Why we came & Why we stay Annual Report 2009-2010
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Why we came & Why we stay Annual Report 2009-2010
Annual Report 2009-2010 Why we came & Why we stay Message from the President Sister Angelita Zawada, OSU, President Dear Friends, We proudly present to you our 2009 – 2010 Annual Report. We always love working on this communication because it gives us an opportunity to share with our friends the many facets of our Ursuline way of life. In this annual report some of our sisters humbly share with us the inner workings of God’s grace in their lives. Their stories take us down a path of grace, fidelity, challenges, service and gratitude. These same stories have been embodied in countless Ursuline lives through the centuries. To be exact it was 475 years ago this year that our Foundress, St. Angela Merici, gathered her first daughters around her and gave shape to our Ursuline way of life. Angela taught her daughters to “let our first refuge be at the feet of Jesus Christ” so through lives of prayer, Christ would always be the ultimate center of our lives. As you will read, in the lives of our sisters this inward journey leads us to freely immerse ourselves in the service of others and thus participate in the external mission of Jesus Christ. St. Angela encourages us to remember, “You have a greater need to serve than they have to be served.” As Ursuline women, we journey together in response to God’s call. No matter whether we look at ourselves before the changes called for by the Vatican Council or after, we as religious women in the Church are identified by our centeredness in Christ, our care and concern for others and our love and commitment to each other in community. Our vows give expression and direction to our lives: poverty—how we live; chastity— how we love; obedience—how we listen; and our fourth vow of service in Christian Education for the Church—how we serve God’s people. Each of us treasures our call to live and serve as religious women in the Church. We thank you, our families and our friends, for the encouragement and support you give us to remain faithful to that call. Today’s challenges may be great but so are God’s graces and blessings. As our family and friends you helped us become who we were in the past, you walk with us in the present, and I know through your kindness and generosity you will help us give shape to who we will be in the future. God bless you. With gratitude, Sister Angelita Zawada, OSU, President Ursuline Sisters of Cleveland 2 Ursuline Sisters: Why we came & Why we stay The Ursuline Sisters have been a presence in the Diocese of Cleveland since 1850. The founding five members of the group, the first religious women in the diocese, came from France. Since that time close to 1,000 women have followed, hailing mainly from Northeast Ohio. Why did they enter? What prompted their choice of religious life and Ursuline religious life, in particular? And perhaps, even more a question for these times, why do they stay? What compels them to uphold a counter-cultural lifestyle in a society that equates success with financial comfort, and in a Church that some would suggest has happily used them as its work force while treating them as second-class citizens? While times – and religious rules – have changed, reasons for entering and for staying have remained fairly consistent. Women have come because of a call; they have stayed in fidelity to it. In the pages of this Annual Report, you will read about 10 women, ranging in age from 27 to 92, who heeded the call to religious life and continue to find meaning and value in the life despite the challenges. You will learn the story of Sister Francis Regis, a lifelong educator, who at the age of 92, still opts for a more traditional religious “habit” for outings and community prayer. At the other end of the spectrum, you will read about Sister Erin Zubal who in her youthful appearance and dress bears great resemblance to the very students she teaches at Beaumont School. The sisters presented here represent diverse ages and ministries. Sisters Diana Stano, Gretchen Rodenfels and Maureen Doyle lead educational institutions, as presidents of Ursuline College and Beaumont School and as Director of Urban Community School, respectively. The group is rounded out by recent diamond jubilarian Sister Ruth Marie Behrend; two “delayed” vocations, Sisters Mary Kay Conkey and Barbara Jean Sever; Sister Madonna Marie Dickus, administrative assistant to the Leadership Team, and Sister Anna Margaret Gilbride, Assistant to the President of Ursuline College. All are stories of call and response, of faith and commitment. All reflect the Ursuline spirit, for all live and serve Soli Deo Gloria, for the glory of God alone. Table of Contents Message from the President..................2 Ursuline Sisters: Why we came & Why we stay..............3 Financial Overview...............................4 Year in Review......................................5 Sister Anna Margaret Gilbride...............8 Sister Barbara Jean Sever......................9 Sister Diana Stano..............................11 Sister Erin Zubal..................................13 Sister M. Francis Regis Mueller............14 Sister Gretchen Rodenfels....................16 Sister Madonna Dickus.......................17 Sister Mary Kay Conkey......................19 Sister Maureen Doyle..........................21 Sister Ruth Marie Behrend...................22 Enjoy! 3 Financial Overview Development Income*2008-2009 2009-2010 Benefit $ 45,476 141,905 Memorials & Bequests $ 581,028 406,261 Programs $ 91,118 35,075 Grants $ 98,003 87,250 Donations $ 501,097 529,789 Total $ 1,316,722 1,200,280 Development Disbursements2008-2009 2009-2010 Saint Angela Center $ 44,885 20,935 Ministries $ 134,035 61,416 Temporarily Restricted $ 457,891 398,016 Unrestricted $ 679,911 719,913 Total $ 1,316,722 1,200,280 * Development Office income exceeds the Treasurer’s Office record of donated funds by $9,700 due to ministry grants that were secured by the Development Office for entities that are managed by Ursuline sisters, separately incorporated and therefore not included in the congregation’s financial statements. Congregational Operating Revenues2008-2009 Salaries & Social Security 2009-2010 $ 4,720,529 4,445,270 Development $ 1,305,687 1,194,205 Other $ Donations 4 165,211 280,418 Skilled Nursing $ 1,640,776 1,885,122 Other Income $ 319,679 167,041 Total $ 8,151,882 7,972,056 Congregational Operating Expenses2008-2009 2009-2010 Community Operations $ 1,108,380 1,024,350 Plant Operations $ 1,520,922 1,511,349 Sisters’ Expenses $ 2,467,526 2,428,887 Skilled Nursing Facility $ 2,550,665 2,654,388 Other Expenses $ 173,298 223,364 Total Operating Expenses $ 7,820,791 7,842,338 Contribution to Retirement Fund $ 331,091 129,718 Year in Review Finance Review What a difference a year makes! As we began our fiscal year July 1, 2009, the state of the U.S. economy remained in question. We braced ourselves for a difficult 12 months with the anticipation of job eliminations among our sisters due to parish closings/clustering. Investments upon which we rely for retirement needs were worth considerably less than previous years. Also unknown was how our benefactors would respond in the economic downturn. Along with most families, we tightened our belts by cutting budgets and focusing only on essential projects. As the fiscal year came to an end, we fared better financially than we anticipated because: •Most of our sisters displaced by parish clustering were able to obtain paid ministry positions. •The solid guidance provided by our Investment Advisory Committee helped us recoup most of the 20% investment loss realized during the 2008/2009 fiscal year. •Our benefactors remained faithful in their support. As a result, we were able to end the year by making a small contribution to our retirement fund while remaining true to the Ursuline mission. The future still presents challenges as the economy struggles to recover but we’re confident that with the continuing help of benefactors and the guidance of our advisors we will continue to advance our mission. 5 Thanks to our donors… As expected, our monthly phone expenses were nearly cut in half during 2009/2010 with the installation of a modernized phone system graciously funded by donors through our 2008/2009 21st Century Club appeal. While keeping capital expenses at a minimum, the congregation began laying the groundwork to establish sustainable energy sources for the future. Additionally, our 2009/2010 Century Club appeal raised funds to help pay for energy and cost-saving projects that will result in an annual savings of $25,000 to $30,000 by replacing light fixtures and modifying boilers and exhaust fans we’ve been using since 1958. Our 21st Century Club appeal provided funds to modify boilers for more efficient operation. Our Development Office introduced new (and fun) ways to raise funds during a year when U.S. donations overall were down; and the Chronicle of Philanthropy predicted “daunting challenges” facing the nonprofit world. We’re grateful our donors responded well to our first Retirement Rally appeal, which raised $114,676 and has become an annual appeal. Likewise, our Ursuline friends and family showed wonderful support at our inaugural Ursuline Derby Day benefit, which raised $141,905 to help advance the Ursuline mission. This, too, has become an annual event with the next Derby Day slated for May 7, 2011. At the inaugural Derby Day benefit, Rita and Peter Carfagna received the 2010 Merici Award in recognition of their continuing support of the Ursuline Sisters. Generous donors also gave us the gift of safe and efficient transportation in the form of a new 12-passenger bus that can accommodate two wheelchairs. This is especially helpful to the Saint Angela Center when offsite activities are planned for our sisters who do not drive. Additionally, many of our sisters will be relieved of traveling in multiple vehicles to the same location for events, wakes, funerals and other outings. 6 Our new 12-passenger bus allows us to transport groups of sisters to events, outings and appointments. Year in Review Outreach hIm. – 1 co rInthIan s 2:9 shouLd i be afraid? – PsaLm 27:1 – onLy in god – eye has no t seen, ear has not he ard what your and keep conSoled I gela merIc ” - SaInt an hope alIve. faIth and forever. – John We also revitalized our Friends of St. Angela prayer program by giving it an updated look and streamlining our card offerings (visit www.UrsulineSisters.org for more information). May the lord ble and heal your hess you art Fr ien ds oF sa int an ge la Embra ced in pra Ursuline Sisters yer by the of Cleveland is enrolled in the Urs uline Sisters ’ Friends of Saint Angel a Prayer pro gram and will be prayed for during six Eucharistic celebration s in their Chapel of the Most Ho ly Trinity. Enrolled by Preparing for the years ahead During most of the 2009/2010 fiscal year, members of the congregation engaged in an integrative planning process with Janus Small of Janus Small & Associates. The plan focuses issues of property, housing, ministry, finances, aging, vocations and more as the congregation continues to address the dynamic changes, challenges and opportunities before us. Check our Web site, www.UrsulineSisters.org, and the Ursuline Sisters News for information on how the Ursuline Sisters are preparing for a bold future. 7 11:25-26 god has pr epared fo r those wh o love L they dIe, wI ll lIve Additionally, the Ursuline Sisters jumped on the Facebook bandwagon by launching a page to stay in touch with our friends and family who frequent this social medium for the latest news about their friends, family members and other interests. ur ayS be In yo “I Shall alw yerS … be to your pra dIng aId mIdSt, len The congregation also was among a number of area organizations that sponsored Women & Spirit: Catholic Sisters in America at the Maltz Museum of Jewish Heritage. The exhibit provided an educational and historic perspective of the innovations, institutions and influence women religious have contributed to America and parts beyond. This traveling exhibit also appeared at the Smithsonian Institution and Ellis Island Immigration Museum. thinking of You Tre e of belIeve In me, though The Ursuline Sis ters of Cleveland pray on behalf who are enrolle of those d in the Friend s of Saint Angela program. Donat prayer ions help cover costs of cards and expenses associa other ted with adminis tering the progra m. To order cards, call 440.449.1 200, Ext. 199; or visit www.u rsulinesisters.org for more inform ation. e e The Ursuline Sisters of Cleveland continued to participate in the Community Women’s Shelter Adopt-a-Shelter program, providing meals; donating toiletries, clothing and other necessities, and providing services and programming. h lIfe. all wh o if t an ge la Embraced in pra yer by the Ursulin e Sisters of Clevela To order cards, call 440.449.1200, Ext. 199; nd or visit www.ursulinesisters.org for more information. I am the re surrectIo n and the T ee of Tr Li T e whom shouLd i fear? The Lord is my Life’s refuge; of whom h e The Ursuline Institute of Learning established additional tutoring F r iends o F s aint angela Embraced in prayer by the Ursuline Sisters of Cleveland sites at Beaumont School and Villa Angela – St. Joseph High School while maintaining its Ursuline Educational Center/Motherhouse and The Ursuline Sisters of Cleveland pray on behalf of those St. Philip Neri locations. Any student from any school may receive who are enrolled in the Friends of Saint Angela prayer program. Donations help cover costs of cards and other tutoring at these sites. Fr ie nd s oF expenses associated with administering the program. sa in f be aT resT, my souL, for from god comes my hoPe. – PsaLm 62:6 The Lord is my LighT and my saLvaTion; Sister Anna Margaret Gilbride Pursuit of meaningful life amplifies Sister Anna Margaret’s call to serve Growing up, Sister Anna Margaret Gilbride says she thought all mothers went to Mass daily, because her mother did. Her grandmother, who lived with the family, was a very prayerful woman as well. Noting religion was a big part of her “life culture,” she also witnessed a brother become a priest and a sister, Catharine, become a Cleveland Ursuline. Another sister and two brothers were in the military during WWII. So one might say faith and service ran in the Gilbride family. As a young woman fresh out of high school, Sister Anna Margaret would attend Mass every day on her way to work at the Cleveland Electric Illuminating Co. Chief among her intentions was praying for the safe return of her siblings from the war’s European Theater. Sister Anna Margaret took notice that she was becoming “closer to God” in the process. Visits with her mother to the convent to see her sister, Catharine, prompted a “turning point” in her life. “I was struck by (the Ursulines’) sense of community,” Sister Anna Margaret says. “They had so much fun.” Then one day she heard a woman at work say she had worked for the Illuminating Co. for 35 years. “I went home and told my mother I wanted to do something more meaningful,” perhaps train to become a teacher as most Ursulines had. And her allure to religious life continued to grow. She says this was the grace of God calling, and explains, “A call is like a desire that doesn’t go away.” Sister Anna Margaret told her mother of her hope to become an Ursuline sister and enjoyed her mother’s support. Others tried to talk her out of it. Still incredulous that “people try to talk people out of” religious life, she says, “It’s amazing they would do that but it strengthens your resolve.” An Ursuline for 65 years, Sister Anna Margaret says the most notable changes she’s experienced in religious life center around the relaxation of rules. When she first entered the congregation, “there was a big emphasis on silence—a rule of silence in the dorms, in the halls, at meals,” she says. Sister Anna Margaret (left) followed her older sister, Catharine, to the Ursulines. Sister Catharine died in June. “We couldn’t go home, like now,” she says of her early days with the Ursulines, noting families went to the convent to visit the sisters. There was also an era when sisters were bussed to the schools they served. “One bus would take sisters to the East Side schools and another, to the West Side schools.” Later, certain sisters, including Sister Anna Margaret, obtained licenses at the direction of Mother Marie, and became “drivers,” who would transport other sisters to their respective schools. As ministries diversified with the needs of the times and expanded throughout the city, carpooling would no longer suffice and sisters were provided their own “ministry cars.” One thing that hasn’t changed: Ursuline sisters continue to serve as positive role models to the people they serve and the world at large. There was a time when Sister Anna Margaret wondered why so many Ursuline-taught students chose careers in education. But after years of witnessing this trend, it became evident the sisters’ presence made clear the value and profound impact of education. In fact, over the years, many former students would become colleagues to the Ursulines who taught them. Continued on page 9 ➤ 8 Sister Anna Margaret Gilbride “I was struck by (the Ursulines’) sense of community.” “Today we do more social work,” says Sister Anna Margaret, noting Ursulines have ventured beyond teaching in their service. Sisters serve people of all ages—from babies to the elderly—in settings and capacities that address the challenges and opportunities of the 21st Century. Retired sisters, too, reach out to minister to people in the inner city, hospitals and schools, along with participating in mission service. And still today, a sister’s presence provides comfort and compassion. The sisters’ care and concern for others go beyond ministry sites into their communal and personal prayer lives. “I always check the prayer boards [at Ursuline College] and the Motherhouse” to pray for the intentions and people listed. Sister Anna Margaret’s Ursuline vocation has proven to be joyful and meaningful—just as she had expected—and she has never questioned her call to religious life. She acknowledges uncertainties exist where the future of religious life is concerned, especially with regard to finances Sister Anna Margaret has served at Ursuline College since 1971, as theology instructor, as Vice President for Student Services, and currently as Assistant to the President. She is pictured here with colleagues Kevin Gladstone and Patrick Riley. and fewer sisters receiving salaries as they enter into retirement. She also notes, “It’s a lot about ministry,” and the needs that will continue to reveal themselves as time goes on. Sister Barbara Jean Sever Sister Barbara Jean embraces religious life with zeal Sister Barbara Jean Sever “shook off” her call to religious life for more than 25 years, not because she didn’t want to pursue it, but because she didn’t feel “good enough or smart enough.” From a young age, Sister Barbara Jean became very familiar with women religious. The Sisters of St. Joseph taught her in elementary school and high school. She worked with Sisters of Charity at Parmadale. Sister Barbara Jean met the Ursulines at Sacred Heart Academy, where she taught physical education and remained hopeful after the school building closed and notes, “Nothing ever closed, we just moved on.” Moving on to Villa Angela Academy at the invitation of the school’s administrators, she remained close to the Ursulines. And if the call hadn’t been obvious to her by that time, she would later find herself serving alongside the sisters at Ursuline College. Sister Barbara Jean tries out equipment in the Ursuline Wellness Center which she oversees. Continued on page 10 ➤ 9 Sister Barbara Jean Sever As a young woman with education, experience and a satisfying career, Sister Barbara Jean “was a mover and a shaker” but still felt something was missing. “I had a good income. But I felt lonely inside and God kept calling me. It’s truly a calling. “I knew the whole (Ursuline) community as an outside companion,” says Sister Barbara Jean. “I wanted to share the day-to-day struggles and joys (with them).” Finally, at the age of 38, she gained the courage to approach Sister Rose Angela with her desire to explore a religious vocation with the Ursulines. As Sister Barbara Jean celebrates 25 years with the community, she says she’s the happiest she’s ever been and continues to strive “to become what my predecessors were,” and says, “I have a lot of work to do. I’m proud to represent the Ursulines who made so many sacrifices so I can do what I do.” Of community life, Sister Barbara Jean says being connected helps members see “the bigger picture” and notes, “Our voice as a group helps people think a little deeper.” Sharing the Ursuline charism, too, begs Sister Barbara Jean to ask, “What face of Angela will I show the world today?” She notes, “If we don’t connect with Angela, we haven’t connected.” Sister Barbara Jean says throughout her years as an Ursuline she hasn’t experienced “change” in religious life, but rather evolution. Where ministries are concerned, she says women religious provide strength in any given circumstance. “We’re connected to women, and not just women religious,” she notes. “We give a voice to women of the church. There’s not much we can’t do. And we don’t have to be alone in what we’re doing.” “I have a lot of work to do. I’m proud to represent the Ursulines who made so many sacrifices so I can do what I do.” 10 Sister Barbara Jean (right) enjoys Derby Day with Sister Charlotte Trenkamp. Sister Barbara Jean remains “amazed” at the opportunities women religious have to make a difference. “We do have a voice to empower others and represent a sign of hope in one another.” Looking at the future of religious life, she says, “We can become that example of stability in an unstable time. We now pray more with people than for people. We need to pray with them. We need their prayers just as much. Together we become stronger.” Noting the Cleveland Ursuline congregation was established in 1850, Sister Barbara Jean acknowledges, “We still have a following. With hope everything will fall into place. The gift of hope represents a voice that change is possible.” Viewing the future of ministry, Sister Barbara Jean sees progression. “We value the opportunities before us. Seeking Christ in education leads us to different facets of ministry.” Sister Barbara Jean, who serves as the Director of Hospitality Services for the Ursuline Educational Center/Motherhouse, takes her Ursuline journey one day at a time and says, “The next day is always better than this day. I’m in awe that I can connect with so many people.” Something many people don’t know about Sister Barbara Jean is that she makes it a goal to meet someone new before she ends each day and says of ministry service, “It’s not about success. It’s about having your work touch people.” Sister Diana taught seven years at Villa Angela Academy before beginning advanced study in preparation for her service at Ursuline College. Family and the Ursulines “influenced who I wanted to be, even more than what I wanted to do.” Sister Diana Stano Sister Diana Stano says religious witness vital in challenging times Before deciding to join the Ursulines, Diana Stano entertained thoughts of going into medicine. But other influences like her strong Catholic upbringing and exposure to Ursuline Sisters at St. Joseph School (Collinwood) and Sacred Heart Academy, opened her to a different call. Her family and the Ursulines, Sister Diana says, “influenced who I wanted to be, even more than what I wanted to do.” A normal teen in every way – she dated, had a car and a job – she felt something was missing in her life. Finally she allowed God to have a say. God called, Diana listened, and during a Sodality retreat, she decided to join the Ursulines whom she knew to be “good, solid women who cared about others, and were willing to do whatever they could to help others.” She entered Sept. 12, 1963 at the age of 18 with no clear expectation of what religious life would be like, but determined to do what needed to be done to become what she was called to be. Sister Diana earned a degree in chemistry from Ursuline College and taught seven years at Villa Angela Academy. She earned master’s and doctoral degrees in science education from The Ohio State University and joined the Ursuline College faculty in 1978. She has served as chair of Ursuline’s education department, founder and director of its first graduate program, non-public school administration, and dean of graduate studies. In 1997 she assumed the post she holds today as the 16th president of Ursuline College. In all areas of her life, personal and professional, Sister Diana subscribes to the principles of Stephen Covey’s Seven Habits of Highly Effective People based on moving from dependence, to independence, to interdependence. She finds great application for religious life. “Our life is all about who we are together,” she says, “called in St. Angela, in Jesus, etc.” Like her sisters in community Sister Diana’s experience of religious life has changed a lot through the years. The “lock step” mentality has long faded, giving way to a community climate that is more individualistic. Even spiritually there have been changes, she notes. “Individually and corporately we seem to be more rooted in the Gospel and in Saint Angela. They are the bedrock of our lives.” Continued on page 12 ➤ 11 Sister Diana Stano And, of course, most of the externals have changed, most notably the habit. “In the earlier days, our habits generated a response, mostly positive, some negative. We were accorded a level of respect that was not always deserved. We are the people of God; we are not part of the hierarchy.” Then, of course, there were later years, where the habit reactions were often stronger and stranger. Sister Diana recalled stories from the 1970s when she was the only religious in habit on the 50,000-student Ohio State campus. She often felt as though she was seen and treated as neither male nor female. She was a magnet for all kinds of people, conversations and behaviors. It was not always pleasant. Sister Diana’s views of religious life have no doubt developed and expanded in her 46 years in the congregation. She holds to an unchanging sense of being called to serve the people of God. “People may be different and our service may be different,” she suggests, “but the call is still the same.” She tries to live by a quote she read, which cautions, “Be careful how you live your life; you may be the only Gospel somebody reads.” She believes today’s religious women “provide role models and mentors to the church and to society and in all circles in which they interact. They supply witness that is valuable and necessary, especially in these challenging times.” This does not happen automatically, she notes. “It requires selfless dedication and commitment to the needs of others, the kind of commitment that Ursulines have shown throughout history.” Sister Diana suggests religious life will likely continue to evolve. Perhaps there will be people looking to make only temporary commitments. “Today’s young people are undoubtedly drawn to service,” she says. “They are affiliated with causes, but not necessarily for life. I’m not sure if it’s more a movement of God or of human nature. But it certainly has implication for permanent commitment.” Permanence is definitely part of Sister Diana’s makeup, in her college leadership and in her vocation. “I still believe this is what I am called to do. It requires an every day response; there’s been no contradictory call strong enough to pull me away. I am a daughter of Angela, seeking to empower women to reach their potential; that is why I am an educator. This is where and how I can make the greatest impact.” Sister Diana enjoys spending time with Ursuline College students. She spent an entire semester living with juniors and seniors in Smith Hall, the newest residence on campus. (Ursuline College photo) 12 “I am a daughter of Angela, seeking to empower women to reach their potential; that is why I am an educator. This is where and how I can make the greatest impact.” Sister Erin Zubal Youngest Ursuline serves as role model to students “The spirit I witnessed and experienced among the sisters and their positive energy drew me.” At 22, Erin Zubal experienced what she calls “a persistent feeling of wanting to do something more” with her life. Having friends in both the Youngstown and Cleveland Ursuline communities, she sensed she was being drawn to religious life. “The spirit I witnessed and experienced among the sisters and their positive energy drew me,” she recalls. In other communities like the Sisters of Notre Dame and Sisters of the Living Word, she met wonderful women, but when decision time came, she was set on the Cleveland Ursulines who “were just a better fit.” On January 15, 2006, Erin joined the community. As a candidate she completed her master’s degree in social science administration at Case-Western Reserve. She professed temporary vows January 18, 2009. Her social work education and a personal commitment to peace and justice issues have led her to two very different ministries. She served one year as a social worker at the Cuyahoga County Correctional Center, providing social services for women incarcerated in the county jail. Then she was invited to join the theology faculty at Beaumont School to teach peace and justice. This year, her second at Beaumont, she also serves part-time as campus minister. The women in jail knew Erin was a sister but didn’t really understand what that meant; the concept of “nun” was foreign to most. But they trusted that Erin worked efficiently and in a timely manner attending to their needs. Sister Erin knows she was put through a “proving period.” She says she was able to “demonstrate that ‘young’ doesn’t have to mean incapable or inept.” The same held true at Beaumont; the girls took one look at Sister Erin’s youthful appearance and dress and thought she would become their ‘friend.’ “I can be friendly,” she says, “but I am a teacher and I have to establish myself as such.” She is grateful for her jail experience. “It made me a better person. I learned a lot about poverty and about the criminal justice system.” The work made her more passionate for justice issues and the need to work for systemic change. Sister Erin (left) was assisted in her formation by friend and mentor Sister Anita Whitely who died last year. It also has given her experience to expand her students’ views of society and its ills. Her experience of religious life thus far has surpassed her expectations, particularly in the area of community. “The support and encouragement I receive in community — and strive to give in return — is so valuable; it strengthens my commitment to mission. And having the legacy of so many amazing Ursuline women living and deceased holds me accountable for withstanding today’s challenges and advancing the mission.” She has found she underestimated the challenge of being the youngest congregational member (next youngest is 17 years older) and the only one in formation. “I sometimes feel,” she says rather uncomfortably, “that some see me as the future of the congregation, as our only hope. That is burdensome. I’m only one person. That’s when I tell myself it’s about all of us and that whatever happens happens. The Spirit works through all of us; all of us need to do what we can.” Sister Erin believes there is still great value in having religious in the world, but there is a need for better collaboration with communities and with the laity. That would form an even stronger presence in the world and secure a better and brighter future. Continued on page 14 ➤ 13 Sister Erin Zubal Today’s religious women offer to the church and the world a full commitment of gifts and talents to serve the poor and marginalized, to go and serve where others cannot. Sister Erin believes that seasoned members like Sister M. Eugene Gear demonstrate commitment that has weathered change. They have been persistent and passionate, and have not allowed themselves to be beaten down by struggles. Sister Erin offers encouragement to students in her summer Peace and Justice class. She looks to middle aged members to be models of fidelity to the call, to be willing to take new risks for those who follow, to pave the way for them. And she challenges herself and other younger members to listen, to keep sacred the story of the congregation, to let go of what’s not essential. She sees that occasional restlessness as a normal part of formation and as part of her generation. Erin admits she has had a few periods of questioning her decision to be a sister; she has wondered about staying, particularly with decreasing numbers and aging members. “But it is worth it,” she reasons. “I’m proud to be carrying on the legacy of good women committed to the world and to the church. I can do this. I want to do this.” Sister M. Francis Regis Mueller 71 years later, Sister Francis Regis is still excited to be a sister On her First Communion Day, Marie Cecelia Mueller, today known as Sister Francis Regis, knew she wanted to be a sister and a teacher. A strong Catholic family background and the influence of teachers nurtured the seed of religious life. Her fifth grade teacher at St. Colman School was an inspiration, but it was the “grace of God” and Ursuline Sister Marie Joseph, her instructor in a commercial high school course, that stirred her to action. After completing high school at Villa Angela, Sister Francis Regis worked two years at the Higbee Co. It provided her with valuable experience. She suggests it gave her a “taste of living in the world” and taught her independence and self-sufficiency.” But still the call persisted. When she finally decided to make the move and join the Ursulines, her parents’ response was, “Whatever you want.” An older brother, John, paved the way when he joined the Marianists. Accordingly young Marie entered the community Feb. 2, 1939, at the age of 20. She has loved being an Ursuline sister. “I have no regrets,” she insists. “I never considered leaving for another kind of life.” And for 62 of her 70 years as an Ursuline, she has taught or tutored in elementary schools throughout the diocese. “I love teaching; if I had my way I’d still be in the classroom.” Sister Francis Regis is still available to tutor in the Ursuline Institute of Learning at the Ursuline Educational Center/Motherhouse. As rules governing dress relaxed in the 1960s through the 1980s, most sisters started opting out of the habit. Sister Francis Regis stayed with it because she attaches “witness value” to wearing distinctive dress. People sometimes see her in the long habit and assume she is conservative and doesn’t like change; others have hailed her a “real nun.” “I do what I think is best for me; others do what they think. It’s not a matter Continued on page 15 ➤ 14 Sister M. Francis Regis Mueller of right or wrong, good or bad, liberal or conservative. It’s just a choice, and wearing a habit is my choice.” Habit choice aside, Sister Francis Regis is a woman of the times. She has a cell phone and a laptop computer that link her with family and friends throughout the country. She tools around in her motorized cart, staying on top of news within the community and beyond. In the Saint Angela Center where she lives, she is engaged in a therapy program that employs the Wii Sports system. She loves Wii bowling. Just recently she bowled a 211, a new personal high. Not bad for a 92 year-old in a habit! In considering religious life through the years, Sister Francis Regis notes contemporary religious life offers more freedom than she knew as a young sister. She sees that as a good thing. “We are still accountable to the community, but freer.” And that freedom extends to ministry choices. Where once the Ursulines were predominantly a teaching community, by the late 1970s and early 1980s sisters were given a say in identifying their choice of work. Sister Francis Regis sees that as a healthy change because while she never wanted to do anything but teach, there were some who found classroom education difficult. Now sisters can minister in a variety of ways that are more meaningful and fulfilling to them and still contribute to the overall Mission. Sister Francis Regis (left) and Sister Marie de Lourdes sport the old habit before modifications began in the late 1960s. “I love teaching; if I had my way I’d still be in the classroom. What do today’s religious women offer the church? This 71year member believes they offer themselves, their gifts and talents, their presence. “In these chaotic times in the world and in the church,” she suggests, “religious can help stabilize; they can bring compassion to sensitive and volatile situations. In schools religious bring order, good education. We need to be available. That’s the key, availability and presence.” When asked to anticipate how religious life might change in the future, she speculates that perhaps women will make temporary commitments or return to living as early members did – in homes, not convents, and coming together for prayer and discussion. Maybe we’ll have fewer members with a looser structure. “Who knows,” she says, “it’s in God’s hands.” As for her own hope for the future, this veteran member holds to Angela’s counsel which promises that we “will never be abandoned in [our] need,” so she hopes to persevere to the end. “Angela said it … and I believe her.” Sister Francis Regis demonstrates her Wii bowling technique. 15 Sister Gretchen Rodenfels Religious call takes Sister Gretchen full circle from Beaumont graduate to president “Beaumont always held a special place in my heart. I’ve always had a love for the institution.” At left Sister Gretchen poses with a student from St. John Bosco School where she served as principal. At right, she is shown with Beaumont guidance secretary, Jill Cancelliere. The Ursuline Sisters, who “blended a contemplative prayer life with active ministry,” attracted Sister Gretchen Rodenfels to religious life when she was a student at Beaumont. It was at Beaumont where Sister Gretchen first became familiar with the Ursulines. While she was getting a great education from the sisters, she noted the happiness and fun she saw in them and would “hang out” after school more and more to be with the sisters. She felt her call to religious life gradually seeping in when she was a junior at the school and joined the congregation when she was 18 years old. At that tender age, she couldn’t have predicted she would someday become the school’s president. “Beaumont always held a special place in my heart. I’ve always had a love for the institution,” she says. Upon entering religious life, Sister Gretchen says her views of religious life were “idealistic and somewhat unreal,” perhaps due to her “youthful enthusiasm.” As the years have gone on, life has tempered her views to become more realistic. “Thankfully, the heart of religious life has not changed and I have become more grounded in that heart of religious life,” she adds. Throughout her time with the congregation, she would experience significant changes to religious life itself. She says, “It’s a mixed blessing” that today religious life is much less structured than in the past. Relaxed rules allow for much more contact with people other than those she serves in ministry, “with my own family, with my own friends.” This, she says, “puts more responsibility on me to see the elements of my own spiritual life and to develop and maintain contact with members of my Ursuline community.” Sister Gretchen says she feels the people she serves are much more comfortable with this new model of religious life. “At the same time,” she says, “they expect each religious to demonstrate to them her abilities. They no longer have the mindset that, ‘what sister says, goes.’” Today, many students’ first exposure to women religious comes the first day they walk into Beaumont. “The sisters are very Continued on page 17 ➤ 16 Sister Gretchen Rodenfels special to the girls,” says Sister Gretchen, noting girls of all faiths attend the school and sincerely appreciate St. Angela and the Ursuline charism. And when students leave Beaumont, Sister Gretchen says she wants them to be conscious of St. Angela's counsel to “build community wherever you go,” adding, “especially in situations where they may not know people.” Just as important, Sister Gretchen says, students graduating from Beaumont leave knowing “service and peace and justice go hand-in-hand.” Over the years, Sister Gretchen has seen ministry in general become much more expansive and less structured. “My particular ministry of Catholic education has also expanded to concerns previously outside the boundaries of a classroom and has become much more non-structured and elective.” In fact, on the weekends, Sister Gretchen maintains her practice of licensed massotherapy to serve others while providing herself a “right brain outlet.” As they always have, Sister Gretchen says women religious continue to offer the church and the world the power of their prayer. Additionally, “Especially in our culture, which is skeptical, we offer the church and the world the witness of our lifestyle. Our culture wants witnesses to live what they say.” She also notes today’s religious woman offers the church and the world “a rich variety of ministries, especially in Catholic education.” Sister Gretchen says she remains committed to her Ursuline vocation because she is “convinced this is the life God has called me to live.” As change is inevitable, Sister Gretchen says of the future of religious life, “We have to be open to the Spirit. As Ursulines, we have to follow the inspiration of St. Angela Merici who told us to be open to the signs of the times.” Sister Madonna Dickus Faithful upbringing, Ursuline teachers paved clear path to Sister Madonna’s vocation “No one discerns a religious vocation alone nor does one remain faithful to a religious vocation alone,” says Sister Madonna Dickus. “From the time I was in second grade, I knew I wanted to become a sister. The faith of my parents and their example, magnified by my experience of having the Ursulines in grade school, made it perfectly clear to me that God loves me and is always with me.” Sister Madonna tested her feelings by attending a public high school and working at the Cleveland Board of Education for two years after high school. She says the deep feeling of having a vocation to religious life never left her and only became stronger even though she “made many new friends in the work world and had a jazzy convertible.” So, she quit her job and entered the Ursulines in 1966 at the age of 19. When Sister Madonna joined the Ursulines, “We had no home visits, no attendance at family weddings, once-a-month visiting Sister Madonna served at Villa Angela Academy and Beaumont School before beginning her tenure in community service at the Motherhouse. Continued on page 18 ➤ 17 Sister Madonna Dickus for four hours, restricted mail, no phone calls and we were assigned our ministry and our place of residence,” she says. Now, 43 years later, sisters are very free to choose where they minister and where they live. After attending Dyke College, Sister Madonna finished her undergraduate education at Ursuline College and completed graduate studies at Kent State University. She taught business 11 years at Villa Angela Academy and served as treasurer at Beaumont School. Then Madonna experienced a shift in ministry to community service. She filled a position in the congregation’s Development Office and later became an administrative assistant to the congregation’s leadership team, a position she continues to hold. “I believe I found my niche in community life in a position of community service,” Sister Madonna says. “I had found teaching and administration in our schools to be rewarding, but filling a need in service to our sisters has been rewarding in a different and fulfilling way—giving back to the community for all of the blessings I have enjoyed these 43 years.” During her 20 years of ministering at the Motherhouse, Sister Madonna’s service has expanded to include the title of fleet manager of ministry cars, contact person and liaison for the Motherhouse computer system, and cantor for community celebrations. “I feel it is a real privilege to sing the final commendation of one of our sisters as she enters Sister Madonna has served as administrative assistant for the congregation’s leadership team since 1991. 18 “It is necessary to renew our commitment daily, relying and trusting not just on self, but on the fidelity of God and guidance of the Spirit.” into eternal life,” says Sister Madonna. Just this summer, she began yet another new community ministry as driver for the congregation’s new 12-passenger, two-wheelchair bus. “It is now my joy to provide transportation for our sisters to shopping trips, wakes and funerals, and fun outings,” she says. During the past year Sister Madonna moved to St. Anselm Convent—her first time living in a parish since she joined the Ursuline community. She notes, “This new experience has held new blessings and new relationships. Being a part of a parish community of faith is enriching. During this time of upheaval in the parish life in the Diocese of Cleveland, I feel it is very important to be present and witness to the Catholic people as a person of faith, commitment and fidelity.” Reflecting on her vocation, Sister Madonna says, “My 25th Jubilee was a real eye-opening time in which I realized I was celebrating not my 25 years of fidelity, but God’s fidelity to me.” She says God has always been there and protected her and her vocation. She has seen more vividly the presence of God in leading her through difficulties after the difficulties have passed. “What seemed impossible, hurtful and sometimes ‘the end of the world’ became very clear and definitely and clearly the right path for change. Many times these circumstances protected my commitment to a religious/community life.” Sister Madonna sees challenges as well as opportunities for trust in God’s Providence and guidance of the Holy Spirit in today’s world. “We are building on our history of serving the people of God looking for ways to minister with them, not just to them,” she says. “We are looking to the heritage left by our foundress, Angela, to guide us into living among rather than living withdrawn from society.” As never before, she says, “It is necessary to renew our commitment daily, relying and trusting not just on self, but on the fidelity of God and the guidance of the Spirit.” Mary Kay wanted to “do more” with her life. She sensed within herself a “calling to serve others.” Before assuming her current position as school counselor, Sister Mary Kay taught 16 years in the primary level at Urban Community School. Sister Mary Kay Conkey Sister Mary Kay serves with passion for God, God’s people Looking back on the day more than 27 years ago, Sister Mary Kay Conkey is not sure which was the bigger shock: that she had really heard her name “as clear as day,” or that she had actually given up one of two precious weeks of vacation to make a vocation retreat. During the retreat at the Humility of Mary Sisters’ Center in Villa Maria, Pennsylvania, Mary Kay recalls being outside when she heard someone call her name. She looked around and saw no one. She was certain, as she remains today, that that was her “call.” Mary Kay, working at the time as business manager at St. Alexis Hospital, wanted to “do more” with her life.” She sensed within herself a “calling to serve others.” The retreat provided the call and the answers she was seeking. Mary Kay was acquainted with many sisters. She was taught by Felicians at St. Louis School and Sisters of Notre Dame at St. Peter High School, and knew one Ursuline quite well. Sister Mary Laura Bouhall is Mary Kay’s aunt. Following the retreat, she researched a few communities before finally talking to Sister Mary Laura, whom she affectionately refers to as “my aunt the nun.” Mary Kay’s major hesitation was that she didn’t want to teach and the Ursulines’ primary ministry was education. Her aunt told her not to worry. Mary Kay walked away from the conversation totally changed, instantly at peace. With mind and heart settled on the Ursulines, Mary Kay entered the community August 15, 1982, from St. Louis Parish. She was 31. Sister Mary Kay’s experience of religious life has been fairly peaceful. “Those of us who entered in the 1980s and later missed the upheaval older members endured,” she notes. The greatest changes occurred in the late 60s and 70s; by the time she arrived, the community had stabilized. Still, in her years in community Sister Mary Kay has witnessed a relaxing of rules and the final change in dress, freeing sisters to don more contemporary styles. Continued on page 20 ➤ 19 Sister Mary Kay Conkey Early on, Sister Mary Kay experienced a major shift of her own. The young woman, who was so reluctant to teach, decided to pursue elementary education. She credits Sister M. Eugene with encouraging her to take the plunge. She completed her studies at Ursuline College and did her student teaching at Urban Community School. She has been there ever since. She found that she loved teaching; it was a “perfect match.” She taught 16 years in the lower primary level. When the need arose for a school counselor Mary Kay responded. She earned a master’s of education in school counseling from John Carroll and has been counseling full time at Urban for the past six years. While she worried that she might lose touch with students, she sees now her work with students has a potentially wider impact on all areas of their lives and their family’s life and wellbeing. Parents are integrally involved in the counseling process, and they “see the extra care provided by Ursulines. They know we’ll take the time to listen. This is more than a job; it’s our life. It’s more about who we are than what we do.” In considering the role of religious women in today’s church and society, Sister Mary Kay applauds the touring Women and Spirit: Catholic Sisters in America exhibit for making a significant statement about the contributions of women religious throughout the years. She says, “Now people see us as … confident and capable ministers … With the church going through some rough waters – abuse scandal and local church closings and mergers – people look to us for peace and healing and stability.” She believes this is the time for religious to establish more inter-congregational partnerships, working together for the good of the people we serve. She suggests that religious life as we know it may die out … but “I think there will always be vowed religious among us. Maybe we will see the formation of new lay partnerships and/or a new associate member group interested in joining us in ministry, as well as spirituality. We are writing the future now.” Sister Mary Kay still has the same burning love for God and for God’s people, and the energy and spirit to do God’s will as an Ursuline. “Sure, there have been rough patches,” she admits, “but I can honestly say in my 25-plus years here I have never thought seriously of leaving. This is what I do; this is who I am. And that is why I stay.” This is what I do; this is who I am. And that is why I stay.” Sister Mary Kay stepped out of her counselor role and assisted with a summer camp program at Urban Community School in June. 20 Sister Maureen Doyle Passion for education, service led Sister Maureen to Ursulines Wonderful educational opportunities and a desire to live a life of service led Sister Maureen Doyle to the Cleveland Ursulines in 1968. Knowing the Ursulines’ legacy as pioneering educators, Sister Maureen felt a strong connection to the order. “I knew the value of education and it was very important to me. Good education recognizes the individual and motivates people to attain knowledge. Students discover themselves in the process and become empowered to live life to its fullest.” Sister Maureen, today Director of Ursuline-sponsored Urban Community School on Cleveland’s Near West Side, entered religious life at 19. During her early years as an Ursuline, she says she had wonderful teachers who formed her understanding of religious life, theology and faith, among them Father Anthony Pilla and Sisters James Francis and Kenan. At the time Sister Maureen entered, change was unfolding with the influence of Vatican II. “I never experienced ‘grand silence’ or the cloister elements of religious life. The life I experienced was open, reflective and encouraging to me.” The Council offered opportunity for growth. She notes that the “changes were liberating. We assumed greater responsibility for ourselves and the choices we made.” The opportunity to serve as a witness of Christ among us strengthens Sister Maureen’s commitment to her vocation. “We continue to offer ourselves as instruments of Christ to be with and among people who need us.” And, she says, “I feel a personal calling from God.” She admits through college and several teaching experiences her faith life has Before going to Urban Community, Sister Maureen taught at St. Clare School in Lyndhurst. been challenged, yet has continued to grow. She understands every life has its challenges and throughout her life she knows the importance of faith and prayer. “We recommit everyday to that to which we are called.” Through the years, Sister Maureen’s views of religious life have changed; now she sees the importance of individual sisters taking responsibility for their ministerial and prayer lives. She says external trappings, like clothing, gave the appearance of unity and conformity. She recognizes the decline in the number of women seeking membership in religious life as an opportunity for women religious to design creative models for religious life. Continued on page 22 ➤ “We are present to people rather than separate from them. We are available within the community and we are one with them.” 21 Sister Maureen Doyle At the same time, Sister Maureen says people continue to trust and have confidence in women religious. “We are present to people rather than separate from them,” she notes. “We are available within the community and we are one with them.” Considering the changes in religious life she has experienced, she says, “As Ursulines, part of our charism is to be adaptable. We live in a world of change. Ministry unfolds and we respond to the needs of the people; that has been a constant since our founding.” In terms of what the future holds for religious life, Sister Maureen again refers to the Ursulines’ ability to change with the times. “As difficult as it is for most people, change is normal. At times we resist change; at other times we gravitate toward it. The Ursulines are a wonderful group of women who seek to respond to the needs of people and together we pray that our actions further the Kingdom here on earth.” Sister Maureen takes time to visit with Urban Community students. With a history of 475 years, she believes there is reason to believe the Ursuline order will endure. “We may not know how future generations will embrace the Ursuline charism and tradition of service to God’s people, but we can be assured St. Angela will always inspire others to follow in her footsteps.” Sister Ruth Marie Behrend Women religious are gift to church, society Sister Ruth Marie Behrend recalls being drawn to the Ursulines because of special teachers like Sisters Mary Mark Walsh and M. Ursula Fahey at Villa Angela Academy. “Their life – or what appeared to be their life – appealed to me, even as an 18-year-old,” she says. While the decision to enter was an easy one for her, it was not for her parents; they stubbornly opposed her choice. The memory, still painful at times, stays with her. “I was their only daughter; they had other plans and hopes for me. It was hard.” After a difficult summer her parents relented, still not happy with her choice. Ruth Marie joined the community from Holy Cross Parish Sept. 8, 1949. Last April she marked 60 years as an Ursuline. She and her 17 other set members didn’t have time to worry about adjusting to their new life. Their novitiate experience was very fundamental and work-oriented. They were kept busy with full-time study and assigned chores. Then their college Continued on page 23 ➤ 22 Sister Ruth Marie (left) and Sister Janet Moore (formerly Sister Ruth Therese) taught sixth grade at St. Ann School in Cleveland Heights. Sister Ruth Marie Behrend studies switched to courses on Saturdays to accommodate their teaching schedule during the week. In those early times together, Sister Ruth Marie recalls, “Our personalities started coming out. We had our disagreements, but we still enjoyed each other. And as a group we developed the ability to adjust and think on our feet,” good skills for teachers. “This is my vocation. I have spent 60 years saying a daily ‘yes.’ I will continue to do so.” A highlight of her religious life occurred after the Second Vatican Council ended in 1965. Father Paul Hritz, a professor at St. John College, gave presentations on the council documents and all the changes being made. This was significant, Sister Ruth Marie notes, because it brought about “a deeper understanding and greater appreciation of the truths of our faith. Along with the changes in our spiritual life came changes in our way of life. Less rigid observance of rules brought about a wider variety of contacts and allowed us greater freedom in utilizing our gifts and talents.” The relaxed rules made for better, more complementary relationships with non-religious, she says. “The fear and standoffishness that marked our interactions gradually disappeared and we became colleagues, friends and neighbors. It was much healthier and more life-giving.” Throughout her years in the community Sister Ruth Marie has come to a deeper appreciation of her own vocation and the wonderful work of religious women everywhere. She credits Father Hritz for that as well. “He inspired appreciation for what Vatican II documents contained and what they meant for the church and religious life … Unfortunately, many of the anticipated changes never materialized. Perhaps we could use a Vatican Council III,” she says only half-jokingly. She believes the recent Women & Spirit: Catholic Sisters in America exhibit, chronicling contributions of religious women in the United States, helped enlighten the general public about sisters and their importance to the church and to society. The exhibit, which had a record-breaking four month run at the Maltz Museum, helped people recognize the gift religious women have been and still are today, even though we are fewer in number. The bottom line is, she suggests, “where there is a need, religious women will respond however they are able.” Sister Ruth Marie’s ministry has taken numerous turns. She taught at the elementary level for 23 years, served as principal for 12 years, and then served as treasurer/business manager Sister Ruth Marie marked her 60th jubilee in April. She is shown here with her brother, Jim, at the jubilee reception. at Villa Angela and Villa Angela-St. Joseph High School. She ministered in the congregation’s Finance Office and still assists the motherhouse community treasurer. She resides in the Saint Angela Center. A primary ministry change she has observed in recent years is the movement from superior-generated “obediences” to sisters’ self-placement in finding and negotiating their own ministry positions. This has not really affected her, however, since her last 16 years of active ministry have been in service to the congregation. Still, she derives great satisfaction from her life knowing that she has lived with a “thy will be done” spirit and from knowing her service has allowed others to minister elsewhere. “I didn’t serve the homeless or people with AIDS,” she acknowledges, “but what I did in my ministry enabled others to do what they were called to do. I’ve realized not only what service I’ve given, but what others are doing and giving.” So after 60 years, what keeps her here? The answer is a simple one. “This is my vocation. I have spent 60 years saying a daily ‘yes.’ I will continue to do so.” 23 Why we came & Why we stay ADDRESS SERVICE REQUESTED Ursuline Academy of Cleveland Non-Profit Org. U.S. Postage PAID Cleveland, OH Permit #3796 Development Office 2600 Lander Road Pepper Pike, Ohio 44124 www.ursulinesisters.org