Saranagati Part 2

Saranagati
"Surrendered to the Lor d's Shelter"
by Srzla Bhaktivinoda Thakura
originally published in 1893
50 Bengali songs outlining the six-fold process of submissive surrender unto the
Supreme Lord
translation by Dasaratha-suta dasa
Dedicated to His Divine Grace
A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada
who fulfilled the predictions of Bhaktivinoda Thakura
by making Krishna Consciousness available
to the entire world
Introductory Song
sri krsna -caita-nya prabhujive doya kori'
swa parsa-da swiya dhama saha avatari'
I) Srz Krsna Caitanya Prabhu descended from the eternal spiritual wo rld al on g
with His personal associates and divine abode, incarnating in this temporary
material world out of compassion for the fallen souls.
atyanta durlabha prema koribare dana
sikhaya saranagati bhakatera prana
2) In order to freely distribute the gift of ecstatic love of God, which is very
difficult to obtain, He taught the path of saranagati, devotional surrender to the
Supreme Lord. This saranagati is the very life of the true devotees.
(3-4)
dainya, atma nivedana-,
goptrtve varana
'avasya raksibe krsna'
visvasa, palana
bhaki anukula -matra ka-ryera
svikara
bhakti pratikula -bhava va-rj anangikara
3 — 0) The six ways of surrender through saranagati are (I) dainy a
humility,
g) atma-nivedana d e d i c a t ion of the self, (3) goptrtve varana
a c c e p t ance of
the Lord as one's only maintainer, (0) the consciousness of avasya raksibe
krsna' K r s n a w i l l s u r el y p r o t ect me' w h i c h i s v i s v asa (faith) in Kr s n a's
p alana (protection), (5) bhaki-anukula-matra karyera svzkara e x e c u t ion of on l y
those acts favorable to pure devotion, and (6) bhakti-pratikula-bhava
varjanangikara r e n u n c i a t ion of conduct adverse to pure devotion.
sad an-ga saranagati hoibe j ahara
tahara prarthana sune sri
na-nda ku-mara
5) Srt Nanda-Kumara, the youthful son of Nanda Maharaja, hears the prayers
of anyone who takes refuge in Him by this six-fold practice of surrender.
(6)
rupa san-atana pad-e dante trna kori'
bhakativinoda pode
duhun pada dhori
6) Bhaktivinoda prostrates himself at the feet of Srz Rupa and Srz Sanatana
G oswamz, places a straw between his teeth, and clasps their lotus feet with hi s
hands.
kandiya kandiya bole ami to adhama
sikhaye saranagati koro he uttama
7) Weeping and weeping, he tells them, "I am certainly the lowest of men! Oh
please make me the worthiest by teaching me the ways of saranagati!"
First Principle of Surrender: Dainya
Humility
— Seven SongsSong I
bhuliya tomare, samsare asiya,
peye nana vidha by-atha
tomara carane, asiyachi ami,
bolibo duhkhera katha
I) 0 Lord, I forgot You and came to this material world, wh ere I have
experienced a host of pains and sorrows. Now I appr oach Your lotus feet and
submit my tale of woe.
janani j-athare, chilamajakhona,
bisama bandhana p-ase
eka b-araprabhu! dekhadiyamore,
vancile e dma dase
2) While still bound up ti g h tly in th e un b earable confines of my mother's
womb, 0 Lord, You once revealed Yourself before me. Appearing only briefly,
You then abandoned this poor servant of Yours.
takhona bhavinu, anama
j
paiya,
koribo bhaj ana tava
ganama hoz2o, podi maya ga2e-,
na hoi2o j nana 2ava3) At that moment I thought, "After my birth, I will w o r s hi p Y o u." But alas,
after taking birth I fell into the entangling network of wo r l dl y i l l u s i o ns; thus I
possessed not even a drop of true knowledge.
adarera che2e, swa janera ko2e,
hasiya katanu kala
j anaka janani sneh-ete bhuliya,
samsara 2agi2o bha2o
0) As a dear son fondled in the laps of relatives, I passed my time smiling and
laughing. The affection of my father and mother helped me to forget You still
more, and I began to think that the material world was a very nice place.
krame dina dina, balaka hoiya,
khe2lBu ba2aka saha
ara kichu dine, jnana upajilo,
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patha podi ahar ahah5) Day by day I gradually grew into a young boy and began playing with other
boys. Soon my powers of understanding emerged, so I diligently
read and
studied my school lessons every day.
(6)
vidyara gaurave, bhrami' dese dese,
dhana uparj ana kori
swa jana palana, kori eka mane,
bhulinu tomare, hari!
6) Proud of my accomplished education, later I traveled from place to place
and earned much wealth. Thereby maintaining my family with undivided
attention, I forgot You, 0 Lord Hari!
bardhakye ekhona, bhakativinoda,
kandiya katara ati
na bhajiya tore, dina brtha gelo,
ekhona ki habe gati?
7) Now in old age, this Bhaktivinoda very sadly weeps. I failed to worship
You, 0 Lord, and instead passed my days in vain. What will be my fate now~
Song 2
vidyara vi2ase, katainu ka2a,
parama sahase ami
tomara carana, na bhajinu kabhu,
ekhona sarana tumi
I) With great enthusiasm I spent my time in the pleasures of mundane
learning, and never worshiped Your lotus feet, 0 Lord. Now You are my only
shelter.
podite podite, bharasa barilo,
j nane gati habe mani
se asa bipha2a, sejnana durba2a,
se j nana aj
nana j ani
2) Reading on and on, my hopes grew and grew, for I considered the
aquisition of material knowledge to be life's true goal. How fruitless those hopes
turned out to be, for all my knowledge proved feeble. Now I know that all such
erudition is actually pure ignorance.
j ada vidyaj at-a, mayara vaibhava,
tomara bhaj ane badha
mohaj anamiya, anitya samsare,
jivake koraye gadha
3) All the so-called knowledge of this world is born of the fl i c k e r ing potency
of Your illusory energy (maya). It is an impediment to the execution of
devotional service to You. Indulgence in mundane knowledge verily makes an
ass of the eternal soul by encouraging his infatuation with t hi s tem p orary
world.i*
sei gadha hoye, samsarera boj ha,
bahinu aneka kala
bardhakye ekhona, saktira abhave,
klchu. nahl 2agc bha20
0) Here is one person who has been turned into such an ass, who for so long
h as carried on his back the useless burden of material existence. Now in my ol d
age, for want of the power to enjoy, I find that not h ing at all pleases me.
jlvanajatana, hoilo ekhona,
sc vldya avldya bhc20
avidyaraj vva2a, ghati2o bisama,
sc vldya hol20 sc20
5) Life has now become agony, for my so-called erudite knowledge has proven
itself to be worthless ignorance. Material knowledge has now become a pointed
shaft and has pierced my heart with the in t o l erable, burning pain of ignorance.
(6)
tomara carana, bina kichu dhana,
samsare na ache ara
bhakativinoda, j ada vidya c-hadi,
tuvva pada kore sara
6) 0 Lord, there is no treasure worth seeking in this wo rld o t her than Your
lotus feet. Bhaktivinoda abandons all his mundane knowledge and makes Your
lotus feet the sum and substance of his life.
Song 3
j auvanej akhona, dhana uparj ane-,
hoinu vipula kaml
dharama smariya, grhinlra kara,
dhorinu takhona ami
I) When I was young, I felt a boundless ambition for earning money. At that
time, bearing in mind the codes of religion, I accepted the hand of a wife.ii
samsara pataye, tahara sahita,
kala kh-oy koinu koto
bahu suta su-ta, j anama 2obhi2o,
marame hoinu hato
2) Along with her I set up a household and therein wasted so much of my
time. Many sons and daughters were born, and my spirit was totally crushed.
samsarera bhara, bade dine dine,
aca2a hoi2o gati
bardhakya asiya, gherilo amare,
asthira hoilo mati
3) The burden of family life in creased day by day, and under its weight I felt
my personal progress in life forcibly come to a halt. Old age came and
beleaguered me on all sides, making my mind i n c essantly disturbed.
pidaya asthira, cintayaj warita,
abhavejwalita cita
upaya na dekhi, andhakara moya,ekhona ho'yechi bhita
0) Diseases trouble me, constant anxiety has made me feverish, and my heart
burns with every want. I see no way out of this predicament, for all is darkness.
Now I am very much afraid.
samsara tatani -srota n-ahe sesa,
marana nikate ghora
saba samapiya, bhojibo tomaya,
e asa biphala mora
5) The current of this worl dly r i ver is strong and relentless; a frightening,
gloomy death approaches. Fini shing my w o r l dl y d u t i es, I will w o r s hip Y ou, 0
Lord'
that hope is now fruitless as well.
(6)
ebe suno prabhu! ami gati hina,
bhakativinoda koya
tava krpa bina, sakali nirasa,
deho' more padasroya
6) Now please hear me, 0 Lord! I am u t t e rly hel p l ess. Bhaktivinoda says,
"Without Your mercy, everything is lost. Please give me the shelter of Your lotus
feet."
Song 0
amarajivana, sada pape rata,
nahiko punyera lesa
parere udvega, diyachiejkoto,
diyachijivere klesa
I) My life is ever given to sin; in it th ere is not a particle of good. I have
caused others great anxiety, and have troubled all souls.iii*
nij a sukha lagi, pape nahi dori,
doya hina -swartha paropara sukhe -duhkhi, sada mithya bhasi-,
para duhkh-a sukha karo2) For the sake of my own enjoyment I have never hesitated to perform sinful
acts. Devoid of all compassion, I am concerned only with my sel fish in t erests.
Perpetually speaking lies, I become dejected upon seeing others happy, whereas
the misery of others is a source of great delight for me.
asesa kamana, hrdi maj he mora,
krodhi, dambha paraya-na
mada matta s-ada, visaye mohita,
himsa garva v-ibhusana
3) There are limitless material desires within the core of my heart. I am
wrathful, fond of exhibiting arrogance, intoxicated by vanity, and bewildered by
worldly affairs. I wear the cherished ornaments of envy and egotism.
nidralasya hata, sukarye virata,
akarye udyogi ami
pratistha lagiy a, sathy a acarana,
lobha hata sada kami
0) Ruined by laziness and sleep, I resist all pious deeds, yet am very
enthusiastic to perform wi cked acts. For the sake of worldly fame and
r eputation I engage in the practice of deceitfulness. I am victimized by my ow n
greed, being always lustful.
e heno durj ana, saj
jan-a va-r
jita,
aparadhi nirantara
subha ka-rya sun-ya, sadanartha ma-nah,
nana duhkhejarajara
5) A vile, wicked man such as this, rejected by godly people, is a constant
offender. Devoid of all good works, forever inclined toward evil, he is worn out
and wasted by various miseries.
(6)
bardhakye ekhona, upaya vihin-a,
ta'te dina akincana
bhakativinoda, prabhura carane,
kore duhkha nivedana
6) Now in old age, deprived of all means of relief, thus humbled and poor ,
Bhaktivinoda submits his tale of grief at the feet of the Supreme Lord.
Song 5
(prabhu he!) suno mor duhkher kahini
visaya ha2aha-2a, sudha bhane -piya2un,
ab avasana dinamani
I) 0 Lord! Please hear the story of my sadness. I drank the deadly poison of
worldliness, pretending it was nectar, and now the sun is setting on the horizon
of my life.
khela rase sais-ava, podhaite kaisora,
gowa02un, na bhe20vlvek
bhoga base yau-vane, ghara pati' bosi2un,
suta mita badh-alo anek
2) I spent my childhood in pl ay, my youth in academic pursuit, and in me
there arose no sense of discrimination. In young manhood I set up a household
and settled down to the spell of material enjoyment wh ile my ch i l d ren and
friends quickly multiplied.
vrddha k-a2a a020, s ab asukha bhaga20,
pida ba-se hoinu katar
sarvendriya durba2a, ksina ka2evara,
bhogabhave duhkhita antar
3) Old age soon arrived, and all joys consequently departed. Subjected to the
torments of disease, I am troubled and weak. All my senses are feeble now, my
body is racked and exhausted, and my spirits are downcast in the absence of
former sense pleasures.
j nana 2ava -hina-, bhakti rase -vanchita,
ara mora ki habe upay
patita band-hu, tuhun, patitadhama hama,
krpaya uthao tava pay
0) Devoid of even a particle of enlightenment, cheated of the mellows of
devotion w h a t h el p i s t h ere for me now? 0 L o rd , You are the friend of th e
fallen. I am certainly fallen, the lowest of men. Please, therefore, in mercy lift
me to Your lotus feet.
vicarite abahi, guna nahi paobi,
krpa koro, chodato vicar
tava pada pankaj -a sidhu -pibaoto,
bhakativinoda karo par
5) Were You to judge me now, You would find no good qualiti es. Have mercy
and judge me not. Cause me to drink the honey of Your lotus feet and thereby
deliver this Bhaktivinoda.
Song 6
(prabhu he!) tuwa pade e minati mor
tuwa pada pa22ava, -tyaj ato maru mana,
vlsama vlsaye bhe20 bhor
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I) 0 Lord! I offer this hu m ble prayer at Your feet. I gave up the shelter of Your
feet, which are soft as newly-grown leaves, and now my mind has become dried
u p like a desert, being scorched by the fire of absorption in ho r r i b l e
worldliness.
uthayite takata, puna nahi milo-i,
anudina korohun hutas
dina jana na-tha, tuhun kahayasi,
tumari carana mama as
2) I find no strength to rise again, and thus I spend my days bitterly
l amenting. 0 Lord who is called the master of the meek and humble! Your lotu s
feet are my only hope.
aichana dina jana, kohi nahi milo-i,
tuhun more koro parasad
tuwaj ana sang-e, tuwa katha rang-e,
chadahun sakala paramad
3) There has never been a soul as forlorn as me. Please be merciful and award
me the association of Your devotees, for by tasting the pleasure of hearing
discussions of Your pastimes I shall give up all evils.
tuwa dhama mahe-, tuwa nama gaoto,
gowayabun diva nisi a-s
tuwa pada chaya-, parama susitala,
mage bhakativinoda das
0) One hope animates my soul: To spend day and night singing Your holy
name while living in Your di v ine abode. Your servant Bhaktivinoda begs a place
in the supremely cooling shade of Your lotus feet.
Song 7
(prabhu he!)
emona durmati, samsara bhitore,
podiya achinu ami
tava nija jana, ko-no
mahajane,
pathaiya dil,e tumi
I) 0 Lord! W it h such a wi cked mind as this I have fallen into the material
world, but You have sent one of Your pure and elevated devotees to rescue me.
doya kori more, patita dekhiya,
kohi lo amare giy a
ohe dma jana, suno bhalo katha,
ullasita ha'be hiya
2) He saw me so fallen and wretched, took pity, and came to me saying, "0
humbled soul, please listen to this good tiding, for it w il l g l a d den your heart.
tomare tarite, sri krs-na cai-tanya,
navadwipe avatar
toma heno koto, dina hinajane,
korilena bhava par3) "Srt Krsna Caitanya has appeared in the land of Navadvtpa in order to
deliver you. He has safely conducted many miserable souls such as you across
the sea of worldly existence.
vedera pratij
na, rakhibara tare,
rukma varna -vipra sutamahaprabhu name, nadiya mataya,
sange bhai avadhuta
0) "To fulfill the pro m ise of the Vedas, the son of a brahmana, of golden
complexion and bearing the name of Mahaprabhu, has descended along with His
brother, the avadhuta. Together They have overwhelmed all of Nadzya with
divine ecstasy.iv
nanda sutajini-, caitanya gosai,
nija nama k-ori dan
tarilo j agat, tumi oj aiya,loho nij a paritran5) "Srt Caitanya Gosai, who is Krsna Himself, the son of Nanda, has saved the
world by freely distributing the gift of His own h oly name. Go to Him also and
receive your deliverance."
(6)
se katha suniya, asiyachi, natha.
tomara carana tale
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bhakativinoda, kandiya kandiya,
apana k-ahini bole
6) Hearing those words, 0 Lord, Bhaktivinoda has come weeping and weeping
t o the soles of Your lotus feet and tells the story of his li f e .
Second Principle of Surrender: Atma-Nivedana
Dedication of the Self
— Eight SongsSong I
na korolun karama, geyana nahi bhelo,
na sevilun carana tohar
j ada suk-he matiya, apanaku vanca i,
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pekhahun caudisa andhiyar
I) I have not performed any good works. I have not amassed any
transcendental knowledge. I have never worshiped Your feet. Being intoxicated
by sensual pleasures, I have simply cheated myself. Now I see only darkness in
all directions.v
tuhun natha! karuna nidantuwa pada panka-j e, atma samarpilun,
more krpa korobi vidhan
2) You, 0 Lord, are the fountainhead of all mercy. I surrender myself at Your
lotus feet; kindly show me Your compassion.
pratij na tohara oi, j o hi saranagata,
nahi soj anabo paramad
so hama duskrti, gati na hera iana,
ab magon tuwa parasad
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3 ) It is Your promise that one who takes refuge in You will come to no harm .
For a sinner like me I see no other shelter; therefore I beg You now for Your
grace.
ana mano ratha, ni-hsesa chodato,
kab hama haubun tohara
nitya s-evya tuhun, nitya s-evaka mui,
bhakativinoda bhava sara
0) 0 when will I k no w f r e e dom from i n c essant material desires and thus
b ecome exclusively Yours? This is the sum of Bhaktivinoda's musings
You are
eternally to be served, and I am Your eternal servant.
Song 2
(praneswar!) kohobun ki sarama ki bat
aichana pap nahi, jo hama na koralun,
sahasra sahasra beri nath
I) 0 Lord of my l i fe! How sh all I t ell You of my shameful story? There is no
s in which I have not committed thousands of times and more, 0 L o r d . v i
sohi karama phal-a, bhave moke pesa i,
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dokha deobo bakahl
takhonaka parinam, kachu na bicaralun,
ab pachu taraite cahi
2) My life in this world has only been one of affliction and torm ent as a result
o f those sins. Who is there to blame for this misery? At the time I did n o t
consider the consequences; but now, in the aftermath, I seek to be saved.
dokha vicara i, tun-hu
danda deobi,
hama bhoga korabun samsar
karato gatagati, bhakata jana sange,mati rohu carane tohar
3) After judging my sins, You will su r ely pu n ish me befitti n g ly, and I shall
suffer the pangs of rebirth in this w o r ld . I only p ray th at, as I come and go
through repeated births and deaths, my mind may ever dwell at Your lotus feet
as I keep the company of Your devotees.
apana caturpana, tuwa pade sonpalun,
hrdoya garava d-uregelo
dina doya moy-a, tu-wa krpa niramala,
bhakativinoda asa bhelo
0) I offer this judicious prayer at Your feet: The pride of my heart has gone far
away. 0 You who are so kind to the meek, Your spotlessly pure mercy has
become Bhaktivinoda's only hope.
Song 3
manasa, deho, geho,
jo kichu mor
arpilun tuwa pade, nanda ki-sor!
I) Mind, body, family, and whatever else may be mine, I have surrendered at
Your lotus feet, 0 youth ful son of Nand a!
sampade vipade,Ivane
j
ma-rane
day mama gela,tuwa o pad-avarane
2) In good fortune or in bad, in life or in death, all my di f f i c u l t ies have
disappeared by accepting those feet of Yours as my only shelter.
marobi rakhobi jiccha
o
tohara
nitya dasa -prati tuwa adhikara
3) Slay me or protect me as You wish, for You have full authority over Your
eternal servant.
janmaobi moeicchajadi tor
bhakta grhej a-ni
j anma hau mor
0) If it is Your wish that I be born again, then may I take birth in the home of
Your devotee.
kita janma hauj atha tuwa das
bahir mukha b-rahma janme nahi as
5) May I be born again even as a worm, as long as I remain Your devotee. I
have no desire to be born as a Brahma averse to You.vii
(6)
bhukti mukti sprh-a vihm-aj e bhakta
labhaite tanko sanga anurakta
6) I yearn for the company of that devotee who is completely devoid of all
desire for worldly enjoyment or li b eration .
j anaka, j anani, dayita, tanay
prabhu, guru, pati t u h u s a rva m-oy
7 ) Father, mother, lover, son, Lord, preceptor, and husband
everything to me.
You are
bhakativinoda kohe, suno kana!
radha nat-ha! tuhun hamara parana
8) Bhaktivinoda says, "0 Kana, please hear me. 0 Lord of Radha, You are my
life and soul!"
Song 0
aham mama' sabda -arthe-j aha kichu hoy
arpilun tomara pade, ohe doya moy!I ) All there is that may be indicated by the words aham ("I") and m a m a
( "mine"), I offer at Your lotus feet, 0 mer ci ful L o r d !
amara' ami to' natha! na rohinu ar
ekhona hoinuami kevala tomar
2) I no longer consider even myself to be "min e", 0 L o rd ! No w I h av e become
exclusively Yours.
ami' sabde dehi jiva ahamta chadilo
twadiyabhimana aji hrdoye pasilo
3) The soul inhabiting this mortal body has given up the false ego attached to
the word "I", for today the spiritual sense of being Yours has entered his heart.
amar sarvasva deho, geho anucar
bhai, bandhu, dara, suta, dravya, dwara, ghar
0) All my possessions b o d y , h o m e , servants, brothers, friends, wife, sons,
personal belongings, fencing and gateways.
.
.
se saba hoilo tava, ami hoinu das
tomara grhete ebe ami kori bas
5) . ..all of these things are now Yours, for I have become Your servant. I am
but a mere occupant in Your house.
(6)
tumi grha swa-mi, ami sevaka tomar
tomara sukhete cesta ekhona amar
6) You are the owner of the house, and I am Your most obedient servant. My
only activity now is endeavoring for Your happiness.
sthu2a-2inga-dehe mora sukrta duskrta
ara mora nahe, prabhu ami .to'niskrta
7) Whatever pious or impi ous activities that were performed by me, either
with my gross or subtle bodies, are no longer mine, 0 L o rd , for I am r e d eemed!
tomara icchaya mora iccha misailo
bhakativinoda aj a apanebhu2i2o
8 ) My will has become merged with Your wi ll . From t hi s day forw ar d
Bhaktivinoda has completely for-gotten himself.
Song 5
amara bolite prabhu! are kichunai
tumi-i amara matra pita-bandhu-bhai
I) 0 Lord, nothing fur t her remains that may be called "mine." Father, friend,
brother Y o u a l on e are all these to me.
bandhu, dara, suta, suta t ava dasi das
sei to' sambandhe sabe amara prayas
2) My friends, wife, sons and daughters are now Your servants and
maidservants. Whatever care I take for them is only as they are related to You.
dhana, j ana, grha, dara tomara' boliya
rakha kori ami matro sevaka hoiya
3) Declaring that my wealth, family members, home, and wife are truly Yours,
I continue as a mere servant to dutifully pr o t ect them.
tomara karyera tore uparjibo dhan
tomara samsare vyay-a koribo
vahan
0) For the purpose of Your service I will earn money and bear the expense of
maintaining Your household.
bhalo mand-a nahi j ani seva matro kori
tomara samsare ami visaya praha-ri
5) I know nothing of what is good or bad; I simply render my service. I am but
a watchman set to guard the properties of Your household.
(6)
tomara icchaya mora indriya calanasravana, darsana, ghrana, bhojana vasana6) I exercise my senses only according to Your direction, and thus I desire to
hear, see, smell, and taste.
nij a sukha lag-i kichu nahi kori ar
bhakativinoda bole, tava sukha sar
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7) I no longer do anything for my own p l e asure. Bhaktivinoda says,
pleasure is the essence of everything."
"Your
Song 6
bastutah sakali tava, jiva keho noy
aham' mama' b-hrame bhromi' bhoge soka b-hoy
I) In truth, all things belong to You; no jzva is ever the owner of anything. The
tiny soul wanders in this world m i s t akenly th i n k in g in t e rms of aham ("I am
this material body and min d ") , and mama ("everything related to this body is
mine"). Thus he suffers the consequences of both sorrow and fear.
aham ma-ma abh-imana ei ma-tro dhan
baddha j iva
nija boli jane mane man
2) The conditioned soul thinks that all the thi ngs related to the false
conceptions of "I" and "m i ne" are his exclusive treasures. Calling them his own ,
his mind is firmly convinced of this gross delusion.
sei abhimane ami samsare podiya
habudubu khai bhava-sindhu santariya
3 ) Due to such vanity, I also fell into this material wor ld. Flou n d ering in th e
ocean of mundane existence like a drowning man, I suffer the pangs of rising
and sinking in that ocean.
tomara abhoya pade lo-iya saran
aji ami korilama atma niveda-n
0) I take shelter at Your lotus feet, which deliver one from fear, and dedicate
the whole of myself to You on this day.
aham'- mama' abhiman-a chadilo amay
ar j eno mama hrde stana nahi pay
5) The false conception of think ing in te rms of "I " and " m i n e " has left me
n ow. May it never again find a place to settle within my h eart .
(6)
ei matro bala prabhu! dibe he amare
ahamta mamata dure pari rakhibare
6) Please give me this strength alone, 0 Lo rd, that I may be able to keep the
false conceptions of "I" and "m i ne" far away.
atma ni-vedana bh-ava hrde drdha roy
hasti sn-ana samaj eno khanika na hoy
7) May the mood of self-surrender to You remain firmly f i xed in my h e art and
not prove to be momentary like the cleanliness of an elephant after a bath.
bhakativinoda prabhu nityananda pay
mage parasada, j ahe abhimanaj ay
8) Bhaktivinoda begs at the lotus feet of Lord Ni t y ananda for that grace which
causes all illusory concepts of false pride to flee.
Song 7
nivedana kori prabhu! tomara carane
patita adhama ami, jane tri bhuva-ne
I) I submit at Your lotus feet, 0 Lo rd , that I am fallen and most wretched.
This fact is known to the three worlds.
ama sama p-api nahi j agat bhitoremama sama aparadhi nahiko samsare
2) There is no sinner in the world m ore sinful than me. In the entire universe
there is no offender whose offenses equal mine.
sei saba papa ara aparadha, ami
parihare pai lajj a, sabaj ano tumi
3) By attempting to clear myself of all these sins and offenses I am put to
shame. All this is surely understood by You.
tumi bina ka ra ami loibo saran?
tumi sarvesvaresvara, braj endra n-andan!
0) Of whom will I t ake shelter except for You? You are the Lord of all lor ds, 0
son of the King of Vraja!
j agat tomara natha! tumi sarva mo-y
toma prati aparadha tumi koro' ksoy
5) This world is Yours, 0 L o rd , and You pervade all things in it. You dispel
the sinful result of offenses committed against You.
(6)
tumi to' skhalita pada-j anera asroy
tumi bina ara kiba ache, doya moy-!
6) You alone are the shelter of those whose feet stumble off the proper path.
A part from You, what else exists, 0 merciful Lo r d >
sei rupa -tava aparadhij anaj ata
tomara saranagata hoibe satata
7) All persons like me who have offended You will u l t i m a t ely seek to achieve
Your shelter.
bhakativinoda ebe loiya saran
tuwa pade kore aj atma samarp-an
8) Bhaktivinoda now takes full shelter of You and surrenders himself at Your
lotus feet on this very day.
Song 8
atma nivedana-, tuwa pade kori',
hoinu parama sukhi
duhkha dure ge2o, cinta na rohi2o,
caudike ananda dekhi
I) I have become supremely happy by surrendering myself at Your lotus feet.
Sorrow has gone far away, and there are no more cares. All I see is joy in th e
four directions.
asoka ab-hoya, amrta ad-hara,
tomara carana dw-aya
tahate ekhona, visrama labhiya
chadinu bhavera bhoya
2) Your two lotus feet are reservoirs of immor tal nectar that grant freedom
from both sorrow and fear. Resting in them I have found peace, and have
completely given up the fear of worldly existence.
tomara samsare, koribo sevana,
nahibo phalera bhagi
tava sukhaj ahe, koriboj
atana,
ho'ye pade anuragi
3) I shall render service in Your household and never endeavor to enjoy the
fruits of that service. Rather, I shall strive for whatever pleases You, being fully
enamored by Your lotus feet.
tomara sevaya, duhkha hoyajato,
se oto' pa-rama sukha
seva sukha -duhkha-, parama sampada,
nasaye avidya duhkha0) All the troubles encountered in Your service shall be the cause of great
happiness, for in Your devotional service joy and sorrow are equally great
riches. Both destroy the misery of ignorance.
purva itihasa, bhu2inu saka2a,
seva sukha p-e'ye mane
ami to' tomara, tumi to' amara,
ki kaj a apara dhane
5 ) I have completely forgotten all of my past history by feeling in my m in d t h e
great joy of Your service. I am indeed Yours, and You are truly mi ne. What need
is there of any other treasure?
(6)
bhakativinoda, anande dubiya,
tomara sevara tare
saba cesta kore, tava iccha m-ato,
thakiya tomara ghare
6) Bhaktivinoda sinks deeply into the ocean of pure bliss by engaging in Your
service. He devotes all his efforts according to Your wishes while liv ing in Your
house.
Third Principle of Surrender: Goptrtve-Varana
Acceptance of the Lord as Sole Maintainer
— Four SongsSong I
ki jani ki bale, tomara dhamete,
hoinu saranagata
tumi doya moy, -patita pava-na,
pati ta taran-e rata
I) By what personal understanding or by what power has one such as I come
into Your shelter? Surely it is by Your mercy alone, for as Doya-moy and Patitapavana You are ever engaged in the deliverance of the fallen souls.
bharasa amara, ei matra natha.
t umi to' karuna moy tava doya patra, -nahi mora sama,
avasya ghucabe bhoy
2) My only hope, 0 Lo rd, is that You are full of compassion and mercy. There
is no one more in need of Your mercy than I. You will su r ely dr ive away all my
fears.
amare tarite, kaharo sakati,
avani bhitore n-ahi
doyala thakura! ghosana tomara,
adhama pamare trahi
3) No one else in the world has the power to rescue me. 0 mer ciful L o rd ! By
Y our decree, kindly deliver this vile and lowly si nn er .
sakala chadlya, aslyachl aml,
tomara carane natha!
ami nitya da-sa, tumi palayita,
tumi gopta, j agannatha!
0) I have given up everything and come to Your lotus feet, 0 Lo rd . I am Your
e ternal servant, and You are the maintainer. You are my sole protector, 0 L o r d
of the universe!
tomara sakala, ami matra dasa,
amara taribe tumi
tomara carana, korinu varana,
amara nahi to ami
5) Everything is Yours. I am merely Your menial servant, so it is certain that
You will deliver me. I have chosen Your lotus feet as my only shelter. I no
longer belong to myself.
(6)
bhakativinoda, kandiya sarana,
lo'yeche tomara pay
ksami aparadha, name ruci diya,
palana korohe tay
6) Bhaktivinoda weeps as he humbly takes takes shelter at Your feet. Forgiving
all his offenses, affording him a taste for the holy name, oh kindly m a i n t ai n
him!
Song 2
dara putra ni-j a deh-o ku-tumb-a palanesarvada vyakula ami chinu mane mane
I ) Within my m in d I h ave always been anxious for the maintenance of my wif e
and children, my own body and relatives.
kemone arjibo artha, yasa kise pabo
kanya putra vivaha kemone sampadibo
2) How will I earn money? How will I ac qu ire fame? How will I ar r a nge the
marriages of my sons and daughters?
ebe atma sa-marpane cinta nahi ar
tumi nirvahibe prabhu, samsara tomar
3 ) Now, through self-surrender, I have been relieved of all anxiety. 0 L o r d ,
surely You will provide for the maintenance of Your own household.
tumi to' palibe more nij a das-aj ani'
tomara sevaya prabhu bodo sukha mani
0 ) Recognizing me as Your own servant, You will certainly maint ain me. Wh i l e
rendering devotional service unto You I feel the greatest happiness.
tomara icchaya prabhu sab karya hoy
kori ami', se to' satya noy
j iva bole,
5 ) All events take place only by Your wi ll , 0 L o r d . Th e de l u ded soul of th i s
w orld declares "I am the doer!" but this is pure foll y .
(6)
jiva ki korite pare, tumi na korile?
asa matraj -iva kore, tava iccha phale
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6) What is a tiny soul actually able to do unless You act? The jiva can only
desire to act, and unless You fulfill his desire by Your own sweet wi ll, he cannot
do anything.
niscinta hoiya ami sevibo tomay
grhe bha2o mandah-o'2enahi mora day
7) Being free from all anxiety, I will h u m bl y r e n der service unto You. If any
good or evil should occur while serving in Your home, it will no t be my
responsibility.
(8)
bhakativinoda nij a s-watantrya tyajiya
tomara carana seve' akincana hoiya
8) Bhaktivinoda thus completely renounces his own independence and
e ngages in the exclusive service of Your lotus feet with no other in t erest in li f e .
Song 3
sarvasva tomar, carane sampiya,
podechi tomara ghare
tumi to' thakur, tomara kukur,
boliyaj anaho more
I) Now that I have surrendered all that I possess unto Your lotus feet, I throw
myself down before Your house. You are the master of the house; kindly
consider me Your own dog.
bandhiya nikate, amare palibe,
rohibo tomara dware
pratipa janere, asite na dibo,
rakhibo gadera pare
2) Chaining me nearby, You will ma i n t ain me, and I shall lie at Your doorstep.
I will not allow Your enemies to enter, but will k eep them outside the bounds of
the surrounding moat.
tava nij a jana, prasad seviya,
ucchista rakhibejaha
amara bhoj an, parama anande-,
prati din ha'-be taha
3) Whatever food remnants Your devotees leave behind after honoring Your
prasad will be my daily sustenance. I will feast on those remnants in great bliss.
bosiya suiya, tomara carana,
cintibo satata ami
naci te naci te, ni kate j aibo,
j akhona dakibe tumi
0 ) While sitting up or ly ing do wn, I w il l c o n s t antly medit ate on Your lotu s
feet. Whenever You call, I will i m m e d i a tely run to You and dance in rapture.
nij era posana, kabhu na bhavibo,
rohibo bhavera bhore
bhakativinoda, tomare palaka,
boliya varana kore
5) I will never think for my ow n n o u r i s h m e nt, and will r e m ain absorbed in
ever cherishing love for my Master. Bhaktivinoda now accepts You as his only
m aintainer .
Song 0
tumi sarvesvaresvara, braj endra kum-ara!
tomara icchaya visve srj ana samhara
I) 0 youthful son of the King of Vr aja, You are Lord of all lor ds. According to
Your will, creation and destruction take place in the universe.
tava iccha mato -brahma korena srj
ana
tava iccha mato -visnu korena palana
2 ) According to Your will L or d Br a hma creates, and according to Your wil l
Lord Visnu maintains.
tava iccha mate s-iva korena samhara
tava iccha mate m-aya srj
e karagara
3 ) According to Your will L or d Siva destroys, and according to Your will M a y a
c onstructs the prison house of this worl d .
tava iccha matejiv-er
j anama maranasamrddhi nipate d-uhkha sukha samghat-ana
0) According to Your will the li v ing beings take birth and die, and according to
Your will they meet with pr o sperity and ru in, happiness and sorrow.
miche maya baddhajiva asa pase phire
tava iccha bina kichu korite na pare
5) The tiny soul bound up by M aya vainly struggles in the fetters of worldl y
desire. Without Your sanction he is unable to do anything.
(6)
tumi to rakhaka ar palaka amara
tomara carana bina asa nahi ara
6) You are my only protector and maintainer. Except for Your lotus feet there
is no other hope for me.
nij a bala -cest-a pra-ti bharasa chadiya
tomara icchaya achi nirbhara koriya
7) No longer confident of my own str ength and endeavor, I have become solely
d ependent on Your will .
bhakativinoda ati dina akincana
tomara icchaya ta rj
ivana marana
8) Bhaktivinoda is most poor, and his pride has been leveled. Now in
accordance with Your will he li ves and dies.
Fourth Principle of Surrender: Avasya Raksibe Krsna'
Palana
Faith in Krsna as Protector
— Four Songs-
Visvasa,
Song I
ekhona buj hinu prabhu! tomara carana
asokabhoyamrta purna sa-rva khanaI) Now I have understood, 0 L o rd , that Your feet are eternally full of sweet
nectar that dispels all sorrow and fear.viii *
sakala chadiya tuwa carana kamale
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podiyachi ami natha! tava pada t-ale
2) Surrendering myself and all I possess unto those lotus feet, I have laid
myself down submissively under their shelter.
tava pada pa-dma nath! rokhibe amare
ar rakha ka-rta nahi e bhava sa-msare
3) Your lotus feet, 0 Lord, wil l c e r tainly shelter me. There are no other
protectors in this world of bi rth and death.
ami tava nitya das-a j aninu e bar-a
amara palana bha-ra ekhona tomara
0) At last I know myself to be Your eternal servant. Now the burden of my
maintenance is exclusively Yours.
bado duhkha paiy achi sw atantra j ivane
duhkha dure gelo o pada varan-e
5) In my life of independence from You, I have experienced nothing but
misery. But now, upon accepting those feet of Yours, all my miseries have been
cast far away.
(6)
j e pada 2-agiya rama tapasya kori2a
j e pada p-aiya siva sivatwa 2obhi2a
6) Desiring a place at Your lotus feet the goddess of fortune performed
difficult austerities. Only after receiving Your feet did Lord Siva attain his
sivatva, or quality of auspiciousness.
j e pada 2ab-hiya brahma krtartha hoi2a
j e pada na-rada muni hrdoye dhorila
7) Upon obtaining Your feet Lord Brahma had his desires fulfill ed. Your feet
a re always held by the great sage ¹ r a d a M u n i w i t h i n hi s h e a r t .
(8)
sei se abhoya pada sirete dhoriya
parama anande naci pada g-una gaiya
8) I now hold on my head those very same lotus feet, which drive away all
fear, while I dance in great ecstasy, singing their glories.
samsara vip-ada ho'te avasya uddhar
bhakativinoda, o pa-da koribe tomar
9) Your lotus feet will surely deliver Bhaktivinoda from the dangerous perils
of this worldly journ ey .
Song 2
tumi to maribejare, ke tare rakhite pare,
iccha basa -tribhuvan
brahma adi d-eva gana-, tava dasa aganana,
kore tava ajnara palan
I) If You wish to slay someone, then who could possibly protect them? The
three worlds are subservient to Your wi ll . The demigods headed by Lord
Brahma are Your countless servants who stand ready to execute Your command.
tava iccha matej -ata, graha gana a-virata,
subhasubha phala kore dan
roga soka m-rti b-hoy, -tava iccha mate h-oy,
tava aj na sada balavan
2) By Your will the planets incessantly exercise their auspicious or
inauspicious influences. Illness, grief, death, and fear occur by Your wi ll . Your
command is all-powerful.
tava bhoye vayu boy, candra surya samudoy,
swa swa niya-mita karya kore
tumi to' parameswar, para brahma -paratpar,
tava basa bhakata antare
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3) In fear of You the wind bl o ws, the sun and moon rise and set, all
p erforming their regulated tasks. You are the Supreme Lord, the ultim ate spirit ,
transcendentally situated beyond even the beyond. Your residence is in the
heart of Your loving devotee.
sada s-uddha siddha k-ama, bhakata v-atsala' nama,
bhakata janera nitya sw-ami
tumi to rakhibej are, ke tare marite pare,
sakala vidhira vidhi tumi
0) You are eternally pure. All Your desires are already fulfill ed. Your name is
Bhakta-vatsala, for You are the eternally affectionate Lord of Your dear devotees.
If You wish to protect someone, then who could possibly slay them? You are the
law of all laws.
tomara carane natha. koriyache pranipata,
bhakativinoda tava das
vipada hoite swami ava.sya tahare tumi,
raksibe, tahara e visvas
5) Your servant Bhaktivinoda has bowed down submissively at Your lotus feet,
0 Lord! He cherishes the faith, 0 m a ster, that You will su r ely pr o t ect him fr o m
all dangers.
Song 3
atma samar-pane gela abhiman
nahi korobun nijrakha
a
vidhanI) Surrendering my soul unto You has lifted from me the burden of false
pride. No longer will I try to provide for my own safety.
tuwa dhanaj ani tuhun rakhobi, nath.
palya godhanajnana kori tuwa sath
2 ) I know that You will give protection to Your treasured possessions, 0 Lord .
I now understand the mentality of Your treasured cows safely maintained by
Your side.
caraobi madhava! jamuna tire
bamsi baj aoto dakobi dhire
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3) When You lead Your herds to pasture, 0 Madhava, on the banks of the
Yamuna river, You will call to them by softly playing on Your flute.
agha b-aka marato rakha vi-dhan
korobi sada tuhun gokula ka-n!
0) By slaying great demons such as Aghasura and Bakasura You will always
provide full protection, 0 Kan of the cowherd settlement!
rakha korobi tuhun niscoy j ani
pana korobun hama j amuna pan-i
5) Fearless and confident of Your protection, I will d r in k th e w a ter of th e
Yamuna.
(6)
kaliya dokh-a korobi vinasa
sodhobi nadi jala, -badaobi asa
6) The Kaliya serpent's venom poisoned the Yamuna's waters, yet that poison
will be vanquished. You will pu r if y the Yamuna, and by such heroic deeds
enhance our faith.
piyato davanala rakhobi
mo'y
gopala', govinda'nama tava hoy
7) You will surely protect me by swallowing the forest fire. Thus You are
called Gopala (protector of the cows) and Govinda (pleaser of the cows).
sura pati dur-mati -nasa vic-ari
rakhobi varsane, giri vara dh-ari!8) In order to curb the malice of Indra, king of the demigods, You will protect
me from his torrents of rain, 0 lifter of the mighty Govardhana Hill.
catur anana ko-rabo j ab cori
rakha korobi muj he,
gokula hari!
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9) When the four-headed Brahma abducts me along with Your cowherd
b oyfriends and calves, then also You will surely pr otect me, 0 G o k ul a Ha r i !
bhakativinoda t uw a gokula d-han
rakhobi kesava! korato j atan
10) Bhaktivinoda is now the property of Goku la, Your holy abode. 0 Kesava!
Kindly protect him with gentle loving care.
Song 0
chodato purusa abhi-man
kinkori hoilun aji, kan.
I) I give up the vanity of the error that I am a male. Today I have become Your
faithful maidservant, 0 Kana!
baraj a bi pin-e sakhi sathsevana korobun, radha nath!2) In the groves of Vraja I will r e n der personal service as a follower of one of
the confidential sakhzs, 0 Lord of Radha.
kusume ganthobun har
tulasi-mani-manjari tar
3) I will string together a garland of forest flowers, in which tu l asz buds shall
be the jewelled pendants.
j atane deobun sakhi kare
hate laobo sakhi adare
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0) With utmost care I will p l ace the garland in the hands of my superior sakhz,
and she will take it out of my hands with l o v ing regard.
sakhi dibo tuwa duhuk gale
durato herobun kutuhale
5) Then she will place the garland around both of Your necks, while from afar
I watch in wonder.
(6)
"suno sundari
rahobi kunj mama
e
kinkori
sakhi kahabo,
6) The confidante will then say to me,
remain in this grove as my attendant.
"Listen, 0 beautiful one, you shall
ganthobi mala mano har-ini
niti radha krs-na vim-ohini
7) "Daily you will st r ing together beautiful fl ower garlands that will enchant
Radha and Krsna.
tuwa rakhana bhar-a hamara
mama kunja-kutira tohara
8) "The responsibility for your ma i n t enance is mine. My cottage in this grove
is yours.
radha madha-va sevana -kale
rahobi hamara antarale
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9) "When the time comes for me to go and serve Radha and Madhava, you will
s tay close to me while remaining hidden.
tambula saj i' karpura ani'
deobi moe apanaj ani'
"
1 0) "After dressing packets of betel nuts and fetching the camphor, you wil l
h and them to me, knowing me to be your very own . "
bhakativinoda suni' bat
sakhi pade kare pranipat
II) Bhaktivinoda, having heard all these instructions, bows down at the lotus
feet of that confidential sakhz.
Fifth Principle of Surrender: Bhakti-Pratikula-Bhava Varjanangikara
Renunciation of Conduct Unfavorable to Pure Devotion
— Four SongsSong I
kesava! tuwaj agata vicitra
karama vipa-ke, bhava van-a
bhrama i,
pekhalun ranga bahu citra
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I) 0 Kesava. This material creation of Yours is most strange. I have roamed
throughout the forest of this universe in consequence of my selfish acts, and I
have beheld many curious sights.
tuwa pada vism-rti, a mara-j antrana,
klesa daha-ne dohi'j ai
kapi2a, patanja2i, gautama, kanabhoji,
j aimini, bauddha aowe dhai
2) Forgetfulness of Your lotus feet, which is bitter suffering unto death, burns
m e with its scorching pain. In this helpless condition my w o u l d -be saviors
the
s age-philosophers Kapila, Gautama, Kanada, Jaimint, and Buddha
h ave come
running to my aid.ix
tab koi nij a mate, b-hukti, mukti yacato,
pata inana -vidha p-hand
so sabu v-ancaka, tuwa bhakti bahir mukha,
ghataowe visama paramad
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3) Each expounds his particular view, dangling various pleasures and
liberation as bait in their ph i l o sophical traps. But all of them are just bogus
cheaters, being averse to Your devotional service, and are therefore a source of
fatal danger.
vaimukha vancane, -bhata so sabu,
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niramilo vividha pasar
dandavat durato, bhakativinoda bhelo,
bhakata c-arana kori' sar
0) Every one of them are cunning experts of karma, jnana, yoga and tapa who
provide various kinds of tempting bait for cheating the souls who are averse to
You. Having paid his respects to these cheating philosophers from afar,
Bhaktivinoda takes refuge at the feet of Your devotees as the essence of his life.
Song 2
tuwa bha-kti pra-tikula dharmajate roy
paramajatane taha tyajibo niscoy
I) I will assuredly abandon with u t m ost endeavor all things in wh ich aversion
to Your devotional service is inherent.
tuwa bhak-ti bahir -mukh-a sanga na koribo
gauranga virod-hi
jana -muk-ha na heribo
2) I will not keep company with th ose opposed to Your devotional service, nor
even look at the faces of those inimical toward Lord Gauranga.
bhakti pratiku-la sthane na kori vasati
bhaktira apriya karye nahi kori rati
3) I will never reside at a place unfavorable for devotional practices, and I will
never take pleasure in non-devotional activities.
bhaktira virodhi grantha patha na koribo
bhaktira virodhi vyakhya kabhu na sunibo
0) I will read no book opposed to pure devotion, nor listen to any scriptural
explanation which counters pure devotional prin ci ples.
gauranga varjita st-hana tirtha nahi mani
bhaktira badhakaj nana karma tu-cchaj
ani
5) I will never regard as sacred any place where Lord Gauranga is rejected. All
knowledge or action hindering pure devotional service I consider worthless.
(6)
bhaktira badhaka kale na kori
adar
bhakti bahir-mukhanij jane
a
jani par
6) Any seasonal observance which poses obstacles to the execution of
devotional service finds no favor with me, and I consider as strangers all my
own relatives or family members who are averse to devotional service.
bhaktira badhika
sprha koribo varjan
abhakta pra-datta anna na kori
grahan
7) I will totally abandon all desires that hinder devotion, and I wil l n e v er
touch foodstuffs offered to me by non-devotees.
j aha kichu bhakti prati-kula boli j ani
tyajibojatane taha, e niscoya vani
8) I vow to carefully avoid whatever I know to be contrary to devotional
service. This is a most definite proclamation.
bhakativinoda podi'
prabhura carane
magaye sakati pratikulyera varj ane
9) Bhaktivinoda falls down at the feet of the Lord and begs for the strength to
give up all things that are unfavorable to pure devotion.
Song 3
visaya vimudh-a ar mayavadij an
bhakti sunya du-nhe prana dhare akaran
I) One who is intoxicated by worl dly affairs of sense gratification, as well as
one who subscribes to impersonal philosophy, both maintain their li v es
uselessly, for they are devoid of devotion to You.
ei dui sanga nat-ha! na hoy amar
prarthana koriye ami carane tomar
2) I pray at Your lotus feet, 0 Lo rd, that I may be spared the company of these
two kinds of people.
se duwera madhye visayi tabu bhalo
mayavadi sa-nga nahi magi kono kalo
3) Yet of the two, the association of a worldly man is better. I never covet the
company of a mayavadi.
visayi hrd-oyajabe sadhu san-ga pay
anayase labhe
bhakti bhaktera krpay
0) When by chance the hearts of worldly persons come into contact with Your
saintly devotees, they easily attain devotion by the mercy of the devotees.
mayavada dosaj -a'ra hrdoye pasilo
kutarke hrdoya ta'ra
vajra sama -bhelo
5) But the heart which is penetrated by the offensive influence of impersonal
philosophy becomes hard as thunderbolt
a
by degraded sophistry.
(6)
bhaktira swarupa, ara visaya', asroy'
mayavadi anitya' boliya saba koy
6) The mayavadz declares that the true form of bhakti, its object (Srz Krsna),
a nd its possessor (the devotee) are all transitory and thus ill u sory .
dhik ta'ra krsna seva sra-vana -kirtankrsna ange vaj -ra hane tahara stavan
7) Fie on his pretense of so-called service to Krsna! Fie on his pretense of
engaging in so-called hearing and chanting of Krsna s glories! His recitation of
prayers strikes the body of Krsna with bl ows more cruel than thu n d erbolts.
mayavada sama bhakti pratikula -nai
ataeva mayavadi s-anga nahi cai
8) There is no philosophy in the wo rld as antagonistic to devotional service as
the impersonal mayavada philosophy. Therefore I do not ever desire the
association of the mayavadt.
bhakativinoda mayavada dura kori
vaisnava sa-ngete baise namasraya dhori'
9) Bhaktivinoda drives away the philosophy of imp ersonalism and sits safely
in the society of Vaisnavas under the shelter of Your holy name.
Song 0
amito'swananda suk-hada basiradhika mad-hava cara-na dasiI) Oh I am a resident of Svananda-sukhada-kunja, and a maidservant of the
lotus feet of Radhika and Madhava.
dunhara milane ananda kori
dunhara viyoge duhkhete mari
2) I happily rejoice at the union of the Div ine Couple, and in Th eir separation
I die in utter anguish.
sakhi sthali n-ahi heri nayane
dekhile saibyake
paraye mane
3) I never look at the area in Vraja called Sakhz-sthah where Candravah and
her friends live. If I were to see that place it reminds me of Candravah s sharptongued gopz friend named Saibya.
je-je pratikula candrara sakhi
prane duhkha pai tahare dekhi
0) I feel pain in my heart whenever I happen to catch sight of Candravah's
proud girlfriends, for they are all inim i cal to Radha s camp.
radhika k-unj a andhara kori
loite cahe se radhara hari
5) Candravah wants to take away Radha s Lord Hari, thus causing the lovegrove of Radhika to be overcast with the darkness of gloom.
(6)
sri ra-dha go-vinda mi-lana su-kha
pratikula jana na heri mukha
6) I never look at the faces of those who wish to obstruct the joy of the uni on
of Srz Radha and Govinda.
radha prat-ikulaj
atekaj ana
sambhasane kabhu na hoy mana
7) Nor do I find any pleasure in conversing with th ose who are members of a
camp opposed to Radha.
bhakativinoda sri radha -caran-e
sanpeche parana ativaj
atane
8) Bhaktivinoda has entrusted his soul with great care unto the lotus feet of
Srzmatz Radharanz.Sixth Principle of Surrender: Bhakti-Anukula-Matra Karyera
Svikara
Acceptance of Activities Favorable to Pure Devotion
— Four SongsSong I
tuwa bhakti a-nukulaj
-eje karya -hoy
parama jatane taha koribo niscoy
I) I will surely execute with ut m ost care those activities favorable to Your
pure devotional service.
bhakti anukulajata visaya samsare
koribo tahate rati indriyera dware
2) I will feel fondness for those things in this world w h ich are conducive to
pure devotion, and with my senses I will engage them in Your service.
sunibo tomara kathajatana koriya
dekhibo tomara dhama nayana bhoriya
3) I will carefully listen to all discussions concerning You, and the satisfaction
of my eyes will be to behold Your div ine abode.
tomara prasade deho koribo posan
naivedya tula-si ghr-ana koribo grahan
0 ) I will nourish my body w it h th e sacred remnants of Your food, and I wi l l
smell the sweet scent of tulasz leaves adorning those offerings.
kara dwar-e koribo tomara seva sada
tomara vasati sthale -basibo sarvada
5) With my hands I will al w ays execute Your service, and I will f o r ever dwell
at that place where You abide.
(6)
tomara sevaya kama niyoga koribo
tomara vidvesi jane kr-odha
dekhaibo
6) I will employ my desires in Your devotional service, and will show my
anger to those who are envious of You.
ei rupe sar-va vrtti ara -sarva bhava
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tuwa anuku2a hoye 2abhuka prabhava
7) In this way, may all of my pr o p ensities and emotions earn spiritual potency
by being favorably dovetailed in Your int erest.
(8)
tuwa bhakta-anukula jaha jahakori
tuwa bhakti-anuku2a bo2i taha dhori
8) Anything I do which gives pleasure to Your devotee I will embrace as
conducive to Your devotional service.
bhakativinoda nahi
jane dharmadharma
bhakti-anukula tara hau saba karma
9) Bhaktivinoda knows neither religion nor ir r e l i gi on. He simply pr ays that all
his activities be favorable for pure devotion unto You.
Song 2
godruma dha-me
bhajana-anukule
mathura sri n-an-disvara sam-atule
I) In the land of Godruma in Navadvzpa, which is very conducive for
performing devotional worship of the Supreme Lord, and which is non-different
from the sacred place in Vraja called Nandagram in the holy di strict of
Mathura...
tahi maha surabhi-kunja-kutire
baithobun hama sura tatini -tire
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2) ...There I will settle down in a small cottage within the grove called
Surabhi-kunja on the bank of the celestial Ganga river.x
gaura bhakata -priya v-esa da-dhana
ti2aka tu2asi m-a2a sob-hama-na
3) I will put on the garb that is dear to the devotees of Lord Gaura-sundara,
including the twelve Vaisnava tilaka markings on my body and beautiful beads
of tulasz wood around my neck.
campaka,baku2a,kadamba, tama2
ropato niramibo kunja visal
0) Then, by planting flowering trees like campaka, bakula, kadamba, and
tamal, I will cultivate an extensive grove by my cottage.
madhavi malati uthabun tahe
chaya m-andapa korobun tanhi mahe
5) I will drape madhavz and malatz jasmine creepers upon the trees, and in this
w ay make a shady bower in their mi d s t .
(6)
ropobun tatra kusuma van-a raj
-i
juthi, jati, ma22zvirajabo saji
6) I will plant row upon row of va r i ous forest flowers, including di fferent
kinds of jasmine like yuthz, jati, and malh. All th ese will be present there,
arrayed in a charming fashion.
mance basaobun tulasi mah-arani
kirtana sajj a -tanhi rakhabo ani
7) I will install the empress tulasz on an elevated platform in this garden, then
procure all necessary paraphernalia for having kzrtana, such as mrdanga drums,
karatalas, and gongs, and place them there.
vaisnava jana saha g-aobun nam
j aya godrumaj aya gaura ki dham
8) Then I will commence singing the holy names of the Lord in the company
of the Vaisnavas. We will sing, " All glories to the island of Godruma! All gl o r i e s
to the divine abode of Lord Gauracandra!"
bhakativinoda bhakti anukulj aya kunj a, munj a, sura nadi ku-l
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9) Bhaktivinoda is favorably disposed to pure devotional service. All glories to
Surabhi-kunja, to its tall reeds, and to the banks of the celestial Ganga!
Song 3
suddha bhakata -carana r-enu,
bhaj ana a-nukula
bhakata s-eva, parama s-iddhi,
prema 2a-tikara mu2a
I) Dust from the lotus feet of pure devotees is conducive to devotional service,
while service to the Vaisnavas is itself the supreme perfection as well as the root
of the tender creeper of divine love.
madhava tith-i, bhakti jan-ani,
j atane palana kori
krsna vas-ati, vasati boli',
parama adare bori
2) I observe with great care the holy days commemorating the pastimes of
Lord Madhava, for they are the mother of devotion. As my dw el l ing pl ace I
choose with the greatest of reverence and love the transcendental abode of Srz
Krsna.
gaur amara, ye saba -sthane,
koralo bhramana range
se saba -sthana, heribo ami,
pranayi bhaka-ta sange3) All those places where my Lord Gaura-sundara traveled for pastimes I wil l
visit in the company of loving devotees.
mrdanga vadya, -sunite mana,
abasara sada yace
gaura vihita, -kirtana suni',
anande hrdoya nace
0) My mind ever longs for the opportunity to hear the music of the mrdanga.
Upon hearing the kind of kzrtan ordained by Lord Gaura-candra, my heart
dances in ecstasy.xi
yugala murti, de-khiya mora,
parama ananda h-oy a
prasada seva, kor-ite hoya,
sakala prapancajaya
5) Beholding the Deity forms of the Divine Couple, Srz Srz Radha-Krsna, I feel
t he greatest joy. By honoring the Lord's prasad, I conquer over all worl d l y
illusions.
(6)
ye di-na grhe, bhaj ana dekhi,
grhete goloka bhaya
carana sid-hu, dekhiya ganga,
sukha na sima paya
6) Goloka Vrndavana appears in my home whenever I see the worship service
of Lord Hari taking place there. When I see the Ganga, that river of nectar
emanating from the lotus feet of the Lord, my happiness knows no bounds.
tulasi dekhi', j udaya prana,
madhava tosa-ni j ani'
gaura priy-a, saka seva-ne,
j ivana sarthaka mani
7) The sight of the holy tulasz tree soothes my soul, for I know she gives
pleasure to Lord Madhava. By tasting the green leafy preparation named sak, a
great favorite of Lord Gauranga's, I consider life worth w h i l e .xii
bhakativinoda, krsna bhaj
an-e,
anukula payajaha
prati divase-, parama sukhe,swikara koroye taha
8) Whatever Bhaktivinoda obtains that is favorable for the service of Srz Krsna
he accepts every day with the greatest joy.
Song 0
radha kunda ta-ta kunj -a ku-tir
govardhana parvata, -j amuna tir
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I) The cottage in the grove on the bank of Radha Kunda, the great Govardhana
Hill, the banks of the Yamuna river...
kusuma s-arovara, manasa ganga
ka2inda n-andini vipu2a t-aranga
2) ...the Kusuma Sarovara lake, the Manasa Ganga stream, the daughter of Mt.
Kalinda (the Yamuna river) with her many waves...
vamsi va-ta, gokula, dhira sa-mir
brndabana ta-ru 2at-i ka ba-nir
3) . ..the Vamst Vat banyan tree, the town of Goku la, the holy place Dhtra
Samtra, the trees and creepers and reeds of Vrndavana...
khaga mrg-a ku2-a, ma2aya bata-s
mayura, bhramara, mura2I vi2as0) ...the different varieties of birds and deer, the cooling breeze from the
Malaya mountains, the peacocks, the bumblebees, the pastimes of the lowpitched murah flute.
.
.
venu, srnga, pada cihna-, megha malavasanta, sasanka, sankha, karatala
5) . ..the high-pitched venu flute, the buffalo horn bugle, the footprints of the
Lord and His consort in the dust of Vraja, the wreaths of blackish rain clouds,
springtime, the moon, the conchshell, and the karatalas
(6)
yuga2a vi2ase a-nuku2ajani
2i2a vi2ase u-ddipa-ka mam
6) all t h ese I know to be very favorable for the blissful pastimes of the Divine
Couple, Radha and Krsna. I recognize them as transcendental stimulants
(uddipaka) for intensifying the Lord's charming pastimes.
e saba chodato kanhi nahi
jau
e saba chodato parana harau
7) I refuse to go anywhere if these stimulants of devotional service are not
there, for to abandon them is to abandon life itself.
(8)
bhakativinoda kohe, suno kan!
tuwa uddipaka hamara paran
8) Bhaktivinoda says, "Please hear me, 0 Kana! All the things that stimulate
remembrance of You are the very source of my life!"
Thus ends the description of the six processes o
f surrender known as Saranagati
Bhajana-Lalasa
Hankering for Divine Service
— Thirteen SongsSong I
hari he!
prapance podiya, agati hoiya,
na dekhi upaya ar
agatira gati, carane sarana,
tomaya korinu sar
I) 0 my Lord Hari. Having fallen into the illusion of this world, thus rendered
helpless, I see no other means of deliverance but You. Since You are the only
recourse for the helpless, I accept the shelter of Your lotus feet as most
essential.
karama geyana, kichu nahi mora,
sadhana bhaj ana nai
tumi krpa moya, -ami to kangala,
ahaituki krpa cai
2) I have no background of pious activities, nor any know l edge, nor any
regulated devotional practice. But You are full of compassion and kindness;
therefore I, being indeed destitute, solicit Your causeless mercy.
vakya mano ve-ga, kr-odha jihva veg-a,
udara upastha -vega
miliya e saba, samsare bhasaye,
diteche paramodvega
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3) The powerful urges of speech, mind, anger, tongue, belly, and genitals have
banded together to cast me adrift on the sea of this material world, thus causing
me grievous trouble.xiii
anekaj atane, se saba damane,
chadlyachl asa aml
anathera natha. daki tava nama,
ekhona bharasa tumi
0) After numerous endeavors to subdue these material demands, I have
c ompletely given up all hope. 0 L or d of the destitute! I call upon Your hol y
name, for now You are my only hope.xiv'
Song 2
hari he!
arthera sancaye, visaya pray-ase,
ano kath-a praj -alpane
ano adhi-kara, niyama agrahe,
asat sang-a samg-hatane
I) 0 my Lord Ha ri! I have become absorbed in accumulating wealth and
endeavoring for material possessions. I am addicted to idle conversations on
t opics apart from You. I mistakenly accept duties apart from my ow n
qualifications, and am always eager to adhere to the letter of the law. This is the
consequence of associating with wor l dly m e n .xv
asthi ra siddhante, rohinu moj iy a,
hari bhakti -roilo dure
e hrdoye matro, para himsa, -mada,
pratistha, sathata sphure
2) I remain deeply absorbed in the quicksand of ever-changing, uncertain
o pinions. Therefore, devotion to You has remained distant from me. In th i s
heart of mine dwells only envy and malice towards others, false pride, the desire
for fame and honor, and deceitfulness.
e saba agraha, chadite narinu,
apana dosate mari
Janama blpha2a, hol20 amara,
ekhona ki kori, hari!
3) I have not been able to give up any of these inclinations. Thus my own
faults have been my downfall. My bi rth as a human being has been totally
w asted. 0 Lord Hari, what am I to do no w ?
ami to patita, patita pa-vana,
tomara pavitra nama
se sambandha dhori', tomara carane,
sarana loinu hama
0 ) I am indeed fallen (patita); but Your pure holy name is Patita-pavana t h e
savior of the fallen. Clinging to our relationship as implied by that holy name, I
have taken shelter of Your lotus feet.
Song 3
hari he!
bhaj ane utsaha, bhaktite visvasa,
prema labh-e dhairya dhan-a
bhakti anuk-ula, karma prav-artana,
asat sanga -visarj -ana
I) 0 my Lord Ha ri. En t h u siasm in devotional service, faith in the process of
devotional service, the treasure of patience in the attainment of love of God,
performing activities favorable to pure devotion, abandoning the company of
worldly people...
bhakti sadaca-ra, ei chaya guna,
nahilo amara natha!
kemone bhojibo, tomara carana,
chadiya mayara satha
2) ...performing approved devotional practices I
h a v e n e ver possessed these
s ix devotional qualities, 0 Lo rd. How, th en, shall I give up my affi n ity for M a y a
and worship Your lotus feet?xvi
garhita acare, rohilama moji,
na korinu sadhu sanga
loye sadhu vesa, an-e upadesi,
e bodo mayara ranga
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3) Remaining absorbed in abominable activities, I never kept company wit h
sadhus. Now I adopt the garb of a sadhu and act out the role of instructing
others. This is Maya s big joke.
e heno dasaya, ahaituki krpa,
tomara paibo, hari!
sri gu-ru as-roye, dakibo tomaya,
kabe va minati kori'
0) 0 Lord Hari, in such a helpless condition surely I wil l r e c eive Your
causeless mercy. 0 when, under the shelter of my spir i t ual master, will I call
out to You with my hu m bl e entreaty?
Song 0
hari he!
dana, pratigraha, mitho gupta kath-a,
bhaksana, bhoj ana danasangera laksana, ei chaya hoya,
ihate bhaktira prana
I) 0 my Lord Ha ri. O f f ering and receiving gifts, giving and receiving spiritual
f ood, revealing one s thoughts, and making confidential inqu i r ie s
t h e s e ar e th e
six characteristics of loving association, and in them is found the very life of
devotion.xvii'
tattva na buj
hiye, j nane va ajnane,
asate e saba kori'
bhakti harainu, samsari hoinu,
sudure rohile hari
2) I have failed to understand the truth, and by practicing these six activities
with non-devotees, either knowingly or un k n o w i n g ly, I lost all devotional
i nclination and have become a materialist. Consequently You, 0 L o rd , st i l l
remain far away.
krsna bhakta ja-ne, ei sanga laksane,
adara koribo j abe
bhakti maha dev-i, am-ara
hrdoya
asane bosibe tabe
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3) The day I cherish these activities of intimate association with the devotees
of Srz Krsna, that very day the high goddess of devotion will t ake her seat upon
the throne of my heart.
yosit sa-ngi jana, krsnaabhakta ara,
dunhu sa-nga pa-ri hari'
tava bhakta jana s-anga anuksana,
kabe va hoibe hari!
0) When will I give up the company of those who are addicted to the company
of materialistic women and those who are averse to You? And when will I
cultivate the constant association of Your devotees, 0 Lord ?
Song 5
hari he!
sanga dosa -suny-a, diksitadiksita,
j adi tava nama ga'ya
manase adara, koribo tahare,
jani nija jana taya
I) 0 my Lord Ha ri! W i t hi n m y m i n d I w i l l h o n o r an d consider as my own
relative one who naturally avoids the offense of bad association and sings Your
holy name, be he formally ini t i ated or not.xviii
diksita hoiya, bhaje tuwa pada,
tahare pranati kori
ananya bhaj an-e,
vijna yei j ana,
tahare sevibo, hari!
2 ) I offer obeisances to that devotee who is initi ated and worships Your lotu s
feet, and I will faithfu lly serve, 0 Ha ri, a devotee who is fixed in un all oyed
devotion to You.
sarva bhute sa-ma, ye bhaktera mati,
tahara darsane mani
apanake dhanya, se sanga paiya,
caritartha hoilun j ani
3) I consider myself greatly fortunate to even see that devotee who regards all
living beings equally. Obtaining his association I consider myself fortunate, for I
know that I have become successful in life.
niskapata m-ati, vaisnavera prati,
ei dharma kabe pa'bo
kabe samsara s-indhu pa-ra ho'ye,
tava braj a pu-rej a'bo
0) When will my att i t ude tow ard the Vaisnavas become simple and innocent?
And when will I cr oss over this ocean of worldly existence and reach Your
transcendental abode of Vraja?
Song 6
hari he!
nira dhar-ma gata-, j ahnavi sa2i 2-e,
panka phen-a drsta hoya
tathapi kakhona, brahma drav-a dhar-ma,
se sa2l2a na chadoya
I) 0 my Lord Ha ri! Mu d and foam are seen in the waters of the Ganga, for that
is the inherent nature of river water. Yet the water of the sacred Ganga never
loses its purely spiritual nature.xix
vaisnava sarira-, aprakrta sada,
swabhava vapura -dharme
kabhu nahej ada, tathapi ye
ninde,
pode se visamadharme
2) One may likewise find natural defects in the body of a Vaisnava, yet his
body is always spiritual. It is never to be considered material. That person who
criticizes the body of a Vaisnava falls into deadly irreligion .
sei aparadhe, yameraj atana,
payajiva avirata
he nanda nandana-! sei aparadhe,
yeno nahi hoi hata
3) For such an offense, the fallen soul ceaselessly suffers the tortures of
Y amaraja, lord of death. 0 you t h ful son of Nan da! I pray that I w il l no t b e
destroyed by committing such an offense.
tomara vaisnava, vaibhava tomara,
amare koruna doya
tabe mora gati, ha'be tava prati,
pa'bo tava pada ch-aya
0) The Vaisnava is Your own, representing Your glorious divine potency. May
h e be merciful to me. Then my li f e's journey will t ur n t o w ar d You, and I w i l l
attain shelter in the shade of Your lotus feet.
Song 7
ohe!
vaisnava thakura, doyara sagara,
e dase koruna kori'
dlya pada chay-a, sodho he amaya,
tomara carana dhori
I) 0 revered Vaisnava Thakura! 0 ocean of mercy! Please be merciful to me,
your humble servant. Purify me by giving the shade of your lotus feet. Your feet
I clasp submissively.
chaya vega d olm, chaya dosa sodhl,
chaya guna deho dase
chaya sat sanga, -deho' he amare,
bosechi sangera ase
2) Please help me to control the six urges, purify me of the six faults, and
please instill in your servant the six good qualities. Oh, bestow upon me the six
kinds of holy association! I am seated here in the hope of h a v ing your
company.xx
ekaki amara, nahi paya bala,
hari nama sa-nkirta-ne
tumi krpa kori, sraddha bindu diy-a,
deho' krsna nama dh-ane
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3 ) On my own, I find I have no strength to chant the holy name of Lord Hari .
Please be merciful by awarding me with a parti cle of faith and giving me the
great treasure of the holy name of Krsna.
krsna se tomara, krsna dite paro,
tomara sakati ache
ami to' kanga2a, krsna' krsna' bo2i',
dhai tava pache pache
0) Krsna is yours, therefore you are able to give Him to others. This is
c ertainly within your po w er. I am in d eed wretched and fallen, simply ru n n i n g
after you crying "Krsna! Krsna!"
Song 8
hari he!
tomare bhuliya, avidya pida-ya,
pidita rasana mora
krsna nam-a sudh-a, bha2o nahi 2age,
visaya sukh-ate bhora
I) 0 my Lord Ha ri! Because of forgetting You, my tongue has become
embittered with the disease of ignorance. I cannot relish the sweet nectar of
Your holy name of Krsna, for I have become addicted to the taste of worldly
pleasures.xxi
prati dinaj a-di, adara koriya,
se nama kirtana kori
sitapa2aj eno, nasi' roga mu2a,krame swadu hoya, hari!
2) If I sing that holy name of Yours aloud every day with warm affection, then
as sugar candy taken medicinally destroys the very disease which makes it taste
bitter (jaundice), so Your holy name, 0 L or d H a ri , w il l c ur e my sp i r i t ual di sease
and allow me to gradually taste Your sweetness.
durdaiva amara, se name adara,
na hoilo, doyamoya!
dasa aparadha, amara durdaiva,
kemone hoibe ksoya
3) How great is my misfortune that I feel no appreciation for Your holy nam e,
0 merciful Lord! In such a lamentable state, how will I be fr eed from
committing the ten offenses to the holy name?
anudinajeno, tava nama gai,
kramete krpaya tava
aparadhaj a'be, name ruci ha'be,
aswadibo namasava
0) If I sing Your name every day, then gradually by Your mercy the ten
offenses will disappear, taste for Your holy name will grow w i t hi n me , and th en
I shall relish the intoxicating wine of that name.
Song 9
hari he!
sri rup-a gosa-i, sri guru -rupe-te,
siksa dila mora kane
"j ano mora katha, namera kangala
rati pa'be nama ganeI) 0 my Lord Ha ri. Srz Rupa Goswamz, in the form of the spiri t ual master,
spoke these instructions into my ears: "Try to understand my words, 0 you who
beg for the gift of the holy name! You will t hen develop attraction for singing
the holy name.
krsna nama -rupa -guna -sucari-ta,
paramaj atane kori'
rasana manas-e, koraho niyoga,
krama vidhi a-nusari'
2) "Following the scriptural rules and regulations, engage your tongue and
your mind in carefully cultivating Lord Kr sna's nama (holy names), rupa (divine
forms), guna (transcendental qualities), and sucarita (wonderful pastimes). This
should be done according to the recommended order of ascending
progression.xxii
braje kori basa, raganuga hoiya,
smarana kirtana koro
e nikhi2a ka2a, koraho j apana,
upadesa sara dhar-o'
"
3) "Always dwelling in the holy land of Vr aja, become a practitioner of
raganuga-bhakti (spontaneous loving devotion) wh ile engaging in smarana
(remembrance) and kzrtana (glorification). Spend every moment of your time in
these ways. Just accept this as the essence of all instructions."
ha! rupa go-sai, doya kori kabe,
dibe dine braj a ba-sa
ragatmika tumi, tava padanuga,
hoite dasera asa
0) 0 Rupa Goswamz. When will y ou, out of your causeless mercy, enable this
p oor wretched soul to reside in Vraja? You are a ragatmika devotee a n
eternally liberated, intimate associate of Radha and Krsna. This humble servant
of yours desires to become a loyal follower of your lo tus feet.
Song 10
gurudev!
bodo krpa kori', gauda vana -majhe,
godrume diyacho sthana
aj na dila more, ei braj e bosi,
hari nama -koro gana
I) 0 Gurudeva! Because you are so merciful, you gave me a place to live in
G odruma amid the woodlands of Gauda-desa, with this order to ful f i ll : " D w e l l
here in this sacred place of Vraja and sing the holy name of Hari."
kintu kabe prabhu, yogyata arpibe,h
e dasere doya kori'
citta sthira habe, sakala sohibo,
ekante bhajibo hari
2 ) But when, 0 master, out of your great mercy, will you bestow upon th i s
s ervant the spiritual qualification to ful f ill t hat or d er? My mind w il l t h e n
b ecome tranquil, I will en d ure all hardships, and I will serve Lord Hari w i t h
undivided attention.
saisava yauvane, -j ada sukha sa-nge,
abhyasa hoilo manda
nij a karma do-se, e d-eho hoilo,
bhaj anera pratibandha
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3) Due to attachment to worldly pl easures in childhood and youth, I have
developed many bad habits. Due to the reaction of these sinful acts my body
itself has become an impediment to the service of the Supreme Lord.
vardhakye ekhona, panca ro-ge hata,
kemone bhojibo
bolo'
kandiya kandiya, tomara carane,
podlyachl suvlhvala
0) Now, in old age, afflicted by the five-fold illnesses, how will I serve the
Lord> 0 master, please tell me! Weeping and weeping, I have fallen at your feet,
overwhelmed with anxiety.xxiii
Song 11
gurudev!
krpa bindu -diya, koro ei dase,
trnapeksa ati hma
sakala sahane, ba2 adlyakoro,
nij a mane -sprha hinaI) 0 Gurudeva! By administering a drop of your mercy make this servant of
yours infinitely more humble than a blade of grass. Giving me the strength to
bear all trials and troubles, free me from desires for personal honor.xxiv
sakale sammana, korite sakati,
deho' natha! j athaj atha
tabe to' gaibo, hari nama s-ukhe,
aparadha ha'be hata
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2 ) 0 lord and master! Inspire me with the power to befitt i n gly honor all li v i n g
beings. Only then will I sing the holy name of the Lord in great ecstasy, and my
offensive activities will cease.
kabe heno krpa, labhiya ejana,
krtartha hoibe, natha!
sakti buddhi hi-na, am-i ati dma,
koro' more atma satha
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3 ) When will this person be indeed blessed by receiving your mercy, 0 l o r d
and master> Devoid of all strength and intelligence, I am very low and fallen.
Please make me your own.
yogyata vi-care, kichu nahi pai,
t omara karuna s a r a
karuna na hoile, kandiya kandiya,
prana na rakhibo ara
0) When I examine myself for wor t h i n ess, I find no t h ing of value. Therefore
Y our mercy is the essence of life. If you are not merciful to me, then I wi l l
c onstantly weep and weep, no longer being able to maintain my li f e .
Song 12
gurudev!
kabe mora sei din ha'be
mana sthira kori', nirjane bosiya,
krsna nam-a ga'bo j abe
samsara phuk-ara, kane na posibe,
deho roga -dure ro'be
I) 0 Gurudeva! When will t hat day be mine? With a steady mind, sitting in a
secluded place, I will sing the name of Srz Krsna. The tumultu ous pandemonium
of worldly existence will no longer echo in my ears, and the diseases of the body
will remain far away.
hare krsna' boli', gahite gahite,
nayane bohibe lora
dehete pulaka, udita hoibe,
premete koribe bhora
2) When I chant "Hare Krsna" tears of love will flow and f low f rom my ey es.
Ecstatic rapture will arise within my b o dy , causing my hair to stand on end and
my entire being to become overwhelmed with di v ine love.
gada gada van-i,
mukhe bahiribe,
kanpibe sarira mama
gharma muhur muhuh, virvarna hoibe,
stambhita pralaya sama
3 ) Faltering words choked with emotion wil l i s sue from my m o u th . My b o d y
will tremble, constantly perspire, turn pale and discolored, and become
stunned. All of this will be like a devastation of ecstatic love and cause me to
fall unconscious.xxv
niskapate heno, dasa kabe ha'be,
nirantara nama ga'bo
avese rohiya, deha ya-tra kori',
tomara karuna pa'bo
0) When will such a genuine ecstatic condition be mine? I will constantly sing
the holy name and remain absorbed in profound devotion wh ile tr aveling in th e
material body. In this way I wil l r e c eive your mercy.
Song 13
gurudev!
kabe tava karuna prak-ase
sri gaur-anga 2I2a, -hoya nitya tattw-a,
ei drdha visvase
hari hari' boli',
godruma kana-ne,
bhromibo darsana aseI) 0 Gurudeva! When will it be, as a manifestation of your mercy? I wil l
become fixed in the firm faith that Lord Gauranga's pastimes are eternal
realities. Chanting "Hari! Hari!" I w il l w a n der t h r o u g h out the groves of
Godruma, hoping to catch a glimpse of those pastimes.
nitai, gauranga, adwaita, srivasa,
gadadhara, panca jana
krsna nama r-ase, b-hasa'be j agat,
kori' maha sankirt-ana
2) The five personalities
N i t a i , G a u r a n ga, Advaita, Srtvasa, and Gadadhara
will flood the entire universe with the int o x i cating nectar of the holy name of
Srz Krsna by performing a maha-sankzrtan.
nartana vilasa, m-rdanga vadana,sunibo apana kane
dekhlya dekhlya, se 2l2a-madhurl,
bhasibo premera bane
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3) With my own ears I will h ear the sounds of playful dancing and the
r hythmic pulsations of the mrdanga drums. By constantly looking and lookin g
upon the sweetness and beauty of that pastime, I will f l oat in the fl o o d t ide of
divine love.
na dekhi abara, se 212a ra-tana,
kandi ha gauranga! bo2i'
amare visayi, paga2a bo2iya,
angete dibeka dhu2i
0) The next moment losing sight of the jewel of that pastime, I shall weep and
cry out, "0 my Lord Gauranga!" Materialists will then pr o claim me th or oughly
m ad and will throw dust upon my b o d y .
Thus ends the section on Bhajana-Lalasa.
Siddhi-Lalasa
Hankering for Spiritual Perfection
— Three SongsSong I
kabe gaura vane, -suradhuni tate,
ha radhe ha krsna' bole'
-
kandiya beda'bo, deho sukha -chadi',
nana 2ata taru t-a2e
-
I) When will I w a n der weeping under the shade of various trees and creepers
on the banks of the celestial Ganga river in the land of Navadvzpa, crying, "0
Radhe! 0 Krsna!" and forgetting all physical comforts?
swa paca gr-hete,
-magiya khaibo,
pibo saraswati jala
pu2lne pu2lne, gada gadl dlb-o,
kori' krsna kolahala-
2 ) I will take my meals by begging at the homes of dog-eaters, and will dr i n k
the water of the Sarasvatz river. In ecstasy I will roll on the ground from bank to
bank of the river, raising an uproar of "Kr sna! Krsna!"
(3)
dhama basijane, pranati koriya,
magibo krpara lesa
vaisnava c-arana -renu gaya makhi',
dhori' avadhuta v-esa
3) Bowing down to the inhabitants of the holy land, I will beg a particle of
their mercy. I will smear the dust of the Vaisnavas' feet all over my body and
wear the dress of a mendicant.
gauda bra-j a jane, bheda na dekhibo,
hoibo baraj a bas-i
dhamera swarupa, sphuribe nayane,
hoibo radhara dasi
0) I will see no difference between the inhabitants of Vraja Bhumi and those of
Navadvipa, and I will be transformed into a resident of Vraja. The true nature of
the Lord's abode will manifest itself to my eyes, and I will become a
m aidservant of S r i m a t i
Radharanl.xxvi
Song 2
dekhite dekhite, bhulibo va kabe,
nij a sthula -parico-ya
nayane heribo, braj a pura -sobha-,
nitya cid anand-a moyaI ) When, in a flash, will I f o r get my gross bodily in d enti ty . I w i l l b e h ol d t h e
exquisite beauty of the realm of Vraja, full of eternal spiritual bli ss.
brsabhanu pure, -anama
j
loibo,
yavate vivaha ha'be
braj a gopi bh-ava,-hoibe swabhava,
ano bhava n-a rohibe
2) I shall have my birth in the town of K ing V r s abhanu, and eventually be
married nearby in Yavat-gram. My sole disposition and character shall be that of
a cowherd girl, and I shall know no ot her mo od .xxvii
nij a siddha de-ha, nij -a siddha na-ma,
nij a rupa sw a -vasan-a
-
-
radha krpa ba2e, 2obhzbova kabe,
krsna prema prakarana
3) When will I obtain, by the power of Radha's mercy, my own eternal
spiritual body, my own realized name, my own form, and my own dress> And
when, by Her mercy, will I r eceive initiation into the techniques of expressing
divine love for Krsna?xxviii
j amuna sa-2i2a a-harane giya,
buj hibo yugala ra-sa
prema mu-gdha ho'ye, pagalini pra-ya,
gaibo radhara yasa
0) As I go to draw water from the Yamuna, I shall cherish know ing th e
confidential mellows that unite the divine pair Radha and Krsna. Being
enchanted by sublime love, I will sing Srt Radha s glories just like a madwoman.
Song 3
brsabhanu suta -cara-na sevan-e,
holbo ye palya daslsri radha-ra sukha, satata sadhane,
rohibo ami prayasi
I) For serving the lotus feet of the daughter of Vrsabhanu, I shall become a
protected maidservant of one of the gopts in Vraja. I will al w ays strive to brin g
about the pleasure of Srt Radha.xxix
sri radhar-a sukhe, krsnaera ye sukha,
j anibo manete ami
radha pada ch-adi', sri krsna s-angam-e,
kabhu na hoibo kami
2) Within my heart I wil l k no w t ha t Radha's pleasure is Krsna's only source of
joy. Therefore, I will never desire to abandon Her lotus feet for enjoying His
exclusive company.xxx
sakhi gana ma-ma, parama suhrt,
yugala premera -guru
tad anuga ho-'ye, sevibo radhara,
-
carana kalapa t-aru
3) The sakhzs are my best friends and teachers concerning the love unitin g
Radha with Krsna. By following their example, I shall serve Radha s lotus feet,
which are like wish-fulfill ing tr ees.
radha pa-ksa chadi, ye jana se jana,
ye bhave se bhave thake
ami to radhika
p- aksapa-ti sada,
kabhu nahi heri ta'ke
0) I myself am always partial to Radhika's camp and therefore never look upon
those who have abandoned Radha's entourage, whoever they may be and
whatever their ways.xxxi
Vijnapti
Spiritual Request
[ragint S u r a t a -Khambaj a, Ekatala j
kabe ha'be bolo se dina -amar
(amar) aparadha ghuci', suddha name ruci,
krpa bale h-a'be hrdoye sancar
I) Please tell me, when oh when will t hat day be mine? My offenses will come
to an end, and a taste for the pure holy name will be in f u sed wi t hin my h e art by
the power of divine grace.
trnadhikahma, kabe nij mani,
e
sahisnuta guna hr-doyete ani'
sakale manada, apani amani,
hoye aswadibo nama rasa sa-r
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2) Feeling myself lower than a blade of grass, welcoming the quality of
forbearance into my heart, giving honor to all li v ing beings, and being freed
from false pride, when will I t a ste the essence of the liquid nectar of the holy
name. XXXii
dhanaj ana ara, kavita sundari,bolibo na cahi deho sukha ka-ri
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j anmej anme dao, ohe gaurahari!
ahaituki bhakti carane tomar
3) Wealth, followers, beautiful women as described in worl dly p o etry
not want any such bodily pleasures. 0 Lord Gaurahari! Please give me
unmotivated devotion to Your lotus feet birth after bir t h .xxxiii
I do
(kabe) korite sri kr-sna n-ama uccarana,
pulakita deho gadgada vacana
vaivarnya vep-athu, ha'be
samghatana,
nirantara netre ba'be asru dh-ar
0) When, while articulating the divine name of Srz Krsna, will my body be
thrilled in ecstatic rapture, my words choking with em o t i on, loss of color and
ecstatic trembling occuring, and streams of tears flowing constantly from my
eyes?
kabe navadwipe, suradhuni tate,gaura nitya-nanda boli' niskapate
naciya gaiya, bedaibo chute,
batulera praya chadiya vicar
5) When, in the land of Navadvzpa, on the banks of the celestial Ganga, will I
run about innocently calling out, "0 Gaura! 0 Ni t y ananda!"? Dancing and
singing, I will wander about like a madman, giving up all consideration of
proper social behavior.
(6)
kabe nityananda, more kori'
doya,
chadaibe mora visayera maya
diya more nij a carane-ra
chaya,
namera hatete dibe adhikar
6) When will Lord N i t y a n anda be merciful to me and release me from the
illusion of worldl i n ess? When will He give me the shade of His own lotus feet
and bestow upon me the qualification necessary to enter the Marketplace of the
Holy Name? xxxiv'
kinibo, lutibo, hari nama ra-sa,
nama rase mati-' hoibo vivasa
rasera rasika carana p-arasa,
-
koriya mojibo rase anibar
7) Somehow or other I shall buy or steal the mellows of the name of Lord
H ari. Becoming thoroughly intox i cated by those liquid mell ows, I wil l b e
stunned. By touching the feet of those great souls who are expert in relishing
those mellows, I will be constantly imm ersed in the sweet nectar of the holy
name.
kabe Jlve doya, holbe udoya,
nij a suk-ha bhuli' sudina hr-doya
bhakativinoda, koriya vinoya,
sri ajn-a tah-ala koribe pracar
8) When will there be an awakening in me of compassion for all fallen souls?
Then this Bhaktivinoda will f o r get his own happi ness, and with a meek heart he
will set out to propagate by humble solicitation the sacred order of Sri Caitanya
Mahaprabhu.
Srl Nama-Mahatmya
The Glories of the Holy Name
krsna nama -dhare koto bal
visaya vasan-ana2e, mora citta sadaj wa2e,
ravi tapta -maru bhumi -sam
karna randh-ra patha
-diya, hrdi maj he pravesiya,
varisoya sudha anupam
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I) What power does the name of Krsna possess? My heart constantly burns in
the fire of worldly desires, just like a desert scorched by the rays of the sun. The
holy name, entering the core of my heart through the holes of my ears, showers
unparalleled nectar upon my soul.
hrdoya hoite bo2e, jihvara agrete ca2e,
sabda rupe na-ce anuksan
kanthe mora bhange swara, anga kanpe thara thara,
sthira hoite na pare caran
2) The holy name speaks from wit hin my h e art, moves onto the tip of my
tongue, and constantly dances on it in the form of tr anscendental sound. My
throat becomes choked up, my body shivers again and again, and my feet cannot
remain still.
(3)
cakse dhara, dehe gharma, pu2akita saba carma,
vivarna hoi2o ka2evara
murchita hoi2o man, pra2ayera agaman,
bhave sarva de-hajarajara
3) Rivers of tears flow
from my eyes, perspiration completely soaks my body,
all my skin thrills with r a p t u re, my hairs stand on end, and my complexion
turns pale and discolored. My mind gr ows faint, I begin to experience
devastation, and my entire body is shattered in a flood of ecstatic emotions.
kori' eto upadrava, citte varse sudha dra-va,
more dare premera sagare
kichu na bujhite di2o, more to batu2akoi2o,
mora citta vitta -saba hare
0) While causing such an ecstatic disturbance, the holy name showers liquid
nectar on my heart and drowns me in the ocean of divine love of Godhead. He
does not allow me to understand anything, for He has made me truly mad by
having stolen away my mind and all my resources.
2oinu asroyaj a'r, heno vyavahara ta'r,
varnite na pari e saka2
krsna nama -iccha moy,-ahej
j
ahe sukhi hoy,
sei mora sukhera samba2
5) Such is the behavior of Him in w ho m I h ave taken shelter. I am not capable
of describing all this. The holy name of Krsna is independent and thus acts on
His own sweet will. In wh atever way He becomes happy, that is also my way of
happiness.
(6)
premera ka2ika nam, adbhuta rasera dham,
heno bala karaye prakas
isat vikasi punah, dekhay nij a rupa gu-na,
citta hari' 2oya krsna pas
-
-
6) The holy name is the bud of the flower of di v ine love, and is the very abode
of astonishing mellows. Such is the power He manifests that when His holy
name starts to blossom a little furth er, it then reveals His own div ine form and
qualities. Thus my heart is abducted and taken directly to Krsna.
(7)
purna vikasita hoiya, braj e morej aya loiya,
dekhay more swarupa v-ilas
more siddha d-eha
diya, krsna p-ase rakhe giya,
e dehera kore sarva n-as
7) Blossoming fully, the flower of the holy name takes me to Vraja and reveals
to me His own love-dalliance. This name gives to me my own eternal spiritu al
body, keeps me right by Krsna's side, and completely destroys everything
related to this mortal frame of mine.
krsna nam-a cint-amani, akhila rasera khani,
nitya muk-ta suddha ras-a moynamera ba2ai j ata, saba 2o ye hoi hata,
tabe mora sukhera udoy
8) The name of Krsna is a transcendental touchstone, a mine of all devotional
mellows. It is eternally liberated, and the embodiment of pure rasa. When all
impediments to the pure chanting of the holy name are taken away and
destroyed, then my happiness will know its true awakening.
Thus endsSaranagati by Thakura Bhaktivinoda.