CARVE ME FREE OF THIS WILDERNESS A Project Presented to
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CARVE ME FREE OF THIS WILDERNESS A Project Presented to
CARVE ME FREE OF THIS WILDERNESS _______________ A Project Presented to the Faculty of San Diego State University _______________ In Partial Fulfillment of the Requirements for the Degree Master of Fine Arts in Art _______________ by Ronald Paul Moya Spring 2013 iii Copyright © 2013 by Ronald Paul Moya All Rights Reserved iv DEDICATION In loving memory to my father, Manuel Gastelo Moya who’s storytelling’s were the old Indian trick of holding a smooth stone in the palm of your hand, distracting one from their troubles allowing time for the soul to heal. v ABSTRACT OF THE PROJECT Carve Me Free of This Wilderness by Ronald Paul Moya Master of Fine Arts in Art San Diego State University, 2013 Carve Me Free of This Wilderness is a collection of experiments, video documentations and sculptural objects relating to themes about nature and landscape. My work is a record of my recent journey of personal explorations that has resulted in a profound shift from traditional modes of expression, drawing and painting, to more ephemeral methods such as “action digging,” unauthorized excavations in highly contested open spaces, which results in memory displacement/replacement, spontaneous social encounters and incidents, and “action sculptures.” Transformation of a space is representative of the dig works. The digging is generated by a personal reaction to a space or place, with the action of digging as a vocalization through excavation toward the state and condition of the site upon its discovery. The transformation phase is acts that can be interpreted as integrated theater and performance, earthworks and social interactions that are instigated through soil displacement and video documentation. Modification is a site-specific action of large earthen structures in a space. The earthen structures are large rectangular walls constructed of earth and residual materials excavated from the dig site. Each structure incorporates a negative space window that acts as a framing device in a natural setting. Reevaluation, using mud, seed, and plant materials, views landscape as simulacra. Materials from the dig site are used to fashion models that mimic the landscape in San Diego County by using materials from specific locales in the county and shaping these models by means of wind and water erosion. The resultant effect is a sculpting of the model’s contours and the creation of a terrain in microcosm. This body of work is representative of a continuing and broad evolution of discovery that is fueled by a need to self-educate and expand my understanding of my place within the grander scope of space. The body of work that composes Carve Me Free of This Wilderness was displayed in the Jackson Gee Gallery at San Diego State University from November 30 to December 6, 2012. Images of this thesis project are on file at the Slide Library of the School of Art, Design, and Art History at San Diego State University. vi TABLE OF CONTENTS PAGE ABSTRACT ...............................................................................................................................v LIST OF FIGURES ................................................................................................................ vii ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS ................................................................................................... viii CHAPTER 1 INTRODUCTION .........................................................................................................1 2 THE DIG DISCOVERED ...........................................................................................16 3 BEYOND THE DIG ....................................................................................................30 4 INFLUENCES .............................................................................................................36 BIBLIOGRAPHY ....................................................................................................................41 vii LIST OF FIGURES PAGE Figure 1. Free Range made of beef products, oil paint, found rag, plastic olive spears and wood. .......................................................................................................................8 Figure 2. Beast, sticks, tar, burlap, oil paint, local grasses, rope, manure, concrete block. ............................................................................................................................10 Figure 3. Fence structure made from scattered branches found and tamped into a trench with mud. ..........................................................................................................13 Figure 4. Far west side of the Fence showing the corral that holds a wooden altar made of mud, manure mud masks and buffalo horns. .................................................15 Figure 5. Chollas Lake open space. .........................................................................................17 Figure 6. Evidence of the site’s “other” occupants.. ................................................................20 Figure 7.Two inhabitants leaving as I was arriving to work....................................................22 Figure 8. Paul is still a regular to the site.. ...............................................................................23 Figure 9. The Dig, looking north, at the early stages of the west berm, which would eventually become a thirteen-foot wall, and the north wall, which would move further north by eight feet ............................................................................................25 Figure 10. Rendering, from my daily journal, of an early non-verbal dialogue. .....................27 Figure 11. Center section of The Dig.. .....................................................................................32 Figure 12. View of western wall that runs along the west face south to north.. ......................32 Figure 13. Bob Verschueren, Wind Paintings, 1980. ..............................................................38 Figure 14. Bruni / Babarit. The Stream Path: Clothing the Banks for the Confrontation and Cohabitation of the Commonbed, 1988.........................................39 Figure 15. Salmon River. Idaho. 24x24 inches, 2000. .............................................................40 viii ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS My dearest thanks and love to my wife, Katherine, whom without her support and patience I may have never attempted this enterprise. To my son, Nicholis, whose kernel of a suggestion sparked a course of action that finds its sum within these pages. Special thanks to my committee members Richard Keely, Eva Struble and Greg Durbin for their guidance, inspiration and insight throughout the creation of this project; and in remembrance of Richard Baker whose keen insights, humor and strong opinion have left a lasting and indelible impression upon me. 1 CHAPTER 1 INTRODUCTION The account of this project, beginning approximately in November 2010 and concluding December 2012, is an explanation of a series of transitional experiences manifesting themselves in a collection of creative experiments exploring ideas of land use, physical space and the psychological ties of place. As I describe this process in the singular, it is constructed of transitional phases. Each phase has been transformative in the overall creation of my work and is driven by a commonality tied to a specific geographical location that has shaped the trajectory of all my actions. The site lies in an urban open space located within the East San Diego city limits and adjacent to a city park and recreational lake. The western section of the park, which is fenced off from the park proper and under limited supervision from park officials, has become an informal multiple-use space for the neighboring residents. This relationships bound to this space are historical and tied to much emotion and sentiment. The space is an unspoken inheritance, and the stories of the area are as diverse as the neighborhood. Those stories and the evolution of the space have changed as the neighborhood has changed since its development in 1949, military housing hugging the perimeter fence of what was originally the first and largest naval radio transmitting facility, built in 1921. In that time, the facility went through a number of transitions from naval supply depot to fueling station to a city water filtration plant. The west side of the park still retains mementos of its former self: dilapidated foundations of loading docks and warehouses dot the landscape, visible through chaparral and sun daisies and scattered about the serpentine asphalt that betrays the hustle and bustle of an earlier time. I have been acquainted with this area for a number of years using the site as many residents do for a respite from the street. The space would be the focus of my work for nearly two years. In that time I found an unconventional method of expression through the act of scarifying a chosen section of ground. Acting upon this space by scarring natural surfaces of the ground had loose origins in graffiti, where a writer prints or paints his message or sign on a public surface. The act is usually performed incognito to 2 avoid confrontation with law enforcement. Graffiti is a common feature of most urban areas and is usually associated with gangs, youth and the socio-economically disenfranchised. In the neighborhood where I live, I have interpreted it to mean a variety of things, from territorial markers by area gangs to amateur free-form art pieces, or even solo and crew tag names. Sometimes it is just vandalism, blurring the line between appreciation as art democratized and the tastelessness of garish self-promotion. Though I did not initially start the project with the intention of making a definitive association between environmental scarification and graffiti, it gradually found its way into the dialogue via a natural and organic process. So when I found myself digging, it was with a measure of hesitation, for I was not sure what I was doing or why. I found my voice in the simple act of doing and thereby found the reason for my actions. Even with a shovel tightly gripped in my hands, digging, as a vehicle toward discovery, is a mysterious and incomprehensible act. Peering down into a hole two feet by five feet, sweating through hours of dense clay with pick and shovel, was literally a descent to discovery, and what I sought needed to be uncovered a spade full at a time. Generally speaking, the creative journey is the making of one’s own myth. There is always a critical moment in the journey where a door of perception will open up, where the air quivers and disrupts the stillness, awakening the recipient (Huxley, 1963). For a brief instant, in the excitement of a new discovery, the creator is stripped of the claustrophobic clutter of the world, and what is necessary and valuable is revealed. I have always had the ability to manipulate mark-making tools. Crayons, chalk and a Ticonderoga No. 2 aided my interior world. I saw drawing as a rather commonplace skill endowing everyone. I saw making imagery as a natural aspect of human nature. I arrived at this assumption early as a child. In our home there were no books on shelves or painted pictures hanging from the wall. Culture arrived as a black and white TV, isolated in a barren corner of the living room, resting on a metallic brass stand. This is neither a rebuke of my parents nor an attempt to tug at the strings of sympathy; it is simply a fact. I lived as the majority of the world does, cloaked in the comfort of unmolested upholstered day-to-day existence. Two things remained constant: the necessity of illustrating my imaginings, and the satisfaction of closure that came from acting out what I created. The physicality brought 3 whatever initiated the idea full circle, capping what can be described as psycho-immersed theater. If there was any introduction to art-making, it came in the form of my father, a telephone, and a blue-lined legal pad 8 1/2 inches by 11 inches. My father, a ship builder, would sit at his chair, his arm resting on a small end table, with a yellow legal pad and a sharpened Ticonderoga No. 2 pencil, speaking into the telephone. He would conduct shipyard business all the while his hand and pencil orchestrated an auto-mechanical prestidigitation that filled the page with curious penciled figures and shapes, none of which had anything to do with boats. As soon as the phone call ended, he would set down the pencil, and the miracle would cease as abruptly as it began. This phenomenon would not present itself again until the next call. In my eyes, my father was elevated to the realm of magic. Each time the phone rang, like a Pavlovian dog, I would feel my heart race to witness the miracle of the yellow sheets populated with contorted figures and square-headed treats. Trips to Yosemite, Meteor Crater National Park, the Petrified Forest or Hood Canal in a cramped, bleached, blue aluminum trailer were the memories I have of places visited on vacations with my father as guide. On these trips, he would shed his middle-class dressings and transform himself into the classic wilderness Indian scout. (There was a time my brothers and I believed we were direct descendants of Geronimo.) He would busy the air with nervous chatter, like a mountain man falling upon company for the first time in years. He would manufacture any excuse to pull off the main road, with prospects, just around the next bend, of gold ore veins and buried Indian ruins. The cabin pressure from his stories was so immense I could scarcely breathe-I would burst from the vehicle and, with a geologist pick in hand, dig in with a frenzy to churn the soil for buried treasure. Sometimes they would stop the car just to pacify my anxiety and allow me to dig. It is a condition that I have not been entirely cured of. My father and I would take day trips to the back country of San Diego. On one occasion, we drove out to Pine Valley. This is before the suburban sprawl pushed eastward, transforming quaint country villages into upper-income hideaways and gated territories of showcase homes. My dad as always passed the hour drive with speculations about the historical spot he had in mind. I always found it strange that he seemed to know so much about the unwritten history of San Diego; since he was born and raised in Globe Arizona, but 4 I never gave it much thought and guessed it had something to do with his “native” blood. He pulled off the main highway and drove us up a dirt road that connected a few modest homes tucked away within the oak groves. We pulled onto the shoulder next to an open field of wild grass where, nestled in an outcropping of rocks, a lone oak stood. My father began his imaginings. He told me how the tree was an old meeting or council rock where the chief of the tribe resided. He painted such a picture that I could see the small band of people going about busying themselves with seed gathering, chatting amongst themselves, working next to open campfires, mashing acorns in stone metates. We walked over to the tree, and my father began digging. I found a place and began my excavations. It was solitary work. He stuck to his spot, hunched over on his knees, puncturing the soil with his pick .We dug for an entire day. At the end of the day we had extracted pottery shards made of red clay, some with delicate design patterns made by a brush or reed, pieces of pottery large enough to show the curvature of the whole pot, or a pierced hole where maybe a rope acted as a handle. In the late afternoon we drove home in silence, each buried in his private thoughts. I looked at my father very differently after that day, and I realized I was hooked. Dirt held new meaning. Since then, my life as an adult has taken a rather circuitous route. I have held many jobs, some I believed to be callings, others dictated by circumstance. At one time I had been between jobs for about six months and was preparing to “hit the pavement” once again. My son and I were driving to a dentist appointment when he turned and commented that I should think about becoming a teacher. He believed artists essentially spent their time sharing ideas with one another, and teaching to his way of thinking was a logical extension. I had never considered the idea of teaching, because I was very comfortable playing the role of the working studio artist. The environment was unusually flexible, and my co-workers possessed a wide range of talents and sensibilities. However, his words had struck a chord, and I was ripe to the suggestion. Ultimately, I returned to school, did the necessary work, and in the process discovered that an inner need was satiated. The act of teaching spoke to my desire to directly affect the world I lived in. I was able to work for an inner-city high school in a neighborhood where I had spent my adolescent years. It was a career that had a component of civic duty built in. I felt I was at the frontline of society-building with my finger on the pulse, able to effect real change. I have been shaped and transformed by this career, building upon a 5 credo that one must make a difference with the tools available. Having the opportunity to teach what I love, art, is an extended bonus. Before teaching, all my activities had been selfserving. I acted in response to, not out of. Everything since has reshaped my actions. I have become an educator in thought and deed. To understand the motive for spending a year digging in the dirt and concentrating a considerable amount of time and energy in the earth in lieu of making objects took a considerable amount of energy. It came as an epiphany, where a bolt from the separated heavens had appeared and struck me with the idea that digging was a justifiable course of action. Of course, I knew that I had my work cut out for me, because I was not completely convinced that the idea of cutting into the earth was a legitimate art-making activity. I came to graduate school equipped with paintbrushes, canvas and paint, filling, dabbing and smearing on rectangular surfaces. Over time I felt a frustration in the paint and the limitations of the flat surface. It was a cognitive boundary which I could not overcome, inhibiting my ability to resolve this creative conundrum. I felt like a domesticated animal that had come face to face with the limits of its enclosure. At the time, this aching defied definition and so there was no remedy to my pain. In the past when I experienced the tinge of dissatisfaction, I always resorted to building things: small three-dimensional environments, very similar to theater sets. These were boxy creations with walls, floors and a roof. Sometimes I added windows for multiple viewing angles. Toys, found objects, street trash, and chance materials were candidates for use. Store-bought or created elements were disdained simply for that reason. Things that possessed a real or imagined history were essential to the overall composition, even more so than formal aesthetic considerations. I understood Roland Barthes to say that static objects are closely associated to the “cult of death”. Static images, he felt, are segregated from the “community of life” and present themselves as a slide or a frozen specimen, mimicking gestures of speech, incapable of recapturing the animated moment, merely locating a point in time through isolated substitutes in the absence of living truth (Barthes, 1980). I attempted to capture a sense of the real in this contained space called a canvas. I ached to make the static image lift up from the frozen moment and experience the living world. I wanted my surfaces to breath, live and die. Along this route the heavens parted, so to speak, and the night became day. Late one night, at the end of a painting session, tired, alone 6 in the studio, I went about the mindless work of cleaning up, putting caps on paint tubes, sealing bottles of linseed and stand oil, dipping my brushes in solvent and wiping, performing the chores that had become a set of practiced movements I have done mindlessly for a number of years. If viewed anthropologically, they were nothing more than a series of reflexive actions, like a mountain ape peeling bamboo leaves from its stock. The revelation that would alter the course of my work manifested itself in the form of a water faucet. Strange how signs present themselves and take on the guise of the most mundane: it is an open heart which distinguishes the helpful message from the white noise of the mechanical world. These signs, opportunities or messages do not come like the morning paper, slapping wet-hard on the front door. They are made up of the world, porous and pliable, invisible and wistful. I stood at the basin, a bar of soap in my left hand gently massaging the brushes, watching the soapy water swirl down the drain. I was struck by the iridescence of the colors caused by the separation of oil and water, a bubbly whirlpool of suds and solvent swirling in the drain. In this late-night stupor I imagined the water flowing down the plumbing, meandering throughout the building’s apartments, tumbling through the main drainage to the ravine that spilled into the river basin below. I became acutely aware of my blindness, a defiler of the planet. How many more like me were there mindlessly washing our crimes out to sea. I felt the grip of guilt. It was a slight transgression, possibly, but in my eyes, a crime just the same. An acute sensation of guilt and shame acted on the conscience. The stains on the basin told me I was not alone, that others shared the same deed, but it did not dilute the feeling of personal guilt. I had become absolutely awake, an aching alertness that was irrevocable. Change was at hand. For weeks I wrestled with this apparently minor but personally troubling event. It plagued me enough that I attempted to articulate it to several people. It was a confession that is always met with uneasy embarrassment for both parties, especially when the problem or curiosity posed floats slightly free of gravity and is inclined toward the mystical. It is odd that the connection between the mystical and art should be such a sensitive subject, since they have both shared such a long relationship. The possibilities or inventions independent of the circuit board and the right angle may still be useful for discovery what drives the “whys” 7 of what we do. Regardless, it became apparent that, firstly, I would have to solve this problem on my own and, secondly, I needed a plan. The first attempts to reconcile the issue manifested themselves in works that relied on found objects incorporating unconventional materials retrieved from nurseries, Home Depot, Wal-Mart, the street and dumpsters. Dumpster-diving and walk-searching for anything visually intriguing or possessing a sense of discarded history became my main preoccupation in my searches. It was a method I was very comfortable with, in that I had spent a number of years creating from the detritus of everyday existence. The objects constructed, the initial response to the “drain incident,” were small-scale works that spoke to box-works made years earlier. These were small enclosed houses staged with an assortment of discarded items and arranged compositionally to connote a narrative. The new objects, on the other hand, were sans the confines of the walls and ceilings of the older works, but each was set in the format of a stage. Thematically, I had begun to drift toward motifs within the realm of nature, specifically: the inter-species power relationships of domination and subservience. I used the bovine as my representative for the exploration of this theme. The cow has had along historical relationship with man, from service beast to food product. Meat became my choice of material. At the time, I was using animal by-products as a source to wean myself away from using standard art materials (see Figure 1). At the same time, I was attempting to manage my environmental footprint. In the beginning, pet supplies, chew bones, rawhide, soup bones, and animal treats became the bulk of the media used. I rationalized that, by substituting synthetically manufactured materials for animal byproducts, I was in fact not supporting industries that practiced natural resource extraction and thereby added to manufacturing and consumer-based waste. The irony was that the materials I chose supported industries that practiced many of the same environmental violations, besides raising the moral question of producing suffering for profit. At the time, I was reading Susan Sontag’s (2003) Regarding the Pain of Others. Reading further, I found that, in my haste to find a substitute for making, the route taken had led to a philosophical cul-desac. It was the summation of Sontag’s thesis - considering and including non-human suffering and pain and according non-humans the same rights against unwarranted pain and suffering as humankind-that acted as a moral compass and consequently become a thorn in my side. The question concerning my problem would be, could I reconcile the conflict 8 Figure 1. Free Range made of beef products, oil paint, found rag, plastic olive spears and wood. between of new material versus perpetuating pain, and would I choose to care enough to change? I would continue for some time to use hides and processed animal flesh, wrestling with my conflict, and rationalizing that the end product would either degrade after some time or could conceivably be eaten and thus leave a smaller percentage of residual waste than would synthetic material. Still, I had to contend with the biting immorality of using what was created through suffering for the production of art. I had to maintain that, in an attempt to rethink a traditional method of making, I had to search for new approaches and materials. Balancing this need to move away from the synthetic and to find humanity in my work were complex arguments surrounding the issues between human and non-human needs. I had to accept as part of the process the frailty and the contradiction embedded within in this path of discovery. The wrapping of flesh, the discovery of the adhesive quality of animal residue, was symbolically loaded and difficult to resist as useful but unexpected qualities of the materials. I argued for these materials as a natural response; the flesh held a deeper significance, permitting a justification in the face of Sontag’s book. I confess I had arrived at a point where I did not want to consider the grocery list of my materials, and I avoided reading labels, as I only wished to make with the goods. Denial became an unanticipated tool. The internal contradiction revealed a war raging within is as old as Descartes and as current as Derrida. The biblical declaration of man’s supremacy guarantees to him mastery of all creation; the 9 question is whether we if we can move beyond our embedded specie-ism regard non-human interests as well. This became my inherited argument. As a result, I completed a series of objects that toyed with the fragile proximity of human and non-human nature. The pieces each addressed the comingling of both existences by a combination of synthetic materials, found objects, petroleum products, raw wood and animal material (see Figure 2). This was an avenue I left myself as I broadened my search for a purer method of making. Adhesives tentatively held together slabs of hardened mud which earlier had been laid out at a remote site, baited with food in hopes of capturing scavenging footprints. It was the first excursion into making larger free-standing sculptural pieces that experimented with sculpture embedded in natural surfaces. Each piece was constructed on site, exposed to many environmental and climatic conditions. In one experiment I laid out a burlap-supported slab of moistened mud near a cluster of squirrels. These animals were accustomed to human contact, and many in the group were assertive. Watching the animals react, especially with people they recognized, was interesting. The animals anticipated the bags of bread before they were presented. A few squirrels’ heads popped up from their hillside dens broadcasting the “squirrel-alert” calling the rest of the pack to gather. It is an unsettling experience to be in such close proximity and in such disproportionate numbers, where matters of civility come to the fore. I did find the meetings intriguing enough that I wanted to capture the moment. I did not want to discuss so much the interaction between the human and the non-human as I did the physicality of the moment. I was not interested in documenting the event through photography or video. What interested me were the marks left on the ground that traced the excitement and chaos. I felt if I could anticipate another such meeting and devise a way to place some structure that might mediate the two groups at the time of a feeding, then I just might capture the living trace of a dialogue between man and beast. The plan was to make wet mud panels that, when laid flat on the ground, would inconspicuously blend with the environment. Each panel, two feet by three feet, was made with a light-weave burlap used as a cold-weather blanket for new-growth plants bought from a local hardware store. The burlap backing was doused with a mixture of water and glue until it hardened. Once hardened, the burlap was stiff enough to be frosted with a white glue and mud mix and brought to a thickness of two inches. The last layer was added just prior to 10 Figure 2. Beast, sticks, tar, burlap, oil paint, local grasses, rope, manure, concrete block. laying the panel in place. This was a trial-and-error process. Initially, I layered the panel at home and drove it to the site, but the top layer would always dry out, due either to travel time or weather conditions. I eventually had to prepare the panels at the site and in place. The experiments would take place over a period of a couple of weeks. The squirrels were not always cooperative or present, and so staging an interaction was a hit or miss affair. To complicate matters, my actions were looked on suspiciously by the park rangers and visitors. When approached, I would reassure everyone of my good intentions, explaining the purpose and the desired outcome as a standard procedure. My entry into the mix, squirrel versus human, was regarded as an intrusion by some people and a curiosity by most. It was a foreshadowing of the problems that would color future projects. When working a regulated public environment, I had to appreciate everyone’s concept of nature. I refer to Joseph Beuys’s action piece Coyote, I Like America and America Likes Me of 1974 in making an observation. Whereas I identify my pieces as physical experiments, Beuys’s action pieces are social experiments. In his written analysis, Beuys claims to have staged a most unusual if not unlikely encounter with a coyote, as he says, representing the trauma in America’s past by the character of this wild animal. Beuys becomes a psychic medium who makes himself present in the form of a coyote, and speaks “with the Indian, the Red Man-only then can the trauma be lifted” (Beuys, 1990). Beuys’s staged encounter is unlikely in a natural setting. Beuys, wrapped in felt and armed only with a walking stick and floppy hat, “communicates” with the creature, sleeping on the “coyote’s straw”. Each assumes their respective territory 11 within the caged area, allowing time and curiosity to furnish each one moments of closer inspection. Though in totality Beuys is reaching out to and through the spirit of the coyote, he is still speaking at the animal. The coyote, the non-human element, is still regarded as a tool in an exercise with human ends. The idea that nature can be understood is a completely anthropocentric stance. The zoo mentality is predominant throughout the exercise, and the non-human, as evidenced in the supporting photos, must accept certain states of distress within its gated confines. The artificial premise, in which it finds itself, with this insistent creature (Beuys) in a felt rug and floppy hat and cane and concerned about the psychic transference, can never be measured so as to bring the coyote or the human any closer to understanding. The relationship between man, animal/nature and metaphor is a construction that is unfortunately one-sided. Walt Whitman addresses the question and supplies an answer to Beuys in his poem “Leaves of Grass”: Swiftly arose and spread around me The peace and knowledge that pass All the argument of the earth, And I know that the hand of God is The promise of my own, And I know that the spirit of God is The brother of my own, And that all men ever born are Also brothers and the women My sisters and lovers, And that a keelson of the creation is Love, And the limitless are the leaves stiff or drooping in the fields, And brown ants in the little wells Beneath them, And the mossy scabs of the worm fence, Heap’d stones, elder mullein and poke-weed. A child said “What is the grass?” Fetching it to me with full hands; How could I answer the child? I do 12 Not know what it is anymore than he. I guess it must be the flag of my Disposition, out of hopeful green Stuff woven, Or I guess it is the handkerchief Of the Lord, A scented gift and remembrance Designedly dropt, Bearing the owner’s name someway in The corners, that we may see and remark, and say whose? Or I guess the grass is itself a child, the produced babe of the Vegetation. Or I guess it is a uniform Hieroglyphic, And it means, sprouting alike in broad zones and narrow zones, Growing among black folks as among white, Kanuck, Tuckahoe, Congressman, Cuff I give them the same, I Receive them the same. (Whitman, 1855) Whitman tackles with questions piercing deep what Beuys addresses with physicality in his action piece: nature as the wellspring of those answers deeply ensconced in the human psyche. Whitman muses that this desire to dialogue with nature is as much a part of our nature, and so remote as to defy understanding. We know little of the nature of nature and gather no more answers than a child’s wonderment over a blade of grass. It is Whitman’s surrender to the immensity of the question that I believed informs all the actions I would later pursue and find, the “comfortable disposition,” as Whitman spoke, “The peace and knowledge that pass / all the argument of the earth.” Weeks later I would move west from the park proper and venture to the western terminus of the park. This part of the park is less tended, and the uses of this section are more varied and less restricted. Park officials occasionally ride through this section emptying trash cans, but that is the extent of management. The uses of the western section are as diverse as the people that populate the area, from dog-walkers and joggers to gangbangers and 13 transients. At this site I constructed another experiment that used scattered elements, natural found objects, the broken branches of the eucalyptus groves that dot the area. A fence was constructed from scattered branches, extending east to west across a heavily trafficked walking path (see Figure 3). Figure 3. Fence structure made from scattered branches found and tamped into a trench with mud. The object ran a line of thirty feet east to west and connects a corral with a placed sculpture, seen on the left, with two access openings along the trail. This excerpt from my diary of February 2010: This photo is part of a series of gates and fences that I am constructing from fallen branches. My intention is to alter the terrain but consider those that will inevitably encounter them. My considerations do not stop at human interaction, but considers the natural inhabitants as well. Only chance encounters, as with my "beast "the object has now become the habitat of several squirrels and field mice, and assist me with data as to types of interactions with the “planted” objects and the mysterious "other”, human or non-human. I am able to distinguish the different hands responsible when a piece is tampered with. A ditch was dug the length of the fence line: the excavated dirt was gathered and moistened, and the branches were set in the soil and allowed to dry in place. In making this exposed piece, I began to play with the notion of temporality in the work. It became immediately apparent that the piece would inherit a limited life span. It would inevitably succumb to the elements-wind, rain, temperature, exposure and human interference-usually displayed in the deconstruction of an object. As I dabbled in these temporal exercises, I 14 began to understand that the inclusion of others had become part of the process. What ensued was a series of engagements with forces outside the scope of the work-stakeholders, human and non-human-in the open space. I observed on several occasions the interaction of varying forms. The jogger, whom I imagined had run down the hill every day for a number of years, on one particular day found himself freakishly manipulated through a downhill slalom of gates, hitting each opening with athletic deftness and turning back as he passed through to study the curious structure he had so unconsciously obeyed. Attached to the fence was a corral that housed a high-legged sculptural shelf encrusted with mud masks, weeds and a pair water buffalo horns partly concealed in a small stand of eucalyptus saplings (see Figure 4). From a distance I watched people approach, investigate and interact with the piece. People examined it, walked its perimeter and added or reshaped the corral and fence line. Other times the fence would be completely disassembled, bicycle tracks evident through the whole of the fence. I would reassemble the fence and make an additional length, returning later to see what modifications had occurred to the piece. I recognized that I was a player in an unintended performance. I had become an instigator of a series of creative actions. I positioned works to foster what I believed to be a working dialogue, and the piece acted as a mediator between the audience and me. In addition to the fence and the corral, chunks of concrete were used as markers, with crude figures drawn pointing in the direction of other experiments. At the time of the fence-corral, there were two other exercises taking place. One was a tar, twig and burlap quadruped (see Figure 2) and a mural on the foundation of a former warehouse. The “markers” were painted and strategically placed, pointing to each experiment. With painted concrete blocks, my audience was managed through a designed path which assumed the role of unauthorized park markers possessing a rather primitive and peculiar nature. 15 Figure 4. Far west side of the Fence showing the corral that holds a wooden altar made of mud, manure mud masks and buffalo horns. 16 CHAPTER 2 THE DIG DISCOVERED I stumbled by chance into what would later be referred to as The Dig. The Dig lay at the extreme west end of the park’s boundary, butted up against the backyards of the adjoining neighborhood and the city’s southwestern property line along a major thoroughfare. Untended as the area is, it possesses a certain beauty that allowed me to surrender to the rustling of the wind through the leaves and the dappling of sunlight. Nestled in a clump of old pepper trees, found by walking directly west from the fence project and southwest from the mural works, The Dig occupied a shallow knoll that ran south by north to a gentle slope. In this stand of trees are dense clumps of succulents and wild lilacs (see Figure 5). From March to April the entire area explodes overgrown with sun daisies. It has the happy appearance of a serene parkland hideaway. But upon entering the site, I find this serenity comes to an abrupt end. This facile trapping of visual sentimentality, birds chirping, the darting of rabbits and squirrels, can lull one into a visual myopia. The result of unabated human contact has left significant wear on every aspect of the site and reveals the stresses the entire area has endured over the years. The daily tamping down of vegetation, dumping of trash, and spray-painted vandalizing on all surfaces leaves one stunned in disbelief that those responsible can possibly be unaware of their actions. I had come there to hide from the sun, and the foundation’s piers were inviting. The privacy created by the brush made for a restful spot. I imagined having a lunch in here, bringing my family and taking in this oasis-within-an-oasis. It is this allure of concealment that made this spot such an attractive destination. Other areas, used by others groups, are treated equally appallingly, but these spots did not have the same sense of enclosure. The Dig site was different because the wall-like thickness of the vegetation accentuated the separateness. It made this spot a choice piece of real estate, valuable enough to stake claim by marking it with paint. It was on my second visit that my reaction was altered and would eventually develop into what I felt as a forcing of my hand and a coloring of my response to this narrow strip of land. On subsequent visits I started taking in the whole space. The more I visited, the less 17 Figure 5. Chollas Lake open space. The Dig, looking north in its early state (center), shows two piers with a concrete parking stop used as a bench. Graffiti can be seen on all surfaces, as well as trees. Heavy traffic at the site left the area denuded of vegetation. On the left is evidence of the beginnings of shallow trenches around the piers. apathetic my eye became. The mask of the place fell away, and I saw it for what it was. I want to say that my eyes were objectively taking in the entire area, but truly there was welling up of a subconscious rancor in the blinding light of day. What I witnessed was discouraging. The area as a whole was no longer the lush vegetal garden seen moments ago, but was revealed as a beaten patchwork of trails, burned out swatches of land, a carpet of broken beer-bottle-coated pathways and scribbled concrete slabs, bludgeoned cacti, spraypainted tree trunks and destroyed animal habitats. On one such afternoon, I walked the short distance home from the site, and realized I was suffering from a pathological blindness. The streets mirrored the site: pavement littered with trash, walls splotched with gray paint buffing, benches, sign posts and storefront walls cluttered with graffiti tagging-a sad counterpoint. I was witnessing shared environments suffering a similar neglect. It was the return of nature’s gaze, a haunting furtherance echoed in the words of Jean Francois Lyotard’s prescriptive judgment of the serious artist in postmodern society, as paraphrased by Steve Baker (2000) in The Postmodern Animal “Any responsible contemporary artist’s priorities should be a disposition which consistently values the unknown over the known, the difficult over the easy, the inventive over the rule-bound and creative living over 18 compliance.” This was the challenge of the ubiquitous gaze of nature, coercing me into action by the shame of knowing, lending from gnarled limbs a coarse wipe for the cataracts that shielded what I was now obliged to accept. Indignation would be the impetus for, and shock the propellant toward, social action in the service of making. However it would be slow propulsion. Like a zombie, I would find myself performing a series of actions that had no discernible end. It would be an evolutionary process for both body and soul, and a transformation of both site and the maker. Before I recognized it as a potential creative endeavor, The Dig’s earliest manifestation was driven by civic duty. I saw the site to be in need of some advocacy. A sense of conscience driven by what I defined as an injustice fueled my responses toward social action. This was supported by the reading I was doing at the time. At the time of The Dig’s discovery, I had just begun reading Derrida’s (2008) The Animal That Therefore I Am, Joseph Beuys’s (1990) Joseph Beuys in America: Energy Plan for America and Susan Sontag’s (2003) Regarding the Pain of Others. Derrida’s proposition that nature is not simply a forum for the human gaze as object or landscape, but may, in fact, be returning its own evaluative glance. The fact that cross-species communication cannot be empirically confirmed does not discount the possibility that other species can form opinion using other processes outside the realm of human understanding. Derrida argues against Descartes’ animal as biological automaton. I felt myself compelled while reading accounts of Joseph Beuys performing works defined as a series of “actions” with a social underpinning, where the act was the connective tissue that held the body of work in place. Susan Sontag’s painful illustration plagued my consciousness with the realization of the muted violence I perpetuate by the sheer act of awakening each morning. All their words infected me, demanding I confront the site for more than a plot of ground (Baker, 2000). I was drawn to the site with a single-minded purpose, though I could not clarify what it all meant. I knew that this place in the middle of an overgrown pepper grove in an open space surrounded on all sides by concrete and asphalt was the staging area for a plan undrawn. I had but to answer one question: if this space could speak for itself, what would it ask of me? This early February 2011 excerpt from my journals of projects performed in the Chollas Lake open space speaks of my first impression upon the discovery of The Dig site; 19 There is an unsettling conflict between old and new that this project produces, which is more action than the act is of. It is always about language, but to use language to identify itself? To document, the act of securing evidence, seem contrary. The mark-making, digging is a form of talking. To talk about the talking, is a breach of privacy. This act of communicating is a very submerged thing. The last thing I would want is to run the risk of becoming chatty. Disruption. I sway between guilt and jubilation. I have entered this area that has been claimed and remained relatively "untouched" and have made my mark upon it. It is graffiti. To those that stumble across it, it must be inexplicable. It defies convention. It grates the rules of the graffiti writer/artist. The mark/hole is deliberate, but with no apparent end than to scar the ground. This goes against all the rules of engagement. As a tagger/graf writer it is about the mark, but the mark is a self-proclamation, quickly scrawled in secrecy. My pronouncement is a defiant act. It proclaims, "I am here and I am here for the duration!" It is beyond a challenge; it is a declaration. It is as if nature itself has risen with pickax in hand against an insult and declared war. On February 26, 2011, I write in my journal: Stage 1: prep area. Clean and remove glass and material; Stage 2: sweep away surfaces, clear all residual dirt build up, Stage 3: gray out tagging by rubbing with mud; Stage 4: begin initial dig marking, shovel out 4 inch by 4 inch trenches around each pier. I try to imagine the workings of nature. Is it possible to replicate the patient transformative processes of the hand of nature? I will not be building like the hurried construction of street renewal or housing construction. This will be a subtractive process of erosive etching and carving designed by time. The mimicry of this natural mystery must insist on the absence of the maker’s hand. Consequently, I assume the guise of invisibility as method. Only the effect can be witnessed, not the cause. Critical to insuring my invisibility was negotiating the territory and the schedules of the entire park. I reconnoitered the area on a regular basis, choosing late afternoon, 3:00 to 5:00, weekend mornings and late afternoon to scout traffic, park routines and the ebb and flow of park visitor habits. I knew that the evenings were not feasible work hours, but it became a practice to recon evidence in and around the park by examining the refuse left behind by those who used the park when it was closed. The littered remains of beer bottles, condoms, and needles betrayed a much broader vision of the park’s happenings and a quite 20 different dynamic sharing the space during those late hours between the park’s closure and reopening (see Figure 6). Reading the park graffiti on walls and broken foundations and comparing tags allowed me to determine with a fair degree of certainty a who’s who tag crews and of the “oners” (taggers that work independent of any tagging crew) in the general neighborhood and the frequency and placement of graffiti within the park. All this was established in the concealment of the bush. Figure 6. Evidence of the site’s “other” occupants. I gave fictitious identities to those that cohabited the site by the types of items left behind and the regularity of their appearance. There were the drug users, the winos, crack junkies, midnight lovers and “bangers”. Spontaneity, the freeness of the open, release from the confines of the four walls of the studio, was liberating. I began to realize the unrestrained possibilities that existed as the open space became a blank canvas. In my imagination the space had the appeal of untainted territory, and, as it did for Fredrick Law Olmstead gazing over the landscape that would later become Central Park, the illusion of the open excited the senses. However, in those early encounters, I had not worked out the implementation of a plan on the area. Once the commitment of occupying the area was resolved, the second step was how to proceed. I admit that initiating the act of ground-breaking was the most difficult step. In the beginning I would arrive and do nothing more than scratch the ground or mark about the piers with the soles of my shoes, as if I were scuffing the ground for a clue. My initial actions betrayed a 21 tendency toward timidity. I knew that I was not alone, and that, by altering this area, I might provoke consequences. Though I was not certain of the reaction to the idea of digging, previous experiences taught me that the potential for a negative reaction was real. This filled me with a sense of dread, because I knew that not to act was also an available choice. Matthew B. Crawford, in Shop Class as Soulcraft articulated, what I could only internally sense: It is characteristic of the spirited man that he takes an expansive view of the boundary of his own stuff- he tends to act as though any material things he uses are in some sense properly his, while he is using them- and when he finds himself in public spaces that seem contrived to break the connection between his will and his environment, as though he had no hands, this brings out a certain hostility in him” (Crawford, 2009). By physically moving objects (the physical manifestations of my psyche rumblings) and willfully tampering with them, I initiated a dialogue with the space. The infusion of experiments and sculptures endowed me with a sort of priority stewardship over the entire sweep of the land. I had symbolically planted the banner into the soil and laid claim to the entire western end of the park, and annulled all former claims As grandiose as the claim was, and egocentric in its rationalization, at its heart was buried, frenzied and zealous, an idealism driven by a vision of a better day. The realization surfaced that the act of making had the ability to effect real change, and it was through direct action, whether landscaping, mural-making or altering through digging, that the art object could be psychically active. “The truth does not reveal itself to idle spectators” (Crawford, 2009). One’s sense of responsibility must extend beyond, and as Crawford ventures, the self must include a bigger picture of the world as “an object of passionate concern” (Crawford, 2009). The physical act-the picking up of the shovel, driving it into the soil, witnessing the shifts in elevations-was an essential act. I could not have conceived of this as purely conceptual or intellectual in nature; after all was said and done; I was going to have to get “dirty.” The physical act is tied much closer to history building: as I wrote in my journal, “I sometimes think of my work as memory work.” There were many times when someone would walk into the site while I was there photographing or writing in my journal, and the excavation would provoke a conversation, stirring a memory. There was one instance where a man walking his dog told me how this place held a specific memory of his wife. He said 22 this was the place they came to hold hands. He didn’t understand the digging, but I reassured him that the memory of that time remained alive regardless of the changing topography. With each passing day, each hour poured into a trench or in the building of a mound, I was excavating a past memory and creating new ones. However, it was the dynamic of the site, its perceived concealment and false privacy, which put into question my early solitary musings. It became apparent that the site was the hub of far greater traffic than I had anticipated. I imagined that I was working in a solitary environment. This was a residual effect of working within a studio environment: one becomes accustomed to the silence of work. On good days when the arm and back are strong and the vision clear, I would forget I was in the open. As time elapsed and my stay became more pronounced, other signs-a broken stick driven into a mound, rifle targets tacked to the trees-indicated that it was a place under multiple overlapping occupations and voices. It so happened that we were all specters passing one another daily, and only the discarded traces of our beings were left behind for each and everyone to decipher (see Figure 7). Figure 7.Two inhabitants leaving as I was arriving to work. As my visits became more frequent, it was inevitable that I would run into some of the park’s other inhabitants. Paul became my camp confidant. Throughout the development of the project, he would make it a point to visit when I was working. Initially, I was uncomfortable with the relationship, since secrecy was my only ally. Like me, he had lived in the area most of his life, only he along with his older brother; we had all kind of grown up 23 with the open space. As he once noted, his personal history was tied to this area, and many of his memories were closely associated with these pepper trees. He spoke of his first love and how they met here and carried on their romances, and now presently it is his living room since losing his apartment. I thought of my father and how he imbued an open space with life by his stories; in many ways Paul’s recollections of this place made me take pause and consider the conditions of my work, making allowances for others (see Figure 8). Figure 8. Paul is still a regular to the site. He and I became close associates, as he was the only person who knew my identity. I spent many humorous hours listening to stories of the area from his perspective. The site work is the locus for conditions that I have not before experienced in the process of art-making. The intervention of living encounters added to the working condition as elements that, in addition to the natural elements-weather, available light, seasonal changes-were now dictating the experiences of the exploration and development of the project. This was an entirely different method than I was commonly accustomed to while working in a conventional setting of the undeterred linearity of research, development and analysis. The digging had positioned itself between the maker and the audience as mediator, and had become a real participant through which we all negotiated. This new partnership would continually change the complexion of my approach. In conventional art-making processes, the piece is always acted upon. Dictates are made on the surface through various agents, and those choices are made by one hand and one mind. The Dig diverged from that sort of character with the addition of unexpected variables: those 24 being elements of time, chance and natural decay. These external interventions infiltrated the working process further altering creative choices. The conditions of anonymity had been altered now that I was interacting with people: I was becoming known not only by sight but by name. Also, there was the condition of an individual or individuals that were shadowing my progress and contributing to it a type of communal critique in the form of an additive and subtractive process. The external commentary usually came in the form of deconstruction; however, there were times when additions were made through props that I would decipher as signifiers. Returning to work might bring with it a sense of anticipation, because the probability of redesign was high and the state of the site unknown. Whatever long-term strategic trajectories I may have had planned, they were always disrupted. My original intentions would have to be reconsidered as an almost daily occurrence, adding fluidity to the work. What I was experiencing was the early symptoms of the dissolution of straight line thinking. Unseen forces sent out distress flares to my mind and spirit against my assault, in opposition to my digging. To these forces, my digging was seen as an attack on the continuity of the space, of “their” accumulated histories, evidenced by their inscribing of all exposed surfaces. I viewed our interaction as an illustration of a compounded communal disorder, both mine and theirs, deviating from what is perceived as a normal behavior. The dig merely brought to the surface what is taken for granted, that this space is not unoccupied, and that how it is cared for will elicit a response. As a by-product of the changing work conditions at the site, my attitude toward the work and the site changed to include those acting in concert upon the site. This was a gradual transformation from an all-consuming hostility driven by personal activism and vigilantism, if I must describe it so, to an acceptance and appreciation of my role and the role of those unknown participants as we proceeded along a shared path moving slowly together toward a new world, in what John Grande described as, “a conception of the space, or place that a people or culture live within and informs cultural identity” (Grande, 2004). My radical redistribution of the space was awakening hibernating realities about the ownership of this space (see Figure 9; Tuan, 1977). As the temperament of the project progressed, humor elbowed its way into the equation. The overbearing seriousness and underpinnings of conflict gave way to the joke. The theater or performance in the site could not be avoided. The collective in which the site existed infected the entirety of the project, affecting all that entered upon the stage. 25 Figure 9. The Dig, looking north, at the early stages of the west berm, which would eventually become a thirteen-foot wall, and the north wall, which would move further north by eight feet This transition and transformation in the making of The Dig would inform and reform my interactions, both my physical production and my psychological approach. The humor I speak of was muted and displays itself in a purely physical form. An example of the comedic dialogue-in contrast to more destructive acts such as knocking over piers or scraping off embedded sculptural elements-was the plethora of playful abstract signage that took the form of scrawling in the dirt on a dug section or targets placed strategically throughout the site. Sometimes it spurred others to a creative act, such as a quote written on an exposed root. In late March of 2011, I began an extensive dig from the north side of the site with the intention of connecting a wall to a northwest mound I was building. The walls and mounds were made from the dirt excavated from the trench work, digging down and away from the base, creating a four-to-five-foot wide foundation, piling dirt into support framing, and using an eight-by-eight-inch tamping tool; this was the first real effort to create a substantial structure. I had been reading Bernard Rudofsky’s (1977) Prodigious Builders and was using it as a field guide, adapting some of the techniques illustrated in the book for site construction. I had intended to seal access from the north-side passage limiting the unrestricted traffic that was 26 impacting the conditions of vegetation and wildlife. I thought that, by limiting access to existing access points and suggesting to visitors a more suitable optional entrance from the south side of the site, I might reduce the overall negative impact on flora and fauna, and the site might begin to experience, in time ,a measure of repair. In Figure 9, in the foreground looking north can be seen two piers bracketing the beginnings of a wall limiting access from the north. On the opposite side of the wall is a trench of a depth equal, to height of the dirt and found materials of broken concrete, yucca, and branches; the depth of the trench and height of the packed dirt created the impression a wall. On the left side of the photograph can be seen the beginnings of a mound with an eight-foot connecting trench running parallel to the northern mound. This was labor-intensive work, with the initial foundational building taking two days and the movement of nearly a half ton of dirt, lifting a shovelful at time. As each trench became deeper, the act of throwing the dirt up and over my shoulder and finding the correct trajectory became a developed skill. On one particular day I arrived to find my wall collapsed. All of the internal materials- yucca, concrete, and branches-along with the majority of the wall, had been pushed into the north side trench. The illustration (see Figure 10) is looking south toward the main pepper tree. What was of particular notice was a stick rammed into the remnants of the collapsed wall. It was an ancient statement, like the ones my father used to point out on trails, stacked rocks meaning this or that, or “Go this way.” This inconsequential stick jutting out from a pile of dirt was as crystalline in purpose as a roadside construction sign. Suzi Gablik comments on this sort of nomenclature in modern art, indicating that it is symptomatic of the “dominator” trait that makes statements in an aggressive fashion under the guise of personal freedom of expression and the unspoken right of the artist outside the parameters of public scrutiny (Gablik, 1991). The stick represented an exclamation point to my actions. This was symbolism that could not be ignored. Again I was face to face with another unintended element that crept its way into the project and compelled me to take notice. Without the destruction of the wall, I might have interpreted the stick as an acknowledgement of a more compatible spirit. Gablik states that the real roles of the artist, especially those working in the public arena, are as guides. Gablik argues that modern art had unfortunately imbued the artist with the notion of his supremacy, where the ego and personal vision supersede the concept of 27 Figure 10. Rendering, from my daily journal, of an early non-verbal dialogue. The northeast wall had been torn down, and, upon my return, in the debris, a stick was planted. Was it a warning or a comment on the work, I will never know. shared ownership in the public space and cooperative access in a free society. As she says, “Our attitudes are not yet tuned to participation in social integration” (Gablik, 1991). In its physical form, The Dig represented a series of transformative shifts brought about by the interaction of many parties and supported by influences from my widening research and readings. In its earliest stages, my activities at the site were limited to “digging out”, as a means of limiting access by those perceived as detrimental to the site. Most everything at the site was interpreted through the perceived condition of the site as first discovered. Reaction to the appearances of the site was judged from a standpoint of personal interpretation, acting as a voice from and for the site. This moral position was spawned by civic duty and a belief that all citizens within culture have a responsibility to respond to any and all unfavorable conditions and to attempt a corrective measure. This core conviction would hold true from the onset of the digging and carry over to much later works; I held firmly to the belief that the artist’s duties cannot be separated from living reality, and that the artist’s concern must have a collective influence, however small or great in scope. This transference of attitude from “art for art’s sake” to the promotion of civic change was influenced earlier on by the readings of Joseph Beuys, but was intensified after reading Garret Hardin’s (1993) Living within Limits. By taking the principal location of my creative expression out into the open and away from the safety net of the studio, I had unintentionally 28 entered an argument in a highly contested arena called the commons. The commons are understood as any facets of the earth’s condition that are accessible for use by all and are beyond privatization or personal ownership. These rights may extend to public access, atmosphere, freedom of movement and the right to bear as many offspring as one chooses, and extend beyond just property rights, though it is in the land that many of the conditions of dispute arise. However, as part of this intrinsic contract with these freedoms, we also share the consequences of abuses invited by self-interest. That danger inherent in the inevitable self-interest, the collective responsibility for the shared negative impacts, is at the crux of an argument that compels us to redefine what freedom means. It is a concept, in Hardin’s opinion, as a culture, that possibly needs redefining. Whatever conditions of personal benefit and its impacts there are-whether they be the demand for more fuel or the desire for more affordable cars, and the resultant negative impacts like the diminished quality of air-a byproduct of self-interest was in microcosm unfolding at The Dig. My personal interpretation of this tract of land was as a public commons serving many interests. Within the scope of the park are limited resources, which are available to all and managed by an informal collective spirit, both human and non-human. However, the condition of the area is a direct effect of several causes. Firstly, the park, though under the administration of the City of San Diego, is only casually maintained. This condition has been ongoing for a significant time, and the open space has been relegated as a sort of wilderness. This would not be an altogether bad idea if the park were not so accessible, making it susceptible to continual damage. The area houses a very diverse ecosystem. There was a time when coyote pups could be heard and ring-tailed hawks and their nests seen; in the spring, the park’s one of the few areas in San Diego where the blooming of wild daises is remarkable sight. It is unfortunate that this area has been mismanaged and continues to be abused, with no discernible vision for what it could be for future generations. It was my evaluation of the overall area that eventually politicized my project. Following Suzi Gablik’s argument, I saw the artist’s obligation moving from a posture of a singular agent, to one who might act as a collective arbitrator serving the community through art, finding alternatives to old habits and helping citizens to educate one another in the process. I saw this as an opportunity to put into place those mechanisms I use as an educator. Ideas are shared and expressed in an effort to find direction. The Dig’s transformative 29 qualities challenged me to exercise methods that are used in education and inevitably lend themselves to play to attract the interests of the subject. As teachers, we often bounce ideas and strategies off one another seeking methods and novel ideas to entice students to learn. Classrooms filled with teenagers are petri dishes caked with volatility. The experiment, in the guise of a lesson, is adjusted by the clever teacher, depending on the composition of the class. Every class is different with its unique personality. The Dig engaged many of the characteristics of education, and I found myself regarding this site as an open air classroom where I instructed, in a non-verbal manner, through the actions of a shovel. I took the attitude of the instructor to the site. It was my estimation, and purely based on conjecture due to the evidence I witnessed, that the treatment of the area was in such a deteriorated state because, for so many, the site had stopped existing as a living organism. It was disregarded because it had become a static element that had no relationship to the community it shared space with. The Dig provided me the vehicle to reveal the presence of the natural world. Change employed through alteration stimulated interest that, in the timespan in which I worked the site, environmental improvement became the norm. Unsightly littering and open-pit fire had ceased to be common occurrences. 30 CHAPTER 3 BEYOND THE DIG The cessation of the dig was a complicated affair. A evolution, the challenge of working with new media, the many directions employed in its construction, all clouded the thought of a conclusive end to the project. The making had become an all-consuming affair. In some respects The Dig had become an obsession. One year after The Dig, I am still drawn to the site. I find myself strolling over to the site with the intent of inspecting it present condition. I find myself planning the resumption of activities or applying an alteration that has been nagging me from the pages of my journal. In essence, I am looking for an excuse to engage once again. Though I have officially concluded the project, internally I have not found closure. In terms of method and process, Bernard Rudofsky’s and David Bourdon’s books were the most instrumental in aiding me through the entire process. Bourdon’s (1995) Designing the Earth: The human impulse to shape nature and Rudofsky’s (1977), Prodigious Builders became my user guides, culling the history of building with raw materials. From those resources I was able to mix contemporary technologies with historical methods of construction. During the early stages of The Dig, I resorted to much improvisation and trial and error. Had I not run across these two authors, I would likely have continued my course of actions with marginal results. Because all trial applications were done on the spot, I was subjected to an occasional earthen collapse due to my inexperience and ignorance. In the beginning my efforts were composed of piling up of dirt and found materials and relying on gravity, balance, the weight of layer upon layer and sheer luck. Though I did not vary much in the tools I used on The Dig and the subsequent sculptural objects that followed, the experiences of working The Dig did aid in expanding my toolbox. My standard tools were a round short–nosed shovel and a two-ended pick with a flat and a point end. Other tools used were a 60-inch digging iron, a hand axe to cut thick roots or shape and carve edges, a smaller version of my pick that allow me to work in cramped 31 spaces, along with a hand truck for transporting five-gallon buckets of dirt, sand, manure and water to the site. These became my new art tools, trading in the art store for the hardware store; as a friend remarked, “You traded in your brushes for the brush.” In addition to the tools, I moved approximately five tons of dirt, using the bed of my half- ton truck as a gauge. Materials dug became walls and foundations. Nothing went to waste, and each shovelful of material found a place and a purpose. A driving principal of the project was to be conscious of not only where and what I was working on, but how I was working. I made a conscious effort to add nothing to the site that was not already there and used what was available to aid in its construction. From the moment I made the decision and gambled to move from painting on the canvas to working in the open, I orchestrated all my actions to take into account the footprint of the “object” and how, if at all possible, to minimize any long-term effect from my efforts. One such method I employed was to wrap exposed roots with burlap and root tar. A wrap can be seen on a section of exposed root in the photograph (see Figure 11). My intention never was to expose the entire root system, but only a section of one root on the eastern-facing side of the dig. Support for this root was always an objective, so the soil beneath it was left for structural support. Three pepper trees exist on my own property, and I am keen to their stubborn resiliency. It is a nearly impossible tree to kill. Along such an extensive root the remaining roots, assured the sustainability and structural soundness of the tree. Another consideration was how to incorporate discarded materials into the site. In most instances I removed paper and plastic trash, since this had no building value. However, some discarded trash was exploited as building material. In reading and viewing the photographs in Rudofsky’s books, I was amazed at the ingenuity and adaptability of peoples with limited resources. I decided that I too would take advantage of that mindset. Nothing would go to waste, and even if it was not visibly obvious, I knew that sections of certain mounds were ringed with 40-ounce beer bottles as retaining wall supports. The conclusion of The Dig was as curious as its beginnings. As I worked on The Dig, options to concluding the project or at least giving it a final act seemed to elude me. At one point, I considered walling off the entire site (see Figure 12), more specifically, to create a four to five foot rise and wall off on the west, east, north and south access areas. This strategy would have essentially created a seven to eight foot wall around the entire 32 Figure 11. Center section of The Dig. This section is bracketed on the right by a wall running northwest to northeast, and on the left by the south entrance. Protruding the base of the pepper tree (top) is the exposed root system running east and south. Figure 12. View of western wall that runs along the west face south to north. A composite was made of various techniques. Wall acted as a work bench where different techniques could be employed. circumference of The Dig. Walling off the area was part jest and part serious insurance for the long term prosperity of the site. Creating the wall would in fact make the site, if not inaccessible, at the least challenging to get inside. My rationale was motivated by the prospect of a return of wildlife to the site. I had started to leave wild feed for non-human inhabitants, creatures that had been noticeably absent from the area before. Before long, 33 rabbits, squirrels and a pair of juvenile hawks were visiting the area. There were times I felt the euphoria evident in the writings of Thoreau and Whitman. I felt enriched by a closer appreciation for the area, and I knew that in some small way I was responsible for this through my actions. Whether this was unrealistic romanticism influenced by a sunny day and the charming readings of a bygone age was of no consequence. The actions I took over the course of a year were selfless in purpose, with the intent to apply a solution to what was visibly the result of a one-sided recognition of what became a joint project. The Dig was an attempt to shake the conditions of that apathy through an unconventional style of negotiation. On the day The Dig officially ceased, I had gone to the site with the question of how to end the project deep in my thoughts. I felt that this project had run a certain course and had exceeded its need, but also felt that I should or must take some concrete physical measure that would symbolize the end. I felt compelled to put a signature last stroke to the site to signify its end. As was the case with creating The Dig, artistic control was wrestled from my grip, and the conclusion came in the most unexpected manner. Looking back in hindsight, I see that nature had formed a more logical conclusion. I arrived at the site with an unusually positive attitude. As I stated earlier, I always approached the site with some apprehension on what I might discover at the site and excitement. The apprehension contained equally a mixed amount of dread due to the uncertainty which was always a working component of the project. I arrived after a few exploratory visits earlier in the week to assess damage control and contemplate the possibilities of some additions I had drawn up in my journal. My earlier excursions filled me with hope, since the site was relatively untouched. Walling off the east, west and north ends had been the life breath of the project, relocating access to the site from north to south. However, I was giving heavy consideration to completely walling off the western and southern faces. This would have had the effect of hermeneutically sealing the site from entry. I believed that this method would represent a physical statement, a sort of moratorium. By sealing off the site, I imagined that this particular patch of earth, surrounded and defenseless against uninhibited intrusion might have the opportunity to replenish and heal itself. If it were accomplished, I imagined anyone visiting the site would immediately recognize the condition of this site in contrast to that of the surrounding park. In order to 34 accomplish this feat I would have to deepen already existing trenches and quickly construct thick walls such as the one that ran north to south on west-facing side. Upon entering the site, I found that a few locals were already present. Paul, whom I had met in the beginning stages of the project, was there, as well as Bill who sat alone on a nearby slope, sipping beer. Bill used the area to drink his 40-ouncers after work. I had known Bill only through the bottles he left behind (which I had buried as building material on many occasions). We became acquainted when I made a point of noting the bottles as a sign of his presence. Paul was always a more vocal presence. He was very curious of my doings throughout, and conversations with him always had the flavor of debate. With Paul as a sounding board, I was able to flesh out ideas or obtain greater clarity about those gray areas of the process. After all, Paul represented my target audience, and it is rare that, in the act of making, any artist has the privilege of real-time reaction. Usually any destruction to the site and its forms was relegated to lose prevention. I would factor in the amount of work I had allotted for the day and add to that the necessary repairs. However, on this particular day, the destruction to the site was significant. My reaction was significant as well. I was unable to contain my anger and frustration. It was obvious that a determined effort had been applied to disassemble the walls. Walls four feet high by four feet thick had been toppled. Certain depressions of The Dig had been filled in, with the most curious result that hundred pound concrete piers, which I had decided months earlier to eliminate from the project and had buried under two feet of dirt, had been unearthed and thrown into the trenches. This alone was a tremendous feat of will and the most perplexing of all the alterations. One had to search out the piers, dig them up and carry them out, rolling the blocks seven to eight feet up a slight incline to finally dump them into a trench. I read this as a counterpoint to my project. As intriguing as it is in hindsight, on that day it was received as inflammatory. Out of reflex I started shoveling and cleaning up. As I was working, Paul drifted in and, in his usual excited manner, began an editorial about the happenings in the park after dark. He explained of the appearance of a “great blue spot,” altars, satanic rites and staged theater in the dark. As I worked he continued on in greater detail. This type of dialogue with Paul was not uncommon, and I had grown used to his colorful stories that were a soothing backdrop to my digging. As a rule, I never interacted in a one-on-one. There were many 35 instances where people would come upon me in The Dig, and in those instances, the conversation were of an inquisitive nature. They supplied me with a supplemental history, anecdotal and individual speculation about what was happening in the general area, and I would take this information as valuable insights about the unusual forum I was working in. The greater meaning of my work passed through these personal stories as the ephemeral ingredients. The nature of the work became a repository of memories for others and for myself. Regardless of the outcome of the project, it was apparent that the expansive nature of the project was already stored as a new set of memories carved into the dirt. In that respect, the site was a living organism, fluid and constantly supplying historical and mythological information. Listening to Paul’s story, I could not ascertain between fiction and reality, simply because there was a good chance that my primary source provider was not entirely in the here and now; but I listened just the same. What he told was a tale of hedonistic rites performed in the night, staged performance at two sites that involved coffins, bondage and colorful assemblages of ribbon, paint and tape. I doubted his story, but there was enough evidence to support his fantastic telling. In contrast, my own actions were as inexplicable and peculiar as any cultic rite performed in the shadows. These stories were not any in this case, more outlandish - the story of a man who took it upon himself to dig a hole to save a park. Quite possibly, my creative ego was open to the delicate bruising of a competing faction, or possibly I sensed the inevitable, that the project had run its course. This new set of circumstances had loosed a whirlwind of gossip with wild speculations that found The Dig an unsuspecting participant. In addition to the tales of satanic rites and a report of a traveling Internet-driven theater troupe working the park, stories surfaced of the adjoining area acting as the site for a Mexican drug gang’s initiation, and videotaped sex orgies. However, the most troubling story was that the city was seeking, with backhoe in tow, for the Pepper Grove Digger. In the end, I was asked by a park visitor to stop, and, out of respect, I agreed. In retrospect, this was the only plausible ending; The Dig was an accidental experiment that transformed a place with a set of memories and experiences. In turn, the site had furnished me with a new approach and avenue of exploration. I had literally walked into this place as onto a blank slate, and walked away, not defeated, but wistfully satiated at what had been accomplished. It had all the quality of a film noir’s hushed fade to black. 36 CHAPTER 4 INFLUENCES In the early going of my research I found myself looking for some historical premise to anchor myself to. My definitive departure from two-dimensional representations left me on unfamiliar footing. I felt weightless between sculpture and some other thing I could not quite put my finger on. Working in the open had closer connections to anthropology or archaeology than art. Though I was familiar with the early seventies, Land Art Movement, I knew from the onset that that I was not connected to this lineage. I felt a different aesthetic brewing, which was related to the relationship man has with nature and how that is expressed. It was this brooding struggle with my confinement within the four walls of my studio that was driving me into the open. I felt distracted, and in that state I returned to the place that always gave me clarity: the open space. I came across John Grande’s (2004) book Art nature dialogues: Interviews with environmental artists, a collection of interviews with environmental artists currently active in the field. Their approaches are as varied as the lands in which they reside. This singular book was the Rosetta Stone of my search. Between its covers, my ambitions were freed of the doubt that had accompanied each pickax swing, giving direction and form to my course. Each artist was chosen for specific qualities that related to my work at the site and to all subsequent works I would develop after The Dig’s closure. Working in the open had had such a deep influence on me that it was difficult to remove myself from working strictly in natural spaces. All my energies went into finding approaches that brought the audience into direct contact with what I understood as the mystery of the site. I had abandoned all considerations that existed outside that possibility. These artists in Dialogues assisted me by shedding light on the duality that was possible in my work. This lateral shift in thinking did not come easy. I was married to The Dig. I had invested a great deal of time and effort, as well as considerable emotional attachment; The Dig’s expansive nature was unlike anything I had attempted before. To give oneself completely to a singular act was as unsettlingly as it was illogical, and at times I felt as if I were chasing a phantom. These artists acted as a 37 sedative to the anxious state I had become accustomed to. To see the ease at which they move from the outdoors to the four walls and back was as reassuring as it was illustrative. As with Rudofsky’s (1977) Prodigious Builders, which was a manual guide to building in the mud, John Grande’s (2004) Art Nature Dialogues became the reassuring guarantee that put my mind at ease. Bob Verschueren, a vegetal artist from Belgium, has been working with natural materials since the early seventies. Verschueren’s use of natural materials, vegetal as well as mineral, demonstrates an appreciation of nature as an acting force. Verschueren’s pieces, whether outdoors or in the confines of a gallery, have the appeal of activity and alertness to their surroundings. He is compelled to allow “acts of god/nature” to play an essential part in the construction of the work. His seminal Wind Paintings (see Figure 13) created in the seventies and eighties are large, sharply defined angles of pigment located in the wild, marked and edged to imply right angles that mimic the edges of a canvas. Pigment is placed within the edge, and the wind blows over the piece a subtle naturalistic chiaroscuro develops. The temporality of his work is what initially appealed to me. Depending on the conditions of the moment, his work might last for minutes or days. At this point the artist is appreciative observer. He has the benefit of inhabiting two worlds simultaneously. The quiet humility he reveals in the proximity of artist to work sets him apart from the modernist tradition of artist as dominator and author of his efforts. Verschueren indicates that his work is designed to wrestle free the Judeo-Christian constraints deeply rooted in Cartesian concepts of nature in the service of man. Gilles Bruni and Marc Babarit, French environmental artists, Gilles Bruni and Marc Babarit approximate as close as any artists the concepts and answers I searched for in my excavations. What intrigues me most about this pair of artists is that they answer that deepseated call to investing their work with a social relevance. Their joint efforts consider the relationships between man and nature and the shared interactions in that space called nature. They illustrate this quality of coexistence by beckoning the residents who live in the area to participate. This participation broadens the scope of the environmental modifications and takes on an educational component (see Figure 14). They further expand to include shared concepts of nature. Their works speaks to symbolic ideas of nature that all humanity 38 Figure 13. Bob Verschueren, Wind Paintings, 1980. Source: Baumlier, K. (2011) Wind paintings: Belgian artist Bob Verschueren. Retrieved from http://kristenbaumlier.com/2011/11/15/wind-paintingsbelgian-artist-bob-verschueren/ possesses. These ideas are formed by the proximal relationships we have with nature. The child who lives in the country has a very different understanding of what is a natural setting than the child accustomed to a densely populated urban environment. Some works have a historical component that speaks directly, in an intimate manner, to the people who live next to their site renovations. The works intertwine the histories of the people and the region by creating visceral connections to the site. Like Verschueren’s work, Bruni and Babarit site constructions are not territorially tied to the site and so are not intended to permanently occupy a space. Their work is temporary in construction and subject to the whims of nature. Mario Reis, is a German environmental artist who developed a very natural method for his “nature watercolors”. His work was most influential as a bridge from the natural setting to the gallery. I have stated that, in my own work, I could not see a clear path from the trenches to the gallery. I believe it was the directness of his interview with John Grande that has the greatest effect upon my work. In fact, the directness of his work is as intriguing as it is subtly humorous. He employs a serious and seemingly scientific approach as he corrected Mr. Grande in the interview: he does not simply place cotton canvases in the water, but 39 Figure 14. Bruni / Babarit. The Stream Path: Clothing the Banks for the Confrontation and Cohabitation of the Commonbed, 1988. Source: Bruni and Babarit. (1988). Image Bruni et Babarit 1. Retrieved from http://www.absidial.fr/English/artists/bruni_babarit_cadre.htm. employs a thoughtful methodology that is similar to that of a naturalist or field biologist. Reis says that he works with the water source. He must consider the nature of flow, the depth of the water and topography of the waterbed to ensure the success of the river or stream’s sedimentary saturation. After a period of time he will extract the canvas from the water, and the resulting sediment and minerals present in the water source will leave traces, a fingerprint of the natural composition of that particular place (see Figure 15). His work is a biological rendering of the anatomy of a specific area. Like Verschueren, Reis relinquishes the absolutism of the artist in exchange for a more collaborative experience in the quest for an aesthetic. There were many other artists that had a bearing on the work I created. Readings of Henry David Thoreau’s (1849) Civil Disobedience and Walden Pond, Walt Whitman’s (1855) Leaves of Grass or C. G. Jung’s (2002) On Nature, helped to inspire me to return to the site and resume digging, even when it seemed my actions were without merit. However, it was the three artists to whom I returned for reassurance. Through their words and the 40 Figure 15. Salmon River. Idaho. 24x24 inches, 2000. Source: Reis, M. (2000). Salmon River. Idaho. 24x24 inches, 2000. Retrieved from http://www.sunvalleymag.com/Sun-ValleyMagazine/Summer-2009/Mario-Reis/ evidence of their work I felt I was allowed to tame the beast of doubt. The exposure of their combined methodology gave credence to my work and most reflected that measure of validation I deeply sought. I had found my lineage: a mysterious world of people compelled to alter the earth. There is an element of science embedded in our actions. 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