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outofbounds - Toronto Waldorf School
a magazine for the alumni/ae of the Toronto Waldorf School 1 2003/04 outofbounds outofbounds 1 editorial Why an alumni/ae programme? Most schools have them. But this is not a real answer. In fact, alumni/ae associations are often the lamest part of any school. My other alumni/ae associations tend to focus on fund-raising and cheap insurance schemes. c o n t e n t s Toronto Waldorf School editorial But there are more substantial reasons for such a programme. TWS alumni/ae are the living history of the Toronto Waldorf School, and it is in us that the school can fully see itself mirrored. Is it doing what it sets out to do? Are its ideals manifested in our lives? Only we, ultimately, can provide the answers to these questions. The school is eager to know what we’ve done since graduating and to receive our feedback about its strengths and weaknesses. It will also benefit tremendously from our expertise, our skills, and our many resources. The initiative of the school to start up a formal alumni/ae programme is not, however, primarily driven by the need for accountability or support. As Helga Rudolph and Helene Gross make clear, the school is really interested in you - in everything that you are, in what you think, in how you approach life, and in simply having the energy of your presence augment the school in a dynamic and meaningful way. But what about for us, the alumni/ae? Why an alumni/ae programme? On June 21st, 2003, the Class of ’83 had its twentieth graduation anniversary reunion. It began at ten thirty in the morning at the school and ended after midnight at a private house. It brought together the majority of the class. Below are fragments of some of the e-mails that were circulated after the event. I think they provide some answers to this question. ► I think we all have a very unique bond. Something that probably a lot of adults don’t share with their former childhood friends/acquaintances. I think this is very unique to Waldorf and we should consider ourselves very lucky. We take things so for granted when we are young and to have this sort of bond is very important and very special. I also feel that in some way I’ve reached a bit of a crossroads and Saturday has started me looking inwards to evaluate whether I am truly where I want to be at this point in my life. I’m not totally comfortable with what I’m doing, but one gets into a routine - and I’m speaking specifically about my “working” career. I hope that in the near future, whether by serendipity, or by some conscious effort, I get out of the lulling and controlling office/paper pushing environment, to something more fulfilling. My fear is one of the unknown and (as Ivan said) of being chicken to just go for something, taking the risk. I don’t know what that risk is going to be, but I hope that when it is in front of me, I have the faith and strength to take that chance. Cheers, Vicki '83 ► For me the reunion experience had a sort of anchoring, referencing, centering effect, that I think I saw others experiencing. I think when one leaves high school one begins the process of discovering that one will never have quite the same forced yet appreciated camaraderie again. The real world promptly starts to take it away. I often think one spends the rest of one’s life looking for the type of friendships that were there in school. One doesn’t really ever have the same circumstance again. It’s all WAY too serious later. If not deep friendships, these school relationships may be very important references for one’s identity that was forming at the time. That’s my philosophical note. Thank you all for a great day. Cheers, Arthur '83 ► I hear your words and sincerely appreciate what you’re saying. I guess I’ve been both an unlucky then...lucky one. You see, to be perfectly honest, a lot of the time I felt “tolerated” in school, with a few exceptions. (Hang on, now - twenty years have passed and truths can certainly be told). Once out into the world, I found myself gravitating towards some very deep friendships with some other very cool people, making some new, strong connections. I’m sure we can all agree that this is possible... As to the lucky part - I felt/feel lucky to have had the opportunity to see my ghosts wither and die. I guess that’s the power of the connection we all feel. As I said in our “circle” chat, Grade 12 was but the beginning of a process for myself, and it was such a very good feeling to speak of some of my truth to all of you - it was like a beach ball held underwater...when you let it go, it goes! Anyway...here endeth my screed. Our reunion was/is a blessing and that’s all that matters. Hugs and love to all, Morgan '83 Greeting - Board Chair And why this magazine? A publication is an excellent way to draw people together. Although my main focus for this and future editions of outofbounds magazine is to feature the lives, ideas and activities of alumni/ae, in this first edition I have also tried to present a picture of the school and of Waldorf education. This is not an attempt to proselytize, but simply to inform; to give you a history and a context for your memories. Hence, this premier edition serves as a re-introduction to each other and to the world of Waldorf education. Future editions will have other themes and I look forward to hearing your ideas about the directions this publication could take. ■ Katja Rudolph '84 katjarudolph@aol.com Why Did We Do That, Anyway? 2 outofbounds outofbounds Greeting - Faculty Chair Katja Rudolph Katja Rudolph Katherine Dynes all photos by Katherine (katherinedynes@hotmail.com) unless childhood photos or otherwise credited Alumni/ae News Thomas Dannenberg TWS News In Memoriam Alumni/ae History Waldorf History Christine von Bezold Katherine Dynes hundreds of volunteer hours have gone into this magazine - thanks to the C O N T R I B U T O R S Geoff Chan '89, has been a tree planter, an ad writer, an egret watcher, a NOW magazine writer and a backpacker, not necessarily in that order. He is now a Web site/newsletter editor for the International Freedom of Expression eXchange (IFEX) Clearing House in Toronto. IFEX is a global network of fifty-seven organizations that promote press freedom and free expression (www.ifex.org). Geoff hopes one day he’ll be able to say the words, “For CBC News, this is....in Ulan Bator.” TWS History TWS Faculty and Staff - to jog your memories Alumni/ae Feature - Dan Jaciw ’83 Alumni/ae Feature - Seth Coyle ’94 Alumni/ae Feature - Layah SingerWilson ’00 Alumna/us, What’s Your Passion? Chantal Lemiex ’83 - Nils Junge ’88 Jo Russel ’89 - Eric Robi ’83 Art Feature - Christian McLeod ’87 Faculty Feature - Bob Pickering ’73 Faculty Feature - Elisabeth Koekebakker ’57 Feature - School Building Waldorf Education: Basic Principles Alumni/ae, TWS, RSCT events schedules Tim Dannenberg '02 graduated from TWS in 2002 and went on to do his OAC year at Alexander Mackenzie High School in Thornhill. He has been painting for several years and has sold some of his work, as well as receiving the art prize in his OAC year. In June of 2003, he bought a one-way ticket to Vancouver, BC, and will spend the following year working, travelling and finding out what he wants to do with the next years of his life. timdannenberg@dannenbergdesign.com Welcome, Class of ’03 outofbounds 3 Craighall Primary School; Hyde Park School, Johannesberg, South Africa, Class of 1970 Helga in Grade 11 Helene in Grade 2 Helene Gross '70 - Faculty Chair Helga Rudolph '55 - Board Chair Freie Waldorf Schule, Tübingen, Germany; Peterborough Collegiate and Vocational School, Class of 1955 It gives me great pleasure to be able to send you these greetings! It is every teacher’s dream that the student surpass her or him. And it is every school’s hope that the educational experience has been such that some students will want to become teachers themselves, taking up the torch of education and attempting e have long felt your absence and pondered the ways and that challenging and rewarding activity of nurturing children to means to reconnect with you in a meaningful way. Much time has gone by, but we at the school are now doing our utmost become the best of who they are. To be able to watch a young colleague in action with the memory of the young student clearly to reach out to you. You are very important to the life of the in mind is truly a remarkable experience. school since you represent the ultimate goal of the daily efforts This complex process called education can be thought of as a of board members, teachers, staff, parents and all who come stewardship, similar to the manner in which good farmers look together to make the school possible: to contribute educated, striving, socially aware, curious, open, and hopeful individuals to after the land. They don’t make the soil or the seeds or the sun or the rain, but they take what is given them and look after it so that the world. the seed can take root in the soil and grow. These small seedlings And we’d like to have you back! are carefully nurtured so that they become what they were Last spring I met a former student downstairs in what used to meant to become! This is what education is all about in Waldorf be the red-carpet area. In front of me stood an accomplished, schools: the attempt to remove hindrances! Rudolf Steiner said in confident young woman. While chatting with her, an image a lecture in Oxford, England, in August of 1922: stole into the back of my mind. It was the image of a little girl entering Kindergarten. As she told me her story since graduating, It is our rightful place as educators to be removers of hindrances. Each child in every age brings something I saw in my mind’s eye this girl move through the lower grades new into the world from divine regions, and it is and enter high school, all the while constantly changing and growing, developing talents and finding her place in the world. I our task as educators to remove bodily and physical obstacles out of his/her way; to remove hindrances so that her/his spirit was grateful to be able to talk to her again in the present and to may enter in full freedom into life. complete my picture of her. I call it coming full circle and my hope is that this circle become For years the teachers tend the land with love and reverence to ever more visible and ever stronger as our alumni/ae programme the best of their ability - however, rarely do they see much of the harvest that you bring to the world. Your return to us gives grows into a real and vibrant alumni/ae community. It doesn’t matter whether a student has been with us for a year or for fifteen us also the opportunity to share in the harvest: to share in your hopes, aspirations, doubts and ideals; to share in who you have years, we want to be in touch with you. become. We have had quite a wonderful experience of the “coming full circle” phenomenon in the last few years. Alumni/ae becoming Therefore, dear friends, do come back! Let the circle be colleagues! unbroken! ■ rumaxe@hotmail.com Altogether, we have had nine former students join the faculty. W 4 outofbounds Greetings, dear alumna and alumnus! Y ou are among a group of close to a thousand alumni/ae of the Toronto Waldorf School. I know many of you personally, but of course there are many among you who attended TWS before my time. I have fond memories of all of you I do know – even those who provided me with the opportunity to test my abilities as a new teacher! I have witnessed many changes in the physical space, the programmes and the governance structure of TWS over the fourteen years that I have been a part of the school. Many of you will be surprised when you visit us to see just how much we have changed. We have added an arts and sports wing including the Rudolf Steiner Centre for adult education and the WSAO offices and bookstore. More recently, we have developed a teaching area for the farm and garden programme that includes a vegetable and herb garden and enclosures for sheep and chickens. The land surrounding our property has changed radically over the past six months with hundreds of new homes being built on the former farmlands around us and an Islamic centre right beside us. We have developed the physical education program – giving our teams the chance to be competitive in the local sports leagues (no more leggings and tie-dyed T-shirts as sports uniforms) and we have expanded the programme to include circus classes. We have introduced work experience programmes of two to three weeks in Grades 9, 10 and 11: a three week farm experience in Grade 9, two weeks in a business in Grade 10, and two weeks in a social-work setting in Grade 11. Providing placements for these programmes is an area where alumni/ae could be a valuable resource. For the past five years, a group of OAC students has travelled to Peru for a month as part of their World Issues programme. We hope to find some way of keeping this trip going now that the OAC programme in Ontario has ended. We are currently developing a programme to provide educational support for students with special needs. Over the past two years, the faculty and the administrative staff have been actively engaged in a process to renew the governance structure of the school. We heard a strong message from our community regarding clarity and accountability - that the community needed to know “where the buck stops.” We undertook this process towards change in governance by engaging the services of an outside facilitator to lead us through the process of taking stock of the past, examining the structure we were working with and developing a new governance vision for the school’s future. We always welcome the opportunity to talk to you - to find out where life has taken you and what thoughts you have as you reflect on your education at TWS. We want to know how your education prepared you for your future and where it failed you. We can learn from you as we educate our current students and prepare to educate students that will come to us in the future. Many parents in our current parent body have chosen to send their children to TWS as a direct result of an encounter they have had with an alumnus or alumna. You are an impressive group of individuals, and you represent a tangible link between the past, present, and future of the school. We hope that you will take the time to visit us and experience some of these changes for yourself. All the teachers and administrative staff enjoy your visits very much. We love to see the adults you have become and to hear from you how each of you has pursued your own unique destiny. Some of you visit us regularly (some of you have even enrolled your own children at TWS) and others have not been here for a long time. We realise that we have neglected our alumni/ae and we hope that, through building up the new alumni/ae programme, it will be possible to rekindle some of the very strong bonds we had with you in the past. ■ helenegross@yahoo.ca outofbounds 5 C O N T R I B U T O R S continued After graduating in 1984, Katherine Dynes '84 studied theatre at Ryerson and spent the next 10 years working free-lance as an actor. Her acting career brought her to strange and exotic places such as South Porcupine, Red Lake and Wawa. Her own personal travels have taken her to Europe, Thailand and Vietnam. Despite recent attempts to become more “serious” and “practical,” Katherine recently found herself enrolling at the Ontario College of Art and Design where she is currently enjoying experimenting with print-making, photography and book arts. Class of 1984 alumna = feminine, singular alumnus = masculine, singular alumnae = feminine, plural alumni = masculine, plural alumni/ae =…all together now! Katherine in Grade 2 TWS ALUMNI/AE COURTESY OF UNKNOWN - TWS STUDENTS, 1970S why ALUMNI/AE with all those letters and the awkward slash? COURTESY OF TWS ARCHIVE - IN THE FORUM, 1972 i n c l u d e s a n y o n e who has attended t h e s c h o o l f o r at least one year Visit the official TWS Web site at www.torontowaldorfschool.com (it’s not up yet, but will be soon - I’ll notify you) and check out the alumni/ae pages. You will find news, information, archive photos, alumni/ae profiles and more…You can register to get into the alumni/ae email directory and have access to the blind-email addresses of your friends (the e-mail addresses aren’t actually visible, but you can click on the icon and send a message…if they still like you, your friends will respond!). For those who have not done so yet, you are encouraged to fill out the online database questionnaire. In this way, we can remain in touch with you, send you this publication, and find out what you’ve been up to. 6 outofbounds Anne Greer '60 was a parent and teacher at the Toronto Waldorf School for twenty-one years. Both her daughters attended the school from Kindergarten through twelfth grade. She taught English and Drama for eighteen of those years and served as the Waldorf School Association of Ontario Chair, TWS High School Chair and TWS Board Chair. Anne grew up in Nova Scotia and after thirty plus years’ experience teaching in public schools, teacher-training institutions, community colleges and Waldorf schools, she has retired to live by the ocean once more. Her passions include theatre, poetry, picking wild strawberries and hiking. Nils in Grade 5 Class of 1988 Class of 1960, Colchester County Academy, NS NEWS Anne in Grade 2 Alumni/ae News Katja Rudolph After high school, Nils Junge '88 studied Russian at Bowdoin College in Main, which led to two years of theatre school in Russia and a stab at an acting career in New York City. Five years on and tired of the audition treadmill, Nils decided to abandon the arts as a way of life and to pursue other interests. He received an MA in International Relations and Economics at Johns Hopkins University and currently is a consultant at the World Bank in Washington, D.C. Nils is engaged to Nevila, whom he met while working in Albania. No word yet on where they will live. In July of 2002, the new Toronto Waldorf School alumni/ae programme was launched by the school. This new programme has all the school support that it needs to develop the various aspects of a strong, sustainable alumni/ae association. A part-time, contract position of alumni/ ae coordinator was created and many projects were set into motion. Since then: ►The alumni/ae database project has reached more than 350 alumni/ae. It is our goal to be in touch with all TWS alumni/ae, which we estimate to number about 1,000. If we have not yet contacted you, do get in touch with us. ►Over the last year, we’ve already been able to bring alumni/ae in to an open house and a Grade 11 high school student and parent meeting as part of our service programme which will be expanded in the years to come. ►Alumni/ae made a presentation at the Grade 12 graduation, welcoming the graduates into the alumni/ ae community. A fruit-tree was planted by the Class of ’83 for the Class of ’03. This will be an annual occurrence, and with time, our “alumni/ae orchard” will grow for the use of TWS students. ►Alumni/ae pages have been developed for the official TWS Web site. See side-bar on page 6. ►“Alumin/ae news” is a regular feature of the bi-weekly TWS community newsletter. Submissions include statistical information about alumin/ae, letters written by alumni/ae, archive photographs, messages from alumni/ ae to the school community, and requests to support this magazine. ►The Class of ’83 20th anniversary reunion on June 21st, 2003, brought together about 50 class members, family and teachers. As we all know, high school reunions have become iconic in popular culture as something of a nightmare. This one was really moving, I think. The class seemed genuinely thrilled to see each other and former teachers again, and they had the chance to re-connect with each other in a real way. The class gave a class gift to the school in the form of $2,200 worth of sound equipment for the drama department. A 20th anniversary reunion will be held every year from now on, and other events and reunions are being developed. ■ NEWS continued on page 8 COURTESY OF TWS ARCHIVE - CLASS OF ‘83, CIRCA GRADE 4, 1974/5 COURTESY OF ERIC ROBI ‘83 - CLASS OF ‘83 REUNION, JUNE 2003 outofbounds 7 C O N T R I B U T O R S continued Shahnaz in Grade 1 NEWS continued Shahnaz Khan '86 was a student in Mel Belenson’s class at TWS from 1974 to 1982. She completed a BA in English, Psychology and German from U of T, a MA in English from U of T, and a BEd from U of T with teachables of English, Drama and ESL. She teaches high school English and Drama at a Toronto public school, and lives with her husband in Toronto. Class of 1986 After a two-year trip in Europe, Alexander Koekebakker '84 completed a BA in German Literature at the University of Toronto, followed by a training in Bothmer Gymnastics in Stuttgart, Germany. In 1995, Alexander joined the faculty of the Freie Waldorf Schule in Freiburg, Germany, as its Phys Ed teacher. Extra time is devoted to an ongoing circus project at the school. Class of 1984 Alexander in Grade 1 Class of 1948, Mädchen Gymnasium, Stuttgart, Germany Renate in Grade 6 8 outofbounds Renate Krause '48 immigrated to Canada from Germany in 1952. She received her teaching diploma from the University of Alberta in 1953, and from 1954 to 1965 was a class teacher in the Ontario public school system. In 1965, she returned to Europe to study Eurythmy at the Eurythmeum, Stuttgart. She and Helmut Krause came back to Canada in 1969 to join TWS’s small group of pioneering faculty. She taught Eurythmy at TWS for many years, with a short stint with Helmut at the Vancouver Waldorf School in the late '70s. In 1990, they moved to Milton and joined the Halton Waldorf School’s faculty. Now retired from teaching children, Renate teaches Eurythmy courses to adults. TWS News Christine von Bezold ►Over the last twelve years the Village Market has grown into a strong business and social organism. Vendors sell a variety of organic food every Saturday morning (8:30 – 1:30) in the lower gym; there is usually music (sometimes from the versatile Ed Crabtree, Class of ‘94); and the conversations at the café tables are wideranging and deep. The Richmond Hill Liberal called the Market “the best place to spend a Saturday.” ►High school initiation has evolved into a major camping trip for the whole high school, which incorporates Michaelmas celebrations. For some years it was also combined with a trip to Stratford to see a play. Activities vary, but they usually involve cold water and courage, and singing around the bonfire. ►For some years now, the first main lesson of the year has taken Grade 12 to Hermit Island, Maine, for a week of marine biology together with several U.S. Waldorf schools. In 2001 they were there on September 11th, and so had a unique perspective on those events. Despite some anxiety, they returned safely. ►In November of each year, long lines of parents and children with candle lanterns wind through the woods and across the field. These are the traditional lantern walks for the children of the kindergartens and lower grades. Together they meet the growing darkness of the closing year with light from their handmade lanterns. ►No longer can students gaze out of their classroom windows and see deer or coyotes crossing the fields. Beyond our boundary line, along which volunteers planted trees a few years ago, are now the houses of a new development. The wild boundary of the ravine has become more precious in contrast. ►The Bathurst Glen Nursing Home (known as “the Villa”) to the south of the school was bought by the Islamic Education and Community Centre, and transformed into a school, a community centre and mosque. They are building now and should be opening by the end of the year. Relations with them are friendly, and we share parking with them for some events. They donated their little barn for our farm and garden programme. It was towed into position, and used for two years now to house our new sheep (we already had some chickens). A “sheep to shawl” programme is planned, if we can find someone to come and spin. ►Some ten years ago, Bob Pickering began The Wooden Ship, an acoustic open stage coffee house at the school that continues to draw many students, parents and other participants several times a year with its outstanding music. They occur irregularly on Fridays at 8:30. We will keep you posted. ►Bob Pickering has become the school beekeeper, with three or four hives in operation on the field each summer. Students in the lower grades get to meet the bees and help to extract the honey. TWS honey is excellent! ►The 13th of December Santa Lucia celebration is now presented by Grade 12. Dressed in white, carrying candles, their singing procession goes into every room in the school (and sometimes over to Hesperus) leaving cookies with the students. The Kindergarten children watch these angels open-mouthed. ►The Early Childhood Faculty has been expanding. In addition to the three Kindergarten classes, there are now two Nursery classes for three-year-olds, three mornings a week, with their own rooms and outdoor fenced play space. On Monday to Saturday (except Wednesday), these rooms are used by the Parent and Tot programmes, for two-year-olds and their parents. The teachers of these programmes spend a lot of time helping parents with the issues of parenting their little children. For many, this is their introduction to Waldorf education. ►On April 1st a few years ago, students arrived to see the sun glinting off the new wooden high school chairs that had been placed in a circle around the upper section of the roof. It was a considerable feat for the high school students to get them up there, hampered by teachers who were working in the building until the early hours of the morning as they often do. It was a beautiful sight. ►This year some Grade 10 students snowboarded off the roof. They were caught as they prepared to video their exploit. Safety concerns now prevent such creative but hazardous ploys. ►Celebrations are held each Monday morning during Advent as they always have been, and are very special times when all the grades are together. It is very quiet, and the darkness is lit only by a few candles. There is music, and a brief talk. A student from each class lights a candle at the wreath to take the light back to their classroom. A new development is Star Mother’s Youngest Child, performed by Grade 12 students on the last Monday of the term. At the end-of-term assembly, every student in Grade 12 lights a candle. After this solemn festival, the high school breakfast and party show quite a different mood. Alumnae/i are welcome to these celebrations, especially the one on the last day of term. The Advent assemblies start at 9:00am on the Mondays after each Advent Sunday in December until school ends. ►The old Waldorf School Association of Ontario (WSAO) room downstairs is now a Community Room where meetings are held, and where parents make toys for the Candlelight Fair. Part of it was partitioned off for a Development Office, and is now used by the Board Chair (Helga Rudolph). The Faculty Chair (Helene Gross) and Head of Guidance (Bob Pickering) now have their own offices on the mezzanine, with phone extensions and computers; slices were taken from what had become the OAC Seminar Room. The lower school teachers have an office, taken from the back part of the Grade 1 room. The high school teachers’ office is now quite smart, and equipped with three computers that are needed for student reports. ►The Café Downstairs in the servery is a much appreciated addition to the school’s everyday life. William Movel provides lunches and snacks all day. Lunches for the lower grades are ordered in advance and taken up to the classrooms in a big basket. Grade 12 still sells pizza on Wednesdays. ►The playground has seen some changes. Part of it is fenced off, and bags of leaves are added in the fall, in the hope that this rest and feeding will help the forest to regenerate. Much of the old equipment has been judged unsafe by new standards, and replaced. There is a fine new structure, new swings, “monkey bars” and a big old tree trunk donated from the grounds of the new Christian Community Church on Rutherford Road. There are “fall zones” of sand around everything that the children could fall from. For high school students, a beach volleyball court has been constructed beyond the woodwork room. Les Black continues to create a toboggan slide between the forest and the blacktop each winter. ►For several years, Susana Toledo has taken her OAC Biology and World Issues class for a month-long trip to Peru. As well as studying and visiting historic sites, they volunteer some time to teach visual arts. On their return, they present their experiences at a lively “EcoCafé.” ►Practica were introduced into the high school in 1991, first for two weeks each May, later expanding to three weeks. While Grade 12 prepares their class play, Grade 11 students find placements in social services, Grade 10 in trades and Grade 9 students are sent out to organic or biodynamic farms across Ontario. They return to school with a wider view of the world, and with many different stories to tell. continued on page 10 outofbounds 9 Bodyforme, a fitness and wellness consulting company dedicated to providing scientificallybased, integrative programming of the highest standards. Chantal has been working in the fitness industry for over 10 years, running a successful personal training and corporate wellness consulting practice serving both individual and corporate clients. Corporate clients include The Royal Bank, The Canadian Imperial Bank of Commerce, The Boston Consulting Group, General Electric, and the Stratford Festival of Canada. Chantal is currently working towards a Masters of Science Degree at the University of Toronto in Exercises Sciences and Health Psychology. She has recently completed the Clinical Training Program in Mind/Body Medicine at Harvard Medical School. ►Under Jacques Racine and with the splendid new gym, the competitive sports programme really took off. School teams play volleyball and basketball in local private school and small public school leagues, as well as taking annual trips to Kimberton to compete against other Waldorf schools. Banners decorating the gym walls attest to our successes. Class of 1983 ►Jacques Racine, Jonathan Emerson and Les Black have worked hard to introduce Bothmer gymnastics to the school. This form of movement, also called spatial dynamics, could be described as Waldorf gymnastics. Chantal in Grade 9 Class of 1980 Eric Robi '83 left TWS to a dangerous world PHOTO COURTESY SHELAGH HOWARD Alice Priestley '80 has been working as Alice in Grade 3 without Arnica in the 10th grade. After finishing at Thornlea SS, Eric continued to live recklessly. He graduated from U of T with a BA in English and Drama. Deserting Toronto in 1989 for southern California, Eric experimented with different careers: surf bum, ESL teacher and graphic artist. Bored, Eric obtained an MA in Instructional Technology from California State University, LA, in 1997. Furthering his ADCD (Attention Deficit Career Disorder), Eric then ran a team of programmers for a multi-media training firm before deciding to start up his own internet marketing agency. Realizing he had zero marketing talent, he expanded the firm to 20 employees, before promptly crashing it in the dot.com flame-out. In a recent turn of events, Eric works as a Computer Forensics Expert and Investigator. 10 outofbounds NEWS continued an illustrator since 1986. She has illustrated 10 picture books and 2 children’s novels and her drawings appear in numerous school textbooks and anthologies. Her picture books include Lights for Gita by Rachna Gilmore, Someone is Reading This Book, which Alice wrote herself, and Hush by Anna Strauss. One of Alice’s earliest books, Out on the Ice in the Middle of the Bay by Peter Cumming, is due to be re-released sometime in 2004. Alice obtained a Fine Art and English degree from U of T after graduating from TWS in 1980. She is married to videographer Peter Jestadt and they have two children, Ilissa (11) and Malcolm (7). Class of 1983 ►Circus arts are also a recent introduction to Phys Ed classes. Students respond strongly to the fun aspect and the performance element. A visit from the high school Flying Gravity Circus from New Hampshire in March of 2003 enlivened the whole school and sparked a lively interest in creating our own circus. ►The exchange program in Grades 10 and 11 has been enriching our high school for at least fifteen years. Some of our students arrange to spend a semester with a family abroad, usually in France or Germany, and their counter-part spends a semester here. Even for those who don’t go themselves, this intimate contact with someone from another culture really broadens their experience. ►The high school curriculum is changing all the time, as the Ministry of Education dictates. The balance between ministry demands and Waldorf ideals is always a difficult one. In the early 90s we had to expand into an OAC year; now there is the need to compress the necessary Ontario credits into four years again. Government demands have become more stringent, and Grade 10 now takes the provincial literacy test, which is a requirement for graduation. ►Grade 3 has a three-day trip to Tomten Farm. Farmers Niek and Jop Wit introduce them to ploughing (they pull a plough handled by Niek), lambs, spinning with drop spindles, and other aspects of farm life. ►Grade 4 spends a week with their teacher in Eric in Grade 3 pioneer dress at the Dixon Schoolhouse at Black Creek Pioneer Village. In the mornings they have lessons, as visitors watch, and in the afternoons they sample the trades of the village. This is a highlight of the year for the children, and for those parents lucky enough to accompany them. ►The high school yearbook is produced by the Grade 11 Business Studies class, in which the students learn all aspects of putting a publication together, including selling advertizing space. ►The Walpaper is a sporadic publication by and for high school students. ►Just Desserts is the annual production of the Grade 11 and 12 drama class at the end of the first semester in January, as it has been since the early '80s. It is an evening of workshop theatre enjoyed by the whole community. Alumni/ae will be reminded to attend. ►The Parent Association’s special project has been to set up a Parent Association Web site, which is slowly becoming the forum for parent communications. Doran Antonel 1993 Rhys Bowman 1995 Ray Haller 1996 Karen Hart 1974 Mary Howard 1983 Alan Howard 1996 ►Ten to twelve students a year from the Rudolf Steiner Centre do their observation and teaching practice in our classrooms. Many of them have subsequently joined our faculty. The Steiner Centre has also begun a Foundation Year, held through the year on Saturdays. ►The Parent Association has become very strong in bringing in special performers for concerts. Mark O’Connor has delighted us with his fiddling, and this April Kevin Burke was a worthy successor. cob house in the playground. They had fun trampling the mud and straw with their feet. It almost looks as if it had grown there. ►In 2001, Todd Royer’s Grade 3 class built a straw bale house in the playground. Todd first brought in a couple of experts to give a public weekend workshop, and they taught the technique by constructing a little house for the farm and garden programme. ►The Christmas Fair has changed its name to the Candlelight Fair to reflect the diversity of the school community and the nature of the fair: a lot of candles are dipped in the space of just a few hours. ►In 2002, Michael Wright’s Grade 6 class put on a day of medieval games, performances and feasting, which the Grade 6 class from the Alan Howard Waldorf School attended. Kathryn Humphrey’s class continued the “tradition” in 2003. ►In 1998 the Third Stream Co-op found itself no longer necessary, and laid itself down after twelve or thirteen years. It was founded as a way for its members to buy good food at reasonable prices, and bulk orders were received and packaged in the kitchen once a month. Then society as a whole became more conscious of the need for healthy food, and the Village Market took up the slack. ►Because of new regulations following Walkerton, the school’s drinking water must be chlorinated as of 31 December 2002. We had to install our own system as we could not yet hook up to municipal water. The sulphur taste that many of you may remember is now replaced by a chlorine taste. ■ ►In 1999, Suzanne Hill’s Grade 3 class built a cvonbezold@torontowaldorfschool.com Simantha McGugan 1994 Doreen Rawlings 1997 In Memoriam Tanya Richmond 1975 Erik Hughes 1994 Cameron Stewart 1978 Aedsgard Koekebakker 1991 Augy van Boxel 2002 Helmut Krause 1994 Natalie Villim Donald Leech Bettle Massett 2003 COURTESY OF TWS ARCHIVE C O N T R I B U T O R S continued Chantal Lemieux '83 is the owner of outofbounds 11 C O N T R I B U T O R S continued Class of 1942, Realgymnasium, Nürnberg, Germany Gerhard in Grade 8 Katja Rudolph '84 travelled for a year in Gerhard Rudolph '42 immigrated to Canada from Germany in 1952, after receiving his civil engineering degree from the University of Munich and working for several years for a large construction company in Nuremberg. He was an engineer for the Township of Etobicoke for 10 years (you may drive over his bridges from time-to-time!) before packing up for England and the Waldorf teachers training course at Emerson College in 1964. After completing the course, Gerhard taught at the Michael Hall Waldorf School in England until 1973, when he moved back to Toronto to join TWS’s small group of pioneering faculty and become the class teacher of the Class of ‘85. He was both faculty chair and board chair for many years. When the class graduated in 1981, he taught History (Math and Drama) in the high school. He “retired” to the library in 1989, where he has been working full-time ever since, giving courses in the Rudolf Steiner College teacher training programme, stepping in to teach when required, and dealing with the kids sent up to the library! Class of 1984 Europe and Canada before deciding to go to university. She spent the next 11 years there obtaining a BA in Cultural Studies and Political Science from Trent U, an MA in Social and Political Sciences from Cambridge U, England, and a PhD in Theory and Policy Studies in Education from U of T, with a break between degrees to travel and work. Her doctoral dissertation was entitled “The Politics of Choice in Education: Theorizing a Post-Liberal Choosing Subject.” This meant something to her at the time of its writing! She has given herself a few years grace to try her hand at writing fiction (a manuscript is about a year away from completion), before considering more reasonable life-options, like teaching in the university. She works as a freelance writer/researcher and lives in Toronto. Katja in Grade 2 Jo Russel '89 took the BA/BPHE programme at Queen’s University. She volunteered for a while in the jungles of Guyana, South America, after which she migrated out west, and discovered Vancouver, where she waitressed at a few seedy bars in the east end. She went to Exeter University in the UK for teachers college, and then taught Phys Ed and Math in Kamloops. She visited a friend in Yellowknife for a week, liked it, and stayed. She did some graduate work in applied Kinesiology at the University of Saskatchewan, and now has a respectable job as the Regional Health Promotion Coordinator for Yellowknife Health and Social Services Authority. COURTESY OF TWS ARCHIVE - CLASS OF 1979, THE SCHOOL’S FIRST CLASS, WITH CLASS TEACHER ALAN HOWARD - AROUND GRADE 6, 1973 Katja Rudolph '84 katjarudolph@aol.com ►In the 1980s, the alumni/ae programme consisted of an invitation to alumni/ae by the faculty to visit the school and to meet with two or three faculty. This usually took place during the winter vacation. The event was organized as a discussion group, in which participants shared their experiences since graduation. ►In 1990, three alumni/ae came together to talk about creating an alumni/ae association. Nothing came of that endeavour. ►In 1994, Arlene Thorn, the school’s Outreach and Development Coordinator at the time, approached a few alumni/ae to see whether they would participate in the year-long celebration of the school’s 25th anniversary. Out of this prompting arose an alumni/ae association with a volunteer base of about fifteen people. ►These alumni/ae organized an ambitious three-day conference and alumni/ae reunion in May of 1994 to commemorate the school’s 25th anniversary, in which over a hundred alumni/ae and most of the faculty, including many exfaculty, participated. The conference programme included guest lecturers, workshops, social events, and meals (organized and prepared by alumni/ae). It was a successful event, raising enthusiasm for the potential of an alumni/ae presence in the school community. Class of 1989 12 outofbounds Alumni/ae History tackle the huge database project required to build a true alumni/ae association. ►In July of 2002, the new TWS alumni/ ae programme was launched by the school. Its main work is to facilitate communication amongst alumni/ae, and between alumni/ae and the school. This will be accomplished through: ►In the six years from 1994 to 2000, the association tried to maintain the momentum created by that single event. It organized two yearly events: the annual Alumni/ae Room at the Candlelight Fair (formerly Christmas Fair) and the May social event at the end of the school year. ► Updating and maintaining the alumni/ae database ►The work of the association during these six years included monthly meetings, events organization, an effort to keep in contact with alumni/ae members, and an ongoing endeavour to define the role of the alumni/ae within the school community. ► Programming events, reunions and clubs (sports, drama, music...) ►The association was disbanded in the summer of 2000, due to a lack of volunteers. The fifteen alumni/ae involved in 1994 had dwindled down to two, without the hope of finding new volunteers. The association had struggled because it was working without a database and was therefore unable to reach the majority of alumni/ae. Volunteer hours were insufficient to ► Developing and maintaining alumni/ae pages on the TWS Web site ► Developing a service programme ► Developing a volunteer base ► Initiating and maintaining a TWS History Project ► Publishing this annual magazine ■ more about this on page 43 HISTORIES The first Waldorf school was founded in Stuttgart in 1919. Emil Molt had asked Rudolf Steiner to start a school for the children Waldorf History Alexander Koekebakker ‘84 of the a.koekebakker@tesionmail.de factory workers of his Waldorf Astoria cigarette factory. began in Germany in 1936 and by 1941 all schools had been closed down, including those in Austria and Holland. As a result, many Waldorf teachers immigrated to Great Britain and the USA, which led to the founding of numerous Waldorf schools there. Within half a year after the end of the Second World War, the first Waldorf schools in Germany had re-opened and the founding of new schools had begun. By 1956, there were 62 Waldorf schools world-wide, 53 in Europe and 9 in North and South America. Along with the rise of Waldorf education, many other anthroposophically inspired social initiatives have thrived, many of them Within seven years, 10 Waldorf schools were founded pioneering in areas where the mainstream across Europe: in Hamburg, The Hague, Essen, is now active: homeopathic medicine, London, Basel, Budapest, Hannover, King’s Langley organic biodynamic farming, the Camphill (Great Britain), Lisbon and Oslo. By 1933, 14 Waldorf movement for developmentally and schools had been founded, including one in New York physically challenged children and adults, City, USA, and in Vienna, Austria. arts centres, and Fellowship retirement communities. In these years, the Waldorf movement gained more and more acceptance, particularly in Germany, where it was Today, the sun does not set on Waldorf welcomed as a valuable addition to the pedagogical schools, with 857 schools in 57 countries landscape. This attitude began to change in 1933, when the National Socialist Worker’s Party (NSDAP) around the globe. The following Waldorf Schools World-Wide list gives an idea of came to power; Waldorf education did not fit into the the distribution: Nazi worldview. The closing of the Waldorf schools continued on page 14 outofbounds 13 C O N T R I B U T O R S continued Heidi Strahm (Krause) '60 did her school- ing in Germany and Peterborough, Canada. After obtaining a teacher’s certificate, she taught Math and English at King Edward School in Toronto, while studying further at York University. In the late ‘60s, she took the Waldorf teacher training course at Emerson College, England, before returning to Canada to teach Kindergarten and painting at the Toronto Waldorf School. During this time, she began to take her painting seriously. She left for Dornach, Switzerland, to pursue it with artist Beppe Assenza, whose assistant she became until his death in 1985. Now, she and Christoph Koller run the Freie Malschule Dornach (Independent School of Painting, Dornach) where she teaches according to Rudolf Steiner’s colour lectures, systematically developed by Assenza. She gives painting courses throughout Europe - lately in the Netherlands, the Czech Republic, Slovenia, and Russia. Class of 1965, Solihull School for Girls, England continued from page 13 Class of 1960, Peterborough Collegiate and Vocational School Wa l d o r f S c h o o l s Wo r l d - w i d e Statistics from 2000 Heidi in Grade 1 Having had an excellent academic education herself in an England, Christine von Bezold '65 found that and much more in Waldorf education, notably at a TWS Open House in the late ‘70s. This inspired her to join the group starting the London Waldorf School, where she became the school secretary. She came to the Toronto Waldorf School in 1991, so that her children could go to high school. Penn and Emily Davies and Ting von Bezold have now graduated and gone their separate ways. Bethany von Bezold is still in high school, and Christine continues to watch the world go by (and help it along) from the vantage point of the school’s front desk. She has also taken up bookbinding, and has been able to substitute for Helga Sieber in the Grade 11 bookbinding course. Argentina Armenia Australia Austria Belgium Bosnia Brazil Canada Chile Columbia Croatia Czech Rep. Denmark Egypt Estonia Finland France Georgia Germany Great Britain Hungary Iceland India Ireland Israel Italy Japan Kazakhstan Kenya Kyrghyzstan Latvia Liechtenstein 7 1 38 10 14 1 20 20 3 4 2 8 17 1 5 17 14 1 178 27 17 2 2 3 4 35 2 1 2 1 5 1 Lithuania Luxembourg Mexico Moldavia Namibia Nepal Netherlands New Zealand Norway Peru Philippines Poland Rumania Russia Slovenia South Africa Spain Sweden Switzerland Taiwan Tanzania Thailand Ukraine Uruguay USA 3 1 5 2 1 1 94 10 27 2 1 3 12 26 1 18 1 41 39 1 1 1 7 1 115 Of course, the 1,706 Waldorf Kindergartens world-wide play a very important role in this development. ■ Christine in Grade 5 TWS’s Woodwork - Buenos Aires, Argentina Main Lesson - Nairobi, Kenya Diversacare Diversacare-Waldorf has been established to help provide a safety net underneath the tuition assistance fund to help keep students in our high school who might have to leave, in spite of tuition assistance. From the sale of studentmade greeting cards, funds are generated for those who need help to complete their final years, but they may be applied to others in the lower school as well. If you are interested in helping by buying cards call 905 707-8714 I I T F COURTESY OF FREUNDE DER ERZIEHUNGSKUNST RUDOLF STEINERS E.V. 14 outofbounds optimism of this lecture, the original group started to concentrate their studies more and more on questions of education. From 1959 onwards, members of the group attended the t was as early as 1954 when a small group annual conferences at the Green Meadow of young people met on a regular basis Waldorf School in Springvalley, NY. These to study lectures experiences prompted by Rudolf Steiner them to organize their own A Brief History of and to discuss and conference in Toronto socialize just in the Toronto Waldorf School in 1962. Dr. Ernst Katz, general. Some of the Physics professor at by Gerhard Rudolph '42 participants came the University of Ann gerhardrudolph@sympatico.ca from Europe and, Arbor, John Gardner, chair with the relentless carnage of the Second World War still freshly in mind, were on the search for a meaningful and human philosophy of life. There were John and Pat Kettle, Gerhard and Helga Rudolph, Frank and Franzeska Steinrück, Helmut and Renate Krause. From 1961 onwards, Aedsgard and Elisabeth Koekebakker and a number of other participants joined the group. Each year at Adventtime, they began to rehearse the Oberufer Christmas Plays, which were then performed in churches, halls and hospitals in Toronto. n 1956, three young Canadian COURTESY OF TWS ARCHIVE - CONSTRUCTION, 1972 musicians, Graham Jackson, Harry Kretz and Irene MacLellan, of the Garden City Waldorf School and Dr. independently took an enthusiastic interest in Godfrey from Edmonton, were invited as guest Waldorf education. In the following year, they speakers to this well attended and successful attended the teacher training programme at the event. New York Steiner School and later travelled he lectures by Mr. Edmunds, by now to many places in Europe in order to get fully founder and principal of Emerson College acquainted with the philosophy and practice in England, became regular yearly occasions, of this education. In 1963, after this long and every time rekindling new enthusiasm for the intense immersion abroad, Graham and his creation of a Waldorf school in Toronto. wife, Veronica, returned to Toronto. rancis Edmunds, one of the most PLANNING, PREPARING, experienced Waldorf teachers in England, IMPLEMENTING 1964-1968 gave his first lecture on Waldorf education at Trinity College, University of Toronto, in 1957. Encouraged by the enthusiasm and EARLY INITIATIVES 1954-1964 B y 1964, the resolve to found a Waldorf school in Toronto had been firmly established and decisive steps for its implementation were systematically pursued. The Waldorf Education Committee was formed, consisting of Bob and Shirley Routledge, Helmut and Renate Krause and Graham and Veronica Jackson, with the task of organizing public events and preparing to form a legal school entity. uring the winter, Graham Jackson gave a series of lectures on Waldorf education in Toronto, usually followed by demonstrations and classes in Bothmer gymnastics. In the fall of 1964, the Rudolphs decided to leave everything behind in Toronto and enroll in the Waldorf teacher training programme at Emerson College in England. n 1965, the Waldorf Education Committee was greatly strengthened when John and Pat Kettle and Douglas Andress joined their ranks. The first concrete step was made when Douglas and Else Andress purchased a nursery school in Willowdale. At the time, there were twenty children registered in the nursery. The teachers, Helen Coleman, Doreen Browning (later Rawlings) and Mieke Cryns, stayed on for many years with the Toronto Waldorf School. The little school moved into some rented rooms in the annex building of St. Patrick’s Anglican Church, also located in Willowdale. The committee changed the nursery’s name from “Bunny Hop” to “Sunnyhill” and its business management was taken over by Veronica and Graham Jackson and Shirley and Bob Routledge n April of that year, the Waldorf School Association of Ontario (WSAO) was officially incorporated. The aims of the WSAO were described as: To explain and promote the ideals and principles of Waldorf education amongst educators and the general D I I outofbounds 15 public in Toronto and, with time, in all of Ontario. To prepare the establishment of a Waldorf school first in Toronto and later the founding of more schools in the rest of the province. Mr. Edmunds advised the directors of the WSAO to split the task into four parts: Faculty and Staff; Public and Publicity; Site and Building; Finance and Administration. he three couples, Andress, Routledge and Kettle, worked on these tasks in a very thorough and professional way creating hypothetical cases of possible enrollment numbers, fees, salaries, rental costs, initial deficits, possible locations, etc., always assisted by Graham Jackson with regard to educational considerations. In order to establish a future faculty, Pat and John Kettle traveled to Micheal Hall Waldorf School in Forest Row, England, to meet with a T BIRTH AND INFANCY OF THE SCHOOL 1968-1972 F inally the historic day arrived: ON SEPTEMBER 3, 1968, THE TORONTO WALDORF SCHOOL OPENED ITS DOORS Alan Howard wrote later: “We teachers opened the door and ushered in the very first students, on the very first day, of the very first Waldorf school to construct the outer shell of the building and to complete the interior spaces in accordance with the growing number of classes. This step-by-step approach made it possible to realize such an ambitious plan with the limited financial resources available. n the summer of 1972, excavation began at the new site on Bathurst Street and on October 14th of that year the foundationstone was laid in a ceremony that included the whole community. This was another historical moment in the life of the school. I endless time, resources and good energy in receive the necessary mortgage. The school the growing venture. Much thanks should go was always able to fulfill the repayment-plan to them for their confidence in the school. of the mortgage and the promissory notes remained untouched. THE PIONEERING YEARS uring the summer of 1974, the faculty spent their entire summer vacation 1973-1984 completing the structure of the roof and he school building was largely covering it with a tar emulsion. unfinished. The mezzanine and the It was decided to expand the school into the forum level were unusable, there were no high school right away during the 1974/75 doors and windows on that level and the academic year. Necessary preparations roof remained unfinished during the winter. involved obtaining commitment from the The forum floor, which served as roof Grade 8 parents, establishing our own T D CONSTRUCTION, 1972, TWS ARCHIVE; “MOUSE” BY HEIDI STRAHM, 1973, PHOTO KATHERINE DYNES; “HANDS UP”, TWS ARCHIVE; BUILDING IN GRADE 3, CLASS OF ‘85, TWS ARCHIVE; LOCKERS, KATHERINE DYNES; THE “SMALL GYM”, TWS ARCHIVE; THE “BIG GYM”, TWS ARCHIVE; CAUTION, “ANIMAL” CROSSING, KATHERINE DYNES; SLIDING IN GRADE 4, CLASS OF ‘88, TWS ARCHIVE number of potential teachers who had been invited by the committee. The meeting took place in the home of Helga and Gerhard Rudolph during the Whitsun holidays of 1967. (Gerhard had become a class teacher at Michael Hall in the meantime). Present were: Alan and Mary Howard, Helmut Krause, Diana Lawrence (later Hughes), Cecil Jordan, George Wilson, Pat and John Kettle and Helga and Gerhard Rudolph. or three days they discussed the plans for the future school and what contribution each could make. In the end, Alan Howard, Mary Howard and Diana Lawrence pledged that they would come to start the school in September of 1968. Helmut and Renate Krause committed themself to join in 1969 and the Rudolphs agreed that they would come as soon as their commitments at Michael Hall had been fulfilled. It was a tremendous good fortune to have in the Howards two very experienced teachers to guide the new school into life. n May 1968, several rooms at St. Patrick’s were rented and alterations were designed and carried out. The Sunnyhill Nursery School still occupied the basement. On June 16th, 1968, the Toronto Waldorf School was officially incorporated. he committee had completed their preparations. The worthiness of the cause and the thoroughness of the planning inspired Cawthra and Julyan Mulock and Douglas and Else Andress to pledge to cover all losses predicted for the first three years. F I T 16 outofbounds in Canada. Nobody noticed us very much, there weren’t long columns and pictures about it in the Globe and Mail, the traffic down Lilian Street went by as before, but WE all felt that history was being made, and as Wordsworth wrote, “Bliss was it in that dawn to be alive and part of it.” n September, 1968, nineteen children were enrolled in Grades 1, 2 and 3. The existing nursery downstairs had grown to sixty children. The Toronto Waldorf School was admitted as a full member of the Association of Waldorf Schools in North America (AWSNA) in June, 1969, a recognition which is rare for such a young school. Since the building at St. Patrick’s had only room for six grades, the search for property and the design of a new school building became a top priority. In the fall 1971, Don Stewart, a parent of the school, offered a piece of land on Bathurst Street as a gift to the school. However, the size of the lot was inadequate. After long negotiations with a neighbouring farmer, additional land across the ravine could be acquired, making up thirteen and a half acres in total. Plans for the proposed building were prepared by Denis Bowman, architect and parent of the school, in close cooperation with the faculty. he building was designed to house two Kindergartens, twelve classrooms, a small gym, arts and crafts rooms, office and auxiliary space, a kitchen and a forum with a stage. The idea was I T In these early years, the faculty was small and consisted of a close and intimate group of dedicated teachers. The faculty administered the school in a consensusbased system of decision-making. There was (and still is) no principal. They were committed to the aims of Waldorf education and were encouraged by the wonderful results that a truly human curriculum was able to provide. They were able to reach a consensus in dealing with the many challenges facing the new enterprise. Above all, they were guided by Alan Howard, a wise, wonderfully modest, and very experienced teacher and human being. This period was often described by the participants as the golden years of the school. n June of 1973, the school started its move to the Bathurst Street site and a new chapter of the school began. During this time, many parents of the school invested I substitute, was not watertight in spite of efforts to seal cracks. In spite of all these difficulties, the seven grades of the school moved into the usable part on the main floor in September of 1973, with only a two-week delay. This was the result of the backbreaking and heartwarming efforts of the whole community. inancially, this enterprise was possible through the generous support in the form of guarantees and loans by Cawthra and Julyan Mulock and through short term and low-interest loans by other friends of the school. Some of these contributions needed to be returned and it became necessary to consolidate these debts into one mortgage arrangement. However, no bank or company was willing to provide a mortgage for a young school with a half-finished building as collateral. Again, the provision of promissory notes in lieu of the collateral by friends of the school made it possible to F high school curriculum, meeting with the Ministry of Education concerning their course outlines and accreditation, providing space and facilities, hiring teachers, and planning for financial support. The preparation committee consisted of Ron Mason, a parent and high school principal, Aedsgard Koekebakker, Allan Hughes and Gerhard Rudolph. The meetings with the ministry inspectors were very informative and helpful. They provided much written material and explained how to proceed with the accreditation of special subjects outside their usual curriculum. I n June 1975, TWS celebrated its first Grade 8 graduation. Aedsgard Koekebakker and the Class of '79 produced “Robert of Sicily,” a delightful play, which was performed by the fourteen students in the school’s basement (the forum was not yet ready for use). outofbounds 17 T he first high school class was held in September of 1975. The Class of '79 were the pioneers in this uncharted territory. The forum was opened for the first time for Renate Kurth’s and the Class of '80’s Grade 8 play in June of 1976. That same June, the Toronto Waldorf School hosted the Teachers’ Meeting of AWSNA, an annual meeting of Waldorf teachers from across the North American continent. The preparation for the event took much time, but it was quite an honour for a small school like ours to be asked to host it. It put the school “on the map.” uring the holidays, major projects had to be completed. For instance: the construction of staircases to the forum level, the wiring, plumbing, dry-walling, and painting of three upper-level classrooms, as well as the installation of three science labs on the main floor. Faculty members learned new building skills every year! round this time, the faculty decided to limit teacher’s vacation work on the school building to three weeks each year, for the sake of time for school-preparation and for the restoring of inner forces. Some teachers helped with the running of a summer camp. Others worked on the completion of the interior of three additional classrooms upstairs and of the forum which still needed much work to get it ready for general use. In the next years, Jan Wintjes, a contractor and parent of the school, and his crew applied the wooden siding around the upper level of the building free of charge. His continuous generous support was always greatly appreciated. Towards the end of the academic year in 1980, the school was honoured by the visit of its patron, Pauline McGibbon, Lieutenant Governor of Ontario, arranged by Henry Dynes, a parent of the school. It was very formal occasion with a rigid protocol and great pomp and circumstance. TWS students had to learn the words to “Oh Canada” in both official languages! uring the holidays, a great change in the allocation of classrooms took place. Many lower school classes moved upstairs. The classrooms on the main floor were turned into a third Kindergarten, a woodwork room and a handwork room. ost interior spaces of the building were now usable, including the mezzanine. Now greater concentration could be devoted to the school grounds. The parking area along Bathurst Street was considerably extended towards the south. The exit to Bathurst Street was relocated opposite Teefy Avenue. Traffic lights were installed. The road to the school was widened and paved. M need for a separate fieldhouse became very evident. fter the graduation of three Grade 12 classes in 1982, it seemed about time to establish a student council, which still is composed of two elected members each from Grades 9-11 and three from Grade 12. This council has become an essential organ in the life of the school. A A W A 18 outofbounds he school acquired an additional ten acres from a neighbouring farmer in 1986. The sports field was extended to about double its original size. Five and a half acres were leased to the Hesperus Fellowship Community for a seniors’ residence. Construction of its building began. In June, 1987, the Hesperus building was completed and the first residents moved in. round this time, the school reached the end of the pioneering stage. The building was complete and fully usable. Certain policies and procedures had been established, festivals and ceremonies throughout the year had found an appropriate form, and with the graduation of ten high school classes, the initial dream and years of hard work were producing great results. THE ESTABLISHMENT YEARS 1989 TO PRESENT D D T TURNING OF THE SOD FOR THE NEW WING, 1990, COURTESY OF TWS ARCHIVE; HESPERUS FELLOWSHIP COMMUNITY, 2003, COURTESY OF ERIC ROBI; GRADE 4 STUDENTS READING IN THE LIBRARY, 2003; GRADE 12 GRADUATION, 2003 The last ramps to the upper-level classrooms were completed and the whole area was regraded. n 1981/82, the stage was extended into the forum. The blackout disk was built for the sky dome. The art room, library and language rooms moved up to the mezzanine. In September, 1982, the gym in the basement became too small for the growing high school classes and high school gym activities were moved up to the forum, where they created noise problems for the Eurythmy lessons back stage and time-table problems for drama rehearsals and performances. The I T he second AWSNA conference was held at TWS in June of 1983. In contrast to the first one in 1975, the conference could be held in a nearly completed building and participating was a well-established TWS high school faculty. n 1983, the Rudolf Steiner Centre, Toronto, a Waldorf teacher training programme, opened its doors at a location in downtown Toronto. The “Third Sream Coop” was founded, supplying organic food from farmers in the surrounding areas to the school community. I ith the increasing number of teachers attending faculty meetings, it became more difficult for some participants to feel included and make their voice heard. In a special conference, the faculty explored new forms of working together. After a lengthy and useful discussion, it was decided to introduce a mandate system. Faculty members would join a mandate group, and each group was to be responsible for one specific aspect of the school’s operation and were expected to report their decisions back to the whole faculty. In 1989/90, the mandate system was implemented. During this academic year, the planning for the new field-house continued. A site for the proposed building was chosen and the size of the building was extended to include arts and crafts rooms and space for the WSAO and the Rudolf Steiner Centre. n June of 1990, again surrounded by all classes, faculty, staff and parents, the ceremony of the turning-of-the-sod for the new building took place. The new building was called the “Arts and Sports Wing.” In June of 1991, the Arts and Sports Wing was opened with a festive assembly inside the building and the third AWSNA Teacher Conference was held at TWS. During the summer holidays, all arts and crafts furniture and equipment together with sports equipment were moved to the new building. The WSAO and the Rudolf Steiner Centre also moved into their new spaces. The close proximity of the RSC to the school proved to be a very good arrangement. Student teachers do their practice teaching at the school, TWS faculty teach some of the teacher training programmes, and the RSC provides seminars and lectures to the school community. The first OAC classes began in 1992, in spite of the financial I concerns by some teachers. However, this programme proved to be very successful and ran very well until all OAC courses were abolished by the ministry in 2003. In the same year, a three-week practicum programme was introduced for Grades 9, 10 and 11. 1993/94 was a big year for the school. It celebrated its 25th anniversary, with many festivities. Some members of the alumni/ae organized a 25th Anniversary Reunion and Conference for all former students of the school, teachers, former teachers and friends of the school. Over a hundred alumni/ae and many teachers and former teachers attended. uring the 1995 vacation, a number of teachers, key among them Ed Edelstein and Anne Greer, had to deal with increasing interference by the Ministry of Education, especially with their implementation of a province-wide standardized testing programme, which went directly against Waldorf pedagogical principles. After a court injunction, a compromise was reached but this was not a real solution to this problem. The Committee for Freedom in Education became very active, seeking advice and the support from AWSNA and from the international Waldorf school federation called “The Hague Circle.” he school began a self-evaluation process in the 1998/99 academic year, which required many meetings at all levels. This process was instituted by AWSNA in order to ensure that all their member-schools maintain high standards of Waldorf education. This was also an attempt to provide North American Waldorf schools with an alternative to state inspections, state accreditation and standardized testing. In June of 1999, the AWSNA evaluation team visited the school and made observations for their final report. n September, 2002, as a result of the discussions during the in-house conferences run by Andy Leaf, new procedures were introduced in the way the TWS faculty administered the school. In the coming school year, a “circle of chairs” (an executive body composed of faculty chair, the chairs of the high school, lower school and early childhood education programme and the administrative coordinator) began to represent the faculty to the parents and the public and deal with organizational and administrative concerns. These teachers receive more time to deal with these matters whilst the rest of the faculty are able to concentrate more intensely on pedagogical issues. On June 13th, 2003, the school graduated its 25th Grade 12 class. D T I L ooking at the impressive buildings, facilities, and organizational structures that have been created during the last thirty years, one can only be amazed that the dreams of the past have actually come true. Considering the limited finances in the beginning, all this seems a miracle. But, obviously, we did not come together to build buildings. Our intention and our hopes were that the spirit of our teaching would manifest itself in society at large. The real fruit of all our efforts can only show themselves in what the alumni/ae of the Toronto Waldorf School bring to the world. ■ outofbounds 19 TWS Faculty and Staff ....to jog your memories Bill Jackson 1977-1981 Ingrid Belenson 1977-1995 Martin Levin 1978-1991 compiled by Gerhard Rudolph 1960s 1980s Pat Kettle 1968-1969 Alan Howard 1968-1973 Mary Howard 1968-1973 Diana Lawrence (later Hughes) 1968-1971 Franziska Steinrück 1968-1971 Elisabeth Koekebakker 1968-1976; 1979-present Helen Coleman 1968-1976 Doreen Rawlings (formerly Browning) 1968-1987 Mieke Cryns 1968-1985 Renate Krause 1969-1977; 1979-1990 Helmut Krause 1969-1977; 1979-1990 Heidi Krause (later Strahm) 1969-1973 Ruth Bednar 1980-1985 Niek Wit 1980-1988 Patty Wolfe 1980-1983; 1989-present Larry Ney 1980-1988 Susan Elmore 1980-1983 Susan McLeod 1981-1994 Jan Patterson 1981-1988 Anne Greer 1982-1998 Jop Wit 1982-1987 Gregg Robins 1982-1990 Ulrike Barghout 1982-1987 Les Black 1983-present Bob Pickering 1983-present Silvia Richmond 1983-1998 Ena Bruce 1983-1984; 1996-2003 Ute Mehl 1983-1984 Jean Deleski 1983-1984 Alfred Korber 1984-1992 Natasha Kraus 1984-1992; 1994-1996 Graham Jackson 1984-present Aneline Koopman 1984-1991 Angelika Warner 1984-1986; 1995-present Deborah McAllister 1984-1985; 2000-present Kathy Levin (later Welch) 1984-1989 David Wilkinson 1985-1994 Beth Currie 1985-1990; 1995-present Graham Oslund 1985-1986 Todd Smith 1986-1987 (TWS alumnus '83) Helga Sieber 1986-present Richard Tibbetts 1986-1994 Kathy Brunetta 1987-1992; 1998-2002 Margaret Bleek 1987-present Anahid Movel 1987-present Kathryn Humphrey 1988-present Laurie Harrison 1988-1993 Elena Murchison 1988-1999 Sarah Walsh 1988-1990 Juan Escobar 1988-1991 Patricia Luckey 1989-1992 Flora-Jane Hartford (formerly Fisher) 1988-1999 Helene Gross 1989-present Francie Lake 1989-1992 1970s Ray Haller 1970-1996 David Taylor 1970-1988 Dorothy Haller 1970-1994 Renate Kurth 1971-1984 Irene Smedley 1971-1977 Allan Hughes 1972-1989 Helga Taylor 1972-1976 Huguette Lemieux 1972-1975 Gerhard Rudolph 1973-present Helga Rudolph 1973-present Aedsgard Koekebakker 1973-1977 Annemarie Heintz 1973-1981 Mel Belenson 1974-1990 Augy van Boxel 1974-1991 Gary Kobran 1974-1985 Elisabeth Lebret 1974-1995 Antje Ghaznavi 1974-1978; 1985-1999 Charlotte Chambers 1975-1979 Eleanor Fruchtman 1975-1982 Elisabeth Chomko (formerly Hoffman) 1976-1984; 1991-present Inge Shukla 1976-1983; 1988-present Peter Batzel 1976-1977 Duncan Alderson 1976-1988 James Madsen 1977-1981 Jane McWhinney 1977-1991 Edward Edelstein 1977-2002 GRADE 12 PLAYS 1979 – Pygmalion, Bernard Shaw 1980 – The Importance of Being Ernest, Oscar Wilde 1981 – Arsenic and Old Lace, Joseph Kesselring 1982 – The Enchanted, Jean Giraudoux 1983 – The Lady is Not for Burning, Christopher Fry 1984 – Anastasia, Marcelle Maurette 1985 – The Crucible, Arthur Miller 1986 – The Physicists, Friedrich Durrenmatt 1987 – The Madwoman Of Chaillot, Jean Giraudoux 1988 – The State of Revolution, Robert Bolt 1989 – The Ottawa Man, Mavor Moore 1990 – The Visit, Friedrich Durrenmatt 1991 – The Good Woman of Sezuan, Bertolt Brecht 1992 – The Angry 12 (The 12 Angry Men), Reginald Rose; The Importance of Being Ernest (Abridged), Oscar Wilde 1993 – The Crucible, Arthur Miller 1994 – Spring Awakening, Frank Wedekind 1995 – Museum, Tina Howe 1996 – JB, Archibald MacLeish 1997 – Peter Gynt, Henrik Ibsen 1998 – The Skin of Our Teeth, Thornton Wilder 1999 – The Free Fall – a collection of monologues, Anthology 2000 – Ondine, Jean Giraudoux 2001 – The Madwoman of Chaillot, Jean Giraudoux 2002 – The Dining Room, A. R. Gurney 2003 – On the Razzle, Tom Stoppard COURTESY OF TWS ARCHIVE - JULIE BRODEUR AND SERGEI KUPREJANOV IN THE VISIT, 1990 20 outofbounds Apologies if anyone was inadvertently omitted – please let us know if this is the case…. gerhard_rudolph@hotmail.com 905 731-0837; katjarudolph@aol.com 416 538-9536 1990s Desmond Gross 1990-present Annie Gross 1990-present Carol Nasr 1990-1998 Sara Anderson 1990-1991; 1993-1994 (TWS alumna '85) Peter Chapman 1990-1991 Arlene Thorn 1990-1998 Christine von Bezold 1991-present Janny Cheng 1991-2000 Vicky Kelly 1991-1999 Sheryl Leigh 1991-1999 Silke Mombacher 1991-1992 Jim Reid 1992-1999 Jacques Racine 1992-2000 Sue Martin 1992-present Ilse Black 1992-1994; 1996-present Leed Jackson 1992-present Nina Jasen 1992-1995 Sandy Churchward 1993-present Nicola Schindler (formerly Tarshis) 1993-1997 Vivienne Carady 1993-1994 Susana Toledo 1993-present Robert Tuewen 1993-1993 (TWS alumnus '84) Ed Crabtree 1994-2000; 2001-2002 (TWS alumnus '94) Tanya Kutschera 1994-2000 Agathe Polach 1994-present Maria Theresia Rommelt 1994-1998 Anna Trubashnik 1994-1998 Natashia Hanna 1994-1996; 2002-present Adrienne Behrmann 1995-1998 Eric Philpott 1995-2002 (TWS alumnus '79) Nicoli Tarasov 1995-1998 Bonny Hietala 1995-present Suzanne Hill 1996-2000 Brian Searson 1996-2003 Bozena Ciepielewski 1997-1998 Mary Jo Clark (formerly Worm) 1997-present Todd Royer, 1998-present Christopher Cotton 1998-2001 Timothy Cox 1998-2001 Andrea von Wurmb 1998-2000 Paolo Tommasini 1999-2001 Bettle Masset 1999-2001 Rachel Aide 1999-2001 (TWS alumna '92) Dianne Goldsmith 1999-present Lisa Daniels 1999-present Michelle Frank 1999-present Karen Weyler 1999-present Leslie Moffit 1999-2002 Yasmin Mamdani 2000-present Karen Blitz 2000-2001 Jonathan Emerson 2000-2002 Julie Hewitt 2000-present Linda Ojala 2000-2001 Michael Wright 2001-present Biju Joseph 2001-2003 Patricia MacMaster 2001-present George Amzu 2001-present Genevieve Munro 2001-present (TWS alumna '90) Katharina Dannenberg 2001-present Robert O’Driscoll – 2001-2002 (TWS alumnus '87) Richard Heinzle 2001-2002 Paul Hietala 2001-2003 Heidi Vukowich 2001-present Natalie Semenov (formerly Kristolovich) 2002- present (TWS alumna '86) Barbara Eriksson 2002-present Jocelyne Arseneau 2002-present Jane-Anne Clegg 2002-2003 Timothy Clegg 2002-present Miriam Rothgerber 2002-2003 George Ivanoff 2002-2003 Daniel Schulbeck 2002-present (TWS alumnus '90) Gregory Scott 2002-present (TWS alumnus '85) Maria Helms 2002present Kate Walter 2002present ■ “1,2,3” by Tim Dannenberg, 2002 FACULTY ROOM CLOCK AND THE OLD BELL FACULTY ROOM BLACKBOARD THE BIG TREE WHEELBARROWS BY THE SHED outofbounds 21 class of '83 Maybe it’s because there isn’t any firefighting to be done at the moment and Dan has just finished his working shift. Other firefighters mingle about the place, snippets of conversations occasionally wafting over from other rooms, but otherwise it’s quiet. In fact, it feels too quiet. I keep wondering when the silence will be broken suddenly by the wail of an alarm going off, jolting the men into action. As we sit and chat beside the giant fire trucks, I ask Dan how it feels to be always operating as if on a knife’s edge. “There’s definitely an adrenalin rush that I get,” he says, adding that he loves the challenge of having to respond to unknown situations at a moment’s notice. “There’s a cause-and-effect aspect to it that really appeals to me,” Dan says. “I get to see the effects of my work immediately.” Like the recent incident in which the fire station received a 911 call about an eighteen-month-old baby who had lost consciousness. “He had no pulse and he wasn’t breathing by the time we arrived on the scene,” Dan recalls. “We just went into a routine, applying CPR, and the baby started to breathe again. The most important thing in these moments is to keep your hands busy. As long as we’re busy, things are fine. There’s nothing worse than standing around with nothing to do.” t may very well have been a Grade 12 end-of-year “class circle” that gave Dan Jaciw the idea that firefighting was his calling. “Someone told me I was good in a crisis,” he remembers. That advice appears to have stuck for this thirty-eight-year old Toronto-based firefighter, a veteran of twelve seasons at North Toronto’s Fire Station #135. When I meet him at the Eglinton Avenue station, he greets me with an assured warm handshake one immediately associates with safety. This man radiates calm. 22 outofbounds Dan in Grade 9 I ask him whether the element of danger is something that initially attracted him to firefighting. “Not really, although there is the occasional sense of exhilaration in knowing you have a task to accomplish and there are only thirty minutes to find people before your breathing apparatus uses up all its oxygen,” he says. “You’re also losing six litres of liquid from simply sweating during those thirty minutes,” he adds. How does it feel to be inside a blazing inferno? “It’s like swimming in murky water. You can’t see anything and it’s hard to tell which direction sounds are coming from. What never ceases to amaze me is what the building looks like after the smoke has cleared. It looks completely different from what I experienced.” Although the excitement of firefighting is appealing, Dan tells me it’s the satisfaction that comes from helping others and the sense of camaraderie between firefighters that really attracted him to the profession. “It’s the best feeling to be working in the community and having day-to-day contact with people in the community,” Dan adds. “People recognize me and they’re always happy to see me,” he laughs. “You also develop bonds with colleagues since it’s imperative that people look out for each other,” Dan adds. I ask him whether TWS’s tightknit community environment might have had an influence. He pauses, and then says, “I may very well have come looking for that in my career.” It was this sense of community that made a particular impression on Dan when he first entered TWS in 1980. He came in Grade 9 after a stint at a public school in Toronto where his marks hadn’t been so hot. “Waldorf embraced me and I was struck by the genuine relationships that developed between classmates, class advisors and teachers,” he says. It was also the low-key atmosphere and absence of cliques that Dan says made him feel at home. Now that Dan has become a father to two daughters (a four-year-old and a four-month old), he and his wife Sara, also a TWS graduate, are considering sending the eldest to TWS next year. He’s also become acutely aware of the importance of spending time with his daughters in their primary years. Dan wasn’t always a firefighter. Shortly after graduating from TWS in 1983, he entered the audio-visual business as a sound and lighting technician for television. He would often get jobs prepping press conferences and liked the “buzz” of witnessing news in the making, although he says it’s made him wary of the media’s tendency to “put a spin on everything.” Recently, Dan tells me, he has begun renewing contacts in the audio-visual field and doing occasional contracts to keep his foot in the door. In the past few months, he has been getting lots of work due to Toronto’s SARS (Severe Acute Respiratory Syndrome) crisis, preparing lighting for the daily press conferences that have, until recently, become a staple on nightly news programmes. “Having been through some troubling (firefighting) instances, I want to keep my options open in the audio-visual field while remaining involved in the community. At the same time, I want to be there for my daughters,” Dan says. ■ Geoff Chan '89 gwchan@yahoo.com ALUMNI/AE F E AT U R E S I dan jaciw That sense of helplessness can sometimes take over a situation, Dan says, and it’s one of the things he dislikes most about the job. He recounts an incident that sends palpable chills down my spine. He and a crew had been called to the scene of a double homicide at Lawrence Avenue and Allen Road. It was a gangland slaying and the firefighters were the first to arrive. The dead bodies were in full view and the crowded atmosphere was extremely tense. “Very creepy,” Dan remembers. “We couldn’t do anything. I just wanted to get out of there.” outofbounds 23 seth coyle COURTESY OF EVAN DION BRASSERIE AIX ON COLLEGE STREET “Since therapy is a journey, this building has three structural tiers that represent progression or ascension,” Seth explains to me excitedly. “The layout of the house and its rooms revolves around the concept of protecting a seed, allowing it to germinate, and nurturing its growth,” he says. “You enter the building through one hallway, and you exit through another so you never see anyone other than your therapist. Leaving the office through another exit also means you’ve taken a journey forward each time: progress.” At this point, I should add a caveat to readers. It’s true that Seth is showing me his space. It’s just that it’s not built to scale – yet: it’s a model he made for his thesis project at OCAD, where he’s majoring in Environmental Design. class of '94 Seth in Grade 3 You can see it in the way this Ontario College of Art and Design architecture student has designed a home-office tailor-made for counseling and therapy in Toronto’s west-end. Seth takes me on a tour of the space and I’m immediately struck by its devotion to privacy. Imagining myself as a client walking through the hallways, I realise I would never have to bump into anyone else while waiting for my therapy session because the layout doesn’t allow for it. The wood paneled interior is soothing to the eyes and fluorescent lighting is nowhere to be found. I can also forget about the outside world by gazing at a reflecting pool situated in the middle of the space. It has a very calming effect. 24 outofbounds The design’s frequent references to nature through the use of natural materials and holistic concepts stand out noticeably. Radiant heat pipes, straw bale insulation and a roof top garden have been added to the design to make the building more energy efficient. It’s something Seth says he intends to incorporate in future design projects once he begins working on actual buildings. It’s clear from the way Seth talks about his project that it’s a reflection of how he views the world. “Our relationship to the earth is symbiotic. There are things out there that we should respect.” I ask him whether TWS’s natural setting had any influence on his ecological sensitivity. “I remember Ray Haller at the school always yelling at us for picking trilliums or running around in the ravine,” he says with a laugh. “Now I realise that he was doing it out of a genuine concern for nature.” Seth also says Helga Rudolph’s recycling class set off flashing lightbulbs in his Grade 10 brain. “I distinctly remember learning about the While Seth says it’s unlikely his thesis project will become a reality any time soon (the actual building is already owned and isn’t up for sale), it’s been entered into an awards competition and has caught the attention of a Toronto psychoanalyst who has suggested that he promote the model in the psychology community. Seth tells me he has long been interested in design, beginning when he was a child watching his father practising woodworking at home. TWS’s hands-on craft lessons (woodworking, metalwork, etc.) further fed his interest. That early exposure to handiwork eventually led to him gaining experience as a housebuilder and renovator after graduation from TWS. ARCHITECTURAL DRAWING, BULWER STREET THERAPY CENTRE, BY SETH COYLE In recent years, these skills have been put to use for Yabu Pushelberg, the red-hot Toronto interior design firm that’s earning rave reviews locally and internationally for its innovative projects, including the award-winning Monsoon Lounge and Restaurant on Toronto’s Simcoe Street and a high-profile re-design of the Bergdorf Goodman department store in New York City. In fact, Seth took a year off school in 2001 so he could work on renovating a restaurant Yabu Pushelberg redesigned in Toronto’s Little Italy district. Since opening last summer on College Street, Brasserie Aïx has been turning heads for the way it has faithfully restored and incorporated a former theatre into a space suited for fine-dining. Seth shows me pictures of the restored space, which were recently featured in a European architecture magazine, and they are stunning. Some of the former theatre’s design details have been combined with modern additions, lending it a perfect mix of old-world charm and contemporary chic. If you visit the restaurant, you will see Seth’s craftsmanship on display and understand why he has no time for frivolity. So what’s next on the horizon? “Graduation in 2004 or 2005 and maybe a visit to Finland before then to help a friend – Aron Fabian, also a TWS alumnus and architecture student – build an addition to a log cabin,” he says. Whatever he puts his hands on, it’s a sure bet that the finished product will be stamped with Seth’s keen sense of dedication to all things meaningful. ■ Geoff Chan '89 gwchan@yahoo.com ALUMNI/AE F E AT U R E S Seth Coyle can’t stand frivolity. In his world, everything should be endowed with importance, including space. Using an abandoned industrial building on Bulwer Street as his reallife model, Seth shows me a miniature replica he has designed for both work and rest. As well as accommodating the needs of therapy patients, the building contains a private inner courtyard where the therapist can seek solitude and unwind after a long day of work before retiring upstairs to the residence. Trees and lush vegetation fill the courtyard, lending it an atmosphere of calm and relaxation. concept of garbage, that its roots lie in humanity’s consumption of resources.” outofbounds 25 S inger-songwriter, dancer, musician and teacher, twenty-year-old Layah Jane Singer-Wilson is doing her best to live “the interconnectedness of things,” and the process is intriguing to behold. Layah, a member of the Alan Howard Waldorf School’s first Grade 8 graduating class, asks that we meet initially at her apartment, a converted loft in an industrial area just west of the Don River, where joggers share the path with tree planters on weekend mornings in the spring. music and writing, and began to focus seriously on a career as singer-songwriter. In her present situation as Kindergarten teacher, she has the time to sing with bands in clubs like C’est What? and the Free Times Café around Toronto. Usually she also plays guitar and piano but, after breaking her arm recently, she needs to wait for it to heal before moving on with her own music in the studio and on stage. To Layah, this injury also presented itself as a door rather than an obstacle: all of the energy that would have gone into playing is emerging in new politically charged lyrics as well as a musical repertoire that she’s developing from singing back-up vocals for other local artists. “More and more I am loving these musical relationships,” she says, excited to see herself creating and performing as much in bands as in solo gigs. Eventually, she hopes her material will earn her a chance to sign a record deal, produce a full-length CD, and take her music on tour, though she’s conflicted about winning exposure to a larger audience at the expense of artistic control. layah singerwilson class of '00 layah@layahjane.com www.layahjane.com Layah in Grade 6 S So that I might better understand the sources of her present artistic involvement, she hands me her demo CD, “Layah Jane,” a collection of songs rooted in adolescence that she produced with a grant from “FACTOR” (Foundation to Assist Canadian Talent on Records), and a volume of York University’s publication Canadian Woman Studies containing her article “Utopia in Action: Mapping an Ideal Humanist World.” Adapted from her OAC Independent Study in English at the 26 outofbounds Toronto Waldorf School, her piece discusses Charlotte Perkins Gilman’s Herland (1915) as a vehicle for expressing her own experiences and ideals as a modern young woman. Like Gilman, Layah believes in exploring feminine models of success alongside masculine ones in order to rectify patriarchal imbalances and create a humanist society. We discuss her choices playfully within this framework a week later sitting by the statue of Dr. Sun Yat-Sen, a landmark for Tai Chi practitioners overlooking Riverdale Park and the Toronto skyline. While her classmates opted to compete for academic recognition Layah, with the support of her parents and teachers, instead pursued training in various types of dance, meditation, and leadership. She now teaches seven out of ten days at Gaia, a Waldorf-inspired early childhood education programme on Danforth, while actively striking out on her own as an artist. The recipient of a Governor General’s Millenial History award, a University of Toronto National Book Award, and an Outstanding Youth of Canada Award at Queen’s Park, she might have chosen an academic route from high school, but says ingenuously, “I think I should go to university when I passionately want to engage in a particular course of study.” Recently, she co-founded a dancers’ collective which meets once a week. This initiative is very important to her because, although as a child she “identified first as a dancer” and used to dance about twenty hours a week, she had to give up performance at fifteen when she developed Achilles tendinitis in both ankles. Finding herself at a crossroads, she turned to As a Kindergarten teacher, she is able to earn a living doing something she enjoys and believes in. “I like working with the young ones because they keep you spontaneous and fresh. I also like building individual relationships with the kids because I think that’s how you make a difference. Having gone to a Waldorf school, I know how valuable the teacher-student relationship is.” I ask her whether as a teacher and an artist she also supports a Waldorfian approach to creativity, which at times can seem ironically rigid in its constraints. She pauses, fascinated by the contradiction. “Yes,” she finally says, exploring her answer. “I think that by having to paint only in yellow, I got to know yellow really well. It’s like getting to know one tool very well, instead of being bombarded with so many that you don’t have a chance to explore any of them intimately and therefore cannot create in depth.” If she didn’t enjoy the process so much, it might seem that Layah is beset by struggle. She makes a joyous home in an industrial setting, yet finds her elemental self in nature. She makes strong statements as a singer and writer about the necessity of a feminizing socio-political influence while resisting the label “feminist.” She is driven by intellect and passion to set high standards for herself in career and character, but feels that it is too soon for her to enrol in university. However, what Layah is working out is not a series of contradictions, but rather a system of interconnections. She searches for patterns and parallels, needing to transform what she learns in theory into practice, and, especially as a lyricist, “to pay attention to the relationships between the international political and environmental sphere and an individual’s weaknesses and struggles.” Unhurried by expectations, she interprets and balances her experience. Through her music, she strives to send people a message “to learn themselves deeply, to learn the world deeply, because they are one and the same - mirrors.” ■ Shahnaz Khan ‘86 shahnaz_k@hotmail.com ALUMNI/AE F E AT U R E S he greets me sotto voce - three people are still sleeping above us - and invites me into the openconcept space. Signs of an engaged poetic muse are everywhere: in racks of batik garments, opalescent trinkets, her guitar in the corner, hearty pasta jars, and a tortoiseshell cat, all vibrant against the grey-blue walls. Times are busy: she’s singing in “Creating for the Cure,” a benefit concert for cancer, applying for recording grants, auditioning for festivals - she made the prestigious stand-by list of the North by North East music festival showcase - and investing time in the business side of music by working on a Web page with a designer. outofbounds 27 COURTESY OF FRANK GUNN (CANADIAN PRESS) RACING by Chantal Lemieux '83 bodyforme@sympatico.ca I suppose that one can look at life as a series of passions. This has It all started at the tender age of nine when I discovered the first passion of my life (aside from chocolate, of course) at a concert in the gym of the newly built Toronto Waldorf School in Thornhill. To this day the image in my mind is vivid and clear; the newly erected concrete walls, the painted burgundy gym floor, and Ms. Kurt playing the most divine piece of music on the flute. I was instantly spellbound and mesmerized by the sound of the instrument, and from that day forward, music became the main focus of my life, as I was convinced that I had discovered my life’s purpose and “passion.” For many years to follow, my newly discovered passion for music was nurtured by many a great teacher, starting with Mrs. Haller at TWS. It wasn’t until I was at university studying Music and Arts Administration that I discovered another passion that has led me to my current profession. 28 outofbounds What began as a form of cross-training to stay fit during those stressful days and nights at university, soon became a passion that eventually led me to my current profession as an exercise and movement therapist. I had always been entranced by the sport of cycling, and having no formal athletic background or training, I became inspired by female endurance athletes of the likes of triathlete Paula Newby-Fraser and French cyclist Jeannie Longo who were winning Olympic medals and World Championships at the peak of their sports in their late thirties and early forties. I decided it looked like fun, and I jumped into my first duathlon (run-bike-run) at the age of thirty-two, and was instantly bitten by the bug. Later that year, I qualified for the National Duathlon Team, and in 1998 competed at the World Championships in Germany. In 1999, I decided to become a purist, and focused my efforts on the bike alone (my preferred sport) and began road racing. It is hard to imagine two sports involving cycling being so different, yet they equally present unique thrills, and challenges. Road racing can be likened to a strategic game of chess that occurs at a speed averaging up to fifty kilometers plus an hour, in a pack of thirty to one hundred riders, all an inch away from each others’ tires. One can certainly imagine the thrills and risks, and the sport certainly presented me with both, as well as the opportunity to race against some of the world’s finest athletes. That year, with a little luck, I had the race of my life earning a Canadian Jersey after winning the Masters Road Race at the National Championships. My motivation to begin training for the sport somewhat competitively was certainly not inspired by the pain of endless hours of training, the crashes, road-rashes and scars, broken bones, and countless dangerous run-ins with dogs and cars, but rather by that meditative transcendental state or “zone” that one often achieves through movement and sport. Perhaps it has something to do with the element of risk and speed, or simply the achievement of a personal best; however, there is something truly empowering in taking your mind and body to a level that was previously unimaginable. The ability to conquer challenges through training and racing has had a definite and positive carryover effect that has permeated all aspects of my life, from business to personal. Racing has led me to the latest and ultimate passion of my life, that of my twenty-month-old daughter, Danielle, and of course my husband James, whom I met racing. You see, when you really get down to it, life is really a series of passions, and for me it all started with music. ■ What’s your passion? by Nils Junge '88 ncjunge@hotmail.com The old adage suggests that more lasting benefits will come from teaching to fish than from giving someone a fish. The logic is appealing. Although both actions may stem from a genuine desire to help, one liberates while the other creates dependence. HELPING I work with the Social Development group and devote most of my time to issues of local governance, community-based participation, and government decentralization. Lately the Bank has taken an interest in working at the community level, to complement its traditional top-down approach and make project outcomes more sustainable. Recently I went to Armenia to evaluate some of these community-based projects. The country is beautiful, mountainous, dotted with old churches steeped in an ancient culture and, like most post-Soviet countries, grindingly poor outside the capital city. A local official makes about 6,000 drams ($10) a month. In rural areas, most people eke out a COURTESY OF NILS JUNGE The first approach places knowledge at the centre of the unequal relationship between the haves and have-nots, removing the patina of condescension associated with charity. Not a profound observation – what is education for, after all, if not freedom, acquiring the tools for self-reliance? – but the waters become muddy when one puts words into action. In the ‘real world,’ theory and practice collide in sometimes unexpected ways. What good is learning to fish, for example, if there is nothing to make a rod from, no bait available, or your family refuses to change their diet? What if the entire village takes up fishing and within six years the lake is empty? Such obstacles are not always easy to predict, though they often seem obvious in retrospect. As a consultant in the field of international development, currently at the World Bank in Washington D.C, I spend a fair amount of time wracking my brain over such things. In this field, ‘helping others help themselves’ has become a truism. Whether stated explicitly or not, it is one of the fundamental principles in development. How to help the poor effectively, but indirectly? Yes, this controversial institution is in fact focused on the poor. The World Bank’s mission statement begins, “Our dream is a world free of poverty” and, ultimately, most of the aid to developing countries, in both loans and grants, is intended to support this goal. A large bureaucracy, overpaid staff and a tendency to ignore corruption can blur, if not subvert, that vision. Combine this with many technical factors, including project design, country context and implementation procedures, and the challenges are legion. But there are also many dedicated people at the Bank and their desire to solve intractable social and economic problems is genuine. living by farming small land plots. For many, life under communism is remembered with nostalgia. One village I visited, Tatev, is near a 12th Century monastery of bygone splendour, majestically overlooking the valley below and snowcapped mountains beyond. Although abandoned since the 1930s and in disrepair, every year thousands of tourists, including foreigners, drive up the winding dirt road to visit. And yet there is not a café in sight, no seller of souvenirs or soft drinks, no sign for a guest room, almost nothing, in fact, that would induce a tourist to help the local economy a little. Unspoiled, one might say, except for the old crane in the middle of the grounds. The village is hardly touched either, but poverty is not quaint and rustic to its inhabitants. So with the help of a local consultant, community groups have been set up to explore ideas to generate extra income. Over two years, the fairly modest sum (by Bank standards) of $20,000 has been spent on stimulating entrepreneurial activity, by way of training, group work, and regular site visits by local and international consultants. But although community members are willing to learn and have been meeting to plan and discuss ways of developing a small tourist industry, no new businesses have been set up and hardly a dram has been earned. One is almost tempted to say, just give them the whole pot of money, no strings attached, and let them spend it as they W h a t ’s y o u r passion? certainly been my experience as I look back and reflect upon my life as I incredulously approach the cusp of my fortieth year. I have often been asked how I arrived at my current profession, or what inspired me to venture into the realm of movement, athletics and racing. My answer to those inquiring minds is simply, music. Alumni/ae, continued on page 30 outofbounds 29 Alumni/ae, BIG RIVER wish. They would all be happy and a few would probably invest their share. But that would be breaking the rules of the game. Yes, ‘fishing’ must be taught. Discipline is essential. So the $20,000 goes to pay my salary, the local consultant fees, travel, hotel. by Jo Russell '89 jo@theedge.ca Sitting here in the Deh Cho region (which means Big River in South Slavey, the local Dene dialect) of the Northwest Territories, I realize that my passion is the north. I have always been interested in and drawn to the north. Maybe reading Lost in the Barrens with Gary Kobran, way back in Grade 4, helped inspire this passion. With other projects, a little start-up capital is often available. This particular endeavour had none, a possible shortcoming. On the other hand, the community seems curiously indifferent to the opportunities knocking at its door. Of course, results are not measured only in income earned, and one hopes that knowledge, however intangible and elusive, is left behind. A different community I visited had done quite well for itself, had found donors and installed a gas line, but this was an exceptional case. Why do I do it? Is it to fight poverty and injustice? Probably not. Poverty is less an enemy than a condition. As to justice, it is difficult to know who owes what to whom. Perhaps it is the satisfaction of exploring different cultures, understanding different economies. Perhaps simply the predilection for puzzle-solving, in a world where things don’t fit together very well. ■ 30 outofbounds PHOTOS COURTESY OF JO RUSSELL Development work can be frustrating, there are so many obstacles, so many variables. One is constantly searching for the right formula and asking oneself, how can it be done more effectively? I came to live in Yellowknife quite by accident, as is true for many northerners. A friend of mine was living here, and invited me up for Caribou Carnival. How could I resist something called Caribou Carnival? Anyway, I fell in love with Yellowknife, and decided to stay. I am very fortunate in that I have work that I love, through which I get to explore this amazing territory and meet an extremely diverse group of people. The longer I stay here, the more I learn about this remote area of Canada. Where else could I fly into isolated settlements in a small bush plane full of tomato plants and steer-manure for a community garden? Where else could I play the lead role in Evita? Where else would I set up a stand at Caribou Carnival so that people can sample Muktuk (a.k.a. raw whale blubber) – a traditional Inuit staple? I have watched a Beluga whale surface for some air amongst the pack ice while flying to the Arctic Islands, and had the privilege of hearing the life story of an Elder who was born “on the land” one spring long ago (she thinks she was born in the spring – her family was “on the trail” at the time). I have spent time working with people who have gone from living a very traditional lifestyle to a modern lifestyle, in a very short amount of time. Their stories are amazing. I have done a lot of contract work up here involving diabetes awareness and prevention, and I am now permanently working in the field of health promotion. This involves traveling to fifteen fly-in communities and helping the Community Health Representatives with their health promotion efforts. It’s great. So that’s my passion. I think it’s awesome up here. If you want to visit, it’s not hard to find: drive west from Ontario and hang a right at Edmonton. When the road ends, you’ve arrived!!! ▄ “One, Two, Three” by Tim Dannenberg, 2002 What’s your passion? BURNING MAN by Eric Robi '83 eric@ericrobi.com I was stuck in a Salvador Dali painting for week. Burning Man 2002 was one of the most exciting and intensely surreal experiences I’ve ever undergone. Words and photos can deliver only a sliver of the experience I had attending the seven day art festival that takes place annually in northern Nevada. Driving north of Reno, urban culture rapidly faded into some distant memory. Burnt orange desert mountains at sunset funneled us onto the Black Rock desert. We arrived slowly, behind a long line of vehicles onto the playa – a twelve mile by five mile long dry lake bed. A precise description of Burning Man remains elusive to me. Some think it’s a venue for emerging art. Others think it’s a huge dance party in the desert. It is an annual experiment in temporary community. First appearing on Baker Beach near San Francisco in 1986 with twenty participants and an eight-foot high Man, its founder Larry Harvey moved it to the Black Rock desert in 1990. That year eight-hundred people took part. In 2002, there were nearly thirty-thousand counterculture, digital-hippie, exuberant participants who fashioned a fleeting city filled with massive art installations, costumes, shows, interactive exhibits and structures of every kind. Imagine traveling seven-hundred miles to arrive on the playa where the only thing you can purchase is coffee. Conventional commerce is not allowed at Burning Man. Mr. Harvey promotes a gift-based economy where one is encouraged to give freely with no expectation of remuneration. To survive, you must bring anything and everything you need for the week. If you don’t have something, you must either barter or articulate your words convincingly. The weather can be punishing. I was lucky. It was sunny and hot every day; warm at night. There are stories of violent sand storms and torrential rains creating a sixty square-mile mud pit. There are temperature extremes. Burning Man is not for the Hyatt Regency enthusiast. Radical self- and group-expression is highly encouraged through annual themes. For 2002, “The Floating World” led many theme camps to create ingenious, interactive art installations based upon things nautical. The evening of our arrival we pedaled our bicycles out on the playa and encountered at least two dozen art cars. One of the most stunning was a massive fire-breathing dragon in three sections upon which revelers shook their dusty booties to funky house music. We went to a few ‘clubs’ – tents or areas set up with DJs and hundreds of dancers. We also made a pilgrimage to the Man that evening: a forty-foot high structure made entirely of wood outlined in blue neon. The first evening was typical of my entire week there. In other words, wonderfully dreamlike. The playa was crawling with thousands of people engaged in hundreds of theme camps. continued on page 32 outofbounds 31 There were ingenious displays of fire including Mad Max-style fire-breathing art cars. There was too much to see in my week. I realize now that Burning Man represents a myriad of experiences and ideas to those who have been there. By mid-week, the lake bed was teeming with installations including a metal roller coaster, a large bathtub duck/casino, several ships, fire displays, sculpture and geodesic domes of all sorts filled with music and vivid individuals from every walk of life. Memorable theme camps included Arson Island Resort, Barbie Death Camp & Wine Bistro and the Nude Foam Party camp. Nudity is commonplace. My favorite was the Tuna Camp where they served seared Ahi every evening. Music was everywhere. It was Salvador Dali meets Monty Python. The anticipation was thick leading up to The Burn on Saturday night. At 9pm, with fifteen thousand participants surrounding the Man, a barrage of fireworks filled the black sky for a very long time. Then the chanting started as hundreds of fire dancers and fire-breathing cars encircled the Man. When the Man was lit there was a silence in the crowd, which escalated to a massive cheer as the Man was engulfed by hungry flames lighting up the entire playa. It was the largest fire I have ever witnessed. A feeling of renewal and rebirth quickly surged through me. Many are inspired by the Burn as a spiritual cleansing. The next evening, the Temple of Joy, a wooden Japanese pagoda, was burned. It was attended by a much smaller group of people who were treated to a choir singing “Amazing Grace” prior to the lighting. It was a more solemn ceremony punctuated by the release of six doves which flew around the fire, their underbellies illuminated in a Phoenix-like ghostly illusion. Why voyage annually to a remote desert lake-bed? Some go to create and participate in an art installation or theme camp. Some come to release the inner phoenix and incinerate a negative thing so forward progress can resume. Of course, many come to party. I came because my friends talked about it too damn much. www.burningman.org has thousands of photos and much information about all aspects of Burning Man. Start with the ‘What is Burning Man’ link. 32 outofbounds class of '87 mcLeod “Living Room” 2000/01, oil on canvas 18”/18” “Two Cell Apartment” 2001, oil on canvas 10”/12” “Bot Flag” 2000, oil on canvas 12”/16” “Coffee Shop with Sheep” 1999, oil on canvas 32”/32” “Commuter Kitchen” 2001, oil on canvas 24”/36” Collective Exhibition.) (Permanent Collection) 1990 1087 Queen W. / Toronto, Canada. (Table of Dogs - Collective Exhibition.) About the Artist: Christian McLeod was born in 1969 in Barry’s Bay, northern Ontario. He was formally educated in Canada (Toronto) and Germany (Landshut and Uberlingen). He gained his art training at the Toronto School of Art, and is a founding member of the Table of Dogs arts “Cyclops Towers” 1999, oil on canvas 42”/32” “Invisible Pedestrian” 2002, oil on canvas 12”/16” collective. McLeod has lived in Canada, Germany, Spain (Balearic Island, Ibiza) and the United States (Santa Fe, New Mexico). He has travelled in Central America, Europe and Russia (pre iron-curtain collapse). His works are found in private and institutional collections both in Canada and internationally. His mediums include oil and acrylics on canvas, mono prints, photography, digital, Web based exhibitions, sonic collage and video. Working out of a sense of intuitive language and visual tools he moves us to and through his observation of urban mechanics. He varies scant applications of oil wash with very thick impasto-like oilfriezes. ■ outofbounds Alumni/ae art Some people must think I’m obsessed with Burning Man because I still tell animated tales about it nine months later. It’s hard to describe why. Maybe it’s the new friends I made and the many philosophical conversations I had that week. All I know is, returning to LA, I felt like a new person, renewed with vigour and a passion for life. ■ christian Education: 1997-98 Toronto Image Works Digital PrePress. 1990-93 Toronto School of Art, Fine Art Studies. Graduate Diploma Programme Member of: Visual Arts Ontario, 1153-A Queen St. W. Toronto, ON 416-591-8883 Exhibitions: 2002 Propeller Art Centre, Weg Way Juried Exhibition - Gary Dault, John Scott, Stewart Pollock. 2001 Art Focus Magazine Annual Exhibition, Juried Show; 3rd place for oil painting. 2000 The Downstairs Gallery / Toronto, Canada. 2000 Kennok Fine Arts / Toronto, Canada 2000 sothebys.com / Toronto - New York. contact Christian at: 1998 / 99 Louise Smith Gallery / Toronto, cmc@christianmcleod.com see more work at: Canada. www.christianmcleod.com 1997 Palacio des Artes / Belo Horizonte, Brazil. 1997 G a l l e ry 7 / Toronto, Canada. 1996 A . O . A . V. - Artistes Ontarios Arts Visuels / Touring Group Exhibition - Cambridge, Kapuskasing, Toronto, Canada. 1995 Doorstep Gallery / 80 Spadina / Toronto, Canada. 1995 Mississauga City Gallery / Canada. (Permanent Collection) 1995 Cafe Verite / Toronto, Canada. Christian in Grade 1 1994 Finca Gallery / Ibiza, Spain. 1994 Geronimo / Munich, Germany. 1993 Finca Gallery / Ibiza, Spain. (Table of Dogs - Collective Exhibition.) 1992 The Rosedale Diner / Toronto, Canada. 1991 Creative Marketing Network Inc. / Toronto, Canada. (Table of Dogs Collective Exhibition.) 1990 Minkler Gallery, Seneca College / Toronto, Canada. ( Table of Dogs - 33 As a high school graduate in 1973, I have a clear to-day vision of reality. In truth, I view my students as being on a developmental path from the past into the future, placing the lessons of today into the context of memory of knowing what I didn’t want to do with yesterday and tomorrow. This contextual approach, which pervades all of Waldorf my life - that was to be a high school science teacher. education, allows me and my colleagues to view our students as individuals (indeed as spiritual beings) on a journey of discovery, striving to reconcile themselves to This was a strong reaction to my father’s occupation the realities of the past and prepare themselves to step lightly and wisely into the as a high school science teacher! (Funny how we future. Truly, a future-oriented education is one filled with purpose and hope, and are shaped by the lives of our parents, and also, how thrives on the motivation of inspired teachers, working out of a vision for a better our destinies may be so unknown to us whilst we are world. This sense of the ideal, which permeates Waldorf education, is truly a young.) motivator for me, as it allows one to rise above the daily grind and focus on the future of humanity. For isn’t this what education is really all about? After spending a year travelling and working in Europe and Asia, In addition to the sense of the ideal which pervades the curriculum, I am I returned to the University of Toronto and a BSc programme the inspired by the working conditions that motivate the faculty. The striving following year and promptly flunked out. As I entered my twentyfor authentic, supportive collegial relationships, inclusive decision-making first year, I realised that perhaps the mainstream wasn’t for me, processes, and a shared philosophy of education combine to create a sense and I moved away from home into a communal house in Riverdale, of mutual responsibility and ownership amongst the faculty. This, in my worked part-time as a school-bus driver for deaf and handicapped experience, is a working condition unparalleled in other educational forms, students, enrolled in an alternative high school, and took a part-time and one which makes the Toronto Waldorf School a wonderful place to work Bob Pickering '73 course in Environmental Issues at Innis College, University of Toronto. This year was a turning point in my life, as I became aware that there were other ways of learning and living, and that my life’s path was to be Bob in Grade 12 determined not by the expectations of others, but by my own aspirations. BOB’S CHEMISTRY ROOM COURTESY OF TWS ARCHIVE The following summer, while working for C.I.D.A. (the Canadian International Development Organisation) in Costa Rica establishing communities for abandoned street children, I was made painfully aware that the social, economic and environmental problems of developing nations had their roots in the economic policies and attitudes of developed nations, and I returned to Canada convinced that the road to enlightenment lay through and learn. And of course, there is the simple fact that the architecture education - first my own, and then, the education of others. Through my of the school is novel and beautiful. Who wouldn’t want to work in subsequent studies in the Faculty of Environmental Studies at the University a building that simply inspires freedom and creativity by its very of Waterloo, I was able to confirm this intuition, and began to explore teaching design? in a school system that would allow me the opportunity to teach out of inspiration, purpose and a real connection to the world. It was only a matter In short, working at the Toronto Waldorf School has provided of time before I found my way to Waldorf education, although it helped that me with an opportunity to maintain my idealism about making a my girlfriend at the time was at Emerson College, England, studying to be a difference, about having an avenue for creative expression in the Waldorf teacher. bringing together of my love for academics, music and outdoor And so, as the folk-song goes, I married that girl, settled down on a farm education (including beekeeping!), as well as the pleasure of outside Unionville, began a family, and eventually started to work at the Toronto working together with colleagues of like mind. Upon reflection, Waldorf School. My early mentors were Renate Kurth, Gerhard Rudolph, Niek when I meet with students as a guidance counsellor, these Wit and Marty Levin, and I am forever grateful for the leadership and inspiration are the questions I often ask when planning their future life that these great teachers were to provide so freely. Twenty years have gone by, path. Will your work make a difference? Will you be able to although it still seems like yesterday. Those far-away ideals of freedom, purpose be expressive? Will you have supportive colleagues? These and reality still hold true for me, and are the inspiration that continue to motivate questions, arising from my own experience, are true, I think, me through the routine of timetables, discipline and endless meetings. I guess to a of working life in general. Any of you who are able to say yes very real extent, I am still just a hopeless romantic, with an unshakeable conviction to all three may be as happy in your professional life as I am in the “power of one,” a belief that, as an individual, I might be able to make a in mine. If so, I have great faith in the future of humanity. ■ difference in another person’s life. Why should I be so presumptuous as to assume that? Bob Pickering bpickering@torontowaldorfschool.com Well, for starters, working in a Waldorf school demands something more than a day- 20 34 outofbounds years at the school ! outofbounds 35 married in April of 1962. For a year, Elisabeth taught the piano to inner-city kids at Toronto’s King Edward School. Then she became pregnant with Mary Anne. The young family moved from downtown up to Unionville, which “was still a lovely, sleepy village, no commercialism whatsoever. By fluke we found a beautiful house and that’s where I have my love of old Victorian houses. Alexander was born. And then we moved to Westwood Lane, near the present school.” COURTESY OF TWS ARCHIVE - TWS STUDENTS, EARLY ‘70s COURTESY OF TWS ARCHIVE - CLASS OF ‘81, EARLY ‘70s Elisabeth Koekebakker '57 L 32 years at the school ! ittle Elisabeth had no idea that the Canadian soldiers who liberated her Dutch city at the end of WW II in 1945 would one day be her compatriots. Nor that the horrible little recorder she was meant to play at the age of six – she had her heart set on the piano – would one day be an important part of her music lessons at the Toronto Waldorf School. But otherwise, her life’s path unfolded in a way that never surprised her. “I wanted to become either a farmer or a pianist. And isn’t it interesting. I became both.” And, besides being a pianist, she also wanted to become a school music teacher. And this, too, would be fulfilled. Elisabeth was amongst the first teachers who stood in front of the first Waldorf students in Canada thirty-five years ago. Elisabeth was born in Zeist, the Netherlands, in 1939 and so had her first taste of life during the war. There were some terrifying experiences. But she remembers a happy childhood. After completing Grade 12 in 1957, Elisabeth went straight to the Royal Conservatory of Music in Rotterdam to study piano. To begin with she felt out of place there. “The first year that I was there I felt totally alien. Totally. People just looked at me and thought where does she come from? I went to one of my beloved Waldorf teachers and I said to him, I feel so alone and so misunderstood. People are so different. And he said, yes this is the case for many people who leave the school. For me to know that I was not a strange phenomenon but that other people struggled too really helped. The trouble was that I looked for depth in people. I was too direct. I was talking about things that most people wouldn’t talk about. Anyway, the second year people started to notice me for who I was, and then it became a different picture. I became very involved. I loved playing together in groups and accompanying people.” Elisabeth had known Aedsgard Koekebakker all her life. Their families were closely connected. “In the second year of my studies, in 1959, Aedsgard came back from Canada, where he’d gone to seek opportunities. We had started a correspondence and I knew for me that this was the man. By November we were unofficially engaged. But then in April he went back to Canada as he’d become the head gardener first for the Banff hotel and then for the Lake Louise hotel.” Elisabeth was determined to go to Canada, too, and not just to follow her love. “When I was fifteen Elisabeth in Grade 5 years old I knew I would go to North America. I was going to Canada Elisabeth’s father founded the Waldorf school in Rotterdam regardless of whether Aedsgard was there or not. I organized it all by with a friend of his, but Elisabeth was too old to attend, as it only went up myself. As soon as I finished my degree, I left. It was 1961.” to Grade 4 at the time. So, after attending the Dalton school in Rotterdam, she was sent to the Waldorf school in The Hague from Grade 7 to graduation. She remembers a long bicycle and train ride to get there every day, but she loved the school. “It gave me tremendously rich experiences, and I feel that was a total blessing. I still have friends from that time whom I see.” 36 outofbounds Her first apartment was on Huron Street in Toronto and her first job at Canada Life. “God knows what I was supposed to do there. I received thirty-five dollars a week and lived for the weekends. But I was in Canada and I felt liberated. It was wonderful.” She and Aedsgard were During this time, a Waldorf Education Committee had been formed and a target date for the opening of the school had been established. It was September, 1968. Elisabeth was at the right place at the right time when this moment finally arrived. “I was asked to become the music teacher and I said yes, but I was scared because I had to create the whole music programme. There wasn’t any resource anywhere that I could draw on. And I still remember asking Werner Glas about it and he said, just sing some pentatonic songs. And Alan Howard came on the scene and said, don’t worry about it, just play the harpsichord and show them a bit about the harpsichord. Ya, well!! We had three kids in Grade 2. I’d rather have thirty than three. But it was a special time. A very special time. It all worked out very well in the end. I was very happy in my job. I loved being at the school. It was a wonderful atmosphere. We started off with seven teachers and the fun we had! The laughter - with Alan and Mary and, of course, Diana! It was very special.” Music has always been integral to Elisabeth’s life and from early on she had a great passion for singing and for the piano. “I was always singing. I drove my parents wacky. And then I was six and my parents felt that I should learn to play the recorder and I didn’t want to, I wanted to play the piano. It took three years until I was finally allowed to play the piano. I never learned to play the recorder because I always had excuses and resisted it because I just didn’t like it.” I ask Elisabeth when she finally learned to play. “Well, when I was asked to become the music teacher at the Toronto Waldorf School I had to learn. So I was a week ahead of the kids in teaching myself how to play.” (Katja: “Little did we know.” Elisabeth: “Yes, little did you know. Little did you know.” She laughs.) I ask her also whether she ever learned to like the recorder. Elisabeth says yes. “Definitely. I think it’s a wonderful instrument when it’s played well. Of course, being played well is important. But it’s a good instrument for children. It’s a wind instrument so you bring the music that you have inside yourself – coming out of your own musical instrument, your body, your breath and your vocal chords - outside of yourself so it becomes a little bit more objective. When you are able to have three- or four-part music pieces it can be so rewarding. The students can really learn to listen.” As Elisabeth explains it to me, cultivating the ability to listen is at the heart of her music lessons at the school. “Music is a social art. Along with drama, Eurythmy and dance, it is the most important social art.” In order to create music together, one has to learn to listen to each other, and that is one of the most essential social skills a child can learn for the future. “Listening is a spiritual quality. Listening to the sound of another person’s singing voice and listening to what another person is really saying require the same openness, and the same inner stillness.” For Elisabeth, music and stillness are closely connected. Music gets its shape from the stillness that punctuates it, but music is also most alive when one is listening to one’s own inner state. “All music – jazz, rock, classical, and so on – makes possible the inner expression of joy and sorrow that can become a healing element in one’s life. Through the interplay between sound and stillness, one can learn to listen to oneself and to others and find one’s centre in the world.” It is not simply a skill that is nice to have, but it is an experience that brings people closer together in a respectful and dynamic way. “My hope is that this will help students to make a difference in the world.” In 1975, Elisabeth and Aedsgard bought a farm near Cookstown. A year later, Jessica was born and Elisabeth took some time off from teaching to be at home with her youngest child. But she missed the school and several years later she was back again. I ask Elisabeth what may be next for her as she approaches the “Golden Age.” She says that she’s thinking about it, but for now she’s still happy right where she is, even if the first students she stood before are now in their forties. “The school has become my second home. It was such an incredible experience when Aedsgard died, how this whole community embraced me. It was such a profound experience. There is an underlying bond that is so strong. And I love working with the kids. Teaching is something one creates together with them – it’s a give-andtake. Really, we’re collaborators. And this is a great gift.” ■ Katja Rudolph katjarudolph@aol.com outofbounds 37 by Geoff Chan '89 gwchan@yahoo.com If you’ve visited the Toronto Waldorf School in the last three years, you’ve probably passed by the greenhouse or seen it from the outside. You might even have had the luck, as I did recently, of getting a tour of the normally out-of-bounds facility and experiencing its quietness, its lush plant-life and the gentle sounds of flowing water. If so, you would have seen the tall Norfolk Pine, surrounded by palm trees, creeping toward the ceiling. Or the radiant ferns sprouting beneath. No doubt you would have parked yourself on the bench by the window to soak up the sun’s rays and listened to the comforting sound of a babbling brook. After a few moments of peace, you would have left the greenhouse a contented soul ready to tackle the noisy world again. As the writer of this article, I had the good fortune of getting a guided tour of the greenhouse, courtesy of Paul Sheardown, TWS’s building superintendent. To my surprise, he pointed out that not only was this greenhouse a laboratory for plants, it was also a water treatment facility for the school. That’s because hidden among the vegetation is a unique machine that cleans TWS’s wastewater using environmentally sound technology. One of only four being used in Ontario, the Eco Rem Wastewater Reclamation System applies principles borrowed from nature to treat water without the use of synthetic and harmful chemicals. Designed by the Woodbridge, Ontario-based EcoWerks Technologies Corporation, the “living machine” is inspired by the work of John Todd, an American biologist who has pioneered the adoption of ecological processes in engineering to solve waste and energy problems. His organization, Ocean Arks International, conducts research exploring linkages between ecology and economics to protect the environment and restore damaged habitats. 38 outofbounds In fact, you might say it was Todd who unwittingly inspired the school to install EcoWerks’ water-treatment technology. Three years ago he gave a talk in Toronto on his work and several Waldorf parents attended. Paul Sheardown was one of them. He tells me how the community decided to choose the “ecological way.” “Our septic system was thirty years old and nearing its maximum capacity. It would have a cost a lot to replace so we were open to other alternatives. John Todd happened to give a lecture in Toronto and several of us went. It got us excited about new ideas and possibilities,” he says. That’s when the group asked Ecowerks to give a presentation to the school community and the rest, as they say, is history. By all accounts, it’s proven to be a wise investment. To date, the Eco Rem system has reused over one million litres of water since it began operating. That translates into roughly sixty to seventy per-cent less water used in the past three years, Paul says. “Just in terms of water use in the toilets, we had been wasting 770,000 litres of water a year simply by using urinals that automatically flushed en masse at set times. Now we’ve switched to urinals which flush only after they’re individually activated,” he says. Since installing Eco Rem, TWS has reduced the flow of treated effluent to its existing septic systems by seventy percent, and cut down the use of chemicals for removing phosphorus build-up by up to ninety per-cent, according to the Ontario Centre for Environmental Technology Advancement, which profiled the facility on its website. Paul says the school’s wastewater is treated in a simple step-by-step process involving the use of microscopic organisms, or bacteria, and aquatic plants. “Eco Rem draws wastewater from the school’s existing septic tank overflow and funnels it into a flow balancing tank,” he explains. The water then passes continuously through three different aeration tanks containing aerobic microbes (tiny bacteria), which digest nutrients and break down organic contaminants. Along the way, air is piped into the tanks to draw off odours emitted by the decomposing material. In the final phase, water is passed through an ultraviolet filter which kills all remaining bacteria (including E. coli) and voila, you have water clean enough to be reused for nonpotable (i.e. non-drinkable) purposes, such as for flushing toilets. The whole process takes about a day and half to produce reusable water. At the final stage of TWS’s system is a water-fall “flow form” (pictured on page 38). It’s the most beautiful part, visually and aurally. ECO REM AND PAUL SHEARDOWN, TWS GROUNDS & BUILDING SUPERINTENDENT - COURTESY OF GEOFF CHAN, 2003 building innovation COURTESY OF TWS ARCHIVE - WALLS ARE ERECTED, 1972, WITH CLASS OF ‘81 LOOKING ON Aside from the energy saving benefits that come with Eco Rem, there’s also an important educational component, Paul points out. The greenhouse serves as an enclosed demonstration area for the school’s farmgarden programme, in which students from Grade 3 onwards learn how to grow fruits and vegetables. Through the programme, students are made aware of where their water comes from and where they dump their waste, Paul adds. Other grades use the facility as a convenient laboratory for microbiology classes, where they can see firsthand how biological processes work in water treatment. Students are shown how the Eco Rem machine works and witness the whole treatment process from start to finish. “Students learn that waste isn’t just someone else’s problem and that everything they consume has consequences down the road,” Paul says. Don’t they get a bit, shall we say, grossed out when they see the wastewater in front of them and realize where it comes from? “They get used to it,” Paul says with a smile. “The important message we’re sending out is that this school doesn’t just talk about respecting the environment.” ■ why did we do that anyway? that, (it turns out that those particularly “Waldorfian” aspects of our education, which we sometimes thought were just plain strange, were not thought up just to torture us. They are based on real educational principles...editor) by Anne Greer Renate Krause Heidi Strahm The Handshake: When your class teacher or high school advisor greeted you each morning with a handshake, they were saying “hi” to you. But they were also establishing a quick understanding of how things had been with you since last you met. Is the hand hot or cold? Limp or firm? Is there joy in the greeting or reluctance? Is there nervousness in the eyes? Has sleep been refreshing or troubled? Did something upsetting happen on the way to school? Steiner was clear that each time we meet another person, even someone we have known for a long time, we are meeting a new person and that we ourselves are new at each meeting. The handshake reminds the teacher to really look at each student at the beginning and end of the day and to recognize the changed individuality in every one. Morning Verses: Human beings thrive on a certain amount of predictable, rhythmical activity. When the teacher asks the class to stand for the morning verse, this is a clear indication that school has begun. Besides clearing the space between the outside world and the school world, saying the same verse together as a group for a period of years allows a brief time each day for a small meditation that unites the class with each other and the teacher in a common purpose. The words spoken remind teachers and students alike of the reverence that lives in all of us for the wonder of the universe and how we each connect with it. Main Lessons: An uninterrupted ninety-minute main lesson at the beginning of each day is a central feature of Waldorf education. This facilitates an intensification of the learning experience for both students and teachers. One subject can be systematically focused upon every day for three or four weeks. Students can commit themselves to a deeper understanding while teachers have artistic scope to introduce a variety of activities. Canadian folk songs enhance a Grade 5 geography lesson. A medieval market in Grade 7 combines history and arithmetic, with a scene from Chaucer added for dramatic flair. Watching a delicate surgical process in a local hospital makes physiology real for Grade 10. Late in the 20th Century, public educators such as Jerome Bruner and Howard Gardiner began to see the value of interdisciplinary thematic teaching involving “multiple intelligences,” something that Waldorf schools have been doing for decades. Main Lesson Books: Most Waldorf alumni/ae, or their parents, have probably kept main lesson books created during their time at Waldorf. There is an understandable pride in those books with their drawings, compositions, observations, and diagrams, all done to the best THE SCHOOL, 2003 - COURTESY OF ERIC ROBI outofbounds 39 of the student’s ability, in full and colourful detail. The concept behind the main lesson book is that until a student “reworks” the material with their own head and hands, they will not have made the material truly their own or even fully understood it. Having to create a main lesson book makes it harder to get away with “in one ear and out the other.” The main lesson book is a concrete, comprehensive and creative manifestation of the hours of learning that take place in the classroom. In the ideal classroom, the main lesson book allows students to excel at their strengths and to work on their weaknesses. Recitation: Through lower school and high school, Waldorf students learn poems and short pieces of prose by heart and deliver them aloud in choral speech. Recitation was once very common in public schools but went out of fashion in the 1950s. Waldorf continued the practice because teachers saw great value in the skills that could be practised: attention to the spoken word, increased memory, increased group awareness, and, of course, a rich storehouse of great literature to draw on in moments of need. De-emphasis on Early Reading: By Grade 2 in Waldorf schools, many parents are beginning to panic that their bright, curious child has not yet learned to read. Steiner recognized that until around the age of nine or ten, most children are not developmentally ready to read. In Waldorf schools, playing with friends, inventing magical 40 outofbounds TWO BOTTOM PHOTOS COURTESY OF TWS ARCHIVE Handwork and Woodwork: From the very first knitted pot-holder in Grade 1, through years of recorder cases, gym bags, hats, mitts, wooden spoons, bowls, stools, tables and guitars, copper jewellery, bound books, weavings, and pottery, Waldorf students learn to make beautiful, useful objects. Waldorf educators believe that it is as important to educate the hands as it is the heart and the mind. Steiner asserted that finger dexterity at a young age helps prepare the brain for later dexterity of thought. That the brain is physiologically built through this kind of stimulation is an understanding now widely held by doctors and physiotherapists. The ability to sit still and concentrate for long periods of time, to bring a project to completion, to appreciate what it takes to make something by hand from scratch are all important aspects of handwork and woodwork. Since the beginning, Waldorf schools have gone against the historically gendered approach to this kind of work – where boys found themselves in Shop and girls in Home Ec. Since the first school was founded in 1919, boys and girls have done handwork and woodwork together, creating an environment where it is accepted that men can sew and knit and women can use power tools. worlds and running about with a ball are considered vital activities in early childhood development. Many modern educational experts such as Frank Smith and Jonathan Kozol have come to the same conclusions and suggest that much psychological damage can be done by the increased anxiety surrounding early reading. Steiner felt that even the physical body could be harmed in such ways as weakened eyesight and respiratory problems, not to mention through lack of exercise, and that such problems might not surface until many years later. Waldorf educators hold fast to the principle that young children see the world in a special way. By learning to read early, children lose the ability to see the world without the overlay of a “concept,” hence robbing them of a way of perceiving the world that will no longer be available to them later on (when they’ll have plenty of time to read). As studies of pre-literate societies have revealed, learning to read also has a direct co-relation to diminished memory and listening skills. Reading is a finite skill, like learning to ride a bicycle. Once a student has mastered reading, there is no measurable difference in their ability and that of a student who learned to read earlier. The idea of a “race to read,” where the first one out of the block stays ahead forever, makes no sense. Late readers can easily become better readers than early readers. Since books written for three-year olds are generally none too memorable, there is no worry in Waldorf circles about waiting to read more substantial books at a later age. Waldorf schools, however, make sure that when reading becomes essential and appropriate all students learn to read at a high level. With a class teacher taking students from Grade 1 to Grade 4 or 8, there is less chance of “falling through the cracks” in terms of ability to read than in other systems. ■ and we perceive the tone of the speaker’s voice, high-pitched or low, fast or slow, shrill or soft. In music, we hear tones and intervals and the mood of the piece. This is all audible to us. In Eurythmy we do not only hear, but we try consciously to enter a different world, a world that underlies or penetrates our physical world, and make it visible through movement. This world lives in every sound we utter, in every tone we hear. It penetrates our language inaudibly, invisibly, just as invisible growing forces penetrate every cell in our body. Anthroposophy calls this invisible world the world of life, or the etheric world. Without knowing the eurythmic gestures we can become conscious of the tendency of the movements that live in an “ah” (star), “ee” (queen), or “oo” (root) sound. Just by speaking these vowels and by experiencing where they are located in our mouth we can hear and feel the difference between them. It is an expression of emotions and moods that live in vowels. What do the consonants tell us? They aren’t as musical as the vowels. Say, “T,” “K,” or “M.” They have form and contour. Their gestures are like sculptures that give us pictures of the world. For example, “W” in water, wave, wind; “B” in barrel, bear, bud. Besides the movements that live in each sound the rhythm, the metre, the rhyme, etc., are made visible. When stories are told or poetry is recited one word follows another. So do the eurythmic gestures follow each other in constant flow. We experience something like sculptures that have left their stillness and have become fluid movement expressed by the human body. This is true also of music – its tones, intervals, major and minor moods become fluid movement that are manifest by flowing outward into human gesture. Eurythmy can touch the whole human being because our life-organism is beneficially affected by expressing - or even by seeing the expression of - the world of life (the etheric) through physical movement. For children, doing Eurythmy helps them gain a sense of themselves in physical space. ■ Renate Krause Painting - wet-on-wet: The living being of colour permeates the world and at the same time is a means by which the soul can give expression. This is especially true for the young child, who, when painting with colour, is totally immersed in its inner experience. The purest appearance of colour is in the rainbow - in light and air. As it is not possible to paint with light and air, the next most flexible medium is water. In the early years, the child paints with wet colour on wet paper within which colour can flow freely and can retain its transparent nature. Using this method also offers children the experience of discovering for themselves how mixing colours can create “new” colours and encourages their imaginative abilities. The stories or “main lesson themes” throughout grade school can evoke inner images and emotions in the child and again find expressive outlet in their painting. For instance, the drama of the Old Anne Greer greerwhite@ns.sympatico.ca Testament stories told in Grade 3 may lead to painting exercises with red and blue (for Moses’ anger, and the reaction of those towards whom the anger is directed). Painting geographical maps when the children are a bit older helps them understand the different general characteristics of different countries or continents . Mountain ranges in Europe or northern Africa tend to be in a more east-west direction, in America more northsouth. Or, for example, in painting the country of Greece, children can notice through their brush strokes how it is to form such a place with its undulating coast line and many inlets in contrast to painting Spain, which has another form altogether. The painting of seasons, also, awakens in the child the strong poetic feeling of those seasons, which is more important at this stage than their realist representation. People often wonder why the art produced in the lower grades seems so uniform, in contrast to the individual creativity that Waldorf education intends to foster. The reason for this is that painting in the younger grades is not intended to be an “art lesson,” in which particular art skills are conveyed and then practised. Rather, it is intended as an experience, just as telling a story or relating an aspect of history is an experience conveyed in common to the whole class. It is the experience of a certain colour or a certain combination of colours that is intended, and this experience is one in which the whole class shares. ■ Heidi Strahm heidestrahm@hotmail.com Eurythmy: In Greek, Eurythmy means “harmonious movement.” What kind of movement is it? Why do we do Eurythmy in the Waldorf school? A real understanding of Eurythmy is only possible by either seeing it or by doing it. Therefore the following can just be an attempt at an answer. Eurythmy is visible speech and visible song. In that it differs from dance. In dance you move to music, or in rare cases, to the spoken word, expressing the emotions that they raise in you. However, in Eurythmy, rather than being motivated by one’s emotional response to the sound, the tones, intervals, and major and minor moods in music (and the vowels and consonants in speech) themselves motivate the movement. Each element of music and speech has a gesture unique to it that can make it visible to the eye through human gesture. In ordinary conversation we hear vowels and consonants PAINTING BY ARTIST LEO KLEIN - IT HANGS IN THE HALLWAY BETWEEN THE OFFICE AND THE FACULTY ROOM outofbounds 41 Main Lesson, Kaunas, Lithuania - COURTESY OF FREUNDE DER ERZIEHUNGSKUNST RUDOLF STEINERS E.V. wondering what to tell your friends about Waldorf? maybe this will help....a little.. there in the human being.” He wanted an “education which does not aim merely at dispensing knowledge, but which tries to call forth capacities; an education which does not merely sharpen the intellect, but which works toward the strengthening of the will... stimulating and developing real initiative.” What does this mean in practice? Essentially, Steiner believed that how something is taught is at least as important as what is taught. Whether the subject is mathematics, history, or physics, it must be presented in a way that makes a living connection between the teacher, the student and the subject. In other words, education must have soul. What is alive in the teacher meets what is alive in the student meets what is alive in the material! To meet what is most alive in a group of children requires the ability to clearly observe and compassionately understand each individual child (this is the art of it) while at the same time remaining sensitive to the general development of all children and to the requirements of the subject being taught. Stages of Development: (Of course, we know what it felt like to be at TWS - we know what we learned and how we learned it - but since the school does not teach its pedagogical philosophy (no school does), we are often not clear about the principles that stand behind the practice. I think it’s always better to know than not to know...editor) Waldorf Education: Basic Principles by Anne Greer greerwhite@ns.sympatico.ca Introduction Education is not the filling of a pail, but the lighting of a fire. William Butler Yeats All parents want a school in which their child will be safe and happy while receiving a solid education: academically, artistically, physically, and morally. All good schools offer such programmes. Beyond the basics, however, lies a deeper question: what view of childhood does the school have? Historically, there are two basic positions. The first assumes that when babies are born they are essentially empty. Using a current metaphor, the mind of a newborn child could be viewed as a computer without software. The task of adults is clear: to design and install programmes that will enable children to do very specific tasks – compute, process, and sort. According to this position, skills acquisition is everything. Waldorf pedagogy takes the second position. The word “education” comes from the Latin; translated literally, it means “to lead forth.” Often described as “education from the inside out,” Waldorf education is based on the belief 42 outofbounds that each child comes into the world as a fully formed and distinctive personality with a remarkable complexity of talents, abilities and ways of engaging with the world. While teaching children “how to do things” is a part of any education, the underlying intent of Waldorf education is to assist children in following the path of who they are to become, in uncovering the wisdom and igniting the creativity that already reside within themselves. Steiner’s Concept of the Human Being: Point Three: The concept of development is key to Waldorf education. Whereas most school systems determine their curricula according to the cognitive capacity of children at a certain age and the particular requirements of a society at a particular time in history (algebra is too hard for a seven-year-old; See Jane Run is too easy for a twelve-year-old; skilled labourers were required in post-WW II Ontario so vocational schools were opened; IT specialists are required in the last decade of the 20th Century and beyond so computer studies and the sciences are promoted in schools), the Waldorf Point One: Recognizing the spirituality of the child is the foundation upon which the whole of Waldorf education rests. Rudolf Steiner based his educational work on his recognition that the human is more than a physical being, but rather a bridge between the material world and the spiritual world, fully capable of experiencing both. There is nothing radical about this in itself – there are many educational systems that are founded on a religious or spiritual presupposition – but Steiner’s account of spirituality was, and still is, not quite main-stream in that the spiritual for him is not “up there” or “after death” or about “heaven and hell” but is right here in the everyday world. Rudolf Steiner wrote: “Make use of an ancient principle: spirit is never without matter, matter never without spirit.” (From a lecture on the social question, Stuttgart, 1919) Education as an Art Point Two: Education should be an art, for both the teacher and the student. Teachers should be able to compassionately observe students (as artists do their subject) in order to fully and deeply connect with them. Each subject should be presented as though it is an art, allowing students to experience subjects with all of their faculties: practical, emotional and intellectual. From the beginning, Steiner insisted, “Waldorf education is not a pedagogical system but an art - the art of awakening what is actually In Waldorf education we see human development in successive seven-year phases. Young children are imitators, they learn by doing: their eagerness and confidence is strengthened through a careful balance of “hands-on” free-play and group activity. Children from birth to around seven are busy growing physically and becoming acquainted with the physical world; they drink in the world through their senses. Before any learning can occur children must encounter the world (empirical knowledge). Grade school children make steady intellectual gains, inspired to learn through feeling: painting, drama, movement, and music bring traditional subjects to life. From around seven through fourteen, children are active thinkers but they think with their feelings, as it were: concepts are understood through an emotional and imaginative engagement in the stories that surround them and the feelings of awe and wonder that arise from them. To have compassion for the world students must experience it in their hearts (intuitive knowledge). High school students take hold of the world with a rapidly developing intellect; analytical and critical thinking sharpens, while the need to exercise the emotions and engage the body continues. At the onset of puberty, the young person begins to use and hone a strictly conceptual, abstract, and analytical cognitive capacity. To make sense of the world students have to be able to conceptualize it in their minds (theoretical knowledge). The theory is that if these distinct “ways of knowing” are nurtured at the right time, when students are most open to them, then the adult will be able to harmonize them all into a powerful, many-layered engagement with the world. PHOTOS COURTESY OF TWS ARCHIVE - TWS ALUMNI/AE FROM THE EARLY ‘70s TO THE EARLY ‘90s curriculum is designed according to what it determines that students need to experience at certain stages in their physical, emotional, intellectual and spiritual development so that when they are adults they have full access to every aspect of their being. With this, they will be ready to meet any social need while freely exercising their individual talents. A three year-old takes in the world very differently from a nine-year-old or a sixteen-year-old. As young people grow and change, what is taught and how it is taught grows and changes with them. In Waldorf schools this difference is not calculated simply by degree of difficulty. At each stage children are exercising a particular human capacity as they grow into their bodies: willing, feeling, thinking. These capacities ultimately build one upon the other to work together in harmony in the fully-grown adult. Curriculum Point four: The curriculum is carefully and wholly geared to children’s development, as described above. Intellectual instruction takes a back seat to the encouragement of physical and emotional stability in Kindergarten. Young children are encouraged in free, imaginative play both inside and outside. Physical competence grows as they cook soup or make bread, polish shoes, create simple handwork and woodwork projects, paint, perform puppet plays or experience the laws of nature through general play. Confidence within a group strengthens during the stories and songs continued on page 44 outofbounds 43 GRADE 3 STUDENTS SOWING WHEAT, TARTU, ESTONIA - COURTESY OF FREUNDE DER ERZIEHUNGSKUNST RUDOLF STEINERS E.V. of circle time or snacks and meals together. Emphasizing the rhythms of the day, the week, and the seasons creates security and a gratitude for the richness of the world. Security and stability continue as the child moves through the lower school under the “loving authority” of the class teacher for the next eight years. Each year the curriculum underscores the psychological and physiological development of the growing child. The earliest lessons in learning letters as they emerge from board drawings of mountains and swans, or the imaginative stories told to introduce arithmetic, evolve eventually into complex mathematical processes. Science begins with nature study and differentiates, as the children mature, into botany, biology, geology, physics and chemistry and the exciting technologies of the modern world. History begins with fables and mythologies and differentiates into the study of many cultures throughout recorded time. This movement from an emotional/intuitive to an intellectual/analytical connection to each subject allows students to strengthen all ways of knowing the world as they grow. In high school, every attempt is made to provide a broad and varied education rather than the specialization so common in most secondary schools. Each subject is taught by a teacher who specializes in that subject, but students take every subject across a full range of arts, humanities and sciences, and they take these subjects together as a class. In the high school, students revisit the curriculum that they encountered in the lower school, but this time in a rigorously analytical, conceptual manner. Narrative gives way to concept and theory, and students are challenged to approach subjects with their critical faculties. Rhythms: Point five: What occurs when in the day, the week, the month, the year is important for children. Waldorf pedagogy is sensitive to 44 outofbounds the “time” environment, and attempts to create rhythms in children’s lives that build an awareness of, put most simply, “how things change and how they stay the same.” This builds a sense of trust, security, anticipation and wonder. The daily rhythm in Waldorf schools is attuned to the practical reality of students’ concentration levels. The first two hours of each day when students and teachers are most alert are devoted to the main lesson, always a blend of the practical, the artistic and the academic. The next few lessons are skill lessons: languages or math. The later lessons in the day are given over to art or physical activities, as students become mentally tired. Each day follows this pattern; yet each day is subtly different as subjects vary from day to day and from the beginning of the week to the end of the week. There is rhythm as well within each lesson. Lower school students in Waldorf schools rarely sit still. In most lessons, they are busy doing things: clapping, stamping, drawing, painting, playing music, singing, as well as taking in the day’s academic content, which teachers prepare in the rhythm of review, presentation and practice. Woven into the content of each lesson is the rhythm of the year. It is reflected in the literature that is read, the poems that are recited and the plays that are performed. It is experienced through celebration of festivals when the whole school comes together in recognition of the changing seasons. The Waldorf Environment: Point six: The physical environment is important in the education of children and adolescents. Sociologists recognize the powerful impact of architectural space on social relations and psychological well-being. Urban planners, political thinkers, artist and the great dictators of the world (diabolically) have all given this much thought. Different “spaces” make us feel quite differently about ourselves and about the world around us. Waldorf schools are built expressly to facilitate the learning and growing of their students. As much as possible, every detail is given over to this goal. Taking inspiration from “organic architecture,” Waldorf schools try to use forms that can be found in the natural world, hence fewer right angles and round designs. But Steiner’s architectural designs went further than this in that he saw nature as being infused with spirituality, which is another way of saying it is infused with movement. His architectural designs were therefore “metamorphic.” Waldorf schools try to incorporate spaces that show a metamorphosis, and therefore are like the children themselves, whose little bodies grow and change following a particular trajectory of the human form. This conveys a sense of familiarity and comfort, as though the building is their organic outer shell. Besides this grand theory, the school environment is intended to be “human-scaled” and non-institutional. Every school hopes to have a natural space for children to play in. Each classroom reflects the curriculum of that grade and is made friendly and personal with plants, blackboard drawings and student artwork. The materials that students use in lessons are natural, as much as possible, to circumvent the problem of toxic elements in markers, paints, and crayons and to provide a close semblance to materials used by real artists and artisans. ■ ILLUSTRATION BY ALICE PRIESTLY FOR OUTOFBOUNDS, 2003 outofbounds 45 events 03/04 ALUMNI/AE AND TORONTO WALDORF SCHOOL phone: 905 881-1611 e-mail: general@torontowaldorfschool.com Alumni/ae, you are welcome at all of these events!! Times and dates may change, so call ahead... where times are missing it’s because they have not yet been established... tuesday, sept 2, 9:00am Beginning-of-year assembly monday, sept 29 Michaelmas saturday, nov 15 - 11am to 4pm Candlelight Fair (formerly Christmas Fair) alumni/ae café monday, dec 1, 8, 15 - 9am Advent assemblies wednesday, dec 17 - 7:30pm Shepherd’s Plays friday, dec 19 Christmas Party hosted by Grade 12 friday jan 23, saturday jan 24 - 8pm Just Desserts Theatre saturday, jan 31 Open House alumni/ae presence 46 outofbounds friday apr 16, saturday apr 17 Gateways Conference (an education conference - open to educators and the public - call for more info) sunday, may 23 - 12:00pm to 4pm Mayfest September 2003 Sun February 2004 Mon Tue Wed Thu 1 2 7 8 14 X 3 4 5 9 X 10 11 12 15 16 X 17 18 19 21 22 23 X 24 25 26 28 29 30 X X X Fri X Sat 6 13 X 20 27 Mon Mon Tue Wed Thu 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 x 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 x 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 x 25 26 27 28 x Fri Sat 29 March 2004 October 2003 Sun Sun Tue Wed Thu Fri Sat 1 2 3 4 Sun Mon Tue Wed Thu Fri Sat 1 2 3 4 5 6 friday may 28, saturday may 29 Grade 12 Play 5 6 7 X 8 9 10 11 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 12 13 14 X 15 16 17 18 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 friday, june 11 - 7:30pm Grade 12 graduation 19 20 21 X 22 23 24 25 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 26 27 28 X 29 30 31 28 29 30 31 Tue Wed alumni/ae presenting friday, june 18 - 9am End-of-year assembly Sun Mon Tue 3 4 june - days to be determined 9 10 11 20th and 25th graduation reunions (class of '84 and class of '79) 16 17 24 phone: 905 764-7570 e-mail: info@rsct.ca friday, sept 5 - 9:30am RSC Open Morning - Coffee and watercolour painting wednesday, sept 17 - 7:30pm Foundation Studies Introductory Evening, RSC Thu Fri Sat Sun Mon 1 2 RUDOLF STEINER CENTRE, TORONTO located in the school building Wed 23 30 X 5 6 7 8 X 12 13 14 15 18 X 19 20 21 25 X 26 27 28 Mon 6 7 8 9 11 12 13 14 15 16 22 18 19 20 21 22 23 29 25 26 27 28 29 30 Tue Wed Thu X 17 X 24 X May 2004 Wed Thu Fri 3 4 5 6 13 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 20 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 27 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 X 30 24 25 26 27 28 Tue Wed Thu 1 2 3 4 1 X 7 8 X 9 10 11 12 14 15 X 16 17 18 19 21 22 23 24 25 26 28 29 30 31 X Sat Sun Mon Fri Sat 1 January 2004 Mon 10 5 X Sat 3 Tue 2 Sun Fri 2 4 December 2003 Sun Thu 1 31 X 29 Wed Thu Fri Sat Sun Mon Fri 5 2 3 7 8 9 10 6 7 8 9 10 11 X 12 17 13 14 15 16 17 18 X 19 24 25 4 5 6 11 12 13 x 14 15 16 18 19 20 x 21 22 23 25 26 27 x 28 29 30 X 24 X 20 21 22 23 31 X 27 28 29 30 26 saturday, jan 31 - 10:00am Teacher Education Open House, RSC saturday, apr 24 - 7:30pm Salute to Spring - Sheridan Nurseries, Unionville Check out RSC programmes at www.rsct.ca 2) This alumni/ae magazine is an annual - it will come out every year in September. This is a substantive magazine, containing school and alumni/ae events schedules, alumni/ae, TWS, and international Waldorf news and histories, features on alumni/ae and faculty, articles on innovative aspects of the school building, archive and current photographs, alumni/ae artwork, and other themes to be developed by alumni/ae. To help raise funds, a few pages are being set aside for advertising and messages. about NEXT YEAR’S EDITION OF outofbounds X Sat 1 friday, jan 16 - 9:30am Free Introductory Morning on Spirit Speech, RSC 1) The alumni/ae database is being updated in a rigorous and systematic way. This is an extremely labour intensive endeavour since there is no recorded information about many alumni/ae other than their names. But since work was started, an alumni/ae group e-mail list of about 350 has been compiled and there has been personal contact with many of these. This represents not even half of all TWS alumni/ae, but it’s a good start. Once the database is completely up-todate, and is maintained on an ongoing basis, it will be an invaluable resource not only for alumni/ae work but also for the school. For the alumni/ae it means that we can keep in touch with each other and build our community. For the school it gives access to all kinds of statistical information about alumni/ae: how many years they attended the school, their post-secondary degrees, diplomas, certificates, their occupation, their special interests, and much more. This information will help the school to build its sense of history and to confirm its accomplishment in providing a place where students are prepared to meet the world. continued on page 49 June 2004 Tue friday, sept 19 - 9:30am Free Morning on the Heart Chakra, RSC saturday, nov 15 - 10:00am RSC Coffee House at TWS Candlelight Fair April 2004 November 2003 tuesday lectures - sept 16 to nov 25; jan 13 to feb 24 Free Fall and Winter Lectures on Tuesday evenings - 6 St. Joseph St., 1 block north of Wellesley subway, just west of Yonge St. The contributors to this edition have been amazing. I think we all had fun putting this together. Again, a big thank you from me to all of you! For next year’s edition, I would like to add new contributors to our list. I will need: ►WRITERS to write features on alumni/ae, faculty, the school, or...pitch me an idea... ► ARTISTS who want to be featured or who are willing to create an original piece for the magazine... ►PHOTOGRAPHERS with a digital camera... ►a PROFESSIONAL to prepare photo images for print... WORK IS ON A VOLUNTEER BASIS IN SUPPORT OF OUR MAGAZINE please contact Katja at 416 538-9536 katjarudolph@aol.com outofbounds 47 WELCOME to the alumni/ae community.... 3) Alumni/ae pages are being developed in conjunction with the upcoming official Toronto Waldorf School Web site: www.torontowaldorfschool.com. These will include a password protected e-mail and phone-number directory, events schedules (on-line registration for events eventually), news about alumni/ae, news about the school, as well as many other features (bulletin board, chat room, archive and current photo-gallery) whereby alumni/ae can interact with each other and the school. 4) Annual events are being programmed for the years to come. Events will fall into two categories: those that are integrated into the life of the school and the festivals, celebrations and events that take place there already; those that are planned solely for alumni/ae, including class reunions - with invited faculty. The endeavour will be to create an alumni/ae tradition in which events and activities become regular features in the calendar, occurring unfailingly from year to year. 5) A service programme is being developed: Alumni/ae represent a wealth of talent, expertise and experience. This they can share with the school in many ways, including as guest speakers in the classroom, as consultants/specialists addressing other school needs, and by offering feedback to teachers regarding readiness for post-secondary programmes and work. The alumni/ae will also, in the future, be a support for present TWS students through mentorship and award/financial assistance programmes. Adam McCluggage Nicolas Bergeron Nathaniel Anderson-Frank Allison La Sorda Alina Iannovskaia Marni Salkovitch Rebecaa Rappaport Suzanne Ballah Rhys Machold Spencer Evoy Katie Main Ilyas Searon Sasha Sefter Dennis Cheng Francesca Small Maya Kamo Nadia Tan Laren Joyce Melinda Myles Darius Djawadi Ingmar Buchwietz Brendan Beckett Alexei Guerra Sylvia chomko Christopher Tsimbidis Andrew Herz Zachariah Tatham Sunni Anne Ball Amanda Wright ...Class of 2003 48 outofbounds COURTESY OF TWS ARCHIVE - MEMBERS OF THE HIGH SCHOOL FACULTY, 1985 6) A volunteer base is being built. Volunteers are crucial to the success of events and activities and to the building of our community. Do call, if you are interested. ■ Katja Rudolph messages from your former teachers... Keep making music! To all my former students, Love, Elisabeth Koekebakker I would be delighted to meet you again at school or to hear from you via e-mail! Best wishes from Gerhard Rudolph Gerhard_Rudolph@hotmail.com Dear Class of '00, 22 kisses when you wake, 22 candles on your cake. Happy 22nd Birthdays! Dear Class of '88, Love, Kathryn (Ms.) H Happiness and Peace to you all. kvjh@ca.inter.net Love, Elisabeth Hoffman Chomko kechomko@immediadesign.ca Dear Class of '90, Viva Mandela! Viva! Please stop by to visit sometime. I’d love to catch up with you again. Much love, Helene helenegross@yahoo.ca Remember those copper rods? Greetings to all my former students! Renate Krause Hello my dear friends of '83, '87, '88 and '92! Come back and visit. Close the circle! Best wishes, Mrs. R To all my former students, I hope you’re still using the subjunctive mood and reading “Miller’s Tale” to your children. Cheers, Mr. A weymouth@ptdprolog.net rumaxe@hotmail.com THANKS FOR YOUR GENEROUS SUPPORT OF THIS MAGAZINE outofbounds 49 Why is Waldorf Education Still Unique? Is it time to find out more? Visit us at the Rudolf Steiner Centre Toronto (on the TWS campus) www.rsct.ca 905-764-7570 if you discover an error, know a photo credit or have some information that is missing here, please contact Katja Rudolph at 416 5389536 or katjarudolph@aol.com contributions to the magazine are very welcome payable to the Toronto Waldorf School send to: Katja Rudolph, 52 Rusholme Road, Toronto, ON, M6J 3H5 The magazine name outofbounds won out over the runners-up, Walflower and Beeswax, from a list of around fifty contributed by TWS alumni/ae over the last eight months. We all know what outofbounds means: off school property...where we find ourselves permanently these days!! We were not allowed out of bounds for two reasons - for our safety and to protect the delicate ecosystem around the school. We went out there (only rarely, of course) to test the nature of this boundary - the line that divides “the school” and “the world” - and to look in at the school from another vantage point. Whereas our safety “out here” is no longer an issue, we’re still, it is hoped, conscious of the various social, cultural, and natural “ecosystems” in which we now live. We are also uniquely positioned to look in at the school from another vantage point. The school can benefit greatly from this critical and affectionate gaze, and we get to reflect upon our early friendships, the content and form of our early formal education, and how these have affected who we are today. Full-time Painting Study Programme Lay Courses for painting enthusiasts Part-time and personally tailored programmes Sekretariat Geotheanumstr. 16 Ch-4143 Dornach Tel: 0041-61-701-4877 Antony Christopher Hassell, Class of ‘85, owner Hilton Francis Hassell, Customer Relations baby-face (and Chris’s son) thanks to Mark Klein (TWS parent) and In-House Printing Services 416 667-0088 ext. 223 1 800 259-0945 mklein@inhouse.ca 50 outofbounds THANKS FOR YOUR GENEROUS SUPPORT OF THIS MAGAZINE outofbounds 51 inbounds 52 outofbounds COURTESY OF TWS ARCHIVE - TWS STUDENTS IN PLAYGROUND, LATE 1990s
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