A Boy Learns To Brawl
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A Boy Learns To Brawl
oy Learns To Brawl A Boy Learns To Brawl CMYK Nxxx,2011-12-04,SP,001,Bs-4C,E1 N SUNDAY, DECEMBER 4, 2011 By JOHN BRANCH Derek Boogaard Age 2 ared. He did not know whom he would fight, just that he must. had collided, the way they can in hockey. ram the night before. Boogaard scanned the roster, checking heights e barely slept. fered scouting reports. As Boogaard taped his stick in the hallway of e was approached by one of the few players bigger than he was. Boodid not know his name. Derek Boogaard said. Age 2 D D By JOHN BRANCH Over six seasons in the N.H.L., Boogaard Derek Boogaard Age 2 accrued three goals and 589 minutes in penalPUNC HED OUT EREK BOOGAARD was scared. Hea contract did notpaying know hea would fight, just that he must ties and him whom $1.6 million year. Opportunity obligation had collided, the way they can in hockey. THE LIFE ANDand DEATH On May 13, his brothers found him dead of OF A HOCKEY ENFORCER an accidental his Minneapolis His father bought a program the nightoverdose before.inBoogaard scanned the roster, checking heights apartment. Boogaard was 28. His ashes, takPART 1 d weights. He later recalled that he barely slept. ing up two boxes instead of the usual one, rest in a cabinet at his mother’s house in Regina. A trainer in the dressing room offered scouting reports. As Boogaard His brain, however, was removed before the taped his stick in the hallway o cremation so that it could be examined by scie rink inLike Regina, approached by one of the few players bigger than he was. Boo grettable. so manySaskatchewan, Canadian boys, Boo-he was entists. gaard wanted to reach the National Hockey Boogaard complained about the ard had never seen him before. He did not knowrarely his name. League on the glory of goals. That dream endtoll — the crumpled and broken hands, the By JOHN BRANCH ed“I’m early, going as it usually does, and no oneplayer had to said. aching back the concussions to kill you,” the Byand JOHN BRANCH that nobody EREK BOOGAARDcared was scared. He did know who whombelieve he would fight, just that he must. ell him. to count. Butnotthose BooOpportunity had collided, the way they can in hockey. But big-time hockey has a unique side en-and obligation gaard loved to fight have it wrong. He loved sixheights seasons the N.H.L., The scrimmage began. A coach tapped EREK was “I’m Over going to kill inyou,” the Boogaar His father a program the night before. Boogaard the roster, checking rance. Boogaard could fightBOOGAARD his way therebought what it brought: a continuation of scanned an unlikely accrued three goals and 589 minutes in pena ogaard on the shoulder. Boogaard knew weights. later that he barely Pcareer. U Nslept. 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BooBut big-time has unique side en-the trance. could his way there gaard loved towhat fight have wrong. He loved of the rink inwasRegina, Saskatchewan, hehockeyfight precedes violence. it itbrought: a continuation of an unlike Boogaard exhilarated, re-Boogaard ed. Maybehallway the fear was extinguished, but it exhausted, trance. Boogaard fight his way there what it brought: a continuation of an unlikely had never seen him before. did not knowcould his name. lieved.gaard the fear was extinguished, but it He with bare knuckles, stick dropped, the career. And loved what it mean aysJOANNE came back, like the flame ofMaybe a trick canBOOGAARD, Derek’s mother with his bare knuckles,his his stick dropped, the hockey career.hockey And he loved what it meant: always came back, like the flame of afew trickhis can-players was approached by one of the bigBoogaard took a swing with hishelong right “I’m going to kill you,” the player said. vengeance against a lifetime of against perceived a lifetime of perceive game paused and the crowd on its feet. And dle. One fight ended, another awaited. It was a vengeance game paused and the crowd on its feet. And One fight ended, another awaited. It was a doubters and the gratitude of teammates glad he did, all the way until he became His the Boo-fist cycle that commanded the rest of his life. ger than he was. Boogaard had never seen him arm. smacked the opponent’s face Over seasons the N.H.L., Boogaard The scrimmage began. A the coach tapped doubters and the gratitude of and teammates gla that hesix would do ain job they could not imagine. he did, all geyman, the way untilmosthefearsome became Boole that commanded the rest of There his life. the N.H.L.’s fighter,the a is no athlete quite like hockey Boogaard on the shoulder. Boogaard knew caricature of a hockey goon rising nearly 7 accrued three goals and 589 minutes in penalenforcer, a man and a role viewed alternately P U N C H E D O U T before. didaslike not know his name. broke his nose. Coaches and scouts laughed as that he would do a job they could not imagine geyman, the N.H.L.’s most fearsome fighter, a ties and a contract paying him $1.6 million a what it meant. He clambered over the waistThere is no athleteHe quite the hockey Continued on Page 5 noble and barbaric, necessary and refeet in his skates. year. high wall and onto the ice. THE LIFE AND DEATH orcer, a man and a role viewed alternately 7 He felt a tug on the backcaricature of his jersey. It of a hockey goon rising nearly On May 13, his brothers found him dead of OF A HOCKEY ENFORCER was time. an accidental overdose in his Minneapolis Continued on Page 5 noble and barbaric, necessary ingloves his skates. BOOGAARD FAMILY PHOTOGRAPH apartment. Boogaard was 28. His ashes, takTheand players reflicked thefeet padded PART 1 A Boy Learns To Brawl D D o fight. He knew that. He would always be: K. It’s my job now. It’s what I’m doing.” ’ from their hands. They removed the helmets ing up two boxes instead of the usual one, rest A Boy Learns To Brawl D D By JOHN BRANCH EREK BOOGAARD was scared. He did not know whom he would fight, just that he must. MARCUS YAM FOR THE NEW YORK TIMES MARCUS YAM FOR THE NEW YORK TIMES The plains outside Melfort, Saskatchewan, Derek Boogaard’s home for several years of his boyhood and the place he was discovered by hockey scouts. Opportunity and obligation had collided,and thethe way they hockey. MARCUS YAM for FOR NEW YORK TIMESof his boyhood and th The plains outside Melfort, Saskatchewan, Derek Boogaard’s home several years n, Derek Boogaard’s home for several years of his boyhood place hecan wasindiscovered byTHE hockey scouts. ogaard’s home for several years ofbought his boyhood and the was discovered hockey scouts. His father a program theplace nighthebefore. Boogaardbyscanned the roster, checking heights A Boy Learns to Brawl and weights. He later recalled that he barely slept. A trainer in the dressing room offered scouting reports. As Boogaard taped his stick in the hallway of they congratulated Boogaard. accrued three goals and 589 minutes in penalthe rink in Regina, Saskatchewan, he was approached by one of the few players bigger than he was. BooDerek million Boogaard loved katchewan, population 500, when He was 16. ties and a contract paying him hockey. $1.6 a that part of From First Sportshad Page neverDerek washim born. After a coupleHe of years gaard seen before. did not know his name. Hudson Bay BRIT BRI T TISH TIS I H near Toronto, the family moved to HerBoogaard was exhilarated, exhausted, reyear. SAS ASKAT KATCHE KAT C WAN CH O UM OL UMB MBIA A He did not acknowledge the damage A Memorable Night in Melfort bert, Saskatchewan, a town of fewer “I’m going killfear you,” the player said. COL MAN ANITOBA A to his brain, the changes in Maybe his person- to AL ERT ERTA A than 1,000 people, predominantly Menlieved. the was extinguished, but itALB On May 13, his brothers found him dead has about Melfort, Saskatchewan, Saskatoon, A Boy Learns to Br oy Learns to Brawl Learns to Brawl ality, even the addictions that ultimatenonite. Whether Len Boogaard was isborn 1982 5,000 residents. It is surrounded by hoPrince CA AN ADA ly killed him in the prime of his career. suing traffic tickets or investigating dorizons of flat, windswept fields, covered Melfort, 11-16 Over six seasons in the N.H.L., Boogaard The scrimmage began. A coachkatchewan, tapped George, If he did recognize the toll, he dismestic disturbances, the grievances population 500, when in grain in the summer and that snow in part the Derek Boogaard loved 500, when 17-19 missed it as theBoogaard mere cost of on getting ev-shoulder. accrued three goals and 589 minutes in penalthe Boogaard knew “would ultimately come back to the Hanley, 0-3 years old winter, crosshatched every few miles ON ONT ARI RIO O First Sports Pagekids at some point,” Derek was born. After a couple of years hockey. uple ofFrom years erything he ever wanted. he said. Derek loved part ofa under the by two-lane It rests ties and aBoogaard contract paying himthat $1.6roads. million what it meant. He clambered over the waistHudson Bay No one was more affected than the family moved BRIT BRI TI H TISH TIS Herbert, 6-11 dome of an impossibly wide sky, BRIT BRI TI Hice. TISH TIS near Toronto, to HerRegina, 16-17 oved to Heryear. high and onto the hockey. SAS ASKAT KATCHE KAT C by WAN CH SAS ASKAT KATCHE KAT Ctrying CH WAN The Biggest Kid, wall but No Bully Derek, who spent a childhood to THE LIFE AND DEATH Hudson Bay pierced the occasional COL O UM OL UMB MOn BIA AMay 13, his brothers found him dead of water tower COL Othat OL UMB UM Mthe Bfit IA Adamage HeThere didfewer not acknowledge the a tug on back his jersey. ItSaskatchewan, bert, a town of fewer wn of in. The of biggest kid in class, shy and BRIT TI He TISH TIS Hasfelt wereBRI times, a boy, or silo. SAS ASKAT KATCHE KAT C CH WAN OF A HOCKEY ENFORCER MAN ANITOBA without many friends, Boogaard was MAN ANITOBA A an accidental overdose in Minneapolis Derekbrain, Boogaard’s skates riv- his personThehis Boogaards and their Afour chilhis the AL ERT ALB ERTA A AL ERT ALB ERTA A than 1,000 people, predominantly MenCOL Owas OL UMB UM Mtime. Bchanges IA A broke, the in nantly MenMelfort, Saskatchewan, has ab Saskatoon, Saskatoon, often tagged as a troublemaker and disets attaching the blades giving way undren arrived in 1993, when Derek apartment. Boogaard was 28. His ashes, takThe players flicked the padded gloves P A R T was 1 Stroud, 4-6 MAN ANITOBA Aschool ity, that ultimatenonite. Whether Len Boogaard ismissed as a distraction. A grade aard isborn 1982 AL ALB ERTA ERT AThey der even hiswas heft.the His addictions awkward size and turned 11,has moving into a split-level born 1982 5,000 residents. It is surrounded by Melfort, Saskatchewan, about ing up two boxes instead of the usual one, rest from their hands. removed the helmets Saskatoon, teacher, the family said, routinely relemovement led to teases from Prince teamhouse at 316 Churchill Drive. Prince C AThere NAD killed him in the prime ofThey his career. A N A DA suing tickets orCinvestigating dostigating doin a residents. cabinet atrizons hisItmother’s in by Regina. flat, windswept fields, cove from their raised theirto fists andtraffic born 1982 gated Boogaard a closet. UNITED S ST T AT E S mates and taunts from fans.heads. He heard 5,000 isofsurrounded howere house hockey games the street, wresMelfort , in11-16 Melfort, 11-16 George, George, he did Prince recognize the toll, he disBoogaard had a restless, inquisitive mestic disturbances, the grievances grievances the whispers ofcircled parents saying that this tling matches on the front video His brain, however, wasin removed before the lawn, each other. They knew the choreogra- C A N A DA 200 MILES grain the summer and snow in rizons windswept fields, covered 17-19 of flat, in 17-19 mind, butevstruggled to follow directions. oversizeitboy —phy too that big, too clumsy — games in the basement and family dinMelfort , 11-16 issed the mere cost of getting cremation so that it could be examined byevery sciGeorge, precedes the violence. “would ultimately backONT toARI the back toas the Hanley, 0-3 years oldfew 0-3 yearscome old He labored through readingHanley, assignwinter, crosshatched m had no rightful place on the team. ners around a cramped kitchen table. ON RIO O THE NEW YORK TIMES in grain in the summer and snow in the grettable. Like so many Canadian boys, Booentists. Boogaard long right he17-19 everfully wanted. ments.with On anhis application for hockey kids at asome point,” he said. “It roads. seemed soIt small because they Boogaard never escapedtook such a swing .ything At age 17, Boogaard had lived Hockey in a half-dozen Canadian towns. by two-lane rests under Hanley, 0-3the years oldgaard winter, crosshatched every few miles wanted to reach the National ON ONT ARI RIO O team in ninth grade, Boogaards Boogaard rarely complained about the arm. His fist smacked the opponent’s face and were all so big,” said Folden, who beindignities. But there was one place one was16-17 than fected than Herbert said and that Derek had anNo average grade Herbert , 6-11 dome ofcame ana teammate impossibly and friendwide of Boo- s League onmore the gloryaffected of goals. That dream end- bytolltwo-lane where he could reliablyhis get away. Regina, 16-17 Regina, — the crumpled and broken hands, the roads., 6-11 It rests under the broke nose. Coaches scouts laughed of 65 percent. TheyDerek, also notedwho that hespent a childhood trying to gaard’s after their schoolyard fight. hockey in western Canada is a oodYouth trying to ed early, as itbroke, usually does,collapsed and no and one hadThat to isdome aching back and the concussions that nobody as they congratulated Boogaard. pierced by the occasional water tow why, after a separation from springs the frame Herbert , 6-11 of an impossibly wide sky, was 6 feet 4 inches and 210 pounds. Regina, 16-17 They were rough-and-tumble days, perpetual series of long drives across him. fit in. Thetell biggest kid hit inthe class, Len Boogaard whentoDerek was 16, shethose Boogaard groundshy with and a thud, cared count. But believe ass, shy and He was 16.as a boy, He was hardly a bully. Paradoxically, There were times, that and who even Krysten —Boothe youngest, on dark and icy landscapes. For Boogaard, or silo. pierced by the occasional water tower bruising his ribs. took secondloved mortgage on the he was picked on without largelyrebecause he But big-time hockey has a unique en-out agaard to 6 feetHe 5 —loved was pulled into the to fight haveheritway wrong. that often meant shotgun was inbroke, hisexhilarated, Boogaard exhausted, many friends, Boogaard was side oogaard wasriding erek Boogaard’s skates the rivThe and their house, to sports her chil- Boogaards “There were some cognitive issues orfinance silo.itthebrought: was so big. At age 11, after another trance. famscrums. “Cage raging” began four in ele- c father’s police car. Boogaard could fight his way there what a continuation of an unlikely lieved. Maybe the fear was extinguished, but it dren played. It is why Len Boogaard reand behavioral issues that made it diffioften tagged as a troublemaker and disily move, he was quickly challenged to aker andstopping dis-theafter mentary school andchilcontinued in hocks attaching blades giving way unIt meant school for gas dren arrived in 1993, when De The Boogaards and their four with his bare knuckles, stick dropped, the hockey And he loved whatrooms it meant: always camedusk back, flame offight a trick cult, as well, trying to his understand what peatedly Derekcareer. 90 minutes each schoolyard by cana boy named ey dressing as teenagers. Stroud , 4-6 drove and a Slurpee as the winter set-likeathe missed asgame a distraction. grade grade er his school heft. His awkward size and he was doing sometimes,” Lenits Boofor skating lessons, turned 11,“It’s moving into split-le Evan Folden, who It considered vengeance against lifetime of perceived paused and A the crowdschool on feet.way Andto Saskatoon One fight ended, awaited. was a himself dren arrived in a1993, when Derek where you put youragloves and tled early on dle. the prairie. It meant a another gaard said. “Heroutinely would do, stuff and he lessons to teach him be a Stroud king theof school jocks. teacher, the family said, relehelmet and just goglad at itDrive. like a hockey utinely relepostgame meal of rink thefrom ovement led to teases teamdoubters thetogratitude of teammates he did, all the way until he 4-6 became the then Boo-boxing cycle thatburgers, commanded the of rest his life. house atinto 316 Th turned 11,andmoving aonChurchill split-level wouldn’t appear to know the consebetter fighter on the ice. Boogaard won his first fight. He fight and the loser is the one on the snack-stand staple that warmed the gated Boogaard to a closet. that he would dosmoldera jobhockey they could not imagine. geyman, the N.H.L.’s most fearsome fighter, a There is no athlete quite like the hockey U N I T E D ST S T AT E S ates and taunts from fans. He heard quences of what he was doing — or why U N I T E D ST S T AT E S Len Boogaard, a quiet man were games in the street, wr bloodied Folden’s nose. ground,” Boogaard wrote. “This is house at 316 Churchill Drive. There belly against the bitter cold. It meant a he was doing it, whatinquisitive sort of rising impact itnearly ing with enforcer, a man and a role viewed alternately caricature a hockey goon 7 a cop’s intensity, sometimes He was continually targeted by older where you kinda learn how tolawn, punch.” vid Boogaard had aofrestless, usually tuned hockey — maybe s,eradio inquisitive whispers of toparents saying that this tling matches on the front U N I T E D ST S T AT E S were hockey games in the street, wreswould have on him or other people saw that his needed a boost. So he on Page Continued 5 grade, Boogaard had an asand challenged byreclassmates In eighth 200son MILES Toronto Maple Leafs, Derek’s faas noble and 200 barbaric, and feet in his skates. MILESkids necessary mind, but to follow directions. around him.” wthe directions. would pull into an icy parking lot and versize boy big, too clumsy wanting to— build a reputation. Evenstruggled his games the basement and signment: Describe what youfamily want to d vorite team, or — the too hometown junior tling matches on theinfront lawn, video The family was determined to prospin the police car in a dizzying series younger brother Ryan and Ryan’s pos200 MILES do for a living. He wrote that he wanted league team, the place Melfort on Mustangs. He labored through reading assignding assignad no rightful the team. ners around a cramped kitchen table THE NEW YORKgames TIMESOr hein vide positive reinforcement. Hockey thepark basement dinof doughnuts. would at the se of friends ganged up on him, like Lilto and play infamily the N.H.L., envisioning himAnd it meant falling asleep in the dark for a hockey was one way. edge of a pasture and moo at the cowsseemed for hockey liputians on Gulliver.ments. On an application Boogaard never fullyby escaped such self among the class of gritty players “It so small because th of aawinter’s night, awakened the ners around a cramped kitchen table. THE NEW YORK TIMES “It’s something that he really enthrough the loudspeaker. Or, with the The family feared for Boogaard’s with scoring punch, like his hero, Wenwarm light of the familythere garage. was one team inwithout ninth joyed grade, the Boogaards edignities. Boogaards But place were all so big,” said Folden, who to do,” Joanne Boogaard said. back seat filled with boys, he would “It seemed so small because they safety because he often acted del Clark, who grew up in Saskatche“I think the best part of playing hockbecause struggled so much in said that Derek“And had an he average grade shout for them to look up before hittinga teammate erage grade considering the outcome. He once and became captain of the Toronto here could get away. ey for he ages 3 until 16reliably was the little road came and friend of B were all the sosmiling big,” said wan Folden, who beschool, we bent over backwards to give the brakes, smashing faces moved a friend’s new trampoline close They Maple Leafs. trips with dad,”he Boogaard handwrote a of 65 percent. also noted that he oted that Youth hockey in western Canada is a gaard’s after their schoolyard fight. him every opportunity that you could into the clear partition and sending the to the garage, climbed to the roof and came a teammate and The friend Booteacher of asked Boogaard for an few years ago, part of 16 pages of notes That isda w springs broke, the frame collapsed and for him to do210 whatis hewhy, liked to do.” That after a separation from springs broke, the frame collapsed boys into shrieks of laughter. 6 feet The 4and inches and pounds. belly-flopped onto was the canvas. alternaterough-and-tumble plan. Boogaard said he did pounds. found in his series New York of apartment erpetual long after drives across They were gaard’s after their schoolyard fight. not have one. Their ensuing debate his death. Len Boogaa Boogaard hit the ground with a thud, Len Boogaard when Derek was 16, she Boogaard hit the ground with a thud, He was hardly a bully. Paradoxically, That is why, after a separation from springs broke, the frame collapsed and aradoxically, arkHeand icy landscapes. For Boogaard, evenlanded Krysten —indays, the youngest, Boogaard detention. They wereand rough-and-tumble remembered the blue and white bruisingon histhe ribs. her way to “He took bruising his ribs. outDerek a second didn’t a Plan B,” Lenout Boohe was ontook largely because Lenpicked Boogaard when washe 16,mortgage she Boogaard the ground with a thud, because he jerseys of his first hit team. He rememat often meant riding shotgun in his 6 feet 5 have — Awas pulled intoa and even Krysten — the youngest, on gaard said. “Plan was to play hockey. bered his grandfather tapping the glass were some cognitive house, “There were some cognitive issues house, to finance the sports her chil“There issues was so big.out AtJOANNE age 11,BOOGAARD, after mortgage another fambruising his took a second on the another famDerek’s mother ther’s police car.ribs. scoring scrums. “Cage raging” began to in fe There was no backup plan.” her way to 6 feet 5 — was pulled into the to say hello. He remembered played and behavioral issues that made it diffiAnd what if hockey diddren not work out? dren played. It is why Len Boogaard reand behavioral issues that made it diffiily move, he was quickly challenged to his first goal — against his own goalie. house, to finance the sports her chil“There were some cognitive issues hallenged to mentary school andincontinued in ho It “Imeant stopping after school for gas scrums. “Cage raging” ele“I began have no idea,” his father said. And remember when I would sit the cult, as well, tryingeytodressing understand what peatedly dr cult, asinmom well, trying todiffiunderstand peatedly drove Derek 90 minutes each a schoolyard fight a Len boy named drenwhat played. It isby why Boogaard rebehavioral issues that made it neither did anyone else. rooms ashockteenagers. ndboy aand Slurpee aslook the winter dusk setbench I named would always for my mentary school and continued in size, if notway his skill, he waslessons, doing sometimes,” Boogaard’s Len BootoproSas he was doing sometimes,” Len Booway to Saskatoon for skating always came back, like the flame of a trick canof an accidental overdose in his Minneapolis dle. One fight ended, another awaited. ItPwas a Boogaard was 28. His ashes, taking U N C H Eapartment. D OUT cycle that commanded the rest of his life. up two boxes instead of the usual one, rest in Memorable Night in Melfort There is no athlete quite like the hockey en- a cabinet at his mother’s Ahouse in Regina. His A Memorable Night in Melfort forcer, a man and a role viewed alternately as brain, however, was removed before the cremanoble and barbaric, necessary and regrettable. tion so that it could be examined by scientists. Like so many Canadian boys, Boogaard wanted Boogaard rarely complained about the toll to reach the National Hockey League on the glo— the crumpled and broken hands, the aching ry of goals. That dream ended early, as it usu- back and the concussions that nobody cared to he Biggest butand Nono Bully allyKid, does, one had to tell him. count. But those who believe Boogaard loved to But big-time hockey has a unique side enfight have it wrong. He loved what it brought: a trance. Boogaard could fight his way there with continuation of an unlikely hockey career. And his bare knuckles, his stick dropped, the game he loved what it meant: vengeance against a paused and the crowd on its feet. And he did, lifetime of perceived doubters and the gratitude all the way until he became the Boogeyman, the of teammates glad that he would do a job they N.H.L.’s most fearsome fighter, a caricature of could not imagine. a hockey goon rising nearly 7 feet in his skates. He did not acknowledge the damage to Over six seasons in the N.H.L., Boogaard his brain, changes in Boogaard his personality, At age 17, had livedeven in a half-doze At age 17, Boogaard had lived in a half-dozen Canadian the towns. At age 17, Boogaard had lived in a half-dozen Canadian towns. ‘I didn’t want him to fight. He knew that. He would always be: “Oh, Mom, it’s O.K. It’s my job now. It’s what I’m doing.” ’ vnnd mrd his — ch ce sa ss rd, his as eta he he ta be faor gs. rk he kad ea es er te mss ng . he m rd often tagged as a troublemaker and disStroud, 4-6 missed as a distraction. A grade school teacher, the family said, routinely relethe addictions that ultimately killed him in the lyU tuned toT AT hockey — maybe the Toronto Maple gated Boogaard to a closet. NITED S ST ES Boogaard had a restless, inquisitive prime of his career. If he did recognize the toll, Leafs, Derek’s favorite team, or the hometown 200 MILES mind, struggled toitfollow directions. hebut dismissed as the mere cost of getting evjunior league team, the Melfort Mustangs. And He labored through reading assignTIMES erything he ever wanted. it meant falling asleep in the darkTHEofNEW a YORK winter’s ments. On an application for a hockey At age 17, Boogaard had lived in a half-dozen Canadian towns. Biggest Kid, No Bully teamThe in ninth grade, the but Boogaards night, awakened by the warm light of the family said thatThere Derek had an average grade were times, as a boy, that Derek garage. of 65 percent. They also noted that he Boogaard’s skates broke, the rivets “I thinkand the best part of playing hockey for That is why, after a separation from springsattaching broke, the frame collapsed was 6 feet 4 inches and 210 pounds. Len Boogaard when Derek was 16, she Boogaard hit the ground with a thud, way under his heft. His awk- ages 3 until 16 was the little road trips with dad,” Hethe wasblades hardly agiving bully. Paradoxically, bruising his ribs. took aout a years secondago, mortgage he was picked largely because he ward sizeonand movement led to teases from Boogaard handwrote few part ofon16the house, to finance the sports her chil“There were some cognitive issues was teammates so big. At age 11, after another famand taunts from fans. He heard the pages of it notes his New YorkLen apartment drenin played. It is why Boogaard reand behavioral issues that made diffi- found ily move, he was quickly challenged to whispers of parents saying that this oversize after his death. cult, as well, trying to understand what peatedly drove Derek 90 minutes each a schoolyard fight by a boy named he was sometimes,”HeLen Booway the to Saskatoon skating lessons, Evanboy Folden, whobig, considered himself— had — too too clumsy no doing rightful remembered blue andfor white jerseys gaard said. “He would do stuff and he then boxing lessons to teach him to be a kingplace of the school jocks. on the team. of his first team. He remembered his grandfawouldn’t appear to know the consebetter fighter on the ice. Boogaard won his first fight. He Boogaard never fully escaped such of indignitapping to say hello. Heman rememquences what he wasther doing — or whythe glass Len Boogaard, a quiet smolderbloodied Folden’s nose. he was doing it, sort of scoring impact it hising there was oneby place he could re-what bered first goal — against own with a cop’s intensity,his sometimes Heties. was But continually targeted olderwhere would have on him or other people saw that his son needed a boost. So he kidsliably and challenged by classmates get away. goalie. around him.” would pull into an icy parking lot and wanting to build a reputation. Even his Youth hockey in western Canada is a per“I remember when I would sit in the bench I The family was determined to prospin the police car in a dizzying series younger brother Ryan and Ryan’s posdrives across dark and icy would always my mom dadpark in the vide positive reinforcement. Hockeylook offor doughnuts. Oror hemy would at the se ofpetual friends series ganged of up long on him, like Lilwas one way. ridof a pasture and moo at the cows landscapes. For Boogaard, that often meant stands,” Boogaardedge wrote. liputians on Gulliver. “It’s something that he really enthrough the loudspeaker. with the The feared forfather’s Boogaard’s ingfamily shotgun in his policejoyed car. Duringsaid. the first shift of his firstOr,game, to do,” Joanne Boogaard back seat filled with boys, he would safety because he often acted without It meant stopping after school forbecause gas and Boogaard skated all the one up end, alone, “And heastruggled so much in shout for way them to to look before hitting considering the outcome. He once school, we on bentthe over backwards to give Slurpee as the dusk settled early away from the puck thesmashing other children, looktheand brakes, the smiling faces moved a friend’s new winter trampoline close him every opportunity that you to the garage,Itclimbed roof and meal of rink burgprairie. meanttoa the postgame ing for hiscould family.into the clear partition and sending the for him to do what he liked to do.” boys into shrieks of laughter. belly-flopped onto the canvas. The ers, the snack-stand staple that warmed the belly against the bitter cold. It meant a radio usual- “And he finally saw us,” his father, Len Boogaard, said. “He had a big smile on his face rst to nd m- er, big at ne ilrd, nly he ston olso ot his ho arnt, as- BRENT BRAATEN/PRINCE GEORGE CITIZEN Bigger than teammates and opponents, Boogaard forged a role with his fists in Prince George. T dre turn hou wer tlin gam ner “ wer cam gaa T and her scr me ey d “ helm figh gro whe In sign do f to p self wit del wan Ma T alte not lan “ gaa The A “ neit B vid tea sho in t face gaa pin His F talk qui cer opp “ not Hal my run give alti tha by o com Der team ma cost of getting eved. 17-19 “would ultimately come back to the Hanley, 0-3 years old winter, crosshatc ON ARI ONT RIO O kids at some point,” he said. by two-lane road No one was more affected than Herbert, 6-11 dome of an im Regina, 16-17 but No Bully Derek, who spent a childhood trying to pierced by the o katchewan, population 500, when in. The biggest kid class, shy and waving at inus.” as a boy,and that hefitwas or silo. ho born. After coupleBoogaard of yearswas without many afriends, Hudson Bay tes broke,Derek the riv-was The Boogaard Derek Boogaard wasto born on BRIT BRI TI H TISH TIS Toronto, family moved Heroftenthe tagged as a troublemaker and dises giving near way undren arrived in SAS ASKAT KATCHE KAT C WAN CH Stroud, 4-6 COL O UM OL UMB MBIA A missed as a distraction. grade schoolof mage A bert, Saskatchewan, a town fewer wkward size and June 23, 1982. He was Aof the first turned 11, movi MAN ANITOBA A teacher, the family said, routinely releases from teamhouse at 316 Ch sonAL ALB ERTA ERT A than 1,000 people, predominantly MenSaskatoon, four children of toLen and Joanne gated Boogaard a closet. UNITED S ST T AT E S m fans. He heard were hockey gam atenonite. Whether Lenhad Boogaard was isborn 1982 5, Boogaard a restless, inquisitive ts saying that this tling matches on Boogaard, three boys then a girl, Prince C A N A DA eer. 200 MILES suing traffic tickets or investigating domind, but struggled to follow directions. ri ig, too clumsy — games in the bas Melfort, 11-16 George, spaced years apart. dismestic disturbances, the grievances Heevenly labored two through reading assignn the team. ners around a cra THE NEW YORK TIMES in 17-19 ments. On an application for hockeyof glly ev-escaped “It seemed w so “would ultimately come back to a the such Len Hanley, 0-3 years old Canadian Boogaard, a member At age 17, Boogaard had lived in a half-dozen ON towns. ONT ARI RIO O team in ninth grade, the Boogaards were all so big,” e was one place kids at some point,” he said. by Canadian Mounted Posaid that Derek had an average grade came a teamma y get away. the Royal No oneof 65 was moreThey affected than Herbert, 6-11 do percent. also noted that he Regina, 16-17 gaard’s after thei stern Canada is a mostly lice, worked his beats in yong spent childhood That is why, after a separation from springs broke, the frame collapsed and was 6 feet a 4 inches and 210trying pounds.to pi They were ro drivesDerek, across who Len Boogaard when Derek was 16, she Boogaard hit the ground with a thud, He was on hardly bully. Paradoxically, fit small in. The towns biggest kid the inaclass, shy and Saskatchewan and even Kryste es. For Boogaard, that or took out a second mortgage on the he wasfriends, picked onBoogaard largely because her way to 6 feet 5 ng shotgun in his many without was he a bruising his ribs. rivprairie. R.C.M.P. policy dictated house, to finance the sports her chil“There were some cognitive issues wasas so a big. At age 11, after and another often tagged troublemaker dis-fam- and behavioral issues that made it diffi- dren played. It is why Len Boogaard re- scrums. “Cagedrr unmove, he wasyears quickly challenged to move every few so that fafter schoolmissed for gas as ily Stroud, 4-6 mentary school a distraction. A grade school and cult, as well, trying to understand what peatedly drove Derek 90 minutes each tu aa schoolyard fight by a boy named dressing room winter dusk setmiliarity inFolden, onesaid, town did not breed he was doing sometimes,” Len Boo- way to Saskatoon for skating lessons, ey“It’s teacher, family releEvan whoroutinely considered himself am- It meant ho where yo airie. a the he kingor of the jocks. It cast his gaard said. “He would doUstuff gated to aschool closet. N I T Eand D S ST T AT Ethen S boxing lessons to teach him to be a helmet on and jus ink burgers, theBoogaard eard comfort corruption. w wouldn’t appear to know the consebetter fighter on the ice. Boogaard won his inquisitive first fight. He fight and the los hat the had those a restless, thiswarmedBoogaard tl quences of what he was doing — or why family, like of other officers Len Boogaard, a quiet man smolderbloodied Folden’s nose. 200 MILES ground,” Booga meant abut struggled to follow directions. yr cold. — It mind, ga he was doing it, what sort of impact it ing with a cop’s intensity, sometimes Hepart was continually targeted by older where you kinda hockey — maybe are of the sprawling Ca- would have on him or other people saw that his son needed a boost. Hewho labored reading So he ne THE NEW YORK TIMES kids through and challenged by assignclassmates In eighth grade eafs, Derek’s fahim.” would pull into an icy parking lot and ments. Onwanting an application for a hockey nadian carousel small-town law aroundAt to buildofa reputation. Even his signment: Descr uch hometown junior age 17, Boogaard had lived in a half-dozen Canadian towns. The family was determined to prospin the police car in a dizzying series youngergrade, brother the RyanBoogaards and Ryan’s posdo for a living. He team in ninth elfort Mustangs. w lace enforcement, into roles as perpetuvide positive reinforcement. Hockey of doughnuts. Or he would park at the se of friends up on him, like Lilto play in the N. asleep in the saiddark that Derek hadganged an average grade ca was one way. edge of a pasture and moo at the cows liputians on Gulliver. al outsiders. self among the c awakenedofby 65the percent. They also noted that he ga is a “It’s something that he really enthrough the loudspeaker. Or, with the The family feared for Boogaard’s with scoring pun ly garage. That why,boys, after separation from who g springs broke, the frame collapsed The Boogaards lived inwithout Hanley, SaskatchEvan Folden, whoseat considered himself kingdelofClark, was 6 feet 4 inches and 210 pounds. joyed to do,” Joanne Boogaard said. and back filledis with hea would ross safety because he often acted rt of playing hockBoogaard 16,and she hit the ground “And because he struggled sowith mucha jocks. inthud, shout Len for them to look upwhen beforeDerek hitting was was considering hardly a bully. Paradoxically, the 500, outcome. He Derek once Boogaard wan became an ewan, population when was born. the school ard,the littleHe was road school, we bent over backwards to give the brakes, smashing the smiling faces bruising his ribs. took out a second mortgage on the moved a friend’s new trampoline close Maple Leafs. he was picked on largely because he aard handwrote a he his After ato couple ofclimbed yearsto near famBoogaard won his fight. Hesports bloodied him the everywere opportunity you could into the clear first partition and sending the theage garage, the famroofToronto, and “There Thechilteacher a house, to finance the her some that cognitive issues 16 pages was of notes so big. At 11, after another sc for him to do what he liked to do.” boys into shrieks of laughter. belly-flopped onto the canvas. The alternate k apartment after moved to quickly Herbert, Saskatchewan, a town ofissuesFolden’s dren played. It is why Len Boogaard re-plan.mB and behavioral that madenose. it diffiilyily move, he was challenged to gas not have one. T cult, as Mennowell, trying to understand peatedly drove Derek 90 minutes each a fewer schoolyard a boy predominantly named thanfight 1,000bypeople, He waswhat continually targeted by older kids ey landed Boogaard esetblue and white he was doing sometimes,” Len Booway to Saskatoon for skating lessons, Evan Folden, who considered himself “He didn’t hav eam. nt a He rememnite. Whether Len Boogaard was issuing traffic and challenged by classmates wanting to build gaard said. “He would do stuff and he gaard said. then boxing lessons to teach him to be a “Plan king of the school jocks. tapping glass he the the tickets or investigating domestic disturbances, reputation. Evenbetter his fighter younger brother Ryan There was no bac wouldn’t appear to aknow the conseembered scoring on the ice. Boogaard won his first fight. He fig the And what if hoc t his own bloodied goalie. of what — or posse why of Len the grievances “would ultimately quences come back tohe was anddoing Ryan’s friends ganged up man on him, Boogaard, a quiet smolderFolden’s nose. gr nt a “I have no idea I would sit in the sort of impact it on ing with a cop’s intensity, sometimes was continually w neither did anyon the kids at sometargeted point,” by he older said. he was doing it, what like Lilliputians Gulliver. ybe look for myHe mom would have on him or other people saw that his son needed a boost.Boogaard’s So he siz kids and challenged by classmates tands,” fa- Boogaard No one was more affected around than him.” Derek, The family feared forpull Boogaard’s beroster spo would into an icy safety parkingvided lot and wanting to build a reputation. Even his si nior teams. At 13, who spent a childhood trying to fit in. The bigcause he often acted without considering the The family was determined to proshift of his first spin the police car in a dizzying series younger brother Ryan and Ryan’s posdo ngs. showed Boogaar ed all these way to kid in vide positive doughnuts. Or he would at the gest class, andlike without many friends,reinforcement. of friends ganged upshy on him, Liloutcome. Hockey He once of moved a friend’s new park tramto dark in the back row, rom the puck and was one way. edge of a pasture and moo at the cows liputians on Gulliver. face. Two years sel the was often tagged as a troublemaker poline close to the garage, climbed to the roof oking for hisBoogaard fam“It’s something that he really enthrough the loudspeaker. Or, gaard with had the beenw The family feared for Boogaard’s and dismissed as a distraction. Ajoyed gradeto school and belly-flopped The springs pin.would He towered do,” Joanne Boogaard said. onto back the seat canvas. filled with boys, he w us,” hissafety father, because he often acted without de ockHis knees ached f “And because he struggled so much in “He had a big teacher, the family said, routinely relegated broke, the frame collapsed and Boogaard hit the shout for them to look up before hitting considering the outcome. He once w road Floyd Halcro, he was waving at school, we bent over ground backwards to give brakes, smashing faces moved a friend’s trampoline close M Boogaard to new a closet. with a thud,the bruising his ribs. the smiling talk Boogaard int te a him every opportunity that you could into the clear partition and sending the at ag quit hockey climbed to the roof and otes as born to on the Junegarage, Boogaard had a restless, inquisitive cognitive issues and befor him to mind, do what he liked“There to do.” were some boys into shrieks of laughter. cerns, from pare belly-flopped onto the canvas. The al first of four chilafter opponents alike. but struggled to follow directions. He labored havioral issues that made it difficult, as well, oanne Boogaard, no “He would ge rl, spaced evenly through reading assignments. On an application trying to understand what he was doing somehite not, in any way,la sh Halcro said. “I’m emfor a hockey team in ninth grade, the Boogaards times,” Len Boogaard said. “He would do stuff member of the my size would ta ga lassPolice, mostnted said that Derek had an average grade of 65 perand he wouldn’t appear to know the conserun into his elbo T n small towns on ring give him a penalt cent. quences of what he was doing — or why he was irie. R.C.M.P. pol- They also noted that he was 6 feet 4 inches ie. alties because he very few years so 210 pounds. doing it, what sort of impact it would havethat onage. And he thetown didand ne not by other teams,ne b mom uption. It cast his He was hardly a bully. Paradoxically, he was him or other people around him.” communities, sim ther officers who aard Derek would cer on largely because he was so big. At age The family was determined to provide posivi ing Canadianpicked carteam, he would law enforcement, 11, after another family move, he was quickly tive reinforcement. Hockey was one way. te first mates, but wasn’t BRENT BRAATEN/PRINCE GEORGE CITIZEN outsiders. to aBigger schoolyard fight by boy named “It’s really yd in to Hanley,challenged Sasthan teammates andaopponents, Boogaard forged a rolesomething with his fists inthat Princehe George. and am- her, big g at ‘He didn’t have a Plan B. Plan A was to play hockey. There was no backup plan.’ une chilard, LEN BOOGAARD, Derek’s father enjoyed to Continuedsh o in fa ga pi H ta qu ce op THE LIFE AND DEATH OF A HOCKEY ENFORCER MARCUS YAM FOR THE NEW YORK TIMES MARCUS YAM FOR THE NEW YORK TIMES Derek Boogaard wrote 16 pages of notes that detailed his life growing up as an aspiring hockey player — full of fear, frustration and fondness. YAM fondness. FOR THE TIMES Derekup Boogaard wrote 16 pagesplayer of notes detailed his lifeMARCUS growing up asNEW anYORK aspiring hockey player — otes that detailed his life growing as an aspiring hockey —that full of fear, frustration and t detailed his life growing up as an aspiring hockey player — full of fear, frustration and fondness. A Boy Learns to Brawl Boy Learns to Br LearnstoA toBrawl Brawl yoyLearns A Memorable Night in Melfort do,” Joanne Boogaard said. “And because he Melfort, Saskatchewan, hasproudabout 5,000 struggled so much in school, we bent over backof how far he had made it. leagues in Canada, the others based in when he was 16. The unwritten rules like that. He knew his job.” From Preceding Page “When all the people Ontario and Quebec. In many regards, were well established. Boogaard’s first fight was the oneresidents. punch It isnose-breaking surrounded by horizons of flat,in Melfort said wards to give him every opportunity that you the W.H.L. is the toughest. Not only are knockdown of the that I wasn’t any good,” Derek BooBoth players must agree to the chalThat is what made one particular epigaardin later wrote, “he said I shoved it stretched milesto apart reigning toughcovered kid during Regina’s Gloves are off. Until a few years windswept fields, in first grain the sumcould him do what he 1,500 liked do.”lenge. sode so memorable. The for old rink at theto franchises in some instances, making travel part of team scrimmage. But Boogaard, seen up their [expletive] already.” ago, helmets were removed as both a corner of Stovel Avenue and Manitoba The next team also had little use for the teenage tribulation, but they also as a fighter, not a player, played little sign of toughness and consideration to mer and snow in the winter, crosshatched every Thataluminum is why, after a separation from Len Street, covered in pea-green have produced some of hockey’s most during the preseason. Finally, he was Boogaard. During a game at a tournathe unprotected knuckles of the comsiding, squats low next to Melfort’s ment in Calgary, Boogaard notorious enforcers — from16, Tonyin Twist told he would oneroads. night in Moose batants. When theHe leagues made hel-job.” few miles by two-lane Itunwritten under when Derek was she took out curling club. Boogaard Built Main Arena leagues Canada, the others based in when heplay was 16.proud The rules like watched that. H ofrests how far he hadthe made it. hers based in in 1931, when he was 16. The unwritten rules like that. knew his teammates take turns on the ice while Colton Orr and Jaw, against the Pats’ primary rival. met removal illegal, players learned to has low-hanging fluorescent lights From Preceding Page and Stu Grimson to Ontario and Quebec. In many regards, were well established. he sat, unused, on the bench. Frustrated Boogaar “When all the people in Melfort s any regards, were well established. Boogaard’s first fight was the oneSteve MacIntyre. Veteran executives delicately remove each other’s helmets The family drove four hours from dome sky, pierced byit.the aandsecond mortgage on therules house, finance orange-glow proudwide of how far he had made edabove in the ice when he washeaters 16. The unwritten liketo that. He knew his job.” of an impossibly at being forgotten — or viewed as somerecall games wherethe the W.H.L. only way is to the before the fight began — aonly concoction of aboveonly three rows of bleachers. Melfort. Ryan Boogaard, two years toughest. Not are punch nose Both players must agree to the chalthat I wasn’t any good,” Derek B Not are punch nose-breaking knockdown of the Both players must agree to the chalthing less than a hockey player — he fi“When all the people in Melfort said ards, were well established. That is what made one particular Boogaard’s fight Players was the one-researched stop theepibrawls played. was to shut off Exactly what happened that winter’s occasional water tower or fighters, silo. a nally turned to the coach. the sports her children It theis why courtesy Len and first showmanship. younger, W.H.L. franchises stretched 1,500 apart gaard later wrote, “he said I shove reigning to lenge. Gloves are off. Until few years night beenBoth left to the rusty arena lights. apart knowingly drifted tough tomiles the knockdown center of the brotherly scouting service that continreigning kid during Regina’s first lenge. Gloves are off. Until a few years that I wasn’t anya“I’m good,” ode Thememoold rink at the y miles aresohasmemorable. punch nose-breaking of the players must agree to the chalgood, I Derek canarplay,”BooBoogaard ries of the fewBoogaard dozen in attendance.repeatedly This The and their four children Derek minutes The teamsdrove are in not some affiliated with90 rink. Some, like professional wrestlers, ued through Boogaard’s career. He upremoved their [expletive] instances, making travel part of Boogaards team ago, helmets were as travel part of Gloves team But Boogaard, seen ago, helmets were as both cried. “I’mboth right already.” here in front of you.” gaard later wrote, “he said Ia shoved itscrim orner Stovel Avenue andoff. Manitoba apart reigning tough kid during first lenge. are Until aremoved few years much isof clear: Melfort was losing badly, warned Boogaard of a player named N.H.L. teams, so player development is a paused to posescrimmage. or fix their hair. Regina’s later lashed out at the in the 15-year-old Derek Boogaard was rived in 1993, when Derek turned 11,Healready.” moving into each totoughness Saskatoon for skating lessons, then The team also had little use the teenage tribulation, but they also ascoach a fighte Kevin Lapp, astheir the league’s No.consideration 2next less a goal than profit. Fighting, ac-to sign of rated toughness and to The of theBut scouts that winutandof they also asreaction a fighter, notBoogaard, a player, played little sign of and consideration up [expletive] treet, covered inway pea-green aluminum art scrimmage. seen ago, as both a anteam suddenly inside thehelmets other team’s were bench, removed fighter. Lapp was nearly 20. Boogaard hallway and quit. Joanne Boogaard cepted and popular part of the game, is ter’s night in Melfort made it clear what Boogaard. During a game at a tour have produced some of hockey’s most came from Saskatchewan to retrieve during the the unprotected knuckles of the comockey’s most during the preseason. Finally, he was the unprotected knuckles of the comThe next team also had little use for swinging away at opposing players. ding, squats low next to Melfort’s a split-level at 316 Churchillhim.Drive. There boxing lessonsand to teach totobe aasbetter fightalso washouse 16. a tofighter, notBoogaard a player, little seenconsideration as a way tohim attract fans. sign of toughness expect when went toplayed his She drove him eight hours home. “It felt like I had a force feild on me,” ment Boogaard watc Moments into Boogaard’s firstleagues shift,in Calgary, Efforts to leagues ban fighting in the N.H.L. first told W.H.L. training camp in Regina in night notorious enforcers — from Tony Twist told he wo batants. When the made helm Tony Twist he would play one in Moose batants. When the made helBoogaard. During a game at a tournaurling club. Built in 1931, Main Arena “For your son to cry halfway from most during the preseason. Finally, he was the knuckles of the comBoogaard wrote. (His occawere hockey games street, wrestling erunprotected onnotes thehad ice. Lapp asked if he was in ready.the Boogaard have long been stymied, in part by the the fall. If Boogaard wanted to advance Calgary to Regina, to be beside him-w take turns the ice and Stu toheagainst Colton Orr and primary Jaw, agains misspellings.) met removal illegal, players learned tojuston ton and Jaw, the Pats’ rival. inteammates Calgary, Boogaard watched assionalOrr low-hanging fluorescent lights met removal illegal, players learned said he was. He ment was not. popularity and tradition of it in theGrimson ju-to he in hockey, would need his fists. Twist told would play one night in Moose batants. When the leagues made helself with, ‘Why in doesthe this have to hapPlayers scattered like spooked cats, matches ondelicately the front lawn, video games Len Boogaard, a quiet man he sat, unused, on bench. Frustra nior and each minor leagues. Web sites aresmoldering He heard theteammates older players intake the “He knew,” Ripplinger said. “He wasfour Steve MacIntyre. Veteran executives remove each other’s The turns on the the ice said. while the ice heaters nbove executives pen?’” helmets Joanne Boogaard “All fam he other’s TheHe family drove hours from and fleeing over the and wall delicately ororange-glow through the remove Jaw, against Pats’ met removal illegal, players learned to helmets devoted to the spectacle, often providback of the bus making fun of him on the wants to do is play. All he wanted was to a smart guy.the knew he primary wasn’t going rival. at being forgotten — or viewed as som open gates. basement and family dinners around a cramped with a cop’s intensity, sometimes saw that his recall games where the only way to before the fight began — a concoction of he sat, unused, on the bench. Frustrated Melfort. R bove three rows of bleachers. only way to before the fight began — a concoction of Melfort. Ryan two ing blow-by-blow descriptions, declar-The wayfrom home. Theyears next day, Boogaard was have his fair share, to show people.” to be good enough to make it Boogaard, on skills tives delicately remove each other’s helmets family drove four hours “He had gone ballistic,” Len Boothing than a hockey player — he ing winners and ranking the teenage reassigned to aat lower-division team less in alone,was and he to usedshut his size to his advanstop the brawls off the Boogaard thought his hockey career being forgotten — or viewed as someExactly what happened that winter’s courtesy and showmanship. Players younger, r shut off the courtesy and showmanship. Players younger, researched W.H.L. fighters, a gaard said. “It was something I hadn’t table. son needed a boost. he would into icy Boogaard, y to before the fight began — aSo concoction of pull Melfort. two years fighters. Regina. tage. an I Ryan remember him kitchen at 16 years old, was over. His coach. parents were divorcing. seen has before.” nally turned to the thing less than hockey player —brotherly he tofi-Regi- s ight been left tosentthe rustyBoogaard memoarena lights. knowingly drifted of the Len Boogaard told his sonto he the was a center into this culture weights andscouting boxing and stuff tostepped the center ofyounger, thea pushing brotherly service that continLen Boogaard was reassigned the courtesy showmanship. Players researched W.H.L. fighters, aso Eventually subdued knowingly andand toand the drifted “It seemed small because they were all parking lot spin the police car in dizzying “I’m good, I can play,” Booga na, the provincial Joanne Boonally turned to the coach. es of the few dozen in attendance. This dressing room, Boogaard re-emerged in like professional The teams areued not affiliated with rink. Some,He like professional wrestlers,capital. ued throu filiated with rink. Some, wrestlers, through Boogaard’s career. knowingly drifted to the center of the brotherly scouting service that contingaard, a Regina native, moved from his street clothes. He sidled updoughnuts. to his so big,” said Folden, who became a teammate series of Or he would park at the cried. “I’m right here in front of you.” much is clear: Melfort was losing badly, “I’m good, I can play,” Boogaard warned N.H.L. teams, so player development is paused to pose or fix their hair. Melfort, too. Derek Boogaard was fail-Bo warnedBoogaard’s Boogaard of a player velopment iswhoSome, paused pose or fix their hair. seething father, was dressed his with rink. likeinto professional wrestlers, ued through career. He named inglashed classes atout his new high school. Thein He later atyou.” the coach police uniform. nd 15-year-old Derek Boogaard was cried. “I’m right here in front of and friend of Boogaard’s after their schoolyard edge of a pasture and moo at the cows through Kevin Lapp less a goal than profit. Fighting, an acThe reaction of the scouts winKevin Lapp, rated as the league’s No. 2 hting, an acThe reaction of the scouts that warned winBoogaard of a player named ent “Dad is justpaused to me pose familythat worried about the people he hung kinda asked whator thefix their hair. hallway and quit. Joanne Booga uddenly inside other team’s bench, later lashed out at the coachfighter. in the La and popular part ofLapp the game, is ter’s night inHe Melfort made around. it clear what [expletive] are doing?” Boogaard fighter. wasleague’s nearly 20. isyou the ter’s night made it clear what fight. the loudspeaker. Or, with the back seat filled Kevin Lapp, rated as the No.Boogaard 2 nthe ac-game, The reaction of in theMelfort scouts thatcepted winJustSaskatchewan 16, he and two friends got a came from to into retri wrote. “Soaway I stood by for the rest of winging athim opposing players. hallway and quit. Joanne Boogaard was seen as a way to attract fans. to expect when Boogaard went to his was 16. s. to expect when Boogaard went to his fight outside a bar. Boogaard later16. wrote fighter. Lappup was nearlyThey 20. Boogaard me,theisgame.” ter’s night in Melfort made it clear what were rough-and-tumble days, and with boys, he would shout for them to look him. Saskatchewan She drove him eight hours home “It felt like I had a force feild on me,” that they beat up seven 30-year-olds. He came from to retrieve Len Boogaard nodded toward the few Efforts to in ban fighting in the N.H.L. first first W.H.L. training camp came in Regina in a.m. withMoment Moments into Boogaard’s shift, n unfamiliar the N.H.L. first W.H.L. trainingwent camptoin Regina was 16.smiling to expect when Boogaard his home atto 2:30cry no shirt fr faces in the bleachers. There “For him your son halfway even Krysten — the youngest, on her way tohome. 6Lapp before hitting the smashing the oogaard wrote. (His notes hadbrakes, occa-wanted She drove eight hours andto hisadvance body splattered in blood. aske One have been stymied, inBoogaard’s part by was the the fall. Ifhim. Boogaard wanted Lappinto asked if he ready. Boogaard n.H.L. part byfirst the the fall. toinlong advance were about 10 scouts from teams in If theBoogaard Moments first shift, W.H.L. training camp in Regina Calgary to Regina, just to be beside h eye was black by morning. onal misspellings.) “For your son cry halfway from Western Hockey League, a junior 5 ju— was pulled he into the scrums. “Cage ragfaces into the andLapp sending said heBoowas popularity and tradition of it feet in the in hockey, would need histo fists. saidthe he was. Heready. was not. f it in that thethe juin hockey, heclear wouldpartition need his fists. By the fall of 1999, the 17-year-old asked if he was Boogaard y the fall. If Boogaard wanted to advance league is a primary gateway to the self with,gaard ‘Why does this have to h Players scattered like spooked cats, Calgary to Regina, just to be beside himhad grown a few moreHe inches, to Among them were two men repWeb sites are players hear knew,” said. “He was Web HeHeheard the began older in theRipplinger “He knew,” Ripplinger said.and “Heminor was heleagues. in“He elementary school and continued boys into shrieks ofhis laughter. said was. was ing” not. e N.H.L. ju-sites inare hockey, he would need fists. nior pen?’” Joanne Boogaard said. 6-7. The this Regina Pats wanted him back“All in resenting the Regina — the eeing over the Pats wall orchiefthrough the self with, ‘Why does have to hapto the spectacle, often the a of smart guy. he wasn’t going providback of the bus making him on theHe knew training camp. Desperateback to proveof himaandsmart guy. He knew hedevoted wasn’t going scout, Todd Ripplinger, the general soften aregates. He heard the older playersfun in the “He Derek knew,” Ripplinger said. “He was part in providhockey dressing rooms as teenagers. Boogaard loved that of hockey. wants toBoogaard do is play. All he“All wanted wa pen pen?’” Joanne he self, he foughtsaid. teammates 12 times in manager, Brent Parker. ing blow-by-blow descriptions, declarway home. to be good enough to make it on skills ions, declarway home. The next day, Boogaard was to be good enough to make it on skills ovidback of the bus making fun of him on the a smart guy. Hejawsknew wasn’t going fourAll scrimmages. have his fair share, to show people.” “All the Western League scouts’ “He had gone ballistic,” LenheBoowants to do is play. he wanted was to “It’s where you put your gloves and helmet Called into the coach’s office one day, ing winners ranking thetoteenage reassigned alone, team and heinused his size to his advanare down like this,” Parker said. His he used his size the teenage a lower-division alone, and to his advan-and reassigned clarway home. The next day, Boogaard was have his fair to be good enough toI make Boogaard thought hisbehockey car aard was something hadn’tit on skills share, show he to thought he people.” would cut from the mouthsaid. fell open“It at the memory. fighters. Regina. tage.19 himover. at 16 years old, Regina. tage. I remember him at 16 years old, team. Instead, he was told he would play Derek with his father, Len, a Mountie. of four siblings. Turning day before was nage reassigned toThea oldest lower-division team inItheremember alone, and he used his size to his advanRipplinger and Parker scribbled a His parents were divorc een before.” Boogaard thought his hockey career that night against the Kelowna Rockets. note saying that the Regina Pats wanthe wasBoogaard drafted the Wild. His mother, Joanne, keeps ashes herweights home. Len stepped intoBoogaard this who culture and Boogaard boxing and stuff Len toldDerek’s hispushing sonathe was over. this culture pushing weights boxing andbystuff Regina. tage. I remember him to at and 16 years old, Len was reassigned toBoo R Eventually subdued and the Kelowna featured a 6-7 enforcer was His parents were divorcing. ed to add Derek Boogaard to their ros- sent LEFT AND CENTER, BOOGAARD FAMILY PHOTOGRAPHS; TOBIN FAMILY PHOTOGRAPH ther team’s bench, dosing in players. force feild on me,” his s notes had occahis like spooked cats, the ll or through the ard allistic,” Len Boot of omething I hadn’t ew d and sent to the ere aard re-emerged in e sidled up to his the was dressed in his ior the sked me what the epdoing?” Boogaard ief him for the rest of ral ded toward the few e bleachers. There ws from teams in the His League, a junior ary gateway to the were a two men repantPats — the chief er, and the general oser. tor scouts’ jaws eague Parker said. His the ethe memory. arker scribbled a hey Regina Pats wantgaard to their rosway the Hi-Lo Motor elfort and used the nydipthe note to the lgary. Then they ck to Regina. oo- all the way alked ard d never seen anyin our lives,” Ripst: cepted and popular part of the game, is seen as a way to attract fans. Efforts to ban fighting in the N.H.L. have long been stymied, in part by the popularity and tradition of it in the junior and minor leagues. Web sites are devoted to the spectacle, often providing blow-by-blow descriptions, declaring winners and ranking the teenage fighters. Boogaard stepped into this culture ter’s night in Melfort made it clear what to expect when Boogaard went to his first W.H.L. training camp in Regina in the fall. If Boogaard wanted to advance in hockey, he would need his fists. “He knew,” Ripplinger said. “He was a smart guy. He knew he wasn’t going to be good enough to make it on skills alone, and he used his size to his advantage. I remember him at 16 years old, pushing weights and boxing and stuff fighter. Lapp was nearly 20. Boogaard was 16. Moments into Boogaard’s first shift, Lapp asked if he was ready. Boogaard said he was. He was not. He heard the older players in the back of the bus making fun of him on the way home. The next day, Boogaard was reassigned to a lower-division team in Regina. Len Boogaard told his son he was LEFT AND CENTER, BOOGAARD FAMILY PHOTOGRAPHS; TOBIN FAMILY PHOTOGRAPH Derek with his father, Len, a Mountie. The oldest of four siblings. Turning 19 the day before he was drafted by the Wild. His mother, Joanne, who keeps Derek’s ashes at her home. LEFT AND CENTER, BOOGAARD FAMILY PHOTOGRAPHS; TOBIN FAMILY PHOTOGRAPH Derek with his father, Len, a Mountie. The oldest of four siblings. Turning 19 the day before he was drafted by the Wild. His mother, Joanne, who keeps Derek’s ashes at her home. ra- ed to visit the Booays later. Boogaard ust one request: vide some extra- ad outgrown his. 22 nd His Fists ure: The key League has 22 estern Canada and exnited States. The for 20, have their exola small stipend for d can earn scholesolleges. of playing profesozroster of two doznal ce to the National L., in today’s N.H.L., nce five players once ne.Hockey League. three top junior ior MARCUS YAM FORYAM THE NEW TIMES MARCUS FOR YORK THE NEW YORK TIMES ‘He was a smart guy. He knew he wasn’t going to be good enough came from na, Sask him. She drove h gaa “For your Me son Calgary to Regin ing self with, ‘Why famB pen?’” Joanne wants to do isaro pla have his fair shar J Boogaard figh thou was over. His p tha Len Boogaard w cam na, the provincia gaard, a Regina and Melfort, too. eye Der ing classes at hi B family worried ab gaa around. Just 16, he6-7. and fight outside trai a ba that they beatself up came home at 2 fou and his body sp C eye was black by By the fall he of 19 gaard had grown tea 6-7. 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He knew he wasn’t going to be good enough to make it on skills alone, and he used his size to his advantage.’ to make it on skills alone,TODD and he used his size to his advantage.’ RIPPLINGER, hockey scout TODD RIPPLINGER, hockey scout on and just go at it like a hockey fight and the loser is the one on the ground,” Boogaard wrote. “This is where you kinda learn how to punch.” In eighth grade, Boogaard had an assignment: Describe what you want to do for a living. He wrote that he wanted to play in the N.H.L., envisioning himself among the class of gritty players with scoring punch, like his hero, Wendel Clark, who grew up in Saskatchewan and became captain of the Toronto Maple Leafs. The teacher asked Boogaard for an alternate plan. Boogaard said he did not have one. Their ensuing debate landed Boogaard in detention. “He didn’t have a Plan B,” Len Boogaard said. “Plan A was to play hockey. There was no backup plan.” And what if hockey did not work out? “I have no idea,” his father said. And neither did anyone else. Boogaard’s size, if not his skill, provided roster spots on top-level youth teams. At 13, a team photograph showed Boogaard among the tall boys in the back row, with a round, cherub face. Two years later, it was as if Boogaard had been stretched by a rolling pin. He towered over his teammates. His knees ached from the growth spurt. Floyd Halcro, a coach who helped talk Boogaard into playing after he had quit hockey at age 14, heard all the concerns, from parents of teammates and opponents alike. “He would get penalties that were not, in any way, shape or form, his fault,” Halcro said. “I’m 5 foot 9, and a little guy my size would take a run at Derek and run into his elbow, and the refs would give him a penalty. He got so many penalties because he was 6 foot 3, 6 foot 4 at that age. And he was actually picked on by other teams, by other referees, other communities, simply because of his size. Derek would certainly stick up for the team, he would stick up for his teammates, but wasn’t mean at all.” That is what made one particular episode so memorable. The old rink at the corner of Stovel Avenue and Manitoba Street, covered in pea-green aluminum siding, squats low next to Melfort’s curling club. Built in 1931, Main Arena has low-hanging fluorescent lights above the ice and orange-glow heaters above three rows of bleachers. Exactly what happened that winter’s night has been left to the rusty memories of the few dozen in attendance. This much is clear: Melfort was losing badly, and 15-year-old Derek Boogaard was suddenly inside the other team’s bench, swinging away at opposing players. “It felt like I had a force feild on me,” Boogaard wrote. (His notes had occasional misspellings.) Players scattered like spooked cats, fleeing over the wall or through the open gates. “He had gone ballistic,” Len Boogaard said. “It was something I hadn’t seen before.” Eventually subdued and sent to the dressing room, Boogaard re-emerged in his street clothes. He sidled up to his seething father, who was dressed in his police uniform. “Dad just kinda asked me what the [expletive] are you doing?” Boogaard wrote. “So I stood by him for the rest of the game.” Len Boogaard nodded toward the few unfamiliar faces in the bleachers. There were about 10 scouts from teams in the Western Hockey League, a junior league that is a primary gateway to the N.H.L. Among them were two men representing the Regina Pats — the chief scout, Todd Ripplinger, and the general manager, Brent Parker. “All the Western League scouts’ jaws are down like this,” Parker said. His mouth fell open at the memory. Ripplinger and Parker scribbled a note saying that the Regina Pats wanted to add Derek Boogaard to their roster. They stopped at the Hi-Lo Motor Inn on the edge of Melfort and used the fax machine to send the note to the W.H.L. office in Calgary. Then they drove three hours back to Regina. “Me and Brent talked all the way home about how we’d never seen anything like that before in our lives,” Ripplinger said. Ripplinger arranged to visit the Boogaard family a few days later. Boogaard sheepishly made just one request: Could the Pats provide some extra-large hockey shorts? Derek Boogaard had outgrown his. Learning His Future: His Fists The Western Hockey League has 22 teams flung across western Canada and the northwestern United States. The players, ages 16 to 20, have their expenses paid, receive a small stipend for spending money and can earn scholar- THE LIFE AND DEATH OF A HOCKEY ENFORCER YAM FOR THE YORK NEW YORK TIMES MARCUS YAM MARCUS FOR THE NEW TIMES Len Boogaard encouraged his son’s hockey career, enrolling him in boxing lessons as a teenager to improve his fighting skills. MARCUS YAM FOR THE NEW YORK TIMES is son’s hockey career, enrolling him boxing lessons as a teenager improve his fighting Len in Boogaard encouraged his son’s to hockey career, enrollingskills. him in boxing lessons as a teenager t son’s hockey career, enrolling him in boxing lessons as a teenager to improve his fighting skills. steak and slide it through that hole. Inhad the puck,” Boogaard wrote. “I back“His first year in the W.H.L., I think, “Gaard!” “It bothered me,” Joanne Boogaard stead of losing weight, he gained about it was mostly adjusting to his frame, said. “I didn’t want him to fight. He handed it into the net and the game was He scored only once in 61 games for 25, 30 pounds that summer, while his knew that. He would always be: ‘Oh, not knowing how to use his reach,” over. It was an unbelievable feeling. The Prince George in 2000-1. He recorded jaw was wired shut. It was incredible.” Mom, it’s O.K. It’s my job now. It’s what Ryan Boogaard said. “I think he felt 245 penalty minutes, eighth in puck,” guys came out of the bench and “I theb that hole. In-me,” Joanne had the Boogaard wrote. “His first year in thesteak W.H.L., think, “Gaard!” and Islide it through that hole. In“His first yearranking in the W.H.L., I think, “Gaard!” t bothered Boogaard The father laughed at the memory. I’m doing.’” more comfortable with that frame in his the W.H.L. He was, finally, an enforcer, was going nuts. 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She said he ammate to 2001 N.H.L. draft began on Jun poor balance and wild swings, BooOver Yet, six months, The New YorkBoogaard the life and death of when theWestern Tobins’ twin daughters Prince George, it’sernot anamed dirty town, in the W.H.L.’s Conference. improbably, found himwas already Prince n erexamined inwho the W.H.L.’s Western Conference. Yet,inimprob ygaard God “Derek was —professional oh my hockey God was he Times drinking age, onhea team, spent the ‘Five-minute for fighting.’” lostwas most he of the One rest of poll his fights, him the d to leave. turned 5 and had toughest a giant bounceplayhouse shy theby, playermajor Derek Boogaard, rose to fame as one ofgal 23, Boogaard’s 19th of l George. I said,birthday. ‘No, the N.H.L.Now draft.’ She too. Online voters him ahonest 6-9-1 Boogaard ugh town, butgave it’s an town,” self on the ice during overtime of a playWhen took the ice, a buzz self on the ice in the front yard. When Boogaard took the ice, a buzz shy,” Mike Tobin said. mostly at the Iron Horse Bar Pr the sport’s most feared fighters before dying at age 28 on May 13. er in the W.H.L.’s Western Conference. Yet, improbably, Boogaard found himsaid:age, ‘N.H.L.? You’ve got to beinkidGod was he gal drinking he spent the nig record. Boogaard felt an instant kinshiparena, with Jim Swanson, the local paper’s foroff game. 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I turned and the the“Boo!” puck was f comfortinto the world of frenzied fan bases, full-side onof thethe edge arena of town. would shout In addition to thisaround article: anne house in Regina. or Boogaard, instantly homesick, swered in grunts and asked her to take a ates, usually, time coaching staffs,“Boo!” cross-province teenagers — not teammates, usually, “He hated, hated, hated school,” scout of the Minnesota Wild. sitting there while the goalie thought he and the other would shout ught other was Tommy Thompson, then the chi message. She coaxed him out of bed and ∂ VIDEO Boogaard realizes that to bus travel and host families, known as Tobin said Imitating Boo-misfits he befriended at season started poorly and gotof Boogaard. befriended but assorted to the phone. from the M her I was calling billets. s, usually, at reach the N.H.L., he must embrace gaard’s deep voice and sideways scout“Ioftold thedownstairs Minnesota Wild. se. He lost his infirst fight to Eric “In typical Derek style, he goes, ‘UhBoogaard got tangled all of it. He movies with school. tofighting. action movies with smirk, he added: “‘Look at He Mike.went He riended at nesota Wild and that we huh, uh-huh,calling O.K., yeah, O.K.,had thanks,’” was awed byfuture the ferocity of fans. enforcer. “I told her I was from the dra Mi didn’t finish school and he has a ard, a N.H.L. novies family Mike and tagged∂ along on family outPERSONAL REFLECTIONS 16 pages Tobin recalled. With little emotion, he (“That’s the outworst I have ever heard with Derek,” Thompson said. “She cle Porsche.’” nesota Wild and that we had drafte ckly tagged with a reputation for hung up and said he was drafted by the people yelling and screaming,” he of notes found in Boogaard’s rthday party Boogaard, withings. a backlog frustra- run the birthday party Heof helped amily outwas not expecting this call. She sai Wild in the seventh round, No. 202 over wrote of a game in Swift Current.) His apartment after his death. Derek,” Thompson said. “She clear tions, wanted to quit during training rspirits balance and wild swings, BooOver months, The Newthe YorkTobins’ Times examined the life and death of n daughters Over six months,was The Newall.York Times examined the when twin daughters flagged of six The Tobins screamed in excitement. hday partyunder the callousness camp in 2000. He was 18. He called his on a call. team, Prh was not already expecting this She in saidto ∂ PHOTOGRAPHS Images of Boogaard rd lostpressured most of theHis rest of his fights, coaches to win. inexperiBoogaard said he was going back bounce house father to tell him. He told his teamturned 5 and had a giant bounce house the professional hockey player Derek Boogaard, who rose to fame as one of the professional hockey player Derek Boogaard, who rose Over months, The New York Times examined the life and death of daughters George. I said, ‘No, the N.H.L. draft.’ as a boy, and of places throughout ence meant that he spent overnight bussix mates bed. He had a headache. he had a plane ticket home. was already on a team, in Princ Online near voters gave him most a 6-9-1 infighters theDerek front trips sitting not sleeping Canada that his sport’s feared before atwho ageshaped 28 on May A month You’ve later, heat was in St. unce house the front, Tobin ultimately persuaded himyard. to dying the of sport’s most feared fighters before dying age 28 on said: got to Paul, beShM thethe professional hockey player Boogaard, rose to future. fame13. as one George. I‘N.H.L.? said, inkinship the bunks in back reserved for veterord. home‘No, of the the Wild.N.H.L. An arena draft.’ worker let stay. with Boogaard felt an instant kinship with ∂ EXTENDED INTERVIEW Mat Sommerfeld, a childhood rival of Boogaard’s in the This article, the first of a three-part series, revisits Boogaard’s childhood ding.’” ans. And Boogaard bounced from onemostAnd, This article, the first of a three-part series, revisits Bo him into the team dressing room. For the the sport’s feared fighters before dying at age 28 on May 13. suddenly, Boogaard started to said: ‘N.H.L.? You’ve got to be ki is private struggles were win just as le Western Hockey man League, discusses physical toll he endured as a fighter. Mike Tobin — ofan affable whohistheprogression host man family towho another, unable to create first time, he answered put on an N.H.L. uniform. fights. and nship with Caren Tobin the rin in the rugged youth junior leagues western Canada and in the rugged youth and junior leagues of western Canada This article, the first of a three-part series, revisits Boogaard’s childhood a facsimile of his once-stable home life. ding.’” ound. Junior hockey is considered a And it fit. a“Itson than a treated Boogaard less like a son than a man waswho a very long year from for me,”physically Bootelephone in Prince George mom awkward boyleagues to renowned brawler on theand ice.his progression from physically awkward boy to renowned brawler the ic Caren Tobin answered theon ringin of passage Canada’s mostyouth promin the and junior of western Canada finish school gaard wrote. “I for struggled withrugged everylittle brother, who did not finish school son than a later. She ran upstairs to the bedr thing it seemed.” telephone in Prince George momen g young players. It is a wild, frightusiness, who from physically awkward boy to renowned brawler on the ice. but built a successful business, who nish school Boogaard was hardly a model citizen. where Boogaard was sleeping. nytimes.com/boogaard nytimes.com/boogaard ng, competitive andfigures lonely voyage later. She ran upstairs to the bedroo stately homeauthority He quietly rejected — drove nice cars and had a stately home ships to Canadian colleges. providing blow-by-blow descriptions, declaring Most harbor hopes of playing profession- winners and ranking the teenage fighters. ally. On a typical roster of two dozen, a few will Boogaard stepped into this culture when advance to the National Hockey League. And in he was 16. The unwritten rules were well estabtoday’s N.H.L., about one of every five players lished. once played in the Western Hockey League. Both players must agree to the challenge. the N.H.L. It is one of the three top juniorRings. leagues Gloves are off. Until a few years ago, helmets The Phone It’sin the N.H.L. he N.H.L.Canada, the others based in Ontario and Quewere removed as both a sign of toughness and bec. In many regards, the W.H.L. is the tough- consideration to the unprotected knuckles of est. Not only are franchises stretched 1,500 the combatants. When the leagues made helmet miles apart in some instances, making travel removal illegal, players learned to delicately repart of the teenage tribulation, but they also move each other’s helmets before the fight behave produced some of hockey’s most notorigan — a concoction of courtesy and showmanous enforcers — from Tony Twist and Stu Grim- ship. Players knowingly drifted to the center son to Colton Orr and Steve MacIntyre. Veteran of the rink. Some, like professional wrestlers, executives recall games where the only way to paused to pose or fix their hair. stop the brawls was to shut off the arena lights. The reaction of the scouts that winter’s The teams are not affiliated with N.H.L. night in Melfort made it clear what to expect teams, so player development is less a goal than when Boogaard went to his first W.H.L. training U N C HanEaccepted D O U TandPart 1 part of PUNC ED T Part wanted 1 profit.P Fighting, popular camp in Regina inH the fall.OIfUBoogaard P U N C H E D O U T Part 1 the game, is seen as a way to attract fans. to advance in hockey, he would need his fists. Efforts to ban fighting in the N.H.L. have “He knew,” Ripplinger said. “He was a long been stymied, in part by the popularity and smart guy. He knew he wasn’t going to be good tradition of it in the junior and minor leagues. enough to make it on skills alone, and he used Web sites are devoted to the spectacle, often his size to his advantage. I remember him at 16 On the Web On the Web cular“Prince George, it’s not a— dirty town, unced, you expected it beBoogaard followed you expected it season. towas be Conference. followed record at trailed 18-4-4 in fights that George, it’steammate notafa dirty town, er in the W.H.L.’s Western Yet,2001 improbab trailed a toto er in shy the Western own at midday “Derek was — oh my God he nounced, Yet, improbably, himThe 2001 N.H.L. draft began on 18-4-4 June The 2001 N.H.L. began onfound JuneThe you expected it draft toConference. beBoogaard followed “Derek was oh my God record was henounced, at in W.H.L.’s fights that gal dr gars. a shy teammate toseason. N.H.L afighting.’” rough town, but it’s an honest town,” ‘Five-minute for by, ‘Five-minute major for fighting.’” One poll named him the toughest playwn, butwanted it’s anmajor honest town,” on themostly ice du When Boogaard the ice,overtime a Now buzz of everal never to leave. shy,” Mike said. self onmajor thetook ice of23, aself playWhen Boogaard took the ice, by, a buzz 23, Boogaard’s 19th Now ofTobin le23, Boogaard’s 19th birthday. le‘Five-minute forduring fighting.’” shy,” Mike Tobin said. One poll named him the toughest playtheir house and never wanted to leave. birthday. Boogaard’s 19 Jim Swanson, thedrinking local paper’s forer inwas theThe W.H.L.’s Conference. Yet, Boogaard found himYet, improbably, Boogaard found himwanson, the local paper’s foroff game. 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Th th a under backlog frustra-spirits hung up and said camp in 2000. was 18. He called his screaming,” he of notes found in Boogaard’s camp in 2000. He was 18. He called his Boogaard, with a backlog of frustra∂ PHOTOGRAPHS Imagesround, of Boogaard PHOTOGRAPHS of Boogaard inhim. the No. 202 over Wild in the seventh No. 202 over coachesapartment pressured to win. Hisseventh inexperiessured to win.His His inexperiafter his death. Boo o Booquit during training father to ∂ tell him. He told Images his teamWild in the seven wift Current.) n father toWild tell He told round, his teamapartment after his death. tions, wanted to quit during training as a boy, and of places throughout all. The Tobins screamed in excitement. all. The Tobins screamed in excitement. ence meant that he spent overnight bus as a boy, and of places throughout tthe that he spent overnight bus bed.scr H He was 18. He called his mates he had a plane ticket home. callousness of all. The Tobins mates he had a plane ticket home. camp in 2000. He was 18. He called his straw PHOTOGRAPHS Images of Boogaard trips ∂sitting near ultimately theBoogaard front, not sleeping said he was going back to Images Boogaard said his he was going back toBoogaard said ∂ Tobin PHOTOGRAPHS of Boogaard gwin. near the front, sleeping Canada that shaped future. im. He told his not teamCanada that shaped his future. ultimately persuaded him to His inexperiA m Tobin persuaded him to father to tell him. He told his teamMARCUS YAM FORNEW THE NEW YORK TIMES too, in reserved MARCUS YAM FOR THE YORK TIMES as stay. a boy, and of places in the bunks in back reserved for veterbed. He had athroughout headache. bed. He had a headache. ks back formates vetera inplane ticket as a boy, and of places throughout stay. ent overnight bushome. bed. He hadhome a hea he had a plane ticket home. ∂ EXTENDED INTERVIEW Mat Sommerfeld, a childhood riva ∂ EXTENDED INTERVIEW Mat Sommerfeld, a childhood rival of Boogaard’s in the own as Local rinks are primary gathering places Canada, and boys often YAM playFOR hockey soon afterlater, learning to walk. Boogaard from one Canada that shaped his future. Boogaard bounced oneAnd Abounced month later, he wasthroughout inand St.suddenly, Paul, A month he was in St. Paul,A monthhim ly persuaded himfrom toans. ront, not primary sleeping And, Boogaard started in Canada that shaped his future. And, suddenly, Boogaard started to later, MARCUS to THE NEWand YORK TIMES Tobin ultimately persuaded him to ks are gathering places throughout Canada, boys often play hockey soon after learning to walk. Local rinks are primary gathering places throughout Canada, boys play hockey soon Western Hockey League, the physical toll after he end host family tofights. another, create Hockey League, discusses the physical tollWild. he often endured as aworker fighter. yeserved to another, unable tostay. create home unable of the to Wild. An arena let home of the An discusses arena let ces of for veterwin worker fights. Western first tim win home of the Wild childhood rival ofthroughout Boogaard’s the ∂inEXTENDED INTERVIEW Mat Sommerfeld, a childhood rival of Boogaard’s in to thewalk. facsimile of his once-stable home life. ∂ EXTENDED INTERVIEW Mat Sommerfeld, a childhood rival Boogaard’s in room. the For the ering places Canada, and often hockey soon after learning of his once-stable life. him intoboys the team dressing room. For the him into theofteam dressing y, Boogaard toaAnd, ounced from started one home And him into the team suddenly, Boogaard started to play cal toll he endured as a fighter. Western Hockey League, discusses the physical toll he endured as a fighter. “It was a very long year for me,” Boolong for me,” first time, he put on an N.H.L. uniform. firsthe time, he putasonaan N.H.L. uniform.first time, he put o Western Hockey League, discusses the physical toll endured fighter. , very unable to year create winBoofights. gaard wrote. “I struggled with everyte. “I struggled And it fit. And it fit. stable home life. with everyAnd it fit. thing it seemed.” med.” year for me,” BooBoogaard was hardly a model citizen. years pushing weights and boxing and stuff d was with hardly a model old, citizen. division team in Regina. ggled everyHe quietly rejected authority figures — rejected authority figures — like that. He knew his job.” Len Boogaard told his son he was proud of teachers, coaches, host families — who oaches, host families — who y a model citizen. JIM SWANSON, former sports editor at The Prince George Citizen treated him with what he sensed was mthority with what he sensed was how far he had made it. figures — Boogaard’s first fight was the one-punch distrust. He disobeyed rules, particulare disobeyed st families —rules, who particularnose-breaking knockdown of the reigning tough “When all the people in Melfort said that I ly curfews, and rotated through several and through several sports editor at The Prince George Citizen atJIM he rotated sensed was former SWANSON, JIM SWANSON, former sports editor at The Prince George Citizen families. He never completed 10th He never completed 10th rules, particularkid during Regina’s first team scrimmage. But wasn’t any good,” Derek Boogaard later wrote, grade. er sports editor Prince George Citizen d through severalat The Boogaard, seen as a fighter, not a player, played “he said I shoved it up their [expletive] already.” “He was a boy in a man’s body,” said acompleted boy in a man’s body,” said 10th Dallas Thompson, then an assistant ompson, then an assistant little during the preseason. Finally, he was told The next team also had little use for coach for Prince George. “Everything Prince George. “Everything man’s body,” said was in a hurry. He knew what he wanthe would play one night in Moose Jaw, against Boogaard. During a game at a tournament urry. He knew what he wanthen an assistant ed the to do: He wanted to play in the He wanted to play in rge. “Everything the Pats’ primary rival. in Calgary, Boogaard watched teammates N.H.L. ot of things, like school and A lot of things, like school and ew what he wantaccelerated bit, and Ifrom Melfort. p, bit,growing and I up, got family drove four ahours take turns on the ice while he sat, unused, on d got to accelerated play in the aThe think it overwhelmed him at times.” himand at times.” s,rwhelmed like school Ryan Boogaard, twoduring years younger, the bench. Frustrated at being forgotten — or In March 2000, a home game researched h 2000,aduring a Ihome game erated bit, and was hit in i-City, Boogaard was against hit in Tri-City, him at times.” W.H.L. fighters, a Boogaard brotherly scouting service viewed as something less than a hockey player face by an enforcer named Mike y an enforcer named the Mike ing a home game that Boogaard’s career. He — he finally turned to the coach. were ushered to the penwo were ushered theLee. pen-The twothrough gaard was hit in tocontinued alty box. cer named warned Mike Boogaard of a player named Kevin “I’m good, I can play,” Boogaard cried. “I’m sat in the box for the five mins and the boxtofor five mins “I and hered thethe penLapp,Boogaard rated asclose themy league’s No. 2 fighter. Lapp right here in front of you.” I couldn’t mouth,” Boogaard close my mouth,” later “My teeth wouldn’t line e. teeth wouldn’t linewrote. the“My five mins and was nearly 20. Boogaard was 16. He later lashed out at the coach in the hallup.” mouth,” Boogaard Boogaard went to the hospital, where into Boogaard’s first shift, Lapp way and quit. Joanne Boogaard came from Sasd went to the hospital, where eth wouldn’t line Moments his jaw was wired shut. The Cougars as wired shut. The Cougars asked if he was katchewan to retrieve him. She drove him eight put him on a ready. liquid dietBoogaard and sent him said he was. n ahospital, liquid diet and sent him he where home to Regina. gina. He was not. hours home. hut. The Cougars “He was missing a tooth,” Len Boomissing a tooth,” Len Booiet and sent him He heard the older players in the back of the “For your son to cry halfway from Calgary d. “He could fit a gaard straw said. “He could fit a straw through there. Then he realized, too, in ere. Then he realized, too, in to Regina, just to be beside himself with, ‘Why tooth,” Len bus Boo- making fun of him on the way home. The MAR thatas space, he could shove food down as he could food down uld fit ashove straw Local rinks are primary gathering places throughout Canada, and boys ofte Local rinks are primary gathering places throughout Canada, and boys often play hockey soon after learni next day, Boogaard was reassigned to a lower” Joanne Boogaard does this have to happen?’ well. 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And people didn’t mind seeing two guys who were willing to drop thewilling gloves and go the at it.’ ‘Prince George, it’s not a dirty town, a rough town, but it’s an honest town. to And people JIM former sports editor at The Prince Citizen p the gloves and goseeing at it.’ willing eeing two guys who were toJIM drop the gloves and go atGeorge it.’Citizen SWANSON, former sports editor at SWANSON, The Prince didn’t mind two guys who were willing to drop the gloves and goGeorge at it.’ itizen JIM SWANSON, former sports editor atJIM TheSWANSON, Prince George Citizen former sports editor at The Prince George Citizen said. “All he wants to do is play. All he wanted was to have his fair share, to show people.” Boogaard thought his hockey career was over. His parents were divorcing. Len Boogaard was reassigned to Regina, the provincial capital. Joanne Boogaard, a Regina native, moved from Melfort, too. Derek Boogaard was failing classes at his new high school. The family worried about the people he hung around. Just 16, he and two friends got into a fight outside a bar. Boogaard later wrote that they beat up seven 30-year-olds. He came home at 2:30 a.m. with no shirt and his body splattered in blood. One eye was black by morning. By the fall of 1999, the 17-year-old Boogaard had grown a few more inches, to 6-7. The Regina Pats wanted him back in training camp. Desperate to prove himself, he fought teammates 12 times in four scrimmages. Called into the coach’s office one day, he thought he would be cut from the team. Instead, he was told he would play that night against the Kelowna Rockets. Kelowna featured a 6-7 enforcer named Mitch Fritz. Ryan Boogaard provided the scouting report. Fritz had an overhand punch that reminded the Boogaards of the villainous ape in the Donkey Kong video game. Fritz won. Boogaard was traded. There is not much use for an enforcer who loses fights. Struggling With Everything Prince George, British Columbia, where Boogaard had been dealt, was curious to meet its new teenage enforcer, but not quite prepared. Boogaard’s jersey had to have extra bands of cloth sewn to the bottom and at the end of the sleeves. After his first practice with the Prince George Cougars, Boogaard met with General Manager Daryl Lubiniecki. “If you win a few fights in this town you could run for mayor,” Lubiniecki said. The local paper, The Prince George Citizen, ran a full-page photograph of Boogaard with a Boogeyman theme. The family name had always been pronounced “BOH-guard.” With Derek, some were starting to say it as “BOOguard.” Boogaard was expected to step into the character, leading with his fists. “It bothered me,” Joanne Boogaard said. “I didn’t want him to fight. He knew that. He would always be: ‘Oh, Mom, it’s O.K. It’s my job now. It’s what I’m doing.’ ” Prince George is a city of 80,000 about 500 miles north of Vancouver. It spills out of a valley amid a wrinkled landscape of mountains carpeted with evergreen forests. Bears and moose are common backyard visitors. For the Cougars, the nearest opponent is a six-hour drive. It is not uncommon for the team bus to roll into town at midday after a road trip. “Prince George, it’s not a dirty town, a rough town, but it’s an honest town,” said Jim Swanson, the local paper’s former sports editor. “And people didn’t mind seeing two guys who were willing to drop the gloves and go at it.” For Boogaard, instantly homesick, the season started poorly and got worse. He lost his first fight to Eric Godard, a future N.H.L. enforcer. Quickly tagged with a reputation for poor balance and wild swings, Boogaard lost most of the rest of his fights, too. Online voters gave him a 6-9-1 record. His private struggles were just as profound. Junior hockey is considered a rite of passage for Canada’s most promising young players. It is a wild, frightening, competitive and lonely voyage into the world of frenzied fan bases, fulltime coaching staffs, cross-province bus travel and host families, known as billets. Boogaard got tangled in all of it. He was awed by the ferocity of fans. (“That’s the worst I have ever heard people yelling and screaming,” he wrote of a game in Swift Current.) His spirits flagged under the callousness of coaches pressured to win. His inexperience meant that he spent overnight bus trips sitting near the front, not sleeping in the bunks in back reserved for veterans. And Boogaard bounced from one host family to another, unable to create a facsimile of his once-stable home life. “It was a very long year for me,” Boogaard wrote. “I struggled with everything it seemed.” Boogaard was hardly a model citizen. He quietly rejected authority figures — teachers, coaches, host families — who treated him with what he sensed was distrust. He disobeyed rules, particularly curfews, and rotated through several families. He never completed 10th grade. “He was a boy in a man’s body,” said Dallas Thompson, then an assistant coach for Prince George. “Everything was in a hurry. He knew what he wanted to do: He wanted to play in the tchen. He brought other not teammates, usually, misfits he befriended at nt to action movies with ged along on family outd run the birthday party obins’ twin daughters had a giant bounce house rd. lt an instant kinship with — an affable man who ard less like a son than a who did not finish school uccessful business, who s and had a stately home town. hated, hated school,” Boogaard. Imitating Boovoice and sideways ed: “‘Look at Mike. He school and he has a with a backlog of frustrato quit during training He was 18. He called his him. He told his teamd a plane ticket home. tely persuaded him to nly, Boogaard started to “Boo!” and the other would shout sitting there while the goalie thought he P U N C H E D O U T Part 1 Over six months, The New York Times examined the life and death of the professional hockey player Derek Boogaard, who rose to fame as one of the sport’s most feared fighters before dying at age 28 on May 13. This article, the first of a three-part series, revisits Boogaard’s childhood in the rugged youth and junior leagues of western Canada and his progression from physically awkward boy to renowned brawler on the ice. On the Web nytimes.com/boogaard In addition to this article: ∂ VIDEO Boogaard realizes that to reach the N.H.L., he must embrace fighting. ∂ PERSONAL REFLECTIONS 16 pages of notes found in Boogaard’s apartment after his death. ∂ PHOTOGRAPHS Images of Boogaard as a boy, and of places throughout Canada that shaped his future. ∂ EXTENDED INTERVIEW Mat Sommerfeld, a childhood rival of Boogaard’s in the Western Hockey League, discusses the physical toll he endured as a fighter. N.H.L. A lot of things, like school and growing up, got accelerated a bit, and I think it overwhelmed him at times.” In March 2000, during a home game against Tri-City, Boogaard was hit in the face by an enforcer named Mike Lee. The two were ushered to the penalty box. “I sat in the box for the five mins and I couldn’t close my mouth,” Boogaard later wrote. “My teeth wouldn’t line up.” Boogaard went to the hospital, where his jaw was wired shut. The Cougars put him on a liquid diet and sent him home to Regina. “He was missing a tooth,” Len Boogaard said. “He could fit a straw through there. Then he realized, too, in that space, he could shove food down as well. So he would cut up little pieces of steak and slide it through that hole. Instead of losing weight, he gained about 25, 30 pounds that summer, while his jaw was wired shut. It was incredible.” The father laughed at the memory. “He’d go to McDonald’s and shove fries through that little hole there.” was Tommy Thompson scout of the Minnesota W “I told her I was callin nesota Wild and that Derek,” Thompson sai was not expecting this was already on a te George. I said, ‘No, the N said: ‘N.H.L.? You’ve ding.’” Caren Tobin answer telephone in Prince G later. She ran upstairs where Boogaard was pounded on the door. swered in grunts and as message. She coaxed hi downstairs to the phone “In typical Derek sty huh, uh-huh, O.K., yeah Tobin recalled. With lit hung up and said he wa Wild in the seventh rou all. The Tobins screamed Boogaard said he wa bed. He had a headache. A month later, he w home of the Wild. An a him into the team dressi first time, he put on an N And it fit. Prince George jewelry store and longtime hosts for the Cougars. Boogaard trailed a teammate to their house and never wanted to leave. “Derek was shy — oh my God was he shy,” Mike Tobin said. The house became Boogaard’s sanctuary. He played video games in the basement and made himself comfortable in the kitchen. He brought other teenagers — not teammates, usually, but assorted misfits he befriended at school. He went to action movies with Mike and tagged along on family outings. He helped run the birthday party when the Tobins’ twin daughters turned 5 and had a giant bounce house in the front yard. Boogaard felt an instant kinship with Mike Tobin — an affable man who treated Boogaard less like a son than a little brother, who did not finish school but built a successful business, who drove nice cars and had a stately home on the edge of town. “He hated, hated, hated school,” Tobin said of Boogaard. Imitating Boogaard’s deep voice and sideways smirk, he added: “ ‘Look at Mike. He didn’t finish school and he has a Porsche.’ ” MARCUS YAM FOR THE NEW YO The Phone Rings. It’s the N.H.L. Boogaard, with a backlog of frustrations, Local rinks are primary gathering places throughout Canada, and boys often play hockey soon after learning walk. Boogaard ultimately found refuge at the wanted to quit during training camp in 2000. to He home of Mike and Caren Tobin, owners of a was 18. He called his father to tell him. He told his teammates he had a plane ticket home. Tobin ultimately persuaded him to stay. And, suddenly, Boogaard started to win fights. “His first year in the W.H.L., I think, it was mostly adjusting to his frame, not knowing how to use his reach,” Ryan Boogaard said. “I think he felt more comfortable with that frame in his second year in the W.H.L., and he did a lot better.” He quickly avenged his broken-jaw loss to Mike Lee. He beat Mat Sommerfeld, a rival who had torn Boogaard’s name from the back of his uniform and held it over his head after an earlier conquest. One Web site put Boogaard’s record at 18-4-4 in fights that season. One poll named him the toughest player in the W.H.L.’s Western Conference. When Boogaard took the ice, a buzz rippled through Prince George’s arena, which routinely had capacity crowds of 5,995. One side of the arena would shout “Boo!” and the other would shout “Gaard!” He scored only once in 61 games for Prince George in 2000-1. He recorded 245 penalty minutes, ranking eighth in the W.H.L. He was, finally, an enforcer, appreciated by one team, feared by all others. “Whenever he would score or get a point, they would cheer like it was the greatest thing,” Swanson, the former sports editor, said. “It just wasn’t something they expected. Whenever you heard the name Derek Boogaard announced, you expected it to be followed by, ‘Five-minute major for fighting.’ ” Yet, improbably, Boogaard found himself on the ice during overtime of a playoff game. “I was standing in front of the net and I turned around and the puck was just sitting there while the goalie thought he had the puck,” Boogaard wrote. “I backhanded it into the net and the game was over. It was an unbelievable feeling. The guys came out of the bench and the place was going nuts. It was the best feeling I had the last 2 years.” The television announcer called it “a miracle on ice.” It remains a highlight in Prince George hockey history. “I don’t think I ever saw our rink, or Derek, that happy as the time he scored that goal,” said Thompson, the former assistant coach. The 2001 N.H.L. draft began on June 23, Boogaard’s 19th birthday. Now of legal drinking age, he spent the night mostly at the Iron Horse Bar in Prince George with a couple of friends. The next day, the phone rang at Joanne Boogaard’s house in Regina. It was Tommy Thompson, then the chief scout of the Minnesota Wild. “I told her I was calling from the Minnesota Wild and that we had drafted Derek,” Thompson said. “She clearly was not expecting this call. She said he was already on a team, in Prince George. I said, ‘No, the N.H.L. draft.’ She said: ‘N.H.L.? You’ve got to be kidding.’ ” Caren Tobin answered the ringing telephone in Prince George moments later. She ran upstairs to the bedroom where Boogaard was sleeping. She pounded on the door. Boogaard answered in grunts and asked her to take a message. She coaxed him out of bed and downstairs to the phone. “In typical Derek style, he goes, ‘Uh-huh, uhhuh, O.K., yeah, O.K., thanks,’ ” Tobin recalled. With little emotion, he hung up and said he was drafted by the Wild in the seventh round, No. 202 over all. The Tobins screamed in excitement. Boogaard said he was going back to bed. He had a headache. A month later, he was in St. Paul, home of the Wild. An arena worker let him into the team dressing room. For the first time, he put on an N.H.L. uniform. n And it fit. Blood n the Ice CMYK Nxxx,2011-12-05,D,001,Bs-4C,E1 N D1 MONDAY, DECEMBER 5, 2011 Derek Boogaard Age 27 Derek Boogaard Age 27 By JOHN BRANCH was in a bad position and he hit me hard, hardest I’ve ever been hit. I didn’t lose consciousness, but I went straight on the ice. And I felt where my face normally. 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The fight ends when a player falls or here,’” one television announcer said. come and switch up, throw some lefts King said. Teams employ on-ice bruisers, the originates (both players must agree, Seven seconds after gloves dropped, King drifted to center ice, caught drifted to center ice,voice caught up a GEORGES LARAQUE, the collar his left hand lock hisKing King orbited. He batted The announcer’s rose to a shout. the action slows totheir a up stall, like popcorn right away and then — goslowly. back and throw “Thiswith is a super-heavyweight bout,”and equivalent of playground bodyguards. after all but the last kernels are popped. “Boogaard fighting back!” he said, as From First Sports Page rights. All I want to do is be tight and his broadcast partner said, his voice risand they usually do because of a fragauging distance and reach. Fi by theKing spectacle. Boogaard stopped by the spectacle. Boogaard stopped arm. From that distance, opponents one of us, anddrifted we will send out the damage was done. Surgeons inserted metal former N.H.L. enforcer ,Hurt to center ice, caught collar with his left hand and lock his slowly. King orbited. He batt Officials slide between the up men and the Boogaard, half a foot taller, thundered a throw as much as possible.” ing with excitement. someone bigger, tougher to exact resteer themcomicalaway. ternal Teammates could cheer of couple with ofthe right men hands on top ofhand King’s Boogaard stood inKing place, turning Boogaard liked to grab opponents by face bond responsibility) to how it stabbed his left halfway there, leaving the men halfway there, leaving comicalnot reach Boogaard’s with a -venge.by the gauging distance and reach spectacle. Boogaard stopped arm. From that distance, opponents plates and a swath ofregardless meshof the tooutcome. rebuild the right their own, head. The helmet absorbed most of the “Having another player in the bench now nterpretation of justice, Rule beating. King feltat itfirm, only after the adren“There’s no a better feeling (with when the a modest ends glide the penalty headKing down, swung the apart. Boogaard stood firm, matlywith far apart. Boogaard stood abigger matswing. Butnot he couldtoshake them off baltlythatfar stabbed his left h there, the men comicalcould reach Boogaard’s face a ishalfway willing side to come overFedoruk’s and leaving willing of face. His career was never the There has been fighting in hockey forwith about aline faded. boys been get a rise from you showing up, still stands. has never to punch you is a good It deterrent for othbox). with his right. ador awaiting the bull. King, 6-3 and 230 ador awaiting the bull. King, 6-3 and 230 ance or torture them with jabs of a left “It’s the hardest bone in the body and putting yourself out there,” Fedoruk yer violence head down, swung at the big ly far apart. Boogaard stood firm, a matswing. But he could shake them off balon same. the ice — as crazy as that as long as there have been pucks.it’sEarly not goinggames, to daze you as much as getsaid. “I’m getting chills right now just of a deterrent. sounds,” said drifted Matt Shaw, toward an assistant him, No230 sticks. Hands must bethem bare. FaceBoogaard blocked it.as Heifingrabbed pounds, as ifabout pulled pounds, drifted toward him, pulled fist full of or jersey until he found ajabs chance ting hit, especially, like, the temple withrinks, his right. fromKing, talking it.” ador awaiting the bull. 6-3 and ance torture with of a left coach for the N.H.L.’s San Jose Sharks. Message sent. Players around the league on frozen ponds and outdoor were often area or the chin area,” King said. best way to protect top players When his cheek was crushed by Boo- visors are not worn by most with a left arm bent at the elbow. protecting by Boogaard’s gravity. by Boogaard’s gravity. to uncoil his cocked right arm. Teams did not hesitate to promote the -prospect Boogaard blocked it. He grab pounds, drifted toward if pulled King blindly threw three right hands gaardhim, in 2006,as Fedoruk’s first thought fist full of jersey until he found a chance of aonslaughts, ruckus. Fighting wasteams not the Boogeyman. took notice of scrumlike affairs with little passing. Without violent have that punched the air. A fourth bashed was to “save face” and skate off the ice. delivered two left-hand punches to enforcers to indicate that their face is referee just looked at them and “The referee just looked at them and “I want to get in tight,” King said, annecessary, they believed, but also with a left arm bent at the elb tjust“The by Boogaard’s gravity. to uncoil his cocked right arm. Boogaard in the nose and broke it. He did. elieved, is the threat more viopart of hockey’s allure. Nearly halfof ofsooner “I knew or later hefor would get theof the strong rules, scores were settled with swinging gaard’s face “just to get him think business. More than anything, Boogaard hated “Their bench wasopen cheering like you ‘O.K., boys, let’s get it going said, ‘O.K., boys, let’s get it going alyzing video fight. “I want to delivered two left-hand punche ssaid, “The justinlooked at them and N.H.L. games, 600 orreferee in a typical “I want to get in tight,” King said, anhit on the nose. It had been surdo a when your teammate gets a guy,” like amoremissile silo. season, having pause for a television two-man better ofbrawl. me,” said Laraque, long consticks and flying fists. toKing said. getting The fight ends a up, player falls or“I lefts here,’” one announcer here,’” onegaard’s television announcer said. come and when switch throw some gically repaired less than year before. FedorukGeorges said.said. “I remember skating by alyzing face “just to aget him said, ‘O.K., boys, video of the fight. want “I went to a fight the other night and let’s get it going their bench. “Oh! And King stuns Boogaard,” the employ on-ice bruisers, the a hockey gamesidered broke out,” the comedithe toughest man in hockey. “And I just The N.H.L., formed in 1917, considered a ban The announcer’s voice rose to as the action slows to a stall, like popcorn right away and then go back and throw “This is a super-heavyweight bout,” “This is a super-heavyweight bout,” King said. ran Rodney announcer shouted. And just as he said “Their faces kind said. of lost expression come and switch up, throw some lefts here,’” oneused television announcer Dangerfield to say.bodyguards. Evlent of playground it, Boogaard threwback!” a right hand that because I think theyafter seen — you could all but the last kernels are popped. “Boogaard fighting he sa eryone still gets the joke. — I is like face, andvoice I justrisdidn’t want All to have ondo fighting. It ultimately mandated that rights. I want to is be tight and broadcast partner said, his his broadcast partner said, voicerose risThe announcer’s nhisImagine a my super-heavyweight bout,” struck Kingfighters on his the voice forehead. King’s t see it. You could see the damage that right away and then go back and throw in football, hit send one of “This us, andif a linebacker we will out white helmet flew from his head. was done because the cheekbone, it Officials slide between the men and Boogaard, half a foot taller, thunde as much possible.” ing with excitement. ing with what the partner quarter.a quarterback itwith broken.” be assessed five-minute penalty. Thatroared. inter- back!” h “Boogaard rights. All as I want to do is bea tight and excitement. his broadcast said, his voice ris-throw The crowdfighting wasn’t there anymore.” ne bigger, tougher to exact reback’s team believed was too much steer them away. Teammates cheer couple of right hands on top of Thegrab players had beentaller, swinging atK Boogaard to grab opponents by Boogaard stood in place, turning Boogaard liked to opponents by dforce. Boogaard, half a foot thu The to hockey’s pecuthrow as much as possible.” ingequivalent with liked excitement. Boogaard was 24, in his second N.H.L. seapretation of justice, now Rule 46.14, still stands. each other for only eight seconds. Booliar brand of justice would be if those “Derek would take two or three their own, regardless of the outcome. head. The helmet absorbed most o gaard hit King on top of his bare head. r couple of right hands on top liked to opponents byas Boogaard stood place, turning teams eachBoogaard sent a player from the sideson. He was established favorItanother has in never been much of a deterrent. punches to land one good one. He a fan Todd Fedoruk, enforcer, had a cheekbone crushed ving another player inalready thegrab bench King tagged Boogaard in the face again. line — someone hardly valued for his beating. King felt it only after the a “There’s no better feeling when the wasn’t a defensive fighter. I rehead. The helmet absorbed m by Boogaard in October 2006, below. Fedoruk later “Tale of the Tape” graphic, showing skill as a player, perhaps rarely used and — in Minnesota and aheman The best way to protect top Aplayers from willing toite come over willing member said: ‘I to hateavoid guys that everywhere became a teammate whom Boogaard help. faded. heights and weights of the fighters, a rise from you showing up, relied on for aline and had them interrupt the game to beating. King it only after t e hide. When I fight,boys I’m goingget to popped ontofelt the screen of the television while officials chfightyou is teammates a good deterrent for othelse inand the dangerous, colorful and sometimes violent onslaughts, teams have long believed, throw, and I’m going to throw broadcast. “It’s thefaded. hardest bone is in the body putting yourself out there,” Fedoruk stood back and watched. aline , hard. I don’t have an off switch.’ King steered Boogaard toward the ence on the asworld crazy as that In football, as inice most— sports, such unhinged of hockey enforcers. the threat of more violence, like having ayou misit’s not“It’s going to hardest daze asa much said. getting chills right now just boards. Boogaard took few Anytime a fight didn’t go his“I’m way the bone in more thea k MARCUS YAM FOR THE NEW YORK TIMES would end in ejections, fines s,”conduct Matt Shaw, an assistant — a draw or maybe he thought he andsaid suspensions. from talking about it.” tor lost — that would eat at him.” Inthe hockey, it usually means five min- Sharks. N.H.L.’s San Jose utes in the penalty box and a spot in the When — JOHN SCOTT,his cheek was crushed by Boopostgame highlights. ms did not hesitate to promote the swings, but King was content to cling ting it’s hit,not especially, like, intothe te tight. Finally, they came rest mu begoing to asdaze you as hind the goal, officials slipped between areating or the chin area,” King said. hit, especially, in th them. Boogaard’s noselike, was bleeding, sile in a silo. Teams employ on-ice bruisers, the tended to reverse the momentum of a lopsided equivalent of playground bodyguards. Hurt game. Some are a restless player’s way of provone of us, and we will send out someone bigger, ing himself to his team. tougher to exact revenge. But there is generally order to the chaos, Teams did not hesitate to promote the pros- unwritten rules of engagement, commonly pect of a ruckus. Fighting was not just neces- called “the code.” sary, they believed, but also part of hockey’s alIt covers everything from how a fight origilure. Nearly half of N.H.L. games, 600 or more nates (both players must agree, and they usuin a typical season, pause for a two-man brawl. ally do because of a fraternal bond of responsi“I went to a fight the other night and a hock- bility) to how it ends (with a modest glide to the ey game broke out,” the comedian Rodney Dan- penalty box). gerfield used to say. Everyone still gets the joke. No sticks. Hands must be bare. Face-proImagine in football, if a linebacker hit a tecting visors are not worn by most enforcers to quarterback with what the quarterback’s team indicate that their face is open for business. believed was too much force. The equivalent to The fight ends when a player falls or the achockey’s peculiar brand of justice would be if tion slows to a stall, like popcorn after all but the those teams each sent a player from the sidelast kernels are popped. Officials slide between line — someone hardly valued for his skill as a the men and steer them away. Teammates cheer player, perhaps rarely used — and had them intheir own, regardless of the outcome. terrupt the game to fight while teammates When his cheek was crushed by Boogaard Byand JOHN BRANCH officials stood back and watched. in 2006, Fedoruk’s first thought was to “save DIDN’T SEEas it coming all. I was in conduct a bad position andand he hit me off hard, In football, in mostatsports, such face” skate thehardest ice. HeI’ve did.ever been hit. I instantly it wasfines broken. didn’t lose consciousness,“Their but I went straight on the ice. And I felt where would end in knew ejections, andI suspensions. bench was cheering like you do when it was, and my didn’t rub myfive faceminutes normally. It was little chunkygets and sharp in Fedoruk spots and said. there “I was a In hockey, it hand usually means youra teammate a guy,” rein the penalty boxsize and spot in— the skating by their bench. hole there about the of aa fist.” TODDpostgame FEDORUK, formermember N.H.L. enforcer highlights. “Their faces kind of lost expression because in you Minnesota andsee a man avoidcould everyThe fist belonged to Derek Boogaard.in most hockey Fighting is not tolerated I think they seenite— could it.toYou where else in the dangerous, colorful and someWhenever he opened his right hand, the finUN CHED U T damagetimes leagues around the world. Itand is not partP of colseeO the that wasworld done because unhinged of hockey enforcers. the gers were bent and the knuckles were fat bloody with scar tissue, as if rescued a molege hockey in the United States and Canada, cheekbone, it wasn’t there anymore.” THE LIFE AND DEATH ment too late from a meat grinder. That hand “I never fought mad. Because it’s a job, OF A HOCKEY ENFORCER nor international tournaments was, until the end, what the family worried like the Olymright? I never took it personally. Lot of about most with Boogaard. How would he PART 2 pics. “Derek would times takewhen twoguys or fight, three youpunches just ask the to write when he got old? other guy politely. Because the job is But Boogaard it is a mainstay of North land one good one.hard Heenough. wasn’t a defensive fightWhen closed his right hand, American proWhy make it harder by though, it was a weapon, the most feared in fessional leagues, stretching from the N.H.L. to er. I remember he said: ‘I hate guys that hide. having to insult anyone? We know mate, Fedoruk chased Boogaard down the ice. the N.H.L. The thought of Boogaard’s right what theto jobthrow, is.” He baited him with tugs on his jersey. small-town minorawake andatjunior PropoWhen I fight, I’m going and I’m gofist kept rival enforcers night. It leagues. Seven seconds after their gloves — GEORGES LARAQUE, made them alter their strategy and doubt nents believe the sport is so fast and so prone to ing to throw hard. I don’t have an off switch.’ dropped, the damage was done. Surgeons intheir fighting acumen. And, in the case of former N.H.L. enforcer serted metal plates and a swath of mesh to recontact that needs players to police the shadAnytime a fight didn’t go his way — a draw or Todd Fedoruk, thatitfist shattered his face and build the right side of Fedoruk’s face. His cadropped him to between the ice, all while officials and There has been fighting in hockey for owy areas legal hits and dirty play. reer was never the same. maybe he thought he lost — that would eat at teammates watched, an arena full of hockey about as long as there have been pucks. Early Message sent. Players around the league With and a mix of menace and muscle, enforcers him.” fans cheered Boogaard’s Minnesota Wild games, on frozen ponds and outdoor rinks, took notice of the Boogeyman. teammates banged their sticks against the were often scrumlike with SCOTT, little passsettle grievances and slights between teams, be —affairs JOHN “I knew sooner or later he would get the boards in appreciation. ing. Without strong rules, scores were settled better of me,” said Georges Laraque, long conthey imagined ortheconcocted as an excuse N.H.L. enforcer No real, single punch announced arrival of with swinging sticks and flying fists. sidered the toughest man in hockey. “And I a heavyweight enforcer the way it did on Oct. The N.H.L., formed in 1917, considered a for disorder. Sometimes fights are spontanejust — I like my face, and I just didn’t want to 27, 2006. Fedoruk, 6 feet 2 and 235 pounds, had ban on fighting. It ultimately mandated that have broken.” a ous a and punch toitavenge D. J. King has watched the video dozens of built acombustions, career as a nuisance willingthrown comfighters be assessed a five-minute penalty. Boogaard was 24, in his second N.H.L. seabatant. Trying to avenge a hit that the 6-8 BooContinued onthe Pagepart D3 where perceived cheap shot. Others are premeditated times. He still pauses the fight on son. He was already established as a fan favorgaard had laid on an Anaheim Ducks teamaffairs, to settle simmering disputes — whether the Minnesota Wild’s Derek Boogaard, a second from last period or last season. Some are inafter getting his nose broken, slugged King on Blood On the Ice ‘I’I ‘Having another player in the bench that is willing to come over and willing to punch you is a good deterrent for other violence on the ice — as crazy as that sounds.’ MATT SHAW, assistant coach in the N.H.L. rdless of the outcome. originates (both players must agree, better feeling whenand thethey usually do because of a frat Sports Page e from you showingternal up, bond of responsibility) to how it nlfof out justice, now Rule ends (with a modest glide to the penalty there,” Fedoruk It has never been box). ng t. chills right now just No sticks. Hands must be bare. Faceout it.” o protect top players protecting visors are not worn by most aughts, haveby Booeek wasteams crushed enforcers to indicate that their face is he threat of more vio-thought open for business. Fedoruk’s first a missile in a silo. The fight ends when a player falls or ce” and skate off on-ice bruisers, the the ice. King drifted to center ice, caught up by the spectacle. Boogaard stopped halfway there, leaving the men comically far apart. Boogaard stood firm, a matador awaiting the bull. King, 6-3 and 230 pounds, drifted toward him, as if pulled by Boogaard’s gravity. “The referee just looked at them and said, ‘O.K., boys, let’s get it going here,’” one television announcer said. “This is a super-heavyweight bout,” his broadcast partner said, his voice rising with excitement. Boogaard liked to grab opponents by head. The helmet absorb the collar with his left hand and lock his slowly. King orbited beating. King felt it only a arm. From that distance, opponents gauging distance a could not reach Boogaard’s facealine with faded. a King stabbed with head down, bone swungi swing. But he could shake them off“It’s bal- the hardest with his ance or torture them with jabs it’s of a not left going to right. daze you a Boogaard blocked fist full of jersey until he found a chance ting hit, with especially, a left armlike, bent to uncoil his cocked right arm. area or the chin area,” Kin delivered two left-ha “I want to get in tight,” King said, angaard’s threw face “just to alyzing video of the fight. “I want to blindly King thr King said. come and switch up, throw some thatlefts punched the air. A The announcer’s v the action slows to a stall, like popcorn right away and then go back and throw Boogaard in the nosefightin and yground bodyguards. after all but the last kernels are popped. “Boogaard rights. All I want to do is be tight and we will send outlike Officials More than anything, B hndwas cheering you slide between the men and Boogaard, half a foo throw as much as possible.” tougher to exact resteer them away. Teammates cheer couple of right hand on the nose. It Boogaard stood in place, getting turning hit teammate gets a guy,” head. The helmet gically repaired less thanab “I remember skatingtheir byown, regardless of the outcome. r player in the bench beating. King felt it o “There’s no better feeling when the ome over and willing “Oh! And King stuns B aline faded. boys get a rise from you showing up, ood deterrent forexpression othannouncer “It’s shouted. Andb kind of lost the hardest putting yourself out there,” Fedoruk ce — as crazy as that it’s notthrew going to a daze said. “I’m getting chills right now just it, Boogaard ri — you could t they Shaw,seen an assistant ting hit, especially, from talking about it.” struck King on the for ld San seeJose theSharks. damage that L.’s area or the chin area When his cheek was crushed by Booesitate to promote the white helmet flew from hi ause the cheekbone, it in 2006, Fedoruk’s first thought King blindly threw gaard us. Fighting was not The crowd roared. the ai ymore.” that punched was to “save face” and skate off the ice. ey believed, but also Boogaardhad in thebeen nose He did. The players allure. Nearly half of More than anythin “Their bench was cheering like you each other for only eight or more in a typical MARCUS YAM FOR THE NEW YORK TIMES dtwo-man take two or three do when your teammate gets a guy,” getting hit on the no brawl. gaard hitgically Kingrepaired on topless of Fedoruk said. “I remember skating by and ht theone othergood nightone. and He Todd Fedoruk, another enforcer, had a cheekbone crushed King tagged Boogaard their bench. “Oh! And Kingin st oke out,”fighter. the comediensive I re- “Their faces kind of lostby announcer shouted. expression Boogaard in October 2006, below. Fedoruk later A “Tale of the Tape” gra rfield used to say. Evit, Boogaard threw because I think they seen — you could eaid: joke.‘I hate guys that heights and weights of became a teammate whom Boogaard relied on for help. struck King on th fight, I’m going all, if a linebacker hitto see it. You could see the damage that popped onto screen o whitethe helmet flew fro was done because the cheekbone, it h what thetoquarterm going throw wasn’t there anymore.” broadcast. The crowd roared. eved was too much The players had have an off switch.’ King steered Boogaar ent to hockey’s pecueach other for only MARCUS YAM FOR THE NEW YORK TIMES ce would be if those “Derek would take two or three boards. gaard Boogaard took ght didn’t go his way hit King on to player from the sidepunches to land one good one. He King was co Todd Fedoruk, another enforcer, had a cheekbone crushed swings, but maybe he thought he King tagged Boogaa hardly valued for his wasn’t a defensive fighter. I retight. Finally, as they ca by Boogaard in October 2006, below. Fedoruk later A “Tale of the Tape would atused him.” erhaps eat rarely — member he said: ‘I hate guys that and weigh became a teammate whom Boogaard relied on for help. hind the heights goal, officials sl terrupt the game to hide. When I fight, I’m going to — popped onto the scre JOHN SCOTT, mates and officials them. Boogaard’s nose throw, and I’m going to throw broadcast. tched. N.H.L. enforcer and blood was a hard. I don’t have an off switch.’ King smeared steered Boo n most sports, such head. boards. Boogaard Anytime a fight didn’t go his way d in ejections, fines swings, butabout King w — a draw or maybe he thought he The fight lasted a s watched the video doztight. Finally, as the lost — that would eat at him.” ually means five min“That was a dandy!” e still pauses the fight on hind the goal, officia box and a spot in the — JOHN SCOTT, said, and them. his partner laugn ets. the Minnesota Wild’s Boogaard’s N.H.L. enforcer andwere blood was smea d, a second Replays shown. olerated in mostafter hock- getting dn,the world. It King is not on the slugged repaired head. the gouges in th The fight lasted ab D. J. King has watched the video dozockey in the United is helmet flying. shavings to“That cover thea bloo was dand ens of times. He still pauses the fight on da, nor international d to count the number of King went to pen said, and histhe partner the part where the Minnesota Wild’s he Olympics. Derek Replays were aro sho helmet madeAmeribefore it hit Boogaard, a second after getting wrapped an icy towel stay of North his nose broken, slugged King on the leagues, stretching im. He thinks it was 12. ied hands.repaired the gouges head and sent his helmet flying. shavings to cover the to small-town lung it aboutminor five feetKing in has tried to count the number of “The scar tissue King went in to th the s. Proponents believe ” and King said, towith up so much that an when yo revolutions his helmet made before it hit wrapped icy towe so prone con- a tinge the ice behind him. He thinks it was 12. comes offied inhands. chunks now,” players to police the “The punch flung it about five feet in “The scar tissue legal The hits and Boogaard headed to th htween 14, 2010. game bethe air, I think,” King said, with a tinge up so much that whe He missed the next five ga and the St. Louis Blues of awe. comes off in chunks n enace and muscle, enld. King and Boogaard, Boogaard headed It was March 14, 2010. The game bevances and slights beHe missed the next f tween the Wild and the St. Louis Blues hey Saskatchewan, real, imagined or knew al “When a team scores, was minutes old. King and Boogaard, excuse disorder.Hockey m the for Western the team“When that scored w both from rural Saskatchewan, knew are spontaneous coma team sco hey were teenagers and other from the Western Hockey each thrown to avenge a their feet. But when th the team that scor wereOthers similarly reliant on when they were teenagers and League, shot. are pretheir feet.gets But whe fight, everyone on their ambitions were similarly reliant on to settle simmering fight, everyone ge their fists. er from last period or — GEORGE in the casual language of — GEO are intended to reThey barked in the casual language of wanna Let’senforcers: go. ntum of a go? lopsided You wanna go? Let’s go. pped stickway fromEach his man dropped his stick from his restlesshis player’s Among Among the hundreds the hund to hisshook team. their gloves, right hand. They shook their gloves, hey hockeycatalogued clips catalog hockey clips nerally order to the ternet, almost all of t uch occasions, to theworn ice.loose for such occasions, to the ice. ternet, almost all of them rules of engagement, They pushed up their sleeves. It was favorite of family an up their sleeves. It was the code.” just another fight — yet memorable and favorite of family and on frie Continued F ANDY KING/BRUCE KLUCKHOHN PHOTO ht —from yethow memorable and hing a fight telling. ANDY KING/BRUCE KLUCKHOHN PHOTO Continued on Follow ‘There’s no better feeling when the boys get a rise from you showing up, putting yourself out the there. I’m getting chillsfrom right now from talking better feeling when boys get a rise youjust showing up, about it.’ f out there. I’m getting chills right now just from talking about it.’ TODD FEDORUK, former N.H.L. enforcer TODD FEDORUK, former N.H.L. enforcer the head and sent his helmet flying. citement. King has tried to count the number of revoBoogaard liked to grab opponents by the collutions his helmet made before it hit the ice belar with his left hand and lock his arm. From that hind him. He thinks it was 12. distance, opponents could not reach Boogaard’s “The punch flung it about five feet in the air, face with a swing. But he could shake them off -05,D,004,Bs-4C,E1 I think,” King said, with a tinge of awe. Nxxx,2011-12-05,D,004,Bs-4C,E1 balance or torture them with jabs of a left fist It was March 14, 2010. The game between full of jersey until he found a chance to uncoil his 2-05,D,004,Bs-4C,E1 the Wild and the St. Louis Blues was minutes cocked right arm. old. King and Boogaard, both from rural Sas“I want to get in tight,” King said, analyzing E D4 NEW YORK TIMES, MONDAY, DECEMBER 5, 2011 N NEW YORK TIMES, katchewan, knew each other from the Western videoTHE of the fight. “I want toMONDAY, come andDECEMBER switch up, 5, 2011 HE NEW YORK TIMES, MONDAY, DECEMBER 5, 2011 Hockey League, when they were teenagers and throw some lefts right away and then go back their All I want to do is be tight and PU N ambitions C H E Dwere O similarly U T reliant on their and throw rights. PasUpossible.” NCHED OUT fists. throw as much P U They N C barked H E Din the OU T casual language of enBoogaard stood in place, turning slowly. LIFE AND DEATH OF A HOCKEY ENFORCER THE LIFE AND DEATH OF A HOCKEY ENFORCER forcers: You wanna go? Let’s go. Each man King orbited. He batted at air, gauging distance E LIFE AND DEATH OF A HOCKEY ENFORCER dropped his stick from his right hand. They and reach. Finally, King stabbed with his left shook their gloves, worn loose for such occa- hand and, head down, swung at the bigger man sions, to the ice. They pushed up their sleeves. with his right. It was just another fight — yet memorable and Boogaard blocked it. He grabbed King with telling. a left arm bent at the elbow. King delivered two King drifted to center ice, caught up by the left-hand punches to Boogaard’s face “just to spectacle. Boogaard stopped halfway there, get him thinking,” King said. leaving the men comically far apart. Boogaard The announcer’s voice rose to a shout. stood firm, a matador awaiting the bull. King, “Boogaard fighting back!” he said, as 6-3 and 230 pounds, drifted toward him, as if Boogaard, half a foot taller, thundered a couple pulled by Boogaard’s gravity. of right hands on top of King’s head. The helmet C“The MYK referee just looked Nxxx,2011-12-05,D,004,Bs-4C,E1 at them and said, absorbed most of the beating. King felt it only ‘O.K., boys, let’s get it going here,’ ” one televi- after the adrenaline faded. THE NEW YORK TIMES, MONDAY, DECEMBER 5, 2011 sionD4announcer said. “It’s the hardest bone in the body and it’s “This is a super-heavyweight bout,” his not to daze you as much as getting hit, PUN CHED O Ugoing T broadcast partner said, his voice rising with ex- OF Aespecially, like, in the temple area or the chin THE LIFE AND DEATH HOCKEY ENFORCER CMYK N MARCUS YAM FOR THE NEW YORK TIMES MARCUS YAM FOR THE NEW YORK TIMES In his notes about growing up in the rinks of western Canada, Derek Boogaard detailed the emotions that fighting stirred as he built his reputation. ern Canada, Derek Boogaard detailed emotions stirred as he built his MARCUS reputation. YAM FOR THE NEW YORK TIMES In his notes the about growingthat up fighting in the rinks of western Canada, Derek Boogaard detailed the emotions th Blood on the Ice tern Canada, Derek Boogaard detailed the emotions that fighting stirred as he built his reputation. 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Like thos Bo ha DerekDerek Boogaard JIM MONE/ASSOCIATED PRESS mangled — JIM MONE/ASSOCIATED PRESS De mangled — espec JIM MONE/ASSOCIATED PRESSthat was thatthe was t ma mo work. The work. The rest of tha Boogaard sent Boogaard sentD.D.J. J. and mental, he wo lik and menta King’s helmet flying Boogaard sent D. J. King’s helmet flying His sore right His sore an in aa March 2010 King’s helmet flying in March 2010 since since he broke he hi b fight, above, but not nose, crushed too in a March fight, above, but not2010 nose, crush sin before King broke was bent, like tha fight,broke above, but not before King wassmells bent, nos ter who his nose. King, left, ter who sm before King broke his nose. King, left, that direction. wa In says one cost of the that direct ter back was so per his nose. King, left, says one cost of the bare-knuckle back not was once could st tha cost of the bare-knuckle fighting says is scarone tissue skates. once could ba bare-knuckle fighting is scar on the hands thattissue “Being the guy skates. on “comes off in that fighting is scar tissue on the hands show that painsk ant “Being chunks.”on was kind suck “comes offthe in hands that showofthat Todd Fedoruk, w “comes off in chunks.” sh Wild was aboutkind a yea Todd Fedo chunks.” face-crushing wa blo To 2006. Wild abou Theface-crush men becam W by their bout but 2006. fac MARCUS YAM FOR THE NEW YORK TIMES MARCUS YAM FOR THE NEW YORK TIMES The men 20 by their bo by n hockey parlance he Ducks chirped or euphemized as a tough guy, may be hockey’s favorite archetype. Enforcers are seen as working-class superheroes having to wear th having the perfec fect designer gla had to fit the part Len Boogaard on a three-game in November 200 ie in San Jose, Ca a fast-food plac Derek wanted roo “So I got a pit Coke, and went b Len Boogaard sa nally showed up very small, som and a Coke. And ‘What?’ And tha hand and said: Dad. It’s the lifest In juniors, Boo about $50 a week In his final year i $45,000. Now his salary long way from t MARCUS YAM FOR THE NEW YORK the TIMESicy prairie fueled by rink bu One of his minor league teams, the Houston Aeros, the radio. had a Boogaard bobblehead. The fists bobbled, too. “Anytime I wo was doing, the waving,” Len B worry about it, D or sign on for charity work. He was huge and imposing, yet laughed easily and always kneeled to talk to children. Wild in 2003 and spent most of the $50,000 bonus on a GMC Denali. He liked the status it signaled in the play- eon crowd done something else.” roadchanted Finally, here that Coach There is pain, area,” King said.of course. But fear, too. e the signal. Booyou casu- “Imagine you gothrew pick a guy that’sright 6-4, hands e can and skated King blindly three yhes. feet? He looked 220 at pounds, and say, ‘Why don’t we A days, fourth d shrugged. m in the that meetpunched here on thethe streetair. in two and bashed screwed down, it theand nose it. he want- Boogaard we’ll slug in it out seeand how broke it goes?’” said Joanne BooMyhres said. “I guarantee you’ll be a hated More than anything, Boogaard r. mess.” hit on the nose. It had been surgind in the rd felt suchgetting love. had smashed Add the pressure of thousands of ae he trainer lessand than a yearmore before. s because could ging andhe cally fansrepaired in the arena countless “Oh! And King stuns Boogaard,” the a fight. watching on television and judging on o fight, he didn’t the Internet, of teammates and coachked shouted. And just as he said it, idn’t Boohave toannouncer hurt es, roster spots and contracts, and of he could gaard said. “That threw a right hand that struck d just out Boogaard there knowing that any fight could be the end ter R.goHe King the forehead. King’s white helmet of a on career. e and determinamost players, enforcers neurolofromthan his head. se, when theflew Wild More gaze ahead on schedule. They know ate round how of the enth The crowdthe roared. rained that the game in Calgary will entail a k andwith he a RusThe players had continued lessons bearings rematch of a fight lostbeen last swinging time. That at each He was sent for other only eight seconds. Boogaard hit probable gamefor against Edmonton will need an or leagues, where ve? Booanswer for the cheap shot laid on a star coaches to King mold on top of his bare head. King tagged eL.said. player. enforcer. Boogaard in the face again. A “Tale of coaches .H.L. in-did not “I’ve had times where, going into a nations. Tape” graphic, showing heights and , usually the game, I know I’m going to get into a a chance, and we hope defight,” the Chicago Blackhawks enforcweights of the fighters, popped onto the screen of them fights, one is a favorite of family and to help him,” said one knows. “He’s like, ‘Man, these things work ability to of er John Scott said. “Just the thought of ched Boogaard in “My back wak the television broadcast. friends. It iswas from finalgood,’” minutes of arecalled. Wild Fedoruk But the hands? All it took onethereally getting into a fight, I just lay there, d the N.H.L. “Give the floor every steered boards. game against the visiting Anaheim look. Even the playoff medical examiner who Boogaard and Fedoruk methand as boys at willed his7 way awake. to King‘O.K., whatBoogaard am I going toward to do?’ the has been ey, 6 or performed Boogaard’s autopsy noted camp for the Regina Pats in 1998. Altook a few more swings, ken so many t Ducks on April 17, 2007. I’m nervous. I’ve got butterflies in mybut King was id, ‘Hey Boogaard ter being drafted, scars. a decade later, Fedoruk, three knuckle. From stomach. probably one hour going toI’ll cling tight.get Finally, asoftheythecame to The teams stirredmost a dislike for each other body at to an content oppomy memory — years older, was a teammate, mentor “He would fight and his knuckles sleep. It’s exciting, nerve-racking and ing your the last moment. rest behind the goal, officials slipped between during a series of hits and taunts. Bickering my memory at would be pushed back into the wrist,” and confidant. And Boogaard wanted to s anddone shatteredterrifying it. all at the same time.” ave tle things, and them. Boogaard’s nose was bleeding, and blood continued through a timeout. The Wild led, and Len Boogaard said. “And then he’d have know about painkillers. of the rink. er Brantt There is no incentive to display If you look at t as assigned to the to have it manipulated andstood have his “Him knowing my history,in I think he uld have weakness. Most enforcers do not acwas smeared across his forehead. Boogaard and jeered — or chirped, since I was 16, of the East Coast knuckles put back in place. His hands knew he could trust me,” Fedoruk said. knowledge concussions, at least until 300. These are in a year, he bat- The fight lasted about a minute. hockey — from the bench. The Ducks were a mess. My concernparlance was always, “He could open up to me andThese maybe retire. Teams, worried that oppoHouston Aeros they of aretry fists “That dandy!” theparts, announcer said, back. O.K., he’s going chirped to suffer with this later and find out some things about that. He League, one rung nents will was focusa on sore body an impact.” on in life, in terms of arthritis. was his was asking questions like, ‘You’re tak-— and his partner TensionItbuilt. The crowd chanted Boogaard’s usually disguise laughed. concussions on injury d him2to coaches. art hands that I wasname. more worried about.” ing because you likegave it?’ Stuff reports as something else. In BooFinally, Coach Jacques Lemaire thelike that.” fo of Houston, Boo- Replays were shown. Rink workers reFedoruk said his advice was simple: gaard’s case, it was often “shoulder” or up hills near the ork paired the gouges in the ice and used shavings signal. Boogaard slid Be onto the ice and skated careful. The worry w “back,” two chronic ailments, even ed late after prac“Obviously, I’ve used painkillers, ath of to when coverhisthe blood. casual arcs near the benches. Helater, looked at hands. the tho nstruction. Alone, Two years Boogaard was Like in subhelmet did not fit because of with injuries and stuff. Get your DerekFedoruk Boogaard acticed the basics, Derek theKing knotswent on his to head. stance-abuse rehabilitation. the penalty box and wrapped Ducks, smirked and shrugged. JIM MONE/ASSOCIATED PRESS mangled — espec trust him enough shoulder rebuilt, get your knee one of follow,down, for theitsecond “I towel hid myaround concussions,” said Ryan thattime was in thehis mo . an icy his bloodied hands. scoped. It’s hard to“If the roof wasn’twould screwed would go out that before career. VandenBussche, 38, a former enforcer work. The rest o Boogaard won Boogaard sent D. J. “The scar he tissue inleast the ahands upnight so and have off,” said Joanne Derek’s next fightflew that worldand mental, he lik ayed bouts on the who estimates had at dozen builds That Boogaard, kind of arc gnaws at Tom Lynn. King’s helmet flying His sore right ed it “Boogeyman class guy with broken knuckles. much that when you get hit it just comes off in mother. concussions, none of them diagnosed. He spent eight seasons as a Wild execuin a March 2010 threesince he broke hi gaard bobblehead I’ve gotten into the drugs. Not “I masked them withsaid. other injuries. I’m now alove. playerAnd agent. chunks now,” King Never had feltissuch it crushed too fight, Boogaard above, buttive notand nose, ts bobbled, ating toll too. not a huge guy, by no means, but I going to lie. I’m sure people “I started to notice, as I got to know before King broke was like th ell for a big man, Boogaard headed to the locker room. He was not because he had smashed someone’sbent, fighting fought all the big guys. And I certainly who smells ocomotive. When nose. King, the left, players in these roles,ter think, ‘Oh, he’s making $1.5his milthat some of s orattheir the next games. face. It wassays because could have. direction. In playersmissed and didn’t want to befive known as being conone costhe ofthem the came in in a muchthat more gentle lion, how bad can it be?’ But back was so per boards echoed cussion an bare-knuckle prone, especially early in my heof didn’t have wayfight, — some them came in could as differthey’ve never been“He in hisdidn’t shoes.” have to once not st . One coach told fighting is scar ent tissue career, because general managers are of the team people than they were later on,” “When a team scores, the fans to get hurt, he didn’t have to hurt anybody,” skates. oogaard was their — MITCH FRITZ, on the hands that pretty smart and your life span in the because his team “Being the gu Lynn said. “After for a while, that scored will get on their feet. But when Joanne Boogaard “That was thefighting best. show He “comes offsaid. in they former N.H.L. enforcer mere presence. N.H.L. wouldn’t be very long.” that paintoan seemed to have susceptibility chunks.” was kind of suc me,” Shaw said. “I Myhres there’s a fight, everyone gets on ditheir feet.” could just go out there personality and skateissues around.” said he had concussions such as depression or Todd Fedoruk, w is guy’s going to agnosed twice but estimated he had — GEORGES LARAQUE had sizeanxiety and determination, but about a yea and addictions.” Wild It was the middle ofBoogaard the 2007-8 season, more than 10 in his career. Now 37, he ceives As aWild teenager, Boogaard was went to the Wild’s and Boogaard knew that Fedoruk not much else, was when the chose himface-crushing in a binge-blo feels his memory slipping. 2006. seemed Hereign beat up an ening beer drinker, but it never his in the midst of a decade-long battle with Among the hundreds of Boogaard hockey the seventh round of the 2001 N.H.L. draft. He hen one from Chi- Mat The men becam Sommerfeld toppled Boogaard unusual in the culture of Canadian jualcohol and drugs. Boogaard was taking esulting MARCUS YAM FOR THE NEW YORK TIMES mes. Lemaire, the by their bout but clips Internet, almost all trained with a Russian figure skater. He continthe catalogued first time theyacross fought the in the Westnior hockey. prescribed pain medicine for his aching nes, conern Hockey League. He was only 6-2 back. In the minor leagues, he began taking nkillers. and 200 pounds, but was drafted by the Panthers to be an enforcer. ing, a ‘HeFlorida would fight and his knuckles would be pushed back into the wrist. And then Concussions ended his career. In his reaks first rookie camp, face was so swolhe’d have to his have it manipulated and have his knuckles put back in place.’ h left len after a fight that he had to sleep sitand a LEN BOOGAARD, Derek’s father ting up for a few days. There were nounctimes he took the ice still woozy from a blow, only to be leveled again. THE LIFE AND DEATH OF A HOCKEY ENFORCER CARLOS GONZALEZ/THE STAR TRIBUNE CARLOS GONZALEZ/THE STAR TRIBUNE Derek Boogaard, right, and his brother Aaron held a camp in 2007 to teach players ages 12 to 18 how to fight and avoid injuries. is brother Aaron held a camp in 2007Boogaard, to teach players ageshis 12brother to 18 how to fight avoidininjuries. CARLOS GONZALEZ/THE STAR TRIBUNE Derek right, and Aaron heldand a camp 2007 to teach players ages 12 to 18 ho rother Aaron held a camp in 2007 to teach players ages 12 to 18 how to fight and avoid injuries. done something else.” roles. They roomed together on road Ambien, a prescription sleeping pill. It trips in 2007-8. It was only there that has long been doled out in training There is pain, of course. But fear, too. Boogaard asked for help: Todd, can you rooms to players struggling to cope “Imagine you go pick a guy that’s 6-4, put a couple of pillows under my feet? with chronic aches and the demands of 220 pounds, and say, ‘Why don’t we Ambien, a sleeping pil theprescription schedule. “I was kind of a nurse for him in the done something else.” They roomed together on meet roadhere on the street in two days, and room, because around the rink he want“I’ve been on teamsout wherein it’s pretty we’ll slug it out and see how it goes?’” has long been doled train But fear, too. ined 2007-8. It was only there that There is pain, of course. But fear, too. to play,” Fedoruk said. Myhres said. “I guarantee you’ll be a out in the open, sleeping and guys willpill. say: ‘I Ambien, a prescription It rooms to players struggling guy Athat’s couple of6-4, years ago, a friend in thecanmess.” have Ambien. Need an Ambien?’”to saidc aard asked for help: Todd, you “Imagine you go pick a guy that’s 6-4, has long been doled out in training fear, too. Wild locker room watched as a trainer Mitch aches Fritz, a and teenage rival of BooAdd the pressure of thousands of with chronic the demand hy don’t we chest, couple of pillows under 220 and pounds, and say, ‘Why don’t we sat on 6-4, Boogaard’s tuggingmy andfeet? gaard’s who has played mostly the fans in the arena countless more rooms to players struggling to in cope hat’s the schedule. twisting Boogaard’s nose afterfor a fight. wo days, and minor leagues. watching on television and judging on was kind of a nurse him in the meet here on the street in two days, and with chronic aches and the demands of don’t we the Internet, of teammates and coachIn the fall of 2009, a doctor asked BooOn April 14, 2009, Boogaard had nose “I’ve been on teams where it’s pr ow it goes?’” because around the rink he wantwe’ll slug it out es, roster spots and contracts, and ofand see how it goes?’” gaard and to name every word he could surgery. Seven days later, he had surthe schedule. days, knowing that Myhres any fight could be the “I end guarantee you’ll be a ofFedoruk thatbe began the letter R. He on his right was preethink you’ll a with out in thegery open, andshoulder. guysHewill say play,” said. said. “I’ve been scribed on teams where it’s pretty t could goes?’” of a career. not come up with any. Percocet, a combination of acethave Ambien. Need an Ambien?’” s mess.” ouple of years ago, a friend in the More than most players, enforcers Last winter, a friend said, a neuroloaminophen and oxycodone. ou’ll be aBoogaard to estimate how gaze ahead on the schedule. They know out in the open, and guys will say: ‘I gist asked “He’s such a big guy,” Boogaard’s Mitch Fritz, a teenage rival of B housands ofwatched as a trainer ocker room Add the pressure of thousands of have Ambien.brother NeedAaron an said. Ambien?’” that the game in Calgary will entail a many times his mind went dark and he “The doctorsaid told gaard’s who has played mostly in moreto regain nuntless Boogaard’s chest, tugging rematch and of a fans needed a moment his bearings fight lost time. That inlast the arena and countless more him itteenage took about twice as much mediMARCUS YAM FOR THE NEW YORK TIMES Mitch Fritz, a rival of Boosands of after being hiton on the head, probable game against Edmonton will need an cine to knock him out as for most peominor leagues. d judging ng Boogaard’s nose after a fight. watching on television and judging on One of his minor league teams, the Houston Aeros, signsmore of a concussion. Four? Five? Booanswer for the cheap shot laid on a star gaard’s who ple. has played mostly the ess He’d go through 30 pills in ain couple sgaard and coachApril 14, 2009, Boogaard hadton Try hundreds, he said. of days. He’d need 8 to 10 at a time the Internet, of teammates had anda Boogaard coach- bobblehead. The fists bobbled, too. he falllaughed. of a doctor asked player. Boominor On leagues. dging on2009, Any boy’s dream of the N.H.L. in“I’ve had times where, going into a feel O.K.” racts, and ofreality of word surgery. Seven days later, heofhad spots tocoachname he could with theevery skill, usually game, I knowes, I’m roster going to get into a and contracts, and of John Scott, a 6-8 teammate Boondtersects On April 14, 2009, Boogaard had nose ld be the end gery on his right He was in that the teens. For a few, fading hope de- R. fight,” the Chicago Blackhawks enforcgaard’s nowshoulder. playing for Chicago, was p knowing that any fight could be the end of began with the letter He s,pends andonof one knows. “He’s like, ‘Man, these things work surgery. Seven days later, he had sura willingness and ability to er John Scott said. “Just the thought of prescribed oxycodone after nose of anda scribed Percocet, a combination really good,’” Fedoruk recalled. But the hands? All it took was one of a career. not come up with any. give and absorb beatings. getting into a fight, I just lay there, knee operations. e the end geryason his right shoulder. He was prelook. Even the medical examiner who Boogaard and Fedoruk metaminophen boys at awake. ‘O.K., what am I going to do?’ “If you’re playing pond hockey, 6 or 7 rs, enforcers and oxycodone. “It just dulls you right out,” he said. More than mostperformed players, enforcers t years winter, a friend said, a neuroloBoogaard’s autopsy noted camp for the Regina Pats in 1998.Percocet, Alscribed a numbs combination of I’m nervous. I’ve got butterflies in my old, and somebody said, ‘Hey “Totally Youacetdon’t e. They know such a bigeverything. guy,” Boogaa the scars. most a decade later, Fedoruk,“He’s three ahead They know sked Boogaard to estimate how I’ll gaze stomach. probably get one on hourthe of schedule. Brantt, the only way you’re going to feel oxycodone. anything. You’re in no pain, but enforcers aminophen and years older, was a teammate, mentor “He would fight and his knuckles sleep. It’s exciting, nerve-racking and make it to the N.H.L. is fighting your you’re notsaid. yourself.“The There’s no senses. will entail a went dark and he brother Aaron doctor that the game in Calgary will back entail a wrist,” and confidant. And Boogaard times his mind would be pushed into the wanted such to hey “He’s a bigMyguy,” terrifying all at the same time.” wayknow there,’ you think I would have done Nothing. wife wasBoogaard’s like: ‘This is st time. That Len Boogaard said. “AndThat thenTHE he’dNEW haveYORK him it took about twice as much m know about painkillers. d a moment to regain his bearings rematch of a fight lost last time. it?” the former N.H.L. enforcer Brantt There is no incentive to display creeping me out, man. You’ve got to MARCUS YAM FOR TIMES MARCUS YAM FOR l Myhres entailsaid. a “No way. I would have weakness. Most enforcers do not ac- to have it manipulated and have his brother said. “The doctor told “Him knowing my history, I think Aaron he stop taking those.’ And so I stopped.” will need an cine to knock him out as for most p being hit on the head, probable game against Edmonton will knuckles put backneed in place.an His hands knew he could trust me,” Fedoruk said. about me. That knowledge concussions, at least until him it took twice asOne much mediBoogaard did not. September afMARCUS YAM FOR THE was NEWalways, YORK TIMES laid on a star Four? Five? they were a mess. Myon concern “He could open up to me and ple. maybeHe’d try go through 30 pills in a cou retire. Teams, worried that oppoof a concussion. Booanswer for the cheap shot laid a star ternoon during the Wild’s preseason, need an cine knock him outwhile as for most peoO.K., he’s going to suffer with this later and find out some things aboutto He nents will focus on sore body parts, disoriented ofthat. days. He’d need 8 driving to 10around at a Mintim laughed. Try hundreds, he said. player. on in life, in terms of arthritis. It was his was asking questions like, ‘You’re takusually disguise concussions on injury on a star ple. He’d go through 30 pills in a couple neapolis, Boogaard was rescued by a P U N Cinto E Da O U T Part 2 hands that I going was moreinto worriedaabout.” ing because you like it?’ Stuff like feelthat.” O.K.” police officer he knew. Boogaard slept Booy going boy’s Hdream of the N.H.L.reports in- as something “I’ve else. hadIn times where, of was days. He’donneed 8 to 10 at a time to Fedoruk said his advice simple: gaard’s case, it was often “shoulder” or the officer’s Over six months, to get into a The NewofYork John Scott, a 6-8couch. teammate of B ts with the skill, usually I knoweven I’m going to get into a Be careful. “back,” two game, chronic ailments, ng into a reality Late one night soon after, at home feel O.K.” “Obviously, I’ve used painkillers, Times examined the life and death of Two years later, Boogaard was in sub- now when his helmet did notthe fit because of awks enforcgaard’s playing for Russell, Chicago, with his fiancée, Erin Booteens. For a few, fading hope defight,” Chicago Blackhawks enforcwith injuries and stuff. Get your the into professional et a hockey player Scott,gaard a 6-8 oflike, Boostance-abuse Fedoruk oneDerek knows. the knots on his head. “He’s like, ‘Man, these things rehabilitation. work John said teammate he took “He’s four Ambien. 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He was sent him in the game. for seasoning in the minor leagues, where Wild Most important, Boogaard won fights. officials told the coaches to mold Boogaard into The Aeros replayed bouts on the video board an N.H.L. enforcer. and called it “Boogeyman Cam.” They had a His minor league coaches did not have such Boogaard bobblehead promotion, and the fists vivid imaginations. bobbled, too. “We didn’t give him a chance, and we were Boogaard skated well for a big man, but he the guys trying to help him,” said Matt Shaw, turned like a locomotive. When he aimed his who coached Boogaard in the minor leagues body at players and missed, the rattling boards and the N.H.L. “Give him credit. This guy willed echoed an intimidating message. One coach told his way to the N.H.L.” the Aeros staff that Boogaard was their most At his first camp after being drafted, valuable player, because his team was frightBoogaard aimed his body at an opponent, who ened by his mere presence. ducked at the last moment. Boogaard hit the “That’s when it hit me,” Shaw said. “I went: glass and shattered it. His body tumbled out of ‘Good God. This guy’s going to play.’ ” the rink. Still raw, Boogaard went to the Wild’s trainOne of his minor league teams, the Houston Aeros, One of his minor league teams, the Houst At 20, Boogaard was assigned to the Louisiing camp in 2005. He beat up an enforcer from a Boogaard bobblehead. The fists bobbled, had a Boogaard bobblehead. The fists bob Onehad of his minor league teams, the Houston Aeros,too. ana IceGators of the East Coast Hockey League. Buffalo, then one from Chicago in preseason had a Boogaard bobblehead. The fists bobbled, too. Within a year, he battered his way to the Housgames. Lemaire, the Wild coach, saw the impact ton Aeros of the American Hockey League, one Boogaard had on other teams. He never played rung below the N.H.L. in the minors again. Hard work endeared him to coaches. In the In his first regular-season fight, on Oct. 16, summer heat of Houston, Boogaard tirelessly 2005, against Anaheim, he pounded Kip Brenran up hills near the practice rink. He stayed nan before dropping him with a big right hand. late after practice, awaiting further instruction. Boogaard won again, then again. With each fallAlone, he skated, shot and practiced the basics, en opponent, the rookie’s popularity grew. hoping coaches would trust him enough to put Such adoration is not unusual. The enforcer, sometimes mocked as a goon or euphemized as a tough guy, may be hockey’s favorite archetype. Enforcers are seen as working-class superheroes — understated types with an alter ego willing to do the sport’s most dangerous work to protect others. And they are underdogs, men who otherwise might have no business in the game. Boogaard went nearly five years between N.H.L. goals and scored three times in 277 games. He spent 1,411 minutes on the ice and 589 minutes in the penalty box. But he was quick to do an interview or sign on for charity work. He was huge and imposing, yet laughed easily and always knelt to talk to children. His personality was an understated counterweight to his outsize reputation as a fighter. His No. 24 became a top-selling replica jersey. “It was the fierceness of his brand and the gentleness of his character,” explained Tom Lynn, a former Wild executive. Lynn was among those who noticed lifestyle changes as years passed. Boogaard signed his first contract with the Wild in 2003 and spent most of the $50,000 bonus on a GMC Denali. He liked the status it signaled in the players’ parking lot. “Before he got to the N.H.L., Derek would walk around with his two teeth out, because he was missing those two front teeth,” said Janella D’Amore, Boogaard’s girlfriend through several years in the minor leagues and his first season with the Wild. “His hair would be a mess, he would wear the same T-shirt. He didn’t care. He was just happy. Then he got to the N.H.L., and it was about having to wear the designer clothes and having the perfect haircut and the perfect designer glasses. I think he felt he had to fit the part.” Len Boogaard accompanied his son on a three-game trip to the West Coast in November 2006. Hungry after a movie in San Jose, Calif., Len recommended a fast-food place across the street. Derek wanted room service. “So I got a pita for six bucks, and a Coke, and went back to the hotel room,” Len Boogaard said. “Room service finally showed up, and he had a steak, very small, some veggies on the side and a Coke. And it was 95 bucks. I said, ‘What?’ And that’s when he put up his hand and said: ‘Don’t worry about it, Dad. It’s the lifestyle.’ ” In juniors, Boogaard usually received about $50 a week for spending money. In his final year in the minors, he made $45,000. Now his salary was $525,000. It was a long way from the dark drives across the icy prairie of western Canada, fueled by rink burgers and the sound of the radio. “Anytime I would question what he was doing, the hand would come up, waving,” Len Boogaard said. “ ‘Don’t worry about it, Dad. It’s the lifestyle.’ ” “My back wakes me up. I get on the floor every morning. My left hand has been smashed and broken so many times I’m missing a knuckle. From the concussions, my memory — I have a lapse with my memory at times. It’s just little things, and important things. If you look at the fights I’ve had since I was 16, I’ve had about 300. These aren’t boxing gloves. These are fists. There has to be an impact.” — BRANTT MYHRES, former N.H.L. enforcer The worry was always about the hands. Like those of most enforcers, Derek Boogaard’s giant hands were mangled — especially the right one. But that was the most obvious cost of his work. The rest of the damage, physical and mental, he liked to hide. His sore right shoulder had ached since he broke his collarbone at 13. His nose, crushed too many times to count, was bent, like that of a cartoon character who smells something delicious in that direction. In the minor leagues, his back was so perpetually sore that he once could not stand up after lacing his skates. “Being the guy he was, he couldn’t show that pain and stuff like that, so he was kind of sucking it up a lot,” said Todd Fedoruk, who was signed by the Wild about a year after absorbing the face-crushing blow from Boogaard in 2006. The men became friends, not divided by their bout but tied together by their roles. They roomed together on road trips in 2007-8. It was only there that Boogaard asked for help: Todd, can you put a couple of pillows under my feet? “I was kind of a nurse for him in the room, because around the rink he wanted to play,” Fedoruk said. A couple of years ago, a friend in the Wild locker room watched as a trainer sat unusual in the culture of Canadian jualcohol and drugs. Boogaard was taking they never told us what happened. But he gaze ahead the schedule. They know to Westestimate how “He’s nior hockey. estprescribed pain on medicine foraching his aching all of kind of figured out.not It’s notsuch thata nior hockey. prescribed pain medicine for his we allwe kind figured it out.itIt’s that that the game in Calgary will entail a went dark and he brother Aaron s only 6-2 6-2 back. rematch of a fight lost last time. That In theInminor the minor leagues, he began takinghard hard to see.” back. leagues, he began taking to see.” egain bearings him it took abou MARCUS YAM FOR THE NEW YORK TIMES d by his the the e head, probable game against Edmonton will need an cine to knock him cer. One of his minor league teams, the Houston Aeros, Four? Five? Booanswer for the cheap shot laid on a star ple. 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Myhres said he had concussions diNo No personality issues such as depression or fine and then all o le: agnosed twice but estimated he had anxiety and addictions.” It was the middle of the 2007-8 season, gone. They told more than 10 in his career. Now 37, he es and receives As a teenager, Boogaard was a bingeand Boogaard knew that Fedoruk was gery, or it was a feels his memory slipping. ing beer drinker, but it never seemed blows in his reign in the midst of a decade-long battle with thing. They mad on Boogaard’s chest, tugging twisting thing else.” Mat Sommerfeld toppled Boogaard and unusual in the culture of Canadian jualcohol and drugs. Boogaard was taking they never told u nforcer, resulting the firstnose time they fought in the Westnior hockey. prescribed pain medicine forThere his aching after a fight. is pain, of course. But fear, too. we all kind of figu roken bones,Boogaard’s conern Hockey League. He was only 6-2 back. In the minor leagues, he began taking hard to see.” on to painkillers. In and the200fall of 2009, adrafted doctor asked Boogaard “Imagine you go pick a guy that’s 6-4, 220 pounds, but was by the Florida Panthers to be enforcer. HT D. J. King,to a name every word heancould think of that began pounds, and say, ‘Why don’t we meet here on — AARON BOOGAARD, Derek’s brother Concussions ended his career. his —InAARON BOOGAARD, Derek’s brother gaard’s, breaks with the letter Hehiscould not come up with any. Derek’s the street first rookie R. camp, face was so swol— AARON BOOGAARD, brotherin two days, and we’ll slug it out and 010, which left len after a fight that he had to sleep sitLast winter, a friend said, a neurologist see how it goes?’ ” Myhres said. “I guarantee ken nose and a ting up for a few days. There were eft the announctimes he took the ice still woozy from a asked Boogaard to estimate how many times you’ll be a mess.” blow, only to be leveled again. c. his mind went darkwith and he needed Add the pressure of thousands of fans in the Now married young children, a moment to working the family farm in Saskatcheregain his bearings after being hit on the head, arena and countless more watching on televiwan, Sommerfeld has had bouts of deprobable signs of enough a concussion. sion and judging on the Internet, of teammates pression serious to warrant Four? Five? professional help. Boogaard laughed. Try hundreds, he said. and coaches, roster spots and contracts, and of “I don’t know if it’s worth it,” he said. Any boy’sfordream of the N.H.L. intersects knowing that any fight could be the end of a ca“It wasn’t me.” On Jan. 9, 2007, in Calgary, Boogaard with the reality of skill, usually in the teens. For reer. fought Eric Godard, a longtime rival a few, fading depends on aspewillingness and More than most players, enforcers gaze called up hope from the minor leagues cifically as a counterweight to Booto give and absorb beatings. ahead on the schedule. They know that the EWS Todd ability gaard. Godard landed a series of the left sidepond of Boogaard’s “Ifpunches you’reto playing hockey, 6 or 7 years game in Calgary will entail a rematch of a fight ed-friend of head. Boogaard twice fell to one knee. es his addiction to and old, somebody ‘Hey Brantt, the only lost last time. That game against Edmonton will Dazed, he skated tosaid, the wrong penalty Matt Shaw, who box. way you’re going to make it to the N.H.L. is need an answer for the cheap shot laid on a star n the minor He was placed on injured reserve .L., talks about fighting your way there,’ youinthink player. with a head injury. He returned time I would have nforcer; and to fightthe Godard again 17 days later. The done it?” former N.H.L. enforcer Brantt “I’ve had times where, going into a game, I eam official with men knocked each other’s helmet off Myhres said. way. I would have done some- know I’m going to get into a fight,” the ChicagoANDY DEVLIN/NHL and traded“No punches to the face. explains Boogaard likely had dozens of cony as a player. Boogaard played 1,411 minutes in six N.H.L. seasons and spent 589 minutes in the pe cussions before his death in May. No ond hockey, 6 or 7 ebody children, en, said, ‘Hey you’re going to skatchehe. is fighting your tswould of deIdehave done warrant L. enforcer Brantt ant he doctor told it took about twice much medicine doctor him it took about twice as as much medicine tor toldtold him ithim took about twice as much medicine most people. He’d go through 30 pills in a couple of days. ost people. He’d through 30pills pills in a eople. He’d gogo through 30 in a couple coupleofofdays. days. o0 10 at a time to feel O.K.’ at a time to feel O.K.’ a time to feel O.K.’ ‘He’s such a big guy. The doctor told him it took about twice as much medicine to knock him out as for most people. He’d go through 30 pills in a couple of days. He’d need 8 to 10 at a time to feel O.K.’ — AARON BOOGAARD, Derek’s brother on players who are celebrated for their toughness. didn’t want to be known as being concussion prone, especially early in my career, because general managers are pretty smart and your life span in the warrant professional help. N.H.L. wouldn’t be very long.” “I don’t know if it’s worth Myhres said he had concussions diit,” he said. “Itbut wasn’t for me.” agnosed twice estimated he had Jan. in Calgary, moreOn than 10 9, in 2007, his career. Now 37, he feels his memory slipping. Boogaard fought Eric GoMat Sommerfeld toppled Boogaard dard, a longtime rival called the first time they fought in the Westup minor leagues ern from Hockeythe League. He was only 6-2 specifically a drafted counterand 200 pounds,as but was by the Florida Panthers to be an enforcer. weight to Boogaard. Godard Concussions ended his career. In his landed a series of punches first rookie camp, his face was so swolto the left side ofheBoogaard’s len after a fight that had to sleep sitting up for a few days. There head. Boogaard twice fell towere times he took the ice still woozy one knee. Dazed, he skated from to a blow, only to be leveled again. theNow wrong penalty married with box. young children, He was placed onininjured working the family farm Saskatchewan, Sommerfeld has had bouts of dereserve with a head injury. He pression serious enough to warrant returned in time to fight Goprofessional help. dard again 17 ifdays later. “I don’t know it’s worth it,”The he said. “It wasn’t for me.” each other’s men knocked On Jan. 2007, in Calgary, Boogaard helmet off9, and traded punchfought Eric Godard, a longtime rival es to the face.the minor leagues specalled up from Boogaard likely had dozcifically as a counterweight to Boogaard. Godard landed a series ens of concussions before his of punches to the left side of Boogaard’s death in May. No one knows. head. Boogaard twice fell to one knee. But hands? it took Dazed, hethe skated to theAll wrong penalty box. was one look. Even the mediwas placed on performed injured reserve calHeexaminer who with a head injury. He returned in time Boogaard’s autopsy theThe to fight Godard again 17 noted days later. scars. men knocked each other’s helmet off and “He tradedwould punchesfight to the and face. his Boogaard likely had dozens of conknuckles would be pushed cussions before his death in May. No Blackhawks enforcer John On the Web Scott said. “Just the thought nytimes.com/boogaard of getting into a fight, I just In addition to this article: lay there, awake. ‘O.K., what ∂ VIDEO Boogaard gives and receives an am I going to do?’ I’m nercountless punishing blows in his reign in alc vous. I’ve got butterflies in as the N.H.L.’s top enforcer, resulting pre in mangled hands, broken bones, conmy stomach. I’ll probably get ba cussions and addiction to painkillers. one hour of sleep. It’s exciting, nerve-racking and terri- ∂ ANATOMY OF A FIGHT D. J. King, a brawling rival of Boogaard’s, breaks fying all at the same time.” down their fight in 2010, which left There is no incentive to Boogaard with a broken nose and a display weakness. Most enbloody face — and left the announcforcers do not acknowledge ers and fans euphoric. concussions, at least until they retire. Teams, worried that opponents will focus on sore body parts, usually disguise concussions on injury reports as something else. In Boogaard’s case, it was often “shoulder” or “back,” two chronic ailments, even when his helmet did not fit because ∂ EXTENDED INTERVIEWS Todd Fedoruk, a rival-turned-friend of of the knots on his head. Boogaard’s, discusses his addiction to “I hid my concussions,” prescription drugs; Matt Shaw, who said Ryan VandenBussche, coached Boogaard in the minor 38, a former enforcer who esleagues and the N.H.L., talks about timates he had at least a dozthe grooming of an enforcer; and en concussions, none of them Tom Lynn, a former team official with the Minnesota Wild, explains diagnosed. “I masked them Boogaard’s popularity as a player. with other injuries. I’m not a huge guy, by no means, but I back into the wrist,” Len fought all the big guys. And I certainly didn’t Boogaard said. “And then he’d have to have it want to be known as being concussion prone, manipulated and have hisaknuckles put back in docto ‘He’s such big guy. The especially early in my career, because general place. His hands were a mess. My concern was knock him outwith as for most pe managers are pretty smart and your life span in always,to O.K., he’s going to suffer this later the N.H.L. wouldn’t be very long.” on in life, in terms of arthritis. It was his hands He’d need 8 to 10 at a Myhres said he had concussions diagnosed that I was more worried about.” twice but estimated he had more than 10 in his career. Now 37, he feels his memory slipping. “Obviously, I’ve used painkillers, with Mat Sommerfeld toppled Boogaard the first injuries and stuff. Get your shoulder rebuilt, time they fought in the Western Hockey League. get your knee scoped. It’s hard to go out that He was only 6-2 and 200 pounds, but was drafted next night and fight that world-class guy with by the Florida Panthers to be an enforcer. broken knuckles. I’ve gotten into the drugs. Concussions ended his career. In his first Not going to lie. I’m sure people think, ‘Oh, rookie camp, his face was so swollen after a he’s making $1.5 million, how bad can it be?’ fight that he had to sleep sitting up for a few But they’ve never been in his shoes.” days. There were times he took the ice still woo— MITCH FRITZ, zy from a blow, only to be leveled again. former N.H.L. enforcer Now married with young children, working the family farm in Saskatchewan, Sommerfeld It was the middle of the 2007-8 season, and has had bouts of depression serious enough to Boogaard knew that Fedoruk was in the midst of a decade-long battle with alcohol and drugs. Boogaard was taking prescribed pain medicine for his aching back. “He’s like, ‘Man, these things work really good,’ ” Fedoruk recalled. Boogaard and Fedoruk met as boys at camp for the Regina Pats in 1998. Almost a decade later, Fedoruk, three years older, was a teammate, mentor and confidant. And Boogaard wanted to know about painkillers. “Him knowing my history, I think he knew he could trust me,” Fedoruk said. “He could open up to me and maybe try and find out some things about that. He was asking questions like, ‘You’re taking because you like it?’ Stuff like that.” Fedoruk said his advice was simple: Be careful. Two years later, Boogaard was in substanceabuse rehabilitation. Fedoruk would follow, for the second time in his career. That kind of arc gnaws at Tom Lynn. He spent eight seasons as a Wild executive and is now a player agent. “I started to notice, as I got to know the players in these roles, that some of them came in in a much more gentle way — some of them came in as different people than they were later on,” Lynn said. “After fighting for a while, they seemed to have susceptibility to personality issues such as depression or anxiety and addictions.” As a teenager, Boogaard was a bingeing beer drinker, but it never seemed unusual in the culture of Canadian junior hockey. In the minor leagues, he began taking Ambien, a prescription sleeping pill. It has long been doled out in training rooms to players struggling to cope with chronic aches and the demands of the schedule. “I’ve been on teams where it’s pretty out in the open, and guys will say: ‘I have Ambien. Need an Ambien?’ ” said Mitch Fritz, a teenage rival of Boogaard’s who has played mostly in the minor leagues. On April 14, 2009, Boogaard had nose surgery. Seven days later, he had surgery on his right shoulder. He was prescribed Percocet, a combination of acetaminophen and oxycodone. “He’s such a big guy,” Boogaard’s brother Aaron said. “The doctor told him it took about twice as much medicine to knock him out as for most people. He’d go through 30 pills in a couple of days. He’d need 8 to 10 at a time to feel O.K.” John Scott, a 6-8 teammate of Boogaard’s now playing for Chicago, was prescribed oxycodone after nose and knee operations. “It just dulls you right out,” he said. “Totally numbs everything. You don’t feel anything. You’re in no pain, but you’re not yourself. There’s no senses. Nothing. My wife was like: ‘This is creeping me out, man. You’ve got to stop taking those.’ And so I stopped.” Boogaard did not. One September afternoon during the Wild’s preseason, disoriented while driving around Minneapolis, Boogaard was rescued by a police officer he knew. Boogaard slept on the officer’s couch. Late one night soon after, at home with his fiancée, Erin Russell, Boogaard said he took four Ambien. She knew it was something more. “I was scared,” Russell said. “I had never seen him that drugged up — falling all over the place and running into walls.” A few phone calls and a day later, Boogaard was on a plane to California, headed to a substance-abuse program in Malibu. “He just left,” Scott said. “He never told anybody he was leaving. I remember talking to him and everything was fine and then all of a sudden he was just gone. They told us he was getting surgery, or it was a concussion or something. They made up some excuse and they never told us what happened. But we all kind of figured it n out. 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Instead, he was at the Canyon treatment center in Malibu, Calif., being examined, was found to have had it, too. But this was different. The others were not treated for addiction to prescription drugs. ‘His demeanor, his personality, it just left him. He didn’t have a personality anymore. He just was kind of — a blank face.’ JOHN SCOTT, N.H.L. enforcer sho ter in B hou me vis ies dru L had pro pri tles Ran to giv tes L pho his rea the hoc and B him F day lars ting par full The Signs and Science of C.T.E. Attacking a Cell’s Transport System Dr. Ann McKee, a neuropathologist, received Derek Boogaard’s CELL BODY In healthy brains, nutrients, electrical impulses and brain within days of his death and began testing it for chronic other cargo are transported from the cell body to the traumatic encephalopathy, more commonly known as C.T.E.synapse along the axon. C.T.E. destroys this transport system, eventually killing the cell. McKee found the disease in many parts of his brain. Below is a look at one of the areas she found. MODEL OF BRAIN Inside Boogaard’s TRA NS PO RT SY ST EM Brain C.T.E. can occur in different parts of the brain and can therefore result in a variety of symptoms, including dementia and changes in mood and behavior. CEL MODEL OF BRAIN AXON MICROTUBULES FRONTAL LOBE AL LOBE REA The cell’s transport system is made up of microtubules, which are held together by Tau proteins. FRONTAL LOBE SLIDE FROM BOOGAARD’S BRAIN TAU PROTEINS Repeated blows to the head cause the Tau to modify and detach from the microtubules, which fall apart. ENHANCED VIEW OF AFFECTED AREA TEMPORAL LOBE These clusters of Tau proteins foundfrom in Boogaard’s brain shows two of the This slide manyBoogaard’s areas of dying cells, including in his frontal are the lobe, brain top, which controls personality and judgment. telltale signs ofDr. C.T.E. Sources: Ann McKee, director of Neuropathology, Bedford V.A. Medical Center and co-director of the Boston University Center for the Study of Traumatic Encephalopathy; Department of Health and Human Services TAU TANGLES SYNAPSE These clusters of Tau proteins found in Boogaard’s The Tau proteins brain then combine to are the telltale signs form tangles, of C.T.E. ultimately killing the cell. JOE WARD AND GRAHAM ROBERTS/THE NEW YORK TIMES ain ‘Going Bad’A Brain ‘Goin Boogaard was embarrassed and worried Boogaard skated, expressionless, to the that news of his addiction would shatter his penalty box. reputation. He was also concerned that someFrom the outside, everything seemed norone would take his role. From rehabilitation, mal. It was not. he tracked the preseason fights of teammates “His demeanor, his personality, it just left and texted friends to gauge how badly he was him,” John Scott, a Wild teammate, said. “He They felt how He the game changed when with him. Theydidn’t chantedhave his name. When missed. a personality anymore. just was They felt how the game changed when York from Ottawa in January, he barely enforcer who had spent most of his cahe strode onto the ice. the attention got overbearing, Boogaard From First Sports Page He rejoined the team after missing the first kind of — a blank face.” he strode onto the ice. recognized his Several times over Boogaard reer patrolling the minor leagues. Butson. by the 2009-10 season, escaped behind the bar, where his bobfive regular-season games and had first fight Boogaard asleep while playing But by the 2009-10 season, Boogaard several days, mancarried incards hockThehis two bickered as sat they wasthe 27, toughest and his body a lot of mile blehead likeness on aglided shelf. fell And that when 21, atwas home the Colorado Avaon thestopped team plane, a teammate said. He was 27, on andOct. his body carried a lot against ofLen mile-Boogaard’s ey said bawled in hisHe arms. across center“He ice. They age. missed the passed start of the season was likebarely Norm in ‘Cheers,’” own mind went age. Helanche’s missed the start numb. of the season had to holdin him,” Lenroom. Boogaard before Carkner cracked face owns while rehabilitation, and Stewart Hafiz, whose family the David Koci. Boogaard started with a Boogaard’s out in corners of“Ithe team’s dressing Hehis contrac while in rehabilitation, and his contract said of Derek. was like when he end. was He played with a rightbar. hand. was “It to expire at season’s left-hand jab toend. Koci’s chin,Team thenBoogaard grabbedAnd Koci’s was uncharacteristically late for meetings and Rehab, Pills and a New was to expire at season’s He played younger, when he wasand a little usually responded such painkill57 games, hadkid no growgoals and nine Boogaard oftento bought jersey knocked him downshots two rightworkouts. Wild trainers and doctors warned Theand Minnesota Wild prepared forwith thewith 57 games, and had no goals and nine just sobbed away uncontrolan angry flurry. of This time, heworthingatup. ers, thousands dollars’ a Hefights. start of the 2009-10 season. Derek Boo- histime, fights. hand lably.” turned headfrom away and held to teammates The Wild quietly dangled him as trade someone he on knew there, acpunches. Boogaard’s not to give him their watched from distance. The Wildgaard quietly dangled himaas trade For weeks, shut- attemp Carkner. He did tonot throw another bait, Boogaard then mademostly a half-hearted cording Boogaard’s brother Aaron. The a team said that Boogaard, prebait, then made half-hearted attempt the tered—himself insidehim his for $7,000-a-month punch. to re-sign about $1 million a year He gobbled the pills by the handful eminent enforcer in the N.H.L. and to re-sign him for about $1 million a year. apartment onThere the 33rd floor of theofShefAll afall, Boogaard’s family and friends were plenty other suitors eight or more OxyContins at a time, mul- Attacking a Cell’s Transport System In healthy brains, nutrients, electrical impulses and other cargo are transported from the cell body to the synapse along the axon. C.T.E. destroys this transport system, eventually killing the cell. CELL BODY TRA NS PO RT SY ST EM MODEL OF BRAIN AXON MICROTUBULES The cell’s transport system is made up of microtubules, which are held together by Tau proteins. TAU PROTEINS Repeated blows to the head cause the Tau to modify and detach from the microtubules, which fall apart. SYNAPSE These clusters of Tau proteins found in Boogaard’s brain are the telltale signs of C.T.E. TAU TANGLES The Tau proteins then combine to form tangles, ultimately killing the cell. JOE WARD AND GRAHAM ROBERTS/THE NEW YORK TIMES prescription pills. brand names like Vicodin. Most N.H.L. teams have about 10 affiliated Derek Boogaard increasingly wanted more doctors — specialists and dentists with pracpills. He became adept at getting them. tices of their own. Boogaard had learned that In downtown Minneapolis, Boogaard’s fathere was no system to track who was prescrib- vorite hangout was Sneaky Pete’s, a sports bar ing what. that becomes a raucous club on weekend nights. In one three-month stretch of the 2008-9 polesfrom areOttawa erected on thehedance y felt how the game changed when York in January, barely floor, enforcer who had spent most of Stripper his caBoogaard at and a throbbing beat beyond trode onto season the ice. with the Wild, reer recognized his escapes son. Several times the overvelvet patrollingreceived the minor leagues. ut by the 2009-10 Boogaard for painkillers severalBoogaard days, the toughest in hockThe two bickered as they rope glidedout front. least 11season, prescriptions from eight was a man regular. 27, and his body carried a lot of mileey bawled in his arms. across center ice. They barely stopped doctors — including at least one doctor for a difYoung men fueled with alcohol begged He missed the start of the season “I had to hold him,” Len Boogaard before Carkner cracked Boogaard’s face ferent team, to records gathered by Boogaard to them, solike they could say they e in rehabilitation, and hisaccording contract said punch of Derek. “It was when he was with a right hand. to expire at season’s end. He played younger, when he was a little kid growBoogaard usually responded to such his father, Len Boogaard. Combined, the pre- survived a shot from the Boogeyman. People ames, andscriptions had no goals and for nine 370shots ing up. He justThey sobbed awaypictures uncontrol-of him with an flurry. This time, he him were tablets ofangry painkillers bought drinks. took ts. lably.” turned his head away and held on to containing hydrocodone, typically soldnot under and with him. chanted hismostly name. shutWhen the he Wild quietly dangled him as trade For They weeks, Boogaard Carkner. He did throw another n ‘Going Bad’ then made a half-hearted attempt e-sign him for about $1 million a year. here were plenty of other suitors. punch. All fall, Boogaard’s family and friends tered himself inside his $7,000-a-month apartment on the 33rd floor of the Shef- New Team 57 games, and had no goals and nine And Boogaard often bought painkilling up. He just so shots with an angry flurry. This time, he d prepared for the fights. ers, thousands of dollars’ worth at a lably.” turned his head away and held on to ason. Derek BooThe Wild quietly dangled him as trade time, from someone he knew there, acFor weeks, Bo Carkner. He did not throw another distance. bait, then made a half-hearted attempt cording to Boogaard’s brother Aaron. tered himself ins punch. Boogaard, theattention preto re-sign him for about $1 million year. quietly He gobbled the pills by the handful — apartment on the All fall, Boogaard’s got overbearing, Boogaard escaped Thea Wild dangledfamily himand as friends trade bait, he N.H.L. and a There were plenty of other suitors. eight or more OxyContins at a time, mulfield, on 57th Stre had noticed an indifference in his fightbehindtiple the bar,said, where bobblehead likeness made a half-hearted attempt to re-sign player, was sitting The New York Rangersthen and the Edmonpeople at a costhis of around $60 cle in Manhattan ing. Boogaard was listed at 260 pounds, him se of a concussion. ton Oilers each offered four-year coneach — chewing them to hasten their Park was obscur but weighed nearly 300 when he joined sat on a shelf. for about $1 million a year. Canyon treatment tracts paying more than $1.5 million a time-release effect. The line between gaard kept closed the Rangers. Team officials expressed , being treated for “He wasdrugs like Norm said StewThere wereconcern plenty of other suitors.onThe season. needing for pain in and‘Cheers,’ ” wanting The Rangers t about his effectiveness the New on drugs. Boogaard’s family wanted Edmonton. them for celebration blurred. rink because the ice, even his safety in a fight, his agent art Hafiz, whose family owns the bar. York Rangers and the Edmonton Oilers each ofarrassed and worIt was familiar and close to home in “I didn’t trust him to have that ment, even watch said. addiction would And Canada. amount on him,” saidoften Aaron Boogaard, nausea. The team But much of paying that was disguised by Boogaard bought western painkillers, fered four-year contracts more than $1.5 He was also conHe chose New York. He signed a fourwho lived with Derek in summer offmeal to his door Boogaard’s sound beating of Philadelof“He dollars’ at would a time,year, from million a season. would takethousands his $6.5somemillion contract — a rather orseasons. knew it,worth too, so he Boogaard usually phia’s Jody Shelley on Nov. 4 and a rare on, he tracked the he salary among his new Rangers giveknew them tothere, me to hold, and I wouldto dinary kitchen goal, the first wanted since his rookie season, one according Boogaard’s Boogaard’s family Edmonton. It counter mmates and textteammates, but striking among the frahide them around the place, and he’d food packages. against Washington on Nov. 9. Aaron. was close inSquare western ow badly hebrother was ternity of enforcers who play familiar only a few and come to me when his back was hurt — The fog of Boog Days later,to thehome Madison Gar- Canminutes a game. or whatever was hurting him.” syndrome slid int den crowd chanted Boogaard’s name as He gobbled the pills by the handful — eight ada. m after missing the “It’s one of the great cities to be at and “What was I going to do?” he added. liness. Early in th he pounded Edmonton’s Steve MacInOxyContins at a time, He chose York.a He signed a four-year, on games andor hadmoreWild you’re people always on center stage when New coaches saw the decline for multiple a friends had gone t tyre. During rematch minutes later, 1, at home against you’re out there, so I’m excited,” Boocouple of seasons. Boogaard’s admiraplay and take in th few noticed a MacIntyre jab that broke said, at a cost of around $60 each gaard — chewing $6.5 million contract — a rather ordinary salary he’s David Koci. told The Star Tribune of Minneble work ethic had faded, and no one But with Booga Boogaard’s nose and most likely gave a left-hand jab to the night he signed. could pinpoint why. them to hasten their time-release apolis effect. The the number of vis among his newhimRangers teammates, a concussion. Boogaard missedbut one strikbed Koci’s jersey The Rangers knew about Boogaard’s “I just said to him one day: ‘What’s grew desperate f game and played the next. line between drugs painsubstance-abuse and want- problem ing and among of enforcers n with two righttime inthe fraternity up? What’sneeding up with you? Wherefor is the ary cellphone bil Then came Carkner. He lifted who Boo- play rehabilitation, family members guy for I know?’” said Mattblurred. Shaw, who detail calls and te gaard and slammed him down. Booing them celebration only asaid. fewThe minutes a game. expressionless, to team surely knew of his concussions coached Boogaard as an assistant with people who had n gaard landed on his right shoulder. The “I the didn’t to Aeros haveand, thatand amount on injuries. “It’s one of cities toHeberoseat and myriad other minor trust league him Houston years. February’ backthe of hisgreat head struck the ice. verything seemed any concern Rangers had was later, with the Wild. “Because who he waslivedBut slowly and wentstage to the locker room. him,” said Aaron Boogaard, with Der- theyou’re always on center when you’re pages. out It listed 13, outweighed by their eagerness for his not himself. And he didn’t have an anThose who wen “I noticed he kind of stopped fighting off-seasons. “He knew it, oftoo, so and there, so I’m excited,” told The Star personality, itek justin summer brand toughness intimidation. swer. He didn’t want to look me in the his memory lapse and I took himBoogaard down and landed on top,” a Wild teammate, They Ineeded an enforcer, and of they eye.” give them to me to hold, and Boogaard joked a Carkner told the reporters. if he would would Tribune Minneapolis night“Obviously, he signed. a personality anywanted the best. Boogaard had been drafted by the had been hit on you land a punch on a guy like that it nd of — a blank hide them the place, and he’d come to The Rangers knew about Wild in around 2001, a seventh-round pick given times. But they feels good. It feels good Boogaard’s to take down a subManic, Sullen and Lonely little chance of making the N.H.L. The about his darkeni big man like that.” me when his back was hurt — or whatever was stance-abuse problem and time in rehabilitation, ep while playing Wild shepherded him through three seapulsive behavio The Rangers said Boogaard was out Boogaard had played 21 games for the ane, a teammate sons in the minor leagues and molded and e indefinitely with ateam shoulder injury. Ten hurting him.” said. The surely knewsweetness of Rangers when he tookfamily the ice in members Ottawa in corners of the him into the most fearsome player in dearing eagernes days later, they revealed he was having on Dec. 9, 2010. After leveling an oppoI going do?” he added. his concussions and myriad other injuries. orated. He was uncharac- “What hockey.was They saw how histo gentle humilheadaches. nent with a legal check, Boogaard was eetings and work- Wild ity blossomed into fearless swagger. Friends said B When arrived in New chased by Matt Carkner, a 30-year-old coaches saw the decline for a couple of But any concernLen theBoogaard Rangers had was outd doctors warned manic and sullen. Boogaard’s admirable work ethic had weighed by their eagerness for his brandshowering. of s not to giveseasons. him He m tered plans. He ta faded, and no one could pinpoint why. toughness and intimidation. They needed an have about 10 affilin British Columb alists and dentists “I just said to him one day: ‘What’s up? enforcer, and they wanted the best. house for himself r own. Boogaard members. He spe What’s up with you? Where is the guy I know?’ ” was no system to vision goggles, hu bing what. said Matt Shaw, who coached Boogaard as an ies and $150 on ca h stretch of the Boogaard had played 21 games for drugstore. the assistant with the minor league Houston Aee Wild, Boogaard Len Boogaard, prescriptions for and, later, with the Wild. “Because he was had been enrolled Rangers when he took the ice in Ottawa on Dec. ros doctors — includprogram since Se not himself. And he didn’t have an answer. He 9, 2010. After leveling an opponent with a legal or for a different prised to see so m cords gathered by tlesain the bathro check, Boogaard was chased by Matt Carkner, didn’t want to look me in the eye.” rd. Combined, the Rangers doctors. 30-year-old enforcer who had spent most of tohis or 370 tablets of Boogaard had been drafted by the Wild in hear from his g hydrocodone, given four days’ n career patrolling the minor leagues. 2001, a seventh-round pick given little chance brand names like test. The two bickered as they glided across cenof making the N.H.L. The Wild shepherded him Len Boogaard p reasingly wanted photos and home ter ice. They barely stopped before Carkner through three seasons in the minor leagues and e adept at getting his son of everyth molded him into the most fearsome player in cracked Boogaard’s face with a right hand. reach New York inneapolis, Boothe bullying, the Boogaard usually responded to such shots hockey. They saw how his gentle humility blosgout was Sneaky hockey, the stru at becomes asomed rauhisthe minor lea into fearless swagger. They felt how the with an angry flurry. This time, he turned and d nights. Stripper Boogaard cried head away and held on to Carkner. He did him. not game changed when he strode onto the ice. e dance floor, and es beyond the vel- But by the 2009-10 season, Boogaard was 27, Few knew that throw another punch. ogaard was a regday evenings, car All fall, Boogaard’s family and friends had and his body carried a lot of mileage. He missed lars in cash and d d with alcohol tington, Long Isla theso start of the season while in rehabilitation, noticed an indifference in his fighting. Boogaard punch them, parking lot there a MARK TAYLOR/THE CANADIAN PRESS, VIA ASSOCIATED PRESS rvived a shotand from his contract was to expire at season’s end. full of painkiller was listed at 260 pounds, but weighed nearly ople bought him Less than six years after Derek Boogaard’s first game in the N.H.L., his family gathered for his fu300 when he joined the Rangers. Team officials tures of himHe andplayed 57 games, and had no goals and nine Continued o Manic, Sullen and Lonely fights. neral in Regina, Saskatchewan. His parents held jerseys from his teams, the Wild and the Rangers. expressed concern about his effectiveness on ‘He was white. And I touched his arm and I knew right away because rigor mortis had already set in.’ RYAN BOOGAARD, Derek’s brother THE LIFE AND DEATH OF A HOCKEY ENFORCER MARCUS YAM FOR THE NEW YORK TIMES MARCUS YAM FOR THE NEW YORK TIMES Derek Boogaard’s 16 pages of handwritten notes captured his feelings about his journey from youth hockey in western Canada to the N.H.L. MARCUS YAM FOR THE NEW YORK TIMES written notes captured hisDerek feelings about his16 journey youth hockey in captured western Canada to the N.H.L. Boogaard’s pages from of handwritten notes his feelings about his journey from youth hock notes captured his feelings about his journey from youth hockey in western Canada to the N.H.L. A Brain ‘Going Bad’ Brain ‘Going Bad’ ‘Going Ba ABad’ Brain rain ‘Going the ice, even his safety in a fight, his agent said. they revealed he was having headaches. But muchdroveof his that was disguised bytests several When Lenwhere Boogaard arrived in New York random drug times a place, Derek Boogaard’s brothers stared at car to Minneapolis. He he drank Jack Daniel’s and From Preceding Page week. Some are allowed to leave the Cokes. The group shuffled among the giant body sprawled on the bed. On dropped off more pills at his apartment Boogaard’s sound beating of from in January, he barely recognized grounds with an approved escortOttawa — a Sneaky the dresser were framed photographs and returned to rehabilitation inPhiladelphia’s Los Pete’s and three other downgaard’s best friend in New York, Devin staff member for the first few weeks, a town Minneapolis bars. At some point, of their grandparents. There were picAngeles. Wilson. Jody Shelley on Boogaard Nov. 4rented and a rare goal,friend theor afirst his son. Several times overthe several the family member after. former pets, including a bulla Porsche for $5,000 or several points, Derek fueled buzz tures ofdays, Boogaard sorted the pills into pastel“It might look odd to someone out- with more prescription painkillers. dog named Trinity. and spent $1,200 on one dinner that colored plasticsince Easter eggs, which he his rookie season, against Washington on toughest hockey bawled arms. side,” Cousens said. “But integrity is man At the foot of the bed was a brown week, part of $32,000 he put on his Visa Oncein home in his second-floor apart-in his stashed aroundHe his apartment, a one- drug on the ground.” stain, whereaDerek had thrown up on h card over two weeks. Aaronhis Boogaard, random tests several times mentDaniel’s on North Street, he spent Boogaard’s Derek brothers stare neapolis. place, where he He drank random Jack and drugFirst tests several times drove car anot tolacking Minneapolis. where man game of hide and seek. He Page carried Nov. 9. had to inhold him,” saidplace, ofon the On Thursday, May 12, about “I a month four years younger, joined him in Los time the bathroom. He Len went to Boogaard his the beige carpet. From Preceding week. are allowed to leave theinto giant body sprawled bed his Cokes. The group shuffled among week. Some are to leave the dropped more pills his in a pocket whenever he left, Some thetests The random drug several times aoffhotel. Boogaard’s brothers stared at s.oneapartment He place, where heapartment drank Jackwas Daniel’s and his at rehabilitation, Boogaard “He was white,” Cokes. Ryan said. Like his Angeles and stayed at a nearby bedroom at the end ofDerek theallowed hall.the contents in adjusted for how long helater, exMadison Square Garden Derek. “It was like he was younger, when a second Pete’s extended recess. father,were he police officer, a On member Thethe brothers exercised and boxed at— ato Friends left. Itwhen was 3 a.m. Aaron grounds an approved escort a granted thebody dresser framed photogra ation Los Sneaky and He three other downgrounds with anafter approved escort —is aaon and returned rehabilitation in Los Sneaky Pete’ week.Days Some arewith allowed to leave the the giant sprawled the bed. tment Cokes. The group shuffled among pected to be gone. with Aaron to attend the graduation made pancakes in the kitchen. Derek of the Royal Canadian Mounted Police They went to the beach every day. rd’s best instaff New York,gym. Devin for the first few weeks, a left of their grandparents. There were town Atdownsome “You couldfriend tell he didn’t trustmember himmember for the first few a photographs Angeles. town crowd chanted Boogaard’s name he poundwas astaff little kid growing up. justSaskatchewan. sobbed grounds with an approved — a on as dresser were framed of their sister,Minneapolis Krysten, from the bars. Uninself,” Los inweeks, rural “AndMinnea I touched “There’d beescort meetings going and Sneaky Pete’s andhe three other called him backpoint, tothe the bedroom four orHe said Wilson, a teammate when son. versity ofseveral Kansas. The plan was toDerek meet friend his arm andpets, I knewor right away because things like that, andBoogaard heafter. wouldn’t really five times. Sitting at themember end tures of the bed, friend or a family member of former including a b che for $5,000 or points, fueled the buzz or a family after. rented a Porsche for $5,000 several poi staff member for the first few weeks, a of their grandparents. There were pictown Minneapolis bars. At some point, they were teenagers who stayed with ed Edmonton’s Steve MacIntyre. During re-other brother, away uncontrollably.” up withatheir Ryan, in he babbled and said the bed was spin- rigor mortis had already set in.” doing anything,” Aaron Boogaard oogaard sorted thelast“It pills into be pastelBoogaard weekends spring. might look to outdog Trinity. dinnermany that more painkillers. “It buzz might look odd to named someone outspent $1,200 onwith one that withaupmore pre Minneapolis for dinner a fewprescription days first. Aaron began jumping and down, said. “I’d odd try to and say: someone ‘Dude, shouldn’t ning. friend or a family member after. tures of former pets, including bull$5,000 or several points, Derek fueled the By plastic Boogaard resumed lightwhich match minutes later, noticed MacIntyre weeks, Boogaard mostly shuttered red Easter eggs, Thathe morning, Derek screaming. Ryan told him to call you be he doingfew that stuff? Ipart think every“He was miserable,” Aaron said. side,” Cousens said. “But integrity is more At the foot of is thehimbedOnce was a 911, br ut onMarch, his Visa Once home in For hissent second-floor apartside,” Cousens said. “But integrity week, ofa $32,000 put on hisBoogaard Visa home might odd to someone outrworkouts that with with the“It Rangers, whoselook doca messageprescription from the airport inpainkillers. Los Anbody else here is doing it. Why don’t Eventually, thedog calls named from the Trinity. bed- then took a couple of steps into the hallhed around his apartment, a onetorsBoogaard, continued jab to supply him with pre- Boogaard’s not lacking on the ground.” stain, where Derek had thrown on ment on North First Street, he spent that broke nose and most likely self inside his $7,000-a-month apartment on the not lacking on the ground.” card over two weeks. Aaron Boogaard, ment on Nor geles to Wilson in New York. There was way and collapsed. you?’” room stopped. side,” Cousensthesaid. “But integrity is At the foot of the bed was a brown up s Visa drugs. Once home in his second-floor apartMark ndscription game of Los hide andMessier, seek. He carried a picture of a drink in his bathroom. hand. on the floor, he called his faBoogaard was12, under the guidance of Asleep at last, Aaron thought. He left On Thursday, May about a month the beige carpet. himStanley in time in the He went to his On Thursday, May 12, about aLying month four years younger, joined him in Los time in the b team’s Cup hero in 1994 and not lacking on the ground.” stain, where Derek had thrown up on gaard, ment on North First Street, he spent gave him aheconcussion. Boogaard floor toofspend the Sheffield, on Street near “Bloodyone Mary No.33rd 6,” Boogaard house in Ottawa. Len Boogaard’s the Substance Abuse and Behavioralmissed what remained of the night at57th a ther’s in aa team pocket whenever left, the now executive, tried to motivate into his rehabilitation, Boogaard was “He was white,” Ryan said.nothing Like nearby hotel. bedroom at the end of the hall. into his rehabilitation, Boogaard was wrote. “And we haven’t hotel. even He left the Angeles and stayed at a nearby answered and heard Health Program, financed jointly by the bedroom at th girlfriend’s place. He returned at carpet. about 3 wife, Jody, On Thursday, May 12, about a month the beige nhimLos time in the bathroom. went to his withadjusted a pep game talk. forand played the next. Columbus Circle in Manhattan. The view of Cenbut unintelligible wails. She thought it N.H.L. andextended its players recess. union. TheyHe ground yet.” p.m. 3toa.m. shower and change. father, He poked ents how long he exgranted a second he is a police officer, a mem nd boxed at a Friends left. It was after Aaron granted a second extended recess. He The brothers exercised and boxed at a Friends A day or two later,his a noodle-legged into rehabilitation, was — Dawasin bed. white,” said. his left hotel. bedroom at the end of the hall. his head into Derek’s“He was Ryan a prank call and Like nearly hung up. would notBoogaard make the co-directors room. Still ed to be gone. Boogaard fell during on-ice workouts. ‘His Chest Wasn’t Moving’ Then came Carkner. He Boogaard and tral Park was obscured by Boogaard left with Aaron to attend thelifted graduation ofthe the Royal Canadian Mounted Po ch every made in 3the kitchen. Derek Finally, she made a sense of the words vid Lewis, a psychiatrist, and went Brian He shouted that he was leaving for the left with Aaron to attend graduation gym. They to the beach day. made pancak granted asymptoms. second extended recess. He father, he isthe ablinds police officer, member dTheat a day. Friends left.pancakes Itevery was after a.m. Aaron Rangers recognized thedidn’t Shaw, a clinical psychologist and proThe night of May 12 began with a airport to get their brother Ryan and left contained in the screams. You could tell he trust himtheir sister, Krysten, from thelanded Uniin rural Saskatchewan. “And I touc going called himinback to the bedroom fourofor their sister, Krysten, from the Uni“There’d be going on and called ba It wason earlyand April, theof last week of slammed him down. on kept closed. left with Aaron to attend graduation the Royal Canadian Mounted Police y day. made pancakes the kitchen. Derek Len was in the backyard. Hehim grabbed fessor at the theBoogaard University of Toronto — meetings painkiller, ahis 30-milligram Percocet that of again. ”thesaid Wilson, teammate whenfor regularreally season, andaBoogaard was Kansas. theto phone. available comment. Aaron Boogaard later told thebedroom police Nearly three hours later, Ryan andwas versity The plan was tothat, meet his arm and I meet knew right away ouldn’t five times. at he the end of the bed, versity of Kansas. The plan things like and he wouldn’t really five times.beca Sit of sister, ofKrysten, from the Uniin him rural Saskatchewan. “And I touched non and called him back toSitting the four or his way back totheir drug shoulder. rehabilitation right The back ofthehis head be“Ithe knew rink this was going to happen,” he Cassidy Cousens, founder and struck handed histhe brother at their The two-bed-Rangers Aaron arrivedtold and stepped intoto the avoid back yon were teenagers who stayed with up with their other brother, Ryan, in rigor mortis had already set in.” Boogaard he babbled and said the bed was spinin California. up with their other brother, Ryan, in be doing anything,” Aaron Boogaard he babbled versity of Kansas. The plan was to ofmeet histo arm andolder I knew really five room times. Sitting at the end the bed, cried.right away because an program administrator the Authentic apartment in Minneapolis. Derek,of bedroom, expecting find their Friends thought he He wasMinneapolis vacationing. gaard many weekends last spring. ice. rose slowly and went to the locker room. cause the commute, the movement, even watchThe Hennepin medical examRecovery Center in Los first. Angeles, where hoursning. out of rehabilitation, was bent on Minneapolis brother sleepingfor off aahangover. It was for a few days Aaron began jumping up and do de, shouldn’t few days first. said. “I’d try to say: ‘Dude, shouldn’t ning. up with their other brother, Ryan, in rigor mortis had already setCounty in.” gaard he babbled and said the bed was spincalled and texted from his cellphone iner ruled it an accidental overdose of Boogaard was assigned, would not disa party. about 6 p.m. on Friday, May 13. yHe March, Boogaard resumed light That morning, Derek Boogaard sent and ate in nice restaurants. After a couscreaming. Ryan told him to call think every“He was miserable,” Aaron said. morning, Derek Boogaard sent “I noticed he ofCousens stopped and Ijeans, aing hockeyThat could bring nausea. The team delivyou besaid doing that stuff? I think every“He was mi alcohol and oxycodone, the active incuss kind his case. thatfighting paHe wore dark blue-and-white Minneapolis for a few days first. “I looked and it didn’t lookbegan right,” Aaron jumping up and down, uldn’t ning. of weeks, granted a recess from rekouts with the Rangers, whose docin painkillers likeinto OxyContin tients generally go through a Los detoxifishirt and Pumas. He calls had a Ryan said.the “Like, his chest movamorning, message from the airport in An-ischeckered then took aLos couple of steps t.ple Why don’t Eventually, the from bedmessage from thewasn’t airport ingredient Anbody else here doing it. Why don’t That Boogaard sent screaming. Ryan him to Eventually, call 911,the h everywas miserable,” Aaron said. habilitation, hetook flew to him New York and Derek down and landed top,” Carkner told a healthy his door every afternoon, andtold Percocet. cation program and on are subjected to “He dinner with friends at aered steak-and-sushi ing.” meal to continued to supply him with pregelesfrom to Wilson in New York. There was way andThere collapsed. room stopped. geles to Wilson in New York. was into you?’” stopped “The coroner saidroom with that mixture, areporters. message the airport in Los Anthen took a couple of steps the halldon’t Eventually, the calls from the bed“Obviously, you land a punch on usually threw it away. His kitchen ption drugs. Messier, the inifhis he probably died as he soon as he closed picture a drink hand. Lying on the floor, called e guidance of Mark Asleep atbut last,Boogaard Aarona picture thought. left ofHe a drink in his hand. Boogaard under theaguidance of Asleep athis la geles toaWilson inofNew York. There was was way and collapsed. room stopped. his eyes,” Aaron said. m’s Stanley Cuplike hero in 1994 and good. guy that it feels It feels good to take counter overflowed with fast-food packages. “Bloody Mary No. 6,” Boogaard ther’s house in Ottawa. Len Boogaa d Behavioral to spend what remained of the night at a “Bloody Mary No. 6,” Boogaard the Substance Abuse and Behavioral to spend what a picture of a drink in his hand. Lying on the Researchers’ floor, he called his fance of Asleep at last, Aaron thought. He left ‘Wow’ Moment a teamby executive, to motivate wrote. “And we haven’t even left to the wife, Jody, answered and heard noth jointly the girlfriend’s place. Hethe returned ata about 3haven’t wrote. “And we even left the Program, financed by the girlfriend’s pl “Bloody No. 6,” Health Boogaard ther’s house in Ottawa. Len Boogaard’s down atried bigMary man like that.” vioral The fog of atBoogaard’s postconcussion synspend whatjointly remained of night It did not take long for Dr. Ann with a pep talk. ground yet.” but answered unintelligible wails. She though union. p.m.place. to shower and change. He poked ground yet.” McKee and to seeheard the telltale brown spots N.H.L. and its players union. They p.m. to show wrote.The “And we haven’t even left the wife, Jody, nothing by the They girlfriend’s He returned at about 3 said Boogaard was out indefidrome slid intoStill a hazy shade of loneliness. near the outerEarly surface of Boogaard’s day or—two aRangers noodle-legged was a prank call She and nearly hung ectors Da-later,yet.” head into room. in bed. would not make co-directors Dahis into ground but unintelligible wails. thought it They p.m.the tohis shower and—Derek’s change. He poked brain — the road signs ofhead C.T.E. She did ‘His Chest Wasn’t Moving’ gaard fell during on-ice workouts. ‘His Chest Wasn’t Moving’ nitely with a shoulder injury. Ten days later, in the season, a stream of friends had gone to Finally, she made sense of the wo not know much about Boogaard other t, and Brian He shouted that he was leaving for the vid Lewis, a psychiatrist, and Brian He shouted th and nearly hung up. — Dahis head into Derek’s room. Still in bed. was a prank callthan that he was a 28-year-old hockey Rangers recognized theWasn’t symptoms. ‘His Chest in the screams. gist and proThe night of Moving’ May Shaw, 12 began with airport to get their brother Ryan andof leftMaycontained a clinical psychologist andwas pro-leaving The night 12 began with a airport to get Finally, she made sense of the words Brian Heashouted that he for the player. And the damage was obvious. was early — April,painkiller, the last week of “That surprised me,” she said. was in the backyard. He grab of Toronto a 30-milligram Percocet again. fessor atathethat University Toronto — Ryan painkiller, that again. containedLen in Percocet the screams. d proThe night of May 12 began with airport to getoftheir brother and left a 30-milligram A neuropathologist, McKee is one of regular season, and Boogaard was phone. Aaron Boogaard later available told the police he Nearly three hoursAaron later, Boogaard Ryan andlaterthe for comment. told the police he Nearly thre brain — the road sig not know much aboh than that he was ah player. And the damR “That surprised m A neuropathologiM n four co-directors of b Center for the Studn cephalopathy and tt center’s brain bankp nearly 80 brains o mainly retired footbf ers who spent theirC blows to the head. cc reviewed findings on widely accepted by m The National Footbe b dismissive, has sincr help underwrite thew The group may noT bering case: a youndh lete, dead in midcar ingly advanced degb l age. i “To see this amoua moment,” McKee sa magnified images om tissue. “This is all gom t The degenerative advanced in Boogaa Bob Probert, a domiB generation, who plags sons, struggled wita addictions and dieda age 45 in 2010. d WAYNE CUDDINGTON/OTTAWA CITIZEN/POSTMEDIA NEWS In the pastWAYNE two ye WAYNE CUDDINGTON/OTTAWA CITIZEN/POSTMEDIA NEWS CUm Boogaard wasCarkner, thrown to theveteran ice by Matt Carkner, a veteran minor leagueon intimidator, on Dec. He 9, 2010. He never played again. diagnosed in the bra7 as thrown to the ice by Matt minor league intimidator, Dec. 9, 2010. played again. WAYNE CUDDINGTON/OTTAWA CITIZEN/POSTMEDIA NEWS Boogaardawas thrown to the ice by Matt Carkner, a veteran minor never league intimidator, on Dec. 9, 2010. H mer N.H.L. players y Matt Carkner, a veteran minor league intimidator, on Dec. 9, 2010. He never played again. 73, and Rick Martin, ‘Ifinyou polled our probably more would say New York to see him play and take the sights. $150fans, on candy at a Duane Reade drugstore. they part ofyou the game andknowing should be retained.’ ‘If youout polled ourit’s fans, probably more would say ‘If polled our fans, probably mo But with Boogaard of thethink lineup, the Len Boogaard, that his son had GARY BETTMAN, N.H.L. commissioner, on fighting ofthey visitors waned. Boogaard grew des- more been enrolled insay a substance-abuse program ‘Ifnumber you polled our fans, probably would think it’s part of the game and retained.’ they think it’sshould part ofbe the game and shou perate for company. His January cellphone bill since September 2009, was surprised to see so they think it’s part of the game and should be retained.’ BETTMAN, commissioner, onGARY fighting BETTMAN, commissioner, needed 167 pages to detail calls GARY and text mes- N.H.L. many prescription bottles in the N.H.L. bathroom with on fight BETTMAN, N.H.L. sages, some toGARY people who had notcommissioner, heard fromon fighting the names of Rangers doctors. He was also surhim in years. February’s bill consumed 222 pag- prised to hear from his son that he had been gives. It listed 13,724 text messages. en four days’ notice for his next drug test. Those who went to New York noticed his Len Boogaard played a DVD of family phomemory lapses were growing worse. Boogaard tos and home movies. He reminded his son of joked about them, saying he had been hit on everything he went through to reach New York the head too many times. But they also came to — the family moves, the bullying, the naysayers worry about his darkening personality and im- of youth hockey, the struggles through juniors pulsive behavior. His characteristic sweetness and the minor leagues. and easy manner, his endearing eagerness to Boogaard cried, and his father held him. please, had evaporated. Few knew that Derek, usually on Sunday Friends said Boogaard was at turns manic evenings, carried thousands of dollars in cash and sullen. He went days without showering. and drove his Audi to Huntington, Long IsHe made grand and scattered plans. He talk- land. He met a man in a parking lot there and ed about buying land in British Columbia and bought Ziploc bags full of painkillers, according building one big house for himself and cabins for to Boogaard’s best friend in New York, Devin family members. He spent thousands on night- Wilson. vision goggles, hundreds on walkie-talkies, and Boogaard sorted the pills into pastel-col- r eggs, which he partment, a oned seek. He carried never he left, the how long he ex- side,” Cousens said. “But integrity is At the foot of week, part of $32,000 he put on his Visa Once home in his second-floor apartnot lacking on the ground.” card over two weeks. Aaron Boogaard, ment on North First Street, he spent stain, where Der On Thursday, May 12, about a month time in the bathroom. He went to his the beige carpet. four years younger, joined him in Los into his rehabilitation, Boogaard was bedroom at the end of the hall. “He was white Angeles and stayed at a nearby hotel. granted a second extended recess.psychologist He father, he is a po The brothers exercisedeggs, and boxed at a Friends left. It was after 3 a.m.at Aaron ored plastic Easter which he stashed a clinical and professor the Unileft with Aaron to attend the graduation made pancakes in the kitchen. Derek of the Royal Can gym. They went to the beach every day. didn’t trustaround himhis apartment, one-man hideKrysten, versity ofUniToronto for comment. of theirofsister, from the “There’d be meetingsagoing on and game called— himavailable back to the bedroom four or in rural Saskatch teammate when versity of Kansas. The plan was to meet Cousens, thingsHe like carried that, and he wouldn’t really five times. Sitting at the end and of the program bed, his arm and I kne and seek. one in a pocket whenever Cassidy the founder who stayed with up with their other brother, Ryan, in he babbled and said the bed was spin- rigor mortis had a be doing anything,” Aaron Boogaard ends last spring. he left,said. the“I’d contents adjusted for howMinneapolis long he exadministrator of the Authentic Recovery Center for a few days first. Aaron began j try to say: ‘Dude, shouldn’t ning. rd resumed light That morning, Derek Boogaard sent screaming. Ryan you be doing that stuff? I think every“He was miserable,” Aaron said. to be gone. in Los Angeles, where Boogaard was assigned, ngers, whosepected doca message from the airport in Los Anbody else here is doing it. Why don’t Eventually, the calls from the bed- then took a coupl ply him with pre- “You geles to Wilson in Newwould York. There was way and collapse you?’” room stopped. could tell he didn’t trust himself,” said not discuss his case. Cousens said that rk Messier, the a picture of a drink in his hand. Lying on the f Boogaard was under the guidance of Asleep at last, Aaron thought. He left teammate when they were “Bloody teenagers hero in 1994Wilson, and patients generally through detoxification Mary No. 6,” Boogaard thea Substance Abuse and Behavioral to spendgo what remained ofathe night at a ther’s house in O , tried to motivate wrote. “Andlast we haven’t even left the wife, Jody, answe Health Program, financed jointly by theweekends place. He returned at about 3 drug who stayed with Boogaard many program and girlfriend’s are subjected to random ground yet.” N.H.L. and its players union. They p.m. to shower and change. He poked but unintelligible , a noodle-legged spring.would not make the co-directors — Datests several times a into week. Some allowed toa prank call his head Derek’s room.are Still in bed. was on-ice workouts. ‘His Chest Wasn’t Moving’ Finally, vid Lewis, a psychiatrist, and Brian He shouted that he was leaving for the March, Boogaard resumed light work- leave the grounds with an approved escort — a she mad ed the symptoms. ByShaw, a clinical psychologist and proThe night of May 12 began with a airport to get their brother Ryan and left contained in the s the last week of outs with the Rangers, doctors continued staff member the first few weeks, a friend or Len was in the fessor at the Universitywhose of Toronto — painkiller, a 30-milligram Percocet that for again. nd Boogaard was available for comment. Aaron Boogaard later told the police he Nearly three hours later, Ryan and the phone. to supply him with prescription drugs. Mark a family member after. rug rehabilitation “I knew this wa Cassidy Cousens, the founder and handed his brother at their two-bed- Aaron arrived and stepped into the back cried. program administrator of the Authentic room apartment in Minneapolis. expecting to find their older Messier, the team’s Stanley Cup hero in 1994 “It Derek, might bedroom, look odd to someone outside,” was vacationing. The Hennepin Recovery Center in Los Angeles, where hours out of rehabilitation, was bent on brother sleeping off a hangover. It was and now a team tried to motivate him Cousens said. about “But6 p.m. integrity is not on rom his cellphone ruled it an a Boogaard wasexecutive, assigned, would not disa party. on Friday, May 13. lackinginer rants. After a coucuss his case. Cousens said that paHe wore dark jeans,the a blue-and-white “I looked and it didn’t look right,” alcohol and oxyc with a pep talk. ground.” a recess from retients generally go through a detoxificheckered shirt and Pumas. He had Ryan said. “Like, his chest wasn’t mov- gredient in pain to New York and A day two later, a noodle-legged Boogaard On Thursday, hisPercocet. cationor program and are subjected to dinner with friends at a steak-and-sushi ing.” May 12, about a month intoand “The coroner s fell during on-ice workouts. The Rangers recog- rehabilitation, Boogaard was granted a second he probably died nized the symptoms. extended recess. He left with Aaron to attend his eyes,” Aaron s It was early April, the last week of the reguthe graduation of their sister, Krysten, from Researchers’ the lar season, and Boogaard was on his way back University of Kansas. The plan was to meet up It did not tak McKee to see th to drug rehabilitation in California. with their other brother, Ryan, in Minneapolis near the outer s brain — the road Friends thought he was vacationing. He for a few days first. not know much called and texted from his cellphone and ate That morning, Derek Boogaard sent a mesthan that he was player. And the d in nice restaurants. After a couple of weeks, sage from the airport in Los Angeles to Wilson “That surprise granted a recess from rehabilitation, he flew to in New York. There was a picture of a drink in A neuropatholo four co-directors New York and drove his car to Minneapolis. He his hand. Center for the St dropped off more pills at his apartment and re“Bloody Mary No. 6,” Boogaard wrote. “And cephalopathy an center’s brain ba turned to rehabilitation in Los Angeles. we haven’t even left the ground yet.” nearly 80 brain mainly retired foo Boogaard rented a Porsche for $5,000 and ers who spent th ‘His Chest Wasn’t Moving’ spent $1,200 on one dinner that week, part of blows to the hea reviewed finding The night of May 12 began with a painkiller, $32,000 he put on his Visa card over two weeks. widely accepted Aaron Boogaard, four years younger, joined a 30-milligram Percocet that Aaron Boogaard The National Foo has s later told the police he handed his brotherdismissive, at him in Los Angeles and stayed at a nearby hohelp underwrite t tel. The brothers exercised and boxed at a gym. their two-bedroom apartment in Minneapolis. The group may case: a yo Derek, hours out of rehabilitation, was bentbering on They went to the beach every day. lete, dead in mid a party. “There’d be meetings going on and things ingly advanced age. He wore dark jeans, a blue-and-white like that, and he wouldn’t really be doing any“To see this am moment,” McKee thing,” Aaron Boogaard said. “I’d try to say: checkered shirt and Pumas. He had dinner magnified image with friends at a steak-and-sushi place, where ‘Dude, shouldn’t you be doing that stuff? I tissue. “This is al The degenerat he drank Jack Daniel’s and Cokes. The group think everybody else here is doing it. Why don’t advanced in Boo shuffled among Sneaky Pete’s and three other you?’ ” Bob Probert, a do who downtown Minneapolis bars. At some point,generation, or Boogaard was under the guidance of the sons, struggled w several points, Derek fueled the buzz with more Substance Abuse and Behavioral Health Proaddictions and d age 45 in 2010. prescription painkillers. gram, financed jointly by the N.H.L. and its playIn the past two diagnosed in the Once home in his second-floor apartment ers union. They would not make the co-directors mer N.H.L. play North First Street, heagain. spent time in the bathDavid a psychiatrist, Brian ogaard was — thrown to theLewis, ice by Matt Carkner, a veteranand minor leagueShaw, intimidator, on on Dec. 9, 2010. He never played 73, and Rick Mart WAYNE CUDDINGTON/OTTAWA CITIZEN/POSTMEDIA NEWS ‘If you polled our fans, probably more would say they think it’s part of the game and should be retained.’ GARY BETTMAN, N.H.L. commissioner, on fighting Len Boogaard, a cop and father, tries the league’s substance-abuse program; and Jeremy Clark, cha on, Requests to spea nclusions at this On the Web nytimes.com/boogaard tions to vague diagnoses medto make sense of itin all.team On leave from his ager Chuck Fletch Boogaard’s close friend and trainer, talks about Boogaard’s sioner Betttold is Gary desk job in Ottawa — a back injury ical reports. In addition to this article: rector, Dr. Sheld e’re not sure that years ago forced him offin theMay, streets — life off the ice. dow aid Since the day of the funeral fused. ta we have avail∂ VIDEO Battling injuries and abusing prescription drugs, he patches together the remains of Hek oloHe went to his bedroom at the end of the “Like, his chest wasn’t moving.” Lenroom. Boogaard said, he has not heard For those who Derek’s world. Boogaard is a shell of whoBoogaard’s won fans’ adoration ∂ MOTION GRAPHIC A the lookplayer inside brain in and the sce for Boston University fromhall. the Rangers. Like a detective, he dials contacts in Derek brothers stared at thethere gi- are questio Minnesota. His finalhave chapter is writtenBoogaard’s by to a neuropathologist that might contributed his decline. resolved and and regr hy. nascent field Derek’s phonetoto answer ask who knows The ofteam refused a de-what. disease who sliced open his brain her laboratory. left. hundreds It was after 3 a.m. antinbody sprawled on the bed. On the dresser relieved. s little debate H Hequestions explores of their pages of Aaron made nce tailedthat listFriends of regarding ∂ DOCUMENTS The policeGary report from Boogaard’s death at In July, Aaron bytorepeated blows phonein records to reconstruct Derek’s ∂ EXTENDED INTERVIEWS Bettman, commissioner of carB pancakes the kitchen. Derek called him back were framed photographs of their grandparmedical treatment of Boogaard during with a felony fo d that the N.H.L. apartment, and hisBoogaard’s brother’sdeath, statement police. relationships, his moods, his sleep pat- his the N.H.L., discusses the roleto of the fighting exp the to season and He hisfollows time in or rehabilitatrolled substance earch seriously. the terns. bedroom four fivetrying times. at the theuse ofents. There were pictures of former pets, includpaper trails, to Sitting in hockey, prescription drugs among players and gam pid to his brother the y one person gets tion.end history of his son’s and prescrip∂ PHOTOGRAPHS Theing Boogaard family.named oflink thethebed, he babbled said the was a bulldog the bed league’s substance-abuse program; and Jeremy Trinity. Clark, charge was dropp the nted another It person, tions to vague diagnoses in team also refused requests to speak to medBoogaard’s close friend andAt trainer, about told the police a course that is spinning. thetalks foot ofBoogaard’s the bed was a brown stain, ical reports. gaa General Manager Glen Sather and the down the toiletmin aft her person,” said life off the ice. Since the day of the funeral in May, ast team physician, Dr. Andrew Feldman, was miserable,” Aaron said. where Derek had thrown up on the beige carpet. He pleaded guilty a neuropsycholo- “He Len Boogaard said, he has not heard id- the Center ∂on MOTION GRAPHIC A look inside Boogaard’s brain and the rabilia that said. it had Like storedhis from two seaenforcers. So did the start of the amongfor others, Boogaard. scene of a death N a for from theabout Rangers. Eventually, the calls Infrom toll the bedroom “He was white,” Ryan father, disease thatin might have contributed his decline. Gra and 80 hours of co cbeEncephalopathy. sons ago. Fans crowded the team store. season October, as teamstobestead, it e-mailed a four-sentence state-a de-N.H.L. The team refused to answer he is a police officer, a member of the CaHe isfatryingTex to r ty sure ment of is,stopped. once aid. list of questions Some went to Royal Boogaard’s ritual ofThe glossy tributes fromtailed Sather that read, regarding in part, theirgan∂the DOCUMENTS policevideo report from Boogaard’s death proceeds at career, and with h it continues to Asleep medical treatment ofAaron Boogaard duringand moments Der ?” at last, thought. He left to nadian Mounted Police in rural Saskatchewan. vorite charity. of silence. The eccentric “We worked very closely with Derek on his apartment, and his brother’s statement to the police. expectation to fig the season and his time in rehabilitain a beparentsright and away siblings formeratcoach and current and spend off the tion. ice to provide him with games with the L what remained of the the night a girlItelevision touched his Boogaard’s arm and I knew Boogaard’s rapid ∂ PHOTOGRAPHS The “And Boogaard family. trib rdwere escorted onto the ice and precommentator Don Cherry chastised very best possible Central Hocke ars is complicated Itplace. alsocare.” refused requests to speak friend’s He returned at to about 3 p.m. to because rigor mortis had already in.” ofthe and ect gaard had two g sented with flowers,set a painting Derek Boogaard’s death tookGlen onSather added General Manager and theformer enforcers who second-guess minutes. with the lastwhen, shower and change. histheir head into Dernen began jumping up and down, jersey screamney abuse team physician, Dr. He Andrew Feldman, and a framed game-worn of his.He fough past roles as “pukes,”Aaron “turncoats” weight in August, twopoked other Now 25, he play , and that coincidthat it arena stored was from twodarkened. seaon enforcers. and So did the start offlared. the among were others, Boogaard. In-andtoll H enA “hypocrites,” the debate N.H.L. enforcers found dead. ek’s room. Still inabout bed. HeRick shouted that he was ing. Ryan told rabilia himThe to callhad 911, then took a couple Grande Valley K cognitive and besons ago. Fans crowded the team store. N.H.L. season in October, as teams bestead, it e-mailed a four-sentence statehoc nce 4-minute-45-second tribute was shown Arguments enveloped Canada, in Rypien, reportedly committed suiTex. He wears No nges,” Stern said. 27,ment Some proceedsand went collapsed. to Boogaard’s fagan the ritual of glossy tributes thatto read, intheir part, brother leaving forfrom theSather airport get Ryan of video steps into the hallway ad, the the video boards. where cultureThe and traditionvoriteoncharity. Derek was born.“A What’s egg?” cide after “We years of depression. Wade and moments of silence. eccentric worked very closely with Derek onparticular, and Lying floor, he had called his father’s ing in a recent L.inhas tiptoed beBoogaard’s parents and siblings former coach with and current television The Wild drafted Boogaard in 10-gam collided tragedy. No on one the andagain. off the ice to provide reporthim with thehave Belak, 35left and recently retired, tribute, he had aB fast-paced, hardwere escorted onto the ice and precommentator Don Cherry chastised very best possible care.” ire 2001, groomed him to fight and paid him quite knows what to make of it. Nearly three hours house in Ottawa. Len Boogaard’s wife, Jody, edly hanged himself 16 days later.later, (The Ryan and Aaron and said he had e need to protect sented with flowers, a painting of Derek enforcers who second-guess Boogaard’s death took on added Informer to mpseveral million dollars over five seaMinnesota two Sundays ago, the family has said it was an accident.) arrived andwhen, stepped into the ex-as “pukes,” answered andand heard nothing but unintelligible nent with one pun t player, Sidney a framed game-worn jersey of his. their past roles “turncoats” weight in August, two back other bedroom, sons to bewas the N.H.L.’s top enforcer. honored Boogaard with a pregame Each of news, packed with a dead. wal- RickWildand His He motherBoo ha e Pittsburgh Pen-bit N.H.L. The arena darkened. A “hypocrites,” and the debate flared. enforcers were found pecting to find their older brother sleeping a sold wails. She thoughtpunched it was ahisprank and nearly way tocall local adoration and The off team Boogaard hockey. But heand ha rresittinglop, out since provided a backdrop for further de- sui-tribute. tribute was shown Arguments enveloped Canada, injer-4-minute-45-second Rypien, 27, reportedly committed “I mean, hones cor hits the hangover. head, it tobate It was about 6 p.m. on Friday, May 13. culture hung up.memoFinally, she sense of the words on the videomade boards.fear particular, where and tradition leaguewide and respect. seys, T-shirts and autographed years of depression. about cide the after role of fighting and theWade ing to do?” Aaron ral The Wild had drafted Boogaard in have collided with tragedy. No one 35 and recently retired, reportas Instar players in “IBelak, looked and it didn’t look right,”quite Ryan said. contained in the screams. Between trips n forced to retire 2001, groomed him to fight and paid him knows what to make of it. edly hanged himself 16 days later. (The cabt ent to Aaron and his concussion sympseveral million dollars over five seaIn Minnesota two Sundays ago, the family has said it was an accident.) gra all Boogaard distrac sons to be the N.H.L.’s top enforcer. He Wild honored Boogaard with a pregame Each bit of news, packed with a walash et” and rebuilding he a concussion-prepunched his way to local adoration and tribute. The team sold Boogaard jerlop, provided a backdrop for further decorner of the refuA 1997. In 2010, it leaguewide fear and respect. seys, T-shirts and autographed memobate about the role of fighting and the a sort of shrine t to the head. In gaa incabinet holds m ered its treatment “ The graphs and jersey ms to examine all wh an in a “quiet” ashes. ns Joaa ow As much as ench. gaard always fear snd shown little inL “We weren’tpea go ce fighting. The rewhere and just le mixed: outlaw an me Joanne Boogaard ng play, but allow Ott ore Len Boogaard op the game and hou peace. Several ti the er out with baremer, he drovetwo ba e head. man Ottawa and and Mi ns, wnprobably more hours each way. it’s a part of the and two bulldogs — T etained,” Bettman gey enand a girlfriend ights were down and a puppy Len wh the gey. They staye increase the penOct ndwhere Derek died d, referring to the I peOctober. nt typically handend to It was that mon Because it is peended for thecon re eire doesn’t seem to conference call appetite or desire tocoB in to Boogaard’s parT n at this point in The Boogaards pris ard prising severity former Harvard And esAnd they heard a rofessional wresmid the middle-age demen co-director of the It was then I ter, is the one who who stopped listening ial call to a grievsto evto him that he did he brain. He does tohh oes For months, nd to hockey. He MARCUS YAM FOR THE NEW YORK TIMES F He thought of his son e every possible FOR THE NEW YORK TIMES The Wild brought in Boogaard’s family when it honored him with a tributeMARCUS beforeYAM a game was forced totho im ble that athletes are might have been d and better inlast month. A video showed hiswhen three N.H.L. goals and a single punch.before a game The Wild brought in Boogaard’s family it honored himnot with a tribute wal are in- last month. A video showed his three N.H.L. goals and not a single punch. ‘They are trading money for brain cells.’ ‘They are trading money for brain cells.’ CHRIS NOWINSKI, a co-director for the Center for the Study of Traumatic Encephalopathy at Boston University CHRIS NOWINSKI, a co-director for the Center for the Study of Traumatic Encephalopathy at Boston University mig Len was in the backyard. He grabbed the phone. “I knew this was going to happen,” he cried. The Hennepin County medical examiner ruled it an accidental overdose of alcohol and oxycodone, the active ingredient in painkillers like OxyContin and Percocet. “The coroner said with that mixture, he probably died as soon as he closed his eyes,” Aaron said. Researchers’ ‘Wow’ Moment It did not take long for Dr. Ann McKee to see the telltale brown spots near the outer surface of Boogaard’s brain — the road signs of C.T.E. She did not know much about Boogaard other than that he was a 28-year-old hockey player. And the damage was obvious. “That surprised me,” she said. A neuropathologist, McKee is one of four codirectors of Boston University’s Center for the Study of Traumatic Encephalopathy and the director of the center’s brain bank. She has examined nearly 80 brains of former athletes, mainly retired football players and boxers who spent their careers absorbing blows to the head. The center’s peer-reviewed findings of C.T.E. have been widely accepted by experts in the field. The National Football League, initially dismissive, has since donated money to help underwrite the research. The group may now have its most sobering case: a young, high-profile athlete, dead in midcareer, with a surprisingly advanced degree of brain damage. “To see this amount? That’s a ‘wow’ moment,” McKee said as she pointed to magnified images of Boogaard’s brain tissue. “This is all going bad.” The degenerative disease was more advanced in Boogaard than it was in Bob Probert, a dominant enforcer of his generation, who played 16 N.H.L. seasons, struggled with alcohol and drug addictions and died of heart failure at age 45 in 2010. In the past two years, C.T.E. was also diagnosed in the brains of two other former N.H.L. players: Reggie Fleming, 73, and Rick Martin, 59. The condition of Boogaard’s brain, however, suggests the possibility that other current N.H.L. players have the disease, even if the symptoms have not surfaced. The N.H.L. is not convinced that there is a link between hockey and C.T.E. “There isn’t a lot of data, and the experts who we talked to, who consult with us, think that it’s way premature to be drawing any conclusions at this point,” N.H.L. Commissioner Gary Bettman said. “Because we’re not sure that any, based on the data we have available, is valid.” The researchers at Boston University say that C.T.E. is a nascent field of study, but that there is little debate that the disease is caused by repeated blows to the head. They said that the N.H.L. was not taking the research seriously. “We don’t know why one person gets it more severely than another person, why one person has a course that is more quick than another person,” said Dr. Robert A. Stern, a neuropsychologist and a co-director for the Center for the Study of Traumatic Encephalopathy. “But what we are pretty sure of is, once the disease starts, it continues to progress.” Linking C.T.E. to Boogaard’s rapid descent in his final years is complicated by his drug addiction. “He had problems with abuse the last couple years of his life, and that coincided with some of the cognitive and behavioral and mood changes,” Stern said. “What’s the chicken? What’s the egg?” For years, the N.H.L. has tiptoed between the allure of its fast-paced, hard-hitting action and the need to protect star players. Its best player, Sidney Crosby, returned to the Pittsburgh Penguins last month after sitting out since January following two hits to the head, four days apart. Several star players in recent years have been forced to retire early because of postconcussion symptoms. The N.H.L. formed a concussion-prevention program in 1997. In 2010, it banned blindside hits to the head. In March, the league altered its treatment protocol, requiring teams to examine all suspected concussions in a “quiet” room, away from the bench. But the league has shown little interest in ending on-ice fighting. The message is decidedly mixed: outlaw an elbow to the head during play, but allow two combatants to stop the game and try to knock each other out with bareknuckle punches to the head. MARCUS YAM FOR THE NEW YORK TIMES MARCUS YAM FOR THE NEW YORK TIMES Aaron Boogaard in the apartment he and Derek shared and in which Derek died. Aaron gave his brother a painkiller before he went out that night. nd Derek shared and in which died.inAaron gave his brother painkiller before hewhich went out thatdied. night. AaronDerek Boogaard the apartment he and aDerek shared andMARCUS in Derek Aaron gave his brother YAM FOR THE NEW YORK TIMES hared and in which Derek died. Aaron gave his brother a painkiller before he went out that night. formed. The tribute showed Boogaard run The condition of Boogaard’s brain, In October, Nowinski attended a Bruning over opponents, smiling with fan however, suggests the possibility that P U N C H E D O U T Part 3 ins game in Boston. There was a fight, and talking to children. It showed each other current N.H.L. players have the and he watched quietly as thousands of of the three N.H.L. goals he scored. disease, even if the symptoms have not Over six months, The New York Times examined the life and death of the The tribute showed Boogaard formed. The condition of Boogaard’s brain, people stood and cheered while the It did not show a single punch. surfaced. professional hockey player Derek Boogaard, who rose to fame as one of the tended a Bruning over opponents, with players fought. The Wild would smiling not answer question The N.H.L. is not convinced that In October, Nowinski attended a Bruowever, suggests the possibility that sport’s most feared fighters before dying at age 28 on May 13. 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Its best player, Sidney He pleaded guilty to tampering with and a framed game-worn jersey of his. their past roles as “pukes,” “turncoats” weight when, in August, two other as not heard Dr. Robert Stern, a PenneuropsycholoLen Boogaard said, he has not heard down thedarkened. toilet after thehas 911asked call. life A. off His mother him to qui Crosby, returned to thethe Pittsburgh ∂ice. MOTION GRAPHIC A were look inside brain and the The arena was A aplacing and “hypocrites,” and the debate flared. N.H.L. enforcers found dead.Boogaard’s Rick ay, ∂ MOTION GRAPHIC A look inside Boogaard’s brain and scene of death and received proba hockey. But he has no Plan B, either. ist and a co-director for the Rypien, Center27, for guins last month after sitting out since 4-minute-45-second tribute was shown Arguments enveloped Canada, in reportedly committed suifrom the Rangers. He pleaded guilty tampering with the rd might have contributed toand his decline. “I of mean, honestly, what else am I go January following two hits todisease the head, that and 80 to hours community service. on the video boards. particular, where culture and tradition cide after years of depression. Wade disease that might have contributed to his decline. answer a de∂ MOTION GRAPHIC A look inside Boogaard’s brain the he Study of Traumatic Encephalopathy. The team to with answer descene of a death received probation ing to do?” Aaron said. four days apart. 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(The might have contributed his decline. tailed list of questions regarding ∂ DOCUMENTS The police report from Boogaard’s death and 80 service. e∂ DOCUMENTS The police report from Boogaard’s dea to with Aaron his and his legal issues, Joann early because of postconcussion sympcareer, and name has come several million dollars over five seaIn Minnesota two Sundays ago, the family has said it was an accident.) gaard during he disease starts, it continues to medical treatment of Boogaard during Boogaard distracted herself by gutting He is trying to revive his own hockey toms. sonshis to be the N.H.L.’s topand enforcer. Wild honored with a pregame hisThe apartment, and his brother’s to theBoogaard police. Each bit of news, packed with astatement waleir apartment, hisHebrother’s statement to poliA expectation fight. Last season, ∂ DOCUMENTS police report from death in rehabilitaandto rebuilding her kitchen inthe Regina. The N.H.L. formed a concussion-prerogress.” punched his way to local adoration tribute. The teaminsold Boogaard jerlop, provided a backdrop forseason further de-and theBoogaard’s hisat time rehabilitacareer, and with and his name has come the ng corner of Laredo the refurbished familyBuck room i vention program in 1997. In 2010, it leaguewide fear and respect. seys, T-shirts and autographed memogames with the (Tex.) bate about the role of fighting and the hisC.T.E. apartment, and his brother’s to the police. Linking to Boogaard’s rapid The statement Boogaard tion. family. a sort of shrine to Derek. banned blindside hits to ∂ thePHOTOGRAPHS head. In expectationthe to Central fight. Last season, in 53A thigh-highB ∂ PHOTOGRAPHS The Boogaard family. a-to speak Hockey cabinet holds League, mementos, Aaron like photo thein league treatment sMarch, toaltered escent his finalitsyears is complicated It also refused requests to speak to “If you polled our fans, probably more would A Father Hunts for Answers P Uthink NCH EaDpart O UofTthePart Len Boogaard, a Ecop and to say they it’s game3 and should PUNCH D O U Tfather, Parttries 3 make sense of it all. On leave from his desk job said. P Ube N retained,” C H E D OBettman U T Part 3 He noted that fights in Ottawa — a back injury years ago forced him were down slightly this season. off the streets — he patches together the re“The issue is, do we increase the penalty?” mains of Derek’s world. Bettman added, referring to the five-minute Like a detective, he dials contacts in Derek’s punishment typically handed to both fighters. nswers A Father Hunts for Answers phone to ask who knows what. He explores hun“Because it is penalized now. And there doesn’t dreds of pages of phone seem On to be an overwhelming appetite or desire the Web On the Web records to reconstruct Derek’s relationships, his moods, his sleep patgoWeb in that direction at this point in time.” On to the Chris Nowinski, a former Harvard football terns. He follows paper trails, trying to link the player and professional wrestler who is another history of his son’s prescriptions to vague diagco-director of the Boston University center, is the noses in team medical reports. Since the day of the funeral in May, Len one who usually makes the initial call to a grievBoogaard said, he has not heard from the Ranging family to request the brain. He does not want ers. to put an end to hockey. He wants leagues to take The team refused to answer a detailed list every possible precaution to ensure that athletes of questions regarding their medical treatment are both better protected and better informed. of Boogaard during the season and his time in In October, Nowinski attended a Bruins game in Boston. There was a fight, and he rehabilitation. It also refused requests to speak to Genwatched quietly as thousands of people stood eral Manager Glen Sather and the team physiand cheered while the players fought. “They are trading money for brain cells,” he cian, Dr. Andrew Feldman, among others, about Boogaard. Instead, it e-mailed a four-sentence said. statement from Sather that read, in part, “We team sold Boogaard jerseys, T-shirts and autoworked very closely with Derek on and off the graphed memorabilia that it had stored from ice to provide him with the very best possible two seasons ago. Fans crowded the team store. care.” Some proceeds went to Boogaard’s favorite Boogaard’s death took on added weight charity. when, in August, two other N.H.L. enforcers Boogaard’s parents and siblings were eswere found dead. Rick Rypien, 27, reportedly corted onto the ice and presented with flowers, committed suicide after years of depression. a painting of Derek and a framed game-worn Wade Belak, 35 and recently retired, reportedly jersey of his. The arena was darkened. A 4-minhanged himself 16 days later. (The family has ute-45-second tribute was shown on the video said it was an accident.) boards. Each bit of news, packed with a wallop, The Wild had drafted Boogaard in 2001, provided a backdrop for further debate about groomed him to fight and paid him several milthe role of fighting and the toll on enforcers. So lion dollars over five seasons to be the N.H.L.’s did the start of the N.H.L. season in October, as top enforcer. He punched his way to local adorateams began the ritual of glossy video tributes tion and leaguewide fear and respect. and moments of silence. The eccentric former The tribute showed Boogaard running over coach and current television commentator Don opponents, smiling with fans and talking to chilCherry chastised former enforcers who second- dren. It showed each of the three N.H.L. goals guess their past roles as “pukes,” “turncoats” he scored. and “hypocrites,” and the debate flared. It did not show a single punch. Arguments enveloped Canada, in particuThe Wild would not answer questions about lar, where culture and tradition have collided the video. They also refused to address specific with tragedy. No one quite knows what to make questions about Boogaard’s medical care, conof it. cussions, addiction and rehabilitation, or the In Minnesota two Sundays ago, the Wild availability of drugs through team doctors. Ren the apartment he and Derek shared and in which Derek died. Aaron gave his brother a painkiller before he went out that night. honored Boogaard with a pregame tribute. The quests to speak with General Manager Chuck med. n October, Nowinski attended a Brugame in Boston. There was a fight, he watched quietly as thousands of ple stood and cheered while the yers fought. They are trading money for brain s,” he said. Father Hunts for Answers en Boogaard, a cop and father, tries make sense of it all. On leave from his k job in Ottawa — a back injury rs ago forced him off the streets — patches together the remains of ek’s world. ike a detective, he dials contacts in ek’s phone to ask who knows what. explores hundreds of pages of ne records to reconstruct Derek’s ationships, his moods, his sleep patns. He follows paper trails, trying to the history of his son’s prescrips to vague diagnoses in team medreports. ince the day of the funeral in May, n Boogaard said, he has not heard m the Rangers. he team refused to answer a deed list of questions regarding their dical treatment of Boogaard during season and his time in rehabilita. t also refused requests to speak to neral Manager Glen Sather and the m physician, Dr. Andrew Feldman, ong others, about Boogaard. Inad, it e-mailed a four-sentence state- MARCUS YAM FOR THE NEW YORK TIMES P U N C H E D O U T Part 3 Over six months, The New York Times examined the life and death of the professional hockey player Derek Boogaard, who rose to fame as one of the sport’s most feared fighters before dying at age 28 on May 13. This article, the third of a three-part series, chronicles Boogaard’s descent, on and off the ice, and the posthumous determination by researchers that he had a degenerative brain condition believed to be caused by repeated blows to the head. On the Web nytimes.com/boogaard In addition to this article: ∂ VIDEO Battling injuries and abusing prescription drugs, Boogaard is a shell of the player who won fans’ adoration in Minnesota. His final chapter is written by a neuropathologist who sliced open his brain in her laboratory. ∂ EXTENDED INTERVIEWS Gary Bettman, commissioner of the N.H.L., discusses Boogaard’s death, the role of fighting in hockey, the use of prescription drugs among players and the league’s substance-abuse program; and Jeremy Clark, Boogaard’s close friend and trainer, talks about Boogaard’s life off the ice. ∂ MOTION GRAPHIC A look inside Boogaard’s brain and the disease that might have contributed to his decline. ∂ DOCUMENTS The police report from Boogaard’s death at his apartment, and his brother’s statement to the police. ∂ PHOTOGRAPHS The Boogaard family. toll on enforcers. So did the start of the N.H.L. season in October, as teams be- rabilia that it had stored from two seasons ago. Fans crowded the team store. The tribute showed Boogaard ning over opponents, smiling with and talking to children. It showed of the three N.H.L. goals he scored It did not show a single punch. The Wild would not answer que about the video. They also refus address specific questions about gaard’s medical care, concussion diction and rehabilitation, or the ability of drugs through team do Requests to speak with General ager Chuck Fletcher and the medi rector, Dr. Sheldon Burns, wer fused. For those who knew Derek Boog there are questions that may nev resolved and regret that may nev relieved. In July, Aaron Boogaard was ch with a felony for distributing a trolled substance — in this case, o to his brother the night of his deat charge was dropped in October. H told the police that he flushed down the toilet after placing the 91 He pleaded guilty to tampering wi scene of a death and received prob and 80 hours of community service He is trying to revive his own h career, and with his name has com expectation to fight. Last season games with the Laredo (Tex.) Bu the Central Hockey League, Aaron gaard had two goals and 172 pe minutes. He fought 20 times. Now 25, he plays for the C.H.L Grande Valley Killer Bees in Hi Fletcher and the medical director, Dr. Sheldon Burns, were refused. For those who knew Derek Boogaard, there are questions that may never be resolved and regret that may never be relieved. In July, Aaron Boogaard was charged with a felony for distributing a controlled substance — in this case, one pill to his brother the night of his death. The charge was dropped in October. He also told the police that he flushed pills down the toilet after placing the 911 call. He pleaded guilty to tampering with the scene of a death and received probation and 80 hours of community service. He is trying to revive his own hockey career, and with his name has come the expectation to fight. Last season, in 53 games with the Laredo (Tex.) Bucks of the Central Hockey League, Aaron Boogaard had two goals and 172 penalty minutes. He fought 20 times. Now 25, he plays for the C.H.L.’s Rio Grande Valley Killer Bees in Hidalgo, Tex. He wears No. 82, marking the year Derek was born. Aaron fought six times in a recent 10-game stretch. At the Wild tribute, he had a bruise under one eye and said he had knocked out an opponent with one punch the night before. His mother has asked him to quit hockey. But he has no Plan B, either. “I mean, honestly, what else am I going to do?” Aaron said. Between trips to Minneapolis to tend to Aaron and his legal issues, Joanne Boogaard distracted herself by gutting and rebuilding her kitchen in Regina. A corner of the refurbished family room is a sort of shrine to Derek. A thighhigh cabinet holds mementos, like photographs and jerseys. Two boxes hold his ashes. As much as anything, Derek Boogaard always feared being alone. “We weren’t going to bury him somewhere and just leave him by himself,” Joanne Boogaard said. Len Boogaard tries to make his own peace. Several times during the summer, he drove back and forth between Ottawa and Minneapolis, about 20 hours each way. For company, he took two bulldogs — Trinity, one that Derek and a girlfriend bought in Louisiana, and a puppy Len Boogaard named Boogey. They stayed in the apartment where Derek died. The lease expired in October. It was that month that the wait finally ended for the results from Boston. A conference call connected the scientists to Boogaard’s parents and siblings. The Boogaards learned of the surprising severity of the brain damage. And they heard about the prospects of middle-age dementia. It was then that Len Boogaard stopped listening. Something occurred to him that he did not expect. For months, he could not bear the thought of his son’s death. Suddenly, he was forced to imagine the life his son might have been left to n live.