Fall 2015 - Aikido Institute
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Fall 2015 - Aikido Institute
Fall 2015 Newsletter of the AIKIDO INSTITUTE Oakland, CA The Japan Issue Oakland on the mat in Iwama Spirals Photo by David Lewin Aikido through the eyes of an artist Volume XVII, Issue 1 THE KIAI 1 CONTENTS Aikido Mind & Body 2 Shoulder Discipline 3 Aikido Only Works on Idiots 4 The Grindstone of the Spirit 6 On Returning 8 Spirals 9 Practice 13 Notes from a Visit to Sydney 14 Yoga Class 15 Why Aikido? 16 Aikido 17 Kangeiko 18 February Tests 20 Tai Sai 22 The Gasshuku 24 Surprise Visit 26 Kids Last Day 27 August Tests 28 Baseball Field Trip 29 Sake Tasting Trip 30 Goodbye Ted & Melissa 31 Bon Voyage Team Nippon 32 Team Nihon’s Japan Adventure 33 お墓参り Ohakamairi 44 Training for Iwama 47 The Ghost(s) of Iwama 49 2015 Dojo Holiday Party 51 Volume XVII, Issue 1 Executive Editor Deborah Maizels Managing Editor Eduardo Guardarramas Art Director Jim Beno 5036 Telegraph Avenue Oakland, CA 94609 510-658-2155 info@aikidoinstitute.org aikidoinstitute.org Copyright © 2015, Aiki Integrated Arts. The Aikido Institute is a 501(c)(3) Nonprofit Organization. AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 THE KIAI 2 AIKIDO MIND & BODY by Stephen Kilmer, Dojo Cho “The techniques of aikido change constantly; every encounter is unique and the appropriate response should emerge naturally.” – O-Sensei I am a firm believer that regular training and focusing on the basics will enable you to reach the point where you will see the truth of the above statement both intellectually and somatically. It is very likely, but not necessary, that a 6th kyu won’t see this as clearly as a 4th kyu and a 4th kyu won’t see it as clearly as a 1st kyu or yudansha. Eventually, though, you should get there. I’m pretty sure that I didn’t understand it as a 6th kyu but hope that I now understand it much better. I take these words of O-Sensei to mean that we need to understand both the physical form of the technique – the points where uke’s and nage’s bodies are in contact and the direction that we are moving – and the intent of the technique – to pin or throw uke in a certain way – in order to respond appropriately. The form of the technique is mastered by being told what is the basic form of the technique and what is a variation of the form and then repeating the basic movements over and over until they are so well understood by the mind that the body can perform them without consciously referencing the information about the technique stored in the brain. Once this stage is reached, a continual practice of the basic technique is essential. My goal is to have more than half of my training devoted to the ‘vegetables’ of the basic forms and the remaining portion to the ‘dessert’ of variations. Reaching the stage where technique is something that happens without thought takes time – and this time isn’t measured in years of training or hours on the mat – it is the time it takes one to understand the essence of any technique. One shouldn’t be disappointed if it doesn’t happen either as quickly as it does for someone else or, perhaps more importantly, as fast as we think it should be happening for us. AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 Finally, is the ‘appropriate’ and ‘natural’ response basic form or variation? Yes. If the basic form is as deeply embedded in our bodies as it should be after constant training in the basic form, then it will be the first thing that our body does – it will be natural. And if the basic form doesn’t, for some reason, get us where we want to be, then all the training in that basic form will lead us to a variation – either of that technique or another – that will take us where we want to be. THE KIAI 3 SHOULDER DISCIPLINE by Kim Peuser Sensei I have been doing shoulder exercises, twice a day, for 4 months now. They take 20-30 minutes each time. The exercises evolve as my shoulder improves, but “mai-nichi mainichi” as Saito Sensei used to say, I perform this practice. In the beginning I saw improvement nearly every day. Now I notice improvements every week, which is still quite frequent. I know that later, it will still be necessary to maintain this discipline and the improvements will be even slower. But they will still happen as long as I maintain my discipline. I’ve been thinking recently of the parallels with Aikido (or any other) training. At first there are quick but small improvements because you start from basically nothing. When you reach an intermediate stage, you notice the improvements less frequently, but they still come. And then as your practice matures, you notice the improvements even less often, but they are there, small and incremental, every day. Saito Sensei’s 5th book was titled, “Training Works Wonders.” It is true, and it can be applied to any endeavor. You make a commitment and you follow through on it. When you’re excited about it, you do it. When you get bored, you do it anyway. When you are tired, you do it tired. But what is the motivation? For me, there are two sources. First, it’s who I am: I am someone who practices martial arts, and there is a strong psychological element to that. It changes the way I look at life. Those who attended Kangeiko last year heard me share several quotations from Marcus Aurelius, the famous Stoic and Roman Emperor. If you are serious about your practice, it will change your approach to life as well. I owe my best to my teachers who have shown my possibilities to me: Saito Sensei, Inagaki Sensei, Witt Sensei, Frank Doran Sensei, and others. *Here are some of the quotes: “Never let the future disturb you. You will meet it, if you have to, with the same weapons of reason which today arm you against the present.” “You have power over your mind – not outside events. Realize this, and you will find strength.” “Do not act as if you were going to live ten thousand years. Death hangs over you. While you live, while it is in your power, be good.” Second, I owe it to my students and to my teachers to be the best I can be. I’ve been thinking about that a lot, especially since I received 7th Dan. I owe my best to you so you can see the possibilities. “Never let the future disturb you. You will meet it, if you have to, with the same weapons of reason which today arm you against the present.” “You have power over your mind – not outside events. Realize this, and you will find strength.” “Do not act as if you were going to live ten thousand years. Death hangs over you. While you live, while it is in your power, be good.” – Marcus Aurelius AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 THE KIAI 4 AIKIDO ONLY WORKS ON IDIOTS by Richard Levitt I But here’s the thing: In order to learn how it really works, you have to train like it really works. Gonna attack someone? Cool. Attack like someone who’s a total effing idiot, not a trained martial artist who knows what’s coming. ’ve been saying this for years. I’ve probably said it to you. But that’s because it’s true. Aikido only works on idiots. Anyone truly stupid enough to grab or punch you gets exactly what they deserve. And since so many of our blends engage the attacker by pulling them off balance, my theory proves itself double: they grab you—then hang on— as you 1) pull away and 2) take their balance. In order to learn how it really works, you have to train like it really works. Gonna attack someone? Grab like you have some terrible interest in that grab. You want to hold onto nage. You want to intimidate them. Take something. Maybe hurt them. Cool. Attack like Punch like nage is someone you want to beat up, not someone you’re gonna have dinner with later. what’s coming. Fool. AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 someone who’s a total effing idiot, not a trained martial artist who knows THE KIAI 5 In a short and very interesting Wikipedia entry [https://en.wikipedia. org/wiki/Right_of_self-defense] we learn all about “The right of self-defense (also called, when it applies to the defense of another, alter ego defense, defense of others, defense of a third person) is the right for persons to use reasonable force or defensive force, for the purpose of defending one’s own life or the lives of others, including, in certain circumstances, the use of deadly force.” persistent attack. If someone punches me, I need to know that punch will hit home if I don’t move. If someone grabs me, I need to feel like they’re grabbing with intent to do more than hold hands. They want to control me or hurt me. Read it. You’ll get all sorts of stuff about Roman law and cool Latin terms and philosophy around self-defense. I particularly like “The Castle Doctrine,” which dates back to the 17th century. The whole “a man’s home is his castle” thing. Mess with my castle, you’re messing with me. responsibility to be that The Universal Declaration of Human Rights says, “No one shall be subjected to arbitrary interference with their privacy, family, home or correspondence, nor to attacks upon their honour and reputation.” And if you apply a weak There you have it. It’s an essential human right not to be attacked. So not only is someone an idiot to attack you, but also a criminal. An idiot and a criminal. Someone like that deserves whatever they get. make me go away. Half-baked punches, powder-puff strikes and tentative grabs teach nothing. Courtesy falls are even worse. So as uke, it’s my idiot. I have to think I can get you. I have to muster all the arrogance, hubris and short-sightedness that would make one person attack another. technique or half-throw, it’s my responsibility to persist in my attack until you figure out how to It all sends me out into the world thinking that my techniques will work when some enormous sociopathic bruiser comes swinging for me. But that’s not my point, which is that Aikido only works on said idiots. Look, all they have to do is let go. So as uke, it’s my responsibility to be that idiot. I have to think I can get you. I have to muster all the arrogance, hubris and short-sightedness that would make one person attack another. And if you apply a weak technique or halfthrow, it’s my responsibility to persist in my attack until you figure out how to make me go away. We operate on the assumption—and need the kinesthetic dynamic—of a Yeah, I know it isn’t polite. I know it can be really frustrating for an uke (more on So let’s talk about that. Why does Aikido only work on idiots? Because they’re too stupid, too caught up in their own stuff to figure out what’s happening in time to stop. AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 that in a sec’). But that’s how to learn. It’s martial arts, not charm school. All that said, part of our agreement as training partners is that I won’t purposefully obstruct your technique. Remember, I’m the attacker … I’m a drunk dipwad at the bar, that weird dude at a party, a self-important soand-so in some parking lot, a date who doesn’t understand boundaries, or a mime. Just kidding about the mime. But I’m not the guy who knows how to get around your nikkyo or subvert your kote gaeshi. Applying some traction is OK. Testing a peer or senior student (can be) OK— just remember what goes around comes around. Exploring the edges is OK. The rule is to guide your junior training partners, sometimes directly (telling them something) and sometimes indirectly (through firm grabs and powerful attacks). The goal, of course—on the least subtle level—is to teach/learn/share Aikido techniques in a meaningful way. The only way to do that is practice in a meaningful way. On the subtlest level, it’s to learn how to live in harmony with yourself and others. Sometimes things are not so harmonious. That means it’s worth knowing how to defend your castle. But that requires someone to actually attack it. Could be some idiot. Better, an uke that’s willing to act like one. THE KIAI 6 THE GRINDSTONE OF THE SPIRIT A book review of Musashi by Eiji Yoshikawa by Jacob Clapsadle “Danger was the grindstone on which the swordsman whetted his spirit. Enemies were teachers in disguise.” – Eiji Yoshikawa, Musashi M y first encounter with Musashi came on a rainy day while I was staying in Japan. Having a few hours to myself, and the books I’d brought with me on the plane long since finished, I picked a thin volume off the bookshelf in the uchi deshi quarters and settled in to read. I didn’t realize at first, but it was only a collection of excerpts from the famous 950 page epic by Eiji Yoshikawa. Nonetheless I was engrossed, and the stories of intense samurai duels and the austere character of Japan’s most famous swordsman inspired me to train hard at the dojo. After I returned to California, I acquired the full novel. Beyond the rousing battles and samurai showdowns, it gives a rich portrait of feudal Japan in the early seventeenth century, a time of transition from civil war to stable nationhood under the Tokugawa Shogunate. In the settling dust, the restless warrior class must find out where they fit into a society of relative peace, and question the purpose of martial training for its own sake rather than for practical preparation for the battlefield. This is a very relevant theme for modern martial artists, who frequently must ask what exactly we are training for. Most of the time, especially in the western world, the answer boils down to goals of either competition, fitness, or self-defense. In Japanese tradition, there is also the Aikido practitioners who read the novel will find many similarities with the writings of O’Sensei – stressing the importance of a warrior’s connection with nature, the purification of the spirit, and Budo as a philosophy rather than an aimless and destructive force. understanding of Budo, the way of the warrior, as a path of self-perfection and spiritual growth. Miyamoto Mushashi is a great example of a man who embodied this way of thinking. Although Yoshikawa’s novel is a fictionalized account, many of the events described are believed to be true. As a volatile young man, Musashi wins many fights and duels thanks to his “unbridled fighting spirit”- a door-die attitude which he brings into every conflict. After a near brush with death, he decides to devote his life to perfecting the way of the sword. This proves challenging to define, let alone to achieve. At first, he hones his skills through a series of duels with AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 established swordsmen, and, although he succeeds against all challengers, it leads him into a cycle of vengeful bloodshed which is ultimately pointless. As his reputation grows, he is sought out by powerful lords and offered positions of wealth and influence, but as a simple wandering Ronin, he is more at home in nature, and feels that such promotions would only distract him from The Way. The same conflict arises in his personal relationships. While he is pulled to marry the woman he loves and start a family, his pursuit of perfect swordsmanship seems to demand a life of solitary contemplation. The narrative is not dense or hard to follow, but it is a long book, with a plot that often meanders with various side characters and settings. It ranges in tone from lighthearted playfulness to deadly serious descriptions of gory battles. I found the most enjoyable parts to be Musashi’s meditations on the Samurai life. Aikido practitioners who read the novel will find many similarities with the writings of O’Sensei- stressing the THE KIAI 7 importance of a warrior’s connection with nature, the purification of the spirit, and Budo as a philosophy rather than an aimless and destructive force. “He had come to see the way of the sword in a new light. A year or two earlier, he had wanted only to conquer all rivals, but now the idea that the sword existed for the purpose of giving him power over other people was unsatisfying. To cut people down, to triumph over them, to display the limits of one’s strength, seemed increasingly vain. He wanted to conquer himself, to make life itself submit to him, to cause people to live rather than die. The Way of the Sword should not be used merely for his own perfection. It should be a source of strength for governing people and leading them to peace and happiness.” – Eiji Yoshikawa, Musashi Many of the specifics of swordplay in the book are familiar as well. I was happily surprised to learn that Musashi was also a master of unarmed combat against an armed opponent, executing techniques that that sound an awful lot like the tachidori and jodori that we practice in the dojo. Interestingly, his fighting style is described as utterly devoid of technique in the traditional sense. He has no sensei and belongs to no school of swordsmanship, and allows his movements to flow naturally as the situation requires rather than adhering to any set rules. This attitude seems contrary to most martial arts, including Aikido, where we exhaustively study the “correct” form of each technique, discussing every movement and detail, looking at old videos of O’Sensei and Saito Sensei, and so forth. However, O’Sensei himself said that there are no techniques in Aikido, and I believe we practice the rigid curriculum as a pathway to the elusive state we know as takemusu, the infinite and organic manifestation of free-flowing techniques. I imagine Musashi as a master of takemusu. “There are no kata in Aiki budo. All phenomena of this world vary constantly according to the particular circumstances and no two situations are exactly alike. It is illogical to train using only a single kata, thereby limiting oneself.” – O’Sensei As a martial artist, and particularly a practitioner of Aikido, there is much in Musashi to relate to, as it explores many questions I often ask myself about training. How do I test myself and challenge my skills without causing bodily harm to myself or others? How much of my life should I devote to Aikido, and at what cost to my personal and professional life? If this practice is truly important should I give it 100% of my attention? And the biggest mystery of all-- how can I carry the spirit of Budo into my actions outside the dojo to be a constructive presence in the AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 world? There are no easy answers to be found in a novel, but it helps to reflect on the thoughts of the great masters of the past. “There is no enemy in Aikido. It is wrong to think that having an opponent or an enemy, or trying to be stronger than him and trying to overpower him is true Budo. True Budo has no opponent, True Budo has no enemy. True Budo is to become one with the universe. The purpose of Aikido practice is not to become strong, nor is it to fell an opponent. Rather, it is necessary to have one’s heart at the center of the universe, then as little as it may be, help maintain peace among the peoples of the earth. Aikido is both like a compass that enables each person to realize his own individual destiny, as well as a way of unity and love.” – O’Sensei THE KIAI 8 ON RETURNING by Ted Rose I attended my first class at the Aikido Institute in July of 2006. It was a weekday morning, and I was stunned to see over twenty other students, half of which were black belts. At my dojo in Monterey, we didn’t have weekday classes, and even at night usually the only blackbelt was the instructor. I immediately knew things would be different in Oakland. After I’d been training here a few months, the class instructor demonstrated nikkyo as the next technique. I said to myself, ”Oh, nikkyo, I know that one” and bowed in to the stocky, blonde blackbelt next to me. That was my introduction to Kim Sensei, who has remained my friend, mentor, and inspiration ever since. I was fortunate to train fairly regularly, and groups of us would always go to the Aikido Summer Camp in San Rafael, down to San Diego to train with Saito Sensei, and visit other dojos in the area. were at the dojo, I would return. While I was away, hardly a day went by that I didn’t think about returning, but always something was in the way. Around 2002, due to a severe knee injury, I was told to take six months off. At the same time, my two small daughters were becoming more of a handful for my wife. As a result, I didn’t make it back to class until last year. I had attended the dojo’s 50th anniversary celebration, and was encouraged to come back by many of my old friends. My wife, as usual, was skeptical. In some ways, being back is bittersweet: many of my close friends (Paul Rodgers, Anette, Nonukes, Marshall, Trung Dinh, and many others) aren’t on the mat here anymore. I miss them at every class, although I sense they are here in spirit. For others, especially the senseis of my era: Steve, Kim, Deb, and Alberta, it is just like old times. I have been asked, “What’s it like to come back after all that time?” In terms of techniques, the emptyhand moves have come back quickly, perhaps from muscle-memory. Weapons techniques have been more of a challenge. The basics have come back, and the 31 kata is rusty, but I can get through it. Unfortunately, there Well, first of all, you must realize that I never came and picked up my weapons from the dojo. I felt that as long as they AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 are some blank spaces: the 13 jo kata and partner practice, the 31 partner practice, and the last 5 kumijo are all very indistinct ghosts of what they once were. I have been very impressed at how healthy the dojo is under Steve Sensei’s leadership. It’s great to see so many new students each week, and to see that Saito Sensei’s techniques are still revered at the Aikido Institute. Finally, I want to express my deep appreciation to all the current students for having patience with an old man, and teaching me something new every day. See you on the mat! THE KIAI 99 SPIRALS The Art of Yuechen by Eduardo Guardarramas I t was our good fortune this year to have a young artist as a student at Aikido Institute. Her name is Yuechen Wu. She is very young and very talented. She is very charming and a pleasure to train with. She learns things very quickly and just recently took her 6th Kyu test. She is now studying design at the California College of the arts. Yuechen is already an accomplished artist as you can see from her drawing of a little girl with a Bokken called “Innocence”. But she can also do quick sketching. On a few occasions she has done quick sketches of some of the characters of the dojo while they were training. AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 THE KIAI 10 10 AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 THE KIAI 1111 CONTINUED One of the things that most impressed me is her perception of movement. One day during Basics class, she came in but did not train. She sat on the bench at the front of the dojo and took out her pad and pencil. We were doing some techniques as a group. And she drew the movement that each of us made when it was our turn to throw. I had never seen that done before. Seeing your technique as a continuous line in pencil was amazing. Yuechen, we wish you the best of luck in college. See you on the mat. AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 THE KIAI 12 AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 THE KIAI 13 PRACTICE by Simona Balan O ne day, a good strike hit a good nose – mine. For the second time that week. More than pain, I felt my face hot and my body shaking, threatening to burst into tears and embarrass me in front of everyone. I excused myself and rushed to the changing room, where I sat for a while to let the tears out. Eventually, Sensei knocked saying he’s required by law to check in on me. I sheepishly opened the door and received Sensei’s comforting hug. Was I OK? Yes, for the most part. My nose was fine, pain slowly subsiding. But my ego had been crushed and oh, that hurt! That ego so proud for training so much; that ego thinking it had it all figured out so quickly; that ego – my ego, now feeling defeated. Powerless. I knew it was bound to happen. That day I felt seriously overpowered. I couldn’t keep up with my partner, couldn’t meet his energy, couldn’t step deep enough to blend besides him, couldn’t take his balance. Truth is, there’s rarely anyone on the mat who doesn’t surpass me in size and strength. So sometimes I can’t help but wonder: what am I doing here again?! On days like that, the intensity overwhelms me. I realize how comparatively small, weak and fragile I am. I want aikido to help me feel strong and empowered, and dissolve the preconditioned fear of being powerless. Other days, I glimpse a kind of power that is not strength; it’s softness. It’s not resistance; it’s fluidity. I sometimes purposefully choose to train with the biggest person in the class, because I then have to lose myself in the practice. I have to give up my ego, and any desire to feel strong. I have to be present with what is: this other person’s unwieldable strength. I have to allow myself to be moved by another’s power, to stay grounded but keep a light heart. And perhaps my weakness is precisely my biggest advantage. Because I cannot muscle my way through techniques, I have no choice but to try to learn the art of balance-taking and redirecting energy. By the end of that particular day’s training, faint bruise emerging on the bridge of my nose, ego momentarily succumbed, I was once again blending, absorbing energy, laughing, and feeling perfectly comfortable exactly where I was at. Continuity of practice is thus essential. Just like everything else in life, practice has its ups and downs. Difficulties and injuries arise, and go away. There are strong training days, and weak training days – but all of them are training days. Onegai shimasu! AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 THE KIAI 14 NOTES FROM A VISIT TO SYDNEY September 28, 2015 by Cathy Garrett Front row L-R: Peter O’Connor, instructor Len Shenfield, Cathy Garrett, Ryan Shenfield. Back row L-R: Aki Takahata, Gavin Christensen, Takashi Kawashima. I nstructor Len Shenfield and able sempai Peter O’Connor welcomed me to the Mary St dojo at Sydney’s ‘Aikido Australia’ with the information that the dojo was under renovation. Good news: weather permitting, weapons classes would be held in the mornings on the concrete terrace outside the dojo, and taijitsu would be at the University of New South Wales judo room on Saturdays. Saburo Takayasu Sensei, 7th dan, leads the 4-dojo, 2-city non-profit ‘Aikido Australia - Takemusu Aiki Association, Inc’. Len and Peter taught the classes I attended. They are as serious about aikido as they are about developing good form and graciously welcoming visitors. I’d practiced with this mob on two previous trips to see family, but only briefly. This time I was there longer so had a better chance of tuning into the character and techniques specific to this dojo. I did my best not to blot my copybook, as they say in that part of the world. AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 Speaking of which, I find that we in the US are divided from Australians by a common language. Add to that the Japanese aikido terms delivered with an Australian inflection and accent and you have a language or dialect I’ll call Jaikido-Aussie. It makes for an interesting time when trying to follow instructions ‒ hard to understand even for a native Australian! The rhythm of the Sydney weapons classes is fast paced, starting with bokken. Moves are indicated in JaikidoAussie. First, one each of the bokken THE KIAI 15 YOGA CLASS suburi, then happo-giri. Hmm – “happo-giri”...? It’s the 8-step sequence, but they’re doing it without steps and they’re pivoting on the heel. Then on to the jo. One each of the jo suburi, sanjuichi-no-jo and jusan-nojo. Aside from minor corrections to form, everything is delivered in JaikidoAussie. A lack of fluency in it poses a challenge; couple this with the fact I kept losing the toes of my shoes down the cavernous paving joints. Suffice it to say I was on high alert. Only then would instruction on the topic of the day begin. Most days we practiced the eight jo awase with partners. These are unlike the awase practice we have and include hand positions on the jo and a block I had not seen in our dojo. Other days’ practice included familiar moves and the energy went to feeling partner’s connection and being an acceptable uke. When instruction led to unfamiliar territory I focused on the demonstration. Oh, and on trying to NOT slow the class down. What was it that Witt Sensei said? One of the three important tenants...get out of the way! by Simona Balan E very Sunday after aikido class, Richard and I take turns leading an hour-long, all levels yoga class, available for free to all dojo members. Both mind-body practices, aikido and yoga complement each other seamlessly. Aikido is a harmonious art, yet training does tend to overuse certain muscles and put certain joints at risk of injury, especially in the beginning years before deeper understanding occurs. A well-designed yoga practice will help balance aikido training by stretching and relaxing overworked muscles while strengthening the underutilized ones, mobilizing fascia, and lubricating joints. Regular yoga practice will also settle the mind into the body, improving balance, coordination, and general body awareness. Yoga has been my daily practice for about eight years, and has led me to seek martial arts training and to eventually discover aikido and our dojo. I fully believe in its benefits. I kept my yoga practice even while training in Iwama. I would find pockets of time to squeeze in at least half an hour of practice every day. I have no doubt that it contributed to avoiding fatigue, my body feeling energized throughout my time in Japan. Could yoga also help your aikido practice? Only way to know is to try it out. Richard and I look forward to seeing you Sunday mornings! With more than the usual dimensions of novelty, the visit was an enriching experience. Moral of the story: Enjoy yourself! Accept and honor the warmth and knowledge generously offered. Follow the expertly delivered instruction, i.e. what is demonstrated, whether it’s something you’ve seen before or not or even have been previously told to do differently. Show up ready to absorb a new rhythm of class. Brush up on Japanese terms. Be sure enough of foot placement in shoes to not need the sensation of the mat beneath your bare feet. Oh yes, and get ready to welcome visiting Aussies in Oakland! AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 THE KIAI 16 WHY AIKIDO? by Eduardo Guardarramas T as gorgeous as I was, except in 6’5”, and we were invited to everything. But that’s another story too.) It was a good 5 minutes before I could stop laughing. I explained to them that I am the least flexible person at the dojo, if not on earth. But when my husband Roger gave me a 3 month membership the Aikido Institute and told me “find out what those people do”, everything changed. I remember that for the first six months, I attended more classes than the live-in uchi deshi. That’s because, I was not going to let Roger down. I was going to get this aikido thing. I was going to be the best, even if I was a little older than most. But that was not to be. And that’s not a mortal sin. I’m doing the best with what I have. I’m doing my personal best. And to my surprise, my personal best was accepted, and encouraged.The rules changed. I had discovered the Aikido community. here I was working on my computer in the office when someone called me. As I got up from my desk, my foot got caught on the computer wire, I fell forward, instinct took over, I did a forward roll and slapped the industrial carpeting, and rolled back up. My co-workers looked at me in complete amazement. “My goodness, you are so flexible!” When I was a youngster, I always enjoyed the company of people who did the best they could. They did the best with what they had. They would work like crazy and accomplish things that you knew were not easy for them. Things never came naturally to me. Whether it was body building, weight lifting, playing piano, or playing Bridge. But I worked on things and always did the best I could. I would go as far as saying that it’s the Aikido Institute of Oakland dojo But not everybody felt that way. If you did not have the gorgeous face, or biggest body, or lift the heaviest weight, or play the fastest, you were ignored. So I was not invited to the IN parties or gatherings. (Although I got into Studio 54, and that’s where I met Vladimir Horowitz. But that’s another story). So I tried to be the best at everything. Better than anybody. Play the fastest, lift the heaviest, be the biggest. But that’s not me. I’m not a huge 6’5” Adonis with magic fingers and a brain that can finesse any play in Bridge. (Though for 2 years, I was seeing a guy who was just AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 community. We are quite unique. We care about each other. We encourage each other. We take great pride when others go up in rank, and improve their techniques. That’s when it becomes more than Aikido. It’s the ability to give and take instruction so that we can improve and do the best we can with the ability we have. And that’s awesome. What’s better than doing your best to improve and knowing that the whole community has your back? It gives you great confidence. I learn from the younger students as well as the older students. It keeps me fit, it lets me know that I can still train with the others, and it makes me feel alive. That’s why I go to class. To be inspired, to train with my friends, to enjoy being a part of this community, to learn, and to improve. And if you put it all together, it makes you a better person. And so I say with great pride “See you on the mat”. THE KIAI 17 AIKIDO by Roger Brigham As most of you know. It was my husband Roger who got me started in Aikido. One Christmas he bought me a 3 month membership and told me to find out what it was about. That was 14 years ago. He does not train in Aikido, but is a fine wrestler and wrestling coach. He asked me if he could write a piece for the Kiai, and this is what he wrote. – Eddie A ikido is a wonderful world of learning. In Aikido you will discover things about yourself and the world around you. Along the way you will encounter unfamiliar terms which are routinely used by your fellow Aikidoists. I have never practiced Aikido, but for more than a decade I have heard these terms bandied about by my husband and his friends from the dojo. To help you understand some of this terminology, I will explain what these mysterious words mean. The word Aikido itself comes to us from Japan and translates literally as “gentle dog.” The discipline is named after a popular breed of dog from that island nation. When you get on the mat, you will be dressed in a ghee. You can buy the ghee from a martial arts supply store or at an Indian grocery store. Later, if after years of training you become a black belt, you will wear a jicama. Usually this is provided to you by an instructor, otherwise you can buy one in a Mexican grocery. I have never practiced Aikido, but for more than a decade I have heard these terms bandied about by my husband and his friends from the dojo. To help you understand some of this terminology, I will explain what these mysterious words mean. The first person you are likely to meet at the dojo is a live-in student, or mitsubishi. Classes are taught by the sensei, who may be assisted by a less experienced teacher, or whacky-sensei. In addition to hand fighting, Aikido uses several weapons in practice. The swords used in Aikido are wood, rather than metal, and if used incorrectly can splinter or break, although this is rare. If you do break your sword, you must warn the mitsubishi immediately, “The sword is bokken.” Basic sword training is called subaru. A large wooden pole, called a joe, is also used; defensive technique against this pole is named in honor of a famous aikido pioneer, Joe Dorey. AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 Training techniques are referred to as whatsa, as in “Whatsa he doin’?” If you are serious in your pursuit of aikido, you will want to attend an intensive four-week training session held at the crack of dawn during the coldest part of the year, also known as connedinto. THE KIAI 18 IN THE NEWS KANGEIKO K angeiko this year started on January 19 and ended on February 13. “Kangeiko” literally means Cold Practice. It’s part of a long tradition at the Aikido Institute that started many years ago. he pulled all the stops. Kim Sensei leads weapons class on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays at 6:00 AM for four weeks. It’s the coldest month of the year, at the earliest hour. And believe me, it was cold, dark, and scary. 20+ people on the mat doing weapons. We all looked like ghosts while stretching at that hour of the morning. Knowing Kim Sensei, we were all prepared for grueling classes. And he did not disappoint. We did not need coffee to wake us up. Bokken, Jo, Tanto, At the beginning of every class, he would read a quote from a famous person and we would concentrate on it before beginning the weapons class. And they were wonderful: “The object in life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape finding oneself in the ranks of the insane.” – Marcus Aurelius “In nine lifetimes, you’ll never know as much about your cat as your cat knows about you.” – Michel de Montaigne AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 “The statistics on sanity are that one of every four Americans is suffering from some sort of mental illness. Think of your three best friends. If they are okay, then it’s you.” – Rita Mae Brown And if you were lucky enough to survive the complete class (including the dreaded 1,000 bokken strikes) you received an award. The award this year was a gorgeous Kangeiko jacket, handed out by Kim Sensei himself, with a hardy handshake and congratulations. Actually, Congratulations to all of us. We survived another Kangeiko THE KIAI 19 AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 THE KIAI 20 IN THE NEWS FEBRUARY TESTS C ongratulations to the students who passed their tests in February: •• Susan Martinez – 3rd Kyu •• Simona Balan – 4th Kyu •• Kirsten Williams – 2nd Kyu •• Cathy Garrett – 2nd Kyu •• Randy Seifert – 3rd Kyu •• Jonathan LeGaux – 6th Kyu •• Yuechen Wu – 6th Kyu •• Thad Mann – 5th Kyu AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 THE KIAI 21 AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 THE KIAI 22 IN THE NEWS TAI SAI T his is the celebration of O’Sensei’s life. It takes place on the anniversary of his passing on April 26, 1969. It is celebrated throughout the Aikido world. The big celebration is in Iwama, Japan (remember we practice Iwama style aikido). It is celebrated by intense training followed by lots of food, drink, and lots of Kanpais. Well, we here in Oakland, did O’Sensei proud. We began two weeks earlier by cleaning the dojo from top to bottom for 2 Saturdays in a row. Every weapon was cleaned and oiled. Ceilings and light fixtures were dusted and washed. Bathrooms and kitchen were scrubbed and organized. Sensei and Uchi Deshi rooms were cleaned and dusted, all windows were washed. And any repairs that needed to be done, were done. On the day of Tai Sai, the shomen was spotless and bursting with flowers. The energy was high and attendance was huge. Steve Sensei led the class. He would read aloud from one of AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 O’Sensei’s books before showing the technique. Then he would demonstrate the technique and we would try to follow. It was awesome. We always look forward to Tai Sai, because it takes place at the beginning of Spring and inspires us to start training seriously because The Gasshuku is coming. And we have to be ready for that. THE KIAI 23 AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 THE KIAI 24 IN THE NEWS THE GASSHUKU T he Memorial Day Gasshuku is the event we all look most forward to. It takes place every year in Tahoe. All the Iwama Style dojos come and train on Friday, Saturday, and Sunday of Memorial day Weekend. The Aikido Institute takes great pride in being the best represented dojo (and loudest) for the event. But it begins weeks before: Organizing the carpooling which constantly changes till the last minute; assigning who will take what supplies; and then the actual race up to Tahoe. That ride is not complete without a traditional stop at Ikeda’s for Pies. And somehow we all meet up there. It was great to see Lars Eric’s new Fiat there. And a miracle that tall Jacob could fit into it. And then the race continues till we get to our rented house in Tahoe. And then there’s never enough beds so some people bring tents and form White Belt City. Jim’s tent was Huge this year. Randy brought his tent too, complete with camping chairs. An awesome sight. But watch out for the bear. It almost ate Vu last year. The training was great with guest sensei from around the world. It started on Friday night, then the big training AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 session is on Saturday all day. Very intense training. But it’s great to see so many familiar faces that you only see once a year. Then the big meal is on Saturday night after training. Kyoto’s Legendary Pancakes were the evening hit. The salads were amazing. Lots of food and lots of drink. But no matter how much food or how much drink or how late we stayed up, we still had to be on the mat at 9:00 AM on Sunday for weapons training. This is always an awesome time. The summer has begun. THE KIAI 25 AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 THE KIAI 26 IN THE NEWS SURPRISE VISIT I t was wonderful to have a surprise visit from Daniel Lance Sensei at our dojo on May 28th. He started aikido in 1988 at our dojo during a brief stay here in the U.S. When he returned to France he continued his study and, now a 5th Dan, is teaching and training hard. He and Deborah Sensei have been friends for a very long time. He presented Deborah with a copy of his latest book and Deborah presented him with a wooden cutting board in the shape of California (hysterical). Lucky for him it was a sake night, so we had a lot of kanpai to do. He was very approachable and wonderful to train with. A charming man. And he speaks French beautifully. I hope he comes to visit again soon. AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 THE KIAI 27 IN THE NEWS KIDS LAST DAY J une 19th marked the last Kid’s class before summer break. It’s always an exciting day because the kids are allowed to train in the adults’ class. It’s great fun for the kids and even more fun for the adults. Techniques are practiced and games are invented. And of course the kids almost always win. The energy and enthusiasm of the kids is always amazing. After class, the kids stay for pizza and a movie. The movie this year was Guardians of the Galaxy. AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 THE KIAI 28 IN THE NEWS AUGUST TESTS C ongratulations to the Students who passed their tests in August: •• Jim Beno – 3rd Kyu •• Simona Balan – 3rd Kyu •• Melissa Siew – 4th Kyu •• Mauricio Filho – 6th Kyu AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 THE KIAI 29 IN THE NEWS BASEBALL FIELD TRIP I t was July 5th and members of the dojo headed out for the Oakland Coliseum for the A’s vs Mariners game. And it was a gorgeous day for baseball. Thank you Kirsten for setting it all up. We all had a great time. LET’S GO! AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 THE KIAI 30 IN THE NEWS SAKE TASTING TRIP S ake! Yes, it’s Japanese. Just like Aikido. So why not learn more about the making of sake? So, on August 1st, the dojo had a field trip to Takara Sake USA in Berkeley. plant was established in Berkeley in 1982. We were able to tour the museum which included an exhibit of historical sake making artifacts. We watched a movie about the making of sake. sense of space. All the wood used in the structures is reclaimed lumber. And that’s where the tasting began. Did you know that there are as many types of sake as there are of wine? They’ve been a leading producer of Sake in Japan for over 150 years. The USA The tasting room was gorgeous and very Japanese with a contemporary Thank you Deborah Sensei for setting this up. It was a great time. AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 THE KIAI 31 IN THE NEWS GOODBYE TED & MELISSA W hat a great training session at the dojo. Full mat, lots of energy, gorgeous weather, and dojo friends I have not seen in a long time. In short, the training was lots of fun. But bittersweet too. It was Ted and Melissa’s goodbye party. Ted had been a member of AI for many years previously. Then he left to raise his family, and then came back a few years ago. That’s where he met Melissa. Although rumor has it that they worked at the same hospital. It’s one of those very rare dojo romances that was a pleasure for this reporter to see develop. Well, they are saying goodbye to Oakland, starting a new chapter in their lives, and moving to Laguna Beach. They are both huge personalities on the mat. We will miss them very much. I hope they have a guest room!!! AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 THE KIAI 32 IN THE NEWS BON VOYAGE TEAM NIPPON I t was the most incredible evening class. It was the first of the four “Intro to Aikido” classes. This one was taught by Deborah Sensei. It was the first time Kim Sensei has been back on the mat since his shoulder surgery. And it was the Bon Voyage to the Fantastic six “Team Nippon”. I have not felt that much energy on the mat in a very long time. Team Nippon consists of 6 members of Aikido Institute: Deborah Sensei, Dave, Simona, Vu, Jim, and Susan. They are leaving for Japan and representing the Oakland Dojo gang in Iwama, the birth place of Aikido as we practice it. They will train in O’Sensei’s dojo and with the grandson of O’Sensei himself. It is very exciting. I’m sure they’ll learn a lot and make the Oakland Gang proud. You’ll be able to read about their exploits in this issue of The Kiai. AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 THE KIAI 33 JAPAN SPECIAL TEAM NIHON’S JAPAN ADVENTURE by Jim Beno It was a dream for so long. But there we were: “Oakland on the mat” in the Iwama dojo. Back where it all started, and following in the footsteps of our sensei. Sure, we left a little blood on the mat, and came back with some scars, but it was worth it. As Vu says, we “leveled up” that week. And we tapped into something magical that we’ll always carry with us. KYOTO O ur plan was to do a week of tourism, followed by a week of training. That would give us time to adjust to the jet lag. Our first stop was Kyoto. We stayed at the Gion Maifukan hotel, right next to Yasaka Jinja. We woke up early and visited this shrine every morning, before all the tourists arrived. Our first morning there, we had a traditional breakfast at the hotel’s restaurant: salmon, rice, miso soup, and small plates of potatoes, veggies, fish cakes, and tsukemono. Full of umami, and “Team Nihon approved.” Over the next few days, we saw temples, shrines… and more temples and shrines. We shopped, and learned how to thank people in their local dialect with “Okini.” One evening, after walking over 14 miles around Kyoto, we found a small sushi restaurant called Ichikawa. It was far away from the tourists, and early in the evening, so we had the place to ourselves. The sushi was delicious, the sake flowed, and people were falling out of their seats! We hit some major tourist destinations: Kinkaku-ji (the Golden Pavilion), Kiyomizu-dera (the temple of clear water), Kodai-ji (with its beautiful tatami rooms and gardens), Ryozen Kannon (the giant Buddha), and the Arashiyama bamboo grove. But during a taxi ride, we felt a calling to one particular temple and pulled over to check it out. Turns out it was Kitano Tenmangu, which is sacred to literature/knowledge and the Ox! An interesting fact about team Nihon: It turns out a number of us were born in the year of the Ox: Deborah, Susan, Jim, Simona – each of us 12 years apart! AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 Entrance to Kiyomizu-dera. Enjoying sushi and sake at Ichikawa! THE KIAI 34 TANABE O ’Sensei was born and buried in Tanabe, which is a small beach town in the Wakayama prefecture. Deborah Sensei had arranged a tour for us through Sophie Roche of Histoire De Voyager, who specializes in Aikido tourism. So we boarded a small bus with Naomi, our guide, and headed to the coast. It was a beautiful trip, with Japanese language lessons as our soundtrack. Tanabe is on the coast surrounded by mountains, so we passed through tunnel after tunnel until we finally saw a glimpse of the ocean. As you enter Tanabe, you see a “Welcome to Tanabe” sign that has a cartoon warrior holding a naginata (a pole-arm weapon). It’s very “kawaii” (cute)! We picked up flowers at a grocery store, and then went to O’Sensei’s grave. It’s on a hill, with a distant view of the water. We lit some incense, and one by one placed flowers into vases and paid our respects. Considering the impact Aikido has had on our lives, it was a powerful moment for everyone. On our way out, we stopped at O’Sensei’s childhood home (now an empty lot with a plaque), and the O’Sensei statue by the beach. Wakayama is known for its mikans (Mandarin oranges), so we picked up orange cakes, orange mochi, and other treats at a rest stop on the way home. Welcome to Tanabe sign. Kawaii (cute)! At the site of O’Sensei’s house. Team Nihon, aka “The Lawsons” Deborah Sensei, 6th Dan Our fearless leader, Iwama veteran, "cute & strong" to the locals Dietary Restriction: Gluten Zodiac Sign: Ox Susan Martinez, 3rd Kyu Superwoman, traveled with a torn ACL. Crutch in one hand, luggage in the other! Dietary Restriction: Peanuts Zodiac Sign: Ox David Lewin, 3rd Dan Top warrior, voted most likely to be picked Uke by Sensei, aka "Ansel Adams" Dietary Restriction: Pescetarian Zodiac Sign: Horse Jim Beno, 3rd Kyu Jim-P-S, enthusiastic team navigator, always connected with Google Maps Dietary Restriction: Dairy & Eggs Zodiac Sign: Ox Vu Ma, Shodan Extreme at everything. Hour-long warm-ups leave trails of blood. Dangerous with sake Dietary Restriction: None! Zodiac Sign: Monkey Simona Balan, 3rd Kyu Handles a waterfall better than anyone; Jo in one hand, Japanese textbook in the other Dietary Restriction: Pescetarian, Onions & Garlic Zodiac Sign: Ox AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 THE KIAI 35 TOKYO A fter just 3 days in Kyoto, it was time to board the Shinkansen to Tokyo. We sped across the country in just a few hours, eating tasty bento lunches and enjoying the view of Fuji-san (Mt. Fuji). We met our host at Yoyogi station, and checked into an AirBNB apartment. You should have seen everyone’s face when he told us we had to pick up our luggage and carry it a few blocks to the house! After settling in, we decided to head straight to the Aikikai Hombu Dojo to take care of some paperwork. After paying some fees and getting our temporary membership cards, we were ushered into the dojo to watch the evening class. It was a wonderful opportunity to study the explosive techniques of Osawa Hayato Shihan, At one point, after being thrown on the hard tatami, I glanced over and saw Dave and Vu’s faces were also being pinned into the sweaty canvas – somehow we all ended up in the same corner. 7th Dan, and see how training in Tokyo differed from Oakland. The next morning, we rose before dawn and walked from our house in Yoyogi to Shinjuku Station. From there, we View of Mt. Fuji on Shinkansen to Tokyo. grabbed a taxi to the Hombu Dojo. Getting ready at Hombu was a little different than Oakland. The men’s changing room has a wall of lockers, and a back room with showers and what appear to be wash basins or urinals – I couldn’t tell, so I didn’t dare try to use! After playing with the locker puzzle for a minute, someone showed us how it works. You put a 100-yen coin in the slot to open it, and take out the key. After storing your clothes, you step through a curtain onto the mat, bow in, and hang your key on a board in the back. Mitsuteru Ueshiba Sensei, Dojo-cho, taught the morning class. He had a strong presence, and demonstrated familiar techniques with decisive, circular movements. But parts of them Riding a JR train to Yoyogi station. AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 THE KIAI 36 At the Robot Restaurant in Kabukicho. Outside Aikikai Hombu Dojo. Taiko drumming at an arcade in Shibuya. were not so familiar. For example, the blend for Irimi Nage had an extra movement – and there was no verbal instruction. I did my best to mimic what I saw, and was thankful I had a patient partner. At one point, after being thrown on the hard tatami, I glanced over and saw Dave and Vu’s faces were also being pinned into the sweaty canvas – somehow we all ended up in the same corner. After an invigorating morning class, we began our trek to Iwata Shokai, grabbing coffee on the way. Iwata apparently has a lot of history, and has become a place of pilgrimage for visiting aikidoka. I heard it’s where O’Sensei got his dou-gi and hakama, and some of the Oakland sensei stopped here on previous trips. We spent the rest of the morning trying on dou-gi and hakama, and placed a bulk order for some embroidered items to be shipped back to California. We also picked up some bags that would be super handy in Iwama. The rest of our time in Tokyo was sightseeing. We walked to Meiji Jingu and the Japanese Sword Museum. We explored Shinjuku at night, and saw a crazy show at the Robot Restaurant in Kabukicho (no actual robots, just a lot of heavy machinery, skimpy costumes, laser beams, and smoke). We went to Harajuku and Shibuya crossing, where we saw the Hachiko statue, played at an arcade, and shopped at Bic Camera (a massive electronics store). We also took a trip to Tokyodome for some Giants baseball souvenirs, and were astounded at the massive expanse of Tokyo from the top of Sky Tree. Shopping for dou-gi and hakama at Iwata. But we didn’t come here to sightsee… AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 Walking to Yoyogi station in the rain. THE KIAI 37 IWAMA I Clearly we had reached our “mecca.” It was just a few blocks, then we turned right, turned left, and entered another world. Iwama on a Friday afternoon was quiet compared to Tokyo. Once the train left, we hardly heard anything: no cars, crowds, machines, etc. After taking photos at the O’Sensei bust (more realistic than the one in Tanabe), we dragged our luggage down the street toward the dojo; past Inagaki Sensei’s house, and past the little monuments with plaques about Aikido history. The gravel crunched under our feet as we walked down the driveway. We were greeted with smiles by two uchideshi: Alexey Chuguev from Russia, and Shohreh Shahrzad from Denmark. “Welcome to Iwama. By the way, you’re in the demo tomorrow.” Okay, maybe that’s not exactly what happened, but it’s pretty close. We had a quick tour of the complex, got a rundown of the uchideshi routine, and were told about a big Ibaraki Aikido Enbu that was happening on Sunday. remember looking at Google Maps as we approached Iwama Station, watching the blue dot get closer and closer. We had been on the train for about an hour and a half, when the lovely Japanese voice said “Tsugi wa, Iwama desu” (Next is Iwama)! “You’re lucky, we don’t have to do chores. Just practice,” Alexey said with a big grin. We would be representing foreign uchideshi in the demo, and had to come up with a routine. The guys stayed in a small foyer on the left of the dojo. It wasn’t a room. We just threw our luggage on the floor, put some things on the shelf, and hung up our gi. The next room had a stack of futons, which we’d move to the mat when it was time to sleep. Behind that was a tatami room that Alexey was sleeping in (see Dave’s article for more on that!) From here, if you open a sliding door, go down the hallway, and step past the giant wasps on the floor, Iwama Station! Entrance to the Iwama or Ibaraki Branch dojo. AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 THE KIAI 38 Jim and Vu, and a bunch of dou-gi. The Aiki Jinja, which we raked every day. The guys in front of the dojo. you reach O’Sensei’s library (which holds his dou-gi in a display case). And just past this is his room. My mind was blown that we were actually in the same place that O’Sensei lived and trained! About this time, another uchideshi named Andy arrived from Taiwan. We had time before the evening class, so we all took a walk to Kasumi, the big grocery store on the other side of the tracks. After fueling up on some delicious bento, it was time for our first class. Training in Iwama was vastly different from Tokyo. For one, the sliding doors of the dojo were open, letting in the cool evening air (and unfortunately, mosquitos). It was also less crowded, at least on this Friday evening. There were just a few locals and the uchideshi. Yoshimichi Nagashima Sensei, 5th Dan, was sensei that evening. When he began teaching, we immediately felt at home. These were the same techniques and blends we had been learning in Oakland. Riding bikes around town to buy groceries. Uchideshi life. Sleeping on the mat at night. In a typical day, we’d rise at 5:00 AM (some faster than others), put away our futons, grab a rake, and head to open the Aiki Jinja. We’d rake lines in the gravel, producing little piles of leaves on each side. Then we’d quickly brush our teeth, put on a gi, and greet sensei. After class, we’d eat breakfast in the shokudo (dining hall). We’d do our chores, followed by lunch, and then either uchideshi practice, grocery shopping, water runs on bikes, or some event. Every day was capped off by evening class, dinner, and dishes. Then we’d drag our futons back on to the mat, and fall asleep to the sound of snoring and buzzing mosquitos. AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 THE KIAI 39 Photo by Susan Martinez Foreign uchideshi demo at the Ibaraki Aikido Enbu. Morning Class favorite). We were very fortunate to have him as our guide. That first morning class was a special one. Shigemi Inagaki Sensei, 8th Dan, arrived in high spirits, welcomed us, and spoke about the history of the dojo. During wrist stretches, one of the locals stepped away and came back with a stack of wooden blocks. He then distributed them around the room. I thought to myself “I guess it’s true, we’re doing knuckle push-ups!” We did 50 quick pumps, eased into wrist stretches, and then did another set. I actually began to look forward to them. You’re not truly awake until that sharp, stinging sensation jolts from your knuckles to your cerebral cortex. It’s quite effective. The rest of the week, all the morning classes were devoted to the first kumitachi henka (variations). Classes were taught either by Inagaki Sensei, or by Carl Thompson, sandan (an 8-year Iwama soto-deshi). Carl was a wonderful teacher, and helped us understand the nuances of the modern day Iwama movements (for example, shifting the rear foot further back in ken kamae), or how to pull off some new henka like the “butt check” (Dave’s The Demo The day of the Ibaraki Aikido Enbu, the dojo was flooded with people after the morning class. You could tell something special was happening. Everyone did dry runs, transportation was arranged, and we were whisked away. We participated in a number of events during our stay, and it was always the same. We kind of had an idea something was going to happen, but except for Alexey (who spoke fluent Japanese) we didn’t know when, how, how long, or with whom. So I was quite surprised at the scale of the event, with participation from about a dozen dojos. We also had no idea we’d be sitting for two hours until the very end! We were hungry and thirsty by the time it was our turn, but we gave it our best. You can see our group performance of bokken suburi and kumitachi here: https://youtu.be/ MDJ00giZU7Y Photo by Susan Martinez Deborah Sensei leading bokken practice in Iwama. AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 THE KIAI 40 Big celebration party after the Aikido Enbu. After the demo, a massive feast was held in the shokudo. We ate wonderful bento lunches, and despite it being midday, drank copious amounts of sake. Interesting fact: there are 20-30 giant empty sake bottles behind the shokudo. I thought they had been collecting for the whole year, but now I understand. One by one, we all stood up and said a few words about the demo. We had to add “otsukaresama deshita,” which expressed gratitude for the hard work we did together. At one point, Inagaki Sensei came around pouring sake for everyone. It was a nice moment that I’ll never forget. He even complemented me on my Japanese! This is also when we were introduced to “Nippon no Budo Aikido,” a song written by Hiroshi Isoyama Shihan, 8th Dan. Apparently it was a requirement for every uchideshi to get up and sing it. Luckily I drank a lot of sake by that point! I have to say, Susan definitely won the prize for best performance. This song became our soundtrack. Every time a sake bottle came out that week, you would hear: “Nip-pon no Bu-do Ai-ki-do wa! Da-re-de-mo kiga-ru ni de-ki-ru…” followed by fists pounding on the table. Inagaki Sensei pouring sake for Deborah. The Ueshibas One night a week, Doshu, Moriteru Ueshiba, travels from Tokyo to teach a class at the Ibaraki Branch Dojo. We had taken the train to Mito that day to shop at a budo store and have lunch. When we got back to the dojo, loaded with shopping bags, Doshu was in our kitchen! Uchideshi fail. I guess he decided to come early. His presence drew a big crowd, and some Hombu deshi came with him, so the dojo was packed that night. His technique was very fluid, similar to what we saw from Waka Sensei back at the Hombu Dojo. At one point during the class, I was struggling with a blend, when I heard “Jimu-san” and turned my head. Doshu gave me some pointers, and demonstrated the technique on me. “More kokyu, and you will be strong like me,” he said with a smile. It was a wonderful opportunity to train with him, if only for a brief moment. His son, Mitsuteru Ueshiba Sensei (or Waka Sensei), also came to the Ibaraki Branchi Dojo that week. While the setting was different, it was very similar to the class we had at Hombu dojo. The dojo was crowded again. I think we had some visitors from Italy that night. AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 “Nippon no Budo Aikido” lyrics. People were flying everywhere, and the canvas mat was covered with drops of blood (at the end of class, someone just walks around and sprays bleach on the blood spots). While we were training, Waka Sensei would make his way around the mat, demonstrating the technique to people. He approached us and grabbed my partner. I sat in seiza on the edge of the mat, but it seemed I could never sit in the right spot. He kept gesturing for me to move. Then it was my turn. He beckoned to me, so I stood up and attacked him (with shomen uchi, I believe). I was immediately caught up THE KIAI 41 Beginning of our quest to find the waterfall. Group shot from Atago-San. in a double whirlwind and pinned to the floor (with sankyo, I think). It was fascinating. And very controlled. I didn’t feel I was at risk of being harmed at all. Atago-San I don’t know if it’s typical, but our stay in Iwama was highlighted with little day trips. Perhaps if we stayed longer we would’ve felt more of a daily grind. One day, we went up Atago-San, which is a mountain overlooking Iwama. We spent some time at the shrine getting personalized Ofuda to help protect the Oakland dojo and our homes (from fire, which is important for California). Then a few of us set out on a quest to find O’Sensei’s waterfall. Typically, I would just search for it on Google Maps, and Jim-P-S would guide the way. But Alexey wanted to follow his nose. So we walked through an ancient torii gate, and blazed through an overgrown path that hadn’t been used in ages. Dave kept swinging a stick to clear all the giant cobwebs and spiders hanging above the trail. We walked for miles around the mountain trying to find that waterfall. At one point, we emerged from the woods into someone’s backyard. Every now and then, Alexey would stop and ask a local for directions. With every step, we were getting further away from the dojo. I kept looking at my watch, thinking “How are we going to get back in time for class?” I finally gave in, pulled up Google Maps, and saw the symbol for a temple further down the road. I asked Alexey what the kanji meant, and he said “It says waterfall, that’s it!” We found it! After coming so far, how could we not do misogi under the same waterfall that O’Sensei used? One-by-one, we stripped down to our underwear, stepped carefully over the slippery rocks, and put our heads under the rushing water. It was electrifyingly cold! With our quest complete, we headed back to the dojo. The Iwama / Kasama countryside is very beautiful. The valley is ringed with mountains, and filled with rice fields, farms, and ornate houses with flowering gardens. Luckily, we made it back well in time for class. On the way back from the waterfall. AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 THE KIAI 42 Photo by Susan Martinez Helping teach junior high school students. Back to School Twice that week, we went to a junior high school to help the sensei teach Aikido to the students. We had practiced pivoting while sitting in seiza to prepare for this. At the start, we had to line up with the sensei facing the students, turn and bow to the shomen, and then turn and bow to the students. We had to be good role models! Yoshifumi Watahiki Sensei, 7th Dan, and Toshihiro Isoyama Sensei, 5th Dan, were doing the instruction. Dave was called upon to be uke, Vu was paired up with a student, and the rest of us lined up around the edge of the mat. It was our job to observe and help students that were having difficulty. I started out on the girl’s side, where quite a few seemed to be serious about learning the techniques (but still with plenty of laughs). Then I moved to the boy’s side, which was filled with troublemakers. Kids were flying everywhere. If they were older, there’d be broken bones and torn ligaments! At the end of the instruction, we sat down on stage and had some tea. Then a group of students lined up on stage, a girl sat down at the piano, and they began singing two beautiful songs. It was yet another memorable moment in our trip. Sightseeing Some of the highlights of the trip were when Inagaki Sensei took us out for sightseeing. Does he do this with all the uchideshi? We hopped in either his old Volvo wagon or Isoyama Sensei’s new ride. One day they drove us to Kasama, which is famous for its pottery. We walked through the galleries at the Ibaraki Ceramic Art Museum, and then had lunch at a cafe. Later, we went back to shop for souvenirs at Kasama Crafthills. Another day, Inagaki Sensei took us on a drive through his chestnut farms, telling us about his patented process. Then we went to a modern art museum, followed by the Kasama Inari Shrine to see a chrysanthemum festival. Inagaki Sensei helped us pick out a bottle of sake to leave on the shomen (and implored us to drink it on our last night). He also bought us all drinks of warm and sweet amazake. It was delicious! Our sightseeing was capped off with a stop at Inagaki Sensei’s chestnut shop. We sampled some freshly roasted chestnuts and picked up souvenirs. I bought some chestnut curry, which was unfortunately later confiscated by customs. Reunion Photo by Susan Martinez Isoyama Sensei teaching students with Dave as uke. AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 Nine days after we arrived, Carl taught our last morning bokken class. Our Iwama training was over. We spent the rest of the morning packing and cleaning. Isoyama Sensei, Watahiki Sensei, and some of the local students came by to see us off. I distinctly remember throwing our luggage into a pick-up truck, and sitting next to Isoyama Sensei as he sped to the train THE KIAI 43 Group photo with Inagaki Sensei and class. station, driving onto the concrete, right up to the elevator entrance. Talk about service! We said our goodbyes, and I shouted “Rai-nen” (next year) as the elevator door closed. Deborah Sensei and Vu were flying out from Narita that day, so they had already left. But David, Simona, Susan and I took a train to Tokyo. We stayed at an AirBNB apartment in Shinagawa, where we met up with Yuko Kitara. Yuko-san used to train at the Oakland dojo before she moved back to Japan. She was also our shodo teacher after Sunday morning class! I was happy we were finally able to meet up with her. We decompressed from Iwama by eating sushi in Tsukiji, walking around Roppongi, seeing the giant Gundam in Odaiba, and catching the view from Tokyo Tower. Looking back on it all, it was the trip of a lifetime. I’m forever grateful to Kim Peuser Sensei and Inagaki Sensei for making this happen. And I’m so thankful I got to share it with my Team Nihon family (aka “the Lawsons”). Can’t wait for the next trip! Top 10 Quotes Overheard in Japan 1. Time for a Lawson family photo: “Cascade formation!” 2. “Jim-P-S, which way do we go?” Meeting up with Yuko-San in Tokyo. Lawson 3. Every 2 hours: “I need to pee, is there a toilet?” 4. Rushing frantically to the Robot Restaurant, Susan cries: “Hey, I have a torn ACL!” 5. “Welcome to Iwama! By the way, you’re in the demo tomorrow.” 6. Day 1 in Iwama: “I think I need lumbar support.” 7. “Does anybody have a rash on your forearms from sliding on the mat?” Lawson is the name of a “konbini” or convenient store that’s very popular in Japan. The first night we arrived in Kyoto, hungry and tired, it saved us. We’d stop at a Lawson pretty much every day of the trip. Check our pockets and you’re bound to find an “onigiri” or some other tasty Lawson treat! AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 8. “Vu, I just hung up your underwear.” 9. “Sorry, this delicious treat is going to expire and we can’t take it back to Oakland, we have to eat it now.” 10. “What’s for dinner? Salmon and rice!” THE KIAI 44 JAPAN SPECIAL お墓参り OHAKAMAIRI by Deborah Maizels Sensei “Twice a year, most families perform Ohaka-mairi, which literally means ‘going to the grave,’ … a ritual of respecting the deceased by cleaning the gravesite up and making a quick prayer to one’s ancestors.” [from the InterWebs] O ne night 3 years ago, toward the end of Team Italia’s trip to the European Gasshuku in Italy, we sat in our palatial Home Away rental above the canals of Venice and talked about what our next trip would be. Vu was determined that we would go to Japan and visit O’Sensei’s grave in Tanabe. He asked if I knew what it looked like, and I said I have no idea but I bet you can google it… and we did and right there was a video showing the grave site… all you could hear was the sound of the wind. I didn’t really want to visit the grave. To me the video was all I needed. A visit to the grave of someone who was a historical figure, like O’Sensei, wasn’t high on my to-do list. But Vu and the others were immediately on board with the plan, so I climbed aboard as well. In my Jewish tradition, visiting a cemetery is a mitzvah, a good deed, an act of loving kindness. You don’t bring flowers. You place a small pebble or stone on the grave to show that you have visited. And when you leave, you wash your hands. been purchased in special arrangements; and, that certain flowers weren’t appropriate for a cemetery. However, on our trip I had the opportunity to learn that there are many ways you can visit a graveyard in Japan. First O-Haka: O’Sensei in Tanabe We hired a van and driver to drive us from Kyoto to Tanabe and back in the same day. We were to be accompanied by a guide, Naomi. The travel broker described the arrangement: She is not a licensed guide, but I gave her some information about TANABE. When you visit Ueshiba sensei’s grave, Naomi tells you Japanese style worship. We prepare some incense sticks for you. It’s our complimentary. If you want to offer flowers on the tomb of sensei, please let me know. I will arrange it. Knowing the importance of my traditions, I wanted to be ready to follow the Japanese traditions, so I did just a little research online before we left on the trip. What stuck in my mind was that it was a very formal event; that flowers were to be presented that had The day we went to Tanabe was a National Holiday, Sports Day. We had asked that a flower arrangement be prepared and ready for us, but due to the national holiday the pre-order didn’t work out. The plan was to then purchase flowers when we arrived in Tanabe. AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 Since I had read that only certain flowers were appropriate to be offered at a Japanese cemetery, I was glad that someone knowledgeable was going to help us get the right ones. I imagined there would be a floral shop close to the cemetery that would have premade floral arrangements that we could purchase for the grave. But what actually happened was a little different. Once in Tanabe, we pulled in for a quick stop at a supermarket where we all piled out of the van to look for the flower section, which, as it turned out, only sold single stems, no floral arrangements. We hastily selected some stems in colors we liked. The clerk wrapped them for the cemetery in the only paper available, decorated with bright, happy spring flowers. We piled back in the van. Drove to the cemetery. We piled out of the van. We wandered until we found signs in English that directed us to the grave. O’Sensei’s tomb is in a beautiful cemetery. It is in a quiet corner shaded by large trees. Standing at his grave you can look out over the many other monuments there and take in the beautiful view of the ocean. During the stop at the supermarket for flowers, I had begun to realize that Naomi was not necessarily the most up-to-date on Japanese cemetery rules and customs. This was confirmed upon arrival at the grave when she THE KIAI 45 tried to determine where we should place the flowers. After a few moments, Naomi directed me to put the wrapped bouquet on the ground in front of the largest stone. I followed her directions, but wasn’t too surprised when several minutes later, she determined that the largest stone was not where O’Sensei is actually buried. The O-Haka is actually to the left of that large stone. So, as directed, I then moved the bouquet, still wrapped, to the ground in front of the actual O-Haka. But as we looked around the cemetery, there were no other wrapped bouquets on the ground. The few graves with flowers had them unwrapped and placed in stone vases that were on either side of every O-Haka. So I grabbed the wrapped bouquet once again from the ground and this time we each took some stems out. Naomi had brought incense, which we lit. We then each went up to the O-Haka with some flowers and some lighted incense to be placed in the appropriate holders. Later as we left the cemetery we noted that there were open Sake One-Cups at a number of gravesites. Naomi told us that often people leave some food or drink that the departed liked. Second O-Haka: Saito Sensei in Iwama When our group arrived in Iwama we all wanted to visit Saito Sensei’s grave. I had lived and trained in Iwama in the 1980s so Saito Sensei was not just a historical figure for me. He was my Sensei. Going to visit his grave was on the top of my list, but I didn’t know where it was. However, with the help of some of the Iwama deshi, we found ourselves with a hand-drawn map to the cemetery. Since sake was an appropriate offering, we planned to take some. After morning keiko and chores, we started our walk to the cemetery but, as in Tanabe, we first stopped at a supermarket along the way. There we bought flowers, sake, and Suntory. While there, one of Saito Sensei’s students from many years ago appeared. He knew we were going to the grave (we’re not sure how he knew) and he was there to show us the way. As he walked us into the cemetery, he said Saito Sensei would be happy to have visitors. He then led us along the path to Sensei’s grave. There were no signs in English that would have guided us, so his assistance was invaluable. As we approached the grave, he spoke loudly toward the memorial stone and said “Sensei! Deborah is here with students from America”. With that, he had announced our arrival to Saito Sensei. The cemetery is about a 15 minute walk from the dojo. Since the grave may be hard to find if you don’t read Japanese, it helps that there’s a framed picture of Saito Sensei that’s glued to the AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 monument. It’s a great picture of Sensei. Not formal. He’s in his keiko gi, relaxed and smiling. We were all now experienced grave visitors, so this time we all knew to take the flowers out of the wrapping and place them in the vases. We opened the One Cup and offered it on the O-Haka. Each of us went up one by one to pay our respects. That night in the shokudo, we toasted Saito Sensei with the Suntory. Third Visit: Saito Sensei’s Grave – O-Hakamairi After class the next morning, Inagaki Sensei said: “I’ll take you on a tour of Iwama tomorrow. I will take you to Saito Sensei’s O-Haka.” I had a moment of hesitation where I wondered if I should mention ‘oh, but Sensei, we’ve already been there’ or if I should just pretend it was a novel and new idea. I went with the latter. Inagaki Sensei arrived at the dojo THE KIAI 46 the next morning driving his large, imported, American Chevy with leftside drive. It was big enough to hold all 7 of us easily. It took up much of the street as he drove and I kept hoping he’d remember to keep it on the correct side of the road. He did. He stopped at a small shop and purchased two bouquets of flowers wrapped in white paper. He drove to the cemetery and parked next to it. We followed him in. This was the first time I noticed the small hut at the entrance that contained many buckets and ladles. Inagaki Sensei stopped to get a bucket with a ladle and fill the bucket with water. We walked to the grave. When we arrived at the O-Haka, Inagaki Sensei immediately used the ladle to pour water over the top of the monument stone. As the water cascaded down, the stone seemed to come alive like a plant that had been thirsty. He then proceeded to quickly and efficiently clean out the wilted flowers, clean out the sake offering cup, and clean up around the monument. He had me take the new flowers out of the wrapping and remove any rubber bands holding them together. He placed the flowers in the vases. He lit incense and made sure we all had some. Then, before he went up to the O-Haka alone, he turned to us and said “Copy me. This is the Buddhist way.” He went up to the tomb and took water in the ladle. He poured it from the top of the stone so that it fell down over the stone. He put the lighted incense in the incense holder. He paused silently before the tomb and bowed. And then it was each of our turns to pay our respects to Saito Sensei. During our 2 weeks in Japan, we made 3 visits to 2 cemeteries. When we visited O’Sensei’s grave, the few Japanese visiting the cemetery at that time there looked at us in wonder… Why were these foreigners here? Who could they be visiting in this small town cemetery? I was struck by how far reaching the teachings are of this one man from the small town of Tanabe. AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 Each visit to Saito Sensei’s grave left me sad. I and so many others have made a deep connection with aikido through Saito Sensei’s teaching, his love of aikido, his sense of duty to preserve the techniques of the Founder… I was glad I was in Iwama with students from Oakland. I’m sure Sensei is happy to know that the Oaku-rando dojo is still going strong. And that once again its students are in Iwama to find their roots. THE KIAI 47 JAPAN SPECIAL TRAINING FOR IWAMA by Susan Martinez I t’s 5 a.m. The air is cold, the sky is dark, just an occasional streetlight and the light from my headlight as I bicycle through the Berkeley Hills towards the dojo. Birds chirp even in the dark, and save for one deer near my house and a bread delivery truck in Berkeley, I’ve got the road to myself. I’m on my way to morning weapons class. Hip forward, shoulders down, elbows in, hands center, don’t lean over, extend. I’m not moving back quickly enough and sensei’s forward momentum is unrelenting. “You’re dead!” he says. With a 7th dan swinging a wooden stick at me in the dark, there’s no need for coffee – this is the most exhilarating wakeup there is! I work a full day and return for evening class. After that, I bike to the Y for my daily 1-mile swim (32 years and counting), then home. I’m exhausted. I’m sore. And I’ll be doing this a lot for many months: I’m training to be an uchideshi in Iwama. The intensity of test preparation is a gift and fits my roadmap to Iwama: when I’m not in class, I’m still training. I practice flip turns in the pool to be truly comfortable being upside down with high falls. I practice kumi tachi and weak from surgery years ago, and I need a strategy. I talk to a personal trainer at the Y, and by a small miracle it turns out he practices aikido in Berkeley. I feel like I have a guardian angel looking out for me! We talk about knuckle pushups and he puts together an intense program for me. Soon I can do 30 modified pull-ups every day and before I know it, I’m doing the first pushups I’ve done in years. But I still can’t quite figure how I’ll get to knuckle pushups. I begin having nightmares that I’ll embarrass my teachers. kumi jo at home with an invisible partner, even swinging at a piñata to practice correct toma uchi in the 4th kumi jo. The trip is 6 months away but I’ve adopted a Bruce Bochy spring-training like plan. Bochy starts players with one inning the first day, then two innings, then three innings, until by the fourth week, a player can play almost a full game and is ready for the season. and my swimming, hiking the big hill near my home, and working at the gym. Once a month I’ll pick a week and do one class a day for 7 days, and build up to 2 weeks in a row. Along the way, there are weeks where I bike to class and work every day. I want to be mentally and physically conditioned for the uchideshi schedule. It’s not just the aikido, it’s being alert at all times, being aware, training when you’re tired and hungry and don’t want to, and being pushed far beyond comfort to the point of breaking. This is what I imagine is in store: boot camp meets gasshuku. I create an Iwama-like schedule for myself, and map my plan. Up at 5 each day, morning weapons classes, evening classes, weekend classes all in the mix, I’m terrified by the thought of knuckle pushups in Iwama! My left side is still AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 With all of this training, I’ve earned the hours for my 2nd kyu test. The intensity of test preparation is a gift and fits my roadmap to Iwama: when I’m not in class, I’m still training. I practice flip turns in the pool to be truly comfortable being upside down with high falls. I practice kumi tachi and kumi jo at home with an invisible partner, even swinging at a piñata to practice correct toma uchi in the 4th kumi jo. The bokken feels like an extension of my arm, the jo not so much but it’s improving… With a month to go, I’m in high gear. It’s been 2 straight weeks of training in a September heat wave. Then it happens. I’m doing kokyu nage with a strong, tall student. I lift uke’s elbow up and pull the other down as I pivot. He’s centered and strong, a mountain. He resists as is the instruction, and I aim instead for his chin and kokyu. I push through my leg and concentrate on my form, sinking my hips. Suddenly, I feel resistance, strength coming back at me. He’s settled his hips THE KIAI 48 and his power shoots back at me, from his chin through my arm and down my leg. If I were a more experienced student I’d move my hand and let him fall forward. Instead, my knee slides in two directions and it’s me who falls. Oh no! my test! Oh no! Iwama! My doctor says my fall saved me from a complete ACL tear. My partial tear will heal over time if I am dedicated and patient with my rehab. Dedication comes naturally to me. Patience, however, will be my biggest test yet. On crutches and off work for 2 weeks, so Team Nihon kidnaps me for dinner. I’m assuming I’ll need to cancel the trip, until Deborah Sensei tells me observing might be possible and she’ll check. I’m extremely excited by this. I’ve worked so hard for this trip and I will do whatever it takes to make it work. Little do I know I’m about to have one of the most profound and moving experiences of my life. I can’t begin to fathom how much I’m about to learn, just by watching. I’m not prepared for how deeply I’ll be changed as a human being. It’s 5 a.m. The air is cold and the sky is dark. I fold my futon and blanket, put on my heavy knee brace and light jacket, and head outside to get a rake, a broom, and a leaf catcher. I’ll rake the leaves at the jinja then prepare for morning weapons class. I’m an uchideshi in Iwama. AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 THE KIAI 49 JAPAN SPECIAL THE GHOST(S) OF IWAMA by David Lewin “... Hans Goto, during his stay, met a long-time resident who lived in one of the houses. He told Goto Sensei that prior to the building of the dojo by O-Sensei, no one wanted to cross the wooded property because of the ghosts. The old man told Goto that he lived on the property and tamed them down. The deshi used to swap ghost stories, and spending the night in the dojo alone was an interesting experience.” – Bill Witt Sensei “...I used to see strange things: every night a ghost used to come to me. I don’t know whether it was supposed to be a man or a woman. At that time I did not realise how close I was to a breakdown but now I realise of course. Just before I fell asleep each night it would come to me it was really frightening. I could sense its presence. Then all of a sudden it would become like a ton weight on top of me and I would not be able to move. Eventually I found a solution to this. I took my bokken to bed with me and as soon as I felt its presence I held my bokken strongly...and then it was OK. This was due to exhaustion I think.” – Kazuo Chiba Sensei “I heard this from a former uchideshi from the Iwama Dojo in the Ibaraki prefecture. Apparently there is a ghost samurai that roams the dojo, and visits people in their dreams. Apparently sometimes one would hear him running up the mountain, and also if one listens [hard] enough one can [hear] his kiai.” – Poster “Tubig” on Aikiweb Forums 2005 W e had heard brief comments about it before we went to Iwama, and now I have returned with first-hand confirmation: the founder’s dojo is haunted. There is at least one ghost there, and I will share my account. This is not a joke or intended to be funny. Any light I have made of it since it happened has really just been a way to get it off my chest to feel better, as it was intense when it happened and still is intense to think about.. When we arrived in Iwama, a guy from Russia named Alexey was there with about 4 days left in his 2-week stay. Standing in the area behind the wall of the shomen, which consists of a couple small rooms leading to the Founder’s old house, he explained the sleeping arrangements to us guys: “we are allowed on the mat, or back here,” he said pointing to one of the rooms with tatami flooring. “But, this is my room now,” he said as he slid the shoji door closed. We slept on the mat while he was there. Upon his leaving, Vu, Jim and I discussed the possible changes for that night. Ah ha, “senpai gets dibs on the room” I thought, and then said in one way or another. While Jim and Vu slathered on mosquito repellent to battle the night buzzers, I was pleased at the thought of avoiding all that by getting the tatami room, AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 which promised protection from the mosquitos via its slide-able doors. I should have stayed out on the mat with the guys. At about 2:30am I awoke to the sound of buzzing. Did a mosquito get in here?!! After listening closely for a while, ready to swat the offender, I decided that it wasn’t in the room with me; I was just hearing it buzz from the next room. I was going to try and go back to sleep when it happened. While lying on my back, my right ear started ringing; the kind of ringing that happens when they say “someone is talking about you somewhere,” except it felt stronger. As that was happening, my right shoulder THE KIAI 50 Photo by Simona Balan and arm were moved (pulled? pushed?) up so that I was brought to a half sitting-up position. Finally, a blueish light swirled up to the ceiling; not a bright light, just a faint one. When it happened, I gasped like I never have before and didn’t know I could; it basically took all the breath out of me. I continued to lay there; in retrospect, I was a bit frozen. What was I gonna do, though? I wasn’t gonna go wake people up, I didn’t wanna make a bunch of sound dragging my futon and stuff to the mat. So I laid there freaked the f -out for the next 2.5 hours until it was time to get up and clean. As we were starting our cleaning, I said to Vu, “you guys can have that room.” I must have looked as spooked as I felt. It’s weird to sit here now and say, yes, I have experienced a ghost. But it’s true. There really is some intense energy at the Iwama dojo. I’m still trying to process what I experienced. But I can say with certainty that I was wide awake when it happened, and it was real. A search online yielded the accounts above, and there are other word-of-mouth accounts. The most common experiences seem to be crazy, vivid, and kinda-scary dreams, and/or the sensation of being pinned down by something, which Vu, Jim and Susan experienced in some way. I kinda wish I had a dream instead, too... Another foreigner staying in Iwama recently posted that the light in O-Sensei’s room turned on seemingly Photo by Vu Ma The tatami room is behind these shoji doors. Photo by Jim Beno The guys sleeping on the mat at night. by itself, and that after he went and turned it off, it turned back on again. Apparently the senseis sent in a Shinto Priest to go turn it off. I smiled and felt better at the thought that this is just a normal part of life at the Iwama dojo. AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 幽霊 THE KIAI 51 IN THE NEWS 2015 DOJO HOLIDAY PARTY I t was awesome!! 25 people on the mat plus Kim Sensei. That meant that Sensei was going to do 25 techniques from Karate Dori using each person on the mat as uke. With the speed of lightning, even beginners and children served as uke. And we each tried to train with a different partner for every technique. It was exhilarating!! and lots of it. But needless to say, the surprise and main event was the McKenty family. All wonderful musicians. Elizabeth has known Deborah for more than 40 years when both of them were mimes in Paris. And they did lots of theater together. They kept in touch throughout the years and Deborah has even gone to their neck of the woods to teach Aikido. And then the party. Wonderful food Well, 6 gorgeous kids later, Elizabeth AIKIDO INSTITUTE | FALL 2015 was in town and Deborah invited them to the Dojo Holiday Party. The rest has already become legend. They played beautifully and even made the whole dojo square dance up and down the mat in pairs. It was so much fun. Thank you Christmas Elves, thank you Deborah, and thank you McKenty family for making this dojo party unforgettable. 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