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INTERVIEW Dona Holleman: «Yoga c’est moi» Bangkok-born Dutchwoman Dona Holleman has practiced yoga for 50 years. a major role in its Italian development. . . She played But she objects to the way it’s taught and received in the West, where she says the practice exists to soothe egos and rein in waistlines. . . As a result, she’s created an approach that uses the creatures closest to her heart: Horses. In her Normandie center, she tries teaching students and visitors how the life and movements of horses can teach people how to live their lives better and more purely. by Alessandra Garusi hough Dona Holleman holds a Dutch passport, it is Asia that most rears up in her past. She has practiced yoga for half-a-century, taught it for 45 years, and written a book about it (“Dancing in the Body of Light,” 2000). She moved to Italy in 1972, helping to introduce yoga to a country that at the time knew little about it. “The only thing a teacher can do is to get people to stop calling her ‘teacher,’” she says. “You get to that point by doing what you. If you want to progress in life, anything is teachable, and all you see teaches you. A horse can be a wonderful teacher. Rain can teach, so can leaves. It depends on how you choose to see things. If you’re bored, you block yourself from taking anything in.” Many of Holleman’s students have become instructors in their own right, which makes her proud (though she refuses to acknowledge the “great teacher” label many have bestowed on her). “Now, I travel a lot less,” she smiles. “I can teach from home. Move a little furniture and I can get 14 people in- T to the room.” She spends the first week in August teaching at the Epona Academy for Personal Development “La Chevrie,” in Normandy, France, which she helped found. When she’s not traveling, she lives in Soiano, near the verdant shored of Lake Garda. “I have no ‘future plans,’ per se,” she laughs, “apart from taking care of my animals, petting them, feed them, nurturing them.” She has “Cisco,” a 22-year-old horse (“a gentleman,” she calls him); a four-year-old pony named Julius Caesar (“fluffy,” she smiles); two donkeys named Suzy Wong (after a character in a 1950s movie) and Lulu Bel; cats Ricky and Lucy; and Bonita, a dog she picked up from a local kennel. He love for animals, and horses in particular, dates back to childhood. As a girl, she frolicked in rice and tea fields of in Thailand. number 32 . october 2010 . 135 n many respects, Holleman’s life could make for a movie in its own right. She was born in 1942 in Japanese refugee camp in Bangkok in 1942 (editor’s note: during World War II, Thailand agreed to assist Japan, resulting in the arrest of Allied nationals) to an Indonesian mother. Her father died in the camp, leading the four-year-old Holleman and her mother to seek safe harbor at the Eerde Estate in Holland, owned at the time by Baron Philip van Pallant, a friend of Holleman’s mother. Situated in the middle of a forest, the castle itself had a rich history. Van Pallant had deeded it to Order of Eastern Star in 1924, led by Indian-born philosopher and spiritual leader Jiddu Krishnamurti (1895-1986). But in 1929, the 34-year-old Krishnamurti decided against becoming a guru in 1929 and dissolved the order. He continued teach at the estate until it was transformed into a Quaker school, where Holleman’s widowed mother got a job as a biology teacher. “I have a lot of memories of the estate,” says Holleman. “I was the youngest child on the premises, which made me into a kind of mascot.” She roamed the woods and watched Quaker rites. “A typical Quaker meeting called for silence while all the people gathered around waited for divine forces to energize their bodies. In fact, the term ‘Quaker’ derives from English ‘shaker.’” Watching these rites was the first chapter in what would become a lifelong spiritual quest. After life with the Quakers came time spent in Indonesia, where Holleman lived from ages six through 14. Immediately after World War II, the country, which had long been a Dutch colony, was confronted by turmoil and civil strife. Even before the end of the war, Japan had organized an independence committee, naming nationalist Sukarno to head it (early on, Sukarno had supported the Japanese, which he later regretted). On Dec. 17, 1949, following four years of war and negotiations, Dutch Queen Juliana recognized Indonesian independence, with Sukarno becoming the new nation’s first president. Her mother felt more at home in Indonesia, where she’d met and married her late husband. Holleman still has vivid memories of growing up during those years, above all because they put horses into her life. “There was civil war going on, and soldiers were everywhere. At night you could still hear the shooting. But as the conflict died down, the military tried to reinvent itself. One officer, a Colonel Kriynders, built a horse stable. You know how kids go crazy for ponies, and I was no differ- I 136 . east . europe and asia strategies ent.” Holleman and her friends saw Kriynders as kind of guru. Her love for horses would stay with her always. By age 23, Holleman had therefore already been exposed to four major religions, Christianity, Islam, Buddhism, and Hinduism. As a result, she distanced from any specific faith. “It is a paradox that on the one hand religions lock you in a cage, on the other they encourage you to liberate yourself,” she says. “What any human being should say is, ‘Like animal and plants, I am a child of nature, of the universe, and therefore I can receive without intermediaries.’” Dona Holleman with her animals. She helped introduce yoga in Italy. Krishnamurti, whom Holleman met for the first time at 18, helped embodied this approach. “I want to teach yoga,” she told Krisnamurti while visiting him at his Swiss home. “If that’s the case,” he replied, “then you should learn from the best — B.K.S. Iyengar.” In 1952, Iyengar had met and befriended the famous violinist Yehudi Menuhin, who arranged for him to teach in London, Switzerland, Paris and elsewhere. Iyengar. Credited with helping popularize yoga in the West – he was later named among the world’s most influential people by Time Magazine — he by chance had an apartment not far from Krisnamurti’s. In 1964, Holleman departed for Bombay (now known as Mumbai), where she became one of three Iyengar stu- dents, and the only Westerner. She practiced with him every morning. On weekends, he lectured about position and technique. The work itself was intense. In six months, she learned more than 200 asanas (positions) that would take her 40 years to fully understand, digest, and apply. “When I think of those days I see myself and Iyengar as two fireballs that collided,” she says. “We both had extremely strong characters, so we often argued. At the same time we also shared deep understanding.” In 1965, Iyengar published his first book, “Light on Yoga,” in which he explored the practice position-by-position. Yoga derives from ancient tradition that originated with the Yoga Sutras of Patanjali in the second century AD. A Sutra is literally a thread or line that holds things number 32 . october 2010 . 137 together. Metaphorically, it’s a formula designed through repetition to revolutionize the perception of body and mind. It can be applied and practiced anywhere and at any time. Holleman returned to Holland to finish her training but returned to India in 1969. This time she worked in Pune, which housed the Ramatami Iyengar Memorial Yoga Institute. On this occasion The Tao reinforces yin and yang, Iyengar had more foropposite but complimentary forces. eign students and a few Indians. But she soon fell out with him. “According to Iyengar, the body must adapt to the asanas, and not the other way around. His idea was that you start with the asanas and then move on to the body. Instead, for me, it’s the body that comes first,” she says. “He wasn’t about to take me seriously, let alone adjust. His macho Hindu background wouldn’t him even consider the though. It was ‘My way or leave.’” So she left. Her wish was to adapt ancient yoga to more modern times and a different cultural context. After 1969, she returned to Pune only once, in 1972. ers was anything but the easy choice. “The West yoga embraced yoga in a very superficial way,” she says, “and an egocentric one. It wasn’t about love but about self. People practiced yoga in all kinds of forms, but to save themselves. They wanted to stay young, to stop time. It was as if they wanted the world to begin and end on their mat. " Holleman is candid and bitter about what amounts to a betrayal, at least from her perspective. “The great lesson of yoga,” she continues, “is that we’re all equal and should live in harmony. Yoga is intended to make us feel the union between human beings and plants and stars and animals. Even Einstein said humanity had to broaden the density of its love, not H 138 . east . europe and asia strategies shrink away from it.” The idea of eating animal flesh, in the context of such thinking, was unthinkable. A chicken, a rabbit or horse were, or should be, on the same plane as all other living creatures. “They are our brothers, our friends. Eating them is a sin against God!” she says. Dona. All she’d learned from the times she’d cavorted as a child in Thai tea fields and studied yoga on hot August days in India suddenly came together. “Being involved with horses wasn’t enough, not was yoga. So I decided to merge them, hence Epona Yoga.” The Romans picked up on Epona, which had emerged from Celtic mythology. Epona was the goddess of horses and mules. The cult tended to united people who had moved west from the steppes of Asia. The term "pony" comes from Medieval Latin, so does the “hypo” in “hypo-therapy,” with the prefix meaning “more.” Says Holleman: “I’m indebted to my supreme masters: Horses. They taught me — and continue to teach me — to pay full attention to the environment around me. There is a proverb that says, ‘Before a horse, a man is naked.’ If you do something you don’t like you have to look inside yourself, because that’s where you’ll find the answers. Of course it’s hard to work on yourself all that time. At the same time, it represents an opportunity to grow. The way yoga is practiced in the West facilitates a fiction. That fiction, in turn, is unacceptable to a horse. A horse seeks truth. As such, the horse is a master. And a master is a creature that lives totally in the present without fostering any personal agenda...” The Epona Academy for Personal Development “La Chevrie” helps teach and develop this worldview, which is Holleman’s. Some come for the yoga, having never ridden a horse. Others ride horses and seek a synthesis. She Holleman with “Cisco,” one of her horses Her love for horses dates back to time spent in Thailand when she was a child. hosts guests of all ages, cultural backgrounds, and profession. She’s teaches her students both how to “read the signs” that horses offer, and to create a “yoga-centered” life. In essence, she applies Yin-Yang, where “yang” represents the part of people who wish to act positively on the world in thought and deed, while “yin” is the receptor, the introverted part: the way the universe imprints its inhabitants. Other concepts come into play, including Taoism. She applies “Wei-wu-wei” (doing by not doing) and “yan-t- su” (internal action). Wei-wu-wei means moving in harmony with the forces around you — the antithesis, for example, of applying body and soul to win material goods. Yan-tsu, meanwhile, is identified as movement based on internal energy that exists outside the context of external forces or stimuli. The asanas then flow like water, and action becomes itself. Nature plays a central role in learning the meaning of these instructions. “I’m not saying that we practice in the rain,” she laughs. “But the stones are alive. So are the clouds, the stars, the animals, and the trees. All is alive and pulsating. Our bodies are alive. If you accept that it’s easier to feel a connection with the forces of the universe.” . number 32 . october 2010 . 139