The book
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The book
GOLDEN IVORY WRITTEN BY JEFFREY CHENEY ALL PHOTOGRAPHY BY AUTHOR TABLE OF CONTENTS DEDICATION............................................ 1 INTRODUCTION.......................................... 2 A PLEASANT REMINDER...................................4 THE HONEYMOON........................................13 LIGHTS, CAMERA, REACTION.............................28 LETTING OFF STEAM....................................37 SECLUSION............................................5 3 RECEIVING EXPOSURE...................................76 FULL MOON TONIGHT....................................94 POISON STRIPES......................................101 MISTAKEN IDENTITY...................................114 LET'S PARTY!........................................139 MY LUCKY DAY........................................148 GOLD................................................17 4 VOICES OF THE NIGHT.................................199 ROAD BLOCK..........................................214 NO CROSSING ZONE....................................231 IVORY...............................................24 3 DYING THIRST........................................263 THE FINALE..........................................276 TABLE OF CONTENTS (CONTINUED) THE MEDICINE MAN...................................280 THE UNWANTED VISITOR...............................296 VISITING HOURS.....................................306 BACK HOME..........................................323 THE PRESENT........................................340 WELL HIDDEN (POETIC EPILOGUE)......................349 SPECIAL THANKS.....................................351 This book is solely dedicated to my darling wife. The countless hours of devotion, to complete this novel, were taken directly from my family. In fact, during a good portion of the time spent with them, my mind was immersed in a 2 ficticious world. Through her understanding and encouragement, my first novel was a personal success. INTRODUCTION What is a dream? Is it simply our mind working, while in a relaxed state? Is there a reason behind these images in our brain? How about when we're awake? Does our thought process control what we see and don't see? Could it be said, our view can be altered by the very desire to see something else? These questions require in depth explanations, along with a substantial supply of opinion. However, one analysis 2 to this mystery is hard to dispute. It is commonly referred to as perception. There are several factors that can determine the manner an event is perceived. Different emotions change the way we look at things. Exterior conditions may effect how we grasp a situation. Tony White is an average person in most respects. His adventure consists of the basic human emotions. Some of these include excitement, passion, sorrow, hate, love, fear, and even greed. Throughout the story, many changes take place that can control the perceptive abilities. At some point, these influences become extremely diverse. Enough to actually hinder the ability to differentiate between fantasy and reality. Without giving the story away, he has to make some important decisions. His judgements will have to take into account the many factors. In all cases, his perception will play a key role. The story itself is based on a fantasy of mine. Since I was a teenager, I pondered on the possibilities of this. I many times wondered what I would do, given the same circumstances. The book is purely fictional but, at the same time, very possible. Due to this feasibility, such things as geography, chronology, nature, and associated procedures were kept accurate. 2 Have you ever returned to a location and noticed something you missed the first time? Why is that? What was the cause for the lack of attention? Too busy? Not important? If we don't apprehend these everyday things, just imagine what could be out there, where man rarely or never travels! GOLDEN IVORY CHAPTER ONE A PLEASANT REMINDER 3 DATE: MARCH 19, 2007 PLACE: MARION, OHIO I love the sound of two champagne glasses as they cling together. The crisp ring seems to seal the pledge that has just been made. I carefully fill the glasses with a generous portion of the sparkling wine. We use the glasses only once a year. They were a present to my darling wife on our wedding night. They are made of fine crystal with a gold plated rim. The words "TOGETHER FOREVER" , also in gold, are printed 5 along the front. Linda brings the glass to her nose, probably to feel the moist tickle of the sparkling bubbles more than to test it. I lift my glass as well and feel the bubbles wet my mustache. As often as we drink champagne, neither Linda, nor I, would know the good stuff from the bad stuff. My eyes meet with her innocent blue eyes. She softly clears her throat, " To Mr. and Mrs. Tony White, together for twenty-five years!" She hoists her glass slightly. We bring our glasses together to finish the toast. I take a healthy swallow, while she takes a more conservative approach. Two glasses is definitely her limit. " And here's to twenty-five more! May they be as wonderful and rewarding as the first.", I reply. Once more the ring of the crystal sounds, followed by a generous gulp. A couple more toasts followed much like the first. With one bottle gone and the other an inch from the bottom, I stand up to stretch. As I extend my arms, I look at something in a way that I've never before. Linda is forty-seven years old. I've always noticed how lovely she is, but for forty-seven she is an absolute knockout. It's something that I kind of been taking for granted. I am a very lucky man. Linda looks up at me with those soft blue eyes. She 6 turns her head just a bit and her long blonde hair follows. I've yet to see even a sliver of gray. She smiles, and almost as if embarrassed says, "Honey I've got a buzz." I smile in acknowledgement and reply, " Do you want anything, while I'm up?" " No, I think I'll slow down a bit.", she answers with her words already starting to slur. I notice the reduction of light within the room. I glance towards the window, to view that the sun is setting. I think of the romantic possibilities of lighting candles, but finding both candles and a match would be a small miracle in itself. " Livingroom lights on, please.", I say in a sturdy voice. The overhead lights illuminate to a sufficient brightness. " Time, please.", again in the same directive manner. A couple of seconds go by in silence. A mono-toned voice from a hidden speaker states, " Seven fourteen PM, sir." This voice-activated household controls system is nice, but sometimes it makes me feel a little on the passive. I had the system installed six months ago, and it's still hard for me to get used to. " Is it time, hon?" Linda wanted to wait till the evening to open the gifts. I'm not sure why, but she has been 7 really excited about her gift to me. " Yes, I guess it's close enough.", she approves in that child-like innocence of hers. " Good, You can open this first.", I respond. I walk slowly to the counter and pick up the large box. It's been setting there for two days tormenting her. It's wrapped in light pink paper with deep red ribbon to set it off. As the box sets on her lap, she seems to wonder off for a second. My guess is that she is contemplating whether to shake it and guess or just rip and shred. She decides to just open the large present. She realizes that she has never been correct on a guess to this day, so why be wrong again. She tears the paper and ribbon from the box, as if it was never there. Behold, a blank box. I never wrap my gifts in the same container they come in. This way, there's still some excitement left. She gets a little frustrated with the tape, but seems to win the fight. Linda pulls out the gift and her eyes pop open. " Oh honey, You shouldn't have spent so much.Thank you.", she relates happily. She looked over the portable laser cassette player, pushing the buttons and reading the labels. I never thought that compact discs would go, as fast as they did. She acts, 8 as if she likes her gift, but I know she was hoping for something a little more personal.I look at her gentle smile and honest eyes, and realize I must let her off the hook. " Honey, push the eject button and put this cassette in it.", I say handing her a laser cassette of an old " Black Crows" recording. Anything is better than that new "space metal" music or whatever they call it. She pushes the eject button and glances towards the cassette in my hands. As she grasps it and retrieves her sights back to the portable player, her eyes open at least twice as far as the first time. A shiny diamond ring, gleaming it's endless rays of color, appears. I always told her that someday I would get her a larger diamond. Linda holds the one karat diamond with her thumb and middle finger, bringing it up to the light. " Brighter lights.", she says in an anxious voice. Nothing happens. She looks a little confused. " Brighten livingroom lights fully, please.", I say. The lights come to full intensity in a few short seconds. The word "please" must be used to activate the system. It's sort of a password, to eliminate activation during normal conversation. Linda glares at the endless beauty of the precious stone. " Oh, Tony, I love you.", she begins to cry, as reaches 9 for my embrace. " I love you, too.", I whisper softly into her ear. " Tony, I thought the twenty-fifth is supposed to be silver, not diamond.", she says, as we clasp together. " Well, maybe I should take it back." " Oh no, no, the band is silver. That's close enough for me." " Well, in that case, I guess we're all set." After a short kiss, Linda walks to a drawer and pulls out a small box wrapped in blue paper. She tip toes ever so slowly back, trying to pay me back for the teasing, in which I gave her earlier. Finally, she hands me the package. I move towards the loveseat and sit down. The box is no bigger than my fist. The paper was taped on quite well, so I actually had to grit my teeth a little to remove the wrap. Linda giggles slightly, as if her joke was a secret. I open the box. " Linda, you did get me that watch.", " Well, that's what you wanted, wasn't it?" " Yea, but you had me fooled. I love you, hon", I reply, while another gentle kiss is administered. " I have a second gift as well.", Linda states in a very upbeat tone. She, sort of, surprised me with that one. " You have to wait out here.", she warns, " No fair 10 peaking." " I won't, I'll take care of the wrapping paper.", I promise. She strolls into the bedroom and shuts the door. A bit confused, I pick the paper and ribbons up off the floor. Since the ribbon is made of paper too, I place it all into the waste receptacle, turn the process selection switch to "recycle", the material switch to "paper", and the power switch to "on". The recycling process will take about a half hour. It's too bad they didn't have these machines years ago. If they did, we wouldn't have the garbage problem that we have today. I step over to the window and view the darkened skies. The thousands of lights brighten the horizon. It's hard to believe how much Marion has grown. After the geothermal power plant went up, business started booming. Buildings were being erected around the clock. And now here we are, over one million people strong. As I stare at nothing outside the window, I hear the bedroom door open. It stirs me out of the trance, which I was in. For a moment, I wondered how much time had passed. " OH Tony?", Linda says in a very seductive voice. I turn around and see a vision that was completely forgotten. There she stands before me, wearing the same 11 lingerie that she wore on our honeymoon. This is the only other time, I have seen her wearing it. The memories are coming back, as if the whole thing happened yesterday. " Well, what do you think? Do you like it? I've been working out for a long time, so I could fit into this." I can't seem to bring myself to respond. The memories won't clear from my head. It's hard to believe that this was twenty-five years ago. Hard to believe...... 12 GOLDEN IVORY CHAPTER TWO THE HONEYMOON 13 DATE: MARCH 20, 1982 The recollections of that day seem so vivid. It was one day short of exactly twenty-five years ago. The date was March 20, 1982. And what a year it was! I remember driving my brand new wife in our 1978 Pontiac Bonneville. We were heading for Daytona Beach. We left that morning with hangovers that wouldn't stop. That was back when I was living in Danburg, Georgia. I had a job at the Clark Hill Hydroelectric Plant on the Savannah river. I worked as a mechanic. I was going to college and working full time. My lifelong ambition was to become a wildlife photojournalist. However, going to college and supporting the wife didn't pay the rent. Besides, a mechanic made more money your average photographer, or so I thought. Needless to say, I gave up college to become a family man. Anyway, we had a small church wedding. Linda looked beautiful in her gown. Her silky blonde long hair showed 14 through the somewhat transparent veil upon her head. She was about five foot six and maybe one hundred ten or fifteen. Her measurements? Well, she was so well put together that I don't think I'd tell my best friend, who by the way, was the best man. Mike Brell was his name. I met him back in my navy days. We were both mechanics on the USS Grayling, a fast attack submarine based in Charleston, South Carolina. This was, by the way, where I met Linda. Mike and I looked like a couple of smooth dudes in our charcoal tuxedos. I was a bit taller, at six foot even, where Mike leveled up with Linda give or take a half inch. But Mike, like me, was built well, a hard worker, and most importantly a great all around guy. The wedding went quite well. The only real glitch came, when I sort of tripped over the first step on the alter. I always scuffled my feet, when walking. A crack in the sidewalk was sometimes enough to send me flat on my face. Anyway, we all made it through the ceremony without any notable bruises. Now the reception, that was a whole different story. The reception started at 8:00 PM that night. We weren't big drinkers however, if you based it on this particular night, we'd be sent to the next available AA meeting. Since 15 I was originally from Chicago, and Linda from South Carolina, a lot of our schooltime friends couldn't make it. Nonetheless, there was a good fifty or sixty people and enough booze for fifty or sixty more. Linda wasn't into consuming hard liquor, so she stuck to the Michelob that was on tap. Me? Well, it might be easier to list the things, I didn't swallow that night. Mike matched me drink for drink. We tried them all, Rum and Cokes, Vodka Tonics, Screwdrivers, Whiskey Sours. Mike's brother had a great stereo system and an excellent record collection. ( yes, that was before compact discs and laser cassettes ) He played all our favorites from high school. Let's see he played AC/DC, Kiss, Foreigner, Styx, Journey, Boston. We had a grand time. And, for those of you who remember the seventies disco movement, I'll make it clear. NO! There was no music played by the Bee Gees. I remember getting home that night, only god knows how. Linda was still a virgin, and me? Well, I spent four years in the navy. I will add though, on my behalf, I can count the times on one hand. Anyway, this was supposed to be our big night. We had been waiting for over two years for this and....... I woke up on the couch, at least half of me was on the couch, that is. Linda made it to the bedroom, but for some 16 unexplainable reason, she had put the pillows from the bed onto the floor and slept atop them. It was eight o'clock in the morning. We had to get on the road. My head felt fuzzy. When I closed my eyes, my mind would start to float in a very uncomfortable manner. The taste in my mouth was hard to describe. While I sat upon the couch, Linda stumbled her way by. Now she may be the most beautiful woman in the history of the world, but at this given instant, she looked as bad as I felt. Still, we made it on the road in about an hours time. About nine hours later, we were pulling into the parking lot of the Marriot hotel in Daytona. Lunch turned us back into regular human beings. And by this time, we felt excited and, well to be honest, very nervous. The hotel was everything we had hoped. It had an indoor pool, a poetic view of the majestic Atlantic, and a short walkway to the beach. Our plan had been to arrive a couple weeks prior to the crowds of springbreak, but we could see that our calculations may have been a little wrong. That was the last thing on our minds, anyhow. First, we had to get by this "consummation" thing. We ate dinner in the hotel and went back to our charming suite. The sun was setting to the west, and although there was only limited light available, the beach was still quite 17 populated. We realized that our peaceful little stroll, which we planned, should be put on hold. I think we were looking for excuses, more than anything. Because, we knew what came after our romantic walk. As I viewed the endless sands, my eyes veered toward Linda. However, she wasn't there. A few sounds came from the bathroom, alerting me to her presence. As my mind perceived the strength that the ocean possessed, a reminder of my purpose occurred. The door to the bathroom swung open, my head turned by instinct, and my heart skipped a beat. The portrait before me made the ocean seem as insignificant as a stagnant pond. I didn't know where she it got, and it didn't matter anyway. She had a white laced top with a deep v-cut running down her sexy navel. A light blue ribbon tied the two translucent cups together between her large breasts. With the dim light and distance between us, I could barely detect her nipples, as they attempted to pierce through. She had on a matching G-string. Lace top sheer nylon stockings were wrapped halfway up her slender thighs. To top off this luscious apparel, her arms were covered with matching lace sleeves. I stood there in astonishment. This was the most lovely sight my eyes had ever beheld. Her eyes had a certain fire 18 in them, although I could identify that she was scared. She wasn't the only one. My heart was thumping like never before. It was, as if I had just seen the Boogie Man. Here I was, the man, the charge taker. Something had come over me at that point. Realizing how difficult it must have been for her to go through with this, I had to ignore my fears as well. The thought of being like this had never occurred to me. I had wanted this day to arrive for so long. The possibility of being nervous never entered the picture. That is, until this moment. I loved this woman more than could be described. It was time to put an end to these cowardly feelings. Standing before me was a gorgeous queen full of love and innocence, waiting to share what she had to offer. Who was I to deny such a generous request? Neither one of us said a word. I was already in my shorts, so I proceeded towards her delightful gift. I wrapped my arms around her, placing my hands in between her shoulder blades. My fingers slowly descended, massaging as they moved. Finally, her muscular cheeks were being softly grasped by my grip. Our lips met with a slight sensual touch of the tongues. My eyes directed her to the king size bed. I unbuckled the two belts that held her stockings to 19 the negligee. My hands started to unroll the stockings from her scrumptious legs, but then they halted. Deciding to leave them on, I rolled them neatly back up. The light blue ribbon was the next step on my list of things to do. Carefully, the ribbon was untied. I looked up to Linda, to get one final acceptance. Her eyes said "yes". Her smile urged me on. She, then, closed her eyes in anticipation of the forthcoming pleasures. There was no longer any nervous tension. seemed to come natural. Everything Our emotions combined, as our bodies experienced the passion. Although the event was short, it was absolutely the greatest sensation I had ever encountered. After holding eachother for about twenty minutes, we laid on our backs and talked for two full hours. We talked about anything and everything. It was like a magnificent burden had been lifted from our shoulders. It felt great. About midnight, we turned over and attempted to fall into a deep slumber. I can't speak for Linda, but my eyes would not rest. Maybe a ten minute dose, but that was the best I could do. There was too much adrenalin in my veins. Judging from the tossing and turning on the other side of the bed, Linda was in an identical dilemma.But still, it was four o'clock in the morning, before either of us said a word. 20 "Honey, are sleeping?", I asked in a quiet voice. It was relatively obvious that she was not. " No, I haven't slept a wink, you?", she asked, yawning halfway through her sentence. " Nope, how about we go for that walk on the beach?", I suggested. " OK, what should I wear?" " Anything, it's probably pretty warm outside." She put on her turquoise bikini. Immediately, my mind had second thoughts. I, then, looked out the window and saw the moonlit beach. It was just enough to curve my appetite, at least for the time being. As I put some shorts on, I stated, " Hey, better grab a tee-shirt. The ocean breeze may be a bit nippy." Soon, we were walking hand in hand along the deserted beach. The air was warm with a gentle breeze. The moon was almost full, granting us a guiding light. We walked for a mile or so, letting the water creep up to our feet. The soft waves were surprisingly warm. Except for an infrequent sea gull and the sound of the mild winds, it was silent. We came along a couple of sailboats on the beach. They had been tipped over, as if someway to store them through the night. They appeared to both be about twenty foot long. I had the strangest feeling that Linda was thinking 21 along the same lines as I. My frame twisted around, to see what she was doing. It became significantly obvious, what was on her mischievous little mind. She had knelt down, to look underneath the large boats. Then, she stood up. While biting the end of an index finger, she inspected both sides of the distant sands. After realizing that we were completely alone, Linda presented me with a seductive stare. She was smiling. The eagerness was building up inside. What had I created? Linda was always ultra-conservative. She was about to go out on a limb. And, she was taking me with her. (Not that I wasn't going to enjoy the ride) Her tee-shirt was already withdrawn. She reached back behind herself with both hands and unclipped her bikini top. Exposing, once again, her lovely curves. With the bright moonlight, I could see that the cool air had delivered tiny goose bumps to her slender body. The bikini top was tossed in between the two boats. The tops of the sailboats were almost touching, creating a tent-like structure. As quickly as the top, off came the bottoms. They were flung to the same destination. Linda slowly strutted her moonlit frame towards me. She grabbed me by my strong forearm and led me to our little hideaway. Stopping just prior to our arrival, she dislodged my shorts, this time throwing them ten feet or so outside 22 of the boats. We made our way to our nest. The possibility of getting caught was extremely arousing. I felt my skin and felt the familiar bumps upon it. As we entered the area, I scanned the horizon one last time, to ensure we were not being spied upon. Perhaps, the most surprising fact was that Linda didn't even bother to check again. She was really enjoying this risky adventure. As we sat facing one another, she placed her hands slightly below my well defined chest. ( I was no Mr universe, but I lifted weights regularly and had substantially above average muscle tone ) She moved each finger apart from the other. With her palms flat, slowly her hands moved through my abundant black chest hairs. She loved the hair on my chest. As they arrived to my neck and shoulders, she stopped. Lifting just her palms, she lightly dug those long fingernails into my tough skin. Downward her nails went, working their way to the upper portion of my pelvic hair. The tiny ripples about my skin were, now, much more pronounced. She, once again, placed her palms flat against me. She began to work upwards, again. Linda stopped her roaming fingers at my chest. She started putting more pressure against me. I realized that she wanted me to lie upon my back. 23 This time, she took control. up" energy. time. She too felt the "bottled We had restrained ourselves for a very long However, the reward was well worth the wait. I, now, acquired the conclusion that sexual compatibility would not play a negative role in our relationship. My eyes were closed. My mind was completely relaxed. My body was floating on the cool ocean breeze. I had totally forgotten about the risk involved. Only the passions and pleasures would I let penetrate my brain. It was safe to say that I was fully at ease. A loud thud echoed between the boats. Linda jerked up. Before I could even blink, she was wearing the tee-shirt. Something had hit the outside of the boat, or more probable, someone. My heart was beating like a rabbit. I quickly found myself short of breathe. Linda was cuddled up under the boat, hiding from the intruder. Then, it struck me. Actually, it was more like a major blow to the forehead. My shorts were outside. I couldn't believe it, on my honeymoon, nonetheless. Some more noise came from the darkness. These were more like rubbing, or maybe even, scratching. I was a nervous wreck. What kind of trouble were we about to encounter? I quietly cleared my throat and whispered in a troubled tone, " Linda, hey, my shorts are out there." 24 My expression suggested that she should be the one to check it out, since she was clothed. " Are you nuts! You don't expect me to go out there.", she whispered in a more directive manner. Of course, I knew, she was right. I was the man. I held my hand out in a way to signal that I would investigate the premises. As I started to make my way to a kneeling position, the sounds haunted us, once again. What in the heck was that noise? My plan was to move swiftly towards my shorts, while identifying the culprit. With my back stooped to prevent smacking my head, I dashed towards the exterior. The sudden exertion of energy made me a bit light-headed. It also caused a slight miscalculation in my footing. Or more likely, I just scuffled my steps, like usual. Whatever the reason, my right foot caught the corner of the boat. It seemed as though a whole minute passed by, while I was in the air, but it was only a short instant. My mouth was wide open, when I landed. Face first, of course. The sandy grit between my gums was very unpleasant. I spat, what I could, out. Now that, whomever was there, could see this man lying face down in the sand with his rear poking up, the most embarrassing part was over. I lifted my head from the grainy earth.I sat up. There was nobody within 25 sight. As far as my eyes could see, there was nobody. I took the back of my wrist, and dragged it across my teeth to remove more sand. As my eyes veered toward the stars, I jerked back. On top of the sailboat, just standing there, was a pelican, a Brown Pelican to be exact. He was simply minding his own business. In fact, he had no idea that I was there. Linda crawled out, to sort of check up on me. She saw the big bird. She noticed the sand all over my physique. Her eyes turned back to our new friend. She, then, let out a little laugh. She voiced another giggle, and another. Her laughs were, no longer, subtle. Mr Pelican heard the chuckles and flew off. What was he doing out this early, anyhow? Looking over at Linda's joyful face, had informed me of the comedy in the whole situation. I commenced into some healthy laughter myself. We went swimming to cool down and clean the sand off. A short time after, we got dressed and sat near the tide. There were more sea gulls, and the breeze was a bit stronger, but all in all, it was still peaceful. We sat and watched the sunrise over the horizon. We observed it, as it placed an invincible red blanket over the calm ocean. It was, almost as if, the sky was smothering the sea's mighty waves. 26 GOLDEN IVORY CHAPTER THREE LIGHTS.. CAMERA.. REACTION 27 DATE: MARCH 19, 2007 And now, I'm looking at the same vision twenty-five years later. 1982 vs 2007. It's staggering how much the two portraits compare. The similarities are astounding. I am a very lucky man. As she displays her wonderful physique, a noticeable difference strikes my mind. Her facial expression tells a different story. No, those innocent blue eyes haven't changed, but behind them is a feeling of confidence and certainty. She holds an undeniable power, as if she's saying, "catch me if you can, take me if you dare." On our honeymoon the statement was not the same. She was pure. Her eyes presented great trust, yet at the same time, they asked me not to take advantage of that trust. 28 Linda turns toward the window and slowly roams in that direction. The side view, in which she displays, exposes very little contrast to that of her early twenties. Her legs are smooth and firm as always. I credit most of that, to the way we both have approached this new age automated era. With all the modern robotics and lack of space, we could have easily gotten caught up in the race. One of the few places to jog is the old Marion County Fairgrounds. We both jog three to four times a week. It costs nineteen dollars apiece, but with the prices these days, that's not all that bad. Besides our health is worth twice that amount. The only thing that bothers me is the fact that they don't accept cash anymore. Everyone is transferring to those new CC ( computerized currency ) cards. Anyhow, back to the subject. Through all of Linda's exercise, she has managed to keep pretty much the same figure. A few uncontrollable wrinkles in the corners of her eyes, when she smiles, is one of the few signs of aging. Mother nature has to step in a little, I guess. In fact, she stepped in quite a bit more on me. She has stripped me of half my hair and left the other half with prominent streaks of gray. I could use that fancy ointment that everyone's using, but I go for the natural look. I still refuse to wear an ear ring, too. That puts me in a minority right there. 29 By this time,Linda has reached the window. She leans up against it, placing her hands on the clear polyvinyl material. Twisting her upper body in my direction, she says in a stimulating nature, " Well, big boy, you are going to take me? Or, are you going to let me stand here and give the neighbors a thrill?" If I need any time to contemplate over this, then there is definitely something missing upstairs. Wasting little time, I clear my throat and in a sturdy voice say, " Windows off, please." All the windows, including the one Linda is leaning against, turn a dark blue. No more, can I see the hundreds of lights in the city of Marion. The system came out a few of years back. Instead of using blinds, intense lines of light penetrate the window. Deflectors disperse the light throughout the surface plane, removing it's transparency. I approach Linda with eagerness. Placing one arm across the shoulder blades and the other halfway down her thighs, I hoist her above my waist. As we proceed to the bedroom, my eyes study the floor, practicing caution. To this day, I still drag my feet. A high pitched sound emits from across the dim room. It's the sound of my computer alarm. Earlier that day, I had programmed my computer to print out the score of the game, 30 as the buzzer sounds. The bulls were playing the first place Cavs. A victory over the Cleveland Cavaliers would take the Bulls out of last place in the division. Most everyone here is a Cavalier fan, but being born and raised in Chicago, I just can't seem to give up on the lowly Bulls. In most cases, I would run straight to the printer, however, the thought didn't even cross my mind. There is something much more important in my sights. Yes, more important than sports. Making it to the bedroom without tripping is success in itself. As gentle as a floating Autumn leaf, Linda is lowered to the soft bed. My hands, giving in to temptation, follow the contour of her well-rounded buttocks. She is absolutely gorgeous. For a moment, I gaze at her beauty. My brain ponders the thought of leaving her untouched. Why ruin this heavenly portrait? It, then, hits me. What better way is there to remember such an occasion? This moment must be captured on an action packed video! " Honey, where's the Autocam at?", I say in a sort of inquisitive manner. Linda looks mildly confused. " In the closet Tony.", she replies hesitantly, "You're not going to record this, are you?" " Why not?", I answer. " What if someone gets a hold of it?", Linda states in a concerned mode. 31 " I'll code it.", I come back. The answer relaxes her fears. I start towards the closet to retrieve the video disc camera. While in the back of the closet, I grab the tripod as well. The first step is to set the tripod in front of the bed. Now, the mounting of the camera is done. I load it with the small flat disc, in which it requires. As my fingers punch out a neat little code, to prevent unauthorized viewers, a buzzing alarm sounds from the machine. " Honey, the coder doesn't want to work. Have you had any problems with it?", I ask. " Not really, are you sure you're programming it correctly?", she says, almost as if to toy with me. " Yes, I'm sure that I programmed it correctly.", I reply rather sternly. " Maybe, you should read the directions.", she taunted. Now, she is definitely playing around with me. Nonetheless, I want a picture of this. " Tony, why don't you use the old 35 mm? There may be some film left in it. The fifteen minute photo lab on the corner of Oak and Main still develops it.", she suggests. I had forgotten all about that camera. But, right when she mentioned it, I knew exactly where it was. On the shelf in the very same closet is my old camera bag. I grab a 32 stepping stool ( to be more exact, a chair ) and reach for the black case. The Nikon N2000 looks to be in good shape. A couple of scratches from yesteryears, but still all in one piece. There is no film in the camera. I search the bag moving a lens, flash, and other accessories to locate some film. A small, yellow box appears. The little Kodak box is my last hope. I open it. The cylindrically shaped roll of film has been used. The portion of film that sticks out of the cartridge, when the product has not yet been exposed, was not there. The anticipation, in which I was feeling just moments ago, has dispersed. My fingers place the film, in a less than cautious manner, onto the dresser top. " I tried, honey. It's either uncoded video, or just the images, we hold in our memory banks. What do ya say ?", I convey. Linda stares in some sort of trance. She didn't even notice that I had spoken. It simply did not register. She slowly lifts her right arm. Her fingers are shaking slightly. She clenches her hand, leaving the index straight as an arrow. She is pointing at the dresser. " T-T-Tony ", she stutters, " Do you realize what that is?" 33 " Yeh, a useless roll of film. What's the big deal? Getting a picture isn't that important. I'll just turn the Autocam on for a second and photo your lovely bod on disc, and I'll shut it off.", I conduct. " Look again.", Linda directs, confusing me all the more. I veer back to the spent cartridge of film and...... Oh my Lord! My jaw drops to it's full capacity. A sharp pierce cuts through, just above my stomach. The pounding of my heart can be felt from my hips on up. This isn't just any film. It is ISO 400. I can only remember one time in my entire life, which I used this particular speed. But, it can't be. I had searched everywhere for this roll of film. I had looked for months. The significance of this has not even started to dwell within me. But, the memories, oh the memories. Once again, it was just like it was yesterday. Linda is no longer gazing at the reminder before us. She is staring at emptiness. Her eyes are not needed, at this moment in time. For she, as well as I, is letting her mind reminisce. Why didn't I find the roll earlier? I, then, notice that the film package is for ISO 64. Thinking that it was, merely, a new roll of film, I must have never checked it. This is 34 completely unbelievable. Still, these thoughts were not that substantial to me. I could not focus on the present. The memories are flowing in like two rivers joining to one. That was many years ago. I had not forgotten, but the recollections haven't been this vivid, since it happened. It all started on that same trip, on our honeymoon, twenty-five years ago. And, what a trip that was... GOLDEN IVORY CHAPTER FOUR LETTING 35 OFF STEAM DATE: MARCH 21, 1982 PLACE: DAYTONA, FL Our original plan was to have a sort of two part honeymoon. We were going to spend about four days in Daytona and, then, drive down to the Everglades for three days. I 36 had been going to college for about two years, and even though I gave it up, wildlife photography was still my favorite hobby. I had been taking courses in Zoology and Forestry, as well as photography and writing classes. During the past year or so, Linda and I have been on numerous expeditions. Most of them located at national refuges and parks. Linda was getting quite proficient at spotting and identifying birds and other critters. The Everglades of southern Florida were always a small dream of mine. Many gators had been trapped by my loaded lens, but there was something about the mystic of those wetlands. As stated earlier, we had hoped that we would beat the springbreak crowd. Well, I had never seen so many people in one sandbox, in all of my life. There were bikinis as far as the eye could see. It would be a good time to add that not one set of legs held a candle to Linda. We would walk down the beach during the afternoon, just minding our own business, and some jerky college freshman would make gestures not worth mentioning. So, it became obvious that a change in schedule would be required. Since we stayed up to watch the sunset the night before, we had the perfect resolution. We would sleep from morning to mid-afternoon. At that time, we would shower and dine. After a short digestion 37 period, we would adjourn to the swimming pool. The cool dip was followed by a moderate workout in the hotel's health facility. Somewhere between one and two AM, the beach population took a severe nose dive. And by three o'clock, we were, once again, on a deserted oceanfront. We would remain in the tranquil breeze past sunrise and into part of the morning sun. It was around ten, or so, when the youngsters would start supplying the sands with new footprints. We would make one pitstop at our favorite sailboat each night. Our feathery friend didn't pop in for anymore surprise visits, although he was perfectly welcome. The enchantment of the moonlit night had a certain grip on us. Each evening, we would be lured out by it's powerful appeal. The stars would create a vast universe, for which to store our thoughts. We would race to the boats with new expectations, similar to children dashing to the end of the rainbow to capture the pot of gold. Needless to say, four days was not enough. We decided to stay one additional day to recover and return to a normal schedule. It was inconceivable to go to the Everglades. We both had to be back to work in three days. The next best place within travelling distance was the Okefenokee National Refuge. I had been there once before. It offered some good 38 alligator and wading bird challenges. The plan was to leave the next morning, after a full nights rest, and arrive at the Laura S. Walker State Park to sleep. I should have known, by this time, not to plan things. Linda was using the mirror on the back of the sun visor to put on lipstick. I was going through a final checklist, to ensure nothing would be left behind. It was a shame that the majestic sunset and ocean breeze couldn't be on that list. We were as ready, as we were going to get. The two door Bonneville ( burgundy in color ) was on the road. In no time at all, we were heading north in the direction of Jacksonville. There wasn't a whole lot to do, except listen to the radio and comment on the poor animals that weren't fortunate enough to " get to the other side ". I was somewhat surprised by the amount of armadillo. The natural ability of this bony mammal to cross highways was common knowledge, but this was a tad bit ludicrous. One of there critters stuck in my mind above the others. At first, I thought to be mistaken. But, up ahead, was an armadillo lying on his back with all four legs reaching for the sky. Someone had placed a beer bottle between his frozen legs. Linda found considerably less humor in this antic. Thinking back, it was a sort of demented idea. We were thirty miles short of Jacksonville, when 39 "Billboards" countdown was approaching the nation's number one song. Linda and I had a ten dollar bet on the top tune. Ten bucks would get you a good half tank of gas. Of course, in 2007, just one gallon of gasohol will soak you for that ten spot. This was a routine game for us. Linda would usually have the upper hand, because she listened to the radio a lot more than I did. However, on this occasion, a little research was done. The song " Centerfold " by the J. Giels Band had been number one for the last four or five weeks. I noticed that it was not played, since the radio was turned on. That meant that it would have had to drop about seven slots. It was my turn to go first. I quickly chose it. Linda didn't even flinch. She wasn't going to pick it, anyhow. She went with " Ebony and Ivory " by Paul McCartney and Stevie Wonder. That Casey guy ( for some strange reason, his last name eludes me ) was about to put on the most popular single in the US. As the overpowering percussions of the Blackheart's drums bombarded the car's enclosure, it was relatively obvious, we were both wrong. The lead guitarist reached for his weapon. He extracted it's high pitched voice, as if engaged in a screaming match. With a small twist of the wrist, the volume was elevated to a punishing level. The echoing rhythm was exhilarating. 40 Suddenly, we were overflowing with energy. Linda was pounding her hands against the dashboard in a drum simulation. I was darting my head back and forth, while remaining fully attentive to the road, of course. A few minutes ago, we were drained of all fuel. The changing schedule and early start left us weary, physically and mentally. But now, we were refreshed and ready to greet the new day. The song was providing us with an emotional lift, which was sorely needed. As the music pumped into our ears, the seductive vocals were being anticipated. The lead singer, whom appears as a teenage runaway, began to display her provocative style, " Saw him dancing there by the record machine...Knew he must have been about seventeen..." My foot was a little over anxious. Veering toward the speedometer, I had observed our velocity to be 70 mph. My mind withdrew from the music long enough to slow down to a lawful speed. With a quick glance via the rearview mirror, to ensure no highway patrol interaction, I rejoined the music. Joan Jett continued her gutty lyrics, " And you could tell that it wouldn't be long,.. that he was with me, yea me....Singin, I love rock and roll, so put another dime in the jukebox baby..." The music was so loud, and the beat so strong that the 41 noise from the engine could not be heard. As the song neared it's last few words, I noticed that the alternator light had energized. My hands were swiftly reaching for the volume control. The ringing in my ears was from the music, but there was a similar sound issuing from beneath the hood. It was a hissing noise. The red indicator, associated with a high temperature, joined the alternator light. Within seconds, the large Pontiac set motionless on the side of I-95. The severity of the problem hit me all at once. My mood swung, as fast as a slamming door. It wasn't fair. This was my honeymoon. I pushed the door open in a nonchalant manner, completely ignoring the oncoming traffic. My legs were quite cramped from driving, which just added to the aggravation. It was obvious that the car was overheating. The pressurized sounds of the boiling water raised my temperature as well. I contemplated kicking in the grill, as the steam rolled through it. Mother always said to count to ten before reacting. Somehow, it worked, at least momentarily. I definitely was not thinking clearly. With my fingers gripped below the hood, I strained, attempting to raise the it. I, then, registered. The hood lever had not been released. Frustrated at my oversight, I proceeded to take it out on my wife. " Linda, hey, pull the hood release.", I shouted. 42 Rarely, did I refer to her as Linda. It was always honey. She noticed my temperament and rather quickly moved over to the driver's side. " OK, Tony, it's pulled.", she answered in a very harmless voice. The large hood did not pop off it's latch. " Are you sure you pulled it hard enough?" She attempted, once again, and made eye contact through the windshield, " How's that?" " God damn it! Can't you do this one simple task?", I screamed, moving towards the side door. The window was already rolled down. By the time I arrived, Linda had already scooted to the passenger side. She had her hand covering her forehead, as she faced downward. Although not crying, she was not far from it. " Honey, I'm sorry. I shouldn't be taking this out on you.", I apologized, " Which one of these did you pull?" Linda hesitated for a moment. She, then, pointed at the parking brake release lever. Her glassy eyes were so innocent. " That's for the emergency brake. This is the one for the hood.", I said, pointing at the proper handle, " I'm really sorry. This has been such a great trip. It really got to me, when this happened." She broke a small smile, but it was clear that her 43 feelings had been hurt. Not wishing to over apologize, I leaned through the window and grabbed the correct handle. With one brisk pull, the hood popped. The engine hood screeched a little as it was lifted. The news was not good. The fan shaft had sheered off at the point where it joins the water pump. That's why the alternator light came on. The belt, which drives the alternator, runs around a pulley on the fan's shaft. But, the worst news was ahead. The fan had flown into the radiator. The extent of the damage to the radiator was apparent by the large puddle of fluid under the car. The fan was not in sight and the least of my worries, anyhow. Up ahead was an off ramp. We were about five miles shy of Jacksonville. I decided to take a chance. After shutting the hood, I briefly explained to Linda our dilemma. My fingers tightly held the ignition key. With a sudden twist, the key was in the start position. The engine turned over and started with no immediate malfunctions. Based on the minimal amount of cooling water, the time available was limited. The car travelled at a speed of 30 mph. It began to issue steam at a faster rate, as the incline of the ramp increased it's workload. A pleasant sight appeared ahead. The gas station at the top of the hill had a service center. It was about a hundred 44 foot away. I told myself that if we made it, I would never yell at Linda again. Well, the promise as unachievable as it was, must have been a worthy offering. We made it. The poor, injured car hadn't even come to a complete stop, before the ignition was placed in off. The pistons stopped compressing. The rotor stopped turning. The fuel stopped flowing. The engine was still. It's metal body, far above normal operating temperatures. No longer, did the vapor seethe from the radiator. There was no more water left in the system. The station was quite busy. The morning traffic was at it's tail end. A rumble echoed from the distance. It wasn't from the highway, as first thought. A dark cumulus cloud rolled in. It wasn't the thunderhead type, but it possessed that deep blue color that meant precipitation. The unmistakable smell of rain filled the air. I made my way towards one of the workers. He was standing outside the bathrooms. His frame sported the typical service station outfit, in this case, bearing the name Keith above the left shirt pocket. His beard was long and untrimmed. My guess, six foot-two and two hundred fifty pounds. When I initially made eye contact, he stared straight back. I could never look a person in the eyes for more than a few seconds. My head veered away. I noticed his 45 oversized belly. When my eyes returned, I noted that his were still fixed. I, then, became aware of the redness. His eyes were bloodshot to the extent where there was little white. And now, but two foot away, the odor of last nights refreshments invaded my senses. This was just my luck. First, a breakdown. hangover.Still not Next, an breaking angry eye mechanic contact, he with a gave a trustworthy smile. His teeth were not well kept, to put it nicely. " Hi there, what can I do ya for?", he said, carrying a strong southern accent. His voice was squeaky and in great contrast to his appearance. " Yes, sir. I need some major repairs. Probably a water pump, fan, and radiator patch job.", I replied, still startled by his voice. " I'll check our stock in just a sec. Gotta take care of my own radiator first, if ya know what I mean.", he answered with a chuckle. As I walked back towards the car, a raindrop landed upon my head. The little droplet ran down my forehead and to the bridge of my nose. Soon, it was hanging on the end of my snout. I wiped it off with a gentle swipe, realizing that soon it would be raining. Luckily, they had all the required parts. There was a 46 diner on the opposite side of the corner. I figured, we could waste an hour or two there. But first, I had something to take care of. I told Linda that I was going to call around, to check on water pump prices. I entered the nearby phone booth. Being only a few short miles from the city, it was a cinch to find a flower shop that delivered. Using the visa card, a half dozen roses were on their way. We had a bite to eat and a less than productive conversation. She was still upset. She tried not to let it show. The rain didn't amount to much more than a steady sprinkle. When we returned to the station, the flowers had arrived. I paid an extra ten dollars for the "special delivery". The roses did the trick, letting me off the hook. Yelling at Linda wasn't my only miscue. That Keith guy was a very hard worker. He would have had us back on the road by noon, if it weren't for the radiator. They had to send it down the road to a welding shop. Keith was a very considerate person. He offered to drive us to a nearby mall to help pass the time. I had no right to prejudge him. I learned a couple of lessons that day. It was six o'clock, when we were able to get back on the road. We were sort of tired, but had three hours of driving ahead. Moving west, we cut over to highway 301. 47 The thumping on the windshield began to be much more pronounced. Soon, the wipers were running at high speed. I slowed our vehicle considerably to make up for the reduced visibility. My eyes were working overtime, trying to concentrate. I could barely see fifty foot in front of the car. We decided that we were close enough to the refuge. The next available hotel had our name on it. I cut off of 301 onto 94, figuring the town of St George would have a place for a nice slumber. This was not to be a good day. There was a couple of hotels in the little town, but both exhibited the glowing sign that stated "no vacancy". I pulled into a parking lot to rest my eyes and look at the map. Linda offered to drive, but she hated the rain, and besides, another town was about ten miles further west. The sign up ahead read "Moniac County line 2 miles". My mind started to wonder off, imagining a nice soft pillow. My eyelids massaged my pupils with darkness. How relaxing... " Tony, that sign says hotel vacancy.", Linda blurted. My eyes opened widely. I shook my head. I couldn't believe it. I fell asleep at the wheel. My heart was pounding, as I pondered the thought. There seemed to be no reason to tell Linda of this slip up. " Tony, it had an arrow pointing to the right.", she 48 said excitedly. With the rain pouring as it was, I didn't need to slow the car down much to make the turn. The road was a bit narrower than anticipated. However, beggars can't be choosers. After three miles, we crossed the St. Mary's river. The road was no longer paved. It was barely wide enough to support one car. The rain would not let up. The trees were scratching both sides of the car. The sounds created by this, were enough to totally break my concentration. I was quite convinced that we were not about to find a hotel. Linda was a nervous wreck. A very unexpected sight approached. A small river was close. However, there was no bridge. I closed my eyes and reopened them. There was still no crossing. The car came to a stop. Linda didn't say a word. What was there to say? The back window was fogged over, and besides, with the downpour it was impossible to back up. I rolled the window down. The raindrops splattered in my tired eyes, and the foliage blocked my view. We were stuck. I would have to wait for some daylight and dry weather. " I'll get the sleeping bags.", I stated. Linda issued a disappointed expression. It was kind of like, she expected 49 my words to bring a solution to the problem. The car door opened about six inches and, then, some resistance was felt. The trees were thick. I pushed the door with medium effort, and the branches gave way. My foot sank a couple of inches into the mud. I raised my arm to cover my face. The wet soil was gripping my shoes. By instinct, I bent over reaching for the shoe. The wet leaves drenched my face. The branches annoyingly tickled my weary skin. I sacrificed my shoes, slipping my feet out of them. I pulled my socks off, leaving them on the ground. The damp soft earth, actually, felt comforting to my feet. The same could not be said for the rest of me. With all this happening over the period of less than a minute, I re-entered the car with the lightly moistened sleeping bags As warm and muggy as it was in the car, blankets were not needed. However, the sleepers made for good pillows. The scene was quite different than that of the beach. The two of us laid together for hours deep in thought. I think, we were just too emotionally drained to speak. My mind wandered, as I began fading off. I wished, we hadn't followed that sign. The town was just a couple miles away. But then, the realization appeared. If that hotel sign had not emerged, and Linda had not noticed, I would have run us off the road. Was this meant to be? 50 Sometime during the night, the rain stopped. Waking up with sweat dripping along most of my body, I became aware of the humid atmosphere within the car. Placing the key to "accessory", I lowered the electrically operated windows about halfway. The mild breeze cooled my damp forehead. My eyes closed and found sleep, as if never interrupted. GOLDEN IVORY CHAPTER FIVE SECLUSION The buzzing of the chainsaws could be heard from the distance. The razor edged teeth of the mighty machines destroyed in seconds, what nature took years to produce. The revving of the engines was disturbing to my ears. I could feel the gnawing pain, as if I, myself was the victim. 51 The shredding action of the saw had sliced through the giant tree. As the majestic plant fell to it's new destination, it let out a roar of protest. The screeching sound bellowed throughout the forest. The cutting continued. The trees fell one by one, each voicing it's displeasure. I looked up to witness what had to be the largest tree in the entire woods. It's trunk must have been ten foot in diameter. It demanded respect from all, who dwell in it's presence. The clouds appeared to be moving at a rapid rate. This made my head quite dizzy. I, then, realized that the clouds were motionless. As the mighty branches travelled, I had perceived the clouds as moving. However, it was the tree that was moving. It was plunging towards the earth. The woodsman must have made a mistake. The giant tree was falling in my direction. I had to flee from this spot. My legs were straining. Looking down, I noticed my feet to be buried in the muck. The ground had taken hold of me and had refused to let go. Why was I being punished? What was my wrong doing? As the tree closed in on me, the sound of the chainsaws grew louder and louder. I was soon to be crushed... My eyes shot open. A feeling of bewilderment came over 52 me. Where was I? There were no chainsaws, no screaming trees. I had been dreaming. My hand jerked in the direction of an insect on my cheek. The tiny creature had pierced my skin to rid me of a little blood. As I slapped at the irritating mosquito, it became evident that this was the source of the buzzing chainsaws. The bellowing yells of the falling trees had been nothing more than some nearby bullfrogs, welcoming the new day. What a relief. My body remained still, as my pupils studied the soggy forest. I, then, noted that this was the first rain, we had gotten in quite a while. Although it was only mid March, most of the state of Georgia was significantly behind in rainfall. Maybe the mini drought was over. As I focused on the slim pathway, in which the car set, the events of the prior night had reentered my memory banks. I stretched out my arms and wiped the sleep from my rested eyes. Linda was still in dreamland. She looked so peaceful. The soft sleeping bag offered cushion between her curled up body and the door, to which she leaned. Her tender lips formed a faint smile. She was the portrait of an angel, although she would have said that her face and hair were a mess. Quietly, I sat up in my seat. My neck was tight and somewhat sore. My back cracked, as I straightened myself up. 53 All in all, considering the awkward position, my body felt good. My brain was free of any cobwebs and quite refreshed. My pupils had finally adjusted to the morning light. Through the dirty windshield was a long stretch of evergreens. Each tall pine was straight as an arrow. I must have been tired the night before. The leaves that scraped my face were merely the leaves of some wild shrubs. There was a hand painted sign just to the right of the car. I didn't see it last night. I squinted slightly to better my perception. The sign stated "Moccasin Creek". Now, I remembered why we had to stop. Directly in front of us was a stream. The car had parked so closely that it was hard to see over the vehicle's front. A gentle sigh came from across the car's interior. It was followed by a significantly deeper yawn. Linda's eyelids lifted to uncover her lovely blue eyes. Her pupils remained fixed, as if confused of her whereabouts. She was staring right at me, but not seeing me. The trance only lasted a couple seconds. Soon, her eyes were darting all around. As she extended her arms above, she smiled. " Good morning, did you sleep well?", Linda asked. " Yea, I did.", I replied, looking at my watch, " You know, we got a good eight hours?" " Are you going to back up to the main road?", she 54 offered as a suggestion. " Yea, that looks like our only solution. The road continues ahead. I wonder why there is no bridge on the creek. But first, I got to go to the bathroom.", I stated. " Well, you're not leaving me alone out here.", Linda informed me, as her hand grabbed the door handle. The two of us opened our associated doors in a synchronized manner. My tennis shoes were still outside. I was somewhat surprised about the condition of the road. It was sandier than it appeared the night before. The ferns and shrubs that blanketed the forestry were wet. Water droplets formed and fell off of their green leaves. But, the road was quite dry. This was probably the result of the lack of rain, during the spring. We both stood up out of the car. My legs felt revived. Linda and I sidestepped to the front of the car, thereby limiting our contact with the saturated plants. There was barely enough room for us to meet in the front of the Bonneville. Linda wrapped her arm around my waist, as we studied the waterway. There was a bridge, if that's what they call a bridge. Whatever it was, it surely was not very settling. No wonder I didn't see it earlier. The crossing was obviously not designed for major traffic. It would have been safe to say, 55 the structure had not been designed at all. The construction was basic. It consisted of only four railroad ties. The builder paired them up and buried the ends in the sand. This did not look inviting. I moved towards the bridge. My bladder immediately reminded me of its restricted capacity. I walked over to the bushes and relieved myself. My tightened abdominal muscles could finally relax. When I turned around, Linda was inspecting the shrubbery on the side of the road. She pointed out that they were called inkberries. They exhibited their tiny cream colored flowers. Many of them were unfolding their delicate petals, exposing the golden yellow nucleus. Linda was the plant expert. She had obtained an Associates’ in agriculture at Trident Technical College in Charleston, while I was enjoying my stint in the navy. She was a horticulturist. She worked really hard to establish her own landscape design business, when we moved to Danburg. As with most any venture, the beginning was not too profitable. But, it's starting to take off real well. My eyes moved back to the questionable bridge. I proceeded to walk across, simulating a gymnast on a balance beam. Linda watched from safer ground. The length was only a tad bit longer than ten feet. The creek below was flowing 56 to the south. It widened to about twenty feet to the north. As I gazed at the wider portion, a male Red-winged Blackbird sang in the cattails. " O-ka-Leee", he said, as he showed off his brilliant red shoulder patch. He flew off, noticing the human presence. I, now, stood on the other side. A quick observation was all it took to come to the conclusion that Linda did not want to cross the bridge. Her eyes were darting back and forth, studying the work of art. She was very hesitant. " Come on over, the weather's fine.", I gestured. She forced a fake smile that quickly disappeared. Actually, the task was not that dangerous. The wood was a foot and a half wide and plenty sturdy. ( at least for a person. I still wasn't sure about a car. ) And besides, if she did happen to lose her balance, it was only a four or five foot drop. The concern on her face was too much for me. I stepped back and helped her across. Just beyond the bridge was a small clearing. The thickets of inkberry shrubs had blocked it from view, when standing a short distance away. With little delay, I was examining the small area. It was definitely large enough to turn the car around in. The ground level was slightly higher than rest of the forest. Therefore, I concluded it was dry enough to support the weight of the vehicle. There was only 57 one question left, did I feel lucky? That bridge scared the heck out of me. However, the thought of backing up for three miles didn't appeal to me, either. The clearing was overgrown with ferns. Near the back, some pink flowers stood out, and beyond that, a huge clump of inkberry bushes. Linda wanted to identify the attractive blossoms. As we waded through the waist-high ferns, a few mosquitos introduced themselves. I was surprised that there weren't a whole bunch more. It was early in the spring and most of the population had yet to hatch. Linda studied the plant for a brief instant. She classified the fragile pink flower to be a Dwarf Laurel. As she held a small group of the blooms to inhale their sweet fragrance, I investigated the area beyond the flowers and shrubs. Something was missing, like another clearing. It was difficult to view past the thick wild shrubbery. But, behind the foliage, there appeared to be trail. Curiosity had gotten the best of me. Soon, I was trampling through the natural barrier. Linda heard the commotion and picked her head up, to see what I was doing. "Be careful, there could be snakes in there.", she shouted. ( Linda hates snakes ) I stopped and acknowledged. At this point, I stood on my tip toes and analyzed the scene. It was a trail. A very 58 thin one, but nonetheless, it was a trail. " Hey, honey.", I whispered. ( why was I whispering? who was there to hear me?), " There's a pathway going back along the creek." " Probably a fishing hole back there.", she suggested, not sounding nearly as interested ,as I had hoped. My mind was perplexed. Was this venture a good idea? Or, was it an invitation for trouble? The ground was moist, but plenty sturdy. It seemed, as if to contain a high percentage of sand. However, according to the map, we were only a few miles from the southern border of the Okefanokee swamp. So, how far could I go before my knees would be buried in the muck? Another small detail was snakes. Linda was a right. There were a few species of dangerous snakes in these parts. But, what were a few risks? The inquisitive side won. "Let's check it out!", I said Linda looked upset. She turned her head away, as if not wanting to face me with the next offering. " I don't know we're not out for this kind of stuff. We're city kids, not Grizzly Adams.", she related in a concerned manner. She did have a point. Between the two of us, we could probably identify anything the eye could catch. But, we had never gone this deep into the wild. Sure, we had visited many refuges, but this was much different. This was so primitive, 59 completely untouched. Out here there was no forgiveness. There were no guardians, watching over to protect us from danger. Perhaps, those conditions were what intrigued me. What was beyond these thick bushes. Where did the path go. " I'll get a stick first.", I told her. She rolled her eyes in disapproval. I wasn't sure if this was an objection. It may have been more of a way to "pin the blame on me", in the case that something did occur. It longer than expected to find an adequate branch. ( as if there was such a thing, as an "adequate" branch to fend off poisonous snakes and man-eating alligators ) I stroked it through the air a couple times, following with a slash through the dense ferns. It was safe to say that, judging by her unimpressed look, Linda was not convinced that the stick would be a satisfactory weapon. We shoved our way through the concentrated branches of the inkberries. It was a bit more of a struggle for Linda, but she too, completed the task. We, now, stood smack dab in the center of the narrow trail. It became immediately apparent why the path had been so thin. Down at my feet, hoofprints appeared. There were so many of them, it was difficult to locate a single print that had not been marred by another. This was a well travelled avenue. As Linda looked to the east, she anxiously offered an 60 explanation, " Look, the trail heads straight for the stream. I bet, the animals use this pathway to get to their drinking hole." Linda was a relatively quiet woman, but she enjoyed her share of the credit. She seemed proud of the fact that she came to the conclusion first. It was a good thing, though. Because, Linda's face no longer expressed fear and concern. Her involvement brought out her curiosity. " Let's see where this thing leads.", she suggested, while nudging me in the back. It was rare for her to be so impatient. " OK, OK, We gotta be careful. Perhaps, you would like to lead?", I offered. She took a small step backward, defining her bravery. I let out a mild chuckle and turned to begin the journey. The trail headed north. Although not that dark, it became apparent that the inkberries required more light than the thicker part of the woods had offered. The sandy soil was covered with an abundance of ferns. The perpetual covering of the rich green ferns carpeted the earth's floor. " What kind of pines are these, Linda?", I asked in astonishment to their numbers. " I believe they're pinus palustris.", she answered in a positive tone. 61 " Pinus pa-what?", I questioned. Linda loved to drop scientific names on me. " Palustris, a longleaf pine. I'd have to look it up to be one hundred percent sure." Each tree was straight and tall. The trunks seemed to be as wide near the top, as at the ground. The bark was rough and sort of two-toned. The majority was of a grayish tint. The other color was a yellowish brown or tan. It made for an interesting contrast. Although there were literally thousands of these trees, there was still significant lighting. It wasn't dark and gloomy like a jungle. While scanning the pines, I noticed that the branches began thirty foot or so from the ground. The needles were sparse in comparison to most pines. This provided enough sun to support the ferns. It,also, allowed us to see our way through. The bullfrogs continued their chant in the background. A robin could also be heard. His rich and harmonious song was always a comforting experience. An occasional mosquito or fly would buzz by, but it was certainly not enough to complain about. The path ran near the edge of the stream for about a quarter mile. Just as the thought of turning back entered the picture, my curiosity reappeared. 62 " What's that up ahead? Does it look like a clearing?", I asked. " There sure is a lot of light. Maybe, the swamp is nearby. Hold on to that stick.", she warned in an interested, but cautious voice. The ground was still solid. If it was the swamp, the ground would have been soggy, wouldn't it? I didn't realize it at the time, but we were moving much faster than before. In no time, we had reached the clearing. " Wow.", Linda exclaimed in complete astonishment, " This is incredible. Look at the view of the stream." I looked over, catching sight of a pair of mallards as they fed. She was right. It was incredible. The opening was about a hundred foot in both directions. It was like a miniature sand dune. There were no ferns or trees on it. The ground was considerably sandier than the forest trail. This was probably the reason for it being barren. The hill was possibly three or four foot higher in elevation, just enough to give it a mound-like appearance. By this time, we were standing in the center of the well hidden area. Linda and I slowly turned around, to perceive this secluded hideaway from all different angles. To the south and to the east was similar to the roadside. It had the numerous longleaf pines fronted with inkberry bushes. 63 Their flowers, probably due to the additional sunlight, were more vivid. To the north, there were some of those engaging pink laurels. There was also another flower. It had four white petals with long dangling, yellow stamen. Linda, later, referred to them as Meadow Beauty. As well as to the other directions, the pines continued. To the west was the most intriguing of them all. The stream was about thirty feet wide at that point. It looked to be quite shallow, maybe knee deep. On the other side of the creek was some tall grass mixed with ferns and dense woods. The sand continued down to the water on the clearance side of the stream. It looked much like a beach. As I studied the stream with it's cattails and occasional rock, the pair of mallards flew off without muttering a sound. It, then hit me. Why did the trail start at the creek, when there was a perfectly adequate drinking hole here? Perhaps, the deer and other critters used the pathway for travelling purposes. Linda swung in front of me, clung to my hands, and in a child-like style said, " Can we spend the night here, you know…camp. Oh please, come on Tony." I was already thinking of the numerous photos that could be taken. The possibilities far outmatched any park or national refuge. But, since she was the one that brought it up, I had to sound undecided. 64 "Well, if we do, we can't go to the refuge. We'll have to leave for home tomorrow morning.", I stated, pretending not to be as excited as her. "That's fine. Oh Tony, you're such a sweetheart.", she replied. We hiked back to the car. We moved much faster than the first leg. Linda crossed the bridge, this time not requesting aid. As the two of us approached the car, a difference in opinion was evident. Linda had went directly to the trunk. " What are you doing?", I asked. " We have to get the sleeping bags and tent.", she answered, innocently. " Yea, but we gotta park the car over there, in that turnaround.", I came back, pointing to the other side of the questionable bridge. " You're crazy.", she stated. " Honey, what if someone drives down this road? We're blocking it.", I explained. " Who's going to come down this road?", she said. " We did.", I declared, rather abruptly. She was about half convinced, but she also knew that I wouldn't give in on this one. She sidestepped the car and soon was near the passenger door. 65 "I'll need you to stand beyond the bridge. You can give me directions," I directed. Linda walked across the boards to the opposing side. She gave a few hand signals. Soon, the front tires were lined up with the railroad ties. The car moved cautiously ahead. I glanced at Linda. She had her teeth clamped tightly together. I, myself, was mighty nervous. The car was now fully supported by the bridge. Linda motioned for me to continue straight ahead. The bridge was plenty strong, and within a short minute, the Pontiac stood motionless in the temporary parking spot. My muscles relaxed and a sigh of relief slipped out. " I still say you're crazy.", Linda said, as she greeted me at the door with a big smile. It took two trips over the period of an hour to get all the equipment to our campsite. We had a wealth of food, since we were already planning on camping at the state park. We had a couple of gallon jugs of water. I put those in the trunk, after that last breakdown. By noon, the tent, sleeping bags, camera equipment, utensils, and food was at the site. Before setting up the tent, we felt like exploring, so the two of us went down to the widened stream. To the left (north) you could only see a few hundred feet, before it 66 veered away. To the right, though, you could see all the way back to the road. As I squinted, my eyes could barely make out the bridge. I seen a Great Blue Heron and a couple Snowy Egret down a ways. I'm sure we were being too noisy, at that point, to see them up close. On the opposite side of the water, the shell of a box turtle slowly moved towards the waters edge. As he neared the stream, his head poked through the grass. He was a Three-toed Box Turtle. The orange head was a dead give away. He spotted me immediately and jerked back into the grass. The box turtle is strictly a land dweller, therefore he was there merely for a drink. Meanwhile, Linda was looking at the flowers. She was checking out the scent of the Meadow Beauties. Suddenly, I heard her yell out a frightened scream. I ran over to her aid. She was pointing towards the bushes. As I pinpointed the problem, a mild sigh left my lips. "Man, don't scare me like that. I thought you had been bitten by a snake or something.", I said excitedly. The culprit was a large Orb Spider, commonly called a garden spider. He had spun a substantial web between a small pine and an inkberry. She (the spider) in the center of this masterpiece, awaiting an unsuspecting victim. A deer fly flew into the transparent web. She acted uninterested. The 67 fly struggled to get free. I went back to the camera bag and grabbed my Nikon, along with the flash and macro lens. With the macro lens, I was able to get within a couple of inches of the arachnid. Through the special optics, she looked like a monster. Her legs were long and powerful. The black markings throughout her yellow body were so well defined. A grasshopper lit onto her domain. This time, she reacted much differently. She commenced to wrapping the prey with her silk instantly. And when finished, she pierced her mighty jaws into the trapped insect. The poison secreted would kill the grasshopper, and she,later, would extract the liquid from it's dead body. We worked together on the tent. It was a medium sized tent, sleeping four or five. The thing I liked about it was the height. It allowed me to stand fully. This tent was also my photo blind. With the aid of a seamstress, namely my wife, I was able to design a pretty unique blind. Linda and I constructed our shelter about twenty foot from the creek. The front of the tent was where the camera would stick out. This would be the end facing the stream. The rear contained the entrance. The tent could be entered and exited without being seen from the water. On the front, I had cut out a slit about four and one 68 half feet up. This would serve as the hole for the lens. Linda had sewn a Velcro strip on it. When not being used as a blind, we would just press the two ends together. A plastic sheet would be draped over and tied down in the event of precipitation. Also on the front, we fabricated a large viewing window. On the lower section, we cut a two foot high by four foot wide hole. Again, we used Velcro strips. This time, fastening a semi-transparent plastic sheet. The plastic was very smoky. From the outside, nothing could be distinguished within the tent. From the inside, since the eyes are close to the window, we could identify movement on the outside. And for when the unit was not being used for photography, a piece of canvas would be fastened for privacy. The logic behind the design was quite simple. We could watch a large area via the window. When a bird flew in or rabbit hopped by, it would be detected. At that time, I would locate it on my telephoto lens and photograph it, if applicable. The magnification would make it hard to spot things without the aid of the window. We put the last stake into the sandy soil. We had yet to set up the photo equipment. A lengthy growl erupted from the midsection. The day had brought so many offerings that time was the last thing on our minds. It had been almost 69 eighteen hours, since our last meal. " Honey, Let's eat. I'm starving.", I suggested. " Sounds good. White or wheat.", she asked. " White is fine. We should put everything in the tent and eat in there. The sooner we get hidden, the sooner the animals will start showing their faces.", I directed. We brought our stuff into the shelter. There was ham and cheese sandwiches and chips. It was time to set up the equipment. My tripod was a Bogen model 3021. It was extremely sturdy. This being necessary to support the weight of the heavy lens. The next step was to mount the lens onto the tripod pad. I had a Vivitar 120-600 mm zoom lens. I wanted a Nikon of equal range, however, the cost was near three grand. So, I settled for the cheaper brand at just over five hundred. Besides, it took excellent pictures. After cleaning the end of the lens, I placed a skylight filter on it, to cut down on the glare. I, then, stuck the lens through the manmade opening. It was time to twist the camera onto the mount. My camera was a 35mm Nikon N2000. It had all the automatic functions for Linda. I always used it in manual for better results. The next step was to hook up the electronic release. This allowed me to snap a shot without physically touching the equipment. This was important, because of the large 70 amount of magnification. The subjects size would be multiplied by twelve at 600mm. The subject's movement would be increased by the same amount. With the film I used, this was particularly essential. I removed the film from it's cylindrical container. It was Kodak ISO 64 slide film. This film was very slow. Because of this, more light, less movement, or a combination of the two was required. Despite the difficulty in it's use, the picture quality was incomparable. It produced a deeper, less grainy color. The film was loaded and barring any problems with batteries, we were ready. It was time to sit and wait. If there was one thing I had learned, it was patience. When my photo status was that of a mere beginner, my impatience was excessive. I would try to stay in one place, but if it took over half an hour, I was out stalking. Very few animals will allow a human to get within "photo distance", no matter how large the lens. And whenever I did get close enough, by the time my finger was ready to push the button, the creature was gone. That was something that people could never understand. Just because I packed a high magnification, they thought pictures could be taken a quarter mile away. In reality, twenty foot was the maximum for a small bird. There was nothing to do now, but wait. I heard some 71 birds in the distance, but none were within reach. It would probably take a while yet. We, more than likely, caused more commotion than the wildlife was accustom to. Once again, I could hear those robins. It was always uplifting, when the rich caroling notes of the American Robin could be heard. It was like they were telling me to cheer up. They would sing, "Cheer-up, cheerily, Cheer-up, cheerily." A much louder sound bellowed over the song of the redbreast. It was quite unmistakable and brought anxiety. If I could photograph the Sandhill Crane up close, it would make the whole trip worthwhile. The loud rattling of this majestic bird carried so far, that guessing it's location would have been impossible. " Is that a bird?", Linda whispered, looking interested, if not a bit scared. " Yea, do you wanna make a guess?", I quizzed. I was quite sure, she hadn't heard this one before. " It must be an awful big one. It's not the Whooping Crane is it?", she guessed. " I wish. No, but that's a good try. Crane was correct; but, it's the Sandhill. The Whooping sounds more like a trumpet.", I stated quietly. The bullfrogs were, once again, leading me to believe 72 that the critters would soon be coming out. Another noise shot it's way into the air. It sounded like the shots from a .22 caliber rifle. Not deafening, like a shotgun, but sharp and defined. I knew at once that a woodpecker was the culprit. The noise seemed to be coming from behind. I poked my head out the entrance, which was already unzipped. About halfway up a pine was a Red-headed Woodpecker. His brilliant red head outlined him from rest of the forest. As I studied the tree clinger at work, harsh cries filled the air. A Blue Jay had spotted me. As usual, he was tattling on us. I jerked back inside, and a few seconds later, he flew off. Or maybe, he just shut up! I walked over to the camera and started scanning the area through the viewfinder. " Do you see anything, honey?", Linda asked. " No, it'll take a little longer, maybe, a half hour or so.", I answered, moving down to watch through the window. " Well, come on over and relax, then.", she suggested in a slightly romantic voice. I scouted the stream for any action. A little breather would do me good. kneeling frame. It was silent. I moved towards Linda's I sat down in front of her. My physique slowly leaned back and nestled in her comforting softness. Linda began to massage my shoulders with a relaxing 73 grip. Her tender lips caressed my tired neck. Her lovely voice filled my ears with a soothing melody. Her body gently swayed, as I slipped into a welcome sleep. GOLDEN IVORY CHAPTER SIX RECEIVING EXPOSURE The mid-day sun dispersed it's warm rays through the thin canvas material. It's gentle heat soothed my resting body. My eyelids shielded the brightness from my napping eyes. The comforting darkness was relaxing. 74 An unfamiliar noise barked from outside the enclosure. My eyes opened widely. I immediately covered them with my hands. After a half minute, the pupils had contracted sufficiently to conform to the new lighting conditions. My head was fuzzy. I sat, contemplating on another hour of sleep. I didn't even realize that something had awakened me. The sound blurted out, once again. This time, the sound waves entered my brain and registered. I moved to the camera's viewfinder. Linda woke up, during my short travel. I moved the lens slowly, as it pivoted on the tripod. Soon, the offenders were spotted. There was a White Ibis wading near the front shoreline side of the stream. A Tri-colored Heron was standing on the sand near the ibis. It looked as though the ibis had found a good fishing spot, probably a school of minnows. The heron seemed to want a part of the action. He would take a few jerky steps in the direction of the ibis. He would, then, poke at the white bird, apparently missing on purpose. All of a sudden the heron let out a deep croak. He screamed out two more of the strange words. Meanwhile, I was setting my shutter speed and aperture for the birds. Due to the quick actions of the heron, I selected a fast speed. I would have to sacrifice the depth of field. The background focus was not needed for this shot, 75 anyhow. I set the aperture to it's largest point. The f-stop was 5.6. Now, all that remained was a minor focus adjustment. Just as my hand grabbed for the shutter release, the ibis had lost his patience. He uttered an aggressive grunt followed by a short growl. The far from fearless heron flew off immediately. His long white legs dangled in the air, as his powerful wings carried him to a safer location. I readjusted my camera settings, focusing on the single white subject. His legs were red, as was his beak. The bare face was more pinkish than red. Everything else was white. This particular species of ibis had prominent black tipped wings. However, this could only be viewed, when the bird's wing was unfolded. I started releasing the shutter, trying several different speed and aperture combinations. This process was called "cascading". It allowed for error in light measurements and subject movement. In other words, if my shutter was too slow for the first picture, the animal would have a blurry appearance. But, since I had also taken a picture at a faster speed, this one would come out much sharper and more detailed. The same held true for pictures that were too light or too dark. The ibis may have heard the mild sounds of my camera, but they didn't bother him. He jerked his head slightly and 76 remained still. With one complete, single motion, his bill was charging into the shallow water. His remarkable patience netted him a tasty surprise. It was not a minnow. Once I saw the crayfish, I realized why the ibis would not allow the heron to approach. Crayfish was a favorite among ibis colonies. With the live crustacean securely clamped, the ibis began raising his wings. The black tip exposed. I thought about setting up for an action shot, but I quickly learned that the roll was spent. Normally, a beeper would have informed me of this condition, but I had it silenced. There wasn't nowhere near the time, needed to reload, available. So, I just watched the bird's legs bend halfway into a crouch. His upper body strength launched his body, as his muscular wings started pounding. Soon, he disappeared. Linda was rubbing her eyes. She let out a noticeable yawn. I looked at my watch, figuring I had slept the day away. However, the time was a pleasant relief. It was only two o'clock. I should have noted this by the suns position. While I was shooting pictures, the sun was to the right and slightly behind. This was an excellent condition. There was probably only two hours of perfect lighting left. After that, the sun would be in front of us, creating a major glare. This would have resulted in silhouettes. I proceeded to load 77 the film. " Hey honey, we're starting to get some action here.", I spoke softly. " Really, How long have I been sleeping? ", she asked in a befuddled tone. " Not very long.", I replied. As I sat down watching out the viewing port, Linda joined me. She smiled and moistened my cheek with her soft lips. She sat indian style next to me. All of a sudden, a cloud appeared to move in front of the sun. Not long ago, there wasn't a cloud in the sky. The large shady figure quickly floated across the plastic window. And, then, an identical shaded portion flew across. That was not a cloud. I stood up, too quickly. I began to feel severely light-headed. Dark spots tingled within my sights. The dots rapidly increased. I could no longer see. Realizing the possibility of passing out, I bent to my knees. My lungs expanded fully. I inhaled deep breathes. Within a few seconds, ( minutes maybe ) my eyesight returned to normal. This time, I raised my frame more carefully. My heart began pounding harder. Standing before me were a pair of Sandhill Cranes, only twenty foot away. Immediately, my fingers were moving, adjusting the camera. 78 They were both about four feet tall. The red fore head and gray body filled the viewfinder. However, they kept moving to one side or the other. I had problems keeping them in the frame. As they move about, I witnessed truly quite a sight. The two birds faced each other. Almost at the exact same time, they leaped into the air. Their feet were pushed forward, as if they were sitting on the air. The incredibly long wings were fully extended. Out of nowhere, they began screaming these loud croaking calls. They were mating. This was much different than the voice, I heard earlier that day. The two, then, bowed to one another. This was absolutely unbelievable. Poor Linda wasn't able to see any of this. I pondered the idea of letting her look, but I couldn't chance it. If they would just hold still for ten seconds, their image would be mine. I had just completed the finishing touches. I took an extra second to allow them, to define their area. I, now, had them centered, permitting enough room for their magnificent mating dance. The sounds were very loud from where we stood. I moved to grab the shutter release, which was dangling by it's cord. " Kip, Kip!", screeched a newcomer, " Kip, Kip, Kip, Kip!" 79 They stopped right in the middle of their performance. Both of them moved a few feet to the left. Just as I was ready to shoot the picture, I noticed they were out of the frame. I, speedily, shifted the camera to the left. As my fingers anxiously fumbled with the equipment, they stood perfectly still with their long necks stretched high into the air. Before the cranes were fully in focus, they flew off out of sight. As the huge wading birds escaped, one of them yelled out the familiar rattle. The sounds of the Sandhills vanished, but it was anything but silent. The intruders voice was clear and decisive, " Kip, Kip, Kip, Kip!" My body felt uneasy. I knew that it was important to keep myself together. I was so close to photographing one of the truly remarkable acts of the animal kingdom. Anger wasn't the feeling inside. Depression would better describe it. There was little, I could have done. It was difficult to keep them in the picture. In fact, I had zoomed down to 120 mm. It just never occurred to me, how large this bird actually was. " Kip, Kip, Kip, Kip!", once again, came from beyond. I knew exactly who the "bad guy" was. He had taunted Linda and I, once before. About a two years back, we were stalking some Wood Storks in the marshes of South Carolina. 80 This gossipy bird would tell on us. He would fly along the edge of the marsh about fifty foot ahead. Screaming at the top of his lungs, he would warn all the swamplife with that sharp alarming call. He would make it very difficult to approach anything. I sat down in disgust. The crane episode was discouraging, but I wasn't giving up either. Besides, very few people had ever been lucky enough to witness such an event. It, then, dawned on me that I was so taken in by the dramatic display, I had yet to mention the situation to Linda. For all she knew, it was merely a couple of birds fighting. As soon as I sat down, Linda got up and commenced to viewing. " Kip, Kip, Kip, Kip!", said the tattle tale. " Tony, Tony, that's one of those tattling birds. You remember, with the long legs. They have a funny name, oh yea, stilts, right?",she excitedly stated, while keeping her voice down to scarcely above a whisper. She was right. I didn't have to look. However, for Linda, I looked. There he stood. There that little bastard was. Actually. this specimen is rather interesting. His black and white body was very well defined. His sleek black beak was as glossy, as the rest of the black portions on his form. Those long legs looked about twice as long, as they 81 should have been, hence the name stilt. The full common name was the Black-necked Stilt. He was too far away for a descent picture. And secondly, it would have seemed more like a consolation prize. As I tossed around the idea of scaring him off, ( to prevent more mishaps ) he left on his own. I proceeded to tell Linda the whole story. While I was explaining the incident, Linda spotted movement through the plastic. It came from the other side of the stream in the form of a large rodent. That's precisely what it was. An adult Marsh Rabbit fed on the grass blades. He was an easy target. I focused in on the cinnamon coat with little problem. He seemed so tranquil, but I knew that he was constantly aware of the surroundings. His tail was practically nonexistent, as with all Marsh Rabbits. Those short legs and small, broad ears differed him from the majority of the Leporidae family. The rabbit was slowly enjoying his mid-afternoon meal, when something caught his attention. Suddenly, his relaxed frame stiffened to a tense condition. He, then, exhibited a characteristic that sets he and the Swamp Rabbit apart from the others. With one fluent motion, the animal was in the water. As I retreated my zoom lens to 120 mm, I was able to view 82 a much larger area. I could see his eyes and nose barely exposed above the water. As he gradually swam against the current, a shadow sailed across the creek. Linda informed me of it's size. She had been watching through the window. In her own words, " it was big and fat ". The worst predators to the rodents were hawks and owls. The bird eventually lit high above. It was one of the most furious of all the hunters of the forest. His luminous yellow specs projected through the tree branches. A picture would have been impossible. The limbs covered a major portion of the body from our viewpoint. I could not believe how prominent those glaring eyes were. His long ear tufts were widely spaced upon his mighty head. He was a combination of brown, gray and white. Linda had been left out of a lot of the action. I motioned for her to look through the scope. She stood up, squinted her left eye, and watched with her right. " That's a Great Horned Owl, isn't it?", she whispered in a anxious, but quiet manner. " Yep, see his ears?", I guided. " Yea, he's massive. What is he doing out in the daytime?", she asked. " Oh, they come out in the day, sometimes. Do you see what he's looking at?", I questioned. " He's definitely staring at something, but I can't 83 find it.", Linda replied, after moving the lens to several positions. " He's watching that rabbit in the water.", I stated. " What rabbit.", she asked, almost too loudly. I stood back up. Linda gave way, allowing me to use the camera. Where had he gone? The owl continued his dedicated watch, but where was the rabbit. The search persisted until I found the furry guy. The reason, he was hard to locate, was that he had changed directions. The rabbit was heading back towards his enemy. He, then, started turning again. I realized that he was paddling around in a circle. Every couple revolutions, he would he would go closer to the edge. My guess was to allow his feet to touch bottom, thereby giving him a breather. The owl had not missed a single glimpse of his hopeful prey. I prepared my camera for an action shot. The light meter on the Nikon indicated insufficient light for the speed required. The minimum setting for a clear shot would have been 1/125 of a second. With the type of film I was shooting, even with a fully opened aperture, the picture was unobtainable. It was times like these, I wished I carried a roll of ISO 400. The mighty bird of prey dipped somewhat. His shoulders shrugged. He was preparing to attack. I was glad, Linda would 84 not see this. She loved bunny rabbits. I had to decide, if this should be mentioned. It was probably better left alone. However, she would know that something went on out there. I decided that I would tell her that the owl missed, even though this was highly unlikely, given the rodent's predicament The owl leaped with one forceful push. Each thrust of his powerful wings displayed the ultimate strength, in which the creature possessed. Soon, he was gliding. His bearing was straight and distinct, heading directly toward the unfortunate critter. Just as the horned owl began to reach out his razor-sharp talons, the rabbit's snout disappeared. It was gone, as if never there. The rabbit must have went down deep. The soaring bird tried to pull up. He raised his legs and began to rapidly flap his giant wings. But, it was too late. He had already committed himself. His feathers only skimmed the top few inches of the stream. However, due to the size and momentum, a considerable splash developed. The giant owl never really lost control. As quickly as the crash transpired, he was flying back to a sturdy branch. I hoped, he would land into a clear area. I had yet to photograph this spectacular species. This would not be the case, though. The owl did not land at all. He continued on above the trees and 85 out of sight. My lens quickly moved to find the victorious critter. I zoomed in and out in a vigorous search. At last, he had surfaced. His entire head was above the water, as he neared the shoreline. He appeared very tired, perhaps, just relieved. The rabbit must have found a deep hole. That was the purpose of his circling. At least, that was my deduction. The owl didn't even attempt to stab his talons into the water. The rodent must have been a good couple foot below the surface. From my point, it was all speculation. I looked down to Linda. She apparently had lost her patience. She was fed up with missing the action. I could not blame her. She had taken a jack knife and cut a small square out of the plastic window. It was just big enough to peek through with one eye ( about two square inches ). " Did you see that?", she questioned in a very happy tone. I paused before answering. My mind was still arguing on whether I should have been upset about the newly constructed "peephole". The fact that it didn't disrupt the animal's normal routine drove me to a generous conclusion. Besides, last time I got angry, it had cost me a bunch of roses. 86 " It was exhilarating, eh?", I said continuing, " How long ago did you do that?" " Right when you took the camera back.", she responded without hesitation. It was quite inconsiderate for me not to have done something before. Originally, I contemplated using clear plastic, but I figured that it would influence the animals. Maybe, the little hole would work. Only time would tell. Over the next two hours, I obtained good closeups of a Great White Egret and a Yellow-crowned Night Heron. They both stayed a while, proving that the small hole did not irritate them. I enlarged the hole to about six inches. This would eliminate the required squinting. The birds were still unaware. Or, they just didn't care. The sun had moved in front of us. I could no longer obtain highly detailed photographs. Any picture, in which I took, would have a silhouette appearance. The long sharp bill and slender neck of an Anhinga glided through the water. The snakebird was submerged halfway up his long neck, proving that the water had at least significant depth. He was slowly moving, in search of small fish. Suddenly, his head darted below the surface. When he returned to his initial position, he displayed the catch. The Anhinga had stabbed a minnow. With a short, quick stroke, 87 he flung the fish upwards and swallowed it whole. According to the books, they eat their food head first. However, from this standpoint, it could not be determined. The bird continued on, until he was no longer within vision. I was hoping, he would entertain us with his fascinating drying technique. In this case, his stomach was probably, not yet satisfied. I remembered back to the time, we watched the peculiar antic. He had climbed upon a large rock. Holding both wings out, he had shaken the excess water off. After a few seconds, he had stopped. Turning against the hot sun, he had continued to hold out his wings. It had reminded me of a "flasher". The wings were not fully extended. In my estimation, they had been outstretched about two thirds of the way. The Anhingas, as well as the cormorants, do not have the glands that secrete oils. This oil allows the many birds to dry by the process of "preening". So, the Anhingas must use the sun to radiate upon their wet feathers. The length of time required, I will guess, would be, as little as, a half hour to, as long as, two hours. Anyhow, getting back to the tent, Linda and I were about to call it quits. But then, a Tri-colored Heron flew in. He landed on this side of the creek. His back faced the camera. A rasping noise came from the throat of this medium-sized 88 wading bird. The sounds were similar to the fellow, whom engaged in battle with the ibis. I decided to get a picture of the bird ( also known as the Louisiana Heron ), since I missed him earlier. It was obvious that the lighting would create a dark image, but I was tired and hungry. After snapping a half dozen shots, I dropped the shutter release and sighed. " Hungry?", I asked. " Starving. Do you think it's alright to have a fire?", she requested. " Well, I think so. I'll have to see, if I can't gather up some wood.", I responded. " OK, I'll prepare the food.", she offered. There was plenty of dead branches in the woods. Within ten minutes, I had enough wood to burn through the night. Rocks were hard to come by, so I improvised. With a small retractable spade, a campfire sized hole was dug. The sandy soil made the task a breeze. It could have been done, actually, with my hands. Grabbing the newspaper that we had purchased back in Florida, I placed a layer on the bottom. ( saving, of course, the sports section ) Some small branches were the next item to be loaded. Five minutes later, the fire was ablaze. Dinner was comprised of tomato soup, fruit pies, and 89 a nice warm coffee. The fruit pies were made with canned apples ( fruit pie filling ). It was one of those pie makers, where you put the slice of bread on the maker. Then, you put a glob of filling and the other slice on. After clamping it shut and scraping away the excess crust, it's stuck into the red hot coals. They sure did taste good that day. " We need some marshmallows.", I stated, while drinking the instant coffee. " I picked up a bag of roasted peanuts. They're not marshmallows, but it's the best I can do. I'll go fetch them.", Linda said. While she was searching the bags for the nuts, I gazed up at the setting sun. It was still warm outside. My guess was seventy degrees. The trees blocked most of the sunset. A light shade of reds and blues could be seen among the tree tops. There were no bugs to speak of. Although, I feared that would change with the darkness. Maybe, the fire would ward them off. An active noise sprang from the inkberry bushes. I turned my head to see, what I expected to be, a small bird. I was wrong. A chipmunk crouched near the bottom of the bushes. He was looking directly towards me. Linda opened the tent door and returned with the snack. The chipmunk was startled. He scurried back into the protective foliage. 90 No sooner did Linda sit down near the soothing fire, chippy was back out. He approached to within about ten foot. I tossed a couple peanuts half the distance between us. With little hesitation, he had them packed neatly in his pouch-like mouth. He, abruptly, retreated to the wooded area. After a minute or two, he returned. The same routine followed. Three or four of these cycles repeated. Linda asked if I would get her a picture of this "cutie". Since the distance was short, I was able to use a flash. I attached a 150 mm Nikon lens and shot several photos of the furry critter. Chippy hung around a little while after the last peanut. After he was thoroughly convinced that the supply had depleted, he scampered away. There was a lot of work to be done. 91 GOLDEN IVORY CHAPTER SEVEN FULL MOON TONIGHT 92 The moon had relieved the sun of it's duties. The mid-night shift had just begun. The flawless circular shape was peeking through the tree tops. Soon, it would complete the climb and display it's radiance above the clearing. The glowing brightness was toned down by a thin gray sheet. The sky was clear, and a few of the night's early stars had emerged. The small flames from the crackling fire assisted the moon in lighting the secluded campsite. The warmth of the red hot embers reached out and massaged our skin. The rising smoke floated straight upward, justifying the calmness of the air. The breeze could not penetrate our protective barrier. Linda retreated to the tent. She returned with the two sleeping bags. She tossed the roll in her left hand to the side. Instead of using the other as a seat, as I had anticipated, she unrolled the goose down material. She unzipped it and spread it out near the fire. Not needing a verbal invitation, I stood up. I carefully stepped around the fire. Linda was already relaxing atop the soft blanket. I selected a couple of large pieces of fuel for the dwindling fire. As I sat down next to my wife, the fire greeted the replenishment with a hearty 93 blaze. The increased brightness lit up Linda's smiling face. Her innocent blue eyes sparkled, as the wood snapped in a sort of rhythm. A choir of crickets joined in. Their instruments played a soothing melody. The succession was occasionally broken by the vocals of some woodland creatures. The bass was created by the thundering bullfrogs, while the tenor was provided by a distant owl. I cupped her chin in my palm and felt the warmth of her soft cheeks with my fingertips. The flames reflected off her eyes like a mirror. My masculine fingers streamed through her silky blonde hair. I pulled her head towards mine. Our eyes gently closed, as our lips met. I had barely started to taste her delicious tongue, when she pulled away. " Lay down.", she romantically demanded. Soon, my body was resting on the comfortable blanket. Linda slipped the top button of my shirt through it's associated opening. Her eyes studied the button, until it was ready to leave the small slit. She gazed into my eyes with a seductive stare and a naughty grin. Before long, every button had been unfastened. She took my hands and led me to a sitting position. My shirt was, within seconds, setting next to the rolled up sleeping bag. While standing behind my back, Linda pulled my shoulders back onto the 94 ground. She gripped the waistbands of both my sweat pants and jockey shorts. With one fluent motion, they had joined the company of my shirt. As she stood above me , fully clothed, I felt helpless. " Stay right where you are. I've got a surprise.", she stated in a very directive manner. I began to sit up. She threw me a punishing stare. I explained to her that I wasn't going anywhere. " Do not move.", she pointed out. I remained in my position, awaiting her return. She came out of the canvas tent in the same clothes. I was expecting her to be in some sexy lingerie. She was holding something behind her back. I had no idea what it was. She held the object in front of me. " We couldn't make use of this at the beach. I'd hate to let it go to waste.", Linda suggestively responded. " Suntan lotion?", I asked. She did not speak another word. Her knees nestled up against my hips, as she knelt over my naked body. Her hands squeezed the bottle. She laid a thick trail from my navel to my neck. The oily substance felt very cool. My muscles tightened, as it touched my sensitive skin. Linda filled her cupped hand with the lotion. After setting the container aside, she lathered her hands. They began rubbing the liquid into my skin. She started with my 95 tummy and worked up to my chest in a massaging technique. She gripped harder, when her fingers reached my well-built chest. My body remained motionless, accepting this stimulating treatment. She proceeded to the attention of my legs. She worked the cocoa butter into my thighs. Soon, she was placing her fingers between my toes. I noticed that many more stars had presented their brilliance in the lucid sky. The fiddles continued their nightlong encore. The fire had died down and was no longer producing those crisp sounds. No sooner did the thought enter my head. Linda was placing more wood onto the fire. The musical beat had returned. " Turn over.", Linda directed. Within seconds, the weight of my body rested on the flat surface. Linda wasted no time. She, promptly, oozed another solid ridge, this time from my lower spine to the back of my neck. My shoulders swayed, as it's chill sent shivers throughout my entire upper body. The friction created by her travelling hands heated the oil to a soothing degree. My muscles loosened their grip. My eyelids covered my vision with a quiet darkness. I directed my perceptions to her pleasant caress. She continued until my entire body had received the 96 soothing treatment. It was over all too soon. My relaxed muscles were greedy for some additional attention. " Close your eyes.", Linda provocatively ordered. I shut my vision off, as I imagined the possibilities. The warmth of the fire made it difficult, to keep from falling into a deeper state. The arousal helped keep me awake. " Now open them.", she said. As before, she was kneeling at my side. this occasion, she was unclothed. skin a tint of orange. However, on The flames painted her She lifted the bottle above allowed one droplet to escape. and It lit upon the lower portion of her neck. I studied the trickle. It was like one lone drop of blood, escaping Dracula's lips. It, soon, picked up velocity, as it travelled downward. The drop slowed, as it followed her sensual curves. The liquid adhered to her delicate skin. I lost interest in the drop, when I noticed Linda squeezing the bottle again. This time, the liquid formed many branching lines about her chest, similar to an oak's limbs, reaching for the sunlight. She leaned down near my face. I immediately immersed my hands into the greasy lotion. I began to slowly work the liquid into her soft skin. Linda received the same procedure. 97 She seemed to enjoy it equally as well. I used the entire container. There was no use in wasting the valuable oil. As the night moved on, we shared our love. As we expressed ourselves, I noticed that I could no longer hear the woodland sounds. It was almost as if, they had stopped to listen. The moon was slipping past the treetops. short hours, it's shift would be over. for a full moon. 98 In a few It was a good night GOLDEN IVORY CHAPTER EIGHT POISON STRIPES The gray coals smoldered, as dawn approached. I rolled to my side, pulling the covers over my shoulders. The fluffy goose down brought comfort to my naked body. A thick layer of stratus clouds replaced the once clear sky. The brisk air surrounded my rough cheeks. The two day growth helped reduce the mild chill. The dim light of the early morning was 99 blocked by my resting eyelids. My mind was at ease. My body remained in a state of slumber. Neither a sole image, nor a passing dream, entered my brain. A deafening sound echoed through the campsite. My serene horizon was disturbed. My dilated pupils quickly adjusted to the dismal light. The sharp cracking noise persisted, sounding like the splitting of a large log. A few more blasts occurred, before I was able to distinguish it's origin. The source was obviously a woodpecker. Only one type could produce such intensity. It had to be the pecking of a Pileated Woodpecker. I uncovered myself to the hips. My disturbed frame jerked to a sitting position. I turned to check on Linda. She was not there! Had she decided to retreat to the tent in the middle of the night? Both sleeping bags were being used. Where was she? A brief click, followed by a winding sound came from behind the tent. It was the recognizable voice of my camera. I noticed that the lens was no longer protruding from the front of the blind. Another picture was taken. I searched for the loud bird. I quietly looked about. This was a very timid bird. To spot one was a rarity, in itself. The banging stopped. I scouted the trees. A thought came to mind. The lighting conditions were poor. Unless the 100 woodpecker posed in a still form, a clear picture was not possible, especially with that slow film. Linda must have been really excited. She knew that I had been unsuccessful in my past attempts with this tree clinger. A large blot passed through my line of vision. The flying technique was definitely that of a woodpecker. The lack of light must have interfered with my perception, though. He was larger than anticipated. In fact, he appeared bigger than his cousin, the Northern Pileated. As the silhouette vanished among the trees, the pointed tail caught my eyes. I had remembered back to a few of my sightings of the Southern Pileated. The memories included a forked tail, during flight. It seemed funny that I would remember such a thing, but most of the times I encountered one, he would immediately fly off. Hence, the only image that I received was that of flight. Did the northern species own pointed tailfeathers? If so, did they increase their range? Perhaps, my vision was blurred. Before pondering on the many more possibilities, I shrugged it off. It was insignificant. The bird was gone, fleeing in a northerly direction. It was safe to move about. I stood and stretched my well rested torso. I placed my sweatpants on and proceeded to the tent. From around the corner, I could see the long lens, sticking out through the entrance. Linda flung the canvas 101 flap open. She slid around the tripod legs and was, now, standing outside. " Did you see that? I got Woody!", Linda expressed, holding nothing back. The "Woody", she was referring to, was Woody Woodpecker ( the cartoon character ). She knew the proper name, but chose this as a substitute. Anyhow, the saturday morning personality looked much like the Pileated. " Yea, I just caught a glimpse, as he departed. How did you get to the tent without scaring him off?", I asked. " I was already inside the tent, getting some warmer clothes. I walked halfway back out and seen him land. Do you think the pictures will come out?", Linda wondered aloud. I strolled into the tent, holding the flap open. The camera had been converted for automatic control. This meant the camera would determine the required adjustments. The only problem was the low level of light. " Was he moving a lot?", I questioned. " He was pecking the whole time. But, I was in auto.", she stated, pleading for a positive response. " Well, we will just have to wait and see.", I replied. The chances of a good picture were low, but there was no reason to ruin her day The thought of a nice hot coffee was inviting. However, 102 it wasn't worth the effort required in starting a fire. Besides, we had to get back on the road, soon. There was a good five hour drive ahead of us. The granola bar less than satisfied me. My stomach still growled, as we began breaking down the tent. The shrill sounds of a katy-did replaced the cricket's violins. A nearby vireo sang a musical tune. A few warblers provided some contrast. After shaking the sand off the sleeping bags, they were tightly rolled and tied. The backpack was loaded with odds and ends. We wandered down to the stream for one final viewing. I caught a flash of the distinct spots of a Leopard Frog, as he leaped from the opposing bank. The small splash created a plop. Within the scattered cattails, another displayed his pointed nose. The overcast sky began to give way to the warming sun. It was time to leave. I donned the backpack, while Linda grabbed a sleeping bag and the camera case. I knelt down to pick up the folded tripod and the lens case. ( the large zoom lens required it's own carrying case ) I entered the trail. " We need a stick.", Linda warned. Personally' I didn't think that we would need one, but what could it hurt? I set the case and tripod down. She set her things down as well. We joined in the search for the 103 "great stick". Linda trotted towards me with an anxious look on her face. " Honey there's a lizard on the bush. He looked right at me.", she exclaimed. Linda pulled me to the inkberry shrub. There he was, a little Green Anole. He was a shade of light brown with a slight hint of green. She was correct. The reptile stared directly into my eyes. He cocked his head, somewhat, to get a better view. I returned to the camera case. Linda recommenced the hunt for a sufficient weapon. She past the shrubs and penetrated the woods. I slapped on my 50 mm and macro attachment. I taped a reflector on the top of the flash component. ( it was nothing more than a piece of cardboard wrapped with aluminum foil ) Slowly, I approached the cold blooded critter. Surprisingly, he did not flee. I reached to within two inches of his slender body. The details of his coarse, leather-like skin was remarkable. But, something was different. He was dark green. His skin changed colors in that short span of time. I held my hands completely still and gradually increased the pressure on the shutter release. The sudden intensity of the bright flash illuminated the small figure. His head jerked, but his feet remained frozen. I changed the aperture to favor a better depth of field. The camera was 104 held steady. My finger pushed down on the button, once more. As the flash lit and the animal fled, the usual camera sounds were overcome by louder ones. Just as I snapped the shot, Linda screamed. It was the loudest, I had ever heard from her. The pitch was ear piercing. She ran through the thick shrubbery, as if it weren't there. " Snake! Snake! I got bit by a snake! ", she cried. Her eyes were puffy. There were tears running down her red face. Her arms trembled. " Let me see. Where did it bite you.", I nervously asked. She opened her left hand. Below her little finger was a drop of blood. The small indentation was barely visible, but the snake had penetrated the skin. " What kind was it! ", I yelled in a very worried manner. I certainly wasn't helping matters. " I don't know.", she pouted, " It was all different colors, red and black and.." " Are you sure! ", I interrupted. " Yes, it had a bunch of colored stripes.", she answered. As Linda clutched the painful wound, I ran to my tripod. It was the only weapon, I could think of. I had to find the snake. The Coral Snake resided in these parts. If that is 105 what it was, we were in trouble. This snake possessed the most potent venom of all the snakes in the country. I tramped through the fern covered forest in a frantic search. I swung the heavy weapon through the thick ferns, hoping to spot the bastard. I heard a rustling sound. It was a snake. I could tell by the way it bent the ferns. The movement was heading straight for the clearing. The snake was probably scared. There were few things more dangerous than a frightened poisonous snake. " Linda! Get over by the water! ", I wailed at the top of my lungs. She didn't respond verbally, but when the inkberry branches cleared from my face, she was already there. The snake slithered in the sandy soil, bearing it's prominent stripes. The Coral Snake was heading directly to the water, and Linda! My legs carried me at full throttle. My mind was on one thing, only. Linda discovered the incoming serpent. She released an emphatic screech. The volume brought pain to my ears. The snake pulled up. It attempted to turn around. The skinny reptile's eyes caught sight of my much larger frame. It coiled up and stood still. I reached the two foot snake. I stood before it. I raised the sturdy metal tripod above my head. My breathe was heavy. For that moment, I had 106 forgotten everything that I had learned, nothing mattered. All that was important was that I smashed the son of a bitches brains in! My shoulders and biceps hardened. I began to pour every ounce of energy into this one motion. But, wait. It hit me. " Red on black; poison's lacked " " Red on yellow: you're a dead fellow" That was the old saying. How could I have forgotten? There was another snake. One that greatly resembled the Coral. My eyes studied the thick red stripe. It was surrounded by black on both sides. " Red on black; poison's lacked " My hands released the former weapon. I took a deep breath. My mind returned to reality, or maybe better put, to sanity. The physical and mental exertion became apparent. I felt exhausted. With my shoe, I nudged the terrified animal. As my body paced itself to another side, it retreated to the wooded land. I captured Linda's eyes, as they stared off in some sort of trance. " A King Snake, honey, a harmless King Snake.", I 107 stated, continuing to pant profusely. Linda didn't say a word. I walked to her and embraced her shaking body. Her arms held me, tightly. A tear rolled down my sweaty face. The relief was undescribable. I was nothing without her, absolutely nothing. That was the first time, the thought had came into the picture. The sticky adhesive clung to her delicate skin. As the bandage was applied, my heart slowed to it's normal pace. We made the two trips without delay. After leaving the forest for the second time, I removed my shirt. The hot sun and strain from the hike left the cotton fabric drenched. Linda still wore a troubled face. The pain in her hand had subsided. At least, that was what she told me. The car made the bridge crossing with no trouble. We stopped briefly to view the St. Mary's river. The heavy downpour precluded us from this pleasure before. Soon, the Bonneville reached the main road. I took a right, heading for the nearest telephone. The first gasoline station had a booth on the corner. I pulled into the full service lane. As the attendant pumped the petroleum, I proceeded to the phone. Using my calling card, I contacted Linda's physician, Dr. Jay Scott MD. His secretary put me right through. I discussed our dilemma. He checked a few things, putting me 108 on hold. If there was one thing, I could not stand, it was elevator music. Luckily, he knew I was calling long distance. The wait was brief. The doctor explained findings with me. After the short conversation, he wished me a pleasant trip. " Thank you, sir.", I replied in a respectful tone. The receiver was placed back to it's resting position. My index finger probed the change return, searching for any forgotten coins. It was a weird habit, but one that stuck with me. I couldn't remember the last time there was actually any money in it. Linda paid the serviceman. She talked to him for a minute or two, about something. My guess was directions. I reached over to buckle my seat belt. Linda entered the car and buckled as well. With the transmission in drive, the two-door vehicle gripped the pavement. " Well? ", Linda inquisitively stated. " Well, what? ", I teased. " Did you get a hold of Dr Scott? ", she elaborated. " Yes, I did.", I continued with the torment. " Come on, what did he say? ", she pleaded, while quickly losing her patience. " He said you are up to date on your tetanus.", I explained. He also said, the only way to get the toxin ( 109 tetanus ), was if the wound got dirty. But, I asked him to check, for Linda's sake. " What about rabies? ", she inquired. " Nope, only warm-blooded animals carry the virus.", I defined. Linda paused a moment. Then, a bright smile illuminated her more cheerful face. " He did say that you were lucky to be with an expert.", I bragged. " Yea, right.", she laughed, sporting an expression of relief. " You don't believe me? ", I sarcastically questioned. " He probably said something more like: You city slickers are lucky to be alive.", she exaggerated. I looked down to her bandaged hand. She was moving it, much more freely. " How's the hand? ", I asked in a concerned manner. She produced a mild fist. She released it, spreading her fingers, widely. " Fine. The pain is gone. How far are we from home? ", she requested. " Oh, about five hours.", I said in an unsure voice. With the aid of the air conditioner and a quick stop at Burger King, the ride was enjoyable. The sign, stating 110 "Danburg-5 miles", was a pleasant sight. As the honeymoon reached it's final minutes, an ironic thought crossed my path. I thought people got married in order to "settle down". GOLDEN IVORY CHAPTER NINE 111 MISTAKEN IDENTITY " Hey Tony, breaktime! ", yelled Jim in a powerful voice. He had to overcome the high pitched wheel grinder. Jim was the shop foreman. I released the trigger, shutting off the air supply. The rotating disc came to an abrupt stop. I climbed out of the turbine's bearing housing. With Jim's help, we placed the temporary, plywood cover over the large opening. If any foreign object ever got into the turbine, the result would be catastrophic. As usual, I was the last to enter the breakroom. Most of the guys would set the alarms on their watches, to go off five minutes prior to breaktime. But, also as usual, Mike had saved me a seat kitty-corner to his. He was my long time spades partner. " It's your bid, Tone.", Mike informed. My nickname was Tone. For some reason, I can't remember how it started. 112 I noticed that a coffee was already awaiting me. So, I slowly inspected the thirteen cards. The first card, to show it's face, was the ace of spades. My lucky day? The next twelve were trash. A king, queen of hearts and a jack of clubs were the only high ones. Beside the ace, the only other spade was the three. And, best of all, I had no diamonds. " Nil.", I proudly stated. " Good, that'll match your sex life, now that you're married.", Mike joyfully added. Mike was a great guy and my best friend however, he spared nobody, when it came to a wise crack. Sometimes, he would go too far. This time, it was harmless, and to be honest, quite funny. All four of us chuckled. Mike laughed the loudest. He admired his own comedy. Paula overheard the joke, as she strolled by on her way to the coffee pot. " Oh, that's right. Congratulations, big guy.", she said in a deep, but feminine voice.She gave me a hefty pat on the back. " Thanks, Paula.", I returned with a smile. She was one of only two girls on the day shift. Anybody, who disagreed with woman in the work force, never met Paula Sanderson. She was an attractive gal, although a bit on the chunky side. Not chunky, as in overweight, but as in muscular. One day, she had come over to help me move a journal 113 bearing. It must have weighed a good hundred, or so. We both placed our hands near the center of the moon-shaped piece of metal. As we moved it toward the rotor's shaft, my foot slipped on some lubricant. My hands remained on the bearing, while my knees broke the fall. She was, in actuality, carrying the object by herself. The surprising thing was that she didn't even grimace. She was one strong lady and an excellent mechanic. Steve and Dave decided on a bid of "team eight", and Mike stated that he would pick up four. They always stopped me from making nil, but this time, Andy ( Steve's usual partner ) was on vacation. Dave, his fill-in, wasn't exactly what you'd call a genius. Mike and I traded one card. Of course, I got rid of the ace of spades. " How's Amanda? ", Steve asked Mike, as I led out the two of hearts. " She's as hot as ever. You'll see on Friday night.", he added in a bragging tone. He was speaking of the party, he was throwing the upcoming weekend. It was his girlfriend Amanda's birthday. She was turning nineteen. Mike was twenty eight, but he didn't seem to care. He had problems, keeping girls. Yes, it was true, he always had a girl. But, it was a different one every other week. Along with that great sense of humor 114 came a "not knowing when to quit" problem. He took very few things, seriously. He had been going with Amanda for quite a while. In my opinion, the only thing that they had in common, was immaturity. At the same time, she was a very sweet and attractive girl, and I hoped the best for Mike. " How long have you two been together? ", Dave asked, as he played the ten of hearts. " Three months.", Mike boasted, yielding an eight of hearts. Dave took the lead. " Ooh, sounds like true love.", Dave exclaimed, while leading the five of diamonds. I took advantage of the diamond and tossed out my jack of clubs. ( I had some low hearts to cover my king and queen ) Steve gained the lead. He offered the six of hearts. After Mike's card, Dave through out the ace of hearts. I chuckled silently, discarding the king. Steve's eyes rolled, as he interrogated him, " Was that your ONLY heart? " Dave viewed his hand and remained soundless, for a moment. " Hey, somebody turn that song up.", he barked in an effort to change the subject. " I like that song." Jim reached over and raised the volume on the little AM/FM radio. "Jessie's Girl", by Rick Springfield, was playing. A few cards later, I got into a bit of a jam. The only heart in my hand was the queen. Steve was very crafty, and 115 there was little doubt that he knew. However, Dave had the lead. Steve smiled and spoke, " Burn him, Dave." Dave hesitated. He scratched his head with his dirty hands. He rarely washed his hands. This included, while he ate. He tossed his card onto the tabletop. It landed upside down. Quickly, he jerked his paw out to flip it over. I couldn't believe. Who's side was this guy on? Was I actually going to make nil? My heart began to increase it's rate, as I stared at the card, which possessed a brand new greasy thumbprint in the corner. " You stupid shit! What's the matter with you. He doesn't have any diamonds! ", Steve blared harshly. " Hey, no table talk.", I interrupted. I didn't really care about the "table talk". It just didn't seem fair. Dave was a little on the slow side, but that was no excuse for humiliation. Steve shook his head a couple times. One trick was all that separated me from my first nil. Mike led the five of spades. I proudly displayed the three. Steve threw his card, whizzing it by a couple heads. It landed on the floor. " Steve it's just a dumb game.", Mike added, " Don't be thinking that you are that smart. Hell, I've been reading your cards for the past two months. " What? ", Steve requested in a demanding tone. 116 " Yea, those thickass glasses reflect your cards like a damn mirror.", Mike stated, bursting into laughter. Like I mentioned before, he rarely took anything too seriously. And, he didn't know when to quit. Any fool could see that Steve was losing his temper. Mike had pushed him past the limit. Steve walked out of the large room. Steve was quite level-headed, but not this time. After all, it was monday. The rest of the day went normal. Steve apologized to Dave on the afternoon break. In fact, they came back and beat us at our own game. The second shift came in, and I was ready to hit the showers. The hard days work felt good, after taking the short vacation ( honeymoon ). I hopped into my Ford truck, a blue F150 to be exact. It was ten years old, but as dependable as they come. I waved to the overweight security guard. He was always smiling. It kind of gave me the creeps. However, he was always a pleasant sight. His chubby face signified that I was only twenty minutes from being home. The old truck's thick treads turned onto Apple Street. The brakes were slowly applied, as the machine neared the mailbox that baring the numbers 671. I entered the driveway. Our house was a soft, country blue color. The aluminum siding was trimmed with deep brown shutters. The gutters and doors matched the shutters. It was your standard two story home. 117 A large portion of the roof was made of double pane glass. This served as Linda's plant room. The glass could only be seen from the backyard. The yard was very,nicely landscaped. It was approximately one half acre. We had lived in it for six months. We lived in an apartment prior to that. We had been living together, since I left the navy, a year and a half ago. It was hard enough, holding off on sex until getting married. But, to succeed, while living together, was absolute murder. I should probably add that, when saying "holding off on sex", I mean "not going all the way". Speaking of that beautiful woman, there she was. She greeted me at the door. " Hello, Mr White.", she welcomed. " Hello, Mrs White.", I contributed with a smile. " Oooh, I like the sound of that.", replied Linda. We kissed, as our warm bodies embraced. I looked into her innocent blue eyes. My mind was savoring her gentle beauty, until it was swiftly interrupted by a pleasant smell. " What's cooking? ", I asked in an interested manner. " Chicken and Dumplings! ", she stated. Linda knew that it was one of my favorites. Dinner was excellent. It always is. I helped Linda 118 clear the table. She was going to help me develop the slides. Actually, I was going to teach her how. She had been bugging me for the last year. However the timing and temperature controls were very stringent. But, now, I had the process down to a science. I could break my concentration without ruining the film. " Well honey, are you ready? ", I asked her. " For what? ", she wondered. " To develop the pictures. You didn't forget did you? ", I requested, knowing fully well the answer. " Of course not.", She shyly stated. Actually, It shocked me that she overlooked the event. She had been considerably excited about the pictures, she had taken of the woodpecker. I changed into some raggy clothes, a tee-shirt and sweatpants. I strolled to the spare bedroom, where the equipment was stored. The upstairs bathroom was used as the darkroom. The conversion was quite simple. The first stage in the set up was to cover the window. First, I pulled the shade. Then, I placed a pre-cut piece of black felt over the opening. The window trim was fabricated with a ziplock type fastener. Plastic strips were wedged into the fastener, sealing the dark material. Next, a square table was made by 119 setting a section of wood over the bathtub. The tray warmer, funnels, chemicals, and other equipment were placed here. The sink counter was rather large. This is where I set the timer, film processing tanks, and viewbox. A tygon hose was adapted to the faucet. The hose possessed an in line water filter. The purity of the water was very critical. The first step in the procedure was to load the processing tanks. The two tanks, I owned, allowed for three rolls per container. The tanks resembled a thermos. The film had to be loaded onto the spirals in complete darkness. Once the spirals were loaded into the tanks, the lights could be energized. Since the loading was done in the dark, I showed Linda the motions in the light. With everything in place, I flicked the bathroom light switch. Linda shut the door, as she left the room. There was little sense in her standing in the pitch black. The five rolls of Kodak were set in a line to my left, and the two tanks to my right. I stood directly in front of the sink. Some scotch tape and scissors were set in the sink basin. I firmly tapped the cartridge onto the countertop. The outer skin of the roll was removed. With the scissors, I cut a tapered end. It was inserted into the spiral lugs. After transferring it to the spiral, I snipped off the spool 120 and taped down the loose film end. I was, now, ready to move on to the next roll. Two more and I could place the spiral into the processing tank. I tapped the next cartridge. The film was exposed. I reached for the scissors. I continued my work until all five rolls were properly loaded. My hands began to fumble for the little black night light. This enabled me to ensure that everything was complete, prior to filling the room with full intensity. My pupils were fully dilated, so it took a little time to focus on the area. Everything was properly locked into place. All of a sudden, I felt a mild sensation on my waist. It startled me. I realized, it was Linda. She had been in the room the whole time. She began tickling me. I grabbed her hands and pulled them down and away. I was quite ticklish. " Hey, You scared the crap out of me! ", I stated in a half surprised, half chucking tone. " You had no idea, did you? ", she quizzed. " No, I didn't, what made you do that? ", I wondered. " Oh, I figured, I'd pay you back for yelling at me, when the car broke down.", she answered, " We're even now." " Yea, I guess we are.", I said. My mind remembered the flowers that I presented to her. I had a suspicion that they would not be sufficient. 121 " Hey honey, could you hit the switch? ", I suggestively asked. She did not respond, at first. Then, the door opened. The faint sound of the light switch sounded. The brightness attacked my eyes. My eyelids shielded away the pain. As sight was regained, the image was of an empty room. Linda had left. She left the door slightly cracked. My eyes focused on the new level of illumination. The rest of the processing procedure would be done with the 100 watt bulb on. I lined up the glass containers, which would hold the various chemicals. Each small jar was labeled and marked for a particular chemical. I carefully poured the liquids into their associated containers. " Tony, did you want a drink, before we get started? ", Linda asked, as she returned to the darkroom. I shook my head to simulate a "no". She acknowledged and entered the bathroom. I had a plastic basin half full of water already warming. The heating element was set at 45 degrees Centigrade. I placed the glass jars into the warm tub of water. Each had a thermometer set into them. The required temperatures varied from 33 to 39 degrees. As the chemicals neared 35 celsius, I lowered the warming pad's setting. My hand twisted the dial on the timer. The indicator 122 pointed at the six minute mark. I studied the thermometer. The first developer was ready. I poured the chemical into the canister. As soon as the liquid was entirely transferred, the timer was started. " Tell me, when there is only ten seconds left.", I instructed. " OK, what does that stuff do? ", Linda inquired. " This is called the developer. It takes the invisible image that was created by the light exposure, and it converts it into an image.", I explained. As I inverted the canister, I interpreted to her that this was to agitate the liquid. It was important to prevent any air bubbles from coming in contact with the film. Linda informed me of the time left. The chemical was slowly poured down the drain. The timer was set at two minutes for the next stage. I throttled the faucet. The water flow was controlled to establish 35 degrees C. I stuck the hose into the processing tank, which rested in the sink. The timer began to move. The filtered water overflowed, as expected. " This is called a wash. It's done basically after each step. It removes the chemicals that don't come out, when the container is drained.", I discussed. Linda listened with the determination to understand. The two minutes were up. The next chemical jar was emptied into the processor. This step 123 would not require the aid of a time keeper. " This is the stop bath. It is used to stop the developing action.", I stated. " I thought that the wash removed the developer solution? ", she intelligently quizzed. " That's true it does. However, an extra stopper is needed. The bath is an acid. The developer is a base. Not only does the stop bath halt development, but it neutralizes the solution.", I explained. Upon the completion of the bath, I repeated a wash and a two minute reversal bath. The timer was, then, set at seven minutes. The precisely warmed liquid flowed into the tank, and the seven minutes commenced. " Tell me ten seconds before, again, OK? ", I requested. " Sure.", she agreed. " This is the color developer. It combines the light sensitive crystals, that were produced in the first developer, with the couplers.", I spoke. " Coupler? That must be the part with the color.", Linda stated. " You're absolutely correct. When formed with the silver crystals, it creates a dye.", I expounded. After the color developing was complete, the film was conditioned and washed. A bleach, to prepare for toning, was 124 added next. This followed by an additional wash. The next major step had approached. " This is called the fixer. It is used to fix the image. It makes the photographic picture permanent. This is done by making the undeveloped crystals water soluble, so they can be removed.", I said. After five minutes, the dissolved crystals were poured out with the liquid solution. A two minute stabilizer was, then, introduced. This stabilized the unexposed silver crystals. It also accelerated the process. The film was now ready to be removed and dried. I removed the three rolls of film. With a clip,I hung them into my drying cabinet. Actually, it was the linen closet. With an abundant thickness of newspapers on the bottom, I clipped them on the temporary rod. As the film dried, the complete process was repeated for the other tank. I allowed Linda to do some of the simpler parts. She did the agitating, washes, and stop bath. When the timer had ended for the stabilizing, I withdrew the film and suspended it, to dry. The previous three rolls would be ready soon. We were both anxious to see the results. However, I had learned from past experience not to handle wet slides. We adjourned to the kitchen and enjoyed a hot cup of coffee. 125 Just as I began to relax, a ring sounded in the background. " I'll get it.", Linda offered. She talked on the phone for a couple minutes and hung up. " Who was that? ", I quizzed. " That was Mike. He wanted to know, how many folding chairs we have.", Linda replied. Mike was pretty psyched up about his party. Originally, it was set up as a surprise party. But, Mike couldn't keep his own secret. We finished our coffee. It was time, to learn how well we did. This was always an exciting time. Especially this time, since the pictures were taken in such a primitive setting. I turned the switch to "on". The brightened surface on the viewer was glowing. I slowly opened the cabinet door. I unclipped the first dry strip. The column of photos was held near the illumination. The Orb Spider came out suitable. The spider's yellow body was slightly bleached from a mild over exposure. The White Ibis turned out perfect. I was very pleased with the results. " Where's my Woody picture? ", impatiently asked Linda. " Hold your horses. It's coming. ", I replied. The next couple rolls included the Marsh Rabbit, White Egret, and Yellow-crowned Night Heron. The rabbit was extra nice. The detail of his furry exterior was superb. 126 I checked the other two strips of film. They were still somewhat wet. Linda looked, as if she could wait no longer. I decided to handle the moist exposures. As long as the slides were kept an inch away from the light, they would be alright. The first image to appear was the Tri-colored Heron. As anticipated, the backlit sun created a silhouette impression. Still, they had merit. The coerced chipmunk was the next face to pop up. Once again, I was quite satisfied. The last batch of photographs hung inside the cabinet. I was as nervous as Linda. I was hoping so very hard, the woodpecker did not move too much. The answer was only seconds away. The band of images was gently held by my fingertips. The semi-transparent material was placed above the light. We viewed all three attempts. Each one fell short of success. They were blurred past the state of recognition. I considered telling Linda that I goofed, during a stage of the developing procedure. However, the needles and branches, to which the bird had clung, were in perfect focus. The creature's large head just didn't stay still enough for the slow film. The lizard photo also was in excellent condition. There was no way she would have believed me. I hated to see this. She wanted so badly for these pictures 127 to succeed. " He was too jerky, honey. At least, you got to see him.", I consoled. My right arm wrapped her shoulders. The look on her face made it apparent that she was disappointed. " Hey Linda, How come there's no red on the crest? ", I asked. The head was not distinguishable, but there still should have been a red tint to it. " There was no red. It was a female.", she answered. " A female? What do you mean? ", I requested. " Yea, a female. She had a black crest. The female isn't colorful like the male, right? ", she came back. " No, the Pileated Woodpeckers are almost identical between the sexes. They both have red crests. It had to be red.", I explained. " It was black, I'm sure. Are there any birds that look like the Pileated? ", she asked, hoping for a response. I paused for a moment. There was only one bird that was similar. It was a slightly larger bird, but the female had a black crest. However, this bird had been extinct for over ten years. The last sighting was in the late sixties, or so. It just couldn't be. The large woodpecker must have had his head cocked in a manner, to block the red from view. " Nope, that's the only thing that I know of.", I fibbed. 128 " Maybe, it was a baby. There heads don't turn red for a while, do they? ", Linda asked, searching desperately for an explanation. " I believe the young have red right from the start. Besides, that was no baby. It was definitely an adult.", I added with some emphasis. Linda did not want to give up. She had really been looking forward to this. I considered telling her that I could have done no better. But, she didn't want to hear that, although it was true. I couldn't tell her of this other bird. Linda didn't deserve to be set up for another disappointment. A funny feeling crossed my mind. I felt a chill about my shoulders. They shivered for a short instant. What about the pointed tail? Could it really have been the......... No, it couldn't be. 129 NOTE: PAGES 133 THROUGH FOLLOWING PHOTOGRAPHS: 130 138 RESERVED FOR THE Tri-colored Heron Marsh Rabbit Orb Spider Yellow-crowned Night Heron Great White Egret Green Anole White Ibis Chipmunk GOLDEN IVORY CHAPTER TEN 131 LET'S PARTY! " Hey man, you don't have a beer, yet.", Mike slurred, as he greeted us at the door. He had obviously been drinking for a while. " Not yet, bud. Where's the tap? ", I inquired. " In the utility room. Hey, get me a refill, while your there.", Mike stated, while prominently stumbling. I carried in four folding chairs. I leaned them up against the wall in the hallway. Linda followed closely behind. I could see that we were close to the last to arrive. Most of the guys from work were there. Steve and Paula doing shots of Tequila. Steve was in for a rough night. A few of Amanda's friends were there. " Here's your beer, Mike. Hi, Amanda. Happy Birthday.", I cheerfully exclaimed. " Thanks, Tony. Hi, Linda.", Amanda returned. " Hi, you look good tonight.", Linda replied. Linda didn't really like Amanda. She never thought that she was good enough for Mike. Linda told me once; she treats him, more like he's her servant. Nonetheless, Linda was 140 polite to her. " Thanks, Linda. I like your dress. Blue looks nice on you. Come on, I'll introduce you to some of my friends.", Amanda suggested in a childish pitch. Linda reluctantly followed her to the living room. My eyes observed Linda's slight wiggle. Her feminine stroll was truly graceful. I compared this to Amanda's style. Her movements were much more deliberate and mechanical. Almost as though, she knew somebody was watching. I looked to Mike. He had already finished off the large plastic cup of draft. I poured a portion of mine into his glass. His eyes were bloodshot. His whole body swayed in a small circular motion. It appeared, he would not last the entire party. He stuck out his tongue, licking the suds off his moustache. Quickly, he yanked it back in, as a powerful hiccup shot out. " What did ya get her for her birthday? ", I asked him. " A ruby ring. Ya wanna see it? ", Mike offered. " No, I can wait until she opens it. Sounds serious, though.", I concluded, fishing for a response. " Yea, I guess it is. I'm thinking about asking her to move in with me.", he added in a more sober speech. " Well, congratulations, big guy. I hope it works out.", I said truthfully. 141 We walked toward the keg. Actually, I walked. Mike stumbled. The beer was starting to taste real good. We entered the kitchen. Steve and Paula were facing each other at the table. Paula set down her empty shot glass. Steve stared at his full one. His eyes were locked into a fixed position. His jaw hung considerably. " Hey, Stevie Boy? You're not going to let a girl beat you, are you? ", Mike obnoxiously continued, " If you lose, I'll never speak talk you to, again." His speech was greatly altered by the alcohol consumption. Mike's legs started taking him backwards. He lost control. The stove stopped his reverse journey. His hand released the half full container of beer. The spilled liquid covered a small area on the floor. Mike exerted a drunken laugh. As he continued with the hideous cackle, he pulled an over abundance of paper towels from it's roll. He tossed the wad of absorbent to the linoleum. They completely missed their target. I'm sure for Mike, it was a moving target. " Come on Ste , ink it! ", Mike slurred. Steve's eyes finally moved. His head shook, as he sat up straight in his seat. He cupped the glass in his right hand. He lifted it to his mouth. Steve's chest expanded. It returned to normal, after exhaling. His eyelids tightly covered his bloodshot eyes. With no further delay, he 142 accepted the challenge. The glass was instantly emptied. His head quivered. A sharp bang echoed, as the shot glass firmly met the tabletop. Steve's eyes remained closed. A relieved smile replaced his once blank face. His eyes opened to the vision of Paula tipping the bottle of Tequila. A fresh refill sat inches away, awaiting it's consumption. His impression changed, once again. An unhappy groan emerged from his breath. I looked over to Mike. He was standing, but only because the range was in between him and the floor. It was time to get him to a comfortable and safe chair. I helped him into the living room. The music was loud. They were playing Van Halen. Mike fought me the whole way. He kept blurting out that he wanted another beer. But, as soon as his scrawny but was buried in the recliner, he quieted down. On the other side of the room was Linda, Amanda, and another girl. Amanda and the unknown were both smoking cigarettes. Neither one of the young girls inhaled. The new girl was very young looking. My guess was seventeen years old. She was wearing wire-rimmed glasses. She had short curly brown hair. Her body was slender, although her hips were wide in proportion. There was something odd about the way she carried herself. She stood only a couple of inches from Amanda. Her shoulders moved side to side, as if she was 143 flaunting her more developed chest. My eyes veered back to Mike. He seemed content on his new location. I decided to see, if Linda needed a rescuer. " Hi honey, need a refill? ", I spoke loudly to overcome the rock and roll music. " No, hey dear? This is Tina, Tina this is my husband, Tony.", Linda introduced. " Hi.", I greeted. Tina responded verbally, but her eyes only threw a quick glance. They were immediately back on her friend. " Hey honey, Mike's in some pretty rough shape. Let's go sit on the couch and keep him company.", I suggested. Linda nodded in agreement. " Excuse us, girls.", I stated, as I held Linda's soft hand. Mike's condition seemed to improve a little. He had settled down a great bit. I got up and changed the album. REO Speedwagon seemed more appropriate. I also took advantage of the situation and turned down on the volume. " Hey Tony, c-could you do me a favor? ", Mike said with less trouble than before. He was still quite intoxicated. " Anything, bud.", I returned. " Amanda's gift is in my left top drawer. Could you g-go g-get it for me? ", he asked. 144 " Be right back.", I promised. The light emitted through the crack underneath the door. Some faint noises could be heard. As I approached Mike's bedroom door, the sound of giggling emerged. There was a distinct difference between the two voices. I entered the room. My body came to an abrupt halt. My eyelids lifted to their full extent. My mouth remained opened and froze. I could not be seeing this. The initial instant was slightly blurry, since I had yet to fully focus. When the image became clear, I saw Amanda and Tina. Tina had jumped back from Amanda's half naked body. Amanda had grabbed a pillow to cover her small breasts.But, before they could be hidden, I discovered the red markings on them. It was lipstick. All of a sudden, my mind was placed in a major dilemma. Should I ruin Mike's party? How could I keep this from him? Would he believe me? " I was just getting a birthday present.", Amanda stated, pleading her innocence. I didn't say a word. My legs carried me to Mike's dresser. As I fumbled around for the gift, Amanda put her shirt on and ran out of the room. Tina followed. I obtained the package. Reluctantly, I returned to the living room. As Mike presented her with the offering, my mind 145 wandered. It, then, hit me. He was going to ask her to live with him. But, he would never believe me. Amanda held the deep red stone into the air. She acted happy. In fact, she was able to force out a tear or two. As she carried on with the award winning performance, I realized that there was proof. The lipstick! She had gotten dressed, so quickly, that she wasn't able to remove the evidence. A commotion erupted from the kitchen. Paula had finished another shot of Tequila. Steve's companions were coaxing him on. A chant of "Go Steve Go" vibrated the walls. Everybody, but Mike and Amanda, left to the kitchen. Linda went to the ladies room. The timing was perfect. " Mike, Amanda has something to tell you.", I instructed, throwing a stern look at Amanda. She just shook her head. She was not going to tell him. " I have proof.", I stated to her. " What proof? ", she responded. I just pointed my eyes to her chest. She knew exactly, what I meant. Mike had a confused expression on his face. " If you don't tell him, I'll show him! ", I threatened. " You wouldn't dare.", she said. " Try me.", I, once again, threatened. A short pause followed. It seemed much longer. I hoped that she would confess. What if she took me up on my little 146 dare? What if Linda walked in, just as I was lifting Amanda's shirt. What would Mike think? He would probably belt me in the chops and ask questions later. Linda wouldn't talk to me for weeks. Mike would be too drunk to notice the lipstick, anyhow. If he did see them, she could tell him that they were fake, and she was playing a joke on him. It became obvious that, if she didn't take the bait, there was little I could do. My expression held it's ground. Amanda gave in. I stuck around long enough, to ensure she was telling the truth. It was time to get Linda. For us, the party was over! 147 GOLDEN IVORY CHAPTER ELEVEN MY LUCKY DAY 148 It had been over three weeks, since the party. He had taken the news pretty hard. I finally convinced him to come over for a Braves game. The season had just begun. Being an Atlanta Braves fan, the start of a new season meant hope. Usually by mid-season, they were all, but mathematically, eliminated from the race. It was a Saturday afternoon game. Mike's favorite beer was Miller, so I loaded the refrigerator in anticipation of his arrival. He was late, as usual. The Braves had just made their final out in the second inning. " What's the score? ", Mike asked, while entering the doorway. " Still scoreless, come on in, bud.", I replied, ignoring his late status. We commenced to drinking some brew. At first, we would make a pitstop once per inning. But, as the game progressed, the beer poured easier. It's smooth taste brought a relaxed condition to my brain. Soon, we were visiting the Frigidaire every half inning. Maybe, it was because our team was losing. I reached over to the remote control and raised the volume on the television. The announcer's voice filled the room, " Two out, two on, a two-one count on Templeton. Neikro looks in to get his sign from Benedict. The knuckle-baller holds it at the belt.., he pitches.., he swings.., it's a 149 line drive heading for the gap in right center.., Butler dives..,he's got it! What a sensational catch by the rookie center fielder, to rob Templeton of extra bases and the Cardinals of a couple runs! So, after six and one half innings, it's St. Louis-three and Atlanta-one." Mike and I exchanged high fives. The Braves had started the year with twelve consecutive victories. Most people felt that it was just a fluke. I wasn't much of a baseball fan, until the winning streak, myself. Mike, on the other hand was a die hard Atlanta fan. He accused me of "jumping the bandwagon". That was the term for people, who only cared, when their team won. He was right, though. But, the beer was cold, the day was young, and the bathroom was only a few feet away. Today, I was a baseball fan.( normally, I stuck to football and basketball, only ) I reached over to lower the sound. Those commercials always seemed to be louder than the program. " I've got a date, tonight.", Mike stated, right out of the blue. " You do, Who is it? ", I asked. " Her name is Cindy, she's twenty-nine, divorced, but no kids.", he described, " blonde hair, brown eyes, and one beautiful babe." " Wow. What time are you picking her up? ", I inquired. 150 " Eight o'clock, why? ", he wondered. " We better cut down on the booze, eh? ", I recommended. "" What? And give up on the Braves. This is America's team were dealing with here.", he proudly stated. I could see that he was not going to be rational. In fact, it appeared as though, he had taken it more as a challenge. He began drinking, more rapidly. By the start of the ninth, he was completely tanked. It was obvious that he was taking this Amanda thing a bit too hard. As he sat immobile in the Lazyboy, his eyes stared at the television. The Brave's were still losing, and it was their final at bat. His face showed no change in expression. The events were not being registered. Soon, his eyelids blanketed his obviously blurred vision. He had passed out. It was time to get him home. If I had let him sleep, he would have blamed me for missing the date. I called Linda, whom was sewing in the spare room down the hall, " Hey honey, could I talk to ya? " I spoke loud enough to be heard above the TV. " Just a minute.", she said. I began collecting Mike's belongings, which only consisted of his hat and shoes. Linda walked into the living room. She stopped, as she caught sight of his condition. Her eyes rolled mildly. 151 " Let me guess. He needs a driver.", she stated. " Well, yea. I've had too much myself. I can't drive.", I explained apologetically, " Hey honey, try to get this Cindy's phone number. OK? " " Yea, yea. God, I hate sports.", she exclaimed. My right hand gripped his shoulder. The slight shaking was insufficient to wake him up. I gripped the other shoulder as well. As I yelled his name and his head pivoted side to side, he began to show signs of life. His eyes opened, but the trance persisted. A few seconds later, he snapped out of it. " Who won? ", he asked. " It's not over yet. You need to get home, to get ready for your date.", I explained. I knew, he wasn't going on any date. However, if I could convince him to let Linda drive him home, his Bronco would remain here. (and safe) " Linda's going to drive you home.", I informed. " But, the game's not over. What about my truck? ", he reasoned. " You call me, when you're ready, and Linda and I will bring your truck over.", I expressed. " No, nobody can drive my truck. It's a stick shift.", Mike added, losing his grasp on reality. " OK,OK, we'll come pick you up, then.", I offered. 152 " Alright, you call me, when you hear the score.", he agreed under that stipulation. " Yea sure, you've got it.", I said. " You promise? ", he asked. " Yea, I promise.", I repeated. I helped him to the passenger side of the Pontiac. With a small kiss on Linda's soft lips, the car was leaving the two car, attached garage. I returned inside the dwelling. There was a mess to clean up. Whenever a clutter was left, Linda would go off the handle. I couldn't 't really blame her. She put in, at least as many hours as I. So, we shared most of the housework. To be honest though, she still did significantly more than I. A loud cheer could be heard. It was emitting from the living room. As I entered the room and viewed the twenty-five inch screen, Dale Murphy was jogging around third. The whole team was greeting him at home plate. What do ya know, they won. The Braves were 13-0. My hands were submerged in the hot soapy water. I was done with dishes, except for the silverware, when Linda pulled in. I hated doing the forks. The knives and spoons didn't bother me too much. " Tony, could you help me with these chairs? ", requested Linda. She must have picked up the folding chairs. 153 It didn't take much to get me away from the dishes. My hands were wiped dry in seconds. " Coming.", I answered in an upbeat voice, " Did you get that woman's number? " " Nope, he said he would be ready.", she stated, knowing fully well of his chances. " Yea right.", I concluded. Linda unlocked the trunk. With a twist of the key, the large lid swung open. Four padded folding chairs appeared. One by one, I leaned them against the garage wall. I pulled the keys out of the slot. My outstretched arm began to lower the trunk's cover. I, then, noticed a clod in the trunk. It was near the right quarter-panel inside the spacious compartment. It looked almost like a rock. But, it's texture resembled that of clay. I reached inside and clutched the object. It was indeed clay, dry clay at that. It was the size of a baseball or better. " Hey, Linda honey, Look at this. I wonder, where this came from? ", I expressed. " I know.", she offered. " You do? ", I responded rather puzzled. " Yea, I picked that rock up out of the water, when that snake was on the loose. I was so scared that I held on to it, until we reached the car. I just threw it in the trunk 154 with the sleeping bag. Don't ask me why.", she expounded. " Oh really, well, it's not a rock. The water made it heavy, but now that it's dry...", I said, as I let it fall to the cement floor. The lump broke into many small chunks. " You can see that it's clay.", I finished. " Oh OK, well now, it's a mess.", she elaborated. I knelt down to pick up the numerous pieces. A small shiny glimmer caught my eye. The lustrous object was nestled in one of the little clumps of clay. With the clay resting on my middle and index finger, I rubbed with my thumb. Soon, all the dry soil was carved away. It couldn't be! My lungs felt short of breath. I thought about the amount of alcohol my body had consumed. I could feel the pulsations from my heart in my fingertips.( the same fingertips that held the polished nugget ) My thumbnail buckled, as I attempted to penetrate the metal's surface. It was close to the size of a pencil eraser, yet it possessed significant weight. " Hey honey? Look at this.", I said in a scratchy voice. " What is it? Solder? ", she asked uninterestedly. " It came from that chunk of clay. I think it's a gold nugget.", I whispered. " Oh Tony, grow up. That could be anything.", she concluded. Linda did not believe me. But, I was already half 155 convinced. I knew little about metallurgy. However, the color was so rich. How could she look at it and just shrug it off? I knelt down to the remaining bits and pieces. I gave each one the same treatment. Two more nuggets were discovered! Both being much smaller. I was astonished. All of a sudden, I felt the world was at my fingertips. At the same time, there was a feeling of helplessness. There was a fortune to be had, but could I acquire it? Was there anymore? Who was the true owner of these nuggets? Was this really gold? My mind determined that it was best, to take this in a relaxed manner. It had to be done, one step at a time. I could tell nobody. Linda didn't believe it, but that may have been for the best. The first step was to properly identify the possible fortune. But, how? For starters, it was 6:00 PM on a Saturday. A recent memory came forth with a potential solution. He said that if I ever needed anything, don't hesitate to ask. That was what Mr. Johnson said. He was the one, who sold me the engagement ring and wedding bands. In fact, he once bragged about being able to determine the number of karats on sight. But, could I trust this man? My fist detained the nuggets. My feet scuffled toward 156 the entrance door. I retrieved the thin phone book. My eyes focused on the small print. The buzz, which I felt earlier, was gone. Adrenalin had replaced the alcohol in my blood. According to the residential pages, Mr. Johnson lived about five miles away. It was far too long to walk. Linda would never have allowed me to drive. And, I just couldn't wait. " Honey, could you do me a favor? I need a ride to someone's house.", I pleaded, trying not to be too conspicuous. " Where in the world do you need to go? ", she quizzed. " The jeweler's.", I answered, bracing myself for the reply. " It's the weekend. Have you lost your mind? ", she added. " Yea, but he owes me a favor. Come on, let's go.", I stated in a more directive attitude. She didn't want to go. She believed that I was drunk, and the beer was doing the talking. As infrequent as I drank, she didn't know how to react. This was one of the very few times, I drank without her. A few minutes passed by. My puppy dog face finally won her over. Perhaps, it was just too pitiful to bare. The Bonneville pulled into the driveway that matched the listing. It was a large two-story, brick house. It was, 157 without a doubt, a six figure home. Either I was at the wrong house, or jewelers make a lot more money than mechanics. My finger depressed the button. A ring sounded from within the dwelling. The curtain to my right was pulled over. A head popped through to view me, the visitor. It was the face of Mr. Johnson. I don't think, he recognized me, at that point. The door swung. He threw an initial confused expression. A second later, he smiled. " Aah, Mr. White. How are you? ", he greeted. " Fine, thanks. How are you doing? ", I asked politely. " Just dandy.", he answered, awaiting the meaning for my presence. " I was wondering, if you could check something out for me? " I nicely requested. " If I can. What do you need? ", he returned in a cheerful tone. I handed him an envelope. Inside was one of the smaller nuggets. " Thanks a bunch. Just give me a call with the results.", I stated, while walking back towards the passenger door. Mr. Johnson had a somewhat bewildering look upon his face. His receding hairline created a rather prominent forehead. As he flexed his eyebrows, The wrinkles that generated stood out. I didn't want to confuse him, but 158 it was important not to tell him anything else. We arrived home with little delay. The harsh sounds of the telephone greeted us, as we entered the house. The annoying pitch was usually an aggravation, but this time, the noise brought excitement to my ears. I rushed to the receiver. My nervous hands forced the phone from it's mount. " H-Hello? ", I hesitated. My heart rate jumped, as I anticipated a reply. " Hi Tony, is Linda there? ", the female voice asked. A mild disappointment flushed across my state of mind. I should have known. It was too early, to expect a call from Mr. Johnson. I was never one to use rationalization, during a crisis. I replied with a hello, as I held out the phone, to signify that it was for her. My eyes threw a convincing stare to Linda, " It's your mother." Linda understood, what the stare meant. She wasn't the type to spend much time on the phone, anyhow. I retreated to the living room. The soft Lazyboy wasn't even sufficient to relax my anxious body. I checked the TV. There was nothing on that interested me. Between the three networks and PBS, there rarely was. Danburg was slated to receive cable service in a few months. I couldn't wait. Although, Linda previously stated that we would not be getting it. She feared, we would turn into a couple "couch 159 potatoes". She was probably correct. The newspaper crumbled, while I attempted to read the sports section. My shaking arms could not maintain a steady hold. My mind could not concentrate on the fine print, anyway. I felt like a hyperactive child. I couldn't set still. My enthusiastic body started pacing the floor. I noticed that Linda had gotten off the phone. The clock indicated the time to be 9:00 PM. It dawned on me that Mike had yet to call. I was sober now. I would go check on him, as soon as I received the important phone call. What was taking him so long? Could I trust this man? I exited the room, heading for the garage. The sudden demand for some fresh air arose. The air was a few degrees cooler. My wandering eyes studied the many tools and gadgets hanging on the walls. I stopped to examine the old, push from behind mower. I was quite amazed that I had not yet used it. There was little need for it at that particular time. The only rain we got the entire Spring was that, which we received during our honeymoon. It hadn't rained since that day. The entire state was in dire need of some precipitation.. My grass was a bland shade of yellow. A faint sound interrupted my train of thought. It was the telephone. I moved quickly to the entrance door. Through the window, I could see that Linda had already answered it. 160 My frame stood still. She didn't call for me. An occasional smile was formed. I inhaled a large breath. Whom was she talking to? It appeared to be a friendly conversation. I silently begged for her to hurry it up. She must have heard the mental prayer. The phone left her smiling face. She didn't hang up, though. Linda looked at me. " Here honey, it's for you.", she said cheerfully. It must have been Mike. Who else would she have been talking to? My parents? The door swiftly swung to an open position. My sweaty hand grasped the telephone. My arms were trembling lightly. " Hello? ", I uttered in a question form. " Yes Mr. White, I checked out your sample.", Mr. Johnson declared precisely. " Yea.", I said, asking him to continue. " Where did you find this? ", he requested. Damn, why did he say that? I had to think of something quick. What could I tell him? " My buddy from work got a bunch at one of those tourist traps in Wyoming. He said it's probably just fool's gold.", I lied, hoping he'd accept the poor, but spurious reply. " Well, he took them for a good one. This is real gold. In fact, it's about 925 fine.", he exclaimed. " What does that mean? ", I asked, as my heart began 161 to beat rapidly. " It means that this is close to pure gold. Any significant sized nuggets would be worth considerable amounts.", he explained. I thought about asking him, how much "considerable" was, but I didn't want to arouse any suspicions. " I thank you much for your time, sir. Will that nugget be enough for your troubles? ", I offered. " Well, I couldn't...", he began. " Have a nice weekend, sir.", I interrupted, as I hung up the phone. The thought occurred that I shouldn't have given him that nugget. But, I wasn't thinking too clearly. Besides, that was the least of my worries. As I peeked over to my wife, a decision had to be made. Should I tell her the truth and risk her telling somebody? She never could keep a secret. How could I lie to her. Then, the perfect solution popped into the picture. " Honey, what did you and Mr. Johnson talk about? ", I requested. " He asked me how the wedding went, and where we went for our honeymoon.", she answered in an innocent tone. Oh my God! He was a very smart man. He knew that I must have found it on my most recent trip. Was this man trying 162 to get a piece of the action, or was I just paranoid? " What did you tell him? ", I inquired in an anxious demand. " I told him that the wedding was lovely, and we went to Daytona and the Okefenokee Swamp.", she answered with a puzzled expression. " You didn't tell him anything about the campsite, did you? ", I continued. " I'm not going to tell anybody about that place. It's special.", she said with her arms wrapped, to symbolize it's significance, " Why? What did he tell you? That's not real gold, is it? ". " Well, yea it is, but he needs more to determine, if it's purity is substantial enough to be valuable.", I greatly exaggerated. " So, what's that suppose to mean? ", she demanded an answer. " I need to see, if I can't get a little more.", I hinted. " Are you nuts! You mean to tell me, you're going to go tramping on somebody else's land and steal what's rightfully theirs? ", she exerted rather loudly. " How do you know it's not owned by the state? ", I came back. 163 " Because, I asked the gas station man. He said that the land west of the river is privately owned.", she explained. " Why did you ask that? ", I curiously requested. " I just wanted to know, if we were trespassing on someboby's land.", she concluded. This was perfect. If I found enough gold, I would make a generous offer for the applicable land. " Well, I'm going to go check on Mike.", I said. Mike had not moved an inch. His mouth was delivering booming snores. I placed the covers over him. I also searched for that phone number. I didn't want to snoop too much, so I just checked the places, out in the open. The number was not to be found. Mike was pretty good with numbers. Perhaps, he had memorized it. After writing a quick note, I was off. The note stated that we would drop the truck off in the morning. I drove by the library. Of course, it was closed. A few pieces of information on gold were needed. The worst thought presented itself to me. It provided me with an awful feeling. I could imagine myself, breaking into the library. Even though, the place would open tomorrow, I considered such a deed. Had this new possession changed me? Did I lose my sense of priorities? I exhaled deeply, shook off the whole idea, 164 and drove directly home. Sunday morning greeted me with an unpleasant ache, in between my temples. The dehydration had left my arms and legs somewhat short of energy. A couple coffees and a Tylenol later, and my body returned to a humane state. Linda was in a much better mood than I. She had no pity on my condition. " I've got to go to the library. Do you want to come along? ", I offered, fully expecting her to turn down the proposal. " That sounds fun. I'll be ready in about five minutes.", she replied. We stepped onto the pavement of the less than roomy parking lot. The Danburg Public Library was nothing to brag about, but they usually had the books, which I was looking for. I pulled the entrance door open. Linda strolled through. I followed. There were three books on the subject of prospecting for gold. One was strictly on panning. Another was a prospector's handbook. The third was a beginner's guide. After finding an empty table ( which was quite simple in the vacant room ), I sat down to find out, which book was suitable for my needs. Due to the limited resources, two books was the maximum checkout. The type of gold, in which I found, was termed "placer 165 gold". According to the book, this gold originated near the surface of the earth in veins. These were called primary deposits. Through years of geological changes and erosion, the veins were exposed. Floods of rain washed the veins downhill. The gold continued it's descent, until it could no longer do so. At this point, many times, it would end up in streams and rivers. The currents would push the precious metal, until it found an area that overcame the water's force of flow. The beginner's guide showed a map that highlighted all the major gold concentrations in the U.S. Most of northern Georgia was determined to be rich in gold deposits. But the southern half displayed no deposits whatsoever. Could this gold have started in the Appalachian Mountains of northern Georgia? There were flowing rivers within the vast Okefenokee. Was it possible that these nuggets were carried down the entire length of the state? Or, was there a primary deposit near the area in question? An entire vein unknown to man, except for me? I was becoming more intrigued by the second. Linda set a couple books on the wooded surface. She took a seat opposite of me. I looked up, quickly, to acknowledge her presence. I inspected the top book in her pile. It was something written by John James Audubon. My head promptly 166 returned itself to it's buried position. I turned the page of my material. " Hey Tony,", Linda whispered, " Look at this." " I read a couple more lines, before fulfilling her wishes. With my finger marking my spot, I viewed the picture, to which she was referring. I gazed at it a moment, prior to it's registering. My mind was still on the nugget. When I saw the painting, my arm jerked. With my hand no longer holding my book open, the binder forced the pages together. Why was she showing me this? It was quite coincidental. It was the same bird, to which I resembled the Pileated Woodpecker to. " This is the gal I saw, right here. They're called Ivory billed Woodpeckers.", she explained with confidence. She pointed to the female. I noted that the crest was black. " Are you sure? There hasn't been a sighting of that bird in years.", I quietly asked. " How could I mistake something like this? ", she reasoned. I didn't want to tell her, it was nearly impossible. It would break her sensitive heart. " It says that their numbers were hindered due to their value to the indians and hunters. The indians would make coronets out of their bills and crests. The hunters would 167 sell them overseas for great profits. That poor animal. Why were people so terrible? ", she inquired in a saddened tone. " I doubt they knew of it's low population.", I guessed. ( the greed of man was probably a better explanation ) " Mr. Audubon says here that, while mating, they "sound like the false high note of a clarinet".", Linda read. I nodded. She really believed that she located this extinct species. We both paused for a moment. I concentrated on my gold rush. She, more than likely, was pondering on the "what if that picture came out better". " Oh Tony, wouldn't that be great, if I had another chance to see it? ", she stated with a dreamy expression. " Yes, babe. That would be swell, but I've got to tell you, the chances of this thing happening again are...", I stopped. The greatest idea flashed. This would work out ideally. " How about, we go down to the "campsite" this weekend? We can set up the blind and give it a shot. While we're setting up camp, I can quickly check the stream for nuggets.", I proposed. Her eyes lit up like the north star. Her shining teeth accented her open smile. " You mean it? Oh, I'm so excited.", she exclaimed, a bit too loud for a library. However, with the exception of 168 a couple workers, we were the only ones there. I knew I was setting her up for a fall. But, If she wasn't given the opportunity, she would have always wondered. Besides, if fate be it, we would soon be rich! I studied the three books. The beginner's guide seemed to have all the necessary information. Linda also checked out one book. Her's was from the reference section, so it had to be returned in seven days. We both left the building with towering expectations. The next time we were to step in this structure, we hoped to have those dreams achieved. The next two days were tedious. The work load was normal, but not being able to tell anyone was murder. I wanted so badly to tell Mike. However, that could have been catastrophic. Knowing him, he would have pictures of me all over the breakroom. He was quite an artist, when it came to sarcastic cartoons. I also gave Linda a small stipulation. In order for her to attend this trip, she had to promise not to tell a soul. Tuesday night, I began to assemble my gear. The gold pan was, nothing more than, a huge metal salad bowl. It wasn't as deep, as most bowls. A black layer of spray paint was applied. The black tint caused the nuggets and flakes to stand out more prominently. I also gathered a pair of tweezers, a small paint brush, my folding shovel, and a 169 magnifying glass. Many of the tools recommended in the book, I decided to pass on. The various pry bars and crevice tools seemed unessential. The only thing, I lacked, was some clear plastic vials. They could be picked up, prior to our departure. Thursday evening, Linda started showing signs of the flu. It was that time of the year, again. She indicated that her stomach was receiving sharp pains. They were followed by a squeamish sensation, which induced vomiting. A couple of guys at work had the bug. Unfortunately, it wasn't the twenty-four hour bug. They were out of commition for three full days. I feared, she wouldn't be able to participate in the expedition. She called the doctor's office Friday morning, but the earliest she could get in was Monday. What should I have done? I considered the pros and cons all that day at work. Linda did not meet me at the door, after work. This was unusual, but understandable. She sat in the living room. Her face wore a discomforted expression. She told me that she didn't feel weak or sick. It was just, every so often, her insides would produce an upheaval. Her temperature was slightly above normal. However, I knew, judging from the others, the worst was yet to come. I took in a fresh breath in preparation to speak. I was ready to call it off. I could 170 not leave her alone in this condition. All the gold in the world didn't carry the weight that she did in my heart. Linda jumped to her feet, and shot to the bathroom. She hated anyone near her, whenever she was in a shape like this. I sat down and read my book, focusing more on my wife. As the thin sheets of Manila-like paper slipped by my fingers, a list of figures caught my eye. I hadn't noticed this page, before. It was the market value of gold, dating back to the mid-thirteen hundreds. I closed my eyes and reopened them. The numbers did not change. It was remarkable. It was beautiful. I never realized, how much gold was going for. In 1972, it was only $38.00 an ounce. In 1980, only eight years later, the price shot up to $650.00 an ounce! Was this a typing error? Was it for real. The thoughts of owning a Lamborghini encompassed my brain. Picturing Linda's slender body in a tight red dress, gave me goosebumps. I could see it's wing-like doors folding, as we nestled in it's luxury. Linda returned to the living room. She looked cheerful, considering the situation. " Tony, I don't want you to cancel this trip. I'll be fine. I'm going to go to the walk-in doctor tomorrow morning.", she suggested unselfishly. " Are you kidding? I'm not going to let you stay here 171 alone.", I directed. " I called mom, this afternoon. She'll be here tomorrow morning.", she explained. " That's a three hour drive for her.", I expounded. " She loves to visit. You know that.", she stated. " Alright, I'll run down for the day. I won't set up the tent, I'll just keep the camera ready.", I continued, " Are you sure, you'll be OK? " " Yes, I'll be fine.", she said, once again. " What time is your mother going to be here? ", I asked. " Somewhere between nine and ten, probably. Don't worry, everything will be alright. I don't actually feel that bad.", she conveyed in an urging tone. I loaded the Ford up that night. We were going to take the car, but she didn't like driving the truck. For one, it didn't have air conditioning. This was better, anyway. I would have more room to store the gold! Linda got up with me at four in the morning. She made us a pot of coffee, as I grabbed my last minute things. Linda's outlook appeared to be unchanged. My goal was to be on the road by five and arrive at ten. I could see the dismal gaze in her eyes. She wanted, so desperately to go. I felt bad, but there was nothing I could say to help the predicament. As I made my way into the garage, she ran back 172 into the living room. " Wait a minute, honey. Take this picture with you. Promise me that you'll keep it with you.", she pleaded in such a pure form. " I promise.", I vowed, as my hand accepted the volume twelve copy of the Audubon Nature Encyclopedia. I could have told her that I didn't need it, but her assurance was worth the added weight. " I love you, Tony. You be careful. Remember there's snakes out there.", she warned. " I love you, too. Don't worry about me. I'll be fine. Remember, if anyone asks, I'm taking pictures.", I reminded her. " Call me from that pay phone, when you arrive.", she requested. She always wanted me to call. " OK.", I promised. With a tender goodbye kiss, the expedition had begun. 173 GOLDEN IVORY CHAPTER TWELVE 174 GOLD The F150 crossed the St. Mary's river. The water was calm. A fluffy blanket of fog covered the cool surface. The truck's rubber treads gripped the sandy road. The dryness was evident, as I studied the rearview mirror. A layer of dust blocked my view. The drought conditions were quite apparent. The situation was becoming more serious. The governor stated, earlier in the week, that if rain did not come soon, water rationing procedures would take effect. The vegetation created a narrow passageway, as it did before. My foot reduced the pressure on the pedal. The roaring engine slowed it's pace. I rolled the window up to just a small crack. Due to the slow speed, the dry earth was entering the cab. I slowed even more. The bridge was in view. The driver sat much higher in the truck verses the Bonneville. Therefore, the outlook of the railroad ties was much more clear. The speedometer pointed at 30 mph. Both hands were firmly grasping the steering wheel. My body leaned forward, and my neck stretched fully. My confidence was indestructible. My mind was too busy counting the gold 175 nuggets, which awaited me. The front tires dropped onto the sturdy wood. The rear ones followed. As the back tires regained solid ground, the reality sank in. This was to be a good day. The shift lever, through it's precise linkages, converted the transmission to "park". The ignition key removed the spark from the combustion cycle. Everything was silent. I stood still. The brief intermission allowed me to enjoy the serenity of the majestic country. An interrupting thought broke my peace. Had I forgotten something? Was this trip conducted in a haste? I concluded that my nerves were just worked up. Anxiety was a powerful emotion. My plan was to take the minimum load, initially. I would make a second trip for the equipment, I deemed necessary. The photographic accessories were not a must, but they were a promise. A promise?! Damn it, the promise. I was suppose to call Linda from town. That was the intuitive reflection, I had underwent. It was too late. I didn't want to cross that bridge too many times. I would have to call later, that afternoon. Satisfied with the solution, I continued packing. The pan was a given. Instead of my backpack, I brought an old canvas knapsack. It was much less bulky. In it, I had the magnifying glass, tweezers, the nature encyclopedia, a 176 granola bar, a small flash light, a marble bag, a small first-aid kit, a compass, two cans of bug spray, a canteen full of fresh water, and two rolls of film. I picked up Kodak ISO 400 print film, this time. There would be no excuses of insufficient lighting. The leather marble bag was to store my treasure. The plastic vials, which I was going to use, were harder to locate than anticipated. The large lens and 35 mm camera were mounted onto the tripod. The legs were gathered to simulate one post. The lens would rest on my shoulder, while my hand clutched halfway down the folded supports. I could leave the lens case and camera bag in the truck. I looked into the bed of the truck. The sleeping bag, canned food, and shovel seemed like unnecessary items, at that point. However, the rubber wading boots presented themselves as important. I considered not taking them, originally. But, the only way to pan was to stand knee deep in the water. I pulled the tall boots out of the back. My spine cracked, as I straightened up. The inkberry bushes were dead ahead. They reminded me of the snakes. Since I was alone, I decided to wear the knee-high galoshes on the short journey. It would be difficult for the viper's fangs to penetrate the thick material. The Nike shoes were tossed into the bed. The boots were installed onto my feet. I donned 177 the knapsack and lifted the camera. My free arm pushed away the shrub's branches. My legs exerted the additional force required to penetrate the dense foliage. A sharp infliction was delivered to my cheek. Soon, a similar discomfort was felt on my left wrist. And yet another found it's way to the back of my neck. My palm struck the offenders on impulse. I moved quickly to the nature created trail. The mosquito population had increased, since my prior visit. With the camera placed horizontally along the ground, the bag was lowered. A fine mist of insect repellent issued from the can. The exposed skin was applied with a generous coat. The deets chemical did it's job. I could only wonder, how bad the pesky blood suckers would have been with a normal wet spring. The thick fern carpet of the forest's floor, once again, unveiled a rich green impression. It wasn't even noon, and the bright sun was reaching out it's radiant arms. Although in the shaded pines, it must have been nearing eighty degrees. The short journey continued. My forehead expelled scattered beads of sweat. My dry lips felt the need of moisture. The perspiration was eliminated with one swipe of my right forearm. My feet sustained the pace. The northern glare signified the approaching clearance. The sandy mound was before me. There were no birds, 178 taking flight, as my presence was introduced. The songs of the perching birds were missing. An occasional bullfrog was the only creature that snapped the deep stillness. A sudden movement captured my attention. The reason for the lack of birdlife became known. The long wings of an adult Marsh Hawk pumped, as he flew by. His white rump made the identification a cinch. The large bird of prey left the hunting grounds, without uttering a single syllable. I stood on the water's edge. The tripod supports were unfolded. The plastic ends dug into the sandy soil. I dropped the knapsack to the beach-like earth. The heat of the sun's rays left me somewhat dehydrated. A healthy swallow replenished my drained body. The cool distilled water brought new energy and a refreshed outlook. The gas that filled my empty stomach created a mild rumble. My teeth were soon mashing the granola bar. The devoured snack was not filling, but enough for the time being. The water level had dipped in the past month and a half. I was standing in the center of the stream. The water fell a couple inches shy of the top of my rubber boots. The waders kept my feet free of any intruding moisture. I moved back to the bank. It, then, struck. Was I an idiot? The metal pan was back at the truck! When I stopped, to obtain the boots, I set the pan aside. The frustration built, as my mind 179 speculated the additional hike ahead. A deep voice of anger escaped my lips. I returned to the truck. The forty-five lost minutes put me at noon. I removed my tired feet from the heavy boots and sat on the ground. Another gulp of water, a fifteen minute break, and a relaxed brain were sufficient to commence my task. The rubber footwear slipped tightly onto my rested feet. The pan dug into the sandy bottom. A couple inches below the sandy crust was something, offering resistance. It was a layer of clay. The same substance that found it's way into our trunk. I bent myself into a squatting position. I lifted the pan of clay and sand above the water. There was a bunch of clods of dirt. These were crumbled, one by one. The pan was lowered under the water's surface. The flowing stream brought a slight chill to my exposed hands. It was enough to be considered a discomfort. My arms began to shake the pan, energetically. Many of the lighter materials floated to the top of the container. Once they had reached the lip, the stream's current carried them away. I carefully lifted the utensil. It was time to remove any rocks. There were a few pebbles. They were discarded back to their initial point, after careful examination. It was important to "thoroughly wash" the rocks, before removing them. Small flakes of gold could be deposited on their 180 surfaces. The shaking of the pan resumed, as the guide had instructed. The remaining sediment was the heavier particles. In order to separate this, I tilted the pan forward, while submerged. I began a circular motion with the metal bowl. After several rotations, the portions remaining had dwindled down to about a tablespoon. All, but a small amount of the water, was carefully poured out. With another circular action, the sediment was spread thinly about the pan's bottom. Any gold would now show it's rich color. A sudden depression came over me. What did I expect? Success would not come easy. I feared that it would not come at all. The final results of my labor was a worthless share of black sand. I retreated to the bank. What did the book say about; the best places to look? Why, in the name of God, did I not bring the guide? I had to calm down and think. Most of this information was committed to memory. There was no need for the book. I remembered that a nugget tries to find an area of less pushing force. (current) Areas behind boulders and curves were good locations to check. Another likely deposit was where a stream or river widens. I walked back into the middle of the creek. My eyes examined the formation to the south. It was as straight as an arrow flies. The bridge, a quarter 181 mile down, could be faintly distinguished. I sloshed through the water. My frame twisted, to enable a northerly view. Bingo! This was it. About fifty foot away, there was a bend. Within ten foot of the curve, the stream doubled in width. It was the perfect set up. My legs were soon carrying me through the shallow water. I ran along near the bank, to minimize the chances of hitting a deep spot. The memory of the Marsh Rabbit, diving down, stuck with me. The gold pan dug into the earth's crust. The complete procedure was followed. There was a new rush of hope. My confidence reached it's peak. This time, I would not be denied. The sun was floating over the treetops. It's scorching heat did not register. The bright intensity reflected off a particle within the pan. It's sharp sparkle caused a blink. The tweezers pinched the fragment. This time, I would not be denied! The instant surge of energy was exceptional. My fingers were quivering. I set the nugget and tweezers into the bowl. My shaking knees felt weak, my head flush. My lungs took in a large volume of air, in preparation of a triumphant announcement. Before the air could be exhaled with the joyous sounds, the dizziness overcame me. I rested on the bank, staring at the golden treasure. The gold pan was left on the side of the creek. I went back to retrieve the pouch. The first load brought four small 182 nuggets. I put them in the marble sack and tied it to my belt loop. My eager hands were driving the tool back into the soil. The vigorous shaking underneath the water was causing some significant splashing. My shirt was drenched. The cool temperature felt refreshing. The constant bending in my knees resulted in spasms to my calves. As my muscles extended to relieve the ache, I twisted around. He was looking right at me. Did the splashing attract him? Should I run? Or, am I better off remaining still. About ten foot away was a big snake, at least four foot in length. It was an olive color with dark brown crossbands. It was one of two possibilities, either a harmless water snake, or a venomous cottonmouth. These two snakes were very difficult to differentiate. The only positive way to identify was to observe the behavior. The cottonmouth was an aggressive reptile, while the water snake was quite timid. My heart was pounding so hard, I believed that the animal could sense my fear. This was not the time to panic. The power of this serpent could be detected by his flexing muscles. The snake stood froze. Maybe, he wanted to move by? Slowly, I back tracked to the water's edge. A few seconds elapsed. The large snake slithered rapidly through the water. He appeared as frightened, as I. About twenty feet downstream, the cold-blooded creature reduced his momentum. 183 The deduction could be made. This was a water snake. He appeared to be scoping the area for lunch. His sudden lunge into the cattails aroused my curiosity. As my blood pressure restored to normal, my cowardice was replaced with the usual false sense of bravery. I moved towards the slender form. His head came into view. He had caught something. The legs of an unfortunate frog protruded from the water snake's mouth. Soon, the entire amphibious meal had been engulfed. I reached for the camera. Once again, my stupidity shined through. I had yet to load the film. The snake remained in the general vicinity. There may have been time. Without further delay, the fast speed film was ready to shoot. The shutter opened twice, before the snake moved his search down stream. In my mind, I felt the pictures would be mediocre at best. But, that was unimportant. The pictures would prove to Linda that I had the camera out there. Besides, there was a fortune to be discovered. My panning operation progressed. As I toiled, a small flock of coots landed in the distance. A silent chuckle occurred, while watching them take back to flight. These birds always had to flap their wings a great deal, in order to become airborne. They appeared, as if they were running atop the water. With each pan full of sand and clay came a considerable 184 quantity of the precious metal. My brain tossed around several questions. How could I approach the owner? Would it be feasible to obtain just an acre or two? That seemed quite risky. If I was to make an offer on just a small portion of land, the suspicions would arise. How would I obtain the loan for such a substantial section of land? If I captured enough gold, I could use it for a large downpayment. Was I doing wrong? Had the greed altered my sense of better judgement? My mind kicked around the different arguments, as I filled the pouch with the valuable goods. ( Or, should I have said stolen goods? ) The expensive red sports car popped back into my head. Everything else was soon forgotten. One thing was for sure. I would leave this place with enough gold to make it well worth my efforts! My watch indicated that it was 3:30 PM. The punishing sun was delivering temperatures near the nineties. The sack was half full. The amount of money in the stream was unimaginable. The pouch was too heavy to hang on a belt loop. It pulled down on my pants. The midday heat was beginning to wear me down. I saw a pair of Green Herons dipping in the refreshing pool. It looked tempting. I considered lying down in the creek. Unfortunately, a change of clothes would require a trip to the truck. But, wouldn't the sun quickly dry them? Probably 185 so, but I still decided against it. My dry lips needed to be wetted. My overheated body waded it's way back to the campsite. The last of the water made it down my throat. I had miscalculated the effects of the hot southern climate. It normally didn't reach the nineties until mid May. There was no need to worry. The gallon jug at the truck was full of fresh drinking water. A faint noise bounced around the populated trees. It was not one of Mother Nature's many calls. It was mechanical. The strength increased, although it was still quite distant. What was that noise? I had a good guess. It sounded like a muffler system, in need of repair. They wouldn't stop would they? I darted out to the stream, to ensure that they passed by. The vehicle slowed. It came to a rest, just prior to the bridge. The sound vanished. The engine no longer ran. The front of the white car could be seen. There was something on top of the car, maybe a bicycle rack. My legs waded through the water. A few foot downstream offered a better angle. I could now identify the object. It was not good. I was in deep trouble. The device was a blue and red flasher! Why were the police out here? My petrified frame hid behind an inkberry. I scouted for the officer, never taking my eyes off the bridge. There they were, two of them. They crossed the bridge. This was 186 too coincidental. I could come to only one conclusion. Mr. Johnson was behind the plot. He must have gotten more out of Linda, than she had indicated. This was not paranoia. It was real. I didn't have time to get rid of the evidence. Besides, they would find it. This was MY gold! They would not get it. I had to move north and hope for a place to hide out. It would give me time to figure something out. At least, I hoped. What had I gotten myself into? They were probably already heading down the trail. They hadn't returned to their car, so I had to assume that they were approaching. I placed the heavy pouch in the knapsack, along with everything else. I removed the compass and deposited it into my pocket. The tripod legs were huddled together. With the camera setup in one arm, the pan in the other, and the canvas bag upon my shoulders, I scanned the area. There was no visible trail through the woods. The thick forest granted me with an illusion of an impenetrable wall. The stream would be the only alternative. My feet shuffled along the sandy bottom. I kept close to the east bank. The excitement of my discovery had abandoned me. Surprisingly, fear was not part of my emotional make-up, at the time. Anger was the emotion deep inside. This was to be a good day. This was my treasure, but somebody wanted to take it away. 187 I made the big bend in the stream. It was much narrower, maybe fifty foot ahead. The level continued to be quite shallow. The stream now ran east and west, with numerous small crooks. The woods to my left was not too dense. However, that would have lead me back to the campsite, which soon would be occupied. The right bank was steep and saturated with condensed bushes. They were similar in appearance to the inkberries, but these contained piercing thorns. Access would be rough and painful. The winding channel was the only passage to safety. My neck and shoulders were increasingly sore. The weight of the heavy lens grew, as the journey carried on. The bulky pan had little weight, but it required it's own hand. I switched hands to give my left arm and shoulder a break. The current, to which I travelled against, caused the task to be more difficult as well. I started to notice a mild change in the surroundings. The pines were less dense. The bright sunshine was able to slice through the forest with much less resistance. My tired body begged for a break. I had only covered, perhaps a mile. It was too early to take a breather. The police were not loaded down. They could travel at a better rate. I had to keep going. The pines were becoming more sparse, as the seconds ticked away on my wrist watch. 188 What I thought to be another bend in the stream was not the case. A large batch of cattails had obstructed my view, from the distance. But, the tall grass-like plants could no longer hide the vast clearing.My eyes were observing what is known as a "prairie". It was not a swamp, but more like a huge marshy pond. I stood in awe. The stream had ended right at this body of water. It was probably three to four feet deep. Water lilies were sprinkled about. Lily pads provided a contrast to the bluish horizon. Each lily was in full spring bloom, boasting it's creamy flower with a deep yellow center. Down the edge of the large reservoir was marsh grass. It, too, exhibited it's beautiful light purple flowers. Mixed in was another with white blossoms. To top off the blooming paradise were scattered wild orchids, pink in color. The unexpected beauty absorbed my emotions. My weary head was momentarily replenished with vigor. While my mind maintained the state of tranquility, a small flock of pintails landed. The distinct brown heads and white necks stood proudly above the surface. A gallinule displayed it's ability to walk on lily pads, in the background. The countless voices of the songbirds made it impossible to differentiate one from the other. What was the matter with me? The law could have still 189 been right on my tail. I pulled out the compass. The north arrow signaled my destination. I noted that the marsh veered to the left. I looked at the semi deep water and thought of the cumbersome pan. Without delay, the large bowl was immersed into the water. With the painted side up, the object was well concealed. I began my northerly travels. The drought had produced a card in my favor. The ground was moist, but firm enough to walk on. There was only a random tree. Most of the area consisted of grassy shoots, much like the edge of the marsh. In my estimation, this area was normally quite wet. In the distance, large trees could be distinguished. They were majestic indeed. I used one of the huge Bald Cypress as a landmark. This would prevent me from getting lost, upon my return. My plan was to reach the cypress. At that point, I would wait till dark. After they had left for home, I could return with my flashlight. If they were still there, I would stash the gold and explain my purpose as merely a photographer. It was the best idea that I could come up with. The distracting buzz of a mosquito, entered my eardrum. A bunch more lit upon my exposed areas. It was apparent that the spray had worn off. I stopped to reapply a protective coating. I inspected the marsh to my left. It was already a good five hundred feet away. The water's edge veered more 190 sharply, than initially thought. My mind was amazed at the changes in habitat. One minute I was in a forest, the next a marsh, and soon to be a cypress swamp. I reached the moss covered trees. My watch indicated that there was only two hours of daylight available. That seemed satisfactory. My aching bones needed a rest. I sat down near the conical base of a Bald Cypress. Once again, the drought had severely lowered the water level. The ground was muddy, but there was no standing water. I noticed there was two different trees in the area. There was a smaller one. I gathered some needles from each. This way Linda could identify them, when I got home. The Bald Cypress needles were closed, lying flat along the branches. ( The only reason that I knew it was a Bald Cypress was from previous trips with Linda ) The other tree, which I figured to be a type of cypress as well, had open needles. I stretched my arms behind my back. My stomach growled. Thank god, I was going back soon. I was starving. My lips were dry as well. Why didn't I fill the canteen at the stream? The running water would present little harm. Oh well, in two hours my thirst would be satisfied. As I scanned the darkened area, a white object caught my attention. It was a Snowy Egret perching in a tree only twenty feet away. Was I being that quiet? He was wearing his 191 mating plumage. He appeared so docile. My fingers were soon twisting the focusing ring. The 400 speed film easily made up for the lack of light. The still bird made an excellent portrait. A high pitched scratching sound alerted the admirable bird. With little deferral, the large wings carried the wader towards the vast marsh. What were those peculiar noises? They were awfully familiar. The recognizable mask of an adult raccoon became visible. The furry mammal was climbing a pine tree. It must have been the only pine tree in the area. It stood in the center of the cypress forest's outskirts. Following what was presumably the mother were two young raccoons. The nocturnal animals must have been coming out for their nightly hunt. I was the intruder, in this case. I took a couple quick shots and left them alone. I scanned the clear patch of land to the south. There was something moving near the stream. Was it a deer? I aimed the camera's scope to better interpret the unknown form. The magnification was adequate, however it was hard to believe. The image that it had enlarged was... It couldn't be. Would they not give up? The two officers were in front of the prairie. I looked into the gloomy cypress swamp. The primitive features of the spanish moss hung from the aged trees. The 192 soft floor presented a task in itself. The untamed monsters of the swamp were awaiting. Was it time to give up? Once again, the image of that sports car arose. This time, it was pulling into the driveway of a million dollar estate. The white mansion had pillars supporting it. I gazed back into the uncivilized domain. This time, I seen a challenge. I joined the ancient forest. The muddy bottom caused my boots to act like suction cups. The sunlight broke through enough to allow navigation, but the visibility level was low. The mosquitos formed a mist. I quickly sprayed myself. The sounds in the murk were less enticing. The bullfrog's roar bounced off the thick trunks. The katy-dids high pitched chirps were annoying. A frequent dragonfly would land on my camera. The low winding buzz, to which it's wings produced, contributed to my disposition. Not long into the nerve wracking journey, I came to a wetter section. I attempted to cross the stagnant bog. The water was shallow, but the bottom provided no support. This was too risky. The swampy channel was a good thirty foot wide. To my right it looked, as if to continue. To my left it did the same, but there was a possible passage, a dry spot. My legs trudged toward the apparent crossing. This little section was, at best, three foot wide. The ground level appeared to be slightly higher. The soil was 193 mushy, but quite passable. While crossing, I noticed that the channel appeared endless in both directions. I was fortunate to find this dry spot. I told myself that, if it got any worse, I would discontinue. That was a stupid thing to think. A burning sensation was inflicted upon the back of my neck. It felt like the reds of a cigarette were sizzling my skin. I let out a painful yell. My hand swiftly attacked the insect, forcing it to dislodge it's stinging weapon. A small swarm of the yellowjackets withdrew from their buried nest. To them, this was a battle. And like all great warriors, I decided to retreat. I fled speedily straight ahead. Being I was standing directly on top of the angry bee's home, either direction would have been fine. I chose to resume the northerly hike. The idea of the police was still weighing heavily in my decisions. If they had went that far, they probably would have no problem in the cypress swamp. The swampy forest was as murky, as ever. The dangers of the wild seemed to be right around the corner. It was time to stop, time to turn around. I had convinced myself that the cops had given up. But, what if they knew a short cut through the pines? As my fearful brain contemplated the ordeal, another possible clearing was approaching. The day was near it's 194 close. The light was beginning to dim. Was the opened area a road? Could I be somewhere near civilization? My legs started tramping faster. The buzzing insects and croaking echoes were ignored. The light's intensity was slowly increasing. Would I soon be enjoying a nice hot meal. At first, I thought the clearing was near. As the tiring jog reduced to a dull pace, I realized it was much further than initially expected. About a mile further, to be more exact. I finally reached the new destination. My excitement was greeted with an unwelcome disappointment. My expectations were too high. The area was nothing more than a bunch of dead cypress. As far as I could see, except for the south, was dead trees. They were so dense that I could only see about two hundred foot. The trees were attacked heavily by woodpeckers, mostly Pileated. Their unmistakable excavations into the bark were everywhere. I broke off a piece of the bark. Underneath the skin of the lifeless giant were score of beetles. They were of the flat headed variety. I was no beetle expert, so that was about the extent of it's identification. However, I could tell that the woodpeckers were feasting on these insects. The amount of chipped away bark and holes was astonishing. As my hands gripped the chunk of bark, They felt it's 195 peculiar texture. It seemed to be charred. I looked closer. Indeed, it had. These trees were the result of a forest fire, probably caused from lighting. The fact that I hadn't noticed the blackened surface, immediately was a sign of my weariness. I was beginning to feel the exhaustion. A frightful concept wedged itself deep into my inner self. Did I possess the energy to make the trip that night? Would I have to sleep out here? My fragile body lying in the wet mud? My limited skills would make me easy prey for the creatures of the swamp. Once more, my helpless position forced me to move on. I had to hope for a road to the north. The compass directed me through the stripped land. Each step brought more light on the horizon. I had to rationalize. It was useless to pray for a way out of this wild region. The only way was the direction I came from. I would see what was ahead and make a decision at that point. As suspected, it was not a saving town or even a street. It was a swamp, a huge swamp. It was an undoubtedly uncrossable, snake and alligator infested swamp. A mighty splash vibrated the ground. It kicked my heart into a higher gear. A large alligator had spotted me. Not wanting to make friends, he crashed into the murky depths. There were a couple other gators within view. They showed 196 more patience. Actually, a basking gator was a lazy gator. However, most of these creatures had never seen a human before. I had photographed many of these unmatching reptiles, in my life. But, never in such a secluded, untamed atmosphere. This was their home. They were king here. The camera began clicking. Here I was, in the worst dilemma in my entire short life, and I was taking pictures. I couldn't refrain myself. I was so intrigued. The lens must have reflected the glare into the animal's vision. He twisted his mighty body. He didn't dive into the water, though. I thought best not to disturb the king of the swamp. Not only were they great, powerful swimmers, they were also quite fleet on land. They were known to reach speeds of 40 mph for short distances. Needless to say, I was in no position to test that theory. The sun began to set. There was no way, I could make the return trip. There was also no way, I was going to sleep next to a twelve foot, razor-sharp toothed reptile. I noticed that I had one more picture left on the roll. The shutter quickly opened, as I zeroed in on an unsuspecting toad. The roll was rewound and removed. I stuck the roll in my pocket. The energy needed to take off the knapsack and stow it properly was just not there. 197 I started hiking to the east. As my journey progressed, the ground began to give way a bit. It was like quick sand, except I only sank a little past my ankles. My thighs didn't seem to have the strength to pull them out, nor I the willpower. The legs of the tripod were driven deep into the soggy ground. It was able to stand on it's own. I feared that I could go no longer. Would this be where I would have to sleep? My thighs strained. My left foot pulled away from the strong hands of the mucky earth. I placed my hands on my hips and straightened my back. A slight dizzy sensation started, but it quickly went away. My eyes were tired. I thought I saw a....... 198 GOLDEN IVORY CHAPTER THIRTEEN VOICES OF 199 THE NIGHT I had been so concerned with the sloshy floor that I had been staring downward the whole time. Was my luck changing? My head shook forcibly. I squinted to ensure that this was no mirage. It was really there. Standing before me was some sort of hut. Built right in the shallows of the swamp was a man made cabin. It was surrounded by the dead cypress. In fact, it was built with the same charred wood. The ash residue was still visible. The small building looked to be quite sturdy at one time. But, half of the log stacked walls were whittled away by the same culprits that attacked the insects in the dead forest. The chipping action of the bird's bills had created several weak spots. In some places the holes were pecked entirely through. I began to inspect the poorly damaged dwelling. It was definitely too small to serve as a living quarters. What was it's purpose? There was only one window constructed. It did not face the massive swamp, as I would have expected. The opening was facing the south, overlooking the thousands of bug infested trees. Why? The answer became rather obvious. 200 This place was built for the intent of wildlife observation. But, why was there no window to permit viewing of the natural behaviors of the mighty swamp to the north? What was with this destroyed by fire section? Did the person erect this hut before the huge fire? No, it was made with the burnt logs. The point of all of this was mute, anyhow. I did make one definite deduction, though. The man, who assembled this structure, was fearless indeed. As the evening sky reduced the available light, I circled the miniature cabin. The east end possessed the entrance way. The door was missing. That is, if there ever was one. My feet felt a more firm substance beneath them. I looked down. The lost door mystery was solved. I was standing on, or at least, what was left of it. Somehow, whether by human action or violent storm, the door had been extracted from it's proper place. The wooden door was rotted, beyond practical use. This brought up an interesting question. The bottom log around the six or seven square foot hut was quite rotted as well. This signified that the normal water level was higher than the bottom of the structure. I set my already filthy knapsack onto the muddy soil. My trusty flashlight was removed from the clutter inside the bag. With it's acceptable beam, I entered the opening. The answer to the water level puzzle became immediately defined. 201 A raised deck was constructed. It was done with significantly smaller diameters of the cypress lumber. There was no material used to seal the floor. The cracks between the woody lengths revealed the miry bottom. It became apparent to me that only the tops of the giant trees could have been used. An ax was the probable tool. The ends of each log were rounded to a mild point. The monstrous trunks of the axed conifers must have been lying closely by. However, they undoubtedly met the same fate as the decaying door. Inside the shack was a small desk. The legs were made from the same source, as the rest of the lodge. But, the little tabletop was actual plywood. It had to have been carried from civilization. This drew me to another question. Why didn't he use more manufactured articles? Such as treated lumber? It, then, occurred to me how difficult the travelling was in this soggy land. The fewer things to carry, the better off. For a chair, the owner of this broken down hut used a fat chunk of stump. There was nothing located on the top of the desk. The simple design consisted of no drawers. I shined my flashlight around the rest of the room. A minor disappointment was felt. I noted that there was no place to sleep. Not any form of padding whatsoever occupied 202 the floor. My mind was then reminded of my dilemma, only a few moment ago. Suddenly, sleeping on top of some sturdy twigs, inside a less than secure shelter, didn't sound all that bad. It was certainly better than being buried alive in the sinking mush. That was, if I would have been fortunate enough to survive the predators. The light penetrated the floor's crevices. The moist foundation presented a glistening black background below the simple deckboards. But, another color peeked out. It was a flat brown object. The cracks were too thin to reach the object. My fingers were to thick. I could fit one through the slit, but not two. Therefore, I couldn't grasp it. The edge of the cardboard like item was only an inch from the crack. But, since my second finger wouldn't fit, I couldn't get a grip on it. Just like the switch on the flashlight, a bulb illuminated in my brain. The tweezers. The knapsack was still outside. My tired, but curious frame quickly moved towards the pouch. I lifted the bag over my left shoulder. The bag was soon setting on the desktop. The room was dark. Even though dusk had yet to give way to night, the cabin blocked the little amount that was available. In order to unzip the bag, I needed both hands. The only means of sight was with the use of the flashlight. So, my 203 mouth opened widely. The rear end of the plastic shaft was gripped by my teeth. That was, when it became clear just how dry my lips were. The stretching of my dehydrated mouth put stress on the cracks upon my lips. The pain was shallow, but still annoying. I needed water. The thought of a small gulp of the murky swamp entered. The idea was abruptly tossed out. The organisms, which inhabit the stagnant liquid, were a major risk to my health. It was better to wait, until the running stream was reached. I could easily go one night without water. My hands located the large pair of tweezers. I grabbed the bug spray, since the mosquitos would soon be very thick. The synthetic fog filled the small enclosure. It stung, as it absorbed into the swollen bee sting. My teeth clamped down on the light source to help deal with the distress. Soon, the pain had subsided. I removed it from the temporary holder. ( my mouth ) I remembered the used roll of film. The plastic cartridge was retrieved from my pocket. I stored it in it's air-tight capsule and tossed it into the knapsack. I knelt down on the surprisingly secure floor. The light was held with my left hand. A careful aim was conducted. The tweezers were slowly lowered through the crack. If they slipped out of my hands, they would be gone 204 for good. Plus, my curiosity would not be satisfied. The three inch long pinchers clamped the unknown material. My forearm flexed, as my index finger and thumb clinched together, tightly. The lifting began. The sweat on my fingers caused a short slip. As the weight of the object increased, another little jerky slide occurred. The object was completely suspended. My other hand would be required. Once again, my mouth opened. This time, I ignored the pain in my chapped lips. The flashlight was inserted. My head twisted to properly guide the beam. One chance was all there would be. My lungs inhaled a full tank of fresh air. If my fingers slipped any more, or the tweezers lost their grip, the object would fall. If it landed flat on the ground, it would be unobtainable, without tearing apart the floor. The attempt was made. In one smooth action, my right arm yanked the tweezers upward. A small portion of the light brown material projected. My left hand arm swung towards it. My fingers grasped the object, just before the tweezers gave way. I placed the pinching tool in my pocket. Both hands were now gripping the leathery substance. The crack would not allow it to pass through. Was my tired body too weak? My stubbornness would be to my advantage. There was no giving up. With one intense exertion, the object was free. As the 205 floor's vice-like grip lost it's hold, my bent frame plunged to the deck. But, my most recent possession was in my lap. I placed it onto the table. It was made of leather, rectangular in shape. All four borders were sewn with a darker leather lace. It formed a protective, as well as attractive, edge. The entire surface was pasted with a gummy substance. I rubbed a fingertip along the flat area. It was a type of glue. It must have been fastened to something. At that point, I believed it to be a book cover. As it was turned over, I noticed that the center was quite flexible. It was indeed a book cover. The front picture startled me. It was an etching of a woodpecker. The Pileated, to be more precise. The "big picture" started to unfold a bit. The man, who used this observatory, studied the woodpecker. The hundreds of holes in the trees were evidence to that. This was why, the window was pointed to the dead cypress. It was the bird,s feeding grounds. He must have built the shed sometime, after the forest fire, when he noticed the signs of their feedings. The drawing was detailed, using some sort of a burning tool. It was excellent workmanship. It dawned on me that the nature book was in the knapsack. I had to compare the picture. This was starting 206 to be quite a coincidence. I fetched the volume from my bag. My light was soon displaying Audubon's painting of this large woodpecker. I observed a discrepancy. The markings on the crest and head were different. The amount of effort taken into this cover was obviously great. This was not done by an amateur. This made me question the lack of proper detail. The strangest thing happened. On the previous page was another painting, this one of the Ivory-billed. The markings matched perfectly with his leatherwork. Had this area, once been the home of this elusive bird? Did this person get the privilege of watching this now extinct species? On the next page, there was a descriptive drawing. As my overworked eyes viewed, my heart skipped a beat. Was this for real? My lids squinted to obtain another look. I moved the book closer. The book was exhibiting a major difference of the two very alike birds. It explained that the Pileated, when flying, had a forked tail. Now that, I already knew. The shocking news was this: The Ivory-billed flew with the tail pointed! My mind was confused. Could it have been true? Did Linda and I see the presumably extinct bird? The encyclopedia stated, the Ivory-billed woodpecker was so elusive that there was a minuscule chance of their survival. With that, the reality stepped in. This species was, supposedly, more timid than the Pileated. Even if that 207 was an Ivory, I would never be lucky enough to see it again. The setting sun had left for the night. An early star twinkled through a small gap in the roof. My portable light illuminated a portion of the less than waterproof ceiling. Between the branches, which the roof consisted of, was a type of sealant. The texture resembled that of a mud and grass mixture. Either the drought, or aging itself, caused the mud to dry. The blend had broken down. There were several holes through the seams. The sky was clear, so rain was not a factor. ( although, rain was desperately needed ) This reminded me of my camera. It was still standing outside. I wanted, so badly, to rest. I started counting the many dollars, I had spent on the equipment. Soon, I was heading for the doorless opening. My feet sloshed into the mud. It was much darker than the night, which Linda and I spent together. The moon was but a slit. There was no comforting fire to brighten the background. The beam of light soon spotted the big lens. With the darkness upon me, it became obvious that I could not have travelled into the night, anyhow. The intensity of the portable illumination was no match for the obscurity of the night. The legs of the tripod were shortened, to their most compact form. It was situated with the knapsack onto the desk. The batteries were beginning to show signs of 208 weakening. There was still significant capacity available, but the remaining stored energy may have been needed later. My hand slipped into the bag. It felt around. Just as I became concerned, the gold-filled pouch was located. My wrapping fingers inspected it. The small fortune was still intact. It was time to rest my exhausted body. The bumpy floor was uncomfortable on my back. My soaked feet absorbed the air. The waders caused them to perspire profusely. I hung the drenched socks from the desk. It felt good to have them removed. A vibrating rumble erupted from my empty stomach. Sharp pains seemed to pierce through my diaphragm. Still, my hunger pains were minor, compared to the effects of my thirst. The chapping of my lips was just the beginning. I could actually feel the dryness in my throat. The extended venture had produced a great deal of perspiration. This must have accelerated the dehydrating process. I knew that my body required water. The next day, I would need to reach the flowing creek. It had to be my first, and only priority. I dreaded the thought of the trip. My muscles were already becoming weak from the lack of food and water. My willpower would have to be strong. The echoing frogs brought chills to my bones. As they continued their form of communication, it prompted me to the fact that I was alone. I mean, really alone. There was nobody 209 to talk to. No friendly ear to enjoy my company. No soft voice to furnish music to my ears. Some comfort was delivered, when I pondered on the fact that Linda was thinking about me. But, it only lasted a brief moment. With the loneliness came fear. I was helpless. The deafening echoes did not originate from a bullfrog. The thundering power behind the deep-toned burst came from a much greater beast. The sheer strength vibrated the aging hut. My run down muscles were trembling. I cupped my hands and covered my terrified ears. My eyes were forced tightly shut. Not to eliminate vision, but in an attempt to hide from the roaring monster. The king of the massive swamp would not let up. My mind pictured the open doorway. The gator could effortlessly enter the wooden shelter. I closed my eyes, tighter. The nocturnal animals began to join in on the torment. The distant owl exposed his resonant hoot. The excessively high pitch of a occasional bat would sound. But, each time the great reptile spoke, silence would spread throughout the land. All, who dwelled in the primitive region, respected the emperor. The snarling sounds of a raccoon chattered near the insecure shed. He could only be a few foot away. My muscles tensed, as I readied myself. The raccoon was one of the chief 210 carriers of rabies. That would have been all I needed, to compound my already troubled situation. I prayed for him to find another hunting location. The scratching on the outside wall alarmed my uneasy state of being. Why couldn't he leave me alone? The scratching noises progressed. The raccoon was digging near the base of the lodge. He was probably searching for grubs. This was among the favorites of the masked critter's menu. The animal started a frustrated growling routine. I began to sense a disturbing smell. I pinched my nose to prevent receiving any more of the foul odor. The nasty musk informed me of the improper identification. This was not a raccoon. The pesky skunk added yet another discomfort, to my so far sleepless night. I decided to scare him off. Skunks were very shy. There was little danger of getting bit. With flashlight in hand, my bare feet attentively stepped onto the lumpy deck. My frame neared the doorway. The weapon-like flashlight was held out in front. I twisted myself around the entrance. The stink producer's eyes froze in the brightness. His form remained stiff. As the frightened animal awaited my next move, I realized that I was wrong, once again. I had forgotten about the other animal that shoots out a skunk type product. This one was much more 211 fierce, than the mild tempered skunk. The chocolate brown fur of the sleek-bodied rodent was very misleading. The innocent looking mink would attack most anything. The small mammal was no match for my size, but a defensive bite could bring rabies. The furry mink began to hiss. His sharp teeth detailed his angered appearance. I banged the flashlight lightly against the wall. The startled animal fled immediately. He left a constant reminder of his stay. The raunchy odor lingered on. The overpowering voice of the alligator slowly became less frequent. However, everytime I concluded, the beast had turned in for the night, he would taunt me again. I moved the stump over to block the opening. The large chunk of wood gave me a false sense of security. But, nonetheless, my body was slightly more at ease. As my eyes grew tired, the loud bellows seemed less threatening. My mind would allow my guard to relax. I was safe. The Lord would protect me. I had a beautiful wife, waiting for me. I had to make it back. She was depending on me. She would be so excited, when she found out about our fortune. Her lovely frame would fit so well in the shiny sports car. That was incentive enough, to make it back to civilization. An alarming noise shot through my ears. It was only 212 inches away. It was coming from under the floor panels. The rattling call was that of a rattlesnake's tail. He was giving me a final warning. How did he get inside there? Why didn't I see him earlier? Could he attack me from his present position? Or, would the floor form a shield? The vigorous motion of his tail continued. My mind was puzzled. Should I have fled the shelter? This would have made me vulnerable to the roaring giants of the swamp. My eyes jerked open. The pitch darkness caused me to wonder of my whereabouts. Where was I? The only sounds were those of some crickets. It was dream. There was no snake trapped under the floor. Another sound presented itself. The constant hum of the returning mosquitos greeted my eardrums. One of the sharp pokers pierced my skin. Another layer of the moist repellent took care of them, for another round. My body was completely exhausted. The echoing voices of the night could no longer prevent me from finding peace. The air was cool, but not enough to be noticed over the many discomforts. If the mighty gator was to strike, I would let him. My body was too tired to fight back. Sometime, during the wee hours, the buzzing pests recommenced their attack. The can of spray, to which I was cuddling, was empty. My weariness had finally established serenity. I wasn't going to get up, to fetch the other can. 213 Soon after finding sleep, the blood sucking insects covered every inch of my exposed skin. It was too much to endure. My hands fumbled around for a fresh supply. The deterring substance would last the night's final term. GOLDEN IVORY CHAPTER FOURTEEN ROAD BLOCK 214 A loud crack echoed in my otherwise peaceful dream. The sudden interruption transferred my brain to reality. As I gained consciousness, my mind became more aware of the present events. My eyes remained closed. The sound waves delivered to my ear drums became more defined, more clear. I was still a little fuzzy on my whereabouts. It was time to make the days first attempt at vision. My eyelids reached their midpoint. The intensity of the morning light was too urgent. They reshut over my dilated pupils. I tried again. My eyesight steadily came forth, as I throttled the incoming glare. Where was I? The blaring sounds continued to break the silence. My vision returned to clarity. I realized my position. The sun's early rays penetrated the cabin's various ruptures. The disturbing volume of the snapping noise brought sharp pains. With my location determined, the origin of the deafening sounds was obvious. But, what type? Was it the Ivory-billed? Could I be so lucky? My stomach muscles tightened. My frame shifted to a sitting position. The soreness about my back and shoulders 215 became apparent. The wooden bed had dealt it's punishment. Considering the circumstances, I couldn't complain. Soon, my body was standing. My legs darted toward the opening, to capture a glimpse. Was Linda right? Was it really an Ivory? Although my brain recollected most of the night's events, it did forget one small detail. The large stump was still in the doorway. My first indication of this fact was my left toes crushing into the unforgiving wood. Several small bones cracked at the joints. Were they broken? The agony registered quickly. The pain was too great to hold back. My vocal cords erupted. The emphatic scream carried through the primitive land. Still in significant distress, I peeked out the broken down shack. At least ten birds had taken flight. As they flew beyond a recognizable distance, I was able to focus on a couple stragglers. They both possessed forked tails. None of the large woodpeckers offered a sound. A more conservative crack emerged from the dead cypress trees. I noticed the pain in my foot had ceased, as I searched out the culprit. It was the sound of a another woodpecker, chipping away at the insect covering bark. My sights zoomed in on the animal responsible for the noise. It was a Red Headed Woodpecker. This bird was much less timid, than his larger cousin. The difference in volume between the two gave 216 me a certain respect for the power behind the Pileated's bill. As I returned inside the old shack, a stinging sensation was felt. It was coming from my left foot in the arch area. The pain was not excessive. I moved to the stump and sat down. I inspected the swollen redness. It was the size of a nickel. Since the wound had already swollen, it must have been administered during the night. The infliction could have been the result of a number of insects. With the hurt being tolerable, I decided to drop the matter and begin my preparation for departure. My watch indicated that it was 8:00 AM. I noted that my hunger pains had subsided. However, the dryness in my throat had worsened. Though rested, my arms and legs felt considerably weak. My thighs and calves were strained from the previous day's over exertion. As I pondered the upcoming venture, I realized that this had to be ignored. There was only one way out. The pain could be dealt with later. My eyes veered toward the desk. The dangling socks were still there. I inspected the dirty cotton material. The day's first good news had arrived. My socks were dry. This was important. The rubber boots would have eaten my feet alive without the aid of soft, dry socks. I reached over and snagged the two foot warmers from the desktop. I fetched the 217 waders from the corner. As the boots were pulled from their resting place, evidence of human presence was uncovered. An empty pack of cigarettes was stuffed between two logs. I retrieved the crumpled up plastic and paper. It was an old pack of Camel non-filters. I placed the trash into my back pocket and proceeded to the stump. I covered my overworked feet with the soiled, but dry socks. I put the first rubber wader on. The rawness on the back of my heal became known. The pain declined somewhat, when the boot was completely on. A similar blister appeared on the other foot. My eyes closed and teeth clenched, as I struggled to get my foot snuggled into position. Once again, the pain went away, at least for the time being. I took a short sigh. The pause was intended for the mental preparation of packing and commencing the trip. The last minute breather did not serve it's purpose. There was something inside the shack. Something which was hidden by the darkness, the night before. I immediately threw everything into the knapsack. The book cover, spray can, tweezers. It was all heaved into the canvas bag in a hurried effort. My trembling hand clutched the bag. The other snatched the camera set up. My frightened brain directed my shaking legs out of the dwelling. From a safe distance, I turned around to view the unwanted guests. 218 The cause for the sharp burning pain in my foot was no longer a mystery. The culprit was known. Hanging from the ceiling near the rear corner was a bulky hornet's nest. Cluttered about their home were countless hornets. They appeared to be quite active. The large nest, which was made by the chewing of wood pulp, must have loomed inches from my head. The thought of this was enough to bring shivers throughout my skin. If I had known about the hanging residence, I would have taken my chances with the alligators. I had been stung one time before, by these bad guys. One sting from a hornet was comparable to ten by a yellowjacket. I must have been in a deep sleep, when I got nailed. I remembered the incident well. In my childhood days, my immaturity cost me a whole lot of agony. My friends and I were playing near an old oak tree. I caught sight of a nest in the tree. My friends dared me to climb up and touch it with a stick. They were all a year or two older. To fit in, I decided it was worth the risk. The burning pain was not worth one hundred friends. I was fortunate that I got nabbed, before I reached the proximity of their less than humble abode. My wrist had swollen to twice the normal size. My tolerance for pain was much less then, but still, this would have brought a grown man to his knees. I had lost movement 219 in that hand for a few hours. Ever since that day, I have fearfully respected all stinging insects. I shook my head back to reality. The dangerous bees were a safe distance away. It was time to consider the journey. The sky was not as clear, as the day before. The few cumulus that occupied the atmosphere were scattered about. Once again, there were no hints of possible precipitation. There was a calm breeze. It was just windy enough, to bend the assorted marsh grass blades. It created mild ripples atop the swamp's waterways. These were only noticeable under close inspection. The young day had yet to yield it's high humidity and scorching temperatures. That was sufficient reason to begin the hike. I opened the bag, to ensure the gold-filled pouch was still there. It was. The zipper was refastened. The knapsack was mounted on my aching shoulders. As I turned to grab the camera, another trace of man appeared. It was a bunch of footprints. They were from a pair of boots a good two sizes larger than mine. They were heading to the east. ( the opposite direction, from which mine came ) Where did the tracks lead? Was there a better course to take? A shortcut? Was it worth the risk? Like too many times before, my curiosity got the best of me. The tracks split into two sets. Running a few foot apart 220 and parallel, they led to the swamp. They both stopped at the same point, where there was a large indent. It dug much deeper into the ground. It was the result of a boat's bottom scraping the soft earth. The user's of this shack must have travelled by boat. Standing before the vast kingdom of the swamp was completely overwhelming. The poor lighting conditions of the day before hindered my depth perception. The miles of waterways were totally untamed. From the point I stood to, what seemed like eternity, was "no man's land". Out there humans were the intruders. Any risk taken would be dealt with no second chances. Perhaps, the undescribable danger was the reason for it's alluring charm. The motionless gators were basking in the sun rays. Although, they appeared to be dozing, the giant reptiles were alert and cognizant of their surroundings. Numerous egrets and ibises populated the shallows. An occasional heron would drive his sharp beak into an unsuspecting frog. The shoreline was patched with assorted sandpiper species. There was a blue and white bird hovering and diving into the water. His well defined hairy blue crest was a dead giveaway. But, for the life of me, I couldn't recall it's name. It was an easy one, too. The name was on the tip of my tongue. It started frustrating me a little. However, I knew I would have 221 to worry about it later. The running stream was the top priority. I turned around, facing the west. A peculiar thing happened. There was an alligator about thirty foot away. She had her body pointing at me. She was as straight, as an arrow. She kept her distance the whole time. But, when I took a few steps, her powerful body swayed. I took a few more forward paces. She did the same, keeping her body continually pointing directly to me. Her eyes were fixed. They displayed an understood warning. She would not allow any closer confrontations. The reason for her, staying in line with me, was to maintain a condition of readiness. The grounds for this were obvious, as I spotted her babies. They were swimming near her mighty tail. I wasted no time. My feet quickly increased the distance between the two of us. The journey had begun. As my rested, yet sore body passed the hut, I was shocked at it's appearance. It was in worse shape than the dim sky exhibited the night before. The cracks and holes were much more pronounced. The wood that was still intact showed signs of decay. What a difference a nights sleep made. The pesky buzzers reminded me of what, I had forgot. A quick stop to spray became a requirement. After the application was complete, I shook the aerosol can. It was 222 half full at best. I would have to ration the remaining chemical spray. It was just another setback in the challenge ahead. There was one significant advantage on my side. The tracks from the previous hike were quite visible. This would prevent, my getting lost. In an attempt to keep my mind off the many hazards, I concentrated on stepping into each footprint. The infinite dead cypress reminded me of the woodpeckers. If I hadn't stubbed my toe, I would have been able to witness the interesting birds. The thought crossed my mind that I botched the chance to see the Ivory. I threw the idea around for a while. The concept came up that, perhaps, I just wanted it to be true. Was I merely trying to convince myself? After all, the odds against the Ivory's survival were astronomical. And, the chances of seeing this marvel, if it existed, were astronomical on top of that. My mind switched to the heavy pouch inside the canvas bag. The bird may have been a fantasy, but this was for real! The brightness subsided to a small degree. Not because of a cloud, but due to the fact that I was entering the moss covered giants of the cypress forest. The burnt wasteland was behind me. The dimmer horizon made it more difficult to spot the footprints. But, with a mild squint, the sightings 223 were made. The blisters on the back of my heals began to bother me. I tried walking on my toes. This kept the boot from rubbing against the tender sores. However, it added stress to my already strained calves. The solution became a mixture of the two. It may not have alleviated the pain, but at least it traded off, where it came from. I considered taking off the boots. Although the ground was mushy, there were numerous root growths protruding the earth. This was a characteristic of the Bald Cypress. My mind was, once again, intrigued by everchanging habitats. As the forest thickened, the darkness could be detected up ahead. I caught sight of what was probably the last inkberry bush, before entering the deep gloom. My stomach momentarily took over my rationality. Why would there be any berries in the spring? And, if there were, was I stupid enough to eat them. I would not have to worry about the temptations. There was no fruit, poison or not, dangling from the shrub. My stomach growled in protest. Still, the pains of hunger were petty, in comparison to my dehydration. It was difficult to ignore the lack of energy. A mental picture of the running stream was my only power supply. The fortunes that the gold would bring was,no longer, a driving force. At this point, I feared for my life. 224 Although there was nothing edible in the bush, something was inside it's foliage. A few brown objects hung in a still manner. My first perception figured them to be just a bunch of dead leaves. Upon closer observation, it was learned that they were living creatures, namely bats. The long-eared,flying mammals were taking part in their daily sleep. Whom was I to disturb them. I proceeded to my hike. My tired feet began to pick up the pace. I could afford no more distractions. My fatigued legs and weighted down back severely needed a break. However, the only worthwhile break was one that included the replenishment of liquids. The squashing sounds of my steps echoed through the ancient trees. The deep murky land magnified the volume of all it's inhabitants. An infrequent mating call of an egret was enough, to send my heart into a full sprint. The high pitched hum of the katy-did sounded, like I was standing an inch away from a high voltage transformer. Whenever a Fox Squirrel would present me with his chatter, I would stop and dip my body. The paranoia had settled in. Any surging noise was handled, as if it were an attack. " Cuk, Cuk, Cuk, Cuk! ", blared an authoritive voice. My sweating body stopped. It did not duck, to evade an assault, this time. The caller was easily identified. It was 225 so potent that, the direction of it's source, could not be distinguished. " Cuk, Cuk, Cuk, Cuk! ", screamed the Pileated Woodpecker. My frame twisted to a easterly bearing. One more time was all I needed to decipher it's direction. " Cuk, Cuk, Cuk, Cuk! ", the apparently joyous bird erupted. It was mating season. The birds were building their nests. The several courtship rituals had begun. The pair of lovers would toil for hours, days. They would not conclude their labor, until they were complete. Within their home, they would rear a family. Home? Family? The reminder of the task at hand had me back into high gear. The small crossing would be soon. It was within sight. The thin pathway was only a hundred foot away. The yellowjacket nest came to mind. There was no other dry crossing. Trying to span the wide swamp was to risky. The depth and firmness were both in question. The mosquitos were unbearable. I set down the knapsack. The load off my back was a relief. In fact, it felt so much better, I considered discarding some of the heavier goods. However, the only weight bearing belongings were the gold and the encyclopedia. The gold was too precious. The book? 226 I tossed it in the mud. With a few handfuls of mucky soil, the nature book was covered. It then dawned on me that it was a library book. It was too late. Besides, if I made it out of this mess, I would have gratefully paid them twice it's value. I put the gold pouch back into the bag. I retrieved the spray can. I gave myself a light coat of repellent. There was probably only one more good spray left. My spine cracked, as I donned the knapsack. It was, as if my backbone was pleading for a longer rest. However, the luxury of a time consuming pitstop was unavailable. The bees nest was dead ahead. The stream was about a mile away. Most of which was the easy travelling grassy area, surrounding the water prairie. My feet carried me at a faster rate. It felt like I was sprinting, although my punished legs were only moving at a moderate jog. At first, the thoughts of the cool stream provided my legs with an added boost. However, as I neared the small dry patch, between the two swampy channels, the exertion overcame the excitement. Was this the end of my fuel? Could I endure the final mile? My body was still moving at a decent clip. I couldn't stop. If I could just make it past the yellowjackets, my body could take a short pause. An image of the swarming bees stabbing my helpless flesh emerged. The 227 mere thought was enough, to give me one last push. My sore feet continued the torturing pace. The narrow passage was upon me. The lethal stare of a new comer exploded into view. The rubber waders dug into the muddy soil. They skidded to an abrupt halt. My startled frame stood froze. Those blood thirsty jaws were within striking distance. Had I not seen the huge reptile, I would have went right by, untouched. But now, my motionless body was trapped. The alligator was lying on the bank near my feet, only two foot ahead and a foot to the right. The crossing could not be made. My only alternative was to back up. I would be alright. Slowly, I would retreat. There had to be another crossing. My weary body wanted to rest. The fixed position was soothing to me. As I focused on the enormity of the beast, I reconsidered. My legs began to flex into action. My first reversing step was commenced. The initial backing stride was done in poor judgement, or better put, with bad luck. A little baby gator fled from the grassy section, inches from my foot. Soon, there were three more scampering about. Now, I had done it. The mother, of which was over ten feet long, jerked to a ready position. Her deathly stare became even more intense. Her leathery back dipped. Her legs bent, and her belly slightly skimmed the earth. She was preparing, as a snake coils inorder to 228 strike. I had to run. The giant species was known to be surprisingly quick. I would have to execute a zig zag pattern, to avoid being caught. Chances were the angry mother would not chase me over a long distance. She would not stray far from her kin. The mighty jaws of the fierce animal opened widely. The razor-sharp teeth were exposed. They were considerably larger than expected. She blurted her first sounds of protest. It was unlike the bellows, heard deep into the night. It was a violent hiss. Why wasn't I moving? Where was the fear? Remaining in the present position was certain death. It was purely suicidal. At this point, my mystery was immense. My dehydrated body had nothing left to give. The irritated king of the swamp would be doing me a service, a favor. My raw feet would feel no agony. The constant aches in my entire muscle structure would be massaged to a painless condition. The emptiness in my forgotten stomach would be filled. My depleted body would be replenished with boundless energy. My beaten soul would be comforted with soothing thoughts. But, apparently, the Lord did not agree with this. He would grant me a second chance. He would offer me another perspective. 229 One of the foot long critters didn't pay attention to it's course. The baby gator walked directly over the mother's lower jaw. The small reptile was actually inside her gaping mouth. This was enough to make her hesitate. Her entire body jerked to a frozen state. The event seemed to make her even more angry, but with the youngster there, she could do nothing about it. The little baby quickly scurried off the giant's mandible. The brief instant was sufficient, to interrupt the trance that I was in. The other factors came to mind. My wife, our marriage, our someday children, my friends, the gold. Yes, the lovely gold! There was plenty worth suffering for. I would have to move soon. Everything seemed, like it was moving in slow motion. However, the whole chain of events took place in a matter of seconds. My mind didn't even consider the best direction. I jumped into motion. My body was immediately heading in reverse. Her powerful jaws clamped together. A crisp snap was heard. The protective reptile lunged forward, but well short of my escaping form. She would go no further. She could have caught me and shattered my brittle bones with her invincible grasp. Or, she could have instantly killed me with one crushing blow of her mighty tail. But, I, no longer, opposed a threat. If my body would have 230 remained stationary, my life would have ended. GOLDEN IVORY CHAPTER FIFTEEN NO CROSSING 231 ZONE The close encounter gave me a new respect for the mighty alligator. I pondered on the many times that I photographed them. I was always at ease, safe. The camera seemed to give me a false sense of security. They always appeared to be so docile. There had to be a narrow spot along the swampy channel. It was at least thirty foot wide at the point I stood. The murky, stagnant water was black in color. The water's darkness made it impossible to determine the depth. The only alternative was to search for a section, which I could leap across. I began my easterly hike. The rapid heartbeat from the recent episode slowed. The adrenalin created was quickly spent. The wear and tear continued to accumulate. A drink of water was the only thing on my mind. The weight on my shoulders grew increasingly heavy. I considered tossing my camera, but I just couldn't bring myself to doing so. The boggy runway did not get thinner. In fact, it expanded to nearly a hundred foot. My poor body had travelled about a mile, looking for something that wasn't. If I hadn't 232 seen the gator, I would have probably been to the stream. If I would have just continued running, the gator would have not had a chance to strike. Or, would he have? My weary brain was running out of ideas. Was this worth it? Was the gold really worth all of this heartache? What if I do somehow make it back? Will the police be waiting for me? Were the Braves still undefeated? There was only one logical answer. I had to try. The sinking ground was so hard to travel through. Every step took significant energy. One mile was easily equal to a good three. My thirsty blood cells would allow no more setbacks. This would be it. This was the place. If the water was too deep, I would sacrifice the camera and swim across. There were no other choices. My throbbing back was ready to give. I removed the backpack from my aching shoulders. The only thing of notable weight was the gold pouch. I decided, I would carry it in my hand. My back badly needed the breather. The canvas bag was zipped and mounted upon my sore frame. It would not matter if the bag got wet. It was water resistant, for the most part. And besides, it was the least of my worries. The camera was held over my shoulder by my left hand, the gold in my right. If all went well, in an hour my tired physique would be swimming in the cool freshness. 233 I eyed the dingy water. The dragonflies were everywhere. They were mating. They would sometimes connect rears in mid-flight. The bullfrogs raised their intensity, almost as if to dare me to cross. " Cuk, Cuk, Cuk, Cuk! ", said the red crested bird. I couldn't see him, but he was very near. His voice was friendly. It was like, he was on my side. Perhaps, it was a trick. Was I being lured into a trap? Were the swampland creatures cooperating together? Would they share my carcass? Was I going crazy? My right wader carefully ruptured the surface. The bottom was only a foot down. It gave slightly, but allowed enough support to continue. My left foot united with my right. A small relief was felt. However, it was much too soon, to announce success. The second step added another foot to the depth. The water was at the rim of my waders. The bottom was softer. I looked behind myself. The bank was still near. I could retreat. Perhaps, the alligator changed her post. Maybe, there was a dry area to the west. Was it worth the chance? Was this option really available. No, it was not. This would be it. One way or the other, this was it. My thighs tightened. The effort needed, to pull the rubber boots from the murky bottom's strong hold, was 234 great in itself. But, I was able to free them. The next step put warm water to near my hips. The boots were immediately filled with liquid. What about leaches? I continued walking through the mucky water. Finally, the powerful grip of the muddy floor was too much. I was buried to near my knees in the swampy depths. I was near the center of the channel. I could not free my trapped legs. I did not want to give up the boots. I pulled with incredible force. It was to no avail. The waders would have to be next on the list of expenses. I dreaded the idea of finishing the trip barefoot. My feet felt snug. The earth that surrounded my ankles and feet conformed to them. I couldn't budge them. My tired eyes glanced at the midday sun. It's heat was excessive. I retracted the legs of the tripod. With the pouch in my mouth, I heaved the camera set-up with all my might. The soft ground on the water's edge gave a bit, however, the extent of the damage was unknown. I had other problems to worry about. I grasped the pouch with my right hand. I proceeded to jump up and down, profusely. My struggling body could not release my anchored feet. The thought of attracting attention did not occur. At this point, I had to do what I could, to break free. The splashing commotion did not go unnoticed. An 235 unfriendly visitor slithered atop the blackened surface. As it approached, the brownish crossbands became more distinct. It was at least four foot long. Would I be lucky again? Was this the cowardly water snake? Or, had my good fortunes run out? Was it the venomous cottonmouth? The slimy reptile was but a few foot away. The olive colored skin and darker belts floated gracefully. Belts? That reminded me of something. Now I knew the name of that bird, I couldn't determine before. What a weird time to think about this. I had come face to face with the most aggressive snake in the country, and THIS is how I reacted! It was a Belted Kingfisher. But, who cared? I would not allow my weary brain to fail me. The ridiculous image was wiped away. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to wipe away the image of the long reptile. It remained. The snake wasted little time in announcing it's identity. The hostile actions spoke for themselves. The angry cottonmouth began to rapidly vibrate it's tail. The created splash echoed a sharp slapping sound. This was just the beginning. It's head was lifted above the waterline. The water moccasin held it's head upward and backward. The rich white liner within the snake's mouth was exposed. My body was shaking considerably. It's hollow fangs were taunting my terrified vision. Even the full poison sacks in the upper 236 palate were visible. The furious predator was ready to strike. With a split second prior to impact, my mind swiftly contemplated my two alternatives. Either I could remain somewhat still, or my body could be submerged. If I remained motionless, there was a possibility of the snake retreating. And, even if the venom was injected, the poison was not deadly. I would have plenty of time to reach a hospital. If I tried to hide underwater, the snake may have become even more disturbed. On the other hand, if my breath held out longer than the snake's patience, I would prevail.( unless, he dove under, too ) The bright sunlight sparkled on the tip of the sharp fang. The thought of it's piercing effect made my shivering skin crawl. I hated pain. The decision was made. My lungs inflated with a large volume of air. With my eyes shut, my knees were bent forcefully. My entire frame was plunged beneath the murky surface. The rotten taste of the wetness on my dry lips was my first perception. The moist stagnant liquid felt pleasant.I wanted so badly to take a gulp. The putrid taste would be overlooked by the comforting replenishment. But, my mouth was holding in the oxygen bearing air. Besides, the assorted bacteria would have resulted 237 in certain disease contraction. As my mind fought to remain in hiding, my body began to rise. The canvas bag contained an air bubble. My left hand reached to grasp the boot lip. I pulled myself downward, in order to stay submerged. The right side of my body twisted toward the top. I needed to pull down with my right hand as well. I gripped my right boot with one finger. I refused to release the gold. I had gone too far and went through too much, to lose it now. My mouth allowed a major portion of depleted air to escape. I was extremely cautious not to ingest any of the infested liquid. My lungs could wait no longer. It was time to receive another breath of life. My hand would be the first, to exit the water. If I was to be bit, this was my preference. My left hand was lifted above. The answer would come quickly. The excruciating pain of the ruptured skin was unforgiving. My right hand reached for the penetrated flesh on my left wrist. The golden treasure sunk to the dirty bottom. This was insignificant in comparison to the immense pain. My entire upper torso was rapidly surfacing. The undescribable burning sensation caused my vocal cords to issue a shrilling scream. The pressure of the injected venom shot through my whole arm. My vision returned. The slithering son of a bitch was 238 fleeing. The poison dealing snake was soon long gone. The heavy pressure quickly subsided. But, the blistering pain from the poison remained. The torn skin began to slowly extract my hungry blood. Within a minute, the torture lessened. Though still aching, the wound was soon tolerable. The bleeding was nothing to be alarmed about. The gold! Oh my God! The gold was gone! Could I find it? What about the open skin? If it came in contact with the swampy gunk, it would become severely infected. Was it worth it? Yes, it was. I prepared to submerge. But, wait a minute. Another swamp dweller approached. This one much larger. This one much stronger. The bulging eyes of the nearing gator floated above the water. The gold no longer seemed that important. In one fluent motion, I vaulted towards the bank. The imposing threat must have been the difference. My feet seemed to easily slip out of the boots. There was no time, to sit and wonder why I wasn't able to do this before. I was free. That was all that counted. My legs moved so swiftly, they didn't sink into the mucky soil. The remainder of the channel was of the same depth. Soon, I was crawling towards the channel's border. Was I safe? The giant serpent swam by without showing interest. Within minutes, he was out of view. I studied the now vacant swampy waterway. With the exception of a multitude of 239 dragonflies, there was no other signs of life. I looked at my punctured wrist. Only a couple drops of water were situated in the area. I must have been able to keep my hand above the water, during the episode. I was lucky. Was it too risky to go back and search for the lost treasure? What about the wound? What about the running water? The stream was full of gold. Getting a fresh drink of water was more important. I already knew where the gold was at. I looked down at my feet. I lost my socks as well. The camera was a little muddy. No significant dents were observed on first glance. The complete damage report would not come, until the next shooting, which I didn't plan on in the immediate future. There was no time for photography. My exhausted body needed water. The affects of the snake venom would not be apparent for several hours, according to my college studies. Even without the antivenom injection, very few people had died from a water moccasin bite. My top priority was to follow the channel back to my tracks. At that point, I would head south to the stream. The soggy ground felt comforting on my sore feet. I would have to be cautious, now that I was travelling barefoot. The many roots from the ancient Bald Cypress would produce painful blows to my already abused bones. My mind made a conscious effort to direct my legs properly. My 240 terrible habit of scuffing my feet would surely result in a couple stubbed or broken toes. My eyes scouted the area for a good landing spot, during each step. My thighs concentrated on picking each foot off the ground, one by one. My wet skin made my brain reflect on the thirst inside of me. My aching muscles desired the replenishment. My weary mind considered trying a little bit of the nearby water. How ridiculous would my dehydrated carcass look, lying next to a body of water? So what, if it was stagnant. That was what they made antibiotics for. My delirious state of mind was making the mucky liquid more inviting by the second. The running stream, which was about a mile away, seemed like an impossible feat. I stopped and turned around. I had only moved a couple hundred foot. If I would have checked my watch, it would have become known that less than five minutes had elapsed. Instead, I figured that my life would expire, before I could ever reach the saving flow. A blaring sound erupted from the ancient forest. My body froze, as the call was repeated. My mind recollected on what Linda had said. She stated that it's call was similar to that of a "false note of a clarinet". I was no musical genius, but that was the best way to describe the blaring call. I began to feel dizzy. My head spun. As my sights aimed toward the treetops, the many branches began to rotate. 241 Though my stomach was empty, nausea started setting in. The sounds in my ears were probably a figment of my fatigued imagination. However, the feelings of light-headedness were very real. My body staggered in the direction of a half decomposed log. With the camera at my feet, my dizzy body perched on the decaying chair. My hands covered my failing vision. The scattered spots began to increase in size. A fuzzy response covered my horizon. My perception became total darkness. Deep spasms emerged from my contracting stomach muscles. The cramping sensation caused a form of dry heaves. My lungs attempted to gulp extra quantities of air. The cramping subsided, but the darkness remained. A tingling localized at my forehead. It brought a sort of pleasure. The more I gave into it's soothing effects, the more it spread out. Soon, my arms and legs felt the familiar feeling. My mind was being hypnotized. My body was being rocked to sleep. The needed rest would do my body good. I was not giving up. I was merely taking a short afternoon nap. Right? 242 GOLDEN IVORY CHAPTER SIXTEEN IVORY The dark space was slowly filled with scattered spots 243 of light. My vision was recovering. The bright sunshine seeped between my fingers, which were covering my eyes. A clear receptivity replaced the earlier fuzzy sensations. My lungs were satisfied with the inflation of a fresh batch of oxygen. The woodland sounds played, as the dull buzz in my ears vanished. A tiny breeze tickled my forehead, as it dried my slightly moist face. How long was I out? My hair was still wet, so it couldn't have been long. I had never blacked out before. The feeling was that of confusion; where was I? This question took little time in answering. One small glance of the giant cypress and the gloomy distance was all it took. The memories were quickly returning to my puzzled mind. A throbbing response issued from my left wrist. I examined the flesh wound. The bleeding had stopped. Being on the wrist, the rupture was not very deep. This led me to believe, the snake had less time to inject the venom. This was pure speculation. Nonetheless, it was somewhat of a positive way to view the dilemma. The added motivation reminded me of the task at hand. The running stream was within a miles walk. My left arm stretched over to grasp the tripod. It would be a good prop, to aid me in regaining a standing position. My lungs inhaled an added boost of octane. My arms and legs flexed. I looked towards the ancient treetops. A moving 244 object caught my eyesight. I focused in on the jerky spectacle. It was a Pileated Woodpecker. He was swaying his red crest from side to side. He was only forty foot or so away. Why wasn't the timid bird fleeing? How could he not be aware of the human presence? I thought about the lost gold and going home empty handed. A picture was worth far less than the heavy pouch, but it was still worth something. For many years, I had tried to isolate this species on film. Due to the circumstances, it wasn't nearly as exciting, as I would have anticipated. I split the metal legs apart. I didn't want to stand. The intimidation would have surely scared off the prize. So, the shot would have to be taken from a sitting position. The camera was setting in front of my dirty face. Slowly the lens cover was unscrewed. The majority of the lens and camera was covered with mud. Fortunately, the glass and view finder were acceptably clean. The realization smacked me right between the eyes. The film was still in the knapsack, which was still on my back. There was little chance that the bird would remain, while I recovered the film. On the other hand, I had already went this far. I looked up to the feathered figure. He was still there, as if watching me. The canvas bag was lowered to the muddy earth. The zipper made a noticeable sound. I unzipped 245 swiftly to minimize the possibly disturbing noise. The contents were dry. Even with it completely submerged, the canvas material ( with it's special coating ) kept the water out. The roll of film was removed from it's box and plastic container. The small "leader" was loaded onto the spindle. The automatic winder advanced to the proper location. Everything was in order. My squinting eye veered in the direction of the viewfinder. The camera swiveled around in an attempt, to locate the bird. Had he left? Was the noise too much? No. There he was, in the very same place, as before. The light meter indicated insufficient light. I opened up fully. There was now enough light, to take the picture. Using the 400 speed film made a world of difference. If I was using the 64 speed, the picture would not have been obtainable. The bird was moving, too rapidly, for the slower film. My fingers made the final focus adjustments. Wait a minute. What was that behind the woodpecker? I took my head away from the camera and gazed upward. Ooh, it was another Pileated. Was it possible to get them both in the same shot? First, I snapped a frame of the lone bird. There was no way, I was going to go home empty on this one. Then, I tried to get both bird in focus. It was of no use. The later bird was too far away from the other. As I focused on the 246 centerpoint, it became apparent that the second one was significantly larger. I attempted to concentrate on him. The adjusting ring spun, as the animal's details became defined. Each feathery hair of the thick red crest could be distinguished. His vivid yellow eye stood out, like the night's first star. The black and white body filled the entire frame. That rich creamy bill........... Oh my Lord....., Oh my dear Lord.......... I closed my unbelieving eyes. My muddy knuckles rubbed them. My eyes reopened. He was still there. My fingernails penetrated my sensitive skin. The sharp pain, which was delivered, assured me that it was reality. Displayed before me was the most wonderful thing, the Ivory-billed Woodpecker!!!!! A species, supposedly extinct, was clinging to a tree not fifty foot away from my astonished eyes. Was this for real? Did I really wake up? Or, was this just a continuing dream? A loud crash sounded, as the Pileated's bill crushed into the tree's skin. The noise was so crisp, so exact. My reception was clear. Between this and the sharp pain from my digging nails, I was convinced. This was no dream. My pounding heart produced heavy pulsations, throughout my trembling limbs. The significance of the situation began to register. Linda was right. There were Ivories in these 247 woods. But, how many were there? The man, who watched them from the hut, knew of them. But, did the authorities? Either they, or he was keeping this a secret. My anxious brain threw around the many possibilities. I decided the debate was worthless. I needed to get this on film. The male Ivory stood fairly stationary. The focusing and adjustments were completed without haste. I initiated the shutter release. Quickly, I took another. Why was this extremely shy bird smiling for the camera? Perhaps, he knew that I meant no harm. This was a good explanation for a fairy tale, but it was highly unlikely, in this case. There was something keeping them in the area. The Pileated, as well as the Ivory, stood their ground. It was, as if they were standing guard. Neither exhibited signs of feeding. I began to scope the area, while remaining in the sitting posture. My mouth allowed a wheeze to escape. My lips responded, by tightly sealing off the sound. A dark spot floated high above. Before I could zero in on the subject, it vanished from the clear sky. Some small branches ruffled near it's vanish point. I studied the needles and scattered moss that was hanging around the top of the neighboring cypress. A fluttering pair of wings came out of hiding. The large bird soared downward from the treetops. I knew immediately that it was an Ivory. For 248 starters, the bird was significantly larger than the smaller cousin (Pileated). I couldn't determine if the tail was pointed. However, the black underside boasted a thick white strip along the rear portion of the wing. On the Pileated, the center has the white patch. The majestic bird landed on a nearby tree about twenty-five foot from the ground. It was a female. She lacked the red crest. Was this the very one that Linda observed? Her sleek wings were folded along her feathered body. There was something in her ivory bill. The wiggly insect resembled that of the larvae, which I dug out, along with the beetles, from the dead cypress. Just as my heart had returned to it's normal rhythm, something happened to put it back into an uproar. The most emotionally uplifting sight appeared before me. Three little heads popped out of a hole in the trunk. The 600 mm was hurrying in the direction of the youngsters. My shaking fingers wasted no time. The mother and her nestlings were soon in focus. I could detect a faint red patch on two of the three crests. The other had a constant light black crown. As I snapped the shot, the mother offered the living food to one of the males. The slender form accepted the beetle larvae and quickly devoured it in it's entirety. The nest was oval in shape. It may have been seven or 249 eight inches across it's longest point. The mother did not leave. Maybe, she was aware of my presence. How could she not be? She felt it necessary to stay for protective reasons. She remained next to the cavity in the ancient plant. Her head swayed from side to side. This behavior was similar to that of the Pileated. But, for the life of me, I knew not what it meant. My mind began to reflect on the circumstances. I looked at my open wound. I had a bandage in my first aid kit. However, it was not recommended to cover a snake bite, unless it was the result of a coral snake. ( the coral's chewing action causes very rough lacerations ) There was no pain in my wrist, anyhow. My continuing hunger, my hammered feet, my overworked back and shoulders. They were all irrelevant in comparison to my newly found excitement. Not even, the unquenched thirst was noticeable. The adrenalin in my system was overwhelming. This euphoric state of being was comforting. Though my perceptions were clear, my body felt a sense of floatation. My prior worries were replaced with a relaxed condition. The exhaustion was fed, as my heart pumped vigor into my starving veins. The overall affect was a soothing, yet energized status. I continued to make careful calculations, prior to exposing the film. My mind kept asking itself; what would 250 go wrong? Was the film properly advancing? Would the sun's streaky glare interfere? No. Everything was correct. I couldn't wait to show these to Linda. Would it have been wise to inform the DNR? Maybe, it would have been better to talk to the owner, first. There could have been a reason for the lack of advertisement. In fact it was possible, this was why the police were tracking me down. Was this area a huge experiment? It seemed like long shot, but I was ruling nothing out. My intrigued eyes scouted the area for additional action. That clarinet-like noise erupted from close by. It did not come from the female specimen to my right, nor did it originate from the male directly ahead. It came from the east. My sights examined the eastern horizon. No motion was observed. All that my vision perceived was the abundant cypress and slowly widening swampy channel. Over the next few minutes, another female Ivory arrived to feed, yet another batch of hatchlings. This time, only two necks stretched into view. Being a good bit further away, the descriptions were not achievable. As before, the mother submitted an elongated meal to one of the lucky recipients. This made me think. Those dead trees were the result of a major fire. Many insects thrive on burnt wood. No wonder there were so many woodpecker excavations. I spotted the 251 other female. She was still tending to her nest. Another food bearer flew in. This being a Pileated. She had a nest as well. She owned three young. It was difficult to identify her as a female. It was, for the most part, an educated guess. She acted quite similar to the female Ivories. All three mothers remained at their respective positions. I had nailed the jackpot. This was some sort of mating and nesting grounds. Then, one of the most peculiar things struck me. Why were the two species living together, so closely? Not only were these characters extremely shy, but they were also suppose to be "loners". A pair would normally mate and nest far away from another. ( even of it's own kind ) Was there a reason for this apparent relationship? The Ivories and Pileateds were not interacting. However, it was quite obvious, they were aware and accepting of each other's presence. The nearby Pileated let out a loud repetitive voice. The power behind it was considerably more than the Ivory's call. The males, which I first sighted, were still clinging to the rough bark. At this point, the count was: two female Ivories with nests, one female Pileated with nest, one male Ivory, and one male Pileated. This was not including the voice of the distant Ivory. 252 A nearby cracking blurted out. It blared from the east. My eyes could not pinpoint any movement. I swiveled the lens around on it's pivot. With the extra magnification, I panned the area. This technique was difficult, because the enlarged section in the viewfinder moved, very rapidly. A hatchet-like action entered my sights. The lens made the identification, rather simple. A male Ivory was crushing his mighty bill into the woody material. He was about a hundred foot away. By the looks of this project, he was building a nest. The depth of the infliction was much deeper, than that of a feeding frenzy. His blows were quick and deliberate. This was not a pleasurable task. This was a chore. As I studied the area, another feathered friend appeared. About five feet above the working male was a female. She was clinging to the cypress bark. The ivory colored bill stood out. Even from a hundred foot, the creamy bill could be perceived. The toiling male stopped. With little delay, he hopped up to meet the female. They looked at each other. The male blared out his now familiar call. The two did some sort of preening ritual. They continued to rub their own shoulders with their bills for close to a minute. The female, then, committed an identical sound. She swiftly flew down to the 253 nest-to-be. Her head swayed side to side for a short moment. She began crashing her bill into the large hole. Each swing was as powerful and crisp, as her partner's. The shared workload was an interesting form of companionship. Also to the east, but less distant, was a pair of Pileateds. They were mating as well. I was too intrigued by the Ivories. So, I didn't spend much time with them. Between the two mating pairs, the noise was almost continuous. I twisted the viewing lens back to the closer subjects. They were all still in the same places. Wait a minute. No, they weren't. There was one male missing. No sooner did my mind wonder of the missing bird's whereabouts, the male returned. He flew to the nearest of the two Ivory nests. He had an angry insect in his chops. Just as he had arrived, the male Pileated, which was standing guard, flew off. It seemed, as though, there was always a minimum of two males in the area. ( not including the mating birds to the east ) Any significance to this, at this time, would have been quite speculative. My eyes refocused on the incoming male Ivory. Surprisingly, he did not offer the beetle to one of the hungry nestlings. The struggling insect was transferred to the mother's bill. The male swiftly moved to a vacant tree. Was he replacing the post, which was left by the recently fleeing Pileated? 254 The mother placed the nourishment into the young female's begging mouth. The little bird chomped three times and swallowed the meal. The other two babies sustained their necks in a fully elongated condition. Their bills opened and shut eagerly. Soon, the recently fed female joined in. The immense appetite of the birds was a well known fact. I read once that a single pair of Ivories required two thousand acres of wooded land. The Ivory male closest to me took off. The male Pileated had returned. The pair of Pileateds completed a different transaction, than that of the Ivories. The female allowed the male to transfer the meal directly to the babies mouth. It was apparent that the small "community" desired two guards, plus the posting females. This was, more than likely, due to my presence. When I first spotted them only the two males were on hand. The three mothers and one father were gathering a feast. Now, only one would leave at a time. The relationship between them was unbelievable. Was this one of the adaptations that permitted the Ivory to endure? If so, what was in it for the Pileated? An intruder popped in for a visit. It was a black Fox Squirrel. The large bushy tail glided up the ancient tree. The Fox Squirrel was the largest of all tree squirrels. He had a white tip on his nose and two matching patches of white 255 on the ear tips. The critter was nearing the nest of the Pileated pair. The furry mammal consumed strictly nuts and seeds, but his sharp claws certainly presented a threat. The male joined the female at the nest. They each stood to one side of their young. The squirrel's accent persisted. He, probably, just wanted to pass by. But, the woodpeckers would have none of that. Still though, neither of the birds showed signs of an attack. The mammal was only ten foot from the cavity. Why were they not acting upon this dilemma? The squirrel felt little resistance. For all he knew, the birds were letting him pass by. Were they? The most unimaginable event transpired. I would not have expected it in a million years. A male Ivory flew over. He lit just above the climbing animal. There was no wasted time. His creamy bill was thrust into the bark. A deafening crack emerged. A substantial piece of bark fell from the tree. The squirrel retreated a few steps. He stopped. His body was motionless. The squirrel appeared quite frightened. The Ivory did not give in to his terrified outlook. The Ivory's claws released their powerful grip on tree's skin. He lowered himself down, to within a foot of the frozen animal. With an authoritive smash, another large chunk of bark broke away. This time, the crushing bill came 256 to within inches of the furry critter's tiny white nose. The scared Fox Squirrel tore away from the giant trunk. The animal continued to run, until he was far from sight. The male Ivory leaped from the tree. This time, he flew to his corresponding mate's nest. She began to pat down his slightly ruffled feathers with a sweeping motion. Within minutes, the female had completed the grooming with her rich ivory bill. Satisfied with her work, he found an unused tree and dug his mighty grip into it's outer shell. The Ivory was much more aggressive, than the Pileated. This could have been attributed to their increased size. The Ivory did not hesitate to come to the aid of the other species. Once again, the relationship was undescribable. The Ivory had changed it's nesting habits, to make up for the limited available space. The two species had learned to live together. In fact, they seemed to have benefitted from the arrangement. The Pileated could have populated and forced the Ivory into extinction. But, they allowed the Ivory to dwell in the small quarters. In return, the Ivory had offered extra protection to them. Most of this was based on limited observation. However, it was true that the Ivory had adapted. The Ivory had survived. I looked at my watch. It was noon. I had spent an hour, watching the marvels of these truly remarkable creatures. 257 As I pondered on the upcoming venture, some of the discomforts started to reappear. The dryness in my throat came out of hiding. The weakness of my upperbody was notable. My stomach growled, as it pleaded for a healthy meal. The ruptured skin on my wrist began to faintly throb. Surprisingly, the bee sting on my arch started hurting. It hadn't bothered me, since soon after the day's hike began. The annoying displeasures were all reminders that it was time to go. The lengthy rest and joyful sighting would be the additional boost required to reach the flowing stream. I had five more pictures left. Since the camera was already set up, I decided to expose them. The viewfinder was swiftly centered on a nesting female. It then hit me, I had no pictures, that proved the interaction between the species. The Pileated nest was about forty foot from the nearest Ivory. But, from the angle I was positioned, the distance appeared much less. With the Nikon set-up zoomed down to 200 mm, I was able to obtain both subjects. The fine detail would be lacking, but this was more of a composite-type shot, anyway. I proceeded to utilize the roll of film. The last shot had been taken. The signal light blinked, alerting me to the fact that the film was spent. The sound was switched off, earlier, to prevent any alarming noises. 258 The roll was rewound and removed from the back of the N2000. The cartridge was placed in it's cylindrical, plastic container and into my pants pocket. My lungs filled with one final breath of restful air. My eyes examined the watchful male, without the aid of the lens. These beautiful animals seemed to hold a sort of magic. In their presence, my exhausted body found energy. My aching muscles discovered comfort. The effects of the dehydration were over-ruled. The Ivory's fixed eye studied me. It seemed, as though the birds would know by now, I meant them no harm. Yet, they proceeded to exercise extreme caution. The reason became so obvious, the answer so clear. The survival of the Ivory was no accident. It was not of luck. This place was a secret. That was the only way that the Ivory could have made it. Man had hunted this innocent bird to near extinction. The few survivors relentlessly searched for a better hiding place. This was it. Why should the Ivories feel comfortable with my company? It was my kind that caused their endangerment. It was no longer a question of; who should I tell? This secluded hideout was their home. Their only home. If destroyed, it would be their last. The magnificent Ivory continued his stare down. I was no longer welcome and probably never was. My aching thighs 259 tightened. My body regained it's standing position. As expected, the birds did not budge. One of the Pileateds hopped around the tree, but that was the extent of the movement. My knees bent, to allow my hand to reach the canvas bag. The pain in my shoulders was sensed, as I mounted the knapsack. A silent grunt helped me deal with the unpleasant agony. I picked up the camera set-up and folded in the legs. The pole-like structures were telescoped inward. The set-up was, now, in the most compact form and ready for travel. It was time to begin the journey. My bare feet commenced to sledging through the semi-solid mud. The clarinets played a rapid tune. My neck jerked back to the east. Both the male and female were letting out bursts. The courtship antics were fascinating. The distance was too far for close observation, but I could easily make out the actions. The two mating Ivories were preening their own feathers. But, that was just the beginning. The female was a good ten foot below the male. Her powerful bill opened, as she uttered a single cry. She started climbing towards her partner. She stopped, prior to coming into contact with his black tailfeathers. She, once again, let out a harsh cry. The male remained quite silent, during this display. Whatever she was doing, it appeared 260 that it was "her turn". The female began to preen her feathers. Apparently satisfied, she proceeded to groom her mate with her darting bill. The male yelled a similar call. He burst out with a short series of the same sounds. The most remarkable part of the display occurred next. The male bent down. He lowered his bill near the female. They clasped their bills together. They did this about ten times. It may have been much more. It all happened so quickly, counting was out of the question, as well as unimportant. During this portion of the courtship, the two made no sounds. My distance was too great, to hear the clanging of their meeting bills. When this was complete, the male flew to the top of an adjacent cypress. The female stood, silently still. The rays of the sun intensified the attractive red crest of the male. He proudly stayed in the spotlight for a minute, or two. As some kind of signal to end the performance, he flew back to the cavity. His neck began delivering energetic blows to the half carved hole. My head returned to it's original position, facing west. This was the direction of my required travels. As soon as my tracks were found, I would continue south to the cool water supply. One last look was in order. The watchful Ivory had not 261 moved an inch. The sight, which I was beholding, was breathtaking. The only person, which I could tell of this, was Linda. I had to promise myself. That would make only Linda, I, and the unknown man the only shareholders of this secret. I would, probably, never meet this man, but that may have been for the best, anyway. I remembered the tracks leading to the boat markings. There were two sets of tracks. How many knew of this? My vision filled with one last glimpse. The difficulty, in keeping the secret, would be well worth the cost. 262 GOLDEN IVORY CHAPTER SEVENTEEN DYING THIRST 263 The constant rhythm of my marching feet placed my brain into a trance. My mind drifted. I travelled ten steps beyond, before I noticed the tracks. My tired body halted, as I pulled my senses back to reality. The daydreaming almost had me in trouble. But, it didn't. Out of the corner of my vision, my perception captured the prints. I backtracked to them. There they were, yesterdays tracks. It seemed like a week ago. To the north was the dry patch. Where was the alligator? The curiosity got to me. I walked to towards the narrow crossing. My nervous body stopped. She was still near. The mother gator had moved about ten foot. It would have allowed plenty of room, in order for me to pass. Should I have waited? The work and pain involved, merely to move fifty foot, was depressing. If only the sharp toothed reptile hadn't been there, I would be close to the campsite, by this time. My stomach hurt, as I pondered on my bad luck. Was there a reason, why everything was being done the hard way? The strangest concept entered my weakened mentality. Up to the 264 time that I had lost the gold, my luck was lousy. It was after the pouch plunged into the swamp, I discovered the Ivories. Was there a purpose for this? My mind was drifting, again. There was little time to waste. My frame executed an "aboutface". In a southerly direction, the hike recommenced. The tracks were quite distinct and easy to follow. The thick part of the cypress forest was upon me. The sounds, which before were musical, disturbed my weary ears. Even the song bird's voice was unwelcome. The dryness could now be felt, throughout my whole body. But, there was another pain, a new one. This one began to over-shadow all the others. My calves started to receive spasms. The cramping sensation nearly brought me to my knees. It wasn't just in my calves, either. It was in my ankles and knees. It was much different than a muscle strain. My worried brain spun. The dark treetops appeared nauseating. I released the camera from my grip. My painful knees sank into the moist earth. My palms followed suit. I stood on all fours with my eyes tightly shut. The revolutions in my dazzled head moved faster. My eyelids ripped open, in an attempt to end the misery. It was unsuccessful. My abdomen thrust upward. The massive force shot a painful lump through my dry throat. My stomach was empty. There was nothing to 265 upheave. Still, the agony was practically unbearable. A few deep breaths later, my disposition improved. Soon, I was at ease. ( my head, that is ) The pain in my lower body was immense. Why was the pain beginning in my feet and legs? I was bitten in the wrist. It didn't matter, though. The only thing that mattered was that the snake's venom had started exhibiting it's effects, much sooner than predicted. Getting to the hospital was of little importance. The poison was already reacting. By the time I could reach a physician, the pain would be on a decline. It was apparent that I would have to "ride out the storm". The odds of fatality for a cottonmouth bite were virtually zero. However, the torture would be significant, depending on the volume of poison that was injected. I picked the camera out of the mud. It was taking a beating. The mosquitos reminded me of their habitancy. There would only be one more application. I had enough discomforts, without adding to the pile. So, I decided to use it, now. The smelly mist issued from the can. Soon there was no moisture behind the releasing pressure. The empty container was placed back into the knapsack. There were no advantages to ditching the weightless article. My bare feet were treading through the boggy terrain. The cramping in my legs made it's way up to my thighs. 266 It was difficult to continue. But, I had no choice. My mind considered the question, again. Why was the pain beginning in my lower limbs? I was struck with an acceptable answer. My legs had been exerting much more, than my arms. The venom was attacking the more susceptible, weaker portions of my body. It only made sense. I was not a doctor, but I did know a few things about animal poison. It was also true that the venom would cause further dehydration. As if I needed an added incentive, to reach the drinkable supply. A glowing horizon was cast into view. The clearing was near! My exhausted heart pounded profusely. Please, no more misfortunes. There could be no further interruptions. Would there be an angry bear in the marshy grass? His loud growl would be daring me to pass. Or, would there be a group of basking gators. They would be holding their annual family reunion in the middle of my trail. Or the worst of all, was the police waiting for me? None of the above. The grassy section was quiet and vacant. I looked up to the bright sky. The sun's radiance was punishing. It didn't matter, though. The water was only a quarter mile away. My aching legs were trotting at full stride. Sweat beads ran down from my forehead. I wondered where the liquid came from. I thought, I was too dehydrated to perspire. 267 The continued spasms and drained energy level was not reason enough to stop. The soft earth squashed, between my toes. My mind concentrated on this mild comfort. It helped me drown out the numerous negatives. Countless wading birds lined the marshes' edge. They were of no interest to me. In fact, it was somewhat distressing to view them. My eyes were too tired, to focus on their large forms. My mind was too run down, to identify them. I looked away, thinking it would allow my head to relax. I was in a state of delirium. I didn't even bend over to lay the camera down. It was merely dropped to the bank of the flowing stream. The cool water was halfway up my legs. It felt soothing. Almost on impulse, I assumed a kneeling position. The waterline reached my naval. I swooped my eager face into the coolness. Three sizable gulps rushed down my dry throat. The liquid quickly dispersed throughout my internal organs. The water brought pain to my chapped lips. The thought occurred that I should consume, more slowly. However, my excited body desired an immediate replenishment. Two more volumes entered my insides. My stomach began to fill. This was not a good feeling. My entire abdomen felt stiff as a board. The pain imitated that of a rupture. This was a normal symptom for my condition. But, did the quick drinking accelerate the 268 process? A large bulk of the water gushed from my wideopened mouth. The ripping torture removed my desire for the liquid. The amount ingested was sufficient for the time being. I sat down to rest. Was it best to take a long break? Would the agony continue to escalate? If so, I could not wait out the pains, out here. That could have possibly meant spending another night. My body still desperately needed food. ( or so it thought ) The plan was simple. The truck possessed the following: food, water, comfort, and security. I would reach the F150 and allow the sickness to peak out. Besides, I had went too far, to allow the mosquitos to do me in. No man could survive a night in the swamp without an adequate supply of repellent. That reminded me of something. The recent dip, more than likely, washed away a good portion of the bug spray. It was in my best interest, to expedite the strategy. The blaring heat amplified the torment. The extra resistance, created by the wading technique, caused even more stress. A loud cry erupted from the cattails. It was a male Red-winged Blackbird. He was performing a territorial dispute. He was presumably protecting a nearby nest. My failure to yield was not to his satisfaction. His shiny black form took to flight. The irate bird swooped down, to within inches of my head. This antic was repeated several times. 269 For the most part, I ignored this display. Each time though, my eyes were shielded, just in case. The unhappy flier discontinued, when I had passed, what he considered a safe distance. The tainted blood in my arteries started affecting my thought process. There was nothing to decide. The only thing required was to keep moving. But, for some reason, it was very confusing. The whole concept of travel was beyond my grasp. Why was I in the water? Why wasn't I walking on the easier dry surface? Would I remember my way back to the truck? Every effort I put into answering the simple questions resulted in more uncertainty. A long and slender animal slithered atop the creek. I was not too far gone, to realize that it was a snake. It looked big, very big. There was no fear inside. If I ignored it, the serpent would simply go away. Would the extra venom put me over the edge? Was I already there? Luckily, I would not find out. The slimy snake wriggled onto the bank. The reptilian figure was never seen again. A picture of Linda flashed by. The image displayed her in the wedding gown. Those blue eyes possessed such honesty. She was a portrait of innocence. She would have never gotten into this mess. Greed would have never been able to take control of her actions. She, most likely, knew that the gold was pure. 270 Our relationship was substantially more important, than the risky gold. How come I had to go through this calamity, to learn such an obvious fact? The intensity of the midday sun was baking my brain. Reality was slipping in and out. Something was up ahead. It was a head peeking above the shallows. The culprit was a turtle. I wiped my sweaty brow and looked again. This was no ordinary turtle. It was an Alligator Snapping Turtle, a very aggressive and intimidating creature, to say the least. I couldn't stop. My trembling body approached the aquatic monster. His razor-sharp choppers would surely rid me of a toe. The half submerged beast stood his ground. It was waiting for me. It was difficult for him, to hold back the laughter. I was only a couple foot from the turtle. It was not a snapper, at all. The dangerous figure, I beheld was nothing more than a harmless painted turtle. Would my mind hold out? My brain cells were numbered. One by one, they were expiring. The mild breeze brought blaring sound waves to my failing ears. The splashing sound could not be heard any longer. I prayed to the lord, to allow my vision to persist. Up ahead, I could see the curve in the creek. Was this a sign? After making the turn, things became quite blurry. I can't remember much about reaching the sandy mound. The only 271 memory was that it differed greatly from the campsite, Linda and I had enjoyed. Was this an altogether different place. If so, where did I go wrong? Was this helpless life lost? I have no recollection of the hike through the deer trail. The next thing I recall was reaching the truck. Over the previous twenty-four hours, I thought that the truck would be an inviting image. However, it brought little pleasure. My body was on fire. The misery was undescribable. I had to get to a phone. Linda would know what to do. . She could help me. My brain was of no value, at this point. Would I be able to drive? One thing was for sure, I had to try. The camera was tossed into the cab, with little concern. It bounced on the seat, but it didn't fall to the floor. The canvas bag was pulled from my shoulders. It was thrown into the cab much like the camera. Wait a minute. What about the pictures of the Ivories. It then somehow dawned on me, the film in question was not in the bag. It was in one of my pockets. My dirty hands fished around for it. The exposed film was in my grasp. I had to hide it, from getting into the wrong hands. My weak body sat in front of the steering wheel. Where were the keys? Dear God, did I lose them?! The only thing in my pocket was the plastic cylinder, which was now in my hands. They weren't in the ignition. Did the cops remove them 272 from the vehicle? The little quest became a frantic search. The ashtray was bare. There was nothing in the glove compartment, but a few loose papers. Where could I have put them. The camera bag was left in the cab, during the journey. It was setting on the passenger side floorboard. Maybe, the keys were stowed in there. Soon, my fingers were performing a nervous probing action, through the miscellaneous items. No keys. I pulled down the sun visor. A jingle sounded, as I felt an object strike my head. I had placed the keys in the flap. I bent over to retrieve the metal ring. A sharp pain emerged from my stomach. There was food in the back. However, these were not hunger pains. I had no appetite. The thought of food was painful, in itself. The keys were inserted into the slot. The engine rolled over. My blistered foot pushed down on the gas pedal. The exhaust let out a forceful burst. The revolving engine produced a low roar. It mildly vibrated the large truck. As I reached for the shifter, I noticed that both hands were empty. What had happened to the roll of film!? How could this happen? Where did the film go? A pain drilled through my gut, resembling the bursting of an organ. It was unbearable. How important was the film? It was in my hand, when I entered the truck. It must have been within the cab. 273 I could find it later. The agony inside was mounting, as the clock ticked. The automatic transmission was placed into "reverse". The tires gripped the sandy ground. The rearview mirror didn't present me with a sufficient picture. However, my neck was too sore, to twist around for a better view. I basically guessed. Luck was on my side, once again. The truck was on the road and heading for the bridge. Damn. I had completely forgotten about the bridge. My eyes examined the large chunks of wood. I had been successful three times before. I was simple, just line up the wheels and give it the juice. Besides, there was no other alternative. Not unless I wanted to walk. I had to reach a telephone. I was at least five miles from one. The F150 was slowly driven to the edge of the creek. My foot was riding the brake. My confidence was lacking, in comparison to the other crossings. The front tires dropped onto the railroad ties. The brake was heavily depressed. My lungs took a deep breath. My eyes veered over to the stream. I reached over and snapped the seat belt into place. The brake was released. Ever so slowly, the vehicle moved forward. This was easy. My ears would soon be filled with Linda's lovely voice. I could hardly wait. There was a car up ahead. I couldn't decide to pull over and let it 274 pass, or not. The road was too narrow for the two of us to fit. I chose to move over. The steering wheel was sharply cut to the right. OH MY GOD!! I was still on the bridge!! What in the hell, was I thinking? Was it the poison that altered my judgement? Or, was this simply my destination? It didn't matter. The big blue Ford plummeted towards the stream. I could have only imagined, what the splash had looked like, or sounded like for that matter. The impact was tremendous. Help me Linda............ 275 GOLDEN IVORY CHAPTER EIGHTEEN 276 THE FINALE The steering wheel dug into my chest. My left arm was pinned in, by the weight of my immobile body. The big truck stood on it's side in the creek. The passenger side was slightly submerged. The waterlevel reached halfway up the glove compartment. I couldn't move. The pain in my ribs was excessive. It was difficult to breathe. It was only a matter of time. I was doomed. But, wait a minute. There was a car coming. They would surely stop. Or perhaps, there was no car. Maybe, the poison created an hallucination. Continuing splashes neared the tipped over vehicle. The sound of voices approached my trapped body. There was hope. The audibles stopped. The air was silent. Was I hearing things? Was this just another hallucination? My blurred vision scouted for a human shape. Nothing. Not a damn thing. A loud bang echoed within the partially flooded cab. The steering wheel, which I was involuntarily resting on, shook slightly. The voices started up again. This time louder and more distinct. There were two separate voices, both men. My anxious heart was beating excitedly. Why 277 wouldn't they show their faces? Where were these people located? My vision was getting worse. I could no longer focus on things in the truck's interior. My head was spinning. I felt no pain at all. My arms and legs were completely numb. The only physical sign, which I could note, was my incredible shortness of breath. Two large figures appeared in the windshield. I could not make them out. Were they going to help me? Of course, they were. But, what were they waiting for? I attempted to yell. There was nothing there. I simply did not have the required energy to vocalize. There was another form moving in my obscured sights. A worried feeling flushed across, as I determined it's identity. The long and skinny gadget was a gun, either a rifle, or a shotgun. Was I it's next target. It was the gold. They knew about the gold. Or worse yet, they knew I shared their secret. They felt that I was going to ruin it for them. They wouldn't kill me, over such a petty thing, would they? There was such a small amount of time available. If I could tell them that I was a photographer, they would let me live. I could show them the equipment. They could see the snakebite. I had to gather enough energy, to speak. My lungs 278 inhaled a deep breath. The discomfort was horrible, but this was my only chance. My abdominal muscles pulled with all their might. My vocal cords screamed the first word that entered my head. " Cottonmouth! ", I yelled. Did they hear it? Was it loud enough? I repeated it a couple times. There was no positive response. My faltering eyes squinted. The figures came into a semi-focus. The image was horrifying. One of the men was pointing the gun at me. This would be the end. I had nothing left to give, absolutely nothing. There was no blaring sound of the deadly weapon. The only thing that I registered was the shattering windshield, as the bullet penetrated. It got black. Not deep black, as expected, but a nice soft cover of black. It was over. GOLDEN IVORY 279 CHAPTER NINETEEN THE MEDICINE MAN The refreshing darkness put my mind at ease. My overworked frame could finally relax. The serene horizon blanketed my entire body. The sensation was comparable to being suspended in space. My mentality settled into a state of tranquility. The comfort was extraordinary. It seemed, I had a choice. My present condition consisted of a trouble-free world. There were no worries, no responsibilities. It was a paradise. A brief thought entered the void. Linda was not here. She was waiting for me; counting on me. This peaceful world would always be there. But, would I have the privilege of choosing? 280 Or, was the decision already made? Was I in too deeply? It's alluring power was immaculate. Perhaps, I had already made the selection. A blinding light pierced the darkness. It's intense beam was directed towards me. The luminous glare brought pain to my no longer resting brain. Was this the light from heaven? Was it too late, to return to Linda? The brightness went away. The sharp pain left with it. A voice emitted from the far distance. It was a women's. It was Linda. She was crying. I wanted so desperately to hold her. I wanted out. Another voice whispered. This one was of a man. Who was it? My muscles were paralyzed. They would not allow me to climb out of this status. The voices became clearer, more crisp. The blackness began to lift. My numb body regained it's senses. My soul felt the presence of life. The blurry image before me started to show definition. The picture was clear. I was alive. Above me was a man in white, holding an instrument. The gadget, which he was grasping, was used to expel a beam of light for medical observations. He was, of course, a doctor. On the other side of me was Linda. Her face was red. Tears were falling from her cheeks, but she was smiling. She could see that I had awaken. 281 " Tony, honey can you hear me? ", she anxiously whispered. Her voice was so pleasant. It seemed, as though I hadn't heard it in years. It was time to make an attempt. I pulled in a large mass of air. I had to release it, immediately. The pain was unbearable. I would have to use a smaller quantity of air. A second effort was executed. The distress was noticeable, but tolerable. Would my vocal cords function properly? " You sure are a sight for sore eyes.", I stated in a weak tone. By the end of the short sentence, I was wheezing. Linda wiped her puffy cheeks with a tissue. " Thank the Lord. How are you feeling, dear? ", she inquired. Her lovely blue eyes sparkled a glitter. " My chest hurts.", I spoke softly, " Where am I? " " You're at the Waycross Medical Center, young man.", the doctor replied. His voice was powerful and direct. He was an older looking man, probably in his late fifties. He was mildly overweight.The most memorable feature was the amount of hair on his ears. You could say, he had fuzzy ears. He wore wire-rimmed glasses on his slightly hooked nose. Even with all the minor flaws, he had a look that demanded respect. " My name is Doctor Stan Lofton. You were brought here Sunday evening. You've been her for two days.", he stated 282 quite distinctly. " Two days! ", I yelled. Another painful stab sliced through my ribs. I decided to speak more calmly. "Yea, two days. You've been through quite an ordeal. In fact, you had me quite worried.", he said. " What happened? ", I asked, not completely sure if I wanted to hear the answer. " Honey, I'm going to go get a quick drink.", Linda politely interrupted. It was obvious that she was excited, as well as very relieved. She left out the door. " The police sent you to Folkston. They treated you for your head and chest injuries. The problem was they don't have a Poison Control facility. So, you were transferred to here.", he explained, " We received the call and had the anti-venom ready for your arrival." " How did you know, the type of snake bite it was? ", I questioned. " I guess, when the Folkston County cops arrived, you were muttering the word "cottonmouth".", Dr. Lofton expounded. I remembered saying it. But, I thought that they didn't hear me. They didn't seem to respond. Oh well, maybe, luck was finally on my side. " Anyway, we administered the injection at once. Your 283 blood pressure was abnormally low.", he added. " So, why was I unconscious for two days? ", I asked. The mild talking must have done my chest some good. The pain had lessened. " Well, normally a cottonmouth victim is in pretty good shape a couple hours after the shot. But, your vital signs did not improve. In fact, they continued to steadily decline.", he revealed, " Late that evening, you were changed from stable to critical condition." " Did the dehydration have something to do with it? How about the swamp water? I may have ingested some of that.", I offered in a frenzy. " We checked out those sort of things. There was no bacterial infection in your blood or urine. The dehydration was significant, but also completely under control.", he said. " So, what was it? ", I inquired, beginning to get overly eager. " We discovered a tiny bite mark on the arch of your foot. The inflammation had diminished. That was the reason, it was missed upon earlier examination.", the physician clarified. " That was just a hornet sting.", I informed quite confidently. 284 " It most certainly was not! This was the doings of a Latrodectus mactans.", he scientifically stated in an upbeat tone. " The Black Widow ?! ", I quickly referred. His eyelids opened widely in surprise. He wasn't expecting a response of that sort. " That's right. The widow has a special talent. It's called voluntary gland control. I suppose, you know that, too? ", he quizzed in a sarcastic tone. He was unpleasantly affected by my ability to name the spider. Did he feel intimidated by my knowledge? I didn't want to find out, so I decided to play along. " Honestly, no I don't. What do you mean by voluntary gland control? ", I questioned. " They can control the amount of venom injected. Since the spider is non-aggressive, the most common cause of bite is from stepping on one. The widow is usually killed before it can deliver much fluid.", he continued, "Even when the spider survives, it rarely transfers a large dose. However, in your case, I believe you received the arachnid's full capacity of the highly potent compound." " Wow, that explains a lot. The spasms started in my legs. I knew something was strange. ", I realized. Linda came back in. Her hair was neatly combed. The soft 285 blonde waves floated through the air. Her eyes were no longer glassy and only a slight hint of redness remained. She was wearing a joyful smile. She didn't interrupt. Her detailed lashes threw a deliberate wink, as she sat down near the bedside. " We gave you the proper serum along with an IV of calcium chloride. By the next morning, you returned to stable condition. And, another twenty four hours later, you awoke. The reason, you slept so long, was the dehydration and overexertion. It's Tuesday morning, and I'd say you're ninety percent from fully recovered.", he estimated. " Gee, how about the accident? You mentioned something about head and chest injuries.", I inquired, hoping for some more positive news. " Your chest will probably be sore for a week. There were a couple hairline fractures, but they're mainly just bruised. There was no extensive damage to your head, just a minor abrasion. How are you feeling? ", he finally asked. " My chest hurts, my arms and legs feel weak.", I concluded. " Well, that's to be expected. The seat belt probably saved your life. It definitely made my job easier.", he exclaimed. " Yea, It's one of my very few good habits.", I related. 286 " It's a good one for sure. Someone from the Folkston County Police Department is here. I believe, he needs to finish up his report. Do you feel up to it? ", Dr. Lofton asked. " Yea, send him in.", I said, trying to hide the abrupt nervousness. The doctor left the room. Linda pulled her chair up closer. " Hey, you sure scared me. You were in really bad shape. Oh, by the way, I called the plant. Everything is all set. You've got all the time off that you need.", she informed. She gripped my right hand. The other one had a tube stuck into it. Her gentle touch was reassuring. I squeezed back. " Yea, I was scared, too. I wonder what the police want? ", I pondered. " Oh, I already talked to him. He knows that you were just taking pictures. I told him that you were photographing birds and stuff.", she explained in a sweet voice. " You didn't tell him about the gold did you? ", I examined. " No, you didn't want me to tell anyone about that.", she came back quickly, " I haven't told a soul a single thing." " I wonder, why they were tracking me down, then.", I 287 reflected aloud. " I asked them to.", she replied. " You what? ", I said in a stern, but weak voice. " Yea, you didn't call me, like you promised. I got really worried. So, I had the operator connect me to the nearest police department. All I could think about was that scary snake.", she related. " And they came right out and checked, just like that? ", I suspiciously interrogated. " Well, I sort of told a small fib. I said that you were suppose to be home by then.", she admitted. So, the police were not checking on the gold. The whole incident had happened, because of my greed and paranoia. The entire chain of events could have been prevented. However, I wouldn't have seen the Ivory. I decided it best, not to tell her of the gold. I would only tell her of my fascinating discovery. She didn't need to hear, about what a stupid klutz I was. " Guess what? ", I said not allowing time for a reply, " The Ivory is there. I seen them up close. It was the most unbelievable experience." " I knew it! You'll have to tell me every detail.", she demanded happily. 288 " How's the truck? ", I asked. " Not too good. It needs a new quarterpanel and a windshield. Plus the frame is bent. It's at home now. They towed it yesterday. I've got a rental. It's an Escort.", she stated, acting ashamed of the car. " You didn't happen to find a roll of film in it, did you? ", I asked, praying for a positive answer. " I haven't seen the truck, except for a quick glance. I've been here, since Sunday night.", she explained. " I sure hope it's in there. I got some pictures of the woodpecker. I hid the roll somewhere in the truck. For the life of me, I can't remember where.", my dry lips stated. My hand loosened it's grip. As I let go of her hand, my eyes studied a styrofoam cup of water. My grasp retrieved the container. My strength was considerably greater, than anticipated. The cool liquid felt refreshing, as it passed through the straw and into my system. " You're kidding? I knew, you could do it. Don't worry, we'll find those pictures.", she assured. My mind started to ponder the whole situation. Those pictures could change a lot of things. But, would it be for the better? They seemed to be doing fine, as they were. It would have been great, if Linda could have enjoyed the spectacular sighting. That very thought reminded me of the 289 reason, for which she didn't join me in the expedition. She was sick. " Honey, how are you feeling? Did you see the doctor? ", I asked sympathetically. She threw an incredible smile. Why was she smiling? " Yea, I did and...", she started, before the abrupt intrusion. A bothersome knock echoed from the already propped open door. A man in a blue uniform stood prominently. It was an officer. " Howdy, You're sure looking better. Got a few minutes? ", he asked in a masculine tone. " Sure.", I replied. " My name is John Harris. I'm the sheriff of the Folkston County Police Department. I was one of the men, who found you the other day.", he introduced. I paused a moment, before offering a word of thanks. " If it wasn't for you, I'd be dead. I don't know what to say, thanks.", I stated honestly. " Don't mention it, son. Part of my job. Besides, we could have found ya sooner, if it wasn't getting dark. We tracked you a little ways on Saturday, until dusk.", he paused for an instant. With a fresh breath of air, he continued," So, Sunday morning, I went out asking for volunteers. The forming of the tracking party took a bit 290 longer, than I had hoped. Finally, by mid-afternoon, we were ready. We were just coming, to begin the mission, when we found your truck." His left cheek possessed a large wad of chewing tobacco. " I won't waste too much of your time. Your wife explained the purpose of your trip. There won't be any trespassing charges. The land belongs to the Okefanokee National Refuge, as of a week ago. They'll be blocking off all access, shortly.", he clarified politely. " Oh, I thought, it was privately owned.", I added, immediately realizing the stupidity of the statement. If I had known it was private property, I had no business being there. The officer made no facial expression that would indicate that he caught the minor slip-up. " Yea an old man used to own it, five thousand acres worth. A couple years ago, he just decided to give the land away. There was a strange stipulation in the transfer, though. The land has to remain untouched, no human tampering.", he stated in mild bewilderment. " Gee, I guess he didn't want anyone destroying the land.", I said. ( the story was starting to unfold ) " Yea, but his oldest boy didn't like it. He thought the land should have been divided, between him and his 291 younger brother. In fact, that's why it took so long, to transfer the deed to the park. He took his old man to court.", he exclaimed with emphasis. " To court? ", I questioned. " Yep, He tried to prove that the old man started a bunch of fires, dating back twenty years. The judge declared that there was insufficient evidence. However, he did say that, if more proof could be collected, he would consider, deeming the old man mentally incapable.", the officer stated. " What does that mean? ", Linda asked, trying to participate in the discussion. " Well, The land would be given to the two boys.", he expounded. The answers, to my many questions, were coming faster, than I could explore their meanings. Did the man burn the trees on purpose? Did he know that this would increase the Ivory's food supply? Was this man responsible for their survival? " Some kid, takes his own father to court. He must have needed the money.", I suggested in a method to obtain more information. " That's part of the strangeness of the whole thing. The oldest has a very successful business going in Folkston. 292 He owns a couple restaurants and a grocery store. His name is Steve, Steve Taylor. Greg, the younger boy, works in Waycross. He's an electrician. The one, who's broke, is the old man. It's hard to figure.", the policeman explained. " What about the younger kid? Was he in on all of this? ", I asked. " As far as I know, he had nothing to do with it. But, I'm really not that sure.", he warned. Officer Harris paused a moment. He took an object out of a bag, which I hadn't noticed that he was carrying. It was the book cover. " Is this yours? ", he quizzed. " No, I found it in an old abandoned shack. It must be the old man's.", I proposed. " OK, I'll see that he gets it.", he pledged. My mind started pondering a good comeback. I wanted to meet this man. We could talk about the Ivories. I could tell him, the things I saw. Perhaps, the information would be of value. " Sir, do you think it would be alright, if I returned the cover to him? ", I diguisingly pleaded. " Well, I don't see no harm in that. He lives at the Patterson Nursing Home. Just take highway 82 east for fifteen miles. It's on the left side, as you enter the city 293 limits. You can't miss it.", he directed. " He lives in an old folks home? ", I inquired. " Yep, he was living with the oldest, when the family battle began. Soon after that, he was living in the nursing center. I don't really know the whole story.", he stated. " What's his name? ", I requested. " Andy, Andy Taylor. By the way, he doesn't talk too much.", he cautioned. " Thanks for the tip.", I replied. " No problem. I'll let you get some rest. Good luck to ya. And one other thing, stay in the city, where you belong.", he advised with a slight chuckle. " OK, Thanks again.", I responded with a louder giggle. I considered mentioning his loud muffler, but decided against it. I didn't want to push my luck, although he had a good sense of humor, and more than likely, would have laughed. He set the leather book cover onto the tray near the bed. The man in uniform swiftly walked out. His steps were precise and deliberate. I thought about some of the things that he related to me. Had I found myself in the middle of something? Should I have tried to find out more about it? I looked over to Linda. She was still gazing towards the vacant doorway. Her eyes were in some sort of daze. She 294 must have been quite confused. To be honest, I was a little baffled too. How did the Ivory fit into the scheme of things? Or, did it? I had realized that the sheriff didn't spit, during his visit. He must have swallowed the tobacco tainted saliva. Perhaps, he just didn't want to be rude. I proceeded to tell Linda the story of the Ivories. 295 GOLDEN IVORY CHAPTER TWENTY THE UNWANTED VISITOR A wisp of air pressure issued, as the band around my right bicep loosened it's grip. The glass thermometer in my mouth felt terribly irritating. " 130 over 75, looks good.", the overweight nurse 296 stated. She pulled the little glass tube from under my tongue. Her eyebrows tightened,as she squinted to decipher the indication. " 99 degrees. You should be out of here tomorrow.", she assumed. I smiled in approval. My eyes met with Linda's baby blues. Her face wore a supporting grin. The woman in white, probably in her mid-forties, shook the mercury tube. She set it on the counter, next to the miniature sink. A young girl, carrying a tray of food, shyly entered the room. It was breakfast. I was as hungry, as a horse. The little brown haired girl was dressed in pink and white pinstripes. She was a volunteer Candystriper. As she placed the food onto the portable table, I caught sight of her name tag. The plastic label read "Larissa". " What a cute name ", I thought to myself. Her skinny body exited the private room. The chubby RN followed. " Honey, you never finished telling me about your doctors visit.", I asked, urging on a response. Linda threw a peculiar expression. The unusual look quickly transformed into an eager appearance. She paused to catch a full dose of air. Another interruption erupted from the entrance to the room. This time, it was the sound of somebody clearing their throat. It was a man, and a rather large one at that. He was wearing jeans and a tee-shirt. His 297 hair was messy, and it didn't appear that he had shaven recently. What did this person want? He didn't look at me. He veered over to Linda. " You wouldn't mind, if us men had a private talk, would ya? ", the harsh voice spoke. Linda gave a puzzled look. Her eyes asked me, whether she should stay or leave. I sat in the bed, befuddled. With a small twist of the head, I motioned for her to wait outside. I would see, what this extremely rude man wanted. He waddled towards the bedside. His eyes studied the hospital room. He didn't say a word. He reached for something in his shirt pocket. It was a container of Copenhagen. The lid was removed from the round canister. He pinched a fairly large portion of the moist substance. The tobacco was inserted, in between his lower lip and gums. He put the container back into his pocket. A couple of flakes stuck to his lip. With an ugly swipe of the tongue, the tobacco shavings were gone. " The name's Steve Taylor. I understand, you had an adventure on the old property.", he stated. It was the oldest son. Why was he here? I wanted nothing to do with this jerk. He made me sick. " How did you find out? ", I asked in an unfriendly tone. 298 " That stupid sheriff went around, forming some posse to find you.", he said with little concern. It was apparent that this man did not care about what I thought of him. " So, why are you here? ", I continued with the mild interrogation, hoping he would get to the point. " Got a little proposition for you. You see, I have this little problem. My old man has a book that I need.", he persisted with the explanation, " It contains some valuable information. The problem is; he doesn't trust me." I couldn't hold back any longer, " Why should he? You tried to put him in jail." Steve emitted an evil smile. " That crazy man took away, what was rightfully mine! ", he exclaimed in an intimidating fashion. " Well then, Why don't you get your brother to help you? ", I relayed in a sarcastic manner. He displayed a rather confused expression. I'm sure, he wasn't expecting me to know so much. " That goody-goody is on dad's side. Look! I'm willing to pay you twenty-five grand for the book. Are you interested, or not? ", he shouted in a macho kind of way. The offer was substantial, but my pride was not for sale. However, I was intrigued with this. I wanted to hear more. 299 " That's an awful lot of money. What's so special about this book? ", I inquired. " It's his journal. You see, years ago, he had claimed to be conducting some sort of experiment. He said that he was trying to save some stupid woodpecker. He thought that burning trees was required to continue their existence. Anyhow, the fires were always blamed on lightning. If I could get my hands on that log book, that one-sided judge would be forced to classify the old man as a lunatic.", He explained, exhibiting his own insanity. " Did you ever think that there might be some truth to his story? ", I suggested. " No way, He's crazy. The man was obsessed with that swamp. He practically lived there. He'd sometimes leave for a week, before returning home. That's why momma left his ass! ", he yelled. For the first time, he showed some concern. It appeared that his mother was a touchy subject. I thought best to leave that matter alone. He bent over and spit into the waste basket. The sight of this turned my stomach. My breakfast no longer seems so inviting. " What makes you think, he'll give me this book? ", I asked, expecting a false answer. " You're a stranger. You could tell him that you seen 300 this corny bird. Maybe, suggest that you could observe it for him. Convince him that you wouldn't tell a soul.", he explained. It was sort of ironic. I actually did see this "corny" bird. His eyes focused on the book cover. The object startled him for a second. An almost hideous smirk lit upon his unshaven face. The cover made him happy. " Where did you find this? ", he asked in a much better mood. " It was under the floor of an old hut, near a huge swamp.", I told him. " This is excellent. Perfect. You know? This just might work. This could be the answer. If you return this to him, he may believe you! ", he mischievously continued, " I was just out there, looking for the journal. I took my speed boat across the swamp. In fact, I broke the propeller on a damn stump. I had to paddle half way back. I didn't even think about checking below the floor." He was excited. In his mind, he felt that I was going to help him. I would have rather died. " So, Why are you so interested in this swampland? It seems to me that it would be pretty much worthless.", I examined. " It's what is underneath the swamp that warrants my 301 attention. There is a major deposit of red clay. The massive bulk of clay, which could be dug out, would bring a healthy sum of money! ", he proudly expressed. A terrible ache shot through my gut. This was not a good situation. The land would be demolished. The Ivory would be doomed. And, what about the gold? He would surely discover it. Perhaps, he already knew. The man had no taste. He could easily have been lying to me. One thing was for sure. Not only, could I not help him, but I would have to do everything in my powers, to stop him. " What's going to happen to your father, if this plan works out? Won't they put him in jail? ", I asked, preparing for the next lie. " He's already crazy. They're not going to do a thing.", he responded. " You really think he's crazy, don't you? ", I exchanged. " Any man, who doesn't have a penny to his name, that gives away a small fortune is completely insane.", the corrupt man described. An amusing thought filled my rested brain. Wouldn't it have been neat, if I had met this man a few years ago? What if he gave the land to me? I could have studied the Ivory. I could have kept his dream alive. But, reality quickly set 302 in. The dangers of the swamp were great. If anyone knew this, it was me. I was no match for the primeval land. It was an interesting idea, though. The poorly dressed man ejected another burst of brown saliva. He stared at me, awaiting a response. It was obvious that he was anticipating my acceptance to his proposal. My mind contemplated the situation. It was best, to let him think that I was going to help him. I wasn't in a position, to see his violent side. " If the offer is not enough, it is negotiable.", he added, apparently worried that I was going to turn him down. " No, it's plenty. I'll give it a try. That's all I can do.",I distorted. His face displayed a bright expression. Those were the words, he was looking for. He pulled out a piece of paper from his pants pocket. He set it on the little table. His head performed a prominent nod. He deposited another volume of spit into the wastebasket, before departing. I removed the paper from the rollable piece of furniture. It included his address and phone number. My revitalized hand crumbled the useless information into a ball. My mind thought about this for a moment. This data may have been needed. I decided to hold on to it. As I pulled the tray of cooled off food over, Linda 303 walked back in. " Hi honey, I'm going to have some breakfast. Have you eaten yet? ", I wondered aloud. " I'm all set. Who was that mean person? ", Linda requested. " Remember the sheriff mentioning the older son of the man, who owned the land? ", I explained in the form of a question. " You mean the one, who took his dad to court? ", she elaborated. " That's the one. He wanted me to do him a favor.", I replied. " You're not going to, are you? ", she questioned, expecting a negative answer. " No way, he's an asshole! ", I expounded. I examined the tray of food. A cup of cold coffee, jello, soup broth, a juice, a total liquid diet. It wasn't exactly, what my stomach was hoping for. " Yech! Let's order a pizza.", I recommended. Linda smiled, but didn't offer a verbal response. I doubted anybody was open, anyhow. " So, tell me, before we get interrupted again, what the doctor said.", I implored. The same girlish expression illuminated upon her 304 lovely face. My eyes stared directly into hers. She momentarily looked away. " Well, It wasn't the flu.", she offered in an incomplete statement. For some reason, she was waiting for to say something. What was it? She just stood there. It appeared, as though, she was nervous. Her cheeks colored themselves a soft shade of red. " Yeah, What was it, some kind of virus? ", I requested. " Honey,", she quietly stated, " I'm pregnant." Isn't life great! 305 GOLDEN IVORY CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE VISITING HOURS Later that day, I was able to get around on my feet. There was considerable soreness in my legs, but the strength had returned. The doctor said that the mild pains would linger on for a couple weeks. He also stated that he 306 anticipated a full recovery. My tender ribs slowly permitted more air to fill my lungs. The next day, I was discharged. My anxious head had a lot of traffic. What would this man be like? Would he talk to me? How about the film? Would I find it? Or, was it lost in the accident? How about the new life to be? Would we have a boy or a girl? The small rental car turned into the parking lot. The sign read; "Patterson Nursing Home". Linda was at the wheel. She wouldn't let me drive. My heart began pounding slightly harder than normal. The little "get together" made me quite uneasy. What would I say to the stranger? Linda transferred the shifter to "park". The ignition was cut off and key removed. She threw a silent wink followed by a hearty smile. " Well, Are you ready? ", she asked. " Yea, I'm a little nervous.", I admitted. She made an impression, to which I interpreted to mean; don't worry. We both departed from the car. The building was larger, than I had imagined. It was made of brick with numerous large picture windows. There was only one story. In the center of the two long wings, there was a set of double doors. Linda and I approached the entrance way. My hand firmly grasped her soft grip. We looked at each other and presented forced smiles. The automatic doors swung open. We 307 entered side by side. The reception desk was straight ahead. A nicely dressed woman sat behind the large counter. She appeared to be quite busy. Her fingers were typing at a rapid rate. Her mind seemed occupied on the task at hand. She didn't notice the human presence. My patience was at an all-time high. In fact, I was just happy to be alive. It was not necessary to interrupt. She would have to stop for a break, soon. Either that, or her fingers would fall off. The constant chatter of the electric typewriter came to an abrupt halt. Her talented fingers remained in the ready position. Her eyes looked upward. Her face, which wore too much make-up, displayed a surprised appearance. " I'm sorry. Can I help you? ", she asked very politely. I paused for a moment. It, then, became apparent to me that I had forgotten his first name. What was it? My teeth clenched together in frustration. I could feel the flush of redness, as it signified my embarrassment. I looked over to Linda and let out a noticeable sigh. " Aah, Taylor...umm.", I stuttered. My eyes motioned for help. Linda noted my predicament. She was good with names. Would she remember? " We'd like to visit with Mr. Andy Taylor, if possible.", Linda asked, saving 308 me from further humiliation. " Well, I don't see any problem with that. Are you members of the family? ", she inquired. " No, I've got something that belongs to him. The Folkston sheriff thought it would be proper, if I personally delivered it.", I stated. Linda withdrew the bookcover from her purse, so the lady could see it. The receptionist acknowledged. Linda put the leather material back into her large purse. " Oh, OK. His room number is 14B, it's the last room on the left hand side. He has the bed nearest the window.", she directed, pointing down the long hallway. " Thank you very much, mam. Have a nice day.", I extended. " You're welcome.", she said in a soft feminine tone, " Oh, Could you sign in, please? " After signing, we walked down the corridor. What would I say? For god's sakes, I couldn't even remember his name. My mildly cramping legs felt like jelly. We neared the end of the hall. There was a long couch against the wall. There was a sizable ashtray on each side. I presumed that it was the smoking area. The door possessed the number fourteen. This was it. I knocked. There was no answer. My fist pounded, more forcefully. 309 " Come on in.", a screechy voice called. With a twist of the knob, I opened the door. The room was poorly lit. I noticed that the shades were pulled on the picture window. There were two beds, as the lady informed. I cautiously stepped forward. A skinny old man was sitting in a chair, next to the first bed. This must have been his roommate. His mind seemed to be preoccupied. He was humming a tune. I looked at him and smiled. " Hi.", I greeted. He continued to hum the notes. As I turned away, he responded, "Howdy, howdy, howdy. Nice day, yes it is." We continued to move toward the second bed. I had hoped that Andy would be more sane, than this fellow. There he was. Sitting in a chair, similar to the other man. He was much smaller than his son. He was not the masculine figure, I had envisioned. The little hair left on his head was white as a sheet. His slightly oblong shaped face contained many wrinkles. Still, he was well shaven and carried himself well. His overview presented an honorable distinction. He was wearing a plaid shirt and blue jeans. His hands shook, but not profusely. There was something about his eyes. They didn't move. He gave no indication that he knew we were there. But, they were definitely seeing 310 something. It was like, I could see his mind concentrating. " Mr. Taylor? ", I whispered. He showed no signs of acknowledgement. His deep state lingered on. Was this it? Would I get no information? Perhaps, he truly was mentally ill. " Mr. Taylor. My name is Tony White. I kind of got lost in your swamp.", I explained, expecting a response. Nothing. The words did not register. I looked over to Linda. She rolled her eyes. Not in a sarcastic way, but in a disappointed manner. I would not give up this easily. " Sir, I saw the Ivories. I saw a bunch. They were nesting. It was a magnificent sight.", I tried, figuring this would surely stimulate his attention. His trance continued. His shaking hand moved to a drawer. What was he getting? Did he understand? Was this his way of communicating? The old man pulled out a pipe and a bag of smoking tobacco. He dug the pipe into the heap of dry leaves. After packing the load and the flick of a lighter, he was leisurely inhaling the aromatic smoke. The whole time, his mind appeared to be somewhere else. The voice of the roommate blurted, " No smoking in the room. We all promised, ha ha ha, a promise is a promise. It sure is, yep it is." The man giggled as he spoke. Andy ignored the reminder. Maybe, he couldn't comprehend it. I felt 311 deeply sorry for the man. " Andy, can the Ivory survive? Are there enough trees? Did you know that the Pileated have interacted? ", I informed. Still nothing. There was nothing left to say. I could have told him about the gold. But, he probably already knew. Besides, I honestly didn't care about the gold any longer. If I only had those pictures to show him. Perhaps, I could have returned, when I got them developed. A man stepped into the room. He was dressed in a shirt and tie. He was large. He looked familiar for some strange reason. " Oops sorry, didn't know you had company. I'll wait outside, daddy.", the husky gentleman stated in an apologetic manner. It was the other son. He had come to visit his dad. Perhaps, he could tell me some things. My legs were getting tired of standing. There was nowhere to sit. Since I wasn't getting anywhere in this one way conversation, I decided to give him the cover and go. The book protector was removed from Linda's purse. " Sir, I believe this is yours. It would have been an honor, to have worked with you.", I truthfully declared. Something happened. The old man flinched. His eyes 312 darted from their fixed position. I handed the masterpiece to him. His no longer quivering hands accepted. He set the cover onto the bed. He stood up and walked over to a pair of doors. They had a lock, holding them shut. There were two more sets of doors, each of which did not consist of a lock. One of them was cracked enough, to catch a glimpse inside. I saw a stack of blankets and a pair of slippers. As he moved, he did not limp, nor stutter. His legs had sufficient strength. His fingers slowly, but smoothly, turned the combination wheel on the lock. What was he doing? Was the returning of the bookcover ample evidence to my loyalty? The master lock released it's latching grip. The old man swung the doors open, widely. There were a few odds and ends, too difficult to identify. But, in the back was a generous stack of papers. He grasped them with both hands. They were brought over to me. " These must be destroyed.", he demanded, as he handed them to me. The mysterious man had a deep voice. It had a peculiar accent. It was different than the average southern drawl. I grabbed the small pile of work. I immediately handed them to Linda. She stuffed them into her over-sized leather bag. Miraculously, they fit. My eyes turned back to the wise 313 old man. I took a deep breath and prepared to speak. His powerful look stopped me. " Don't trust him.", he quoted, while motioning to the door. Was he speaking of his younger son? " Sir, I will not let you down.", I vowed. There were so many things to ask him, now that he was speaking. Where would I start? I paused, preparing to blurt out a question. It was, then, that I noticed the blank stare had returned. He, once again, was sitting in another world. The trembling in his hands had came back. The conversation was over. I pointed my eyes at Linda and then toward the door. We quietly began to leave the room. The roommate started to laugh, almost uncontrollably. Linda and I stopped to examine the situation. There was no immediate answer, to explain the laughter. The lines about his face became more defined, as his reaction caused the muscles to tighten. His eye sockets were somewhat sunken and protected by thick glasses. As he continued to chuckle loudly, I couldn't decide whether to feel sorry for him, or to be glad that he's happy. ( or, at least, he appeared that way ) The room fell silent. The man was quiet. He ceased all movement. His expression changed drastically. A look of worry covered his wrinkled face. The contrast of the jolly 314 appearance of a few seconds ago, and this new look, was undescribable. It was like the difference, between night and day. He wore a mild frown. What was the cause of this sudden mood swing? Was there, once again, no explanation. A single tear rolled down his face. It got lost in one of the deep creases of his aged skin. Another followed. The confused man began to weep. Soon, the whining voice, from his skinny frame, vibrated off the walls. His quivering arm reached for the nurse's call button, which was clipped to the chair. His hand fumbled. The fastener unsnapped from it's mount. The little transmitter fell to the floor. Linda swiftly moved to the dropped caller. She picked it up and reattached the cord to the arm rest. She pushed the button for him and retreated to my side. As her glassy eyes studied the old man, she displayed a troubled appearance. This had really gotten to her. This time, an explanation was in order. The strong odor reached my senses. The stench did not cause much discomfort. It just made us feel more sorry for him. The poor man could not control his bowel movement. My arm pulled on Linda. She did not want to leave him. I assured her that a nurse would be there, shortly. It was her job, to take care of him. She finally approved. We left the room. As I exited the room, I noticed that the room number sign was lit up. This must 315 have been an alert for the nurse. There was no nurse in sight, as of yet. The younger son was sitting on the long bench-like seat. When he noticed us, he jerked up. He stamped out the cigarette, which he was smoking. " Excuse me, Are you the man that found daddies book? ", he asked. " Well, I found part of it.", I returned, rather suspiciously. " Sheriff Harris called me yesterday. He said you'd be returning it. He said you were a photographer.", he discussed. " Yea, I had quite a trip.", I related. Linda veered her eyes down the hallway. She was concerned for the poor old man. Actually, I was too. " Tony, I'm going to go check on the nurse, OK? ", she requested. in a pleading voice. " Yea honey, go ahead.", I agreed. She quickly jogged towards the receptionist's desk. The weight of her purse must have made it somewhat cumbersome. I looked back at the younger son. " You didn't happen to get any pictures of anything unusual, did you? ", he asked. I looked at the clean cut man. His eyes displayed 316 honesty. But, could I trust him? It was best to see, what he was up to. Andy told me not to trust him. " Nope, can't say that I did.", I lied " Darn, I was hoping you did. You see daddy was conducting an operation, in order to protect a certain bird. If I could prove this to the public, daddy would regain his faith in me. And then, he would come home.", he exclaimed, like it would be a dream come true. " Why doesn't he have any faith in you? ", I interrogated. " Because of that stupid brother of mine. He got upset, when daddy didn't will the land to the family. So, he took it up to the legal system. Anyway, daddy thinks that I was on his side.", he stated in a regretful tone, " I haven't talked to, nor seen, my brother, since that day. It's been over two years." " Wow, I wish I could help you.", I responded, as I began to feel pity. " Yea, When I heard that you had the book, I got real excited. His journal should contain the whereabouts of his experiment.", he explained. " Do you think, it would be wise to give this information out.", I asked, anxious to receive his answer. " Yes, The Audubon Society could observe it's progress. 317 Daddy's relentless work will be worthless, if the proper actions are not taken. However, I fear that the journal is buried somewhere out in the swamp.", he said, once again, showing great concern. Did this man really care? His answers made a lot of sense. Perhaps, the paperwork would be safe in his hands. My brain was so confused. The nurse entered room fourteen. Linda arrived shortly after. As she stood nearby, my eyes examined the purse, to which she held. Was it's contents best in this man's hands? Why would the old man tell me not to trust him? Did Andy mistake him for his older son? " Linda can I see your purse? ", I asked nicely. She handed me the stuffed leather bag. His eyes lit up. Was he expecting this? Was the glow in his pupils from anticipation? Or, was I just paranoid, again? Greg noticed my lengthy stare and looked away. He pulled the pack of cigarettes from his pocket. He stuck one into his mouth and lit it. They were Camel non-filters. A dull burst hit my stomach. I couldn't believe it. I hadn't realized it, but I was staring at him, again. " Oh, I'm sorry. Do you mind if I smoke? ", he requested, noting my peculiar stare. I snapped out of it in time to answer, " No, go right ahead." 318 It didn't strike me as important before, but there were two sets of tracks leading to the boat. Did the second set of footprints belong to the younger son? Did he travel to the shack with his brother? The cigarette pack in the lodge had to be his. His brother chewed tobacco, in fact, so did the sheriff. Andy smoked a pipe. Was there a simple explanation for this? Had he placed the used pack there, before his brother's visit to the shack. Or, was this a two way plot, a scam? I had to give him the benefit of the doubt. What could I ask him, to clarify this mess? My mind contemplated the possible angles. The perfect answer entered my overheating brain. " Hey, Greg? ", I directed. " Yea? ", he questioned. " Just curious. Why haven't you ever went looking for the book, or the bird for that matter? ", I quizzed, putting him in a position of commitment. He paused, not answering as swiftly as usual. " I wouldn't last an hour in that place. It's just so dangerous. The last time I was out there, I was a little boy. Daddy use to take us boys out on his flatbottom boat. It was a lot of fun. Daddy wasn't afraid of the alligators. He always said; they won't bother you, if you don't bother them. 319 Personally, they scare me to death.", he expounded. There was little doubt that he was lying. He even carried on, like he was making it up. The whole plan was crumbling. He and his brother were working together. Either I would be greedy and take the money, or I would fall for the pity. I think, they expected me to give the papers to Greg. That seemed to be how they were setting me up. The huge offer of cash was the backup. Thank God, I detected the pack of smokes. I almost fell for the sob story. There was still a minor problem. I was holding the handbag. My mind had come up with a reason, for asking for the purse. I didn't want him to know that I had it in there. I was always terrible at spontaneous reactions. I felt a drop of sweat emerge from my forehead. Would he notice? It tickled my temple, during it's descent. Finally, a plan arose, not a good one, but a plan nonetheless. " I was going to have a cigarette, when I noticed that you smoke non-menthol. I haven't had one in years. You wouldn't mind, would you? ", I hinted. " Not at all.", Greg responded. He shook the pack, causing one to stick out. I removed it and placed it in my mouth. A small flame was burning near my face, before I could blink. I inhaled the awful smoke. I tried not to gag, but I couldn't help it. It tasted so harsh. A small choking sound 320 escaped my lips. " Wow, These are much stronger than Salem Lights.", I explained, as I handed Linda her purse. I looked into his eyes. He was, without a doubt, expecting something in return. " Well, I sure wish I could help you. I gotta go. Have a nice day.", I said. I turned toward the entrance, without observing his reaction. Linda and I walked away. He probably figured that I was going to accept the bribe. Or better still, perhaps, he didn't think I retrieved the journal. Near the exit doors was an ashtray. The raunchy cancer stick was quickly extinguished. The thought crossed my path that I didn't introduce Linda, nor I. This may have been slightly rude, but I was glad. As we left the building, I considered turning the matter over to the police. If so, the brothers would get the land. This was out of the question. Should I have told the DNR of my sightings? I quickly came to the conclusion that, if a man's own children wouldn't believe him, who would? Besides, the old man wished it to be done this way. And that was the way, it would be done. The three and a half hour drive home was spent reading the old man's material. Linda drove. It was remarkable. It 321 discussed the controlled burnings. I was right. They were done to increase the Ivory's food supply. It mentioned one fire that got out of hand. Much more area was damaged, than planned. In fact, by way of the map, much of the surrounding state land was damaged as well. Thank God, the boys didn't obtain this document. It was all there. The mating habits, the numerous sightings, the hatchlings. I then came across some encouraging news. The Ivory had adapted his feeding habits. Between his favorite beetles, fruit and berries, and even carpenter ants, the Ivory now had an unlimited food supply. He stated that the Ivory would survive, as long as the land was not tampered with. That was the reason for the stipulation in the deed transfer. I noticed that there was no mention of any gold. Was I the only beholder of such information? There was no reason to tell anyone, not even Linda. The precious metal only brought out the bad in me. If it became known, the land would have certainly been stripped. The Ivory would perish. Another thought penetrated my thick skull. What if the whole thing was an illusion? Maybe, I simply wanted to see the bird so badly, I convinced myself that I did. Did the poisons affect my vision? Was it all one big hallucination? I threw the crazy notion away. It was all too real. It had to be true. Besides, soon, I would be home. The roll of 322 film would prove it, once and for all. GOLDEN IVORY CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO BACK HOME The small blaze picked up it's pace. The increased glow brightened the dim room. The papers were quickly altered into flakes of light ash. The fire returned to it's normal 323 intensity. As I stood in front of the fireplace, I considered the alternatives. Did I do the right thing? The old man told me to destroy the log book. But, did I really help the Ivory's chances. What if the brothers found other evidence against their father? This was out of my hands. I decided, I would keep track of the piece of property. As long as it stayed in the ownership of the national refuge, there was no reason to interpose. However, if the land changed hands, I would have to come out with the secret. To my own dismay, that roll of film could not be located. I tore that beat up truck upside down. The frantic search lasted hours on end. It was my only concrete proof that I came face to face with this extraordinary animal. The questions began to build into my angry head. How could this happen? Nothing else was missing. The camera was a bit water damaged, but it was still in one piece. The camera bag, which was left in the cab throughout the journey, was filled with assorted odds and ends. It contained a couple of rolls of unused 64 speed, but no 400 was found. The knapsack only possessed one roll, and this was the first roll, not the one that held the rare images of the Ivory. All of the articles that flew from the truck, during the accident, were recovered. Nothing was missing, except the 324 absent cartridge of film. Did I hide it in the bed of the truck? Did the lost object end up at the bottom of the stream? Maybe, I dropped it in the span of the returning hike. No, I specifically remembered holding the roll, while searching for the truck keys. Some of the memories were blurry. My frustrations escalated, as I tried to recall the events. My mind could not grasp the recollection. There was little apprehension of the happenings, which occurred, after my reaching of the stream. The poison had taken it's toll. Was there a purpose for this? Was this some kind of punishment for obstructing nature's balance? Perhaps, it happened to ensure the continued success of the Ivory. Maybe, it was just my dumb luck. That seemed to be the best explanation. After a few weeks of feeling sorry for myself, I dropped the issue. The truck went to the shop. Insurance covered all, but the deductible. The Ford never did drive the same, though. It had an annoying pull to the right. The pictures on the first roll came out great. As I developed them, there was a shred of hope that I got mixed up. That this was actually the Ivories. But, the mild optimism did not pay off. Seven months later, I became the proud papa of an eight pound baby girl. We named her Denise. I, now, had TWO lovely 325 girls in my life. The thoughts of the adventure in the swamp slowly began to fade. The memories were replaced with new ones of our brand new life. The dry season ended soon after my return from the hospital. It rained on and off for two and a half weeks. My lawn didn't turn green, until late June, though. Just think of the money, I saved on lawnmower gasoline. How about those Atlanta Braves? Well, they went on to win the division. They, then, proceeded to get swept by the Cardinals in the NL Playoffs. They made up for it somewhat, by making it to the World Series in a few years later. But, they lost to Jack Morris and the Twins in a dramatic game seven. I never really got involved with baseball, until I moved to Georgia. As a child in Chicago, it was just the Bulls and the Bears. Maybe, that's why I never have cared much for the Chicago baseball teams. But, ever since I became a Braves fan, the tomahawk chop has been embedded into my soul. Mike never did talk to Amanda, after the incident at his party. A couple years later, he got married. He ended up with five children, all but one were boys. Unlike me, he stayed in that small town of Danburg. To this day, he works at the hydro plant. He was promoted to foreman, shortly, after I left. We keep in touch every so often. As I said, I left the plant. Mike had just brought his 326 fourth baby home, on the day which I departed. Geothermal power seemed to be the wave of the future. I got hooked up with the Marion, Ohio based power plant, during it's construction. I worked my way up to Plant Manager. My plan is to retire in the year 2010. Thank God, I'll have a good retirement check. Right around the turn of the century, social security hit rock bottom. The baby booming years finally caught up with the nation. There were just too many people retiring and not enough young citizens to pay for it. The old man? Well, remember that phone number, I thought might come in handy? It did. I called that jerk ( the older bother ) a few years later. He informed me that his father had passed away shortly after my visit. His voice exhibited little to no sympathy. The older son's business ventures went belly up. With the increased popularity of I-95 came the reduction in traffic through Folkston on 301. I felt sorry for the old man, but I honestly could have cared less about his oldest son's problems. Things seem to have a way of evening out. The news of the old man hit me harder than expected. I felt like I really knew the guy. He took a lot of precious knowledge with him. As I recalled my experiences with the Ivory, I began to truly understand this man. It wasn't an obsession. Although his admiration for the bird was great, 327 there was more to it. The human race had threatened this species. It was his responsibility to fix man's error. He was there final hope. It was a challenge. It's success could not be measured on a monetary level. The profits of the victory were purely emotional. The sight of a hatchling devouring a meal, a pair of Ivories romancing in the treetops, watching them, as they adapt to the surroundings. These were the rewards. I remembered back to the colony of woodpeckers. Their alluring powers were strong. It was not difficult to comprehend the reasons for saving this endangered life. I continued to monitor the possession of the five thousand acre lot. As the garbage problems increased, so did the reductions in the sizes of state forests. The land in question, however, dodged the bullet, so far. But, if the current bill doesn't pass, the land will eventually become a landfill. The proposed bill would allow for the sending of large vessels of garbage to space. These containers ( termed waste rockets ) would be disposed of at a collection facility based on the moon. The construction costs would be large. Most of society would rather give up a little protected land, than have another tax hike. For this reason, the bill will probably get turned down in the Senate. I wonder on occasion about the Ivory. It's been 328 twenty-five years. Did they continue to prosper? Was the restriction of the limited space too much, to overcome? These question would never be answered. My daughter grew up to be a lovely young woman. She obviously picked up her mother's traits. Denise is in her last year of college. She's still single and lives at home in the summer. Speaking of children, we never had another child. Not that we didn't try. A couple years after Denise was born, Linda and I sought professional help. The doctor determined that Linda could not have a child. The strange part was that the medical problem was not caused by her earlier pregnancy. The physician was unable to explain, how she became pregnant. Was it the magic of the secluded campsite, where our daughter was conceived? Was it a gift from the Lord, for doing the right thing? One thing was for sure, Denise was a handful by herself and a joy to raise. I bought this house about five years ago. It's quiet around here now that our baby is gone. On the positive side, our sex life has greatly improved. Speaking of sex, my darling wife is standing before me in the most provocative manner. Oh, I almost forgot about the gold. Although the pouch of gold remained on the floor of the swampy channel, I still 329 had the two nuggets from the first trip. I can't remember the total weight, but they combined for close to a hundred bucks. We used the money for Christmas toys for our little girl. It was a far cry from a Lamborghini. However, the smiles, they brought to her adorable face, were "worth their weight in gold"!! 330 PAGES 331 THROUGH 339 RESERVED FOR THE FOLLOWING PHOTOGRAPHS: Assorted Raccoon shots (3) Assorted Alligator shots (4) Scenic (2) Water Snake Toad Snowy Egret 331 GOLDEN IVORY CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE THE PRESENT 332 PLACE: MARION, OHIO DATE: MARCH 19, 2007 Here I am, it's my twenty-fifth anniversary. My gorgeous wife is seductively dressed in the same outfit, she wore on our honeymoon. What a time to find the missing roll of film. How could I have been so stupid? You see, after Denise was born, we purchased a little instamatic. The 35 mm ended up in the closet. In fact, I got so caught up in the raising 341 of a family, I didn't have time for my hobby. So, I never checked the two small boxes of unused film. While I was searching for the truck keys, I must have decided that the ISO 64 box was a good hiding place. Or perhaps, I simply dropped the roll into the camera bag, during the hunt for the keys. I wonder what happened to the roll, which was suppose to be in the box? As I held the plastic cartridge labeled Kodak, the questions attacked my puzzled mind. What was on the film? Would the resulting images prove me right? Or, would they deface my memories and destruct my pride? Did the venomous injections create an illusion? Were the Ivories as real, as my heart believes? How about the film? Did the effects of aging damage the pictures-to-be? Would the images be grossly overexposed? My eyes concentrated heavily on the object in my hand. There was a reason for this. Was the Ivory's home going to be zoned as a "dumping site" ? Would I possess the tools of rescue? The pictures would be undeniable proof. Many years ago, a man took on the responsibility of continuing their existence. Would this become my role? As I vault out of my train of thought, my eyes focus on Linda's peculiar expression. She is in a similar trance. I wonder, what she is thinking. She returns to reality, to notice my stare. A 342 smile appears on her face. She is no longer lying on the bed. She is standing near my significantly larger body. I study her perfected shape. The white lace highlights her luscious form. The teasing cleavage shows off her unaged breasts. Her soft blonde hair tickles her naked shoulders. How can I be so lucky? Linda eyes the roll of film in my hand. She makes an expression, which indicates an upcoming statement. " Tony, what should we do? ", she asks, referring to the film. I pause for a moment. What should we do? Were the photo labs open? Could I not wait for tomorrow? Linda's plentiful chest jiggles slightly, as she twists her body. Her half exposed behind flaunts her nicely tanned skin. My body begins to react, to her seductive features. I set the roll of film on the dresser. My face delivers a healthy smile. My strong arms cup around her lovely frame. As I carry her towards the bed, my scuffling feet nearly stumble on the rug. I settle her beauty onto the comforter. " What do you mean; what should we do? It's our anniversary. I'll show you exactly what, we should do! ", I explain in a romantic, yet charge taking manner. As I remove my restrictive clothing, the brightness within the room becomes apparent. 343 " Bedroom lights dim, please! ", I direct in a distinctive method. The lights reduce their intensity to an intimate glow. There's nothing like a little modern technology, for a good old-fashioned romp in the hay! 344 " Hey, honey? " 345 " Yes, Tony ? " 346 " Where do we keep the suntan lotion ? " 347 THE END WELL HIDDEN 348 The sounding from your ivory bill bounces off the cypress bark. Before it reaches ears to fill, captured by the endless dark. The giant trees, in which you lurk, remaining still and hidden. The deadly swamp and all it's murk, to man is quite forbidden. The miles of wet, unstable ground creates a dangerous test, to spot your red majestic crown and mother's blackened crest. ( turn page ) 349 Your mighty wings and increased size that many can't perceive are not viewed by human eyes, so very few believe. They can say that you're extinct. And add you to their list. Regardless of what many think, in my heart, you still exist. I would like to extend a special thanks to Micky 350 and Diane, for reading some of my earlier work. Thanks to Keith, for being a good friend and coming to my birthday party. I also should mention my uncle Jim. He gave me that little kick, I needed. If it weren't for that, I probably wouldn't have wrote this novel. I would like to say that I miss John up in Canada and Dave in PA. How are you guys doing? Congratulations to my wife. She is a non-smoker! 351