The technology ISSue
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The technology ISSue
Volume 4 • Issue 3 www.threesixtyjournalism.org September–October 2013 $1 Minnesota Teens Report Stories & Issues That Matter The technology issue From Twitter to Tumblr, smart phones to dumb choices, teens need to think about the plugged-in world around them. n Pages 10-25 Creating heroes Alan Page aims to inspire through college scholarships. n Page 6 Great expectations Illustration by Kimberly Martinez Attention is nothing new to Seimone Augustus. n Page 8 Volume 4 • Issue 3 Frequently asked questions What is ThreeSixty Journalism? ThreeSixty Journalism is a youth journalism program of the College of Arts and Sciences at the University of St. Thomas. The non-profit program is committed to helping Minnesota teens tell the stories that matter in their lives and communities. What is ThreeSixty’s mission? ThreeSixty’s mission is to bring diverse voices into journalism and related professions and to using intense, personal instruction in the craft and principles of journalism to strengthen the literacy, writing skills and college-readiness of Minnesota teens. Whom do you serve? ThreeSixty Journalism directly serves more than 100 Minnesota high school students each year via after-school classes, weekend workshops, school partnerships, individual coaching and summer journalism camps. About half the students served come from low-income homes and more than 60 percent come from communities of color. We serve thousands more via our writing contests, print publications and website – www.threesixtyjournalism.org. How did ThreeSixty Journalism start? The program began as the Urban Journalism Workshop in 1971. UJW provided basic journalism training to Minnesota high school students, particularly low- income and minority teens, at summer camps at the University of Minnesota. In 2001, the program moved to the University of St. Thomas and became a year-round program with a full-time staff. What’s the name ThreeSixty Journalism mean? In 2006, the program’s name changed to ThreeSixty Journalism to reflect the program’s growth and the range of backgrounds among the students we serve. We are interested in telling stories from all parts of our community, using a variety of media tools, including words, photos, illustrations and video. How can I get involved? ThreeSixty Journalism is still accepting applications for our after-school NewsTeam, an 8-to-10 week journalism primer that begins Oct. 3 at the Minneapolis Central Library. For applications and details, go to our website: http://www. threesixtyjournalism.org/newsteam. To submit ideas, essays, photos or artwork, email them to info@threesixtyjournalism.org or contact Editor Thomas Rozwadowski at thomas.rozwadowski@ stthomas.edu. To arrange classroom visits, contact Community Outreach Editor Katie Johnson at katie.johnson@ stthomas.edu or Executive Director Lynda McDonnell at lmmcdonnell@stthomas.edu. for minnesota teachers ✁ If you would like to receive ThreeSixty free of charge four times a year, send the following information to info@threesixtyjournalism.com. Name School School phone and extension ( ) Number of copies (60 maximum) Email Address City, State, Zip To get an individual subscription through the mail, send a $25 check for one year (four issues) to: Marketing coordinator, ThreeSixty Journalism, 2115 Summit Ave., Mail 5057, St. Paul, MN 55105 Please include your name, address and email address. 2 threesixtyjournalism.org Writers in this issue Simone Cazares, St. Paul Conservatory For Performing Artists • Dillan DeGross, FAIR School Downtown • Dami Gilbert, Robbinsdale Cooper HS • Aidan Haarman, Perpich Center Arts HS • Nichelle Heu, Harding HS • Aamino Hirmoge, Harding HS • Deborah Honore, John F. Kennedy HS • Kimberly Martinez, Harding HS • Frederick McConnell, St. Paul Conservatory For Performing Artists • Shay Radhakrishnan, Math and Science Academy • Alexis Reaves, Blake Upper School • Elena Renken, St. Paul Central HS • Lana Rubinstein, River Falls HS • Amolak Singh, Nova Classical Academy • Jessica Violette, Osseo Senior HS • Amira Warren-Yearby, St. Louis Park HS • Ricki Williams, Robbinsdale Cooper HS • Danielle Wong, Eastview HS • Thomas Wrede, Cretin-Derham Hall • Gabie Yang, Forest Lake Area HS • Mina Yuan, Wayzata HS Illustrators in this issue Kimberly Martinez, Harding HS • Mina Yuan, Wayzata HS Publisher: Lynda McDonnell Editor: Thomas Rozwadowski Design Consultant: Diana Boger Community Outreach Editor: Katie Johnson Communications Marketing Coordinator: Briana Gruenewald Administrative Assistant: Tyanna Dickerson Editorial offices Mail 5057, 2115 Summit Ave. St. Paul MN 55105 651-962-5282 info@threesixtyjournalism.com Copyright 2013 All rights reserved. ThreeSixty is grateful to the following individuals who donate their time and expertise to the success of the program: ThreeSixty Journalism Board of Advisors Brian Bellmont, Bellmont Partners Public Relations • Sue Campbell, MSP Publications • David Cazares, Minnesota Public Radio • Dennis McGrath, McGrath Buckley Communications Counseling • Dr. Dina Gavrilos, University of St. Thomas • Dr. Kristie Bunton, University of St. Thomas • Mike Burbach, St. Paul Pioneer Press • Doug Hennes, University of St. Thomas • Duchesne Drew, Star Tribune • Lida Poletz, Weber Shandwick • Scott Libin, Internet Broadcasting • Sara Pelissero, WCCO-TV Ex officio member Dr. Terence Langan, Dean, College of Arts & Sciences, University of St Thomas Major supporters include our advertisers, donors and the following organizations Carl & Eloise Pohlad Family Fdn. • Bremer Foundation • Best Buy Children’s Foundation • University of St. Thomas • Gannett Foundation • Dow Jones Newspaper Fund • Youthprise • Carlson Companies • Comcast • KSTP-TV • Google THE TECHNOLOGY ISSUE If you’re going to spend several weeks of summer batting around story ideas inside a classroom, it better be about something teenagers know. And teenagers definitely know about technology. Whether features topics dissecting the culture of music piracy and viral empowerment or heady discussions about reputation management, online permanence and the digital divide in schools, ThreeSixty’s June and July journalism campers deliver details about a plugged-in world that’s becoming less private—yet more connected— with every new Tweet or text. n Pages 10-25 Send comments to ThreeSixty Journalism Send your letters to ThreeSixty Journalism at 2115 Summit Ave., Mail 5057, St. Paul, MN. 55105, or comment online at www. threesixtyjournalism.org You can also join ThreeSixty Journalism’s Facebook fan page or follow us on Twitter@ ThreeSixtyMN contents september/october 16 Helping hand On the hunt for scholarships? Wallin Education Partners and Page Education Foundation aim to help local teens with college costs. n 6 @16 with Seimone Augustus WNBA Finals MVP. Olympic Gold Medalist. What does the Minnesota Lynx star have left to accomplish? Talking with us, of course! n 8 Someone’s always watching Bragging and boasting on social media could gain you some new followers, namely, the Minneapolis Police Department. n 10 Connect with us online Thank you Finance & Commerce The print version of ThreeSixty Journalism magazine will be published four times during the 2013-2014 school year. Finance & Commerce in Minneapolis has donated printing of the publication. We are grateful for this generous gift. You’ve been friend zoned She likes him. He likes her. But when one of them wants to take it to the next level, out comes the dreaded “friend card.” n 5 18 Artistic empowerment Thanks to YouTube and Kickstarter, anyone can put their creative passions on display for mass consumption. n 16 Digital dilemma Music is just a mouse click away, which can lead to a fiery debate about art versus commerce in the post-Napster age. n 18 Technology “time suck” Put your phone away while hanging out with friends? Absurd! Not to some who are advocating a break from technology. n 20 Keys for comfort Danielle Wong’s relationship with her piano hasn’t always been harmonious. Then she started playing for herself. n 28 Getting technical While some teens spent summer sleeping in or tanning at the lake, 200 students got ready for the real world thanks to Genesys Works. n 31 september/october 2013 3 Summer camp View more snapshots of summer camp life at www. facebook.com/threesixtyjournalism. To read more of our student work, including journalist profiles from camp, visit www.threesixtyjournalism.org. Letter from the editor Summer. It turns me upside down. I’ll leave it to you techsavvy teenagers to Google which ‘80s song those lyrics come from. But beyond exposing you to a pretty cool tune from my childhood, it offers an appropriate summation of how ThreeSixty Journalism spent an intensely fun summer. A whirlwind for the three newbies (Briana Gruenewald, Katie Johnson and myself ) on staff, our June Intermediate Camp and July Intro to Journalism Camp produced the majority of content you see in this issue. But some of the stories actually “premiered” a few months ago in the StarTribune and Pioneer Press—you know, those two major metro newspapers that win fancy awards like Pulitzers. These stories didn’t come together by accident. It required hard work 4 threesixtyjournalism.org By Thomas Rozwadowski Editor (and possible sleep deprivation) from dedicated high school students—many meeting for the first time and giving up a sizable chunk of summer to sit in a classroom, talk to strangers, sleep in cockroach-filled dorm rooms (OK, it was one rogue roach, allegedly) and practice the fine art of journalism for the first time. Congratulations to all of them for meeting the challenge issued by ThreeSixty staff and earning, in many cases, their first professional bylines. The journalism lesson extends into the school year, with many of our summer campers joining after-school NewsTeam graduates and savvy ThreeSixty veterans as part of our 30-member editorial board. It’s an awesome place to be heading into a new school year, and our staff couldn’t be more excited about what’s to come from our teen brain trust this fall. But before we get too ahead of ourselves, it’s important for me to acknowledge all the amazing volunteers who made my first summer camp experience memorable. To expose our student writers to such richness, depth and personal affinity for the craft wouldn’t have been possible without the local faces filing important stories every day. Huge thanks to the Minnesota Daily, Minnesota Public Radio, Pioneer Press, StarTribune, KARE, KSTP and WCCO for allowing staff members to act as on-site mentors or tour guides. Also, a special tip of the cap to the following individuals for their exceptional time and support of ThreeSixty during our camps: David Brauer Jason DeRusha, WCCO Duchesne Drew, StarTribune Bob Franklin Lisa Grimm, space150 Kyndell Harkness, StarTribune Beth Hawkins, MinnPost Rick Hendrickson, University of St. Thomas David Hlavac, Bellmont Partners Online curriculum Stories with this icon have curriculum online tied to the Minnesota Common Core Standards. Visit www.threesixtyjournalism.org/teachers for more information. Three stories in this issue with curriculum are “Digital Dilemma” on page 18, “Technology ‘Time Suck’ ” on page 20, and “Keys for Comfort” on page 28. Mark Holland, StarTribune Jerry Holt, StarTribune Katie Humphrey, StarTribune Neal Justin, StarTribune Colleen Kelly, StarTribune Amanda Lenhart, Pew Research Center Myron Medcalf, ESPN Fred Melo, Pioneer Press Talia Nadir, University of St. Thomas Becky Nahm, KSTP Michael Olson, Minnesota Public Radio Walt Parker, Weber Shandwick Joe Pastoor Sara Pelissero, WCCO Lida Poletz, Weber Shandwick Toni Randolph, Minnesota Public Radio Lindsey Seavert, KARE 11 Jana Shortal, KARE 11 Amanda Theisen, KSTP Bryan Treichel Anthony Wagner, Minnesota Daily Terry Wolkerstorfer Wendy Wyatt, University of St. Thomas Andy Ybarra, Weber Shandwick Uh-oh, you’ve been friend zoned Entering the zone He likes her. She likes him. But when the friend card gets pulled, all bets are off WHAT’S THE “FRIEND ZONE?” In February, the Oxford English Dictionary added the term “friend zone” to its myriad definitions. OED defines it as “denoting a friendship between two people in which one person has an unreciprocated romantic or sexual interest in the other.” As with any other word in the OED, if it’s been added recently, it’s been used often enough to require space. Stephanie Carlson, a marriage and family therapist at Creative Solutions Therapy, has worked with teenagers for 19 years in the Minneapolis Public School district. Dillan DeGross FAIR School Downtown Illustration by Mina Yuan Coretta Bieter hung out with a close guy friend every day for three months. After picking up signs that suggested he was into her romantically, she finally worked up the courage to say, “I like you more than a friend.” With the assumption that he would reciprocate her feelings, Bieter was surprised when his reply was, “No. Let’s just stay friends.” Sound familiar? According to the 14-year-old St. Paul resident, this is an all-too-common occurrence among teens. “All of my friends have been friend zoned,” Bieter said. Shay Radhakrishnan Math and Science Academy Gabie Yang Forest Lake Area High School Based on experiences with young people and in her own life, she said “relationships don’t have the same powers as friendships. So, that’s a plus for the friend zone.” The main reason: expectations. “You have higher expectations for relationships, that the other person should be a certain way or you hope they’re going to be this amount of romantic or have the same interests as you,” Carlson said. She further suggested that with your friends, you understand who they are and like them simply for that reason. When you attempt to define someone romantically, that’s when complications arise. It’s also why being friend zoned can come as a complete plot twist to the best of us. Sometimes you like someone, they like you back, but ultimately, one side decides to remain “just friends.” Ironically, that may signal the end of the friendship, anyway. Being honest can lead to vulnerability, hurt feelings, resentment or confusion. Sometimes you infer that a friend has romantic interest because of how they act. They touch you, talk to you often, offer to help with anything you might need at the time. Carlson’s outgoing nature put her in that trap often as a teenager. “People might have misinterpreted that I was being flirtatious with somebody … I touch, I have that outgoing kind of nature. You know, think spot laughing with people, look you in the eyes and talk to you directly. Some people don’t grow up that way. They think, ‘Oh, that’s attention being paid to me.’” END OF A FRIENDSHIP That friendships and romantic relationships offer different stakes is something Jack Thompson, 21, of St. Louis Park, learned the hard way while in high school. “A lot of the time when you friend zone someone, it’s for a very good reason. Because you think things won’t work out between you two. Because you’re worried about the relationship you already have,” he said. Friend zone continued on page 11 Can a friendship be repaired once someone reveals they have Joey: “You waited too long to make your move and now you’re in the friend zone.” Ross: “No, no, no. I’m not in the zone.” Joey: “Ross, you’re the mayor of the zone.” Poor Ross Geller. The phrase “friend zone” was popularized on Nov. 3, 1994 when Joey Tribbiani used it to describe Ross’ relationship with Rachel Green on the hit NBC show “Friends.” Rachel likes Ross, however, not quite enough to have a romantic relationship, leading to the uncomfortable limbo between “just friends” and something more. So, if you were wondering how the “friend zone” started to gain momentum in popular culture, thank “Friends” creators David Crane and Marta Kauffman. MTV also capitalized on the phenomenon in 2011 by creating a show (appropriately) called “Friendzone.” A trailer previewing the fourth season came with the tagline, “Are they just friends or something more? These lovestruck people will do anything to get out of the friend zone.” The topic has garnered so much interest, YouTubers are also voicing their opinions. Popular science channel VSauce devoted an entire nineminute video—with upwards of three million hits—to explain the science behind the “friend zone.” romantic feelings—and is then rejected? Is it better to hide those feelings and stay friends? september/october 2013 5 Support system Most colleges offer a Dami Gilbert plethora of resources to ensure stuRobbinsdale dent success. But there’s no individuCooper High ally tailored road map pointing each School student in the direction of ultimate personal success. Zaragoza taught Moua critical In college, you’re on your own. things like the importance of spendNavigating the way is hard for anyone, but can be especially difficult ing more time on campus instead of going home, talking to and getting to for first-generation students. Yer know professors and asking quesMoua faced this harsh reality during her first semester at Carleton College tions in class. “First step would be: First day of in Northfield. class go to your professor’s office and Her parents, who immigrated to introduce yourself. (Zaragoza) said if the United States from Thailand in you do that then your professor will 1991, never went to college. While be like, ‘Oh, this student made the one of her five older brothers helped effort to come and I know who she to fill out the application paperwork, is,’” Moua said. “Second step would once she got to college, Moua was be: Asking questions in class—quesleft to her own devices. tions easy as, ‘Professor, can you Initially a math major, the repeat that?’” 20-year-old struggled in her classes Wallin Education Partners awards and her GPA began to slip. 120-150 renewable $4,000 scholar“I took math classes. No fun at ships to high-performing, lowall. I didn’t do so well … I got put on income students each year. But that’s probation for a while,” she said. just the start of support students get. Probation is a horrifying experi“In many other organizations, the ence for any student—especially one money is the end of the relationship, who is going to college with the help which isn’t necessarof a $4,000 scholarship ily bad. But here, it is from Wallin Education the beginning of our Partners. With her scholarrelationship,” executive ship on the line, Moua was director Susan King said. fortunate to get support Each scholar is from Aloida Zaragoza—a assigned an advisor that Wallin advisor who turned works to help students Moua’s college experience utilize on-campus around during her second resources and build semester. Yer Moua 6 threesixtyjournalism.org Dami Gilbert Wallin Education Partners provides big boost to low-income students n Wallin Education Partners executive director Susan King said the goal of the program’s advising support is to prepare students for real life challenges and promote greater independence. autonomy in a college setting. The students come from different experiences and backgrounds, but according to Zaragoza, one thing they all have in common is the ability to learn. She has an intentional approach to teaching the basic, yet crucial, skill of asking great questions. “We believe we’re shy, we believe we’re not confident—those are learned behaviors. Anyone can learn them,” Zaragoza said. “I want students to get over the fear of asking a question and being told they are wrong. I want them to be like, ‘OK, so that’s what you mean.’ Become OK with being wrong. In life, whether you want to call them setbacks or failures, that’s what life is about.” The ultimate goal of the advising support is to increase graduation rates and subsequently gain “a return on our investment,” King said. Since Winston Wallin, the former CEO of Pillsbury and Medtronic, started his namesake organization 22 years ago at Minneapolis South High School, it has expanded to serve graduates of 27 Twin Cities high schools. Wallin, a World War II veteran, received a debt-free education because of the G.I. Bill. “The G.I. Bill allowed him to get a college education, and he wanted that to happen for others,” King said. She is pleased with the 89 percent six-year graduation rate of Wallin alumni, nearly 30 percent higher than the rate of all Minnesotans. Moua, who struggled during her first semester partly due to her original Wallin advisor being absent on maternity leave, has made great progress academically and socially since being paired with Zaragoza. Realizing math is not the right path for her, Moua is off academic probation and successfully working toward her degree as a psychology major. She hopes to one day earn her master’s degree. “There are a lot of resources on campus, but the Wallin advisors are there to push you forward,” she said. “(Zaragoza) pushed me towards things that I wouldn’t have done by myself.” Wallin scholarship eligibility WHO CAN APPLY? Seniors at one of 27 partner high schools with an unweighted GPA of 3.0 or higher and a composite ACT score of 19 or higher. Student’s family must have a family taxable income of $75,000 or less. Applicants must apply to an eligible college or university. HOW MUCH WILL I GET? $4,000 each year for four years WHEN CAN I APPLY? Application for the 2014-2015 school year opens in December HOW DO I APPLY? Complete the online application at www.wallinpartners.org/apply and submit all required academic and financial documents QUESTIONS? Call (952) 345-1920 Creating new heroes Alan Page finds focus beyond football Dami Gilbert Robbinsdale Cooper High School shared experience, who can come back to their community and talk about the importance of education,” Page said. “And not just talk about it, but show by example. That’s what we’re trying to create.” Page, who spent 15 years in the NFL, became the first defensive player in the league’s history to be named Most Valuable Player. While playing football, he studied law and earned his Juries Doctor in 1978. He believes that societal troubles—such as poverty, crime and racism—result from the failure to understand the importance of education. Page scholarship eligibility WHO CAN APPLY? Students of color who are enrolled full-time in a post-secondary institution in Minnesota, graduated from a Minnesota high school, and are willing to complete a minimum of 50 hours for a Service-toChildren project. HOW MUCH WILL I GET? Annual grants range from $1,000 to $2,500 WHEN CAN I APPLY? Application for the 2014-2015 school year is available for download in January 2014 HOW DO I APPLY? Download an application packet, which includes a form and a checklist of other materials at www.page-ed.org/ for-scholars/grant-application QUESTIONS? Call (612) 332-0406 Submitted When a former Minnesota Vikings star says he’s in the business of “creating heroes,” the mind easily wanders to strength training, drill running and other avenues of physical betterment. But Alan Page isn’t cultivating the next generation of athletes for young people to look up to. Following his induction into the Pro Football Hall of Fame in 1988, Page and his wife, Diane, founded the Page Education Foundation. Wanting to capitalize on his “15 minutes of fame” and alarmed at the rate by which young people were idolizing athletes and celebrities, Page set out to create the accessible heroes down the street. “Everybody has somebody in their neighborhood who’s going off to college and has somebody who looks like them, who maybe has some n Former NFL player turned judge Alan Page (right) believes that societal troubles—such as poverty, crime and racism— result from a failure to understand the importance of education. “Education is what everyone can “Everybody has somebody in their neighborhood benefit from,” Page said. “It’s a tool who’s going off to college and has somebody who looks like that can help overcome race, ability or disability. It is a tool that anyone them, who maybe has some shared experience, who can can use to make their future better and brighter.” come back to their community and talk about the The Page Education Foundation provides financial and mentoring importance of education.” —Alan Page assistance to 500 students of color each year. Renewable grants—which kindergarten and 8th grade. This without the grant, she would have are different from loans, in that central part of the program is where taken a much different route. students do not have to pay them Page sees the most impact—both “The Page scholarship helped me back—are awarded between $1,000 with the scholar and the mentees. reach a higher education,” she said. and $2,500. “Each person has the ability “Without it, I probably wouldn’t have According to non-profit orgato reach through to others,” Page (come) to a four year college. I probnization College Board, the cost said. “And why wouldn’t we take ably would have (gone) to of attending an in-state advantage of that ability on the a community college, an public college for 2012-13 easier way, without loans.” part of our scholars to reach, at a without any financial minimum, one child—and quite Unique to the aid rose 3.8 percent to a possibly up to 20 children? Why scholarship program is record $22,261. wouldn’t we take advantage of the Service-to-Children Current Page scholar that? It seems to me it would be a aspect—a required 50 Elizabeth Kong is a senior wasted opportunity. It just makes hours of service for grant kinesiology major at the sense that we would have (our recipients to mentor University of Minnesota. students of color between Page continued on page 13 She is confident that Elizabeth Kong september/october 2013 7 16 @ w/Seimone Augustus Number 33 kept working hard: Zipping across the court, crisply passing the ball to teammates and shooting it with calm confidence. Sweat was streaming from her forehead, but as practice ended and she began to stretch on the floor, a small smile lit up her face as she joked with a teammate. This is Seimone Augustus, the versatile guard/forward for the 2011 WNBA champions, the Minnesota Lynx. Augustus did not rise to a high level of basketball easily. With hard work, dedication and family support, she excelled at the high school and collegiate levels while in Louisiana, finally making it to the professional ranks as the No. 1 pick in the 2006 WNBA draft. She’s never looked back. Personal and team success has followed in the form of two Olympic gold medals, four All-Star game appearances and a WNBA Finals MVP honor. Considered one of the most recognizable faces in the WNBA, Augustus took time after a two-hour Lynx practice to talk with Amolak Singh about the pressure of being a high-profile basketball player in high school, her sexuality as an open lesbian, and why she enjoys living in the Twin Cities. What were your high school years like? My high school years were fun. I made many friends in high school, mainly in athletics and I think I was probably one of the more popular kids at school. Overall it was fun. You were on the cover of Sports Illustrated For Women (“Is she the next Michael Jordan?”) before your freshman year of high school. How did you handle the pressure of being so good at basketball at such a By Amolak Singh Nova Classical Academy Sports Illustrated, and I always had to prove to myself and to others that I was worthy of being on the cover. I think it has made me a better player, and a better person in a sense, because that’s when I first started to sign autographs, gain fans and meet new people. young age? It was tough. From that point on, I kinda had a target on my back in the sense that everybody wanted to meet the girl on the cover of Did you have any backup career plans when you were in high school if you didn’t become such a successful basketball player? About this series This marks the fourth installment of ThreeSixty’s “@16” series, where our teen writers interview Minnesota newsmakers and difference makers about life as a 16-year-old high school student. Who should we talk to next? E-mail thomas.rozwadowski@stthomas.edu with your suggestions. 8 threesixtyjournalism.org With hard work, dedication and family support, Seimone Augustus excelled at the high school and collegiate levels while in Louisiana, finally making it to the professional ranks as the No. 1 pick in the 2006 WNBA draft. of bland, without the spices and all that. Even portion sizes here are much smaller. In Baton Rouge, a portion size is two or three plates, but here it’s much smaller, like a little bit of mashed potatoes. What do you like best about the I probably would have done law enforcement or something like that. A job where I could still be active, and do some good and help the community college graduate in my family, so I just wanted to do that. And I also wanted to take it easy on my parents financially and get the scholarship. Submitted Do you have anything in mind that n As one of the WNBA’s highest profile players, Seimone Augustus understands her responsibility as a role model while excelling for the Minnesota Lynx. The Augustus file Profession: Minnesota Lynx bas- ketball player in the WNBA Age: 29 High school: Capitol High School, Baton Rouge College: Louisiana State University (LSU) Find ‘em: On Twitter @ seimoneaugustus Personal hero: “My parents. They sacrificed a lot for me to be here. My dad worked a lot, and so my mom was able to travel with me a lot to basketball camps. He missed out on a lot of experiences, basketball related, with me. In the same way, my mom had to take work off for me, and I have to tip my hat off to them.” Best advice for teenagers: “If you have a dream or goal, stay focused on it. Don’t let anybody distract you from it. Whether it be athletics, your personal careers or paths, just stay focused on it.” How did your high school years you want to accomplish after retir- prepare you for your current years ing? Any goals? as a pro? Hopefully, I want to be able to help the younger girls understand how basketball works. You see, a lot of kids focus on the “AND1” (streetball) stuff and want to do the crossover and such. Maybe I can be that mentor that helps kids get to the fundamentals of the game. It prepared me well. I feel like every person and every competitor and teammate that I had helped prepare me. And all the coaches helped me by focusing me on what I really needed to do. I’m from Baton Rouge, and the New Orleans area is high on crime and they wanted to do the best to keep me away from that. were 16? I don’t know. I’m still the same height, and people say I look the same. But just maturity-wise, I wish I knew then what I know now as far as being patient and things like that. Well, I never denied who I was. I mean, I never went on ESPN and let it out to the whole world, but everyone that knew me well knew about that and who I was. What advice do you have for teens that struggle with their sexuality? In terms of your sexuality, as an open lesbian, how does it feel to be a role model? It feels great, especially at this point of time. There’s a lot of debate on accepting, and I feel like I can be a positive role model for kids having trouble accepting who they are. The people who accept you, love them dearly. And the people who don’t, keep them away. What were your goals in high school? Make it to college. I’m the first The fact that it’s one big melting pot. You see many different races, ethnicities and people here, and they are very accepting of the gay and lesbian community. I love the parade and the week of festivities we have specifically for the gays. Just looking around, everybody’s more laid back here and people are much more healthy. Down south, we tend to see a lot of obesity, but I like how up here there’s much more healthiness. Do you do a lot of work in the community? You’re openly lesbian now. Were you as a teenager? How have you changed since you Twin Cities? It’s tough, because some people’s parents aren’t as open. My parents were great. They were warm and welcoming. But, for the kids who have parents who are a little more against it, stay true to who you are but be respectful. You grew up in Baton Rouge. How is that different than the Twin Cities? It’s hotter, most definitely. The humidity. The food was one thing I struggled with when I got here. The seasoning part is weird here. It’s kind Yeah, we volunteer with whatever the Lynx set up, mostly in the inner city. This year, we went up to a school in Minneapolis, and talked to at-risk kids who were struggling with peer pressure. (Fellow Lynx player) Monica Wright and I went over and talked to them, and then we had a little Q&A and they had an awesome time. What does being allowed to legally marry in Minnesota as a lesbian mean to you? It means a lot. I (took) a picture with three or four couples that married on the Target Center floor (in August) … actually (was) able to go to one of the first weddings. But, it means a lot to me. I was a part of this movement, part of the fight and everybody thanks me for it, but many other people really stood up and made this possible. september/october 2013 9 the technoology issue Someone is always watching ONLINE CHATTER Neely’s experience shows how social media can make bad things worse, and how young mistakes can last in cyberspace forever. It’s not just friends who see what you post. It could be your high school counselor, the admissions office at the college you want to attend, or the company you want to work for. 10 threesixtyjournalism.org Deborah Honore John F. Kennedy High School It could even be the police. In the Minneapolis Police Department’s strategic information center, one wall of a large, dimly lit room is lined with screens from ceiling to floor, along with computers spaced throughout. Sevendays-a-week, 24-hours-a-day, police watch feeds from security cameras and monitor “chatter” on social media, especially among local gang members. “When there’s a high profile event … kids talk about it. They talk about it not just face-to-face, but they talk about it online,” said Minneapolis police lieutenant Jeff Rugel. “Particularly in gang shootings when they start talking back and forth … and dropping hints that I want to retaliate.” How do police infiltrate social media networks? Sometimes they create online personas and pretend to be someone else, Rugel said. Sometimes people who know gang members share information with police. “None of the social media sites give us any special access,” he said, n The Minneapolis Police Department’s strategic information center was built after the collapse of the I-35 bridge downtown made clear that officials needed a place to direct crisis operations. citing that special programs or hackers also aren’t used. Instead, police assemble information based on a user’s history and threats being made, particularly about retaliation or people accused of being snitches. When his staff members see threats of retaliation, invitations to big house parties or other concerns, they pass that information onto patrol officers. Police also see a lot they can’t use, he said. “It’s double-edged ... We have more access to some types of information,” Rugel said. “But there’s a ton of useless information, a whole bunch of bragging.” A common trend on Facebook involves “prolific shoplifters holding up brand new designer purses, designer jeans,” he said. Sometimes, shoplifters even post prices and invite people to send orders. But police can’t use Facebook photos to arrest and charge the shoplifter if they don’t know where the clothes came from or where the thief is keeping them, Rugel said. Instead, the information merely allows police to keep a closer eye on the shoplifter. Staff When T.J. Neely came home to Minneapolis from prison recently, he shut down his Facebook page. All of his friends and connections deactivated. To many, this may have seemed like social suicide, but Neely described it as simply a way to build a new life. Neely, 25, was a former gang leader who got caught up in a lot of online drama. Fights would often start on social media, which led to more tension building up in real life. “I used to post random things, like, ‘I’m here, looking for some friends.’ But really, all I did was open my door for the wrong kind of attention,” he said. After deactivating his old page, Neely is building a new one and only admitting the friends he trusts. “I doubt that I have even 100 friends now,” he said. “I don’t think I’ve even broken 50 yet.” Staff Yep, even police officers are monitoring social media n T.J. Neely deactivated his old Facebook page when he left prison. He admits far fewer friends to his new page and only posts inspiring quotes and positive information. ALL KINDS OF TROUBLE Postings on social media can also be used for more than crime prevention. When two high school football players raped an intoxicated 16-year-old girl in Steubenville, Ohio last August, one of the assailants videotaped the crime and shared it on social media. That video, along with the players’ comments on social media afterward, became crucial as evidence in their trial. The two young men were found delinquent of rape in March and sent to juvenile detention—a minimum of two years for the one who posted the video, a minimum of one year for the other. For Neely, the days of finding trouble and potentially incriminating himself on social media are over. Instead, he uses his new Facebook page to communicate with people like his mother and his sister—“my rock,” he calls her. He also posts inspirational quotes like “The bird sings before the light of the dawn”— a recent one that “is basically saying the bird has belief that the sun is going to rise. The sun isn’t going to let me down.” His advice for young social media users: “It’s all about the things that you say. If you say something that can get the wrong kind of replies, that’s not a good thing for you … But if you’re a person who uses your posts to influence others or maybe to influence your way of thinking so that people can see the kind of person you are, then posting can be good.” “If the other person feels the same way about you, then you have a relationship. But if the person feels the same way about you but you never mention it, you never know.” —Stephanie Carlson Friend zone from page 5 Five years ago, Thompson, a thensophomore at Southwest High School, was in the uncomfortable position of being the friendzoner. “As hard as it is to actually be in that friend zone and as much as you might resent the other person, I guarantee (the friendzoner) is having just as hard of a time,” he said. Thompson was part of a tight-knit foursome with three other girls in high school. People found it strange when any of them were by themselves. Thompson had a particularly special bond with one of the four, whom he talked about “absolutely everything” with. “Literally nothing was off limits,” he said. “She used to tell me about all manner of (personal) things.” A week after Thompson broke things off with his girlfriend, the dynamic of the friendship changed when his friend professed her romantic feelings for him in a note. Taken aback and, because he didn’t feel the same way, he told her he wanted to remain “just friends.” The girl moved to a small town just outside Princeton and the two didn’t talk for more than two years. While they reconnected over Facebook and he apologized for his high school self, their conversations no longer have that spark. They’re cold, distant and short. “We message each other once in awhile, saying, ‘How’s life? Cool. See you in six months.’” TAKING A RISK Yes, admitting your romantic feelings to someone who may not feel the same way can alter friendships in undesirable ways. But multiple-times friend-zoned Katy Snyder, 18, of Mankato, thinks that honesty is important when feelings are involved. “Once you both move on, I’m not hurt by it,” she said. “I don’t wanna be with somebody who doesn’t wanna be with me.” Even Thompson, whose friendship fizzled following his friend’s revelations of romantic feelings—and who sometimes second-guesses whether he made the right decision to not pursue a relationship with her—wouldn’t change things if given the chance. “If you go back and change it, you become a different person than you are,” he said. Carlson, a self-professed risk taker who evaluates relationships with multiple age groups, agrees. However, she recognizes that everyone has a different way of processing feelings. “I think it depends on your nature really, because some people are really shy and really afraid and much more vulnerable to depression or sadness if they’re rejected. You never know unless you try ... There’s no possibility without making an effort,” she said. “So much of adult life is people living out regrets. They live quiet lives of desperation because they never … take that risk or say anything they wanted to say to that person. If the other person feels the same way about you, then you have a relationship. But if the person feels the same way about you but you never mention it, you never know.” september/october 2013 11 the technoology issue Image is everything Most teens know the main rule for protecting themselves on the Internet: “Don’t post anything your parents wouldn’t like.” But is that really reality? No. If every teen actually followed that rule, everyone would have a perfect online reputation. For most teenagers, a bad representation means posting inappropriately with cursing, videos of fighting, half-naked photos and anything incriminating that involves drugs and violence. Some teens post things they shouldn’t on purpose, simply because they want someone to look at it. T.J. Neely, a former gang member in Minneapolis, said he used to post damaging information because he wanted the image of “a big dog who was down with anything.” Now 25, he limits the number of friends in his network and only posts positive thoughts. Phil Trout, a college counselor at Minnetonka High School, advises students beginning in grade 11 that they should have a professionalsounding e-mail address and a “Facebook page that’s a good public relations statement about you.” However, many students don’t follow his advice. “In an emotional moment, they post something they’d like to have back,” Trout said. 12 threesixtyjournalism.org Amira Warren-Yearby What’s realistic for teenagers when it comes to online postings? Amira Warren-Yearby St. Louis Park High School n Lesson learned: North High student Mattayo Goodman said a cousin was expelled from school for posting a photo of DAMAGE DONE There are numerous cases of teens who’ve faced repercussions for what they’ve posted online. Mattayo Goodman, a freshman at North High School in Minneapolis, said his cousin posted a picture of himself pointing a gun, which resulted in expulsion from school for a year. On the beach at Lake Calhoun in Minneapolis, 15-year-old Hugh Cashman from Edina described a teen from his school who posted a picture of himself smoking with Rastas in Jamaica. The teen was suspended and kicked off a sports team. While that might seem a little extreme to teenagers, it’s not to a school or sports team. After all, you’re representing them, not just yourself. How you represent yourself online reflects on your parents, your school, your team, even the company you work for. Dave Eisenmann, director of instructional technology and media services for Minnetonka Public Schools, said some employers ask job candidates to show them their himself holding a gun on Facebook. Facebook pages at job interviews. Colleges also check out online reputations. Eisenmann’s sister-in-law works in a college admissions office in Pittsburgh, Pa. When they have more candidates than they can take, all with similar credentials, the admissions officers will sometimes check out their online reputations using a Google search and decide whom to admit based on what they find. FINDING A BALANCE So why go online if you can’t really be true to yourself? There are ways to strike a balance. For one, simply don’t post anything that can adversely affect your future. Cashman protects himself by keeping his Facebook page private and letting his dad see what he’s posting. If you don’t want to friend your parent, Amanda Lenhart, a senior researcher for Pew Research Center’s Internet & American Life Project in Washington, D.C., suggests having an older person you trust, like an aunt or older brother, monitor what you post. In a national survey of teens published this spring, Lenhart found that teens are getting smarter about online privacy. Six of 10 teens in the survey said they have set their Facebook profiles to private so that only friends can see it. Girls are more likely than guys—70 percent compared to 50—to keep their profiles private. Seventy-four percent of teen social media users have also deleted people from their network or friends’ list. Three in 10 have deleted or deactivated an entire profile or account. In extreme cases, professional reputation help is also available. Eisenmann cited a service—reputationdefender.com—that will work to clean up online reputations by creating more positive content and linking to it from various websites. However, the service is expensive: It starts at $3,000 for one year. That’s a lot of money to make sure that embarrassing photos of you don’t show up at the top of a Google search. Protect your rep Twin Cities’ teens: Be part of the launch of ProtectMyRep, a new online tool that will help you learn how to repair a damaged online reputation, get personal feedback on what your Facebook profile really says, and offer advice on how employers and colleges are using social media to judge applicants. The event is free and open to any teen! Join us from 4 to 5:30 p.m. September 26 at the Minneapolis Central Library, 300 Nicollet Mall. The first 50 participants will receive a free drawstring bag. For more information, visit www.threesixtyjournalism.org/ protectmyrep or contact Lynda McDonnell at lmmcdonnell@ stthomas.edu. Page from page 7 scholars) engage in the process of working with children … That’s where the change is going to happen.” During her first semester, Kong fulfilled the service requirement at Hmong American Partnership—a program that provides Hmong refugees with resources and support for an easier transition to life in America. She was already familiar with the program, as she volunteered there in high school. “As the president of my volunteer program … I took the (refugee) youth group out to places … I wanted to expose them to American lifestyles. Being able to meet those goals felt good,” she said. Kong plans to apply her Page Scholarship to a graduate school program once she finishes her undergraduate degree—something the foundation is able to accommodate. Once a scholar is enrolled full-time in post secondary courses, they can re-apply for the grant to cover costs incurred for undergraduate, graduate or Ph.D. programs. The foundation receives around 900 applications each year, and is only able to accept 500 to the program. A total of three people look over each application, Page himself being one of the reviewers. “I look for somebody who has financial need, somebody who looks like they will—if given the opportunity—fulfill their service obligations, and who has the potential to contribute,” he said. Page is incessantly impressed by the work, time and energy that the scholars put in each year. “Our motto is creating heroes through education and service,’ he said. “Our scholars really do that, they are heroes to the kids (they serve) and also to me.” ESSAY CONTEST More resources Searching for scholarships this year? Here are some helpful websites that can get you on the fast track to finding financial aid for college. n Cappex.com: Besides a convenient college search database, this website includes student reviews and narrows scholarship choices to those that match the student’s skills and strengths. n Collegeboard.org: Provides a wide variety of scholarships with a database worth more than $6 billion. A great place to start your scholarship search, but doesn’t have as many search criteria as some other websites. n Fastweb.com: Allows you to create an account, which then filters out scholarships that are best for you based on your profile. Also provides budget calculators, loan information and free financial aid material. n HSF.net: The Hispanic Scholarship Fund provides scholarship opportunities for graduating Hispanic seniors and current Hispanic college students. The requirements and deadlines are conveniently located in one place. n Questbridge.org: Offers two programs: The College Prep Scholarship (for lowincome juniors), which grants finalists awards that may include paid visits to college campuses, invitations to college admission conferences and individualized college admission counseling; and The National College Match (for low-income seniors), which grants finalists full four year loan-free scholarships to their prestigious partner colleges. Students must fill out a lengthy application, which includes essays to be considered for the scholarships. n Scholarships.com: Matches you to a variety of scholarships based on your account profile and sorts by amount of money and/ or deadline. Also allows you to rank scholarships and is a convenient way to organize scholarship choices. n Scholarshipamerica.org: Offers multiple programs that give scholarships of varying financial value to students in need. Can also be used to apply for scholarships, including their “Dollars for Scholars” program. n Zinch.com: A huge database with a wide variety of scholarships that can sort matches by various criteria, including whether or not it requires an essay or whether there’s an online application. Can also “like” scholarships to get deadline reminders. —Amolak Singh How important is marriage to you? Do you see yourself getting married in the future? Why or why not? Tell us in 500 words or less. $100 for the winning essay Cash prizes for 2nd and 3rd, too! Submit your essay at: www.threesixtyjournalism.org/ YourTurnMarriage DEADLINE: NOVEMBER 15 Winning entries will be published online at www.threesixtyjournalism.org and in the December 2013 magazine issue september/october 2013 13 the technoology issue Tag, you’re (not) it You wouldn’t display your best friend’s picture on a billboard if it were embarrassing, would you? Yet every day, social media users post photos on the Internet that are unflattering to friends. A professional employee who decides to have a night out at the pub is captured in a photo while intoxicated. A teenager who has changed his or her outlook on life to a more religious view is “tagged,” or identified, in compromising pictures from the past that aren’t so spiritual. Angela Holliday, 14, of Richfield, had a more straightforward reason for asking a classmate to remove a photo that had been posted to Facebook. Like many teens who look at pictures of themselves, Holliday felt self-conscious. “I asked the other person to take it down, and they did without any conflict,” said Holliday, who spent part of the summer studying media production at Macalester College in St. Paul. “It’s just that I felt I didn’t like my face in the photo.” Holliday has company. Some polls show that a majority of social media users would prefer a courtesy call before being tagged in online photos. Sophos, a worldwide technology company, polled 830 Facebook users and asked if they felt permission should be necessary before tagging or identifying friends in online videos and pictures. Eighty-three percent of those polled said that it’s 14 threesixtyjournalism.org Frederick McConnell St. Paul Conservatory for Performing Artists common courtesy to ask before tagging, while eight percent took it more to heart by saying that it should be against the law to tag others without their authorization. Seven percent of users think that it isn’t a big deal. Shayla Thiel-Stern, an assistant professor in mass communication at the University of Minnesota, has researched privacy issues related to social media. She believes Facebook users should always ask permission before sharing photos or video of someone else. “You would never just take something of someone else’s and share it with others without their permission. That would be ridiculous. A photo or video should work in the same way— that’s just basic respect,” Thiel-Stern said. On the other hand, tagged photos can serve as an illustrated timeline of memories, pointing to positive shared experiences between friends. “Most people who are heavy users of Facebook or Twitter share personal information. That is the wonder of social media. It provides a network of shared personal connections, and it can be very gratifying,” Thiel-Stern said. Submitted Basic etiquette often an afterthought for Facebook photos, posts n University of Minnesota professor Shayla Thiel-Stern believes exercising “basic respect” is a no-brainer when tagging photos on Facebook. Nevertheless, some social media users feel that tagging is invasive. Larry Burrell, 19, of St. Paul, has experienced unauthorized tags on social media, including a picture that an acquaintance posted and refused to take down despite his protests. Burrell, who recently became involved in a church community, explained that he is focused on his priorities—religion and having a healthy relationship with his fiancé. Tagging is something he tries to avoid and doesn’t want to see done to him when logging onto Facebook. Make that logged, past tense. Fed up with gossip and conflict online, he recently deactivated his account. “Tags enable others to connect to your profile,” he said. “It’s my personal business, not theirs. If someone were to tag me in a photo, it would be because I told him or her to do so.” Taneisha Dyer, 31, has had the negative experience of receiving multiple “dings” from Facebook think spot during a professional meeting, with each embarrassing noise on her smart phone alerting her she’d been tagged in a photo. Though that can be remedied by changing Facebook notification settings, Dyer was still left baffled. “I hadn’t seen or heard from this friend in years,” said Dyer, who was surprised by the sudden intimacy, “but when I checked my notifications, it said that I had been tagged in a photo.” Thiel-Stern explained that when teens update, tag and post on Facebook, they’re going through a process to find their identity. For example, when a teen is posting about how they feel toward society and they receive a number of “likes,” it can be a confidence boost. “It becomes kind of a compulsion to check to see how others react to what you posted all the time,” she said. However, getting people to see you on Facebook can affect others around you if friends are also tagged in the same post. Thiel-Stern thinks that it’s a matter of respect and empathy to ask permission first. Or put it this way: Would you want a photo or video that made you upset posted for everyone to see? “Even if you might not be bothered by an image like the one you’re about to post, and even if you think that posting it will get you a lot of laughs from your other friends, put that aside for a moment,” Thiel-Stern said. “Your friend might have very legitimate reasons for not wanting it posted.” Have you ever experienced conflict because of a Facebook tag? Should the same courtesy in real life extend to social media? This issue’s artists n Kimberly Martinez is a senior at Harding High School in St. Paul. A graduate of ThreeSixty’s June Intermediate camp, Martinez enjoys spending time on Tumblr, sketching in her journal and going to art museums. She has several career paths in mind, including journalism and graphic design. n Mina Yuan is a freshman at Wayzata High School. A graduate of ThreeSixty’s July Intro camp, she plays classical piano and cello, speaks Chinese, enjoys drawing and is “far too addicted” to J.R.R. Tolkien for her own good. the technoology issue Virtual identity, real problems Vague tweets and status update overload can be draining, create conflict Facebook, it says I’ve got Teens are waking Lana like, 700 friends. But I do up to the fact that their Rubinstein not have 700 friends.” Facebook friends aren’t River Falls Here are some of the necessarily their real High School common pitfalls for young friends. In fact, those people who use Facebook online acquaintances can and other social media: be bullies, braggarts and worth tuning out. A new report from Pew Research Center, a TOO MUCH DRAMA non-partisan research center in Washington Heavy social media use creates two very difD.C., finds interest in Facebook waning among ferent worlds: virtual and real. Yet they often adolescents. A national survey of teens found collide in a way that creates actual chaos. that they’re less excited about Facebook than a There’s the typical story: The one about few years back. that girl who posts on social media and how In small focus groups, teens also said they mad she is at someone, leaving her friends and disliked the increasing number of adults on followers to scratch their heads, wondering the site, got annoyed when their Facebook what could have possibly upset her. She goes friends shared inane details, and are drained to school the next day and gets in a fight with a by the “drama” they described as happening classmate who stole her boyfriend. frequently online. Shayla Thiel-Stern, an assistant profesAccording to Amanda Lenhart, a senior sor at the University of Minnesota who has researcher at Pew, “many teens, almost nine in researched youth and digital media, said teens ten teens, witness people being mean to each other, or cruel to each other, in these social media “might say something online that they would not say in a face-to-face situation, and I think spaces. Overall, the most popular response is that is where drama can ensue.” that they ignore people in these spaces.” Calvin Leitch Lodge isn’t surprised by focus VAGUE POSTERS group results showing a waning interest in Maddie Bodell, 15, of Plymouth, is tired of Facebook among teens. He’s over it, too. “I just felt like I was wasting my time … I felt vague Tweets and Facebook updates that are seemingly aimed at the world, but could be like real friends aren’t in a computer; they’re in real life,” said Lodge, 19, of Minneapolis. “So on social media continued on page 26 think spot Have you ever started drama by posting something vague or indirect on social “ It makes me proud to to be be in in college college and have my nieces and nephews look up to me. They want to follow in my footsteps.” — Jasmine Darden Ausgburg College ‘13 mnprivatecolleges.org/ possible Augsburg College Hamline University Bethany Lutheran College Macalester College Bethel University Minneapolis College of Art and Design Carleton College College of Saint Benedict Saint John’s University The College of St. Scholastica Saint Mary’s University of Minnesota Concordia College (Moorhead) St. Catherine University Concordia University, St. Paul St. Olaf College Gustavus Adolphus College University of St. Thomas An excellent and affordable education media? What kind of attention were you hoping for? september/october 2013 15 the technoology issue Artistic empowerment Creativity, discovery find a home on YouTube and Kickstarter 16 threesixtyjournalism.org Aamino Hirmoge Harding High School “So facing that, I wanted to think outside the box a little bit.” POETRY FROM THE SKY Started in 2009 by Perry Chen, reach an incredibly wide network,” Haaheim said. After putting her project on Kickstarter for 15 days, she raised $1,475, raising 23 percent more than her goal. Donations from $1 to $250 came in from both acquaintances and strangers, with bonuses coming in the form of a signed chapbook or an invite to attend launch day. Last June, Haaheim and about 20 friends launched her poems into the sky at the Walker Art Center’s Sculpture Garden in Minneapolis. “My project started out with me sending e-mails to family and friends, but eventually it was picked as a staff pick on Kickstarter. It was featured on their blog. So those independent sources singling out my project expanded my audience,” she said. Aamino Hirmoge Ka Lia Yang has never played an official concert, yet you can find her songs on YouTube. Katie Haaheim doesn’t have a publisher, yet you can find her poems online and scattered throughout the Midwest. And thanks to the power of viral video, the world sung along to “Clouds” by Zach Sobiech, a 17-yearold from Lakeland whose recent death from cancer moved millions worldwide. The Internet has provided a powerful platform for artists to release their work without having to panhandle outside with a guitar case or fear rejection by a big record or publishing company. Better yet, it can all be done from the comfort of an artist’s home. With the click of a few buttons, singers, writers and performers can directly connect with the general public. Bottom line, the Internet has tipped the scales for artistic empowerment. “As a poet, I can never, ever hope to have a steady income with it. Like, even famous poets are also professors and do not make money from their poetry,” said Haaheim, a poet from Chaska living in Walla Walla, Washington, who used Kickstarter to fund her project, Drifting Thoughts. Yancey Strickler and Charles Adler, Kickstarter is a popular website where anyone with an idea can fundraise through “crowdsourcing,” or the ability to raise money incrementally through a large pool of Internet users. Music and film are the two biggest Kickstarter categories, and in fact, account for half of the site’s projects. Haaheim’s Drifting Thoughts project enabled her to attach original poems to balloons and send them into the sky, all with the goal of landing in random Twin Cities locations. She was inspired by a science project her father used to do for her 3rd grade class, and turned to Kickstarter after seeing a friend raise money for a book. “(It) was a really inspiring thing to watch, how it is still possible for an artist to go out and find an audience for themselves and to n Ka Lia Yang, a high school student in St. Paul, hopes that posting original songs and music videos on YouTube will help her break into the music business. CHANCE FOR DISCOVERY Capturing that same sense of discovery applies to another major outlet for artistic empowerment on the Internet—YouTube. For two years, Yang, a 16-year-old from St. Paul, has posted original songs and covers on YouTube to spur her artistic career. Yang can sit at her cramped bedroom’s computer desk, plug in her microphone, pick up one of her two guitars, and sing her heart out while facing a webcam. That Justin Bieber, Karmin and Greyson Chance were all discovered on YouTube gives the Harding High School student hope. “I just started singing for fun, started making songs on my brother’s piano. And I said, ‘You know, this is something.’ I never knew I had this, so I just continued on, playing piano, bought the guitar and kept playing,” Yang said. The most views on Yang’s YouTube channel are for her song “Sunset,” which boasts 345,895 views. Her channel consists of roughly 50 videos, with her YouTube fame allowing her to reach fans from California to Paris. “There’s a lot of young people, middle school kids especially, who will message me and ask me questions like, ‘How do you write music?’ ‘How do you come up with chords?’ ‘How do you find what’s meaningful?’ And they’ll say I’m a big inspiration to them, or because of you, we started writing or playing guitar. It makes me feel good,” she said. For Yang, it’s now about topping “Sunset’s” numbers, which is the part of YouTube she wasn’t prepared for. She’s wary of “dying” on the visual platform since she can’t capitalize on long distance connections and tour or record an album without help. Staff “There’s a lot of young people, middle school kids especially, who will message me and ask me questions.... And they’ll say I’m a big inspiration to them, or because of you, we started writing or playing guitar. It makes me feel good.” —Ka Lia Yang “YouTube is a really, really hard place because you really, really have to push yourself,” Yang said. “But if it wasn’t for YouTube, people wouldn’t share my stuff. Because it’s all about connections. It goes from one to the other to the other to the other.” GETTING ‘OUT THERE’ As Sobiech’s well-traveled story shows, the act of putting yourself “out there” is what’s most important for aspiring artists. Without taking that first step on YouTube, Sobiech never would have reached seven million views, or upon his death, hit number one on iTunes. Though Yang and Haaheim don’t know what the future holds for their art, that they have the opportunity to find a larger audience, all thanks to simple technology, feels empowering. Haaheim is finishing up her chapbook, which she promised her Kickstarter backers. As for future Kickstarter projects, she’d like to stencil moss on a wall and write more poems, or possibly start a Drifting Thoughts, Part Two. Yang plans to maintain her presence on YouTube. In addition to crafting two professional-looking music videos for “Sunset” and “Empty Soul,” she has also auditioned for popular reality-singing shows, “The Voice” and “The X-Factor.” Though she hasn’t received her big break yet, knowing that her songs can reach the masses on YouTube has kept her dream of “being discovered” alive. “I (have been) been waiting so long for a miracle to happen,” Yang said. “But you can’t just sit there.” september/october 2013 17 the technoology issue Digital dilemma Owning music is easier than ever, but shouldn’t we always be paying for it? Editor’s note: To protect privacy, ThreeSixty Journalism has changed the name of Abigail in this story. Abigail have been getting their music online, both legally and illegally. Now the 15-year-old Twin Cities resident has moved onto Spotify, a free and legal music streaming software that, some musicians argue, still doesn’t compensate artists fairly. The ability to access free music EASY ACCESS Music pirates don’t always consider the consequences of illegal music downloads. According to Thomas Staff Two years ago, Abigail started using Real Player, an online software to download music illegally from the Internet. Like other teenagers, she was strapped for cash. Although Abigail would rather respect her favorite artists and pay for their music, she didn’t have the money. In recent years, more teens like Simone Cazares St. Paul Conservatory For Performing Artists digitally is taking a toll on brick-andmortar record stores, not to mention artists—especially those on the local scene—who aren’t benefitting financially from their art. Abigail wants to support musicians, but it’s also hard to beat “free.” “(I think music is) something worth owning, because then you can always bring it with you anywhere, and share the joy that music brings you. I mean, the artist worked on it super hard to make a living,” said Abigail, a fan of Broadway showtunes, who figures 30 percent of her music library is from illegal downloads. “I’d rather honor and respect that, but (I wish) it was less of a hassle for money.” n Martin Devaney, manager at Eclipse Records in St. Paul, hopes that customer appreciation for having an album or CD rather than digital media will help stores like his survive. 18 threesixtyjournalism.org “I feel like sharing that music for free, and people just sharing with each other, is a very key, important part in spreading the music. If I don’t make the 99 cents off of each song that each person has, that`s way less important to me then that people are listening to it and sharing it.” —Dan Rodriguez Cotter, a professor of law at the University Of Minnesota, the consequences for music pirating can be fines anywhere from $750 to $30,000 per song, and up to $150,000 for every album. In one of the country’s highest profile digital piracy cases, Jammie Thomas-Rasset of Brainerd was sued by the Recording Industry Association of America (RIAA) for downloading 24 copyrighted songs illegally and sharing them with millions of people on Kazaa, a peer-topeer (P2P) software. After spending eight years and three federal trials fighting the lawsuit, she ended up with a fine of $220,000. Cotter said he believes the RIAA stopped going after individuals in 2008, but still doesn`t think it`s a good idea to download music illegally, as there still may be risks. “People probably don’t get caught in a very high percentage of cases,” Cotter said. “But yes, the more you download, the greater the risk, and the penalties can be substantial.” The digital music debate first generated headlines in 1999 when Napster, a P2P software where copyrighted songs were shared for free, exploded in popularity among computer users. With the click of a mouse, music fans could access entire albums without paying, some before they were even released in stores. Though Napster eventually experienced legal difficulties, P2P software opened the door to a wave of similar platforms like Real Player, LimeWire, The Pirate Bay, Kazaa and others. One of the most popular formats today is Spotify, which is legal but only pays artists $0.004 per play, leading musicians like The Black Keys and Coldplay to boycott the streaming service. PROS AND CONS Dan Rodriguez, a Minneapolis-based musician, is more forgiving about piracy than other artists. Although Rodriguez is an advocate for fans coming out to live shows and buying CDs, he recognizes the benefits of digital music, both legal and illegal. “Digital music has changed the playing field completely, and the act of music pirating has completely changed the game for myself and the independent artists who are trying to build a fan base,” he said. “I feel like sharing that music for free, and people just sharing with each other, is a very key, important part in spreading the music. If I don`t make the 99 cents off of each song that each person has, that`s way less important to me then that people are listening to it and sharing it.” The artist versus access debate reached a fever pitch on the Internet in June 2012 when Emily White, an music piracy continued on page 26 the technoology issue Breaking into the boys club Jessica Violette Osseo Senior High School n Kate Agnew, a business analyst for Target, is also managing director for Girls in Tech. The organization encourages young girls to follow their technology passions. “The fact that I’m a female is totally besides the point magazine, said that since she’s playing for fun, it’s pointless to volunteer her gender. “The fact that I’m a female is totally besides the point of why I’m playing video games. I try to keep it on the down low because I’m not there to get attention and I don’t want to be treated any differently,” Andrews said. TARGET AUDIENCE Looking back at early video games, there’s a common pattern that’s hard to miss. Often, there was a male protagonist, a female in distress, and it was the man’s job to save the helpless woman. You didn’t always have the choice to change your character like you often have now, so it’s easy to see who the target audience for video games used to be. As time has passed, more gaming companies have begun including female protagonists. One of the more popular video games with a female is “Tomb Raider,” which saw heroine Lara Croft raid her first tomb in 1996. “Tomb Raider” games continue to be released; the latest came out in of why I’m playing video games. I try to keep it on the down low because I’m not there to get attention and I don’t want to be treated any differently.” —Margaret Andrews Aidan Haarman When Warwick the Blood Hunter is dominating you in an intense match of “League of Legends,” you may never consider that the person behind the computer screen is wearing a skirt. More women are holding their head up high and proudly claiming the title “gamer.” According to the Entertainment Software Association, 45 percent of all game players are women. In fact, women over the age of 18 represent a higher percentage of the gaming community than males under the age of 17. Still, females who play videogames are subjected to assumptions on a daily basis. When playing online, most girls are thought to be male, so they’re often called “dude” or “bro.” Upon being recognized as females, they’re treated differently— whether in the form of sexist comments or name-calling that’s meant to discourage women who are open with their gender. “Boys often tell me to get back in the kitchen or other comments like that, but it doesn’t bother me much,” said Jasmine Dixon, a 20-year-old gamer from the United Kingdom. “They’re usually just frustrated that I’m winning.” Some women prefer to keep their gender private. Margaret Andrews, a digital designer for Game Informer Staff Women encouraged to pursue gaming, tech careers despite stereotypes n Margaret Andrews started playing computer games when she was three years old, and at 35, remains an avid gamer. March of this year. The connection is important because it shows that playing games can pave the way for women to pursue their passions, even if they’re technology based. “My earliest memory was when I was like, three years old, playing simple computer games and I’ve always loved it,” said Andrews, who owned her first computer in 1980. Even now at 35, Andrews is still an avid gamer and loves working with a magazine that highlights the video game industry. EARLY EMBRACE For Kate Agnew, a business analyst at Target in Minneapolis, embracing technology meant creating her first website as a young girl and developing an appreciation for the popular computer game “The Sims.” The early exposure to technology prompted her to enroll in the 15-month Technology Leadership Program at Target. She also is managing director for the Twin Cities chapter of Girls in Tech, a social group for women interested in technology careers. The program encourages young girls to explore technology fields and ignore the “boys club” mentality. “For a woman, it can be a bit more difficult to feel welcomed and comfortable in a male dominated industry, especially when often you find yourself being the only woman in a conference room,” Agnew said. Girls in Tech hosts several events for women interested in technology careers to connect and talk about what they love. They’re also planning to find mentorship connections for young girls and women already in tech careers. Whether as gamers, coders, designers or all-around tech wizards, Andrews has advice for girls interested in technology. “Over the years I have learned that being assertive and confident in what you do helps earn respect,” she said. “When you show your confidence, people learn to respect what you do.” september/october 2013 19 the technoology issue Technology ‘time suck’ 20 threesixtyjournalism.org Ricki Williams Robbinsdale Cooper High School n Washburn High School sophomore Rosa Johnson believes that technology use, especially the addictive nature of cell phones, is having a negative impact on teen social abilities. Rosa Johnson, 15, said she believes that technology takes away from teenagers’ social abilities. “Meeting on the Internet is easier than meeting in person,” she said. Johnson also said cell phones and social media are becoming addictive and people often don’t realize all of the effects. SHUTTING DOWN Trent Mitchell, a video production teacher at Shorecrest High School in Shoreline, Wash., conducted what he called “The Social Experiment” in winter 2010. He assigned students in his class to go a week without using electronic devices. When he told the students about his idea, he said about half of them wanted no part of it, while the other half embraced the challenge. After two or three days, Mitchell said about half of the students quit the experiment. Some said they didn’t want to do it; others simply couldn’t handle being without technology. Once the week ended, Mitchell said that most of the students who Aidan Haarman With a cell phone, you hold your life in your hand. Phone numbers, passwords, to-do lists and the picture from the time you posed with the cutest guy in school. But phones can also be a huge distraction. You’re sitting across from your friend having a heart-to-heart. Instead of looking into your eyes, she’s looking at her phone, laughing at the text her boyfriend sent. “Hello,” you say. “You getting this?” “I am, I am. Proceed,” she says, typing an answer to his text. Three friends from Washburn High School in Minneapolis decided to do something to counter such irritation. On certain occasions, they store their phones in one room and move to another to focus on the face-to-face. Hannah Gordon, 16, said the idea originated at a sleepover, when the girls realized they were staring at their phones, “doing our own thing.” Because they’d been so connected to their phones, they hadn’t even talked to each other while sitting in the same room. Emma Stotts, 16, doesn’t blame technology, but instead focuses on the self-control aspect of it. “I used to be really distracted by my phone,” she said. “I’ve learned to use it for things that are really helpful.” Aidan Haarman Putting down the phone can be tough in today’s plugged-in society made it through the first three days also made it through the week. “They needed to get over that hump at the beginning,” he said. “The thing we were looking for wasn’t that they would change, but so that they would understand how much they rely on technology. There were a few students that said, ‘Maybe I don’t need to be on Facebook 24/7’ or ‘Maybe I don’t need to have my phone on me all the time.’ It’s OK to unplug for a little bit. That wasn’t the common reaction.” Mitchell also said he and other staff realized how much they, too, relied on technology. n Hannah Gordon, a junior at Washburn High School in Minneapolis, chooses to leave her phone in a separate room when hanging out with friends. “The average home has about 24 different consumer media and communication devices. So, it’s not unusual for every member of the family to be on their own device even if they’re in the same house or the same room, kind of ignoring the face-to-face.” — Teresa Pavlin ESTABLISHING PRIORITIES Sending that message to teens and adults is the goal of Tech Time Out, a North American program implemented by Foresters Life Insurance Company in Canada. Tech Time Out encourages families to go technology-free for an hour a day by signing an online pledge, then printing it out to be posted in the house as a “constant reminder of time suck continued on page 26 the technoology issue Media madness With so much to choose from, which buzzworthy brands are worth using? Kimberly Martinez Harding High School Humphrey said. “Facebook is still an online gathering place, but a lot of sharing and self-expression, especially among teens, is happening elsewhere through photos and video. In addition to Instagram and Vine, think Snapchat and Tumblr.” Released by Twitter in January, Vine boasts a maximum size of six seconds for its video. It essentially acts as an animated Twitter, with users able to post videos and add comments or captions “in the moment” as if it were real play-byplay of what’s happening in front of them. “When Twitter launched Vine, such simple video sharing was a novelty,” Humphrey said. Except just a few months in, Vine now has a competitor in Video on Instagram, launched in June by Facebook, which extends video capabilities to 15 seconds. The original Instagram, with its popular photo filters, remains a major factor because of its social media novelty coupled with privacy features, which prohibit any photos you post to be saved or copied for anything else. Snapchat ups the ante by allowing users to send a photo to a contact, Illustration by Kimberly Martinez Vine. Tumblr. Snapchat. Nope, those buzzed about terms aren’t referring to the vines of a tree, tumbling in gymnastics or a quick conversation with an acquaintance. They’re a few of the social media platforms vying for attention in a Facebook and Twitter dominated world, adding to an already long list of sites that allows teens and adults to communicate in mere seconds. With more than 200 social networking sites on the Internet, the variety available has made it easier for people to craft an identity and feel a sense of connectedness. “Kids are gravitating to these other type of safe havens, wanting privacy and wanting a community,” said Lisa Grimm, director of public relations and emerging media at space150, a Minneapolis-based ad agency. “Being a teenager is about discovering yourself and discovering life, discovering relationships and growing and evolving and trying to figure it all out.” Katie Humphrey, a StarTribune technology reporter, needs to be plugged in with new social networks so she can inform readers. It can be overwhelming for her to stay on top of evolving platforms, she said, but one trend that could be here to stay is short video sharing through Vine and Instagram. “People I’ve spoken to say they like the creative outlet that some of the newer social networks offer,” “People I’ve spoken to say they like the creative outlet that some of the newer social networks offer. Facebook is still an online gathering place, but a lot of sharing and self-expression, especially among teens, is happening elsewhere through photos and video. In addition to Instagram and Vine, think Snapchat and Tumblr.” —Katie Humphrey only for it to disappear in a matter of seconds. It will also notify your phone when someone screenshots one of your photos in an attempt to keep it. The quality of Snapchat photos is meant to be grainy so that, according to iTunes descriptions, users can “share the moment” and move on. Then there’s Tumblr, which features roughly 118 million shortform blogs where users can post think spot text, photos, quotes, links, music and videos from a browser, phone, desktop or e-mail. Trent Anderson, 15, from St. Paul, said he uses the multi-purpose site as an archive to remember all the things he admires and is amused by. In 2013, Yahoo! bought the rights to Tumblr for $1.1 billion. According to the Pew Research Center’s recently released “Teens, Social Media and Do you think you’ll be using Twitter and Facebook in 10 years? What would you like to see replace it? Privacy” study, though Facebook and Twitter still dominate the social media landscape, there’s room for these other platforms to make a bigger mark. In Pew focus groups, teens on Instagram and Twitter reported “feeling like they could better express themselves on these platforms, where they felt freed from the social expectations and constraints of Facebook.” It’s also predicted that “some teens may migrate their activity and attention to other sites to escape the drama and pressures they find on Facebook.” That’s true of Minnesota resident Camille Ramos, 15, who uses Twitter as a way to update her thoughts without “annoying people on Facebook.” Or as Samuel Dustin, 16, from St. Paul said, it’s a chance to “spew your every thought into the ether.” “I think people haven’t left Facebook because there’s so much information there, but I also think there’s so much complexity about the platform, that it can be exhausting,” said Amanda Lenhart, senior researcher for Pew Research Center’s Internet & American Life Project, in Washington, D.C. “Now you have these different platforms that have different utility, so maybe you’ll find something smaller where you don’t have to share as much, and that becomes more attractive.” As social media continues to evolve at an unprecedented rate, Grimm said it’s important for teens to do their homework and make this form of communication their own. “Think about how these digital tools influence communication today,” Grimm said. “And study what has come before so you can really apply what comes after well in order to make a bigger impact.” september/october 2013 21 the technoology issue Read the fine print Sweating the small stuff can alleviate online headaches, annoying ads 22 threesixtyjournalism.org Aidan Haarman Perpich Center Arts High School The “Terms and Conditions” of websites and software are written to allow them access to your personal information in order to personalize the ads you are shown. “It all seems fine, and it looks great, but the thing is, the terms of service agreement is a barrier. It is standing between you and what you want,” said Thomas Oscanyan, a software asset manager at the University of St. Thomas in St. Paul. “The challenge is to not only read, but understand and decline the terms if you find something within that you disagree with.” Facebook, in particular, has a fairly confusing contradiction in its Data Use Policy. In one section, Facebook says, “We do not share any of your information with advertisers, (unless, of course, you give us permission).” What this should mean to the user is that unless they directly allow Facebook to share their information with advertisers, Facebook will be legally unable to pass it along. However, Facebook has written a loophole for itself in a different section. Facebook says, “We don’t share information we receive about you with others unless we have “... given Ricki Williams Advertisers on the Internet aren’t telepathic, but they still know what you’re thinking. “When you post, ‘I’m gonna buy flowers for my mother,’ you’ll see an advertisement for a flower shop either instantly, or in the next few days,” said Amanda Lenhart, senior researcher for Pew Research Center’s Internet & American Life Project, in Washington, D.C. According to Bao Nguyen, that’s not a coincidence. As the vice president of tech research and development with AOL in Palo Alto, Calif., Nguyen works to place advertisements on personal computers that are best suited for an online user at a specific moment. Nguyen uses software to track websites people visit on the Internet. Think of it as a GPS system that follows where you go on the web. Nguyen simply gathers data from users’ online activity, which he then sells to advertisers. While this information includes an individual’s interests, Nguyen said he doesn’t collect anything that will specifically identify them. Companies like Facebook make their money by selling your information and ‘likes’ to advertisers. This information is worth a lot because the advertisers can show you the right advertisement at the right time, or when they think you’re more likely to purchase that specific item or service. n Thomas Oscanyan, software asset manager for the University of St. Thomas, recommends that computer and social media users read terms and conditions carefully and decline if they find something they disagree with. “It all seems fine, and it looks great, but the thing is, the terms of service agreement is a barrier. It is standing between you and what you want. The challenge is to not only read, but understand and decline the terms if you find something within that you disagree with.” —Thomas Oscanyan you notice, such as by telling you about it in this policy.” Three seniors at the Perpich Center Arts High School in Golden Valley acknowledged that they never read the terms and conditions on websites. “The language used is too complicated,” Kayleigh Hartland said. Whereas Bailey Zander simply doesn’t have time to read the small print, Zai Rutter said she doesn’t “post (stuff ) I’m embarrassed about.” Since Oscanyan gets paid to read what teens and adults often don’t want to, he’s more attentive to what’s hidden in those “difficult” to navigate agreements. Oscanyan cited the Adobe Terms of Use as one users might want to pay closer attention to. For example, the agreement says, “You may not use the Services if you do not agree to the Terms.” Adobe then goes on to state, “You may accept the Terms … by merely browsing the Services.” This is a red flag for Oscanyan because it means that by simply going to the website and looking at products or services Adobe offers, you automatically agree to its terms. It’s a concern for a larger entity, such as the University of St. Thomas, but Oscanyan is also concerned about what it could mean for the everyday Internet user. It’s part of the trade-off that Internet users don’t always think about. What might be free and easy to scan in terms of content could cost you in other ways. “When you log onto the AOL page, you see all the content that is free for you. It costs the company money to put the content online, so in return, what you give up is the information AOL is allowed to track and sell to advertisers,” Nguyen said. Lenhart puts the dilemma back on the technology user. “You have to answer a couple questions: ‘Are you concerned about having ads be specifically targeted to you, or do you kind of like it?’ You have to ask yourself that when you start an account, when you open a Gmail account, that you’ll be searched for keywords. That’s part of the exchange,” she said. “You get Gmail for free in exchange for having keywords searched so ads are delivered to you. Maybe you should think about a different kind of e-mail system. Maybe for pay, or choose more carefully what you share in your e-mail. Ultimately, that will help decide what advertising gets delivered to you.” the technoology issue Permanent footprint Heed the warning: What goes on the Internet, stays on the Internet Nichelle Heu Harding High School Staff When you’re 16, you feel invincible, maybe even confident you’ll live forever. As mortal humans, we know that’s not true. However, what you post online today will be forever. Even when you’re dead, your photos, videos and blogs can still be visible to others. Everything is permanent. Ladonna Edwards, 17, of Sacramento, Calif., has experienced the surprise of seeing photos she’d long forgotten about continue to exist on the Internet. “I looked up my name on Google, and I saw all these pictures of me in elementary school through MySpace,” Edwards said. While Edwards knows not to put her Social Security number or anything scandalous on social media pages, she can’t possibly keep track of everything she’s posted on the Internet. The fact that all of that information will never go away, even after you’ve forgotten it was posted, should be a scary notion, said Isaac Wolkerstorfer, a Berlin-based software developer for Asana.com. “If you post something to a blog or Facebook or Twitter or anywhere else on the ‘Net, you can never be sure someone hasn’t made a copy of it,” Wolkerstorfer said. Wolkerstorfer advises that Internet users make peace with the idea that once you post information, it’s out there and you can no longer control who sees or takes it. As a basic rule, anything that you feel uncomfortable about a stranger seeing, simply don’t share it. More succinctly, Eric Tornoe, a computer security expert at the University of St. Thomas in St. Paul, uses a co-worker’s poster slogan as a guide for how to approach the Internet. “Stop. Think. Click.” After all, when it comes to the way computers work, “permanent pretty much means permanent.” “Most of the stuff on the web is living on a hard drive somewhere, and it doesn’t cost a whole lot to store. It’s nearly impossible to get rid of and it stays there forever,” Tornoe said. “When you erase a disk drive, that data is still almost as easy to get back think spot n Eric Tornoe, a computer security expert at the University of St. Thomas, warns that “permanent pretty much means permanent” on the web. His advice: Stop, think, click. as it is if you haven’t erased the drive. (Experts) don’t consider anything truly secure unless you physically destroy the drive.” Think of your path on the Internet as leaving a permanent footprint. No matter where you go or what you delete, no matter how often you clear your search history, “Most of the stuff on the web is living on a hard drive somewhere, and it doesn’t cost a whole lot to store. It’s nearly impossible to get rid of and it stays there forever.” —Eric Tornoe If you were to create a digital will for your online presence, what would you want protected—and who would you put in charge of protecting it? someone with computer expertise can track that footprint through a log of activity, Tornoe said. So, if a company complains that someone at the university is illegally downloading music or movies, St. Thomas technicians will check the user ID on the computer at the time of the download, Tornoe said. “Once the complaint is verified, we send a letter to the user explaining that this is a copyright violation and advise them to stop sharing the file or risk further legal action from the copyright owner,” he said. “We also offer help to the user to stop sharing these files, as many times users are not even aware they are doing so.” What remains “living” on the Internet is just as important as what you choose to keep for yourself, said Jim Lamm, an attorney with Minneapolis law firm Gray Plant Mooty. Lamm specializes in a field he calls “digital passing.” Since everything on the Internet is permanent, it’s become more essential than ever to think about how to protect your footprint in the event that you or a loved one dies. Lamm advises clients to keep track of all their usernames and passwords, and much like a digital will, authorize representatives to take legal action for disposing them or passing them on based on your last requests. If you don’t leave your password for your family members or friends, they won’t be able to access your information. “Be aware of your digital property and its value,” Lamm said. “Make a list, develop a plan and make sure somebody has the legal authority to execute the plan.” After all, everything you’ve posted or that has been posted of you—whether it’s a newborn baby photo or life inside a senior citizen home—will be around long after you’re gone. september/october 2013 23 the technoology issue iPad infusion Cretin-Derham Hall joins an exciting classroom technology wave ROLLING OUT A PLAN Cretin-Derham Hall, a high school in the Highland Park neighborhood 24 threesixtyjournalism.org Thomas Wrede Cretin-Derham Hall of St. Paul, is in the second year of its 1:1 (one-to-one) iPad program. The 1:1 system allows each student to use the device during the school year for academic purposes. Similar ideas had been floated by the school’s Technology Committee for a number of years, and “the iPad presented itself to be a good entry,” said Sharon O’Connor, the tech integration coordinator at CDH. New technology was in their midst and they wanted to do what was best for their students moving into the future, she said. The primary questions left to answer: “How would it be paid for?” and “How would it work with the faculty’s teaching methods?” At CDH, the fee for a schoolissued iPad is $150. This covers the use of the gadget, a device cover and required apps, along with Elena Renken Virtually accessing the world at one’s fingertips has been feasible for high schoolers since the dawn of the Internet. But how about watching food author Michael Pollen’s YouTube videos for AP Environmental Science homework on an iPad while sitting in the comfort of your school’s band room? It was a bold possibility for Cretin-Derham Hall senior Adam Klein thanks to his lightweight, energy efficient, crystal clear iPad. For Klein, easily switching over from the YouTube app to Safari so he could look at questions posted online for reflection—and then to Pages to respond and upload his answers— was not only doable, but far more convenient. He’s not alone in his enthusiasm. “I can no longer imagine high school without the iPad. Teachers have changed their teaching style to incorporate the iPads. We can work on presentations, do our homework and study on (them),” said fellow Cretin-Derham senior Alisha Engelbrekt. “It changed my high school experience with the ability for me to do everything for school on a small device that I can carry with me almost everywhere.” n Cretin-Derham Hall, a Catholic high school in St. Paul, is in the second year of its 1:1 iPad program. Students have even been educating staff on best ways to use the tablet. troubleshooting and minimal repairs. A student that brings his or her own iPad is charged $50 for apps and other program expenses. “iPads were chosen because of cost. They were much more affordable and easy to use for teachers and students,” said CDH principal Mona Passman Schmitz. As for implementation, CDH did not jump into the program without a safety net in mind. During the 201112 school year, a third of the ninth graders and a third of the teachers got iPads for a trimester at a time. It was an experiment to gain perspective, O’Connor said. “We tweaked the program as we went along,” she said, “but most of the feedback (during those early stages) was positive from the nine teachers involved and (their) students.” CDH received iPad support and advice from numerous places, including DeLaSalle High School in Minneapolis, which had the 1:1 program a year prior to the fellow private high school. TIES, a joint powers cooperative owned by 48 Minnesota school districts, also provides schools with training and resources in the world of technology. They assist school partners “I can no longer imagine high school without the iPad. Teachers have changed their teaching style to incorporate the iPads. We can work on presentations, do our homework and study on (them). It changed my high school experience with the ability for me to do everything for school on a small device that I can carry with me almost everywhere.” — Alisha Engelbrekt during big transitions by offering a variety of workshops and expertise on everything from word processing and multimedia production to, of course, iPads. Training is broken down into specific lessons on how to operate an iPad and how to use various programs that are available. Cara Hagen, an education technology consultant at TIES, was amazed at the schoolrelated “buzz” that surrounded the iPad when it first was introduced on the market. “I’ve never seen anything implemented this fast,” Hagen said. The excitement was particularly off the charts because the iPad could be used as not just an educational tool, she said, but an interactive one. CHANGING MODELS Although there is no “correct way” to introduce an iPad into the classroom, a major part of Hagen’s job is to educate teachers on how to approach the ipad infusion continued on page 27 the technoology issue Bridging the digital divide When technology doesn’t present itself in school or at home, external resources are needed to help teens Elena Renken St. Paul Central Thomas Wrede Amidst shelves of books at Rondo Community Outreach Library in St. Paul, a group of patrons has its eyes fastened to glowing computer screens. It is a scene set in neutrals, with white tables and beige pillars, but the surroundings are not the focus. The snapping of keys and clicking of mice fills the open space as people work and play in this oasis of technology, absorbed in the pixels on their screens. Colorful elastics adorn the wrist of 15-year-old Donquala Patterson, who rests her hand next to a keyboard as she clicks calmly across her screen. A resident of the Rondo neighborhood, she doesn’t have a computer at home and uses one at the library once a week “to look for jobs.” Plenty of young people come in simply to use the public computers, but the library also offers other opportunities just for teens. The Createch Program makes technology available to teens from 4 to 6 p.m. on Tuesdays. Often, the library puts out iPads for teens to use. “I think that’s the big draw—the iPads,” said Tayo Adefuye, a library customer service assistant at Rondo. But Createch also offers other activities. Once, he said, Minnesotabred sound artists Beatrix*JAR helped teens take apart circuits to n Maddie Tate, manager at PC’s for People, said computer access is a multi-faceted process, and isn’t solved simply by Alexis Reaves Blake Upper School experiment with sound. Another Tuesday, the lab focused on aerial photography. Once or twice a month, public libraries also offer workshops led by the Teen Tech Crew, a group of nine high schoolers organized through the Science Museum of Minnesota. Peter Kirschmann, the youth crew manager for the Teen Tech Crew, said teens interact with technology in three ways: hanging out, messing around and geeking out. “As opposed to just using Facebook, maybe they’re playing with some things on the iPad that they haven’t tried before, maybe producing some videos, maybe doing some stop motion animation,” he said. SCHOOL DISPARITIES Such workshops and programs allow teens to access and giving customers an older model for free. experiment with technology, but those in computerless homes still face challenges. For Jennifer Nelson, a partnerships coordinator specializing in digital inclusion at Minnesota’s Department of Education, the classroom should be the “great equalizer,” providing the opportunity to serve children, no matter their background. However, “there are disparities” between schools and neighborhoods, making external resources necessary. According to the Pew Research Center, 84 percent of teachers nationwide think that electronic devices in education are driving a gap between upper and lower income school districts. For those who live in poverty or near it, digital education can take a backseat to more pressing concerns. “For lower income teens, the older a student gets, the more pressure is on them to find a job and to be engaged in the workforce. They can’t come to a public library and take a class on using a computer because the family priority is getting them a job. That’s a huge barrier,” Nelson said. With those challenges, education and technological skills are “For lower income teens, the older a student gets, the more pressure is on them to find a job and to be engaged in the workforce. They can’t come to a public library and take a class on using a computer because the family priority is getting them a job. That’s a huge barrier.” —Jennifer Nelson. pushed to the periphery—“the family has a primary concern of putting food on the table and making sure there’s a safe place to stay at night,” Nelson said. While income is one of the factors why some schools can’t receive technology, by no means is it the only one. Cara Hagen is an education technology consultant for TIES, a St. Paul company that trains teachers for effective electronic use. “Digital equity isn’t just the haves and the have-nots. That’s one piece,” Hagen said. She cites policy, budget, management and the classroom itself as factors. For instance, the school in question may have procedures in place that would make a major change such as digital implementation extremely difficult. Getting community leaders and school officials to agree on effective and financially feasible digital divide continued on page 27 september/october 2013 25 social media from page 15 targeted to a specific person. “(With) indirect tweet(s), people say things, but they don’t say who they’re saying it to. ‘Oh, I really wish you wouldn’t do that anymore’, and not say who they’re talking about,” she said. With the option of adding hashtags, anybody can make a post about how upset they are, and add the hashtag “wannacry” or “I’mSoSad,” etc. These types of posts leave followers speculating about the reason why this person is upset. Since no names are mentioned, teens can become defensive, thinking that the post is written about them, Bodell said. FRIENDSHIP REJECTION Teens often find it stressful adding friends and followers on social media sites. While at Lake Calhoun in Minneapolis, Sara Carle, 15, said about adding friends, “Well, I guess the most awkward is when you feel like you actually know them, and then they don’t accept (your request) even though you have mutual friends and you have talked to them before.” According to Pew, girls tend to change their friend groups around, and “are more likely than boys to delete friends from their network and block people.” Having a lot of friends is a key priority for teens because it conveys that they’re “popular” and “social,” Lenhart said. “Likes specifically seem to be a strong proxy for social status, such that teen Facebook users will manipulate their profile and timeline content in order to garner the maximum number of ‘likes’, and remove photos with too few ‘likes,’” she said. CYBERBULLYING There’s a sense of security that comes along with being behind a computer screen versus saying mean words to someone’s face. “Well, it’s like over the Internet, people feel like they can say anything because they’re just typing into a keyboard. They’re not really saying it to somebody’s face,” Leitch Lodge said. “So people can say a lot more negative things and feel more comfortable with it because they’re not actually face-to-face.” Jason Davis, 14, of Minneapolis, was confused when a teen he didn’t know tried to bully him into a fight. “It was a friend through a friend. I met him maybe once,” Davis said. “But he was like, ‘I wanna fight you.’” Though nothing ever came of the incident, it proved to Davis that social media can test you in negative ways, and how you react in real life matters. time suck from page 20 your commitment to family time.” “The average home has about 24 different consumer media and communication devices,” said Foresters spokeswoman Teresa Pavlin. “So, it’s not unusual for every member of the family to be on their own device even if they’re in the same house or the same room, kind of ignoring the face-to-face.” Perhaps no one knows the effects better than Amanda Lenhart, who studies how teens use technology for Pew Research Center in Washington, D.C. Lenhart also has teenagers. It bothers her that some families spend 13 hours a day using electronic devices. “We should be thinking about what we’re exchanging in our lives for that screen time. I also think it’s an issue of, ‘Who do you want to be?’ If it’s really important to you and your family to have great comfort with technology, maybe spending that much time with screened media makes sense,” Lenhart said. “But if you’re the kind of person who wants to do different things, maybe play a sport, maybe stay outside in your garden, or give back to your community through service, or maybe work on art with your hands, it’d be wise to think about balancing those kinds of things with your time in front of screened media.” 26 threesixtyjournalism.org music piracy from page 18 intern at NPR, wrote that she has only paid for 15 CDs in her life and didn’t think her generation would ever buy music. In an online rebuttal that went viral, David Lowery, the lead singer of ‘90s alternative band Cracker, took up for musicians by pointing out the moral and financial implications of White’s “free culture” attitude. WHO IS IT AFFECTING? Those same artistic interests extend to distributors of music, like local records stores, which aren’t as frequently found these days because of digital piracy and iTunes sales. If White’s generation continues to value convenience over the physical act of purchasing music, “that’s what would put us out of business,” said Martin Devaney, manager at Eclipse Records in St. Paul. “We cater to the customers who do care about the physical media, and we hope to win the other people over,” Devaney said. “Having a physical artifact and artwork are part of the listening experience. Coming from an artistic side of things, they put a lot of work into the presentation of their music and packaging, as well as the songs on the record.” A frequent customer at Eclipse, Sophie Gleekel, 16, of Woodbury, is an advocate for record stores, and more than half her music comes from them. She worries that won’t always be the case. “I feel really sad that there aren’t as many record stores as there were when my parents were going to college,” Gleekel said. “I hear a lot about record stores that my parents loved going to. I’d be really sad (if a record store closed). I find a lot of joy going to places like the Electric Fetus and Eclipse Records.” ipad infusion from page 24 game-changing piece of technology. This requires flexibility, adaptability and open-mindedness on the part of teachers, Hagen said. They have to be willing to grant students the opportunity to explore new ways of learning—for example, a teenager could opt to use iMovie for a project instead of doing a more conventional book report. This helps “level the playing field,” O’Connor said. Furthermore, some teachers at CDH have used the ShowMe app so they can problem solve online with a student who needs extra assistance. ShowMe has greatly “improved teacher-student communication,” Passman Schmitz said. O’Connor added that it is a “shared learning experience” between students and their educators. “If a teacher does not understand something, a student steps right in and shows him or her,” she said. A prime example, O’Connor said, is the student tech help area that was located in the CDH media center. It was run by students to assist fellow schoolmates who were experiencing difficulties with the iPad. “We wouldn’t have made it without it,” O’Connor said, “and by mid year teachers were even going there.” MINIMIZING DISTRACTIONS A majority of CDH students asked about the program agreed that having an iPad at school was worthwhile. Turning in assignments became more fluid. Applications like Notability eliminated the use of paper in certain classes because it enabled the high schoolers to receive, edit and turn in virtual worksheets. Students were permitted to take the iPad home for one primary digital divide from page 25 practices can also be an impediment. A NECESSARY TOOL “I think we take for granted that when you have a computer, you rely on it a lot,” said Maddie Tate, manager of the St. Paul location of PC’s for People, a non-profit organization that distributes free and cheap computers to local residents who qualify as low-income. “If you don’t have that for school work, for job applications, for everything like that, it definitely makes life a lot harder.” PC’s for People operates out of a nondescript building on Marshall Avenue. Often, a line of customers forms soon after the store opens at 10 a.m. on weekdays, snaking through the main room. The computers that are ready for sale go to the day’s first customers. Some computers are available for free, but many patrons choose to pay extremely discounted rates for newer models. A laptop sale also takes place on the The biggest criticism from parents and faculty remains a student’s ability to access almost any game or potentially counterproductive app. While the school is looking for ways to improve on that distraction in year two, Cretin-Derham Hall will not be backing away from technological advancements because of it. reason: to complete homework. Yet, they weren’t limited to only that. Essentially any app could be downloaded, ranging from disparate gaming hotspots to various social networking sites. Klein used the device to listen to music on his 35-minute drive to school, as well as to study or play games in the morning before classes commenced. Engelbrekt pointed out that the iPad was only a distraction if you let it become one. 15th of every month, and these days are even more chaotic. “That is pretty much like Black Friday,” Tate said. Beyond the main room, the back of the store is packed with stacks of computer parts. A technician sits next to the small mountain of computers waiting to be refurbished. “It was just recently coming out into the halls, but we managed to get it back,” Tate said, sweeping her eyes across the room. Five or six computers go out on the average day, she said, many of them to families. As the presence of technology continues to increase in schools, a computer is becoming more and more of a necessity, and it is often the minimum a student needs. That proved true for some. Eve Crabbe, a CDH senior, said that she didn’t think the iPad changed her ability to learn. Instead, it made her procrastinate more because of all the distractions that came with it. Whether someone was itching to level up on Candy Crush, check a notification atop the screen from Twitter, or send an hourly Snapchat—it was a disturbance at some level. “I think it was really hard for Helping young people gain access to computers is one of the goals of PC’s for People. In 2010, the organization began a project called PC’s for Kids. Through this program, PC’s for People strives to make computers available to families with a child in elementary school by coordinating with schools and head start programs. The business began with a kid who needed a computer, Tate said, recounting the story of a suspended student who was able to keep up with his schoolwork when he was given access to a computer. As the presence of technology continues to increase in schools, a computer is becoming more and more of a necessity, and it is often the minimum a student needs. MORE TO BE DONE Though providing computers to disadvantaged people is a significant step in shrinking the digital divide, these machines are limited in their usefulness without a working Internet people not to play games, me included, and that led to me having to learn self discipline,” Crabbe said. “I think that for the most part people used the iPads appropriately and it allowed us to see what it would be like in college with laptops or any other distraction.” The biggest criticism from parents and faculty remains a student’s ability to access almost any game or potentially counterproductive app. While the school is looking for ways to improve on that distraction in year two, CDH will not be backing away from technological advancements because of it, O’Connor said. For a first run in the ever-growing race to adapt and stay competitive, it was an overall success, Passman Schmitz said. Moreover, what the future holds could be just another swipe of a finger away. connection. To help resolve this problem in the Twin Cities, PC’s for People began selling discounted Internet in September of last year. Three thousand customers have signed up since, Tate said. But organizations like Rondo Library and PC’s for People still have plenty to do in their efforts to increase teenagers’ access to technology. A report by the Pew Research Center found that in the United States, seven percent of teens do not have a computer available to them at home. For some teens, school papers cannot be easily typed, and communication through social media is not always an option. It’s why Patterson has to go to a library to compete in the competitive job market. Her friends with technology have an easier time in school, and Patterson has noticed the difference. “Without computers, kids fall behind,” Tate said. september/october 2013 27 Keys for comfort The bright light beats down on my face and I feel miniscule beads of perspiration begin to form. My hands shake. I struggle to keep them still. I feel hundreds of eyes on me, every single one piercing through my mind, judging. I feel the vibrations of my nervous leg jittering with anticipation. My hands slip off the keys from the layer of cold sweat on my hands. I place them back on the keys, breathe like it’s my last breath, and begin playing. It’s a beautiful piece, and I soon lose myself in it. It’s warm, soft and wrapped around my heart. But as I finish, I’m struck by the thought, “Did I mess up at all?” And at that very moment my worst nightmare comes true. One of my fingers slips and I hit a wrong note. Suddenly I feel like my whole world is turning and spinning. A voice from the past, the one inside my head, continues to haunt me. “Danielle, why’d you mess up? Why don’t you ever prepare better? You can’t blame anyone else but yourself.” I force myself to finish the piece, but no longer is it a beautiful song. It is now cold, hard and distant from my heart. § This is usually what happens when I perform piano. Self-doubt always creeps in and causes me to pull away from 28 threesixtyjournalism.org Danielle Wong Eastview High School the musical paradise that I almost reached. Sometimes I think it’s because my older sister, Katerina, is such an amazing pianist and I feel pressure to perform as well as she does. Other times I think it’s because I’m afraid to succeed at piano. I always get scared when I make those tiny mistakes during my piano performances. Every minor mistake is followed by a larger one. They throw me off, making me terrified of what could happen at my next recital. I always feel some flash of hurt, anger, disappointment and of course, that torturous doubtful voice inside my head saying, “What if I had played it with more feeling? If only I didn’t have a nervous breakdown when I played the wrong note!” I’m also terrified of disappointing my family. Sometimes I dream about being an amazing pianist, but then at one of my concerts I do something terrible and my family never speaks to me again. I understand that I’m so lucky to have a supportive family, as not everyone has a family that cares enough to cancel all events for that day and attend a piano competition. Even when I want to quit piano— which has happened too many times Submitted Plagued with doubt, a teen pianist begins playing for the right reasons to count—my parents refuse to let me because they know I can succeed and that it will make me a better person. Their unconditional love and support makes me feel like I need to succeed so that the sacrifices they make for me don’t go to waste. However, fear of success, and the fear of not living up to my older sister, caused me to pull away from piano. When my piano teacher decided to close her studio and work at MacPhail Center For Music, I finally had an excuse to “teach myself.” But somehow the idea seemed a lot more appealing in my head than when I actually started practicing. I took a break from piano last year, and along with my parents, decided to compose a plan to begin teaching myself once school ended. But once again, I got scared and used the excuse of “being too busy” to avoid practicing. § The recital has finished and I’m on the couch watching TV. I’m wallowing in remorse and embarrassment at yet another recital gone sour. My mom comes to sit next to me. She doesn’t say anything at first. Instead, she just sits there with her arm wrapped around me, the sleeve of her worn out red sweater rubbing against my silky pink pajamas. Then she asks quietly, just barely over the noise of the commercial, “What happened?” I reluctantly reply with the only acceptable answer. The one I know she probably won’t understand or be happy with, but the one that holds the truth. “I don’t know.” § Then I had an epiphany. It struck me that I had been sitting around, as scared as a mouse of achieving something that could only help me grow—not only as a person, but also in my future career. So I took it upon myself to go downstairs and face my mountain. I opened up a book and began trying out new piano songs until I found one that looked particularly difficult. The page was littered with all kinds of rhythms and symbols foreign to me. I was about to flip to the next Sometimes I dream about being an amazing pianist, but then at one of my concerts I do something terrible and my family never speaks to me again. I understand that I’m so lucky to have a supportive family, as not everyone has a family that cares enough to cancel all events for that day and attend a piano competition. song when I remembered what I’d just told myself about facing “the mountain.” I flattened the book out and winced throughout the first page of difficult notes. Then I went online to listen to a performance of the song and melted from the beauty of it. I remembered the last recital when I had messed up a similarly beautiful song, and I steeled myself against the past and focused on the present. Hope and the excitement of starting something new coursed through my veins. I felt myself sit up straighter. I was going to do this. I was going to succeed. And I did. I’m more than halfway done with the piece. It’s not just beautiful to listen to, but it’s beautiful for my fingers to play. I began to play more often for my mom, telling her, “Listen to this!” or “Can you come and listen to me?” We would discuss my plans for a future career in piano openly instead of shying away from the topic. Soon, I no longer took her feedback as negative, but as constructive. Katerina even became less of a threat to me, and instead serves as a source of inspiration and wisdom. Even my younger sister, Isabelle, is beginning to excel at piano, and I hope to teach her everything that my older sister taught me. Now I can perform piano in front of large audiences without being paralyzed by self-doubt and fear. This experience also taught me not to quit when I haven’t put my best effort to the struggle, but mainly that I should learn piano for myself, not for someone else. Before, I had to drag myself to the piano. Now, my fingers can’t wait to have some fun. It’s only (gulp) high school, right? A struggle with anxiety, perfectionism puts future plans into focus Editor’s note: This essay was written as part of ThreeSixty’s July Intro to Journalism Camp. We’re happy to report that Mina’s first day of high school was a positive experience. Colorful textbooks are stacked neatly in a pile, each book already labeled and colorcoded. A massive pencil pouch containing exactly ten pencils sits next to the pile. A month and a half remains until I begin my first year of high school. Some may think I’m crazy for already having my school supplies ready in the middle of July, but I take a lot of pride in the fact that I stopped myself from reading all of my textbooks in addition to my preparations. This year, I am determined to loosen up a bit. This year, my first day at Wayzata High School will not be a repeat of that first awful day of middle school. “Hey look, the sixlet is trying to follow us,” the towering eighth grader chortled, pointing me out to his friend. I gulped and stared nervously in the opposite direction. I couldn’t believe this. The first day of middle school and I was already hopelessly lost. “I swear my homeroom should be right here,” I thought frantically, staring down a whitewashed wall. I spun around, a miniature midget swept away in a sea of jeans-clad Mina Yuan Wayzata High School legs and furry Uggs, searching for a single door. Standing four-feetnine inches tall, I was a shrimpy sixth grader lost in a middle school so huge it had once been the high school. My mind strained to retrace steps, but to no avail. If anything, I was even more confused. Just as I began to think that there was no way this situation could get any worse, the speakers buzzed to life. The first bell of the day rang out, signaling for all students to get to class. “I’m dead,” I told myself in my hazy and dysfunctional brain, “utterly and completely dead.” Suddenly, a rough shove from a seventh grader forced me out of my daze. “Come on, sixlet! Get to class. Didn’t you hear first bell?” My eyes traveled fearfully up the tall seventh grader and I nodded hysterically, clutching my books and sprinting off in a random direction. I gasped for breath as I kept running and yelped in my head, “You have two minutes to get to class, Mina! Run faster!” Turning around to spot if the gargantuan seventh grader was still watching me, I dashed backwards as a heavy blanket of terror descended. My teetering brain could not handle the additional weight of my fear. I suddenly wobbled, my backpack tugging me towards the ground. Falling onto my back, I skidded down the hall and landed in a pitiful heap at the foot of a door, looking like the world’s worst turtle. I laid there, the oxygen circulating through my lungs as my head slowly cleared. Clambering up, I glanced inside the door I had landed by and immediately recognized my homeroom teacher. Thanking my lucky stars, I hurried in. That frightening experience occurred nearly three years ago, but the lesson I learned still remains with me today. At the time, I was almost paranoid in my need to always know where I was going, both physically and spiritually. I had always been an extremely competitive person, constantly driving myself to achieve higher test scores, to improve my piano technique. I had been planning a career for myself since kindergarten, and I was pushed to strive for it by the one person who expected more out of me than anyone else. Myself. Like infamous chess master Bobby Fischer, I was determined to calculate and consider every possible move. Some people said that my attitude would lead me to success, and congratulated my family on the fact that I didn’t need my parents to pressure me. Yet also like Fischer, my drive for perfection began to spoil and fester in my brain. Before even beginning a project, I would read over the instructions dozens of times, reciting them in my head as I fearfully imagined every way that I could possibly mess up. I was extremely indecisive and often required my family’s input before deciding what to eat or what to wear. My friends and family began to fret that my attitude would end up harming me, but I never listened to them. It took years for me to come to the realization that overthinking things is not healthy. I still struggle with my anxiety, and although it often manifests itself in mild situations, it is actually “I swear my homeroom should be right here,” I thought frantically, staring down a whitewashed wall. I spun around, a miniature midget swept away in a sea of jeans-clad legs and furry Uggs, searching for a single door. Standing four-feet-nine inches tall, I was a shrimpy sixth grader lost in a middle school so huge it had once been the high school. think spot Recall a time when you were so anxiety-ridden that it ruined your ability to enjoy what should have been a positive moment. What did you learn from the experience? How would you change? a serious problem for me. When I was in 7th grade, my social studies teacher had allotted an entire month to an enormous research project. By the end of the first week, I had already finished and typed out all 16 pages required. Imagine my horror when my printer decided to suddenly begin printing crooked the night before the report was due. Refusing that any of my pages look less than perfect, I immediately began to handwrite the entire paper, even measuring out margins and line spacings with a ruler. By the time I had finished, it was almost four in the morning and I was nearing tears. That day, I was so exhausted that I almost fell asleep during an exam. Unfortunately for me, this was not the only time my anxiety decided to rear its head at an inconvenient time. Every weekend, I spent hours locked in my room doing homework or studying, only emerging for meals. When friends called, I told them I was busy. When the weather was nice, I shut the blinds and returned my attention to books. My strategy for life was damaging my social life and mental health, and although I had realized the effect it was having on me, it took a lot for me to change my attitude. In 7th grade, I joined UMTYMP (University of Minnesota Talented Youth Mathematics Program), an extremely accelerated math program. Students of UMTYMP attend a lecture at the University of Minnesota once a week. Each lecture covers three weeks of high school or college math, and two-hour exams are held three to four times a semester. UMTYMP’s accelerated speed forced my high school continued on page 31 september/october 2013 29 Getting technical Teens sharpen skills at Genesys Works’ summer training program Summer brings sunny days, warm weather and—for most high school students—a break from the hard work that’s demanded during an academic year. However, more than 200 Minnesota students didn’t sit idly on the beach or blow through their entire Netflix queue to pass the time this summer. Instead, they used the school-free months to learn what it takes to be a successful professional through an intense training program. Originally founded 11 years ago in Houston, Genesys Works expanded to the Twin Cities in 2008. Starting with just 11 students, it now serves more than 200 students each year. The goal of the program is to “prepare students for college and career success,” said executive director Jeff Tollefson. After a selection process, which includes an application and an interview, upcoming seniors are hired to engage in an eight-week high school from page 29 Amolak Singh Nova Classical Academy training workshop throughout the summer. The intent is to teach them professional and technical skills required to succeed in the corporate world—from dealing with customers in a businesslike manner to shaking hands properly to the specifics of upgrading hardware. Genesys offers two technical tracks: Information Technology (IT) and business operations. Students select their preference when they apply. Habiib Hassan, 17, a senior at Edina High School, underwent IT training over the summer. “I learned so many skills related to IT and computers, but I also learned a lot of professional skills, like how to deal with people,” Hassan said. He also attests to the intensity of the training. “It’s pretty rigorous because of all the tests and it requires a lot of hard work. If you’re not interested in IT and working hard, then you won’t like the program,” Hassan said. The training is divided into several units, and after each unit, they are tested on the material covered. After they have successfully completed the courses and passed the finals, the students are “drafted” by one of 40 companies and corporations for work during the school year. Some are Fortune 500 companies, including 3M, Medtronic, Target and Bremer Financial. Hassan will be working at Minneapolis-based Cargill this year as a software analyst. This is Cargill’s inaugural year with Genesys. think spot Has your own job or internship influenced a potential career path? What would you recommend to a fellow teen who hasn’t been employed yet? Tollefson said it used to be difficult to convince companies about the value of teen internships, but now it’s becoming easier. “It used to be harder because of the misconceptions about what teens are capable of and what a high school internship means, but after seeing the success of our first class, it has been much easier,” he said. Students undertake a variety of jobs, from providing help desk support to performing hardware upgrades and PC trouble-shooting. They must dedicate either their mornings or afternoons, five days a week, to working at the company, which means they must miss some school. However, students receive three credits for their employment. In addition, they earn around $8 to $10 an hour, and since interns accumulate an average of 1,000 “I learned so many skills related to IT and computers, but I also learned a lot of professional skills, like how to deal with people. It’s pretty rigorous because of all the tests homework load to skyrocket. I slowly came to the realization that I could not spend an hour painstakingly tracing a single diagram onto my paper anymore. After a month of staying up to complete my homework, I set up a system for myself. On the weekends, I would spend two hours practicing instruments and only three to four and it requires a lot of hard work. If you’re not interested in IT and working hard, then you won’t like the program.” —Habiib Hassan hours on UMTYMP a day. By setting limits on my time, I learned to finish homework quickly and efficiently, and found myself with more leisure time. I started to enjoy my weekends instead of using them to perfect my homework. When friends called, I agreed to go watch a movie with them. When the sky was blue and there wasn’t a cloud in sight, I happily stretched out on the grass and soaked up the sunshine. By no means was I over my anxiety, but I was beginning to learn to manage it. A month and a half away from starting high school, I have high hopes for myself. Over the last three years, I have started to loosen up and stop fretting about every little detail, and I want to continue this process in high school. While I still aspire to attend an Ivy League hours, students can earn upwards of $9,000 in their senior year. According to Tollefson, the cash and experience is invaluable to students, especially ones from low-income families. “We target anyone that’s really motivated since this is a huge commitment of time, anyone willing to put the effort in to be successful at a professional and technical level. But we especially target students who come from financially challenged families,” he said. Ninety-six percent of Genesys Works’ interns are students of color, and Tollefson thinks that the program is succeeding at bridging the significant achievement gap. While Tollefson hopes to grow and expand to ensure more students are on track for successful college and professional careers, the success of Genesys Works has been staggering. Their website is loaded with success stories of students who are now taking advantage of excellent career opportunities post-college. Since the first summer training five years ago, 97 percent of Genesys students have gone to college, and more than 80 percent have either graduated or are still in college. college and graduate at the top of my class, I would also like to broaden my horizons and enjoy being a teenager. I want the whole high school experience: SAT’s, ACT’s, Homecoming, Prom. I am going to take high school one challenge at a time, and in four years, perhaps that first day of sixth grade will be nothing but a distant memory. september/october 2013 31 "Ê79-Ê- “Don’t play with your food.” TWIN CITIES’ TEENS Be part of the launch of ProtectMyRep, a new online tool that will help you: See what your Facebook says about you. Learn who’s watching you online. Test your social media knowledge. Use social media to build your image. Ê-Ê "7 You could get paid for it? Become Part of Our Team ,-* /ÊUÊ/7",ÊUÊ "6/" UÊiÝLiÊ-V i`Õià UÊ >à ÊvÀÊ i}i UÊ«ÞiiÊÃVÕÌ UÊÀi>ÌÊ7ÀÊÛÀiÌ Go to LundsandByerlys.com and click “ABOUT US.” Select “Careers”and click “View positions and apply.” Lund Food Holdings, Inc. is an Equal Opportunity Employer and a Drug-Free Workplace. 32 threesixtyjournalism.org FREE Thursday, Sept. 26 drawstring bag 4-5:30 p.m. Minneapolis Central Library for the first 50 participants 300 Nicollet Mall At the event, you will: Learn how employers and colleges use social media to judge applicants. Learn how to repair a damaged online reputation. Get personal feedback on your Facebook profile. Free and open to any teen, but let us know if you plan on coming at www.threesixtyjournalism.org/ProtectMyRep or contact Lynda McDonnell at lmmcdonnell@stthomas.edu