Paper Planes June2015 Issue2
Transcription
Paper Planes June2015 Issue2
Table of Contents Editor’s Note ................................................................................................................................... 3 The first flapping of wings .............................................................................................................. 4 The left-handed, intelligent boy ...................................................................................................... 5 Although you’re gone ...................................................................................................................... 5 Real Value ....................................................................................................................................... 6 Love ................................................................................................................................................. 7 The Color Yellow ............................................................................................................................ 7 Phoenix ............................................................................................................................................ 8 Kevin Jones ..................................................................................................................................... 9 Climbing Life ................................................................................................................................ 10 The Way I Stood............................................................................................................................ 11 Word Art........................................................................................................................................ 12 All for Nothing .............................................................................................................................. 13 Maeve ............................................................................................................................................ 16 I Didn’t Think It Would End Like This......................................................................................... 17 Makaylee ....................................................................................................................................... 20 For You.......................................................................................................................................... 21 Tatum............................................................................................................................................. 22 Anxious Thoughts Must Be Stopped ............................................................................................. 23 Ice Cream Mural ............................................................................................................................ 24 My Shed ........................................................................................................................................ 25 Fluffy Puppy .................................................................................................................................. 26 Love Letter to my Fifteen-Year-Old Self ...................................................................................... 27 Haiti ............................................................................................................................................... 28 The Secret City .............................................................................................................................. 29 African Queen ............................................................................................................................... 31 JUST DO YOU CONTEST WINNERS ....................................................................................... 32 Paper Planes Magazine .................................................................................................................. 33 Editor’s Note Dear Reader, Welcome to the second issue of Paper Planes Magazine! The Paper Planes team has worked so hard this semester to present you with an issue that you’ll enjoy. I would like to thank them for their hard work and dedication. The theme for this issue is memories. Everyone has memories, right? Good, bad, terrifying, fun. Memories we’ve learned from and memories we’d love to relive. I want you to think about all of the memories you’ve been a part of this past year. Think about the laughs you and your friends shared and the tears you’ve cried. I specifically want you to think back to the time where you felt like school was too hard and you felt like you wanted to give up. That was a bad memory, right? Now think about the present. You’ve made it. The school year is over and you have the entire summer ahead of you to make it what you want. Nothing is definite; everything changes and eventually it will all become a memory. So, as we send our seniors off into the real world, prepare our juniors for the most crucial time in their lives, and congratulate our sophomores and freshman on another successful year, let’s remember not to be afraid of change As life changes, memories don’t. Speaking of change, this will be my last ‘Letter from the Editor’. It has been a fun and rewarding experience, but I have decided to pass the torch. A rising sophomore or junior is destined to step up and take charge and that person will be chosen before the New Year. Before you go read the amazing pieces in this magazine, I want to congratulate all of you on the memories you’ve made this past year and on the ones you have yet to make. Have a wonderful safe summer and I will see all next year. -Maya K. Alexander, Editor-in-Chief ♥ The first flapping of wings Amy Do Poetry Spring has arrived The branches are heavy with flushed blossoms All in riotous bloom Little birdy needs to fly yet caution and nerves take over Little birdy, little birdy, life is short while the days are long One day passes, make it count Ten years pass, make it yours! The left-handed, intelligent boy Meghan Hernon Poetry The left-handed, intelligent boy The nicest one of all of us Your bright red hair And the way you laughed so hard that dinner My eleven-year-old brother gone too fast But you are gone And I am left to grieve Although you’re gone Genevieve Santili Poetry Although you're gone, you're here Your innocence sparkles and shines Like your bright red hair I read your poems To help me remember you They remind me of your hope You carry Of the innocence Forever buried with you As mine crumbles and falls Dragging me down Farther from you Real Value Tram Nguyen Artwork Love Sheila Dupan Poetry What is love? Does it fly away like birds when winter comes? Or is love peaceful like a dove? Does its wings give hope of break too quickly? Do the wings of hope lift you? Can hope pick you up when you're down? Can hope dry the tears and nights of the unknown? Can hope bring your spirit up until hope goes down? Or is hope going to break and never come back again? Maybe so, but love is everlasting. Always there when you least expect it. Love is hidden, but always present. The smallest acts are kind but mostly out of love. The Color Yellow Tehya Hubbert Poetry There’s something magical about the color yellow. It’s bright and symbolizes the sunlight But too tainted to be the color white. It’s light and pure, the color of a flowerYet it’s also the accident in the shower. It’s a color of a butterfly spotted in the spring But it’s also the color of the bumblebee ready to sting! Phoenix Zeline Bartolome Artwork Kevin Jones Tehya Hubbert Short Story Moaning, clanking, the sounds of long, uncut fingernails scratching against thick walls, the clattering of inmates shaking their steel, rusted prison bars and the shouts of vulgar language and insults echoed through my ears. Along with the faint sound of desire to escape--a thirst for freedom that was almost unobtainable. It was white and bright in the room I resided in. It was not my room, yet they called it my room, or my cell. My “room” was cell 239 and my roommate, my cellmate was Kevin Jones. He slept on the bottom bunk while I slept on the top. He and I got along pretty well, we never argued but we also barely talked to each other. But I could tell he was my friend, no words were needed. I understood him and he understood me. That was my room. My new “apartment”...but this room was punishment. I always sat in the corner of the white room. They kept me in a straightjacket in the white, cushioned room. The bright, white light beat down on my eyes. It was hard to blink because the light stung my eyes but I always kept looking ahead. Kevin Jones always sat in front of me, the corner across from me. I sat in the corner. Every now and then, I hear them. Whispering and mumbling, “He’s mentally unstable and needs to be sent to ‘that’ facility. They take care of things like him,” the only audible phrase I could ever hear them say. The phrase was different every time, but all to the same message. “Mentally unstable”, “send to the facility”. They could only be talking about me, Kevin Jones is not crazy--but neither am I. I wanted to defend my case, “I only made one simple mistake! I am not crazy, I’m perfectly sane!” but not a peep came out of me. I was parallelized by their drugs. Their words haunt me. I sat in the corner. Days would come and go and they take care of me. I cannot say a word nor move a muscle, so they must nurse me. When I soil myself, they change my straight. On many occasions, I ask myself, “If I cannot move, why keep me in a straight?” The answer never comes. My days are limited here and soon they’ll send me to the facility for my kind. I’m desperate for escape. I don’t want to go. I can’t go. I’m scared, I’m scared, I’m scared. I’m scared I’m- I’m terrified. I made one mistake, just one, and I regret it. God, please, I know I have sinned and sinned but please, save me, save me, HELP ME. I tried to cry, I wanted to cry, but the tears would not fall. I sat in the corner. On my last and final day, Kevin Jones sat in the corner with me. He had come to comfort me. He pat me once, on the shoulder, and stood up. How? In this room, you must be in a straight. Always. How did he pat me, how did he stand? For the first time ever, I looked up. The light was bright. I squinted, it glared back. Kevin Jones stood still in the light. He stood while I squinted, and at that moment, the door opened. Slowly...slowly...the metal corners scratched the doorframe to emit an awful nail-onchalkboard sound. “It’s time, Kevin Jones,” said a man in a black suit and tie. Two men dressed in white came into my room. They stood me up and carried me out. I stared where Kevin Jones sat. He was no longer there and I no longer sat in the corner. Climbing Life Genevieve Santilli Artwork The Way I Stood Anonymous Poetry All my life I stood up for people Because people let me fall The way I stood wasn’t perfectsometimes my posture was all wrong But I stood tall Tall as I could like a sunflower to maybe make you proud Standing my whole life was not easy Sometimes I wanted to sit To breathe To be a lamp that wasn’t lit The way I stood was just like you Passionate and strong But I couldn’t ever lose my balance In fear I’d lose you too One day I realized The way I stood still wasn’t exactly how you did You took it with you When I was just a kid So one day The way I stood was for you On the edge of an airplane Falling wasn’t bad As long as I had a parachute I thought maybe standing was overrated How wrong I was when, I fell fell fell Word Art Madison Bennett Artwork All for Nothing Zeline Bartolome Short Story Linda, Simon, Tyr, and I sat at a round table, waiting for Miss Oswell to bring us some kind of concoction. The scientists were always testing things on us. We became test subjects the day the owner of the laboratory found us on the streets as infants. The scientists took us in and gave us a home when no one else wanted us; we were all grateful, with the exception of Tyr. Finally, Miss Oswell placed four cups on the table and poured some liquid from a beaker into each of them. Tyr hesitated, but the other test subjects and I drank it immediately. Tyr was the only one of us foolish enough to doubt the scientists who raised us. As I set my cup back on the table, I glanced at the beaker that contained the fluid. The label said, “Elixir of Immortality.” “What’s immortality?” Tyr asked Miss Oswell as he stared at the beaker curiously. Miss Oswell bit her lip. “It means that this drink will make you live longer,” she replied slowly. “Now go to sleep, children.” Miss Oswell hastily turned the light off and left the room, closing the door behind her. With the light off, the room was pitch black. I crawled on the floor until I felt my sleeping bag in the corner of the room. I lay down and closed my eyes, anticipating yet another day of testing in the morning. When I woke up, someone was shaking my arm. I looked up into Tyr’s wide hazel eyes and pushed him away as I sat up. “Simon and Linda are gone,” Tyr explained frantically. “The scientists killed them. We need to get out of here.” “Tyr, you need to stop doing this,” I said dismissively. “You try to convince me not to trust the scientists every single day.” Nevertheless, I glanced around the room, wondering where Linda and Simon were. “I’ll prove it to you. I’ll show you what the scientists used to kill them. If you let me show it to you, I promise I’ll never bother you again.” I reluctantly stood up as Tyr tugged on my arm. As I followed him to the door, I noticed that one of the cups on the round table still had liquid in it. The cup was at Tyr’s seat. I followed Tyr down the hallway and down a narrow staircase. I had never wandered around the lab without adult supervision before, but I needed to make Tyr stop bothering me. At the bottom of the staircase, there was a door with a red sign on it that said, “Do Not Enter Without Explicit Permission.” Tyr slowly opened the door, and I was aghast at what I saw. The first thing I saw in the room was a tall wooden structure, and the part that caught my eyes was the blade. Tyr told me that the machine was called a guillotine and that it was used to kill Linda and Simon. I widened my eyes. Tyr began to shake me and call my name, but I continued to stare at the guillotine. More than anything, I wanted to make sure that it was never used on me. I needed to run away. “You were right,” I said with a shaky voice. “We need to get out of here.” Tyr did not let any time go to waste. He grabbed my hand and pulled me back to the stairwell. My feet moved on their own. My mind was still in the downstairs room, where my two best friends were killed. Suddenly, Tyr stopped moving. The exit was just up ahead, but two security guards dressed in black were in our way. My heart sank. Just when I was ready to return to my room, Tyr charged forward, pushing the guards out of the way. I ran toward Tyr as he opened the door, and we ran away as fast as we could. My heart was racing with fear. I tried to calm down by focusing on my breathing. I breathed in, feeling the brisk wind refreshing my body. As I exhaled, I noticed the brilliant light of the sun, surrounded by a lovely shade of blue. I could not remember the last time I had seen the sun. Suddenly, I had the energy to run ahead of Tyr. We grinned at each other before we raced to the end of the block, where we collapsed onto the grass by the sidewalk. “I think we can rest here,” Tyr said. “I don’t see anyone from the lab.” Tyr and I sat next to each other with our backs against a tree, which provided shade from the sunlight. Tyr began to ramble on about something, but I paid no attention to him. My mind was already being possessed by sleep. I closed my eyes and leaned on Tyr’s shoulder. He finally stopped talking, and soon, we were both asleep. I woke up with a gun pointed at my face. I widened my eyes at the owner of the gun, my friend Linda. Simon was standing next to her, pointing his gun at Tyr. Simon and Linda both had light scars around their necks and determined looks on their faces. “What’s going on?” I asked. “We thought you were dead.” “We need you to come back home with us,” Linda said with a somber visage. “No. The lab isn’t my home anymore. I can’t go back there.” In a blur of motion, Tyr incapacitated Linda. Without a moment to spare, he grabbed my arm, and we ran across the street into a field that was full of carved stones. Tyr and I crouched behind one of the stones. Upon further examination, I realized that the stones had names carved into them. “Simon’s out there,” Tyr whispered. “It’s only a matter of time before he finds us. We need to get past him somehow. Maybe we should try running in opposite directions at the same time.” “I can’t,” I said as tears fell from my eyes. “I’ll die.” Tyr shushed me, but it was too late. I could hear Simon walking toward us. I impetuously got up and started running, screaming at the top of my lungs. The sound of gunfire pierced the air. I dropped to the ground, awaiting death. However, death did not come for me. I turned my head to see Tyr pinning Simon to the ground. His white T-shirt was now covered with red. I was overwhelmed by shock and despair, but underneath it all, I was relieved to be alive. “Run,” Tyr shouted as loudly as he could. He was clearly straining himself. When I faced forward again, I found someone blocking my path. Miss Oswell looked down at me with pity. She helped me get up, and even when I was standing, she continued to hold my hands. I refused to be comforted by this treacherous gesture of affection. “You poor child,” Miss Oswell said gently. “I never wanted this to happen. I thought Tyr drank the elixir. I thought he would live forever, but instead, he died to save you. He died for nothing.” “Please, don’t kill me,” I begged desperately. “I won’t kill you, Elise. I’m not even sure if I can. The drink I gave you yesterday was supposed to make you live forever, I haven’t tested its limits yet, but if Linda and Simon can survive getting decapitated, I’m sure you could survive a mere bullet wound.” “Then Tyr really did die for nothing,” I sobbed. “Look around you, Elise. Each one of these stones is made for someone who has died, and this graveyard is probably only for people from this area. There are thousands of other graveyards in this world. If you stay out here, you might be happy and make new friends, but that happiness will only last for so long before you have to see each one of your friends die. Do you want that?” “No, ma’am.” “Then you know what you have to do.” I wiped the tears off my face and nodded. “I’ll go back to the lab.” As I followed Miss Oswell back to the lab, we passed by a man and a woman who were smiling down at a little girl. They seemed happier than I had ever been in my entire life. I considered that maybe Miss Oswell was wrong about the world. I already knew that I could not trust her. I smiled as I made up my mind. I was going to stay in the lab long enough to convince Linda and Simon to come with me. I was going to make Tyr’s dream come true. When Miss Oswell and I stepped into the shadow of the laboratory building, she turned to face me. Suddenly, I felt something being pressed against the back of my head. “Your immortality hasn’t been tested yet,” Miss Oswell said flatly. A loud noise filled my ears, and everything went black. I woke up with a terrible headache, and the last thing I remembered was sitting at a round table with Linda, Simon, and Tyr. Maeve Maeve Williams Artwork I Didn’t Think It Would End Like This Isabelle Resil Short Story Tick. Tick. Tick. A young, blonde girl steadily awoke to the ticking sound. She couldn’t figure out the source. It perplexed her and she didn’t like that it left her so confused so early in the day. She fidgeted in her bed before propping herself up. Naia turned towards where she heard the mildly annoying, rhythmic tone. Peering through the murky darkness of her room, she managed to make out a round figure. After a few seconds of pondering, she stupidly realized that it was only the new, expensive clock her friend Robin had given to her just recently after getting a new job. The bright sun instantly hit the girl’s face as she exited the crowded train car. Her blonde hair whipped around her face despite its short length. She smoothed her new dress before heading in the direction towards the newly built shopping mall. It’s all she’s been talking about for the past week or two. Naia was certain her friends were sick of her excitement after the first day of her jumping around like a child after finding out that the plaza was to be opened soon. How silly of her to act so immaturely like that, but, to her, it was a justifiable reason. There’s nothing Naia likes more than unnecessary shopping. “Stupid clock,” she muttered quietly in an agitated tone. After crossing the street, a faint vibration tickled Naia’s side. Reaching into her purse, she pulled out her cellphone. It was Robin. Her thumb hovered hesitantly above the reject button, she was already thinking about how her ears would bleed if she picked up. Sighing, the girl reluctantly tapped the accept button and cautiously held the phone up to her ear, leaving a gap as a precaution. Sure enough, she heard a boisterous voice blaring on the other end, making her cringe. The girl realized that she left her television on. It was muted but the subtitles were displayed across the bottom of the screen. It seemed that they were going on about the newly appointed president’s sudden treaty with Terra, the city that’s on the earth. This was important because it would allow Skaia, the sky city, to make more efficient ways to reach the ground. The question is why the new, mysterious president decided to do this now after many years of Skaia being basically isolated from others? It would be strange being on solid ground, especially since Naia’s been living in Skaia since she was born. “I guess we’ll never know,” she presumed and left it at that, turning off the TV. “Omg, you’ll never guess what, Nai! You’ll never guess!” Robin exclaimed erratically, her emotions easy to read. “What? What is it?” Naia mumbled in response while carefully shifting to the side of the crowded sidewalk. The capital city always seemed to be bustling, no matter what time of day it happened to be. Naia could just barely hear her friend sigh. “You’re supposed to guess! Anyways, I totally just got a bonus from my boss! You know what that means, right...?” She asked a bit more calmly. “Um” Naia began, only to be cut off by even more screeching. “That means I get to go shopping! This is huge! I’m totally going to that new mall later, weren’t you going, too?! Oh well, it doesn’t matter. But I’m pretty sure I’ll see your face in the crowd. I’m sure of it. Anyways, I gotta go...my boss is watching my every move. Bye!” And with that, the headache of a phone call was over. Still, Naia felt a bit sad that she didn’t get to say bye, but it didn’t matter. Before she realized it, Naia had arrived at the mall. All she had to do was cross the street now. She turned fully towards the usually busy road only to find it busier than usual, mostly because of all the hype the new building was causing. Wanting to start shopping as quickly as possible, the girl dashed across the road just as the walk timer hit zero. Reckless? Maybe. Worth it? Definitely. She sighed softly to herself. Sometimes she even worried herself, despite her efforts to remain composed. Shaking the thoughts from her head, Naia then proceeded to make her way to the highly esteemed shopping center. A smile formed on her lips just from gazing upon the building itself. She already found herself gawking at a dress she happened to see in the window. Calming herself down, the blonde, filled with aplomb, took to the entrance one step at a time to keep herself from running in with all her might. She was quite chuffed with herself to have made it this far. Being so far into thought, the girl failed to take note of all that was going on around her. Her focus, however, was broken as someone yelled aloud, “Watch out!” Slam. She never saw it coming. The motorcycle came out of nowhere, it seemed. The impact wasn’t as bad as it probably appeared. Holding her head, Naia glanced upwards only to see a hand extended out towards her, she assumed. She squinted, trying to attach a face to the hand, but without any luck. The sun just happened to be situated right behind whoever was trying to help her up. Nevertheless, she gingerly clasped her hand into the other’s, able to get onto her feet with the extra aid. Once up, she instantly took a few steps back to find out who exactly made the decision to aid her. The girl most definitely noticed the bright red helmet and the masculine face underneath it as he “That’s got to be the person who hit me...!” She looked down at her clothes, her eyes fixated onto the small, crimson stain that instantly appeared. “What is that?” she worriedly thought to herself. “Is that...blood?” Naia touched her nose only to confirm her worries. She couldn’t help but feel infuriated. “Hey, I’m really sorry about that. I’m Morgan, by the way,” the male introduced himself. “How could you be so careless?!” she shouted at Morgan, ignoring his introduction. Just before he could react to her outburst, a loud explosion could be heard not too far from where the two were standing. Anyone could see that it came from the mall since there now was smoke rising from its crumbling core and people running out and screaming while the ambulance began to arrive. It was truly a frightening sight. Naia had almost walked into there. Try as she might, she could not wrap her head around the situation. Before she knew it, Morgan had pulled her onto his motorcycle and was riding away from all the commotion. Coming to her senses, Naia knew exactly what to do, at least she hoped she knew what she was doing. “Go to city hall!” she cried out frantically. “Wait? Why? We need to go somewhe” Morgan was cut off before he could even finish. “No! Just go, I know what I’m doing!” Morgan reluctantly complied, making a turn towards city hall. Once there, Naia, completely forgetting about her bloody nose, realized how bloody she appeared. “At least it’s dry,” she mumbled solemnly. It was her favorite dress. But she had to get that out of her mind now since it was frivolous and distracting. She slowly inched her way towards the doors, Morgan close behind her, a little nervous about all the people who were rushing out. As soon as Naia pushed through the doors of the executive office, she thought it was empty. “So you’ve finally arrived,” a feminine suddenly voice sounded from across the room, behind the chair making Naia jump a few steps back. “Did you see what I did with the new mall? Exciting, isn’t it?” the voice spoke again before turning the chair to face the two. Naia’s stomach dropped once she realized who it was. “RRobin...? BBut...but why?” the blonde barely managed out. “Why? Because why get a new job when you can’t have a little fun? Oh, and that bonus I got was from Terra. I handed over Skaia in that ‘treaty.’ Just thought I’d let you know since you’re my friend and all. Skaia’s a goner, sorry you didn’t get to go shopping, though,” Robin explained with an innocent yet blood curdling smile. Naia then watched as Robin get safely taken away. She didn’t think it would end like this. Makaylee Makaylee Stanton Artwork For You Tatum Pagel Poetry Quiet and smart, Attentive and caring As bright as the summer sky, The smile she's wearing. She wears it all day, She wears it all night To protect the others, From anxiety and fright. She lifts her head high, Although she is down, The others don't know; The smile was once a frown. Quiet and smart, Attentive and caring; As bright as the summer sky, The smile she's wearing. She did it for you, As long as you're alright; Nothing else matters, She can sleep tonight. When she wakes up, She does it again, While walking in the street; She notices a friend. What a terrible sight, There's a man in the rear, He's holding a gun; And the friend is near. He lifts up his arms, And aims for her head, The bullets went flying; But the friend is not dead. The girl with the smile, Ran as fast as she could To block this here bullet, We all knew she would. Tatum Tatum Pagel Artwork Anxious Thoughts Must Be Stopped Janai Busby Poetry Again and again, I wanted so badly for it to end, The anxious thoughts and sleepless nights, Days and nights filled with fright, Hurting and crying, Praying and trying, Impossible to escape the haunted thoughts, My ears ring with every thought, Heart fraught with deepest regrets, Ghostly thoughts haunt with no fret, Anxiety so strong and bold, Slowly and seamlessly crushing my soul, Frightened as a child, These thoughts mustn't be taken as mild, Ending these thoughts is not cowardice, It’s begging and pleading for a place of bliss, My mind gave the behest, “End these thoughts, you are depressed!” I’ve had these thoughts a billion times, My voice silent like a mime, I took the knife in my hands, I let it do its deadly dance, The crimson blood flowed like a river, My shirt wet with blood as I start to quiver, The pain non-existent as I finally found peace, Time to rest, time to sleep, My throat slit open with no regret, Ghostly thoughts haunt to death, I am dead no wrong in that, Just know I’m gone and never coming back. Ice Cream Mural Moon Pham Artwork My Shed Tehya Hubbert Poetry The sun rises up as I awake with a wide smile on my face. “Finally it is morning,” I thought to myself as my heart started to race. With every thump, I jump out of bed. With no hesitation, I slip on my shoes And run out to the shed. “Why,” You might ask, “to the shed would you run?” Well of course because in there is all the fun! And how, might you ask, would there be fun in there? All I can say is that there is plenty to share! So come, you may, and invite all your friends. To the shed where the fun never ends Where houses can talk, And cars only walk, And the ships will sing, To the point where your ears will ring. The land of the impossible lies inside my shed. However, I think the whole Idea just popped into my head. Because when I woke up, I was still in my bed. Fluffy Puppy Calista Preval Artwork Love Letter to my Fifteen-Year-Old Self Christie Angrand Poetry Fifteen year old Christie, where do I even begin? Covering up who you truly are for the big win. It’s a shame you’ve spent countless days contemplating what you’re worth, wasting time on others who cannot even be bothered to put your emotions first. Remember all those kids who made fun of you over the dumbest things. It will be okay because since those days you’ll lose weight and they’ll find something else to make fun of anyway. I’m sorry that you’ve spent your countless nights thinking they were a mistake. I give props to your Mom who carried you for seven months and didn’t listen to the doctor who told her to get an abortion for her health’s sake. I know she makes life jaded and she’s always putting you to the test, but never forget that the reason you’re no fool is because mama raised you best. Don’t give into drugs and just put the bottles down; I don’t want you you to end up like your uncle did, You’re an organ donor now. One day you’ll find someone who’s crazy about you, and is also aware of your existence, unlike Justin Bieber, and he won’t mind that your stories on snapchat are too long and he’ll tell you you're his favorite viner. But in the meantime, I promise that when you see the bright shining light, when you get to the other side, it’ll will be worth all your darkest times. Forgive those who hurt you, take away the life lessons that they taught you, stop looking in the mirror wanting to shatter it because there were too many things you could find that were wrong. I just want you to know that you’ll grow to love yourself and it’s a rough past that makes a real women strong. Many things have changed since then, considering that I’m now that I’m older now. I genuinely love you for who you are. including your never ending list of flaws. Love, -Seventeen-year-old Christie Haiti Lexie Louis Artwork The Secret City Calista Preval & Lexie Louis Short Story Flashy lights and deafening music, the salty smell of sweat that she could taste on the tip of her tongue and the lingering taste of the shot she just downed, the feel of burning sweaty bodies pressed against her own and just the thrill of it all; that’s why she went every night. For the rush that she got and the pleasure of being able to let go. Because if Alabaster wasn’t dancing her time away she would get into a mess that would ruin her family's image or at least that’s what her mother was always telling her. She was always saying that “kids will poke their nose where it shouldn’t be if they aren’t preoccupied with something or another.” Alabaster dragged her tired limbs from the party that she had attended the night before and slowly made the familiar trek down the street and to her home. Although this was a regular occurrence for her, although she had been down this street numerous times throughout the year, she had never noticed the little arch of a sewage drain placed against the sidewalk. Perhaps the only reason she even noticed it that day was because of the little fingers wrapped around it’s bars and the eyes that stared hard at her through matted curls covering with a filthy hat, admiring her. She became curious about what goes on down in the sewer so she ran home to her parents to ask but as usual they were “too busy to deal with her nonsense.” She spent all night thinking about that little girl, she couldn’t get the image of those sad eyes shadowed by dark bags and hopelessness out of her mind, they haunted her. “Is she the only person down there? What’s she doing down there?” Alabaster thought. She couldn’t get to sleep that night, she waited for her parents to wake up so she could possibly get some answers. “Mom!” she called up the stairs. “Yes, dear.” Her mother replied once she and her father reached the kitchen where she was seated. “Yesterday I saw a little girl down in the sewers. She was all alone. We should help her her. I think she might be trapped.” “No. That’s where she belongs.” Her mother waves her hand dismissively. “Now get ready for school.” Refusing to be disheartened by her mother’s indifference, she runs up to her room and decides to do some research on ways to enter the sewers. She finds lots of different forums with different locations stated but the most common was a building off route 93. The building was said to lead directly into the sewer system. She wrote down the directions then cleared her history so her parents wouldn’t find out. She grabbed her backpack, ran down the stairs then set out on foot to the building. After a long walk, she finally reached her destination and set foot inside. It was a huge office building. The rough and intimidating appearance of the building kept people from approaching. She snuck into the elevator and rode it down, “A Thousand Miles” playing in the background. She began singing “making my way downtown” just as the elevator stopped and the doors open. What she saw baffled her. Before Alabaster lay a whole other world. They all wore the same hopeless look on their dirt-lined faces. As she stepped out into this depressed city she discovered that the people living there where much like slaves. They were either chained down to workstations or doing backbreaking labor. On her venture through the city she saw the same little girl she had spotted admiring her just a day ago. She followed the girl until she mustered up the courage to speak with her. When she finally got the chance she asked the girl what all the people were doing down there and the little girl replied, “It’s the land of the poor, don’t you know?” She repeated, “The land of the poor? How did this happen?” The little girl replied and said “The people from above didn’t want to stain their pretty cities with the filth of the poor so they shunned us and moved us down here where they could no longer see us.” “This isn’t okay!” She said as she paced along the sidewalk. “How could they just leave you all here?” She was furious. “How could people be so cruel? How could they just ignore such a problem?” The little girl just looked at her looked at her as though she were crazy and continued with what she was doing before Alabaster continued on with what she was doing. Alabaster made her way back to the surface, determined to find a way to help the people trapped below in a situation they couldn’t control. African Queen Johanna Thermitus Artwork JUST DO YOU CONTEST WINNERS Thank you to all who participated in the contest. If you didn’t win then good luck next time! Entry #1 Michaela Lenane Poetry Do you ever find yourself wondering, Wondering, what if I could just change one thing, What would life be like if I were prettier, smarter, somehow rearranged, My list is always really long, a list of everything I’d love to change. If only I could pick who I wanted to be at birth, If it were up to me, I’d be the smartest, prettiest, funniest person on Earth! But then you go deeper into thought, Would I then be a person without a heart? Would I then live the life that I live now? Can I still keep my friends and things somehow? The answer is simple, you are who you are, You cannot pick and choice, not everyone can be a famous superstar, But we can be just as happy by being who we are inside, Everything that I have been through has shaped me my whole life, And I would not be the strong and independent person I am today, Everything I've ever known, or experienced would be taken away, Without the bad, I wouldn't appreciate the great things that life has to offer, And even though I’m not the smartest nor bravest, I’m still bound to prosper. Entry #2 Shannon Flaherty Poetry Breathe. You were given your life for a reason. Take every minute as if it were your last. Encroach slowly, and deeply on the things that you love, and distance yourself from the things that you don't. Distinguish love and passion, remember and bare the difference. Love as if you had never loved before, even if you aren't loved back. Give even though unfortunately sometimes you won't receive. Reminisce on memories, both good and bad because they have helped you become who you are. Not every word spoken is positive and not every opinion given will make you feel worthy but indulge in the people who make you feel as though you belong. Take in, and give out the advice you believe can give someone that extra will to face their issue with clear eyes and an open heart. Remember a few things. Have faith, resemble happiness, conquer life's greatest obstacles because overall, you are your worst enemy and your own best friend. Be who you want to be, and not who everyone else wants. Live every day as if it were your last. Breathe. Just do you. Paper Planes Magazine Spring 2015 Issue 2 Editor-in-Chief Maya K. Alexander Head of Writing Zeline Bartolome Head of Art Isabelle Resil Head of Social Media Katherine Pinzon Graphic Designers Tehya Hubbert Calista Preval Editors Caitlin Darcy Susana Viasus Amy Do Meg Harrington Stefania D’Amato Savannah Spivey Sheila Duplan Cover “Summer Ocean” Katherine Pinzon Tehya Hubbert Isabelle Resil Photography & Computer Art Logo “Paper Planes Logo” Calista Preval Computer Art Send Submissions to: paperplanes@esaboston.com Questions? Please find a member of the Literary Magazine or contact us by email.