krebuli meore
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krebuli meore
krebuli meore ISBN 978-9941-0-7506-3 Tbilisi 2015 ra aris Tav is ufl eb a? krebuli meore ra aris Tavisufleba? krebuli meore Semdgenlebi: redkolegia: kaxa jamburia Tamaz jologua nino WumburiZe Tea dulariZe naira cxvediani gulavr WareliSvili teqstis akrefa da koreqtura: nino kaxaZe mariam RoRaZe damkabadonebeli maka comaia ydaze gamoyenebulia pavel kuCinskis naxati `okeane~ © Pawel Kuczynski winamdebare wigni gamocemulia aaip `moqalaqis~ mier (2014-2015 ww.) samoqalaqo ganaTlebis saskolo olimpiadis proeqtisTvis. wigni warmoadgens damatebiT saswavlo masalas ufrosklaselebisTvis, rigdeba usasyidlod proeqtSi CarTul moswavleebsa da skolebze. ar aris gankuTvnili komerciuli gamoyenebisaTvis. ISBN 978-9941-0-7506-3 sarCevi winaTqma..................................................................................9 mxatvruli teqstebi grigol robaqiZe Cakluli suli (nawyveti)....................................................17 germanulidan Targmna aleqsandre kartoziam mark tveni gubernatoris arCevnebi ....................................................49 inglisuridan Targmna vaxtang WeliZem aka morCilaZe santa esperansa (nawyvetebi) ..............................................57 viqtor pelevini gandgomili da eqvsTiTa ....................................................83 rusulidan Targmna kaxa jamburiam revaz inaniSvili Sori TeTri mwvervali .................................................... 131 hainrix bioli Cemi naRvliani saxe .......................................................... 137 germanulidan Targmna rusudan SamelaSvil-zeqalaSvilma nodar dumbaZe HELLADOS ......................................................................... 149 5 gabriel garsia markesi patriarqis Semodgoma (nawyveti) .................................... 175 espanuridan Targmna elza axvledianma naira gelaSvili mTvariT ganaTebuli baRi................................................. 223 o’henri polismeni da himni ........................................................... 239 inglisuridan Targmna irakli lomourma nugzar SataiZe noembris wvima ................................................................... 251 margerit iursenari mercxlebis RvTismSobeli................................................ 305 frangulidan Targmna manana gigineiSvilma franc kafka Zveli ambavi........................................................................ 315 germanulidan Targmna mamuka kaxniaSvilma publicistika migel de unamuno espaneTis Tanamedrove marazmisaTvis (nawyvetebi) ....... 323 espanuridan Targmna meri titviniZem gabriel garsia markesi es avismomaswavebeli Soba ............................................... 331 espanuridan Targmna eleonora kuWavam 6 ilia WavWavaZe axali dasis molodinSi..................................................... 335 ilia WavWavaZe daviT aRmaSenebeli........................................................... 341 akaki wereTeli sityva, Tqmuli akakisagan xelTubnis skolis kurTxevis dros oqtombris I-ls 1884 w.......................... 347 niko nikolaZe franguli presis dekadansi (nawyvetebi) ....................... 353 geronti qiqoZe warmoeba da erovnuli energia (SemoklebiT) ................ 367 akaki baqraZe ratom xdeba ase? .............................................................. 373 jemal qarCxaZe monologi dialogidan (nawyvetebi) ................................ 385 oTar WilaZe sicocxlisaTvis (nawyvetebi) ........................................... 393 7 winaTqma es wigni gamoica arasamTavrobo organizacia `moqala qis~ dafinansebiT da miznad isaxavs axalgazrdobis dain teresebas samoqalaqo sazogadoebisaTvis aqtualuri da mniSvnelovani TemebiT. am krebulSi Setanilia is teqstebi, romlebic ar aris gaTvaliswinebuli saSualo skolis sas wavlo programiT da amitomac mkiTxvelTa didi nawilisaT vis, savaraudod, ucnobi iqneba. krebuli gayofilia or nawilad. pirveli nawili mxat vrul teqstebs moicavs. totalitaruli reJimebi da diqtatoris mxatvruli saxe erT-erTi mTavari Tema iyo XX saukunis sxvadasxva qveynis mwerlobaSi. es krebulic swored am TemiT ixsneba _ ra mosdis adamianis zneobas tiranul garemoSi da ras warmoadgens is, vinc am saSinel realobas qmnis _ am sakiT xebs exeba grigol robaqiZis, gabriel garsia markesisa da nugzar SataiZis teqstebi, hainrix biolis novela ki tota litaruli mmarTvelobis Taviseburi parodiaa. rogoric ar unda iyos realoba, Tavisuflebis miRweva 9 ra aris Tavisufleba? yovelTvis SesaZlebelia, Tuki Tavs ar dazogav da miznis Tvis bolomde ibrZoleb _ aseTia Tanamedrove rusi mwer lis, viqtor pelevinis, Zalze saintereso moTxrobaSi ga moxatuli pozicia. didi mniSvneloba aqvs imis gaazrebas, Tu ra mxatvruli datvirTva eniWeba iumors viqtor pele vinisa da aka morCilaZis teqstebSi an mark tvenis brwyin vale parodiaSi. ufrosebis sisastikemde misuli uunaroba _ Cawvdnen bavSvisa Tu mozardis rTul Sinagan samyaros _ araerTxel gamxdara mxatvruli literaturis Tema, rac Zalze STam beWdavad aris damuSavebuli revaz inaniSvilisa da nodar dumbaZis nawarmoebebSi, naira gelaSvilis teqstSi ki naCve nebia sazogadoebis uunaroba, gaigos gansxvavebuli adamia nis _ liliputis _ saTqmeli da misi satkivari. erTnairad saSiSia raimes gafetiSeba _ sul erTia, ideo logia iqneba is Tu religiuri mrwamsi _ aseTia margaret iursenaris pozicia, romelic man Taviseburi igaviT gamo xata. aqedan erTi nabijia sisastikemde da Seuwynareblo bamde. wignis meore nawili publicistur teqstebs eTmoba. `yoveli adamiani Tavisi arsisa da bunebis Tanaxmad unda viTardebodes~ _ gveubneba espaneli mwerali da moazrovne migel de unamuno da dasZens: `sadac axalgazrdoba ar aris, iq arc erTianobis WeSmariti suli trialebs~. xolo qve yanaSi erTianobisa da ganviTarebis sulma rom itrialos, amisTvis saWiroa axalgazrdoba gavaTavisufloT im `yinu lis savanisagan~, romelsac `faruli inkvizicia~, `bebruli formalizmi~, erTferovani da erTsaxovani cxovreba qmnis. tradiciebis ugulebelyofa gzas uxsnis agresiul fsev do-kulturul `kontrabandas~, iwvevs TviTmyofadobis rRvevasa da pirovnebisa Tu sazogadoebis dehumanizacias, rac, Tavis mxriv, momaswavebelia kulturuli katastrofi sa _ aseT Tvalsazriss ayalibebs gabriel garsia markesi publicistur werilSi `es avismomaswavebeli Soba~. 10 winaTqma TaobaTa urTierTmimarTebis problemaze msjelobs ilia WavWavaZe werilSi `axali dasis molodinSi~. `cxovreba fers icvlis~ _ ambobs avtori da es cvlileba sazogadoe bas axal-axali moTxovnilebebisa da saWiroebebis winaSe ayenebs. aseT viTarebaSi ganviTarebis perspeqtiva aqvs im sazogadoebas, romelsac gacnobierebuli aqvs: `saca moZ raobaa, iq sicocxlec aris~ da `dgoma _ cdomaa~. istoria TviTkmari Rirebuleba an Caketili samyaro ki ar aris, aramed marad cocxali organizmia, awmyoSi gamosa yenebeli gamocdilebaa, gakveTilia, mwvrTnelia. istoria erovnuli TavisTavadobisa da TviTmyofobis saZirkvelia. sakuTari istoriis mimarT damokidebuleba eris sicoc xlisa da moqmedebisunarianobis maCvenebeli da sazomia _ aseT Tvalsazriss ayalibebs ilia WavWavaZe werilSi `daviT aRmaSenebeli~ da xazgasmiT miuTiTebs, Tu ra unda iswav los qarTvelTa yvela Taobam Tavisi didi da gamorCeuli winaprisagan _ `Tavgadadebuli moyvare Tavis erovnobisa da marTlmadidebelis sarwmunoebisa, didi pativismcemeli iyo sxvis erovnobisac da sarwmunoebisa~. `umecreba da uswavleloba. _ sanam amas ar moviSorebT, Tvali ar agvexileba~ _ wers akaki wereTeli da amgvar `umecrebaTagan~ calke amaxvilebs yuradRebas Tanamemamu leTa Soris religiur niadagze aRmocenebul gaucxoebaze. Cven saerTo samSoblo gvaerTianebs, saerTo istoria, mSob liuri ena, `erTi zne da erTi Cveuleba~ da aseT viTarebaSi ganaTlebaa `sxvadasxva rjulzed mdgomi Zmebis~ harmoniu li Tanacxovrebis, saerTo interesebisa da miznebis garSe mo SekavSirebis saukeTeso saSualeba. Jurnalistika, romelic politikuri orTabrZolebis iaraRadaa qceuli, adunebs sazogadoebis TviTorganiza ciisa da TviTmoqmedebis unars, aRviZebs masSi `iaffasiani, ugemovno gasarTobebis moTxovnilebas, rac ucxadesi ni Sania eris moraluri dekadansisa da misi, rogorc gvamis, gaxrwnisa...~ _ miiCnevs niko nikolaZe da gamosavalzec miu 11 ra aris Tavisufleba? TiTebs _ Jurnalistika unda emsaxuros sazogadoebisa da ara patronis interesebs, aRWurvili iyos maRali saxelmwi foebrivi da moqalaqeobrivi pasuxismgeblobiT, Tqvas si marTle ise, rogorc TviTon warmoudgenia da ara is, rasac mflobeli ukarnaxebs, miukerZoeblad da srulfasovnad asaxos politikuri cxovreba, magram ar CaerTos partiul intrigebSi da dapirispirebis dros ar warmoadgendes mxa res. ni ko ni ko la Zis es teq sti 1875 wels fran gul ena ze broSuris saxiT gamoqveynda parizSi da mas saintereso re zonansi mohyva _ calkeuli monakveTebi gadaibeWda parizis gazeTebSi, pozitiurad gamoexmaurnen imdroindeli saf rangeTis politikuri da inteleqtualuri wreebis Tval saCino warmomadgenlebi: lui blani, emil Jirardeni da sxv. geronti qiqoZis SexedulebiT, `marTalia, Tanamedrove socialuri da politikuri frazeologia ukve SevimuSaveT, magram Tanamedrove warmoeba jer kidev ar Segviqmnia... am mxriv saSualo saukuneebis mekobreebsa da raindebs ufro vgavarT, vidre Tanamedrove adamianebs~. xolo `Tanamedro ve adamianebs~ rom davemsgavsoT, amisTvis saWiroa SevqmnaT da ganvaviTaroT erovnuli warmoeba, amasTanave, ise gar davqmnaT Cveni Segneba, rom kapitals vuyuroT ara mxolod momxmareblis, aramed mwarmoeblis TvaliTac. me rac ar mesmis, cudia! me rac ar momwons, unda aik rZalos! _ xelovnebis (zogadad, cxovrebiseuli movlene bis) mimarT sazogadoebaSi arsebuli aseTi mankieri damo kidebulebis winaaRmdegaa mimarTuli akaki baqraZis werili `ratom xdeba ase?~ avtoris azriT, `erTxel da samudamod unda virwmunoT erTi uryevi kanoni _ SeiZleba arsebob des xelovnebis nawarmoebis garSemo ori radikalurad gan sxvavebuli azri da samives (nawarmoebs da or sxvadasxva azrs) arsebobis Tanabari ufleba hqondes~. xolo imas, Tu ra aris Rirebuli da ra ara, yvelaze ucdomeli da piruT vneli msajuli _ dro _ gaarkvevs. vin aris inteligenti? ra funqcia ekisreba inteligen 12 winaTqma cias sazogadoebriv cxovrebaSi? am sakiTxebze msjelobs jemal qarCxaZe Tavis mravalmxriv saintereso teqstSi `mo nologi dialogidan~. `rogorc sindissa aqvs biologiuri Semkaveblis funqcia, rac adamianTa mSvidobiani Tanacxov rebis sawindaria, ise inteligencias aqvs sazogadoebrivi Semkaveblis funqcia, rac ufro maRali zneobrivi safexu ria da kanonierebisa da samarTlianobis sawindari~ _ ambobs avtori da imasac aRniSnavs, rom inteligenciis formireba bunebrivi procesia da xelovnurad misi `gamoCarxva~ mar cxisTvisaa ganwiruli. amasTanave, WeSmariti (da ara xelov nurad Seqmnili), sakuTari funqciisa da Rirsebis Semgnebi inteligencia garantia imisa, rom qveyana da sazogadoeba ar Caefloba usamarTlobis, sicruis, crupatriotizmisa da provincializmis WaobSi. `vai imas, vinc sicocxlidan mxolod kargis amokenkvas Seecdeba~ _ wers oTar WilaZe da mogviwodebs, piruTvne lad vamxiloT sakuTari nakli da Secdomebi, yoveldRiuri SromiTa da RvwiT vipovoT mizani da misi ganxorcielebis saSualebebi. amasTanave, safuZvlianad gaviazroT, rom Ti Toeuli Cvengani xalxis nawilia, xolo is xalxi, romlis nawilic Cven varT, nawilia kacobriobisa. avtoris Tval sazrisiT, `Tavisi gansakuTrebulobiTa da gamorCeulobiT esa Tu is xalxi ki ar upirispirdeba mTels, anu danarCen kacobriobas, aramed avsebs da amdidrebs SeZlebisdagva rad... calke da izolirebulad cxovreba dRes araTu dauS vebelia, SeuZlebelicia~. da mainc, ras gvaswavlian, ra gamocdilebas gviziareben, ra Rirebulebebze amaxvileben Cvens yuradRebas winamdeba re krebulSi Sesuli avtorebi? rogorc individualur, ise sazogadoebriv, erovnul Tu saxelmwifoebriv doneebze sasicocxlod mniSvnelova nia al Ro avu RoT drois cvli le bebs da zus tad gan vsaz RvroT am cvlilebebiT gamowveuli saWiroebebi. SevqmnaT pirovnebis ganviTarebisa da srulfasovani TviTrealiza 13 ra aris Tavisufleba? ciisaTvis aucilebeli garemo, vaRiaroT, ganuxrelad da vicvaT da praqtikulad davamkvidroT iseTi Rirebulebebi da principebi, rogorebicaa: adamianis uflebaTa pativis cema da dacva, maRali moqalaqeobrivi pasuxismgebloba, individualur da sazogadoebriv interesTa SekavSireba, sazogadoebrivi TviTorganizaciisa da konsolidaciis una ris Camoyalibeba da ganviTareba, ganaTlebis prioritetu loba, codnaze dafuZnebuli Sromis siyvaruli, toleran tuli garemo, erovnul da sakacobrio RirebulebaTa har monizacia... zogadad _ da gansakuTrebiT dRevandel globalistur msoflioSi _ gadarCenisa da progresis perspeqtiva aqvs mxolod im konsolidirebul ers, romelic interesTa da RirebulebaTa amgvar harmonizaciasa da mis safuZvelze saerTaSoriso cxovrebaSi srulfasovan CarTulobas SeZ lebs. 14 mxatvruli teqstebi g grigol robaqiZe 1881 wels daibada sofel svirSi. quTaisis sasuliero saswavleblis dam Tavrebis Semdeg swavlobda jer tartus, Semdeg laifcigis universitetebSi. 1907 wels dabrun da saqarTveloSi da daiwyo sajaro leqciebis kiT xva jer qu Tais Si, Sem deg ki _ Tbi lis Si. am leqciebma maSinve didi avtoriteti Seuqmna axalgazrda mwerals, romelic sul male qarTu li modernizmis liderad iqna aRiarebuli. 1932 wels igi gaeqca sabWoTa diqtaturas da germa niaSi daido bina, sadac uamravi saintereso wig ni da statia gamoaqveyna. emigraciaSi gamoqvey nebuli pirveli wigni iyo `Cakluli suli~ (1933 w.), romelmac maSinve miiqcia yuradReba Tavisi siRrmiTa da bolSevikuri realobis mravalmxri vi analiziT. grigol robaqiZe 1962 wels srul martoobaSi gardaicvala Sveicariis qalaq Jene vaSi. 1976 wels gadaasvenes safrangeTSi, levi lis qarTul sasaflaoze. grigol robaqiZe Cakluli suli (nawyveti) akaSas qronika mamakacuri da qaluri elementebi yovel cocxal ar sebaSi moipoveba. imis mixedviT, romeli elementia gaba tonebuli, adamians mamakacad an dedakacad vracxT. sadac elementebi tolia, iq arc mamakacia, arc dedakaci, aramed androgeni. arabuli cifri 8 iqneboda adamianis grafiku li gamosaxva _ Seudarebeli sazomi da maCvenebeli: am fi guris romelime naxevris gazrda an Semcireba mravalgzis warmoaCenda orive sqesis urTierTmimarTebas. im dReebSi sabWoTa adamiani sxvafrivac hgavda rvians: revoluciur elementsac iseve Seicavda, rogorc kontrrevoluciurs _ komunisti, Tumc mcire zomiT, kontrrevoluciur mar cvalsac atarebda Tavis TavSi. nebismieri komunistisaTvis rom gekiTxaT _ ra Tqma unda, xumrobiT _ guli xom ar dag wydeba, xval rom qveyana gadatrialdeso, xumrobiTve gipa suxebdaT, guli arc bevr sxva komunists daswydeba Zalia no. orad gaxleCa arakomunistebs ufro emCneodaT. vinc 19 grigol robaqiZe jer kidev guSin sabWoebs gamanadgureblad akritikebda, dRes maTi Tavgamodebuli damcveli iyo. orive SemTxvevaSi sruliad gulwrfelni iyvnen: guSin maTi sulieri maCvene beli kontrrevoluciuri elementis momatebas aRricxavda, dRes _ revoluciurisas. atmosferul zemoqmedebas emor Cilebodnen. rogorc dostoevskis adamianebma ar uwyian, sad Tavdeba RvTismSobeli da sad iwyeba satana, aseve ar icodnen sabWoTa moqalaqeebma, sad Tavdeboda revolu cia da sad iwyeboda kontrrevolucia _ an ukeT: kargadac icodnen, magram cxovrebis mdinarebaSi, roca inteleqtis Tvali erTob Sesustebulia, gamyofi zoli aRar moCanda. aravin icis ras moimoqmedebs dostoevskis gmiri: eqstaziT miiRebs ziarebas Tu risxviT ukan gadmoafurTxebs _ meta fizikuri isteria rusuli yofis. sabWoeTSic aseTi iste ria sufevda imxanad: sazRvrebi waiSala, erTi ukidureso bidan atmosferulad gadadiodnen meoreSi, Tanac ucnauri STagonebiT: TiTqos wuxdnen, rom ase didxans idgnen Zvel niadagze; miT ufro cecxlovani gatacebiT awydebodnen axals. drodadro ucxo Zala igrZnoboda, auxsneli. re voluciuri elementis gaZliereba umetesad kontrrevo luciuris xarjze xdeboda, gansakuTrebiT im SemTxvevaSi, roca sabWoTa adamians ucxoelTan, mweralTan, Jurnalis tTan an ubralo turistTan uwevda Sexeba. ucxoeli am Cnevda, raRac ar iyo wesrigSi, ibneoda. xan wrfelad miaC nda es gardasaxva, xan SiSiT xsnida mas. orivejer xelidan usxlteboda sinamdvile. Tu mainc ar moeSveboda fiqrs, SeiZleboda `rusuli suli~ daesaxa mizezad da amiT kidev ufro didi Tavsatexi gaeCina. fardobiTobis Teoriis Semdeg samyaro veRar gaizomeba Cveulebrivi warmodgenebiT. sabWoTa yofis gazomvac ase ve Wirda. cxovrebis Zveli kanonebi daemxo. gegona sinam dviles exebodi _ xelSi landi grCeboda. yvelas mcdari nabijis gadadgmis safrTxe emuqreboda yvelgan. aRar iyo dasayrdeni, mis magier marqsistuli dogma. saTaveSi marqsi 20 Cakluli suli idga, mas lenini mohyveboda, engelss marqs-engelsis in stitutSiRa Tu moixseniebdnen. lenins pirdapir stalini mosdevda. yvelas ajadoebda dialeqtikuri meTodi, rom lis mixedviT sicocxlis yoveli faza Tavis sapirispiroSi gadadis. saocaria: maTTvis istoria mudam komunizmiT Tav deboda. magram esec unda iTqvas: verasodes warmoidgen dnen, ra socialur winaaRmdegobaSi gadavidoda komunizmi, radgan dialeqtikas isini srul sulier gaurkvevlobamde da, masasadame, umoqmedobamde mieyvana sabolood. mainc yvelaze metad moqmedeba swyurodaT. ase iyo Tu ise, dog mam fexi moikida. oRond aravin icoda, vin adgenda am dog mis Sinaarss. xelSesaxebi winamZRoli aravin iyo. adgilob rivi komiteti raionuli komitetisgan eloda generalur xazs, rai ko mi _ saol qo ko mi te tis gan, is, Tavis mxriv _ samxareo komitetisgan, xolo es ukanaskneli _ moskovisgan. sabolood centraluri komitetiRa rCeboda, magram aqac igive meordeboda: erTi meores uyurebda, meore _ mesames, mesame _ meoTxes da ase umaRles Tanamdebobamde. rigi ge neralur mdivanTan Tavdeboda. sabolood, is marto uZRve boda generalur xazs. amave dros Cveulebrivi avtokrati rodi iyo es adamiani: masSi mxolod masebis ZalTa nakadebi iyrida Tavs. sxvebTan SedarebiT erTaderTi upiratesoba hqonda: unari am grovis sakuTar TavSi datevisa. Tu es una ri miatovebda da Secdomas dauSvebda, Zabva pirvel rigSi TviT mas mospobda. sinamdvileSi igic ki ar iyo generalu ri xazis Semoqmedi. raRac ucxo da upirovno marTavda am xazs. aravin iyo sakuTari Tavis baton-patroni. cal-calke generaluri mdivani aravisze iyo damokidebuli, mTliano baSi _ yvelaze. is mTlianobis majiscemas ugdebda yurs da Tumca yvelaze maRla idga, yvelaze nakleb iyo Tavisufa li upirovno mTelis winaSe. erTi mcdari nabiji da gaTav deboda misi saqme. ase aRmoCnda, rom arsebiTad arvin iyo Tavisufali. aSkara Seiqna: revoluciam gamoiwvia Zalebi, romlebsac TviTon veRar ereoda. im gaurkvevel raRacas 21 grigol robaqiZe ukve istoria iqmoda _ aRarc calke adamiani, aRarc rome lime jgufi. aseTi atmosfero sufevda. undobloba da SiSi batonob da. bev ri mzad iyo mTa var xazs gah yo lo da, mag ram swo ri xazi mxolod geometriaSi arsebobs. ase gaCnda gadaxris namdvili mania: marcxniv, marjvniv da RmerTma icis, kidev saiT. erT TanamSromels romelime gadaxras aRmouCendnen da mere gazeTebSi, ujredebSi, krebebze boboqrobdnen, saprotesto rezoluciebs adgendnen. gazeTebi, ujredebi, krebebi, rezoluciebi _ am qarborbalas umaRlesi moxelec ver gaumklavdeboda. is mouxelTebeli raRac aqac saSinel gavlenas axdenda; aravin iyo Tavisufali, yvela sakuTar Tavs adanaSaulebda. mxolod erTi xsna arsebobda: mona nieba, TviTmxileba da danaSaulis aRiareba epidemiasaviT moedo mTels sabWoeTs. romeliRac gadaxrilma sajarod SeaCvena Tavisi moqmedeba da fici dado, aRarasodes gamoe Cina sisuste. erTma istorikosma ganacxada, rom sakmarisad ver gamoiyena dialeqtikuri meTodi Tavis istoriul kvle va-ZiebaSi. zogi ufro Sors midioda, sakuTar Txzulebebs asamarTlebda gazeTebSi: `aqa da aq sibece gamoviCine, aqa da aq sisulele Cavidine~ da ase Semdeg. es SemTxvevebi ise momravlda, rom monaniebis myari formulac ki Camoyalib da. inaniebdnen ara mxolod Cadenils, Caudenel codveb sac. es mavnebelTa sensaciur procesebze gamoCnda yvelaze ukeT. nebismieri mavnebeli _ Tuki aseTi saerTod arsebob da _ mTeli procesis manZilze SiSnarevi mRelvarebiT mih yveboda sakuTar 8-ianis maCvenebels _ TandaTan mzard kon trrevoluciur elements. im atmosferom, romelSic sinam dvile da moCveneba erTmaneTSi gadadioda, Caudeneli cod vis realurad aRqmis SesaZleblobac gaaCina. Tu mavnebeli iyavi, aseve mavneblad unda migeCnia sakmaoze meti xalxi Sen garSemo, erTi namdvili mavnebeli aT viTom mavnebels warmoSobda _ rogorc gzasacdenili qalis qmris eWvebiT anTebul fantazias eCveneba Ralatis mravali SemTxveva. 22 Cakluli suli ucnauroba is iyo oRond, rom amjerad udanaSauloc cod vebs aRiarebda. igi Signidan akvirdeboda Tavs da cxadad grZnobda: marTalia, codva jer ar Caedina, magram uTuod Caidenda momavalSi. am domxalSi, romelSic `dRevandelsa da xvalindels Soris~ zRvari waSliliyo, Caudeneli cod va ukve Cadenilad eCveneboda da sajarod aRsarebas iwyeb da. rogorc cud sizmars hyvebian im imediT, rom ar aux debaT, es udanaSaulonic moCvenebiT codvebs aRiarebdnen, raTa isini arasodes CaedinaT. rac ufro didi Canda codva, miT ufro Zlieri iyo aRsarebis vneba: adamians surda, gan sawmendeli gaevlo. sabolood sabWoTa xelisufleba iqneb arc cdeboda, roca maT mavneblobaSi sdebda brals. aq waS liliyo yvela sazRvari, sinamdvile morRveuliyo. erTis aRsarebas sxvaTa koleqtiuri protesti axlda Tan. rac ufro cnobili iyo braldebuli, miT ufro mZafri iyo Tav dasxma. bolos imdeni aRsareba da Tavdasxma iyrida Tavs, orives azri ekargeboda _ gansakuTrebiT Tavdasxmebs. mTavari xazis miyolis mzadyofna drodadro fantasti kur zomebs aRwevda. erTma fizikosma ganucxada kolegas: `mas Semdeg, rac amxanag stalinis bolo Tezisebi mivuyene fizikas, CemTvis bevri ram saocrad naTeli Seiqmna~. kole gam gaognebulma Sexeda, magram TviTonac dafiqrda, mar Tlac nayofieri xom ar iqneboda am Tezisebis gamoyeneba, da mxolod gaurkveveli `hm~ CaiburdRuna. sakvirveli es iyo: fizikoss marTla sjeroda Tavisi sityvebisa. SekiT xvaze, Tu romel wignebs kiTxulobda upiratesad, erTma poetma damcinavad miugo: `wignebs? wignebs saerTod ar vkiTxulob, gana ukeTesi sakiTxavi ar moipoveba?! centra luri komitetis nebismieri sxdomis stenogramasaviT war mtac da saintereso rasme verc Sexerezadas zRaprebSi po vebT, verc robinzonis dRiurebSi~. es kaci eqscentriulia, fiqrobda zogierTi. sxvebi eWvis TvaliT ucqrdnen: iqneb SeniRbuli dacinvaa? xsenebul sxdomebze marTlac Seuda rebeli fantastika mefobda. erTma mkvlevarma `feodalu 23 grigol robaqiZe ri JReradobebi~ aRmoaCina baxisa da beThovenis musikaSi. meorem `burJuaziul pasaJebs~ miagno vagneris operebSi. mesamem sakiTxi dasva, gogenis ferebSi safrangeTis kolo niuri politika xom ar cnaurdebao. meoTxe, Tavis mxriv, mZime industriis epoqas Wvretda sezanis tiloebSi. mexu Te proletarul metaforebs agrovebda. xuTive bejiTad iwvalebda Tavs uzarmazari diagramebis xatviT da iahves sityvebs adasturebda: `ofliTa SeniTa moipove puri Seni~. literaturaSi, TeatrSi, kinoSi _ yvelgan muSaiTob dnen, yvela cdilobda sworad gaevlo bagirze. Sesaferis Temebs eZebdnen, amgvari cdebisaTvis ufro gamosadegs. aTasgvar mxatvrul xerxs igonebdnen, miznis miRweva saeWvo rom ar yofiliyo. garkveuli ostatoba Camoyalibda, er Tgvari akrobartika. magram TemebTan da mxatvrul xrikeb Tan erTad, siZneleebic izrdeboda. Tu TviT samuSaos Zi riTadi xazis garkvevas moisurvebdnen, mxolod meqanikur sqemas iRebdnen, romelic veraviTar aRfrTovanebas ver gamoiwvevda. Tu masalis wminda dialeqtikur damuSavebas moisurvebdnen, obieqturobis safrTxe Cndeboda _ dialeq tikaSi xom erTnairad unda daeZebnos gamarTleba rogorc erT mxares, ise mis sapirispiros _ es ki kvlav Seasusteb da brZolas. Tu intuicias eyrdnoboda kaci, fsiqologia Si eSveboda an sulac dostoevskiSi. gamosavali ar iyo. am siZneleebs yvelaze iolad kino audioda: is xom yvelaze Sors idga namdvili xelovnebisgan. Semdeg modioda Teat ri, sul bolos literatura da poezia. masebisa da saqmee bis gasaZRolad xom kinoc kmaroda _ es yvelaze nakleb intimuri xelovneba. lirika sul mTlad gadaSenda. magram: geologiur SreebSi mkvlevari xandaxan raime ucnaurobas waawydeba, gaqvavebul foTols, mweris frTas, umniSvnelo wvrilmans, romelic mTeli periodis dadgenis saSualebas iZleva. ase SemTxveviT aqac arsebobda calkeuli winada deba, saxe, romelic xatovnad gadmoscemda sabWoeTis ma jiscemas. mTel am gardaqmnas yvelaze mkafiod anekdoti 24 Cakluli suli asaxavda _ humori miamitad, da mitom dausjelad, eTamaSe boda sinamdviles. qalaqidan qalaqSi daexetebodnen msaxiobTa dasebi. stepebis sivrce da ruseTis pirquSi Rame mohqondaT Tan. revoluciur leqsebs kiTxulobdnen, sisxlmowyurebul Tvalebs akvesebdnen, saSineli giliotiniT imuqrebodnen. leqsebidan mogrgvinavda muqara: Tqve burJuebo! msaxiobTa xma, temperamenti mquxare taSisken aqezebda masebs. STa beWdileba iseTi iqmneboda, TiTqos yoveli maTgani stenka razini yofiliyos: amboxebasac axlave daiwyebda da `do nis kazakTa msxverplsac~ gaiRebda _ satrfos volgaSi ga dauZaxebda. xalxi Tvreboda maTi bangisgan. magram xanda xan romelime msaxiobs SeeSleboda da `Tqve burJuebo!~-s nacvlad uecrad `Tqve bolSevikebo!~-s daiyvirebda _ Tan satanuri vnebac ar aklda. masebs SiSi Seipyrobda, veravin gabedavda meorisTvis saxeSi Seexeda. gons mosuli msaxiobi SiSisagan scenaze SfoTavda, Tavs ikatunebda, duJmoreu li da miwaze gagorebuli epilefsiur Setevas asaxierebda. gamofxizlebuls eWvi ise gaxvretda, rogorc Wia xes: fsi qoanalitikuri axsna xom ar daeZebneboda am Secdomas. xelSesaxebi sinamdvile aRar arsebobda. mxolod miwaRa iyo namdvili _ miwa ar icnobs isterias. Cndeboda traqto rebi, iqmneboda koleqtivebi. glexi Secbunda, daibna: in stinqti raRac ucxos ugrZnobda. miwam rom Seqmnis niWi uwyalobos, berwi afrikeli col-qmari mobibine mindorSi erTdeba _ miwaSic da miwazec xom igive xdeba, rac mamakacs da dedakacs Soris. koleqtivebi iqmneboda, glexis gumani ki bundovnad grZnobda: rac aq xdeboda, ganayofiereba ki ar iyo, aramed aTviseba mxolod. am siaxles ise ganicdida, rogorc dedis mkvlelobas, mkrexelobas. xedavda: es bel ti misi iyo, misi sa ku Ta ri co li, es ve na xi misi iyo, misi sakuTari vaJi. es xe uyvarda, papis darguli, mis yovel totsa da foTols icnobda. agondeboda, rogor izrdebo da mTeli Taoba am xesTan erTad. ara, usamarTloba xdeba, 25 grigol robaqiZe fiqrobda igi. miwa fabrikad ver gadaiqceva. fabrika mi lionobiT detals uSvebs, magram nayofs ar isxams. koleq tivebi farTovdeboda, miwa nayofis magier nawarms iZleo da. miwas madli ar hqonda, radgan misken guli ar ixreboda. qveyana evropuli `racioTi~ miabijebda. amas glexi miwieri instinqtiT grZnobda. mZime orTabrZola CaRdeboda. glexi kolmeurneobas ver egueboda _ ara marto glexi, saqonelic. erTma xarma mZlavri rqebiT gaangria boslis kari, koleqtiuri baga datova, naCvev ezos miaSura. komkav Sirlebi maTraxiT gamoedevnen. Sin misul pirutyvs bavSve bi mxiaruli yiJiniT da alersiT daxvdnen. Zvelad cimbi ris gadasaxlebidan dabrunebuls egebebodnen ase. komkav Sirlebi ar auRelvebia moslukune bavSvebis alerss, xaris mSvid sixaruls. radac unda dasjdomodaT, ukan unda gae denaT pirutyvi. maT moxucma glexma mimarTa: `dRevandeli Rame mainc gaaTevieT Tavis boselSi~. aSkara dacinva JRerda mis sityvebSi. xmadabla daumata: `xarsac ki ar unda Tqve ni kolmeurneoba~. erTma Semoswrebulma Tavi gaaqnia: `Sen, mgoni is dro dagaviwyda, sxvanairad rom eqceodnen xars. tyis piras rom Tavadebi qeifobdnen, axalgazrda xars iq midenidnen, wina fexebiT da TaviT erT xes miabamdnen, ukana fexebiT _ meores. yasabi movidoda, pirjvars gadaisaxav da, Sendobas SesTxovda yovlisSemZle RmerTs. galesili daniT xars elviseburi siswrafiT amoaWrida asos. xaris bRavili moqeifeTa xmaurs SeuerTdeboda. mwvadebisaTvis cecxls gaaCaRebdnen _ aseTi mwvadis gemos ver daiviwyeb, Segubebuli sisxli xom gansakuTrebiT tkbilia. im dros xom ar natrob? is xom ar gagondeba?~ `me arc im dros vnat rob, roca xars awvalebdnen, arc kolmeurneobas, roca pi rutyvi koleqtiur bagaze hyavT mibmuli~, upasuxa moxucma glexma. `pirutyvs TviTon ar unda...~ kolmeurneobis ir gvliv usasrulo kamaTi gaCaRda. elsadgurebs aSenebdnen, sasoflo-sameurneo manqanebi SemohyavdaT, Waobebs aSrobdnen, stiqiebs imorCilebdnen, 26 Cakluli suli sarwyav sistemebs qmnidnen da sazeimod xsnidnen. xalxi ik ribeboda, internacionals mReroda, radio milocvebs gad moscemda moskovidan, xarkovidan, baqodan, tfilisidan. iyo damorCilebuli mdinarisa da muSis marjvenis dResaswauli _ magram ar iyo is umaRlesi wami, romelsac erT dros ga nicdida egvipteli: roca mzis pirvel sxivebTan erTad gaq rolebul miminos Wvretda _ mzis egviptur simbolos _ is netari wami, roca mzis TesliT avsebuli SeyvarebuliviT uaxlovdeboda miwas. axali gzebi gahyavdaT moSorebul raionebSi, sadac jer kidev Zveli tomebi saxlobdnen. xSirad gzis gasaWrelad mTa unda aefeTqebinaT da masTan erTad ankara wyaroc moespoT, wmidaTawmida ram tomis warmodgenaSi. SiSiT um zerda mTeli tomi wyaros ganadgurebas: dabneuli da mo qufruli Rrmad grZnobda Tavis arsebaSi sikvdils. ganxib luli axla kvalareul nadirs hgavda, gondakarguli idga sicarielis pirispir. iyo elementebis brZola adamianSi, iyo brZola adamia nebs Soris. yvelas, vinc raimes waiRebda kolmeurneobis mosavlidan, sikvdili dauweses. qurdoba advili aRmosaCe ni iyo da soflebSi erTmaneTisTvis qurdobis dabraleba daiwyes. glexebs mosavlis aRebisa eSinodaT, qurdoba rom ar dahbralebodaT. bevr raionSi mzesumzira ar moukre fiaT: macdunebelia misi marcvlebi. SeuZlebeli iyo mosav lis aReba nayofis gausinjavad, gansakuTrebiT rusisaTvis: misTvis mzesumziras knatuni kosmosur ritmSi gadasvlas niSnavs. samuSao ase ganawilda: erTni muSaobdnen, meore ni Tvals adevnebdnen, raTa aravis equrda. traqtoristebi mxolod manqanis gamarTvaze agebdnen pasuxs, sawvavze sxva unda gaepirovnebinaT. manqanis mZRolebi tvirTze pasuxis mgeblobas ar kisrulobdnen: `ori Tavi ar maqvs. kaciWa miebi blomad arian, qurdobas damabraleben da mere veRa ravin mixsnis~. zogierTi Seumowmeblad aRarc ki ibarebda marcvleuls. amgvarad, TviT glexebs Sorisac brZola ga 27 grigol robaqiZe CaRda, TandaTan garegnuladac gamoirCnen erTmaneTisgan. moskovis sakostumo sawarmo, romelic rekvizitiT amara gebda provinciul Teatrebs, farTo arCevans sTavazobda msurvelT. aq yvelaferi hqondaT: kulakis wveri _ JRali, maraosaviT gaSlili; saSualo glexis yavisferi wveri _ Suaze gayofili; wvrili glexis patara xuWuWa wveri; dabo los, Savi wveri _ kolmeurnisa. adamianebi erTmaneTs dae rien, Svilma mama daasmina, sakolmeurneo mosavlis nawili miiTvisao. mama cimbirSi gadaasaxles, vaJi biZaSvilma mok la. am cnobam gadasaxlebulamdec miaRwia. man gamoiglova vaJi da yovladZliers patieba SesTxova. ibrZodnen raRac axlisTvis. Zveli ZlivsRa idga fex ze. sisxli iRvreboda, dedebi tyupebs aCendnen: erTi abeli iyo, meore _ kaeni. mefobda orpiroba, orguloba, undob loba, bezRoba, Ralati, SiSi _ amave dros arsebobda ra Rac, ramac arc revolucia icoda, arc kontrrevolucia, arc kulakoba, arc xuTwliani gegma, arc aranairi gegma saerTod. man arc centraluri komiteti icoda da arc ge neraluri mdivani _ es iyo adamianuri guli, RmerTiTa da cecxliT savse. sibnele mefobda, magram uecrad cecxli agizgizdeboda, masSi locva da sixaruli cocxlobda. es aalebuli guli iyo. ruseTis did tramalebze, cimbirSi, uk rainaSi, yazaxeTSi, kavkasiaSi _ yvelgan ieso an Tamuzi iba deboda: Cumad, SeumCnevlad, sadRac, romeliRac kuTxeSi. rac xdeboda, yvelaferi iwereboda. oRond ara Riad, aramed saidumlod, rogorc indoelTa akaSa iwereboda xe ze, qvaze, ZaRlis dingze, adamianis Sublze, mTis ferdo bebze, talRebze, xavsze, mZorze. saidumlod yvelaferi iwereboda yvelgan, magram vinmes rom gaeSifra da waekiTxa es idumali nawerebi, protestis qarborbala avardeboda. darwmunebiT ityodnen, rom msgavsi araferi momxdara, da rac ufro ucnauria: TviT aRmomCeni dauwyebda Tavs dar wmunebas, rom es yovelive misi gzaabneuli fantaziis war mosaxvaa. 28 Cakluli suli romen rolanma sabWoTa qveyanas axali momarTva gamoug zavna: iqidan dasamxobad ganwiruli kapitalisturi samya ro ufro laparakobda, vidre tolstois miwis gageba. ber nard Soum erT sensaciur interviuSi sabWoebis warmatebe biT aRfrTovaneba gamoxata, Tan SiSobda, rom mis sityvebs simarTled ar CaTvlidnen. andre Jidma aRiareba dawera: uxerxemlo ganazebuli laTineli ruseTis barbarosuli si cincxalidan eloda sisxlis ganaxlebas. mTels msoflios mzera axali Crdilouri sfinqsisaken, xuTqimiani varskvla visken miepyro. magram niSneulia: idumali pentagrama Tav dayira idga. uricxvi wigni gamodioda: yvelafers ipovidiT maTSi, garda simarTlisa. sfinqsi iRimeboda mxolod. Tu am sfinqss daakvirdebodiT, generaluri mdivnis saxes gamoa Cenda: TiTqos qveynis mTel sistemas moicavda Tavis TavSi. yvelas bedi masze iyo damokidebuli, is TviTon revoluciis kvanZi iyo, misi Zalebis SemWidroeba. upirovno procesi pi rovnulSi mogrovda. amiT pirovnebam dakarga pirovnuli: generaluri mdivani aRar iyo adamiani, is iyo arseba. iwere boda misi biografia, mis Sesaxeb literaturul narkvevebs beWdavdnen, radio mis yovel sityvas avrcelebda. milionebi fiqrobdnen masze: zogi TayvaniscemiT, zogi ndobiT, zogi wyevla-krulviT. ar iyo adamiani, sakuTari Tavi ar daeWi ra am kacze fiqrSi. xandaxan macdunebeli azri modioda: ra moxdeboda, is rom daemxoT? azrs SiSi klavda. es kaci sta lini iyo TviTon. lenins ar mougrovebia amdeni Zala Tavis arsebaSi. arc erT diqtators msoflio istoriaSi amdeni Zalaufleba ar miuTvisebia: es fenomeni yvelas awvalebda _ komunistsac, arakomunistsac. yvela grZnobda mis Zalas, magram aravis uyvarda. masTan SebrZolebis yoveli cda wi naswar iyo ganwiruli. demonurad grZnobda xalxi am Zalas. ase kiTxulobda Tamazi idumal dauwerel qronikas, mag ram ar icoda, rom is Zala yvelaze metad erTs tanjavda _ es iyo berzini, TviTon mZlavri pirovneba. qarTul miwaze berzini Cawvda stalinis xasiaTs. 29 grigol robaqiZe stalinis horoskopi Tamazi taxtze iwva da sakuTari leqsebis toms fur clavda. Rame iyo. Tamazma ramdenime striqoni waikiTxa _ ucxod moeCvena: nuTu misi dawerili iyo? gaocebulma Ri miliT wigni gverdze gadado da sxva aiRo: dakvirvebebi puSkinze. es nawarmoebi ukve wakiTxuli hqonda, axla mxo lod furclavda, magram sakvirvelia: aSiebze gakeTebul Tavissave SeniSvnebs TiTqmis veRar arCevda. marTla ase Seicvala? Tamazi gaocda. amjerad aRar gauRimia. es wignic gverdze gadado da gunebawamxdari buxris navls miaCer da. oTaxi, sxva dros aseTi myudro, axla mwared da undod gamoiyureboda. Tamazma kedlebi SeaTvaliera, aqa-iq dam skdari Spaleris melanqoliur xazebs gahyva. dawyvetili xazebi ucnaur lursmuls qmnidnen: TiTqos viRac gadareu lis xels asoebi gamoeyvana. monusxulma waikiTxa asoebi da gamovida saxeli `stalin~. TviTon xom ar gagiJebula? surda sxva ram amoekiTxa. Tamazi Cafiqrda. uecrad erTi rveuli gaaxsenda, saswrafod wamoxta da qaRaldebSi Zebna dauwyo. es iyo Canawerebi stalinis Sesaxeb, romlebic ana lebis formiT gaekeTebina ramdenime kviris win. buxarSi cecxli Tavidan daanTo da ucnaurad aRelvebulma kiTxva daiwyo. `leninma gansakuTrebuli saxeli uwoda stalins _ `le gendaruli qarTveli~. legendaruli Warbad iyo stalinSi, oRond qarTuli _ meCxrad. saqarTveloSi stalinis xasia Tis Taviseburebas misi warmomavlobiT xsnidnen: mamamisi osi iyo. aq, SesaZloa, sxva fenomenTan gvqondes saqme. yove li xalxi Tavis wiaRSi ucxosac Sobs, TviT missave winaaR mdeg mimarTulsac ki. es biologiuri saidumloeba unda iyos. iqneb aucilebelia, ucxos Sobis unari gqondes, raTa sxva jiSisas sZlio. stalini mxolod imdenad iyo qarTve li, ramdenadac sapirispiro polusi iyo qarTvelobisa. 30 Cakluli suli preistoriuli xvlikis gaqvavebuli Tavi _ ase daaxa siaTa igi erTma yofilma TanamSromelma, romelmac, mgo ni, arc ki ico da, ro gor zus tad moar tya mi zans. viw ro, sustad ganviTarebuli Subli _ pirdapir miswreba saqmis kacisTvis. gansakuTrebiT Tuki zurgis tvini aqvs ulevad. magram stalinis xerxemali moazrovnesaviT magaric iyo, amasTanave _ mas reptiliis mgrZnobeloba hqonda. bavSvoba Si yvavili moexada da am sneulebis Zlivs SesamCnevi kvali kidev ufro amkveTrebda preistoriulobas Tavisas; aseve Worfli, romelic misi saxis fers cicars amsgavsebda. ul vaSebSi ironia, dacinva Camaluliyo, TiTqos surda eTqva: me vxvdebi, risi dafarvac ginda. am mdumare gancxadebas maRla aweuli marcxena warbi aZlierebda _ saocaria: le ninTan marjvena warbi iyo. mowkuruli, patara, gaumWvirva li Tvalebi Casafrebulis daJinebiT imzirebodnen. mTels mis arsebaSi ubedurebis momtanis civi sisxli igrZnoboda, romelic mzakvrobiT yvelas ajobebs. misi mzeris winaSe yoveli neba ukan ixevda. stalini nabijebs katasaviT nela, rbilad adgamda, TiT qos surda, raRacas dahmalvoda an vinmes SeumCnevlad Tavs dasxmoda. idumali jado, romelsac SeuZlia adamiani uCi nari gaxados, zRapari rodia; tibetSi igi realobaa. tibe teli iogi, romelsac ar surs SeamCnion, uCinardeba: nebis yofis saSineli daZabvis wyalobiT is Tavis naWuWSi Zvreba da amiT amcirebs xilvad elementebs. stalinic ase iyo jer kidev maSin, roca revolucionerobisTvis oxranka dasdev da. mTvareuliviT daexeteboda quCebSi, yovel kuTxe-kun Wuls ayuradebda. Tu Tvals mohkravdnen, SiSi mTvareuls ki ar ipyrobda, aramed Semxvedrs, romelsac egona, adamians ki ara, aCrdils vxedavo. pirovneba ki ara, umal niRabi iyo. mxolod aralegaluri cxovrebis gamo rodi atarebda sta lini amden fsevdonims. stendalis msgavsad, fsevdonimebi misTvisac namdvili saxelebi iyo. saxeliT ixelTeb pirov nebas, ase fiqrobdnen Zveli egviptelebi. stalini gamud 31 grigol robaqiZe mebiT icvlida saxelebs, amitom mudam mouxelTebeli da gamoucnobi rCeboda. xolo Tu daapatimrebdnen, marjved usxlteboda SempyrobT. man bevri cixe moiara, baTumSi, tfilisSi, baqoSi, centralur ruseTSi da cimbirSi _ xSi rad garboda cixeebidan. ramdenjerme gadaasaxles _ isev da isev garboda da sul sxva adgilas amoyvinTavda xolme axali saxeliT, axali niRbiT. SesamCnev kvals arsad to vebda. sadRac uecrad Tavs amoyofda, usaxelo piligrimi, rogorc golemi, romelic ebrauli Tqmulebis mixedviT, ocdaaT weliwadSi erTxel ewveva xolme samyaros: masTan Sexvedra gakrTobs _ gons moxval, is ki ukve aRar Cans. stalini gveliviT icvlida kans da amiT xelSeuxeb lad inaxavda Sinagan arsebas. magram Tavdacvis sxva xer xic hqonda: sinamdvilis gabiabrueba. erTxel baqos cixeSi politikuri patimrebi aiZules rozgebmomarjvebuli ja riskacebis mwkrivebs Soris gaevloT. stalinmac gaiara _ magram rogor? xelSi broSura eWira _ uTuod marqsistu li _ kiTxulobda da ise miabijebda, TiTqos mas araferi exeboda. damsjelebis abuCad agdebiT sakuTari pirovneba moraluri Seuracxyofisagan ixsna. aq ukve napovni hqonda Tavisi namdvili stiqia. vin iyo es anonimi? mamamisi mewaRe iyo, loTi, boRmiani da sastiki. dedamisi _ mkeravi, wynari, morCili da gul mowyale qali. roca daTvreboda, mama scemda dedas. scem da erTaderT patara vaJsac. maT qoxSi mefobda siRatake, cofianis dorbli da cremli. imis gafiqrebazec ki, rom sacaa mama dabrundeba, biWs tanSi szaravda. TviT samyaros SeqmnaSic ki mxolod sibilwes xedavda, mama ki urCxulad eCveneboda. ojaxuri kavSiris aseTi rRveva bavSvs guls um Zimebda. aRmosavleTma icis, ra aris mama _ kosmiurad gama nayofierebeli Tesli. Tu bayayis Canasaxovan ujreds Sua ze gaWriT, ori bayayi warmoiSoba. ori nawilidan TiToeu li gadaiqceva ara naxevar, aramed naxevari zomis mTlian bayayad. biologia aq Seudareblad adasturebs mamobis 32 Cakluli suli aRmosavlur instiqts. erTi Canasaxovani ujredidan ori ibadeba, magram ra mosdis Tavdapirvels, SeqmnisTvis gan sazRvruls? is ar ganxorcielebula, fizikurad is aRar arsebobs _ magram metafizikurad sicocxles agrZelebs or patara bayaySi. TiToeuli maTgani Tavis TavSi atarebs mas, daubadebels. aq cocxlobs gvarovnuli maxsovroba mami sa. sadac es maxsovroba mokvdeba, iq sicocxle Cavardeba safrTxeSi. stalinis saxlSi es maxsovroba dairRva. vaJma dawyevla mama, Tesli. gamwarebulma TviT Seqmna SeiZula. misTvis aRar arsebobda siyvaruli, aRarc sixaruli. mamis mimarT samudamod Cabudebulma siZulvilma sicocxle mou wamla. aseT uma mos _ Tu ki uma mo ba mis tiu rad ar daZ lia _ Tavidanve aklia arsebiTi _ sicocxlis siyvaruli. mas ara feri axarebs. mis guls ar ZaluZs kosmiurad ZirisZiramde gaixsnas. is ar aris aalebuli, xorcSesxmuli nawili mis tiurad daglejili RmerTisa: is civia, mtkice da pirquSi. aseTi adamianisTvis ar arsebobs eqstazi. aseT umamos rom beThovenis mecxre simfonia moesmina _ gansakuTrebiT da sasruli, sadac mRelvare orkestrSi adamianTa xmebi iWre bian, xmebi dionisos mier gabruebul arsebaTa, xmebi, rom lebic sxva sicocxles, axals, adamianurs Tu zeadamianurs acxadeben _ is mainc ver gaxleCda Tavis viwro naWuWs, raTa unapiro sinamdviles SeerTeboda. is civi, mtkice da pirqu Si darCeboda. TviTon ueqstazos sxvisi eqstazis atana ar SeuZlia _ sxvisi eqstazi mas ar iTrevs, is lamis namdvili usiamovnebaa misTvis. aseTi arseba Tavidanve naklovania da safrTxe emuqreba. Tqmuleba kaensa da abelze miudgeboda stalins _ RmerTma miiRo abelis mier Sewiruli msxverpli da piri ibruna kaenis mirTmeuli msxverplisgan. ratom? Tqmuleba araviTar axsnas ar iZleva. iqneb kaens guliT ar miutania msxverpli? iqneb surda kidec guliT mietana, mag ram survilze Sors ver wavida. erTaderTi axsnaRa gvrCeba: Cans, kaens Tavidanve aklda sicocxlis madli. moses pir 33 grigol robaqiZe veli wignis furclebi aRgviZraven am eWvs: gana abeli ki Cai den da Zmis mkvle lo bas, iah ves rom misi msxver pli ar mieRo? keTil swrafvaTaTvis imis gulia daxuruli, visac sicocxlis madli aklia. es yvelaferi farulad da iqneb gaavebiTac ki adreve unda egrZno soso juRaSvils, roca, magaliTad, erTxel avadmyofi Tanaklaseli inaxula. is gu liTadad esaubreba amxanags, magram misi sityvebi avadmyo fis guls ar xvdeba. modis meore stumari, meore amxanagi, romelic alersianad Sublze xels gadausvams avadmyofs _ da tkivili cxreba. es RvTiuri Zala sicocxlis madlia. rogor ambobs gretxeni? _ misi siaxlove suls mixuTavso. rogorc ki is _ mefistofeli _ mogviaxlovdeba, meCveneba, rom aRarc ki miyvarxaro. gretxenis wrfeli guli raRacas grZnobs: mefistofelis axlomaxlo yofnac ki sakmarisia siyvarulis mosaspobad, atmosferos mosawamlad. mas li riuloba aklia. mas iqneb ufro mSvenieri leqsebic ki dae wera, vidre rainer maria rilkes _ magram erTi ram miuRwe veli darCeboda am leqsebSi: amoucnobi poeturi mdinareba, ase madlianad rom mobrwyinavs rilkes sityvebidan. aq SeC venebaa damaluli. poetur zarxoSs arasodes auCqrolebia stalinis guli, Tumca mowafeobisas saepiskoposo gundSi abreSumiviT rbili altiT galobda. es uTuod dacemuli angelozis xma iyo _ aseT angelozs jer kidev ZaluZs mo majadoeblad galoba. stalinma leqsebis Txzvac ki scada _ SesaZloa, patriotulisa _, magram imave dros esperan tosac swavlobda: ukve maSin swamda msoflio enisa, cxadia, meqanikurad Sekowiwebulisa. aSkarad stanjavda samyaros organuli mravalferovneba. metic: TviT sicocxlis atana ar SeeZlo. mkrexelurad ocnebobda ngrevaze, raTa Tavisi gamanadgurebeli TviTneboba gamoecada da gaetarebina. nihilizmi zedgamoWrili iyo saamisod. vladimer solo viovma erT ironiul winadadebaSi Seajama ruseTis nihilis turi inteligenciis Rvawli: adamiani maimunisganaa warmo Sobili, masasadame, gaumarjos Tavisuflebas! `maSasadame~ 34 Cakluli suli aq uazrobaa: Zneli dasajerebelia, rom maimunisgan war momavlobas adamianisaTvis Tavisuflebis micema SeeZlos. magram logikas xSirad moulodnelad Tavs esxmis fsiqo logia, da am silogizmSic uTuod fsiqologiuri alRo iyo Camaluli. Tu damtkicdeboda, rom adamiani maimunis mod gmi saa, ma Sin TviT rCeul nic ki yo vel gvar xibls da kargavdnen. napoleoni `vinmeze~ ufro araCveulebrivi aRa rafriT iqneboda, xolo kleopatra _ arafriT meti, vidre nebismieri qali. xiblTan erTad mowiwebac gaqreboda. ase fiqrobda nihilisti. magram ufro Rrmad aq sxva azric iyo dafaruli. Tu adamiani arsebiTad igivea, rac maimuni, ma Sin SesaZlebeli gaxdeba gaSiSvleba Sesaqmis mcdari moZ Rvrebisa, TiTqos adamiani RvTis xati iyos, da, masasadame, RvTis xatisa da msgavsebis damxoba. nihilistebis ganzrax vas mtkice safuZveli ar hqonda; miT ufro jiutad eWide bodnen mas. stalinic moeqca nihilistebis gavlenis qveS da gata cebiT Seudga bunebis mecnierebaTa Seswavlas. Rrmad swam da, rom es Studiebi uRmerTobamde miiyvandnen. arsebiTi es iyo: Tu RmerTi mokvdeboda, Tavisuflebas moipoveb dnen. igi ver mixvda, rom RmerTisgan mowyvetil, uRmerTo adamians RmerTTan erTad imave dros samyarosTanac unda gaewyvita yovelgvari kavSiri. SesaZloa, qvecnobierad sta lins swored es surda. Tu dairRveoda sakraluri kavSiri sagnebs Soris, maSin TviTon sicocxle aRmoCndeboda saf rTxeSi. is, visac sicocxle Tavidanve stanjavda, angariSSi ar cdeboda. mas hqonda kargi mexsiereba _ ara maxsovroba! _ Zlieri, civi logika. is daSorda RmerTs da TavaSvebul TviTmmar Tvelad aRzarda Tavi. is yvelgan cuds xedavda, da sadac keTils Sexvdeboda, damcinavad iRimeboda. civsisxliani sastikad umowyalo gaxda. erTxel erT SukaSi wiwilas fexi daabijao, hyvebian. wiwilas cali fexi mostyda da wiviliT gafrTxialda. stalini daewia da mTlad gasrisa. `Sen mainc 35 grigol robaqiZe aRar ivargeb~, daiyvira ucnauri mrisxanebiT. am wams iqneb sul sxva, saSiSad ucxo saxe hqonda. sicocxlis mimarT mtrulad iyo ganwyobili da yvelgan mtrebi elandeboda. mtris dasaZlevad ori ram aris saWi ro: TavdaWera da ironia. stalinis TavdaWera iogebisas hgavda, xolo misi ironia ubadlo iyo. nela, gaunZrevlad, gulgrilad aRizianebda igi mowinaaRmdeges, aqezebda, das cinoda, wyobidan gamohyavda. is ciliswamebiTa da damcire biT spobda Tavis mtrebs. amaSi umowyalo da sastiki iyo. misi civi, Wixvina Cacineba xandaxan mkacr, nawyvet-nawyvet sicilSi gadadioda. iyo Tu ara boroti Cveulebrivi az riT? ara. is ar yofila mkvleli, arc yaCaRi, arc aranai ri damnaSave. piriqiT: saukeTeso surda adamianebisaTvis _ da mainc: mis xasiaTSi imTaviTve raRac ucxo gvaris bo roti Tesli budobda. iqneb pirad siamovnebas mieltvoda? sulac ara. miwieri siamovnebani _ qali, Rvino, azartuli TamaSi, fuli _ ar arsebobda misTvis. niSneulia, rom qar Tul lxinSi, sadac mudam dionises adideben, roca yvela sxva Tvreboda, is erTaderTi, fxizeli rCeboda. is gulux vi iyo, ramdenadac ki SeeZlo aseTi yofiliyo, da daxma rebisTvis mudam mzad iyo, viTarca sulieri moZRvari. da mainc aravisTan iyo axlo. ar hyolia arc erTi megobari, radgan aseTi vinme _ megobaric rom yofliyo _ samudamod mis qveSevrdomad unda darCeniliyo. SesaZloa, es gulis siRrmeSi awuxebda kidec. SeiZleba xandaxan Trgunavda sa kuTari xasiaTi. aseT wuTebSi iqneb Rrma kaeSani ipyrobda. magram Zneli dasajerebelia, rom es kaeSani Tundac erTi wamiT sxvebisTvis gaemxila. mudam raRac xels uSlida gu li gaexsna. Zvel samyaros ukve daemSvidoba. misTvis aRar arsebob da arc sisxlis erToba, arc xalxi, arc sulieri kavSiri, arc rwmena. xalxi masam Secvala, suli _ klasma. aq Tavis stiqiaSi iyo. socialisturi ideis SesaTviseblad savse biT iyo momwifebuli. sen-simonis da furies moZRvreba mis 36 Cakluli suli guls ar ekareboda, radgan utopiisa da romantikisaken midrekileba arasodes ganucdia: marqsis doqtrina ki ka kal gulSi moxvda mis arsebas: aq iyo logika da simtkice da ara uxerxemloba misi menSevikuri nairsaxeobisa. stali ni bolSevikad iyo dabadebuli. uwin uyvardaT Tqma, mavani da mavani winaqristianuli qristiani iyoo. stalinisaTvis SeiZleboda bolSevizmamdeli bolSeviki gvewodebina. im droindeli ruseTidan aralegaluri marqsistuli litera tura saqarTveloSic modioda; erTbaSad leninis Txzule bebic gamoCnda. stalini datyvevda: manamde aryofili Rrma gancda daeufla _ sakuTari Tavis povnisa, oRond sxvaSi. ai, sad iyo is, riskenac stalini Tavisi bneli instinqtis cecebiT miiswrafoda: marqsistuli ideis demonizmi. rac dasavleTSi `sityva~ iyo, ruseTSi `saqmed~ unda qceuliyo. magram es gardaqceva cofiani grigaliviT unda Semovar dniliyo samyaroSi, romlis safuZvlebi ukve moeryia oms. lenini gamoCnda viTarca muStadqceuli energia qariS xalisa. roca Tavis amxanagebTan erTad dajavSnuli mata rebliT germania gadmokveTa, raTa ruseTSi revoluciuri cecxli daenTo, kacobriobam ar uwyoda, Tu ra vulkanurma Zalebma moiyares aq Tavi. lenini moevlina ruseTs rogorc revoluciis bediswera, is gaxda kosmiuri biZgis mimcemi oqtombris ngrevisa. ori stiqia iyo masSi: slavuri da mon goluri; slavuri: qaosis sunTqva, uaryofa yovelgvar saz Rvris. mongoluri: Sinagani krulva da Soreuli gaqaneba. instinqti da neba erTi iyo leninSi. didostati dastaqris TanSobili Tvisebebi hqonda: swori, ucTomeli Tvalzo ma; intuicia, romelic sagnis Suaguls xvdeba; TavdaWera, oRond ara civi, aramed cecxlovani; Seumcdarad mtkice xeli. amas masTan SexvedrisTanave grZnobda yvela. stalin ma es masTan Sexvedramde igrZno. 1903 wels leninis werili miiRo evropidan. misTvis es moses filebis miRebasaviT iyo. 1905 wels stalini fineTSi partiul konferenciaze Sexvda lenins. didma revolucio 37 grigol robaqiZe nerma dumilismoyvare qarTvelSi sando mebrZoli cno. 1906 wels Catarda yriloba stokholmSi, sadac bolSevikebma marcxi ganicades. magram rogor miiRo leninma es marcxi: `ar daRondeT, megobrebo, Cven uTuod gavimarjvebT, Cven swor gzas vadgavarT~. mis TanamoazreTa Soris stalini iyo erTaderTi, vinc mxolod yuriT ar moismina es sityvebi. 1907 wels londonis yrilobaze bolSevikebma gaimarjves. magram rogor miiRo leninma es gamarjveba? stalini mog vianebiT ixsenebda: `gamarjvebis Semdeg is gansakuTrebiT fxizeli da frTxili gaxda~ _ da mohyavda leninis sit yvebi: `jer erTi, ar gagitacoT gamarjvebam da kvexna ar daiwyoT; meore, ganamtkiceT Tqveni gamarjveba; mesame, gaa nadgureT mteri, radgan is mxolod damarcxebulia da ara mkvdari~. yvelaze metad am sityvebs unda moexibla stali ni, romlisTvisac gamarjvebas Tavbru arasodes dauxvevia da romelsac brZolis velze arasodes manam ar miutovebia damarcxebuli mteri, sanam mTlad ar moaTavebda. sxdomeb ze sityvaZunwi iyo stalini; dumda _ WeSmariti saqmis kaci. sta li nis sti qia masa iyo: ai, sad iyo naR di. fi ne Tis kldovani sanapirodan kolxeTis zRvispireTamde organul erTobas grZnobda masebTan. xvdeboda da uaxlovdeboda rusebs, polonelebs, ukrainelebs, aseve qarTvelebs, som xebs, azerbaijanelebs, latvielebs, litvelebs, ebraelebs da mravali sxva xalxis warmomadgenlebs. is ecnoboda mu SaTa jer kidev mTvlemare fsiqikas, sinjavda masebis majas da maTs proletarul instinqts aRviZebda. is arkvevda maTs survils da foladiviT awrTobda maTs mebrZol nebas. is aTasebs xvdeboda da mravali aTasi nacnobi hyavda. misTvis ar arsebobda megobari _ iyo mxolod uTvalavi amxanagi. oxrankas kvals ar utovebda, samagierod muSebSi tovebda waruSlel kvals. aqac CrdilSi rCeboda: saidumlo orga nizaciebSi ise Cndeboda, rogorc proletaruli fsiqikis idumali usaxelo. gasakviri araa, rom rusuli revoluciis Tavisebureba man imTaviTve igrZno. 1917 wels, ivlisis am 38 Cakluli suli bebis Semdeg, partiuli konferencia tardeboda. lenini ar eswreboda, radgan imaleboda. ar eswreboda trockic. pirvelad am konferenciaze airCies centraluri komite tis wevrad. stalins mihyavda konferencia, maSin warmoTqva istoriuli sityva: `gamoricxuli ar aris, rom sruliad gansakuTrebulad ruseTi gaxdes is qveyana, romelic so cializmis gzas daadgeba... CvenSi revoluciis safuZveli ufro myaria, vidre dasavleT evropaSi, sadac proleta riati marto upirispirdeba burJuazias. Cvens muSebs mxars uWers glexTa uRaribesi fena... unda ukuvagdoT saZraxi si Tvalsazrisi, TiTqos CvenTvis gzis miTiTeba mxolod evropas SeeZlos~. konferenciis msmenelTa masaSi, cxadia, gaCnda eWvi imis Taobaze, Tu ramdenad eTanxmeboda es Te zisi dogmatur marqsizms. stalinma es, aSkaraa, SeamCnia da daumata: `me SemoqmedebiT marqsizms vemxrobi~. aq is ukve momavali sidiadiT warmodga. leninze pirveli SexvedrisTanave moaxdina gansakuT rebuli STabeWdileba: leninma igrZno am revolucionerSi raRac Zlieri da bneli. 1914 wels turuxanskSi, eniseiskis guberniaSi, gadaasaxles. im wlis noemberSi lenini Jene vidan swers Tavis megobar karpinskis: `erTi didi saTxo vari maqvs SenTan: Seecade gaigo kobas ukanaskneli gvari (ioseb j..., Cven aRar gvaxsovs), es Zalze mniSvnelovania~. stalini gadasaxlebaSi Tavisi namdvili gvariT imyofebo da _ juRaSvili, da swored es gvari ver gaixsena leninma. aq lenini ixsenebs da verc ixsenebs stalins: gancda ra Rac bnelisa da ucxosi, amasTanave, mimzidvelisa. oqtom bris gadatrialebamde cota xniT adre lenins germaniis agentoba dasdes bralad. leninis keTilSobileba aRSfoT da, man gadawyvita petrogradis maSindeli sabWoebis sasa marTlos winaSe emarTlebina Tavi. stalinma myisve igrZno saSiSroeba da daarwmuna lenini, rom wasvlis ufleba ar hqonda. SesaZloa, am uecarma gadawyvetilebam `oqtombris~ bedi gadawyvita. gadatrialebis Semdeg stalini gverdidan 39 grigol robaqiZe ar moSorebia lenins, Tumca kvlav uCinari rCeboda. roca trockim 1918 wlis 15 Tebervals brest-litovskidan te legrafiT iTxova Semdgomi instruqciebi, leninma upasuxa: `sanam Tqvens SekiTxvas vupasuxebde, msurs stalins move laparako~. trockim aq albaT pirvelad igrZno, visTan eq neboda saqme momavalSi. stalins mxolod leninisa swamda, magram leninis gver diT izrdeboda meore figura: trocki. Tu lenini bedi iyo revoluciisa, trocki revolucias naxevarbedad moevlina _ naxevarbedic arsebobs. genia leninSi ufro iyo ganxor cielebuli, xolo talanti _ trockiSi. trockis sityva Sedevri iyo: is qafiani mRelvare talRebiviT izrdeboda da Sors ita ceb da msme nels. le ni nis sit yva sa da iyo, ub ralo, upaToso, magram mkafio, da ufro Zlierad moqme debda. erTis sityva aTrobda, meorisa marTavda. trockis stili daxvewili iyo: marqsis Semdeg arc erT marqsists ase moxdenilad ar uweria. lenins ar gaaCnda stili. misi winadadebebi grZeli da mZime iyo, magram isini ufro metad arwmunebdnen mkiTxvels. trocki revoluciis garda sxva problemebiTac iyo dakavebuli _ xelovnebiT, literatu riT, TeatriT. lenins mxolod erTi problema hqonda: pro letariatis gamarjveba revoluciis gziT. nebisyofis didi daZabviT igi erTaderT gzas eZebda martorqasaviT. troc ki, rogorc revolucioneri, mixveul-moxveuli, xandaxan mcdari gzebiTac dadioda. iqneb swored amaSi iyo misi na xevarbedi. trockis yvelaferi hqonda imisaTvis, rom didi revolucioneri yofiliyo, oRond bolSevikuri fsiqika ak lda _ aseTi Ramec arsebobs. saxarebaSi qristes `Ze RvTi sas~ da `Ze kacisas~ uwodeben. evro-amerikel adamianSi Ze RvTisa TiTqmis mokvda. logosis nacvlad masSi racio me fobs. uRmerTo bolSeviks logosi ar sWirdeba, misTvisac racio yvelaferia. aq is savsebiT iseTivea, rogorc evrope li an amerikeli. magram evropam da amerikam logosTan er Tad sicocxlis qveda Sreebic dakarges: miwa, instinqtebi, 40 Cakluli suli fesvebi, winaTgrZnoba. bolSevikebma ki es Sreebi uklebliv SeinarCunes. indielis Tavidan rom RvTiuri cecxli aRmog vefxvra da mis nacvlad inteleqti Cagvenerga, bolSevikur tips miviRebdiT. racio da instinqti _ ukeTesi nazavi war moudgenelia revolucionerisTvis. lenins hqonda es naza vi, trockis _ ara. mas aklda bolSevikis rasiuli fsiqika. anderZSi leninma Tavis memkvidreebs Soris trocki pirvel adgilze daayena, magram sakvirvelia: iqve daumata: trocki ar yofila bolSeviki. stalini Tavidanve leninis natexi iyo: masSic gaerTiane buli iyo racio da instinqti, oRond im gansxvavebiT, rom meore elementi ufro mZlavrad hqonda ganviTarebuli. es stalins leninTan SedarebiT upiratesobasac ki aniWebda. cxoveluri instinqtiT stalini mudam grZnobda, rom naxe varbedi ver gauZRveboda revolucias. is mudam almacerad uyurebda trockis: ar sjeroda misi. am dros Suri ki ar amoZravebda, aramed naRdi revolucioneris ynosva: iseTi elementis suni ikra, romelic revoluciis wiaRidan ar iyo naSobi. yvelaze ukeT caricinis ambebSi gamoamJRavna Tavi. trockis surda wiTel armiaSi mefis yofili oficrebi ga moeyenebina, stalins ki ubralod sZagda inteligentebi. aq ori adamiani Seejaxa erTmaneTs: erTi modioda revolu ciidan, meore revoluciisken. lenini orives saWiroebas grZnobda da didi ostatobiT SeaerTa sapirispiro dine bebi. man stalinis meSveobiT bonapartizmis saSiSroebaze miuTiTa trockis, xolo trockis meSveobiT viwro sworxa zovnebisgan gaaTavisufla stalini. es iyo ori gansxvavebu li stiqiis brZola, amaTgan erTi saCino iyo, xolo meore _ uCinari. trocki leninis gverdiT izrdeboda. leninis gverdiT es svenakluli svebednieri xdeboda. uleninod ki kargavda imas, rasac iRblian gambedaobas uwodeben. trocki ar iyo laCari: samoqalaqo omSi demonuri simamace gamoavlina. ge neral iudeniCisagan petrogradis gadarCena misi damsaxu 41 grigol robaqiZe reba iyo. es simamace miT ufro fasobda, rom lenini Tavda pirvelad mzadac ki iyo, petrogradi mtrebisTvis daeTmo. mas im dros sxva ufro didi safrTxe emuqreboda. lenins intuicia mxolod maSin uWrida, roca TviTon iWreboda movlenebSi _ frontebi man trockis gadauloca. troc kim daarwmuna igi petrogradis SenarCunebis saWiroebaSi da ukiduresi, zeadamianuri gambedaobiT daicva qalaqi. da mainc: am gambedaobis ukan uryev kldesaviT idga TviTon bedi _ lenini. sakmarisi iyo, lenins sisxli Cahqceoda, rom trockis myisve daekarga simamace. revoluciis sabediswero gardatexis Jami movida. erT patara SemTxvevas Seewira trocki _ maincdamainc saqarTve los sakiTxs. qarTveli komunistebis erTi nawili mdivanis xelmZRvanelobiT saqarTvelosTvis met erovnul Tavisuf lebas iTxovda. am moTxovnis winaaRmdeg yvelaze mkveTrad stalini gamovida: mamis moZule mamulis mimarTac mtrulad unda yofiliyo ganwyobili. leninma Seatyo, rom saqarTve lo uaRresad Taviseburi qveyana iyo, da mdivanis jgufs mxari dauWira, Tumca wminda komunisturi TvalsazrisiT iqneb stalinis centralisturi xazi ufro iyo gamarTle buli... SesaZloa, sxva RameSic iyo saqme. sisxlis Caqcevis Semdeg lenins, romelsac ukve CaesunTqa sikvdilis haeri, instinqti gaumZafrda. mocelili martorqa axla ukve xe davda Tavisi patara dabinduli TvalebiT, rom uCumari da uCinari kata, stalini, vefxvSi gadaizarda. sakuTar Tavs sayvedurobda, rom aqamde es ver SeamCnia. scada welSi ga marTuliyo da Ronieri SeZaxiliT kvlav katis sxeulSi ga moemwyvdia xaxadaRebuli vefxvi, magram gvianRa iyo. es al baT leninis yvelaze mware gawbileba iyo... saqarTvelos sakiTxSi trocki lenins miemxro _ TavisTavad gasagebia: saqarTvelos siyvaruliT ara. avadmyofma leninma moamza da moxseneba, romelic meTormete partkonferenciaze yum barasaviT unda gamskdariyo stalinis winaaRmdeg, magram, radgan sisxlis Caqcevis ganmeorebas SiSobda, mTeli masa 42 Cakluli suli la trockis ando, xolo mdivanisaTvis miwerili baraTis erTi asli kamenevs gaugzavna. es sakmarisi iyo,raTa sta lins yvelaferi Seetyo. igi moemzada. jer scada leninis Tvis gadaeTqmevinebina, magram krupskaia SeewinaaRmdega da gzaze gadaeRoba. aq stalins didi Seuracxyofa unda mieye nebina beladis colisaTvis. lenini ganrisxda da meuRles stalinis misamarTiT werili ukarnaxa, romliTac yovel gvar pirad urTierTobas wyvetda Tavis marjvena xelTan. es iyo leninis ukanaskneli da amave dros yvelaze sabedis wero werili. stalinma kargad uwyoda, ras niSnavda es gan xeTqileba leninTan, da misTvis damaxasiaTebeli Cumi, pir quSi SeupovrobiT naxtomisaTvis moemzada. trockim ixmo kamenevi, yvelaferi Seatyobina da moiTxova Secvliliyo erovnuli politika, kerZod, saqarTvelos sakiTxSi, xolo stalins bodiSi moexada krupskaias winaSe. kamenevma gadas ca stalins. stalinma daTmo: bodiSi moixada, xolo kamene vi saqarTveloSi gagzavna erovnuli politikis Sesacvle lad. Sinaganad ki boRmiT aivso da sxva ramisTvis moemzada. swored am dros lenins meored Caeqca sisxli. stalinma kamenevs saswrafod depeSa gaugzavna. kamenevi sakmaod eS maki iyo da myisve mixvda, rogor unda moqceuliyo: roca tfilisSi Camovida, orjonikiZis _ stalinis Tanamoazris _ mxare daiWira. stalinuri politikis Secvlis magier mis ganmtkicebas Seuwyo xeli. ase damTavrda es patara intermedia. maSin ukve gadawyda, vin gaimarjvebda momavalSi. Caeqca Tu ara lenins sisxli, trockim istoriuli simamace da sakuTari Tavis rwmena da karga. man ar icoda, rom qarTul enaSi `beds”, `gambedao bas”, `bednierebas” erTi Ziri aqvs. stalinma ki icoda, da ara mxolod asoebis mixedviT, Tumca mesamis _ bednierebis _ aRsaqmelad imTaviTve aklda organo. jer kidev leninis sicocxleSi man gabeda yofiliyo lenini. rac Semdeg mox da, mxolod gaRviveba iyo Canasaxisa. mokvda Tu ara lenini, stalinma samudamod moaSTo trocki. ori demonis brZola 43 grigol robaqiZe Si, rogorc yovelTvis, ahrimanma _ siZulvilis naSierma _ daamarcxa luciferi. sxva diadoxebis damarcxeba advili saqme iyo. stalinma leninis adgili daikava. gadioda dReebi, kvirebi, Tveebi, wlebi. opoziciuri partiebi marjvnidan da marcxnidan Tavs esxmodnen sta lins. stalini, mravalmxriv gamocdili, mudam imarjveb da. damarcxebulni qeds ixridnen mis winaSe, iCoqebdnen da codvebs inaniebdnen. `legendaruli qarTvelis~ gamarjve bebi yvelas ukvirda da leninis mier Serqmeul am metsa xels axla yvela yuradRebiT akvirdeboda. ukvirdaT da ver gaegoT: rogor? saidan aseTi Zala am velur, uxeS kav kasielSi? maT ver gaegoT, rom stalinis bolSevikur fsi qikaSi dauSreteli instinqtebi kvebavdnen racios. swored es iyo gadamwyveti gamarjvebisTvis. gamarjveba gamarjve bas mosdevda, stalini dRiTi dRe izrdeboda da veravi Tari Zala veRar ajobebda mas. yofil ruseTis imperiaSi umiTo epoqas erTbaSad arnaxuli totemuri Zalis mqone kaci moevlina. revoluciis bedi, lenini, kuboSi iwva balzamirebuli _ miTi axali faraonisa. revoluciis mebrZoli trocki, gagdebuli, bosforis napirebze memuarebs werda. revolu ciis sa We xelT ep yra sta lins. is ij da krem lSi ro gorc adamianadqceuli radiomimRebi: sabWoTa qveynis kidiT ki didan uTvalav talRebs iRebda. is am talRebis mxolod mimRebi ki ar iyo, aramed maTi Semoqmedi da ganmsjeli. erTi gankargulebiT SeaCera qveynis koleqtivizacia, roca `warmatebebma” Tavbru daaxvia gansakuTrebiT yoCaRebs da lamis katastrofa gamoiwvia. TviTon ucnauri molekula Tvrameti wlis ganmavlobaSi ganuwyvetliv muSaTa masebis molekulur procesebSi yvinTavda da arc erTi molekula Seuxebeli ar darCenia. sxva TanamebrZolni revoluciamde ruseTidan Sors cxovrobdnen: ruseTis ganviTarebas evro pis emigrantuli mansardebidan adevnebdnen Tvals. stali ni ki mudam muSaTa masebis qarborbalaSi cxovrobda _ mu 44 Cakluli suli dam uCinari, magram qmediTi elementi. Zvel droSi tomis beladSi mTeli tomis Zala iyrida Tavs, stalinSi Segrovda proletaruli energia, da roca revolucia Zlevamosilad gaiSala, man amoyvinTa: is revoluciis ganxorcielebad iqca. is ukve aRar iyo adamiani, is iyo arseba, sastiki da saSineli. zogierTebi mas Cingiz-xansa da Temurs adarebdnen. Se dareba mcdari gaxldaT: mongol dampyroblebs hqondaT cecxli, gaqaneba da siSmage. stalins ar hqonia cecxli, is civsisxliani iyo. es erTgvarad aormagebda kidec mis Zalas. stalins ar uxdeboda nicSes sityvebi geniis simwi fis Sesaxeb: `is kvlav poulobs seriozulobas, romelic bavSvobaSi hqonda TamaSisas”. mas ar hqonia es seriozulo ba, TviT bavSvobis asakSi aklda bavSvoba, Tavidanve raRac amZimebda da ar uyvarda TamaSi. yovelgvari kompleqsebisa da Seferxebebis gareSe moqmedebda rogorc bunebis Zala, brmad da mZlavrad. mas Surianobas miawerdnen da Semdegs hyvebodnen. pet rogradis gadarCenisaTvis politbiurom trocki `wiTeli droSis” ordeniT daajildova. uecrad kamenevma winadadeba Semoitana, aseTi ordeni stalinsac ekuTvniso. `risTvis?” xmamaRla iyvira kalininma. buxarinma ganmarta: `nuTu ar gesmiT? es leninis ideaa. stalini ver itans, roca ar iRebs imas, rac aqvs sxvas. is aseT Rames arasodes patiobs”. amas ix se neb dnen da ver am Cnev dnen, rom, Tu mar Tlac ase iyo, maSin leninisTvis adamianis cnobas umtyunia. stalins ar SeeZlo Suriani yofiliyo. marTalia, sxvisi gamorCeuloba autaneli iyo misTvis, magram gana imitom, rom surda Tvi Ton yofiliyo gamorCeuli: igi saerTod rCeulobas ver itanda, verc sakuTars da verc sxvisas. sakuTari Tavis rCeulad grZnoba Trobis niWia: stalinSi ki dionisos ga dataniTi mniSvnelobiTac ki arasodes ucxovria. sxvaTa Soris, es Tviseba iyo javSani Zalauflebis SenarCunebi saTvis. igi ar icnobda gamarjvebis bangs. 45 grigol robaqiZe yvelas akvirvebda stalinis asketizmi, yvela aRtacebu li iyo imiT, rom mas ar izidavda miwieri siamovnebani: arc qa li, arc Ta ma Si, arc Rvi no. mag ram ver am Cnev dnen, rom stalins srulebiT ar sWirdeboda asketizmi: aseTi raRa cebisaTvis mas ubralod organo aklda. unda giyvardes, raTa siamovneba igrZno _ Tavdaviwyebamde. magram stalins arasodes daviwynia Tavi. xolo dostoevskis sityvebs jo joxeTis Sesaxeb _ Tumc arc jojoxeTisa swamda da arc samoTxisa da yovelgvar RvTis rwmenas, leninis msgavsad, gvamTmavlobas adarebda _ dostoevskis sityvebs: `jojoxe Ti aris tkivili imis gamo, rom aRar ZalgiZs siyvaruli~, yvelaze meti Tavsatexi unda gaeCina misTvis. mas ar hqon da siyvarulis niWi. aq daeRo xaxa uRrmes sicarieles misi kaeSnisas, damnaSaveobis Seuval niRabs rom amohfareboda. saqmeebSi Cafluli stalini kremlSi ijda. Zalaufle bis patroni, magram ara xelmwife, arseba da ara adamiani, revoluciuri Zalebis eleqtrogayvaniloba gamafrTxile beli warweriT `momakvdinebelia~. masTan telefoniT sau baric ki yvelas Trgunavda. misi saSiSi zemoqmedebisgan aravin iyo dazRveuli. sisastikiT aRsavse Zlevamosilad aRmarTuliyo, rogorc sabWoeTis _ da, SesaZloa, mTeli msof lios _ ci vi da brma be dis we ra. roca xan da xan idu mali kontaqti gadairTveboda, roca is _ Seudrekeli _ droebiT denis qselidan gamobobRdeboda daretianebuli da gaucxoebuli, roca SeSinebuli grZnobda, rogor ecle boda Rone, ai, maSin stalini mxolod soso juRaSvili iyo, ubralo qarTveli. maSin axsendeboda Soreuli saqarTve lo, romlisganac esRa Semoenaxa: sacivisa da kaxuri Rvi nis gemo, mravalJamieris hangi da qarTuli gineba: `magaTi deda ki vatire~. Tamazma rveuli gadado da sinaTle Caaqro. buxarSi jer kidev Rvioda naRverdali. mTvlemare naxSiri TiT qos didi Zabvisagan gaTavisuflebuliyo. Tamazsac nelnela CasTvlima. Tumca Zili ar modioda. im sifrifana 46 Cakluli suli sazRvars miaRwia Zil-RviZils Soris, roca grZnobebi da Wimulia ukidures sinatifemde. sizmar-cxadSi bundovnad da uc xod is xee bi gaax sen da, oc daa Ti wlis win Tavi si xeliT rom dargo mSobel miwaSi. mwuxared dascqeroda axla miwaze dacemul am xeebs, mkvdarT, gamxmarT, fesve bamoglejilT. sizmarsa da cxads Soris wamiT am xeebad iqca. SeZrwunda. sicocxlis kideze igrZno Tavi, sakuTa ri Tavisa aRar sjeroda. misi arseba xandaxan mkveTrad exeboda im zRvars, sadac arara da RmerTi erTad arian. amjerad ise Canda, TiTqos mxolod saSinels Seexo, `ara ras” _ sunTqva gauCerda _ pirdaRebul sicarieles, rome lic gaqrobas uqadis da `arad-yofs”. Tamazi Zlier SeSin da. TiTqos sikvdili Seexoo, Zil-RviZilidan gamoerkva, civ oflSi curavda. undoda eloca _ magram locva maSin SeiZleba, roca suli ivseba, rogorc TavTavi Cumi mwifo bis madlian Jams. Tamazma igrZno: wamic da gonebas dakar gavs araras winaSe... nakvercxali TeTrad aRar varvareb da, ukve CaeTvlima. Tamazma kvlav aanTo sinaTle, Sinagan siRrmeebs miugdo yuri. anazdad buxarTan xis morze didi morieli SeniSna. SiSma moicva, sunTqva Sewyvita. morieli ar inZreoda. Tamazi, hipnotizirebuli, wamoimarTa, mar cxena xelSi fanqari aiRo, marjvenaSi _ kalmistari da morielisken gaemarTa _ Cumad, mouxeSavad. mTeli sxeuli uTrToda. morieli odnav Seirxa, Tavis dasacavad moemza da. Tamazi SiSsa da zizRs aevso, ganadgurebis tkbil mo lodinsac. gabrazebulma fanqriTa da kalmistriT erTba Sad aiyvana morieli da nakvercxlebSi moisrola... gaSe Sebuli eloda... magram daxe, araferi momxdara, morieli idumalad gaqra. Tamazi SeSinebuli da daTrgunuli Se motrialda. uecrad im xelnawerSi, stalins rom exeboda, nazi SraSuni moesma: nuTu rveulSi SeZvra morieli? Ta mazs fiqri aRar SeeZlo, akankalebulma frTxilad aiRo rveuli da cecxlSi Seagdo: Wkuaze SemcdariviT uyurebda cecxlis alSi gaxveul furclebs. nel-nela ferflad iq 47 grigol robaqiZe cnen... uecrad garedan manqanis Semogelvebis xma moesma. cota xnis Semdeg ki saeWvo zari karze. ramdenime wamSi ori gpu-eli gaCnda. Tamazi kvlav gons moego. apatimreb dnen. gpu-elebma rveulis erTi patara, dawvas gadarCe nili naglejic gamoiRes buxridan da Tan waiRes. mTeli gza mxolod amas fiqrobda: nuTu SeiZleboda, qaRaldis am naglejs raime saeWvo naweri SerCenoda? germanulidan Targmna aleqsandre kartoziam grigol robaqiZe. Cakluli suli. Tbilisi: firma `iveria~. 1991. 48 m mark tveni (namdvili saxeli da gvari _ semuel klemensi) 1835 wels daibada floridaSi, misuris StatSi. 1847 wels, mama rom gardaecvala, skoli dan gamoiyvanes da stambaSi miabares Segirdad. amis mere bevrgan muSaobda, magram yvelaze mniS vnelovani misTvis gemis locmanoba iyo mdinare misisipize. 1876 wels daibeWda misi bestseleri `tom soieris Tavgadasavali~, romelsac aTiode wlis Semdeg mohyva `heklberi finis Tavgadasava li~. man bevri sxva Txzulebac gamoaqveyna (`oq ros asaki~ _ 1873, `ufliswuli da maTxovari~ _ 1881, `iankebi mefe arturis sasaxlis karze~ _ 1894 da sxv.), magram swored tom soierisa da hek lberi finis mxatvruli saxeebis gamo Seiyvara igi mkiTxvelma da aRiara msoflio literatu ris klasikosad. sikvdilamde erTi wliT adre mark tven ma Tqva: `me 1835 wels mo ve di ko me ta galeisTan erTad, erTi wlis Semdeg is isev dab rundeba da masTan erTad wasvlas vapireb~. asec moxda _ 1910 wels mark tveni gardaicvala. 49 mark tveni gubernatoris arCevnebi am ramdenime Tvis winaT damoukidebelTa partiam Cemi kandidatura wamoayena niu-iorkis didi Statis gubernato ris Tanamdebobaze. kenWi unda meyara mister jon smiTi sa da mister blenkis winaaRmdeg, romelTa kandidaturebi sxva partiebma wamoayenes. vgrZnobdi, rom am jentlmeneb Tan SedarebiT erTi didi upiratesoba mqonda _ SeubRa lavi reputacia. ubralod rom gadagekraT Tvali gazeTe bisaTvis, mixvdebodiT, rom Tuki odesme hqondaT Cems me toqeebs kargi saxeli, es dro ukve warsuls Cabareboda: aTasi WuWyi moscxebodaT am bolo wlebSi. Tavi momqonda Cemi upiratesobiT da gaxarebuli viyavi. Tumca erT Rame ze mainc meTanaRreboda guli _ Cemi gvari yalTabandebTan erTad unda exsenebinaT. sul ufro da ufro mawuxebda es fiqri. avdeqi da bebiaCems mivwere ase da ase-meTqi. pasuxs ar daugviania, bebia mwerda: `mTeli Seni dRe da moswreba patiosnad da sindisierad iqceodi; Zexorciels ver naxav, Tundac erTi bewo usindi soba axsovdes Seni. eg Seni metoqeebi xom xedav, ra xalxic 51 mark tveni yofilan _ gazeTebSi Caixede da gaigeb. Sen TviTonve gan saje _ gekadreba ki Tavi daimciro da sajarod SeebrZolo magisTana xalxs!~ mec es ar mtanjavda? mTeli Rame TeTrad gavaTene, Tva li ar momixuWavs. magram ukan daxeva aRar SeiZleboda da mec Tanxmoba ganvacxade, gadavwyvite gamarjvebamde meb rZola. diliT, sauzmes rom Seveqceodi da ugulisyurod vaT valierebdi gazeTebs, uceb aseT SeniSvnas movkari Tvali da saxtad davrCi. `c r u m o w m e. iqneb axla mainc inebos batonma mark tven ma, rogorc gubernatorobis kandidatma, da gulwrfelad aRia ros _ ro gor mox da, rom 1863 wels ko xin Cai nas qa laq vakavakSi ocdaToTxmetma mowmem amxila misi siyalbe da cru fici: Turme umweo qvrivi dedakacisaTvis erTi ubadruki mi wis nakveTis warTmeva ewada, romelzedac ramdenime bananis xe idga. es iqneboda sruli ganadgureba sabralo dedakacisa, radgan mis Rarib ojaxs im mwiri miwiT edga suli, sxva arafe ri ebadaT. mister tveni valdebulia, ganumartos es xalxs, romlis mxardaWerasac igi elis arCevnebSi. gabedavs?~ lamis guli gamiskda! ra saSineli, araadamianuri cilis wamebaa! koxin Caina TvaliT ar menaxa! vakavaki pirvelad mes moda! bananis xe da kenguru CemTvis erTnairi cneba iyo. aRar vicodi, ra meqna. sibrazisagan Rone wamerTva. is dRe ise mii wura, rom veraferi viRone. meore dRes igive gazeTi werda: `s a g u l i s x m o a m b a v i! _ unda SevniSnoT, rom koxin Cainas cru ficTan dakavSirebiT mister tveni saeW vod dums~. (am dRidan mokidebuli, saarCevno kampaniis damTavre bamde es gazeTi sul `Sercxvenil ficisgamtex~ mister tvens miwodebda). amas mohyva meore gazeTis cnobac: `s a s u r v e l i a g a v i g o T, inebebs Tu ara guberna torobis axali kandidati, ganumartos Tavis amomrCevlebs 52 gubernatoris arCevnebi (romelTac Tavi unda gadadon da xma miscen mas!) montanas wvrilmani ambebi, sadac jaris amxanagebs aTasi Rame ekar gebodaT da mere ki yovelTvis an mister tvenis jibeSi an misive `CemodanSi~ (erT Zvel gazeTSi, romelSiac is Tavis xaraxuras inaxavda) aRmoaCendnen xolme. bolos amxanagebma Tavs idves megobruli samsaxuri gaewiaT da Wkua eswavle binaT misTvis _ kuprSi amoTxvares, garedan bumbulebi mia yares, joxze gaakres da mTeli qalaqi Semoatares; mere ki urCies, sxva oTaxSi gadabargebuliyo. sainteresoa, inebebs Tu ara mister tveni amis ganmartebas?~ aseTi saZagloba gagonila?! Cems dReSi ara vyofilvar montanaSi. (im dRidan moyolebuli, sul `montanel qurd~ tvens mi wodebda es gazeTi). amis Semdeg iseTi SiSiTa da sifrTxiliT viRebdi ga zeTs xelSi, ra sifrTxiliTac sabans gadaswevs kaci, ro melsac loginSi Sxamiani gveli eguleba. erTxel aseT SeniSvnas movkari Tvali. `c i l i s m w a m e b e l s n i R a b i C a m o x s n e s! faiv-pointselma eskvairma maikl osflanaganma da uol stritelma mister keti maliganma da mister snab rafertim ficiT daadastures, rom mister tvenis mtkiceba, TiTqos Cveni Rirseuli kandidatis mister jon smiTis papa yaCa RobisTvis CamoexrCoT, Tavidan bolomde moWorilia. gana SemaZrwunebeli ar aris, rom zogierTi karieristi egois turi miznebis gansaxorcieleblad aRarafers epueba da micvalebulsac ki arcxvens! amas ver moiTmens patiosani xalxi. vurCevT Seuracxyofil da damcirebul xalxs, sa kadrisad gauswordnen cilismwamebels!~ bolo frazam male gamoiRo Sedegi. imave Rames iZule buli Seviqeni loginidan wamovmdgariyavi da ukana kare bidan gavparuliyavi. `Seuracxyofil-damcirebuli~ xalxi ki Cems saxlSi SeiWra, minebi Caamsxvria da zog-zogi Rame awapna. 53 mark tveni RmerTma xom icis, mister smiTis papisaTvis cili araso des damiwamebia. marTali Tu gindaT, arc ki vicodi _ aseTi kaci Tu arsebobda qveyanaze. im dRidan mokidebuli es gazeTi sul `saflavebis Semgi nebel~ tvens miwodebda. ramdenime xnis Semdeg TvalSi meca kidev axali SeniSvna: `s a n u k v a r i k a n d i d a t i. _ mister mark tveni wuxel gamanadgurebeli sityvis warmoTqmas apirebda, mag ram damoukidebelTa partiis gafarToebul mitingze su lac ar gamocxadebula! misi eqimi depeSiT ityobineboda, gaqanebuli etlis qveS Cavarda, fexi organ aqvs gadatexili da jojoxeTuri tkivilebi stanjavso, da sxva amnairi mo naCmaxebi. damoukidebelTa partiis wevrebi bevrs ecadnen, mieCqmalaT saqmis namdvili arsi da gamamarTlebeli mize zebi epovnaT im subieqtisaTvis, romelsac isini mebairax trobas akisreben. magram wuxelve SeuniSnavT simTvralisagan saxeSeSli li viRac kaci rogor wvalebiT Sebarbacda mister tvenis sastumroSi. damoukideblebi valdebuli arian daamtkicon, rom es gamolenCebuli pirutyvi mark tveni ar yofila. ro gorc iqna, niRabi moexsnaT! am faqts sadRa daemalebian! xalxis xma hquxs da pasuxs moiTxovs _ vin iyo es kaci?~ daujerebeli iyo, warmoudgeneli! rogor SeiZleboda Cemze aseTi sibilwe efiqraT! sami weli ise miiwura, erTi wveTi Rvino ar Camikarebia pirSi, arc eli, arc ludi, arc sxva ram sasmeli. mag ram drom mar Tlac Tavi si qna _ su lac ar mwye nia, roca amovikiTxe `gamousworebeli loTi tveni~; vicodi, rom arCevnebis damTavrebamde SemrCeboda es saxeli. amasobaSi daiZra da wamovida Cemi misamarTiT anonimuri werilebi, daxloebiT aseTi Sinaarsisa: `im ubedur dedaberze ras ityviT, romelmac mowyaleba gTxovaT, da Tqven ki panRuri amohkariT? p o l p r a i~. 54 gubernatoris arCevnebi anda: `zog-zo gi Tqve ni bne li saq me Cems met ma ara vin icis. ramdenime dolars Tu ar gamoimetebT, yvela gazeTi gai gebs. h e n d i e n d i~. male respublikelebis mTavarma gazeTma amomrCevel Ta daqrTamvaSi damdo brali, xolo demokratebis organom fulis gamoZalva damwama (amrigad ori axali saxeli Sevi Zine: `tveni _ bilwi gaiZvera~ da `tveni _ sazizRari yal Tabandi~). bolos iseTi aurzauri atexes gazeTebma da iseTi da JinebiT moiTxovdnen Cemgan pasuxis gacemas wamoyenebul braldebebze, rom dumili aRar SeiZleboda, Cveni politi kuri kariera sabolood daiRupeboda. meore dRes erT-erT gazeTSi marTlac daibeWda aseTi SeniSvna: `a m v a J b a t o n s v e r u y u r e b T! _ damoukide belTa partiis kandidati daJinebul dumils arCevs. an ki ra unda qnas, rac braldebebi wauyenes, sul dadasturda. maS, ratom sdums ase?! am vaJbatons ver uyurebT _ am Ser cxvenil ficis gamtexs, montanel qurds, saflavebis Semgi nebels, gamousworebel loTs, bilw gaiZveras da sazizRar yalTabands! kargad daakvirdiT, yoveli mxridan SexedeT da mere Tvi Ton ve brZa neT _ mainc mis cemT Tqvens pa tio san xmebs am gaiZveras, romelmac Tavisi bneli saqmeebis gamo amdeni binZuri metsaxeli daimsaxura da enac ver dauZravs, rom erTi braldeba mainc uaryos~. sxva gza aRar iyo, davjeqi da sapasuxo werilebis weras Sevudeqi. magram wera arc ki damemTavrebina, rom axali saSineli ciliswameba momigones: brals mdebdnen sagiJeTis dawvaSi, romelic Cemi saxlis win idga da, TiTqos, fanjridan xeds mimaxinjebda, xalxic Sig gamobugao. gavmwardi kaci. mere damwames _ alali biZa mowamla gaZarcvis mizniTo. Tavga 55 mark tveni modebiT moiTxovdnen gvamis gakveTas. SiSma Semipyro, ar gavgiJde-meTqi. esec ar makmares. erT dRes erT-erT winasaarCevno krebaze sxvadasxva fe ris cxra CamoZonZili balRi momisies. Camomekidnen es bav Svebi fexebze da morTes Cxavili _ `mama, mamao!~ davTme! droSa davuSvi da iaraRi davyare. aRmoCnda, rom saarCevno kampaniis Catareba Cems ZalRones aRemate boda. davjeqi da davwere _ Cems kandidaturas vxsni-meTqi, da xeli movawere. `pativiscemiT, Tqveni odesRac patiosani, amjerad ki S. f., m. q., s. S., g. l., b. g., da s. y. m a r k t v e n i~. inglisuridan Targmna vaxtang WeliZem amerikuli novela (or tomad). Seadgina ciala TofuriZem. t. I. Tbilisi: gamomcemloba `sabWoTa saqarTvelo~. 1967. 56 a aka morCilaZe (namdvili saxeli da gvari _ giorgi axvlediani) 1966 wels daibada Tbilis Si. 1988 wels daamTavra Tbilisis saxelmwifo universitetis istoriis fakulteti da iqve mu Saobda didi xnis ganmavlobaSi, Tan TanamSrom lobda gazeT `rezonansTan~, romlisTvisac werda saparlamento sxdomebis mimoxilvebsa da sportul reportaJebs. gamocemuli aqvs mra vali romani da moTxroba, aris literaturul premia `sabas~ araerTgzis laureati. misi erTerTi saukeTeso romani `santa esperansa~ ger manul enaze iTargmna da evropeli mkiTxvelis didi interesi gamoiwvia. 57 aka morCilaZe santa esperansa (nawyvetebi) ioanes kunZulze ar uyvardaT visramianebi. mere ra, rom isini Tvrameti rCeuli gvaridan erT-erTis STamomavalni iyvnen? rCeuli xom mosawons ar niSnavs, ise ve, rogorc srulyofili ar niSnavs maincdamainc lamazs da kargs, aramed ufro _ Cveulebrivs. ai, skami, xom srulyo filia? magram vin ityvis, rom skami banqos qaRaldze ufro lamazia? gansakuTrebiT maSin, roca banqos mxatvarTa Se saxvevSi Seivli da iq daxlebTan TavCargul, esperansuli kalmebiT momuSave mxatvrebs miacqerdebi? saerTod ar ga gaxsendeba is srulyofili skamebi, romlebzec am, mxrebSi saukunod moxril, xSirad ki kuzian Semoqmedebs TavianTi SeumCneveli gavani dauwyviaT. visramianTa siyvaruli SeuZlebeli iyo, maTTan megob roba _ warmoudgeneli. magram visramianebi arsebobdnen da verafers gaxdebo di. isini arsebobdnen swored im droidan, rac kunZulze cixesimagris mSenebloba daiwyo. albaT, manamdec arse 59 aka morCilaZe bobdnen, magram pirvelad iq gamoCndnen. manamde sxva gva ri eqnebodaT, Tu hqondaT saerTod gvari, visramianebi ki ioanes kunZulebze daerqvaT, vinaidan pirveli visramiani cixesimagris mSeneblobisas asi muSis ufrosad gamZvrali yo. misi saxeli ar darCenila, magram saxeli swored es iyo: visramiani daarqves, ara sparsul leqsTa da ambavTa siyva rulis gamo, raic SeuZlebeli iqneboda, vinaidan sparsuli mag drois saqarTveloSi mxolod narCevma xalxma icoda da leqsTa tkbilTa saTqmel jadosnobad sWirodaT, aramed imitom, rom es mkacri asisTavi, naxarj-moxmarebul-naTa li qvisa da kvercxnarevi talaxis angariSebs rom adgenda samxreTis kedelTan, romlis amoyvanac evaleboda, gamud mebiT imeorebda saSenTa gamo, visi da ramdenio. oxeri, bevrjer damTvleli kaci yofila. erTi xuros Tvis xelic ki ukravs da daugorebia dabla, rac ori aTas kirmaneulad dajdomia. qva mohqondaT navebs Cabmuli tivebiT, ukve gaTlili da gamzadebuli. qva Zviri iyo kunZulze. xuroTa da qvis mTlelTa ambavi mogexsenebaT, mainc Tavis Wkuaze unda moarjulon ukve gaTlili qvebi, kideze satexi daumiznon, CaquCi hkran da natexi ganze gadaagdon. visramiani Turme marto saqmisas ki ar iTvlida, visi da ramdenio, aramed am natexebsac, da ara mxolod iTvlida, aramed agrovebda kidec. yovel saRamos oTx tomaras gaav sebda xolme am natexebiT, ahkidebda or jors da mSenebel Ta banakad Camohqonda. yvela rom daiZinebda, visramiani fxizlobda, kvlav wamoyrida jorebs da am tomrebs moSo rebuli tyispirisken ezideboda. cixesimagris mSenebloba rom damTavrda, visramian ma mTeli jamagiriT metiveebi da jorebi iqirava da maSin usaxelo mTavari kunZulidan samxreTis, Semdgom xalxSi visramianisad wodebul kunZulze gadazida. mefe da Wyon didis episkoposi Sepirebuliyvnen, cixis SenebaSi Cabmul yovel aTasisTavs sagangebo miwas vusaxsovrebT am kunZul 60 santa esperansa ze, xolo asisTavebs, im or patara kunZulze, am dids rom Cabmiao. asisTav visramiansac mouzomes miwa, magram aba vin ifiq rebda, rom misi saxli qvisa iqneboda. saukunenaxevris gan mavlobaSi ioanes kunZulebze qvisgan nagebi sami adgili iyo: cixesimagre, monasteri da visramianebis saxli samxre Tis kunZulze. visramianebs aznaurobac ki ar miuRiaT, azatebi erqvaT, magram ise ki gamovida, rom santa esperansas aeroportma swored im adgilas gafina Tavisi asafreni Saragzebi, ro melic meTormete saukuneSi moizoma samamuled pirvelma visramianma. visramianebs miwa ar miuyidiaT britanuli aviakompa niisTvis, naxevari saukuniT miaqiraves da Tan ise, rom ae roportis direqtorTa sabWoSi erTi visramiani Tavisi sag vareulo fasiani qaRaldebiT yovelTvis unda mjdariyo. simdidre ucxo ar iyo visramianTaTvis. saukuneTa ganmavlobaSi isini mdidari mecxvareebi iy vnen da matyliTa da xorciT gvariani qoneba iSoves da zvrebic Cayares. osmalebTan yovelTvis keTilad brZande bodnen da saerTod, vinc kunZuls marTavda, imaTTan saqme kargad gamoudiodaT. sazogadod da istoriulad maT mTa vari kunZuli, qalaqi da citadeli ar uyvardaT, isxdnen im TavianT samxreTis, mere visramianisad wodebul miwis naglejze da mdidrdebodnen, magram axalma drom maT santa sitiSiac daaWerina saxlebi, xolo mTvlemare parlamentSi _ adgilebi da turistuli saxlebis erTi cnobili qselis, `oqros saxlis~ mflobeladac Seqmna. visramianebi yovel Tvis saWiro adgilebze isxdnen: bankebSi, sastumroebSi, bungaloebSi, banqos mxatvarTa saxelosnoebSic ki. Svidi saojaxo saqme moegrovebinaT. visramianebi ar uyvardaT. es advili asaxsnelic iyo da Znelic. isini Zalian amayobdnen imiT, rom pirveli qvis saxli 61 aka morCilaZe am kunZulze mefem aaSena, meore _ kaTalikosma, mesame ki _ pirvelma visramianma. isini aseve amayobdnen, rom pirve li gvari, romelic am kunZulze kacs daerqva, visramiani iyo. isini aseve amayobdnen, rom esperansulad moqargul sasuveniro, matyliT gamotenil baliSebs koxta iarliyeb ze amayad ewera: `visramiani merCendais~. usazRvro iyo maTi siamaye imis gamo, rom aeroportis mTavar alayafs amSve nebda dafa, rom swored am adgilas idga santa esperansas pirveli qvis saxli, romelic visramianma aaSena da saer Todac, ganuzomeli iyo maTi siamaye imis gamoc, rom isini arseboben, sxvebi ki aseve arseboben, magram visramianebi ar arian. saojaxo adaTebi visramianebs Taviseburi da xerxiani daedoT. imaTSi iyo brazic da vaJkacobac, Tumca romels ufro daarqmevdi, Seni gonebis Wraze ekida. raxan amaT mTavari kunZuli ar uyvardaT da mxolod gasamdidreblad sWirdebodaT, CaiTvleboda, rom visramia nebi saukuneTa ganmavlobaSi Caketilad cxovrobdnen da sa saflaoc ki TavianTi hqondaT. sagvareulo SekveTa iyo, Tu sxva ximandroba, yovel ma makac visramians sami Svili eZleoda, yovel qals ki _ ori. gagrZelebac SekveTas hgavda: mamakacs or vaJsa da nabo lara qals aCuqebda RmerTi, qals ki _ qalsac da vaJsac. pirveli visramianidan ase iyo. mamakaci visramianebi adre melotdebodnen da marjvena xelis nekze frCxili orad ga yofili ezrdebodaT, qalebs ki yovelTvis Zalian Savi Tma da Sindisferi Tvalebi dahyvebodaT. visramianebi TavianT gvars Sinauruli saxeliTac moix seniebdnen xolme. es saxeli maTTvis saamayo iyo, sxvebis Tvis _ saxiTxiTo. visramianebi sakuTar modgmas `Senaxu lebs~ uwodebdnen. es ara mxolod imas gulisxmobda, rom visramianebs rjuli arasodes SeucvliaT, aramed imasac, rom isini yovelTvis qarTvelebs irTavdnen colad da metic, siZeebsac maradJams qarTvelobaSi eZebdnen. axire 62 santa esperansa ba iyo, Tu sagvareulo valdebuleba, aravin icoda, magram kunZulebis xalxi Tavs dacinulad xedavda imis gamo, rom roca moawevda saWiro Jami, visramianebi navebs Sekazmav dnen da saqarTvelos napirisken gascuravdnen. es qorwils niSnavda: rac unda wamxdari, ubeduri, areu li da Rataki yofiliyo qarTvelebis qveyana, visramianni mainc iq eZebdnen sabedos. erTi ucnauri maTi adaTebisa isic gaxldaT, rom isini siZesac, TiTqos rZali yofiliyo, Sin moiyvandnen da TavianTi ojaxis wevrad Seqmnidnen. amis damTanxmebeli Wabukis povna ioli ar iqneboda, radgan Ca mosiZebuli TandaTanobiT visramiani xdeboda da Tuki kacs gvari uvarga da odnavi pativdeba mainc gamouCenia Tavisi winaprisa, colis sagvareulos rad SeuerTdeba? magram, raxan saukuneTa ganmavlobaSi ase yofila, Cans amnairi mzeWabukni sapovnelia. visramianebi wlobiT arCev dnen TavianT sasiZoebs da sarZloebs. sagangebo jaSuSa-ka cebsac ki daiqiravebdnen xolme da saqarTveloSi agzavnid nen sabedoTa mosazverad. visramianebi didgvarovnebs ar daeZebdnen, magram glexis qalic Zviri iyo: romeli batoni Seeleoda iafad sul norC qals, romlis fasic sami wlis ganmavlobaSi yovelTviurad moimatebda? magram visramia nebi axerxebdnen. maTi sagvareulo istoria ZiriTadad qorwinebaTa isto riaa da aqedan gamomdinare, sagmiro, sxvanairad ki Tavze xelaRebuli ambebia. saukuneTa ganmavlobaSi, visramianebi ise qorwindebod nen, rom TavianT col-qmrebs TavianTsave jvrisweraze gaicnobdnen xolme. es jvriswerebic yovelTvis maT mamu lebSi sruldeboda mRvdlebisgan, romlebic agreTve vis ramianTa gvarisani gaxldnen. saqme erTgvarad gaaiola fotografiis gamogonebam, radgan amdeni danabarebi da saeWvo mxatvarTa Caxatuli saxebani saWiro aRar Seiqna da mxolod arqivad darCa. vis ramianTa didi saganZuria mstovar kacTa monaweri qaRal 63 aka morCilaZe debis ormoci didi yuTi, romelTa dastambvac didi ram iqneboda, radgan iq araCveulebrivi ostatobiTaa aRwerili qalTa da kacTa Rirsebani, xatovanebani da moxdenilobani saukuneTa ganmavlobaSi da satkiviloc is aris, rom ormo ci yuTidan ocdaCvidmetSi dawunebul sabedoTa amsaxveli qaRaldebi inaxeba, xolo visramianT ki veravin Seasmenda, rom saocari, mravaltomiani wigni maT ojaxs kidev ufro ganadidebda. diaR, fotografiam TiTqos saqme gaaiola, magram mis SemoRebamde ocdaaTiod wliT adre xuT saqarTvelod daS lil saqarTvelos erTi ram mouxda: am xuTidan oTxi Tan daTan daiWira ruseTma, da raxan mexuTe karga xania osma leTs eWira, im oTxSi sul sxvanairi kanonebi Semovida. erT-erTi aseTi cudi wesi gamoCnda pirveli Ramis uf leba, romlis mondomebac batonis sindis-namusze ekida. yvelaze unamusoni ki batonebi saqarTvelos gulSi, qar TlSi gamodgnen da es rusuli gataceba xelze gadaixvies. erTi molaparakebis Semdeg, roca mavani batoni sumbaTaS vili glexis qalis gayidvas daTanxmda visramianTa wargzav nilebs, saWiro qaRaldis xelmosawerad qarTls visramia nebic Cavidnen da sumbaTaSvilma iq Seityo, rom movaWreni Tumc Tavisufali, magram mainc glexebi yofilan saidan Rac, imereTs da samegrelos iqidan da qals imitom yidu loben, rom colad SeirTon. sumbaTaSvilma arad Caagdo is sakiTxi, rom myidvelebi ucxo qveynidan arian da ori qveynis kanonTa Sejerebidan erTi daskvna gamowela: wesi unda aRsruldes, qali jer me unda gavsinjoo. ise aitexa es ambavi, rom saTavado saxlidan Rrialic ki gamoismo da, magram mere TiTqos yvelaferi miCumda da soflelebma dainaxes, rogor Sesves qali cxenze mosulebma da rogor gaqusles. Semzaravi tyis pirze momxdari ambavi iyo: iq SeSaze myof sumbaTaanT glexebs visramianTa gundis bolo mxedari gau Cerda da xurjini gadmougdo. 64 santa esperansa xurjinSi sumbaTaSvilis Tavi aRmoCnda. amis Semdeg visramianebma Tavi anebes saqarTvelos gu lisgulSi sabedoTa Zebnas da ufro dasavleTiT, imereT sa da samegreloSi gadmoinacvles. osmalos saqarTveloSi isini ar dadiodnen, radgan muslimis SerTva-gadmonaTvlas ara scnobdnen. visramianTa saqorwilo saqmeebi didad gaamwara saerTa Soriso politikamac, romelSiac santa esperansac CaTreu li aRmoCnda. Sav zRvaSi uSnod amoCrili britaneTis xel qveiT myofi sami kunZuli yelSi eCxireboda ioseb stalins, romelsac santa esperansa imperializmis mTavar forpos tad miaCnda Tavisi qveynis siaxloves da orjer daapira kunZulebis saTavisod moTreva. erTxel, 1938 wels, meo red ki _ meore msoflio omis miwuruls, Tumca, orivejer saerTaSoriso saWiroebebma SeaCera. visramianebs es mZime droeba imiT daetyoT, rom rusTagan xelaxla dapyrobili saqarTvelo ukve sabWoTa kavSiris wevri iyo da 1930 wli dan sabWoTa sazRvrebi umkacresad daegmana imave stalins. imgvari kliteebi daedo, rom ucxoelis Sesvla da iq sasi Zo-sapatarZloebis kanonierad Zebna sruliad SeuZlebeli iyo, mowonebuls mainc aravin gamogatanda. da visramianebma mainc mounaxes xvrelebi sabWoTa im perias. im ocdaaTwleuls, SesaZloa, motacebaTa epoqac ewodos. maTi mstovrebi, romlebic sungalebi1 iy vnen da ukve sagvareulo razmis ieri mieRoT, TurqeTs miemgzavre bodnen, iqidan saidumlo bilikebiT gadadiodnen samxreT saqarTveloSi da iq moxerxebulad mimodiodnen soflebSi. qalebs an Wabukebs SeaTvalierebdnen, Rame-rumeebs Seit yobdnen, Tu SeZlebdnen, fotoaparatsac gaaCxakunebdnen da ukan brundebodnen. 1. sungalebi _ santa esperansaze ase uwodeben mesame, sxvanairad CrdiloeTis kunZulis mosaxleebs. am kunZuls xalxSi sungalis kunZuli hqvia. sungalebi yo velTvis kargad iyvnen visramianebTan da maT saxlebsa da mamulebSi qiriT mu Saobdnen xolme. visramianebs bevrjer xelic gaumarTavT maTTvis. 65 aka morCilaZe amorCeuli qalis mosataceblad imav gziT midioda oT xkaciani razmi. stalinis droebaSi aseTi laSqroba sul samjer moew yo, erTxel siZis, orjer ki rZlis mosataceblad da yvela jerze gaamarTla. mere sasazRvro dacvis sistemebi ganviTarda da qveyana Si SeRweva TiTqmis SeuZlebeli Seiqna. samagierod, sxva ram gaiolda; stalinis sikvdilma viTareba SeaSilifa da sab WoeTSi misvla ukve turistuli ieriT SeiZleboda. es opera ciac orsafexuriani iyo da orjer da Zalian romantikulad ganxorcielda. sabWoelebs ar uyvardaT, roca maTi moqala qe ucxoels euRleboda, gansakuTrebiT iseTi mtruli adgi lis Svils, rogoric santa esperansa iyo, romelsac sabWoeTi Tavis nawilad Tvlida, rogorc yofil saqarTvelos nawils, arasodes ucvnia igi calke mxared da sruliad sulelurad uwodebda ingliselTagan okupirebul teritorias. amitom, visramianebs nairgvari xerxebis gamogoneba uwevdaT da Tumc erTi qorwineba CaeSalaT, ori xom mainc gamouvidaT da is CaSlili, erTi xniT ojaxur dardTa rveulSi Caewera, radgan nanaia visramianma gaTxovebis mo rig operaciaze uari ganucxada Tavis sagvareulos, Tbi lisSi rom msaxiobi irakli kldiaSvilia, Cems qmrad me imas vTvli, mere ra, rom sabWoTa saqarTvelos mTavrobam qvey nidan ar gamouSvao. aqve mogaxsenebT, rom irakli kldiaSvilma mainc moa xerxa qveynidan gaRweva: 70-ian wlebSi ebrael qalze daqor winda yalbad, riTac israelSi wasvlis saSualeba miiRo, vinaidan im dros sabWoelebi ebraelebs maT samSobloSi uS vebdnen xolme. ierusalimidan irakli kldiaSvilma santa esperansaze dareka da Tqva: _ me irakli var... nanaias TxoveT, Tu SeiZleba... ase rom, sabolood es qorwinebac gamovida, Tumc, gamo naklisi moxda: maT Svili ar eyolaT. gamonaklisi yovel Tvis wess adasturebs. santa esperansaze ar uyvardaT vis 66 santa esperansa ramianebi, zogadad da kerZod, qali da kaci, yvelani garda erTisa, romlis gamoc ambobdnen, SeuZlebelia eg visra miani iyos, eg gogo gvritebma moafrines saidanRac da kaia visramians da mis qmars, bus, SuaSi Cauwvineso. visramianebi ar uyvardaT... * * * gviani iyo, roca bu Tavisi savarZlidan wamodga da tele vizori ar gamorTo. fexakrefiT Seuyva sawoli oTaxebisken amaval kibes, Cumad SeaRo saabazanos kari, onkani mouSva da kbilebi gamoixexa. mere jagrisi Sarvlis jibeSi Caido da frTxilad Sevida sawol oTaxSi, sadac mis cols, kaia vis ramians dasZineboda `CerCilis cxovrebis~ axali mozrdili tomiT gulze da loginze Camojda. bum frTxilad gamos wia sasTumlis magidis ujra, iqidan fotoebis Txeli Sekvra amoiRo da perangis jibeSi Caido. mere Jileti da fostlebi gaixada da aseve frTxilad Seyo xeli loginis qveS. iqidan Txeli sazafxulo fexsacmelebi gamoaZvrina da aseve frTxilad Cadga Sig fexebi. mere odnav bebruli Ja keti gaixada da colis xma gaigona: _ bu... gZinavs? _ vwvebi... _ romeli saaTia? _ oTxis naxevari, _ icrua bum da saaTs daxeda. Tormetis wuTebi iyo. qali krusuniT gadabrunda, `CerCilis cxovreba~ rbi lad daeca xaliCaze. bu frTxilad wamodga da windawin momzadebul Jakets daswvda. uCumrad gamococda sawoli oTaxidan da kibeze Cacuxcuxda. mere samzareuloSi Sebrunda, televizors odnav auwia da saarxe pulti savarZelze miagdo. 67 aka morCilaZe mere ki holSi gafratunda da kedlis karadidan tyavis momcro CanTa gamoaZro. sakidze Slapas aswvda da daixura. mere Slapa moixada, ukan Seagdo da nasvretebiani kepi CamoiRo. kepi odnav viwro hqonda, magram mainc patiosnad moir go da CanTagadakidebulma frTxilad gamoaRo saxlis kari. zed sadarbazo karTan ori daraji ijda da televizors uyurebda. erTi iyo ocdaoris, meore _ ocdaToTxmetis. isini pirvelad xedavdnen, rom bu visramiani saxlidan gadioda fexiT da Tanac RamiT. _ gavivli cotas... _ TiTqos Tavi imarTla bum, _ kaias sZinavs. Tqvenc daiZineT, ras uyurebT, sul sisuleleebia. isini daabnia bus xilvam. _ daiZineT, daiZineT... bum kibeze Cairbina da quCas fexiT gauyva. mcvelebi wamodgnen, Tvali gaayoles, imis Tqmac ver moaxerxes, rom erT-erTi gamogyvebiT, an manqanas gamogiy vanT da sadac gvetyviT, migabrZanebTo. _ aman qali xo ar gaiCina? _ hkiTxa erTma mcvelma meores. _ ha... magari iqneba... ha... biWo? kaia daxeTqams kaklebsa... _ TuRa aq kaklebi... icinodnen da arc icodnen, rom egeb samsaxuric daekar gaT amis gamo. * * * bu visramians sinamdvileSi vaxtang avaliani, sxvanairad ki vaxo erqva da iyo qarTveli saqarTvelodan, rac niSnavs imas, rom is ver itanda samyaros, magram moswonda igi. es, aseve niSnavs, rom Tu sxvagan xar, Sin verafriT iqnebi. bus arasodes ufiqria amaze, Tumca, ase ki gamodioda. 68 santa esperansa is bavSvobidan garboda: jer stalinis drois represiebs moridebuli farmacevti mama daawowialebda ojaxs raioni dan raionSi, patara qalaqidan ufro patara qalaqSi: erT adgilas didxans Camoumjdari kaciT Sinsaxkomi ar dainte resdebao. gaumarTla kidec, Tavisi sikvdiliT aResrula stalinisave mokvdomidan ase, erTi wlis Tavze, guli gaus kda. es adgilebis xSiri cvlis xerxi mamisTvis erT gamoc dil kacs eswavlebina da ar iqneboda, ar moexmara, colis Zma miqela xom dauWires da lagerebSi dakarges. cimbiri imxelaa. bu studentobisasac garboda, ori kursi koxtad dafara imxanad metad modur politeqnikur institutSi da iqaur jazsac aSvelebda xmas, magram sruliad aiburda studen turi mijnurobis sakiTxSi da or gogonas Soris araswo rad amoirCia. anu, is amoirCia, romelTanac naklebad ax loobda, xolo is, romelTanac axloobda,ganze moitova, ramac ase wyarosaviT ar Cairikrika da roca im arasworad arCeulsac uwyo Zafebis Wra, erTbaSad ori ojaxis mier gamarTul WyletaSi mohyva. pirvelad ukugdebulis ojaxi, cxadia, qaliSvilis Rirsebas icavda, arasworad arCeulisa ki aseve qaliSvilis Rirsebas. mTlad dabneuli bu ki adga da gaiqca, sruliad sxvagan, ise, rom dedasac SeuTanxmda. is gaiqca iq, sadac yvelaze xSirad garbian qarTvelebi, ru seTSi. iq ki dedisa da biZaSvilebisTvis moulodnelad, um cros sazRvao oficerTa saswavlebelSi moewyo kursantad. qarTveli iyo da zRvisa mxolod sanapiro wyali Tu uy varda saWyumpalaod. mainc iq Cairicxa: vin icis, fiqrobda, mere ufros oficerTa saswavlebelSi gadaval da namdvili kapitani Tu admirali Seviqnebio. da is kvlav gaiqca, saswavlebeli bolo kursidan mia tova: maSin bevri iqceoda ase, xelmokleobisa gamo. vaxo mobrunda zRvispira saqarTveloSi da mezRvaurad moew yo gemze. mezRvauri Semowmebuli kaci unda yofiliyo, sa survelia, ojaxs mokidebuli, magram baTumSi mezRvaurebi 69 aka morCilaZe Wirda. aTasgvarad Seamowmes, gaukvirdaT, rom arc erTi saswavlebeli ar daumTavrebia, magram mainc sando kacad cnes, Tanac SidasatvirTo gemze unda mieRoT, romelic Savi zRvis sabWoTa navsadgurebs Soris dacuravda. da is kvlav gaiqca. egonaT, rom daixrCo, Tumca isic ifiq res, rom RamiT gembanidan gadaxta da gacura. baTumidan feo dosiaSi mimcuravi mSrali tvirTmzididan ki gauCinarda da sabWoTa dazvervamac Tormeti wlis Semdeg aRmoaCina, isic varaudiT, vinaidan saxeli da gvari ukve sxva hqonda. RamiT gemidan gadaxtoma sabWoTa kavSiridan gaqcevis iSviaTi da saxifaTo, magram mainc nacadi xerxi iyo. ltolvilma icoda, rom Tu gansazRvrul dros, anu Ra mis xuTis naxevridan eqvsamde, gemi gansazRvrul adgilas gaivlida, santa esperansas ukidures kunZulamde ocdasami kilometri unda gaecura. rogorc Cans, vaxo avaliani, oc daoTxi wlisa, amisTvis mzad iyo da saerTodac, mezRvau robac amitom gaewia. magram man mxolod Tormeti kilometri gacura. mereRa fiqrobda, ocdaxuTs namdvilad ver gavcuravdio. riJraJ ze meTevzeebma dainaxes. meTevzeebi visramianebis sazRvao flotiliis muSebi iyvnen, kefalze nadirobdnen. imis Semdeg, ormoci wlis ganmavlobaSi vaxo avaliani, gadanaTluli bu visramianad, arsad gaqceula. wesieri, od nav ubeduri da uqoneli, kargad Sesaxedi ymawvili kaci visramianebma moaTbes, moasuqes da qmrad SerTes TavianT qaliSvils, kaias. visramianebi verc iocnebebdnen aseT siZeze. RvTis ga mogzavnilad Tvlidnen, radgan utexi sagvareulo adaTi aasrulebina maT da siZed sworedac rom saqarTveloeli qarTveli mouvlina. is aRarsad gaqceula, radgan aRmoaCina, rom misi qvey nisgan gansxvavebiT, am qveyanaSi SeiZleba, arsad ar waxvide da gaqceuli ki iyo. is ise gaiqca, rom sul male bu Sear qves dumilisa da zedmeti CaketilobisaTvis. 70 santa esperansa ase gaiara mTelma cxovrebam, albaT uzrunvelad. bu qarTveli iyo da verafers egueboda, Tumca yvelaferi moswonda. es ki imas niSnavs, rom iq iyo, oRond Tan sxvagan. bus ori Svili hyavda da isini araadamianuri grZno biT uyvarda, magram maTTan sicocxleSi sul TiTojer Tu esaubra gulaxdilad. sabWoTa kavSiris daSlis ambebs bu sam weliwads uyu rebda televizorSi. saqarTvelo rom gaTavisuflda, bum veluri ZaliT SehRriala, mere ki sadilze gamoTvra da sadRac wavida. rom dabrunda, Tavisi umcrosi vaJi daTa fanjarasTan miiyvana da uTxra: _ ai, aqedan rom waxvide, mere wyalSi gadaxte da gahyve curviT, saRamos saqarTveloSi iqnebi... saqarTvelos gaTavisuflebidan bare aTi-Tormeti wlis Tavze, bum, romelsac araferi Seutyvia arc dedis gar dacvalebis droisa da arc sxva naTesaobisa, visramianT kaias saxli gamoixura da wvrili quCebiT gaswia yalivan stritisken, raTa gamosaTxovari Seesva, iqidan ki koxtad misuliyo navsadgurSi, saidanac gamTenias stambols unda gahyoloda gems. stambolidan saqarTvelos gza sapovneli ar iyo. bu visramiani gaiqca. * * * bu midioda gaCaxCaxebul yalivan stritze, sadac Zalian didi xnis winaT Tu gaevlo fexiT. kai moxdenili quCa gam xdariyo. bu Cumad mxuxavi kaci gaxldaT, Tanac im asakisa, msmel qarTvelebs smis mexuTe, Zalian Taviseburi Jami rom Ca moudgebaT xolme. 71 aka morCilaZe bum ar icoda kafeebis, restornebis da barebis fase bi da arc maTi klasisa gaegeboda Rame, vinaidan qarTveli gaxldaT da Tanac samocs gadacilebuli da amitom, axali Rameebis SecnobiT Tavs ar iwuxebda. adreve ifiqra, am qalaqis gamosaTxovari erTi ki unda gadavuSvao. oRond ki, raxan qarTveli gaxldaT, marto daleva ar uyvarda da arc siamovnebda, vinme mainc unda jdomoda gverdiT, Tundac as wels mitanebuli bebo, rome lic mis nalaparakevs ver gaigonebda, magram SigadaSig Tavs dauqnevda, aseao. Sin bu xSirad svamda katebTan erTad, soflad, visramianebis fermebze, sungal glexebTan, rom lebic am kunZulebis mxolodRa Rirseul tomad miaCnda da amitomac, xSirad iyo xolme soflad, patara kunZulze. axla CanTagadakidebulma bum Tavisi mTvlemare Tvale bi Camoatara kafeebs da Seabija italiur adgilas, romel sac erqva `mama amalfi~. es adgili didad ar bzinavda da xalxic maincdamainc ar miZaleboda, magram saxeli moewona da Tanac kremisfrad SeRebili darabebi. suni picisa iyo, sxva ra iqneboda? pica da pasta. man moiTxova zeTisxili, yveli da boTli baro lo. kai mZime Rvino iyo da swored rom eyofoda erTi boT li, gemze ki kidev daamatebda. samwuxarod, bu marto iyo. iq myofni rom moaTvaliera, sakampanio veravin amoirCia. ukve meore Wiqa gamocala da zeTisxilebs `malboro laiTic~ miayola, roca `mama amalfis~ karSi ori inglise li gamoCnda. erTs bu icnobda, maTTanac yofiliyo stumrad. mwera li Tu wig ne bis dam we ri ka ci iyo, oRond, misi sa xe li ar axsovda. xolo meores bu pirvelad xedavda, magram mix vra-moxvraze daatyo, rom isic ingliseli iqneboda: odnav dabali, warbebdafanCuli da TiTqmis gabrazebuli. kai sim Tvrale etyobodaT. _ hei, Wirime, _ gasZaxa bum da xeli dauqnia. 72 santa esperansa mweralma gamoxeda, icno da keTili RimiliTa da una piro mondomebiT gamoeSura misi magidisken. tanmorCilic mohyva. _ bu, mister bu, ara? _ mxurvaled CamoarTva xeli mwe ralma. _ vraiTer! _ SesZaxa bum da Wiqebi moiTxova. is meore sqoTi gamodga. boTli uceb miiRes, kai laparaki iyo. bum daatyo, rom meore boTlad barolo aRar gamoad gebodaT da moarbeninebina ronis gemrieli Rvino, baro loze ufro iolad dasalevi da mosTxova Tanameinaxeebs, rom Wiqebi bolomde daecalaT, viTarca qarTvelTa wesia. mwerali, romlis saxelsac is meore ar ambobda, bus ki ar axsovda, saqarTveloSi namyofi ar aRmoCnda da gaukvirda, Tuki ase sma SeiZlebao. bum dascina megobrulad da mou woda, rom saqarTveloSi wasuliyo da iqaurobaze daewera wignebi da ara raRac Cibuxze, radgan Cibuxi idiotobaa, imitom rom adamians Tambaqos mowevas ar Seargebs. ronuli Rvinis pirveli boTlis bolosken gairkva, rom is meore, sqoTi, namyofi yofiliyo saqarTveloSi, sadac daeZebda raRac Zvel istorias, romelsac ver miagno. bu kinaRam atirda, radgan TviTonac undoda, radgan Zalian enatreboda saqarTvelo. gulaxdilad Seatyobina, me or moci weliwadia ver Cavedi da am diliT mivdivaro. ingli selebma gaikvirves, aqamde ra giSlida xelso, razec bum miugo, komunistebma sikvdili momisajes, radgan oficeri viyavi da gamoviqecio. aman aRafrTovana mwerali, is meore ki stalinze butbutebda raRacas. roca meore ronulis boTli daiwyes, bus mada gaexsna da ori mozrdili romauli pica da xmelTaSuazRvuri sa laTic daukveTa, meinaxeebs ki auxsna, msmelebis wesi ar aris wiTeli RviniT Troba, TeTri unda mivaxmaroTo. isini daTanxmdnen, xolo mweralma SesZaxa: _ binj? leTs binj! 73 aka morCilaZe moatanines TeTri, fiskarino, aseve ori boTli, mag ram bum zizRiT ukuagdo TeTri RvinisTvis saWiro, ufro patara Wiqebi. amis gamo pirvel Camosxmuls cota vardis feri dahkravda, magram es araferi. moulodnelad, bum moiTxova puri da moutanes koxtad nacxobi. bum puri RvinoSi Caawo, magidis kideze dado da fexze wamodga, ris Semdegac sulmouTqmelad dascala. aman aRafrTovana tandabali sqoTi, mwerali ki mxolod mwerlurad gaao ca. sqoTi saqarTveloSi namyofobiT ki gamoejgima, magram amgvari rituali ar enaxa da misi arsi gamoikvlia, ris Semdegadac iolad daadgina, rom aq macxovris sisxlsa da xorczea laparaki da ase moigoneben da ase miageben pativs micvalebulebs. amis Semdeg saubari sikvdilis gadasarbenze Camodga. male gairkva, rom bus sicocxles sikvdili urCevnia, raTa daisvenos. aman kidev erTxel aRafrTovana sqoTi, mwera li ki kidev ufro gaaoca, zustad ise, rogorc gaocdebian xolme mwerlebi. sikvdilze sakmaod isaubres. bum ganacxada, rom TavSi, mgoni, simsivne aqvs, radgan moulodnelad da xSirad astkivdeba xolme, mweralma ki harli stritis eqimTa CamoTvla daiwyo, razec bum xeli aiqnia, me qarTveli var, eqimebi mZulso. sikvdils, cxadia, mohyveba xolme ojaxze laparaki da mweralmac didi, Tumca SemTvrali mowiwebiT moikiTxa bus meuRle. am mokiTxvaSi asakobriobisda miuxedavad erotiz mi SeigrZnoboda da ava gardneri iyo naxsenebi. amas kidev erTi Wiqa mohyva da bum ganacxada, rom mis meuRles sZinavs da es yvelaze keTili ram aris, rac SeiZleba moimoqme dos. mweralma gamoTqva azri, rom meuRle albaT pirdapir navsadgurSi mova mis gasacileblad, razec bum Tqva, rom Zalian male santa esperansaze saSineli ambebi atydeba da misi meuRle egeb kunZulebis dedofalic gaxdes, Tumca es, piradad mas ar ainteresebs, radgan saqarTveloSi miem 74 santa esperansa gzavreba da aq aRarasodes dabrundeba. amaze yuri cqvita tandabalma, romelmac saswrafod Seavso Wiqebi da Sesva dedoflis sadRegrZelo, TumcaRa iqve daurTo, ar vici Tqveni warmomavloba, magram am kunZuls erTi dedofali da, hyavs da eyo le ba da me misi me sa Wur vle va ro. bu hyav ara, magram mwerali ki dainteresda am dedoflis vinaobiT da miiRo pasuxi, es gaxlavT moxucebuli qalbatoni agaTia cixisTavi arCilianio. amis Semdeg saubarma TiTqmis mistikuri mosasxami moir go, magram manamde, bus moTxovniT, kidev daimates erTi boTli TeTri Rvino. bum verafriT Seikava sicili, radgan tandabali gasa giJebel Rameebs hyveboda. iseT Rameebs, qarTveli rom ve rasodes daijerebs. aman odnav gaabraza tandabali, xolo mweralma CaTvlima. orTa saubarSi gamoirkva, rom bu vis ramianTa ojaxs warmoadgens, razec tandabalma Caiqirqila, rom ar ukvirs visramianis amgvari qceva dedoflis mimarT. amiT aRSfoTebulma bum agina yvela visramians saucxoo inglisuri sityvebiT da Tqva, rom misi Svilebi visramia nebi sulac ar arian, aramed avalianebi da es sul sxva ram aris. tandabali moixibla amgvari SexedulebiT da uTxra, rom ic nobs mis si Zes, spe tak rain dsa da de dof lis mar jvena xels, romelic amjerad emaleba visramianTa risxvas, radgan maTi qaliSvilis gaqrobas abraleben. bum saboloo Camoasxa da uTxra, rom kargad icis, sad aris misi qaliSvili, oRond visramianebs arasodes etyvis, xolo misi vaJiSvili, daTa banqos saukeTeso moTamaSea kun Zulebze. am sityvebze ifxizla mweralma, romelsac nacno bi saxeli moesma da mxurvaled CamoarTva xeli bus, metad gamexarda, rom Cemi kargi megobris mama brZanebulxarT, es ar vicodio. bum ki ina na, rom ise to vebs am oxer kun Zu lebs, rom Tavis siZes erTxelac ver daelaparaka xeirianad da rom is karg, Tumca TavzexelaRebul adamianad miaCnia. tandabal 75 aka morCilaZe ma CurCuliT ganucxada, rom SeuZlia misi siZesTan Sexved ris mowyoba. _ rodisRa? _ xeli Caiqnia bum. _ axlave, vficav navis jvarxats, _ gamoacxada tanda balma, romlis saxelic aseve ver daimaxsovra bum. mweralma aRaraferi Tqva, isev Tvlemda. bum gamoscala da aseve moiqca tandabalic. wamoiSalnen da bum asfuntiani miuZRvna `mama amalfis~ mimtans, xolo Tavisi CanTa kedelsa da magidis fexs Soris darCa. gareT gamovidnen, eamaT gamTeniis winare sigrile da samivem, bunebrivi pirobiT, gadawyvita, moenaxulebina dev nili siZe bu visramianisa, romelsac, tandabals Tu davu jerebdiT, ukve didi sulieri misia ekisra. `mama amalfiSi~ TiTqmis aRaravin darCa: erTi biW-bu Wurad Cacmuli, xnieri, Ramismtexeli kaci ijda da gazeTs aTvalierebda, bum misi mowvevac ki gadawyvita, magram mere misi mosviringebuli, gamxmari mklavebi ar moewona da ga daifiqra. am kacs erqva lamur mosiarule da arc erTi samTaga ni mas ar icnobda, is ki icnobda samives da roca am ita liuri adgilidan gamovidnen, isic gamohyva. iq raRa unda ekeTebina? * * * edmond klevers TavSi sami aTasi tanki daudioda da yovelives mainc morad beis TambaqoSi Careul xiTxiTa ba lax-bulaxs abralebda. ed mond kle vers mtki ced sje ro da, rom `ali beis da basilas Cibuxidan~ wamosvlis Semdeg bevri ar daulevia, radgan Cveulebriv cotas svamda, mxolod gunebaze momyvan odenobas. 76 santa esperansa Ramis msvlelobisa mas cotaRa axsovda, vinaidan is da ucnauri geografi pardon beli or quCaze daexetebodnen da beli uambobda imis Sesaxeb, Tu rogor unda eZebo is toriis namdvili suraTebi. am kacs ise gamosdioda, rom napoleonTan erTad ecxovra wminda elenes kunZulze. kle veri didad ar ekamaTeboda da swored am laparak-laparak Si gamovidnen yalivan stritze, romelsac kleveri marad uZinar quCas uwodebda. rig-rigobiT icqirebodnen kafeeb sa da restornebSi da bolos italiur adgilas Seabijes, sadac cota xalxi iyo. aq kleveri erTma kacma icno da klevermac icno es kaci, romlis ojaxSiac nasadilevi iyo. sma rom ga xur da, kle ver ma daat yo, rom am xnier kac sa da TvalebanTebul sqoTs ver gaejibreba da cdilobda, maTTvis eCvenebina, rom CaeZina, TumcaRa, am mcdelobebisas erTxel marTla CaeZina da Zalian Sinauruladac gamoaRvi Zes, mivdivarTo. mere isini dabodialobdnen quCaze. klevers ukve yureb Si uwioda gemis gasvlis niSani, Tanamgzavrebi ki Sevidnen patara maRaziaSi, saidanac gamoitanes sami boTli Sampanis Rvino da parkSi Cayrili leRvis Ciri. mere maT moZebnes taqsi da Casxdnen. kleveri uars iyo, magram SuaSi Caisves. ukve inaTa, roca taqsim aRmarTebze svla moaTava da gaCerda romeliRac did karibWesTan. klevers megobrebis laparaki ukve Zalian Soridan esmoda, magram mixvda, rom isini ar Cqarobdnen da Sampanuris smas epirebodnen. maT taqsis mZRolic SemoierTes. rac kargad axsovda klevers, is iyo, rom zaris rekva Semoesma da amiT mixvda, rom monastris galavanTan iyvnen. amis gamo, mgoni, im kac ma cremlic ki idina, xolo pardon belma ese yoveli did magiur niSnad miiCnia da gaSterebul klevers ramdenjerme CasZaxa yurSi: _ gesmis? klevers ar esmoda. mas surda, taqsiSi Camjdariyo da 77 aka morCilaZe iqve daeZina, ufro sworad, sadme damjdariyo, rom Tavi miedo. taqsisti mondomebiT svamda boTlidan Sampanurs, rac ioli ar iyo. erTaderTi, rac kleverma dalagebulad gaifiqra, is iyo, rom monasterSi ciskris msaxureba daiwyo da es ganac xada kidec. Tanameinaxeni daeTanxmnen, rom axla berebisTvis xelis SeSla ar egebis, Tumca, is xnovani kaci mainc mondomebiT da xalisiT daiZaxebda xolme raRacas, xolo pardon beli _ igives, albaT inglisurad. _ nika, gamodi, biWo, ra mogivida? _ amas iZaxda kaci, Tumca kleveri ver imaxsovrebda. _ mister bel... mister bel, da Senc, ra gqvia Sen? _ murazi. _ muraz, osmalo xar? _qurTi var, ser... iezidi. _ ai, sad Sev kre bil varT er Tad yve la Cag ru li da da Rupuli. modi es mwerali xevSi gadavagdoT, _ gamoacxada ufrosma. kleverma gaWirvebiT gaiRima, ar gamouvida. _ xevSi gadavagdoT da iyos iq... _ exlave? _ ikiTxa mZRolma. _ ara, saerTod gadavagdoT... Cemi saqarTvelo daipyro ruseTma, amisi Sotlandia daipyro inglisma, Seni qurTis tani yvelam daipyro... es kidev ingliselia. ra unda vuqnaT inglisels? ra undaT ingliselebs kai xalxis sufraze? _ santa esperansac aman daipyro, _ Tqva mZRolma. _ aqedan mieTrevian. naxe televizorSi rogor gacura ocma gemma? ha, naxe? kleverma kvlav gaRimeba scada da gamoscra: _ iu... iu qana go... qeri on.... maza fffaa... _ ai, rogoria ingliseli. albaT iseTive, rogoric rusi. Cibuxebs ewevian, xe-xe... modi, gagvimarjos dapyrobilebs da magrebs, ingliselebma kriketi iTamaSon... 78 santa esperansa _ ha-haaa... kriketi, _ ratomRac gaexarda taqsists _ kriketi... _ aq risTvis movediT? _ ikiTxa uceb belma. _ me gemSi unda Cavjde, ganacxada im ojaxiSvilma, _ me saqarTveloSi unda wavide, iq omi iyo da unda miveSvelo aRdgenaSi. _ me... minda... _ boTls waetana kleveri, _ me minda, rom aqedan wavideT... _ saqarTveloSi, _ Tqva mZRolma, _ me wagiyvanT saqar TveloSi, efendi... _ garSemo zRvaa, _ amoioxra kacma, romelsac sazafxu lo kepi exura, _ me ara var visramiani, arc arasdros vyo filvar. me avaliani var... _ diax, _ Tavi dauqnia belma, _ garSemo zRvaa... risTvis movediT aq? _ nika, _ Tqva uceb visramian-avalianma, _ Cemi siZis sa naxavad movediT... nika? _ aq aris? _ ikiTxa murazma. belma Rirseulad CaiRima: _ es me vici... ici me vin var? me dedoflis mesaWurvle var. _ romeli dedoflis? _ Tamar dedoflis, _ dajerebiT Tqva bu visramianma, _ ase ar aris? Tamar dedofali saqarTvelos mefe iyo. pir vel moadgiled qurTi hyavda. _ marTla? _ gaexarda mZRols. _ Tqven ar iciT... nikaaaa! gamo ra, ra gaatrake saqme... _ egeni locvas ar gawyvitaven, _ Tavi gaaqnia mZRolma, _ Sen kidev gemze dagagviandeba. _ ras qvia damagviandeba... uCemod gemi ar wava. me kide lo-ma lo unda vna xo... Cemi go go. ici, sa lo-ma lo? Cemi sa nika unda miviyvano da Sevarigeb... xo ici, bavSvebis amba vi. xan iCxubeben, xan Serigdebian. axla naCxubrebi arian da ager, aman, Tqva nika SotlandiaSiao... 79 aka morCilaZe _ monasterSia-Tqo... dedoflis marjvena xelia, _ daas lokina pardon belma. _ nikas ra unda monasterSi? _ uceb gabrazda visramia ni, _ nikam uari Tqva cxovrebaze? swori iyo... swori iyo is viriSvili. _ vin? _ hkiTxa mZRolma _ stalini. _ me iq viyavi, _ Tqva uceb sqoTma. _ sad? _ stalingradSi. visramianma Caicina: _ Sen iq iyavi da nika aq ari, ara? nikas ra unda biWo, monasterSi, nika cocxali adamiania, nika ro miuSva, mTebs gadaabrunebs, mara aq ver gaugeben... es xo qveyana ar ari, es ari saRore. aba, Sexede amas, es kacia? edmond kleveri manqanasTan Cakeciliyo, Tavi ganze ga daegdo da pirdaRebuls eZina. _ aman ramdeni wignic ar unda daweros, es kacia? Cibu xebi, bombebi, wyalze gadebuli Cibuxi, vin iyo homoseqsua listi... eg ari wignebi? magas ra unda? mZRols Zalian gaexarda. _ aqa, Tqven... Tqveni muRami ari supermarketi... dagixu raven supermarkets da getirebaT deda, namdvili cxovreba sxvagan ari. ar SemWames Tavisi supermarketiT? didi Rame... sungalSi, erT qvevrSi ukeTesi Rvino asxia, vidre yvela aqaur supermarketSi. ar jeraT, imito ro, miaCvies... Rvino kargia aseTi da aseTi? me ro ver migaCvie, imito? mZRolma taSi dascxo. _ ar vici, vina xar, magari xar, vinca xar. wamo, Tu gin da, saRamomde muqTad viaroT. _ fulSi ar ari saqme... saqme sibinZureSia. yelamde si binZureSia es kunZuli. gaskdeba da mere naxe supermarke ti... erTxans dumdnen, taqsistis ufiltro sigaretebs abo 80 santa esperansa lebdnen. dabla Canda qalaqi, gaRma _ Zveli cixesimagre. uceb ki pardon belma SesZaxa: _ sakmaria, oh, oh, saomari... ras ityodiT, ser, rom Se momeTavazebina molaSqreoba dedoflis gundisa? saRamosve SevxvdebiT dedofals. _ es kide kacia, imisgan gansxvavebiT, _ uTxra mZRols cru visramianma, _ oRond sulelia... me sulelebi miyvars, _ da bels gadaexvia, janianad Caikra gulSi is patara, oq rosferwarbebiani sqoTi, _ ar gagigon, Tore gadagasaxle ben sungalebis sagiJeTSi. _ me iq viyavi, _ jiutad gaimeora pardon belma da aq viTinda. _ sad? _ iq, kalatafimTan. yvelaferi Cemi TvaliT vnaxe. _ cariela gulia, amas Semovevle, siZis moZebnaSi mSve loda, _ Sublze daekona visramian-avaliani. _ magari adgilia esa, _ Tqva mZRolma, _ ai, saerTod ar ismis qalaqis xma. am dros, qalaqia. naxe rogor gaTenda? _ Rmer Tis ar Ceu lia, bi Wo, _ bels xeli SeuS va vis ra mianma, _ dasalevi aRar ari? _ gemi gava... _ Tqva mZRolma. visramianma ubeSi Caiyo xeli da raRac qaRaldi amoiRo: _ aba, naxe... gauwoda taqsists. _ vaax... ra kox ta bi le Tia, _ Tqva mu raz ma... _ kaiu ta luqs, orasormoci funti... `feren juzepe mirila~... visi gemia? _ jandabis... _ iyo pasuxi. mZRolma manqanaSi Seixeda: _ erTi saaTis gasulia, metis... _ Tqva dananebiT. pardon belma daacemina. _ Caag deT es mwe ra lia, Tu vi Ra ca da wa ve diT, _ Tqva visramianma. _ sad? 81 aka morCilaZe _ navsadgurSi Rame davlioT. aba xo ar gavCerdebiT? iq iqneba namdvili xalxi. yovelTvis asea, _ manqanis wina kari gamoaRo visramianma, _ a, wavediT? gemSi ver vjdebi da ge mis xmebi mainc movisminoT. _ kargia, _ Tqva murazma, _ me vici koxta adgili. aka morCilaZe. santa esperansa. Tbilisi: bakur sulakauris gamomcemloba. 2004. 82 v viqtor pelevini daibada 1962 wels moskovSi. 1979 wels daamTavra saSualo skola da Caaba ra moskovis energetikis institutSi, romelic Tav ra. 1989 wels Se vi da gor kis 1985 wels daam saxelobis literaturis institutSi, saidanac 1991 wels garicxes. am periodSi man gamosace mad moamzada karlos kastanedas samtomeuli da araerTi publikacia JurnalisTvis `mecniere ba da religia~. 1992 wels gamovida v. pelevi nis moTxrobebis pirveli krebuli, ris Semdegac misi popularoba TandaTan izrdeboda da dReis Tvis is ruseTis erT-erT yvelaze aRiarebul da cnobil mwerlad iTvleba. cxovrobs moskovSi. 83 viqtor pelevini gandgomili da eqvsTiTa I _ daaxvie! _ ?.. _ xo giTxari, daaxvie-meTqi. yurebas miSli. _ da ras uyureb? _ RmerTo, ra idiotia... mzes, ra Tqma unda. eqvsTiTam Tvali moacila Sav niadags, romelic mofeni li iyo saWmlis, naxerxisa da miwis nareviT da TvalmoWu tulma zeviT aixeda. _ hoo... vcxovrobT, vcxovrobT _ arada, ratom? sauku neTa saidumloa. da vinme ki Caswvda mnaTobTa naz, Zafisebr arss? ucnobma Tavi moabruna da zizRnarevi cnobismoyvareo biT daakvirda. _ eqvsTiTa, _ dauyovnebliv gaecno eqvsTiTa. _ me gandgomili var, _ upasuxa ucnobma. _ es ase Tqvens sociumSi laparakoben _ mnaTobTa nazi, Zafisebri arsi? 85 viqtor pel evin i _ CvenTan ukve aRar, _ upasuxa eqvsTiTam da uceb daus tvina. _ ai, es mesmis! _ ra iyo? _ ikiTxa daeWvebulma gandgomilma. _ ai, uyure! axali gaCnda! _ mere ra? _ samyaros centrSi ase arasdros xdeba, erTdroulad sami mnaTobi rom iyos... gandgomilma qedmaRlurad Caifxukuna. _ me ki Tavis droze erTdroulad TerTmeti minaxavs. erTi zenitSi da xuT-xuTi TiToeul epiciklze. marTalia, es aq ar yofila. _ aba, sad? _ hkiTxa eqvsTiTam. gandgomilma araferi upasuxa. mibrunda da cota gver diT gadga, miwidan fexiT saWmeli gamoqeqa da Wama daiwyo. susti, Tbili qari qroda, horizontis momwvano-monacris fro zedapirze ori mze irekleboda, da am suraTSi imdeni simSvide da sevda iyo, rom Cafiqrebuli gandgomili Sek rTa kidec, mis win mdgomi eqvsTiTa rom aRmoaCina. _ isev Sen xar? ra jandaba ginda? _ ubralod, dalaparakeba. _ Sen xo Wkviani ara xar, rogorc mivxvdi, _ upasuxa gan dgomilma. _ mibrundi sociumSi. Tore, ai, sad Semoexete. marTla, wadi... man xeli aiqnia WuWyiani yviTeli zolisken, romelic Zlivs SesamCnevad moZraobda, _ daujerebeli iyo, rom aqe dan ase gamoiyureboda uzarmazari mogugune brbo. _ me ki davbrundebodi, _ Tqva eqvsTiTam, _ magram ga momagdes. _ marTla? ratom viTom? ra, politikaa? eqvsTiTam Tavi daiqnia da erTi fexiT meore moifxana. gandgomilma fexebze daxeda da Tavi gaaqnia. _ naRdia? _ aba! da egrec miTxres _ Cven, SeiZleba iTqvas, gadam wyveti etapisTvis vemzadebiT da Sen ki fexebze eqvs-eqvsi 86 gand gomil i da eqvsTiT a TiTi gaqvs... naxe ra Senc droo... _ ra `gadamwyveti etapi~? _ ar vici. yvelas saxe aqvs moRrecili, gansakuTrebiT oc daaxloebuls, mets verafers ver gaigeb. darbian, Rria leben. _ a, _ Tqva gandgomilma, _ gasagebia. is, albaT, ufro da ufro mkafio xdeba, ara? konturebi ki ufro da ufro cxadi? _ zustad, _ gaukvirda eqvsTiTas. _ saidan ici? _ erTi xuTjer mainc minaxavs es gadamwyveti etapebi. oRond sxvadasxvanairad hqvia. _ marTla? _ Tqva eqvsTiTam, _ ki mara, pirvelad rom xdeba? _ gegonos. sainteresoc kia imis naxva, meorejer rogor moxdeba. magram Cven, cota ar iyos, sxvadasxva Rameze vla parakobT. gandgomilma Cumad gaicina, ramdenime nabiji gadadga sociumis mimarTulebiT, mere zurgiT miutrialda da fe xebi mTeli ZaliT aafxakura ise, rom male mis zurgs ukan saWmlis narCenebis, naxerxisa da mtvris Rrubeli gaCnda. amave dros is ukan iyureboda, xelebs iqnevda da raRacas burtyunebda. _ es raRa iyo? _ ikiTxa odnav SeSinebulma eqvsTiTam, rodesac aqoSinebuli gandgomili mobrunda. _ es Jestia, _ upasuxa gandgomilma. _ xelovnebis aseTi formaa. kiTxulob leqss da Tan mis Sesaferis moZraobasac asruleb. _ da axla romeli leqsi waikiTxe? _ aseTi, _ Tqva gandgomilma: xandaxan moviwyen, imaT yurebaSi, vinc mivatove, xandaxan vicini, da maSin Cven Soris yviTeli nisli aRimarTeba. 87 viqtor pel evin i _ es ra leqsia, _ Tqva eqvsTiTam. _ me, RvTis wyalobiT, yvela leqsi vici. zepirad ara, rasakvirvelia, magram yve la ocdaxuTive momismenia. aseTi ki naRdad ar aris. gandgomili gaocebuli miaCerda, mere, rogorc Cans, mixvda. _ Sen erTi mainc gaxsovs? _ hkiTxa man. _ aba, wamikiTxe. _ axlave. tyupebi... tyupebi... ho, mokled, iq Cven vam bobT erTs da sxvas vgu lis xmobT. me re ki isev ra Ra cas vambobT da isev sxva Rames vgulisxmobT, ai, TiTqos piri qiT. Zalian lamazi Rame gamodis. bolos da bolos, Tva lebs kedels mivapyrobT, iq ki... _ sakmarisia, _ Tqva gandgomilma. dadumdnen. _ mismine, Senc gamogagdes? _ siCume daarRvia eqvsTi Tam. _ ara. es me gavyare yvela. _ ase rom ar xdeba? _ yvelanairad xdeba, _ Tqva gandgomilma, erT-erT ciur obieqts gaxeda da iseTi toniT Tqva, rom cxadi iyo, ybedobidan seriozul saubarze gadadioda: _ male dab neldeba. _ moica ra, _ Tqva eqvsTiTam, _ aravin icis, rodis dab neldeba. _ me ki vici. ginda mSvidad daiZino _ mombaZe. _ da gan dgomilma daiwyo fexebTan mimobneuli nayarnuyaris, na xerxisa da miwis nafleTebis moquCeba. male warmoiqmna pa tara, carieli sivrcis Semomfargvleli kedeli, sakmaod maRali, misive zomis. gandgomili moSorda damTavrebul nagebobas, siyvaruliT Sexeda da Tqva: _ ai, amas me sulis TavSesafars veZaxi. _ ratom? _ hkiTxa eqvsTiTam. _ ise. mSvenivrad JRers. SenTvis ar gaikeTeb? eqvsTiTam daiwyo CaliCi. araferi gamosdioda _ kede li eSleboda. marTali rom iTqvas, didadac ar cdilob 88 gand gomil i da eqvsTiT a da, radgan odnavac ar daujerebia gandgomilis naTqvami moaxloebuli sibnelis Sesaxeb, _ da rodesac ciuri cec xli SekrTa da nel-nela qroba daiwyo, sociumis mxridan ki qaris msgavsi sayovelTao amooxvris xma moisma, gulSi erTdroulad ori Zlieri grZnoba warmoeSva: Cveulebrivi SiSi moulodnelad movlenili sibnelis winaSe da aqamde ucnobi Tayvaniscema iseTi viRacisadmi, vinc masze aSka rad meti icoda samyaros Sesaxeb. _ kai, egre iyos, _ Tqva gandgomilma, _ Caxti SigniT. me kidev gavikeTeb. _ me xtoma ar vici, _ xmadabla upasuxa eqvsTiTam. _ maSin kargad iyavi, _ Tqva gandgomilma da moulod nelad mTeli ZaliT hkra fexi miwas, afrinda da kedlis miRma gaqra, ris Semdegac mTeli misi nageboba Tavze Ca moeSala da naxerxisa da miwis Tanabari feniT gadaefara. warmoqmnili borcvi cota xans tokavda, Semdeg kedelSi patara sivrce warmoiSva _ eqvsTiTam kidev moaswro mas Si gandgomilis mbrwyinavi Tvalis danaxva, _ da saboloo sibnele daeSva. raRa Tqma unda, eqvsTiTam, rac saWiro iyo, yvelaferi icoda Ramis Sesaxeb. `es bunebrivi procesia~, _ ambob da zo gier Ti. `saq mes unda mi xe do~, _ miaC ndaT sxvebs _ umetesoba aseTi iyo. saerTod, Sexeduleba mravalgvari arsebobda, magram yvelas erTi da igive ram emarTeboda: rodesac yovelgvari mizezis gareSe sinaTle qreboda, Si Sis krunCxvebTan mokle da uimedo brZolis Semdeg yvela SeSdeboda da gons rom moegebodnen (mnaTobebi isev rom ainTebodnen), Zalze cota ram axsovdaT. igive emarTeboda eqvsTiTasac, sanam sociumSi cxovrobda, axla ki _ albaT imitom, rom CamoSvebuli sibnelis SiSs aseTive siZlie ris martoobis SiSic daemata da, amdenad, gaormagda, is Cveul, mxsnel komaSi aRar Cavardnila. ai, moSorebiT sa yovelTao kvnesac miCumda, is ki isev im borcvTan ijda da Cumad tiroda. etyoba garSemo araferi iyo da, rodesac 89 viqtor pel evin i sibneleSi gandgomilis xma gaisma, eqvsTiTam SiSisgan qveS Caisvara. _ ei, morCi zuzuns, _ Tqva gandgomilma, _ daZinebaSi xels miSli. _ ar SemiZlia, _ xmadabla upasuxa eqvsTiTam, _ gulis bralia. iqneb damelaparako, a? _ raze? _ hkiTxa gandgomilma. _ razec ginda, oRond karga xans. _ modi SiSis Sesaxeb, kargi? _ vai, ara ra! _ daiwripina eqvsTiTam. _ Cumad iyavi! _ dausisina gandgomilma, _ axla aq yvela virTxa mova. _ romeli virTxebi? eg raRa ari? _ ikiTxa gulgaxeT qilma eqvsTiTam. _ eg Ramis arsebebia. Tumca, sinamdvileSi dRisac. _ ar gamimarTla cxovrebaSi, _ waiCurCula eqvsTiTam, _ imdeni TiTi rom mqonoda, ramdenic saWiroa, axla yve lasTan erTad meZineboda. RmerTo, rogor meSinia... vir Txebi... _ mismine, _ amoidga ena gandgomilma, _ ai, sul imeo reb: RmerTo, RmerTo... iq ra, TqvenTan, RmerTis swamT? _ me ra vici. ra Rac rom ar se bobs, es naR dia. mag ram ra _ aravin icis. ai, magaliTad, ratom bneldeba? Tumc, cxadia, bunebrivi mizezebiTac SeiZleba aixsnas. magram RmerTze fiqrs Tu daiwyeb, mere cxovrebaSi veRarafers gaakeTeb... _ sainteresoa, ra SeiZleba cxovrebaSi gaakeTo? _ ikiTxa gandgomilma. _ rogor Tu ra? ra saWiroa suleluri kiTxvebis dasma _ TiTqos TviTon ar icode. yvela, visac rogor SeuZlia, miZvreba sakveburisken. sicocxlis kanonia. _ gasagebia. ra saWiroa maSin es yvelaferi? _ ra `yvelaferi~? _ ai, samyaro, ca, miwa, mnaTobebi, saerTod _ yvelaferi. 90 gand gomil i da eqvsTiT a _ rogor Tu ra saWiroa? asea samyaro mowyobili. _ da rogor aris mowyobili? _ ikiTxa dainteresebul ma gandgomilma. _ ai, ase. vmoZraobT sivrcesa da droSi. sicocxlis ka nonebis Sesabamisad. _ saiTken? _ me saidan unda vicode? saukuneTa saidumloa. Sen, visac ginda, Wkuidan SeSli. _ es Sen gaa gi Jeb kacs. ra zec ar unda dai la pa ra ko, SenTvis yvelaferi sicocxlis kanoni da saukuneTa sai dumloa. _ ar mogwons da nu melaparakebi, _ nawyeni xmiT Tqva eqvsTiTam. _ da arc dagiwyebdi. es Sen geSinia sibneleSi Cumad yofnis. eqvsTiTas es saerTod aRar axsovda da, sakuTar gan cdebs rom daak vir da, mix vda, rom ara nair SiSs aRar grZnob da. da aman ki ise Sea Si na, rom wa mox ta da mTe li ZaliT gavarda brmad, sanam sibneleSi uxilavi samyaros kedels ar Seaskda. Soridan gandgomilis wripina sicili moesma da eqvsTi Tac fexebis frTxili monacvleobiT gaemarTa am erTa derTi xmis mimarTulebiT sayovelTao sibnelesa da mdu marebaSi. im borcvs rom miuaxlovda, romelSic gandgomi li moTavsebuliyo, Cumad miuwva gverdiT da sicivisTvis rom ar mieqcia yuradReba, ise scada daZineba. verc Seam Cnia momenti, roca asec moxda. II _ dRes me da Sen samyaros kedelze avZvrebiT, gaige? _ Tqva gandgomilma. 91 viqtor pel evin i eqvsTiTa swored am dros mirboda sulis TavSesafris ken. TviT nageboba TiTqmis iseTive gamosdioda, rogoric gandgomils, oRond gadaxtoma mxolod grZeli garbenis Semdeg SeeZlo da axla swored amaze varjiSobda. naT qvamis azri zustad maSin gaacnobiera, roca unda gadam xtariyo da Sedegad am sust nagebobas ise Seaskda, rom miwisa da naxerxis namcecebi, misi sxeulis Tanabari feniT dafarvis nacvlad, Tavze dayril nagvis grovad eqca, fe xebma ki sayrdeni dakarga da haerSi gamoekida. gandgomili miexmara gamoZromaSi da gaumeora: _ samyaros kedelze unda avideT. ukanaskneli dReebis ganmavlobaSi misgan iseT Rameebs ismenda eqvsTiTa, rom sulSi sul raRac WraWunobda da oxravda, sociumSi ganvlili warsuli cxovreba ki gulisa maCuyebel fantaziad eCveneboda (an iqneb uxams koSmarad _ jer kidev ver gadaewyvita), magram es ukve nametani iyo. _ gadamwyveti etapi yoveli samocdaaTi dabnelebis Semdeg dgeba, guSin ki samocdamecxre iyo. samyaros ric xvebi marTavs. da man im Calis Rerebis grZel rigze miuTiTa, Tavad samyaros kedlis gaswvriv rom amoCriliyo miwidan. _ da rogor SeiZleba samyaros kedelze acoceba, Tu es samyaros kedelia? Tavad saxelwodebaSic xom... mis iqiT xom araferi ar aris... eqvsTiTa imdenad Tavzardacemuli iyo, rom yuradRe bac ki ar miaqcia gandgomilis bnel, mistikur ganmarte bebs, romlebic sxva SemTxvevaSi mas uTuod cud gunebaze daayenebda. _ me re ra, _ upa su xa gan dgo mil ma, _ rom ara fe ri ar aris. es unda gvixarodes kidec. _ da iq ra unda vakeToT? _ vicxovroT. _ da aq riTia cudi? _ imiT, sulelo, rom es `aq~ male aRar iarsebebs. 92 gand gomil i da eqvsTiT a _ da ra iqneba? _ darCi da gaigeb. araferi ar iqneba. eqvsTiTam igrZno, rom saerTod dakarga Tavdajerebu loba. _ mudmivad ratom maSineb? _ nu wuwuneb, _ waiburdRuna gandgomilma, Tan caSi ra Rac wertils akvirdeboda. _ samyaros kedlis iqiT cudi sulac ar aris. me Tu mkiTxav, aqaurobaze ukeTesicaa. mivida eqvsTiTas mier agebul sulis TavSesafarTan da fexebiT gafanta. _ magas ratom Svebi? _ hkiTxa eqvsTiTam. _ sanam romelime samyaros miatoveb, unda ganazogado iq miRebuli gamocdileba, mere ki yvela kvali gaanadgu ro. aseTi tradiciaa. _ eg vin moigona? _ ra mniSvneloba aqvs. vTqvaT, me. sxva, rogorc xedav, aq aravinaa. ai ase... gandgomilma Tavisi naSromis Sedegs Tvali moavlo _ dangreuli nagebobis adgilas idealurad swori adgili darCeniliyo, arafriT gamorCeuli danarCeni udabnosa gan. _ morCa, _ Tqva man, _ kvali wavSale. _ axla saWiroa gamocdilebis ganzogadeba. Seni jeria. aZveri am kolbox ze da daiwye. eqvsTiTa mixvda, rom gaabiTures, saqmis yvelaze rTu li da, rac mTavaria, gaugebari nawili rom dautoves. mag ram dabnelebis SemTxvevis Semdeg man gadawyvita, daeje rebina gandgomilisaTvis. mxrebi aiCeCa da moaTvaliera _ sociumidan xom ar Semoexeta vinmeo, _ da kolboxze aZvra. _ ra movyve? _ yvelaferi, rac samyaros Sesaxeb ici. _ au, ramden xans mogviwevs aq yofna, _ daustvina eq vsTiTam. _ ara mgonia, _ mSralad upasuxa gandgomilma. 93 viqtor pel evin i _ mokled, ase. Cveni samyaro... ra idioturi rituali gaqvs... _ sityvas banze nu agdeb. _ Cveni samyaro tolferda rvakuTxedia, sivrceSi Ta nabrad da pirdapir moZravi. aq Cven gadamwyveti etapis Tvis vemzadebiT, Cveni bednieri cxovrebis dagvirgvine bisTvis. yovel SemTxvevaSi, es aris oficialuri for mulireba. samyaros perimetrze gadis egreT wodebuli samyaros kedeli, romelic sicocxlis kanonebis qmedebis Sedegad warmoiqmna. samyaros centrSi mdebareobs oria rusiani sakvebur-sarwyulebeli, romlis garSemoc uZve lesi droidan arsebobs Cveni civilizacia. sociumis wev ris mdgomareoba sakvebur-sarwyulebelTan mimarTebaSi ganisazRvreba sazogadoebrivi RirebulebiTa da damsaxu rebebiT... _ ai, es ki adre ar msmenia, _ gaawyvetina gandgomilma, _ ra damsaxurebebiT? ra aris sazogadoebrivi Rirebule ba? _ ai... rogor giTxra... esaa, roca viRaca Tavad sakve bur-sarwyulebelTan moxvdeba. _ da vin aRmoCndeba xolme? _ da xo geubnebi: visac meti damsaxureba aqvs. an sazo gadoebrivi Rirebuleba. me, magaliTad, adre ise ra dam saxurebebi mqonda, axla ki saerTod aRara maqvs. Sen ra, samyaros saxalxo modelis azrze ara xar? _ azrze ara var. _ ras ambob? aba, gadamwyveti etapisTvis rogor emza debodi? _ mere mogiyvebi. midi, gaagrZele. _ ukve TiTqmis davamTavre. ra darCa... sociumis miRma didi udabnoa, yvelaferi ki samyaros kedliT sruldeba. masTan mxolod Cvennairi garewrebi miWuWyulan. _ gasagebia. da mori saidanRa gaCnda? da yvelaferi danarCeni? 94 gand gomil i da eqvsTiT a _ au, ra ma ga ri xar... amas oci daax loe bu lic ki ver getyvis. saukuneTa saidumloa. _ kaaargi. da saukuneTa saidumlo ra ari? _ sicocxlis kanoni, _ cdilobda rbilad epasuxa eq vsTiTas. raRac ar moswonda gandgomilis intonaciebSi. _ keTili. sicocxlis kanoni raRaa? _ es saukuneTa saidumloa. _ saukuneTa saidumlo? _ ucnaurad wvrili xmiT Cae kiTxa gandgomili da nel-nela wriuli svliT uaxlovde boda eqvsTiTas. _ ras Svebi? morCi! _ eqvsTiTa. _ es xom Seni ritualia! magram gandgomili ukve gons moego. _ keTili, _ Tqva man, _ yvelaferi gasagebia. Camodi. eqvsTiTa kolboxidan CamoforTxda, gandgomili ki da Zabuli da seriozuli gamometyvelebiT avida mis adgilas. cota xans dumda, TiTqos raRacas ayuradebso, Semdeg ki Tavi aswia da saubari daiwyo: _ me aq sxva samyarodan movedi, _ Tqva man, _ im dros, roca Sen jer kidev Zalian patara iyavi. ai, im meore samya roSi ki me movedi mesamidan da ase Semdeg. sul xuT samya roSi var namyofi. isini amis msgavsia, praqtikulad saer Tod ar gansxvavdeba erTmaneTisagan. mTeli msoflio ki, romelSic Cven vimyofebiT, uzarmazari daxSuli sivrcea. RmerTebis enaze mas `lunaCarskis saxelobis boileruli kombinati~ ewodeba, magram es ras niSnavs, ar vici. _ Sen ici Rmer Te bis ena? _ ikiT xa gak vir ve bul ma eq vsTiTam. _ cota. nu mawyvetineb. sul mTlianad samocdaaTi sam ya roa. Cven axla erT-erT maT gan Si varT. es sam ya roe bi mimagrebulia uzarmazar Sav lentTan, romelic nel-nela moZraobs wreze. mis Tavze ki, cis TaRze, asobiT erTnai ri mnaTobia ganlagebuli. ase rom, isini ki ar micuraven Cven zemoT, aramed Cven mivcuravT maT qvemoT. Seecade warmoidgino es. 95 viqtor pel evin i eqvsTiTam Tvalebi daxuWa. saxeze daZabuloba gamoe xata. _ ara, ar SemiZlia, _ Tqva bolos. _ keTili, _ uTxra gandgomilma, _ mismine. yvelas, sa mocdaaTive samyaros, rac ki arsebobs, samyaroTa jaWvi ewodeba. yovel SemTxvevaSi, namdvilad SegviZlia ase vu wodoT. yovel maTganSi arsebobs sicocxle, magram igi maradiuli ki ar aris, aramed ciklurad warmoiSoba da qreba. RmerTebis enaze amas saamqro nomeri erTi hqvia. Cveni samyaro swored mis SesasvlelTan imyofeba. rode sac gadamwyveti etapi sruldeba da ganaxlebuli samyaro saamqro nomeri erTis meore mxridan gamodis, yvelaferi Tavidan iwyeba. warmoiSoba sicocxle, gaivlis cikls da gansazRvruli drois Semdeg kvlav saamqro nomer erTSi CainTqmeba. _ eg yvelaferi saidan ici? _ xmadabla ikiTxa eqvsTi Tam. _ bevri vimogzaure, _ uTxra gandgomilma, _ da namcecnamcec Sevagrove idumali codna. erT samyaroSi erTi ram iyo cnobili, sxvaSi _ sxva Rame. _ iqneb isic ici, saidan gavCndiT? _ vici. Tqven samyaroSi ras amboben amis Sesaxeb? _ rom es obieqturi mocemulobaa. aseTia cxovrebis kanoni. _ gasagebia. Sen axla samyaros arsebobis erT-erTi yve laze didi saidumlos gagebas cdilob da arc vici, SeiZ le ba Tu ara, gan do. mag ram, ram de na dac Sen gar da sxvas mainc veravis vetyvi, gagandob. Cven TeTri sferoebidan vCndebiT. sinamdvileSi isini mTlad mrgvalebi ki ar arian, cota wagrZelebuli forma aqvT da erTi bolo meoreze ufro viwrocaa, magram axla es ar aris arsebiTi. _ sferoebi. TeTri sferoebi, _ gaimeora eqvsTiTam da rogorc idga, iseve daenarcxa miwas. am cnobis simZime mas fizikuri ZaliT daawva da erTi wamiT moeCvena, rom kvde 96 gand gomil i da eqvsTiT a boda. gandgomili mivarda da mTeli ZaliT dauwyo njRre va. TandaTan eqvsTiTa gons moego. _ ra gWirs? _ hkiTxa SeSinebulma gandgomilma. _ vah, gamaxsenda. marTlac. adre TeTri sferoebi viya viT da grZel Taroebze vimyofebodiT. is adgili Zalian Tbili da nestiani iyo. mere ki Signidan gamovamtvrieT es sferoebi da... sadRac qvemodan amoizarda es Cveni samya ro da Cvenc, yvelani, ukve iq viyaviT... magram ratom ara vis ar axsovs? _ aris samyaroebi, sadac axsovT, _ uTxra gandgomilma, _ didi ambavi, mexuTe Tu meeqvse perinataluri matrica. arc ise Rrmaa da Tanac WeSmaritebis mxolod nawilia. magram sul erTia _ isini, visac es axsovs, codnas malavs xolme, rom xeli ar SeuSalos gadamwyveti etapisaTvis mzadebas, Tu rogorc hqvia _ yvelgan sxvadasxvagvaradaa. CvenTan, magaliTad, mSeneblobis dasrulebas uwodebdnen, Tumca ki aravis araferi uSenebia. rogorc Cans, Tavisi samyaros gaxsenebam gandgomili daadardiana da dadumda. _ mismine, _ hkiTxa cota xnis Semdeg eqvsTiTam, _ da es TeTri sferoebi saidanRa Cndeba? gandgomilma keTilganwyobiT gadmoxeda. _ me gacilebiT meti dro damWirda, es kiTxva rom ga Ce ni li yo Cems sul Si, _ Tqva man, _ mag ram aq yve la fe ri ufro rTuladaa. erT Zvel legendaSi naTqvamia, rom es TeTri sferoebi Cvengan warmoiSoba, magram savsebiT Se saZlebelia es metafora iyos... _ Cvengan? gaugebaria. es sadRa gaige? _ me TviTon movifiqre. aq ra unda gaigo? _ moulod neli sevdiT Tqva gandgomilma. _ Sen ar Tqvi, Zveli legendaao? _ marTalia. me is movigone, rogorc Zveli legenda. _ es rogor? ratom? _ ici, erTma moxucma brZenma, SeiZleba iTqvas, winas 97 viqtor pel evin i warmetyvelma (axla ki mixvda eqvsTiTa, vin igulisxmebo da) Tqva, rom is ki ar aris mniS vne lo va ni, ra iT qme ba, aramed is, Tu vis mier iTqmeba. im azris nawili, romlis gamoxatvac msurda, niSnavs, rom Cemi sityvebi Zveli le gendis saxiT gvevlineba, Tumca Sen amas rogor gaigeb... gandgomilma zecas axeda da saubari gawyvita: _ morCa. wasvlis droa. _ sad? _ sociumSi. eqvsTiTam Tvalebi gadmokarkla. _ Cven xom samyaros kedelze gadaZromas vapirebdiT. rad gvinda sociumi? _ da Sen ici, ra aris sociumi? _ hkiTxa gandgomilma. _ ai, eg aris samyaros kedelze gadasaZromi mowyobiloba. III miuxedavad imisa, rom udabnoSi araviTari sagnebi ar iyo, romelTac amoefareboda, eqvsTiTa mainc Semparavi nabijiT midioda, da rac ufro uaxlovdeboda sociums, misi siaruli miT ufro emsgavseboda damnaSavis svlas. TandaTanobiT uzarmazari brbo, Soridan veeberTela moZ rav arsebas rom hgavda, calkeul sxeulebad iSleboda, da ukve imaTi gakvirvebuli saxeebis garCevac SeiZleboda, romlebmac moaxloebulebi SeamCnies. _ mTavaria, _ CurCuliT umeorebda gandgomili ukanas knel miTiTebebs, _ Tavxedurad moiqce, magram ar gadaa Warbo. aucileblad unda gavabrazoT, magram ara imdenad, rom dagvfliTon. mokled, sul imas uyure, me ras vizam. _ eqvsTiTa moeTra! _ mxiarulad wamoiZaxa viRacam. _ gamarjoba, vigindara! ei, eqvsTiTa, es vin mobrZandeba SenTan erTad? 98 gand gomil i da eqvsTiT a am ugunurma wamoZaxilma sruliad moulodnelad _ da Tan gaugebaria, ratom _ eqvsTiTaSi bavSvobis nostalgiu ri mogonebebis mTeli talRa aRZra. gandgomilma TiTqos es igrZno da eqvsTiTas zurgSi uTavaza. zed sociumis sazRvarTan Zalian cota xalxi iyo _ iq ZiriTadad cxovrobdnen xeibrebi da mWvretelebi, romel Tac siviwrove ar uyvardaT _ maTTvis gverdis avla Zneli ar iyo. magram rac ufro miiwevdnen win, miT ufro mWid rod idga brbo da sul male gandgomili da eqvsTiTa gau saZlis siviwroveSi aRmoCndnen. winsvla jer kidev SesaZ lebeli iyo, magram mxolod gverdiT mdgomTa lanZRviT. ai, ma Sin ki, ro de sac win mdgom Ta Tavs ze moT sak ve bursarwyuleblis mocaxcaxe saxuravi gamoCnda, nabijis ga dadgmac ki SeuZlebeli aRmoCnda. _ yovelTvis maocebda, _ Cumad uTxra eqvsTiTas gan dgomilma, _ ra brZnulad aris yvelaferi mowyobili. isi ni, vinc sakvebur-sarwyulebelTan axlos dganan, ZiriTa dad imi tom grZno ben Tavs bed nie rad, rom mu dam ax sovT isini, vinc maTi adgilis dakavebas lamobs. isini ki, vinc mTeli cxovreba elian, rodis gaCndeba xvreli win mdgom Ta Soris, bednierebi arian, radgan raRacis imedi aqvT. swored es aris harmonia da erTianoba. _ ra, ar mogwons? _ hkiTxa gverdiT viRacam. _ ara, ar momwons, _ upasuxa gandgomilma. _ da konkretulad ra ar mogwons? _ ra da _ araferi. da gandgomilma farTo JestiT xeli moavlo garSemo, sakvebur-sarwyuleblis diad TaRs, yviTlad mocaxcaxe cecxliT ganaTebul cas da Sors, bundovnad dalandul samyaros kedels. _ gasagebia. da Tqveni azriT, sad aris ukeTesi? _ ube du re bac is aris, rom ar sad! saq mec es aris! _ natanji xmiT upasuxa gandgomilma. _ sadme rom ukeTesi iyos, aq Tqven cxovrebaze saubars dagiwyebdiT? 99 viqtor pel evin i _ Tqveni megobaric aseTive azrisaa? _ ikiTxa xmam, _ ras CasCerebia miwas? eqvsTiTam amoixeda _ aqamde fexebs dascqeroda, rad gan es saSualebas aZlevda minimalurad mieRo monawileo ba yovelive amaSi _ da xmis patronic dainaxa. mas gabrtye lebuli, maZRari saxe hqonda da saubrisas cxadad Canda misi yelis yvela anatomiuri detali. eqvsTiTa maSinve mixvda, rom mis winaSe oc daaxloebulTagan erT-erTi iyo _ marTlacda Tavad epoqis sindisi. etyoba, maT mosvlamde aq axsna-ganmartebiT samuSaos atarebda, rogorc es xan daxan xdeboda xolme. _ es Tqven imi tom xarT ase Ti naR vlia ne bi, Zme bo, _ moulodnelad megobrulad Tqva man, _ rom sxvebTan er Tad ar emzadebiT gadamwyveti etapisTvis. maSin xom aseTi azrebisTvis droc ar dagrCebodaT. me TviTon xandaxan iseTi azrebi mebadeba, rom... da, iciT, Sroma Svelis. da amave intonaciiT daayola: _ SeipyariT. brbo amoZravda da gandgomili eqvsTiTasTan erTad yoveli mxridan SeboWili aRmoCnda. _ da migvifurTxebia TqvenTvis, _ aseve megobrulad Tqva gandgomilma. _ sad unda wagviyvanoT? kidev erTxel gagvyriT. samyaros kedelze, rogorc amboben, ver gadag vafrenT... aq gandgomilis saxeze SeSfoTeba gamoixata, brtyelsa xam ki warbebi aWima _ maTi Tvalebi erTmaneTs miaSterda. _ arada, saintereso Canafiqria. aseTi ram CvenTan jer arc yofila. ra Tqma unda, arsebobs aseTi gamoTqma, mag ram xalxis neba xom andazaze ufro Zlieria. rogorc Cans, am azrma aRafrTovana. mitrialda da brZana: _ yuradReba! moewyveT! axla daugegmavi RonisZieba gveqneba. arc ise didi dro gavida im momentidan, rodesac 100 gand gomil i da eqvsTiT a brtyelsaxam mowyoba brZana im dromde, sanam procesia, centrSi gandgomili da eqvsTiTa rom moemwyvdiaT, samya ros kedels miuaxlovdeboda. STambeWdavi procesia iyo. pirveli brtyelsaxa mia bijebda, mas ukan moxuc-dedaTagan (aravin, brtyelsaxas CaTvliT, ar icoda, es ra iyo _ ubralod, aseTi tradicia arsebobda) SerCeuli ori cremliani mihyveboda. isini gan dgomilisa da eqvsTiTasTvis sawyen raRacebs ambobdnen erTdroulad datirebiTa da wyevliT, Semdeg TviTon dam naSaveni mohyavdaT da bolos msvlelobas xalxis masa as rulebda. _ amrigad, _ Tqva brtyelsaxam, rodesac procesia Se Cerda, _ samagieros migebis amaRelvebeli wamic dadga. vfiqrob, Zmebo, yvelani Tvalebs movWutavT, roca es ori vigindara ararsebobaSi CainTqmeba, ase ar aris? da dae, es mRelvare movlena naTeli magaliTi iyos yvelasTvis, xal xisTvis. xmamaRla itireT, dedebo! moxuc-dedebi miwaze gagordnen da iseTi gulismom kvleli xmiT atirdnen, rom damswreTagan mravali mibrun da nerwyvis ylapviT. isini Tan iklaknebodnen cremlebiT atalaxebul mtverSi, Tan SigadaSig wamocvivdebodnen, raTa gandgomilisa da eqvsTiTas misamarTiT udavo da sa Sineli braldebebi esrolaT, Semdeg ki isev Ronemixdilni eSvebodnen miwaze. _ aba, _ Tqva cota xnis Semdeg brtyelsaxam, _ inaniebT Tu ara? SegarcxvinaT moxuc-dedaTa cremlebma? _ rasakvirvelia, _ upasuxa gandgomilma, romelic Se fiqrianebuli saxiT akvirdeboda xan ceremonias da xan raRac ciur sxeulebs, _ da rogor unda gadagvyaroT? brtyelsaxa dafiqrda. moxuc-dedaTa xmebic miCumda, Semdeg erTi maTgani mtvridan wamoimarTa da Tqva: _ miwayrili? _ miwayrili, _ Tqva gandgomilma, _ magis gakeTebas xuT dabnelebas movandomebT. Cven ki ukve didi xania ver viT 101 viqtor pel evin i menT, rom Cveni gamoaSkaravebuli sircxvili sicarieleSi gadavmaloT. brtyelsaxa, cbierad TvalmoWutuli, gandgomils mia Cerda da Tavi dauqnia. _ esmiT, _ uTxra viRac Tavisians, _ mxolod Tavs ika tuneben, hkiTxe, iqneb TviTon SemogvTavazon Rame? ramdenime wuTis Semdeg samyaros kedlis TiTqmis ki demde cocxali piramida aRimarTa. isini, vinc zemoT id gnen, Tvalebs Wutavdnen da saxes malavdnen, raTa, Rmer Tma nu qnas, da iqiT ar gaexedaT, sadac yvelaferi mTav rdeba. _ zeviTken, _ ubrZana viRacam gandgomilsa da eqvsTi Tas da isinic, erTmaneTisTvis xelis waSvelebiT gaemar Tnen mxrebisa da zurgebis aramyar mwkrivze sadRac Sors mikarguli kedlisaken. zemodan mTeli dadumebuli sociumis danaxva SeiZle boda. yuradRebiT rom dakvirvebodi, Canda aqamde Seum Cneveli cis detalebi da sqeli mili, romelic sakvebursarwyuleblisken eSveboda usasrulobidan, _ aqedan igi ukve ise didebulad aRar gamoiyureboda, rogorc miwi dan. rogorc kolboxze, ise iolad Sexta samyaros kedel ze gandgomili da eqvsTiTasac miexmara, gverdiT moisva da qvemoT CamosZaxa: _ yvelaferi mzad aris! misma yvirilma viRacas wonasworoba daakargvina coc xal piramidaSi, romelic ramdenjerme Seirxa da daiSala _ yvela qvemoT aRmoCnda, kedlis Ziras, magram, madloba RmerTs, aravin daSavebula. civi Tunuqis kides rom moeWida, eqvsTiTa daakvirda zemoT macqeral pawawina saxeebs, Tavisi samSoblos mo nacrisfro-moyavisfro sivrces. igi samyaros kedlis im kuTxes miaCerda, sadac mwvane laqa moCanda da sadac misma bavSvobam gaiara. `amas veRarasodes vnaxav~, _ gaifiqra man da, Tumc yovelive amis kidev erTxel naxvis gansakuTre 102 gand gomil i da eqvsTiT a buli survili ar hqonda, mainc raRac moebjina yelSi. gverdze miixuta Calis Rermiwebebuli miwis patara nagle ji da imas Caufiqrda, ra swrafad da Seuqcevadad icvleba yvelaferi mis cxovrebaSi. _ mSvidobiT, sayvarelo Svilebo! _ daiyvires qvemodan moxuc-dedebma, miwamde Tavi daxares da mere zeviTken mi wis beltebis srola daiwyes. gandgomili TiTiswverebze wamoimarTa da xmamaRla dasZaxa: vicodi mudamdRe, rom mivatovebdi am umowyalo samyaros... am dros mas miwis mozrdili belti moxvda da xel-fex gaSlili gadaeSva qvemoT. eqvsTiTam ukanasknelad moavlo Tvali qveviT da SeamCnia, rom brbodan viRaca damSvido bebis niSnad xels uqnevda _ da sapasuxod manac dauqnia xeli. Semdeg Tvalebi daxuWa da nabiji ukan gadadga. ramdenime wams uTavbolod trialebda haerSi, mere ki daeca raRac magarze, saSineli tkivili igrZno da Tvale bi gaaxila. ucnobi masalisgan damzadebul mbrwyinav Sav zedapirze iwva, samyaros kedeli ki gverdiT aRmarTuli yo, gandgomili kedels gaSlili xeliT miyrdnoboda da Tavis leqss asrulebda: magram es rom ase aRsruldeboda, ver vifiqrebdi... Semdeg mobrunda eqvsTiTasken da martivi JestiT aniS na, wamomdgariyo. IV axla, rodesac isini gigantur Sav lents miuyvebod nen, eqvsTiTa xedavda, rom gandgomilma simarTle uTxra. 103 viqtor pel evin i marTlac, samyaro, maT rom datoves, nela moZraobda am lentTan erTad sxva kosmosur obieqtebTan SedarebiT, romelTa bunebac eqvsTiTasTvis Seucnobeli iyo, mnaTo bebi ki uZravni iyvnen _ sakmarisi iyo, Savi lentidan Ca mosuliyavi, rom yvelaferi cxadi gamxdariyo. maT mier mitovebuli samyaro axla nel-nela uaxlovdeboda rkinis mwvane karibWes, romlis qvemoTac ikargeboda lenti. gan dgomilma uTxra, rom swored es iyo saamqro nomeri erTi. ucnauri kia, magram eqvsTiTa sulac ar iyo samyaroSi ar sebuli obieqtebis sidiadiT gaognebuli _ piriqiT, masSi TiTqos ufro msubuqma gaRizianebam gaiRviZa. `da sul es aris?~ _ zizRiT fiqrobda igi. moSorebiT ori samyaro moCanda, swored imis msgavsi, rogoric miatoves, _ isinic Sav lentTan erTad moZraobdnen da aqedan sakmaod ubad rukad gamoiyurebodnen. Tavidan eqvsTiTas egona, rom isini sxva samyarosken miemarTebodnen, magram Sua gzaze gandgomilma ucbad ubrZana, lents Cayolebuli bordiu ridan (romelzec moZraobdnen) Camxtariyo qvemoT, bnel xvrelSi. _ iq sirbilea, _ uTxra man eqvsTiTas, magram man ukan daiwia da uaryofis niSnad Tavi gaaqnia. maSin gandgomili uxmod gadaeSva qvemoT da eqvsTiTasac sxva araferi dar Cenoda, rom ukan mihyoloda. amjerad igi kinaRam daimtvra qvasaviT civ zedapirze, romelic horizontamde yavisferi filebiT iyo mopirke Tebuli da Zalian lamazad gamoiyureboda. _ es ra ari? _ ikiTxa eqvsTiTam. _ kafeli, _ upasuxa gaugebari sityva gandgomilma da Tema Secvala. _ male daRamdeba, Cven ki im adgilamde unda mivaswroT. gzis nawilis gavla sibneleSi mogviwevs. gandgomili Rrmad SeSfoTebuls hgavda. eqvsTiTam mi TiTebuli mimarTulebiT gaixeda da Sors nazi yviTeli kuburi mTebi dainaxa (gandgomilma uTxra, maT `yuTebs~ uwodebeno): Zalian bevri iyo, maT Soris arsebul sivrce 104 gand gomil i da eqvsTiT a Si ki naTeli burbuSelis gorebi moCanda, _ es yvelaferi Soridan bavSvobaSi nanax lamaz zRapars waagavda. _ wavediT, _ Tqva gandgomilma da swrafi nabijiT gae marTa win. _ mismine, _ eqvsTiTam, romelic kafelze srialiT gverdiT mihyveboda, hkiTxa _ rogor xvdebi, rodis da Ramdeba? _ saa Tis mi xed viT, _ aux sna gan dgo mil ma, _ es ciur sxeulTagan erT-erTia. axla is marjvniv da zemoT aris _ ai, is disko Savi klaknili xazebiT. eq vsTi Tam axe da cis Ta Ris kar gad nac nob, Tumc mis Tvis aqamde sruliad uintereso detals. _ rodesac am Savi xazebis nawili garkveul mdgoma reobas daikavebs, romlis Sesaxebac rogorme sxva dros giambob, Suqi qreba, _ uTxra gandgomilma. _ es axla male moxdeba. aTamde daiTvale. _ erTi, ori, _ daiwyo eqvsTiTam da uecrad Camobnelda. _ ar CamomrCe, _ gaafrTxila gandgomilma, _ Torem daikargebi. SeeZlo arc eTqva _ eqvsTiTa lamis quslebze abijebda. sinaTlis erTaderT wyarod samyaroSi iribi yviTeli Suqi iqca, romelic saamqro nomeri erTis mwvane WiSkris qvemo dan aRwevda. saiTkenac gandgomili miemarTeboda eqvsTi TasTan erTad, karibWesTan axlos, gandgomilis TqmiT, yvelaze daculi adgili iyo. Canda mxolod Soreuli yviTeli zoli karebis qveS da garSemo ramdenime fila. eqvsTiTas ucnauri gancda daeufla. eCveneboda, TiTqos sibnele iseve aviwroebda masa da gandgomils, rogorc is brbo axlo warsulSi. yo veli mxridan TiTqos safrTxe uaxlovdeboda da eqvsTiTa amas ise grZnobda mTeli taniT, rogorc yoveli mxridan erTdroulad mqrolav orpir qars. rodesac SiSis gaZ leba ukve SeuZlebeli xdeboda, qvemoT dafenil kafelis filebs Tvals aSorebda da win mokiafe sinaTlis zols 105 viqtor pel evin i aSterdeboda da maSin axsendeboda sociumi, romelic So ridan TiTqmis aseve gamoiyureboda. mas eCveneboda, rom raRacnairi cecxlovani sulebis samefosken miemarTebod nen da ukve apirebda amis Sesaxeb gandgomilisTvis eTqva, rodesac igi moulodnelad Sedga da xeli aswia. _ Cumad, _ Tqva man, _ virTxebi. Cvengan marjvniv. versad gaiqceodi _ garSemo, yvela mimarTulebiT, er Tnairi kafelis sivrce gadaSliliyo, sinaTlis zoli ki jer isev Za lian Sors iyo. gan dgo mi li mot rial da mar jvniv da Zalze ucnauri poza miiRo, Tan eqvsTiTas aniSna, mis zurgs amohfareboda, rac man gasaocari siswrafiTa da xalisiT Seasrula. Tavidan igi verafers amCnevda, mere ki ufro igrZno, vidre dainaxa didi, swrafi sxeulis moZraoba sibneleSi. is swored xilvadobis zRurblTan Sedga. _ gvelodeba, _ Cumad uTxra gandgomilma, _ ucdis, rogor moviqceviT. erTi nabijic rom gadavdgaT, maSinve gvecema. _ aha, gecemiT, _ Tqva sibnelidan gamosulma virTxam, _ rogorc borotebisa da mZvinvarebis gansaxiereba, ro gorc ukuneTis WeSmariti pirmSo. _ uh, _ amoisunTqa gandgomilma, _ calTvala. me ki vi fiqre, rom marTla mogvexaza. gaicaniT erTmaneTi. eqvsTiTam undoblad Sexeda Wkvian, yavisfer sifaTs, grZeli ulvaSebiTa da mZivis ori mbrwyinavi TvaliT. _ calTvala, _ Tqva virTxam da SiSveli kudi uxamsad gaaqicina. _ eqvsTiTa, _ Tavi warudgina eqvsTiTam da hkiTxa: _ ratom xar calTvala, roca orive Tvali wesrigSi gaqvs? _ me mesame Tvali maqvs gaxsnili, _ upasuxa calTvalam, _ is ki erTia. raRac azriT, yvela, visac ki mesame Tvali gaexsna, calTvalaa. _ da ra ari... _ daiwyo eqvsTiTam, magram gandgomilma aRar daamTavrebina. 106 gand gomil i da eqvsTiT a _ xom ar gaviseirnoT, _ galanturad SesTavaza man calTvalas, _ ai, im yuTebamde? Rameuli gza mosawyenia, Tan mosaubre Tu ar gyavs gverdiT. eqvsTiTas Zalian ewyina. _ wavideT, _ daeTanxma calTvala da eqvsTiTasken gverdSeqceuli (mxolod axlaRa gaarCia man misi uzar mazari dakunTuli sxeuli) mihyva gandgomils, romelic swrafad midioda, rom ar CamorCenoda. eqvsTiTa ukan mis devda da calTvalas ukana TaTebsa da mis tyavis qveS moZ rav muskulebs rom akvirdeboda, imaze fiqrobda, Tu riTi SeiZleboda damTavrebuliyo es Sexvedra, calTvala gan dgomilis nacnobi rom ar aRmoCeniliyo, Tan yovelnairad cdilobda, misTvis kudze fexi ar daedga. imis mixedviT Tu vimsjelebdiT, rogor swrafad daem sgavsa maTi dialogi romeliRac adre dawyebuli saubris gagrZelebas, isini Zveli megobrebi unda yofiliyvnen. _ Tavisufleba? RmerTo, eg raRaa? _ ekiTxeboda sici liT calTvala. _ esaa aforiaqebuli martodmarto rom darbixar amxela kombinatSi, meaTejer, Tu vin icis, daniT sikvdils meramdenejer gadarCenili? ai, eg aris Tavisuf leba, ara? _ Sen isev yvelafers aubraloeb, _ pasuxobda gandgo mili, _ es Tavisuflebis Ziebaa mxolod. arasodes miviReb samyaros im infernalur suraTs, romlisac Sen gjera. al baT es imitom xdeba, rom ucxod grZnob Tavs am, CvenTvis Seqmnil samyaroSi. _ virTxebs ki swamT, rom igi CvenTvis aris Seqmnili. amas imitom geubnebi, rom mec veTanxmebi maT. marTali, ra Tqma unda, Sen xar, magram ara bolomde da ara arse biTSi. Sen ambob, rom es samyaro TqvenTvis aris Seqmni li? ara, is Seqmnilia Tqven gamo, magram ara TqvenTvis. gasagebia? gandgomilma Tavi CaRuna da cota xans Cumad midioda. _ kargi, _ Tqva calTvalam, _ me gamosamSvidobeblad 107 viqtor pel evin i movedi, Tumca megona, rom cota mogvianebiT gamoCndebo di, magram mainc SevxvdiT. xval mivdivar. _ saiT? _ yovelives sazRvris miRma. betonis erTma Zvelma so rom gamiyvana betonis cariel milamde, romelic ise Sors midis, rom amaze fiqric ki Znelia. iq ramdenime virTxas Sevxvdi _ amboben, es mili ufro da ufro Rrmad eSveba da iq, Zalian qvemoT, romeliRac sxva samyaroSi gavyavarT, sadac mxolod erTnair mwvane tansacmelSi gamowyobili mamrobiTi sqesis RmerTebi cxovroben. isini gigantur SaxtebSi mdgari kerpebis irgvliv raRac ucnaur manipu laciebs asruleben. calTvala SeCerda. _ aqe dan mar jvniv unda ga vux vio, _ uT xra, _ ai, ase. saWmeli iq iseTia, rom verc ki gadmoscem. es samyaro ki iqaur erT SaxtaSi moTavsdeboda. mismine, ginda CemTan erTad wamoxvide? _ ara, _ upa su xa gan dgo mil ma, _ Cve ni gza qve moT ar midis. rogorc Cans, mTeli saubris ganmavlobaSi pirvelad gaaxsenda eqvsTiTa. _ ras izam, _ Tqva calTvalam, _ maSin warmateba minda gisurvo Sens gzaze, rogoric ar unda iyos igi. xom ici, rogor miyvarxar. _ mec Zalian miyvarxar, calTvala, _ uTxra gandgo milma, _ da imedi maqvs, rom Senze fiqri gamamxnevebs. war matebas gisurveb. darCenili gza gandgomilma da eqvsTiTam Cumad gan vles. yuTebs rom miadgnen, burbuSelebis ramdenime gora ki gadaWres da bolos miaRwies mizans. es iyo saamqro no meri erTis karebis qemodan gamomavali sinaTliT sustad ganaTebuli da burbuSelebiT dafaruli ormo, romelSic grovad iyo Cayrili rbili da grZeli Cvrebi. kedlis gver diT aRmarTuliyo neknebismagvari konstruqcia, romlis 108 gand gomil i da eqvsTiT a Sesaxebac gandgomilma Tqva, rom odesRac igi iseT siTbos asxivebda, rom masTan miaxloebac ki Wirda. gandgomili sagrZnoblad cud xasiaTze iyo. igi CvrebSi fuTfuTebda, dasaZineblad rom mowyobiliyo da eqvsTiTam gadawyvita, aRar Seewuxebina saubriT, miT umetes, rom Tavadac eZine boda. CvrebSi rogorRac gaexvia da gaiTiSa. gaaRviZa Soreulma RrWenam, foladis xeze dartymis xmam da iseTma sasowarkveTilma yvirilma, rom maSinve gan dgomils mivarda. _ es ra ari? _ Seni samyaro gadamwyvet etaps gadis, _ upasuxa gan dgomilma. _ ??? _ sikvdilis dro dadga, _ wynarad uTxra gandgomilma, mibrunda, Cvari gadaifara da daiZina. V gaRviZebulma gandgomilma kuTxeSi mocaxcaxe namtira lev eqvsTiTas gaxeda, Caifxukuna da CvrebSi qeqva daiwyo. male iqidan aTi cali erTnairi rkinis sagani amoaZvrina, romlebic eqvskuTxa sqeli milis gadanaWrebs mogagonebdaT. _ Sexede, _ uTxra man eqvsTiTas. _ es ra ari? _ ikiTxa man. _ RmerTebi qanCebs eZaxian. eqvsTiTa kidev apirebda raRac ekiTxa, magram uceb xeli Caiqnia da isev aRrialda. _ ra gWirs? _ hkiTxa gandgomilma. _ yvela daiRupa, _ miugo eqvsTiTam, _ yvela, yvela... _ me re ra, _ Tqva gan dgo mil ma. _ Senc mok vde bi. da garwmuneb, rom Senc da isinic mkvdrebi erTnairi drois manZilze iqnebiT. 109 viqtor pel evin i _ mainc mecodebian. _ mainc romeli? moxuc-dedaTagan romelime Tu is, oc daaxloebulTagan erT-erTi? _ gaxsovs, rogor gadmogvyares kedlidan? _ hkiTxa eq vsTiTam. _ yvelas nabrZanebi hqonda, rom Tvalebi daexu WaT. me ki, xeli rom davuqnie, viRacam xelis daqneviTve mipasuxa. da ai, rom vfiqrob, rom isic daiRupa... da mas Tan erTad isic gaqra, ramac aiZula, ase rom moqceuli yo... _ hoo, _ Tqva RimiliT gandgomilma, _ es marTlac Zal ze samwuxaroa. da Camovarda siCume, romelsac mxolod meqanikuri xma arRvevda, im mwvane WiSkridan rom moismoda, romlis miR mac gauCinarda eqvsTiTas samSoblo. _ mismine, _ hkiTxa eqvsTiTam mas Semdeg, rac tiriliT guli ijera, _ sikvdilis mere ra xdeba? _ Zneli saTqmelia, _ upasuxa gandgomilma, _ mrava li xilva mqonda magis Taobaze, magram ar vici, ramdenad SeiZleba maTi ndoba. _ miambe, ra? _ sikvdilis Semdeg Cven, rogorc wesi, jojoxeTSi gvyrian. davTvale aranakleb ormocdaaTi SemTxveva imisa, rac iq xdeba. zogjer mkvdrebs anawevreben da uzarmazar tafebze wvaven. xandaxan mTlianad brawaven miniskarian rkinis oTaxebSi, sadac lurji cecxli anTia an gaTeTre bamde gavarvarebuli foladis boZebi sicxes asxivebs. xan daxan gvxarSaven uzarmazar ferad qvabebSi, xandaxan ki, piriqiT, gvyinaven. mokled, sanugeSo araferia. _ da amas vin Sveba? _ rogor Tu vin? RmerTebi. _ da es rad undaT? _ ici ra, Cven maTi sakvebi varT. eqvsTiTa SekrTa, Semdeg ki Tavis mocaxcaxe muxlebs daakvirda. 110 gand gomil i da eqvsTiT a _ yvelaze metad swored Cveni fexebi uyvarT, _ SeniSna gandgomilma, _ da xelebic. swored xelebze vapireb axla SenTan laparaks. awie. eqvsTiTam gaiSvira win xelebi _ gamxdari, uRono. sa codavad gamoiyureboda. _ odesRac maTi saSualebiT davfrinavdiT, _ Tqva gan dgomilma, _ magram mere yvelaferi Seicvala. _ frena ra ari? _ eg zustad aravin icis. erTaderTi, rac cnobilia, isaa, rom Zlie ri xe le bi unda gvqon des. ima ze bev rad Zlieri, vidre Sen an Tundac me maqvs. amitom minda erTi varjiSi gaswavlo. ori qanCi aiRe. eqvsTiTam didi gaWirvebiT miaTria ori mZime sagani gandgomilis fexebTan. _ ai, ase. axla gayavi xelebi amaT naxvretebSi. eqvsTiTam esec moaxerxa. _ axla ki xelebi awie da dawie... ai, ase. wuTis Semdeg eqvsTiTa ise daiRala, rom, rogorc ar unda ecada, erT moZraobasac veRar akeTebda. _ mor Ca, _ Tqva da xe le bi dauS va, qan Ce bi mi wa ze dac vivda. _ axla uyure, me rogor vakeTeb, _ Tqva gandgomilma da TiToeul xelze xuT-xuTi qanCi wamoicva. ramdenime wuTi gaSlili hqonda xelebi, magram etyoboda, rom su lac ar daRliliyo. _ rogoria? _ magaria, _ amoioxra eqvsTiTam, _ gaunZrevlad ratom giWiravs? _ raRac momentidan am varjiSSi erTi siZnele wamoiqmne ba. mere gaigeb, rasac vgulisxmob, _ upasuxa gandgomilma. _ darwmunebuli xar, rom frenis swavla ase SesaZle belia? _ ara. ara var darwmunebuli. piriqiT, meeWveba, rom es Rames iZleodes. 111 viqtor pel evin i _ aba, maSin ra saWiroa? Tu Tavad ici, rom ase araferi gamova? _ ro gor giT xra. imi tom, rom amis gar da bev ri ram vici, maTgan erT-erTi ki aseTia: Tu sibneleSi moxvdi da si naT lis Tun dac Za lian sust sxivs xe dav, mis ken unda wax vi de nac vlad imi sa, im sje lo _ Rirs Tu ara amis ga keTeba. sibneleSi uqmad jdomas azri arasodes ara aqvs. xvdebi, ra gansxvavebaa? eqvsTiTa dumda. _ im drom de vcxov robT, sa nam ime di gvaqvs, _ uT xra gandgomilma, _ da mas Tu dakargav, araviTar SemTxvevaSi Tavs ar unda misce imis ufleba, rom es gaiazro. da maSin raRaca SeiZleba Seicvalos. magram amaze didi imedebis damyareba ar Rirs. eqvsTiTam raRacnairi gaRizianeba igrZno. _ es yvelaferi didebulia, _ Tqva man, _ magram sinam dvileSi ras niSnavs? _ si nam dvi le Si es imas niS navs, rom Sen yo vel dRe am qanCebiT imdeni unda ivarjiSo, sanam CemsaviT ar izam. Cem Tvis ki es imas niSnavs, rom ise unda gakvirdebode, TiT qos Seni warmatebebi marTla Zalian mniSvnelovania. _ nuTu sxva saqme araferia? _ ikiTxa eqvsTiTam. _ ki, rogor ara, _ upasuxa gandgomilma, _ SegiZlia gadamwyveti etapisTvis moemzado. magram am SemTxvevaSi marto mogiwevs CaliCi. VI _ mismine, gandgomilo, Sen yvelaferi ici da _ ra aris siyvaruli? _ sainteresoa, sad gaige eg sityva? _ hkiTxa gandgo milma. 112 gand gomil i da eqvsTiT a _ sociumidan rom magdebdnen, viRacam mkiTxa, miyvars Tu ara is, rac dawesebulia. vupasuxe, ar vici-meTqi. mere ki calTvalam Tqva, rom Zalian uyvarxar, Sen ki _ rom is giyvars. _ gasagebia. ici, albaT, ver agixsni. mxolod magali TiT SeiZleba gaigo. ai, warmoidgine, rom wylian kasrSi Cavardi da ixrCobi. warmoidgine? _ aha. _ axla ki warmoidgine, rom wamiT Tavi amoyavi, sinaT le dainaxe, haeri CaisunTqe da raRaca Segexo xelze. da Senc CaebRauWe da ase imagreb Tavs. hoda, Tu miviCnevT, rom mTeli sicocxle iZirebi (da es asec aris), maSin siy varuli is aris, rac SegaZlebinebs, rom Tavi wylis zemoT geWiros. _ Sen amas imis Sesaxeb ambob, risi siyvarulic dawese bulia? _ ara aqvs mniSvneloba. Tumca, rac dawesebulia, is SeiZleba, giyvardes wylis qveSac. rac ginda. ra gansxvave baa, ras CaebRauWebi, mTavaria _ gagiZlos. yvelaze cudia, Tu es viRac sxva aris, is, ici, yovelTvis SeiZleba xeli dan gamogecalos. mokled rom vTqvaT, siyvaruli is aris, romlis wyalobiTac yvela iq aris, sadac aris. mkvdrebis garda... Tumca... _ me mgoni, me arasdros araferi myvarebia, _ Seawyve tina eqvsTiTam. _ ara, es Senc Se gem Txva. gax sovs, na xe va ri dRe rom Rrialebdi imis gaxsenebaze, vinc sapasuxod xeli dagiq nia maSin, kedlidan rom gvyridnen? ai, es iyo siyvaruli. Sen xom ar ici, es ra tom gaa ke Ta. iq neb fiq rob da, rom sxvebze ufro daxvewilad dagcinoda. me, piradad, swored ase mgo nia. ase rom, Sen Za lian su le lu rad, mag ram swo rad moiqeci. siyvaruli azrs aniWebs imas, rasac vakeTebT, Tumca ki sinamdvileSi igi ar arsebobs. _ ese igi, siyvaruli gvatyuebs? sizmariviT raRacaa? 113 viqtor pel evin i _ ara. siyvaruli _ es raRac siyvaruliviTaa, sizmari ki _ sizmariviT. yvelafers, rasac akeTeb, mxolod siyva rulis gamo akeTeb. sxva SemTxvevaSi ijdebodi da iRria lebdi SiSisa an zizRis gamo. _ ki magram, bevri xom rasac akeTebs, imas siyvarulis gamo sulac ar akeTebs. _ sisulelea. isini arafersac ar akeTeben. _ da Sen Rame giyvars, gandgomilo? _ miyvars. _ ra? _ ar vici. is, rac xandaxan SeigrZnoba. zogjer es ra Rac azria, zogjer qanCi, zogjer niavi. mTavaria, rom yo velTvis vcnob, rogorc ar unda SeiniRbos im yovelive saukeTesoTi, rac ki arsebobs CemSi. _ rogor? _ rogor da vmSviddebi. _ da yvela sxva dros aforiaqebuli xar? _ ara. yovelTvis mSvidi var. ubralod, es saukeTesoa, rac ki arsebobs CemSi. da rac miyvars, is rom meZleva, amas mTeli Cemi simSvidiT vxvdebi. _ da rogor fiqrob, ra aris CemSi saukeTeso? _ SenSi? albaT, is, roca Cumada xar sadme kuTxeSi da ar Canxar. _ marTla? _ ra vici... se rio zu lad _ ra aris Sen Si sau ke Te so, gaigeb maSin, roca imas Sexvdebi, rac Segiyvardeba. ras grZnobdi imaze fiqris dros, xeli rom dagiqnia? _ sevdas. _ hoda, ese igi, saukeTeso ram SenSi Seni naRvelia da yovelTvis ase Sexvdebi imas, rac giyvars. gandgomilma mimoixeda da raRacas yuri miugdo. _ ginda naxo RmerTebi? _ oRond, Tu SeiZleba, axla ara, _ upasuxa SeSinebulma eqvsTiTam. 114 gand gomil i da eqvsTiT a _ nu geSinia. Clungebi arian. ai, Sexede, ager. gasasvlelSi, konveiers iqiT, swrafad midioda ori uzarmazari arseba _ imdenad didebi iyvnen, rom maTi Ta vebi sadRac, WerTan, bindbundSi ikargeboda. maT ukan ki dev erTi msgavsi arseba mosdevda, oRond ufro dabali da sqeli _ xelSi eWira gadaWrili konusis msgavsi Wur Weli, miwisken daxrili viwro TaviT. pirveli ori im ad gilis maxloblad SeCerda, sadac gandgomili da eqvsTiTa isxdnen da dabali mogugune xmebi gamouSva (`saubroben~ _ mixvda eqvsTiTa), mesame arseba ki kedels miuaxlovda, WurWeli iatakze dadga, Caawo Sig funjiani Woki da WuW yian-nacrisfer kedelze gausva WuWyian-nacrisferi zoli. ucnauri suni dadga. _ mismine, _ Zlivs gasagonad CasCurCula eqvsTiTam, _ Sen ambobdi, rom ici maTi ena. ras amboben? _ es ori? ax la ve. pir ve li am bobs: `me xeT qva min da~. meore ki ambobs: `Sen dunkas aRar miekaro~. _ `dunka~ ra ari? _ egeTi adgilia samyaroSi. _ da pirvels risi SexeTqva unda? _ dunkasi, cxadia, _ upasuxa fiqris Semdeg gandgomilma. _ da samyaros adgils rogor SexeTqavs? _ RmerTebi ar arian? _ da es msuqani ras ambobs? _ arafers, mReris imis Sesaxeb, rom sikvdilis mere ti rifad qceva unda. sxvaTa Soris, Cemi sayvareli RvTiuri simReraa. mere rogorme gimRereb. samwuxaro mxolod is ari, rom ar vici, tirifi ra aris. _ RmerTebic ixocebian? _ aba ra. es maTi ZiriTadi saqmianobaa. im orma gza ganagrZo. `ra didebulebaa!~ _ fiqrobda eldanacemi eqvsTiTa. RmerTebis mZime nabijebi da maTi dabali xma miwyda, siCume Camovarda. kafelis iatakis fi lebze orpiri qari mtvers atrialebda da eqvsTiTas eC 115 viqtor pel evin i veneboda, rom warmoudgenlad maRali mTidan dahyurebda qvis ucnaur udabnos, romelzec milioni wlis manZilze erTi da igive ram xdeba: qris qari da daaqrolebs viRacis sicocxlis narCenebs, Soridan Calis Reroebad, qaRalde bad an kidev raRacad rom geCveneba. `odesme, _ fiqrobda eqvsTiTa, _ viRac sxva daiwyebs aqedan qvemoT yurebas da Cem ze ise ifiq rebs, rom Ta vad ar eco di ne ba, rom Cem ze fiqrobs. iseve, rogorc axla me vfiqrob viRacaze, rome lic imaves grZobda, rasac me, RmerTma icis, rodis. yovel dReSi arsebobs wertili, romelic mas akavSirebs warsul Tan da momavalTan. ra sevdismomgvrelia es samyaro...~ _ magram masSi raRac iseTic arsebobs, rac yvelaze naRvlian cxovrebasac ki azrs aniWebs, _ Tqva moulodne lad gandgomilma. `sikvdilis mere rom tirifad gadamaqciaaaaa~, _ gab mulad da xmadabla mReroda msuqani qalRmerTi saReba vis badurasTan, idayvze TavCamodebuli eqvsTiTa sevdas grZnobda, gandgomili ki savsebiT mSvidad iyo da TiTqos aTasobiT uxilavi Tavis zemoT sicarieles gascqeroda. VII im dros, rodesac eqvsTiTa qanCebiT varjiSobda, mTe li aTi samyaro moeqca saamqro nomer erTSi. raRac Wria lebda da akakunebda mwvane kars miRma, iq raRac xdeboda da eqvsTiTas, amaze rom fiqrobda, civi ofli asxamda da akankalebda. magram Zalasac swored es matebda. xelebi SesamCnevad daugrZelda da gauZlierda _ axla ukve ise Tive hqonda, rogoric gandgomils. magram es jer arafers ar niSnavda. erTaderTi, rac gandgomilma icoda, _ is iyo, rom xelebiT unda ifrino, magram rogor _ misTvis gauge bari darCa. gandgomils miaCnda, rom es sivrceSi gadaad 116 gand gomil i da eqvsTiT a gilebis gansakuTrebuli saSualebaa, rodesac is adgili unda warmoidgino, sadac ginda moxvedra da mere xelebs unda ubrZano fiqriT, rom iq mTeli tani gadaitanon. igi mTel dReebs WvretaSi atarebda, Tundac ramdenime nabi jiT rom gadaeadgilebina sxeuli, magram araferi gamos dioda. _ albaT, _ eubneboda eqvsTiTas, _ xelebi jer kidev ara gvaqvs sakmarisad Zlieri. unda ganvagrZoT. erTxel, rodesac gandgomili da eqvsTiTa yuTebs So ris Cvrebis grovaSi isxdnen da saganTa arss akvirdebod nen, friad usiamovno ambavi moxda. irgvliv cotaTi Ca mobnelda da, rodesac eqvsTiTam Tvali gaaxila, mis wina Se romeliRac RmerTis gauparsavi saxe moCanda. _ uyure Sen, sadamde mouRweviaT, _ Tqva man, Semdeg ki gandgomilsa da eqvsTiTas veeberTela WuWyiani xelebiT daswvda, yuTebidan amoaTria, warmoudgeneli siswrafiT gadaatara uzarmazar sivrces da erT-erT samyaroSi Caya ra, romelic saamqro nomeri erTidan ukve arc ise Sors iyo. Tavidan gandgomili da eqvsTiTa am ambavs mSvidad da garkveuli ironiiTac ki Sexvdnen _ isini samyaros kedel Tan mokalaTdnen da sulis TavSesafris mowyobas Seud gnen, magram RmerTi ucbad mobrunda, amoaTria eqvsTiTa, kargad daakvirda mas, gaocebisagan tuCebi daawklapuna, Sem deg fex ze cis fe ri len ti Sea ba da ukan Caag do. ram denime wuTSi ukve ramdenime RmerTi mouaxlovda _ maT amoiyvanes eqvsTiTa da aRfrTovanebis gamomxatveli wa moZaxilebiT rigrigobiT daiwyes misi Tvaliereba. _ es ukve aRar momwons, _ Tqva gandgomilma, rodesac RmerTebma, rogorc iqna, daabrunes eqvsTiTa Tavis ad gilze da gabrundnen, _ cudad aris saqme. _ mec egre mgonia, _ upasuxa SeSinebulma eqvsTiTam. _ iqneb ukeTesi iyos, es xaraxura movixsna? da fexze Semokrul cisfer lentze miuTiTa. _ jobia, jer ar moixsna, _ upasuxa gandgomilma. 117 viqtor pel evin i cota xans pirquSad dumdnen, mere ki eqvsTiTam uTxra: _ es yvelaferi eqvsi TiTis bralia. romc gaviqceT aqedan, isini xom Zebnas dagviwyeben. yuTebis Sesaxeb ukve ician. sadme sxvagan SeiZleba davimaloT? gandgomili kidev ufro moiRrubla, Semdeg pasuxis nacvlad adgilobriv sociumSi gaseirneba SesTavaza, cota sevda rom gaeqarvebinaT. magram aRmoCnda, rom Soreuli sakvebur-sarwyulebli sagan maTken ukve mTeli delegacia moemarTeboda. imis mixedviT Tu vimsjelebT, rom gandgomilisa da eqvsTiTas gan daaxloebiT oc nabijSi isini miwas gaerTxnen da ase, xoxviT, wamovidnen, maT seriozuli ganzraxva amoZraveb daT. gandgomilma eqvsTiTas ubrZana, ukan daexia da Tvi Ton ambis gasarkvevad gaeSura. dabrunebulma Tqva: _ ase Ti ram ki nam dvi lad aras dros mi na xavs. maT aq, rogorc Cans, religiuri Temi hqoniaT. yovel SemTxveva Si, dainaxes, rom Sen RmerTebTan urTierToba SegiZlia da axla Sen mo ci qu lad gTvlian, me ki Sens mowa fed Tu raRac amgvarad. _ mere axla ra iqneba? ra undaT? _ gveZaxian. amboben, rom raRac gza aris gakvaluli, raRaca aris mofenili da ase Semdeg. veraferi gavige, mag ram mgonia, rom wayola Rirs. _ wavideT, _ gulgrilad aiCeCa mxrebi eqvsTiTam. Sav bneli winaTgrZnoba tanjavda. gzaze ramdenjerme scades, gandgomili xelSi ayvani li etarebinaT, rasac man didi gaWirvebiT daaRwia Tavi. eqvsTiTasTan araTu miaxloebas, Tvalis Sevlebasac ki ve ravin ubedavda da igi didi, carieli wris SuagulSi moa bijebda. mosvlisTanave eqvsTiTa Calis maRal mTaze daabrZa nes, gandgomili ki Zirs darCa da saubarSi CaerTo aqaur mRvdelmsaxurebTan, romlebic ocamde iyvnen, _ maTi cno ba ioli iyo gabrtyelebuli, msuqana saxeebis wyalobiT. 118 gand gomil i da eqvsTiT a Semdeg man isini akurTxa da gorakze acocda eqvsTiTas Tan, romelic iseT cud gunebaze iyo, rom gandgomilis ritualur misalmebas arc ki upasuxa, rac mrevlis Tval Si savsebiT bunebrivi Canda. kva, rom kai xa nia yve la me siis mos vlas elo da, gair radgan moaxloebuli gadamwyveti etapi, romelsac aq didi sasamarTlo ewodeboda, xalxs Zalze aSfoTebda, mRvdel mTavrebi ki ise gasuqdnen da gazarmacdnen, rom maTTvis dasmul yvela kiTxvas cisken Tavis gaqneviTRa pasuxob dnen. ase rom, eqvsTiTas gamoCena Tavis moswavlesTan er Tad Zalze drouli aRmoCnda. _ qadagebas elian, _ acnoba gandgomilma. _ hoda, Ramenairad daabole, _ Caiburtyuna eqvsTiTam, _ me xom sulelze suleli var, TviTonac kargad ici. sityvaze `suleli~ xma aukankalda da saerTodac etyo boda, rom sacaa atirdeboda. _ SemWamen eg RmerTebi, _ Tqva man, _ vgrZnob. _ kai, kai, damSviddi, _ uTxra gandgomilma, mibrunda gorakTan mogrovili brbosken da mlocvelis poza miiRo: Tavi zemoT aswia da xelebi cisken aRapyro. _ ei, Tqven! _ daiyvira man. _ male yvelani jojoxeTSi amoyofT Tavs. iq kargad Segbrawaven, yvelaze codvilebs ki manamde Zmrian marinadSi Cagawyoben. sociums Semzaravi amooxvris talRam gadauara. _ me ki, RmerTTa da maTi mociqulis, Cemi batonis, ne biT, minda gamcnoT, rogor gadairCinoT Tavi. amisTvis codva unda daamarcxoT. iciT ki, codva ra aris? pasuxad dumili iyo. _ codva _ es zedmeti wonaa. codvili Tavad Cveni sxeu lia, radgan swored mis gamo gvxocaven RmerTebi. dafiq rdiT: ra moaaxloebs gadamw... did sasamarTlos? swored is, rom Tqven cximi gedebaT. RameTu gamxdarni gadarCebian, msuqanni ki _ vera. WeSmaritad asea: arc erTi gaCxinkuli da galurjebuli ar Cavardeba cecxlSi, msuqnebi da var 119 viqtor pel evin i disfrebi ki yvelani iq iqnebian. magram isini, vinc dReidan did sasamarTlomde imarxuleben, meore sicocxles moipo veben. hoi, ufalo! axla ki adeqiT da aRar scodoT. magram aravin ar wamodga _ yvelani iwvnen da uyureb dnen: zogi xelebis mqnevel gandgomils, zogi cis TaRs. mravali tiroda. kacma rom Tqvas, gandgomilis qadageba mxolod RvTismsaxurT ar moewonaT. _ eg rad gindoda? _ CauCurCula eqvsTiTam, rodesac gandgomili Calis goraze daeSva, _ isini xom gijereben. _ mere me ra, vityuebi? _ upasuxa gandgomilma, _ Tu Zalian gaxdebian, gamokvebis meore ciklze gauSveben. mere ki, SesaZloa, mesamezec. magram magas Tavi davaneboT da Cvens saqmes mivxedoT. VIII gandgomili xSirad esaubreboda xalxs da aswavlida, rogor moeSorebinaT madis aRmZvreli Sesaxedaoba. eq vsTiTa ki ZiriTadad Tavis Calis mTaze ijda da frenis bunebaze fiqrobda. sazogadoebriv diskusiebSi TiTqmis ar ereoda da mxolod xandaxan akurTxebda xolme masTan mixoxebul eriskacebs. yofili RvTismsaxurebi, romlebic gaxdomas ar apirebdnen, mZulvarebiT Sescqerodnen, mag ram verafers bedavdnen, radgan sul axal-axali RmerTebi modiodnen msofliosTan, aiyvandnen xolme eqvsTiTas, aT valierebdnen da erTmaneTs uCvenebdnen. erTxel maT So ris didi amaliT garSemortymuli, SeSupebulsaxiani, Wa Rara moxucic ki aRmoCnda, romelsac danarCeni RmerTebi didi pativiscemiT epyrobodnen. moxucma xelSi aiyvana da eqvsTiTamac pirdapir mis akankalebul xelis gulze bo rotad moisaqma, ris Semdegac sakmaod uxeSad iqna ukan dabrunebuli. 120 gand gomil i da eqvsTiT a Rame ki, rodesac yvelas eZina, is da gandgomili isev Tavganwirulad avarjiSebdnen xelebs _ ramdenadac nak lebad swamdaT, rom es raime Sedegs gamoiRebda, imdenadve gacxarebiT cdilobdnen. xelebi ise daugrZeldaT, rom varjiSi im rkinebiT, romelTa mosapovebladac gandgo milma sakvebur-sarwyulebeli daSala (sociumSi yvela marxulobda da TiTqmis gamWvirvaled qceuliyvnen), ukve saerTod SeuZlebeli iyo _ sakmarisi iyo odnav aeqniaT xelebi, rom fexebi maSinve moswydeboda miwas da iZulebu li iyvnen, SeewyvitaT varjiSi. es swored is sirTule iyo, romlis Sesaxebac Tavis droze afrTxilebda gandgomili eqvsTiTas, magram mas gverdi ver auares _ gandgomilma mxolod is icoda, rogor moemagrebina muskulebi stati kuri varjiSebiT da aswavla kidec es eqvsTiTas. mwvane ka ribWe ukve moCanda samyaros kedlis gadaRma da, gandgomi lis gamoTvliT, did sasamarTlomde mxolod aTi dabnele baRa darCeniliyo. eqvsTiTas RmerTebis maincdamainc ar eSinoda _ mieCvia maT mudmiv yuradRebas da amas zizRnare vi morCilebiT egueboda. misi sulieri mdgomareoba nor maluri iyo da Rame gasarTobi rom moeZebna, iseTi gauge bari, bneli qadagebebi daiwyo, rom mrevls Tavzari dasca. erTxel gaaxsenda calTvalas naambobi miwisqveSa samyaros Sesaxeb da STagonebulma mwvanetansacmliani as samoci de monisaTvis supis momzadebis suraTi ise detalurad aR wera, rom bolos ara marto Tavad gonebis dabnelebamde SeSinda, aramed gvarianad SeaSina gandgomilic, romelic misi sityvis dawyebisas mxolod fxukunebda. mrevlidan mravalma daiswavla es qadageba zepirad, mas `cisferi len tis gamocxadeba~ ewoda _ aseTi iyo eqvsTiTas sakraluri saxeli. amis Semdeg yofilma RvTismsaxurebmac ki daanebes Tavi Wamas da wonis dasaklebad saaTobiT darbodnen naxev raddaSlili sakvebur-sarwyuleblis irgvliv. radgan gandgomilica da eqvsTiTac ormag ulufebs Wamdnen, gandgomils mouwia SeemuSavebina ucodvelobis 121 viqtor pel evin i sagangebo dogma, romelmac saswrafod CaaxSo Woraobis yovelgvari mcdeloba. magram gadatanili stresis Semdeg eqvsTiTa Tu swra fad Cadga formaSi, gandgomils cudi raRac emarTebo da, TiTqos eqvsTiTas depresia gadaedo _ TandaTanobiT ufro da ufro iketeboda Tavis TavSi. erTxelac man uTxra eqvsTiTas: _ ici, Tu araferi gamogviva, sxvebTan erTad gavemar Tebi saamqro nomeri erTisken. eqvsTiTam piri gaaRo, magram gandgomilma SeaCera: _ da ramdenadac Cven, albaT, araferi gamogviva, es sa kiTxi gadawyvetilad unda CavTvaloT. eqvsTiTa uceb mixvda, rom ris Tqmasac apirebda, sru liad zedmeti iyo. mas sxvisi gadawyvetilebis Secvla ar SeeZlo, SeeZlo mxolod Tavisi erTguleba gamoexata gandgomilisTvis _ rac ar unda eTqva, azri es iqneboda. adre, albaT, Tavs ver Seikavebda aTasnairi uqmi saubris gan, magram am bolo xans masSi raRac Seicvala. da sapasu xod man ubralod Tavi dauqnia, gverdze gadga da fiqreb Si gaerTo. male mobrunda da uTxra: _ mec SenTan erTad wamoval. _ ara, _ Tqva gandgomilma, _ araviTar SemTxvevaSi. Sen axla TiTqmis yvelaferi ici, rac me vicodi. da aucileb lad unda gadarCe, rom mowafe ipovo. iqneb is mainc miuax lovdes frenis saidumlos. _ ginda, rom marto davrCe? _ hkiTxa gaRizianebulma eqvsTiTam, _ am naxirTan erTad? da man miuTiTa winaswarmetyvelTa saubris dawyebisTa nave miwaze ganrTxmul mrevlze: erTianad mocaxcaxe sxeu lebs mTeli sivrce SeevsoT. _ es na xi ri ar aris, _ upa su xa gan dgo mil ma, _ isi ni ufro bavSvebs hgvanan. _ gonebrivad CamorCenil bavSvebs, _ daamata eqvsTi Tam, _ Tanac Tandayolili uamravi biwierebiT. 122 gand gomil i da eqvsTiT a gandgomilma CacinebiT daxeda mas fexebze. _ sainteresoa, gaxsovs Tu ara, rogori iyavi Sen Tvi Ton Cvens Sexvedramde? eqvsTiTa Cafiqrda da daircxvina. sovs. mar Tla geub ne bi, _ ara, _ Tqva bolos, _ ar max ar maxsovs. _ keTili, _ uTxra gandgomilma, _ rogorc saWirod miiCnev, ise moiqeci. ase damTavrda es saubari. dasasrulamde darCenili dReebi swrafad gadioda. er Txel, diliT, rodesac mrevli jer Tvalebs ifSvnetda, gandgomilma da eqvsTiTam SeamCnies, rom mwvane karibWe, jer kidev guSin rom ase Soreulad eCvenebodaT, pirdapir samyaros kedlis Tavze aRmarTuliyo. maT erTmaneTs ga daxedes da gandgomilma Tqva: _ dRes ukanaskneli mcdeloba gveqneba. ukanaskneli imitom, rom xval ukve aRaravin iqneba, rom gaimeoros. xelebi ise gagvezarda, rom maTi daqnevac ki ar SegviZlia ise, rom fexze davrCeT. amitom axla samyaros kedlisken gaveSurebiT, am burdRunma xeli rom ar SegviSalos da mere iqidan vcdiT sakvebur-sarwyuleblis saxuravze gad moadgilebas. Tu ver movaxerxebT, maSin davemSvidobebiT samyaros. _ eg rogor gavakeToT? _ Cveulebisamebr ikiTxa eq vsTiTam. gandgomili gaocebuli miaSterda. _ me ra vici, _ uTxra man. mrevls auwyes, rom mociqulebi RmerTebTan sasaubrod midiodnen. male gandgomili da eqvsTiTa samyaros kedel Tan iyvnen, sadac dasxdnen da zurgiT mieyrdnen. eqvsTiTam Tvalebi daxuWa, mTeli Tavisi yuradReba xe lebze gadaitana da fiqri daiwyo rezinis milze, romelic sakvebur-sarwyuleblis saxuravs uerTdeboda. TandaTa nobiT transSi Sevida da daeufla mkafio gancda, rom es 123 viqtor pel evin i mili mis gverdiTaa, erTi xelis gawvdenaze. adre, rode sac warmoidgenda, rom ukve iq iyo, sadac undoda gadaf rena, eqvsTiTa Tvalis gaxelas Cqarobda da yovelTvis iq aRmoCndeboda xolme, sadac manamde iyo. magram axla ga dawyvita sxva Rame ecada. `Tu nela avamoZraveb xelebs, _ gaifiqra man, _ ise, rom mili maT Soris aRmoCndes, maSin ra moxdeba?~ frTxilad, miRweuli Tavdajerebulobis Se narCunebis surviliT, rom mili aqvea, man xelebis moZrao ba daiwyo da, rodesac isini erTmaneTs miatyupa, sadac adre sicariele iyo, mils Seexo, ver moiTmina da mTeli xmiT SesZaxa: _ aris! _ da Tvali gaaxila. _ Cumad, sulelo, _ uTxra mis win mdgomma gandgomil ma, romlis fexsac CabRauWeboda, _ Sexede. eqvsTiTa wamoxta da motrialda. saamqro nomeri erTis karibWe gaRebuliyo da maTi sarqvelebi nela moiwevda gverdebidan da zemodan. _ movsulvarT, _ Tqva gandgomilma, _ wavediT ukan. ukana gzaze xma ar amouRiaT. transporteris lenti imave siswrafiT moZraobda, rogoriTac gandgomili da eqvsTiTa midiodnen, oRond sapirispiro mxares da ami tom mTeli am drois ganmavlobaSi saamqro nomeri erTis Sesasvleli iqve iyo, sadac isini imyofebodnen. da rode sac sakvebur-sarwyulebelTan TavianT sapatio adgilebs miaRwies, Sesasvlelma isinic dafara da gzac ganagrZo. gandgomilma mrevlidan viRac moixmo. _ mismine, _ uTxra man, _ oRond mSvidad! midi da da narCenebs uTxari, rom didi sasamarTlo daiwyo. xedav, rogor dabnelda ca? _ da axla ra vqnaT? _ ikiTxa man imedianad. _ yvela unda dajdes miwaze da ase gaakeTos, _ upasuxa gandgomilma da Tvalebi xelebiT daifara. _ da ar gamoi xedon, Torem pasuxs araferze vagebT. da Cumad iyvnen. Tavidan mainc xmauri atyda, magram maleve miwyda _ 124 gand gomil i da eqvsTiT a yvela miwaze dajda da ise moiqca, rogorc gandgomilma brZana. _ aba, _ Tqva eqvsTiTam, _ davemSvidoboT samyaros, ara? _ midi, _ upasuxa gandgomilma, _ jer Sen. eqvsTiTa adga, mimoixeda, amoioxra da dajda. _ morCa? _ hkiTxa gandgomilma. eqvsTiTam Tavi dauqnia. _ Cemi jeria, _ Tqva wamomdgarma gandgomilma, aswia Tavi da mTeli xmiT iyvira: _ samyaro! mSvidobiT! IX _ Se xe, ra am bav Sia, _ gais ma mWe qa re xma. _ ro me lia? esaa viTom, rom yivis? _ araaa, _ upasuxa sxva xmam, _ gverdiT. samyaros kedlis Tavze ori saxe gamoCnda. RmerTebi iyvnen. _ fu, ra nagavia, _ naRvlianad SeniSna pirvelma maTgan ma, _ gaugebaria, ra unda vuqnaT. naxevrad mimxrCvalebi arian TiTqos. samyaros Tavze gamoCnda uzarmazari TeTri xeli, sis xliT dasvrili da saxeloze miwebebuli bumbulebiT da sakvebur-sarwyulebels Seexo. _ simeon, Seni deda! ra jandabas uyurebdi? sakveburi gafuWebuli hqoniaT. _ mTeli iyo, _ upasuxa banma, _ Tvis dasawyisSi yvela feri Sevamowme. ra vqnaT, davklaT? _ ara, ar gvinda. CarTe konveieri, meore konteineri moayene, aq ki xval sakveburi SeakeTe. rogor ar daixoc nen, gasakviria... _ kargi. 125 viqtor pel evin i _ amas rac Seexeba, eqvsi TiTi rom aqvs, orive fexi mo giWra? _ midi, ho. _ erTi CemTvis mindoda. gandgomili moutrialda yuradRebiT myof eqvsTiTas, romelsac TiTqmis araferi esmoda. eqvsTiTam ver gaarCia, ras eubneboda gandgomili. xel ma SeboWa, aitaca, Semdeg gamoCnda uzarmazari mkerdi, gu lis jibeSi avtokalmiT, perangis sayelo da bolos ori didi, gadmokarkluli Tvali, romlebic mas miaSterda. _ Sexede frTebs, arwiviviT ara aqvs! _ Tqva warmoud geneli zomis pirma, romlis wiaRSic yviTlad moCanda us wormasworo kbilebi. eqvsTiTa didi xania Seegua RmerTebis xelSi yofnas, magram axla xelisgulebidan, romlebsac is eWira, raRac ucnauri vibracia modioda. saubridan man mxolod is gai go, rom misi fexebisa Tu xelebis Sesaxeb ambobdnen ra Racas, Semdeg ki sadRac, qvemodan, gandgomilis SeSlili yvirili gaigona: _ eqvsTiTa! gaiqeci! pirdapir sifaTSi Cauniskarte! maTi nacnobobis ganmavlobaSi pirvelad moxda, rom gandgomilis xmaSi sasowarkveTa gaisma da eqvsTiTas See Sinda, ise SeZrwunda, rom yovelma misma moqmedebam som nabulis uSecdomobis Tviseba SeiZina _ man mTeli ZaliT Cauniskarta masze miSterebul gadmokarklul Tvals da maSinve mTeli ZaliT orive mxridan miscxo fexebi da xe lebi RmerTis gaoflianebul saxes. iseTi Rriali gaisma, rom eqvsTiTam igi aRiqva ara ro gorc xma, aramed rogorc saSineli wnexi mTel sxeulze. RmerTis xelisgulebi gaiSala da moulodnelad eqvsTi Tam aRmoaCina, rom WerTan imyofeba da ise, rom arafers eyrdnoba, haerSia gamokidebuli. Tavidan verc ki mixvda, raSi iyo saqme, magram mere aRmoaCina, rom inerciiT xe lebis qnevas agrZelebs da swored es aCerebs sicariele 126 gand gomil i da eqvsTiT a Si. aqedan kargad Canda, ras warmoadgenda saamqro nome ri erTi: es iyo konveieris orive mxridan Semofargluli ubani, romlis gverdiT idga grZeli, wiTeli da yavisfe ri laqebiT dafaruli xis magida, romelic mofenili iyo bumbulebiTa da frTebiT da gamWvirvale paketebis gro vebi ewyo. samyaro, romelSic CarCa gandgomili, ubralo, did oTxkuTxa konteiners hgavda, romelic uamravi pata ra sxeuliT gavsebuliyo. eqvsTiTa gandgomils ver xedav da, magram darwmunebuli iyo, rom igi mas xedavda. _ ei, _ dai Za xa man ise, rom Tan wriu lad daf ri nav da WerTan, _ gandgomilo! Cqara Cemken! iqnie xelebi, rac SeiZleba swrafad! qvemoT, konteinerSi, raRac amoZravda da, zomebSi swrafad gazrdili, mouaxlovda eqvsTiTas _ da ai, gan dgomilic eqvsTiTas gverdiT aRmoCnda. man eqvsTiTas kva lad ramdenime wre gaakeTa da dauyvira: _ ai, iq davsxdeT! rodesac eqvsTiTa miuaxlovda TeTrad ganaTebul kvadratul laqas, romelsac wvrili jvari hyofda, gan dgomili ukve rafaze ijda. _ ke de li, _ Tqva man, ro de sac eq vsTi Ta mis gver diT daeSva, _ manaTobeli kedeli. gandgomili garegnulad mSvidad gamoiyureboda, mag ram eqvsTiTa kargad icnobda da xvdeboda, rom momxda risgan Tavgza abneoda. eqvsTiTac amave mdgomareobaSi iyo. da ucbad gons moego. _ mismine, _ daiyvira moulodnelad, _ da swored es aris frena! Cven davfrinavT! gandgomili cota xans mdumared misCereboda, mere ki Tavi dauqnia. _ marTlac, _ uTxra man, _ Tumc ki Zalian primitiuli aRmoCnda. amasobaSi qvemoT figurebis gauTavebeli bodiali cotaTi miwynarda, da SesaZlebeli gaxda imis garCeva, rom 127 viqtor pel evin i ori TeTrxalaTiani iWerda mesames, romelsac saxeze xeli aefarebina. _ nabiWvari! Tvali amomTxara mag nabiWvarma! _ Rria lebda is mesame. _ `nabiWvari~ ra ari? _ ikiTxa eqvsTiTam. _ erT-erTi stiqiisTvis mimarTvis saSualebaa, _ upa suxa gandgomilma, _ am sityvas TavisTavadi mniSvneloba ar gaaCnia. magram, rogorc Cans, cudi dRe gvelis. _ da romel stiqias mimarTavs? _ hkiTxa eqvsTiTam. _ magas axla gavigebT, _ Tqva gandgomilma. sanam gandgomili amas ambobda, RmerTma misi Semborka vi xelebisagan Tavi gaiTavisufla, kedels mivarda, cec xlmaqrobis wiTeli baloni Camoglija da fanjris rafaze msxdomT esrola _ es man ise swrafad gaakeTa, rom xeli veravin SeuSala, gandgomilma da eqvsTiTam ki Zlivs moas wres sxvadasxva mxares gafreniliyvnen. msxvrevisa da mtvrevis xma gaisma. cecxlmaqrobi, fan jara rom gaangria, gauCinarda da SenobaSi sufTa haeris talRa Semovarda _ mxolod amis Semdeg gaxda cxadi, ram denad yarda iqauroba. warmoudgenlad ganaTda mTeli is garemo. _ gavfrindeT! _ mTeli xmiT aRrialda gandgomili, romelmac wamSi dakarga simSvide. _ swrafad! win! da fanjaras freniT moSorda, Semdeg gamoeqana, frTe bi sxeulze aikra da gauCinarda cxel, yviTel sinaTleSi, romelic damsxvreuli fanjris naxvretidan Semodioda qaris talRasa da manamde sruliad ucnob xmebTan erTad. eqvsTiTam wreze frena daiwyo. ukanasknelad mohkra Tvali qvemoT rvakuTxa konteiners, sisxliT SeRebil ma gidas da RmerTebs, romlebic xelebs iqnevdnen _ Semdeg frTebi sxeulze aikra da stveniT gavarda fanjris xvre lidan. Tavidan wamierad dakarga mxedveloba _ imdenad kaSka Sa sinaTleSi moxvda. mere ki Tvali miaCvia da win da maR 128 gand gomil i da eqvsTiT a la iseTi sikaSkaSis TeTr-yviTeli cecxlis wre dainaxa, rom misTvis Tvalis Sevlebac ki SeuZlebeli aRmoCnda. ufro maRla ki Savi wertili moCanda. es gandgomili iyo. is trialdeboda, raTa eqvsTiTa wamoweoda da ukve sul male gverdigverd mifrinavdnen. eqvsTiTam moixeda _ Sors, qvemoT, darCa veeberTela, maxinji, nacrisferi Senoba, romelsac sul ramdenime ze Tis saRebaviT gadaRebili fanjara hqonda. erTi maTgani Camsxvreuli iyo. garSemo yvelaferi iseTi wminda da na Teli feris iyo, rom eqvsTiTam zemoT yureba daiwyo, rom ar gagiJebuliyo. frena gansacvifreblad ioli aRmoCnda _ siarulze meti Zala ar sWir de bo da. ufro da ufro maR la mif ri navdnen da male qvemoT mxolod feradi kvadratebi da laqebiRa moCanda. eqvsTiTam Tavi gandgomilisken moatriala. _ saiT? _ daiyvira man. _ samxreTisaken, _ mokled upasuxa gandgomilma. _ eg raRaa? _ hkiTxa eqvsTiTam. _ ar vici, _ upasuxa gandgomilma, _ magram es iqiTke naa. da man frTiT aniSna uzarmazari, mbrwyinavi wrisken, romelic mxolod feriT Tu waagavda imas, rasac isini odesRac mnaTobebs uwodebdnen. rusulidan Targmna kaxa jamburiam ibeWdeba pirvelad 129 r revaz inaniSvili daibada 1926 wels sofel xaSmSi, sagarejos raionSi. 1937 wels misi ojaxi gadavida TbilisSi. saSualo skolis damTavrebis Semdeg muSaoba daiwyo Tbilisis 31-e qarxanaSi, saidanac gadavida saaviacio teqnikumSi, Tumca es saswavlebeli ar daumTavrebia. 1947 wels Cai ricxa Tbilisis saxelmwifo universitetis fi lologiis fakultetze. ori wlis Semdeg xel mokleobis gamo miatova swavla da muSaoba daiw yo samgoris arxis mSeneblobaze. 1951 wels dab runda universitetSi, romelic daamTavra 1956 wels. sxvadasxva wlebSi muSaobda gamomcemloba `nakadulsa~ da kinostudia `qarTuli filmis~ sascenaro ganyofilebaSi, 1989 wlidan sicoc xlis bolomde redaqtorobda Jurnal `dilas~. gardaicvala 1991 wels. dakrZalulia didubis panTeonSi. 131 revaz inaniSvili Sori TeTri mwvervali lastis kars gaaReb da patara ruze gadaxval. ruSi mom wvano wyali morakrakebs, Sig cxvirisatexelebi da matite lebi dgas. Tu daakvirdebi, is cxvirisatexelebi da matite lebi qanaoben, TrTian. axla ukve gaxurebuli aryebis xdaa da wyali albaT cota Rvinisferic iqneba. sunic Rvinisa idgeba, Rvinisa da kaklis wengosi. SeiZleba rus napirebs Txeli yinulic gasdevs, kideebgabrwyinebuli Txeli yinu li. saurmeSi CarCenili talaxi lamazad iqneba dazolili tyidan momavali oTxTvalebis mier. iqneba cxenis nafloq varebic, xavsiani xmeli muxis qerqebic, CaRrmavebul adgi lebSi Cazlayunebis dros rom cviva xolme SeSadadebuli urmebidan. es xmeli qerqebi mogagonebs idumalebiT mocu li tyis zRaprebis nawyvetebs. gzis iqiT ki, SeferdebulSi, mwvane Suqi dgas, _ JunJruki mosdebia foTolgacvivnul venaxebs. SigadaSig sxvadasxva feris xborebi gafantulan da gunebagamorCeviT sZoven. bilikze, Crdilian kbodes ZirSi, ciknisyurasa da mravalZarRvaze jer isev iqneba Se morCenili TrTvili. 133 revaz inaniSvili venaxis TavSi gulabebis fiTrian totebs faTqa-fuTqiT da wripiniT esevian CxarTvebi. im gulabebis ukan, gaqucul serze, arqauli simSvidiT dafamfaleben WuWyiani, matylSi ZurwaCakruli cxvrebi. ZeZvis ZirSi mimjdara nibla estate da graklis joxs aWrelebs balRebisTvis. zemodan, serze gamomaval gzaze, gudurebakidebuli saxedrebi Camodian, moafxakuneben gudurebis boloebs xriok, alag-alag Ror Rian miwaze. iRliaSi saxreamoCril biWebs jibeebi zRmar tliT aqvT savse, Tan raRacas molaparakoben da Tan im zRmartls Wamen. Sexvdebi, gamogRimeben da megobrobis niS nad, gverdulad SemogiRrenen: „ha, veran!“ Tanac zRmartls gamogiwvdian: „aha, Wame“. serze rom axval, ueWvelad SeCerdebi, qars amoiReb, mimoixedav... euh, ra sivrceebia gadaSlili Sen win! aqeT, dasavleTiT, riyeSi Cakarguli iori, iors iqiT, goraze, ujarma da muxrovani, qvemoT _ muRanlo, TaTrebis sofe li, imis qvemoT sarTiWala, imis qvemoT sasiano, TeTrqva, qoCora... dascqeri maRlidan da ase ggonia, amodena mida mos baton-patroni Sen xar, gaiqnev xels da jadoqariviT Sens nebaze aamoZraveb yvelafers. sers iqiT, aRmosavleTiT, tyewvrili Cadis dabla-dab la. iq Zirmiwebia, nasimindrebi, naxnavebi; zafxulSi marwyvi icis, zogjer wiTlad aris xolme gadaRuebuli ZeZvis Zi rebi. axla mowyenilobaa, SeiZleba, yorani yrantalebdes, saidanRac qarisgan atacebuli foToliviT Semofarfate buli. Zirmiwebs moquruSebuli SavkacianT seri wamosdgo mia Tavze... tyewvrilSi TrTvili devs. xeebi sul Camowmendilan, mxolod axalgazrda muxebze SerCenila gafxokili, daaf rakebuli foTlebi da, niavi rom wamouberavs, Txilis na WuWebiviT Cxrialeben. did tinebTan sasiamovnod xasxasebs rbili, maRali xavsi. axla im xavssac TrTvili eqneba dade buli, xeli unda gadahkra, gadabertyo da ufro sasiamov nod daiwyebs xasxass. WaxWaxiT gadadian buwknaridan buw 134 Sori TeTri mwvervali knarSi sazamTrod dasuqebuli, ferdapewili yviTelniskar ta SaSvebi. rbili skup-skupiT gadasWris biliks zurgze wablisfergadakruli kurdReli, Cajdeba ukana fexebze, mogxedavs, dafeTdeba da gavardeba yurebgalursuli serlia Seg xvda, is ne la, lan di viT ux mau rod ga ser. Tu me dagiTrevs win Tavis grZel, fumfula kuds da Seikargeba goxebSi. aqedan SeiZleba dainaxo didi tyidan momavali mowyeni li uremic, an manqana... mere ahyvebi SavkacianT sers. jer axval muxianSi, mere da mere Rviac gamoereva, wagicdeba xeli, moglej Cxvle tanawiwvebian tots, gasres im wiwvebs da mTel dRes aRar mogSordeba Rviis saamuri suni. aq tye CaSavebulia, Caidu malebuli. xev-xev amavali gza xmeli foTlebiT aris savse. axval sul maRla da, tye rom gaTavdeba, wminda quCi bala xiT moTebovebul amoburcul velSi gaxval. es aris Savka cianT se ris lbi li, lbi li Txe mi. am Txe mi dan rom Crdi loeTisaken gaixedav, Tu ca mowmendilia, Calurjebuli, Caxorxili, tyiani da Camoxvewili mTebis ukan TeTr la maz mwvervals dainaxav. is gasaocrad erTferovnad dgas zam Tar Sic da zaf xul Sic, _ sul TeT ri. xan da xan Tu wa moedeba lega Rrubeli, an moscildeba, anda mze moavara yebs oqrosfrad. magram auwereli ZaliT izidavs adamianis Tvals, sagangebodac ki amoxval am mwvervalis dasanaxavad (Tan walds wamoiReb, TiTqos fiCxze an wnelze iyo wamosu li). dgaxar da gahyureb guliscemiT. ase rom veRar uZleb, jdebi, zogjer wvebi kidec da xan Tvalebgadidebuli iyu rebi, xan TvalebmoWutuli. jibeSi vaSlebi gaqvs, amoiReb da madianad CakbeC... biWma klass gadaxeda. mTeli klasi mas misCereboda dain teresebuli, damcinavi RimiliT. _ ar gesmis, SindelaSvilo, _ dauZaxa maswavlebelma, _ gaimeore, ras ewodeba adgilis garemoeba. 135 revaz inaniSvili biWi wamodga, xelebi merxis kalTebs qveS amoawyo, Tva lebSi isev gaurkvevlobis burusi edga. _ vai, Sens pat rons ube durs, hgo nia, sko la Si ga mog gzavna Senc! _ zizRiT Tqva maswavlebelma, magididan blok noti aiRo da wiTeli avtokalmiT raRaca CainiSna. _ gaikar oriani, bijo?! _ kaxur kiloze gadmosZaxa uka na merxidan yvelaze didma biWma. klasi axarxarda. _ ra ambavia! _ iyvira maswavlebelma. SindelaSvili dajda, Tavi CaRuna da qveda tuCs kvneta dauwyo. mis gverdiT mjdarma gogonam SeamCnia, rom wvri li, Sav-yviTeli TiTebi sabraloblad ukankalebda. quCaSi tramvais bugelma kaSkaSa, braziani cecxli gau Cina mavTuls... revaz inaniSvili. saRamo xanis Canawerebi. Tbilisi: gamomcemloba `nakaduli~. 1971. 136 h hainrix bioli 1917 wels daibada germaniis qa laq kiol nSi. 1924-1928 wleb Si swav lob da ka Tolikur skolaSi, Semdeg kiolnis gimnaziaSi, romlis damTavrebisTanave daiwyo muSaoba bu kinistur maRaziaSi. 1939 wels Sevida kiolnis universitetSi, magram male jarSi gaiwvies da meore msoflio omis dros ibrZoda safrangeT Si, ukrainasa da yirimSi. 1945 wels Cabarda ame rikelebs, rogorc samxedro tyve. sabolood dabrunda kiolnis universitetis filologiis fakultetze. nawarmoebebis beWdva daiwyo 1947 wlidan da sakmaod male moipova avtoriteti. 1967 wels bioli imyofeboda moskovSi, Tbilis sa da peterburgSi. 1972 wels mieniWa nobelis premia literaturis dargSi. xSirad ise mwva ved akritikebda sabWoTa wyobilebas, rom misi Txzulebebis beWdva sabWoTa kavSirSi saerTod aikrZala. gardaicvala 1985 wels. didi pativiT iqna dakrZaluli bornhaimSi, kiolnTan axlos. 137 hainrix bioli Cemi naRvliani saxe roca navsadgurTan videqi da Toliebs gavyurebdi, Cemi naRvliani saxe TvalSi moxvda erT policiels, romelic ubanSi sapatrulo Semovlaze iyo. me mzeragaSterebuli av yurebdi mofarfate Citebs, xan caSi rom aiWrebodnen, xan ki Rame sakvebis saZebrad isariviT daeSvebodnen. navsadgu ri ukacrieli iyo: momwvano, WuWyiani, mazuTiT mozimzime wylis zedapirze aTasnairi nayarnuyari tivtivebda; gemebi ar Canda, amweebi daJanguliyo, sawyobis Senoba Cangreuli yo. sanapiros Sav nangrevebSi, etyoba, virTxebic ki aRar budobdnen. siwynare iyo. rogorc Canda, mravali wlis winaT gawyvetiliyo yo velgvari kavSiri garesamyarosTan. Tvali erT Tolias davadgi da mis frenas vakvirdebo di. is wylis zedapirTan axlos dafarfatebda im mercxa liviT, gaavdrebas winaswar rom grZnobs alRoTi; Tolia mxolod zogjer bedavda WyiviliT zeviT afrenas, rom me gobrebs SeerTeboda. survilis gamoTqma rom SemZleboda, albaT yvelaze metad purs vinatrebdi ToliebisTvis, rom 139 hainrix bioli damepurebina, gadavuyridi natexebs da frinvelTa amao farfats TeTr wertils movuniSnavdi, samiznes gavuCen di, romliskenac gamofrindebodnen. puris natexebi bolos mouRebda aWyivlebuli Toliebis uTavbolo frenas; me ki TiTqos maTze gamobmul uxilav Tasmebs Cemken gamovqaCav di. Toliebi purisken gamoeSurebodnen, me ki maT umizno farfats gavaerTianebdi, magram ra? mec maTsaviT mSieri viyavi, daRlili, Tumca ki bednieri, Cemi naRvlianobis miu xedavad, radgan kargi iyo aq jibeebSi xelebCawyobili dgo ma, Toliebis cqera da sakuTar naRvelSi CaZirva. uceb mxarze oficialuri piris xeli daeSva da viRacis xmam miTxra: `gamomyeviT!~ Tan cdilobda, mxrebSi CamWideboda da uxeSad movebru nebine. me SevCerdi, xeli movicile da mSvidad vuTxari: _ Tqven giJi xarT! _ amxanago, _ miTxra jer kidev uCinarma, _ me gafrTxi lebT! _ batono Cemo... _ mivuge. _ batonebi aRar arseboben, _ wamoiZaxa gabrazebiT, _ Cven yvelani amxanagebi varT. Semdeg ufro momiaxlovda, gverdidan amomxeda, iZule buli gavxdi, momewyvita bednieri mzera ToliebisTvis da misTvis Camexeda kanonmorCil TvalebSi: kameCiviT serio zuli Canda, jiuti, movaleobebis brmad Sesrulebis meti aTwleulobiT rom araferi gaegeboda. _ ra mizeziT... _ mindoda damewyo. _ mizezi sakmarisia, _ miTxra, _ Tqveni naRvliani saxe. gamecina. _ nu ici niT! _ mar Tla Za lian gab raz da. Tavi dan vi fiqre, albaT mowyenilobisagan Camacivda-meTqi, radgan irgvliv dasapatimrebeli da kanondamrRvevi aravin Canda: arc dauregistrirebeli meZavi, arc Seqeifianebuli, banca liT momavali mezRvauri da arc qurdi an vinme dezertiri. 140 Cemi naRvliani saxe magram axla vxedavdi, rom saqme seriozulad iyo: marTla dapatimrebas mipirebda. _ wamomyeviT! _ ki magram, ratom?! _ SevekiTxe mSvidad. sanam azrze movidodi, marcxena majaze wvrili jaWvi Semomaxvia da mivxvdi: Cemi saqme wasuli iyo. ukanasknelad gavxede mofarfate Toliebs, Tvali movavle mSvenier rux cas da uceb wyalSi gadasaxtomad gaviwie, radgan meCvena, ajobebs am blant, WuWyian wumpeSi TviTon davixrCo Tavi, vidre viRac serJantma sadme, Cabnelebul ezoSi, mimaxrCos an isev satusaRoSi gamomamwyvdios-meTqi. magram poli cielma uceb ise magrad momqaCa, rom Tavis daZvrena SeuZ lebeli iyo. _ da ris gamo? _ vkiTxe kidev erTxel. _ arsebobs kanoni, romlis Tanaxmadac, valdebuli xarT, bednieri iyoT. _ me bednieri var! _ wamoviZaxe. _ magram Tqveni naRvliani saxe... _ Tavi gadaaqnia. _ mereda, es kanoni xom sul axalia, _ vcade Sepasuxeba. _ ocdaTeqvsmeti saaTis winandelia da albaT iciT, rom yoveli kanoni gamocxadebidan ocdaoTxi saaTis Semdeg Sedis ZalaSi. _ magram mis Sesaxeb jer rom araferi msmenia. _ sasjelisagan es ver dagicavT. guSinwin gamoacxades yvela reproduqtoriT, informacia gamoqveynda yvela ga zeTSi da iseTebs, _ am sityvebze amreziT gadmomxeda, _ iseTebs, vinc ar ecnoba radiosa da presis sasargeblo gan cxadebebs, gaagebines am informaciis Semcveli proklama ciebiT mTeli raixis quCebSi. maS, axla gamomJRavndeba, am xanago, sad gaatareT bolo ocdaoTxi saaTi! da man wamaTria. mxolod axla mivxvdi, rom cioda _ me ki palto ar mecva; mxolod axla Semawuxa namdvilma Sim Silma, kuWi amiwrialda da muceli amibuybuyda; axlaRa miv xvdi, rom daubaneli viyavi, gaburZgnuli, CamoZenZili, da 141 hainrix bioli rom arsebobda kanoni, romlis Tanaxmadac, yvela amxanagi unda yofiliyo sufTa, gaparsuli, bednieri da maZRari. man win gamigdo im safrTxobelasaviT, qurdobaze rom waas wres da mindvris napiri, Tavisi ocnebebisa da fiqrebis adgili, daatovebines. quCebi carieli iyo; policiis gan yofilebamde arc ise Sori gza gvedo. Tumca vicodi, da sapatimrebel mizezs isini SemdegSic gamomiZebnidnen, mag ram guli mainc damimZimda, radgan policiels mivyavdi Cemi siyrmisdroindel adgilebSi, romelTa monaxulebac Tavad mindoda navsadguris Semdeg: xSiri buCqebiT dafaruli ba Rebi, erT dros daudevari uwesrigobis gamo ufro lamazi, balaxmodebuli gzebi _ axla ki yvelaferi dagegmil-mo wesrigebuli, dasufTavebuli da oTxkuTxedebad dayofili iyo, patriotuli ligis nawilebisaTvis keTilmowyobili, romlebic aq orSabaTobiT, oTxSabaTobiTa da SabaTobiT samwyobro wvrTnas gadiodnen. mxolod ca iyo Zveleburi da haeri _ imdroindeli, roca guli ocnebebiT mevseboda. gzaSi, aqa-iq, sasiyvarulo garTobebisTvis gamoyenebul yazarmebze saxelmwifo emblema gamoekidebinaT maTTvis, visac oTxSabaTobiT uwevda higienur tkbobasTan ziarebis rigi. etyoba, zogierT ludxanasac daavales CamoekidebinaT sasmelis simbolo, tvifriani Tunuqis ludis kaTxa raixis ferebiani iribi zolebiT: Ria, muqi da kvlav Ria xakisferi. cxadia, imaT sixaruliT evsebodaT guli, visac oTxSabaTis msmelTa saxelmwifo siaSi moxvedris pativi xvda wilad da am dRes eRirseboda ludis dalevis bedniereba. quCebSi gamvlelebs saxeze gadahkvrodaT muyaiTobisa da gulmodginebis utyuari ieri, aSkarad mometebulic ki, radgan policiels mohkres Tvali. yvela nabijs uCqareb da da iRebda srulad valmoxdilis gamometyvelebas; maRa ziebidan gamosuli qalebi ki cdilobdnen, saxe sixaruliT imdenad gaeciskrovnebinaT, ramdenadac maTgan iTxovdnen, radgan dadgenili iyo, rom gamoexataT sixaruli da mxne sixalise im diasaxlisis sapatio movaleobis Sesrulebis 142 Cemi naRvliani saxe gamo, romelic saRamoobiT kargi vaxSmiT unda gamaspinZle boda saxelmwifo mosamsaxures da xeli Seewyo misTvis axa li Zalebis mokrebaSi. magram ratomRac yvela moxerxebulad gviqcevda gverds, rom rogorme pirispir ar SemogvfeTeboda. Tuki sadme qu CaSi sicocxlis niSanwyali gamoCndeboda, Cvenamde oci na bijiT adre ukve qreboda. yvela cdilobda, saswrafod See farebina Tavi maRaziisTvis an gverdze gadaexvia; zogi, et yoba, ucxo saxlSic ki Serboda da SiSiT aituzeboda kars ukan, sanam Cveni nabijebis xma miwydeboda. mxolod erTxel, roca gzajvaredins mivuaxlovdiT, xnieri kaci Semogvxvda, romlis samkerde niSniT maSinve mivxvdi, skolis maswavlebeli iyo; is ukve veRar agviqcevda gverds da mas Semdeg, rac, debulebis Tanaxmad, policiels miesalma da sruli morCilebis niSnad samjer dairtya Tav ze xelisguli, scada aResrulebina movaleoba _ anu samjer CaefurTxebina CemTvis saxeSi da Sevemke aseTi SemTxvevi saTvis savaldebulo SeZaxiliT: `moRalate Roro!~ man kar gad damimizna, magram, rogorc Cans, cxeli dRe iyo da yeli gaSroboda, radgan furTxis mxolod ramdenime sacodavi wyalwyala Sxefi momwvda, romlis mowmendac _ debulebis darRveviT _ uneburad vcade saxeloTi; amis gamo poli cielma panRuri amomartya da xerxemalSi muStic Camazila, Tan mSvidi xmiT daamata: _ pirveli safexuri! _ rac imas niSnavda, rom SeeZlo esargebla policielis uflebiT da gamoeyenebina sasjelis pirveli yvelaze msubuqi forma. skolis maswavlebeli Cqara gagvecala. ise ki, rogor Rac, yvela axerxebda CvenTvis gzis aqcevas; mxolod erTma qalma, romelic, dadgenilebis Tanaxmad, sufTa haerze ga mosuliyo gasaniaveblad sasiyvarulo garTobebisTvis ga moyofil yazarmasTan, sanam saRamos netar vnebebs miecemo da, fermkrTalma, fumfula, qera qalma, naCqarevad gamo migzavna haerovani kocna, mec pasuxad madlierad gavuRime. 143 hainrix bioli policielma Tavi moikatuna, viTomda veraferi SeniSna: maT evalebodaT kidec, am kategoriis qalebisTvis garkveuli Tavisufleba mieniWebinaT, maSin, roca yvela sxva amxanags msgavsi qmedebisTvis ueWvelad mZime sasjels ahkidebdnen; am qalebs xom didi wvlili SehqondaT xalisiani SromiTi ganwyobilebis amaRlebaSi, amitom kanoni TiTqmis ar exe boda maT. es iyo SeRavaTi, romlis mniSvneloba politi kurma filosofosma, samgzis doqtorma blaigoTma, zogadi filosofiis oficialur JurnalSi Seafasa, rogorc li beralizaciis sawyisi niSani. es dedaqalaqSi wamosvlisas wavikiTxe gzaSi, erTi dRis win, roca viRac glexis kar-mi damos sapirfareSoSi Jurnalis ramdenime gverds wavawydi, romlebzec es adgilebi viRac students _ albaT glexis vaJs _ enakvimati minawerebiT aeWrelebina. sabednierod, ukve TiTqmis mivaRwieT ganyofilebamde da gaisma kidec sirenebis xma, rac niSnavda, rom quCebi zomieri bednierebiT saxegabrwyinebuli aTasobiT adamia niT aivseboda (radgan nabrZanebi iyo, samuSaos damTavrebi sas Zalian didi sixaruli ar gamoemJRavnebinaT, emand vin mes ar efiqra, muSaoba mZime tvirTad awevTo; samagierod samsaxuris dawyebamde sayovelTao sazeimo aRtaceba unda gamefebuliyo, aRtyineba da simRerebi). axla ki aTasobiT adamians CemTvis saxeSi unda CaefurTxebina. yovel Sem TxvevaSi, sirenis xma niSnavda, rom samuSaos damTavrebamde aTi wuTiRa rCeboda, saxelmwifos imdroindeli meTauris mowodebis mixedviT ki –`bedniereba da saponi!~, bolo aTi wuTi yvela mosamsaxures safuZvliani dabana-dasufTavebi saTvis unda mieZRvna. am ubnis policiis ganyofileba betonis blokis erTi didi, usaxuri Senoba iyo, mis karebs ori guSagi icavda; roca maT gverdze Cavuvlidi, Cveulebrivi `damsjeli fi zikuri RonisZieba~ unda gamoeyenebinaT: amitomac safeT qelTan magrad Camartyes xiStebi da laviwebSi Camcxes pis toletebis lulebi. saxelmwifo kanonis (1) preambulis Ta 144 Cemi naRvliani saxe naxmad: `yoveli policieli valdebulia yovel dapatimre buls (igulisxmeba datusaRebuli) sxeulze dokumenturad dautovos sakuTari Zalauflebis kvali, garda dampatim rebeli policielisa, radganac mas wilad xvda bedniereba, dakiTxvisas dapatimrebuls Cautaros aucilebeli fiziku ri damsjelobiTi RonisZieba~. TviT saxelmwifo kanoni №1 ki ase JRerda: `yoveli policieli uflebamosili da val debulia TviTon dasajos yvela, vinc raime saxis danaSau lebriv qmedebas Caidens. dausjelobis kanoni ar vrcelde ba arc erT amxanagze, aramed arsebobs mxolod dausjelo bis SesaZlebloba~. gaviareT grZeli SiSvelkedlebiani derefani, romelsac bevri didi fanjara hqonda; Semdeg Cven win avtomaturad gaiRo kari, etyoba, postebidan ukve gadmosces pataki Cve ni mosvlis Sesaxeb, da im dReebSi, roca yvela bednieri, ka nonmorCili da mowesrigebuli iyo, TiToeuli cdilobda, dabana-dasufTavebaSi bolomde gaexarja misTvis dRiurad gamoyofili erTi girvanqa saponi, dapatimrebulis (datu saRebulis) gamoCena mniSvnelovani movlena iyo. naxevrad cariel oTaxSi SevediT, sadac mxolod ori savarZeli da saweri magida idga, zed telefoniT. me Sua oTaxSi damayenes; policielma Cafxuti moixada da dajda. jer xmas aravin iRebda da araferi xdeboda; isini yovel Tvis ase iqcevian da es yvelaze autanelia; vgrZnobdi, Tan daTan rogor Camicvivda loyebi, daRlili viyavi da mSie ri, maSindeli naRvliani bednierebis ukanaskneli kvalic ki gamiqra, radgan vicodi, Cemi saqme wasuli iyo. ramdenime wamis Semdeg usityvod Semovida fermkrTali aylayuda kaci, xakisfer uniformaSi gamowyobili umcrosi gamomZiebeli; xma ar amouRia, ise dajda da amxed-damxeda. _ profesia? _ rigiTi amxanagi. _ dabadebis TariRi? _ pirveli ianvari, cxraas erTi, _ vTqvi. 145 hainrix bioli _ ukanaskneli saqmianoba? _ patimari. orivem erTmaneTs gadaxeda. _ rodis da sad gaTavisufldiT? _ guSin, korpusi #12, sakani #13. _ saiT gamogiSves? _ dedaqalaqSi. _ mowmoba. jibidan ganTavisuflebis mowmoba amoviRe da mivawode. man is miamagra mwvane baraTze, romelzec Cvenebebis Camo wera daiwyo. _ maSindeli danaSauli? _ bednieri saxe. erTmaneTs gadaxedes. _ ukeT gangvimarteT, _ miTxra umcrosma gamomZiebel ma. _ maSin, _ vuTxari me, _ erT policiels TvalSi mox vda Cemi bednieri saxe, im dRes, roca gamocxadebuli iyo sayovelTao glova, saxelmwifos meTauris gardacvalebis dRes. _ sasjelis xangrZlivoba? _ xuTi weli. _ cixis administraciis azri Tqvenze? _ cudi. _ mizezi? _ arasakmarisi muSaoba. _ dakiTxva morCa! Semdeg umcrosi gamomZiebeli adga, Cemken wamovida da erTi dartymiT Camimtvria wina sami kbili: es imis niSani iyo, rom CemTvis recidivistis iarliyi moekraT, gamkacre buli zoma, romelsac ar velodi. Semdeg umcrosma gamom Ziebelma oTaxi datova da Semovida Casuqebuli ymawvili muq xakisfer formaSi. yvela mirtyamda: gamomZiebeli, mTavari gamomZiebeli, 146 Cemi naRvliani saxe ufrosi gamomZiebeli, bralmdebeli da mTavari mosamar Tle. SesvenebebSi ki dampatimrebeli policielic mitareb da sadamsjelo RonisZiebebs, rogorc amas kanoni moiTxov da... da maT momisajes aTi weli Cemi naRvliani saxis gamo, zustad ise, rogorc xuTi wlis win Semifardes sasjelad xuTi weli bednieri saxis gamo. ax la ki unda ve ca do, saer Tod aRar mqon des sa xe, Tu gavuZeli aTi weli am sayovelTao bednierebisa da sapnis netar xanas... 1950 germanulidan Targmna rusudan SamelaSvil-zeqalaSvilma Jurnali „arili“. 2001. #10. 147 n nodar dumbaZe daibada 1928 wels TbilisSi. bolSevikuri represiebis gamo bavSvobaSive dar Ca mSoblebis gareSe. Tbilisis saxelmwifo uni versitetis ekonomikis fakultetis damTavrebis Semdeg TanamSromlobda Jurnal `ciskarSi~, iyo Jurnal `niangis~ redaqtori, mweralTa kavSi ris mdivani, Semdeg _ Tavmjdomare. misi roma ne bi: `me, be bia, ili ko da ila rio ni~, `me vxe dav mzes~, `mziani Rame~ da sxv., gamoqveynebisTanave bestselerebad iqca. nodar dumbaZis Semoqmede ba gamoirCeva brwyinvale iumoriT, sikeTis rwme niTa da adamianis siyvaruliT. gardaicvala 1984 wels. dakrZales misive iniciativiT Seqmnil bav SvTa qalaq `mziurSi~, saidanac 2009 wels mTaw mindis panTeonSi gadaasvenes. 149 nodar dumbaZe HELLADOS _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ jemal, skripka! ianguli, lawirako! jemal, qamo! ianguli, wuwko berZeno! jemal, wirpliano! patarebis yoCo! virisTavo! viris mwyemso! gogoebis maCalka! xuligano! Tbiliselo harifo! Seni deda vatire, ianguli! imana su ine prostikasa ineka, jemal! ● soxumeli berZnis xristo aleqsandridis Svili iyo ian guli. nafotiviT Txelsa da beWebganiers swori, lamazi 151 nodar dumbaZe cxviri, naxSiriviT Savi Tvalebi da maimuniviT grZeli xe lebi hqonda. rom idga, muxlebamde wvdeboda uzarmazari torebi. ToTxmeti wlisa iyo. Tavis tol ubnis biWebs SiSis zars scemda. saocari Cxubi icoda, or-sam biWs erTad gaa silaqebda, xels ar gaanZrevinebda. katasaviT swrafi iyo, kaJiviT magari da janmrTeli. zamTar-zafxul satinis Savi xalaTiT dadioda, mkerdgaReRili. veneciis gzatkecilze cxovrobda, mdinare CalbaSis pi ras, mamamisTan erTad. deda ise pataras gardacvloda, arc ki axsovda. miwis nakveTi hqondaT, xelisgulisodena bos tniT. erTi Zroxa hyavdaT, erTic nacrisferi Cokina. rZes, mawons da mwvanils hyiddnen mezoblebSi da soxumis bazar Si, ianguli arsad ar swavlobda, mamamiss exmareboda meur neobaSi da xandaxan virsac dahyveboda savaWrod. danarCeni dro quCaSi iyo gadebuli. rkinigzis gadasasvlelTan idga xolme, skolidan dabrunebul biWebs jibeebs uCxrekda, zogs ZaliT, zogs nebiT, TuTuns, xurda fuls, brWyviala nivTebs, jaWvebs, ferad fanqrebs, kalmistrebs arTmevda, meore dRes imave nivTebs imave biWebTan SeRavaTian fasebSi hyidda. mere TavianTsave fulze eTamaSeboda, ugebda, ji beebgatenili brundeboda Sin. ase grZeldeboda yoveldRe. am ToTxmeti wlis diqtators yurmoWril monebad hyav da mTeli veneciis gzatkecilis biWebi da maT Soris Cemi deidaSvili kokac. ubnis yoCi iyo ianguli. Cveni nacnoboba 1938 wlis Semodgomaze daiwyo. deida Cemma ninam, obloba rom ar megrZno, Tbilisidan Casuli meore dResve mTel soxumSi saxelganTqmul musikis mas wavlebel elena mixailovna navrodskaiasTan mimiyvana da muxlebSi Cauvarda: _ obolia, dedamisi violinoze atarebda, udedoba da obloba rom ar igrZnos, uars nu metyviT; sxvas rom axde vinebT, ori imdeni gamomarTviT, oRond aiyvaneTo. 152 HELLADOS navrodskaiam jer smena gamisinja, mere notebis kiTxva Si gamomcada, TiTebze damxeda, nikapis qveS xeliT koJri momisinja, erTxans iyoymana, Semdeg meore oTaxSi gavida. violino gamoitana, simebi mouSala da aawyveo, miTxra. dei daCemi SeSinebuli miyurebda da, rodesac violino avawyve, SvebiT amoisunTqa. _ aba, axla beThovenis „zazuna“ daukari! _ miTxra ele na mixailovnam, savarZelSi Cajda da mosasmenad moemzada. beThovenis xsenebaze deidaCems saqcieli wauxda. _ pativcemulo elena mixailovna, iqneba sxva, ufro pa tara kompozitori gekiTxaT?! _ sTxova navrodskaias da cxvirsaxociT Sublze gamocvaruli ofli daimSrala. _ rogor, „zazunas“ ar ukravs? _ hkiTxa gakvirvebulma navrodskaiam deidas da warbebi azida. me mivxvdi, rom dadga is sanatreli Jami Cems cxovreba Si, rodesac saSualeba meZleoda Tavi damexsna musikis mo nobis uRlisagan, romelSic eqvsi wlisa Semaba dedaCemma da umowyalod mxednida, sakmarisi iyo axla, am wuTSi, meTqva erTi magiuri sityva _ „ara“, da yvelaferi damTavrdeboda, magram ar vici deidaCemis tanjulma saxem, navrodskaias gakvirvebulma gamoxedvam, cameti wlis bavSvis ganuzomel ma pativmoyvareobam Tu CemTvis gaurkvevelma kidev raRac Zalam xelSi amaRebina violinos xemi da oTaxi „zazunas“ martivi da genialuri melodiiT aivso. rodesac dakvra davamTavre, deida ninas Tvalebi crem liT hqonda savse, navrodskaias ki saxeze kmayofili Rimi li efina. ...da elena mixailovna navrodskaiam amiyvana. rodesac Sin vbrundebodiT da rkinigzis gadasasvlels mivuaxlovdiT, ianguli qvafenilze ijda fexmorTxmuli da kakals amtvrevda aguris natexiT. _ gamarjobaT, nina ivanovna! _ miesalma igi deidas, ro desac CavuareT. _ gagimarjos! _ mokled upasuxa deidam. 153 nodar dumbaZe _ koka sadaa? _ hkiTxa iangulim. _ koka SensaviT usaqmo ki ar aris, skolaSia! _ upasuxa deidam. _ eg vinRaa? _ Seni saqme ar aris! _ Tqva deida ninam da win gamigdo. iangulim gabmulad daustvina. Cven gza ganvagrZeT. _ eee, skripka! _ momesma uceb. gakvirvebulma movixede. iangulis cali Tvali moeWuta, kiseri moeRrica, ena ga moeyo da marjvena xels marcxenaze xerxiviT isobda. miv xvdi, me majavrebda violinos dakvraSi. brazisagan guli yelSi momebjina. _ maimuno! _ davuZaxe da muSti movuRere. _ xval gamoiare, SeSa maqvs dasaxerxi! _ mipasuxa sici liT. _ Sen ar moiSale xulignoba? _ ukmayofilod gadaiqnia Tavi deidaCemma. _ vin aris? _ vkiTxe me. _ berZenis biWia, ianguli, mamamiss rZe daaqvs CvenTan. ar daginaxo magasTan gavlili, xuligania, dRe da Rame qu CaSi agdia. me isev movixede ukan, ianguli damtvreul kakals arCev da, Tan gamomwvevad micinoda. ● mecamete skolaSi siaruli, romelSic deidaCemma momaw yo, rkinigzis liandagze gavliT miwevda, ase rom, Cemi da iangulis yoveldRiuri Sexvedra TiTqmis gardauvali Seiq mna. daaxloebiT erTi Tve yuradRebas ar maqcevda. idga ub nis biWebSi da, rogorc yovelTvis, koWobanas an paJaroba nas TamaSobda. erTi ki iyo, rogorc ki Tvals momkravda, imave wuTSi, Cems dasanaxavad, vinmes an quds Camoafxatavda Tvalebze, an panRurs amohkravda, Tan iribad gamomxedavda. 154 HELLADOS mec ise Cavuvlidi, TiTqos fexebze mekida iangulica da misi mrevlic. ise ki erTi suli mqonda, biWebSi gavreu liyavi da iangulis msgavsad mec meCvenebina Cemi Sno da marifaTi, magram jer ubanSi ucxo, uamxanago, umegobro da udamqaSo viyavi, gverdiT Cemi umcrosi deidaSvilis, kokas garda aravin momdevda, da amitom misvlas ver vbedavdi, erTs ki vgrZnobdi, Cveni urTierToba laRumis patruqiviT TandaTan iwveboda, pataravdeboda, fistons uaxlovdebo da, da erT mSvenier dRes ifeTqebda. ...da zustad erTi Tvis Tavze es dRec dadga. elena mixailovnas mowafe hyavda. me mosacdelSi vijeqi da Cems rigs velodi. mrgval magidaze akvariumi idga da Sig wyalmcenareebs, lamaz niJarebsa da qvebs Soris maraosaviT farflebgaS lili oqros Tevzebi dasrialebdnen, Tan pirs sasacilod afCendnen da haeris buStebs uSvebdnen. ratomRac momeCve na, rom Tevzebs sastikad SiodaT da amitom wrialebdnen. saswrafod amoviRe jibidan gazeTSi gaxveuli Savi purisa da yvelis buterbrodi, wvril-wvrilad davfSveni da ak variumSi Cavyare, wylis zedapiri Savi purisa da yvelis nafxvenebiT daifara. Tevzebi jer dafrTxnen, qvebsa da ni Jarebs amoefarnen, Semdeg, TiTqos mixvdneno Cems keTil ganzraxvas, safaridan gamocvivdnen da gaSmagebiT Seesivnen saWmels. uzomo kmayofilebiT vumzerdi oqros koriantels. akva riumi patara okeanesaviT Relavda da boboqrobda. Tevzebi TavdaviwyebiT trialebdnen da cekvavdnen. mere TandaTan ukles TamaSs. akvariumi dawynarda da damSvidda. axla mu celdaberili da damZimebuli oqros Tevzebi zantad da curavdnen minanqris niJarebsa da qvebs Soris, rigrigo biT modiodnen minis kedelTan da TiTqos madlobas meub nebiano, kudis odnavi moZraobiT tokavdnen Cems win, uceb erTi maTgani, romelic yvelaze ufro didi iyo, gulaRma amotrialda da zurgze iwyo curva. gakvirvebuli mivCe 155 nodar dumbaZe rebodi am ucnaur sanaxaobas. male sxva Tevzebmac mibaZes. akvariumi TiTqos Tavdayira gadmoatrialeso, axla yvela Tevzi gulaRma curavda Sig, Tan gamalebiT amuSavebdnen layuCebs... wyalSi xeli Cavyavi da Tevzebis waRma gadmob runeba vcade, magram amaod, isini kvlav gulaRma wvebod nen, SeSinebulma saswrafod amoviRe xeli wylidan. mivxvdi, rom moxda raRac saSineleba. male akvariumSi sicocxle Cakvda. mowamluli oqros Tevzebi usulod tivtivebdnen wylis zedapirze. tanSi SiSis Jruantelma damiara, violi nos budes xeli vstace da gasaqcevad movemzade, magram uceb kari gaiRo da oTaxidan elena mixailovna gamovida. igi Cemze adre mosul moswavles moacilebda, Tan raRac darigebas aZlevda. _ Semodi! _ miTxra man, rodesac mowafe gaacila. me ga SeSebuli videqi. _ Semodi, Semodi! _ gamimeora man, mxarze xeli damado da msubuqad mibiZga oTaxisken. adgilidan ar davZrulvar. _ gakveTili ar ici? _ mkacrad mkiTxa elena mixailovnam da kvlav rom ar gaveci xma, gakvirvebulma Tvali gaayola Cems gaSterebul mzeras... da moxda is, risi warmodgenac mxolod iqTiologebs SeuZliaT. muxlmokveTili elena mi xailovna savarZelSi CaeSva, tuCebi gaulurjda da xmis kan kaliT mkiTxa: _ Ты что наделал, паршивый мальчишка?!2 _ me ar megona, elena mixailovna, me mxolod Savi puri da yveli Cavuyare... _ Отравил!3 _ amoigmina man sasowarkveTiT. mere Tavi xelebSi Cargo da SvilmokluliviT aqviTinda, maxsovs, rogor vluRluRebdi, Tavs vimarTlebdi da vcdilobdi, rogorme damemSvidebina musikis maswavlebeli, magram yo velive amao iyo... igi adga, akvariumTan mivida, saTiTaod 2. _ es ra qeni, Se saZagelo? 3. _ mowamla! 156 HELLADOS iRebda wylidan usulo Tevzebs, hkocnida, kvlav akvarium Si abrunebda, Tan saocari sityvebiT ealerseboda. _ Милые мои, золотые, ненаглядные, отравили, убили вас.4 mere Cemsken Semotrialda, saxe SeSlili hqonda, nika pi ukankalebda da Tvalebidan Rvarad Camosdioda cremli. uceb gaS li li xeli moiq nia da ise Ti si la ga maw na, Tavi Zlivs Sevikave, rom ar wavqceuliyavi. _ Вон из моего дома, варвар. Чтоб твоей ноги не было больше здесь! Вон!5 me sila da cremli erTad gadavylape, violino iRliaSi amoviCare da uxmod gamovixure kari. Tavzardacemuli, Sercxvenili da cocxal-mkvdari mo vabijebdi saxlisaken. rkinigzis gadasasvlelTan ianguli da misi damqaSebi pa Jarobanas TamaSobdnen. gulma maTken gamiwia. Sin mainc ar mimesvleboda. biWebs rom davuaxlovdi, fexi aviTrie, mere gangeb gavCerdi da davixare, viTom fexsacmlis Tasmas vis worebdi. _ eee, skripka! _ iangulis xma vicani. welSi gavimarTe da TvalebSi Sevxede. _ ra ginda? _ vkiTxe. _ modi aq! _ mimixmo TiTiT. _ Tu saqme gaqvs, TviTon modi! _ vuTxari. iangulim gak virvebulma gadaxeda masze ufro gakvirvebul qveSevrdo mebs da neli nabijiT wamovida Cemsken. _ Sen ar ici, me vina var? _ mkiTxa amayad. _ vici! _ vupasuxe me. _ mere, rom geZaxi, ratom ar modixar? _ Sen vina xar, me rom meZaxi? _ vuTxari agdebiT da yo 4. _ Cemo Zvirfasebo, mSvenierebo, sayvarlebo, mogwamles, dagxoces! 5. _ gaeTrie Cemi saxlidan, barbaroso. Seni fexi ar davinaxo aq! gaeTrie! Semdgenlebi. 157 nodar dumbaZe veli SemTxvevisaTvis violino miwaze davde. iangulim isev gakvirvebiT gaxeda Tavis biWebs, romlebsac TamaSisaTvis Tavi daenebebinaT da Cvens garSemo wre SeekraT. _ ianguli, aswavle, vinca xar! _ dauZaxa viRacam wridan. _ midi, uTaqe, ianguli! _ erTi Seneburi sila aWame! _ jer vnaxoT, ra biWic aris! _ Tqva iangulim da loyaze xeli momiTaTuna. _ nu banaob! _ vuTxari da Tavi gavwie. _ uyure Sen?! _ gaukvirda iangulis. _ miyure! _ vupasuxe me. _ papirosi! _ xeli gamomiwoda uceb iangulim. _ ar vewevi! _ fuli! _ ar maqvs! _ jibeebi amoitriale! _ Sen TviTon amoitriale! biWebSi CurCuli atyda, ianguli daibna, magram ixtibari ar gaitexa da violinosken daixia. _ xeli aiRe! _ vuTxari me da violinosken waviRe xeli, magram iangulim damaswro, bude gaxsna, violino amoiRo, gamomiwoda: _ midi, daukari, biWebi gamirTe! _ ar vukrav! _ maS, ras daaTrev, muqTa viri xar? araferi vupasuxe, violinosaken gavwie, rom gamomer Tmia, iangulim ukan gadadga nabiji da violino zurgs ukan damala. _ petia, fema, kurlik, panCo, gena, skripkis xma gagigiaT rodisme? _ hkiTxa biWebs. biWebma kvicebiviT daiWixvines. _ marto radioSi! _ Tqva petiam da isev daiWixvina. _ midi, ianguli, gagvagone! sxvaze adre Cemi violinos xma me gavigone: iangulim igi msubuqad moiqnia da brtylad damamxo Tavze. _ zzrrr, 158 HELLADOS wkrrrr... _ daikvnesa violinom da Suaze gadaixsna, qve da nawili mowyvetili mklaviviT daekida zedas da erTxans kidev gamoscemda amazrzen xmas. biWebi miwaze gagordnen. guli gamiCerda, sisxli TavSi amivarda da yurebi damigub da. aRaraferi mesmoda, vxedavdi mxolod miwaze gagore bul biWebs, welSi gawyvetil violinos da iangulis odnav win gamoweul gamxdar ybas da uceb, rac Zali da Rone mqon da, davkari am ybas gaciebuli muSti. rodesac kvlav damibrunda smena da cnobiereba, iangu li qvafenilze ijda, gakvirvebuli mimzerda da ybas mar jvena xeliT izelda. samarisebuli siCume Camovarda. me ux mod Sevtrialdi da Sin wavedi. saRamos damtvreuli violinoca da misi yuTic Cvenma mezobelma da iangulis marjvena xelma, petiam mogvitana, SemosasvlelTan dayara da gaiqca. deidaCemma jer petia Seicxada, mere violino, mere ian guli aleqsandridi, mere me da sul bolos dedaCemi. axla rom vixseneb, deidaCemi daaxloebiT ase mosTqvam da: _ rogor xar dagvajuli, ise argasazrdelo petiaa... Sen da mem wva ni le ma ma Sens ras ger CiT. Tqven ra iciT am violinos fasi, stradivariusi da paganini mxerxavebi ggo niaT... ianguli aleqsandridi myavs mosaklavi, magram viris yroyinze gazrdil CoCors musikis ra moeTxovebaaa... Cems ojaxSi Camosaxlebuli es axali xuligani myavs mosakla viiii... sulwawymedilo da ubeduro dao aniko, me Cemi ga Wirveba ar meyofoda, es yaCaRi rom ar dagetovebina Cemda samwyemsarad. vai, Sens dRes da ui, Cems gaCenas... am dRes dasrulda Cemi musikaluri odisea da daiwyo axali era Cems cxovrebaSi _ brZola arsebobisaTvis. ● meore dRes ianguli da petia skolis alayafTan dag vxvdnen me da Cems deidaSvil kokas. erTi ki Semiqanda guli, 159 nodar dumbaZe magram ise Cavuare orives, TiTqos guSin araferi momxda riyos. _ skripka! _ xma petiasi iyo, me gavCerdi. _ unda gelaparako! _ momiaxlovda ianguli. _ raze? _ aq uxerxulia! _ Tqva man da skolidan gamosul bav Svebs da maswavleblebs gaxeda. _ aba, sad? _ vkiTxe me. _ rkinigzis gaRma, xidis qveS. _ sadac ginda! _ vupasuxe da gavyevi. ianguli win midioda! mere me da koka. petia ukan mog vdevda moSorebiT. albaT imitom, rom ar gavqceuliyaviT. _ daviRupeT! _ Tqva saqcielwamxdarma kokam. koka ori wliT patara iyo Cemze da araerTxel hqonda naWami iangu lis aliyuri. _ nu geSinia! _ davamSvide, Tumca gulaxdilad rom vTqva, mec meSinoda. rkinigzis miwayrilze rom veSvebodiT, kokam gaqceva daapira, majaSi Cavavle xeli da rac Zali da Rone mqonda, movuWire. _ ar gaiqce, biWo, sircxvilia! _ Sen ar ici magis ambavi, dagvasiebs orives, _ amoikvne sa kokam. _ ra moxda mere, xom ar mogvklavs, _ vuTxari me. koka dasaklavad ganwirul xbosaviT gamomyva. ianguli rkinigzis xidis qveS dadga. aqeT-iqiT gaixedgamoixeda. kacis WaWaneba ar Canda. Cvenc gavCerdiT. _ aha, movedi, ra ginda? _ vkiTxe iangulis. iangulim Tavi CaRuna, erTxans ase iyo, raRacas fiqrobda. uceb Tavi aswia. _ Sen gu Sin uban Si Se mar cxvi ne. erTi dar tymiT dam svi... ar velodi da imitom damsvi, pasuxi imitom ar miiRe, rom ver avdeqi. mindoda adgoma, magram ver avdeqi. _ misma mSvidma da gulaxdilma laparakma sul gamafuWa. _ me am ub nis yoCi var da yoCad davrCebi... _ ganagrZo man. 160 HELLADOS _ me ar minda Seni ubnis yoCoba, Tavi damanebe! _ gul wrfelad vuTxari mec. _ Sen rom Cemze didi iyo, daganebebdi, magram Sen Cemze erTi wliT patara xar, amitom ver daganebeb Tavs. ubanSi ori yoCi ar SeiZleba, an Sen unda iyo, an me... _ aki giTxari, ar minda yoCoba-meTqi! _ gavumeore. _ egre ar gamova, unda viCxuboT. _ viCxuboT! _ davTanxmdi me. _ patiosnad viCxuboT! _ Tqva iangulim. _ patiosnad ras hqvia? _ gamikvirda me. _ arc petia, arc koka CxubSi ar unda Caerion. gineba ar iyos, qva ar iyos, waqceulis cema ar iyos! _ egre iyos! _ Tu mogerie, xval imave ubnis biWebTan gcem, romleb Tanac damsvi, mere mogeSvebi! _ gamafrTxila. _ cema morevazea! _ vuTxari me. araferi ar mipasuxa, Savi satinis xalaTi gaixada da mi waze daagdo. rom gaixada da Sevxede, gulma reCxi miyo: imxela gaSlili mkerdi hqonda, Tan marcxena ZuZus zemoT lurji laTinuri asoebiT dasviringebuli hqonda sityva HELLADOS, romelmac SemakrTo uceb. iangulim raRac uTxra petias berZnulad. petia Seyoy manda. iangulim brZaneba gaumeora. petiam ori didi qva amoiRo jibeebidan da uxalisod gadayara. iangulim axla kokas Sexeda, kokam carieli jibeebi amoitriala. _ daviwyoT! _ Tqva iangulim. _ daviwyoT! _ vTqvi me da CanTa miwaze davagde. Cxubi or-sam wuTs gagrZelda. me Sekruli muStebiT vCxubobdi. ianguli gaSlili xeliT. Cemi dartymuli yru xmas gamoscemda, misi ki qveyanas azanzarebda: iseTi lawa luwi gaudioda Cems ybebze. petia berZnuli SeZaxilebiT amxnevebda iangulis, koka ki qarTulad mkarnaxobda: _ Tavi, Tavi aWame, jemal! 161 nodar dumbaZe vi co di, rom ax los mis vla da Tavis Wme va iyo sa Wi ro, magram wels zemoT gaxdils ramdenjerac wavavle mklavSi xeli, imdenjer damisxlta ofliT dapoxili, kidev erTi sila da vigrZeni, rom cxviridan sisxli wamskda. vidre cxviridan wamskdar sisxls vixocavdi, iangulim kidev erTi sila maWama da zustad ise davjeqi miwaze, ro gorc guSin ianguli, oRond im gansxvavebiT, rom iangulis guSin ar SeeZlo adgoma, me ki SemeZlo, magram Cems adgomas fasi aRar hqonda _ Cxubi wagebuli iyo. iangulim erTxans macala da rom aRar avdeqi, xalaTis Cacma daiwyo, da me isev wavikiTxe mis mkerdze amosviringe buli HELLADOS. _ xvalamdis! _ miTxra iangulim da mxolod axla Sevam Cnie, zeda tuCi Sesivebuli hqonda da marjvena warbi ga xeTqili. _ xvalamdis! _ vupasuxe da wamovdeqi. ianguli da petia miwayrilze avidnen da rkinigzis lian dags gahyvnen. me da koka xidis qveS davrCiT. _ ara uSavs, magasac bevri moxvda! _ damamSvida kokam. _ sulerTia, xval vcem! _ vTqi me. _ netavi sarkeSi Cagaxeda! _ Tqva kokam. _ Zalian var dasiebuli? _ vkiTxe. _ bulkiviT! _ mipasuxa da Tvali amarida. _ magis deda vatire! amjerad deidaCems ar Sevucxadebivar. civi kompresebi damado saxeze. diliT ki iangulis mamas, xristos, zustad ise daafSvna mawvnis qila Tavze, rogorc iangulim me vio lino da cixeSi amolpobas dahpirda mis gaTaxsirebul da xuligan Svils sabWoTa pioneris ase uRmerTod cemisaTvis. ● meore dRes skolaSi ar wavsulvar, Wrilobebs viSuSeb di. mesame dRes rkinigzis gadasasvleli savse iyo ubneli biWebiT. me da koka rom mivediT, stveniT Segvxvdnen. 162 HELLADOS _ skripka, gaziares? _ sanam ar mogklavs, ar moeSvebi?! _ Sen aq Tbilisi xom ar ggonia?! mTelma birJam icoda ukve Cemi cemis ambavi. yvela aq iyo iangulis garda. aravisTvis xma ar gamicia, CanTa filaqanze davagde, zed davajeqi da iangulis mos vlas davelode. _ ianguli modis! _ daiZaxa uceb viRacam. _ axla daiwyeba cirki! _ Tqva meorem. _ gamarjobaT! _ Tqva saerTo salami iangulim da me rom daminaxa filaqanze Camomjdari, gakvirvebisagan Tvalebi gaufarTovda. _ ianguli, Tavisi fexiT movida bulki, midi erTi, SeWa me! _ uTxra petiam. _ karaqs wausvam, ianguli, Tu xizilalas?! iangulim lazRandarebs yuradReba ar miaqcia, tribu niviT aswia xeli, brbo daawynara da istoriuli sityviT mimarTa Tavis xalxs, ise, rogorc tomis beladebs sCveviaT xolme. _ bi We bo! _ daiw yo man. _ es me mog mar TavT Tqven, ve neciis gzatkecilis tomis Tavisufal Svilebs, me, Tqvens mier arCeuli beladi, ianguli aleqsandridi! Tqvens winaSe dganan mkrTalsaxiani Tbiliseli harifi da misi deidaSvi li, Cveni tomis gamyidveli da samSoblos moRalate, wkvin tliani koka. am mkrTalsaxian gadamTiels, imis nacvlad, rom esargebla Cveni stumarTmoyvareobiT, didsulovnebi Ta da sulgrZelobiT, surs miisakuTros Cveni kurTxeuli miwa, zRva, mdinare, oqro, vercxli, saZovrebi da gazone bi... _ morCi lazRandarobas! _ Sevawyvetine sityva. _ unda meCxubo! ianguli SeCerda da Tvali TvalSi gamiyara. _ me Tqven gaCvenebT axla, rogor keTdeba mkrTalsaxia nebisagan katleti... _ ganagrZo isev. 163 nodar dumbaZe _ nu maimunob, daviwyoT! _ Sen ei, wkvintliano, _ miubrunda igi kokas, _ wadi, sas wrafoSi dareke, uTxari xuT wuTSi movidnen da Seni dain validebuli deidaSvili waiyvanon! _ biWebSi xarxari atyda. _ dRes Sen mogiwevs saswrafoTo wayvana. _ vuTxari me da avdeqi. biWebma wre Sekres. iangulim isev raRac uTxra petias berZnulad, petia SeiSmuSna da qamris Sexsna daiw yo. gancvifrebuli vuyurebdi petias TiTis simsxo Rvedis qamars _ „nuTu qamriT unda mcemos?“ _ gamielva TavSi. pe tiam qamari gadasca iangulis da isev wreSi Cadga. iangulim amayad mimoixeda garSemo da sajarod ganacxada: _ me mkrTal sa xians ori xeliT ar veC xu be bi. igi dRes cali xeliT unda gailaxos. petia, gamodi da Semikari xeli! biWebSi aRtacebis yiJina gaisma. me elda meca. iangulim gaWimuli marcxena xeli TeZoze miido. petia gamovida, qa mari welze Semoartya ise, rom is marcxena xeli Sig moayo la, da rac Zali da Rone hqonda gaukra. _ nu artistob, xeli amoiRe da ise viCxuboT! _ vuTxari dakarguli xmiT. _ me SenTan ori xeliT Cxubs ar vikadreb, _ Tqva iangu lim. biWebs kvlav aRtacebis yiJina aRmoxdaT. _ maSin ar minda! _ vTqvi me da CanTa aviRe. _ geSinia? _ mkiTxa iangulim. _ ki ar meSinia, ar minda. xeli amoiRe da isedac gcem! _ meCxube, Torem gcem! _ Tqva gaRizianebiT iangulim. _ midi, dasvi! _ wamCurCula kokam. me jiutad gaviqnie Tavi. maSin ianguli momiaxlovda da sila gamawna. saxeze ise wamekida cecxli, TiTqos mduRare Semasxeso, magram xeli ar Sevubrune. iangulim meored gamawna sila, mere me samed, Sevatyve, gametebiT ar mirtyamda, es ufro gasila qebas hgavda, vidre Cxubs. da mainc rom ar Sevubrune xeli, ianguli gaCerda. me Sevtrialdi da wridan gavedi, biWebi uxmod Camomecalnen. _ ee, skripka! _ momesma zurgs ukan petias xma, da uceb 164 HELLADOS gavigone gaSlili xelis saSineli lawani: es ukve petias ybaze gaRebuli iangulis xelis xma iyo. ukan ar mimixedavs, radgan vtirodi da ar mindoda bi Webs Cemi cremli daenaxaT. erTs ki mivxvdi _ dRevandeli Cxubi iangulim waago. ● meore dRes, sisxam diliT, aleqsandridebis ezos WiS karTan videqi. xristo aleqsandridi virs kazmavda patara TavlasTan. ianguli exmareboda, rom daminaxa, viri miatova da WiSkars moadga. _ saCivlelad moxvedi? _ mkiTxa man da Tvali mamisken gaapara. mamamisi zurgSeqceviT idga da ver mxedavda. _ saCxubrad! _ vupasuxe me. _ vin aris? _ dauZaxa mamamisma, ise rom ar mouxedavs. _ amxanagia Cemi. _ iangulis ar scalia, bazarSi midis! _ moixeda xris tom. uceb micno da gaukvirda: _ SerigdiT? _ SevrigdiT! _ vupasuxe me. _ egre ar jobia? orive kargi biWebi xarT! _ gauxarda xristos da ezoSi SemipatiJa. _ meCqareba, _ vupasuxe, mere iangulis mivubrundi: _ rodis dabrundebi bazridan? _ saRamos! _ rkinigzis xidis qveS dagelodebi! _ vuTxari da wave di. ● saRamos xidis qveS velodi iangulis. igi movida. xma ar gaucia CemTvis, viri adamiebis Robes miaba, xalaTi gaixa da, viris kexze gadahkida da me kvlav wavikiTxe mis gaSlil mkerdze magiuri sityva HELLADOS. dRes Cveni Cxubis mowme mxolod viri iyo. Cxubi amjerad ufro didxans gagrZelda. pirvelma ian 165 nodar dumbaZe gulim damartya, rogor ar vecade, magram mainc damaswro. ar wavqceulvar, mxolod waviforTxile. meore rom momiq nia, Tavi ukan gadavwie da misma gaSlilma xelma SxuiliT Camiqrola cxvirwin. moqneuli ise Zlierad iyo, iangulim ka va, iner ciam od nav Seat ria la da axla igi Tavi ver Sei gverdulad idga Cems win, misi yba zustad ise daekida haer Si, ro gorc ma Sin, pir ve li Cxu bis dros; da vid re kvlav Semotrialdeboda, rac Zali da Rone mqonda, muSti ybaSi movde. ianguli saxiT silaSi Caemxo. erTxans gaunZrevlad ido. ar megona, Tu adgeboda, magram uceb wamoxta da sao cari siswrafiT gamoqanda Cemsken. misi gaSilili xeli da Cemi muSti erTdroulad moxvda mizans, me davretiandi, cal muxlze daviCoqe da uneburad saxeze xelebi avifare. xelebi rom movicile da Tvali gavaxile, ianguli zustad iseTive pozaSi iyo CaCoqili, rogorc me, da gaxeTqili tu Cidan sisxls ixocavda. xelebze davixede da mivxvdi, rom mec mJonavda sisxli cxviridan. Tavs Zala davatane da wa movdeqi. wamodga iangulic. didxans vucqerdiT erTmaneTs uxmod. me misi mZime da Rrma sunTqva mesmoda, albaT imas _ Cemi. yovel wuTs ve lodi Tavdasxmas. magram saocari is iyo, Cxubis aRarc xa lisi mqonda, aRarc survili. raRac Sinagani kmayofileba dameufla. mivxvdi, rom dReidan ianguli veRarasodes dam Cagravda. _ gveyofa! _ Tqva iangulim da mklavebi CamouSva. _ gve yo fa! _ vTqvi mec da Sve biT amo vi sun Tqe. oRond xval biWebTan unda viCxuboT! _ davayole yoveli SemTxve visTvis. _ ar ginda, biWebs me vetyvi, rom magari xar, oRond yo Cobas ver dagiTmob. _ cota xnis dumilis Semdeg Tqva man. _ arc minda! _ vTqvi me. _ Tu ginda, meore yoCi iyavi! _ SemomTavaza moadgileoba. _ ar minda, Sen SenTvis, me CemTvis! _ viuare isev, Semov trialdi da wamovedi. 166 HELLADOS _ moi ca! _ miT xra man. me gav Cer di. _ ase ar ivar gebs. yoveldRe xom ar viCxubebT, modi xvalidan vaginoT erTma neTs, vinc ajobebs, imis iyos! _ imisi iyos! _ davTanxmdi. ● meore dRes me da ianguli kvlav biWebis wreSi videqiT da uSveri sityvebiT vamkobdiT erTmaneTs. _ jemal, virisTavo! _ ianguli, berZeno memwvanile! _ Tbiliselo siristiano! _ lawirako! _ wvintliano! _ viris mwyemso! _ CoCoro! _ mJave kitro! _ kambola! _ Rorjo! _ meduza! _ kretino! _ paganino! salanZRavi sityvebis arsenali SeumCnevlad Semomelia da gavCerdi, ianguli melodeboda, radgan Cemi jeri iyo. _ midi, Torem waage! _ idayvi gamkra kokam. _ gamiTavda! _ vuTxari me. _ deda Seagine! _ Semaxsena man. _ dedis gineba ar modis. _ „deda vatire“ ra ginebaa? _ eg rusulad ar vici! _ qarTulad Seagine, ver gaigebs! _ ar momeSva koka da Semacdina. _ ianguli, Seni deda vatire! _ vTqvi qarTulad da pasu xis molodinSi guli SemekumSa. _ imana su ine prostikasa ineka, jemal! _ mipasuxa iangu 167 nodar dumbaZe lim. mivxvdi, rom isic dedas maginebda, magram ise lamazad ambobda, ave-mariasaviT meyureboda da gineba gavimeore: _ Seni deda vatire, ianguli! _ imana su ine prostikasa ineka, jemal! _ gaimeora man simRerasaviT. ● ase grZeldeboda mTeli naxevari weliwadi, mere vnebebi dacxra. me da iangulim ginebaTa arsenali TiTo yvelaze mniSvnelovan ginebamde daviyvaneT da Sexvedrisas, TiTqos vesalmebiTo, xelis aweviT gavZaxodiT erTmaneTs: me: _ Seni deda vatire, ianguli. is: _ imana su ine prostikasa ineka, jemal! ● mziani dRe iyo. me da koka skolidan vbrundebodiT. rkinigzis gadasasvlelTan rom mivediT, ianguli, rogorc yovelTvis, ubnis biWebs paJarobanas eTamaSeboda. daminaxa Tu ara, TamaSs Tavi daaneba da Cemsken wamovida, ar damas wros-meTqi da gineba gzaze Sevagebe. _ ianguli, Seni deda vatire! _ ianguli monusxuliviT Sedga da TvalebSi Semomxeda. didxans velodi pasuxs, mag ram ianguli xmas ar iRebda. _ Seni deda vatire, ianguli! _ gavimeore me. iangulim Tavi daxara, Setrialda da ase Tavdaxrili neli nabijiT wavida. me gakvirvebuli vuqcerdi saxlisaken mimaval iangulis. _ naxe, rogor gaiZurwa, gaTavda magis yoCoba! _ vuTxa ri kokas. _ gaTavda ki ara, axla daiwyo! _ mipasuxa kokam da cal ybad gaiRima. _ rogor? _ gajoba da ise. _ maS, ratom ar Semagina? 168 HELLADOS _ guSin mkiTxa, jemalis deda sad ariso. me vuTxari, aRar aris-meTqi, imitom ar Segagina, _ Tqva kokam. elda meca. _ ratom guSin ar miTxari, lawirako! _ me ra vicodi!.. _ Tavi CaRuna kokam. _ ianguli! _ davuZaxe me, magram ianguli ukve Sors iyo da an ver gaigona Cemi Zaxili, an gaigona da ar moixeda. im dRi dan igi erTi aTad gai zar da Cems Tval Si. Cvens Soris samudamod damTavrda omi da qiSpoba, magram me da ianguli didi megobrebi mainc ar gavmxdarvarT. Sexvedri sas ubralod xelis aweviTa da RimiliT vesalmebodiT er TmaneTs da Tu mamamisis magivrad rZes an mawons mogvitan da xolme viriT, maSin Tu gavesaubrebodiT erTmaneTs une burad an rZis da mawonis fasis, an mamamisis, an mwvanilis, an viris Taobaze. es iyo da es. ● erT dRes iangulim rZe moitana, me ezoSi Sevegebe, rom Sevxede, Zlivs vicani, ise hqonda saxe SeSupebuli da Tva lis upeebi Calurjebuli. _ ra mogivida? _ vkiTxe gakvirvebulma. warmoudgeneli iyo, ianguli ase ecema ubanSi vinmes, aS karad masze ufrosis naxelavi iyo. _ araferi! _ mipasuxa man da Tvali amarida. _ magari nacemi xar! _ vuTxari me. _ ara uSavs! _ Tqva man da gaiRima. _ Tqvi, vin aris, Tu marto ver moerie, me wamogyvebi! _ vuTxari. iangulim uaryofis niSnad Tavi gaiqnia. _ viri aq daabi da axlave wavideT, _ ar moveSvi me. rZia ni qila kibeze davdgi da gasayolad movemzade. _ ar ginda, ver movereviT! _ mwared gaiRima man. _ vin? me da Sen ver movereviT? _ gaviqaCe me. _ verc me da Sen, da verc mTeli veneciis gzatkecili... _ aseTi vin aris? _ Sevcbi. 169 nodar dumbaZe _ mamaCemi! _ Tqva iangulim. _ mamaSeni? _ ho, mamaCemi. _ ase rogor gagimeta? _ vkiTxe gakvirvebulma da SeSu pebul loyaze xeli davade. _ Cemi bralia! _ ra daaSave? _ sam dReSi soxumSi saberZneTidan gemi Camodis. Cveni Temis berZnebi eladaSi brundebian. mamaCemic... _ ianguli gaCumda. _ mere? _ vkiTxe me. _ me re ara fe ri, me ar miv yve bi, ar min da was vla... ma ma ambobs, rom iq Cveni samSobloa, mSobliuri miwa, didebuli elada... mama-papaTa sisxli gveZaxis da movaleni varT wa videTo... _ mereda ratom ar miyvebi? _ gulwrfelad gamikvirda me. ianguli didxans sdumda TavCaRunuli da virs acqvetil yurebs uuTovebda. yurebi iangulis xelis yovel dasma ze morCilad wvebodnen, magram Semdeg ucnauri sijiutiT kvlav wamoxtebodnen da cqvitad dgebodnen. TiTqos Cvens saubars ugdebdnen yurs da eSinodaT, raime sityva ar ga mogvrCeso. _ ro gor agix sna... _ Tqva bolos ian gu lim. _ me Cemi deda ar maxsovs, mama ki mTeli dRe an bostanSia, an saSo varze. me veneciis gzatkecilze gavizarde, quCaSi... Cemi elada, Cemi samSoblo soxumia, veneciis gzatkecili, Calba Si, koka, petia, kurlika, fema... Savi zRva, Cemi viri, rkinig zis xidi... _ ianguli cotaTi Seyovnda. mere isev ganagrZo: _ mida... mida da Senc... _ saxeli „mida“ iangulim pirvelad axsena CemTan, magram ar mikiTxavs, mida vin aris-meTqi, rad gan kokasagan vicodi: mida afxazze gaTxovili berZeni qa lis Svili iyo. midaze lamazi gogo soxumSi ar dadioda da es gogo iangulis uyvarda. 170 HELLADOS _ gaige axla? _ mkiTxa iangulim da TvalebSi Semomxeda. me tanSi Jruantelma damiara. aseTi sityvebi Cems sicoc xleSi pirvelad mesmoda. _ ki magram eg raRaa? _ vkiTxe. mkerdze xalaTi gadavu wie da lurjad amosviringebuli HELLADOS wavikiTxe xma maRla. _ es amosviringebuli sityvaa, jemalo. samSoblo ufro Rrmadaa. ufro SigniT... _ Tqva iangulim da xeli mkerdze daido. me yelSi gaCxerili muStisodena burTi gadavylape da vidre Rames vupasuxebdi, iangulim virs xeli mohkida, aRviri moqaCa da ezodan gavida. ● mesame dRes, sisxam diliT, ianguli Cvens ezoSi idga. Tan ubelo viri moeyvana. _ mamam yvelaferi gayida: Zroxa, saxli, kari. virs ara vin ar yidulobs. Tqveni xalxi viris yolas samarcxvinod Tvlis, viri ki Zalian sayvareli cxovelia... muSa, uwyina ri... quCaSi xom ar davtoveb, an vis davutovo, berZnebi yvela mivdivarT... Zalian advili mosavlelia, erTi muWa balaxi hyofnis... nawyvet-nawyvet laparakobda, Tan virs yelze usvamda xels da cremlebs ylapavda. _ midixar? _ mivdivar. xom daitoveb? _ davitoveb! _ ar gaagdo saxlidan! _ ara, ianguli! _ nina ivanovnas sTxove, ar gaagdos! _ vTxov, ianguli! _ koka mogexmareba, amis movlas ra unda... _ araferi, ianguli. _ sul erTi muWa balaxi hyofnis. _ ho, ianguli! _ apoloni hqvia! 171 nodar dumbaZe _ vici, ianguli! _ moefere xolme! _ ki, ianguli! _ wavedi axla, gemi saRamos gadis! _ wadi, ianguli. _ mSvidobiT, jemalo! _ portSi moval, ianguli! ianguli gadamexvia, didxans vyavdi gulSi Cakruli. mere uceb xeli ga miS va da gaiq ca, rac Za li da Ro ne hqon da. gaiqca ukanmouxedavad, ise, TiTqos raRac saSinelsa da Semzaravs gaurboda. ● saRamos mTeli soxumi portSi iyo gamosuli. iyo bevri yvavilebi, orkestric, taS-fanduric, cxvir saxocebis frialic, madloba, naxvamdis, mSvidobiT, magram yvelaferze meti mainc cremli iyo. soxumis moqalaqeni Tavisi sxeulis nawils, Tavis sisxls da xorcs _ berZnebs acilebdnen. berZnebi ukve asuliyvnen gemze. RrubeliviT TeTr da qaTqaTa „poseidonze“ da iqi dan gviyvirodnen xelebis qneviT raRacas, zogs berZnulad, zogs rusulad, zogs afxazurad, zogs somxurad, zogs qar Tulad... uzarmazari TeTri „poseidoni“ kiCoTi napirisken idga. zRva odnav Relavda da gemi ise irweoda da iqnevda Tavs, TiTqos TviTonac gvemSvidobeboda. me sxva bavSvebTan erTad pirsis moajirs miWyletili, Tvalebs vacecebdi da gemis qimze gadmofenil berZnebSi iangulis daveZebdi. uceb Tvali movkari. mas kvlav Savi satinis xalaTi ecva. mkerdze gaReRili. ianguli mamamisis win idga da momeCvena, rom mamamiss xeliT eWira. _ ianguli! ianguli! _ vikivle me da xelebis qneva daviw ye. igi didxans, didxans dameZebda brboSi, bolos etyoba xmiT momagno da rom daminaxa, orive xeli maRla aRmarTa. _ ianguli, ianguli, mSvidobiT! 172 HELLADOS _ jemalo, eRo aRapo i mana su! jemalo, me miyvars dedaSeni! _ meZaxda igi berZnulad da me kvlav momeCvena, rom igi mReroda, me ver gavuZeli mis xmasa da cqeras, gems zurgi Sevaqcie da atirebuli Sin wamovedi. ● mesame dRes, mdinare kelasuris SesarTavTan, zRvam axalgazrda biWis sxeuli gamoriya. ufro sworad, igi sta raverma mebadurebma gamoitanes da rodesac silaze daas venes, iqve mobanave biWebs dagviZaxes gvamis amosacnobad. biWs saxe waS li li hqon da. ve ra vin ver ic no igi. mxo lod me, me vicani, rodesac Tavzardacemulma mis gaSlil mker dze lurjad amosviringebuli HELLADOS wavikiTxe. ukan mouxedavad da sulmouTqmelad gavirbine plaJi, sanapiro, rkinigzis liandagi, veneciis gzatkecili da SeSliliviT Sevvardi saxlSi... _ ra mogivida, biWo? _ mkiTxa gulamovardnils SeSine bulma deidaCemma. _ deida nina... ianguli dabrunda... _ vuTxari me. mere daviCoqe mis win, kalTaSi Tavi Cavude da mwared avtirdi. nodar dumbaZe. Txzulebani (oTx wignad). wigni III. Tbilisi: gamomcemloba `merani~. 1990. 173 g gabriel garsia markesi 1928 wels daibada ko lumbiis qalaq arakatakaSi. pirveli moTxroba 1947 wels gamoaqveyna. laTinoamerikuli gaze Tebis korespondentad muSaobis gamo evropis mravali qveyana Semoiara, cxovrobda venesue la sa da meq si ka Sic. 1965 wels 18 Tvis gan mav lobaSi nebayoflobiT gamoimwyvdia Tavi, ris Semdegac 1967 wels buenos-airesSi gamoaqveyna romani `martoobis asi weli~, romelmac is mTel msoflioSi erT-erT yvelaze cnobil da aRiare bul mwerlad aqcia. 1975 wels daibeWda markesis romani `patriarqis Semodgoma~, 1981 wels ki _ `gamocxadebuli mkvlelobis qronika~, ris Sem degac, 1982 wels, mwerals mieniWa nobelis pre mia. gardaicvala mexikoSi 2014 wels. 175 gabriel garsia markesi patriarqis Semodgoma (nawyveti) erTi kviris Tavze svavebi prezidentis sasaxlis aivnebs Seesivnen, fanjrebze akruli cxaurebi nakuwebad aqcies, CaxuTul oTaxebSi SeCerebuli dro-Jami frTebis farTqu niT Searxies da ukve orSabaT dilas, gamTeniisas, qalaqi saukunovani leTargiuli Zilidan gamoiyvana didi micva lebulisa da Campali didebulebis mxridan sustad mqro lavma brizma. Cvenc mxolod mereRa gavbedeT iq Sesvla. kedlebdafxavebuli cixesimagris brZoliT aReba ar dag vWirvebia, rogorc gvirCevdnen metismetad guladni, arc didi WiSkari Segvingrevia ZelebiT, rogorc gvTavazobdnen axloblebi, xelis mikarebazeve gaiRo is javSniani Sida ka ric, odesRac, am cixesimagris zeobis wlebSi, uiliam deim peris6 yumbarebsac rom uZlebda. ase gvegona, sxva sivrce Si, sxva epoqaSi SevabijeT. sanagved qceul uzarmazar saxe lisuflo bunagSi siCumec ki Zveli iyo da dabindul Suqze 6 ingliseli zRvaosani (me-18 saukunis dasasrulsa da me-19 saukunis dasawyisSi). 177 gabriel garsia markesi sagnebic moCvenebebs hgavdnen. pirvel patioSi,7 sadac mo Zalebul narSavas qvafenili TiTqmis amoeyara, dafeTebul jariskacebs yvelaferi Tavdayira mietovebinaT, Tof-iara Ric upatronod mieyaraT karadebSi. grZel ficrul magi daze Camorigebul maTlafebze lpeboda panikis gamo Sew yvetili sakvirao sadilis narCenebi. Cven vnaxeT Cawyvdia debuli, pirquSi Senoba, sadac odesRac samoqalaqo samsa xurebi iyo ganTavsebuli, axla iqauroba TeTr Sxamian so koebs, uRimRamo cxovrebasaviT gawelil, daumTavrebel saqmeTa saqaRaldeebsa da am saqaRaldeebidan Tavamoyofil uferul myral yvavilebs daefara. Sua patioSi embazi idga, romelSic, rogorc ambobdnen, sasaxlis binadarTa sul cota xuTi Taoba monaTlula Turme. ezos ganapiras mdga ri erT dros vice-mefeTa sajinibo axla etlebis sadgomad qceuliyo. Ffarvanebisa da CrCilebis Rrublis miRma Zlivs gavarCieT didi xmauris droindeli oradgiliani kareta, Jamianobis droindeli furgoni, sxvadasxva fenisa da war momavlobis micvalebulTaTvis gankuTvnili progresis droindeli katafalkebi da mSvidobis pirveli saukunis somnambuluri limuzini. es yvelaferi droSis ferebad ga daeRebaT da Tumca mtversa da ablabudas daefara, mainc mSvenivrad iyo Semonaxuli. rkinis meseris gayolebaze var debi yvaodnen, TiTqos mTvaris mtveri dafrqveviaTo, ver cxlisferi gadasdiodaT. vardebis CrdilSi, am sasaxlis zeobis wlebSi, keTrovanebs eZinaT. mouvlel, uzomod ga bardul buCqebs lamis mTeli sivrce amoevsoT, haeri gae jerebina maT surnels, magram baRis siRrmidan, bazilikis mxridan wamosul skores, saqonlisa da jariskacebis Sar dis mZafr suns mainc ver um klav de bo da. adre, vid re am bazilikaSi boselsa da fermas gamarTavdnen, jariskacebi mis kedlebs karga xans iyenebdnen mosasaqmeblad. sulis 7 Sida ezo. (ganmartebebi aq da qvemoT mTargmnelisaa) 178 patriarqis Semodgoma SemxuTvel vardebis buCqnars rom gavcdiT, davinaxeT nairnairi qoTnis yvaviliT mofenili TaRovani veranda. imdeni sakeravi manqana da xaraxura vnaxeT miyril-moyrili, rom, ni va rau diT, aq al baT sul cota aTa sam de qa li mainc Cve cxovrobda amdenive udReur naSierTan erTad. Cven vnaxeT iavarqmnili samzareulo, vnaxeT varclebSi Campali sac vlebi, vnaxeT qalebisa da jariskacebis saerTo fexsalag Tan gawelili binZuri wumpe, ezos ganapira kuTxeSi vnaxeT babilonuri tirifebi, romlebic mcire aziidan CamoetanaT uzarmazari kasrebiT Tavis miwianad, naJurianad da wvimia nad. tirifebs rom gavcdiT, mivadeqiT did da naRvlian sasaxles, romlis JaluzebmorRveul fanjrebSi svavebi da TareSobdnen. gvegona, karis Semtvreva mogviwevda, magram TiTqos Cvens xmas daemorCilao, TavisiT gaiRo. SesvlisTa nave qvis kibes avuyeviT zemo sarTulisken. kibeze, rogorc saopero TeatrSi, fardagi efina, aw ukve Zroxebis floqve biT gaTelili. TiTqmis yvelgan SevixedeT, holidan dawye buli mingreul-mongreuli saZineblebiT, kabinetebiT Tu sastumro darbazebiT damTavrebuli. sadac SevdiodiT, yvelgan Zroxebi gvxvdebodnen, mSvidad daborialobdnen oTaxebSi da ReWavdnen xaverdis fardebsa da atlasis gada safareblebs, floqvebiT Telavdnen funasa da namsxvreveb Si areul wmindanTa xatebsa da mxedarTmTavarTa portre tebs. Cven vnaxeT Zroxebis SeWmuli sasadilo oTaxi, vnaxeT maTi zmuiliT Seuracxyofili didi sakoncerto darbazi, vnaxeT maTi floqvebiT nafotebad qceuli dominos saTama So patara magidebi, biliardis magidebis xasxasa mwvane sa fari ki ise guldagul amoeReWaT, mindorSi egonaT albaT Tavi. vnaxeT kuTxeSi migdebuli qaris manqana. misi mbrunavi frTebidan oTxiv kuTxiT uberavda niavi, rac agrerigad akldaT gamqrali zRvis gamo nostalgiamoZalebul, uz Rvod darCenil sasaxlis binadarT. vnaxeT wina kviris mere jerac isev naWergadafarebuli lamis yvelgan mikidul-mo kiduli CitebiT savse galiebi. uamravi fanjridan moCanda 179 gabriel garsia markesi qalaqi, gawolili mZinare mxeci, romelmac jerac ar uwyo da, ra istoriuli orSabaTi dila Tendeboda. qalaqs miRma ukidegano vakeze, sadac odesRac zRva fSvinavda, axla la mis horizontamde gadaWimuliyo qviSiani udabno Tavisi kraterebiT, mTvaris ferfliviT mimobneuli xeSeSi bor cvebiT. akrZaluli zonidan, sadac sul cota xnis win erTor kacs Tu hqonda Sesvlis ufleba, Cvenamde moaRwia dam ZRari svavebis mZime qSenam, Cvenc maTive frTebis farTqu niT modenili simyralis suns mivyeviT da mivadeqiT saau diencio darbazs, sadac kvlav gadavawydiT Zroxebs, amje rad mkvdrebs. matlebdaseuli maTi Zvaltyava ukana kidu rebi mravlad irekleboda sarkeebSi. darbazs kidev erTi oTaxi emijneboda, SevaReT kari da aRmovCndiT kabinetSi. swored aq vnaxeT igi. fexze kragebi ecva, tanze uniSno sam xedro uniforma, marcxena fexze oqros dezi hqonda mimag rebuli. iatakze pirqve iwva amqveynad yvela mokvdavze, zRvisa da xmeleTis uZveles cxovelebze uxnesi kaci. moke cili marjvena xeli baliSiviT amoedo TavqveS. ase sCveoda Zili mTeli Tavisi xangrZlivi cxovrebis xangrZliv Rameeb Si. micvalebuli amosacnobad gadmovabruneT, magram sva vebs ise daekortnaT misi saxe, ras amovicnobdiT, Tanac Cven xom ara so des gvi na xavs igi da Tum ca misi pro fi li amotvifruli iyo monetebis orive mxares, gamosaxuli iyo safosto markebze, wamlebze, bandaJebze da avgarozebze, Tumca misi liTografiuli portreti droSiTa da drako niT mkerdze yvelgan da yovelTvis gvxvdeboda TvalSi, vi codiT, rom es iyo Zveli aslebis aslebi da rom jer kidev kometis weliwadsac ki aravis sjeroda am suraTebis nam dviloba, jer kidev maSin Cvens mSoblebs TavianTi mSoble bisagan gaegonaT misi ambavi, imaT kidev TavianTi mSoblebi sagan da Cvenc lamis dabadebidanve gviCiCinebdnen, is coc xalia da xelisufalTa sasaxleSi cxovrobso. viRacas dau naxavs Turme, fiestis Rames rogor ainTo sasaxleSi mrgva li lampionebi. eg ra ariso, irwmuneboda meore, namdvilad 180 patriarqis Semodgoma davinaxe prezidentis karetaSi wamierad gaelvebuli naR vliani Tvalebi, gacrecili tuCebi da saeklesio samoseli viT mosirmuli fardidan gamoyofili idumali xeli, ro melsac damSvidobebis niSnad uqnevda TiTqmis ukacriel quCaso. imasac ambobdnen, amas winaT erTi usinaTlo mawan wala SeupyriaT quCaSi, xuT sentavod kiTxulobda Turme miviwyebuli poetis ruben darios8 leqsebs, magram maleve gauSviaT gaxarebuli da bednieri, piradad prezidents gaumarTa poeziis saRamo da oqros monetiTac daasaCuqres. mawanwalas, ra Tqma unda, prezidenti ar unaxavs, jer erTi brma iyo da ras naxavda, meorec, yviTeli cieb-cxelebis mere is saer Tod arc erT mok vdavs ar una xavs, da mainc TavSi gvqonda CaWedili, rom is aq iyo, rom dedamiwa bru navs da sicocxle grZeldeba, cxovreba Tavisi gziT midis, fosta modis da municipaluri sasule orkestric, sadac gardacvlil musikosebs sxva beberi musikosebi cvlidnen, SabaTobiT sulelur valsebs ukravs mtvriani palmebis xei vanSi de armas moednis farnebis naRvlian Suqze. maSinac ki, roca sasaxlidan aRarc adamianTa xmebi gamodioda da aRarc Citebis galoba, gansakuTrebiT am bolo xanebSi, roca TiTqos samudamod daixSo javSniani kari, Cven mainc ase vicodiT, rom iq viRac iyo. zRvisken gaWrili fanjre bidan, rogorc gemis iluminatoridan, Suqi gamokrToda xolme. isic Tqves, viRacas Tavze xeli auRia, sasaxlesTan axlos misula da kedlebs miRma ucnauri kakakuki da rome liRac didi cxovelis qSena gaugoniao. ianvris erT saRa mos ki sasaxlis aivanze marTlac davinaxeT Zroxa, romelic monusxuliviT Sescqeroda mzis Casvlas. es rasa hgavs, es ra Tavis agdebaa, es ra mZR... qveyanaa, Zroxas ra unda sam Soblos aivanze, vis moswrebia Zroxa kibeze adi-Cadiodes, Tanac sasaxlis qvis kibeze da Tanac fardagdagebulze. ise davibeniT, veRar gavarkvieT, marTla davinaxeT es dawyev 8 nikaragueli poeti (1867-1916). 181 gabriel garsia markesi lili Zroxa prezidentis sasaxlis aivanze Tu saRamoxans de armas moedanze Sekrebisas mogveCvena. …am aivanze xom ukve ramdeni weliwadia aravis aravin da araferi daunaxavs am sabediswero paraskev dilamde, anu svavebis pirvel gamo Cenamde. RaribTa saavadmyofos saxuravis binadarma leSi Wamia frTosnebma Soridanve ikres mkvdris suni da erTma neTis miyolebiT gamoeSurnen lamis horizontis xazidan, sadac amjerad qviSis zRva gawoliliyo. Ggund-gundad, yo fili zRvis talRebiviT moadgafunebdnen frTebs sasaxli saken, TiTqmis mTeli dRe dastrialebdnen Tavze, mere ki erTma wiTelkiseram, gvirgviniviT rom adga motitvlebul Tavze SerCenili erTaderTi frTa, etyoba, winamZRolma raRac aniSna Tavisianebs da swored am usityvo brZanebas mohyva minebis msxvreva, didi micvalebulis simyrale da upatrono saxliviT mitovebul sasaxlis fanjrebSi svave bis TareSi. Cvenc mereRa gavbedeT SevsuliyaviT am ukac riel taZarSi. SevediT da vixileT warsuli didebulebis nangrevebic da svavebis mier dakortnili misi gvamic. nasa TuTev xelis araTiTze prezidentis beWedi ekeTa, mTeli sxeuli dafaruli hqonda namceca liqenebiTa da zRvis Wia RuebiT, gansakuTrebiT mravlad mosdebodnen iRliebSi da sazardulTan. erTaderTi adgili, romelic daukortnavi gadarCenoda, brezentis bandaJSi saguldagulod Camalu li, xaris TirkmelebiviT uzarmazari da Camosiebuli Tia qariani saTesleebi iyo. Tumca es yvelaferi sakuTari Tva liT vixileT, dajerebiT mainc ver davijereT misi sikvdi li. aki erTxelac upoviaT igi mkvdari amave kabinetSi, ase ve Cacmuli da aseve martosuli. rogorc Tqves, ZilSi ga paruliyo, bunebrivi sikvdiliT aRsrulebuliyo, swored im sikvdiliT, Zalze didi xnis winaT erTma naTelmxilvel ma qalma rom amoukiTxa wyliT savse TasSi. im xanebSi, roca misi Semodgoma is iyo dgeboda da roca igi pirvelad naxes mkvdari, xalxs jer kidev Seswevda imdeni Zala, prezidents, Tavis saZinebelSi saguldagulod gamoketilsac ki, sikvdi 182 patriarqis Semodgoma lis SiSi gamudmebiT hqonoda da mainc kvlav ise marTavda qveyanas, TiTqos darwmunebuli iyo Tavis ukvdavebaSi. male sasaxleca da misi ezo-garemoc lamis bazrad aqcia. kaci gverds ver auvlida fexSiSvela denSCikebs, romlebic tvirTis simZimisagan welSi gawyvetil saxedrebs bostneu liTa da qaTmebiT savse kalaTebs derefanSive xsnidnen zurgidan. didi sifrTxile marTebda kacs, zed ar gadaev lo kibis safexurebze mTvlemare dedakacebisaTvis, mSieri bavSvebiT xelSi moTminebiT rom elodebodnen oficialur mowyalebas, an ar amowuwuliyo larnakebidan gadmoSvebul wyalSi, romelsac misi sayvarlebi haiharad asxamdnen zemo dan, roca wina dRis yvavilebs axliT cvlidnen. qalebi ia taks recxavdnen, aivnebze gamofenil xaliCebs bertyavdnen da sabertyis ritms ayolilni uimedo siyvarulze mRerod nen. am xmebs erTvoda xmamaRali gineba, romliTac maradiu li Cinovnikebi erTmaneTs amkobdnen. saweri magidebis uj rebSi kvercxis dasadebad moyuCebul kruxebsac ginebiT uqSevdnen. fexsalagebSi jariskacebi da meZavi qalebi xor xocebdnen. sxdomaTa darbazSi frinvelTa gniass erTvoda upatrono ZaRlebis Rrena-yefa, kaci ver gaigebda am far Tod karmoRebul sasaxleSi vin vin iyo an sad iyo. am war moudgenel zimzimsa da jgleTaSi veravin daadgenda vin iyo an sad iyo mTlad uf ro si anu aqau ro bis pat ro ni. mTlad ufrosi ki araTu monawileobda am areulobaSi, ara med Tavad gaxldaT misi wamomwyebic da warmmarTvelic. ainTeboda Tu ara misi saZineblis fanjrebSi Suqi, es ki mamlis yivils gvarianad uswrebda, prezidentis gvardiis mesayvire axali dRis dadgomas amcnobda maxlobel kondes yazarmas, romelic Tavis mxriv signals gadascemda san xe ronimos bazas, is kidev portis cixesimagres, romelic eq vsjer imeorebda signals da ase da amgvarad iRviZebda jer qa la qi, Sem deg mTe li qve ya na. is ki am dros ij da Tavis portatiul unitazze da gulisgamawvrileblad azuzune bul yurebze xelafarebuli fiqrianad gascqeroda topa 183 gabriel garsia markesi zisfrad molivlive zRvaSi mocurave gemebis sinaTleebs. im sanukvar, keTilmosagonar wlebSi zRva jer kidev Canda misi fanjrebidan. mas Semdeg, rac man saprezidento saxlSi daido bina, TiTqmis yoveldRe dadioda fermaSi da Zroxe bis wvelas adevnebda Tvals, mere sakuTari xeliT anawi lebda rZes da sami samTavrobo forniT gzavnida qalaqis yazarmebSi. fermidan dabrunebuls winaswar gaTvlili saq me aRaraferi hqonda, axali dRis qars iyo mindobili, sai Tac dauberavda, iqiT gaqandeboda. manamde ki samzareulo Si Seivlida, Sav yavasa da maniokis Rvezels miirTmevda, Tan guldasmiT usmenda msaxurTa laqlaqs. am saxlSi yve laze metad msaxurebTan poulobda saerTo enas, yvelaze metad maTgan Sesxmul qeba-didebas afasebda, yvelaze io ladac maT gulisnadebs xvdeboda. cxra saaTidan TerTmet saaTamde samkurnalo balaxebiT gazavebul Tbil wyalSi nebivrobda. granitis abazana sakuTriv misTvis daedgaT pa tioSi, nuSis xeebis CrdilSi. abazana simxnevesa da gabedu lebas matebda, dilas Tu saRamos yovelgvari dabrkolebis gadalaxvaSi exmareboda. okupaciis wlebSi, roca sazRvao desanti kaliasaviT moedo iqaurobas, igi sadesanto jare bis sardalTan erTad iketeboda kabinetSi da wyvetda sam Soblos beds. raki im xanebSi wera-kiTxva ar icoda, aTas nair kanonsa da dadgenilebas cera TiTis anabeWdiT amtki cebda, magram roca igi marto datoves Tavisi samSoblosa da Zalauflebis amara, gadawyvita, tvini aRar eWylita da werili kanonebiT da qveyana alalbedze emarTa. mekldeu ris sifrTxiliTa da Tavisi asakisaTvis Seuferebeli sim kvircxliT miiwevda saxelisuflo mwvervalisaken, yvelgan da yovelTvis saWiro kaci xdeboda. mudam jgrod dasdev dnen keTrovnebi, usinaTloebi, xeibrebi. am sacodavebs sjerodaT, rom mxolod misi xelidan nawyalobev marils SeeZlo maTi gankurneba. mudam gars exvivnen diplomiani politikosebic, Tavxedi, gaiZvera adamianebi. raRas ar mia werdnen mis saxels, miwisZvrebis, mzisa Tu mTvaris dabne 184 patriarqis Semodgoma lebis, nakiani weliwadis da, saerTod, RmerTis mier daSve buli Secdomebis korexidori9 Sena xaro, epirferebodnen. isic iferebda, spilosaviT daabotebda mTel sasaxleSi da gzadagza, siarul-siarulSi wyvetda saxelmwifo Tu Sinaur saqmeebs. misi gadawyvetilebebi misi brZanebebiviT martivi iyo. es kari aqedan moxseniT da iqiT gadaitaneT. brZaneba maSinve sruldeboda. axla isev aqeT gadmoitaneT, esec usityvod da myisve sruldeboda. koSkis saaTi Tormetze ki nu Camohkravs Tormetjer, orze Camohkras, ase ufro xangrZlivi mogveCveneba sicocxle. vin gabedavda urCobas. roca irgvliv yovelive siestis samarisebur mdumarebaSi iZireboda, igi am dros Tavisi qalebis samyofels afarebda Tavs, misTvis sul erTi iyo romels daiTrevda, wamsve eZ gereboda, arc TviTon ixdida tanze, arc qals xdida, kar sac ar ketavda, maSinve iwyebda Tavis saqmes. mTel saxlSi ismoda misi qSena, ZaRliviT wkmutuni, oqros dezebis gax Sirebuli wkaruni da yvirili gamwarebuli qalisa, rome lic am sasiyvarulo wuTebSic ki mxolod imas cdilobda, rogorme damalvoda Tavisi udReuri Svilebis binZur mze ras. _ axlave moSordiT aqaurobas, ezoSi gadiT da iTama SeT, ra Tqveni saqmea amis cqerao. samagierod am dros sam Soblos caze TiTqos angelozma gadaifrinao, irgvliv yo velive yuCdeboda da lamis sunTqvas ikravda. mTel qveya nas tuCTan mihqonda xeli, Cumad, generali sasiyvarulo gancxromaSiao. magram yvela rodi ijerebda, rom generals SeeZlo saqveyno saqmeebs momwydariyo da Tundac wamierad mainc moeTqva suli. is xom erTdroulad yvelgan iyo, sa Ramos Svid saaTze rom dominos TamaSobda, zustad am dros anTebuli nakeliT moskitebs devnida sxdomaTa darbazi dan. danamdvilebiT veravin verafers ityoda manam, sanam sasaxlis yvela fanjaraSi ar Caqreboda Suqi, ar gaCxakun 9 upirvelesad niSnavs gamomsworebels, Semsworebels; sxva SemTxvevaSi: gamgebels, mosamarTles, qalaqis Tavs. 185 gabriel garsia markesi deboda misi saZinebeli oTaxis sami boqlomi, sami gasaRebi da sami urduli, sanam ar gaigonebdnen misi daRlili, moS vebuli sxeulis zRarTans qvis iatakze da beberi bavSvis aCqarebul sunTqvas, romelic zRvis mimoqcevas ayolili xan zomieri iyo, xanac wyvetili da Rrma, da maSin Rameuli qaris arfebi yurebSi Camdgar WriWinebis kruals uxSob dnen. qafmodebuli talRebi zed evleboda vice-mefeTa da bukaneroTa10 Zveli qalaqis quCebs, sasaxleSi fanjrebidan aRwevda da, rogorc agvistos erT saSinel saRamos, axlac sarkeebze lokokinebs tovebda, sxdomaTa darbazs zvige nebs uT mob da da, Tvi Ton ki sul maR la da maR la, is to riamdeli okeanis TiTqmis umaRles niSnulamde miiwevda da rce sa da dros fa rav da. am dros ki mxo lod is erTi siv tivtivebda pirqve Tavis sizmriseul mTvarian zRvaSi, mxo lod is erTi, erTaderTi damxrCvali kaci, romelsac ja riskacis uxeSi tilos uniforma da oqrisdezebiani kragebi ecva da mar jve na xeli ba li Si viT edo lo yis qveS. im So reul wlebSi ki, roca Tirkmelebi stanjavda da roca pir veli sikvdilic am satanjvels mohyva, maSinac ki saocari unari gaaCnda, erTdroulad yofiliyo yvelgan, kibeze rom adioda, imavdroulad Cadioda kidec, zRvas rom mojadoe buli gascqeroda, imav wuTebSi romelime qalTan icxrobda vnebas. es sulac ar gaxldaT misi raime gansakuTrebuli Tviseba, rogorc irwmunebodnen mliqvnelebi, arc saerTo halucinacia iyo, rogorc ambobdnen misi mtrebi, ubra lod, mas hyav da oreu li, Tavi si ali da kva li, ZaR li viT erTguli patrisio aragonesi. igi aravis uZebnia sagange bod, SemTxveviT waawydnen. Cemo generalo, zustad Tqven nairi karetiT dadis indielTa soflebSi, prezidentad asa Rebs Tavs. marTla Zalian ggavT, Cemo generalo, vinc kare taSi SeWvreta moaswro, yvela irwmuneba, Cveni generaliviT naRvliani gamoxedva da gacrecili tuCebi aqvso, abreSumis 10 mekobreebi, romlebic espanelTa adgil-mamulebs Zarcvavdnen amerikaSi. 186 patriarqis Semodgoma xelTaTmanic acvia da gzadagza samkurnalo marilsac uri gebs sneulebso. karetas ori viTom oficeri dahyveba cxe niT, marilSi fuls axdevineben xalxs. xedavT, ra sindisga recxilebi da utifrebi arian, Cemo generalo. magram gene ralma crupentela kacis dasja rodi moiTxova, piriqiT, aq momgvareT, sasaxleSio, brZana, ecadeT aravin daginaxoT, im kacsac tomara CamoacviT Tavze, xom SeiZleba me vegono vin me so. mar Tlac moh gva res da mar Tlac ise didi iyo msgavseba, rom prezidentma Seuracxyofilad igrZno Tavi. dalaxvros eSmakma, nuTu es me var, magram arc mTlad ase iyo saqme, im kacs xma ar ugavda prezidentisas, im xanebSi jer kidev ar hqonda SeTvisebuli misi mbrZanebluri kilo. Tu es kaci me var, Tqva man, aba scados da Cems xmaze gasces brZanebebi. amaod gairjeba, jer aravin dabadebula amis gamkeTebeli. da Tu man am gaiZvera kacis daxvreta ar brZa na, gana imitom, rom ganizraxa sakuTar oreulad eqcia igi, rac cota mogvianebiT aRasrula kidec, ar brZana imitom, rom SeeSinda, am kacis xelisgulze gavlebulma bed-iRblis xazma Cems bed-iRbalzec ar imoqmedos cudado. magram roca patrisio aragonesma eqvsjer moigeria Tavdasxma, ma Sin ki sabolood darwmunda Tavisi SiSis usafuZvlobaSi. marTla Zalian hgavda patrisio aragonesi prezidents, gan sakuTrebiT siaruliT. mas xom iqamde urtyes xis CaquCi fexisgulebSi, vidre prezidentiviT brtyelterfa ar gaxa des, vidre masaviT flatuna siaruls ar miaCvies, yurebmac ki masaviT dauwyo zuzuni, Tiaqaric masaviT axsenebda Tavs, gansakuTrebiT zamTrobiT, gaTenebulze. oqros dezebis Sekvrasac did dros andomebda, Tasmebi da balTebic viTom erTmaneTSi eblandeboda, amas gangeb sCadioda, audenciaze guli ar miuCqaroda, buzRunebda, RmerTma daswyevlos amis momgoni da uvici flamandieli mWedlebico. roca minis mberavad muSaobda mamamisTan, erTi lazRandara kaci iyo, axla pirquSi da munji gamxdariyo, samagierod mosaubres Tvals TvalSi uyrida, iq amovikiTxav Sens gulisnadebso, 187 gabriel garsia markesi SekiTxvaze SekiTxviTve pasuxobda, Tqven rogor fiqrob To, es TaRliTi kaci, sul cota xnis win viTom saswaul moqmed marils rom urigebda xalxs da Tanac arcTu uanga rod, axla saqmiani da wuwuraqi gamxdariyo. qalebsac ubo diSod eqceoda, wuTs ar kargavda, xan erTs daaxteboda zed, xan meores. tangauxdels eZina iatakze, pirqve, ubali Sod. man uari Tqva sakuTar pativmoyvareobaze, survileb ze, uari Tqva sakuTar Tavze, uari Tqva im xelobaze, daba debidanve rom ewera Sublze, minis mberavobaze. es yvela feri gacvala riskze, im riskze, romelic mudam Tan sdevs umaRles xelisufalTa cxovrebas. patrisio aragonesi ris kavda, roca pirveli qvis dadebis ceremonialze midioda iq, sadac meore qva arc arasodes daideboda. riskavda, roca sadRac raRacis sazeimo gaxsnaze midioda lentis ga saWrelad, Tanac pirdapir mtris xaxaSi, mowinaaRmdege mxa ris SuagulSi, eswreboda silamazis konkursebs, raTa efe meruli da miuwvdomeli silamazis dedoflisaTvis gamar jvebulis gvirgvini daedga Tavze. sxvagvarad maTTan mika rebac ki sastikad ekrZaleboda. bolos da bolos igi See gua Tavis dawyevlil beds, Seegua sxvisi cxovrebiT cxov rebas. es nabiji sixarbis gamo ar gadaudgams, arc raRac rwmenisTvis uaruyvia sakuTari Tavi, ubralod, sxva gza ar hqonda, maradiuli matyuaras Tanamdeboba, TveSi ormoc daaTi peso da Sansi imisa, rom ar iyo mefe, magram mefesa viT unda ecxovra. mas xom es yvelaferi, rom ityvian, aCu qes sikvdiliT dasjis sanacvlod, masac meti ra undoda, magram aRmoCnda, rom kidev undoda raRac. erTxel, RamiT, patroni SemTxveviT gadaawyda sanapiroze Jasminis surne lovan buCqTan mimjdar danaRvlianebul Tavis oreuls da guliTadad hkiTxa, ra mogivida, patrisio, sadilobisas vinmem xom ar scada Seni mowamvla, an vinmem xom ar gagTva lao. uaresi mWirs, Cemo generalo, uTxra patrisio arago nesma, SabaTs karnavalis dedofals gvirgvini davadgi Tav ze da pirveli valsic vecekve, axla ki verafriT mipovia is 188 patriarqis Semodgoma kari, saidanac SevZlebdi am mogonebis gaZevebas. aRar vici, ra gzas vewio, aseTi lamazi qali dedamiwis zurgze ar da dis, netavi erTi ganaxaTo. prezidentma SvebiT amoisunTqa, qali ndomebia, me ki ra ar vifiqreo, da SesTavaza, movita coT eg Seni mzeTunaxavio. TviTonac bevrjer moqcevia ase viTom ukareba qalebs, romlebic mere da mere, wlebis man Zilze didad kmayofilni cxovrobdnen masTan erTad. Za liT Cagigoreb sawolSi, oTxi jariskaci xel-fexs gauka vebs, Sen ki amasobaSi midi da didi CamCiT miirTvi ramdenic genebos. magisTanebi gvinaxavs, jer viTom ar undaT, Tavs ifaseben, inazebian, mere ki gexvewebian, dampali vaSliviT ar mogvisroloo. magram patrisiom qva aagdo da Tavi SeuS vira, ara, Cemo generalo, me meti minda, me minda im qals vuyvarde, minda sasurveli mamakaci viyo misTvis, umSvenie resi qalia, Cemo generalo, Tavadve darwmundebiT, roca piradad gaicnobT. prezidentma gaifiqra, es Tu cota ar davamSvide, cudadaa amis saqmeo, da am satanjvelidan Tavis daRwevis erTgvari formula SesTavaza. RamiTo, uTxra patrisios, Cemi qalebis samyofelSi Seipare da ramdenic ginda isiamovne, oRond erTi pirobiT, CemsaviT moiqeci, rCeva da tanze gaxda ar damiwyo iq, moaxti pirvelsave qals da imoqmede swrafad. patrisio aragonesmac keTilsindi sierad Setopa sxvisi siyvarulis WaobSi. ratomRac egona, sakuTar vnebas uSvelida, CaixSobda, magram marTlac ise Setopa, rom zogjer aviwydeboda kidec sesxis pirobebi, _ moZraobda nela, TiTqos gemos atanso, alersTan mwyralad myof qalebsac ki uRviZebda survils, aiZulebda siamovne bisgan ekvnesaT da Tanac gaocebulebs ekiskisaT sibneleSi, es ra onavari da daudegari yofilxarT generalo, Tanac am asakSi, sakvirvelia pirdapir. swored mas Semdeg verc pre zidenti, verc patrisio da verc qalebi ver ityodnen zus tad, vin visi Svili iyo an vin visi mama. yvela sikeTesTan erTad prezidentsac da patrisiosac udReuri Svilebi eba debodaT. patrisio aragonesma moipova yvelaze Sinauri, 189 gabriel garsia markesi saWiro da pativsacemi, yvelaze sayvareli da iqneb yvelaze saSiSi kacis saxeli sasaxleSi. samagierod prezidentma moiTqva suli, uamravi Tavisufali dro eboZa patrisios wyalobiT. rogorc odesRac, Zalian didi xnis winaT, Tavi si samsaxurebrivi karieris dasawyisSi, prezidenti axlac did dros axarjavda SeiareRebul Zalebs. Cven gvegona, prezidents armia miaCnda Tavis saimedo dasayrdenad da imitom fiqrobda masze amdens, magram aRmoCnda piriqiT. saqme is aris, rom prezidenti swored iqidan elodeboda safrTxes da imitomac adevnebda Tvals samxedroebis yo vel nabijs. yazarmebSi dadioda, oficrebs cal-calke aqe zebda, aman es Tqva, iman is Tqvao. yvela erTmaneTs gadaki da, oRond er Tad ar yo fi liy vnen da zogs sad am we seb da samuSaod da zogs sad, yvelanairad cdilobda SeTqmulebis sayrdeni Seesustebina. yazarmebs iseTi vaznebiT amarageb da, aTidan rom rva fuWi da uvargisi iyo, denTSi naxevarze meti sila eria, samagierod sasaxlis sardafebi iyo iara RiT gamotenili, gasaRebebi mxolod mas hqonda, Tanac Ti To-TiTo. sardafebis gaRebisas yoveli SemTxvevisTvis, ufro metad dacvis mizniT, sakuTari aCrdiliviT dahyve boda ganuyreli megobari, sakadro artileristi generali rodrigo de agilari, romelic erTdroulad Tavdacvis ministric iyo, prezidentis gvardiis meTauric da erovnu li uSiSroebis samsaxuris ufrosic, mcirericxovan mok vdavTagan mxolod mas hqonda mogebis ufleba preziden tTan dominos TamaSisas. aq arc araferi iyo gasakviri, rodrigo de agilarma xom marjvena xeli maSin dakarga, roca ganaRmvisas dinamiti aufeTqda im adgilas, sadac sul raRac oriod wamSi prezidentis karetas unda Caevlo. ase rom, rodrigo de agilarisa da patrisio aragonesis wyalobiT prezidenti ise arxeinad grZnobda Tavs, rom saerTod gauqra Tavdacvis instinqti da xalxSic xSir-xSi rad iwyo gasvla. qalaqSi mxolod erTi adiutantis Tan xlebiT da Cveulebrivi, uRerbo, fardebgadaweuli kare 190 patriarqis Semodgoma tiT dadioda. ukve meramdened avlebda Tvals mooqrosfe ro qviT nageb didebul taZars, romelic misive dekretiT msoflios ulamazes taZrad iqna gamocxadebuli, Tvals av lebda Zilis droindel portalebiT morTul aguris Zve lisZvel Senobebs, zRvisken pirSeqceul mzesumzirebs, aT valierebda vice-mefeTa kvartalis quCebs, sadac sanTle bis namwvis suni idga. aivnebze xedavda mixakebisa da iaJu Junebis qoTnebSua Camjdar, maqmanis qsovaSi garTul fer gamkrTal qaliSvilebs, romlebsac ubiwoeba exataT saxeze. biskaiel qalTa monastridan yoveldRe zustad sam saaTze moesmoda klavikordze Sesrulebuli is savarjiSoebi, ux sovar droSi kometis pirveli Cavlis aRsaniSnav zeimze rom ukravdnen. erTxelac savaWro kvartalis babilonur xal xmravlobaSi gaeria. Smagi musikiT dayruebuli Sescqeroda droSebiviT gamofenil latariis bileTebs, guarapoTi11 datvirTul orTvalebs, iguanas12 kvercxebis mTas, gamoxu nebul Turqul Zvelmanebs, urCobisaTvis mSoblebis mier mkacrad dasjil morielad qceul qals. ukaco qalebis ubadruk quCazec Caiara. mosaRamovebulze es qalebi lamis SiSvlebi gamodiodnen erTi-ori naWeri Tevzis sayidlad da memwvanileebTan salaybod. amasobaSi ki maTi sacvlebi Sreboda rikulebian xis aivnebze. quCis boloSi rom gavida, dampali niJarebis suni eca, varxvebis gundi TeTrad ana Tebda Soridan, cota iqiT, zed zRvis ubeSi uwesrigod mi mofantuliyvnen zangebis WrelaWrula qoxmaxebi da ager isic, porti, o, porti, dampali ficrebisgan Sekowiwebuli navsadgomi, iqve qveiTTa Zveli javSnosani, ufro grZeli da ufro pirquSi, vidre simarTle. uceb karetam, cotas gawyda, borblebSi ar moiyola mtvirTavi zangi qali. igi ganze gaxta, raTa gza mieca is-is iyo ratomRac Semobrune buli karetisaTvis. da swored am dros qalma berikacs moh 11 Saqris lerwmisagan dayenebuli Rvino. 12 giganturi xvliki. 191 gabriel garsia markesi kra Tvali karetaSi da moeCvena, Tavad sikvdili vixileo. berikaci msoflio sevdiT savse TvalebiT Sescqeroda nav sadgoms. is aris, SesZaxa aRtacebulma qalma, gaumarjos maCos13. gaumarjos, gaumarjos, tavernebidan, samikitnoebi dan dabarebulebiviT gamocvivdnen kacebi, qalebi, patara biWebi. zogma imarjva da cxenebs aRvirSi wvda. karetas gars Semoexvivnen, yvelani cdilobdnen xeli CamoerTmiaT qveynis pirveli kacisaTvis. mTeli es agznebuli, atacebu li brbo raRac ise bunebrivad, ise swrafad Segrovda, rom man Zlivs moaswro adiutantisaTvis xeli aekra revolver ze. risa geSiniaT, leitenanto, ras erCiT am xalxs, me maT vuyvarvar. berikaci metismetad aaRelva siyvarulis aseTma gamovlinebam. momdevno dReebSic sixarulis yiJiniT xvde bodnen mis gamoCenas. generalma rodrigo de agilerma Zlivs daiTanxma qalaqSi Ria karetiT aRar gasuliyo. ra moxda aseTi, generalo, Cveni qveynis patriotebma erTxel mainc mixilon TaviT fexebamdeo. verc ki mixvda, mxolod portSi rom Sexvda xalxi namdvili patriotuli aRtyine biT, danarCeni Sexvedrebi ki misive uSiSroebis samsaxuris mier iyo mowyobili missave saameblad, Tanac usafrTxod, yovelgvari riskis gareSe. Tavisi Semodgomis wina dReebSi ise auCuya guli mis mimarT gamoCenilma sayovelTao siyva rulma, rom wlobiT karCaketili cxovrebis Semdeg ucbad ganizraxa, dedaqalaqidan gasuliyo da qveynis Soreuli kuTxeebi moenaxulebina. saswrafod gasca brZaneba, Cixidan gamoeyvanaT erovnuli droSis ferebad gadaRebili Zvelis Zveli matarebeli. male es matarebeli katasaviT miizlaz neboda naRvliT damZimebuli, uzarmazari samefos karni zebze, orqideebisa da amazonuri balzaminebis buCqebSi, afrTxobda maimunebs, samoTxis Citebs da relsebze mTvle mare leopardebs. ase gadasera man mTeli qveyana da miadga mikargul, daTovlil soflebs, Tavis mSobliur mxares. 13 maCo _ Zlieri, kacuri kaci, namdvili mamakaci. 192 patriarqis Semodgoma sadgurebze samgloviaro musikiT xvdebodnen, zarebic sam gloviarod rekdnen, mravlad gamofenil transparantebze mas moixseniebdnen rogorc wminda samebis marjvniv mjdom usaxelo mociquls. matarebelTan ZaliT morekili indie lebi cdilobdnen wamiT mainc SeevloT Tvali samTavrobo vagonis imqveyniur binds miRma CayuJuli xelisufalisaT vis, magram vinc vagonTan axlos misvla da mtvrian fanja raSi Sexedva moaxerxa, mxolod gakvirvebul, gadmokar klul Tvalebs, mocaxcaxe tuCebs da misalmebis niSnad ga moSveril gaurkvevel xelisguls Seaswro Tvali. erT-erTi piradi mcveli amaod cdilobda fanjridan mis gamoride bas. frTxilad, generalo, Tqven sWirdebiT samSoblos. nu RelavT, polkovniko, am xalxs me vuyvarvar. Semdeg igi ma tareblidan xis borblian samdinaro gemze gadajda da ga nagrZo gza. borblis frTebi, TiTqos pianinos klaviSebia da valss uk rav so, far To, nar nar wreebs to veb da wylis zedapirze. gemi taatiT miiwevda gardeniebis motkbo sur nelsa da ekvatorul SenakadebSi Campal salamandrebs So ris, gverds uvlida istoriamdel xvlikebis ConCxebsa da RvTisgan miviwyebul kunZulebs, sadac sirinozebi stum robdnen mxolod. Camaval mzis Suqze SoreTi cecxlis alSi gaxveul did, gamqral qalaqebiviT gizgizebda. amasobaSi ki napirs momskdari mTeli sofeli gaocebuli Sescqeroda erovnul droSisferebad gadaRebil gems, prezidentis kaiutis iluminatoridan misalmebis niSnad gamoSverili xeli ki aravis daunaxavs. samagierod Tavisi kaiutidan is xedavda, droSebis nacvlad malangis totebs rom iqnevda xalxi haerSi. zogi mdinareSic ki Sevida, vin Txas moaTrev da, vin spilos fexiviT veberTela niamis bolqvebs, vin pre zidentis sakadris qaTmebiT savse kalaTas. igi yovelive amis Semxedvare gulaCuyebuli butbutebda eklesiasaviT Suqmimqral Tavis kaiutaSi. kapitano, SexedeT, rogor mog vdeven, SexedeT, rogor vuyvarvar yvelas. dekemberSi, ka ribis qveynebSi gazafxulis dadgomisas, igi Tavisi karetiT 193 gabriel garsia markesi miemarTeboda cicabo kldis Tavze wamomarTuli Senobisa ken, sadac mTeli saRamo dominos eTamaSeboda kontinentis sxva qveynebis yofil diqtatorebs, sxva samSobloebis aw damxobil mamebs, romlebsac uTvalavi wlis winaT uboZa TavSesafari. isinic, misi stumarTmoyvareobis CrdilqveS SeyuJulni, nel-nela nebdebodnen siberes. terasebze Cari gebul savarZlebSi Cafluli cocxali leSebi Tavs inuge Sebdnen, erT mSvenier dRes qimeruli xomaldi usaTuod mogvakiTxavs da kvlav xelisuflebaSi dagvabrunebso. es saxli prezidentma zRvispira kldis Tavze maSin aago, roca stumrebi momravldnen, Tumca ra erTi da ra asi, misTvis yvela erTi iyo. erT dRes mainc dilauTenia bevri moadga sasaxles. saparado mundirebi siCqareSi pirdapir saSinao piJamoebze CaecvaT, Tan wamoeRoT xazinidan moparuli fu li da ordenebiT, gazeTebidan amonaWrebiTa da suraTebiT gaZeZgili CanTebi. maspinZels pirvelsave audenciaze uCve nebdnen suraTebs, rogorc rwmunebis sigels. ai, naxeT, ge neralo, aq jer isev leitenantis Cini maqvs. es suraTi pre zidentad arCevis dRes gadamiRes, es ki Cemi prezidentobis meTeqvsmete wlisTavzea gadaRebulio. ai, es naxeT, genera lo. magram generalma mosulebs politikuri TavSesafari ise uboZa, sulac ar dainteresebula arc maTi warmomav lobiTa da arc maTi rwmunebis sigelebiT. erTaderTi sa buTi, romelsac SeuZlia damxobili prezidentis pirovneba damidasturos, gardacvalebis cnoba gaxlavTo, ambobda is da gabezrebuli ismenda maT uazro laqlaqs, droebiT ges tumreT, Cemo generalo, sul cota xniT, vidre Cemi xalxi kvlav mixmobso. magram maspinZelma mSvenivrad icoda, es iyo politikuri TavSesafris misaRebad saWiro gacveTili formula, raxaruxa sityvebi da meti araferi. yvela er Tnairad ratratebs, pirvelad mosulic da bolos mosu lic, damxobilic da damamxobelic. am utvinoebs lobios Wama egonaT politikosoba, is ki ar icodnen, Tu daeci, morCa, gaTavebulia Seni saqme, axla ki Tavs ityueben sule 194 patriarqis Semodgoma luri iluziebiT. axalmosulebs pirveli ori-sami Tve Tavis sasaxleSi abinavebda da manam eTamaSeboda dominos, sanam bolo sentavos ar waglejda. jibe rom gamomifxika, Cemo batono, mere zRvisken gaWril fanjarasTan xelkaviT mimiyvana da gamiba guliTadi saubari, isao, es cxovreba xanmokleao. erTi bolo aqvso, magram raki kacis guli gau maZRaria, xom xedavT ager im did saxls zed kldis Tavze, transatlantikur gems rom hgavs, mTis wverze SerCenils, iqao Tqven gelodebaT naTeli kaiuta, gemrieli kerZebi da uamravi Tavisufali dro, raTa TqvensaviT bedkrul ada mianebTan erTad daisvenoT mSvenier terasaze, romelic pirdapir zRvas gadascqeriso. dekemberSi, saRamoobiT masac uyvarda terasaze gasvla, magram am impotentebTan maincdamainc dominos saTamaSod ki ara, ubralod, surda am damyayebuli, bexlewi adamianebis danaxvaze ganecada idumali sixaruli da upiratesoba imis gamo, rom TviTon erT-erTi amaTgani ar iyo. amitomac gadawyvita, kvlav bolomde gamoewura cxovreba, tkbili ocnebebi sinamdvi led eqcia da codvili survilebi daekmayofilebina, ami tomac eZebda damyol mulat qalebs, dilauTenia rom iw yebdnen oTaxebis dagva-dalagebas, eZebda da adviladac poulobda Tmis sacxisa da saerTo saZinebeli oTaxis saZa geli sunis wyalobiT. Causafrdeboda romelime maTgans, sadme kars ukan miimwyvdevda da ise daCinClavda, rogorc mamali dedals, Tan sibneleSi esmoda qalis kriaxi, es ra yoCaRi yofilxar, Cemo generalo, am xnisa da aseTi yoCaRi, sakvirvelia pirdapir. magram arc es wamieri siyvaruli am Svidebda, piriqiT, sevdiT evseboda guli da mis gasaqar veblad sadRac mofarebulSi miyuJuli mReroda, ianvris Suqmfinare mTvarev, Sens sarkmelTan, rogorc eSafotze, vdgavar sevdiani. ise sjeroda, xalxs vuyvarvaro, rom ga zafxulobiT Tavis hamaks dedamisis bendision alvarados 195 gabriel garsia markesi saxlis ezoSi hkidebda da tamarindebis14 CrdilSi atarebda siestebs piradi dacvis gareSe. esizmreboda saZinebeli oTaxis kedlebisfer wyalSi uTavbolod moriale Tevzebi. samSoblo yvelaze kargi gamogonebaa, deda, oxravda igi, Tumca naklebad elodeboda mis pasuxs. deda iyo erTader Ti adamiani, visac SeeZlo pirSi miexala misTvis, iRliaSi saZageli suni agdiso. siestis mere igi saxlSi brundeboda damSvidebuli da mTeli qveynis mimarT keTilad ganwyobi li. brundeboda karibuli gazafxulisa da balbebis surne liT mTvrali. aseT wuTebSi igi mzad iyo Serigeboda papis nuncs da asec akeTebda. nuncic saRamoobiT araoficialu rad stumrobda mas, finjan Sokoladsa da namcxvars miir Tmevda, Tan cdilobda sulieri saubriT kvlav qristes sarwmunoebisken moeqcia maspinZeli, is ki siciliT kvdebo da, Tu aseTi yovlisSemZlea eg Tqveni RmerTi, TxoveT Cem magier, momaSoros is WriWina, yurSi rom myavs SemZvralio. mere cxra Rilze gakrul xvanjarsac ixsnida, gadmoula gebda Tavis uzarmazar Tiaqars da eubneboda, uTxariT Tqvens RmerTs, es qmnileba damiCutoso. magram papis nunci Tavisaze idga, amqveynad yovelive RvTis nebaao. is ki kvlav icinoda, tyuilad irjebiT, mamao, netav raRad unda momaq cioT, ise dac imas va ke Teb, rac Tqve na gsurT, da ase si cil-sicilsa da saubarSi aTendebodaT Tavze da maspinZe lic karamde acilebda Tavis stumars. magram erT mSvenier dRes mis uSfoTvelobas moulodnelad moeRo bolo da es moxda paramos15 erT sofelSi, mamlebis brZolisas. erTma Ronierma, gaSmagebulma mamalma aseve gaSmagebuli da azar tSi Sesuli mayureblis Tvalwin Tavis metoqes Tavi waaca la da vidre mTvrali musikosebi tuSs agrialebdnen gamar jvebulis sapativcemulod, iqamde kortna, vidre mTlad ar SemoeWama. prezidents gulma reCxi uyo, namdvilad mimaniS 14 induri finiki. 15 civi, maRalmTiani mxare samxreT amerikaSi. 196 patriarqis Semodgoma nes, Senc ase Ti dRe ge li so. es ise aS ka rad ig rZno, rom Tavis mxle bels Cu mad ub rZa na, buks rom uk ravs, is ka ci daapatimreTo. musikoss iaraRic aRmoaCnda da iqamde awa mes, vidre ar aRiara, roca xalxis gasasvlelisken gaemar Teboda, dro unda mexelTa da prezidenti momeklao. maSin ve miv xvdi, Tqva pre zi den tma, miv xvdi, Cem Tvis rom unda esrola, yvelas TvalebSi Sevcqerodi, yvela TvalebSi Se momcqeroda, eg ki Tvalebs ver misworebda, erTxelac ar Semouxedavs CemTvis, ra egona mag sacodav rqian rqaze dam kvrels, ver SevamCnevdi Tu ra. magram prezidenti Zalian kargad xvdeboda, amiT rom ar damTavrdeboda misi SfoTi da SiSi, sasaxleSic ki ver grZnobda Tavs mSvidad da uSiS rad. yvelaferi wesrigSia, Cemo generalo, araviTari sa fuZveli ar arsebobs SiSisao, guldajerebiT arwmunebda uSiSroebis samsaxuris warmomadgeneli, magram prezidents im zomamde awvalebda mamlebis brZolis dros gaCenili wi naTgrZnoba, rom cotas gawyda, adgili ar gaucvala patri sio aragoness. Tavis kerZs aWmevda, Tafls Tavisi kovziT sTavazobda, Tu mowamlulia, bolos da bolos oriveni movkvdebiT da eg iqnebao, Tavs imSvidebda aforiaqebuli. oriveni mdevardadevnebulebiviT daborialobdnen miviwye bul, cariel oTaxebSi, cdilobdnen mxolod xaliCebze ev loT, veravin gaigonos Cveni nabijebis, spilos nabijebis xmao. erTad dacuravdnen darbazebSi fanjrebidan SemoR vril mwvane SuqSi, romelic yovel naxevar wuTSi inTeboda sadRac Sors, usasrulobaSi. SuqTan erTad fanjrebidan aRwevda damwvari nakelis kvamli da miZinebul zRvaSi Rameuli gemebis naRvliani guguni. umaqnis, uZlur sayvar lebiviT seqtembris momTenTav dReebs mercxlebis daTvla Sic atarebdnen. mTel qveynierebas mowyvetil prezidents azradac ar mosdioda, rom misi yovelgvari cda, erTdrou lad yofiliyo yvelgan, aqac da iqac, xalxSi eWvs badebda, arsebobs ki igi saerTod, iqneb sulac leTargiul ZilSia CaZirulio. da Tumca piradi dacva gauZlieres, Tumca sa 197 gabriel garsia markesi saxleSi agre iolad verc veravin Sevidoda da verc veravin gamovidoda, ambobdnen, TiTqos viRacam mainc moaxerxa sa saxleSi SeRweva. mkvdari CitebiT savse galiebi unaxavs, Zroxebic unaxavs Turme, pirdapir wminda embazidan svam dnen wyals, unaxavs vardis buCqebSi miZinebuli keTrovnebi da xeibrebi. raki xalxSi xma dairxa, Cveni xelisufali zus tad ise momkvdara, rogorc didi xnis winaT erTma naTel mxilvelma amoukiTxa wylian TasSi, ZilSi gaiparebio, qveya nam ise ganaba suli, TiTqos SuadRis mere kvlav dilis mob runebis momswreni unda gamxdariyvnen, magram imasac ambob dnen, maRalCinosnebi ar Cqaroben misi sikvdilis gamocxa debas, radgan erTmaneTs samkvdro-sasicocxlod daerivne no. is ki Tumca arad agdebda am xmebs, mainc grZnobda, rom mis cxovrebaSi sul male raRac mniSvnelovani unda mom xdariyo. ujda dominos daumTavrebel partias da sacodav general rodrigo de agilars tvins uburRavda SekiTxve biT, rogor aris saqmeebi, megobaro, agilari ki pasuxobda, yvelaferi Cvens kontrols eqvemdebareba, Cemo generalo, samSobloSi simSvideao, magram prezidents winaTgrZnoba ar asvenebda, avis momaswavebel niSnebs xedavda nakeliT danTebul naRvlian cecxlis enebSic ki. Zvel, Caluskume bul WaSi ixedeboda, iqneb mis fskerze amovikiTxo Cemi bediRbalio, magram amaod, verafers xedavda da garboda de dasTan, bendision alvaradosTan, raTa iq, ezoSi tamarin debis CrdilSi suli moeTqva sicxisagan Sewuxebuls. deda misi, bebruxana, magram suliT Zlieri qali, Svilis gverdiT ijda Tavis Zvel sarwevela savarZelSi da siminds muWa-mu Wa uyrida aqoTqoTebul qaTmebsa da farSavangebs. TeTr Calis savarZelSi Cafluli prezidenti maraoTi iniavebda dasicxul saxes da sevdiani, mSieri TvalebiT Sescqeroda jiSian mulat qalebs, romlebic mowiwebiT sTavazobdnen Seferadebul xilis wvenebs, miirTviT, gagrildiT, Cemo ge neralo. is ki Sescqeroda maT, oxravda da fiqrebSi dedas SesCioda, dedaCemo bendision alvarado rom icode ra uZ 198 patriarqis Semodgoma luri var qveyanas veRar vuvli daviRale minda movSorde aqaurobas am wvalebas magram sad wavide ar vici. deda ver xvdeboda Svilis oxvrisa da xvaSiadis namdvil mizezs, ego na, am qalebis gamo oxravda misi Svili, is ki SeRamebulze guldamZimebuli brundeboda sasaxleSi, samarqafo kariT Sedioda derefanSi, iqidan ki fexakrefiT miipareboda Tavis oTaxisken, Tan yaraulebis fexis xmas ayuradebda. patrons mohkravdnen Tu ara Tvals, yaraulebi erTmaneTs ar aclidnen laparaks, yvelaferi wesrigSia, Cemo genera lo, sruli simSvideao. magram man icoda, rogorc yovel Tvis, axlac atyuebdnen, icoda, araferi iyo marTali am krizisul droSi, saxeli da dideba aRarafrad uRirda, gansakuTrebiT im avbediTi mamlebis brZolis Semdeg aRar surda xelisufloba. RamiT iatakze pirqve dagdebuls, uZilobisgan ilajgawyvetils dolebis Soreuli bragabru gi da stviris xma esmoda. sadRac Raribul qorwilze mxia rulebas miscemoda xalxi, misi sikvdilis dResac albaT ase imxiaruleben. esmoda Ramis or saaTze kapitnis unebar Tvod zRvaSi gasuli romeliRac saeWvo gemis Zilispiru liviT guguni, esmoda, ra SariSuriT iSlebodnen vardis kokrebi ganTiadis Sesagebeblad. es yovelive esmoda da oflad iRvreboda, suli exuTeboda, radgan pirvelyofili instinqti wamiTac ar asvenebda, im saRamos moaxloebas uwi naswarmetyvelebda, erTxel dedasTan stumrobis Semdeg sasaxleSi rom brundeboda da gzad xalxis brbos gadaaw yda. fanjrebi zogan pirTamde gaeRoT, zogan Cqar-Cqara ketavdnen. am uCveulo gamococxlebiT SemkrTali mer cxlebi erTmaneTs awydebodnen dekembris gamWvirvale lurj caSi. saswrafod gadaswia karetis farda, raTa ukeT daenaxa, ra xdeboda quCebSi. ai, ra mtanjavda, deda, ai, ra ar masvenebda. raRacnairi veluri Sveba igrZno feradi buStebis danaxvaze, wiTeli, mwvane, yviTeli buStebi bro liviT bzinavdnen dRis oTxi saaTis Suqian caze. buStebi dafeTebul mercxlebis gunds Seerivnen da yvela erTbaSad 199 gabriel garsia markesi daskda uxmaurod. daskda da haerSic bzrial-bzrialiT wa movida aTasobiT furceli da qalaqs daefina qariSxlian amindSi Camocvenili foTlebiviT. meetlem dro ixelTa da rogorc iqna brbos Tavi daaRwia. arada, arc aravis miuqce via yuradReba am karetisaTvis. veravin icno prezidentis kareta. saamisod aravis ecala. unda genaxaT, Cemo genera lo, ra zedaxora idga, xalxi pirdapir haerSive iWerda sa haero buStebidan gamocvenil proklamaciebs. aivnebze xma maRla kiTxulobdnen, quCebSi ki gahyvirodnen, Zirs tira nia, sikvdili tirans. gaumarjos yovelTa erTobas sauku novani despotizmis winaaRmdeg brZolaSi, kmara sisxli, kmara ngrevao. sasaxleSi dabrunebuls cudi ambavi daax vedres, generali patrisio aragonesi mowamluli isriT daWres da kvdebao. oriode wlis win erT naRvlian saRamos man patrisio aragoness SesTavaza, modi, Cveni sicocxle karasa da selioze16 gavaTamaSoTo, Tu moneta karaze daj deba, Sen mokvdebi, Tu selioze, meo. magram patrisio ara gonesma Seaxsena, Tqveni profili, Cemo generalo, monetis orive mxares aris gamosaxuli da ra azri aqvs kara-selio so. maSin domino viTamaSoT niZlavze, oci partiidan vinc mets moigebs, cocxalic is darCeso. Tanaxma var, Cemo gene ralo, oRond erTi pirobiT, ufleba momeciT, mogigoTo. es ufleba patrisiom miiRo da TamaSic daiwyo. gaTamaSda erTi, ori, oci partia da ocive patrisio aragonesma moigo sastik, xelCarTul brZolaSi. Tu aqamde partias partiaze agebda, axla, rakiRa mogebis ufleba darTes, ocive moigo. patrisio aragonesma saxeze momskdari ofli saxeloTi moiwminda da xvneSiT Tqva, vwuxvar, Cemo generalo, rom mo gi geT, mag ram ra vqna, sik vdi li ar min da. ma Sin man Tavi mouyara dominos qvebs, gulmodgined Caalaga xis patara yuTSi da TiTqos gakveTils xsniso, skolis maswavlebeli viT wamRerebiT Tqva, arc me minda, Cemo patrisio, sikvdi 16 igivea, rac Орел и Решка. 200 patriarqis Semodgoma li, miT umetes, dominos magidaze. sikvdilma icis, rodis da sad momakiTxos. jer kidev Cemi epoqis dasawyisSi erTma naTelmxilvelma aki miwinaswarmetyvela, ZilSi gaiparebio, da saerTodac, dedaCemma bendision alvaradom imitom ki ar gamaCina am qveyanaze, rom mTeli cxovreba imaze viWyli to tvini, im naTelmxilvelma qalma netav ra amomikiTxa wyliT savse TasSi-Tqo, aramed imitom, rom vmbrZaneblob de. Sen ki kar gad dai max sov re, me me var da ara Sen da RmerTs madloba uTxari, rom xumrobiT dageniZlave. ra icoda maSin, rom es sulac ar iyo xumroba, rom sul male maT Soris erT-erTs marTla mouwevda sikvdili da ai, es dRec dadga, patrisio aragonesi kvdeboda. oTaxSi Sesvli sas prezidenti romaeliviT xelaweviT miesalma Tavis oreuls, RmerTi iyos Seni Semwe, maCo, didi pativia samSob losaTvis sikvdili. vidre momakvdavi agoniaSi iyo, ar mo Sorebia mis sawols, sakuTari xeliT asmevda saZagel wam lebs, patrisio aragonesic iferebda am pativs. iotisodena madlierebasac ar amJRavnebda. erTxelac, is iyo gadaylapa kovziT miwodebuli wamali, rom moxsna gudas piri da rac hqonda saTqmeli, uklebliv gadmoalaga. didi xniT rodi gtovebT, Cemo generalo, am binZur qveyanaSi, guli meubne ba, male SevxvdebiT erTmaneTs imqveyniur qvesknelSi, me SxamiT dagrexil-dakvanZuli, Tqven sakuTari TaviT xelSi. ukve gxedavT kidec, ra uxerxulad giWiravT sakuTari Tavi, ar iciT sad waiRoT, sad miiweboT. mapatieT gulaxdiloba, Cemo generalo, me axla sikvdilis piras var da rasac vam bob, simarTles vambob, arasodes myvarebixarT, Cemo gene ralo. ratomRac Tqven CaibeWdeT TavSi, rom miyvardiT, arada, yovelTvis mZuldiT. mZuldiT im dRidan, ra dRida nac damakargvineT Tavisufleba. im dRidan yovelTvis vnat robdi Tqvens sikvdils, sulerTi iyo, rogor mokvdebo diT, ucbad Tu tanjviT, oRond momkvdariyaviT, oRond Tqveni sicocxle Cemi damaxinjebuli sicocxlis samsxver ploze migetanaT. raRas ar mikeTebdnen, Tqven rom srulad 201 gabriel garsia markesi dagmsgavsebodiT, xis CaquCs iqamde mibagunebdnen fexis gu lebze, vidre TqvensaviT brtyelterfa ar gamxades, vidre TqvensaviT mTvareuliviT siaruls ar mimaCvies, sakver cxeebi sadgisiT gamixvrites, TqvensaviT Tiaqari rom Ca momsieboda. maiZules skipidari damelia, raTa marto werakiTxva ki ara, Tu ram vicodi, yvelaferi damviwynoda da TqvensaviT bneli da uvici gavmxdariyavi. sacodavma deda Cemma ki ra ar iRona, CemTvis ganaTleba rom moeca. piradad Tqven maiZulebdiT Semesrulebina Tqveni oficialuri mo valeobebi ara imitom, rom ar gecalaT da sxva ufro mniS vnelovani saqveyno saqmeebi gqondaT gasakeTebeli, rogorc gCveodaT xolme Tqma, aramed imitom, rom geSinodaT quCaSi gasvla. ise, kacma rom Tqvas, yvelaze gulovan vaJkacsac SeeSindeboda, misTvis rom silamazis konkursze wasvla da romelime gamarjvebuli bozisTvis Tavze dedoflis gvir gvinis dadgma daevalebinaT. me ki mivdiodi, Tumca yovel kuTxe-kunWulSi sikvdili iyo Casafrebuli. smenad qceuli prezidenti mowolil risxvas Zlivs ikavebda, patrisio aragonesis Tavxedobasa da utifrobaze metad misi umadu roba acofebda. da amas Sen meubnebi, Sen, visac aq mefesaviT gacxovrebdi, visac yvelaferi mogeci, sakuTari qalebic ki dagiTme. moeSviT am qalebze laparaks, Cemo generalo, sjobs saer Tod ar gqon des ka co ba, vid re am sa co dav qa lebs eZgero da dasadaRavi pirutyviviT wamoaqcio. pirut yvi xtis da zmuis mainca, eseni ki viTomc araferio, mogiS veren gaZvaltyavebul ukanals, Tan kartofils fcqvnian an mezobel qals gasZaxian, cecxlze brinjis fafa midgas da vidre am saqmes movaTavebde, mimixede, ar mimewvaso. mxo lod Tqven Se giZ liaT amas siy va ru li daar qvaT. Tqven ra iciT, ra aris siyvaruli. maSin ki marTla gacecxlda pre zidenti. gaCumdi, Torem ar vici ras gizam. verafersac ver mi zamT, Cemo ge ne ra lo. mom klavT, me xom ukve mom kles. sjobs dafiqrdeT da simarTles TvalebSi SexedoT, gaigoT is, rasac yvela fiqrobs, TqmiT ki mxolod imas geubnebian, 202 patriarqis Semodgoma risi mosmenac Tqven gsurT, pirSi gelaqucebian, zurgSi ki tyvias gimizneben. madloba me unda miTxraT simarTlis TqmisTvis, Cemo generalo, erTaderTi kaci var, visac Tqven ebralebiT. arc aris gasakviri, me xom Tqveni oreuli var, Tqveni ali da kvali, amitom movalec var wvrilad mogaxse noT yvelaferi, rasac mTeli qveyana laparakobs. eg ar ari so kanonieri prezidenti, ega ingliselebma dasves prezi dentis savarZelSio, mere gringoebic waexmarnen TavianTi javSnosnebidan SigadaSig gamotyorcnili kvercxebiTo. me xom vxedavdi, SiSiT Tavgzaareuli xoWosaviT rogor wria lebdiT, rogor exeTqebodiT aqeT-iqiT. erTxelac grin goebma SemogiTvales, mivdivarT, gtovebT am Sens binZur bordelSi, vnaxavT, uCvenod risi gamkeTebeli xaro. da Tu maSin ar gadmobrZandiT mag savarZlidan da arc axla api rebT gadmobrZanebas, imitom ki ara, rom ar gindaT, Zalia nac kargad gindaT, magram geSiniaT, iciT, quCaSi rom ga moCndeT Cveulebrivi mokvdaviviT, adamianebi ZaRlebiviT dagesevian da dagglejen santa maria del altarSi gamar Tuli xocva-JletisTvis, patimrebi cocxlebi rom Cauya reT niangebs wyliT savse ormoSi, imisaTvis, adamianebs cocxlad rom gaaZvreT tyavi da mere am ubedurTa ojaxebs daugzavneT, aqaoda, vinc WkuiT ar iqneba, yvelas ase mou vao, imisaTvis. patrisio aragonesma dagubebul boRmas gza misca, mogonebaTa uZiro Widan qaCa da qaCa sazareli ambe bis krialosani da ise marcvlavda, TiTqos saTiTaod aRuv lenda locvas kaciWamia reJimis msxverplT. uceb gaCumda, Zlierma tkivilma Seuryia gul-muceli, guliscema TiTqos SeuCerdao, magram male daubrunda cnobiereba. Cemo gene ra lo, nu gauS vebT am Sanss xeli dan, mok vdiT Cem Tan er Tad, TqvenTvis axla yvelaze didi xsna sikvdilia, me xom vici, me xom Tqvena var, Tumca RmerTia mowame, arc araso des minatria, patara survilic ar mqonia didebis moxveWi sa, gmi rad gax do mi sa, mox da ki piri qiT, me xom vici, ra cxovrebac gaqvT, Cemi cxovreba kidev raRacas hgavs, mTlad 203 gabriel garsia markesi ar wavmxdarvar, radgan, miuxedavad yvelafrisa, sulis siR rmeSi me mainc im ubralo minis mberavad davrCi, Tavis ma masTan erTad boTlebs rom akeTebda. nu geSiniaT, Cemo ge neralo, sikvdili arc ise Zneli yofila, rogorc amboben. patrisio aragonesma es sityvebi ise damajereblad, ise gu laxdilad warmoTqva, prezidenti arc gabrazebula, arc Sedavebia, kvlav masTan darCa, sikvdilis klanWebSi mbor gavs xels aSvelebda, sawolidan ar gadmovardeso. uceb tkivilisa da sircxvilisagan abRavlebulma patrisio ara gonesma orive xeli waivlo mucelze, RmerTo Cemo, Cemo generalo, Cav...vi. prezidentma gaifiqra, albaT gadakru lad mimaniSnebs, sikvdilis winaSe SiSs vaRiarebo, magram patrisio aragonesi TiTqos miuxvdao, SebRavla, gadakru lad ki ara, marTla Ca...vio. maSin ki SeuZaxa prezidentma, gemudarebi, magas nu izam, cotac moiTmine, samSoblos ge nerlebi ase ar kvdebiano, magram ukve gvian iyo. patriotu li grZnobebisgan da kuWisganac daclili aragonesi saku Tar cremlsa da ganavalSi amoqvarqnili usulod daaskda iataks. prezidentma iqve, sxdomaTa darbazis gverdiT oTaxSi sakuTari xeliT ganbana micvalebuli, lamis mTeli saponi Sealia, raTa Camoerecxa misTvis samarcxvino sik vdilis suni. tansacmeli gaiZro da micvalebuls Caacva, bandaJi, Ceqma da marcxena quslze oqros dezis mimagrebac ar daviwynia. Tavad dediSobilad darCenils mwuxareba aR beWdvoda saxeze. amieridan sruli martooba eloda, masa viT martosuli aRaravin eguleboda mTels qveyanaze. es kia, dabneviT ar dabneula, saguldagulod moasufTava iqauroba, Tan cdilobda gaexsenebina Soreul warsulSi misTvis nawinaswarmetyveli sikvdilis yoveli wvrilmani, raTa imis mixedviT daewvina micvalebuli. sikvdili daZine buls gewvevao, uniSno uniforma gecmevao, pirqve dawo lils xeli baliSiviT geqneba saxis qveS dadebulio, erTi sityviT, damlagebeli qali rom Semova da micvalebuls da xedavs, ityvis, Cveni prezidenti ZilSi gaparula, rogorc 204 patriarqis Semodgoma mkiTxavma uTxrao. raki man adrec, wlebis winaTac gaiTama Sa sikvdili, reJimis memkvidreebs amjeradac ar gauxmaure biaT maSinve es samwuxaro ambavi, raRacas elodnen, raRa cas sai dum lod iZieb dnen, erTi-or jer isic ki Tqves, ar momkvdarao da amis dasturad dedamiss, bendision alvara dos pirdapir savaWro centrSi uxmes, aqaoda, xom xedavT, xalxno, dedamiss Savebi ar acvia, masasadame, prezidenti cocxaliao. tikinasaviT WrelaWrulebSi gamomawyves, se nior, ZaliT mayidvines TuTiyuSis frTebiT gawyobili qu di da ZaliTve damakoses Tavze, yvelam dainaxos, ra bednie ri xarTo. me maT veubnebi, ra dros maRaziebSi sirbilia, is micvalebuli marTla Cemi Svilia da maTireT-meTqi, magram ras ambobTo, aba, gaiRimeTo da miRebdnen da miRebdnen su raTebs, Tanac samxedroebi marwmunebdnen, samSoblos ase sWirdebao. am dros ki is Tavad dediSobila ijda Tavis sa malavSi da ukvirda, Cemi sikvdilis mere ratom araferi Seicvala qveyanazeo. viTom arc movmkvdarvar. mze isev amodis da Cadis Zveleburado. kvira ratom aris isev kvira, iqneb Sen miTxra deda, ratom cxela ise rogorc Cems si cocxleSi cxelodao. aseT sagonebelSi iyo Cavardnili, rom uceb portis cixesimagridan qvemexis gasrolam Searxia haeri, mas mohyva eklesiis zarebis samgloviaro guguni da male sasaxlesac miawyda brbo, romelic am iSviaT, sagange bo ambavs erTianad gamoefxizlebina saukunovani marazmu li Zilidan. man odnav gamoaRo Tavisi samalavis kari da dainaxa sxdomaTa darbazSi dasvenebuli anTebul sanTleb Si Cafluli sakuTari gvami. sacodavi ise moerToT da moe kazmaT, nebismieri qristiani papi rom inatrebda. sadRa iyo mamaci samxedro Cinosani. Sescqeroda micvalebulis pud rSefrqveul saxes, SeRebil tuCebs, medlebiTa da ordene biT dajavSnul mkerdze dasvenebul nebieri qaliSvilis sifrifana xelebs, qveynierebis upirvelesi generlisTvis sagangebod Sekeril mundirs, mis samxreebze abrWyviale bul aTobiT mzes, iqve dasvenebul xmals, banqos mefis xma 205 gabriel garsia markesi liviT umaqnissa da ubadruks da lamis guli gaskdomoda sircxvilisa da sibrazisagan. swored es xmali amcrobda da sidiades ukargavda misi usazRvro Zalauflebis yvela sim bolos da afermkrTalebda samgloviaro ceremonials, mis Tvis migebul mxedrul pativs. arada, es xmali sworedac rom Seefereboda kuboSi mwol Cveulebrivi zoma-wonis, qa liviT naz micvalebuls. RmerTma daswyevlos, nuTu es me var, ambobda gacofebuli da uwyvet nakadad momwydar da mis kubosTan aCoCqolebul xalxs Tvals ar aSorebda. sul raRac erTi wamiT daiviwya, rom es yvelaferi bneli zrax vebiT nakarnaxevi farsi iyo da Seuracxyofilad, damcire bulad igrZo Tavi sikvdilis daundoblobis gamo, sikvdi lis mier xelisufalis arad Cagdebis gamo. man dainaxa cxovreba umisod da guli sibraluliT aevso, am umweo xalxma Cemi saxiT kargi patroni dakargao. dainaxa isinic, vinc, etyobodaT, mxolod imis dasazusteblad mosuliy vnen, marTla is iyo mkvdari Tu sxva. man dainaxa federalu ri omebis monawile berikaci, romelic kubosTan Sedga da mxedrulad gaijgima. dainaxa Savsamklavuriani kaci, ro melmac beWedze akoca micvalebuls, erTma moswavle gogo nam ki kuboze mowiwebiT dado yvavili. es adamianebi man gansakuTrebulad CaibeWda gonebaSi. gansakuTrebulad daimaxsovra TevziT movaWre qalic, romelmac TevziT sav se kalaTa iatakze dadga da gaTxapnil micvalebuls aqvi Tinebuli ise Caefskvna, Zlivs aaglijes. RmerTo, raRa gveSveleba axla, is mokvda, isaa mkvdari. isaa mkvdario, amis gagonebaze xalxi afusfusda, aCurCulda, marTla is momkvdara, amjerad ar movutyuebivarTo, male CurCuli xmamaRal gadaZaxilSi gadaizarda da de armas moedanze atortmanebuli xalxis yurTasmenas miswvda. axla iqac aR rialda brbo, marTla is momkvdarao, da uceb Sewyda zare bis samgloviaro guguni da mis nacvlad, xareba dRisa da wm. oTxSabaTis msgavsad, daufaravi sixaruliT awkrial dnen yvela taZrisa Tu eklesiis zarebi. atkacundnen saaR 206 patriarqis Semodgoma dgomo petardebi, ca SuSxunebiT moifina da Tavisuflebis mauwyebeli dolebic abragundnen. man dainaxa, rogor Sec vivdnen sasaxleSi dacvis umoqmedobiT waqezebuli meambo xeebi, xelketebiT rogor gayares kubosTan SequCebuli xalxi, iatakze rogor moisroles TevziT movaWre qali. dainaxa, rogor micvivdnen micvalebuls, rva kacma rogor gamostaca igi ukvdavebisa da yvavilTa maradiul sauflos, fexebSi waavles xeli da ase CaaTries kibeze. danarCenebma dro ixelTes da daerivnen iqaurobas, angrevdnen yvela fers, risi dangrevac SeiZleboda simdidriTa da ubedure biT savse am samoTxeSi. angrevdnen qvis filebiT mopirke Tebul doriul kapitelebs, anakuwebdnen xaverdis far debs, gobelenebs, romlebzec gamosaxuli iyvnen uimedobis gondolebSi mTvlemare, mibnedili qalebi, episkoposTa da Soreuli warsulis samxedro CinosanTa uzarmazar por tretebs, fSvnidnen alebastris palmis totebiT mogvir gvinebul babilonur svetebs, fanjrebidan gadayares ga liebi Citebianad, vice-xelmwifis taxti, roiali, erTi sityviT, iseTi siSmagiT daerivnen iqaurobas, TiTqos sur daT samaradJamod gaesworebinaT miwasTan iaraRiani xalxis es saZulveli bunagi da gaesworebinaT ise, rom momaval Taobebs verasodes gaegoT, ra dawyevlili fesvebidanac iyvnen warmoSobilni. igi saswrafod mivarda fanjaras, axla iqidan surda daenaxa, ra xdeboda Jaluzebs miRma qu Ca Si. o, de da Ce mo, erT wam Si me ufro meti uma du re ba da siverage davinaxe, vidre mTeli cxovreba vxedavdi lamis gaCenis dRidan, ris gamoc bevrjer sdeniaT cremli Cems Tvalebs. man dainaxa, ra gaxarebuli tovebdnen sasaxles misi daqvrivebuli qalebi, rogor midenidnen misi fermis Zroxebs, miaTrevdnen saxazino avejs. o, dedaCemo, Seni ske bidan amoRebuli TafliT savse qilebic ar daviwyniaT. man dainaxa, ra mxiarulad uraxunebdnen misi udReuri Svilebi qvabebis Tavsaxurebs, awkrialebdnen brolis WurWels da eklesiebis satrapezo sufris dana-Cangals, Tan xmamaRla 207 gabriel garsia markesi gahyvirodnen, mamaCemi mokvda, gaumarjos Tavisuflebaso. man dainaxa, rogor wvavdnen mis suraTebsa da liTogra fiebs de armas moedanze gaCaRebul koconze. man dainaxa, rogor miaTrevdnen mis sxeuls, gzadagza nakvaleviviT ro gor rCeboda epoletebi, husaruli dolomanis Rilebi, oq romkerdiT mosirmuli mundiris nakuwebi, banqos xmlis foCebi da qveynierebis meufis aw ukve mtverSi amoganglu li, dabinduli aTive mze. Sexede erTi, deda, ras miSvebian, butbutebda igi da ise igrixeboda, TiTqos sakuTriv mis sxeuls epyrobodnen ase udierad, TiTqos piradad mas afurTxebdnen saxeSi da aivnebidanac piradad mas asxamdnen Tavze avadmyofTa Ramis qoTnebis sibinZures. uceb SiSma aitana, xom SeiZleba amkuwon da Cemi sikvdilis sakarnava lo piroteqnikis grialSi ZaRlebsa da orbebs mimagdon sa jijgnado. roca irgvliv yovelive miwynarda, roca am ka taklizmma gadaiara, Tavis samalavSi gamoketils karga xans esmoda Soridan moRweuli musikis xmebi, Tumca ki amindi uqaro idga. samalavSi adgils veRar poulobda, aqeT-iqiT exleboda, moskitebs xelisguliT sresda, magram im abezar kutkalias ki mis yurebSi rom daedo bina da ar asvenebda, verafers uxerxebda. kvlav fanjaraSi gaixeda, horizonts cecxli ekida. Suquras mwvane Suqi yovel naxevar wuTSi atanda JaluzebSi da iqaurobas vefxvis tyaviviT xatavda. mis yurTasmenas miswvda bunebrivi, Cveuli sunTqva yovel dRiurobisa da rakiRa misi sikvdili aRar warmoadgenda gamorCeul, gansakuTrebul SemTxvevas, cxovrebac nel-ne la ubrundeboda Cveul kalapots. misi sikvdili Cveuleb riv sikvdilad iqca, gafermkrTalda da warsulis aTaso biT uCino mokvdavTa sikvdils daemsgavsa, realobis mara diuli qarborbala mas yovlismitevebisa da daviwyebis mi wisken, aravis miwisken miaqanebda. maSin ki SeuZaxa sikvdils, jandabas Seni Tavi, fexebi ar momWamo erTbaSad, da samala vidanac gamovida, Cemma saaTma Camoreka, droa gamovCndeo. fexebis flatuniT gaiara aoxrebuli, bindbundSi CaZiru 208 patriarqis Semodgoma li, momakvdav yvavilTa da CamoRvenTili sanTlebis suniT gaJRenTili darbazebi. moCvenebas hgavda warsulis nangre vebSi moboriales. ministrTa sabWos sxdomaTa darbazis kari SeaRo. darbazi erTianad gaebura kvamls. im mxridan, sadac kaklis xis magida idga, Caxrinwuli xmebi ismoda. kvamlis badeSi Zlivs gaarCia saxeebi, magidas swored isini usxdnen, visac eloda. aq iyvnen liberalebi, romlebmac iyides es omi. magidas usxdnen arqiepiskoposi, elCi Snot neri, ramdenime generali da samic ministri. Zalian kargi, yvelani erTdriulad gaebnen maxeSi. SevkavSirdeTo, mou wodebdnen erTmaneTs, gaverTiandeT saukunovani despo tizmis winaaRmdeg brZolaSio, Tan drosac ar kargavdnen, daetacebinaT da gaenawilebinaT misi qoneba da ise iyvnen garTuli am saqmiT, rom veravin SeamCnia mkvdreTiT aR mdgari prezidenti. maSin man mxolod erTxel dahkra xeli ma gi das da Ses Za xa, ase xom. amis Tqma da sul ra Rac erT wamSi darbazSi mxolod sigaretis namwvavebiT savse safer fleebi, yavis finjnebi da iatakze uwesrigod miyril-moy rili skamebi darCa da kidev, misi megobari generali rod rigo de agilari. savele formianma tanCia generalma au Relveblad gafanta kvamli erTaderTi xeliT, raTa eniSne bina Tavisi patronisaTvis, iatakze daweqiT, axla atydeba Tu atydeba baTqabuTqio. Zlivs moaswres iatakze dawola, rom sasaxlis win Srapnelebis sasikvdilo rokvac daiwyo. daiwyo sisxliani zeimi gvardielebisa, romlebic gansakuT rebuli mondomebiT asrulebdnen patronis davalebas, tyviamfrqvevis jeriT moceles isini, vinc mTavari karidan cdilobda gaqcevas, CitebiviT haerSive daxoces isini, vinc fanjrebidan xteboda, xolo vinc moaxerxa da axlomaxlo saxlebs Seafara Tavi, fosforovani yumbarebiT aiZules, gareT gamoRoRebuliyvnen. daWrilebs Tavi mouyares da ra ki prezidentma brZana, dasjasa da sikvdils gadarCenilebs samSoblos moRalatis samarcxvino saxelic eyofaT mTeli cxovreba satanjvelado, gvardielebma cocxlebi gauSves. 209 gabriel garsia markesi general rodrigo de agilaris Soriaxlos iatakze pirqve gawolil prezidents yovel afeTqebaze SuSis namsxvrevebi da Weridan Camocvenili baTqaSi eyreboda zurgze. esec ase, megobaro, mlocveliviT butbutebda iataks gakruli xelisufali. esec ase, amieridan mxolod me viufroseb, verc erTi ZaRli veRar Semombedavs Semoyefas xval diliT Sevamowmeb ra gadaurCa am baTqabuTqs skamebi Tu daimtvra ara uSavs ubralos viyidiT iaffasians Wilofsac viyidiT da kedelze xvrelebs avafarebT TefSebs da kovzebs yazar mebidan wamoviRebT jariskacebs da oficrebs gavyri ar mWirdebian magaT marto rZe daalevine meti araferi un daT. pativiscema ver SeiSvnes Casafrebulebi arian rodis gamogdon kvanti marto gvardias davitoveb iq patiosani guladi biWebi arian ministrTa sabWosac davSli vis ra jandabad unda amdeni ministri erTi kargi janmrTelobis ministric kmara da erTic iseTi kaci gvinda lamazad wera rom exerxeba vin icis risi Cawera mogviwevs yazarmebsa da saministroebs sacxovrebel binebad gamoviyenebT fuls aviRebT sasaxlis aRdgenas movaxmarT axla fuli ufro gvWirdeba vidre xalxi ori moaxle gveyofa erTi saWmelze da dalagebaze izrunebs meore garecxavs da daauToebs pi radad me Zroxebsa da qaTmebs movuvli morCa veRarc boze bi irbenen jarikacebis fexsalagebSi keTrovanebsac metis metad gautkbaT vardis buCqebSi Zili arc yovlis mcodne mecnierebi mWirdeba da arc yovlis damnaxavi politikose bi bolos da bolos es aris pre zi den tis sa sax le da ara binZuri bordeli rogorc gringoebs uTqvamT Turme da da vujerebT patrisio aragoness saqmes erTic gavarTmev Tavs aravin mWirdeba Tundac kometis meore gamoCenamde da mea Temdec radgan sikvdils aRar vapireb Tu Zalian undaT TviTon mokvdnen. TiTqos qadagad davardao, xmamaRla da sxapasxupiT laparakobda. omis droidan SemorCa Cvevad xmamaRla fiqri, sakuTar SiSs afrTxobda. am wuTSic ise xmamaRla fiqrobda, arc esmoda afeTqebaTa xmebi, Tumca 210 patriarqis Semodgoma sasaxle ki zanzarebda. meore dRis gegmas awyobda, momava li aswleulis erT saRamos ra unda gaekeTebina, imasac gegmavda. quCaSi sakontrolo gasrola rom gaisma, genera li rodrigo de agilari fanjarasTan mixoxda, wamoiwia da viRacas ubrZana, nagvis fornebiT gaitaneT gvamebio, dar bazidan gasvlisas ki mobrunda, Rame mSvidobisa, generalo. Rame mSvidobisa, megobaro, upasuxa manac, didi madloba, da pirqve dawolili darCa ministrTa sabWos sxdomaTa darbazis Savi marmarilos iatakze. moxrili marjvena xeli TavqveS baliSiviT daido, saxe Sig Cargo da sul raRac erT wamSi CaeZina axla ufro metad martosuls, vidre odesme. naninasaviT Caesmoda Tavis sawyalobeli Semodgomis gay viTlebuli foTlebis Sriali. Semodgoma ki swored im xocva-Jletis Ramem moutana oxSivaradenil sisxlis gu beebSi mewamulisfrad aalebul mTvareebTan erTad. meore dRis gegma CaefuSa, gasakeTebeli aRaraferi iyo, jarma TviTon Sewyvita arseboba, jariskacebi aqeT-iqiT mimoi fantnen, erTi muWa oficroba ki, dedaqalaqisa da qveynis sxva eqvs yazarmaSi sisxlis ukanasknel wveTamde rom ib rZoda, prezidentis gvardielebma moxalise moqalaqeebis daxmarebiT erTianad amowyvites. cocxlad darCenilma mi nistrebma sazRvargareT gaqceviT uSveles Tavs. mxolod janmrTelobis dacvis ministri darCa, misi piradi eqimi da kidev erTi kaci, romelic cnobili iyo Tavisi lamazi ka ligrafiiT. prezidents arc erTi saxelmwifosTvis ar miu marTavs investiciebis TxovniT, radgan araferi hqonda Se saZeni da sayideli. moulodnelad gamoCenilma keTilis myofelebma saxelmwifo xazinas auareba oqros saqorwilo beWedi da samkauli Caabares. iaffasiani tyavis skamebis yidvam aRar mouwiaT, arc Wilofebi uyidiaT TavismomWre li dakrZalvis dRes gamongreul kedlebze asafareblad, karga xniT adre, vidre qveyana sabolood da sruliad dam Sviddeboda, vidre cxovreba Tavis kalapotSi Cadgeboda, sasaxle aRdgenil iqna. igi ufro didebuli da Tvalismom 211 gabriel garsia markesi Wreli sanaxavi gaxda, galiebSi kvlav aJivJivdnen Citebi, guakamaiur TuTiyuSebs Tvla ar hqonda, samefo TuTiyuSe bi gauTaveblad mRerodnen `espaneTisTvis da ara portuga liisTvis~. ori mokrZalebuli moaxle qalis wyalobiT ir gvliv yvelaferi ise bzinavda, rogorc sabrZolo gemze. fanjrebSi iRvreboda saxotbo musika, petardebis tkacuni da zarebis sazeimo guguni, sul axlaxan zustad aseve aRi niSna misi sikvdili, axla ki sikvdilis gagrZelebas, mis ukvdavebas ukmevdnen gundruks. zimzimebda saxalxo gamos vlebisTvis mudam mzad myofi de armas moedani, ismoda pre zidentisa da xalxis erTianobis sadidebeli SeZaxilebi, moaTrevdnen uzarmazar transparantebs, RmerTo, daifare Seni rCeuli, romelic mesame dRes aRsdga mkvdreTiT. erTi sityviT, cxovreba usasrulo zeimad iqca, uwindeliviT aRar sWirdeboda xelovnurad gaRviveba, yvelaferi Tavis Tavad xdeboda, lagdeboda, qveyana win miiwevda, sadaveebi mxolod prezidents epyra xelT, rac undoda, imas akeTeb da, aravin eurCeboda arc sityviT, arc saqmiT, TiTqos mtrebmac ki miatoves didebis mwvervalze marto myofi. ras gaixarebda misi erTguli oreuli generali rodrigo de agilari, cocxali rom yofiliyo, Tavisi samsaxuriT albaT kmayofili iqneboda, hoda, prezidentic iyo kmayo fili, amitomac brZana, moedanze gamoeyvanaT is gvardie lebi, romlebmac uwesrigobisa da ngrevis aRsakveTad gan sakuTrebuli mondomeba da simkacre gamoiCines. yvelas rom oficroba Camouriga, mixvda, jaris aRdgena mainc mou wevda, uxelqveiTo, ujariskaco oficrebi risi maqnisiao, Tumca gamocdilebiT isic icoda, rom aRdgenili jari adre Tu gvian kbenas dauwyebda Tavis marCenalsa da pat rons. da mainc rigiT gvardielebs oficrebad awinaurebda, mkerdze TiTs adebda da daufiqreblad arigebda Cins, Sen generali iqnebi, Sen maiori, Sen polkovniki, moica, mgoni ameria, ho, Sen generali, danarCenebi ki leitenantebi iqne biTo, esec Seni armia, Cemo Zmao. man is xalxic ar daiviwya, 212 patriarqis Semodgoma visac namdvilad dawyvita guli misma sikvdilma, madliere bis grZnobiT aRvsilma brZana is moxuci moeyvanaT, mis ku bosTan damwuxrebuli rom idga da is kacic beWedze rom akoca micvalebuls, saswrafod mihgvares da manac mSvido bis medliT daajildova orive. arc is TevziT movaWre qali daviwynia, mis cxedars cxare cremliT rom dastiro da. am qals ToT xme ti Svi li hyo lia Tur me da pre zi den tmac yvelaze saocnebo ram, didi saxli aCuqa. is moswavle gogonac miuyvanes, kuboze rom yvavili daudo. manac sas wrafod miaTxova erT mezRvaurs da amiT gogonas sanukvar ocnebasac Seasxa frTebi. magram TviTon ver daimSvida aforiaqebuli suli, saCuqrebis Camorigebam ver uSvela, manamde ver moisvena, sanam san xeronimos yazarmis ezoSi ar dainaxa xelfexSeborkili is meamboxeebi, sasaxleze rom miitanes ieriSi, SiSic da siZulvilic mexsierebas sifxiz les mateben da manac Seubralebeli sizustiT amoicno yo veli maTgani, amoicno da jgufebad dayo Cadenili dana Saulis simZimis mixedviT. Sen ieriSs meTaurobdi, aqeT da deqi, Tqven iatakze moisroleT TevziT movaWre qali, aqeT dadeqiT, Tqven SeuracxhyaviT micvalebuli, kibeze CaaT rieT, talaxSi amosvareT, aqeT dadeqiT, danarCenebi iqiT dadeqiT. misTvis dasja sulac ar iyo mTavari, misTvis mTa vari iyo Tavad darwmunebuliyo, rom xalxma ki ar Seutia sasaxles, xalxma ki ar Seuracxhyo micvalebuli, xalxis guliswyromis stiqiuri gamovlineba ki ar iyo mTeli es areuloba, aramed mxolod da mxolod daqiravebulTa ve luri Semoteva. amitomac gadawyvita TviTon daekiTxa tyveebi. dakiTxvisas yvelanairad cdilobda am sacodavebs eRiarebinaT TavianTi daqiravebuloba da amiT gaemarTle binaT misTvis sasurveli iluziebi. magram rom darwmunda, amaod gaisarja, brZana, fexebze xelebmibmuli damnaSaveebi TuTiyuSebiviT daekidaT Tavdayira ramdenime saaTi. raki amanac ar gaWra, brZana, erT-erTi CaegdoT ormoSi, sxvebs ki ecqiraT, niangebi rogor glejdnen maT amxanags. roca 213 gabriel garsia markesi arc aman gaWra, brZana, saTiTaod gamoeyvanaT da yvelas Tvalwin gaeZroT maTTvis tyavi. nazi, moyviTalo tyavi mSobiaris saSodan gadmomskdar placentasaviT TaxTaxebda, cxel webovan sisxlSi amoTxvrili sxeuli ki yazarmis ezos qvis filebze xtoda da igrixeboda. maSin ki gatydnen ker pebi, dagviqiraves, oTxas-oTxas pesos Segvpirdnen micva lebulis wabilwvaSi, sastik uarze videqiT, raca gvwams, imas fulis gamo ver vuRalatebT-Tqo, prezidentis sawi naaRmdego araferi gvaqvs, miT umetes micvalebulis-Tqo, magram erT-erT saidumlo Sexvedraze viRac ori generali movida da muqariT gvaiZules davTanxmebuliyaviT. gefice biT, Cemo generalo, mxolod amitom daveTanxmeT. man Sve biT amoisunTqa, brZana, am sawyal, motyuebul biWebs kar gad aWameT, gamoaZineT, diliT ki niangebs CaugdeT ormo Sio. sasaxlisaken mimavali grZnobda, rogor uTavisuflde boda suli mRrRneli eWvisagan da kmayofili butbutebda, xom davarwmune yvela, rom xalxi aq arafer SuaSia, xalxs me vuyvarvar. SiSis koconi, odesRac patrisio aragonesma rom daunTo gulSi, axla nel-nela inavleboda. fexebiT zed Semdgarma ukanaskneli alic Caaqro da daifica, am qveyanaSi amieridan aRaravin mokvdeboda wamebiT. marTlac, maSinve daxoces niangebi, daangries sagangebo saknebi, sadac, mar Talia, xalxs ar klavdnen, magram cemiT ki Zvalsa da rbils uerTianebdnen. gamocxadda sayovelTao amnistiac. TiTqos jadosnuri kverTxi Seexoo, goneba uceb gaunaTda, am qveya naSi mTeli ubedurebis Tavica da boloc is aris, rom xalxs bevri dro aqvs fiqrisTviso. bevri imtvria Tavi, ra movi gono iseTi, rom xalxma fiqrisTvis veRar moicaloso, da poetebis Sejibri ganaaxla martis TveSi, yovelwliuri si lamazis konkursebic aRadgina da karibis qveynebSi yvelaze didi stadionic aago, Cvens gunds ki devizad dausaxa, sik vdili an gamarjveba. misi brZanebiT yvela provinciaSi gaixsna xvetis Semswavleli ufaso skolebi. prezidentis zrunvis pasuxad am skolebis moswavle gogonebi fanatiku 214 patriarqis Semodgoma ri TavgamodebiT marto saxlebs ki ara, quCebsa da gza-Sa rebsac moedvnen. sabolood imdeni nagavi dagrovda, sad waeRoT, ar icodnen, erTi provinciidan meoreSi gadahqon daT, an piriqiT, Tan yovel waReba-wamoRebas samSoblos droSebis friali da uzarmazari lozungebi axlda, Rmer To, Sen daifare ufaqizesi kaci, romelic eris sisufTave ze zrunavs. is ki am dros baRSi daabotebda Tavisi uzarma zari fexebiT da fiqrebSi aTasnair saqmes igonebda xalxis samuSao ferxulSi Casabmelad. ukan dasdevdnen brmebi, keTrovnebi, xeibrebi da saswaulmoqmed marils sTxovdnen gansakurnavad. isic xan marils arigebda, xanac ezoSi mdgar embazSi naTlavda odesRac Tavis mierve monaTlulTa Svi lebs da yvelas Tavis saxels arqmevda. mliqvnelebi enas ar aCerebdnen, erTaderTi xaro, elaqucebodnen. raRaciT is marTlac iyo erTaderTi, oreuli aRar hyavda da TviTon uwevda sakuTari Tavis oreuloba am gabazrebul sasaxleSi. aqaoda, prezidentis deda bendision alvarado erT dros Citebis moSenebas misdevdao, dRe ar gavidoda, frinvele biT gamovsebuli galiebi ar moezidaT. zogs metismeti mliqvnelobisagan mohqonda, zogsac samasxaraod. bolos ise gaivso iqauroba, axali galiis Camosakidi adgili aRar sad iyo. Citebis garda saxelmwifos sxva sazrunavic blo mad hqonda, aseT SemTxvevebSi sasaxleSi erTdroulad wyvetdnen yvela saqmes da patiosa Tu kabinetebSic imdeni xalxi ireoda, kaci ver gaigebda, vin mTxovneli iyo, vin mo xele. sixalvaTisTvis Sida kedlebi moangries, zRvisken uamravi fanjara gaWres Tvalis gasaxaradac da imadac, rom saTxovnelad mosul xalxs darbazidan darbazSi Sesvla-ga mosvlisas Semodgomis qarian zRvaSi mikarguli ialqnebda beril navSi hgoneboda Tavi. sasaxlis fanjrebSi aTadan da babadan TareSobda martis qari, magram amjerad ratomRac yvelani erTxmad irwmunebodnen, Cemo generalo, es mSvido bis qariao. yurebSi Cabudebul Semawuxebel xmaurzec eub nebodnen, mSvidobis qariao. piradma eqimmac ase uTxra, 215 gabriel garsia markesi Cemo generalo, es mSvidoba xmaurobs Tqvens yurebSio. im dRidan, ra dResac is pirvelad naxes jer mkvdari da mere mkvdreTiT aRmdgari, yvelani erTxmad aRiarebdnen, miwa zec da cazec sayovelTao simSvidem daisadgurao. manac daijera Tavisi ukvdaveba da dekemberSi kvlav ewvia klde ze Semdgar saxls, raTa damtkbariyo yofil diqtatorTa ubedurebis cqeriT, erTbedqveS myofTa iZulebiTi Zmuri kavSiriT am TavSesafarSi. mis danaxvaze diqtatorebs lapa rakis saRerReli eSlebodaT, ukve meramdened ismenda er Tsa da imaves. vTqvaT, es dominos qva me var, es ki yeyeCi konservatoria, verafriT movurigdiT erTmaneTs, esec ar iyos, me araferi vicodi papebisa da masonebis saidumlo aliansis Taobaze. netavi amdens ar laqlaqebdes es gadaR Zuebuli berikaci, vera xvdeba, wvniani rom ucivdeba. axla meore gadaRZuebuli iwyebda axsnas, vTqvaT, es saSaqre pre zidentis sasaxlea, qari rom ara, mtris qvemexidan gamos rolili yumbara oTxasi metriT daSorebul sasaxlemde ver moaRwevda, da Tu axla am gasacodavebul yofaSi var, es sul raRac oTxmoci-oTxmocdaori santimetris bralia, bedi ar ginda. imedgadawurulic bevri iyo maT Soris, sxvis karze maTxovruli yofiT dabeCavebulebi gafacicebuli elodebodnen TavianTi qveynis gemis gamoCenas, romelsac kvamlis fersa da gasacodavebul gugunze cnobdnen. meore diliT ki gamToSav wvimasa Tu qarSi portisken micuxcuxeb dnen, raTa sanagve yuTebidan amoeqeqaT mezRvaurebis ga dayrili nagavgaxveuli gazeTebi. mere brundebodnen Tav SesafarSi, sxdebodnen da kiTxulobdnen Tavidan bolomde, marcxnidan marjvniv da marjvnidan marcxnivac. kiTxulob dnen, vin mokvda, vin daqorwinda, vin vin dapatiJa an sulac vin vin ar dapatiJa Tavis dabadebis dReze da am ambebis meSveobiT cdilobdnen amoecnoT, ra viTareba iyo maT qvey nebSi. saswaulis molodinSi namdvilad iyvnen, cal-calke yvelas sjeroda, rom mis cxovrebas sruliad Secvlida erTi Savad moqruSuli Rrubeli, romelic apokalifsur 216 patriarqis Semodgoma grigals daatexda Tavs mis samSoblos, daangrevda kaSxa lebs, kalapotidan gadmoiyvanda mdinareebs, datboravda mindvrebs, yanebs, qalaqebs, daiwyeboda SimSiloba, qveyana Si gaCndeboda Savi Wiri da ai, swored am dros xalxi saSve lad ux mob da im ada mians, vinc qvey ni dan gaa Ze va, im ada mians, visac ZaluZs qveyanas aacilos sruli ganadgureba da anarqia. ai, naxavT ase Tu ar moxdeba. magram am diadi wuTebis molodinSi cxovreba Tavisas iTxovda da bebrebic yofiT wvrilmanebs versad emalebodnen. ganze gaixmobdnen xolme romelime SedarebiT axalgazrda ltolvils da sTxovdnen, Tu ar SewuxdebiT, Zafi gamiyareT nemsSi, Sar vali gamexa, unda davkemso, xom ar gadavagdeb, es Sarvali xsovnasaviT Zvirfasia CemTvis, sulierad mavsebs. ucxo TvalTagan mofarebulebi sacvlebsac irecxavdnen da ax lad mosulTa haiharad gadayril naxmar, pirdablagvebul saparsebsac Cum-Cumad agrovebdnen, WamiTac Tav-TavianT oTaxebSi gamoketilebi Wamdnen, raTa aravis SeemCnia maTi ukbilo uZlureba, aravis enaxa bebruli siZabunis, Seuka veblobis niSani, samarcxvinod Casvrili Sarvali. erT xuT SabaT dRes erT-erTma imaTganma, romelic, cota ar iyos, sakmaoze met xans SemorCa saaqaos, suli ganuteva. micvale buls erTaderTi SemorCenili perangi CavacviT, mkerdze Cin-medlebi davabnieT, Tavisi qveynis droSaSi gavaxvieT, Tavisi qveynis himnic vumRereT da gadavuloceT samaradi so daviwyebis sauflos, kldis ferxTiT gawolil zRvis fskers, saiTkenac gametebiT miaqanebda erTaderTi balas ti, misive natanji, eroziamodebuli guli. am sacodavs araferi darCenia dedamiwaze erTi carieli adgilis garda, uimedobis terasaze gamodgmuli skamis garda. Cvenc am skamze vsxdebiT, Cemo generalo, vTamaSobT da sanaZleoze CamovdivarT mis ararsebul nivTebs. vin ifiqrebda, Cemo generalo, aseTi didebuli cxovrebis mere aseT ubadruk sikvdils Tu argunebda bedi. erT sxva Soreulze Soreuli dekembris TveSi, swored am TavSesafris gaxsnis dRes, pre 217 gabriel garsia markesi zidentma terasidan dainaxa mZivebiviT asxmuli antilis kunZulebi, ifiqra, namdvilad meCvenebao, magram viRacam TiTiT zRvis vitrinazec aniSna. man dainaxa keTilsurne lovani vulkani kunZul martinikaze. xedavT xom, Cemo gene ralo. man dainaxa Wleqianebis sanatoriumi, dainaxa golia Ti zangi, romelsac maqmanebiT gawyobili kvarTi ecva, taZ ris TaRqveS idga da gubernatorTa colebs gardeniebs sTavazobda sayidlad. man dainaxa paramaribos jojoxeTu rad afuTfuTebuli bazari. xedavT xom, Cemo generalo. dainaxa zRvaSi Camaval fexsalagebis milebs gamoyolili da sanapiro kafe-barebis magidebze moboriale kiborCxa lebi. dainaxa briliantiT kbilebdaplombili gavasqeli zangi dedabrebi, romlebic wvnianiviT blant wvimas arad agdebdnen, arxeinad isxdnen da indielTa niRbebs Tu aTas nair samkurnalo balaxs yiddnen. dainaxa tanaguarenas plaJze mTvlemare xorcsavse matronebi _ mzeze oqros frad daferili Zroxebi. dainaxa guaireli usinaTlo na Telmxilveli, romelic or realad ukravda erTsimSemor Cenil violinoze, raTa samudamod ganedevna sikvdili _ indauri. man dainaxa papanaqeba sicxe trinidadze, dainaxa ukuRma win mimavali manqanebi da mwvane samosiani indusebic pirdapir quCaSi, zed TavianTi fardulebis win Cacucqu lebi rom iclidnen kuWs. dainaxa haitis saSineleba, gaqu culi lurji ZaRlebi, dainaxa gamTeniisas jorSebmul fornebSi rogor Cayares quCebSi mifantul-mofantuli gvamebi, dainaxa kurasaos benzinsacavi, romlis kedelze mie xa taT ti ta niS nad imi sa, rom ho lan dia kvlav aq aris, dainaxa saxuravwawvetebuli, qaris wisqvilebiviT saxlebi. aseTi daferdebuli saxuravebi Wkvianuri mogonebaa did Tovlobis dros, dainaxa saokeano gemi, romelic Tavisuf lad dacuravda qalaqis centridan xan erT, xanac meore sastumromde, dainaxa kartaxena de indias qviT Semoraguli farexebi, jaWviT Semokavebuli zRvis ube, ganaTebuli aiv nebi, gamomwyvdeuli, mowyenilobisgan mTqnarebad qceuli 218 patriarqis Semodgoma saaRlumo, vice-mefeTa droindel sakvebze meocnebe cxene bi. mZR...is sunia, Cemo genera lo. marTlac ra usazRvroa qveyana, magram amavdroulad veragic. Tu amJamindel de kembris TveSi prezidentma ineba da kldeze wamomdgar Tav Sesafars estumra, imitom ki ar Seiwuxa Tavi, rom iq TavSe farebulebisTvis oriod Tbili sityva eTqva, isini xom ise ezizReboda, rogorc sakuTari oreuli ubedurebaTa sar keSi, aramed imitom, rom ar gamorCenoda is zRapruli wami, roca dekembris saocrad Suqian da gamWvirvale haerSi kvlavac SeZleboda exila mZivebiviT asxmuli antilis kun Zulebi barbadosidan verakrusamde. hoda, ra dros domi noa, terasaze gavida, raTa kidev erTxel damtkbariyo zRvis ubeSi mTvlemare niangebiviT gawolili, mTvaris SuqiT ganaTebuli kunZulebis cqeriT. mas gaaxsenda is is toriuli oqtombris paraskevi dRe, rodesac dilauTenia gamovida Tavisi saZineblidan da Tvalebs ar daujera, sa saxlis TiTqmis yvela binadars wiTeli CaCi exura Tavze. wiTeli CaCebi exuraT mis sayvarlebsac, romlebic oTaxebs gvidnen da galiebSi wyals ucvlidnen Citebs, wiTeli CaCe bi exuraT mwvelavebsac da yaraulebsac, kibeze Camomsxdar xeibrebsac da vardis buCqebSi moboriale keTrovnebsac. verafriT gaego, ra moxda am erT RameSi, mis ZilSi. ratom exura wiTeli CaCi yvelas, sasaxleSic da mTel qalaqSi, an es ra saCxarunoebi eWiraT xelSi. rogorc iqna, gamoCnda ambis momtani kaci. ucxoelebi gvestumrnen ramdenime ge miT, Cemo ge ne ra lo. ise, mTlad uc xoe le bic ar unda iy vnen. espanurad laparakoben, magram Cvens espanurs17 raRac ar hgavs. El Mar-is nacvlad La Mar-s amboben,18 sityvebs Taviseburad gamoTqvamen, amaxinjeben. navebiT rom mivuax lovdiT, maSinve anZebze acvivdnen da iseTi gadaZaxeba-gad 17 laparakia antiliur kilokavze, romelic odnav gansxvavdeba sufTa espanuri enisagan. 18 El Mar _ zRva. artiklebis aRrevazea laparaki. 219 gabriel garsia markesi moZaxeba atexes, yurTasmena aRar iyo. erTmaneTs Cvenze aniSnebdnen, naxeT, ra tanadebi arian, ra lamazebi, ra gru za Tma aqvT, cxenis fafars miugavTo. mere etyoba, ifiqres, Takara mzis SiSiT saRebavi aqvT tanze wasmulio da TuTi yuSebiviT aqoTqoTdnen, kanarielebiviT arc TeTrebi arian, arc Savebi, RmerTma uwyis, vin ariano. dagvcinodnen. verafriT gagvego, ratom dagvcinodnen, Cemo generalo, CvenTvis xom bunebrivia es feri, Cven xom aseTebi gvSobes Cvenma dedebma. dasacini TviTon iyvnen, papanaqeba sicxeSi banqos valetebiviT CamoexvavebinaT tanze samosi. Tma qa lebiviT hqondaT davarcxnili. ise, qalebi ar eriaT, ar dagvinaxavs. gviyvirodnen, ratom ver igebT Cvens qristia nul laparakso. arada, swored isini ver igebdnen Cvens la paraks. mere TviTonac gamoemarTnen Cvensken navebiT. gauk virdaT, TevzisZvliswvetiani barjebi rom dagvinaxes xel Si. Tu ram gagvaCnda, saxeldaxelod gagvicvales wiTel CaCebSi, SuSis mZivebsa Tu Tunuqis saCxarunoebSi. Cvenc madlobis niSnad maSinve CamovikonwialeT yelze mZivebi. saCxarunoebi erTi maravedic19 ar Rirda, TefSebi, patara sarkeebi da zRvisiqiTa mxaris aTasnairi xaraxura moayo les Tan. Cemo generalo, roca davrwmundiT, boroti gan zraxviT ar iyvnen mosuli da arc sulelebi Candnen, nelnela, maTda SeumCnevlad mivayeneT napirs da swored aq moxda, rac moxda. iseTi aurzauri da jgleTa Seiqna, ZaRli patrons ver icnobda. yvelas, visac ar ezareboda, paWapu WebSi gadasacvlelad mohyavda TuTiyuSebi, mohqondaT Tu Tuni, Sokoladi, iguanas kvercxi. is ki arada, erTi Cveniani Zlivs gadaurCa Zvelebur xaverdis JiletSi gadacvlas, ucxoelebi ambobdnen, evropaSi unda waviyvanoT saCveneb lado. warmogidgeniaT, Cemo generalo, ra xdeba. generali dabneuli idga. raRac uCveulo da ucnauri rom xdeba, es cxadia, magram ZaluZs ki mas amoxsnas igi. Tavgzaareuli 19 Zveleburi moneta. 220 patriarqis Semodgoma dabrunda sasaxleSi da Tavis saZinebels miaSura im imediT, rom xval dilas naTels mohfenda im abdaubdas, rac axla moismina. zRvisken gaWrili fanjara gamoaRo, napirTan kvlav tortmanebda didi xnis winaT sazRvao desantis mier mitovebuli javSnosani gemi, odnav moSorebiT ki, Tavisda gasaocrad, dainaxa moqruSul zRvaSi Ruzaze mdgari sami karavela. espanuridan Targmna elza axvledianma gabriel garsia markesi. patriarqis Semodgoma. Tbilisi: gamomcemloba `siesta~. 2006. 221 n naira gelaSvili daibada 1947 wels kaxeTis so fel nukrianSi. 1970 wels daamTavra Tbilisis saxelmwifo universitetis dasavluri enebisa da literaturis fakulteti. 1975-1982 wlebSi mu Saobda mxatvruli Targmanisa da literaturul urTierTobaTa kolegiaSi. `kulturul urTier TobaTa centri _ kavkasiuri saxlis~ xelmZRvane li, Jurnalis `afra~ damfuZnebeli da redaqto ri. gamocemuli aqvs romanebi: `ambrni, umbrni da arabni~, `dedis oTaxi~, `sarkis natexebi~, `Cveni grZeli ambavi~ da sxv.; prozauli da poeturi krebulebi. Targmna f. hiolderlinis, novali sis, f. nic Ses, r. m. ril kes h. he ses, g. mar gve laSvilisa da sxv. calkeuli Txzulebebi. sa qarTveloSi rainer maria rilkes sazogadoebis Tavmjdomare, avstriis kulturis saministros literaturuli premiis laureati. literatu ruli premia `sabas~ orgzis laureati (2010 da 2013 ww.). 223 naira gelaSvili mTvariT ganaTebuli baRi vera da ver gamigia, ra acinebdaT, ra iyo sasacilo? ra eSmaki SeuZvraT gulmucelSi, rom ferdebze xelebs iWer dnen, skamebze xtodnen da ise xorxocebdnen, iqaurobas sul zriali gaudioda. Tu giJebi iyvnen, raRa yvela giJma CvenTan moiyara Tavi, eqskursiaze xom ar wamoasxes, bolos da bolos! ara, marTlac bedisweraa yvelaferi, verafers axsni... mereda, ra mSvenieri iyo julieta im TeTr kabaSi; marTalia, kibeze rom Camorboda xelebgaSlili, kabis kal Taze fexi daidga da kinaRam dagorda, magram msgavs inci dentebze kulturuli sazogadoeba xom ar icinis!.. erTxel mec Seveswari saxelmwifo TeatrSi, gongadasulma medeam etlidan rom iskupa, kaba raRacas wamosdo da mTeli taniT daawyda Tavis erT-erT Svils, romelsac, wesiT, unda mox veoda, etlSi aeyvana da iq, ZmasTan erTad nazad moekla. bavSvi Zirs daenarcxa, gulgaxeTqili wamoxta da RrialiT gavarda scenidan. gamoedevna gamzrdeli, fardis ukan ia zonmac staca xeli da Zlivs daabrunes, radgan misi iqidan cocxlad gaSveba arafriT ar gamodioda, pirveli rigis ma 225 naira gelaSvili yureblebs diaxac kargad gvesmoda, bavSvs rogor amSvideb dnen, sad garbixar, jer xom ar dauxocixarTo, cotac moi cade, deda mogklavT da mere sadac ginda, iq wagiyvanTo. amasobaSi meore bavSvma Zlivs aayena Zirs gaSotili, da TeTqvili medea, romelsac imaTi mokvlisa ki ara, ganZrevis Tavic aRar hqonda da Sublzec imxela kopi dasjdomoda, veraferi sanaxavi iyo. Zalian sasacilo iyo es yvelaferi, me Tu mkiTxavT (Tan winaswar rom daisaja gaavebuli deda bavSvebis mokvlisaTvis), magram yvelam Tavi Seikava! kargad vxedavdi, Sekavebuli sicilisagan saxeebi rom daeRricaT da muclebi ukankalebdaT. zogma cxvirsaxocSi atexa xve leba, zogma saTvale moixsna da wmendas Seudga erTianad gaWarxlebuli... kinaRam gaigudnen, magram aravis gaucinia, saxelmwifo Teatri iyo da imitom... aq ki? ara, namdvilad Cveni warsulis bralia yvelaferi, war suls xom versad gaeqcevi: Cven ki adre cirkSi gamovdio diT. xom mimixvdiT, ris Tqmac minda? masasadame, xalxs va cinebdiT, vamxiarulebdiT. da axla, sadac ar unda dagvi naxon, sul erTia, sicil-xarxari autydebaT, gindac magaT win venebi gadaiWra. ara, namdvilad es iyo mizezi. magram, moicaT! Tu asea, rogorRa avxsna is faqti, rom erTaderTi, vinc ar icinoda, vinc gafiTrebuli da daZabuli Sescqero da scenaze aboboqrebul vnebaTaRelvas, erTi imaTTagani gaxldaT, romelTaTvisac faqtiurad arsebobs cirki, vinc sacirko sanaxaobis namdvili adresati da mudmivi stuma ria? _ bavSvi! aTiode wlis, farToTvaleba, wvrilmajebia ni, grZelTmeba biWi ijda pirvel rigSi da Tvalebad iyo qceuli, imdenad, rom sicili Tavidan arc gaugonia. mag ram mere da mere, yurTasmena rom waiRes (arada is-is iyo julietam romeos gvamTan dairtya dana da RmerTo Cemo, ra warmtacad gadaagdo Tavi!), wamoxta, muStebSemarTuli miubrunda im eSmakebis jgros da daiRriala, gaCumdiTo. eh, gaxsenebac ki aRar minda. marTlac, saSineli wuTebi iyo Cvens cxovrebaSi. 226 mTvariT ganaTebuli baRi cirkSi ki, cirkSi, rasakvirvelia, didi warmateba gvqon da. Senoba ingreoda taSiT, siciliTa da mxiarulebiT. Cve ni ganTqmuli dasi, romelic ormocdaaT wevrs iTvlida Tavis rigebSi, Cveni qalaqis udides siamayes warmoadgenda da simarTle Tu gindaT, yvelaze did RirsSesaniSnaobasac, bolo xa neb Si. da es miT ufro mniS vne lo va nia, rom Cvens dedaqalaqs ar aklia istoriul-kulturuli saganZure bi. magram mainc gadaWarbebuli ar iqneba, Tu ganvacxadeb: ufarToesi masStabebiT mas swored Cvenma dasma gauTqva saxeli. oRondac!.. am... e. i. Cven saqmeSi Caxeduli pirebi dan vin ar dameTanxmeba, rom erTi _ arcTu ise didi qala qisaTvis ormocdaaTi liliputi marTlac rom gasaocrad didi ricxvia. sad aRar iuwyebodnen uzarmazari, brwyinva le afiSebi _ `liliputebis cirki qalaq ##-dan~. imasac getyviT, rom Tu sxva dasebSic hyavT TiToorola lili puti, isini iq damxmare rols asruleben da Jongliorebis, ekvilibristebisa Tu klounebis TanaSemweebad gvevline bian: an rgols miawodeben, an iluzionistis Wreli yuTidan amoyofen moulodnelad Tavs, an dadgebian da gawvrTni li ZaR le bi zed Tav ze ga daev le bian xol me. Cven ki pro fesionali msaxiobebi gaxldiT da yvela ZiriTad nomers Tavad vasrulebdiT. magram albaT dameTanxmebiT, rogori brwyinvalec ar unda yofiliyo iq Cveni moRvaweoba, cirki _ cirkia. cirks aklia... Tu gnebavT _ poezia, daxvewili ge movneba, artistizmi... metsac gavbedav _ amaRlebuli suli. Tumca ki iq namdvil riskTan gvaqvs xSirad saqme da amde nad, nam dvi li cxov re bis su nic udis, mag ram ufro spor tTan dgas axlos, vidre namdvil xelovnebasTan... zogi e. w. `efeqturi~ nomeri iseTi daZabulobisa da Wapanwyvetis fasad sruldeba, rom siamovnebas veRarc ki iReb, Tanac msaxiobebis gafiTrebul saxeze rom gatanjuli Rimili ga daiWimeba, es xom mTlad saSinelebaa! akrobatiuli, Jon glioruli, TviT masxaraTa nomrebic ki daiStampa da axla yoveli cirkis programa ZiriTadad winaswar viciT. me Tu 227 naira gelaSvili mkiTxavT, imitom icinis xalxi da mxiarulobs, rom amaSi fuli aqvs gadaxdili. ra Tqma unda, ara erTi da ori pi rovneba icis cirkis istoriam, visac SemoqmedebiTi siaxle Sehqonda Tavis saqmeSi, Tundac is didebuli klouni rad va sa xe leb, raTa Su ri ar aR vZra mis mi Rirs (gvars ar da marT), romelic iumoristulsa da poeturs iseTi faqizi artistizmiT aTavsebda erTmaneTTan, rom marTlac didi xelovneba gamodioda?! magram aseTebi, samwuxarod, gamo nakliss warmoadgendnen. Cven ki, pirvel rigSi, Cveni aR nagoba gvSveloda, raTa yvelasagan gamorCeuli vyofili yaviT, is bavSvuri, laRi, uSualo ganwyobileba, rac Cveni warmodgenis dros sufevda. amave dros, bavSvebs bavSvebi vegoneT da es, rasakvirvelia, yovelnairad xels uwyobda Cvens kontaqts... magram ra fasad dagvijda Tundac is, rom Cvens orkestrs (romlis diriJoric yofili mokrive gax ldaT da musikosebi ki imas axerxebdnen, rom Tan daekraT da Tan limonaTis an ludis boTlebi moeyudebinaT) pro fesiul doneze Seesrulebina gemovnebiT SerCeuli, daxve wili musika da ise yuriswamRebad ar egriala Tavisi marSe biT? amisaTvis Cven axali orkestris mowveva mogvixda, rac xangrZliv da dauRalav brZolas niSnavda. erTi sityviT, cirkis Taobaze me Cemi profesiuli Sexedulebani maqvs, magram mravali mizezis, pirvel rigSi ki imis gamo, rom es Zalze Sors wagviyvanda, msjelobas aRar gavagrZeleb. mTa vari is gaxlavT, rom Cven cirki aRar gvakmayofilebda... raRac didisa da seriozulisaken gviwevda guli... aba, rogor damaviwydeba, roca erTxel gaSmagebuli daveZebdi Cems kolegas, raTa Tavisi nomrisaTvis momza debuliyo da versad vpoulobdi (misi nomeri ki is gax ldaT, rom mas Sem deg, rac Tok ze acoc de bo da da iqe dan bagirze gairben-gamoirbenda, cota unda waecekva da mere TaviT gadmoSvebuliyo im simaRlidan, qvemoTa bagirze fexze damdgariyo da ise udardelad gaevlo, TiTqos ara feri ar momxdarao), sadRac boloSi, gawvrTnili cxove 228 mTvariT ganaTebuli baRi lebis galiebs Soris aRmovaCine! idga Jirafis qveS, diax, batonebo, xelSi patara wigni eWira, cali fexi win waedga, xeli mkerdze miekra da STamagoneblad mimarTavda uxilav sazogadoebas: ` _ Cemgan gamovlil WirTaTvis man me Semiy vara, me Seviyvare CemTa WirTa TanagrZnobisTvis~. Jirafs ki Tavi daexara da grZelTvalebgaSterebuli yuradRebiT usmenda. jer gavogndi, magram mere guli momewura. diaxac, gasagebi iyo CemTvis Cemi kolegis suliskveTeba... Tu amaR lebuli cxovrebisaken grZnob miswrafebas, vis SeuZlia agikrZalos da samudamod maneJze kuntruSi mogisajos, mxo lod imi tom, rom pa ta ra xar? diax, aba, vin gai geb da, rom erTxel Cveni saxelganTqmuli masxara marTla atirda, roca maneJis SuagulSi dagorebuli veeberTela sazamTro ucbad gadaixsna da Sig mjdomma Cvenma klounma, nacvald imisa, rom amomxtariyo, iluzionistis winaSe daeCoqa da SeeZaxa: gmadlob, diado jadoqaro, Sen mixsenio, _ Zlivs aiRo wignidan Tavi, romelsac jibis fanriT anaTebda da ise kiTxulobda?.. gaognebulma mimoixeda da Tvalcrem lianma seriozulad mimarTa mayurebels: modiT... yvelam erTad vitiroT, is ukve mokvdao. sicilma ifeTqa darbaz Si, Tumca arc sityvebi gaugoniaT da arc TeTri Tagvebi Camococebulan masxaras feradyvavilebiani Sarvlis ganie ri totebidan, rogorc es mosalodneli iyo. mereda vin iyo is `is~? arc meti da arc naklebi _ an tigone! am mamaci qaliSvilis tragikul ambavs ise aeRel vebina Cveni masxara, rom myudroebas monatrebuli didi xniT adre Camjdariyo im sazamTroSi (gonivrulad fana ric Tan Seetana), raTa mTeli arsebiT ziareboda sabedis wero siuJetis msvlelobas da scenazec ki ver gamoerkva. samagierod, sxva gamoerkva, SeeWvda da Sefiqrianda! cir kis direqtorma didxans aTvaliera waRma-ukuRma is wigni, mravlismetyveli da avismomaswavebeli dumiliT Sebrunda kabinetSi da Caiketa! an rogor ar Caiketeboda! gana Rrma analizi ar sWirdeboda im faqts, rom yvela is ucnauroba, 229 naira gelaSvili ramac bolo dros dasis wevrTa Soris iCina Tavi da rasac aSkarad arev-dareva Sehqonda Cvens moRvaweobaSi, garkveu li juris wignebTan iyo dakavSirebuli? jer marto beatas cie li rad Rir da! (swo red bea ta gax ldaT, ase brwyin saq valed rom Seasrula julietas roli): xuWuWa pudelebis, TeTri Txisa da wablisferi meliis amaliT scenaze rom ga modioda, bolo dros mokle, brWyviala sarafanis nacvlad is xom grZel TeTr ka ba sa da aseT sa ve grZel mo sas xam Si iyo gamowyobili, romlis kalTebic mowiwebiT mohqondaT Txasa da melakudas! Tavis gawvrTnil cxovelebTan erTad ki aRar daxtoda da kiskisebda, aramed mimoxra sul ufro dedofluri, ase vTqvaT, saidumloebiT moculi uxdeboda! da mere riT damTavrda es yvelaferi? erTxelac mis ma sayvarelma da yvelasaTvis cnobilma Txam _ bikim didi vardisferi kalaTidan, romelsac Wreli qaRaldis peplebi asxdnen, bafTebiani Slapa ki ar amoiRo, or pudels misTvis Tavze rom unda daexura, aramed isev da isev raRaca patara wigni da iqve Cacucqulma gadaSala, Tavi Cargo da kikins mohyva! marTalia, nomerma amiT mxolod moigo da bavSvebis mxiarulebas sazRvari ar hqonda, magram Cvenma direqtor ma xom ico da, rom iq wig ni ki ara, Sla pa unda yo fi li yo da es wigni raRac fatalurad gaCnda im kalaTaSi (rogorc Cans, imis ga mo, rom bea tam siC qa re Si sxva gan ver sad moa xer xa misi mi mal va da bolos sul ga daa viw yda), Sla pa ki kalaTaSive darCa, da dabneulma beatam swrafad gamoglija ra Txas is avbediTi wigni, aranakleb dabneul cxovels ub rZana isev kalaTaSi Caergo Tavi. mere nomeri Tavisi wesiT gagrZelda, magram didi xani ar gasula am incidentis Sem deg, rom yvela es wigni direqtoris kabinetSi aRmoCnda da iq aforiaqebuli da daZabuli kvlevis sagnad iqca. da Cven, vinc kabinetis win viTom yovelgvari ganzraxvis gareSe saq mianad mimovidodiT, iqidan gamoRweuli dabneuli burtyu nidan mxolod erT sityvas movkariT yuri: `epidemia~. di reqtorisTvis sruliad cxadi Seiqna, rom CvenSi momxdari 230 mTvariT ganaTebuli baRi auxsneli cvlileba saxelganTqmuli dasis moRvaweobas aS kara safrTxiT emuqreboda. diax, simarTles ver davmalav: liliputebis cnobil cirks wyali hqonda Semdgari da mere ra wyali! es im wignis boboqari suli gaxldaT, sadac diddidni dramaturgni adamianTa amaRlebul vnebebze mogviT xobdnen, saocari ZaliT gvixmobdnen namdvili cremlisa da namdvili sikvdilisaken, gviRviZebdnen dauZlevel swraf vas, dagveviwyebina Cveni patara yofiereba da Cvens patara sxeulebSi didi cxovrebis feTqva gvegrZno. direqtors CvenTvis araferi uTqvams, magram amis Sem deg yovel fexis nabijze vawydebodiT iseT siurprizebs, romlebic mis mier SemuSavebul sabrZolo taqtikaze mig vaniSnebdnen. ase, magaliTad, erT Tavisufal saRamos, Cemi tumbo rom gamovxseni, sadac Cemi sayvareli wigni megu leboda da winaswar vnetarebdi im siamovnebis molodinSi, rasac Soreul, ase monatrebul cxovrebaSi Sesvla maniWeb da, nacvlad amisa priala yviTelydianma wignma SemomanaTa `sicili _ janmrTelobaa~. Semdeg gavige, rom Cemi kolege bic, zogi sasTumalqveS, zogi paltos jibeSi an sacirko inventaris romelime kunWulSi aseTsave wignebs waawydnen iq gadamaluli tragediebis nacvlad: _ `masxaras profesia _ keTilSobiluri profesiaa!~, `cirki _ saukunis suli!~, `gveZaxis, gvipyrobs, gvamxnevebs _ maneJi!~, Tqven Tavad gan sajeT, ra zRvars aRwevda im xanebSi Cemi agznebuloba, rom iseTi nabiji gadavdgi, rac aSkara gamowvevas, ase vTqvaT, amboxs udrida: is xsenebuli yviTeli wigni, xsenebul war weriani, SeumCnevlad davtove direqtoris kabinetSi magi daze, patara baraTTan erTad: `Tuki sasacilo araferia, vinme gaacino _ motyuebaa!~ arc amis Semdeg uTqvams direq tors raime, etyoba, taqtikis Secvlasa da kontrSetevis ganxorcielebaze fiqrobda. amasobaSi ki arc Cven vkargav diT dros. swored direqtoris Carevam ganapiroba, rom Cve ni spontanuri mRelvareba ukve Camoyalibebul programad gadaiqca. dasamali raRaa da gamogitydebiT, rom ukve maSin 231 naira gelaSvili mimowera gvqonda gaCaRebuli qalaqis erT-erT instancias Tan, romelsac rkiniseburi logikiT vusabuTebdiT Cveni suliskveTebis samarTlianobas, moviTxovdiT, gasaqani mie caT Cveni vnebaTaRelvisaTvis. Zalianac kargad mogvexsene boda, rom liliputebis dasis daSla arafriT ar Sedioda Cveni qalaqis mmarTvelobis interesebSi, arc finansuri, arc raime sxva TvalsazrisiT. magram humanizmis principeb ze dafuZnebul Cvens argumentacias, ase rom icavda niWs, sulis, Semoqmedebis Tavisuflebas, ra pasuxs gascemdnen? maTi pasuxi ki, unda giTxraT, raRac orWofuli, orazro vani da sulac gaugebari iyo. pirveli pasuxi ganadidebda Cveni cirkis moRvaweobas da dawvrilebiT ganixilavda mis udides mniSvnelobas de daqalaqis, Tundac mTeli eris cxovrebisaTvis. xazgasmu li iyo, rom sportul sanaxaobaTa (gansakuTrebiT ki fex burTis) Semdeg, romelTa wyalobiT mamakacTa didi nawi li mRelvared atarebs Tavisufal dros da Tavisufldeba zedmeti emociuri energiisagan, cirki masobrivi mizidvis TvalsazrisiT meore adgilze dgas da sruliad Seucvlel movlenas warmoadgens, radganac izidavs orive sqesis yve la asakis adamians erTi wlidan mokidebuli im xnovanebam de, vidre kacs siaruli SeuZlia; rom saxifaTo, sasacilo, virtuozuli momentebis, mkveTri, sicocxliT savse musi kisa da Tavbrudamxvevi ganaTebis sinTeziT igi imgvarad ipyrobs, aognebs, clis da aRavsebs mayurebels, rom cir kidan gamosulTa sulSi yoveldRiuri sawuxari ZneladRa ipovis adgils. meore pasuxi, romelic, cxadia, Cveni pasu xis pasuxs warmoadgenda, gansakuTrebiT amaxvilebda yu radRebas bavSvebis bed-iRbalze, gulistkiviliTa da fa ruli sayveduriT mogvagonebda maT saTuT grZnobebsa da fsiqikas, romelsac ase sWirdeba sicili da Tavdaviwyeba. mesame pasuxi raRac gaurkvevel eWvebs gamoTqvamda Cveni gegmebis, Cven mier arCeuli axali SemoqmedebiTi ampluis misamarTiT, meoTxe pasuxi aSkara uari gaxldaT, gamoT 232 mTvariT ganaTebuli baRi qmuli finansuri mosazrebebis safuZvelze, mexuTe _ dau konkretebeli Tanxmoba _ raRac ganusazRvreli vadiT iT xovdnen saqmis gadadebas, meeqvse _ faqtiuri Tanxmoba da meSvide _ rezolucia. getyviT, rom arafriT ar velodi saqmis ase male dagvirgvinebas! albaT xandaxan bedsac mos wyindeba xolme mudmivi wyroma da erTxelac SemogRimebs, da aq mTavaria, iseTi qancgawyvetili ar dauxvde, rom imis Rimils veRar Seegebo, rogorc umetesad xdeba kidec. sizustis gulisaTvis unda giTxraT, rom Cvens pasuxeb Tan, romlebic maTi pasuxebis pasuxebs warmoadgenda, dava advili ar gaxldaT. yvelaferi winaswar gvqonda mofiqre buli, awonil-dawonili. Cveni argumentacia humanizmis ze moTxsenebuli zogadi principebis garda, Semdeg konkre tul punqtebs Seicavda: rogorc statistika gvauwyebs, vwerdiT Cven, Cvens dedaqalaqSi RvTis wyalobiT (fuh! am SemTxvevaSi, Torem ise ra wyalobaa, piriqiT!) liliputebi isev da isev ibadebian (am saqmeSi Cveni qalaqi isev uswrebs sxva qalaqebs), rac SesaZleblobas qmnis, dasi axali kad rebiT dakompleqtdes da Cven sixaruliT vacxadebT mzad yofnas Sefoba da konsultaciebi gavuwioT axalbeda msa xiobebs; rom uariT daTrgunuli dasis wevrebi e. i. Cven, Znelad Seqmnian laR da mxiarul ganwyobilebas, radganac maTSi e. i. CvenSi Cakluli swrafva sxvadasxva saxiT amo xeTqs, rac kuriozul mdgomareobas uqadis sacirko sa naxaobas. xolo is werili, sadac ratomRac raRac gaur kveveli eWvebi iyo gamoTqmuli Cveni axali SemoqmedebiTi ampluis misamarTiT, marTali giTxraT, pasuxis Rirsadac ar CagviTvlia. ase iyo Tu ise, bolos da bolos, Cvens gan kargulebaSi aRmoCnda erTi arcTu didi, magram saocrad myudro da lamazi, Zveli, barokos stiliT nagebi Senoba, romlis CuqurTmebian Werzec zustad Cvenxela loyebgamo berili, pirSi sayvirebgaCrili angelozebi mimsxdariyvnen da romlis fasadic sul male daamSvena warweram: `lilipu tebis Teatri~. 233 naira gelaSvili maxsovs bolo dRe cirkis SenobaSi. gulTbilad gamo veTxoveT Cvens direqtors, romelic magidasTan daRvremi li ijda da zemoTxsenebuli mizeziTa da mizniT CvenTvis Semoparebul literaturas _ ferad-ferad priala wig nebs (axla saTiTaod da TanagrZnobiT rom vudebdiT magi dis kuTxeSi), xan marjvena da xan marcxena mxares awyobda. bolos wignebis or svets Sua aRmoCnda, uazrod daaSterda jer erTi, mere meore svetis saTaurs (rasac Cven cxadia, Tvals veRar vuwvdendiT) da amoislukuna: `gveZaxis, gvip yrobs, gvamxnevebs maneJi~, `cirki _ saukunis suli~. Cven rac SegveZlo, merwmuneT, mTelis gulwrfelobiT vamSvi debdiT da vamxnevebdiT. vexvewebodiT, Seenaxa uzarmazari cxvirsaxoci, romliTac Tvalebs iwmendda da gamagrebuli yo. winaswar miviwvieT Cvens yvela warmodgenaze da uguli Tadesi survilebiT davemSvidobeT. TeatrSive davbinavdiT da SevudeqiT axal cxovrebas. Cveni reJisori, bedis ironiiT, goliaTuri aRnagobisa gax ldaT, cirkis direqtorze bevrad ufro maRali. Tumca ucnauri da dabneuli kaci iyo da laparakiTac gaugebrad laparakobda, ver wavarTmev, friad uwyinari bunebiTa da keTili guliT gamoirCeoda. yvelas, vinc ki Cven erTad dagvinaxavda, guliveri da misi patara megobrebi gaaxsen deboda aucileblad da ara yarabas-barabasi da misi To jinebi, rasac ase mogvagonebda cirkis direqtorTan Cveni cxovreba. rodesac repertuaris SerCevaze vdavobdiT, reJisorma xangrZlivi dumilis Semdeg belgieli dramaturgis trage diebi SemogvTavaza, mizezad ki is daasaxela, rom es trage diebi Tojinebis TeatrisaTvis iyo dawerili. mas mxolod Cveni yofili iluzionisti daeTanxma. sxvaTa simpaTiebi ki antikuri da aRorZinebis Teatrisken ixreboda. saqme is gaxldaT, rom Cven belgieli dramaturgis Rirsebas ki ar uarvyofdiT, ara, RmerTma dagvifaros. ra Seedreba im sai dumloebiT mocul samyaros, rac iq iSleba! magram Cven 234 mTvariT ganaTebuli baRi mZafri da boboqari moqmedeba gvwyuroda, misi piesebi ki, rogorc cnobilia, swored amgvari cxovrebis uaryofas warmoadgenen. Cven, Cveni warsulis Semdeg pirdapir am did siCumesa da garindebaSi CaZirva arabunebrivad gveCvenebo da. bolos, xan grZli vi da vis Sem deg, rom lis dro sac xan erTi da xan meore Cemi kolega wamoiWreboda da oidiposis an kreontis, otelos an mefe liris gansaxierebas iwyebda (warmoidgineT, ukve zepirad icoda yvelam Tavisi sayvare li roli), arCevani `romeo da julietaze~ SeCerda. merwmuneT, iseTi mondomebiT da ra gadaWarbebuladac ar unda JRerdes _ TavganwirviT gadaveSviT axal cxovre baSi, rom Cveulebriv TeatrSi arc ki daesizmrebaT. Cveni repeticiebis dros sicocxle duRda da gadmodioda. sa dac cremli iyo saWiro, namdvilad vtirodiT, sadac brZo la iyo _ namdvilad vibrZodiT (ise rom, erTxel reJisorma Zlivs gaaSvela gaafTrebuli montekebi da kapuletebi) da metsac getyviT _ Cven mzad viyaviT sikvdiliTac namdvi lad movmkvdariyaviT, iseTi Zlieri iyo CvenSi namdvili cxovrebis survili. Cvenma reJisorma, romelic umeteswilad mxrebs iCe Cavda, kefas ifxanda da raRacas TavisTvis burdRunebda, ma ga li Tad, `...sul erTia, Se de gi mainc igi veao~, rac al baT misi cxovrebis raime ambavs exeboda, rasac is xmamaR la Seexmianeboda xolme, da ara Cvens repeticiebs, sruli Tavisufleba mogvaniWa da Cvenc dauRalavad vmrisxaneb diT, vibrZodiT, vloculobdiT, gviyvarda da vixocebo diT. aba, miTxariT, yovelive amis Semdeg, rogor davujereb di yurebs, roca premieraze darbazSi sicili gaisma? miT ufro, rom Cven komikuri frazebi minimumamde SevkveceT! Tavad me suflioris mokrZalebuli roli mxvda wilad, radganac Cemi SesaZleblobebi meore speqtaklisaTvis Se moinaxes. da me, suflioris patara ormoSi skamze mdgoms, kanti-kunti raRac bgerebi rom Semomesma darbazidan, cxa 235 naira gelaSvili dia, Tavidan Caxvelebad miviCnie, rac Seexeba msaxiobebs, isini ise iyvnen garTuli, rom darbazs saerTod ar aqcev dnen yuradRebas. Caxveleba ki ra iseTi gasakviria mayure belTa mxridan? saxelmwifo TeatrSic xan erT, xan meore kuTxeSi Caaxveleben xolme, xSirad ki iseTi xveleba aut ydeba vinmes, rom darbazsac tovebs _ aqoSinebuli. dacemi nebac xSiria, mogexsenebaT, rogor imZlavra bolo xanebSi surdom da gripma, lamis seqtembridanve moedeba xolme qa laqs da ra qnas xalxma? amis gulisTvis TeatrSi wasvlas xom ar aRikveTs?! da mec gulmowyaled, ase gansajeT, Ta nagrZnobiTac ki viyavi gamsWvaluli im mayurebelTa mi marT, romlebic am bgerebs gamoscemdnen. Cqari gamojan mrTelebac ki vusurve TviTeul maTgans. Tvals veRar vwyvetdi speqtaklis msvlelobas da ise gamitacebda xolme, rom dro da dro metismetad xmamaR lac ki momdioda karnaxi da faqtiurad msaxiobebs vaswreb di saTqmels, magram droze avlagme mozRvavebuli grZno bebi da yvelaferi didebulad warimarTa. mere da mere ki, darbazSi xmauri rom gaZlierda da saeWvo Seiqna, ra unda meqna?.. Tavi amovyavi Cemi ormodan da iqauroba movaTva liere, ramac uzomod gazarda maTi ukve sruliad aSkara mxiaruleba. isini icinodnen, batonebo, isini icinodnen! isini ici nodnen, roca romeo mTvarian RameSi siyvaruls eficeboda julietas (swored am dros wamomcda metismetad xmamaRla romeos sityvebi), isini icinodnen, rodesac merkucio Zirs daenarcxa! roca romeom gangmira tibalti! isini icinodnen TviT akldamaSi, sadac sikvdili gamefebuliyo! aq moxda swored, im keTilSobilma bavSvma Tavi rom veRar Seikava da daiyvira!.. rodesac mesamed amovyavi Tavi ormodan, TvalSi erTi uzarmazari saxe meca, saxe, romelic yvelaze xmamaRla ici noda. daixura Tu ara misi piris veeba wiTeli Rrmuli da daRrecili nakvTebic Tavis adgilze dabrundnen, maSinve 236 mTvariT ganaTebuli baRi vicani: cirkis direqtori gaxldaT. rac Seexeba Cvens re Jisors, imas wamiT movkari Tvali kulisebSi. daRonebu li uyurebda speqtakls da kefas ifxanda, mere ki gaqra. bolos da bolos, msaxiobebic gamoerkvnen, rodesac dai xocnen, mSvidad gaiSotnen bnel akldamaSi da moisvenes. im siCumeSi rogor SeiZleba ar gaegonaT es Rrianceli an da tirilad mieCniaT. mkvdarma romeom Tavic ki wamoyo da darbazs gadmoxeda. taSis grialSi damTavrda warmodgena. agznebulma da kmayofilma mayurebelma xelis qneviTa da mowonebis SeZa xilebiT datova darbazi. msaxiobebi ki _ erTmaneTisaTvis ar SeuxedavT, xmaamouReblad daiSalnen. rac Semexeba me, Cemi ormodan amosvla aRar mindoda. iq, ormoSi, bevr rasme mivxvdi, magram ar msurda saxelis darqmeva. am aforiaqebul fiqrebs Cveni reJisoris fraza misdevda laitmotivad: `sul erTia, Sedegi mainc igiveao~. diax, Sedegi sicili gaxldaT. da nuTu aq cirkic ki ara fer SuaSi iyo? nuTu mxolod da mxolod tani, didi vne bebisken wawvdili Cveni patara tani qmnida eniTauwerel komedias? aq ki ara, gana eklesiaSic ar mqonda SemCneuli ironiis sxivi (romelic ar msurda SememCnia) Cvensken mo marTul TvalebSi: nuTu isinic uwyinari (ara, batonebo, me RvarZls aravis davabraleb), _ diax, uwyinari xumrobiT fiqrobdnen, rom Cven ase patarebs patara RmerTi ufro SegvSvenoda da eklesia? nuTu Cveni namdvili mayureble bi mxolod bavSvebi da angelozebi SeiZleba yofiliyvnen? magram bavSvebs am warmodgenaze ar uSveben (is saTno bav Svic rogorRac Semoipara) da rogorc saeWvo pirebs, arc angelozebs SemouSveben, kidevac rom moindomon Cvens dar bazSi mobrZaneba da karTan Cveulebrivi bileTi waradgi non, xolo gulTamxilavi, magram uxilavi mayureblis saxiT isini bevrs verafers gvSvelian am scenaze, Cveni Teatris oromtrialSi. magram, erTi wuTiT, batonebo! Cvens mayu re bels rom eTa ma Sa ima ve speq tak lSi, ga na is ki ar iq ne 237 naira gelaSvili boda sasacilo? gana im did-did rolebSi ise ar ifarTxu nebdnen, rogorc dagvaluli SviliSvilebi axovani papebis paltoebSi?! miuxedavad didi tanisa! oRondac. da vin ar iqneboda sasacilo? Tvali movavle ukve cariel darbazs da is gamaxsenda! _ viwromajebiani, aRSfoTebuli bavSvi! _ is ar iqneboda. kidev mravali sxva fiqri mitrialebda TavSi, magram me es SekiTxvebi Riad davtove. Ria SekiTxva cxovrebis gagrZelebis sawindaria da `nuTu~ mainc nuge Si. imdRevandeli ambavi isev gaugebrobiT avxseni, SemTxve vad, damTxvevad miviCnie da cxovrebis auxsnel movlenebs mivakuTvne. bolos da bolos panaSvidzec waskdebaT xol me sicili, da iq sasacilo xom namdvilad araferia, ufro metic: arc ecinebaT gulSi... magram RamiT, rodesac Cemi mansardis patara aivanze ga vedi da tirili momesma, gulma veRar momiTmina da aRmom xda is... rac maSin romeos nacval wamoviZaxe... gverdiTa aivnis moajirze damxobilma, isev julietas kabaSi gamow yobilma beatam Tavi aiRo da dawiTlebuli, cremlebiT sav se TvalebiT Semomxeda... me ki uneburad, Tavzardacemul ma movavle Tvali qvemoT, mTvariT ganaTebul baRs: albaT iqac arian Casafrebulni da sacaa sicili ifeTqebs-meTqi. naira gelaSvili. moTxrobebi. Tbilisi: gamomcemloba `merani~. 1984. 238 o o’henri (namdvili saxeli _ uiliam sidnei por teri) 1862 wels daibada Crdilo karolinaSi. wera 80-ian wleb Si daiw yo. Tan mu Saob da ban kSi, saidanac gaflangvis braldebiT gaaTavi sufles. igi jer samxreT amerikaSi emaleboda marTlmsajulebas, Semdeg ki StatebSi dabrun da da sami wlis manZilze ohaios cixeSi ixdida sajels. aq man mravali moTxroba dawera, rom lebic gamoaqveyna o’henris fsevdonimiT. 1904 wels daibeWda misi erTaderTi romani `mefeebi da kombostoebi~, Semdeg wlebSi ki moTxrobebis krebulebi, romlebmac mas sayovelTao aRiareba moutana. sicocxlis bolos mas diabeti da ce rozi tanjavda. igi 47 wlis asakSi gardaicvala niu-iorkSi, 1910 wels. 239 o’henri polismeni da himni sopi medison-skverSi Tavis Zelskamze awrialda. roca gareuli ixvebis gundi maRla caSi afrindeba, roca siasamuris qurqze meocnebe coli qmars dautkbeba, roca sopi parkSi Zelskamze awrialdeba, es niSnavs _ zam Tari kars mogvadga. yviTeli foToli sopis muxlebSi Cauvarda. es jek frostis _ yinvis babuis savizito baraTi gaxldaT. igi me dison-skveris mudmiv binadrebs keTilad eqceva da Tavis moaxloebis Sesaxeb patiosnad afrTxilebs. oTxi quCis ga sayarze Tavis baraTebs Caabarebs xolme CrdiloeTis qars, tum ros Svei cars. ase rom, mdgmu rebs `Ria cis qveS~ sas SeuZliaT moemzadon. sopim gaacnobiera, mosula dro moaxloebuli susxisa da yinvisagan sakuTari personis gadasarCenad saWiroa Se vides saxsrebisa da saSualebebis mosaZiebel erTkacian ko mitetSi. amitomac awrialda Zelskamze. sopis gegmebi zamTris sezonze gansakuTrebuli pativ moyvareobiT ar gamoirCeoda. arc xmelTaSua zRvis kruizi 241 o’henri afiqrebda da arc samxreTis ciT tkboba vezuvis yureSi iaxtiT gaCerebisas. sami Tve kunZulze _ ai, ra swyuroda mis suls. sami Tve saimedo TavSesafari da uzrunveli luk ma sasiamovno kompaniaSi, CrdiloeTis qarisa da polisme nebisgan daculi yofa _ sopisTvis ocnebis mwvervals war moadgenda. wlebis ganmavlobaSi stumarTmoyvare `blekvelzi~ misTvis zamTris rezidenciis rols asrulebda. imis msgavsad, rogorc misi ufro iRbliani Tanamoqalaqeebi palm-biCsa Tu rivieraze gasamgzavreblad bileTebs yi dulobdnen, sopic kunZulze yovelwliuri mogzaurobi saT vis mar tiv zo mebs iReb da. da, ai, droc dad ga. wi na RamiT samma calma sakvirao gazeTma, pijakis qveS, ko Websa da muxlebze rom Semoixvia, sicivisgan ver daic va, Zvel parkSi Sadrevnis gverdiT roca eZina Zelskam ze. kunZuli sopis gonebaSi droul, sanukvar TavSesaf rad iqca. sopi amreziT uyurebda im zrunvas, qalaqi rom eweoda usaxlkaroTaTavis qvelmoqmedebis saxeliT. misi azriT, kanoni ufro mowyale gaxldaT, vidre filantro pia. arsebobda uamravi dawesebuleba, rogorc municipa luri, aseve kerZo, sadac mas SeeZlo Tavisi mokrZalebu li moTxovnebis Sesabamisad TavSesafari da lukmapuri mieRo. magram sopis amayi sulisTvis qvelmoqmedebis sa Cuqari miuRebeli iyo. filantropiis xelidan miRebul yovel sikeTeze fuliT Tu ara, damcirebiT mainc unda gadagexada. rogorc cezars hyavda Tavisi brutusi, ase ve yovel saqvelmoqmedo sawols Tan sdevda aucilebeli abazana, yovel lukmapurs ki _ sulSi ubodiSo CaZroma da xelis faTuri. amitomac erCivna kanonis stumari gam xdariyo, sadac yvelaferi mkacrad dadgenili wesiT xde ba, samagierod, jentlmenis pirad saqmeSi cxvirs aravin yofs. sopim kunZulze gamgzavreba gadawyvita da ganzraxvis ganxorcielebas umal Seudga. cixeSi mravali martivi gza 242 polismeni da himni midioda. yvelaze sasiamovno Semdegi iyo _ isadilo rome lime Zvir restoranSi da mere, roca gamoacxadeb, rom ver gadaixdi, mSvidad, yvirilisa da Cxubis gareSe, polismens gadagcemen. saqmes ki dauzareli mosamarTle daagvirgvi nebs. sopi wam odga, park id an gam ov ida da asfaltis zRvas gauyva, rom elsac brodveisa da mex uTe aven ius Ses ay ar i qmnis. brodveize gaiara, gaCaxCax ebul kafesTan SeC erda, sadac yvelaf eri sauk eTeso Seekr ibaT, rac ki SeiZl eba vazma, abreS um is Wiam da prot opl azm am misces adam ians. sopi Tavis TavSi darwmunebuli gaxldaT _ Jiletis qveda Rilidan zeviT. gaparsuli iyo, pijaki urigod ar gamoiyureboda, yelze ekeTa Savi feris halstuxi-pepela, romelic misionerma qalbatonma `madlierebis dReze~20 aCuqa. Tuki restoranSi magidamde misvlas moaxerxebs, war mateba garantirebulia. misi is naxevari, romelic sufris zeviT iqneba, oficiants eWvs ar aRuZravs. Semwvari ixvi, gaifiqra sopim, zedgamoWrili iqneba, da zed erTi boT li `Sabli~, mere kamamberi, finjani yava da sigara. do lariani sigara ikmarebs. angariSi, saerTo jamSi, arc ise didi gamova, rom kafes administracias gansakuTrebulad sastiki SurisZiebisken ubiZgos; da isic, ase da amgvarad pirCakoklozinebuli, zamTris TavSesafrisken sasiamovno mogzaurobas daiwyebs. magram Seabija Tu ara sopim restoranSi, metrdotelis dageSilma Tvalma umal SeniSna gaquculi Sarvali da Sela xuli fexsacmeli. Zlierma, marjve xelebma wamSi gaatria les da gareT, trotuarze uxmod gasves _ ase ixsnes ixvi misTvis gamzadebuli sabediswero momavlisgan. sopi brodveis moSorda. rogorc Cans, aRTqmuli kun 20 `madlierebis dRe~ _ amerikis SeerTebuli Statebisa da kanadis nacionaluri dResaswauli, aSS-Si 1941 wlidan aRniSnaven noembris meoTxe xuTSabaTs. ukavSirdeba pirvel kolonistebs. 243 o’henri Zulisken mimavali gza ia-vardiT mofenili ar iqneba. sxva saSualeba unda gamonaxos. mexuTe avenius kuTxeSi gamvlelTa yuradRebas kaSka Sa sinaTliT ganaTebuli vitrina ipyrobda Sig aTasnairi, lamazad gamofenili saqonliT. sopim qva aiRo da vitrina Caamsxvria. wamsve Segrovda xalxi, yvelaze win polisme ni morboda. sopi mSvidad idga, xelebi jibeSi ewyo, poli ciels uRimoda. _ es vin gaakeTa? _ umal ikiTxa oficerma. _ xom ar fiqrobT, amasTan garkveuli kavSiri maqvs? _ sopim Sefaruli sarkazmiT, Tumc ki megobrulad hkiTxa, kaciviT, iRblian SemTxvevas guliT da suliT rom miesal meba. polismenma ar isurva, Tundac Teoriulad, sopi eWvmi tanilad ganexila. vitrinas vinc amsxvrevs, kanonis damcve lebTan samaslaaTod adgilze ar rCeba, Tavqudmogleji li garbis xolme. polismenma Tvali mohkra kacs, naxevari kvartalis daSorebiT tramvais rom misdevda. xelketi Se marTa da im viRacas gaekida. gunebamoSxamuli sopi wabo rialda. meorejerac ar gaumarTla. quCis mopirdapire mxares arc maincdamainc gamorCeuli restorani iyo, didi madisa da mcire SeZlebis mqoneTaT vis, sadac Tixis WurWeli da atmosfero mZimea, sufrebi da wvniani ki _ Txel-Txeli. sopim iq Tavisi `danaSaulebrivi~ fexsacmliTa da `ybadaRebuli~ SarvliT yovelgvari gar Tulebis gareSe SeaRwia. magidas miujda, bifSteqsi, maWka tebi, funTuSebi da namcxvari miirTva. Semdeg ki oficiants uTxra, rom igi da yvelaze wvrili, xuTcentiani monetac ki ar icnoben erTmaneTs. _ axla ki, _ uTxra sopim, _ saswrafod dauZaxeT poli cias. Tu SeiZleba, iCqareT, jentlmens nu alodinebT. _ ver mogarTviT policia, _ miugo oficiantma funTu SasaviT datkbiluli xmiT. Tvalebi koqteilis alublebs miugavda, _ hei, kon, momexmare! 244 polismeni da himni orma oficiantma sopi qvis trotuarze marcxena yuriT daagdo. sopi durglis dasakeci sazomiviT nawil-nawil wa moimarTa da mtveri CamoiferTxa. dapatimreba vardisfer ocnebad gadaqceoda. kunZulamde Tvaluwvdeneli gza iyo. afTiaqis win mdgarma policielma Sexeda, Caicina da quCas gauyva. sopim xuTi kvartali gaiara, sanam gambedaoba moikriba, kidev erTxel rom ecada bedi. amjerad SesaniSnavi Sansi mieca, Tavisi WkuiT. axalgazrda, mokrZalebuli da sasia movno garegnobis qali vitrinasTan idga da sapars mow yobilobebsa da samelneebs interesiT aTvalierebda. iqve, ori iardis moSorebiT, sqeli polismeni idga _ saxanZro onkans eyrdnoboda. sopim gadawyvita yvelasaTvis saZulveli quCis love lasis roli eTamaSa. dasaxuli `msxverplis~ wesieri gareg noba da policielis siaxlove safuZvlian imeds aZlevda, rom sul male mxarze kanonis sasiamovno, oficialur xels igrZnobda da kunZulze zamTris rezidenciac garantire buli eqneboda. sopim misioneri qalis naCuqari halstuxi Seiswora, sa xeloebidan Tavisi urCi manJetebi gamoaCina, qudi gverdze moigdo da pirdapir qalisken gaemarTa. Tvali Caukra, Caaxve la, gauRima, Caicina, erTi sityviT, quCis lovelasis klasiku ri arsenali sruliad utifrad aamoqmeda. gverdiTi mzeriT sopi xedavda _ policieli akvirdeboda. axalgazrda qalma ramdenime nabiji gaiara da isev vitrinas miaCerda. sopi mih yva, Tavxedurad daudga gverdiT, qudi odnav aswia da Tqva: _ hei, lamazo, xom ar ginda cota gaverToT? polismeni Tvals ar aSorebda. sakmarisi iyo Seurac xyofil qals TiTiT erTaderTi moZraoba gaekeTebina, rom aRTqmuli kunZulisken mimavali gza xsnili eqneboda. sopi policiis ubnis mxurvale atmosferos winaswar grZnobda. axalgazrda qalma Sexeda da sopis mklavs CaeWida. _ siamovnebiT, maik! _ mxiarulad upasuxa, _ Tuki lud 245 o’henri sac damalevineb. adreve dagelaparakebodi, magram polis meni gviyurebda. qali ise Semoexvia, rogorc suro _ muxas. daRvremil ma sopim masTan erTad cxvirwin Cauara polismens. etyoba, Tavisuflebaze yofna misjili aqvs. pirvelive kuTxeSi qali Camoibertya da mokurcxla. SeCer da kvartalSi, sadac quCebi reklamis SuqiT iyo ganaTebuli, sadac gamarjveba advilia, guli laRia da yvelaferi TamaSia. Zvirfas bewvis qurqebSi gaxveuli qalebi da Tbil pal toebSi gamowyobili mamakacebi mxiaruli musaifiT seir nobdnen lamisaa zamTariviT civ saRamos. uceb sopi dai zafra, saSinelma azrma gauelva, rom, SesaZloa, raRac bo rotma Zalebma moajadoves da policiisTvis miuwvdomeli gaxades. kinaRam panikaSi Cavarda da rodesac morige poli ciels Cauara, romelic gabrWyvialebuli Teatris win me didurad idga, gadawyvita `sazogadoebrivi TavSeyris ad gilas wesrigis darRvevis~ xavss moWideboda. viTomcda mTvrali, mTeli ZaliT aRrialda trotuarze Caxrinwuli xmiT _ aqaoda, vmRerio. Tan cekvavda, imanWe boda, igrixeboda, yviroda, erTi sityviT, yvelanairad ar Rvevda wesrigs. polismenma xelketi daatriala, sopis zurgi Seaqcia da gamvlels uTxra: _ es ielis universitetis studentia. gamarjvebas aR niSnaven, hartfordis kolejs fexburTis matCi mouges. ki xmauroben, magram saSiSi araferia. instruqcia mogvces, xeli ar vaxloT. sasowarkveTilma sopim uSedego foierverki Sewyvita. nuTu polismeni aRarasodes daadebs xels? kunZuli ukve miuwvdomel arkadiad21 eCveneboda. Txeli pijaki bolomde Seikra _ civi qari Zval-rbilSi atanda. 21 arkadia _ regioni saberZneTSi, peloponesis naxevarkunZulze. gadataniTi mniSvnelobiT: amqveyniuri samoTxe, utopia. 246 polismeni da himni Tambaqos maRaziaSi Tvali mohkra kargad Cacmul kacs, romelic gazis sanTurze sigaras ukidebda. abreSumis qol ga SesasvlelTan daetovebina. sopim zRurbls gadaabija, qolgas xeli staca da neli nabijiT wavida. sigariani kaci mihyva. _ es Cemi qolgaa, _ mkacrad uTxra. _ marTlaa? _ sopim Tavxedurad gauRima da amiT wvril man qurdobas pirovnebis Seuracxyofac daurTo, _ ratom ar eZaxiT policias? diax, aviRe. Tqveni qolga! ratom ar eZaxiT policiels? agera dgas, kuTxeSi. qolgis mflobelma nabijebi Seanela, aseve sopimac. grZnobda, bediswera axal muxTlobas umzadebda. polisme ni interesiT uyurebda orives. _ ki batono, _ Cailaparaka qolgis patronma, _ rasak virvelia... Tqven... iciT, aseTi Secdomebi rogorc xdeba xolme... me... mokled, restoranSi vnaxe da wamoviRe... Tuki icaniT, imedia, rom... Tu es marTla Tqveni qolgaa, imedia, mapatiebT... _ ra Tqma unda, Cemia, _ gabrazebiT miugdo sopim. qolgis yofilma patronma ukan daixia. polismeni ki mdidrul mantoSi gamowyobili maRali qeraTmiani qalba tonis dasaxmareblad gaeSura: quCaze unda gadaeyvana, rad gan ori kvartlis daSorebiT tramvai gamoCnda. sopim rekonstruqciisgan damaxinjebuli quCiT aRmo savleTisken gadauxvia. qolga ormoSi moisrola boRmiT. xelketian-rkinisCafxutianebs aginebda. rogor unda maT klanWebSi moxvdes, arada, ise eqcevian, rogorc mefes, ro melic cuds verafers Caidens. bolos sopi aRmosavleT mxares erT-erT aveniuze ga vida, sadac xmauri da reklamebis kaSkaSa Suqi ukve veRar aRwevda. gezi medison-skverisken aiRo, radgan Sin dabru nebis instinqti maSinac ki moqmedebs, roca saxli mxolod da mxolod parkis Zelskamia. 247 o’henri erT uCveulod Cum kuTxeSi sopi SeCerda. iq Zveli, waw vetebulsaxuraviani eklesia idga. iisfervitraJiani sarkmlidan rbili sinaTle iRvrebo da. orRanisti, etyoba, Tavis instrumentTan darCa, sakvi rao saeklesio himni kidev erTxel rom daekra. sopis musi kis tkbili hangebi esmoda, liTonis Robis moCuqurTmebul rikulebs miekro. elvare mTvare uSfoTvelad anaTebda, manqanebi da gam vlelebi TiTqmis ara Candnen, saxuravebis qveS SeyuJuli beRurebi ZilSi erTi-ors waiJRurtulebdnen xolme, _ SeiZleba gefiqra, soflis sasaflaoze movxvdio. saorRano himnma sopi liTonis mesers miajaWva, radgan im droidan icnobda mas, roca misi cxovreba Seicavda iseT raRaceebs, rogoricaa: dedebi da vardebi da ambiciebi da megobre bi da sufTa azrebi da qaTqaTa sayeloebi. Zveli eklesiis musikam sopis sulSi uecari da gansacvifrebeli gadat rialeba moaxdina. SeZrwunebulma dainaxa Waobi, romelSic farTxalebda, _ samarcxvinod gatarebuli dReebi, uRirsi survilebi, daRupuli imedebi, yvelaferi, risganac amJamad Sedgeboda misi cxovreba. moulodnelad misi guli am axali ganwyobis Sesatyvisad aZgerda. Tavis TavSi igrZno Zala, muxTal bedisweras win aRdgomoda. Waobidan amova, adamianad iqceva, daamarcxebs borots, romelmac daimona. jer kidev aqvs dro, jer kidev SedarebiT axalgazrdaa. Zvel ambiciebs gaixsenebs, ener giulad Seudgeba maT ganxorcielebas. orRanis didebulma, tkbilma hangebma mis sulSi gadatrialeba moaxdina. xvalve wava qalaqis saqmian kvartalSi da samuSaos iSovis. bewveu lis erTi Semomtani odesRac meetlis adgils sTavazobda. xvalve moZebnis da samsaxursa sTxovs. mas unda adamiani gaxdes. mas unda... sopim mxarze viRacis xeli igrZno. egreve Setrialda da polismenis farTe saxe SemoefeTa. _ aq ras akeTeb? _ hkiTxa man. 248 polismeni da himni _ arafers, _ miugo sopim. _ maSin, wamodi, _ Tqva policielma. _ sami Tve kunZulze, _ gamoacxada mosamarTlem meore dilas. inglisuridan Targmna irakli lomourma o’henri. mokle moTxrobebi. inglisuridan Targmna, winasityvaoba, komentarebi da SeniSvnebi daurTo irakli lomourma. Tbilisi: gamomcemloba L. 2009. 249 n nugzar SataiZe 1944 wels daibada TbilisSi. skolis damTavrebis Semdeg erTxans swavlobda Tbilisis saxelmwifo universitetSi, daamTavra politeqnikuri institutis fizikis fakulteti. sxvadasxva wlebSi muSaobda Tboeleqtrocen tralSi turbinis memanqaned, saqarTvelos ener gosistemaSi inJinrad, gazeT `lelos~ redaqcia Si, gamomcemloba `meranSi~, Jurnal `omegaSi~. pirveli moTxroba (`TeTri yvavilebi~) gamoaq vey na 1968 wels Jur nal `cis kar Si~, 1979 wels gamosca pirveli krebuli _ `moTxrobebi~. aris mravali mxatvruli da dokumenturi filmis scenaris avtori, saxelmwifo premiis laurea ti (1996), teleserial `cxeli ZaRlis~ scenaris Tanaavtori (kote jandierTan erTad). miRebuli aqvs gonfrevilis saerTaSoriso kinofestiva lis prizi saukeTeso scenarisaTvis (`gaRma napi ri~. 2009), gardaicvala 2009 wels. 251 nugzar SataiZe noembris wvima _ batono, batono? _ aleqsandrem yurze xelisguli Semoido, Tavi odnav gverdze gadaxara da mesame rigSi mjdom parunaSvils CawiTlebuli quTuToebis xamxamiT miaCerda. gareT wvimda. bneloda. fanjris svel minebSi sakla so oTaxi irekleboda da iqac, im anareklSic zustad ise ve yurze xelisgulSemodebuli idga moxuci aleqsandre, zustad iseve _ odnav Tavgadaxrili misCereboda parunaS vils da muSa-axalgazrdobis saRamos skolis xangadasuli moswavleebic swored iseve gaCumebulebi da TavCaRunu lebi isxdnen merxebze. _ parunaSvili, adeqi axlave da gaimeore, rac Tqvi! _ nu miyviriT _ saxe moeRrubla parunaSvils. _ adeqi-meTqi! _ klasobriv mtrebs aqebT, burJuaziul propagandas eweviT da kidev Tqven yviriT?! _ vin aris, biWo, klasobrivi mteri?! _ saxeze Secbune bulma Rimilma gadaurbina moxucs. 253 nugzar SataiZe _ vin da mag leqsis damweri! aleqsandre gafiTrda, jibidan cxvirsaxoci amoiRo, carciT dasvrili TiTebi gaiwminda, mere parunaSvils miuaxlovda, yurSi waswvda da Tavi Ronivrad Seuqanjala. saklaso oTaxSi siosaviT gairbina CurCulma. parunaSvilma Tavi gaswia, maswavlebels yuridan xeli gaaSvebina, magram aleqsandrem mainc imarjva da axla mo kakvuli TiTi Cascxo odnav Semelotebul kinkrixoSi. _ mdaa!... _ gadatetkili tuCebi Rimilma daubrica pa runaSvils. aleqsandre gamobrunda, magidasTan mivida, skami ga moswia, dajda da gamtknarebul klass mkacri mzera moav lo. *** aleqsandrem qolga gaSala da mere karga xans iwvala, sanam im gaSlili qolgiT karSi gaeteoda. neli, bebruli nabijiT gauyva Sinisaken. trotuarze mozrdili gubeebi idga, magram, rakiRa kaloSebi ecva, im gubeebs maincadamainc ar erideboda. noembris civi TqoriT Camoburul quCaSi aravin Canda. skolis Senobas rom gascda, uknidan aCqarebuli nabi jebis xma Semoesma. kolia furcxvaniZe unda yofiliyo _ skolis direqtori, Sinisaken mimavals swored am adgilas wamoeweoda xolme da mere erTad agrZelebdnen gzas. ga Cer da da ukan mii xe da. ki, ko lia iyo _ ma Ra li, ka liasaviT gamwleuli kaci. im sibneleSi, ra Tqma unda, misi saxis gamometyvelebas ver gaarCevda, magram aleqsandres mainc moeCvena, rom direqtori raRacas Seewuxebina. moaxloebisTanave koliam miixed-moixeda, carieli quCa frTxilad dazvera da imis nacvlad, rom aleqsandresTvis 254 noembris wvima Cveulebisamebr mklavSi xeli gamoedo da raime saxumaro eTqva, mkacri xmiT hkiTxa: _ eg ra CagideniaT, batono aleqsandre, a? _ ra Camidenia?! _ ki magram, ar iciT, vin aris parunaSvili? aleqsandre gabrazda: _ Sen Tu ici, ra gamibeda? _ vici, batono, yvelaferi vici! mTeli skola magaze laparakobs. _ mere?! direqtorma xelmeored moaTvaliera carieli quCa, daixara, moxucs qolgis qveS Seuyo Tavi da CurCuliT uT xra: _ Cekistia eg, batono aleqsandre! _ vinc unda, iyos! kolia SekrTa, gasworda da axla zemodan Camoxeda mo xucs. erTxans mdumared misCerebodnen erTmaneTs. wvimda. qolgas wurwuriT Camosdioda wvimis wyali. _ yvelafers rom Tavi gavaneboT, bavSvebi xom ar arian, rogor SeiZleboda ase! _ ra vqna axla, bodiSi movuxado? iqneb Sin veaxlo, da vuCoqo da... _ ara, ara _ ironia ver igrZno furcxvaniZem. _ aba? direqtori Cafiqrda. _ amaRam sadme sxvagan rom gaaTioT? _ davimalo?! _ da jerjerobiT nurc skolaSi moxvalT. _ samsaxuridan miTxov, ymawvilo?! _ jerjerobiT, jerjerobiT-meTqi! direqtori Sebrunda da svel trotuars Cqari nabijiT gauyva. 255 nugzar SataiZe *** _ gtkiva Rame, saSa? aleqsandrem ar upasuxa, colis SekiTxva arc gaugonia, maRalzurgian savarZelSi ijda, xelebi gamxmar muxleb ze daewyo da TvalebgaSterebuls, fiqrSi wasuls odnav uracracebda Tavi. uyvarda am savarZelSi jdoma. kacma rom Tqvas, arc adre iyo didi daudgromeli ymawvili, magram rac pensia ze gavida da samsaxurs Tavi daaneba, sul Seicvala _ ise moeSva, gazeTebis sayidlad aRar gadioda quCaSi. xeibari viT miejaWva im gaqucul savarZels, ijda da an Tvlemda, an arada fiqrobda TavisTvis raRacas, aTjer rom gekiT xa, erT pasuxs ar gagcemda. elene Tavidan yuradRebas ar aqcevda _ ras izam, da berda da gamoCurCutdao, fiqrobda, magram roca wveris parsvasac mianeba Tavi, maSin ki Zalian SeSfoTda, mixvda, rom aleqsandrem far-xmali dayara, siberes tyved Cabar da da axla mSvidad, udrtvinvelad elodeboda sikvdils. jer gabrazda, ise rogor unda dalaCrdes vaJkaci kaci, rom winaswar daikrifos gulze xelebi da samareSi Cawves, sakuTari nebiT moispos sicocxleo, magram mere Seeco da _ qmari iyo mainc, TiTqmis naxevari saukunis manZilze eweodnen erTad cxovrebis Wapans da am xnis manZilze sim waresTan erTad sitkboc bevri axsovda misgan. egec ar iyos, cotaTi sakuTar Tavsac adanaSaulebda _ Svili rom gvyoloda, ase ar moeSveboda, ar moimCvare boda, SviliSvilebs gadaayolebda guls, imaTi siyvaruli gaaZlebinebda da gadaataninebda sibereso. erTTavad imis fiqrSi iyo, ra vqna, riT vuSvelo am kacso. xan ras moigo nebda da xan kidev ras: gadi, saSa, gareT, naxe, ra yayaCo saviT dReao! e biWo, ra ipovne am saxlSi amisTana, adeqi, gaiseirne, Tvals wyali daalevineo! erTxel Teatris bileTebi moitana, ZaliT gaaparsvina 256 noembris wvima wveri, kostumi Caacva, halstuxic gaukeTa. wavidnen speq taklze, xalxSi gaerivnen, TiTo-orola nacnobic naxes. aleqsandre cota gamococxlda, gaxalisda, magram meore dRes isev ise ijda im dasawvav savarZelSi gayuCebuli, ga rindebuli, fiqrSi wasuli. bolos, elene mixvda, rom aleqsandres arc quCaSi seir noba uSvelida da arc speqtaklebze siaruli _ am kacs usaqmoba spobda. winaT, sanam skolaSi muSaobda, sakuTari Tavi saWiro, gamosadeg adamianad miaCnda, axla ki zedmet bargad qceuliyo da amitomac iyo aseT dReSi. kaci rom usaqmod darCeba, ra fasi aqvs imis sicocxles! elene midga-modga da Tavisi namowafari kolia fur cxvaniZe ipovna. kargad auxsna yvelaferi, daariga. isic meore dResve ewvia Sin da imdeni uCiCina aleqsandres, qarTulis maswavlebeli ar myavs da Sens iqiT gza ara maq vso, rom daajera kaci! ase daiwyo aleqsandrem saRamos skolaSi muSaoba. sul ramdenime saaTi hqonda, kviraSi samjer uwevda misvla, magram ise Seicvala, iseTnairad gadasxvaferda, verc ki icnobdiT _ gaxalisda, TiTqos gaaxalgazrdavda kidec da axla Zveleburad isev garindebuli da fiqrSi wasuli rom naxa, elenem imitom hkiTxa, xom araferi gtkivao. *** _ gtkiva Rame? aleqsandrem ar upasuxa, TvalebgaSterebuli Tavis Tvis fiqrobda. elene magidas moscilda, wamovida, qmars win daudga da naRvliani RimiliT miaCerda. iman axlaRa dainaxa coli. _ hm hm-x! _ Caaxvela. _ adeqi, vivaxSmoT. 257 nugzar SataiZe _ ho, kai, kai! _ magram aleqsandre erTxans kidev ijda da sawer magidasTan, kedelze gakrul suraTebs misCere boda: akaki wereTeli, vaJa-fSavela, ilia WavWavaZe. maT qvemoT ovalur CarCoSi Casmuli simamris, polkovnik giorgi janeliZis foto. _ adeqi axla, nu gezareba! savarZlis saxelurebs daebjina, sadRac Signidan daZ ruli kvnesa Seikava da Zlivs aiTria weli. elenes Raribuli sufra gaeSala: Cai, puri, yveli, blis muraba. skami gamoswia da dajda. _ raRac vera xar gunebaze. _ sasxvaTaSorisod uTxra colma. aleqsandrem Cais mouria da ise miaCerda, TiTqos ra Racis Tqmas apirebso. _ ho! _ waaqeza iman. _ davberdi, mgoni, eliko _ gaiRima aleqsandrem. _ oh, axali ambavi! _ eWvianad SeaTvaliera qalma. _ vin gamaxseda, Tu ici?.. mamaSeni. Tvalwin damidga, sawyali! elenes gaeRima. imasac moagonda martoxela gadamdga ri polkovniki _ mxne, xalisiani, sayvareli moxuci. _ gaxsovs, saxli rom aaSena aRbulaxSi? _ baRi? mere sad, miuval kldeze! _ `polkovnik dJanelidze soSol suma, gde on stroit dom?!~ _ viRacas gamoajavra moxucma. _ axlac maxsovs im vaSlebis surneli. atami? ra atmebs gvigzavnida! _ pirvelad rom vewvieT, rogori grandiozuli saRamo moawyo, vin ar dapatiJa `moia doCka iz pariJa!~ _ axla si mamrs gamoajavra aleqsandrem. etyoboda kargad gamouvi da, radgan elenem xmamaRla gaicina. _ colis SerTva rom moindoma? oTxmoci wlis asakSi, warmogidgenia? 258 noembris wvima _ ho, icine, icine! ver gamouCnda mSvenieri sacole? Tanac vin _ abaSiZis qali! _ suleli! egona, mokvdeba da milionebs damitovebso, ra icoda, yelamde rom iyo valebSi. _ mere ra axalgazrda, rogori lamazi! ra dagimalo, eliko, da iseT qalze arc me vityodi uars! _ ho, Senc kargi mususi xar, nu geSinia! isxdnen da icinodnen. kuWkuWebdnen bebrulad. _ mase, Se kaco, rom CamogeSva cxviri da ijeqi, _ suli Zlivs moiTqva bolos elenem. _ eh, giorgi, giorgi!.. _ amoioxra aleqsandrem. elenem Cai mosva da qmars Secbunebuli RimiliT mia Cerda: _ uyure?! es Cai ki gagvciebia da! *** navaxSmevs elenem sufra aalaga, WurWeli garecxa, mere loginebi gaSala, navTis lampas Cauwia da dawva. aleqsandrem erTxans kidev iboriala, saTvale moZebna, dilandeli gazeTi gaSala, gadaaTvaliera, magram roca colma gamosZaxa _ daweqi, kaco, daisveneo, _ sawol oTax Si Sevida, gaixada da Cawva loginSi. icoda, rom ar daeZineboda da marTlac, rogor ar iwva la, ramdeni ar itriala, ruli ar miekara Tvalze. elenes male Cae Zi na, aleq san dre ki iwva da isev im Sem Txve va ze fiqrobda: Tvalwin edga parunaSvilis gafiTrebuli saxe, misi avi gamoxedva, agondeboda kolia furcxvaniZis sit yvebic, Cekistia ego, da raRac civi, webovani TxieriT ev seboda suli. icoda, rom am grZnobas gulSi Semoparuli SiSi iwvevda da cdilobda winaaRmdegoba gaewia misTvis _ su ler Tia, vinc unda iyos da sa dac unda mu Saob de so, fiqrobda, magram iqve meore xmac Caesmoda _ ara xar mar 259 nugzar SataiZe Tali, sisulele Caidine namdvilado. ra vqna aba, mivide, muxlebSi Cavuvarde da patieba vTxovoo? _ sakuTar Tavze brazobda aleqsandre, magram is Sinagani xmac Casafrebu liviT iqve iyo: ar giSvelis eg, Cemo aleqsandre, aRara feri giSvelis, is parunaSvilia Tu viRaca oxeri, marTla enkavedeSi Tu muSaobs, ar gapatiebs yurebis Wyletas da TavSi kakuns, gaTavebulia Seni saqmeo. kolia furcxva niZis xmas hgavda es xma. mec kargi vinme varo, fiqrobda gul Si, mar Tla da mar Tla, pa ta re bi xom ar arian, sit yvierad gamekicxa, gameTaTxa, Tu ginda. es yuris aweva da TavSi raxuni raRam momagonao. Sinagani xma gaCumebuli yo, krints aRar Zravda, magram aleqsandre grZnobda, rom iqve iyo, misi tvinis romeliRac kunWulSi ganabuliyo da Cumad ayuradebda. bolos, rogorc iqna, CaeZina da esizmra, viTom, sakla so oTaxSi merxze ijda, merxebs Soris dinjad mimodio da ukan xelebSemowyobili evdokim romanoviC katurovi _ JRalwverulvaSiani, SavserTukiani maswavlebeli da wam RerebiT ambobda: _ ot-Ce na-a-aS!.. _ oCe naaS! _ gahkiodnen moswavleebi. zogi marTla `oCes~ gaiZaxoda, zogic `oCis~ da idga erTi yurTasmenis wamRebi Rrianceli. _ xorom! _ brZanebda katurovi. _ ot-Ce na-aS, xorom! _ imeorebdnen dabneuli moswav leebi. _ ot-Ce na-aS, iJe e-si na ne-be-saax xorom! am SeZaxilze mTeli klasi gugunebda da aleqsandre vi Tom Zalian ki cdilobda, magram sityva ver daeZra, xma ar amosdioda yelidan, amitom pirze xels ifarebda, ar un doda maswavlebels misi es pasiuroba SeemCnia, magram ka turovi mainc miuxvda TvalTmaqcobas, gabrazebuli mieW ra da `vot, tebe! vot, tebes~ ZaxiliT Tav-pirSi wkepla dascxo. 260 noembris wvima gamoeRviZa SeSinebuls, xelebakankalebuls. lampa Camqraliyo da oTaxSi navTis suni idga. aleqsandre gulaRma iwva da im koSmaruli zmanebidan gamorkvevas cdilobda. nel-nela modioda gons. bolos colis mSvid sunTqvas miugdo yuri, sabolood gamofxiz lda. sizmarma bavSvoba da mowafeobis xana gaaxsena: yovel dRe, gakveTilebis dawyebamde, maswavlebeli bavSvebs erT did saklaso oTaxSi mouyrida Tavs da yvelani erTad am bobdnen `otCe naSsa~ da `preblagai gospodis~, gakveTi lebis damTavrebis Semdeg ki _ `blogodarim tia, sozda telus~. es locvebi maswavlebelma bavSvebs pirvel sam kviraSi gaazepirebina da mxolod amis Semdeg daawyebina rusuli anbanis Seswavla. swavlebis meTodi martivi da, amasTan, sruliad gamousadegari iyo: maswavlebels xelSi eWira wigni da damarcvliT kiTxulobda calkeul sit yvebs, moswavleebi im sityvebs gundurad imeorebdnen da Tan merxze gadaSlili wignis furcels marjvena xelis sa lok TiTs ayolebdnen. maswavlebeli zogjer wyvetda kiT xvas da amowmebda, yvela bavSvs edo Tu ara TiTi saWiro sityvasTan. vai, misi brali, vinc cdeboda! aseTebisTvis katurovs mzad hqonda moqnili wkepla, romelsac mudam zurgs ukan malavda xolme. am meTodiT anbanis Seswavla bavSvebs Zalian uWirdaT, da amitom mxolod ori-sami wlis SemdegRa axerxebdnen ase Tu ise Tavisuflad kiTxvas. sa magierod, skola ise daamTavres, rom sruliad ar icod nen qarTuli wera-kiTxva. qarTuli enis swavleba mxolod cxraasxuTSi SemoiRes, roca aleqsandre ukve TviTon iyo maswavlebeli. erTxel, mamam _ SeZlebulma, magram uwignurma glexma, Sin qarTulad naweri qaRaldi moitana da sadilis Semdeg Svils misca _ Sens gazrdas, wamikiTxe erTi, ra weria Sigo! _ Tan magidis garSemo Semomwkrivebul mravalricxovan jalabs faruli siamayiT moavlo Tvali, ai, sad gamomadga 261 nugzar SataiZe Svilis ganswavluloba, tyuilad rodi vixdi skolis ful so! aleqsandre qaRalds CaaSterda, magram raki verafe ri gaugo, mamas damnaSavesaviT miaCerda da wailuRluRa, qarTuli kiTxva ar vicio. _ rogor, amdeni xania skolaSi dadixar da kiTxva ar ici?! _ gaocda mama, _ eg aris swavla? fui, magisTana sko las da magisTana maswavlebels! xvalidan aRar gnaxo iq misuli, aiRe Toxi da gamomyevi yanaSi! saqmeSi deda Caeria: nu ici, kaco, mase Seno, _ uTxra qmars, _ qar Tu lis swav las rad unda sko la, ager na xav, erT Tveze Tu ar Sevaswavlo anbanio! marTlac, meore dResve dedam aleqsandres win daudo gadaSlili wigni da uTxra: _ ai, es aris `a~! aba, amisTana sxvaganac mipovne! aleqsadrem maSinve upovna. _ hoda, _ uTxra dedam, _ magas hqvia `a~. aba, kidev mi povne `a~! aleqsandrem kidev upovna. _ ra hqvia, Svilo, magasa? _ `a~. _ upasuxa aleqsandrem. _ yoCaR! _ Seaqo dedam, akoca da Tavze xeli gadausva. ase aswavla mTeli anbani. mere weraze gadavidnen: iSov nes xaris didi beWi, gawmindes, gaapriales, moimarages Tavmomwvari Cxirebic. dedam gaprialebul Zvalze Camowe ra asoebi da uTxra: _ es aris `ani~, es `bani~, `gani~, `doni~ aba, gaimeore! aleqsandrem gaimeora. _ axla damiwere `ani~! aleqsandrem advilad dauwera, radgan xeli ukve kar gad hqonda gawafuli skolaSi mecadineobiT. _ axla damiwere `bani~! _ uTxra dedam. esec dauwera da mere miayola `gani~, `doni~ da `eni~. ase da amgvarad, zustad erT TveSi iswavla qarTu li wera-kiTxva. dedas hqonda mziTvSi moyolili wignebi: 262 noembris wvima `vefxistyaosani~, `aleqsiani~, `davriSiani~, `yaramaniani~ da male ise gaiwafa maT kiTxvaSi, rom dedasac ki sjob nida. aleqsandrem amoioxra da sawolSi gverdi icvala. sak virveli iyo, deda mudam axalgazrda axsovda, arada, mami sagan gansxvavebiT, sawyalma, didxans icocxla da Rrmad moxucebuli gardaicvala. xSirad cdilobda moxucebu li deda gaexsenebina _ Zvel qarTul kabaSi gamowyobili, CixtikopiT Tavdaxuruli, fardaggadafarebul taxtze mjdo ma re, mag ram mu dam uWir da es da ax lac, roca Tavs Zala daatana da oTxmoc wels gadacilebuli, saxedaRaru li dedaberi warmoidgina, verafriT daukavSira igi dedas _ axalgazrdas, lamazsa da tkbilad moubars. mama SedarebiT bundovnad axsovda. zogjer Tvalwin daudgeboda misi kuSti saxe, eWviani gamoxedva, didi, mZi me xelebi, romlebiTac sul mudam raRacas akeTebda: an saxre eWira da xarebs mierekeboda, an Toxs ubayunebda yanaSi, an cels lesavda, mere ki muxlamde balaxSi idga da Tibavda, SeSas Wrida, baravda, Wurs recxavda, urmis fer sos Tlida, godors wnavda, venaxidan amosuli, muSaobiT daRlili, civ mWads ifSvnida lobios jamSi. bodaibos oqros sabadoebidan dabrunebul aleqsan dres mama cocxali aRar dauxvda. mis nacvlad samebis say dris ezoSi erTi patara borcvi aCvenes, romelzec ukve amosuliyo balaxi. im borcvTan mTeli saRamos ganmavlo baSi ijda, Tambaqos abolebda da fiqrobda Tavis uiRblo cxovrebaze, sxvadasxva cixeebsa da taigaSi gatarebul uazro wlebze, mamaze, romelic aq, am borcvis qveS, iwva gulxeldakrefili, uzrunvelad ixrwneboda da mSvidad uerTdeboda im miwas, romelsac mTeli Tavisi sicocxlis manZilze CahbRuoda muSa xariviT. im uzrunvelobaSi, im simSvideSi xedavda maSin aleqsan dre cxovrebis azrs. cixeebsa da gadasaxlebaSi gawamebu li kacisagan es arc iyo gasakviri, magram im saRamodan mo 263 nugzar SataiZe yolebuli, merec, yovelTvis simSvides mieltvoda, misken miiswrafvoda. erTxel uneburad fexgadabrunebuli mudam cdilobda frTxilad evlo, radgan Zalze mwared axsovda maSindeli marcxi, maSindeli tkivili. axlac, sibereSi xSirad igonebda im saSinel damcireba sa da tanjvas, rac cixeebSi egema, magram igonebda Tavis Tvis, fiqrSi. xmamaRla amis Sesaxeb aravisTvis, TviTon elenesTvisac ki araferi uTqvams. daWeriT ki daiWires, rogorc axla fiqrobda, sru liad uazrod, sakuTari gulubryvilobis, ufro sworad, sibriyvis gamo. cxraas eqvsis seqtembris miwurulSi, roca aleqsandre zugdidis dawyebiTi skolis maswavleblad mu Saobda, misive kolegam, imave skolis maswavlebelma, fe deralistTa zugdidis samazro komitetis wevrma vasiko alSibaiam, komitetis sxdomaze waiyvana. kacma rom Tqvas, aleqsandres iq wasvla sulac ar undoda, radgan gadaw yvetili hqonda politikaSi ar gareuliyo, magram vasikos xaTri ver gautexa da wahyva sxdomaze, sadac, Turme, Zal ze mniSvnelovani saqme irCeoda: `esferebs~ (ase eZaxdnen maSin social-federalistebs), unda gamoetanaT gadawyve tileba mazris ufrosis vasili keRaSovisa da misi ori boqaulis _ kvaracxelias da Sengelaias mokvlis Sesaxeb. keRaSovisTvis wina sxdomazeve gamoetanaT ganaCeni, xolo boqaulebis Sesaxeb kamaTi kargaxans gagrZelebula da maTi saqme Riad darCenila. komitetis imdRevandel sxdo maze, romelsac aleqsandrec daeswro, vasiko alSibaia am tkicebda, rom boqaulebis daxocva sruliad zedmeti iyo, radgan isini keRaSovis xelSi mxolod brma iaraRs war moadgendnen. aleqsandres xmis ufleba mianiWes da sakiTxs kenWi uyares. is, cxadia, vasikos miemxro da boqaulebsac swored aman SeunarCuna sicocxle. vasili keRaSovisTvis sasikvdilo ganaCeni, rogorc ukve iTqva, wina sxdomazeve hqondaT gamotanili da amis Sesaxeb aleqsandresTvis, ra Tqma unda, araferi ukiTxavT. 264 noembris wvima ise ki ilaparakes quTaisidan bombis Camotanaze, imaze, rom es saqme unda daevalebinaT vinme CxeiZisaTvis, rome lic quTaisSi Camotanil bombs vano Wanturias afTiaqSi daabinavebda, magram keRaSovs bedma gauRima _ boqaulma Sengelaiam bombi ipovna da komitetis yvela wevri erT RameSi daapatimra. sxvebTan erTad daiWires aleqsandrec. sisxlis samarTlis maSindeli kanonis mixedviT, po litpatimrebisaTvis sami kategoriis danaSauli iyo kla sificirebuli: a) _ sityvieri gamosvla saxelmwifosa da mTavrobis winaaRmdeg, rac isjeboda sam wlamde patimro biT moqalaqeobrivi uflebebis ayris gareSe. b) _ arsebu li saxelmwifoebrivi wyobilebis sawinaaRmdego faruli organizaciis Tundac pasiuri wevroba. es danaSauli oTx wlamde katorRiTa da moqalaqeobriv uflebaTa sruli ay riT isjeboda. g) _ faruli organizaciis wevroba da amas Tan SeiaraRebuli moqmedeba, rac katorRiT an sikvdiliT isjeboda. aleqsandre meore kategoriis damnaSaved scnes da oTxi wliT sakatorRo samuSaoebze gagzavna da cimbirSi gadasaxleba gadauwyvites. sanam tusaRebs Soreuli ruseTis gzas gauyenebdnen, social-demokratebisa da federalistebis sagubernio komitetebTan SeTanxmebiT gadawyda quTaisis cixeSi gvi rabis Seyvana da iqidan politpatimrebis gapareba. gvirabi unda gaeTxaraT esferTa partiis wevris varlam fancxavas saxlidan, romelic cixes emijneboda, quCis iqiT varlamis saxli idga, aqeT _ cixe. WiaTuris marganecis mrewvelTa sabWos Tavmjdoma ris, esferTa sagubernio komitetis xelmZRvanelis gior gi zdaneviCis xelSewyobiT, WiaTuridan Camoiyvanes maRa ros profesionali megvirabeebi da maTi inJineri. muSaoba fancxavas saxlis sardafidan daiwyo da meTeqvsmete dRes gvirabma cixis erT-erTi saknis sawolqveS amoyo Tavi. tusaRebi saTiTaod Cadiodnen pirveli sarTulis sa 265 nugzar SataiZe kanSi, Zvrebodnen gvirabSi, xoxviT gadiodnen Tormetna xevar saJens da amodiodnen fancxavas saxlis sardafSi, sadac maT `gubkomis~ warmomadgenlebi axvedrebdnen pas portebs, fulsa da tansacmels. smokingebSi, frakebsa da cilindrebSi gamowyobili patimrebi erTmaneTis miyole biT gamodiodnen fancxavas saxlidan, cixis yaraulebis Tvalwin sxdebodnen maTTvis daZaxebul etlebSi da sas wrafod tovebdnen iqaurobas. erTaderTi kaci, vinc siaSi iyo, magram cixidan ver ga vida, aleqsandre gaxldaT. *** gareT isev gawvimda. aleqsandre sabolood gamofxizlda, erTxans kidev iwva da colis sunTqvasa da wvimis xmaurs yurs ugdebda. mere adga, iatakze miyril flostebSi fexebi wahyo, skamis sazurgeze gadakidebuli zoliani xalaTi moicva da sas tumro oTaxSi gavida. am mozrdili farTo oTaxidan quCaSi ori fanjara ga dioda. gareT, saxlis win, xis maRal boZze mimagrebuli euli naTura bJutavda da fanjridan Semomavali misi Suqi iqaurobas mkrTal naTels hfenda. aleqsandrem Txeli, gamWvirvale farda gadaswia da quCas gaxeda. naTuris Suq ze moCanda, rogor almacerad uJaJunebda. idga da Cumad uyurebda wvimas, svel qvafenils, quCis gaswvriv Carige bul foTolgaZarcvul akaciebs, sibneleSi ucxo kacebi viT rom idgnen. sul mudam egona, rom swored aseT amindSi, noembris civ, wvimian Rames unda momkvdariyo. zafxulSi da, miTu metes, gazafxulze sikvdili uazrobad, bedis mware da cinvad miaCnda. ise xSirad fiqrobda amaze, rom WiriviT SesZulda wvimac da noembris Tvec. im sabediswero Jamis 266 noembris wvima warmodgenaze mudam mZime naRveli awveboda gulze, cxov rebis xalisi ekargeboda da erTaderTi surviliRa rCebo da _ mjdariyo TavisTvis samebis goraze ded-mamis saf lavTan da fiqrSi garTuls swored iq daesrulebina Tavi si tkbil-mware sicocxle. ratomRac darwmunebuli iyo, rom im goraze, misi mSob liuri soflis eklesiis Sabiamnisfer kedelTan sikvdili ufro bunebrivi, logikuri da, amdenad, gacilebiT ufro ioli unda yofiliyo, vidre aq, am miusafar qalaqSi. mag ram mainc ra iyo sikvdili _ dasasruli Tu dasawyisi? aleqsandres mTeli Tavisi Segnebuli cxovrebis manZilze swamda, rom sikvdili iyo is saSineli ram, rac daundob lad spobda da anadgurebda yovelive amqveyniurs, rac usulo leSad aqcevda adamians da es Tavzardamcemi az ri Tavgzas urevda, sicocxlis xaliss ukargavda, magram bolo dros, misi unugeSobis Rameul caze Soreuli var skvlaviviT aWiatda raRac imedi, marTalia, jer sul mci re, umniSvnelo, eWvis WiasTan sustad mebrZoli, magram mainc imedi, rom sikvdili iyo dasawyisi diadi da Seucno beli realobisa. es ime di jer im de nad uZ lu ri iyo, rom Sve bas ver hgvri da, am Rvreul suls ver um Svi deb da, mag ram im Su quras ki hgavda, mRelvare zRvaSi moboriale gzaabneul, martosul navs gezs rom aZlevs da Soreuli napiris mi marTulebas uCvenebs. TandaTanobiT rwmundeboda, rom im mimarTulebiT unda evlo, im napirisken unda ecura, rad gan swo red iq, im aR Tqmul mi wa ze iyo is, ra sac eZeb da, rac naRvelsa da tanjva-wamebas gauqarvebda. maSin, im Soreul bavSvobaSi, roca dedis mier naswav li locvis sityvebs imeorebda, cxovreba saguldagulod dalagebuli eCveneboda _ qvas, balaxs, yovel suliers, Ta vad mas, mis mSob lebs, so fels da mTels qvey nie re ba sac erTi patroni hyavda _ usazRvrod keTili da samar Tlianad mkacri mamaRmerTi. is warmarTavda yovelives, 267 nugzar SataiZe is iyo adamianis mwyemsi da mfarveli, misTvis unda dage jerebina, mas gahyolodi da yvelaferi kargad iqneboda, magram gadioda dro, aleqsandre izrdeboda, dRiTidRe Sordeboda dedis Tbil kalTas, mamis mzrunvel, koJrian xelebs da TandaTanobiT rwmundeboda, rom cxovreba ga cilebiT mkacri da daundobeli iyo, vidre egona. RmerTi ar ereoda kacis saqmeSi da Tu is mainc arsebobda, arse bobda TavisTvis, marto, qveynierebidan Zalian moSore bul kuTxeSi da sulac ar ainteresebda mis mier Seqmnili adamianis bed-iRbali. RmerTis arsebobaSi pirvelad maSin Seepara eWvi, roca aTi-Tormeti wlisam uyura, rogor mokla mezoblis beri kacma ketis cemiT gomuris boZze mibmuli sakuTari be beri ZaRli. merec, didobaSic, mudam axsovda sabralo cxovelis daCeCqvili, gasisxlianebuli sxeuli, misi Sem zaravi, adamianuri kvnesa da Tvalebi, erTdroulad or grZnobas _ saSinel tanjvasa da gamaognebel erTgulebas rom gamoxatavda. axsovda isic, is berikacic, romelmac Tavisi saqme rom moaTava, iqve, rusive amoibana xelebi da valmoxdili kacis kmayofili ieriT miujda lafaroSi gaS lil patara sufras. xolo mere, didi xnis Semdeg, roca sakuTar tyavze gamoscada novorosiiskisa da oriolis cixeebis patimarTa araadamianuri, damamcirebeli yofa, znamenkis da bodaibos katorRuli cxovrebis autaneli, sulisSemxuTveli wesi, ufro gauZlierda eWvi, rom mamaR merTi adamianis mier gamogonili iseTive zRapruli per sonaJi iyo, rogoric xuTkunWula, Wiqara Tu xelmwifis oqrosqoCriani vaJi. magram axla, roca mqrqal burusSi sul ufro da ufro kanTielad moCanda imedis Soreuli napiri, aleqsandre dRiTidRe rwmundeboda, rom WeSmariti cxovrebis gzas acdenili sul sxva mimarTulebiT wasuliyo, sxva biliks dasdgomoda da sxvagan gasuli, axla dabneuli aTvalie rebda iqaurobas _ ucnaursa da sruliad ucxos. 268 noembris wvima oriolis cixeSi gatarebuli oTxi wlis Semdeg, roca cimbirSi gadasaxlebuli znamenkaSi Caiyvanes, iq, erTi ad gilobrivi meZavis qoxSi, aleqsandrem SemTxveviT sarkeSi Caixeda da elda eca _ sarkidan sakuTari mama Semoscqero da! dazafruli da moulodnelobisagan Tavzardacemuli gvianRa mixvda, rom is naadrevad daberebuli, saxedaRaru li WaRara kaci TviTon iyo da es ucnauri grZnoba Zalian hgavda imas, axla, am sibereSi rom ganicdida _ eCveneboda, TiTqos axlac dabneuli, gaognebuli idga sarkesTan da sakuTari sulis anarekls veRara scnobda, radgan iqidan, im sarkidan sul sxva kaci Semoscqeroda. ho, sxva, radgan adamians sakuTari Tavi cotaTi mainc ukeTesi hgonia, vid re sinamdvileSia da axla, Soreuli napiris xilviT Tva laxelili cxadad xedavda im ucxo, sruliad ucxo, sru liad ucnob adamians, romelic sinamdvileSi Tavadve iyo. *** es Sinagani cvlileba Tu Semobruneba TavisiT ar daw yebula. SarSan, dekembris erT WaxWaxa yinvian kviradRes, roca aleqsandrem sardafidan SeSa amoitana da Rumelis danTe bas Seudga, karze viRacam daakakuna da cota xnis Semdeg, eliko oTaxSi maT axal mezobels _ nikos SemouZRva. niko iyo ase ormoci wlis, saSualo tanis odnav melo ti, Savgvremani kaci. hqonda raRac gansakuTrebulad Savi, erTTavad mbrwyinavi Tvalebi da TeTri, nafota kbilebi. am Tvalebisa da kbilebis gamo adamiani maTi patronis mimarT uneblie ndobiT imsWvaleboda. ase mouvida aleqsandres da ara marto aleqsandres, TviT elenesac ki, romelsac saer Tod ar uyvarda umizezod mxiaruli, kreWia adamianebi. nikos Wadrakis yuTi eWira xelSi, magram sul male ga moirkva, rom Wadraki axal mezobelTan daaxloebis sababi 269 nugzar SataiZe ufro iyo, vidre Tavgadakluli moTamaSis Jini: ori par tiis Semdeg figurebi yuTSi Cayara, fexi fexze gadaido da sakuTari ambebis moyola daiwyo. TiTqmis mTeli sa Ramos ganmavlobaSi igi moxuc col-qmars gulwrfelad, raRacnairi bavSvuri miamitobiTa da uSualobiT uambobda Tavis sakmaod Cveulebriv, arafriT gamorCeul Tavgada savals, gulubryvilod laparakobda sakuTar grZnobeb ze, miznebsa da miswrafebebze da aleqsandres eCveneboda, rom es axalgazrda kaci, romelic wlovanebis mixedviT Svilad ergeboda, gansakuTrebul ndobas ucxadebda or Taves da amis safasurad maTganac iseTsave gulaxdiloba sa da mimndoblobas Txoulobda. msgavsi ram mxolod ci xeSi enaxa _ adamianebi mxolod iq iyvnen aseTi uSualoni, gulwrfelni da amitomac iolad umegobrdebodnen erTma neTs, magram es megobroba, rogorc wesi, xSirad dRenak luli aRmoCndeboda xolme, radgan gareT aRar gasdevdaT da Zveli, gamousadegari tanisamosisa ar iyos, imasac iqve, cixis kedlebSi tovebdnen. patimrobaSi SeZenili megobari marTlac Zalian hgavda aTas adgilze gamomwvar, zinzlian qurTuks, romelic ramdenadac saWiro da gamosadegia civ sakanSi, imdenadve sruliad zedmeti da xelisSemSleli aRmoCndeba xolme cixis gareT. im saRamos mere erTmaneTs Zalian dauaxlovdnen, an Wadraks TamaSobdnen, an samovars usxdnen da tkbilad mas laaTobdnen. zogjer, Tuki mizezi gamoCndeboda, svamdnen Rvinosac. aseT dros aleqsandre ufro gulaxdili da enamWevri xdeboda _ hyveboda katorRisa da gadasaxle bis ambebs, xSirad iseT Ramesac ki, razec winaT krintsac ar sZravda da amiT, TiTqos, gulaxdilobis vals ustum rebda Tavis mezobels. niko ki laparakobda dRevandel cxovrebaze _ igi ukmayofilo iyo bolSevikuri reJimisa, wuxda saqarTvelos monuri mdgomareobis gamo, lanZRavda mavanT da mavanT, visac Tavisi politikuri ambiciebisa Tu karierisTvis samSoblo gaeyida. 270 noembris wvima am saubrebidan aleqsandre xvdeboda, rom misi axali mezobeli sakuTar samSobloSi tusaRad grZnobda Tavs, mSobliuri garemo mas cixis kedlebad gadahqceoda da is uCveulo gulwrfeloba da uSualoba, riTac agrerigad gamoirCeoda sxva adamianebisagan, megobris SeZenis xerxi ufro iyo, vidre Tandayolili Tviseba. megobari ki nikos iseve sWirdeboda, rogorc cixeSi gamomwyvdeul, martoo bisagan gulgasenebul patimars. nikos coli nunu _ qmarze TiTqmis TxuTmeti wliT axalgazrda, arc Tu ulamazo qali _ fexmZimed iyo, dRedReze bavSvs elodeboda da amitom gansakuTrebul mzrun velobas saWiroebda. misi mSoblebi zemo imereTSi cxov robdnen, nikos ki sruliad ymawvils mohkvdomoda deda da mere, erTi wlis Semdeg, mamac; ufrosi da erT qalaqel yasabs gahyoloda colad, sakuTari Svilebi da SviliSvi lebi hyavda mosavleli da, cxadia, axladdaqorwinebule bisTvis ar ecala. nikos cols eliko exmareboda, xan cxel kerZs miawvdi da, xan sarecxsa Tu sxva mZime saojaxo saqmeSi waukravda xels da orsul qals amiT umsubuqebda yofas. aleqsandre xedavda, dRiTidRe rogor uaxlovdebodnen qalebi erTma neTs, rogori sulieri da imavdroulad naTesauri kavSi ri myardeboda maT Soris, ranairad uRvivdeboda elenes didi xnis winaT mimqrali da minavluli dedobrivi grZno ba da, rac mTavaria, rogor TvaldaTval icvleboda amis gamo misi damokidebuleba qmris, sakuTari ojaxis, mTeli samyaros mimarT. colis amgvari cvlileba aleqsandres Tavidan af rTxobda da aRizianebda kidec, radgan eCveneboda, rom xelidan ecleboda wlebis manZilze nagebi cixesimagre, romlis baton-patroni da erTaderTi binadari TviTon iyo, rom im koSkSi Semosaxlebuli mdgmurebi jiuti mon domebiT ipyrobdnen mis yovel sarTuls, yvela oTaxs, Tavxeduri sixarbiT inawilebdnen mis kuTvnil nivTebs _ 271 nugzar SataiZe savarZels, flostebs, jam-WurWels da dana-Cangals, mag ram mere, roca Tebervlis erT qaraSotian dRes nunus mu celi astkivda, roca aleqsandrem nikosTan erTad mTeli Rame gaatara samSobiaro saxlis civ, Cabnelebul mosac delSi, xolo diliT, momvlelma qalma nikos biWis mamoba, mas ki, SecdomiT, babuoba miuloca, aleqsandrem igrZno, rom gulSi raRac gaulRva da iqidan daZrulma siTbom Jruantelismomgvrelad dauara ZarRvebSi. im dRis mere misi cxovreba safuZvlianad Seicvala: sul cdilobda bavSvTan yofiliyo, mis Soriaxlo etria la, siamovnebda imisi cqera, Tu rogor uvlidnen qalebi mas, ranairad abanavebdnen, rogor awvendnen akvanSi. zog jer xelSic ahyavda da roca misi ToTo sxeulis gulisa maTrTolebel siTbosa da surnels igrZnobda, mudam uc nauri sixaruli eufleboda xolme. ver get yo daT, ro gor an ra tom, mag ram erTi ki cxa di iyo, rom swored aman, am axladmovlenilma sicocxlem daanaxva aleqsandres is Soreuli napiri, is imedismomce mi Suqura da aqamde sakmaod areuli, qaosuri cxovrebac misma naTelma gauciskrovna. axla TiTqos yvelaferi lag deboda, yovelive Tavis kuTvnil adgils iWerda. da aleq sandre grZnobda, rogor nel-nela isadgurebda mis gulSi rwmena da uCveulo simSvide. *** gareT isev wvimda. aleqsandrem Ramis naTura aanTo. saaTi oTxis naxevars uCvenebda. kedlidan mSvidad imzi rebodnen ilia, vaJa da akaki. maT qvemoT ovalur CarCo Si Casmuli giorgi janeliZis foto ekida. oTaxSi cioda. moxucma kafelis Rumelis ganelebul kedels xelisguli miado, mere CaiCoqa, Tujis mrgvali kari gamoaRo, minav lul nakverCxals masa SeuCiCxina da RumelSi SeSis napobe 272 noembris wvima bi Seawyo. uecrad, isev Tvalwin daudga parunaSvilis ga fiTrebuli saxe, misi Catetkili tuCebi, savarZelSi Cajda da muxlebze kubokruli pledi waifara. ucnauri grZnoba daeufla, moeCvena, TiTqos, es yve la fe ri odes Rac, wi naT, ukve iyo _ am gva ri, an ufro sworad, zustad amgvari ram adrec ganecada da am Sema wuxebelma grZnobam erTianad aaforiaqa, Tanac, albaT, Sescivda, radgan mucelSi saSinelma tkivilma dauara da aman, am tkivilma, uecrad, sakvirveli sicxadiT gaaxsena is didi xnis winandeli ambavi, romlis mogonebazec mu dam sircxvilisa da uxerxulobis SegrZneba eufleboda da romlis daviwyebasac mTeli sicocxlis manZilze cdi lobda. Tvalwin daudga quTaisis cixis sakani, dainaxa sakuTa ri Tavic _ im saknis narze mwolare, muclis saSineli tki vilisagan mokrunCxuli, dainaxa vasiko alSibaia da vano goguaZe, romlebic cixidan gasaparebeli patimrebis siiT xelSi dasdgomodnen Tavze da Sewuxebuli saxiT dasCere bodnen. magram mucelze xelSemoWerili, tkivilisagan ga Tanguli aleqsandre adgilidan ver iZvroda da gatanju li xmiT mxolod erTsRa imeorebda: `wadiT, Tqven wadiT, Zmebo, me Tavi gamanebeT!~ xolo mere, roca yvelaferi damTavrda da ocdaorive tusaRma mSvidobiT gaaRwia ga reT, TiTqos amas elodebodao, aleqsandres maSinve moeS va muclis tkivili da Svebamogvrili gansacdelisgan Tav daxsnili adamianis uecarma sixarulma Seipyro. axla ki, roca Tavis sayvarel savarZelSi mjdomi, wuxandel Sem Txvevaze fiqrobda, eCveneboda, rom wlebis manZilze naSe neb-naloliavebi xuxula Tvalwin engreoda da mis adgils nel-nela iWerda saocrad namdvili, xelSesaxebi grZnoba Tavzardamcemi da yovliswamlekavi SiSisa. Rumeli gaxurda da oTaxSi siTbo datrialda. TandaTan rwmundeboda, rom amaRam usaTuod waiyvan dnen. iqneb sjobda, coli gaeRviZebina da yvelaferi eT 273 nugzar SataiZe qva. sxva Tu araferi, TiTo xel sacvalsa da windas mainc gaumzadebda, magram adgilidan ar iZvroda, raRac gauc nobierebeli imedi akavebda, iqneb ise ara wvims, rogorc quxs da elenes ambavi rom vici, vai Tu sasacilod amig dos, simxdale damwamoso. ijda da muclis tkivils uZaliandeboda. agondeboda ruseTis sxvadasxva sapatimroebSi gatare buli dReebi, yurSi Caesmoda borkilebis saSineli Cxa runi da badragis yvirili. agondeboda Celiabinskisa da irkutskis gadasagzavni cixeebi, znamenka, iqauri SimSili, siRaribe, dabolos, bodaiboSi gamgzavreba. oqros sabadoebze Svidi wlis mtanjveli, jojoxeTuri Sromis Sedegad, aleqsandrem iSovna aT girvanqamde oqro, romelic, samSobloSi gamomgzavrebis win irkutskSi fu lad aqcia _ girvanqa xuTas maneTad gayida, magram roca TbilisSi Camosulma, vagzlis restoranSi isadila da or Tav kerZSi maneTis nacvlad Tumani gadaaxdevines, mixvda, rom didi sisulele Caedina _ saqarTvelo im dros ruseTosmaleTis frontis uaxloes zurgSi imyofeboda da ami tom fulis kursi aq ufro dabali iyo, vidre irkutskSi, samagierod, oqro fasobda gacilebiT Zvirad da fulis nacvlad, is aTi girvanqa rom Camoetana, mis beds ZaRli ar dayefda. Tumca, radgan samSobloSi Camosvlas eRirsa, aleqsandres didad aRar unaRvlia es ambavi. gauTavebelma omma, ekonomiurma siduxWirem da, bolos, Tebervlis revoluciam ruseTis imperia daangria. saqar TveloSi amas politikuri moZraobis gacxoveleba mohyva, magram cixeebiTa da gadasaxlebiT daSinebuli aleqsandre politikaSi ar Careula, igi mTeli arsebiT mieltvoda simSvides, ojaxur myudroebas da amitom TerTmeti wlis unaxavi coli soflidan TbilisSi Camoiyvana, sololakSi oroTaxiani bina iyida da amdeni xnis iZulebiTi ganSore bis gamo erTmaneTs danatrebulma col-qmarma marTlac rom myudro da mosiyvarule ojaxi Seqmna. 274 noembris wvima aleqsandre maSin ormocdaTerTmeti wlis kaci iyo, katorRisa da gadasaxlebisagan jangatexili da daCaCana kebuli, magram mSobliurma garemom da gansakuTrebiT ki elenes mzrunvelma xelma igi fexze daayena. Svili ar hyav daT, magram maTi ojaxuri bednierebisaTvis amas xeli ar SeuSlia _ cxovrobdnen tkbilad, megobrulad, SeTanxme bulad, TiTqmis usityvod esmodaT erTmaneTisa. muSaobi Tac erTad muSaobdnen, erT skolaSi. elene maTematikas aswavlida, aleqsandre mSobliur enasa da literaturas. ase gadioda dro. im weliwads uCveulod Tbili zamTari daiWira. marTa lia, naaxalwlevs moTova da qalaqis irgvliv Semojaruli mTebi TeTrad Camolesa, magram ianvris ocSi qarma dau bera, Rrubeli gafanta da ca erTianad moakriala. daTba. mzem Tovli gaadno, qalaqSi gazafxulisaTvis damaxasia Tebeli nazi surneli datrialda. mtkvaric swored ise adidda, gazafxulobiT rom icoda xolme _ amRvreuli, azvirTebuli moqSuoda da Tan mohqonda Zirianad moT xrili xeebi, moativtivebda Zvel, gamousadegar, gadayril nivTebs, zogjer Camoatarebda damxrCval, mucelgaberil da balangasvlepil ZaRls an katas. magram wyaldidoba didxans ar gagrZelebula, mdinare or-sam dReSi Cacxra, dadinjda, Cveul kalapots daubrunda. Cadga qaric da Tbili, mSrali dReebi waewyo erTmaneTs. gaxalisda, gam xiarulda yovelive, magram naadrevi gamodga es sixaruli: Tebervlis meore kviris bolos, diliT, moqalaqeebi qve mexebis grialma gaaRviZa. srola soRanluRisa da vazianis mxridan ismoda. CrdiloeTidan mosul mters Tan mohyva saSineli qara Soti, romelmac Savi, yomrali Rrublebi moreka da sul Camoabnela iqauroba. acivda. moulodnelad damdgari zamTris susxi ZvalrbilSi atanda. qariSxali yaCaRiviT daTareSobda qalaqis ukacriel quCebSi. beRurebi saxlis sxvenebsa da Tbil sakvamurebs Seexiznen. saRamos qari 275 nugzar SataiZe Cadga, magram isev cioda. mere daRamda. Camowva yurWiviT Savi ukuneTi da im sibneleSi, uecrad gaTovda. Tovda mZimed, raRacnairi avi daJinebiT. maRlidan jibrianad mocvioda Tovlis didroni fantelebi. ucxo, usaxuri frinvelebiviT sxdebodnen is fantelebi saxlis saxuravebze, qvafenilze, aivnis moajirebsa da xeebis SiS vel totebze. qalaqi gayuCda. saxlebSi SeyuJuli ada mianebi Sefiqrianebulebi usmendnen zarbaznebis Soreul gruxuns. SuaRamisas quCaSi anTebuli maSxalebiT Camoiara axalgazrdebis mcire jgufma _ `sa-qar-Tve-lo, sa-qarTve-lo!~ _ yvirodnen isini. mere wavidnen, Tovlsa da sib neles Seerivnen da gauCinardnen. veravin gaigo, vin iyvnen, saidan movidnen an ase moulodnelad sad gaqrnen. mSvidad dioda mravlismnaxveli beberi mdinare. masac aTovda. Tovlis didi, mZime fantelebi mis gluv, CaSave bul zedapirze Cumad sxdebodnen da aseve Cumad amTav rebdnen sicocxles. is ki midioda, qvemoT mihqonda sici visagan gamkvrivebuli wyali. mTeli Rame Tvali ar mouxuWavT da roca gaTenda, na xes, rom qalaqi Tovlis sqel saburvelSi iyo gaxveuli. odnavRa ferflavda, maRlidan uniaTod mofarfatebda TiTo-orola vnebadamcxrali fifqi. TiTqmis saxlebis daTovlil saxuravebamde daweuliyo ganacrisferebuli cac. mosuliyvnen, xis totebze Camofafxuliyvnen Savi yvavebi. elene da aleqsandre skolaSi wavidnen. marTalia, kan tikuntad isev isrodnen, magram gareT uCveulo siwynare id ga. haerSi zamTris susxi da Tovlis saamo surneli tria lebda. TiTqos araferi momxdarao, moqalaqeni dinjad, auRelveblad mimodiodnen daTovlil quCebSi. meezoveebi trotuarze nacars yridnen, vaWrebi TavianTi fardule bis win aqandazebiT Tovls fxekdnen. marto sasaxlesTan ireoda uamravi xalxi _ iqauroba aSlil, aforiaqebul skas damsgavseboda. aleqsandrem icno mTavrobis erTi 276 noembris wvima wevri, romelsac jariskacis ubralo mazara ecva, mxarze SaSxana gaedo da sasaxlis win bolTas scemda. skolaSi swavla ar iyo, yvelani universitetSi wasu liyvnen da isinic fexiT gauyvnen daTovlil quCas. Caua res qvaSveTis saydars, artistuli sazogadoebis Teatris Senobas. gzadagza nacnobebi xvdebodaT. adamianebi jgufjgufad midiodnen. TandaTanobiT izrdeboda is jgufebi. saxegaqvavebulebi miabijebdnen, maT fexqveS Tovli Wra Wunobda, itkepneboda, fers icvlida. _ sa-qar-Tve-lo! sa-qar-Tve-lo! _ yvirodnen wina ri gebSi. _ Zirs CrdiloeTis svavebi!!! _ bans aZlevdnen ukanani. _ sa-qar-Tve-lo! _ gugunebdnen yvelani erTad. ase miadgnen universitetis ezos, sadac uamravi xalxi Seyriliyo. Senobis mTavar SesasvlelTan, qvis daTovli li kibis TavSi idgnen profesor-maswavleblebi, mTavrobis warmomadgenlebi. maT Soris iyvnen saomrad aRWurvili sam xedroebic. universitetis reqtori xalxs sityviT mimar Tavda. igi dinjad, auCqareblad laparakobda, etyoboda, amiT Sinagani mRelvarebis dafarvas cdilobda. iqve, kibis ZirSi, ramdenime oficeri moxaliseTa sias adgenda. grZel rigSi Camdgariyvnen im siaSi Caweris msurvelni. ewerebod nen studentebi, xnieri muSebi, qalaqeli xelosnebi. req tori ki laparaks ganagrZobda, misi xma nel-nel ikrebda Zalas, TandaTanobiT ufro omaxianad JRerda, didi, Ro nieri frinveliviT uvlida iraos gayinul haerSi, xmagak mendil, gafiTrebul adamianebs arwiviviT dahyefda ze modan da ucnauri, Jruantelismomgvreli ZaliT avsebda. `unda Cavewero!~ _ gaifiqra uecrad aleqsandrem, Tov lSi fexi moinacvla da cols gadaxeda. elene Tavaweuli idga, orators yuradRebiT usmenda da mTeli misi gamometyveleba _ odnav Ria bage, gasxivos nebuli Tvalebi da ganaTebuli saxe saocar aRtkinebas gamoxatavda. 277 nugzar SataiZe siaSi Caweris msurvelTa rigi nela miiwevda win, ufro da ufro izrdeboda, rigs ikavebdnen axalgazrda gogo nebi, sufTad Cacmuli inteligentebi, ojaxis xandazmuli mamebi. `ara, unda Cavewero~, _ fiqrobda aleqsandre da Tan wamdauwum fexs inacvlebda, scioda. iq, zemoT ki axla moxuci generali laparakobda. igi borZikobda, sityvebs eZebda, magram mis foladiviT mJRer xmaSi mainc ismoda xmlebis wkriali, TovlSi Cafantuli naperwklebis SiSini. `mec unda Cavewero~ _ kidev erTxel gaifiqra aleq san drem da cols mklav ze xeli daa do. ele nem swra fad Sexeda, kiTxvis TvaliT miaCerda, magram aleqsandrem mou lodnelad Tavi CaRuna da waiduduna: _ ar wavideT eliko? _ ki batono, wavideT. fiqridan manqanis motoris xmaurma gamoarkvia. Sek rTa, Tavi aswia, avismomaswaveblad eCvena am SuaRamisas manqanis gamoCena. savarZlidan wamodga, fanjarasTan mi vida da gareT gaixeda. wvimda isev, wvrilad crida, riyis qviT mogebuli sveli quCa Savma manqanam amoiara da boZ ze mimagrebuli naTuris SuqiT ganaTebul wreSi gaCer da. aleqsandrem ukan daixia, magram cdunebas ver gauZlo, gamWvirvale farda aTrTolebuli TiTebiT gadaswia, ki seri waigrZela da saidumlo mdumarebiT mocul manqanas frTxilad gaxeda _ daorTqlili saqare mina naTuris yvi Tel Suqs irek lav da da Sig msxdomT ar aCen da. uec rad, avtomobilis orTav kari erTdroulad gaiRo da iqidan sami kaci gadmovida. aleqsandrem maSinve xeli uSva far das, magram bolo momentSi, mainc icno tyavis qurTukiani parunaSvili da moeCvena, rom misalmebis niSnad man Tavi daukra da Tavazianad gauRima. 278 noembris wvima *** bnelSi xelebis cecebiT mimavli elene notio kedels miuyveboda da roca imis loprmodebul zedapirze moux vdeboda xeli, zizRi ipyrobda. am ucnaur gvirabSi saSin lad myrali, gulisamrevi suni idga da yvelaferi raRac webovani lorwoTi iyo galipuli. yinuliviT civ, blant wyalSi fexSiSveli miabijebda. zogjer fexebze xorklia ni, mofuTfuTe arsebebis Sexebas grZnobda da SiSisagan sunTqvaSekruli cdilobda, ufro swrafad evlo, rom iqaurobas rac SeiZleba swrafad gascloda, magram sici visagan gaToSili sxeuli aRar emorCileboda da eCvenebo da, rom sadac iyo, waiqceoda, binZur wyalSi waRavdeboda, iq, im saSinel sibnelesa da simyraleSi CaixrCoboda. uecrad, raRac Soreuli xma, raRac Zaxili Semoesma da gaCerda, yuri miugdo, magram Zaxili aRar gameorebula. samagierod gaigona xis kibeze amavali adamianebis mZime fexis xma, aSkarad Semoesma viRacaTa gaxSirebuli sun Tqva, qoSini da imedmicemulma daZaxeba gadawyvita, piri gaaRo, magram yelidan ucxo, ucnauri xavilis meti arafe ri amouvida. sasowarkveTilebisagan dazafrulma gza ga nagrZo, swrafad midioda, koWebamde wyals miaWyapunebda da axla ukve aRar erideboda myrali lorwoTi gawebil kedlebs, zed exleboda, xelisgulebiT ebjineboda da sib neleSi egre mitortmanobda. uceb, raRacas wamohkra fexi, waiborZika, Tavi veRar Seikava da wyalSi gulaRma mwolare gvamze waiqca. maSin ve icno, ufro sworad, gumaniT mixvda, rom aleqsandres cxedari iyo, SiSisagan Sehyvira da gamoeRviZa. erTxans TvalebdaxuWuli iwva, gonze mosvlas cdilob da, mere qmris loginze xeli moafaTura da roca naxa, rom carieli iyo, elda eca. quCidan raRac gaurkveveli xmebi ismoda. yuri miugdo, gaigona motoris TuxTuxi, viRacis mSrali Caxveleba da manqanis karis jaxuni. elene sawoli 279 nugzar SataiZe dan adga, sibneleSi xelebis cecebiT mivida fanjarasTan, sqeli farda gadaswia da gareT rom gaixeda, dainaxa Savi avto, romelic adgilidan daiZra, qvemoT daeSva, sibneles Seeria da gauCinarda. erTxans idga da qmris Semosvlas elodeboda. sapirfa reSoSi gavidodao, fiqrobda. marTlac, RamRamobiT xSi rad uwevda xolme aleqsandres sapirfareSoSi gasvla da koSmaruli sizmridan gamorkveuli elene TandaTanobiT damSvidda. gareT noembris civi, gulisgamawvrilebeli wvima asve lebda quCas, saxlis saxuravebs, tandajirjvebul, beber akaciebs. elenes ratomRac ebraleboda is akaciebi, Semod gomiT daundoblad rom gadabelavdnen xolme da mere, ga zafxulze, xanmoTeulni da uZaloni, ZlivsRa amoiyridnen TiTo-orola mwvane rtos. am oci wlis winaT, isini jer kidev axalgazrdebi iyvnen, jer kidev SeeZloT vardobis TveSi TeTrad gadapentiliyvnen da mTeli quCa nazi, gu lisamaCqrolebeli surneliT gaebruebinaT. axla ki upat rono da umweo moxucebiviT sabralod idgnen im wvimaSi, idgnen da elodnen, rodis Camoivlida culiani wyneTeli glexi, rom ZirSi moeWra, mokle-mokled daexerxa da cxe nis urmiT Sin waeRo. maT am molodins elene mudam mtkiv neulad ganicdida da im wyneTeli kacis gamoCenaze SiSiT ise auTrToldeboda xolme guli, iseTi elda ecemoda, TiTqos quCaSi erTi ubralo glexi ki ara, miqel-gabrieli modeniliyo. oci wlis winaT elenec axalgazrda iyo, mTlad iseTi vera, ayvaveba rom SesZleboda, magram jer mainc imdenad lamazi, rom akaciis yvavilebiT gabruebul quCaSi moma vals, ubnis kacebi Tvals ayolebdnen da gadasaxlebidan dabrunebuli, colmonatrebuli aleqsandrec vnebianad uTvalierebda jiSian tan-fexs. elenes miaCnda, rom qmars unda eamaya misiT, radgan im TerTmeti wlis ganmavlobaSi, rac igi cixesa da Soreul 280 noembris wvima gadasaxlebaSi imyofeboda, miuxedavad mravali macdune beli Semotevisa, mainc bolomde misi erTguli darCa da katorRaSi myof politpatimars namusi Seunaxa. im dros xalxi jer kidev didad afasebda kacobriobis naTeli mo mavlisaTvis mebrZol, tanjul gmirebs. amitom elenesac, rogorc erT-erTi aseTi gmiris cols, yvela gansakuTre buli yuradRebiTa da pativiscemiT epyroboda da Tumca TviTon sruliad araferi icoda qmris iatakqveSa muSao bis Sesaxeb, mainc sul iolad daijera, rom aleqsandre marTlac mniSvnelovani politikuri figura iyo. masTan xSirad modiodnen social-federalistTa quTaisis sagu bernio komitetis warmomadgenlebi, exmarebodnen fuliT da zogjer misganac Txoulobdnen daxmarebas. erTxel elenes maTi ojaxis kargi nacnobi da Soreuli naTesavi, elizbar lolua estumra da rogorc revolu cioneris colsa da sando pirovnebas sTxova, droebiT, sul ramdenime kviriT Seenaxa ucxoeTidan saidumlod Se motanili iaraRi. elene Tavidan SeSinda, radgan im wleb Si saqarTveloSi saSineli reaqcia mZvinvarebda da ico da, rom iaraRis SenaxvisaTvis cimbirs aqeT daatovebineb dnen, magram qmris siyvarulisa da misi saqmis erTgulebis gamo elizbars uari veRar uTxra. marTlac, martis erT TovlWyapian RamiT, elenes karze moayenes SaSxanebiTa da tyvia-wamlis yuTebiT datvirTuli, kameCebSebmuli uremi da iaraRi samzadis qveS, winaswar gaTxril xaroSi dama les. daRlili da Seciebuli xalxi diasaxlisma buxris win gaSlil saxeldaxelo sufrasTan miiwvia da roca elizba ris amxanagebma sveli nabdebi soxaneze miyares da yabala xebi Semoixsnes, erTi maTganis gamorCeulma vaJkacurma Sesaxedaobam da silamazem qali gansakuTrebulad moxib la. es iyo mTels samegreloSi cnobili, saxelganTqmuli senakeli abragi jariSa jguSia, romelic `esferebs~ uc xouri gemidan iaraRis gadmotanasa da mis dabinavebaSi Sveloda. 281 nugzar SataiZe iaraRis Semotana mudam did xifaTTan iyo dakavSire buli da amitom partiuli komiteti yaCaRTa razmebs iye nebda xolme am saqmisTvis, magram raki maT bolomde mainc ar endoboda, meTaurad yovelTvis iseT kacs uniSnavda, romelsac Ralats veravin gaubedavda. swored aseTi kaci iyo jariSa jguSia. igi gansakuTrebuli avtoritetiT sar geblobda abragebs Soris. TviTon igi imdenad iyo sando, ramdenadac icoda, rom Ralatis SemTxvevaSi, partiuli komiteti mas sasikvdilo ganaCens gamoutanda da amis aR msrulebelsac uTuod ipovnida mis pirad mtrebs Soris. im RamiT elenem sul orjer Seavlo jariSas Tvali da iman orjerve daiWira misi mzera. amis Semdeg ar gasula ramdenime dRe, rom erT saRamos, skolidan dabrunebuls abragi Sin dauxvda. elenem axlac ar icoda, ranairad Se vida jariSa daketil saxlSi. igi mSvidad ijda taxtze da mis mosvlas elodeboda. qali gaacofa amgvarma Tavxedo bam, yaCaRi kinwiskvriT gaagdo gareT, meore dRes ki zug didSi Cavida, elizbar lolua moZebna da aRSfoTebulma yvelaferi uambo. mas Semdeg jariSa jguSia TvaliT aRar unaxavs, magram, roca ramdenime wlis Semdeg misi daRupvis ambavi Seityo, dajda da cxare cremliT didxans itira. daTqmul dRes elizbaris gamogzavnilma kacebma iara Ri waiRes, elene ki mas Semdeg politikur saqmianobaSi aR moC nda Cab mu li. kac ma rom Tqvas, igi arc Tu uxa li sod asrulebda sxvadasxva partiul davalebebs _ dadio da krebebze, avrcelebda proklamaciebs, moswavleebs da maT mSoblebs esaubreboda Zirmompali TviTmpyrobelobis mavne, antixalxuri reJimis damxobis aucileblobasa da gardauvalobaze, bolos ki partiaSic Sevida, radgan miaC nda, rom qmris mier daw ye bu li saq me Tvi Ton unda gaeg rZelebina. gadasaxlebidan dabrunebulma aleqsandrem colis par tiul gatacebasa da enTuziazms civi wyali gadaasxa. man jer bevri icina, roca Seityo, elene partiis wevri gam 282 noembris wvima xdarao, mere ki sTxova, Tu xaTri gaqvs, eliko, eg mandati xvalve Caabare da im xalxTan yovelgvari kavSiri gawyvi teo. elenes winaaRmdegoba ar gauwevia, im saqmeSi sulac aleqsandres xaTriT iyo Cabmuli da amitom politikur moRvaweobas sruliad umtkivneulod daemSvidoba, mag ram qmris Sesaxeb adrindeli warmodgena ki, cota ar iyos, gaufermkrTalda. TerTmeti wlis ganmavlobaSi aleqsan dre misTvis nel-nela im saidumlo burusiT mocul rain dad iqca, dRedaRam mSromeli xalxis keTildReobisaTvis, misi naTeli momavlisaTvis rom ibrZoda da am maRali miz nis misaRwevad sicocxles ar iSurebda _ ar erideboda cixes, borkilebs, cimbirul yinvasa da katorRul Sromas. magram gadasaxlebidan dabrunebuli aleqsandre, elenes gasakvirad, sul sxva kaci aRmoCnda. am Cia, avadmyof, er TTavad kuWmtkivan adamians saerTo araferi hqonda misi warmodgeniT Seqmnil gmirTan da erTi Cveulebrivi, kur dReliviT frTxili, mSvid cxovrebas danatrebuli kaci iyo, romelsac sruliad ar ainteresebda msoflio pro letariatis bedi da masze sakmaod bundovani warmodgenac ki hqonda. elene karga xans gons ver modioda, eCveneboda, TiT qos oqros Tumnianis nacvlad viRacam xelSi yalbi fuli SeaCeCa da imedgacruebuli da gawbilebuli datova, mag ram roca mixvda, rom am sabralo adamians, romelic ku Wis gamudmebul tkivils sodiani wylis smiTRa iyuCebda, sayvedurebisa da aTvalwunebis nacvlad, mzrunveli xeli da gansakuTrebuli movla-patronoba sWirdeboda, Sinau ri wamlebi da mkacri dieta dauniSna, fafebiT kvebavda, Tval-yurs adevnebda, rom pirSi iseTi araferi Caekarebi na, rac awyenda da erTi wlis Tavze sasikvdilod gadade buli kaci fexze daayena. im erTi wlis manZilze elenem ise axlos gaicno sakuTari qmari, imdeni kargi Tviseba aR mouCina, rom ukve TviTonve ecineboda Tavis gazviadebul 283 nugzar SataiZe warmodgenaze da grZnobda, rogor dRiTidRe uferulde boda, ranairad fermkrTaldeboda mis mier warmosaxuli wamebuli raindis saxe da mis adgils rogor iWerda rea luri, axlobeli da sayvareli adamiani. revoluciurma saqmianobam elenes xasiaTs mainc Rrma kvali daamCnia. axloblebi mas icnobdnen rogorc gambe dav, pirSi mTqmel adamians, romelic aravis Seepueboda da Tavs egre iolad aravis daaCagvrinebda. moswavleebs misi eSinodaT, maswavleblebi xaTriTa da ridiT eqceodnen. misi principulobisa da Seudrekeli xasiaTis gamo xSirad Tavbedi uwyevliaT skolis direqtorebsa da ganaTlebis ganyofilebis gamgeebs. amnairad icxovra, ase galia wuTisofeli da axla ukve xanSiSesuli da TmaSevercxlili xSirad naRvlobda xolme im mZime xvedrze, rac beds misTvis ergunebina da rasac am sibereSi ufro ganicdida, vidre maSin, roca egona, rom yvela bavSvi, visTvisac ki odesme eswavlebina, visac mis xelSi gaevlo, sakuTari SviliviT uyvarda, magram axla, roca yvela maTgans, yvela moswavles _ avsac da kargsac, ukve erT mTlian, usaxur masad aRiqvamda, xvdeboda, rom im maSindeli siyvaruliT Tavs ityuebda da swored amiT ikmayofilebda dedobriv instinqts, Torem sul sxva iyo is namdvili, RvTiuri grZnoba, adamians sakuTari sisxli sa da xor cis mi marT rom gaaC nia. am grZno bas, am ma ra diul instinqts ebrZoda mTeli cxovreba. ebrZoda ma Sinac, roca egona, rom sakuTari SviliviT uyvarda yve la moswavle, maSinac, roca gadasaxlebidan dabrunebul avadmyof aleqsandres uvlida da axlac, rodesac nikosa da nunus Svils _ patara merabs marTlac rom sakuTari SviliviT dahkankalebda da civ niavs ar akarebda. gareT isev wvimda, euli naTuris SuqiT ganaTebul qu Ca Si, aqa-iq wylis Sa vi, pir qu Si gu bee bi id ga da im gu beebma elenes weRandeli sizmari gaaxsena. isev Tvalwin daudga bneli gvirabi, webovani lorwoTi galipuli misi 284 noembris wvima kedlebi. xalaTi Caicva, kari gamoaRo da sastumro oTax Si Seixeda. aleqsandre elenesaken zurgSeqceviT idga da kedel ze gakrul suraTebs xsnida _ ukve CamoeRo ilias, akakis, vaJas fotoebi da axla mefis armiis polkovnikisformian giorgi janeliZis suraTs aZrobda. dabneuli elene Cumad uyurebda qmris saqmianobas. ver gaego, raSi sWirdeboda axla, am SuaRamisas, aleqsandres es suraTebi, magram roca man simamris fotoc Camoxsna, RumelTan miitana da oTxive cecxls SeukeTa, elenem Seh yvira da xelebgawvdilma win waiwia. colis yvirilze RumelTan CaCoqilma aleqsandrem ukan moixeda da elenem dainaxa misi mitkaliviT gafiTrebuli sa xe, upeebCaSavebuli Tvalebi da morRveuli, uformo piri. Tavzardacemuli Sehyurebda am erT RameSi daCaCanake bul, ucnaurad Secvlil qmars. ver mimxvdariyo ra moxda, ra ubedureba trialebda maT Tavs da roca aleqsandrem asadgomad aiwia, magram muxlmokveTilma waiborZika da ia taks xeliT daebjina, elene swrafad miuaxlovda, wamoaye na, savarZelTan miiyvana da Sig frTxilad Casva. berikacma wylidan amogdebuli TevziviT aalamuna tu Cebi. _ ho, ra iyo, saSa, cudada xar? hkiTxa elenem, magram aleqsandre xmas ver iRebda, cols uazrod miStereboda, TiTqos ver gaego, vin iyo es qali, aq saidan mosuliyo an ra undoda da roca iman komodis ujridan pitnis wveTebis patara boTli amoiRo, akankalebuli xeliT wylian WiqaSi Caayirava da mere is Wiqa pirTan miutana, Caxrinwuli xmiT uTxra: _ niko da misi coli waiyvanes weRan. _ dalie es, dalie! _ aCqarebiT uTxra qalma da roca aleqsandrem Wiqa gamocala, mereRa hkiTxa, _ sad waiyva nes, saSa, ras ambob?! _ ar vici, manqanaSi Casves oriveni da waiyvanes. 285 nugzar SataiZe elenes axlaRa gaaxsenda is Savi avtomobili, elda eca, Wiqa xelidan gauvarda da iatakze daeca, magram ar gate xila. _ ki magram bavSvi?! aleqsandre erTxans uxmod misCereboda, saxe daeZaba, TiTqos raRacas ixsenebso. _ ar vici, bavSvi ar daminaxavs. elene karTan miiWra, gasaRebi gadaatriala, gaaRo da aCqarebuli gareT gaiWra. *** aleqsandre ar ganZreula, ijda da dacarielebul ke dels miStereboda. gaxunebul Spalerze fotosuraTebis nakvalevi darCeniliyo _ sami mozrdili da erTic momcro, ovaluri. im adgilebze kedels ferica da pewic Zvelebu ri SerCenoda da is dRe gaaxsenda, roca aisori xelosnebi binas uremontebdnen. cxadad moagonda kiris, saxameblisa da xis webos suni. es warsulis, bednieri cxovrebis sur neli iyo. ras ar miscemda, rom axla iq, im Soreul war sulSi dabrunebuliyo. maSin, oci wlis winaT, roca cim biridan Camotanili fuliT es bina iyida, mis bednierebas sazRvari ar hqonda, radgan swored es iyo misi pirveli da erTaderTi sakuTreba, romelsac gadasaxlebaSi yofnisas ase natrobda. Tavidanve Seuyvarda am saxlis suni, misi kedlebi, xis darabebiani fanjrebi, saidanac riyis qviT mogebuli viwro, Tbilisuri Suka moCanda. axsendeboda gazafxulis saRamoebi, roca am fanjrebis win gamarTul skamze mezoblebi Camosxdebodnen da TamaSobdnen Wad raks, nards, anda ubralod, mezoblurad maslaaTobdnen. aseT dros, im Tbil amin dSi, yve la sax lis Ria fan jridan moCqrolavda gansakuTrebuli, martooden im bine bisTvis niSandoblivi sxvadasxva suni da erTmaneTTan Se 286 noembris wvima zavebuli, TeTrad gadapentili akaciebis odnav momwaro sunTan Serwymuli, erT mTlian, mxolod maTi SukisTvis damaxasiaTebel, ganumeorebel surnelsa qmnida. maSin, im droSi, adamianebi ynosviT scnobdnen sakuTar quCebs, radgan yoveli maTgani, didi Tu mcire, Tavisi gansakuT rebuli aromatiT gamoirCeoda da swored am aTasgvar aromatTa nazavi, erT mTlian sunad Sekruli da SenivTe buli warmoadgenda im uZvelesi qalaqis surnels, romel sac dasabamidan Tbilisi erqva, magram ratomRac yvela ubralod `qalaqs~ eZaxda. aleqsandre axla Soreuli sizmariviT ixsenebda maSin del Tbiliss, raRac sxvanairs, sxva imediT gaciskrovne buls da iqneb aTasgvari sazrunaviT Sewuxebulsac, magram gacilebiT ufro mxiaruls, bedniersa da Tavisufals. ix senebda im dResac, roca damarcxebul qalaqSi tanisamos SemofleTili, mkbenardaxveuli, mSieri mteri Semovida. roca sul sxva, ucxo kanon-samarTalis artaxebiT gakrul qalaqSi cxovreba Cakvda da Cainavla. qveyanaSi terori gamefda. cecxliTa da maxviliT mo sulma Zalam glexi kolmeurneobis mona gaxada, muSa jama giris mokle TokiT daaba, aristokratia mospo, mRvdeli gakriWa, xolo inteligencia muWSi damaluli Saqris na texis eSxiT, cirkis gawvrTnil goSiad aqcia da qarTveli eri TandaTanobiT im mozvers daamsgavsa, romelic iZule buli iyo oridan erTi, ufro naklebi ubedureba aerCia: an unda daeklaT da xorcis naWrebad gaeyidaT, an daeko daT da muSa pirutyvad eqciaT. erma fizikur ganadgure bas meore ubedureba amjobina, uRelSi morClad gayo Tavi da yelSi apeurwaWerilma, xrioki saxris SiSiT, socializ mis oRro-CoRro gzaze gaswia. es arCevani aleqsandres gonivrulad miaCnda. daTvi rom mogereva, babaia dauZaxeo, eubneboda xolme masTan mokamaTe nikos. es erTi muWa saqarTvelo did ruseTTan veras gaxdeba, tyuilubralod SevawydebiT, gavnadgurde 287 nugzar SataiZe biT da aRvigvebiT pirisagan miwisa. mTavaria, rogorme ga vuZloT, Tavi gadavirCinoT, suli rom gvidgas, axla esec didi saqmeao. aba, davikrifoT gulze xelebi da vuyuro To? _ brazobda niko. _ ratom, kaco, viSromoT, qveyana vaSenoT, mamapapuri adaT-wesebi SevinaxoT, eris tradi ciebs nu davkargavT, nu gadavgvardebiT. maradiuli ara feria, amaze uaresi dReebic gvinaxavs, bolos da bolos, esenic wavlen, mogvcildebian da Cveni droc dadgebao. magram niko ar eTanxmeboda _ monobaSi sicocxles sikvdi li sjobso, mona Seqmnis da aaSenebs ki ara, rac aqvs, ima sac dakargavs da sul xelcarieli darCebao. erTi sityviT, ver Tanxmdebodnen, sxvadasxva azrze id gnen da cxaredac kamaTobnen, magram es xels ar uSlida maT megobrobas. kargiT axla, geyofaT, nu daWameT erTmaneTio! _ eci neboda elenes, _ neta vicode, ra gaqvT gasayofi, ra yria mag cariel laparakSio, magram, miuxedavad amisa, xSirad TviTonac ereoda maT kamaTSi da aseT dros mudam nikos mxares iWerda, mis azrs iziarebda; maT erTobliv Semote vas ki aleqsandre veRar uZlebda, xumrobiT TiTs mokak vavda da RimiliT ambobda, aba, elikosTan me ras gavxdebi, eg xom Zveli revolucioneri gvyavs, politikur brZoleb Si nacadi da gamocdilio. ase amTavrebdnen kamaTs, ufro sworad, meore dRis Tvis gadasdebdnen, manamde ki miusxdebodnen elenes mier gaSlil sufras, an Cais svamdnen, anda welSi gamoyva nil WiqebSi dasxmul saferavs da WukWukebdnen tkbilad, TavisTvis, sul aviwydebodaT socializmis mSenebloba da misi monapovari. male Semovidoda nunuc, romelsac cal xelSi usaTuod cxeli, imeruli xaWapurebiT Tavmodgmu li TefSi, meoreSi ki loyebputkuna, moRimari biWi eWira, miujdeboda gverdiT elenes, bavSvs kalTaSi Caisvamda da aleqsandre grZnobda, rom oTaxSi raRac sxvanairi siTbo da siyvaruli isadgurebda. 288 noembris wvima bolo xanebSi, niko da nunu maTTvis gansakuTrebulad axlobel adamianebad gadaiqcnen, magram axla, roca isi ni parunaSvilma da misma amxanagebma manqanaSi Casxes da waiyvanes, aleqsandres erTi ucnauri, samarcxvino grZno ba eufleboda, grZnoba ucabedad movlenili Svebisa da sixarulisa, romelic gaafTrebuli winaaRmdegobis miu xedavad, mTel mis arsebas mainc jiuti mondomebiTa da ZaliT ipyrobda. weRan, manqanidan gadmosuli parunaSvilis danaxvaze, aleqsandres, misda gasakvirad, sruliad gauqra SiSnare vi molodinis mtanjveli grZnoba da uecari simxneve da simSvide daeufla. TiTqos mRvrie wylidan amoyvinTao, garkveviT dainaxa yvelaferi, gonebadawmendili amCnevda, rogor lagdeboda irgvliv yovelive, ranairad ubrunde boda sagnebsa da movlenebs TavTavisi forma da mniS vneloba. tkbil-mware mogonebebi realobam Secvala, gan vlili cxovrebis suraTebi sqel nislSi dainTqa da ufro xelSesaxebi gaxda awmyo, romelic aleqsandres ukve aRar aSinebda, axla sxva, misi azriT, ufro mniSvnelovani sa fiqrali awuxebda: nanobda, rom coli Tavis droze ar gaaRviZa, yvelaferi winaswar ar uambo da am wuTebisTvis ar Seamzada. gonebis TvaliT iqeqeboda wignebis karadasa da saweri magidis ujrebSi, radgan ainteresebda, Cxrekis dros ra unda epovnaT iq iseTi, rac momavalSi mis sawi naaRmdego samxilad gamoadgebodaT. ecodeboda elene, romelic am sibereSi isev marto unda darCeniliyo da, cxadia, TviTonac esikvdileboda im erTxel ukve avlili golgoTis xelmeored avla, kvlav yurSi edga borkilebis JRriali da badragis mkvaxe SeZaxili. magram didi xnis nalodinari saSiSroeba imdenad realuri da gardauvali gamxdariyo, rom aleqsandres sruliad aRar afrTxobda, radgan saSiSroebis molodini gacilebiT ufro mtanjve lia, vidre TviTon saSiSroeba. Sua oTaxSi idga da Ramis siCumeSi garkveviT esmoda 289 nugzar SataiZe yoveli Cqami, sul odnavi gafaCuneba: wvimis rbili, Cumi Sriali, saaTis tiktiki, raRac Soreuli, susti wkriali da sadarbazos xis Wriala kibeze amomavali parunaSvilisa da misi amxanagebis mZime fexis xma. eCveneboda, rom xedavda kidec maT mkacr saxeebs, mokumul tuCebs, jibeebSi Cama lul xelebs. ai, kibe amoaTaves da derefanSi Semovidnen. axla marjvniv gamouxvevdnen, moadgebodnen aleqsandres binis daketil kars da zed muStiT magrad daabraxuneb dnen. smenad iqca, daZabuli, kisergawvdili misCereboda Semosasvlels, magram aravin akakunebda da es mtanjveli molodini TandaTanobiT ufro autaneli da damTrgunve li xdeboda. uecrad, marTlac atyda mZime braxuni, magram mas rodi ukakunebdnen, es xma ufro Soridan, derefnis bolodan modioda da aleqsandrem gaifiqra, albaT, kari Tu SeeSa laTo. cota xnis Semdeg Semoesma nikos namZinarevi xma, vin ariso, kiTxulobda da amaTac ise mxiarulad, iseTi me gobruli toniT upasuxes, gaaRe, kaco, Cvena varTo, rom aleqsandres gaukvirda, netavi es Cveni niko da parunaSvi li saidan icnoben erTmaneTso! mere gaisma karis Wriali, raRac gaurkveveli, yru SeZaxili, TiTqos viRacam daaxve lao da iqauroba isev Cawynarda, wvimis gabmul Srialsa da saaTis tiktikSi CaiZira. aleqsandre ar ganZreula, idga da fiqrobda: albaT, jer nikosTan imitom Sevidnen, rom mowmed sWirdebaT, misi TandaswrebiT mipireben dapatimrebas, raTa yvelafers ka nonieri saxe misceno, magram gadioda dro da iqidan Cami Cumi aRar ismoda. aleqsandrem karga xans icada da bolos colis gaRvi Zeba gadawyvita. axla mxolod isRa adardebda, ra vqna, ise rogor Sevaparo es ambavi, rom sawyal qals guli ar gavu xeTqoo da am fiqrSi rom iyo, uecrad, isev moesma karis Wriali, xmauri da nabijebis xma. yuri miugdo, gaigona ka 290 noembris wvima cebis laparaki da qalis tirili, raRac bRlarZunis xmac Semoesma, magram arc amjerad gamouxveviaT misi karisken, kibe Caiares da gareT gavidnen. aleqsandrem fanjaras miaSura, farda gadaswia da qu CaSi gaixeda: avtomobilis kari gaeRoT da nikos da nunus Sig ZaliT svamdnen. niko gaxevebuli uazrod idga, xmas ver iRebda, nunu ki tiroda, kacebs uZaliandeboda, gam warebuli raRacas ambobda da saxlisken miiwevda, magram isini yurs ar ugdebdnen, manqanis Ria karisken ubiZgeb dnen da roca bolos oriveni Sig Seyares, TviTonac Cas xdnen da is iyo, avtomobili daiZra, rom parunaSvilma daorTqlili mina gadawminda, aleqsandresken gamoixeda da gauRima. mere manqana qvemoT daeSva, sibneles Seeria da gauCi narda, aleqsandre ki iqve darCa, im fanjarasTan, cali xeliT fardas WmuWnida da isev Tvalwin edga parunaSvi lis sufTad gaparsuli saxe, misi Rimili, TiTqos oraz rovani da niSnis momgebi, magram imavdroulad megobro bisa da keTilganwyobis gamomxatvelic. eWvma Seipyro. es Rimili sando ar iyo. gaaxsenda, weRan nikos Sinaurulad rom dauZaxes, gaaRe, Cvena varTo, da aleqsandresTvis cxadi Seiqna maTi mzakvroba. moagonda Savi manqanac, ro melic imis nacvlad, rom sibneleSi gaeCerebinaT, mTels quCaSi erTaderT ganaTebul da gamosaCen adgilze, swo red misi saxlis fanjrebTan daayenes da aleqsandre mix vda, rom es yvelaferi mis SesaSineblad moawyo parunaS vilma da egeb nikosa da nunus daWerac misTvis dadgmuli speq tak li iyo. oRond erT Rames jer ver xvde bo da, es uS no far si ukve dam Tav rda Tu ki dev win hqon da meo re aqti, romelic tragikuli finaliT unda dasrulebuliyo da aleqsandres kvlav Semoawva gaurkveveli molodinis mtanjveli grZnoba, Semobrunda, oTaxs uazrod moavlo Tvali da roca, uecrad, magidis Tavze gakruli ilias, va Jas, akakis da mefis armiis polkovnikis, giorgi janeliZis 291 nugzar SataiZe fotoebi SeniSna, SiSisgan sunTqva Seekra da eldanacemma sawer magidas miaSura. *** karma gaiWriala da savarZelSi mjdomi aleqsandre SekrTa. oTaxSi elene Semosuliyo, xelSi mZinare bavSvi eWira. qali aCqarebuli nabijiT wamovida, qmrisTvis er Txelac ar Seuxedavs, wamiT Tvali dacarielebul kedels Seavlo da saZinebel oTaxSi Sevida. Ria karidan moCanda, rogor mzrunvelad Caawvina bavSvi loginSi, rogor Ca fuTna. mere idga da Cumad dasCereboda. elenes ecodeboda ase oblad, udedmamod darCenili patara biWi, romelsac brma lekviviT jer Tvalic ar ae xila da ukve saSinel gansacdels umzadebda wuTisofeli. Tavzars scemda nunusa da nikos daWera. ver warmoedgina, ra unda CaedinaT am mSvid, uwyinar adamianebs iseTi, rom SuaRamisas Sin moucvivdnen, loginidan wamoyares da ise waasxes, ToTo bavSvsac ar gauwies angariSi. bundovani gu maniT grZnobda, rom amis Sesaxeb aleqsandrem masze meti icoda, Torem im suraTebs iseTi faTafuTiT ar Camoxsni da da RumelSi ar SeukeTebda. sastumro oTaxSi gavida, kari frTxilad mixura da qmars miaCerda: _ rogor xar, saSa? _ ara miSavs. skami aiRo, savarZelTan miaCoCa da kacs win daujda. aleqsandre odnav Seirxa. karga xans uxmod, mdumared is xdnen da esmodaT quCidan Semomavali wvimis Sriali, komo dis Tavze Semodgmuli saaTis xma da iatakqveS dabudebu li Tagvis faCuni. elene qmars saxeSi Sehyurebda, magram aleqsandre Tvals aridebda, muxlebze dalagebul saku Tar xelebs dasCereboda, ise gulmodgined akvirdeboda yavisfrad dalaqavebul, ZarRvebamomsxdar mtevnebs, TiT 292 noembris wvima qos pirvelad SeamCniao da roca qalma amdeni xnis siCu mes veRar gauZlo da sasxvaTaSorisod hkiTxa, netavi ra Caidines im sacodavebma aseTio, Tavi aswia da fanjrebs Sexeda. Rame gabacebuliyo, oTaxSi dilis riJraJis mkrTali naTeli Semodioda da, awi, albaT, aRar movleno, gaifiq ra. marTlac, wesad hqondaT, `xalxis mtrebs~ RamRamobiT apatimrebdnen, iSviaTad Tu vinmes dRe daiWerdnen, SuaRa misas miadgebodnen xolme manqaniT da yovelgvari xmauris gareSe, Cumad mihyavdaT. _ Cemi moswavle iyo erTi, _ Tqva bolos da Caxrinwuli yeli rom Caewminda, Caaxvela. _ romeli? _ ar ici Sen. _ mere, ver uTxari Rame?! _ xmaSi sayveduri gaeria elenes. aleqsandres naZaladevma Rimilma daugrixa tuCebi, da carielebul kedels Seavlo Tvali da elenemac Zalaune burad iqiT gaixeda. gaxunebul, gacrecil Spalers mkveT rad aCnda is adgilebi, sadac am cota xnis winaT suraTebi ekida. _ guSin patara wakinklaveba momixda im biWTan da mego na, Cems dasaWerad iyvnen mosulebi. _ moica, Tu kaci xar, dalagebiT momiyevi yvelaferi! _ ilias `gazafxuli~ wavukiTxe. ra vicodi, Cekisti Tu mejda klasSi. _ ho. _ klasobrivi mteria mag leqsis damwerio, miTxra! _ mere? _ yuri avuwie da mgoni wamovartyi kidec pataraze. elenem tuCebze xelis guli miifara da qmars gaRi mebuli TvalebiT miaCerda. erTxans egre uyures erTma neTs. quCidan gaRviZebuli beRurebis JivJivi ismoda. Tagvi gaCumda. axla saaTiRa wikwikebda wynarad da, et 293 nugzar SataiZe yoba, wvimamac gadaiRo, radgan aRar ismoda misi gamabez rebeli xmauri. _ magisTvis vin dauWeriaT, Se kaco! _ Tqva bolos qalma. uecrad garedan sayviris xma moisma. elene wamodga, fanjarasTan mivida da quCaSi gaixeda. qvemodan merZeve modioda, cal xelSi bidoni eWira, meoreSi monikelebuli sayviri. saxlTan rom amovida, bidoni dadga, sayviri pir ze miido da Cabera. bavSvs gamiRviZebs es SeCvenebulio, SeSinda elene, sam zareuloSi gavida da karadaSi jam-WurWels auyena Cxaru ni _ qvabs Tu eZebda rZisTvis. am axalma xmebma: beRurebis Jivil-xivilma, sayviris xmam, WurWlis Cxarunma da quCidan Semosulma dilis na Telma, samyaro Secvala, gadaasxvafera da TiTqos aleq sandresac mohgvara erTgvari Sveba. mtanjveli Rame war suls Cabarda da axalma dRem raRac gaurkveveli imedi Causaxa gulSi. imediani iyo elenes naTqvamic _ magisTvis vin dauWeriaTo, _ da, marTalia, aleqsandrem kargad ico da, rom amaze gacilebiT umniSvnelo ramisTvisac iWer dnen, magram mainc gulidan gadaeyara is mZime naRveli, mTeli Rame rom awuxebda da mosvenebas ar aZlevda. garedan isev moisma sayviris xma. aleqsandrem Tavi as wia da sa wo li oTa xis kars mia Cer da. iq bavSvs eZi na _ naadrevad daoblebuls, marto darCenils. mTeli am xnis ganmavlobaSi pirvelad igrZno sibraluli. Seecoda misi mSoblebic, romlebic, vin icis, ra braldebiT daapatim res. Tavisi weRandeli versia gaaxsenda _ niko da nunu Cems SesaSineblad daiWira parunaSvilmao, _ da sakuTar gulubryvilobaze gaecina. mTlad ase martivad ar unda yofiliyo saqme. etyoboda, niko sxvasTanac laparakobda mTavrobis augs da daabezRa viRacam, boroti xalxis meti ra iyo! magram, vaiTu, marTlac RameSi iyo gabmuli, vai Tu, misi xasiaTis patronma ver moiTmina da romeliRac farul organizaciaSi Sevida, maSin? TiTqos cxeli wyali 294 noembris wvima gadaasxeso, amis warmodgenaze cecxli moedo. icoda, rom imaT xelSi Cavardnil kacs aRaraferi eSveleboda, magram goneba misgan damoukideblad mainc eZebda gamosavals. de Tvis wi naT, aleq san dres qu Ca Si erTi So am orio reuli naTesavi Sexvda, Suaxans gadacilebuli kaci manasi wiqoriZe. es manasi adre wyaltubos Temis mRvdeli iyo. cxraasocdasamSi, roca bolSevikebma didi antireligiuri kampania wamoiwyes, gazeTSi `muSa da glexi~ misi saxeliT Semdegi Sinaarsis werili daibeWda: `amxanago redaqtoro! Cems mRvdlobaSi me adreve davrwmundi, rom saswaule bi da arabunebrivi movlenebi ar arsebobs, magram me ki dev maCerebda sarwmunoebis zneobrivi mxare; exla vxedav, rom amaSic Sevmcdarvar. amitom vtoveb mRvdlobas, kav Sirs vwyvet eklesiasTan da amieridan vecdebi viyo mtki ce morwmune mecnierebisa. gamocdilebam damarwmuna, rom mRvdloba gulubryvilo xalxis Zarcva-gleja da avaza kobaa. amitom dReidan am saqmianobas Tavs vanebeb da ga dawvetili maqvs, vemsaxuro mSromel xalxs da visazrdoo Tavi patiosani SromiT~. sinamdvileSi, manasi wiqoriZe soflis aqtivistebma da komkavSirlebma ZaliT gakriWes, is korespondencia ki, cxadia, redaqciis muSakma dawera. misi naxviT gaxarebulma aleqsandrem manasi restoran Si dapatiJa. dalies TiTo boTli Rvino, moikiTxes erTma neTi, gaixsenes Zveli ambebi, naTesavebi. Sua puris WamaSi yofil mRvdels uecrad, tirili waskda, Tvalebidan RapaRupiT wamouvida cremlebi, veRar Cerdeboda. karga xani gavida, sanam damSviddeboda, mere ki Secbunebul aleq sandres gamoutyda, swored axla movdivar Sinsaxkomidan, sadac xelwerili damawerines, rom valdebuli var arake Tilsaimedo xalxs Tval-yuri vadevno da saidumlo gan yofilebas maT Sesaxeb cnobebi mivawodoo. Sen gamocdili kaci xar, Zveli revolucioneri da mirCie ra vqna, rogor moviqceo. 295 nugzar SataiZe aleqsandre gaSra, uecrad SesZulda sakuTari Tavi ca da manasi wiqoriZec, gamtknarebuli ijda, erTi suli hqonda, aqedan rodis wavidoda. manasi ki ar eSveboda, ex veweboda, mirCie Rameo. bolos, aleqsandre adga, yofil mRvdels uTxra, ise moiqeci, rogorc sakuTarma sindisma gikarnaxoso, oficiants danaxarji gadauxada, dabneuli stumari gaSlil sufrasTan miatova da wavida. aleqsandrem icoda, rom saqarTvelo savse iyo manasi wiqoriZis msgavsi agentebiT da, cxadia, swored erT-er Tma maTganma daabezRa nikoc. elene Semovida da qvabiT rZe Semoitana. aleqsandrem SeniSna, rom coli Tvals aridebda, samagierod, wamdau wum, dacarielebuli kedlisken gaurboda Tvali da, cota ar iyos, Sercxva Tavisi weRandeli saqcielisa, magram gu nebaSi mainc gaimarTla Tavi _ suraTebi xom imitom daw va, rom sul mcire, iotisodena samxilic ki moespo da axla ukve darwmunebuli iyo, rom dapatimrebis SemTxveva Si iseTs veRarafers upovnidnen, rac mis sawinaaRmdegod gamoadgebodaT, magram, moulodnelad, TiTqos SigniT ra Rac aufeTqdao, goneba TvalismomWrelma Suqma gaunaTa. am uecari SegrZnebisagan aleqsandre fexze wamoxta da sa woli oTaxis kars miaSterda: iq, im kars miRma udrtvin velad eZina patara merabs, dReis amas iqiT xalxis mtris Svilsa da yvelaze did samxils, rac sruliad kmaroda misi da elenes irkutskSi, znamenkasa Tu bodaiboSi gada sasaxleblad. *** Tavdapirvelad moagonda, rom nunus mSoblebi sadRac, xaragaulis raionSi cxovrobdnen, magram soflis saxeli ver gaixsena. gamalebuli fiqrobda, metismeti daZabulo bisagan Tavi astkivda. bolos daaskvna, elenes ecodine 296 noembris wvima ba misamarTio, magram maSinve mixvda, rom sanam telegrama iqamde CaaRwevda, sanam isini TbilisSi gamosamgzavreblad aibargebodnen da bolos, sanam Camovidodnen, dagviandebo da Zalian. mere nikos da moagonda, romelic kukiis ubanSi cxovrobda. arc misi misamarTi icoda, magram nikos siZe yasabi iyo, leo erqva da ase kidev SeiZleboda maTi povna. axlave unda wasuliyo, kukiaze yasabi leo moeZebna da bav Svi imaTTvis miegvara, magram, uecrad, colis eWvian mzeras waawyda. etyoboda, elene, rogorc yovelTvis, axlac usit yvod mixvda mis nafiqrs, radgan sawoli oTaxis karze ak ruls focxveriviT uelavda Tvalebi da TviTonac im foc xvers hgavda, erTaderTi lekvis warTmevas rom upirebdnen. aleqsandre moeSva, savarZelSi mowyvetiT Cajda da ganaTebul fanjaras miaCerda. weRan cota xniT nagrZno bi Sve ba gam qra li yo da axla mis nac vlad, ra Rac uc xo, cxoveluri SiSi avsebda, SiSi damfrTxali nadirisa, bnel kuTxeSi mikunWuli da mdevrebisagan garSemortymuli, ga damwyvet dartymas rom elodeba. sul sxva ram iyo es SiSi, sxva azrebis gamCeni da war momSobi sruliad ucxo, moulodneli survilebisa, rac aleqsandres Tavzars ki scemda, magram TandaTanobiT imorCilebda, raRac ucnauri ZaliT Trgunavda da aiZu lebda wamomxtariyo, ugzo-ukvlod gaqceuliyo da manam erbina, sanam daRlili da gasavaTebuli sadme mkvdariviT ar miegdeboda. magram axla, aramc Tu gaqcevisa, savarZli dan wamodgomis Tavic ar hqonda, radgan, Turme, didi xa nia ukve garboda, gaurboda im sazizRar lafsa da talaxs, romelsac mTeli Tavisi Segnebuli cxovrebis manZilze erideboda da axla, gauTavebeli srbolisagan daRlilsa da Zalagamoclils, erTi zedmeti nabijis gadadgmac aRar SeeZlo. ijda da sasowarkveTili fiqrobda, rom sruliad amao yofiliyo is sirbili, is dausabamo tanjva-wvaleba, radgan, sadac unda wasuliyo, rogorc unda damaluliyo, mainc ipovidnen, miwidanac ki amoiRebdnen da bolos, usa 297 nugzar SataiZe Tuod im wumpesTan miaTrevdnen, romelsac aseTi sule luri gulubryvilobiT emaleboda. maradiuli ltolvisagan daRlilsa da gabezrebuls, axla uneburad agondeboda sofeli da samebis goraze wamomarTuli, kedlebdabzaruli Zveli saydari, romlis Soriaxlos, Jangisagan SeWmuli rkinis meseriT SemoRo bil yviTel TixnarSi mSvidad iwvnen cxovrebis dausabamo mdinarisagan gacveTili da zenaaris mier SvebaminiWebu li misi mSoblebi da eCveneboda, rom TviTonac iq iyo, im didi xnis winaT mitovebul saflavTan ijda da uyurebda, rogor dasdioda noembris wvima jer isev mwvane balaxiT Semosil miwas, sisvelisagan gaSavebul saflavis lodebs da mTels sasaflaos, xnarcvebidan aZruli nisliT Sebur vilsa da rZisfrad SeRebils. gonebis TvaliT xedavda mamas, mis fiqrian, yoveldRiuri sazrunaviT damZimebul gamoxedvas da esmoda dedis tkbili, Jruantelismomgvre lad mSobliuri xmac: _ es aris `a~! _ eubneboda igi, _ aba, kidev mipovne `a~. ra hqvia, Svilo, magasa? _`a~, _ eRimeboda aleqsandres da dedac alersianad usvamda Tavze xelis guls, efereboda. gulaCqrolebuli aleqsandre grZnobda im xelis sil bos, sinazes, mis sulSiCamwvdom siTbos da sanTeliviT eR venTeboda mTeli sxeuli, Tvalis upeebSi cxeli cremli ugrovdeboda. *** fiqrebidan karze atexilma kakunma gamoarkvia, SekrTa, Tavi aswia da cols miaCerda. am sisxam diliT sxva vin unda yofiliyo, magram mainc ar undoda daejerebina, rom kars ukan `isini~ idgnen. gauk virda, manqanis xma ratom ver gavigoneo, savarZlis saxe lurebs daebjina, Zlivs wamodga da fanjarasTan mifra 298 noembris wvima tunda. tyviasaviT damZimeboda fexebi. gareT, eleqtronis boZTan Savi avtomobili idga, tyavisqurTukiani mZRoli gadmosuliyo, saqare minas falasiT wmendda da Tan wam dauwum misi saxlis fanjrebisken icqireboda. ne ukve kars aReb da. zur gSeq ce viT mdgom aleq ele sandres esmoda gasaRebis Cxakuni, CaJangebuli anjamebis Wriali da roca mobrunda, dainaxa oTaxSi Semosuli pa runaSvili _ maRali, lamazi axalgazrda kaci, romelic elenes gaRimebuli misCereboda. _ unda mapatioT, qalbatono, am dilaadrian rom Sega wuxeT, _ warmoTqva man da mere aleqsandres miubrunda, _ bodiSis mosaxdelad geaxeliT, batono aleqsandre! moxucma gakvirvebiT azida warbebi, cols gadaxeda. elene dabneuli idga, xan daupatiJebel stumars uyureb da, xanac qmars, radgan am ucnauri gamocanis pasuxs swo red misgan elodeboda. parunaSvili aleqsandres miuaxlovda, mis win Tavdax rili, saxeSefakluli Cumad gaCerda, bolos, rogorc iqna, Tvali gauswora da darcxvenili RimiliT uTxra: _ SevrigdeT, batono aleqsandre? am ucnauri moulodnelobisagan aleqsandre saSinlad daibna. marTlac sakvirveli iyo: im pirsisxliani jalaTi sa da Semzaravi urCxulis nacvlad, romelic mis cnobie rebaSi mTeli Ramis tanjvisa da gvemisagan Camoyalibda, axla mis win erTi zrdili, sindisis qenjnisagan Sewuxe buli ymawvili idga da guSindeli ugvani saqcielisaTvis Sendobas sTxovda. am moulodnelma garemoebam moxuci suliT xorcam de SeZra da misi daWimuli nervebi ise daalbo, rogorc gazafxulis wvimam gvalvisagan daSaSruli, xrioki miwa. sulmTlad moeSva, muxlebSi sisuste igrZno da, uecrad, ise, rom TviTonac ar elodeboda, sicili waskda _ mTeli sxeuli auTaxTaxda, mucelze xelebi SemoiWira, moikakva da bebruli, xrinwiani xmiT axiTxiTda. 299 nugzar SataiZe icinoda da, Tumca mSvenivrad grZnobda situaciis ab surdulobasa da im uxerxulobas, misi uneburi, uazro sicili rom iwvevda, magram ver Cerdeboda, radgan eCve neboda, rom aqamde cocxlad damarxuls, sulSegubebuls, zemodan miwa gadaacales da axla is sicili swored iseve sWirdeboda, rogorc grili, sufTa haeri bneli samaridan amoyvanils. parunaSvili jer ki gaRimebuli da, cota ar iyos, dabneuli Sescqeroda ase moulodnelad gamxiarulebul Tavis maspinZels, magram TandaTanobiT imasac gadaedo misi sicili, SublSekrul, Sefiqrianebul elenes Tvali Seavlo da, uecrad, iseTi xarxari autyda, rom Zveli sax lis kedlebi SeinZra, karadaSi WurWeli awkarunda da fan jris minebmac zriali moiRes. axla oriveni icinodnen, Tvalze cremlmoreulebi, welSi moxrilebi exlebodnen erTimeores, sicilisagan daosebulebi zogjer xelebsac ki ucacunebdnen erTma neTs mklavebze, mxrebze da erTnairi JiniT atacebulni, TiTqos erT arsebad qceulni giJebiviT xarxarebdnen. gaognebuli elene Secbunebuli Sehyurebda kacebs. ukve ico da, vinc iyo es uc xo stu ma ri da ra ki qmris amnairi mxiarulebis mizezs ver xvdeboda, maTi sicili nervebs uSlida, aRizianebda da roca saZinebeli oTaxi dan, uecrad, bavSvis tirili Semoesma, veRar moiTmina da dauyvira: _ kargi, saSa, ra dagemarTa! aleqsandre, rogorc iyo gaCumda, magram parunaSvili jer isev icinoda, Tan jibeebSi iqeqeboda, cxvirsaxocs eZebda, rom Tvalebidan cremli moewminda. sicilisagan gasavaTebuli, Zalagamoleuli moxuci ki savarZelSi CaeSva da bavSvis tirilic swored maSin Se moesma! parunaSvilma saxidan Rimili moisxipa, sawoli oTaxis karTan mivida, gamoaRo da Sig Seixeda. imas ukan mihyva 300 noembris wvima elene, romelsac atirebul bavSvTan undoda misvla, mag ram parunaSvils gza Caexerga da aRelvebuli, aforiaqe buli qali karebSi gaxidul kacs xan aqedan uvlida, xanac iqidan, magram oTaxSi Sesvlas ver axerxebda. amasobaSi bavSvi CabJirda, axla ukve ganwiruli xmiT gahkioda, magram parunaSvili adgilidan ar iZvroda, ka ris CarCoze xelebmibjenili, saZinebel oTaxSi TavSeyo fili, uxmod idga da gaalmasebul qals, romelic imis ganier beWebs aqoTqoTebuli, cxare kruxiviT zed awyde boda, araviTar yuradRebas ar aqcevda. aleqsandre braziT uyurebda am suraTs da guli mos dioda sakuTar colze, romelic stumars zurgSi xels hkravda, ujikavebda da gzidan mis Camocilebas ase cdi lobda. uecrad, parunaSvili mobrunda, qals gza misca da aleqsandres naRvliani RimiliT miaCerda. _ amas ki aRar movelodi Tqvengan, batono aleqsandre, _ Tqva bolos da Tavi sinanuliT gadaaqnia. aleqsandre savarZelSi Cakvda, Caiferfla. axlaRa gaaxsenda, rom am kacisa saxelic ki ar icoda da amis ga mo sindisis qenjna igrZno. Sescqeroda am lamaz, warmosa deg adamians, mis mimarT saocari ndobiT imsWvaleboda da roca iman usayvedura, xalxis mtrisa da moRalatis Svili ojaxSi ram SemogayvaninaTo, cols sawol oTaxSi braziT gasZaxa: _ aba, moixede, qalo, ras geubnebodio! parunaSvili fanjarasTan mivida, farda gadaswia, ga reT gaixeda da viRacas Tavi dauqnia. uecrad meore oTaxidan Tmagawewili, saxeSeSlili ele ne gamovarda da qmars eca: _ vin aris, saSa, es kaci? _ eliko! _ gamafrTxileblad uTxra aleqsandrem. _ vin aris-meTqi, ra unda am saxlSi! _ kargi, axla, eliko! _ uTxari, axlave wavides aqedan! 301 nugzar SataiZe _ dawynardiT, qalbatono, _ Caeria parunaSvili, _ sjobs CaicvaT da bavSvic moamzadoT. uecrad, kari gaiRo da oTaxSi ori ucxo kaci Semovida. elenes mkvdris feri daedo. _ bavSvs Tbilad CaacviT, Torem gagicivdebaT. _ urCia parunaSvilma. *** amis Semdgom movlenebs aleqsandre sizmariviT aRiq vamda, eCveneboda, TiTqos yvelaferi wylis fskerze xde boda. adamianebi Senelebulad moZraobdnen, TevzebiviT alamunebdnen tuCebs, maTi laparaki sruliad ar esmoda, yurebSi gabmuli buybuyi da Sriali edga. dainaxa, rogor gamoiyvanes sawoli oTaxidan tyavisqurTukianma kacebma paltoCacmuli, balRatatebuli elene. uyurebda, rogor idga igi Sua oTaxSi, misken arc ki iyureboda da aleqsan dres moeCvena, rom qals erTi suli hqonda, sanam aqedan wavidoda da, marTlac, roca im kacebma win gaigdes, oTa xidan ise gavida, ukan erTxelac ar mouxedavs. mere savarZelSi ijda da xedavda, rogor dadioda pa runaSvili dacarielebul oTaxSi, ranairad aTvalierebda iqaurobas da bolos, roca miuaxlovda da dasamSvidobeb lad xeli gamouwoda, Zalian ki ecada, magram ise hqonda kidurebi gaxevebuli, rom savarZlis saxelurs marjvena ver aaglija. parunaSvili erTxans egre xelgamowvdili idga, mere nela Sebrunda da wavida. 302 noembris wvima *** ver getyodaT, kidev ramden xans ijda, magram roca wa modga, sxeulSi ucnauri, saswaulebrivi simsubuqe igrZno, ramac eniT auwereli Sveba mohgvara. fanjridan gareT gaixeda. avtomobili aRarsad Canda. cas Rrubeli gadaeyara da aRmosavleTidan didi, wi Teli mze amodioda. mis sxivebs erTnairad gaekaSkaSebina nawvimari quCa, saxlebis sveli saxuravebi, mTeli qala qi. trotuarze neli nabijiT modioda wyneTeli glexi da xmobaSeparul akaciebs dinjad, saqmianad aTvalierebda. aleqsandre nela Semobrunda. mzis oqrosfer naTel Si gaxveuliyo mTeli oTaxi, misi yoveli kuTxe-kunWuli ucnaurad brwyinavda da uecrad, eldanacemma kinaRam Seh kivla: maRalzurgian, gaqucul savarZelSi uZravad ijda misi gaxevebuli, usulo gvami, romelsac Riad darCenil, Camqral Tvalebze Semodgomis msxvili, mwvane buzebi daa cocavdnen. nugzar SataiZe. Sexvedra (rCeuli). Tbilisi: qarTuli biografiuli centri. 2010. 303 m margerit iursenari (namdvili gvari _ kreianku ri) daibada 1903 wels briuselSi. pirveli didi prozauli Txzuleba 1929 wels gamoaqveyna, 1951 wels ki daibeWda misi yvelaze cnobili romani `adreanes mogonebebi~, romelic jer kidev mwer lis cxovrebaSive klasikad aRiares. 1979 wlidan sicocxlis bolomde cxovrobda amerikaSi. 1981 wels margerit iursenari pirveli qali gaxda, romelic safrangeTis akademiis wevrad airCies da amiT daarRvies saukunovani tradicia. gar daicvala 1987 wels maunT-dezertSi, sakuTar saxlSi, megobrebiTa da axloblebiT garSemor tymuli. 305 margerit iursenari mercxlebis RvTismSobeli Terapion beri siymawvileSi aTanase didis uerTgulesi mowafe iyo. kuSti da pirquSi Terapioni Tbilad mxolod maT epyroboda, vinc eSmakeulad ar miaCnda. egvipteSi mkvdreTiT aRadgina mumiebi da saxareba uqadaga; codve bi miuteva bizantiis imperatorT; sizmrad miRebuli Cve nebiT saberZneTs gaemarTa, raTa panis sacdurisgan ex sna es qveyana. zizRiT ivseboda wminda xeebis danaxvaze, totebze Cvrebi rom SeebaT xurvebiT Sepyrobil glexebs da CaeTqvaT, rom saRamoJams, niavis Seqrolebaze am kon kebs ecaxcaxa maT nacvlad. brazs hgvrida uRalo miwis Tvis meti mosavlis gamosaZalavad aRmarTuli falosebic, wyarosTavTan an TaxCebSi gamodgmuli Tixis RmerTebic. sefisis kbodeze wminda xeebisagan sakuTari xeliT ga marTa patara qoxi. soflelebi TavianT Raribul lukmas unawilebdnen. uWirda Terapions Tavsdamtydari omebiTa da SimSiliT ilajgawyvetili, gacrecili da gaZvaltya vebuli glexebis gaZRola zecisaken. maT uyvardaT ieso, Ze mariamisa, amomaval mzesaviT oqroTi mosili, magram 307 margerit iursenari gulis siRrmeSi mainc jiutad eTayvanebodnen xeebsa da wylis CqerSi Cabudebul RmerTebs. yovel saRamos nimfe bis WadarTan tovebdnen erTaderTi marCenali Txis rZiT galiclicebul tagans. Sebindebisas soflis biWebi ko romSi Serbodnen, surdaT Tvali SeevloT aqatisTvale ba asulebisaTvis, romlebic ZiraTi da veluri TafliT sazrdoobdnen. yvelgan iyvnen isini, am xrioki da mwiri miwis asulebi, yvelgan! xan nisliviT ifantebodnen, xan ki uecrad namdvil saxes iRebdnen, xorcs isxamdnen. wya rosTan, TixnarSi naxulobdnen maT nafexurebs. maTi kanis siTeTre qarafebze areklil naTels erTvoda Soridan. zogjer asec xdeboda: dasaxiCrebuli nimfa CarCeboda sa xeldaxelod gaqerqil TavxeSi da RamRamobiT ismoda misi Civili, xan ki _ RiRini. mTebSi TiTqmis yoveldRe ikarge boda monusxuli saqoneli. ramdenime Tvis Semdeg Zvlebis patara grovasRa poulobdnen. es wyeulebi xels daavleb dnen balRebs da cimcim miaqanebdnen xramisaken. maTi pawia fexebi miwas arc ki exeboda. ufskruli STanTqavda xolme maT patara mouqnel sxeulebs. zogjer nimfebis kvalis maZiebeli cxroiani biWi acaxcaxebuli Cairbenda wyaros Tan. wyalTan erTad sikvdilsac ewafeboda Turme. yove li axali ubedurebis Semdeg Terapion beri muStebs uRe rebda koroms, im SeCvenebulebis saxizars. glexebi mainc eTayvanebodnen TiTqmis uxilav naz feriebs da ise iolad iviwyebdnen maT borot namoqmedars, nimfebs ise apatieb dnen ukeTurebas, rogorc, vTqvaT, Seundoben xolme mzes SeSlilTa tvinis galayebas, an mTvares _ meZuZuri qale bisTvis ZilSi rZis gamowovas, rogorc miuteveben xolme siyvaruls gausaZlisi tanjvis motanas. bers mglebis xrovasaviT eSinoda nimfebisa. meZavebi viT uforiaqebdnen suls. saocrad lamazebi wamiT ar aZ levdnen saSvels. RamRamobiT zed saxesTan grZnobda maT cxel sunTqvas, TiTqos nadiri daborgavda oTaxSi da geSs iRebda. avadmyofTan mosakiTxiT mimavali beri mindors 308 mercxlebis RvTismSobeli rom gauyveboda, kvaldakval misdevda maTi fexis bakuni da ciknebis peteli. locvis dros uneburad Tu CasTvlemda, nimfebi gulubryvilod Semoeseodnen da wverze eqaCebod nen. mis cdunebas ar apirebdnen, uSnod da sasacilod eCve nebodaT Talxi jvaloTi mosili beri. lamazebi ki iyvnen, magram vnebebs ar aRuZravdnen. bers maTi SiSveli tani ise ve ezizReboda, rogorc muxluxas sifermkrTale, rogorc unasis wyltu kani. magram bolos da bolos nimfebi mainc axerxebdnen mis cdunebas, radgan maT Semyure bers RvTis sibrZne eeWveboda, rad Seqmna es umaqnisi, mavne arsebanio, _ fiqrobda da Sesaqme RvTis TavSesaqcev av oinad esaxe boda. erT mSvenier dilas glexebma naxes da SeSfoTdnen, Sefiqriandnen, nimfebma Suri ar iZion, wyaro ar wagvar Tvano. Tanac am Wadris CrdilSi soflis gogo-biWebi cek va-TamaSisTvis iyridnen Tavs. magram wminda kacs sayvedu ri ver Sebedes, SeeSindaT, ar gavanawyenoTo mama, romeli ars caTa Sina da romeli ganagebs darsa da avdars. krinti ar dauZravT da maTma dumilma ufro Seaguliana Terapion beri. amieridan karSi ise ar gamovidoda, nimfebis mosagerieb lad ori qva mainc rom ar hqonoda saxelos naoWebSi damalu li. mwuxrisas, roca ukacriel mindvrebSi aRarcerTi glexi ar Canda, cecxli waukida beber zeTisxils. mis dafuRuroe bul zroSi qalRmerTebi imalebiano, _ fiqrobda. cecxls misca fiWvis Simelac. daxeTqili qerqidan cremlebad rom sdioda aSifi. SiSveli sxeuli amovarda misi varjidan da SeuerTda Tavisianebs, damfrTxali SvlebiviT Soriaxlo ga facicebulT. wminda beri ki xarobda, borotebis kidev erTi bude rom moSala. jvrebi aRmarTa yvelgan. saRvTo nadiri ifanteboda, am raRac saxrCobelas msgavsis Crdils gaurbo da da ganwmendili soflis SemogarenSi simSvide da simar tove isadgurebda. magram brZola grZeldeboda fexdafex, kvaldakval. axla nimfebi ferdobebze ZeZvnars Seexiznen da qvebs uSendnen bers. aqedan ufro Zneli iyo maTi gaZeveba. 309 margerit iursenari bolos, roca soflis biWebma zurgi Seaqcies, locvebiT da cecxliT SeWirvebuli nimfebi roca usaboZvrod da usiyva rulodac darCnen, erT patara ferdobs Seafares Tavi. aq, TixnarSi, mTlad CaSavebuli fiWvebi veeba arwivebs hgvan dnen. TiTqos mZlavr klanWebSi CaebRujaT es ayalo miwa, TiTqos caSi maqmaniviT dafrialebda maTi bumbuli. qvebze wyaro mowanwkarebda. wyali ise civi iyo, rom sarecxis sa WiWynad ar ekarebodnen. gorakis ferdobze SeTxril exSi SeRweva SeiZleboda viwro napraliT, romelSic kaci Zlivs Seeteoda. yovelTvis, roca nimfebs gauavdrdebodaT da garToba SeuferxdebodaT, aq Seixiznebodnen xolme. isi ni, nadirisa ar iyos, ufrTxodnen Weqa-quxils da umTvaro RameebSi aq, parexSi, eZinaT. mexre biWebi gamoqvabulSi SeR wevas cdilobdnen. es saxifaTo saqme maTi vaJkacobis didi gamocda iyo. Semdeg gauTaveblad trabaxobdnen, mrumeSi nimfebis kenari tani da daburduli Tmebi davlandeTo. Te rapion bers kldis ferdze mimaluli es gamoqvabuli gulze ekaliviT esoboda. mindvris ganapiras saaTobiT idga garin debuli beri da xelaRpyrobili SesTxovda zecas RmerTebis modgmis am saSiSi naSTis mospobas. aRdgomis Semdeg cota xani rom gamoxda, berma SearCia Tavisi mrevlidan yvelaze ubiri da Tan yvelaze sando gle xebi, weraqvebi da CiraRdnebi misca, jvarcmas daswvda da sibnelesa da sisovleSi wauZRva maT okrobokro gorakebze. marjved unda gamoeyenebina es nestiani, kunapeti Rame. Te rapion beri gamoqvabulis SesasvlelSi Cadga, Tavisi Tanam zraxvelebi Sig ar SeuSva, SeeSinda, cdunebas ar ahyvneno. bnelSi ismoda wyaros CuxCuxi da fiWvebSi sios qrolvasa viT nazi faCuni. es mZinare nimfebis fSvinva iyo. sizmrad xedavdnen samyaros siWabukes, ezmanebodaT Jami, roca de damiwa mxolod xeebis, pirutyvisa da RmerTebis samkvidro iyo. glexebma koconi gaaCaRes, magram qarafs xom ver wauki debdnen cecxls! berma TabaSiris azelva da qvebze dagozva daavala maT. inaTa Tu ara, zed im dawyevlili gamoqvabu 310 mercxlebis RvTismSobeli lis zRurblTan, ferdobze, patara samlocvelos aSeneba daiwyes. kedlebi jer ar SemSraliyo, karic aklda, Weric, magram Terapion berma kargad icoda, nimfebi cdunebas ver ahyvebodnen, ver gadmolaxavdnen am wminda adgils, misgan dalocvilsa da nakurTxs. ufro guldajerebuli rom yo filiyo, zed im adgilas, sadac klde iyo gadaxsnili, Tana barmklaviani jvari aRmarTa. jvarze qriste iyo moxatuli. nimfebs mxolod Rimilis ena gaegebodaT da SeSfoTebulni unda ukuqceuliyvnen wamebulis xilvaze. mzis pirveli sxivebi miadga gamoqvabulis zRurbls. is sacodavebi, Cveulebisamebr, swored am dros wamoiSlebod nen xolme da iqve, xeTa foTlebidan cvars isrutavdnen. axla ki qviTinebdnen datyvevebulebi, Svelas iTxovdnen, oRond aqedan gagvaRwevineo, da alalad aRuTqvamdnen bers siyvaruls. glexebi mTel dRes aSenebdnen. saRamoJams cremlebi gadmoscvivdaT qvebs. gaisma xveleba da royio yivili, dakodil mxecTa Zaxilis msgavsi. meore dRes sam locvelo gadaxures da yvavilebiT morTes, karic Seabes da kliteSi rkinis didi gasaRebic gaaCxakunes. daqanculi glexebi im Rames sofelSi dabrundnen, Terapion beri ki iqve, axalaRmarTuli ekvderis win, miwva. Zilfxizlobda, tyveqmnilTa gminva da vaeba ukrTobda Zils. unda iTqvas, rom beri gulmowyale iyo. wuxda, uneburad fexiT mRils Tu gasresda, an misi ZaZis Sexebaze yvavili Tu ReroSi ga datydeboda. axla ki ise iyo gacecxlebuli, aspitTa bu disTvis miegno TiTqos da or alizs Sua moemwyvdia. meore dRes glexebma kirwyali moitanes. Signidan da garedan SefeTqes eklesia. igi TeTr mtreds daemsgavsa, kldis mkerdze miyuJuls. sxvebze utexma orma glexma exSi Sesvlac ki gabeda. nestiani da daRaruli kedlebi unda See TiT xnaT, rom wya ros wyal sa da Tafls ar See Jo na, ar gaxangrZlivebuliyo feriebis gajaxirebuli yofa. Rone mixdil nimfebs imis Zalac aRar SeswevdaT, adamianebs ga mocxadebodnen. mxolod aqa-iq mrumeSi Zlivs gamokrTebo 311 margerit iursenari da mokumuli tuCebi, saxvewrad Setyupebuli nazi xelebi, an movardisfro mkerdi. kiriT gaTxvrili ceri gausves glexebma xaoian kedlebs da rbili Tmebis TrTolva igrZnes. xvifli Tu mosdeboda notio, xam adgilebs. nimfebis daZabunebuli sxeulebi nes tSi ixrwneboda da peplis Camoyrili frTebiviT cvioda mtverSi. kvnesodnen ganuwyvetliv, magram yurTasmena unda dageZabaT maTi misustebuli xmis gasagonad. es mtirali nimfebis sulebi iyo. mTel momdevno Rames Terapion beri udabnoSi dayu debuli gandegiliviT daucadeblad loculobda savanis zRurblTan. uxaroda imis gafiqreba, rom axal mTvaremde kvnesa-vaeba Sewydeboda da SimSiliT daxocili nimfebi ua mur mosagonradRa darCebodnen. surda, locviT daeCqare bina tusaRTa xsnis Jami _ maTi sikvdili. bers uneburad Seepara maTi sibraluli da gaaRiziana Tavisma samarcxvino sisustem. aRaravin mosula masTan. sofeli sadRac Sors, qveynis dasalierSi, eguleboda. mindvris ganapiras arCevda mowiTalo miwas, fiWvebs da oqrosfer sxivebSi Cakargul biliks. esmoda nimfebis xrotini, romelic TandaTan nel deboda, da Tavisi locvac esmoda. xma mTlad Caxrinwoda. imave saRamos, Sebindebisas, bilikze SeniSna misken mo mavali qali. TavCaqindruli iyo da odnav moxrili. Savi mosasxami ebura, Ciqilac Savi hqonda, magram raRac idu mali naTeli atanda Talx qsovilSi da mwuxrs dilasaviT aciskrovnebda. ymawvil qals mxcovanis sidinje da sidar baisle Svenoda. nazi iyo moweuli mtevaniviT, surnelovani yvaviliviT. ekvders gausworda da guldasmiT SeaTvaliera beri. mas ki locva Seacivda bageze. _ es biliki arsaiT midis, saidan moxval, qalo? _ saidan? dilasaviT... aRmosavleTidan. Sen aq rasa iqm, moxuco bero? _ CaekiTxa ymawvili qali. _ ager, am gamoqvabulSi gamovamwyvdie nimfebi, lamis wawymidon es mxare. gareT gamoRweva rom ver gabedon, zed 312 mercxlebis RvTismSobeli exis naprals mivaSene es patara eklesia. isini xom SiSvlebi arian da Taviseburi ridi aqvT RvTisa. veli, rom sicivi Ta da SimSiliT amoixocebian da RvTis wyaloba moefineba aremares. _ ki magram, vin giTxra, rom wyaloba RvTisa ar ergeba nimfebs, aseve _ Svlebis jogsa Tu TxaTa arves?! _ Seepasu xa qali. _ nuTu ar ici, rom Sesaqmis Jams RmerTs daaviwyda zogi angelozisTvis frTebis boZeba. isini miwaze Camocviv dnen, xevebSi Caibudes, nimfebisa da panebis modgmas misces dasabami; sxvebi mTas Seexiznen da olimpiel RmerTebad iq cnen. nu drtvinav warmarTiviT, Semoqmedisagan miviwyebuli arsebani nu gaSineben, saqmeni uflisani nu aRgaSfoTeben, madli Seswire RmerTs dianas da apolonis SeqmnisTvisac. _ Cemi su li aseT si maR les ver Ses wvde ba, _ mdab lad Cailaparaka moxucma berma. _ nimfebi mlocvelebs miSfo Te ben, mrev li la mis wa miw ymi don, maTi su lis xsna ki me mabaria, RvTis winaSe pasuxi me momeTxoveba. amitom vdevni maT da, Tu saWiro Seiqna, vdevni qvesknelSi danTqmamde. _ eg yvelaferi erTgul msaxurebad CageTvleba, gul marTalo bero, _ RimiliT Tqva ymawvilma qalma, _ magram sxva saSvels vera xedav? egeb nimfebic gadarCnen da Seni mrevlic cxondes. misi xma nestvis hangiviT datkba. SeWirvebulma berma Tavi daxara. ymawvilma qalma mxarze Camoado xeli da uf lebamosilad uTxra: _ SemiSvi exSi, bero! miyvars gamoqvabulebi. mebraleba yvela, vinc iq eZiebs TavSesafars, gamoqvabulSi iSva Cemi Ze, mkvdaric gamoqvabuls mivabare, raTa aRdgomiT meored Sobiliyo. gandegili ganze gadga. gza utia. is ki pirdapir napra lisaken gaemarTa. Tumca sakurTxeveli faravda mas. zRur blze veeba jvari iyo aRmarTuli. man saTuTad Seaxo xeli jvars, Seaxo, rogorc SeCveulsa da axlobels, gaswia da qvabSi Sevida. 313 margerit iursenari kvnesam imata sibneleSi. JRurtuli da frTebis faTquni gaisma. qali nimfebs esaubreboda. esaubreboda raRac uc naur enaze, frinvelTa da angelozTa enaze, albaT. uecrad qali beris gverdiT gaCnda. is ki kvlav loculobda. _ ixile bero, ixile da ismine! yurTasmenis wamRebi WikWiki moisma. qalma mosasxamis kalTebi gadaSala da Terapion berma ixila misi kabis nao WebSi Sexiznuli mercxlebi. qalma mlocveliviT aRapyro xelebi, aafrina Citebi da CangiviT wkriala xmiT Tqva: _ gafrindiT, Cemo patarebo! mercxlebi mwkrivad aiWrnen mwuxris caSi. frTebiTa da niskartiT amoucnob niSnebs xazavdnen. moxuci beri da ymawvili qali mzeriT miacilebdnen maT. Semdeg mosulma uTxra damxvdurs: _ yovel gazafxuls dabrundebian da Sen maT Seifareb Cems eklesiaSi, mSvidobiT, Terapion! mariami daadga im biliks, arsaiT mimavals. gzawvrili wydeba Tu ara, rodi afiqrebs mas, visac zecis gzebze svla xelewifeba. Terapion beri soflisken gaemarTa. meore dRes, Jamis wirvisTvis rom amobrunda, nimfebis gamoqvabuli mercxlis budeebiT iyo mofenili. isini yovel wels brundebian, mofrinaven da ibudeben ek lesiaSi. bartyebis dazrdaze, TavianTi budeebis _ Tixis pa wia saxlebis _ Semtkicebaze zrunaven. Terapion beri loc vas Sewyvets xolme da Sehxaris maT siyvaruls, maT silaRes. asea, nimfebs rodi epatiebaT is, rac mietevebaT mercxlebs. frangulidan Targmna manana gigineiSvilma gazeTi `literaturuli saqarTvelo~. 10 aprili, 1987. 314 f franc kafka daibada 1883 wels praRis ebraul getoSi. mwerali germanul enaze werda, Tumca Cexursac Tavisuflad flobda. gimnaziis dam Tavrebis Semdeg swavla ganagrZo praRis uni versitetSi, sadac miiRo samarTlis doqtoris xarisxi. 1922 wlamde igi muSaobda umniSvnelo Tanamdebobebze sadazRveo uwyebaSi, romelic avadmyofobis gamo datova. 1923 wels mwerali 19 wlis dora dimantTan erTad sacxovreblad ga davida berlinSi, Tumca sabolood mainc praRa Si dabrunda. kafkas nawerebis umetesoba gamoq veynda misi gardacvalebis Semdeg. gardaicvala 1924 wels venasTan axlos mdebare sanatoriumSi yelis tuberkuloziT. dakrZalulia praRis eb raul sasaflaoze. 315 franc kafka Zveli ambavi TiTqos Cven saerTod ar gvaRelvebdes Cveni samSoblos bedi. amaze adre arasodes gvifiqria da Cvens saqmianobas vagrZelebdiT, magram bolodroindelma ambebma SegvaSfoTa. moedanze, kaizeris sasaxlis win, fexsacmelebis maRa zia maqvs. gariJraJze vxsni da ras vxedav, yvela Cixi sav sea SeiaraRebulebiT. magram Cveni jariskacebi rodi arian, aramed Crdiloeli nomadebi, ver vxvdebi ra xerxebiT moaR wies dedaqalaqamde, romelic sazRvridan Zalian Sorsaa. yovel SemTxvevaSi, axla isini aq arian da albaT momavalSi ufro momravldebian. maT bunebas Tu gaviTvaliswinebT, nomadebi Ria cis qveS banakoben, radgan sacxovrebeli saxlebi ezizRebaT. saqmianobas xmlebis lesva, isrebis wamaxva da cxeniT ji riTi warmoadgens. es wynari, SiSisgan dazafruli xalxis gan dacarielebuli moedani namdvil saRored aqcies. Cven vcdilobT da xandaxan vaxerxebT Cveni maRaziebidan ga mosvlas da nagvis aRebas, magram es ukve iSviaTad xdeba, radgan es cda uSedegoa da Tan amiT saSiSroebac gvemuq reba: an cxenebi gadagvTelaven, an maTraxi mogvxvdeba. 317 franc kafka nomadebs ver daelaparakebi. Cveni ena ar esmiT, netav sakuTari Tu aqvT?! erTmaneTSi WkebiviT saubroben, gamud mebiT ismis maTi Cxavili. Cveni cxovrebis wesi maTTvis gau gebaria da amasTanave sulerTic. isini yuradRebasac ki ar gvaqceven. ybas amoigdeb da xelebs moitex, magram ra azri aqvs, mainc ver gigeben da verc verasdros gagigeben. xSi rad grimasebs iReben, Tvalebs abrialeben da piridan qafi gadmosdiT, raRacas geubnebian da Tan gaSineben. ase imitom iqcevian, rom marTla aseTebi arian. rac WirdebaT, iReben. verafers ityvi, Zalaufleba aqvT. maTi Tavdasxmis SiSiT adamianebi garbian, da yvelafers toveben. Cemi maragebisganac kargi raRaceebi miiTvises. magram ras daviwuwuneb, roca vxedav, yasabs rasac uSvebian, xor ci ar aqvs motanili da ukve arTmeven da sanslaven. maTi cxenebic Wamen xorcs. xSirad dainaxavT mxedars, romelic cxenTan erTad Seeqceva xorcs, erTi Tavidan, meore bolo dan. yasabs eSinia da veRarafers bedavs. fuls ki vaZlevT, magram Tu xorcs ar miscem nomadebs, ar ici, ras moimoq medeben. yasabma Zala moikriba da dilaadrian isev moiyvana xari. es aRar unda gaekeTebina. albaT, erTi saaTi viweqi Cemi saxelosnos iatakze da mTeli Cemi bargi-barxana Tavze meyara xaris bRavili rom ar gamego. yvela kuTxidan morbodnen nomadebi da kbile biT glejdnen xorcs. siCumem rom daisadgura, karga xnis Semdeg gavbede adgoma. Semzaravi sanaxaobis mowme gavxdi: loTebi rom yrian Rvinis kasris garSemo, ise eyarnen isini xaris narCenebis irgvliv. gavifiqre, kaizerma Tu dainaxa-Tqo es yvelaferi. TiT qmis arasodes gamodis wina oTaxebSi, Suagul baRSi cxov robs mxolod. magram amjerad iq iyo, iSviaTad Tu minaxavs igi, erTerT fanjarasTan idga da Tavdaxrili uyurebda cixesimag ris win momxdar codvis trials. „ra iqneba, ra gvelis? _ vikiTxeT erTxmad. _ rodemde 318 Zveli ambavi unda avitanoT amdeni tanjva-wvaleba? nomadebs kaizeris sasaxlis xelSi Cagdeba undaT, kaizers ki ver mousazrebia rogor moigerios isini. WiSkari daketilia. daraji, rome lic adre sazeimod marSirebda win da ukan, Carazuli fan jris miRma imaleba. Cven, vaWrebs da gamyidvelebs, imedi gvaqvs samSoblos xsnisa, magram araferi SegviZlia da verc verafers movimoqmedebT, amisTvis jer arc varT mzad. swo red amis gamo viRupebiT“. germanulidan Targmna mamuka kaxniaSvilma http://www.presa.ge/new/i.php?m=lit&AID=5801 319 publicistika m migel de unamuno _ baskuri warmoSobis espa neli mwerali, filosofosi, publicisti, po litikuri da sazogado moRvawe. daibada 1864 wels baskeTSi, qalaq bilbaoSi. sauniversite to filosofiuri ganaTleba miiRo madridis universitetSi. 1924 wels daupirispirda primo de riveras diqtaturas, xolo Semdeg _ fran kos totalitarul reJims, ris gamoc araerTxel iyo represirebuli (gadasaxleba kanaris kunZu lebze, emigracia safrangeTSi, Sinapatimroba...). igi iyo espanuri kulturis e. w. `meore oqros saukunis~ erT-erTi Semoqmedi da TvalsaCino warmomadgeneli, `1898 wlis Taobis~ erT-erTi meTauri; xuan ramos ximenesis SefasebiT, `unamu nosgan daiwyo Cveni Segnebuli fiqri da zrunva filosofiaze~. gardaicvala 1936 wels salaman kaSi. antonio maCadom migel de unamunos gar dacvalebas `espaneTis erovnuli katastrofa~ uwoda. 323 migel de unamuno espaneTis Tanamedrove marazmisaTvis (nawyvetebi) TandaTan vxvdebiT, ramdenad gvaklia Sinagani Tavi sufleba, radgan gvgonia srulad vsargeblobT garegnu li TavisuflebiT, Tuki aravin gvikrZalavs. Cveni dRe vandeli espaneTis sazogadoeba erTianad moicva uzomo erTferovnebam da erTsaxovnebam, manve miiyvana igi modu nebamde, saSineli uxamsoba tyviasaviT daawva da gasrisa yovelive... ai, ra aris saSineli saTqmeli _ ara gvyavs axalgaz rdoba. axalgazrdebi ki gvyavs, rogor ara, magram axal gaz rdo ba ara gvyavs; ara gvyavs imi tom, rom fa rul ma inkviziciam da bebrulma formalizmma gasrisa igi. ev ropis sxva qveynebSi drodadro mainc gaielveben xolme axal-axali, Tundac umeteswilad cTomili varskvlavebi, gaelvebisTanave rom qrebian, TiTo dRis kerpebic gamoC ndebian da sezonis geniosebic. CvenSi ki verc amas naxav, sul erTsa da imave frakebSi gamowyobili, erTi da igive frantebi irevian. 325 migel de unamuno ityvian, cocxali da nayofismomcemi ylortebi CvenSic amoiyris xolme, Tumca SeiZleba erTbaSad verc SevamCnio To, magram isea mosworebuli da motkepnili niadagi, rom Rrmad Cagdebuli Tesli gaqvavebul zedapirs ver amoxeT qavs da yinuls ver gatexs. erTi Cveni Tanamemamule, ro melmac lamis sibereSi Sedga fexi, magram mainc SemorCa rwmena, Zala da Wabukuri enTuziazmi, amtkicebs, CvenSi axalgazrdebi marto ocdaaT wlamde iZlevian imeds, mere ki namdvil yeyeCebad gadaiqcevian xolme, ufro sworad, ki ar gadaiqcevian, aramed gadaaqceveno; maT aSTobs Cve ni brZanebasdamorCilebuli da Cveni suleluri gafuyu lobis uxeSi da Seuvali rutina. maT xom keTilmosurnis TvaliT, gamgebiani mzeriT aravin Sexedavs; maincdamainc sxvanairebi undaT rom dainaxon da ara iseTebi, rogore bic arian. Cveni Seuwynareblobis daxavsebuli suli ve rafriT ver Seguebia imas, rom yoveli adamiani Tavisi ar sisa da bunebis Tanaxmad unda viTardebodes... amas davumatoT isic, rom Cveni eris siRaribis gamo Zalze Wirs cxovrebaSi fexi moimagro da raimes miaRwio; axalgazrdebi Zalian gvian wydebian dedis kalTas, gvian frindebian budidan, mere ki mTel Tavis dazogil Zalebs patronis Zebnas andomeben, vinc am yinulis savanidan Tavs gaaRwevinebda. niWsa da Zalas ar zogaven, oRondac TamaSidan ar ga moiyvanon, qameleonebiviT icvlian fers, moruxo-mona cisfrodac ki gadaiqcevian, rom garemomcvel fonze ar gamoarCion da amas mSvenivrad axerxeben, magram roca ase aqtiurad agueben Tavs garemos da garemos ki Tavis Tavs, es imas rodi niSnavs, rom marTla eguebian; isini ubralod pasiurad esadagebian viTarebas... Cven ise movaSTobT xolme axalgazrdebs, arc ki vec debiT gavugoT, vTxovT ukve dadinjebulebi, Camoyalibe bulebi da srulqmnilebi iyvnen. rogorc RmerTi faraons, Cvenc iseve jer davayruebT da mere vuZaxiT, magram roca 326 espaneTis Tanamedrove marazmisaTvis ar gvagoneben, Seuracxyofas vayenebT... amasobaSi TviTon axalgazrdebic berdebian, ufro sworad, aRivsebian beb ruli suliT, Camoyalibdebian, welSi moixrebian, mwyob rSi gaswordebian da wmindanebiviT keTilznianebic rom gaxdebian, mere ukve SeiZleba Cvens saWadrako dafaze pai kebadac ganlagdnen, xolo Tu kidev gamgone biWebiviTac moiqcevian, maSin egeb romelimes lazierad gayvanac mo xerxdes. sa dac axal gaz rdo ba ar aris, iq arc erTia no bis WeS mariti suli trialebs, cxovrebis ukideganoba, energiis usazRvroba rom badebs xolme. kalapotSi rom veRar eteva da napirebze gadmodis; CvenSic warmoiqmneba sazogadoebe bi, magram maSinve qvavdeba, radgan urTierTobis damyare bis uunaroba Cveni erTi mTavari Tvisebaa... CaveflobiT WaobSi da mere kidec gvikvirs, sxva qveynebSi aTasgvari skolebi da dajgufebebi rom Cndeba da qreba, saidumlo krebebis, jgufebisa da Jurnalebis oromtrials rom vu yurebT, sadac eqstravaganturi gamoxdomebis miRmac ki cxovrebis mZlavri feTqva igrZnoba... naklebi sizuste da pedantizmi da meti safuZvlianoba da mizandasaxuleba! sidinje da ara gabRenZiloba! magram yvelaze ufro ki mainc Tavisufleba, Tavisufleba! oRond namdvili Tavisufleba da ara oficialuri! ramxela zians gvayenebs imis SiSi, sazogadoebis, am xaxadaRebuli urCxu lis winaSe sasaciloni ar gamovCndeTo! sastiki siZulviliT gvZuls yovelgvari siaxle da brwyinvaleba, yovelgvari gonieri da cocxali; samagie rod, mSvenivrad SevirgebT xolme, seriozulobiT Sekaz mul absurds rom mogvarTmeven... Cven paTologiuri si ZulviliT gvZuls yovelgvari ubralo samuSao, uSualo, CaRrmavebuli da dakvirvebuli kvleva-Zieba; TviT yvela ze ufro Sromismoyvare kacic ki codnis erTgvar sacavsaWurWled gadaiqceva xolme anda nexvis xoWosaviT agun davebs yovelgvar ukanasknel mecnierul siaxles. 327 migel de unamuno sul imaze daoben, vin ufro adre gaigoo da ara imaze, vin ufro kargad gaigoo; ufro miRebulia is, vinc ukanas kneli movlenebis saqmis kursSia, vinc pirdapir parizidan miiRo wignebi, jer stambis saRebavic rom ar SeSrobia... ra saerTo aqvs yvelafer amas erovnul dvritasTan, odindelobasTan? bevri. es aris angariSsworeba ZvelTaZ veli, erovnuli istoriuli sulisa, romelic ewinaaRmde geba evropeizacias. es gaxlavT faruli inkviziciis na moqmedari. gansakuTrebuli adamianebi, romelTac sxva epoqaSi SeeZloT xeli SeewyoT Cveni winsvlisTvis, axla Cvens dakninebas mowmeebiviT uyureben... egeb yvelaferi iRupeba? ara, espaneTis momavali Tvlems Cveni istoriuli sazogadoebis siRrmeSi, intrais toriaSi, Seucnobel xalxSi da igi manamde ar gaiRviZebs, sanam evropidan monaberi qari Tu qaraSoti ar gamoafxiz lebs... me visurvebdi mTeli ZaliT Semegonebina mkiTxvelis Tvis es azri _ roca xalxis dauokebel masasa da regio nebs sicocxlisken, cxovrebisken movuwodebT da vafxiz lebT, amave dros, erTad, SeTanxmebiT, farTod unda ga vaRoT sarkmeli evropis mindvrebisken, raTa Cvens sam Soblos dauberos macocxlebelma niavma, Cven unda ga vaevropuloT Cveni Tavi da gaviTqvifoT xalxSi, am Rrma xalxSi, romelic cxovrobs istoriis miRma, magram aris yvela kastis sayrdeni, misi protoplazma; gansxvavdeba da gamoirCeva mxolod istoriuli klasebi da institutebi da mxolod isini gaaxalgazrdavdebian, Tu CavyvinTavT da gaviTqvifebiT xalxSi. unda virwmunoT CvenTvis damaxasiaTebeli TviTmyofa doba, virwmunoT, rom mudam davrCebiT TavisdaTavadni da dae, movardes garedan Smagi TqeSi, gvesxuros macocxle beli wvima... savalaloa, rom espaneTSi xalxi aris amomrCevelTa da gadasaxadis gadamxdelTa masa. raki igi ar uyvarT, arc 328 espaneTis Tanamedrove marazmisaTvis swavloben, da raki ar swavloben, arc icnoben, rom Seiy varon... RmerTma inebos, namdvilma axalgazrdobam, Tamamma da Tavisufalma, gaglijos yulfi, yelSi rom gvaqvs waWe rili da gvaxrCobs, bolo mouRos am erTferovnebas, am gamausaxurebel erTferovnebas, guliT moekidos xalxis Seswavlis saqmes, xalxisa, romelic aris Cveni yvelas say rdeni... 1895 w. espanuridan Targmna meri titviniZem migel de unamuno. sulis siRrmeSi. Tbilisi: gamomcemloba `lomisi~. 1994. 329 gabriel garsia markesi es avismomaswavebeli Soba Soba dRes aRaravis axsendeba RmerTi. uwyveti sayviri da feierverki, ferad-feradi girlandebi, uTvalavi uda naSaulo yelgamoRadruli indauri da uzomo fulis sur vili, raTa, realur SesaZleblobaTa miuxedavad, ar Ser cxve da Cndeba kiTxva: rCeba ki Tundac wami imisaTvis, rom gaiazro: esoden mflangveloba imisTvisaa, raTa aRiniSnos im Cvilis dabadebis dRe, romelic 2000 wlis winaT Rari bul TavlaSi iSva, Soriaxlo im adgilidan, sadac daaxloe biT aTasi wliT adre daibada mefe daviTi. 954 milion qris tians swams, rom es Cvili xorcSesxmuli RmerTi iyo, mag ram bevri Sobas ise aRniSnavs, TiTqos amis arc sjerodes. garda amisa, Sobas dResaswaulobs milionobiT is adamiani, romelic arasodes yofila religiuri, magram uyvars qei fi, da agreTve isinic, mzad rom arian Tavdayira daayenon samyaro, raTa aRaravin iwamos. sainteresoa, gulis siRrme Si ramdeni fiqrobs, rom Soba dRevandeli saxiT autanelia; da crurwmenisa gamo ver bedavs imis Tqmas, rom es ukve ara religiuri, aramed socialuri dResaswaulia. 331 gabriel garsia markesi yvelaze mZime ki is kulturuli katastrofaa, rasac aserigad gadagvarebuli Soba iwvevs laTinur amerikaSi. Zvelad, rodesac gagvaCnda mxolod espanelTagan namem kvidrevi wes-Cveulebebi, ojaxuri baga-sakveburi xalxuri warmosaxvis saocrebas warmoadgenda. Cvili RmerTi ufro didi iyo, vidre xari, borcvebze aRmarTuli kopwia sax lebi ki RvTismSobelze didi. da aravin aqcevda yuradRe bas anaqronizmebs: beTlemis peizaJSi dasaqoq matarebels, romlis fumfula xaverdis TaTi ufro didi iyo, vidre im lomisa, sastumro oTaxis sarkeSi rom irekleboda; an da sagzao agents, romelic ierusalimis erT-erT ubanSi cxvris faras mierekeboda. yovelive amas emateboda oq rosferi qaRaldisagan gamoWrili varskvlavi, SuaSi mi magrebuli manaTobliTa da yviTeli abreSumis sxiviT, ro melsac mogvebisaTvis unda mieTiTebina gza xsnisa. yove live saSineli iyo, magram Cveneuli; da, yovel SemTxveva Si, mebaJe rusos mier cudad gadaxatul suraTebs sjobda. miTologizacia daiwyo adaTiT: saTamaSoebi moaqvT ara mogvebs _ rogorc wesiTa da rigiT xdeba espaneTSi, aramed Cvil RmerTs. bavSvobaSi ufro adre viZinebdiT, raTa ufro adre migveRo saCuqrebi, da bednierebi viya viT, rodesac ufrosebis mier mogonil poetur tyuilebs vismendiT. Tumca xuTiode wlis viqnebodi, rodesac vi Racam Cvens ojaxSi gadawyvita, simarTlis gamJRavnebis dro dad gao. es iyo imed gac rue ba da ara mxo lod imi tom, rom marTla mjeroda, swored Cvils moaqvs CemTan saTamaSoebi-meTqi. imitomac, rom mindoda isev da isev damejerebina yovelive es. garda amisa, savsebiT mowi fulis logikiT davaskveni, rom danarCeni kaTolikuri misteriebic mSoblebis mier iyo gamogonili bavSvebis ga sarTobad, da aRmovCndi samoTxis karibWesTan. im dRes, rogorc amas dawyebiTi skolis iezuiti maswavleblebi ambobdnen, davkarge umankoeba: aRmovaCine isic, Turme arc bavSvebi mohyavdaT weroebs parizidan, risi dajere 332 es avismomaswavebeli Soba bac Zalian mindoda, raTa metad mefiqra siyvarulze da naklebad _ abebze. ukanaskneli ocdaaTi welia msoflio masStabis komer ciuli operaciis Sedegad yvelaferi Seicvala, rac, imav droulad, gamanadgurebeli kulturuli agresiaa. Cvili RmerTi taxtidan Camogdebul iqna gringoebisa da ingli selTa santa klausis mier, rac frangebisaTvis papa noe lia, da romelTac suyvelani Zalian kargad vicnobT. man yvelaferi Tan wamoiRo: xariremSi Sebmuli ciga da sa TamaSoebiT daxunZluli naZvis xe, fantastikuri Tovlis grigalic ki gamoayola. sinamdvileSi es loTiscxviriani uzurpatori sxva aravinaa, Tu ara keTili wminda nikola si, wmindani, romelic Zalian miyvars Tundac imitom, rom Cemi polkovniki papis wmindania; magram saerTo araferi aqvs SobasTan, miT umetes, laTinuri amerikis tropiku li Sobis RamesTan. Crdilouri legendis Tanaxmad, wmin da nikolasma gaacocxla da gankurna ramdenime skolis mowafe, romlebic daTvma TovlSi daglija; amitomac ga moacxades bavSvebis mfarvelad. magram misi xsenebis dRe aRiniSneba 6 da ara 25 dekembers. instituciuri xasiaTi morTul-mokazmuli naZvis xis legendam germaniis Crdi loeT provinciebSi XVIII saukunis bolos miiRo; xolo as wel ze cota meti xnis wi naT did bri ta neT sa da saf ran geTSi gadainacvla. Semdeg gavrcelda SeerTebul Stateb Si, da maT ki es tradicia laTinur amerikaSi gamogvigzav nes mTeli Tavisi kontrabanduli kulturiT: xelovnuri TovliT, feradi kelaptrebiT, farSirebuli indauriTa da orkviriani zRvarsgadasuli momxmareblobiT, romlis ganac Tavis daRwevas Zalian cotani Tu vbedavT. da mainc, albaT yvelaze sabediswero am momxmarebluri Sobidan is ubadruki esTetikaa, romelic mas Tan mohyva: ugemovno safosto baraTebi, feradi naTurebis acma, minis zanzala kebi, zRurblze dakidebuli fiTris gvirgvini, inglisu ridan Targmnili saSobao simRerebi gonebaClungTaTvis 333 gabriel garsia markesi da sxva uamravi brwyinvale sibriyve, romelTa gamoc arc ki Rirda eleqtrobis gamogoneba. da yovelive es xdeba wlis yvelaze SemaSfoTebeli dRe saswaulis dros: jojoxeTur Rames, rodesac bavSvebi ver iZineben mTvralebiT savse saxlSi, oTaxidan oTaxSi rom borialoben da eZeben adgils, sad daicalon, an sulac das deven sxvis colebs, romelTa qmrebsac sastumro oTaxSi daZinebis bedniereba ergoT wilad. yvelaferi siyalbea. es ar aris simSvidisa da siyvarulis Rame, aramed, piriqiT _ es aris zei mi imaT Tvis, vi sac er Tma ne Ti ar uy vars. es gansakuTrebuli SemTxvevaa, roca bolos da bolos unda Seasrulo gadadebuli valdebulebani, romelTa Sesru lebac ar ginda: moipatiJo sacodavi usinaTlo, romelic aravis axsovs, an biZaSvili isabeli, TxuTmeti wlis winaT daqvrivebuli, an dambladacemuli bebia, romlis gamoCena sac veravin bedavs. es dekretiT nebadarTuli mxiarulebaa, siyvaruli sibralulisa gamo: wami gacemisa, imitom, rom Senc gwyaloben da wami tirilisa sajaro axsna-ganmarte bis gareSe. bedniereba gamowveulia imiT, rom stumrebma dalion yvelaferi, rac wina Sobidan morCa: pitnis kremi, Sokoladis liqiori, bananis Rvino. arc is aris gasakviri, rom dResaswauli xSirad CxubiTa da sroliT mTavrdeba, da aRarc is, rom amdeni sisastikis Semxedvare bavSvebi dai jereben, Cvili ieso daibada ara beTlems, aramed amerikis SeerTebul StatebSio. espanuridan Targmna eleonora kuWavam Jurnali `Cveni mwerloba~. 5 ianvari, 2007. 334 i ilia WavWavaZe _ mwerali, Jurnalisti, publi cisti, bankiri, politikuri da sazogado moR vawe, erovnuli mizandasaxulobis liberalurdemokratiuli ideologiis fuZemdebeli saqar TveloSi. daibada 1837 wels yvarelSi. Tbilisis gimnaziis damTavrebis Semdeg swavlobda peter burgis universitetis iuridiul fakultetze. 1861 wels sruli kursis daumTavreblad dab runda samSobloSi da saTaveSi Caudga qarTuli sazogadoebriv-kulturuli cxovrebis tran sformaciisa da aRorZinebis sasicocxlo mniS vnelobis process. avtoria `nacionaluri kon solidaciis~ koncefciisa, romlis mixedviTac, mxolod konsolidirebul ers SeuZlia, erTi mxriv, tradiciebze dafuZnebuli da individua lizmiT aRbeWdili erovnuli kulturis ganvi Tareba, xolo meore mxriv, axali ideebisa da Ri rebulebebisaTvis gaxsnili, drois gamowvevebis mimarT adekvaturi sazogadoebis Camoyalibeba. 1890-iani wlebidan Caeba qarTvel marqsistebTan mwvave ideologiur brZolaSi. mokles wiwamur Tan 1907 wlis 30 agvistos (Zveli stiliT). dak rZalulia mTawmindis panTeonSi. 335 ilia WavWavaZe axali dasis molodinSi cxovrebam CvenSi cotad Tu bevrad feri icvala. axalma drom axali moTxovnileba dahbada xalxis cxovrebaSi. Zve li cxovreba Tavis nakvalevidam gamovida da axali gza-ki jer ver gaukvlevia, axalis cxovrebis kvali ver miugnia. Znelia, Tu kacs gza aeriva: ukan dabruneba uZneldeba da win wasvlac ver mouxerxebia... umravlesobas SeiZleba TvalnaTlad arc-ki hqondes gamorkveuli es cvlileba, magram ar SeiZleba ki rom TviT umecaric bundad mainc ar hgrZnobdes amasa. mxolod arc codna aqvs mas da arc imodena gonebiTi ZalRone, rom Ton ve uS ve los. ai aq unda moeS ve los is, Tavis-Tavs Tvi visac imodena codna da ganaTleba SeuZenia, rom axalis cxovrebis moTxovnileba esmis da gzis Cvenebac SeuZlian. ai aq unda gamovides saqveynod is, visac guli Setkiva Tavis umecar moZmesaTvis. madloba RmerTs, am bolos dros Cvens beds Zalian ver davemdurebiT. cotad Tu bev rad xom CvenSi hmatulobs yovel-wliv mcodne da ganaT lebuli wyoba erisa. sad aris, sad imaleba es wyoba? ra 337 ilia WavWavaZe tom ar eSveleba im xalxs, romelmac igi gamozarda da romelsac igi ekuTvnis? nuTu ar esmiT, an aviwydebaT, rom yoveli groSi, ro melsac is Tavis swavlaSi xarjavs, xalxis ofliT, wviTa da dagviT aris SeZenili, Tunda maxlobelTa xeliTac iyos miwvdili. xalxi Tu ixdis am mZime xarjs, mxolod im ime diT, rom misi amagi muqTad ar Caivlis, rom misis naRvawiT da SromiT gamozrdili masve daubrundeba da raime Sve las miscems Tavis codniT. ara gvgonia, rom WeSmaritad ganaTlebuli kaci ar hgrZnobdes am-gvar movaleobas, ar hfiqrobdes, rom igi zneobiT movalea xalxs ukanve daub runos samagiero misi, rac misgan miuRia. xolo Tu xalxs ar uxdian samagieros, sxva mizezi unda moqmedobdes, iq neba cotad Tu bevrad Sesawynarebelica, magram, Cvenis fiqriT-ki, gasamarTlebuli ar iqneba. mware fiqrebi war mogvidgeba xolme TavSi, rodesac Cvens ganaTlebuls ka cebs vufiqrdebiT. SehxedeT sxva qveynebs... erTob yovel dawinaurebul, ganaTlebul qveyanaSi TiTqmis yovel aTs welSi cxovreba fers icvlis... yovel am-gvar moZraobas axali moTxovnileba mosdevs da saqveyno sarbielze axa lis dasis xalxi gamodis. Zvel Taobas axali scvlis, an gverdSi udgeba. axali _ axalis codniT, axalis cxov rebis gamocdilebiT, metis janiT da RoniT, cxovelis ZaliT aris SeWurvili da amitom cxovrebis mimdinareo bas SesamCnev moZraobas aZlevs. am moZraobis talRebi vrclad gadis da cxovrebis varamsa da vaglaxsa hrecxs... sanugeSod is mainca rCeba, rom cxovreba iq daxavsebul gubed ar gadiqceva. saca moZraobaa, iq sicocxlec aris. CvenSi raRasa vxedavT? Cvenca gvyavs TiTo-orola mainc WeSmaritad ganaTlebuli da mcodne kacebi, imisTanebic, romelTac mecnierebaSi saxelic moupovebiaT, magram isini, Cvenda samwuxarod, Cven gareT arian. da am-saxiT, visac zneobrivi da gonebrivi Zal-Rone aqvs win-gauZRves Tavis sakuTaris qveynis cxovrebas, ganzeda sdgas. iqneba 338 axali dasis molodinSi amis mizezi Cveni cxovrebac aris, miT rom bevrs siamov nebas da xelis Sewyobas ar uqaddes, magram qveynis sam saxuri yvelgan msxverplia da ara seiri. am SemTxvevaSi dgoma _ cdomaa. cxovreba win wavida... carieli moedani cxovrebisa hRaRadebs da iwvevs im ganaTlebul mSromel Ta. magram RaRadi jer aravis esmis da mowvevazedac jer aravin midis. 1886 w. ilia WavWavaZe. TxzulebaTa sruli krebuli (aT tomad). pavle ingoroyvas redaqtorobiT. t. III. Tbilisi: saxelgami. 1953. 339 ilia WavWavaZe daviT aRmaSenebeli ar viciT, sxva rogora hfiqrobs da Cven ki ase gvgonia, rom eris dacema da gaTaxsireba maSin iwyeba, roca eri, Tavis saubedurod, Tavis istorias iviwyebs. rogorc kacad ar ixseneba is mawanwala bogana, visac aRar axsovs _ vin aris, saidam modis da sad midis, isec erad saxsenebeli ar aris igi, romelsac RmerTi gaswyromia da Tavisi istoria ar axsovs. ra aris istoria? igia mTxrobeli misi Tu, _ rani viyaviT, rani varT da rad SesaZloa viyvneT kvlavadac. is toria Tavis gulis ficarzed ibeWdavs marto sulisa da gulis moZraobas erisas da am dabeWdviTa, rogorc sarke, gvaCvenebs im Rones da sagzals, romelic momadlebuli aqvs ama Tu im ersa dRegrZelobisaTvis da gaZlierebisTvis. ukeTesni da udidesni momqmedni erisa xom sxva ara arian-ra, Tu ar eris gulis-nadebis da wyurvilis gamomet yvelni da gamaxorcielebelni, romelnic amis gamo TiTqo Semoqmedoben, TiTqo hqmnian istoriasa. amitomac es amis Tana momqmedni, vambobT Cven, dauviwyarni unda iyvnen, Tu ers kidev eroba hsurs da dedamiwis zurgidam mtversaviT 341 ilia WavWavaZe asagvelad ar gadaudvia Tavi. daviwyeba amaTi _ sakuTaris vinaobis daviwyebaa, da Tu kacs Tavisi vinaoba ar axsovs, riRas maqnisia? igi nadiria, romelsac, raki dedis ZuZus mohSordeba, aRar axsovs Tavis mSobeli da sicocxlis mim niWebeli. garda imisa, rom am ukeTesTa da udidesTa mom qmed Ta meo xe biT da Rvaw liT vcxov robT dRe sa da vsul dgmulobT, amaT sxva samsaxuric miuZRviT Cven-wina. isini cxoveli magaliTebia misi, Tu ra simaRlemde SeuZlian ers ama Tu im garemoebaSi miaRwios. ramodenadac did-bunebo vania amisTana momqmedi, ramodenadac es did-bunebovneba xSiria romlisame eris istoriaSi, imodenad ufro utyuari sawyao gvaqvs xelT eris sikeTis, Zal-Ronis da SemZleobis awyvisaTvis. Tu guSin iyvnen Cemis sisxlisa da xorcis di debulni da saxelovanni kacni, ra mizezia, rom xvalac ar gamoCndnen, Tu garemoebis igiveobas vigulisxmebT. garda imisa, rom am ukeTesTa da udidesTa momqmedTa meoxebiT da RvawliT vcxovrobT dResa da vsuldgmulobT, amaT sxva mniSvnelobaca aqvT erisaTvis. eri Tavis gmirebSi hpoulobs Tavis sulsa da gulsa, Tavis mwvrTnelsa, Tavis Rones da SemZleblobas, Tavis xatsa da magaliTs. amitomac igi zogs imaTgans wmindanebis gvirgviniTa hmosavs da hlo culobs, zogs did bunebovanebis SaravandediTa, da Tayvan sa scems sasoebiT da madlobiTa, amitomac saWiroa imaTi xsovna, imaTi dauviwyaroba. „CvenTvis, adamianebisaTvis, saWiroao, _ ambobs brZeni seneka, _ imisTana kaci, rom mis mixedviT da magaliTiT Se viZloT sakuTaris xasiaTis gawvrTna da gamtkicebao. oh, ra bednieria igi, vinc aramc Tu CvenTan yofniT gvwvrTnis Cven, aramed marto Tavisis saxelis xsenebiTacao“. amisTana bednieri daviT aRmaSenebelia saqarTvelos erisTvis. misi micvalebis dRe 26 ianvaria. xolo saqarTve los eklesia, romelic yovelTvis TavdadebiT hpatronob da Cvens ers da arasdros didebas erisas daviwyebas ar aZ levda, 26 ianvars aqebs da adidebs saxelovans daviT mefes, 342 daviT aRmaSenebeli romelsac utyuarma ganaCenma erisam, eklesiis dalocviTa da kurTxeviT, aRmaSenebelis saxeli daarqva saukuno sax seneblad. am marTla-da didebulma mefem erTad mouyara Tavi qarTvelobas, aoxrebuli qveyana aaSena, mteri gauf rTxo da gaufanta, da dRes Tu Cven Cvens binazed varT, _ es iqneba imisi Rvawli, imisi samsaxuric ufro iyos. dideba saxelsa missa!.. xolo daviT aRmaSenebeli sadidebelia Cvengan ara mar to saxelovan mefobiTa, aramed Tavis did-bunebovan kaco biTac. igi, Tavgadadebuli moyvare Tavis erovnobisa da marTlmadidebelis sarwmunoebisa, didi pativismcemeli iyo sxvis erovnobisac da sarwmunoebisa. amisTana Semwyna rebeli sxvisa maSin, rodesac igi yovlad-SemZlebel mbrZa neblad Seiqmna sxvadasxva Teslis da sxvadasxva sarwmunoe bis erisa, amisTana sxva eris Rirsebis Tayvanismcemeli im droSi, roca kaci kacs SesaWmeladac ara hzogavda, amisTa na kacTmoyvaruli pativiscema sxvis erovnobisa, sxvis sar wmunoebisa, nuTu sakvirveli da saocari magaliTi ar aris meTormete saukunis kacisagan! meti-Ra did-bunebovanoba moeTxoveba gana meTormete saukunis kacs maSin, roca dRes, mecxramete saukunis dasas ruls sakvirvelebad migvaCnia gladstoni, rom irlandiis erovnobas da sarwmunoebas esarCleba imave kacTmoyvareo biT, ra kacTmoyvareobiTac daviT aRmaSenebeli sxva ers pativsa-scemda! Cvens maTianeebs Tavi davaneboT da vimow moT sxva eris mematianeni. isinic ki aRtacebiT ixsenieben daviT aRmaSenebels, rogorc kacs, pativismcemels da Sem wynarebels sxva erisas da sxva rjulisas. somexi maTe edeseli ambobs: `daviT iyo wminda, keTilmsaxuri, savse qvelmoqmedobiT da marTlmsajuli. daviTis garSemo ikribeboda danarCeni somexTa naTesavi, romelTaTvis man daafuZna saqarTveloSi qalaqi kori (gori), sadac mravali eklesia da monasteri aa Sena. miago Cvens naTesavs yovelgvari nugeSis cema da Sveba~. 343 ilia WavWavaZe vardan didi wers: `daviTs araviTari siZulvili ara hqonda somxuris wir va-locvisa da eklesiisa: igi xSirad idrekda Tavs Cvens xelqveS da iTxovda Cvens locva-kurTxevas~. eg kidev araferi, rom daviT aRmaSenebeli ase eqceoda somxebs, romelnic, rac unda iyos, qristianebi iyvnen da arian. did-bunebovani kacTmoyvareoba daviT mefisa mahma dianebsac miefinaT, da miT ufro brwyinvalea es ambavi, rom mahmadianebi TviT daviT mefisa da misis eris sarwmu noebas erCodnen aRmosafxvrelad. _ mahmadianTa mwerali al-aini ai rasa wers: `daviTs sTxoves musulmanebma, rom qristianeT ara hqo nodaT neba musulmanebTan erTad Sesvlisa abanoSi da aRek rZalna giaurebisaTvis maTi avad xseneba. daviTma yoveli ve es Txovna ausrula. daviTi Tavis Svilis dimitriTurT yovel-dRe dadioda umTavress meCeTSi, ismenda samefo locvas da TviT yuranis kiTxvas. daviTi uxvad aZlevda fuls qatibs da muaZinebs. man aaSena ucxo tomTaTvis qar vaslebi, da poetTaTvis, romelTac ulufas uniSnavda. Tu vinme isurvebda tfilisis datovebas, gul-savsebiT xels upyrobda da mgzavrobis RonisZiebas aZlevda fuliT. davi Ti ufro mets pativsa-scemda musulmanTa, vidre mTavarni musulmanTani~. yovelive es didsulovanoba da sulgrZeloba daviTisa maSin aris momxdari, roca Zlevamosili igi mefe srulad gabatonda Tavis qveyanaSi da, masasadame, amisTana patiosa ni da ganaTlebuli qceva marto imis did-bunebovan guls da gonebas unda mieweros da arafers sxvas. imas aRar vam bobT, rom sneulTa, uRonoTa da sapyarTaTvis daviTma aa Sena samkurnalo, TiTon xSirad dadioda am ubedurTa sana xavad da mosakiTxavad. ai es didebuli mefe _ ra didebul kacur-kacis saxe sac mogvivlens Tval-win da ra Tavmosawonebels sabuTs gvaZlevs xelTa. ai amisTana kacis xsenebaa gamacocxlebeli 344 daviT aRmaSenebeli erisa da amisTana kacis ar-xsovna momakvdinebel codvad unda CaeT va los er sa, ro mel mac igi hSva da Tavis Zu Zu Ti gamohzarda. Cvenma damcvelma eklesiam es kargad icoda da amitomac 26 ianvari dagviniSna, rom weliwadSi erTxel mainc gavixsenoT es qarTvelisaTvis Tavmosawonebeli di debuli mefe, didebuli kaci. kacs ori sa xe li unda hqon de so, _ am bobs Cve ni eri: _ erTi aq dasarCeni, meore Tan wasayolio. es anderZi qar Tvelisa ise aravis Seusrulebia, rogorc daviT mefesa. aq aRmaSenebelis saxeli darCa, rogorc mefes, da iq, rogorc did-bunebovanma kacma _ waiyola saxeli wmindanisa, dide bis gvirgviniT Semkobili. 1888 w. ilia WavWavaZe. TxzulebaTa sruli krebuli (aT tomad). pavle ingoroyvas redaqtorobiT. t. IV. Tbilisi: saxelgami. 1955. 345 a akaki wereTeli _ mwerali, publicisti, Teat raluri da sazogado moRvawe, `TergdaleulTa~ Taobis uTvalsaCinoesi wamomadgeneli. daibada 1840 wels imereTSi, sofel sxvitorSi. dediT iyo imereTis mefe solomon pirvelisa da 1819-1820 wlebis imereTis ajanyebis erT-erTi meTauris, ioane (ivane) abaSiZis, STamomavali. miuxedavad imisa, rom miRebuli hqonda sauniversiteto ga naTleba (daamTavra peterburgis universitetis aRmosavlur enaTa fakulteti), arasodes yofi la saxelmwifo samsaxurSi. pirveli literatu ruli nawarmoebebi gamoaqveyna 1850-iani wlebis dasasruls ivane kereseliZis Jurnal `ciskar Si~ da aqedan mokidebuli sicocxlis bolomde eweoda nayofier literaturul, Jurnalistur, sazogadoebriv moRvaweobas. iyo Jurnal `akakis krebulisa~ (1897-1900) da gazeT `xumaras~ (1907) redaqtor-gamomcemeli, almanax `zurnas~ (1908) redaqtori, Jurnal `cecxlis~ (1907-1908) faq tobrivi redaqtori. akakis literaturuli moR vaweobis 50 wlisTavi (1908) da mogzauroba ra Wa-leCxumSi (1912) gadaiqca sayovelTao saxalxo dResaswaulad. gardaicvala 1915 wels sxvitor Si. dakrZalulia mTawmindis panTeonSi. 347 akaki wereTeli sityva, Tqmuli akakisagan xelTubnis skolis kurTxevis dros oqtombris I-ls 1884 w. am wminda mamis damoZRvrisa da batoni maswavleblis sagulisxmo sityvis Semdeg, Tumca bevri laparaki saWiro aRar aris, mag ram mainc, Cemo Zme bo, Tu yurs da mig debT, minda cota xans mainc gesaubroT. aqe dan Sors, bevr cxra-mTas iqiT, zRvis pi rad, es pa ne Tis qveyanaSi aris erTi patara mazra, romlis umSvenieresi TiTqmis arsad moipoveba; yovel gvarad Semkulia, magram erTi ubedureba sWirs. saocari cieb-cxeleba icis. am mSvenier mxarezed aris ambad naTqvami: viTomc er Txel mama RmerTs ebrZanebios wminda giorgisTvis: `vici, rom gaWirvebul xalxs ewevi da mfarvelobo. amisTvis mad lobeli var me Senio!... mTxove, rac ginda da agisrulebo!~ isic Seh ved re bia RmerTs: `me meti ara min da-ra, mxo lod im qveyanaSi cieb-cxeleba mospeo!~ `eg ki ar SeiZlebao, _ ubrZanebia RmerTs, _ eg gangebiT ariso: iq rom sneuleba movspo, maSin is kuTxe am sasufevels emjobineba da aq vin Ra isurvebs dadgomasao~. am mxarisa ar iyos, es Cveni patara qveyanac, yovlis friT sru lia, rom ama sac erTi Wi ri ar ad ges xol me: mas 349 akaki wereTeli arc erTxel mosveneba ar hqonia; mitom, rom mSvenieri aris, yvelas magisi xelSi Cagdeba hsurda... mag ram, na Te li maT saf lavs, rom Cven ma ma-pa pebs Tavi gamoudviaT da aravisTvis daunebebiaT!.. marTlac, cal xelSi rom samuSao iaraRi eWiraT, meoreSi mtris mosage riebeli, guli ar gastexiaT, Tavi ar dauzogavT. dRes imis Tana adgils versad gamovsZebniT Cvens qveyanaSi, rom maTi Zvlebi ar eyaros! TviT ai es adgilic, romelzedac axla Cven vdge varT, SeiZ le ba maTis wmin da sis xliT iyos mor wyuli!.. diaR, tanjviT Seswires Tavi Cvens qveyanas, magram daicves Tavisi erovneba...…… dRes sul sxva dro gvidgas: gareSe mteri aRara gvyavs, magram... im Zvel mtrebze es axali mteri ufro saSiSia da saf rTxilo. cxad mters, pirdapir momavals, Seupovrad mie gebebi, _ magram ra unda uyos uCinar mters, romelzedac Tvali axveuli aqvs. es uCinari mteri aris umecreba da uswavleloba. _ sanam amas ar moviSorebT, Tvali ar agvexi leba. Tvalis asaxelad ki sul sxva gvaris iaraRebia saWi ro da is iaraRebi ai, amisTana saxlebidan unda gamoitanon Tqvenma Svilebma, rom Tqveni xvedri aicilon, Torem xom xedavT, ra gemarTebaT dRes: giyvarsT Tqveni miwa-wyali da ver uv liT! _ Sro mobT da ba ra qa ar aris! _ gin daT, rom Tqvens Tavs mouaroT, pativi sceT da ar SegiZliaT! _ usamarTlod rom vinme gadagekidosT da moindomos Tqveni daCagvra, Tqven xom Tqvenda Tavad pasuxs ver agebT? unda waxvideT da gamosZebnoT misTana kaci, romelic Tval-ta nad, Zal-RoniT da Wkua-gonebiT Tqvenze naklebia, magram, cod na rom meti aqvs Tqven zed, is did-gu lad, ba to ni viT gep yro baT da Tqven ki mis win qud-mox di le bi dge xarT. yvas rom it yvis Tqvens ma giv rad, tyavs gaZ isic, or sit robsT da Tu ori kalamic mousva, sulsa gxdisT! Tu gin daT, rom Tqvens Svi leb sac Tqve nis Ta na dRe ar ad ges, am saswavlebels mosWideT xeli, es aris erTad erTi Tqveni 350 sityva, Tqmuli akakisgan xelTubnis skolis kurTxevis dros gamomxsneli, aq gamozardeT Svilebi da isinic siyvaruliT mogixseneben. kidev erTi sityva!.. arakiT daviwye TqvenTan saubari da unda namdvil ambiT ki davabolovo: sami Zma iyo Zvelad CvenSi, kargi ojaxis Svilebi da kargadac scxovrobdnen. bolos, raRac SemTxvevam ise moitana, rom... SeCvenebulebma ise gadaamteres, ise gadahkides es Zmebi erTmaneTs, rom kinaRam samives ojaxi dauqcies. maSin miix mo is Zmebi deda maTma da uTxra: Svilebo! Tqven xom samive am erTi mucliT mitarebixarTo?... diaR! upasuxes. xom am erTi ZuZuTi gamizdixarTo? marTaliao! miuges. RmerTic xom erTi gyavsTo. rasakvirveliao! sTqves. ho da maS er TmaneTs raRas gadahkidebixarT erT-sisxli da erT-xor ci Zmebio!... pirjvari, rogorc gindaT ise daiwereTo!... Caxvdnen maSin moCxubrebi gonebaSi, Serigdnen da isev gaZ lierdnen... es magaliTi mitom moviyvane, rom dResac arian CvenSi misTanebi, rom sxva-da-sxva rjulzeda dganan da erTmaneTis Zmebi aRara hgoniaT Tavi. saWiro aris, imaTac gamouCndes damrigebeli deda da uTxras: Tqven xom erTi qveynis Svile bi xarT? erTis miwa-wyliT nakvebi!... erTi ena gaqvsT, erTi zne da erTi Cveuleba. Tqvens mamebsac Wiri da lxini erTad una xavsT da Tqvenc er Tni unda iyo To... am gva rad Tqve ni damrigebeli da Semagnebeli unda iqnen amnairi saswavleb lebi. da Tqvenc,…Cemo Zmebo, valdebuli xarT, rom yuri daugdoT da gul-wrfelad mousminoT!.. gaumarjos am axal nakurTxs Tqven saswavlebels, gaumarjos im moswavleT, maT ze mzrunvelebs da Tqvenc erTobiT yvelas gagimarjosT! akaki wereTeli. TxzulebaTa sruli krebuli (TxuTmet tomad). giorgi abzianiZis saerTo redaqtorobiT. t. XII. Tbilisi: gamomcemloba `sabWoTa saqarTvelo~. 1960. 351 n niko nikolaZe _ publicisti, kritikosi, uT valsaCinoesi figura XIX s. II naxevrisa da XX s. I mesamedis saqarTvelos sazogadoebriv-politi kur da kulturul-saliteraturo cxovrebaSi. daibada 1843 wels did jixaiSSi. 1868 wels daam Tavra ciurixis universiteti, iqve daicva di sertacia (`ganiaraReba da misi ekonomikuri da socialuri Sedegebi~) da mieniWa doqtoris xa risxi. Jurnal `krebulis~ (1871-1873) faqtobri vi redaqtori, aralegalur emigrantul gazeT `droSis~ (parizi, 1873) damaarsebeli da redaq tori, rusulenovani gazeTebis: `Обзор~ (18781880; mwvave kritikuli mimarTulebis gamo xeli suflebam daxura, xolo redaqtori stavropol Si gadaasaxla) da `Новое обозрение~ (1887-1891) redaqtori, foTis qalaqis Tavi (1894-1912), sa qarTvelos erovnuli sabWosa (1917-1918) da dam fuZnebeli krebis (1919-1921) wevri erovnul-de mokratiuli partiidan. gardaicvala 1928 wels TbilisSi. dakrZalulia mTawmindis panTeonSi. 353 niko nikolaZe franguli presis dekadansi (nawyvetebi) periodulma presam, gansakuTrebiT ki yoveldRiurma, safrangeTSi mxolod revoluciis Semdeg gaidga fesvi. Zveli reJimi mas ver aitanda. policia, cenzura, wodeb rivi privilegia, bastilia da yovelive is, rac aqedan ga momdinareobda, iseTi xasiaTis iyo, rom mis Tavisufal ganviTarebas xels ar Seuwyobda. es winaaRmdegobani ga camtverda im dRes, roca Zveli reJimis saZirkveli dain gra. ai, maSin daibada presa. magram safrangeTi ukve gadaq ceuliyo mZafr politikur SejaxebaTa msxverplad. mTel ers Tvali mipyrobili hqonda im asparezisaken, sadac yve la wminda principi da yvelaze mniSvnelovani pirovnebani gaafTrebiT ibrZodnen. nebiT Tu uneblied, axladdabade buli presa am Sexla-Semoxlas unda gahyoloda da mona wileoba mieRo brZolebSi. Seqmnili viTarebis gamo misi arsebobis erTaderTi wyaro iyo is, rom igi wakiTxuli yofiliyo. isini, vinc brZolas xelmZRvanelobdnen da vinc, ase Tu ise, Ca reu li iyo am brZo leb Si, Cqa ra mix vdnen, Tu 355 niko nikolaZe ra sargeblobis motana SeeZlo maTTvis presas, raki mas TavianTi miznebisa da miswrafebebis sasargeblod gamoi yenebdnen. am epoqaSi ki, roca yovelgvari xidan mSvildis rebs amzadebdnen, SeuZlebelia aseTi mZlavri iaraRi ugu lebeleyoT. yoveli mxridan daesien presas, raTa brZolis iaraRad eqciaT igi. amgvarad, presa, romelmac dabadeba verc ki moaswro, da romelsac sazogadoeba Zlivs icnob da, partiebs Cauvarda xelSi; partiebma igi maSinve gadaaq cies omis manqanad, romelic gankuTvnili iyo maT Sexedu lebaTa propagandisaTvis da mowinaaRmdegeTa dasaTrgu navad. amis Semdeg presis mdgomareoba TiTqmis ar Secvlila, arsebiTad mainc. mTavrobebi erTmaneTs cvlidnen da ic vlidnen formebs, Sexedulebebs, miznebs, presis mimarT ki erTnair damokidebulebas iCendnen. yvela isini TavianTi gegmebis ganxorcielebisaTvis iyenebdnen presas da amave dros yovel ZalRones, raTa igi sakuTari Tavisadmi uv nebeli gaexadaT. maT arasodes Tavi ar SeuwuxebiaT gae goT, valdebulia Tu ara saxalxo saqmeTa xelmZRvaneloba dainteresdes imiT, rom ers gaaCndes patiosani da go nieri presa, romelsac Seswevs unari udidesi samsaxuri gauwios xalxs Tavisi cnobebis sizustiT da mosazrebaTa miukerZoeblobiT. maT aseve arafrad miaCniaT codna imi sa, Tu ra didi daxmarebis gaweva SeeZlo presas saxalxo ganaTlebis ganviTarebisaTvis da xalxis politikuri aR zrdisaTvis. magram, samagierod, arasodes araferi, rac adamianis Zalasa da Rones aRemateboda, ar dauzogavT, raTa gaex rwnaT pre sa da mis Tvis piri aek raT. amas Tan, arcTu kargad axsovdaT, ra samsaxuri gauwia maT presam im dros, roca jer ki dev Zalauf le bas ip yrob dnen. ami tom TviTeuli saxelmwifo cdilobda igi gadmoebirebina da, cbierebiTa da ZaladobiT, Tavisi mowinaaRmdegeebi saTvis es saSiSi Zala waerTmia. igi aarsebda oficialur gazeTebs, yidulobda an qiraobda yovelives, rac iyide 356 franguli presis dekadansi boda da qiravdeboda. izidavda Tavisken sxvasac _ mous yidvelT iseTi sapatio jildoebis meSveobiT, rogoricaa senatis savarZeli, prefeqtura, saelCo, xarkebis mTavari amkrefoba da sxva. da Tu kidev gadarCeboda ori an sami mouTvinierebeli gazeTi, maT winaaRmdeg kanons kanonze gamoscemda da jarimebis, gafrTxilebebis, sapatimroebis, daxurvisa da likvidaciis mTeli arsenaliT aRiWurvebo da. politikuri statiis dawera Jurnalistebs zogjer ga dasaxlebad da mTel sicocxled ujdebodaT. amgvari viTarebis gamo, presas yovelTvis ori mimdina reoba miaqanebda ori, diametralurad sawinaaRmdego, mi marTulebiT, romlis Tavidan acdena dResdReobiT TiT qmis SeuZlebeli gamxdara. im dros, rodesac JurnalistTa erTi nawili, administraciul mfarvelobas daxarbebuli, suliTa da xorciT icavda arsebul xelisuflebas da misi mesaidumle da rupori xdeboda, meore nawili emxrobo da yvelafers imas, rac mTavrobas ewinaaRmdegeboda da cdilobda gazeTi gadaeqcia dasayrdenad da Zalad, rom lis daxmarebiT saxelmwifo Zalauflebas SeebrZoleboda. vinaidan amqveynad yvelaferi jildovdeba, JurnalistTa pirveli nawili cxovrobda mTavrobis mier miniWebuli privilegiebiT, xolo meore nawili, administraciul mow yalebas moklebuli, Tavs inugeSebda mkiTxvelTa da xel momwerTa cotad Tu bevrad gazrdili ricxviT, romelic safrangeTSi xelisuflebiT ukmayofilo presas arasodes ar moakldeba... romelime partiisadmi damonebuli gazeTi am partias imdenad SeiZleba sTvlides Tavis dasayrdenad, ramdena dac igi rea lur sam sa xurs uwevs mas, icavs per fas et nefas da gamsWvalulia misi azrebiTa da saqmiT. rac unda didi iyos igi, bolos da bolos, mxo lod pa ta ra ek le siaa, aRWurvili sakuTari fetiSebiT, mkacri dogmebiT da mgznebare TayvanismcemelTa viwro wriT. rogorc yve la eklesiaSi, aqac sufevs Seuwynarebloba, mikerZoeba da 357 niko nikolaZe winaswar azris Seqmna sakuTar Tavze, rogorc gansakuT rebul movlenaze. aq aravin msjelobs, aravin eZebs WeS maritebas, aravin iRvwis Tavad gaTviTcnobierdes da sa kuTari azrebi sxvas STaunergos. aq mrisxane guguniT da RrialiT Tavs esxmian gandgomilebs, anaTemas gadascemen maT; auditoriis gulis mosagebad istoriasa da movlenebs amaxinjeben. gamvleli da gulgrilad ganwyobili sazoga doeba iq arc SeCerdeba, radganac verc verafers aqauri laparakiT gaigebs da verc aqaur vnebaTaRelvas gaizia rebs. mowinaaRmdegeni iq arasodes fexs ar dgamen, vinai dan usargeblod miaCniaT measejer moisminon erTidaigive braldeba da, gansakuTrebiT ki, erTidaigive ciliswameba. xandaxan vinme morwmunes Seucdeba fexi da eklesiis qu rumni iZulebulni arian TavianTi qadageba axalbeda mo ciqulebze gaasaRon. farTod gaRebuli karebi srulebi Tac ar aRvivebs TviT morwmuneTa cnobismoyvareobasac da isini, metwilad, Rrma mowyenilobaSi Caflulni yurs ugdeben dausrulebel litanias, romelic, sxva rom ara iyos ra, zepirad ician... JurnalistTa Soris pirveli adgili daiWira da Tan daTan mravalricxovani xdeba lanZRva-ginebis moyvaru li kalmosnebi. maTi meTodia uwmawuri sityvebis xmareba. isini provokatorulad da sruliad TavzexelaRebulad afrqveven gabedul frazebs, gadmoscemen Semoklebul Worebs; xalxs Tavs ise aCveneben, viTomc darwmunebulni iyvnen ara mxolod sakuTar TavSi, aramed TavianTi sit yvebis simarTleSic. myvirala patriotizmis Sesaxeb war moTqmuli carieli sityvebiT isini qveyanas atyueben da imeds amyareben zogis uvicobaze, zogis cud mexsiere baze, gansakuTrebiT ki masebis gulubryvilobaze. isini darwmunebulni brZandebian, rom mtkicebaTa gambedaoba, rac unda yalbi iyos igi, naklebi baqi-buqiT gadmocemuli, sxvagvarad dasabuTebuli mosazrebebis kvals waSlis. maT SesaniSnavad ician, rom mdabio mkiTxvelTa brbosTan Se 358 franguli presis dekadansi darebiT umniSvneloa saganTa civi gonebiT Sefasebas SeC veul adamianTa ricxvi, romelic aRiarebs mxolod kargad Camoyalibebulsa da sakmaod dasabuTebul faqtebs. ami tomac am juris Jurnalistebi weren upiratesad bentera, daufiqrebeli mkiTxvelebisaTvis, romelTaTvis gazeTis ukanaskneli statia aris uflebisa da rwmenis erTaderTi kodeqsi. amgvari Jurnalistis mTeli logika, mTeli mWev rmetyveleba, mTeli codna ixateba arakeTilsindisierebi Ta da usircxvilo yalTabandobiT SeTiTxnili nawerebis mxolod qedmaRlur da Tavxedur tonSi. magram vai, rom mxolod es tonia misi Semoqmedebis mTeli Zala. mraval gazeTSi warmateba moipova JurnalistTa erTma wyebam, jiSma, romelic mxolod imaze laparakobs, rac davalebuli aqvs Seaqos, da saxeli gauTqvas. erT dRes, damijereT, igi mogiyvebaT patara ambebs, metad umniSvne los, gulubryvilos. meore dRes daubrundeba isev am am bavs, daumatebs wvrilmans da marjved, SeumCnevlad Semoa parebs im firmis misamarTsa da nomers, romelzec, viTomc da araferiao, ostaturad CaurTavs yovelgvar sikeTes da saqmec gakeTebulia. am meTods iyeneben ara marto imisaT vis, rom `saqmeebs~ gauTqvan saxeli, aramed kaxpebsac da, ra Tqma unda, maTs patronebsac. advili savaraudoa, ram den fuls igeben am xelobiT da aseve advili warmosadge nia, Tu ramden fiqrsa da STagonebas xarjaven masze. samarcxvinoa, magram unda iTqvas, rom parizSi oTxi Tu xuTi didi gazeTi mxolod am xelobiT arsebobs; maT Ria cis qveS gamoufeniaT kalami da presa, gamzadebuli yvelaze meti fulis mimcemisa da fasis mommatebelis sam saxurisaTvis. eseni gaxlavT organizebuli SantaJisa da modis SemTiTxni saxelosnoebi... JurnalistTa CamoTvlil saxeobaTa garda SeimCneva niWieri adamianebi, uaRresad patiosani da gulwrfeli, romlebic mTel sicocxles swiraven im saqmes, romelic marTali hgoniaT, an im azrs, romelic marTlac maTi sa 359 niko nikolaZe kuTrebaa. magram eseni imdenad iSviaTni arian, rom ikarge bian uvicsa da gulgril, ubadruki mjRabnelebis brboSi, romelic WiaRuasaviT axvevia yvela gazeTs... da aseTni gacilebiT metia, vidre ggonia; isini aTaxsireben TavianT niWsa da yidian TavianT inteleqts, emsaxurebian sakuTari miswrafebebis uaRresad sawinaaRmdego miznebs. miCveul ni sazogadoebrivi azris falsifikacias, mgznebarebis an siyvarulis simulacias, roca srulebiT arafers ganic dian, miCveulni yvela saqmis rigrigobiT momsaxureobasa da Ralats, bolos marTla skeptikosebi da gulgrilni xdebian, kargaven iluziebsa da rwmenas. rogorc ubadru ki msaxiobi adgils poulobs moxetiale dasSi, es Jur nalistebi ise emsaxurebian gansazRvruli `daniSnulebis~ gazeTs, TamaSoben rols yovel saRamos; farda CamoeSveba Tu ara, an da no me ri gaiS ve ba Tu ara daz gis qveS, iw ye ba direqtoris dacinva an pirveli rolis SemsrulebelTa gakilva. wamowyebis warmatebis bedi maTTvis sruliad su lerTia, maT xom Tavis droze uxdian honorars. metwilad maT arafrad miaCniaT, Tu ra gavlenas moaxdens sazoga doebaze am gazeTis mimarTuleba. da Tu direqtori bnel saqmeebSi gaexveva da gazeTi ganadgurdeba, mere ra?! gana xsenebuli msaxiobebi meore dResve ver gaeSurebian yofi li patronis konkurentTan, SeiZleba mterTanac da vera sTxoven samsaxurs? gana is ver miatovebs operetaSi komi kuri rolebis Sesrulebas? manamde xom igi keTilSobili mSoblebis rols ansaxierebda im dasSi, romelic daiSala? ai, zustad Jurnalistis namdvili tipi. igi muSaobas iw yebs gazeTSi da mis politikur elfers usisxlxorcdeba. iTvisebs misi kompaniis da amxanagebis azrebs, siZulvils, moSurneobasa da pirmoTneobas. iZulebulia sakuTari az rebi gazeTis mimarTulebas dauqvemdebaros, gazeTis mis wrafebebis mixedviT gaaSuqos movlenebi. igi Cqara cotad Tu bevrad moxerxebuli dialeqtikosi xdeba, cotad Tu bevrad marjve sofisti, da imis magivrad, rom mkiTxvele 360 franguli presis dekadansi bisaTvis simarTlis Ziebas gahyves, sruli simarTlisa da mxolod simarTlisa, igi Tavis Tavs valdebulad Tvlis Sealamazos sinamdvile, dafaros, SeniRbos, yalbi cxviri miakeros. `yvela simarTle ar unda iTqvas~ _ ai misi de vizi. sul cota xanic rom imuSaos am mSvenier xelobaze, mas mainc mTlianad ekargeba iluzia yovelive imis mimarT, ris siyvarulic STanergili hqonda; moxerxebulobis meti aRarafris sjera da iRebs rwmenas (sakiTxavia, rwmenaa es?) im adamianebisas, romlebsac emsaxureba. roca msgavsi mwerlis Tvalwin raime idea aaRelvebs mTels safrangeTs, an romelime oratori STamagonebeli gulwrfelobiTa da rwmeniT gamsWvalul sityvas warmoTqvams, misi guli amis ga mo aRar Zgers da verc misi go ne ba swvde ba im az ris Zalasa da sidiades, romelic civilizebul samyaros azan zarebs. igi mxolod umniSvnelo mxareebs xedavs, mxolod garegan safars da kmayofildeba mokle TqmiT: `es kargad aris na pov ni, Za lian mar jved~, an `es mouq ne lia~, da ga dadis sxva sakiTxebze. da Tu SemTxveviT mas daeufleba enTuziazmi an lirikuli ganwyobileba, maSinve advilad SeamCnevT, rom am grZnobas ar warmoSobs arc ubiwo goneba da arc mZlavri guli. es, ubralod, daxurdavebuli azre bis, mravaljer naxmari da gacveTili sityvebis civi pe rifrazaa, kalmiT naZaladevad gadmocemuli, roca guli sulac ar fiqrobda masze. yuradRebiT gadaikiTxeT nacionalur biblioTekaSi an romelime literaturul kabinetSiac gsurT, yvela pari zuli gazeTis koleqciebi da gancvifrdebiT; _ Tqven dai naxavT, rom am ukanaskneli xuTi wlis ganmavlobaSi, ro melic savse iyo uaRresad tragikuli da uaRresad mniS vnelovani movlenebiT, presam ver warmoSva erTi mZlavri, uangaro mweralic ki, romelic SesZlebda Tavisi Semoqme deba ganemsWvala mware gulgatexilobis gadamdebi ZaliT, sisxliT gaJRenTili sayvedurebiT da ukeTesi momavlisa ken mimarTuli warmtaci survilebiT. amaod gadaikiTxavT 361 niko nikolaZe uamrav nomrebs, romelTac SeZles esuldgmulaT imden xans, ram den xan sac cxov robs qin qli, _ erTi dRis gan mavlobaSi, _ maTSi ver ipoviT gulidan amoxeTqil erT akordsac, verc iseT suraTs, romelic adamianis gonebas aaRelvebda da Sig samudamod STaibeWdeboda, vercerT im diad azrs, romliTac esoden zRaprulad mdidari da guluxvad mfantveli iyo odesRac safrangeTi. yoveli ve dawvrilmanda, raqituli gaxda; aRarc mZlavri amosun Tqva, aRarc rwmena, yvelaferi aRbeWdilia politikuri dajgufebis saqmianobiT, yvelafers duqnis suni asdis. asi nabijidanve mosCans xelovnuri kbilebi da zizil-pi piloebi kalmis yvela raindisa, romlebic cxrapir tyavs iZroben, rom TavianT gigant winamorbedebs daemsgavson. da am muyaos mebrZolebs hgoniaT, rom safrangeTis poli tikuri cxovrebis marTvas SesZleben; da am ZaliT fiqro ben masze gavlenis moxdenas!.. Tavisi eris erTgvari ndoba rom daimsaxuros, presa mkiTxvelis megobari unda gaxdes, Rrmad unda STaagonos is azri, rom mas ar atyuebs, arafers ar umalavs da, bolos da bolos, arc aris dainteresebuli, ase moiqces. frangi mkiTxveli cudad gaTviTcnobierebulia, naklebad ganaT lebuli, naklebad dafiqrebuli, magram yvela aRiarebs am simarTles _ igi didi xania gamovida bavSvobis im mdgo mareobidan, roca TvalaxveuliviT xelis wavleba sWir deboda. Tu ki igi undoblobas gamoxatavs, Tu ki aRara swams imisa, rasac uqadageben, es imitom, rom man SeamCnia _ kacad ar magdebeno, bevr Rames mimalaveno, Cemi Wkuisa da keTili survilebis bevri araferi sjeraTo. mkiTxveli darwmunebulia, rom SeuZlia Tavis Tavs uxelmZRvanelos da ramdens mets daumalaven mas, imdenad ufro metad Ca moiSoreben Camoyalibebul adamianebs... presas unda ganesazRvra, da amgvarad ufro xelSesaxe bi unda gaexada qveynis moTxovnilebani, raTa maTi kano nieri dakmayofilebisaTvis pirobebi moemzadebina. presa 362 franguli presis dekadansi aTasi miliT Sorsa dgas gonebis amnairi gamoyenebidan. dRes mas iyeneben TiTqmis carieli niadagis mosakoxta veblad, azrTa ubadrukobis dasafaravad da brwyinvale feierverkiT xalxis misazidad... magram ideebis, mTeli inteleqtualuri cxovrebis Secvla umizno da usagno feierverkTa mTeli rigiT _ es aris Sehqmna xelovneba xe lovnebisaTvis, gaxrwna sazogadoebis goneba da masSi ga moaRviZo gasarTobebisa da speqtaklebis moTxovnileba, rac ucxadesi niSania eris moraluri dekadansisa da misi, rogorc gvamis, gaxrwnisa... iqneb gvisayveduron, rom Cveni survilebis ganxorcie leba gamoiwvevda politikuri presis ngrevas da sxvadas xva partias mouspobda saSualebas, xalxisaTvis gaecno Tavisi upiratesobani da mSvidobianad gaevrcelebina sa kuTari doqtrinebi da ideebi. erTi ukiduresoba, rarig mkacri ar unda iyos igi, sulac ar gvagdebs sawinaaRmdego ukiduresobaSi da Sorsa varT iqedan, rom uarvyoT par tiis saqmisadmi ganuxrelad erTguli presis mniSvneloba. inglisSi, iseve rogorc amerikaSi, sadac didi gazeTebi arcerT partias ar emsaxurebian, yvela gazeTi partias erTnairi miukerZoeblobiT afasebs da yvela partias po litikur presaSi sakuTari oficialuri organo aqvs. moy vareni maT kiTxuloben, mowinaaRmdegeebi ki _ aTvaliere ben. magram maT zemoT arsebobs namdvili presa, romelic maT amowmebs da ar aZlevs faqtebis damaxinjebisa da si marTlis falsifikaciis nebas; es presa arcerT partias ar emsaxureba da mas aravin ar waikiTxavs da arc aravin daujerebs, sanam uamravi sabuTebiT ar moipovebs patio sani, miudgomeli da politikuri alRos mflobelis repu tacias. swored es presa, da ara partiaTa uamravi gazeTi, aris aRWurvili avtoritetiT farTo masebisa da qveynis umravlesobis TvalSi. zemoT aRniSnul mdgomareobas rom amjobino franguli presis mdgomareoba, _ sadac yvela gazeTi, didi Tu patara, politikur partiebs da dajgu 363 niko nikolaZe fe bebs an maT fi nan sebs, ufro zus tad rom vTqvaT, maT xelmZRvanelebs emsaxureba, _ niSnavs eswrafvode gaaxan grZlivo es uazroba da mianiWo kontrolis gawevis uf leba zustad im adamianebs, romlebsac Tavad esaWiroeba kontroli. droa es mdgomareoba sabolood Sewydes da franguli presa gaTavisufldes nebayoflobiTi monobidan, radga nac sakuTari moraluri gavlenisa da materialuri keTil dReobis ngrevasTan erTad seriozul zians ayenebs TviT safrangeTis interesebsa da momavals. droa, moicilos uReli zogierTi politikuri Tu finansuri intriganisa da pativmoyvarisa, romlebic mas moxerxebulad iyeneben sazogadoebis azrTa falsifikaciisaTvis da erovnuli qonebis misaTviseblad... dRes, rodesac sazogadoeba mniSvnelovnad gaizarda, man Tavi daaR wia am xlar Teb sa da am rol sac ga moem Svi doba, presa amaod amoZravebs Tavis Zvel wiTel an TeTr moCvenebebs, amaod mimarTavs ciliswamebebs da Seuracxyo fas: es mTeli misi wvrilmani lanZRva-gineba, mTeli misi arakeTilsindisiereba dRes mis winaaRmdeg Semotrialda da nel cecxlze swvavs mas; sazogadoebrivi azris mar Tva, politikuri cxovrebis gansazRvra xelidan usxlte ba mTlianad. Tuki mainc jiutad gahyveba gzas, romelmac am sacodav mdgomareobamde miiyvana, misi saqme amis Sem deg xeli dan wa su lia. igi zus tad ise daas ru lebs Tavis sicocxles, rogorc antikur saberZneTSi daasrules si cocxle orakulebma da sofistebma: xalxis srul gulgri lobas zizRi mohyveba da es iqneba sikvdilis win ukanas kneli dartyma. am aucilebeli safrTxis Tavidan asacileblad presas mxo lod erTi gza dar Ce nia _ ua ri Tqvas yo vel gvar pa tar-patara politikur xrikebze, daiviwyos mTeli Tavisi intrigebi da ciliswamebani, Tavidan moiSoros arakeTil sindisiereba da pretenziebi... erTaderTi amocana, rome 364 franguli presis dekadansi lic didi, civilizebuli qveynis presas akisria, es aris xalxis gacnobiereba, patiosnad da mTeli SesaZleblobiT gaSuqeba realuri cxovrebisa da Tanamedrove samyaros inteleqtualuri progresisa. franguli presis TiTqmis mzeCasvenebuli gavlenis aRdgenis erTaderT saSualebas aRniSnuli amocanis keTilsindisierad Sesruleba war moadgens. parizi. 1875 w. niko nikolaZe. Txzulebani. daviT gamezardaSvilis redaqciiTa da SeniSvnebiT. t. 4. Tbilisi: gamomcemloba `sabWoTa saqarTvelo~. 1964. 365 g geronti qiqoZe _ mTargmneli, publicisti, eseisti, kritikosi, literaturaTmcodne, poli tikuri da sazogado moRvawe. TvalsaCino figu ra XX saukunis qarTuli kulturis istoriaSi. daibada 1885 wels guriis sofel baxvSi. quTai sis realuri saswavleblis damTavrebis Semdeg swavlobda jer laifcigis, Semdeg bernis uni versitetebis filosofiis fakultetze (daam Tavra 1912 wels). 1900-iani wlebis revoluciur procesebSi monawileobisaTvis ramdenjerme iyo represirebuli. saqarTvelos erovnuli krebis (1919-1921) damfuZnebeli wevri erovnul-demok ratiuli partiidan, Jurnal `arifionis~ (1928) Tanaredaqtori (v. gorgaZesTan erTad). 1920-ian wlebSi Tbilisis saxelmwifo universitetSi kiT xulobda dasavlurevropuli literaturis is toriis kurss. Targmnili aqvs o. balzakis, sten dalis, p. merimes, a. fransisa da sxv. mweralTa mxatvruli nawarmoebebi. gardaicvala 1960 wels TbilisSi. dakrZalulia didubis panTeonSi. 367 geronti qiqoZe warmoeba da erovnuli energia (SemoklebiT) kacobrioba arasodes yofila ise momqmedi da moZra vi, rogorc dRes aris... cxovrebis tempi arasodes yofila ise Cqari da aRelvebuli, rogorc dRes aris. Tanamedrove kacobrioba ekonomikuri cieb-cxelebiTaa Sepyrobili. is eZebs sul axalsa da axal sferos, sadac SeiZleba energiis daxarjva da simdidris Seqmna. mTebi gaTxrilia xvrele biTa da gvirabebiT, niadagi daserilia maRaroebiT, haeri gamsWvalulia WvartliT. am atmosferoSi muSavdeba axali tipi kacobriobisa, nerviuli, mousvenari, energiuli... magram es axali tipi kacobriobisa yvelgan rodia Se muSavebuli. zogierTi qveyana CamorCenilia ekonomikurad. sxvaTa Soris, saqarTveloc. marTalia, Tanamedrove socia luri da politikuri frazeologia ukve SevimuSaveT, mag ram Tanamedrove warmoeba jer kidev ar Segviqmnia. fsiqologiurad Zlier CamorCenili varT, rasakvirve lia. uwinares yovlisa, sistematuri, auCqarebeli, mizanSe wonili Sromis unari gvaklia. bunebiT mouTmenelni varT da SemTxveviT an ucabedad gamdidrebaze vocnebobT. am 369 geronti qiqoZe mxriv saSualo saukuneebis mekobreebsa da raindebs ufro vgavarT, vidre Tanamedrove adamianebs. an, ukeT vTqvaT, im espanel avantiuristebs, meTeqvsmete saukuneSi mTeli ame rika rom Semoiares eldorados, e. i. oqros qveynis ZebnaSi. oqros mindvrebi arsad arsebobs, ueWvelia. oqros silas ki Segroveba, gawmenda da gadadnoba unda, e. i. xangrZlivi da meToduri muSaoba. cxadia isic, rom ekonomikuri winsvla ar SeiZleba me qanikurad, adamianis Segnebuli da energiuli monawileo bis damoukideblad. arc es garemoebaa CvenTvis savsebiT naTeli. Cven gvgonia, rom saerTaSoriso kapitalizmi erT mSvenier dRes Cvenzec moiRebs mowyalebas, aamoZravebs da ganaviTarebs Cveni samSoblos sawarmoo Zalebs, gaSlis da aayvavebs meurneobas, warmoebas, aReb-micemobas. es proce si TavisTavad unda damTavrdes, Cveni fiqriT, anu `obieq turi aucileblobiT~, rogorc ityvian. es fatalisturi rwmenac erTgvari naSTia warsuli droebisa. isic ufro saSualo saukuneebs Seefereba, roca adamiani saganTa da movlenaTa gavlenas emorCileboda usityvod da uzrunvelad. Tanamedrove azrovnebisTvis ki, cxadia, rom erovnul simdidres mxolod cocxali erovnu li energia qmnis. kapitalizmi yvela ers erTnairad rodi swyalobs. zogs is aZlierebs da awinaurebs, zogs asustebs da aqveiTebs, zogs kidev sruliad gvis dedamiwis zurgidan. afrika, ame rika da avstralia mofantulia im tomebis ConCxebiT, ro melnic `obieqturi aucileblobiT~ gaunadgurebia kapita lizmis rkinis borbals. imitom, rom Tavis dasacavad maT araferi hqoniaT, garda ramdenime tlanqi fetiSisa da sa codavi, dromoWmuli rwmenisa. am rwmenaTa Soris erTgvar pirvelyofil optimizms sapatio adgili eWira. kapitalizmis ganviTareba mxolod im SemTxvevaSi iqneba CvenTvis xelsayreli, Tuki es ganviTareba Cvenive mwarmoe beli klasebis SemweobiT moxdeba. am klasebs Soris ki erTi 370 warmoeba da erovnuli energia upirvelesi adgili kapitalistebs uWiravT. Cveni samoqa laqo cxovrebis gacxoveleba SeuZlebelia, Tu mTel Cvens bunebriv simdidres ucxoeli kapitalistebi daepatronen. mwarmoebeli klasebis winaaRmdeg crudemokratiuli an tipatiiT varT gamsWvaluli. ise arafris gveSinia, rogorc qarTveli kapitalistisa, masSi mxolod burJuas vxedavT, e. i. cxov re bis ne bier da laR Svils, ro me lic ujia Tad sargeblobs ekonomikuri keTildReobiT da politikuri upiratesobiT. ver vamCnevT, rom kapitalisti antrepre niori da mwarmoebelic aris, rom Tanamedrove sazogadoe baze Tavisi inciativiT, gambedaobiT, saqmianobis unariT da tatnobis sifarToviTac moqmedebs. Tu kapitalistis burJuaziuli suli mudam gansazRru li da kmayofilia, misi mwaroebeli suli mudam maZiebeli da ukmayofiloa. adamianis moTxovnilebani SezRudulia da am moTxovnilebaTa dasakmayofileblad cotaodeni ka pitalia sakmao. magram dausrulebelia adamianis ltolva Zlierebisadmi. mas ver daakmayofilebs veraviTari Tanxa, ragind didi iyos is, da morgani an vanderbilti iseve il tvian Tavisi miliardebis gasafarToeblad, rogorc rome lime mewvrilmane Tavisi groSebisa. qarTveli eris moduneba da uenergioba, sxvaTa Soris, imaSi ixateba, rom is kapitals ucqeris ara mwarmoeblis, aramed mxolod momxmareblis TvalsazrisiT. misTvis ka pitali moTxovnilebaTa damakmayofilebeli saSualebaa da ara stiqioni, romelic mTebs Txris, niadags abrunebs da uzrunvelyofs adamianis batonobas bunebis Zalebsa Tu fa rul saunjeebze... TviT xelovneba, literatura, filosofia erTgvar kom forts warmoadgens ekonomikuri TvalsazrisiT. maTi Seq mna mxo lod iseT erebs SeuZ liaT, ro mel nic sak maod uz runvelyofilni da morWmulni arian qonebrivad da, sawar moo kapitalis garda, Tavisufali fondic gaaCniaT. roca eri sxvis saw vel fu rad aris ga daq ceu li, roca is pro 371 geronti qiqoZe letarizaciis gzazea damdgari, Tavisufal fondze ocneba misTvis uniadagoa. zedmeti Rirebuleba sxvebs aqvs, mas ki mxolod Sromis xelfasi rCeba yoveldRiuri moTxovnile bebisaTvis... Cveni mdgomareobis siduxWire imaSia, rom politikuri Zala ara gvaqvs erovnuli warmoebis fexze wamosayeneblad da dasacavad. Tanamedrove saxelmwifo yvelgan did ekono mikur rols TamaSobs. premiebiTa da subsidiebiT is aqezebs mwarmoebels, gonieri sabaJo politikiT norC adgilobriv industrias ucxoeli metoqeebisagan ifaravs. Cven ki aseTi wamqezebeli da damxmare ara gvyavs. is sabaJo politika ki, romelic Warxlis da zRvis ZaRlebis industrias ifaravs, arafers gvargebs, rasakvirvelia. magram erovnuli energiis amoZravebiT TandaTan yvela dabrkolebis Zleva SeiZleba. miT umetes, rom Cveni qveynis buneba uzomod mdidaric aris da qalwulebrivad xelux lebelic. Cveni mdinareebi da CanCqerebi ki ulevel ufaso energias mogvcemen warmoebis asayvaveblad. 1915 w. geronti qiqoZe. patara eris xvedri. Semdgenlebi: manana qiqoZe, levan asaTiani, eduard kodua. Tbilisi: Tbilisis universitetis gamomcemloba. 2003. 372 a akaki baqraZe _ literaturaTmcodne, Teatra luri da kinokritikosi, publicisti, politiku ri da sazogado moRvawe. daibada 1928 wels Tbi lisSi. ozurgeTis saSualo skolis damTavrebis Semdeg swavla ganagrZo Tbilisis saxelmwifo universitetis istoriis fakultetze, romelic daamTavra 1953 wels. sxvadasxva wlebSi muSaobda kinostudia `qarTul filmSi~, kinematografiis saxelmwifo komitetSi; iyo SoTa rusTavelis sa xelobis akademiuri Teatris direqtori (19731980), kote marjaniSvilis saxelobis akademiu ri Teatris (1988-1989) samxatvro xelmZRvaneli, `rusTavelis sazogadoebis~ prezidenti (19891991), 1980-ian wlebSi kiTxulobda sajaro leq ciebs mwvave saliteraturo-saxelovnebo da sa zogadoebriv-politikur problemebze. gardaic vala 1999 wels TbilisSi. dakrZalulia didubis panTeonSi. 373 akaki baqraZe ratom xdeba ase? xelovneba yovelTvis ekuTvnoda da ekuTvnis xalxs. im TaviTve ase iyo. roca adamianma pirvelad mokida kalams xeli, mkiTxvelic ukve igulisxma. roca pirvelad imRera, msmenelic ukve ivarauda. xelovneba yovelTvis or mxares gulisxmobda _ Semoqmeds da momxmarebels. maTi erTiano bis gareSe xelovneba ar arsebobs. amasTanave momxmarebeli aucileblad masobrivi unda iyos. amitom TamaSdeboda an tikuri tragediebi Ria cis qveS uzarmazar amfiTeatrebSi, sadac mTeli polisi iyrida Tavs. amitom ixateboda ekle siebi, sajarod imRereboda religiuri himnebi da imarTebo da grandiozuli karnavalebi. magram xelovneba sulis saz rdelia da amisi moTxovnileba yovel kacs sxvadasxvanairi aqvs. es badebs xelovnebis yoveli dargisadmi damokidebu lebis problemas. es metad rTuli sakiTxia, magram ratom Rac xSirad mas zereled da iolad vekidebiT. ase gvgonia, raki Tvali yvelas aqvs, masasadame, mxatvrobaze msjelobac yvelas SeuZlia, magram Cveni Tvali da daviT kakabaZis Tva li rom radikalurad gansxvavebuli Tvalia, amas angariSs 375 akaki baqraZe ar vuwevT. raki yurebi yvelas asxia, masasadame, musikaze msjelobac yvelas SeuZlia, magram Cveni yuri da zaqaria faliaSvilis yuri rom ori arsebiTad gansxvavebuli yuria, arc amas vaqcevT yuradRebas. am zerele damokidebulebas xSirad seriozuli Secdoma mosdevs, ufro metic, xandaxan danaSaulic. magaliTad, gana umecrebisa da zerelobis Se degi ar iyo is davidareba, rac Tavis droze oTar ioselia nis filmebis `giorgobisTvisa~ da `aprilis~ garSemo atyda? 1967 wlis dasawyisSi pirvelad uCvenes ekranze `gior gobisTve~. am filmma maSin sazogadoebis erTi nawili gaab raza. zogierTebi zemdgom organoebSi werilebs agzavnid nen da filmis akrZalvas moiTxovdnen. mere es werilebi zemdgomi organoebidan kinostudiaSi gadmogzavnes gansa xilvelad. vin ar awerda xels am werilebs: partiis raiko mis mdivnebi, raiaRmaskomebis Tavmjdomareebi, komkavSiris raikomis mdivnebi, mecnierebaTa doqtorebi da kandidate bi, gazeTebis redaqtorebi. CinianT da xarisxianT arc uCi noni da uxarisxoni CamorCebodnen. maSin kinostudiaSi vmuSaobdi da Tanamdebobis mixedviT am werilebis gacnoba mevaleboda. werilebi wavikiTxe da saarqi vod gulmodgined Sevinaxe. axla am werilebidan amonawerebs gavacnob mkiTxvelebs. ra Tqma unda, avtorebis dausaxeleb lad, RameTu mniSvneloba azrs aqvs da ara avtors. ai, ras werdnen isini (stili da marTlwera yvelgan zus tad daculia): `filmis TviTeuli kadri uxamsobaa, damcireba da agde baa qarTveli erisa; sabWoTa xalxebis internacionaluri solidarobisa. filmSi Sebilwulia qarTuli ena, musika luri xelovneba, Cveni maRali eTniuri Tvisebebi. qarTvel ma xalxma, qarTulma kinematografiam aseTi reJisori, misi aseTi naxelavi Tavidan unda moicilos. mayurebelTa wi nadadebaa kino-filmi `giorgobisTve~ moixsnas ekranidan, ganadgurdes~. am werilis avtori maSin raikomis mdivani iyo. 376 ratom xdeba ase? `axalgazrda reJisoris o. ioselianis es filmi mTeli Cveni cxovrebis undoblobiT, adamianTa undoblobiT, ci nizmiT, motyuebiT da Cveni dRevandelobisadmi urwmunoe biTaa gaJRenTili~. am werilis avtori ki maSin komkavSiris raikomis mdivani iyo. `damafiqrebelia is faqti, rom #49 butSi wiTeli Rvino uvargisia, dava da Cxubi mis garSemoa. scenaris avtors da reJisors goniaT aq ususuri alegoriis gamoyenebiT jvari dausvan Cvens sinamdviles, ise rogorc jvari dausves #49 buts, ras niSnavs is, rom uvargis Rvinos qarTvelebi sxvebs asmeven. rodis iyo qarTvelebi ase eqceodnen TavianT stum rebs? bolos da bolos ra undaT gviTxran am `xelovnebis virtuozebma~. am werilis avtori maSinac da dResac pedagogiuri in stitutis reqtoria. `filmSi gamasxaravebulia saerTod soflis meurneoba (mxedvelobaSi maqvs radio gadacema) da gansakuTrebiT ki meRvineoba. Zveli Taoba; muSebi, specialistebi, warmoebis yvela uaryofiTi tipebia, sacinad aris agdebuli axalgaz rdoba, mTel filmSi TiTqmis ar aris arcerTi dadebiTi tipi~. am werilis avtori profesoria. Tumca zemore citire buli striqonebis wakiTxvis Semdeg aravis gasCenia kiTxva: SeiZleba Tu ara wera-kiTxvis ucodinari kaci profesori iyos? `Cemi azriT, es aris suraTi, romelic RvarZlianad, yovlad uxeSad da daumsaxureblad lafs asxams Cvens sam Soblos, saqarTvelos. suraTi dauyovnebliv unda moixsnas ekranidan da aseTi RvarZliT savse adamianebs, rogoric misi damdgmelia, saWiro rCeva unda mieces rom qarTul ki nematografias meored saxeli ar gautexos~. am werilis avtoric profesoria da mecnierebisa da teqnikis damsaxurebuli moRvawe. 377 akaki baqraZe `saocaria, axalgazrda avtorebs, romlebic daibadnen da gaizardnen sabWoTa epoqaSi, rogor daugrovdaT amdeni RvarZli mSobliuri qveynisadmi. sabWoTa saqarTvelos yve laze didi mtrebic, ukiduresad reaqcioneri adamianebic ki ver moaxerxebdnen aseTi paskvilis Seqmnas~. am werilis avtori ki dResac gazeTis redaqtoria. es amonawerebi wveTia zRvaSi. magram es wveTic naTel warmodgenas iZleva im zRvaze, romelic maSin film `gior gobisTves~ da mis avtorebs warRvniT emuqreboda. rogorc xedavT, adamianebma, romelTac kinoxelovne bis ara gaegebodaT ra, momakvdinebeli sasjeli gamoutanes `giorgobisTves~ da mis avtorebs. madloba RmerTs, rom maSin `giorgobisTves~ mainc dau Wira mxari kinematografiuli sazogadoebis erTma nawilma da filmi gadarCa. Torem SeiZleboda `giorgobisTvec~ ise ve daRupuliyo, rogorc daiRupa oTar ioselianis meore filmi `aprili~. vin agebs dRes pasuxs `aprilze~? aravin. arada, filmoTekidan vinmem firis erTi metric rom moi paros, cixeSi amohyofs Tavs. aq ki mTeli filmi gaqra da viTomc araferi. axla mkiTxvels `aprilis~ Sinaarsi minda vuambo. marTa lia, Sinaarsi mxatvrul nawarmoebze odnavadac ver iZleva warmodgenas, magram mainc gavixsenoT igi. qal-vaJs erTmaneTi uyvars. isini erT patara, naTel, Raribul oTaxSi cxovroben. siRaribe ar aSinebT. axalgaz rduli alalmarTlobiT sjeraT, rom moyvaruli col-qma ri marTla moTavsdeba Toxis tarzec. am axalgazrdebis cxovrebis poetur atmosferos reJisori kinematografiu li saSualebebiTac aZlierebda. magaliTad, roca axalgaz rda col-qmari laparakobda, metyvelebis magier Citebis WikWiki ismoda, roca onkans gaaRebdnen, wylis Cxrialis magier, musikis hangebi geyureboda. axalgazrdebis mezoblebis yofa ki sxvanairi iyo. mezob lebi avejis SeZenis cieb-cxelebas Seepyro. dilidan saRa 378 ratom xdeba ase? momde darbodnen maRaziebSi, avejis fabrikebSi. eZebdnen nacnobebs da gavlenian pirebs. cdilobdnen iseTi avejis yidvas, sxva rom ver iSovnida. am adamianebs ar esmodaT musi ka, ar swamdaT bunebis mSveniereba. maT sZuldaT salamuris xma, magram sulganabulni usmendnen xerxis xrWials. zroke nari xeebis magier xedavdnen skamebs, karadebs, magidebs. erT dRes axalgazrda col-qmris ojaxSi Savi kaci movi da. daaTvaliera maTi bina, sinanuliT gaaqnia Tavi da daiw yo qadagi _ ar SeiZleba CamorCe dros, ar unda gaxde me zoblebis salaparako, unda akeTo is, rasac yvela akeTebs. imdeni uCiCina, rom axalgazrdebic daiTanxma. qal-vaJic avejis SeZenis maniam Seipyro. maTi patara bina gaivso nairnairi nivTebiT. ukve teva aRar aris, erTmaneTTan miaxloe ba uWirT. erT kuTxeSi darCenilni meoreSi veRar midian. roca onkans gaaReben, musika aRar ismis. wylis buybuyi da rkinis xriali giWedavs yurs. maTi laparakisas Citebi aRar WikWikeben. yelidan uazro xriwini amosdiT. qal-vaJi mix vda, komfortis ZebnaSi daekargaT siyvaruli da silamaze. maSin isini adgnen, fanjara gaaRes da wviTa da dagviT SeZe nil nivTebs ezoSi gadauZaxes. bina gaTavisuflda. ojaxSi isev dabrunda Tavdapirveli silaRe. aseTi iyo am moklemetraJiani filmis Sinaarsi. es suraTi erT didad pasuxismgebel pirs uCvenes. man sevdiani saxiTa da dardiani TvalebiT uyura films da Tqva: am kinosuraTis Cveneba ar SeiZleba. igi mimarTulia ave jis SeZenis winaaRmdeg. es ki dauSvebelia. rogor SeiZle ba gadavyaroT skamebi, maSin raze unda davsxdeT? rogor SeiZleba davamtvrioT karadebi, maSin sad SevawyoT jamWurWeli, tansacmeli? Tu aveji gadasayrelia, maSin ratom vaSenebT avejis fabrikebs? ratom gvaqvs avejis maRaziebi? Tu adamianebi bevr avejs yiduloben, es imas niSnavs, rom isini kargad cxovroben, karg cxovrebas ki ra sjobs! amis Tvis vibrZviT Cven. 379 akaki baqraZe SevecadeT dagvemtkicebina, rom aq aveji arafer SuaSia. filmi akritikebs obivatelobas, filisterobas, meSCano bas. adamianma zomierebis grZnoba ar unda dakargos da ar unda iqces nivTebis monad. nivTi adamians unda amSvenebdes da ara adamiani nivTs. yuradRebiT mogvismina, magram pasuxad gviTxra: _ fil mSi me mxolod is davinaxe, rom avejs yrian. es ki antisa zogadoebrivi saqcielia, radgan amiT gamoxatulia avejis fabrikis muSakebis Sromisadmi upativcemuloba. Cven ara vis mivcemT uflebas pativi ar sces Sromas. amiT saubari damTavrda da `aprili~ mayurebels aRar unaxavs. samwuxarod, maSin ver gavbedeT gvekiTxa, gana `ap rili~ Sromis nayofi ar iyo? `aprili~ erTaderTi da gamonaklisi ar yofila. samwuxa rod, misi bedi sxvadasxva doziT sxva mxatvrul nawarmoeb sac rgebia. sul erTia, iqneboda igi kinematografiuli, literaturuli, musikaluri Tu Teatraluri. analogiuri magaliTebis gaxseneba yvelas SeuZlia, visac xelovnebis ama Tu im dargSi umuSavia. ratom xdeba ase? ratom gansazRvravs xSirad xelovne bis ama Tu im nawarmoebis beds am saqmis umecari adamiane bis azri? visac xelovneba uyvars da esmis, kargad icis, rom xe lovnebis nawarmoebi maSin aris saintereso, Tu igi ucnaurs, axals da moulodnels Seicavs. standartebs SeCveul go nebas es ucnauri da moulodneli aRizianebs. SeuCvevel lxins SeCveuli Wiri ujobs. amitom myudroebis darRvevis winaaRmdeg ilaSqrebs. bunebrivia, gaRizianebiT dabneul gonebas uWirs obieqturi gansja. am dros asparezze kri tika unda gamovides. is unda gaxdes Suamavali Semoqmedsa da momxmarebels Soris, magram Cveni kritika xSirad Za lian gaubedavia. Tumca usamarTloba iqneboda yvelafe ri kritikisTvis dagvebralebina, radgan xandaxan kriti kis gaubedaobas emateba Jurnal-gazeTebis redaqtorTa da 380 ratom xdeba ase? gamomcemlobaTa direqtorebis praqticizmic. isini elian, saiT gadaixreba saswori, rom amisda mixedviT TavianT sa sargeblod uSecdomod imoqmedon. SeiZleba arasasiamovno mosasmenia, magram zogjer redaqtorebsa da direqtorebs belikovis seni sWirT _ Оно, конечно, так то так, все это прекрасно, да как бы чего не вышло. sanam molodiniT gana buli kritika da praqticizmiT daavadebuli redaqtorebi yoymanoben, carieli asparezi iolad uvardebaT xelT xe lovnebaSi sruliad Cauxedav adamianebs. raki maT polemi kaSi, azrTa WidilSi gamarjvebis imedi ara aqvT, mimarTaven demagogias, Tavidan mocilebis dasagmob saSualebas. maT ar awuxebT xelovnebis bedi. ufro sakuTari myudroeba adardebT. umjobesia ar arsebobdes is, rac SeiZleba sala parako gaxdes, arada, ra fasi aqvs xelovnebas, Tu igi cxa re kamaTis sagani ar aris, azrTa sxvadasxvaobas ar iwvevs. Cven er Txel da sa mu da mod unda vir wmu noT erTi ur yevi kanoni _ SeiZleba arsebobdes xelovnebis nawarmoebis garSemo ori radikalurad gansxvavebuli azri da samives (nawarmoebs da or sxvadasxva azrs) arsebobis Tanabari uf leba hqondes. oRond orive azri saTanadod unda iyos da sabuTebuli da argumentirebuli, ise, rogorc daasabuTa l. tolstoim Tavisi uaryofiTi damokidebuleba kompo zitor r. vagnerisadmi. mogexsenebaT, gamokvlevaSi `imis Sesaxeb, rasac xelovnebas uwodeben~ tolstoim pirdapir gaanadgura vagneris musika. didma mweralma misTvis arasa survel movlenas xelovnebaSi daupirispira mtkiced argu mentirebuli Teoriuli azri. magram aravisTvis miuweria _ vagneri ar momwons da akrZaleTo. miuxedavad `ana kareni nas~ avtoris uaryofiTi damokidebulebisa, vagneri darCa vagnerad. dRes milionebi aRtacebiT usmenen vagneris mu sikas da aseve interesiT kiTxuloben tolstois gamokvle vas, RameTu `О том, что называют искусством~ _ erT-erTi saukeTeso naSromia xelovnebis TeoriaSi. orives _ vagne ris musikas da tolstois Teorias Tanabari ufleba aqvs 381 akaki baqraZe arsebobis. aseTi ram Cveulebrivi movlenaa literaturasa da xelovnebis istoriaSi. 1906 wels maTisma gamofina suraTi `cxovrebis sixaru li~. am suraTma aRaSfoTa cnobili mxatvari-modernisti pol siniaki. igi megobrisadmi miweril baraTSi Cioda _ me mgonia, maTisi sabolood gagiJdao. magram arc pol siniaks miuweria safrangeTis mTavrobisaTvis _ `cxovrebis sixa ruli~ ar momwons da akrZaleTo. piriqiT, maTisis suraTi damoukidebelTa salonSi gamofina. nu daiviwyebT, rom sa lonis vice-prezidenti swored pol siniaki iyo. lion foixtvangeri romanSi `meliebi venaxSi~ erT ambavs gviyveba. frangi aristokratis vodreilis ojaxSi stumrad aris axalSeqmnili saxelmwifos amerikis SeerTebuli Statebis elCi franklini. igi gansakuTrebuli yuradRebiT sargeb lobs da yvela interesiT usmens mas. sxvaTa Soris, fran klinma stumrebs esec uambo: erTi Cemi megobari Svedi misioneri amerikel indielebs qristianobas uqadagebdao. indielebi yovelTvis wynarad, gatacebiT da yuradRebiT usmendnen mas. roca misionerma qadageba daamTavra, Tavazianma indielebma Tavis mxriv ad gilobrivi legendebis moyola daiwyes. aman gaabraza qris tiani misioneri da SesZaxa: _ SeCerdiT! me Tqven wminda WeSmaritebas giqadagebT, Tqven ki zRaprebiT mimaspinZlde biTo. indielebma iwyines es da misioners miuges: _ Tqvens Rrmadpativcemul dedas cudad gauzrdixarT, raki ar us wavlebia zrdiloba da moTmineba. Cven virwmuneT Seni naam bobi, magram ratom ar gjera Cveni? es Tqva franklinma, gaiRima da gaCumda. princi Sarli ar moeSva stumars: mainc, doqtoro franklin, visi simar Tlea ukeTesi _ Tqveni megobari misionerisa Tu indiele bis? amis pasuxad franklinma ganacxada: orive mxares hqon da Tavisi mSvenieri naxevari simarTle. asea. erTaderTi, vinc sruli simarTle icis, droa. igia 382 ratom xdeba ase? yovelgvari adamianuri saqmianobis piruTvneli msajuli. italielebi xumroben: _ erTaderTi kaci, visi moqrTamvac ar SeiZleba, droa. amitom vacaloT dros. cxadia, es imas ar niSnavs, rom specialistebma ar gamoTqvan TavianTi azri oficialur presaSi. piriqiT, rac SeiZleba aqtiurad unda imsjelon. Tu survili aqvT, araspecialistebmac ilapara kon, oRond presaSi. magram nu CavereviT drois saqmeSi. naadrevad nu gamovitanT saboloo ganaCens. damsaxurebis da mixedviT, dro yvelas da yvelafers miuCens Tavis ad gils. igi arasodes Semcdara da arc momavalSi Secdeba. 1974 w. akaki baqraZe. kino. Teatri. Tbilisi: gamomcemloba `xelovneba~. 1989. 383 j jemal qarCxaZe _ mwerali (prozaikosi, mTar gmneli), publicisti. daibada 1936 wels imere Tis so fel uxuT Si. 1960 wels daam Tav ra Tbi lisis saxelmwifo universitetis filologiis fakulteti. 1961-1982 wlebSi muSaobda kultu ris saministroSi, Tojinebis Teatrsa da kinos tudia `qarTul filmSi~. pirveli moTxroba `ab zianiZeebis ojaxi~ gamoaqveyna 1962 wels. 1979 wels gamoqveynebuli romaniT `mdgmuri~ iwyeba mwerlis aRiareba da popularoba axalgazrdo basa da inteleqtualur sazogadoebaSi, sabWoTa mTavroba ki mas undoblad uyurebda, gansaku TrebiT mas Semdeg, rac mweralma gamoaqveyna po litikuri pamfleti `biZaCemi iona~. misi nawar moebebi: `qaravani~, `antonio da daviTi~, `zebu loni~, `iupiteris sinanuli~, `igi~ samarTlianad iTvleba qarTuli prozis klasikad. 1999 wels mieniWa saqarTvelos saxelmwifo premia. misi nawarmoebebi Targmnili da gamocemulia msof lios mraval enaze. gardaicvala 1998 wels Tbi lisSi. dakrZalulia didubis panTeonSi. 385 jemal qarCxaZe monologi dialogidan (nawyvetebi) maRali inteligenturi suli dRes Cvens sazogadoeba Si ar trialebs. imitom, rom namdvili inteligencia Cven, arsebiTad, ar gvyavs. me inteligentSi ar vgulisxmob iseT kacs, romelsac axla eZaxian inteligents da romlis in teligentobis mTavari niSani umaRlesi ganaTlebis mowmo baa. aseTi inteligentebi araTu gvyavs, imaze metica gvyavs, vidre sasurvelia. inteligentSi me vgulisxmob adamians, romelsac cxoveluri sawyisi bolomde daZleuli aqvs da mxolod sulier da inteleqtualur moTxovnilebaTa Sesa bamisad cxovrobs. aseTi inteligenti, upirveles yovli sa, bunebrivi movlenaa. bunebrioba misi arsebobis yovlis momcveli formaa, SeiZleba iTqvas, is enaa, romelzedac misi cxovrebis istoria iwereba. amitom inteligentis ni San-Tvisebebze laparaki araswori iqneba. ar SeiZleba, ma galiTad, imis Tqma, rom patiosneba inteligentis Tvise baa, rogorc ar SeiZleba imis Tqma, rom sunTqva adamianis Tvisebaa. sunTqva aris ara Tviseba, aramed garduvaloba. inteligents, ubralod, ar SeuZlia patiosani ar iyos, de 387 jemal qarCxaZe mokrati ar iyos, humanisti ar iyos, Sinaganad Tavisufali ar iyos, Tavmdabali ar iyos... an: inteligents ar SeuZlia pativmoyvare iyos, ampartavani iyos, Suri awuxebdes, cdu nebas ahyves, kritika aRizianebdes, Cin-medlebs mieltvo des... Tu vinmes es suraTi zedmetad maqsimalisturi moeCve nos, gadaavlos Tvali ivane javaxiSvilis, eqvTime TayaiS vilis, petre meliqiSvilis da uamrav maT TanamedroveTa pirad cxovrebas da darwmundeba, rom gadaWarbebuli aq araferia. erTi garegani niSanic vici inteligentisa: xepre ver itans. inteligenti sanTelia, romelic Tavisi cxovrebis ares anaTebs. roca qveyanaSi aseTi sanTeli bevria, maSin qveyana gaCiraRdnebulia. rac ufro cotaa sanTeli, qveyanac miT ufro Cabnelebulia, sibneleSi ki ara marto qurdebi gamo dian saSovarze... rogorc sindissa aqvs biologiuri Semkaveblis funqcia, rac adamianTa mSvidobiani Tanacxovrebis sawindaria, ise inteligencias aqvs sazogadoebrivi Semkaveblis funqcia, rac ufro maRali zneobrivi safexuria da kanonierebisa da samarTlianobis sawindari. amave dros inteligencia, ro gorc eris saxe da misi potenciis sazomi, sulieri ganvi Tarebis mamoZravebeli Zalaa, zRapruli raSebis maTraxica da lagamic. saqarTveloSi aseTi inteligencia mTeli mecxramete saukunis ganmavlobaSi iqmneboda. saukunis miwuruls Ca moyalibda kidec da Cvenma istoriamac SvebiT amoisunTqa, radgan swored es iyo eris gadarCenis erTaderTi piroba. meoce saukunis dasawyisSi ki ukve SeiZleboda laparaki ara marto imaze, rom saqarTvelom sabolood daaRwia Tavi Sua saukuneebis sibneles, aramed imazec, rom saqarTvelos ami saTvis minimaluri dro dasWirda, rac eris didi Sinagani Zalis maCvenebeli iyo. 388 monologi dialogidan dRes inteligencia, arsebiTad, ara gvyavs. is ramdeni me sanTeli, romlebic jer kidev anTia, mxolod ramdenime sanTelia da erTian sinaTles ver qmnis. ocdaaTiani wle bis najaxma Cvens erovnul xes mTavari totebi daaWra. sa qarTvelo umTavresad swored inteligenciisagan gaiwminda (xepre ver itans!), tradicia ki jer kidev ar iyo iseTi Za lisa, rom gadaWrili totebis adgilas axals amoeyara. amas arc dro uwyobda xels da arc goniereba. inteligencia rom Seiqmnas iq, sadac inteligencia ar aris, pirvel rigSi, saWiroa imis aRiareba, rom inteligencia ar aris. CvenSi ki drom da ugunurebam xelovnuri inteligenciis gamoCarxva scada. es uazrobac iyo da Zaladobac, radgan arainteli gents iseve ver mosTxov namdvil inteligentobas, rogorc koWls ver mosTxov gamarTul siaruls. koWls SeuZlia ix tunos, icekvos, irbinos, magram gamarTulad ver ivlis, inteligentoba ki swored gamarTuli siarulia. vici, es marto saqarTvelos ubedureba ar aris, magram is ki ar vici, rodis CavrTeT damatebiTi siCqare da ro mel etapze gadavuswariT sxvebs, iseTi ra imaleboda Cveni bunebis Rrma SreebSi, rom drom da viTarebam aseT sareve lad wamoSala. iqneb vinmes moeCvenos, TiTqos metismetad vamuqeb ferebs, iqneb vinme Semomwyres kidec, magram wyro mas axla mgo ni isa sjobs, Zil-bu rans Tavi da vaR wioT da dakvirvebiT mimovixedoT. Cven unikaluri movlenis mowme varT _ eri Tval daT val ic vlis sa xes. cotac da im sa qarTvelodan, romelic Cvens cnobierebaSia aRbeWdili da romelic gviyvars, sul sxva saqarTvelos miviRebT. vidre mteri gareT gvyavda, vebrZodiT da vumklavdebodiT ki dec, roca sulSi gagviCnda da Semogvitia, davibeniT, rad gan sakuTari Tavis winaaRmdeg brZola ar viciT. Cveni sim Rera da siyvaruli kvlavac xmauriania, mgznebare da paTe tikuri, magram simRerisa da siyvarulis sagani Tu xelidan gamogvecala, usagno simRerasa da siyvaruls ras vaqnevT! droa Tvali gavaxiloT. iqneb ufskrulisken miveqanebiT, 389 jemal qarCxaZe Cven ki, raki kudabzikoba amis gamxelis nebas ar gvaZlevs, gvgonia, TiTqos sazeimo demonstraciaze mivabijebT! Tu axla ar SevCerdiT, Tu axla bejiTad, Rrmad da daundobe li simarTliT ar gavarkvieT, ra Wiri gvWirs, Tu axla Cve ni Sansi _ vin icis, ukanaskneli _ ar gamoviyeneT, Tu axlac ver davZlieT Cveni gularxeinoba da RvTismoimedoba, xval Cvens adgilas sxva saqarTvelo iqneba _ vaWrukana, cbieri, xarbi, uvici. visac Tvali aqvs, ar SeiZleba ver xedavdes, rom raRac gadaubijebel zRvars gadavabijeT da fexqveS niadagi gamogvecala. Cveni ganTqmuli patriotizmi farsad iqca, Cveni cnobili Tavmomwoneoba _ TvalTmaqcobad, Cveni momxiblavi artistizmi _ takimasxarobad, Cveni Rirseuli siamaye _ baqiaobad. Cven kvlav mivadeqiT provincializmis Waobs, saidanac mecxramete saukunis titanuri mecadineo bis wyalobiT amovediT. Cvenma crumxatvrulobam, crupa Tetikam, cruerovnulobam, crupublicistikam, crumoral ma Cvenve wagvleka. roca qveyanas provincializmis xavsi moedeba, ar SeiZ leba morali ar Seiryvnas. sadac ar aris inteligencia _ bunebrivi Semkavebeli, iq gansakuTrebuli keTilsindisie rebiT unda moqmedebdes kanoni _ xelovnuri Semkavebeli, magram kanons Tu rCeulebi hyavs da amgvarad sayovelTao bis funqcia dakarguli aqvs, is ukve kanoni aRar aris da es xelovnuri zRudec daqceulia. es obieqturi mizezi kia, magram obieqtur mizezs axsna SeuZlia da ara gamarTleba. saukuneebis ganmavlobaSi rom mSivrebi viyaviT, gana SeiZ leba es imis gamarTlebad gamodges, rom, raki saWmeli vi SoveT, gaZRoma veRar gavigoT, zneoba niRbad avifaroT da gulSi oqroze vloculobdeT, omaxianad viZaxoT, umaR lesganaTlebulTa raodenobiT msoflioSi erT-erTi yve laze mowinave qveyana varTo, WeSmaritad mowinave ki mxo lod muclis garSemowerilobiT viyoT!.. gavbedoT da vTqvaT: Cvens erovnul navs Ziri aqvs gax vretili da wyali Semogvdis. ki vcdilobT amovxapoT, mag 390 monologi dialogidan ram Cveni mcdeloba `profilaqtikuri zomebia~ da saqmes ver Svelis. Sedegis wamloba mizezs ver gankurnavs. Tanda Tan mTeli zRva Semova da mTel zRvas xom ver amovxapavT! adre Tu gvian daviqancebiT, Cveni saqmianobis uazrobasac davinaxavT, xels CaviqnevT, yvelafers bedis anabara miva tovebT da CaviZirebiT kidec. amitom me minda vuTxra yve la me na ves, rom amo xap va amao gar jaa. vid re nax vrets ar davgmanavT, manam araferi gveSveleba... 1988 w. jemal qarCxaZe. publicistika. Semdgenlebi: leila beriaSvili, gia qarCxaZe. Tbilisi: gia qarCxaZis gamomcemloba. 2005. 391 o oTar WilaZe _ mwerali (poeti, prozaikosi, dramaturgi, mTargmneli), publicisti. daibada 1933 wels siRnaRSi. baTumisa da Tbilisis sa Sualo skolebSi swavlis Semdeg daamTavra Tbi lisis saxelmwifo universitetis filologiis fakultetis Jurnalistikis ganyofileba (1956). misi literaturuli debiuti Sedga universi tetis almanax `pirvel sxivSi~ (1952), pirveli poeturi krebuli (`matareblebi da mgzavrebi~) gamosca 1959 wels. avtoria maRali mxatvru li RirsebebiT aRbeWdili romanebisa: `gzaze erTi kaci midioda~, `yovelman Cemman mpovnel man~, `rki nis Teat ri~, `mar tis ma ma li~ da sxv.; saqarTvelos saxelmwifo, ilia WavWavaZis, SoTa rusTavelis, `sabas~ premiebis laureati. 1998 wels nominirebuli iyo nobelis premiaze lite raturis dargSi. misi poeturi Tu prozauli na warmoebebi msoflios mraval enazea Targmnili. gardaicvala 2009 wels TbilisSi. dakrZalulia mTawmindis panTeonSi. 393 oTar WilaZe sicocxlisaTvis (nawyvetebi) dRemde moRweuli xalxebis umravlesobas sulieri wrTobisa da bedTan Widilis TiTqmis erTnairad rTuli, erTnairad usaSvelo gza aqvs gamovlili, magram, erTi didi mwerlis cnobil gamoTqmas odnav Tu SevcvliT, yvela xalxi Taviseburad, gansxvavebulad aris bednieri, anu uaRresad Tavisi, simartoveSi gamomuSavebuli meTodebiTa da xerxebiT umklavdeba dro-Jamis daundobel dinebas. bedTan Widili da TavisTavadobis dacva yovelTvis umTavres da ukeTilSo biles moTxovnilebad darCeba nebismieri xalxisTvis, vidre kacobrioba iarsebebs, xolo vinc amas daiviwyebs, daiRupe ba, maSinve gaqreba saerTaSoriso asparezidan, rogorc xal xi, rogorc gansakuTrebuli enis, fsiqikisa da tradiciis mqone damoukidebeli organizmi da, amitomac, ganuyofeli, sisxlxorceuli nawili mTeli danarCeni kacobriobisa, ram denadac Tavisi gansakuTrebulobiTa da gamorCeulobiT esa Tu is xal xi ki ar upi ris pir de ba mTels, anu da nar Cen ka cobriobas, aramed avsebs da amdidrebs SeZlebisdagvarad, zustad im fers amatebs saerTo, `saojaxo~ suraTs, romlis 395 oTar WilaZe damzadebac mxolod mas aswavla bunebam da uromlisodac suraTi srulyofilebis iers dakargavda. amis Seg rZne ba ne bis mier xalxs ara mar to aqe zebs si cocxlisaTvis, garkveuli da, amave dros, aucileblad ke TilSobili azriTac tvirTavs mis sicocxles. aqedan iRebs albaT saTaves is amouxsneli, RvTaebrivi madlic, romlis wyalobiTac yovelTvis siamayiT vambobT xolme: me qarTve li var, frangi, germaneli, fineli an indoeli varo. ase rom ar iyos, aRarc sicocxles eqneboda azri da yvelani `mSvidad~ davelodebodiT aRsasruls, ufro sworad, ara fers aRar davelodebodiT, nebaze mivuSvebdiT cxovrebas, Cvenc uzneobis, ganukiTxaobis, ganusjelobis macdur di nebas mivecemodiT, anu ymad davudgebodiT im mankierebebs, romelTa winaaRmdeg brZola, jerjerobiT, umTavres da upirveles movaleobad iTvleba yvela WeSmariti adamiani saTvis, da romelTa ayolac ara marto piradad Cveni, ara med saerTod sicocxlis ugulebelyofas niSnavs... Cven, qarTvelebi, yovelTvis gamovirCeodiT cxovrebi sadmi odnav zerele, odnav agdebuli, ufro sworad, ar tistuli damokidebulebiT. gvirCevnia, Tavi movityuoT, vidre vaRiaroT, raime gvtkivao. gvrcxvenia, roca viRacis TvalSi daCagrulad gamoviyurebiT, gvaRizianebs sisus tis, siRaribis anda sxva nebismieri naklis gamomJRavneba, rac sxvadasxva, zogjer Cvengan damoukidebeli mizezis ga moc SeiZleba gvWirdes. amitom ucxo kacs SeiZleba zed metad mxiarulebic moveCvenoT. arada, swored qarTvels aqvs naTqvami qarTvelze _ tragediis Sviliao. kargia es Tu cudi, Zneli saTqmelia, magram sruli simarTlea da, amitom, naklebad sainteresoc. ufro sainteresoa imis gar kveva, saerTod icvleba Tu ara erovnuli xasiaTi droTa ganmavlobaSi, ufro zustad, ra rCeba am xasiaTidan da ra miaqvs samudamod dros. rac arsebobs, icvleba kidec, oRond marto TviTon ki ara, yvelaferTan erTad; Sesabamisad, yvelaferi icvleba 396 sicocxlisaTvis mis garSemo da amitom es cvlileba imdenad Zneli Sesam Cnevia, lamis ucvlelobis tolfardia. ufro metsac vit yvi: me mgoni, saerTod ucvlelia xalxis xasiaTi, ucvlelia iqamde, vidre is xalxi arsebobs. Tavad xalxi emorCileba drois dinebas, bunebisa da cxovrebiseul movlenebs da ara misi xasiaTi... magram amjerad CvenTvis mTavari mainc is aris, Tu ramdenad saxarbieloa, ramdenad `saamayoa~ Cveni xasiaTis amgvari `stabiluroba~. iqneb ajobebda, cota xniT mainc dagveviwya qarTuli gularxeinoba da mTeli xmiT, yvelas gasagonad gveyvira Cvens satkivarze?! satkivari ki bevri gvaqvs, sakmaod dagvigrovda droTa ganmavlobaSi, radgan Tavis droze, etyoba, verc erTs ver mivaqcieT sa Tanado yuradReba, ufro zustad rom vTqvaT, saTanadod ver SevafaseT verc Tavis droze da verc mere. samagierod, mere xSirad gvinania da, rac kidev ufro uaresia, umisamar To sayvedurebiT mogvifxania guli... dRes gacilebiT axlos aris adamiani araraobis, uaryo fis ufskrulTan, vidre odesme yofila. magram sakiTxavi is aris, bunebrivad, kanonzomierad Semcirda manZili ada miansa da maradiul wyvdiads Soris, Tu adamianis sulswra fobam, sibriyvem da sixarbem wamebSi gaarbenina imave ada mians saukuneobiT gasavleli manZili. `Cadenili Secdomebi bevria~ da yvela maTganis Tundac aRsanusxavad arc dro gveyofa, arc adgili. is ki mainc unda iTqvas, rom, Tu ka cobriobas daRupva uweria, es kacis xeliT moxdeba, da ara bunebisa, imitom ki ara, sakmarisze meti rom daugrovda kacs TermobirTvuli iaraRi, aramed imitom, SemaZrwunebe li siswrafiT rom knindeba imis sulSi saukuneebis manZil ze Zlivs aRzrdili pirovneba. rasakvirvelia, Seqmnaze ad vili dangrevaa, magram savalalo da guldasawyveti is gax lavT, ngrevis saSualebebi gacilebiT ufro meti rom aris, vidre Seqmnis saSualebebi hqondaT Cvens sulier mamebs ka cobriobis gariJraJze. kidev ufro savalaloa, rom Seqmna yovelTvis tanjvasTan, tkivilTan, moTmenasTan, TviTgve 397 oTar WilaZe masTan aris dakavSirebuli, roca ngrevas miwier siaveTa aRzeveba da lamis sigiJemde misuli aRtyineba axlavs Tan. magram Cven mainc yvelaferi unda viRonoT sicocxlis gadasarCenad, rac, upirveles yovlisa, Cveni meobis, Cve ni TavisTavadobis gadarCenas niSnavs. ase rom, aravis ara gvaqvs ufleba, `mSvidad~ davelodoT aRsasruls, ram denadac, calke da izolirebulad cxovreba dRes araTu dauSvebeli, SeuZlebelicaa. dRevandeli msoflio imdenad SekumSul-SemWidroebulia Tundac gasuli saukunis msof liosTan SedarebiT, kerZo da piraduli problemebi TiT qmis aRarc arsebobs. erTi xe Tu gaxma sadme, Crdili yve las Tanabrad dagvakldeba. teqnikurma revoluciam, undo da Tu ara, yvelani erTmaneTis Wir-varamis moziareni gag vxada. ufro sworad, iZulebulni da valdebulnic varT, ufro fxizlad vadevnoT erTmaneTis saqmianobas Tvali, ara marto mezobluri cnobismoyvareobis dasakmayofileb lad, aramed TviTdazRvevis mizniTac, moumzadebelni rom ar davxvdeT bunebisa Tu mecnierebis morig gamoxdomas. kacobriobas ukve sakmao gamocdileba aqvs imisa, Tu ra sa valalod mTavrdeba misi TiTqmis yoveli cda bunebis mara diuli wesrigis darRvevisa... rogorc erTi amerikeli kompozitori SeniSnavs, `kon certi qadageba ar aris~ da msmenelma TviTon unda iazrov nos, TviTon unda gamoitanos saTanado daskvnebi, magram saTanado daskvnebis gamosatanad saTanado aRzrda, cod na da kulturaa saWiro. imasac amboben, TiTqos Tanamed rove musika damRupvelad moqmedebdes axalgazrdobaze, magram, Cemi azriT, esec xelovnurad Seqmnili urCxulia, romelsac araviTari zianis motana ar SeuZlia, Tuki Seg veZleba swori urTierTobis damyareba masTan. amiT imis Tqma minda, rom veraviTari mankiereba ver mogvereva, Tuki sulierad mzad viqnebiT mis aRsaqmelad, misi siavkargis gasaanalizeblad. es, rasakvirvelia, metad seriozuli sa kiTxia da iseT mniSvnelovan sferoebs exeba, rogoricaa 398 sicocxlisaTvis skola da ojaxi, sazogadoeba da socialuri garemo, anu yvelaferi, rac am qveyanaze Tvalis gaxelisTanave xvdeba yvela axal sicocxles da, rac, bolos da bolos, ganapi robebs kidec mis momavals. ase rom, TiTqmis gadamwyveti mniSvneloba aqvs, rogori iqneba Cveni bavSvoba, radgan Cve ni sibere Cvens bavSvobaSive idgams fexs. bavSvobaSi eyreba safuZveli im sulier xerxemalsac, romlis simtkice gan sazRvravs Cvens pirovnul Tvisebebs, Cveni adamianurobis xarisxs, anu, rogorc ukve vTqviT, gvaZlevs saSualebas, swori urTierToba davamyaroT, vTqvaT, Tanamedrove musi kasTan, televiziasTan, masobriv sanaxaobebTan... aRzrdis aTasnairi meTodi arsebobs da maT Soris uke Tesis amorCeva ase erTbaSad, ra Tqma unda, SeuZlebelia. mag ram, Cemi Rrma rwme niT, swo red dRes udi de si mniS vne loba eniWeba tradicias, tradiciis swor aRqmasa da ga Tanamedroveobas. samwuxarod, xSiria SemTxvevebi, roca tradicias muzeumis sakuTrebad vaqcevT xolme, riTac TiTqos misdami uRrmes pativiscemasa da mowiwebas gamov xatavT, rac srulebiTac ar Seesabameba sinamdviles, rad gan muzeumis vitrinebSi xaverdis baliSebze dasvenebuli, haeris gansazRvrul temperaturaze gansakuTrebulad ga naTebuli tradicia mkvdaria da araviTari sikeTis motana aRar ZaluZs; im mxatvarsa hgavs, romelsac Zveli damsaxu rebisaTvis gvirgvini ki daadges, magram xatva aukrZales. tradicia ara marto Cveni guSindeli dRea, aramed Cveni momavalic, ufro sworad, mxolod misi meSveobiT SevZlebT xvalindel dReSi gadasvlas Cveni meobisa da Cveni gansa kuTrebuli saxis daukargavad. tradicia ara marto gvas wavlis cxovrebas, aramed gvavaldebulebs kidec, vicxov roT misi mrwamsisa da Sexedulebebis mixedviT, anu, imitom ki ar vicocxloT, rom viarseboT, aramed garkveuli azris, garkveuli miznis, rwmenisa Tu ocnebis aRsrulebas movax maroT Cveni sicocxle. tradicia erovnulobis kvarcxlbe kia, erovnuloba ki _ kulturisa... 399 oTar WilaZe magram es srulebiTac ar niSnavs, TiTqos sicocxles ar gaaCndes Tavisi `Crdilovani mxareebi~. ra dasamalia da, sicocxle amazrzenicaa, mtkivneulicaa, mwarecaa, mZimecaa, gulqvac, daundobelic, mkacric, Zunwic, xeprec, usindi soc... magram, amave dros, verc ki warmovidgenT, ramdennai ri sixarulis, Svebis, siamayis, bednierebis moniWeba SeuZ lia TanagrZnobis erT sityvas, sibralulis Zlivs Cayla pul cremls, daunaneblad gayofil lukmas, Tavganwirvis nebismier magaliTs... esec sicocxlea. ufro sworad, esec da isic, erTad, ganuyoflad, da vai imas, vinc sicocxlidan mxolod kargis amokenkvas Seecdeba _ sicocxle rogori caa, iseTi unda Caixuto gulSi; arc imis simaxinjem unda Segawuxos da arc imis sibinZurem, radgan mxolod simaxin jisa da sibinZuris daZleviT miveaxlebiT simSvenieresa da siwmindes. oTar WilaZe. sicocxlisaTvis. Tbilisi: gamomcemloba `sabWoTa saqarTvelo~. 1988. 400 krebuli meore ISBN 978-9941-0-7506-3