lowly, and Tim Kennedy. Philip Sheldrake, in his book, Places for the Sacred, examines how our sense of rootedness in the place where we live forms our sense of personal and religious identity. The first chapter, “A Sense of Place,” resonates with me. He discusses place in terms of local (the physical place where you experience actual time) and universal (the transcendent place where you experience Christ) and identifies places where the two most profoundly meet and form liminal space. Liminal space is defined as belonging to an intermediary or transitional phase. An example of this can be seen in my painting, Home is Not (Figure 3), where the sheer amount of space between the young girl on the left side of the painting and her parents on the right forms a threshold between the figures and infuses the picture with a feeling of tension. This tension brings to question the little girl’s sense of identity. Sheldrake proposes that relationships are an inherent part of place, so by painting a broken relationship I am also painting a sense of being uprooted, of not having a safe place to belong. 11 In my painting, Come to the Table (Figure 4), a similar concept is depicted. There are eleven figures in this painting. Each person brings his or her own individual characteristics and identity to the table, but the table itself is a shared space. There is both a sense of being together and being alone; the viewer gets the feeling that each character in the painting is trying to figure out where he or she belongs. In a recent conversation with friend and fellow MFA student Rob Nichols, he recalled something I said on numerous occasions when we were in the Post-Baccalaureate Program together and taking Sharon Allicotti’s “Still Life and Interiors” drawing class. He recalled that I would step back from my drawing and see the scene of the whole classroom—all the students at their respective easels drawing the elaborate still life that was set up on the stage—and that I would say, “This should be the drawing.” This story evinces my interest in seeing broad pictures and observing how individuals interact in groups, how they can simultaneously be together and alone. In his essay, “People, Land, and Community,” author and poet Wendell Berry explains how our belief that knowledge is sufficient has hindered our understanding of how people, land, and community are connected. Berry proposes that “we do not and cannot know enough to make any important decision,” and that actually, we must say that love informs our decisions: We cannot contain what contains us or comprehend what comprehends us. (…) The part, that is, cannot comprehend the whole, though it can stand for it (and by it). Synecdoche is possible, and its possibility implies the possibility of harmony between part and whole. 12 If we cannot work on the basis of sufficient information, then we have to work on the basis of an understanding of harmony. (Berry, 190) Berry’s essay correlates to the content of my work in that, by painting about family, I am commenting on people and community, and formally in that I am employing synecdoche pictorially. A family is a unit that is both a whole and individual members. Each member in a family responds to circumstances in particular ways. The circumstance may be a conflict, as is seen in Home is Not (Figure 3), or it may be the feeling of social awkwardness that is exhibited in Come to the Table (Figure 4). In my MFA group critique on September 11, 2013, Kent Twitchell, renowned LA muralist and MFA mentor, made the following comment: “People there in the room all have a type of phobia about am I going to feel alone, am I going to have a place to sit, someone to talk to—as well as familial elements.” Each person in the painting is trying to find where he or she fits. The trio of figures on the left side of the painting are engaged in friendly conversation, as are the two figures in the back, though their distance from each other and the way that they are holding their drinks like buffers convey a sense of unease. Relatedly, the man at the head of the table is surrounded by figures but seems to be alone—whether he is simply hungry and focused on eating or engrossed in his own thoughts because he does not know what else to do, it is up for the viewer to decide. The man and woman in the foreground seem to be a couple occupied with each other, and this contrasts with the single female figure on the right, a self-portrait where I have portrayed myself as observer of all that is going on. Synecdoche is a literary device that allows the part to signify the whole. If we can also think of this as a visual device, I believe I have employed it in my work: In Home is 13 Not (Figure 3), the child’s drawing on the wall and the cut out paper dolls signify a larger family even though only three figures are present; in both Home is Not and Come to the Table (Figure 4), though only a part of the house is pictured, I allude to others parts of the house by including doors, windows, and hallways; and the table and chairs can also be seen as this device—a piece of furniture which represents the entire family. Synecdoche allows one to say more by saying less: I see that I speak and paint this way. Babette’s Feast is a film written and directed by Gabriel Axel, with dialogue in Danish and French. In the culminating scene (Figure 5), Babette (who used to be a French chef at a premiere Parisian restaurant) prepares a twelve-course meal for some of the townspeople of the tiny rural Dutch town, including the elderly sisters she now lives Fig. 5. “Dinner is Served” (Scene 14), Babette’s Feast, 1987 14 with. None of them know that she was once a sous chef, and the only reason she is able to cook this one meal is because she won 10,000 francs from the lottery. The table is set with white linen, the finest china, silver, and crystal, and the seemingly pious townspeople file into the dining room of the sisters’ meager home and sit down. There is a special guest at the meal—a General—who comes with his aunt who is the landlady of the town manor. The first course is served and the wine is poured, and the townspeople commence eating as if nothing about the meal is special. The General, however, stops with the first bite—the food is extraordinary! He says it tastes just like the food he had had at the renowned Café Anglais in Paris. With each successive course, the General delights in the food more ardently and is more and more certain that the cook of this meal is the very same as the one at the Café Anglais. The townspeople had been intent on not taking pleasure in the meal because they feared such strange and exotic foods might be sinful, but the General’s enjoyment of the meal is contagious and shifts the townspeople’s viewpoint. By the end of the meal, the townspeople have laughed, enjoyed one another’s company, relished in the sumptuous food, and imbibed in the finest wines; the townspeople’s interpretation of the meal changes through the General’s repeated acknowledgement of its quality. I first saw this film probably ten years ago, and the poignancy of it’s meaning has stuck with me. When the townspeople first sit down at the table they are indifferent, but through the bodily enjoyment of the food and wine they come to recognize and appreciate the ontological significance of the meal. What does the table truly symbolize? The time it takes to cook a great meal? The common ground that is found when people who care about each other sit and eat a meal together? As the General explains, mercy and truth 15 can also be found. The table implies a sense of hope—the expectancy of enjoying a meal that has been lovingly and painstakingly prepared. Toward the end of the meal the General makes a speech. “There comes a time when your eyes are opened. And we come to realize that mercy is infinite. We need only await it with confidence and receive it with gratitude.” The table is a place where we receive—a place where we come to receive nourishment for our bodies, but as the General alludes, it is also a place where we can experience spiritual nourishment through community. Jesus ate with those that were nearest to him, which Leonardo da Vinci realized in The Last Supper (Figure 6), and I Fig. 6. Leonardo da Vinci, The Last Supper, ca. 1492/94‐1498, oil with some tempera grassa, 460 x 880 cm, Santa Maria delle Grazie, Milan, Italy 16 think if we are honest, sitting at a table and eating a meal with people you care about is something that most, if not all of us, desire. Come to the Table (Figure 4) is a painting where some people have already eaten the meal and some are still yet to. The food itself is not the focus in my painting, but rather the food as the means that brings people together to the table. In my MFA critique in September, it was interesting to hear my peers relating their own experiences of being home with families; one person even communicated that sometimes he feels left out when at family gatherings. Painter Jerome Witkin also paints about home, family, and community. He often depicts a particular event by painting a moment that happened just before coupled with a moment just after. In Division Street (Figure 7), for example, the father is turned away Fig. 7. Jerome Witkin, Division Street, 1984-85, oil on canvas; triptych 63”x75”/63”x81”/63”x87,” Munson-Williams-Proctor Arts Institute, Museum of Art, Utica, NY from the viewer and is putting on his hat to indicate he is leaving. The mother is stoic, clasping a plate behind her. The young boy covers his face with a comic book while simultaneously using the book to frame his ear—speaking to the boy’s feelings of 17 wanting to hide from his parents’ conflict and alluding to the crash of a plate that will soon be thrown against the wall. In a similar fashion, in Home is not (Figure 3), I position the young girl in the hallway, her left hand on the wall and her right hand holding a piece of hair as she nervously chews on it, perhaps having just left her place on the floor where color crayons, paper dolls and scissors are strewn about. The parents I have placed on opposing sides of the front door, so the viewer either anticipates that the mom will soon close the door to keep the dad out, or that he will enter against her will. In music, the term “tacet” instructs musicians not to play for a particular section. Literally, it means to be silent, from the Latin word, tacere. By being silent musicians better allow other voices to be heard. My depiction of the little girl pausing and being quiet emphasizes the parents’ conflict, and the two together show different points in time—there is the solo, the duet, and the quiet in between. In her article “Vermeer and the Art of Silence,” Mary Bittner Wiseman considers the scope of Vermeer’s appeal and compares and contrasts Brian Jay Wolf’s “Vermeer and the Invention of Seeing” and Ivan Gaskell’s “Vermeer’s Wager: Speculations on Art History, Theory, and Art Museums.” Wiseman concludes that the silence that embodies Vermeer’s paintings is a metaphor for the separateness that exists between each of us. She proposes that in looking at a painting by Vermeer the viewer acknowledges the inner worlds of Vermeer’s subjects instead of projecting her own inner life and world onto them. Wiseman uses the phrase “to bear witness” in terms of the viewer’s relationship to Vermeer’s subjects—we bear witness when we allow ourselves to stand before a person (or a painting) and allow something in that person (or painting) to deeply move us. Wiseman’s concept of “bearing witness” resonates with me, but I am also particularly 18 interested in Wolf’s perspective, his focus on letter writing, and how he explains the telos of painting for Vermeer. According to the article, six of Vermeer’s thirty-four paintings relate to the act of writing a letter. Wolf then aligns letter writing with silence; he explains that letters “point to that which we cannot speak” and join the invisible with the visible. He further proposes that for Vermeer, painting was writing, and that by painting he was inscribing meaning onto the world (Wiseman). How does the invisible join with the visible? An unspoken thought or feeling often remains hidden, but through writing, or poetry, or writing letters, or making paintings, the invisible is given flesh—made incarnate so that it can be a physical thing to be read, seen, or touched. The young girl in Home is Not (Figure 3) embodies the invisible feelings of discomfort, loneliness, and trepidation. She stands bravely in the hallway, though not without apprehension, and invites the viewer to open the letter that is the painting to discover what is written inside. In a similar manner to Vermeer, I see a sense of separateness in my paintings. In Come to the Table (Figure 4), this feeling is subtle—it is, after all, a painting about a family being together—but it is also a painting about being alone. The central male figure leaning back in his chair with his knee on the table is alone, as is the male figure eating at the head of the table, the grandmother seen through the window, and the female figure walking toward the viewer with a plate in her hand. These solo figures are contrasted by three figures in conversation at the far left of the painting, the duet in the background, and the couple with their backs to us sitting and talking at the table. In Home is Not (Figure 3), the sentiment of separateness is much more overt as the little girl on the far left of the painting is separated from her parents by the immense space between them. In His Letter 19 Came on a Tuesday (Figure 2), the female figure is depicted alone, but the letter alludes to another person as do the two mugs in the still life in the foreground, and the key in the door simultaneously suggests solitude and companionship, or inside and outside. Tim Lowly is a representational painter whose work is largely about his extremely disabled daughter, Temma. In a phone interview with Lowly, he explained to me that, as a far as they understand, Temma does not have comprehension or memory. She is not able to talk and communicate in the way that you or I do. She does, however, communicate through being present: “Temma’s active attentiveness is to the person she is with, and this makes possibility for love” (Tim Lowly, discussion with author, September 18, 2013). When I look at Lowly’s work there is a part of me that feels uncomfortable, like shying away, turning my head—I do not want there to be pain, I do not want a woman my age to lack the ability to comprehend the world, to remember things, to walk, to run, to make a meal, to speak with her family, to laugh, to have a family of her own. I do not want to face the reality of pain. But in the book, Prophetic Imagination, author and theologian Walter Brueggemann talks about how mourning is the door to joy. Regardless of who we are, our status, our political position, our education, our vocation, or where we live, weeping is a common language. The human condition includes the experience of loss. But as Lowly indicated, having experienced loss makes joy and love all the more deep. Lowly says of his own work, “My hope is that by using an aesthetic and technique that is associated with a different kind of image—one which is “nice” to look at—viewers will be engaged in subject matter that they typically would not feel comfortable engaging” (“Of Icons”). 20 Lowly’s statement rings true for me because I too like making beautiful paintings, but some of my imagery comments on issues that may not initially be beautiful, such as divorce, or feeling alone. In Lowly’s painting, Carry Me (Figure 8), he has painted his daughter, Temma, being carried by those who have served as her caretakers. Temma is placed in the center, flanked by three caretakers on her right and three on her left. She is unable to move on her own, so she is being carried. It is a moving image, hard to look at on one hand and a strikingly beautiful image of community on the other—of a whole that is greater than its parts, of caritas. Caritas is Latin for charity, love, esteem, high price, or dearness, and I feel this painting embodies that sentiment. The viewer of Lowly’s painting sees the image from a God’s-eye view, and as a result the viewer is challenged to look at the situation from a different perspective. Fig. 8. Tim Lowly, Carry Me, 2002, Drawing on panel, 108”x48” Private Collection, Chicago 21 On a basic level, I relate my work to Lowly’s in that I am also painting my family. More than that, however, I share his keen awareness of the perspective of the viewer. I am interested in how the viewer’s perception enlarges the meaning of a work itself. As I already mentioned, in Carry Me (Figure 8) Lowly places the viewer at a God’s-eye vantage point, as he also does in Temma on Earth (Figure 9). In an interview by Heather Smith, Lowly explains how he took the photo references for Temma on Earth (Figure 9); he photographed Temma from four feet up, but took about 24 such photos, inching from Fig. 9. Tim Lowly, Temma on Earth, 1999, acrylic gesso with pigment on panel, 8’x12,’ Frye Art Museum, Seattle, WA her head to her feet as if recording the topography of an area of land. By doing this, the painting is literally painted from multiple points of view and in that way a more accurate conception of God’s point of view. Lowly explains that in order for the viewer to actually 22 be able to see all of these points of view at the same time, she would need to be about 30 feet away, but he posits the viewer about only four feet away and this is disorienting. I have yet to do a painting from this perspective of numerous points of view; however, related to the idea of viewership, the preparatory drawing for Come to the Table Fig. 10. Kari Dunham, Come to the Table (drawing), 2013, charcoal on paper, 38”x54” (Figure 10) was done from one specific point of view as I turned my head in order to take in and draw the whole scene. By doing this I situated the viewer as if she is a part of the work and not just an observer. In February 2013, LCAD had the privilege of hosting guest artists Eve Mansdorf and Tim Kennedy. Mansdorf and Kennedy are both representational painters and teach at 23 Indiana University in Bloomington, Indiana. In my studio critique with Kennedy, he Fig. 11. Edgar Degas, Bellelli Family, between 1858 and 1869, oil on canvas, 200 x 250 cm, Musée d’Orsay, Paris, France encouraged me to deliberately set up situations that create ambiguity, to compose with large shapes, and to work toward the difference. He referred me to Degas’ Bellelli Family (Figure 11): in that painting, Degas utilizes large shapes to compose the picture, and one shape blurs into another. The black dress of the girl on the left, for example, merges into the dress of her mother behind her. And again, the shadow underneath the table becomes the shadow underneath the father’s desk that becomes the chair that the father is sitting in. In Come to the Table (Figure 4), the couple in the foreground functions formally as a 24 strong triangular shape that activates the painting; each side of the triangle serves as a vector that directs the viewer’s gaze. The method of lose and find is also employed in this portion of the painting by allowing the man and woman’s legs to integrate into the shadow below the table. In that critique, Kennedy identified a small painting, W orking with Dad (Figure 12), as one of the more successful paintings I had in my studio at that time. When I took the “Time Sequence, Narrative” class, we were required to do a series of at least three paintings, which together conveyed a passing of time. I chose to do a series about building a barn with my family. One of those paintings, W orking with Dad, pictures myself in the foreground on a ladder with my hands uplifted and hammering a nail. Juxtaposed with me is my Dad in the middle ground working inside the barn; formally he is framed by the interior of the barn and silhouetted by the daylight shining behind him. Kennedy noted that in this piece I was successfully working toward the difference in two ways, in both value and in size. My figure is light in value, whereas my Dad is dark, and the size of my figure spans the entire height of the canvas, which makes the figure of my Dad small in comparison. Fig. 12. Kari Dunham, W orking with Dad, 2013, oil on linen, 11”x9” 25 METHODOLOGY My ideas develop from personal experiences and from conceptual leitmotifs of family, home, and liminal space. I am interested in the process of building and strengthening close relationships, as well as the scarring that occurs when deep relationships are broken. Liminal space is fascinating to me because it allows a person, an object, or a place to exist in the boundary between two spaces. For example, in His Letter Came on a Tuesday (Figure 2), the implied narrative of hope and disappointment resulted from an actual letter that I received from a friend. The open door and the keys that have been left in the lock allude to this concept of interior and exterior, and the letter represents a liminal space because, as Mary Bittner Wiseman references in “Vermeer and the Art of Silence,” the letter—actual writing on an actual page—is a physical object that exists in the public sphere but is also an extension of a person’s private world. A letter is also a space that is shared by two people. Similarly, in Home is Not (Figure 3), my idea derived from a particular memory of my parents. In terms of composition, the total amount of space between the girl on the left and the parents on the right creates an interstitial space—a boundary that seems divisive on one hand, and yet beautiful on the other for that is where the creative process is happening; the fireplace is cold and dark, but color crayons remain strewn on the ground. One of these motifs that have long captured me is the image of family gathered together at a table. Mine is a large family, and the times that we are all able to be together are becoming fewer and farther between, so the instances when we do gather around the table are memorable and feel significant. Looking back into earlier sketchbooks, I found 26 a drawing I did of my family in 2010 at the Thanksgiving table (Figure 13). I also did Fig. 13. Kari Dunham, Thanksgiving (sketch), 2010, ink on paper, 9”x24” sketches of an idea for a family at a table (Figures 14, 15) in my second semester of the program. My first attempt at a painting of this sort was a small painting with five figures Fig. 14. Kari Dunham, The Table (sketch), 2012, graphite on paper, 11”x4” that I started last year (Figure 16). For the time being, this piece is at a standstill, though I plan to finish it and it has informed my large painting, Come to the Table (Figure 4). 27 Fig. 15. Kari Dunham, Dinner Conversation, 2012, charcoal on paper, 18”x24” Fig. 16. Kari Dunham, SE 89th Avenue, 2013, oil on mahogany panel, 12”x18” 28 I began Come to the Table (Figure 4) by drawing the space from life at my aunt and uncle’s home in Vancouver, Washington. I sat at the table, so I was drawing from that vantage point, but I turned my head so that I could take in more of the space. The drawing expanded and grew from one sheet of 18”x24” paper to three sheets. Later, once I was back at my studio in Laguna, I mounted the drawings onto my studio wall and began placing the figures in the space. I had had the opportunity to take a couple hundred photos during a family get-together at my aunt and uncle’s, and browsing through the photos, I selected those that worked with my composition and added them to the drawing. Since I was merging multiple photo references it took some work to make the sizes of figures feel cohesive. The drawing came to have thirteen figures (although this would change in the painting, which has eleven figures). I really enjoyed the evolution of this drawing—drawing the space from life, placing the figures into the space, then deciding to expand the space even further and extending the drawing from three papers to six. I feel that the drawing itself, though a study for a painting, is a work on its own. In order to move into the painting, I took a photo of the drawing, made a 5”x7” black and white copy, mounted it onto mat board, and painted over it in gouache. I did this to establish a basic color map for the composition. Though I used the drawing and the gouache study as guides, the first lay-in of the large painting still proved to be a colorful mess or sorts. After my MFA critique in September, I realized I needed to approach the painting in terms of value groupings and simplify some of the more complex areas. Consequently, I began painting over the upper right hand corner of the 29 painting in grisaille. This was extremely helpful and enabled me to better understand the logic of the bright light coming in through the window and its effects on the interior. I recognize there are elements of orderliness in my process, such as drawing from life, and doing color studies, either in gouache or Photoshop; however, much of my problem solving is worked out on the actual painting. Scott Hess, my advisor this term, jokingly commented that my painting was different every time he saw it—why did I go to all the trouble of doing preparatory drawings and studies, if I was not really going to follow them? I want my paintings to evoke a sense of verve, and I have found I need to paint both analytically and with a certain amount of spontaneity in order to achieve this. My mentor, Darlene Campbell, made the observation that my method of working is also a metaphor for what I am painting; my process can be messy and scattered, as can familial relationships. Painter Sangram Majumdar’s process is similar. He speaks of his own work as a palimpsest, and by that he means that he allows the history of the painting to show in the final work. Perin first introduced me to his work when I started the program, and I have admired both his drawings and his paintings ever since. Although I do not allow my process to show to the extent that he does, I do allow remnants of former decisions to show through in my final works. One example is the father’s arm in Home is Not (Figure 3) —if you look closely you will see evidence of an earlier version. Form is also significant in my work; it relates to the analytical part of my methodology and my propensity to see in terms of shape, color, line, and a system of points and vertices. For example, in Home is not (Figure 3) I have created a tripartite composition, in which a vertical rhythm happens three times; the first can be seen in the corner of the wall that separates the girl from the fireplace; the second in the edge of the 30 fireplace that also borders the entryway; and the third in the front door that leads to the outside. Like bars that create measures in music, this repeated line establishes a structure in which the narrative plays out—while the daughter pauses nervously in the hallway, evidence that she was coloring and drawing on the floor can be seen by the fireplace as the mother tries to keep the dad out. Another musical concept that I employ is the idea of counterpoint. In music, counterpoint is when one melody is combined with another melody. I have juxtaposed the dynamism of the parents at the doorway with the stillness of the girl in the hallway; each sings a stronger song because you hear the two at the same time. In terms of color, I maintain a relative sense of harmony in my work. In this particular painting the most jarring color is the green of the wallpaper behind the mom, which I chose intentionally because it has the potential to be uncomfortable. Jerome Witkin uses green in this way, similarly capitalizing on its lurid quality. For example, in Division Street (Figure 6), a painting about his own parents’ divorce, he uses neon green in his mother’s face and as an almost palpable light that shines on his dad’s back, his hat, and parts of the room. For me, I do not push color to be extremely uncomfortable, and actually, by aligning harmonious color with harsh geometry and a difficult narrative I intend the painting to walk the line between pleasing and displeasing, comfortable and uncomfortable. In terms of my technical process, my first mark on a surface is usually the imprimatura. In the case of His Letter Came on a Tuesday (Figure 2), I used a Tiepolo imprimatura (one coat of thinned out Mars Violet that is allowed to dry followed by a coat of lead white, yellow ochre, ivory black, and a small amount of Gamsol), while in Home is Not (Figure 4) I used a simple yellow ochre imprimatura. Once the imprimatura 31 is dry I begin the drawing, which serves as the framework for the painting. I particularly enjoy this part of the process; it is exciting to start a new painting and I like the schematic nature of measuring, plotting points, and blocking out the large shapes. Before I actually put paint to canvas, I generally spend around twenty to thirty minutes mixing paint on my palette with my palette knife. This is another one of the more analytical steps of my process, but it is necessary for me if I am going to have a productive and efficient painting session. This is when I set up my array of darks and lights and tints and more saturated colors. My palette for Home is Not (Figure 3) was Burnt Umber, Burnt Sienna, Ultramarine Blue, Ultramarine Violet, Alizarin Permanent, Indian Red, Cadmium Red Light, Cadmium Yellow, Yellow Ochre, Naples Yellow, and Titanium White. My medium was four parts Gamsol to one part Stand Oil. My goal of the first pass of any painting is to cover the surface. The second and third passes see progressive refinement and realization in primary, secondary, and tertiary focal points, but I always continue to step back and look at the parts in terms of the whole. I work both from life and photo references, and my method of painting is based on looking at the form (both figure and space) in terms of planes. I do my best to paint with many brushes so that I can cleanly lay down one note of color next to another—one plane against another plane to turn the form. This orderliness of paint application contributes to the comfortable feeling of the painting; however, areas of pentimenti create dynamism and allude to a struggle and a change of mind. Adolph Friederich von Menzel was a German draftsman, printmaker, and painter who lived from 1815-1905. According to author Michael Fried, Menzel was not only interested in representing ocular truth, but also a truth about his subjects that could only 32 be “intuited, inferred, or otherwise imagined” (2-3). In the section of Menzel’s Reaslism titled “Art of Embodiment,” Freid explains how Menzel’s method of working situates the viewer in a particular physical place such that she feels like she is part of the scene. For example, in Bricklayers at work on a scaffold (Figure 16), the viewer feels like she is right there at the end of the scaffold. The foreshortening actually lengthens the viewer’s Fig. 16. Adolph Menzel, Bricklayers at work on a scaffold, 1875, pencil, 32.4 x 24.6 cm, Kupferstichkabinett, Berlin 33 time of looking, rather than speeding it up, and she engages with the barrel and the loose bricks and other material on the scaffold, imagining what it would be like to pick up a brick and start working (Fried, 32-34). I use what Fried refers to as a “lived perspective,” a consideration for the picture as a whole and the physical movements the viewer would experience when taking in the scene, such as turning her head. When the viewer looks at my painting Come to the Table (Figure 4), she feels like she is in that room, perhaps about to take a seat at the table. The table and adjoining rooms exhibit a slightly warped perspective; the table appears curved and the walls do not follow a strict one or two point perspective, and in a similar manner to Menzel’s drawing Bricklayers at work on a scaffold (Figure 15), the viewer’s time of looking is lengthened. The foreshortening of the table invites the viewer to first engage with each of the figures seated at the table, as well as the table itself. Then, the viewer’s gaze moves toward the standing figures, the living room toward the back, and as she turns her head she sees the figure out the window, and then the figure on the far right walking toward her which brings her attention back to the ground plane. I am very aware of the path of the viewer’s eye and how the formal elements of the picture contribute to the order of looking. For me, the painting is done when I feel like it does not ask for anything else. This may take a while to happen, and I may even show a painting with portions that I would yet like to add or change (as I did with Home is Not), but I think the painting can still have a powerful impact on the viewer. This realization—that the viewer’s response is not always contingent upon the finish or the resolution or the perfection of the painting—has been significant for me. I remember reading a quote by Charles Hawthorne: “Make lots 34 of starts,” he told his students. As one who leans toward perfectionism, this is a good reminder. Get paint to canvas—that is the most important thing. CONCLUSION I began the MFA program at LCAD painting domestic scenes with the concept of communicating order; folding laundry, the subject matter of From the Beginning (Figure 1), is something that brings order out of disorder. Additionally, I was interested in the familial connections I associated with these quotidian tasks. Folding laundry was something I had done with my mother. Baking, something I did with my Dad. At the time that I was working on From the Beginning, I was interested in alluding to my mom by depicting a reflection of myself in a mirror that was not the “correct” reflection. In this way, seeing myself as similar to her but also different. Familial relations have obviously come to the forefront of my work, rather than taking a back seat. I see that I am still interested in order, but the order with the disorder, or the comfort with the discomfort— for me it is about seeing the two together, and these juxtapositions lend themselves to the idea of interstitial spaces. When I first entered this program, I concede that I felt intimidated by the outstanding painting skills that I saw in my peers and instructors; I had done one semester in the Post-Baccalaureate Program prior to entering the MFA (that had improved my skill-set tremendously), but I still felt my painting skills needed improvement. I now understand some of these feelings to be warranted; however, some were a value judgment about style. I tended to compare myself to more highly realist painters and wonder why my paintings did not look like theirs. Over the course of the program, I have come to 35 embrace the way that I paint—as a perceptual painter who balances chromatic grays with saturated colors and a composer of pictures broad in scope and meaning. I am a much more confidant painter than when I entered the program in January 2012; I see how my ideas have evolved and how the forms of my paintings follow their content. I now have an aptitude for composing with multiple figures in deep space, which enables me to realize ambitious ideas, such as Come to the Table (Figure 4), and I am willing to approach more deeply emotional subject matter, as can be seen in Home is Not (Figure 3). The program has also sharpened my writing and speaking skills. I never considered myself to be a writer; however, developing both my written thesis and an academic paper, which I recently presented at the Verge Conference: Art + Narrative at Trinity Western University in Langely, Canada, has changed my outlook on this. Similar to painting, I enjoy whittling away at words in order to articulate a thought. Additionally, the MFA critiques afforded me an opportunity to develop skills at offering criticism— engaging with others’ work and being able to draw parallels between their work, other artists, art history, literary references, or the like is a valuable skill and one I will use as an educator. In the future, I would like to experiment more extensively with different surface preparations. I want to try a method that artist Bruce Herman follows, the traditional method of applying very thin layers of gesso to wood panel, sanding finely between layers, for about twenty layers, and then applying a layer of bole over the gesso. Finally, he guilds the surface with gold leaf or silver leaf, and then begins the painting atop of that. When I look at Herman’s paintings I really engage in the physicality of them—the 36 paint and the gold leaf, and the clay—and the actual time that it took to make them. I am interested in trying something similar. I want to continue delving into issues of family. 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Web. 9 October. 2012. Witkin, Jerome. Laguna College of Art + Design, Laguna Beach, CA. 12 November 2012. Guest Artist Lecture. 39 APPENDIX A Plate 1. Kari Dunham, From the Beginning, 2012, oil on mahogany panel, 45”x30” 40 Plate 2. Kari Dunham, His Letter Came on a Tuesday, 2013, oil on mahogany panel, 30”x45” 41 Plate 3. Kari Dunham, Home is Not, 2013, oil on linen, 53”x76” 42 Plate 4. Kari Dunham, Come to the Table (in process), 2013, oil on linen, 56”x80” 43 Plate 5. Kari Dunham, Come to the Table (drawing), 2013, charcoal on paper, 38”x54” 44 Plate 6. Kari Dunham, Working with Dad, 2013, oil on linen, 11”x9” 45 Plate 7. Kari Dunham, Thanksgiving (sketch), 2010, ink on paper, 9”x24” 46 Plate 8. Kari Dunham, The Table (sketch), 2012, graphite on paper, 11”x4” 47 Plate 9. Kari Dunham, Dinner Conversation, 2012, charcoal on paper, 18”x24” 48 Plate 10. Kari Dunham, SE 89th Avenue, 2013, oil on mahogany panel, 12”x18”