we mourn 7 heroes
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we mourn 7 heroes
t . * PA«rA4/THe • ^^p** • ***ktu^ * jF*>Wi' >, •* - *. .- STANDARD, > ... .,*„••" H . r - S v^ w * i WE MOURN 7 HEROES' • tion Turns into of _ News Service Reports Jubilation turned to horror across the natiop as Americans cheering for the country's first civilian astronaut watched the shuttle Challenger explode on live television Tuesday in the world's worst space catastrophe. At the White House, President Reagan wordlessly viewed video replays of the Challenger ttplosloo. Watching the launch in family quarters, first lady Nancy Reagan exclaimed, "Ob my God, no!" In Houston, Mission Control workers clutched each other in tears* Several states flew flags at half-staff and legislatures drafted statements honoring the seven astronauts who perished* New York and American stock exchanges planned a minute of silence at 11 '- _v* T^j' *"'* ' *&* tf^ *"ki/" M '" * a.m. today in remembrance ottbe crew. In Washington, National Education President Mary Hatwood Futrell expressed shock and sorrow at the disaster that killed ssvea astronauts, including teacher Christa McAiiliffe.* But she also voiced the hope that the National Aeronautics and Space A(JminlstratI6n will send another teacher into spape soon. , "I would hope that the lessons that Christa planned to teach will be taught..., I think that's what Christa would want," she said. . -'""'' .'."" '' In Concord, N.H., McAuliffe's home* town, thousands watched the televised lift5 * , ; 4 ' • * _ . . . . -7* I - • - off. "A real shock wave of grief has covered the entire city," said City Manager James C. Smith. At McCormick Junior High School in Cheyenne, Wyo.» science teacher Michael Pearson said he was in "total shock." "It's like getting a message your whole family was killed/' said Pearson, one of the more than 100 teacher semifinalists who competed against McAuliffe to be the first ordinary citizen to fly into space. But he added, "I still think I'd take the very next one up." However, another teacher had second thoughts about being an astronaut. "I realize now that I have a lot to lose/' said Bonnie Fakes of Lebanon, Tenn., a of high school English teacher and one of two finalists from Tennessee. ''Before, I said I would go in a minute...without a thought* Nobody would say that now." Veterans of the space program rallied to defend the space program and said it should continue. Sen. John Glenn, D-Qhio, the first American to orbit the earth, said he felt "a profound, personal sense of loss" over the death of the Challenger's seven crew members in a fiery explosion over the Atlantic. Asked by reporters whether the NASA should continue to give civilians seats oh the shuttle, Glenn said, "Oh,I don't know. I wasn't a big proponent of that. "The space program — the reason we have it - IB basic, "fundamental research/' he said. "It's not to put the butcher, the baker and candlestick-maker up there." Retired Air Force Brig. Gen. Chuck Yeager, whose breaking of the sound barrier was portrayed in the book and movie "The Right Stuff," said: "When you have an accident like this, it doesn't mean the end of everything. You've got to fall back and take a look. The main thing is to analyze the data and go oij from there." Yeager, of Grass Valley, Calif., said he expects NASA to return for a time to its past policy of limiting space travel to trained government astronauts, but eventually to open up crews to others "because the shuttle is 1 public program." , Families and News Service Reports and hometown friends of the astronauts aboard the space shuttle Challenger grieved Tuesday over the "tragedy of Hall" but found solace in the knowledge that the seven-member crew died while reaching for the stars. For some, there were no words to accompany the tears. Others spoke at length of the ambitions and abilities that qualified the astronauts for a trip to space. Killed in the Challenger crash wereNew Hampshire social studies teacher Christa McAuliffe, Michael Smith, Francis Scobee/ Judith Resnik, Ellison Onizuka, Arnold McNair and Gregory Jarvis, , $en. Jake Gam, R-Utah, who flew a shuttle mission last year, traveled to the Ken* nedy Space Center with Vice President George Bush and met with the families of Challenger's crew. Ljate Tuesday night, Gam emerged from the;meeting and said Scobee's wife, June, speaking for all of the families, asked that the tragedy not be allowed to harm the future of the space program. l&rlier in the day, Gam fought back tears at the news of the Challenger explosion. [It's a bit difficult for me, to say the least. These were my friends," Garn told reporters. . , The Rev. Wilbur Teachey of Beaufort, N,Cf., who knew Smith as a parishioner, said the risks never dissuaded Smith from being an astronaut. "This had been his ambition, a dream of his. He dearly loved it no master what." teachey said, his parishioners "have a tremendous grief and sorrow." "I'll tell you exactly how I feel. I don't have.any,.regrfits about Mike.doing „ this/' said Patrick Smith, Michael Smith's younger'brother. "He was doing exactly what he wanted to do. There aren't too many people whp've .done exactly what they wanted to do with their careers. But he's done that." .JNlcAuliffe's husband, Steve, and their children, Scott and Caroline, were with their father and other family members in a nek'rby observation building when the disaster occurred. But McAuliffe's parents, Ed and Grace Corrigan, saw the tragedy from the grandstands. The Framingham, Mass., couple stood in shocked silence as a loudspeaker broadcast the terrible news. A National Aeronautics House Panel Plans Probe Disaster and Space Administration official then walked up to them and said, 'The vehicle has exploded." A stunned Grace Corrigan said, "the vehicle has exploder V, . . The official nodded his head, and the Corrigans were quickly led away. Froi Fujin#t0ra friend of Qnizuka's, was on the reviewing stand with the astronaut's mother and brothers and* sisters. "The shuttle went up, and all of a sudden we saw a big explosion," he, said. "There was a lot of smoke. It was hard to see what happened. There was just one big exploAlso at the launch site was Dr. Charles Reshick, *ho teaches at the Medical College .of Virginia in Richmond. : *m$ %>*&. His sister, Judy, was to take a signet ring and heart looket into space for her 5-yearold nephew, Randy, and 2-year-old niece, Becky, said Dellana O'Brien, a principal at Randy's kindergarten. " . , * ' " ' • -•^^ • ~ ^ •, rt-v . • *\ . "The kindergarten children were not told (of the crash) before they left at 12:30," the principal said. "It happened so close to dismissal time we didn't have time to help them work through their grief," _ i Matthew Brown, McNair's sixth-grade math and science teacher and now a school official in his hometown of Lake City, &C., said hejearned of the accident while listening to the radio on his way home to lunch. "Everybody is at grief right now," he said. The Rev. Jesse Jackson, a friend of mmsmfa. ,*• McNair's, said, "While we may not understand the,^eaninjg^of'_thte:;crisis,: we are 1 sustained iiy o^r-fattlrthat God never makes a mistake." In. Washington st^te, flags were lowered to honor shuttle'commiander Scobee, who graduated from Auburn High School in 1957 and went to night school to earn his degree in aerospace engineering. School counselor Ed Bean described Scobee as "very humble and very accommodating, a very-warm man who could be your next-door neighbor/' Math teacher Donald Nutter, who taught astronaut Judith ReSnik during her years mm^m at Firestone High School in Akron, Ohio, said news of the explosion stunned the AP Loserphoto school Tuesday morning. Resnik, he said, was a "very quiet young Members of Christa McAuliffe's family react in horror Tuesday after the space shuttle explosion. From left are McAuliffe's sister Betsy and McAuliffe's parents, Grace and Ed Corrigan. lady, but an outstanding student/' • • '• »V«V '' •.•,mt---f?. m . ' •• ^^'•S-^SM^if-^f^ •-W .... ' ••' -.:*.. •Xv:->:. :-x->:*.tt:£x*:-;> -:>x-:v:v .-'.:• • ¥ • v:;::.y<Ai.x::::-:^.V"..: . " -~•'.'•'.-'-*•'•'•'m'. "•' •'.• °. .'•%"•: _ _• . World Shares Americans' Sorrow : .X said. United Press International Canadian Prime Minister Brian Mulroney said he asked U.S. Ambassador Thomas Niles to convey Canada's "great grief at the tragedy that has just struck the Unked States, a terrible loss in remarkably tragic circumstances." In Paris, the state-run television network interrupted national broadcasts for about 10 minutes to show videotape of the explosion. French President Francois Mitterrano, K a telegram to Reagan, said, "The French people felt, at the announcement of the explosion of the space shuttle Challenger, a profound emotion and sincere compassion for the astronauts aboard." Patrick Baudry, the French astronaut who traveled to space aboard the shuttle Discovery in June, said, "I think the sacrifice of my friends who were on board today will not be for nothing. There have been other accidents before. They have all served some purpose." Indian Prime Minister Rajiv Gandhi telephoned Reagan and expressed "his deepest condolences and sympathies," the Press Trust of India news agency said. King Hussein of Jordan sent a cable to Reagan asking the president to convey Jordan's sorrow to the families of the seven people aboard.Challenger. Japanese Prime Minister Yasuhiro Nakasone said the explosion was "regrettable" and that Japan's manned space project scheduled for 1988 may be postponed pending investigations by U.S. authorities. The disaster shocked Japan's government-financed National Space Development Agency, which has chosen its first astronaut and two substitute fliers for its manned space project. World leaders expressed shock and sorrow over the explosion of the space shuttle Challenger Tuesday, and videotape of the fiery blast was broadcast on television networks around the globe. Newspapers Wednesday threw out domestic news to banner the disaster. "Space Horror," the Sydney Daily Mirror bannered in a black headline spread across the page. The Daily Mail in Britain Staff and News Service Reports headlined: "Spaceship disaster — Teacher dies living the Ameri; WASHINGTON - While shaken by the can dream" over a half-page picture of civilian victim Christa space shuttle tragedy, congressmen frdm McAuliffe. Central New York reaffirmed their com"This is a black hour for manned space flight," West German's mitment to the nation's space program Minister of Research and Technology Heinz Riesenhuber said. Tuesday even as the chairman of a House Japan said it might postpone its 1988 manned space program committee said he plans an investigation pending an investigation by U.S. space officials. into the disaster. In Moscow, Soviet television showed the explosion on its The House Science and Technology Comnightly news, and Polish television used the disaster to attack the Fil« Photo mittee, which has jurisdiction over the NaU.S. "Star Wars" program for a space-based nuclear defense. tional Aeronautics and Space AdministraThere was no reaction from the Kremlin, but the Soviet amREP: GEORGE WORTLEY tion, will probe the fatal explosion of the bassador to the United Nations, Vasily Safronchuk, relayed his 'Shock and Sadness' * * mission's "deep sorrow" and "deepest sympathy." At least four space shuttle Challenger once the federal agency completes its own investigation, "'Life is either a daring adventure or Soviet cosmonauts are known to have been killed in spaceflight said committee chairman Donald Fuqua, nothing,'" he said. "As long as man has the disasters since the history of the Soviet program. IrisfrPrime Minister Garret Fitzgerald and President Patrick p-Fla, thirst for knowledge we will continue to ' Such a congressional probe is warranted, press outward. And in the process there is Hillery sent telegrams to President Reagan expressing condolences over the explosion of the shuttle, which had a crew of Sep. Sherwood Boehlert, R-Utica, a memrisk. That risk is taken by each one of us 1 bet of the House committee, agreed. ' every day, and that risk is understood by seven. "The Irish people and government share the profound shock ''What you're going to see is the most all the members of a crew whoclimb into a and sadness of the American people at the tragic accident to the serious, thorough investigation possible by loaded spaceship." the government," Boehlert said. Sen. Daniel Patrick Moynihan, D-N.Y., space shuttle Challenger and the loss of its crew," Fitzgerald Fuqua, Boehlert and other committee members insisted that a House probe does notimply that congressmen lack confidence in NASA's ability to investigate the disaster, nor does it mean that congressipnal oversight of the space program has been lax. •^ • } fiep. Harold Volkmer, D-Mo,, said he had no doubt the space program would continue, although he predicted Congress will re-view the decision to allow civilians aboard the shuttles. Rep. Mervin pymally, D-Calif., head of the congressional science and technology caucus, said NASA seems to be "too rigid with their schedule. I think they put themsejves under too much pressure," ^ In the meantime, It was a day of sorrow op .Capitol Hill as elsewhere across the cpuntry, ^ Rep. Bill Nelson, D*Fla., who flew this rabpth, gave a speech on the Rouse floor, his voice straining, but not breaking, and Helen Keller's writing. !«>:-..••,. >,Vi ' called Tuesday's disaster "a shocking comment and a horrible reminder of the courage and dedication of the men and women who venture into space." , '. * Rep. George Wortley, R-£ayettevUle, said, "I share the shock and sadness of all Americans over the loss of the brave Challenger crew. The crew members will be remembered in history with America's greatest heroes." Wortley and Boehlert professed their continued support of the space program. "The space program has been very bene* to mankind," Boehlert said. Sen. Edward Kennedy, D-Ma$s», recalled the words of his late brother, President John Kennedy, on America's first manned spaceflight: "It will not be one, man going to ther; moon — it will be an entire naUcn.' . _ . . , , ;. "Seven brave astronauts, pursuing that dream were apparently killed today - and our entire nation has been wounded," Kennedy said. • President Pays Homage to Challenger's Crew B • ^ (Continued from Page A-l) moved and impressed us for decades and "I've always had great faith in and re- we know of your anguish/ " the president 4 spect for our space program. And what said." We share it.'" happened today does nothing to diminish White House spokesman Larry Speakes it/' Reagan said. told reporters he had not heard the presi" ....We'll continue our quest in space. dent "express any regret" he had sent the There will be more shuttle flights and Challenger on its unsuccessful mission. more shuttle crews and yes, more volun"Concern, yes; deep emotion, yes; sorteers, more civilians, more teachers in row, yes —but regret is not that," Speakes space. Nothing ends here. Our hopes and said in reaffirming Reagan's support of the our journeys continue." program. In his speech the president voiced his Meeting with television reporters for grief for "the tragedy of the shuttle Chal- what had been scheduled as a briefing on lenger" but expressed his confidence in the State of the Union address, Reagan said those in charge of the U.S. space pro* the space program had seemed so safe gram. after 56 flights that Americans had "gotten " ...I wish I could talk to every man and a little impatient when some flights had woman who works for NASA or who been aborted and.Jt seems as if they were worked on this mission and tell them, 'Your taking things too seriously. dedication and professionalism have "Now we know they weren't/' Reagan continued. "And so I'm confident that there will be no flight until they are absolutely as certain as a human being can be that it is safe/' In this meeting Reagan said he did not expect a public backlash against the space program because of the tragedy. "We have accidents in every line of transportation, and we don't do away with those things," Reagan said. "They've probably got a better safety record (in the space program) than we have on the highways." Reagan, who was described by aides as somber and silent during much of the day, said "I can't get out of my mind" the husband and children of Christa McAuliffe, the teacher killed with six other shuttle crew members Tuesdayin the Challenger explosion. He had planned to mention her in his State of the Union speech. THE POST-STANDARD/Wednesday, Jan. 29,1986/PAG* A-5 V ^^^^^^^^ Teachers Shocked But Reapply .. I :v*-*<- • - • - By ELIZABETH DORAN And STEVE GARLIC Alone in his West Genesee High School classroom, science teacher Michael Cost skipped lunch to watch what could have been his rocket ride to fame. Instead, he saw another teacher's flight to disaster. Cost was one of several Central New York teachers who applied to be the first teacher to ride into orbit aboard the illfated space shuttle Challenger. Nationwide, more than 10,000 people vied to become the first teacher in space. It was an honor that went to Christa McAuliffe of (toward, N.H. In the aftermath of Tuesday's tragedy, local teachers said they would have no qualms about applying again. Cost, whowatched the horror unfold iq a flash of television blue, said he was shocked speechless. fnt "•"• V" i^^HM^^^^^^^^^^^K^". . : H..:..;........,..................... vv ^v.v^..:***^^^ Z&&&M&&& wmmm&jmm£&&& .-.'.. :•>.•:• .•:•.- :->:->>.-:%w!w>?»yoc*>x|WwOHA•.*.'*> &• i Si.* i • ii -:$£:£ *ip i ^ UPI Telephoto Concord, N.H. High School students kneel in prayer at St. Peter's Roman Catholic Church during a special service for Concord teacher Christa McAuliffe, who died in Tuesday's explosion of the space shuttle Challenger. - Risk Didn't Frighten Her learned where everything was: the galley, sleeping quarters, hatches, toilet. They went through an adult kind of "potty" training. They learned to operate the television camera, which was to be used in the lessons McAuliffe would have conducted. After a few weeks, McAuliffe joined the full crew for simulations of critical phases of the flight. "I was just there to see how to keep out of the way and see what kinds of problems might occur. You get used to the lights and buzzers that go off, so you won't panic when they dp." New York Times "It's such a quantum leap from what my life has been like," Christa McAuliffe was saying. A frown shadowed her brow. It was the frown of recurring disbelief, not of worry. So much had. happened since July, when she was chosen from 11,000 schoolteacher applicants to be the first "private citizen" to fly in space. There was the White House ceremony, the ohslaughfc of reporters and television cameras, the hometown parade.' Then came the exchange of her high school classroom for the high-tech simulators at Houston's Johnson Space Center and the moment she stood on the launching pad at Cape Canaveral and got a close look at the space shuttle Challenger, which was to carry, her, a 37-' year-old teacher from Concord, N.H., 1^^'^^^^ i.--:-.^ ;h In into orbit. "It just didn't hit home that the rockets are going to go off and I'm going, to be 200 miles up in space. It still doesn't seem possible," the mother of two re,. « •••:•"•*.• :t-\± r called. Yet, by all accounts, McAuliffe had handled the quantum leap with aplomb and delight. She had just experienced weightlessness: the KC-135 climbed to a crest and then went into a headlong plunge. There she was, walking on the ceiling, then floating in the cabin like Superman. The experience can be euphoric and sometimes nauseating, which is why the training plane is called the "vomit comet." Her trainers said she came through like a fully fledged astronaut. This had pleased McAuliffe. The teacher who had arrived at the space center with some apprehension — would the regular astronauts dismiss her as extra baggage? — was being accepted. Even so, she was under no illusions. She might have dressed and trained like an astronaut, but she had insisted that she remain a teacher first. • Any doubt about this was dispelled at lunch one day when a waitress asked for her autograph. Christa complied, laughing. "When I do many of these," she said, "it reminds me of writing hall passes in school." The National Aeronautics-and Space Administration expects to include private citizens on other flights to communicate the space experience from nontechnical perspectives. Applications are being reviewed for a journalist to be the second citizen passenger, probably on a flight next fall. In time, poets, painters, laborers, musicians and others will get to fly. In August 1984, President Reagan decided the first in the program should be a teacher. In 11-page applications, teachers explained why they wanted to go into space and how they would make use of the experience. • The Council of Chief State School Officers, with NASA, selected 114 teachers to interview. The field was narrowed to 10;after medical and psychological tests and more interviews, McAuliffe came out on top. Runner-up, and her backup y 0:.v.-:-.:V-:%-;;.;. for the flight, was Barbara Radding Morgan, a 34-year-old second-grade teacheriroih'lM^lall, Idaho. Although Christa had no idea why she was selected, the wholesome, familyoriented, small-town aspect of her background surely was appealing to imageconscious NASA. .She herself called Concord a "Norman Rockwell kind of place." Sharon Christa Corrigan was born Sept. 2,1948, in Boston. After receiving her bachelor's degree in 1970, she taught American history in Maryland, where she lived with her husband, Steven McAuliffe. When he completed law school and she earned a master's degree in education, they moved to Concord, where he established a law practice and she taught high school. In her history course, colleagues said, she taught that the experience of ordinary people is as proper a subject as the chronicles of wars and politicians. This may have been key to her selection. NASA wanted someone to impart the human side of space travel. In her application, McAuliffe said she would keep a diary in which she would "humanize" the experience: "I want to demystify NASA and space flight." Although she would not divulge the diary's contents until after her flight, the account will no doubt reflect her impressions of training. When she arrived at the Johnson Space Center, she and Barbara Morgan were issued their flight gear. All dressed up, they met the shuttle crew and had their official pictures taken. Francis "Dick" Scobee, the mission commander, sought to reassure McAuliffe: "No matter what happens on this mission, it's going to be known as the teacher mission. We feel that's good, because people will remember what we do." Then the teachers listened to hours of briefings and were given a pile of workbooks. .In a mockup of the cabin, they ¥ Even though McAuliffe was the first "citizen" passenger, other non-astronauts have made flights, including Sen. Jake Garn, a member of a committee that oversees NASA, an Arab prince and a Mexican engineer, who went along with payloads for their countries. Gregory Jarvis, a Hughes Aircraft engineer, was also on the flight with McAuliffe. "The things we go through are what any ordinary person could go through," McAuliffe said during a training break. Civilians cannot have a chronic condition, such as diabetes, that might disrupt ^the mission, but their medical examinations are not nearly as stringent as those for shuttle pilots. Sight and hearing can be less than perfect, muscles need not be athletic. McAuliffe was a sturdy woman, 128 pounds and 5 feet 6 inches tall. Although she ran a few miles most days, she said she worried about her stamina in the selection competition: "I wanted to make sure I didn't fall off the treadmill." She professed to have no fear of the mission: "I realize there is a risk outside your everyday life, but it doesn't frighten me." Still, her life.insurance policy had been canceled. For McAuliffe, the hardest adjustment was the separation from her family. Once they visited her, touring the space center and meeting astronauts. When Mc^uliffe asked her two children what they liked most, Caroline singled out the tuna fish in the cafeteria, and Scott mentioned the batting cage down the street, "In a way it's good that kids do that," she said. "Why should a 9-year-old and a 6-year-old be in awe?" On the sixth day of the mission, McAuliffe was to televise two lessons for students in classrooms across the country. In the first, called "The Ultimate Field Trip," McAuliffe was to give a tour of the shuttle and discuss, the astronauts' jobs. The second, "Where We've Been, Where We're Going, Why?" would have examined the motivations and uses of space exploration. The Public Broadcasting Service was to transmit the lessons live. "It's good to step outside of the usual and look at yourself and your job," McAuliffe said one evening. The frown of disbelief had vanished. She had laughed at herself, the teacher she saw in some pictures who was in an airplane doing things astronauts do. "But I'll be ready to get back to teaching. Kids have a wonderful way of bringing you back to reality." Later, he said he played a videotape of the disaster for his 12th-grade advanced biology class. "The kids sort of wandered in the room while I was watching it, and there was sort of a stunned silence," Cost said. "Then they talked in short, terse statements. My students expressed concerns about the delay and wondered if the takeoff might have been rushed. They wondered if sabotage could have been involved. They also expressed concern for the woman's children. "Being a teacher, I can picture howkids would feel watching that. This was such a symbolic flight. Here you have all these children all over watching this, and what do they see? "I'm not so sure how deep an impact this has on them," he said. "They understand the personal tragedy. But I know exactly where I was when John F. Kennedy was shot, and I don't think they'll remember exactly where they were when the space shuttle blew up." Cost, 32, said the younger children were curious about it and wanted to see the videotape teplay. As of mid-afternoon, he said, no announcement had been made at the school and he didn't think many students knew about it. He added that he couldn*t believe the tragedy happened with McAuliffe on board. "It's a real strange quirk of fate that the teacher was there. Here you obviously have a very dedicated teacher, and something like, this has to happen that-day. It's unfair in a lot'of ways." For Barbarajean Metevia, an art teacher at two elementary schools in Watertown who applied for the mission, the tragedy had a special impact. As a kind of family joke, her husband and children for months had carried on as if she had been selected instead of McAuliffe. For instance, whenever McAuliffe appeared on television in a news report about the Challenger's upcoming mission, Metevia's husband would announce that "Mommy" was in the news again and that "Mommy," and not McAuliffe, was counting down the days for liftoff. Metevia, 35, wanted to ride in the space It's a terrible tragedy and so unexpected. My first reaction was I thought to myself, 'Would I go up'?' But this doesn't change my opinion one bit. I'd be willing to go up tomorrow. — Noel Van Swol• East Syracuse-Minoa teacher shuttle because she has an interest in space research and because she thinks an art : teacher would have been a good choice for the mission. She said she was pleased, how-;: *• ever, when McAuliffe was selected to fly> •* "She was.a* perfect choice," Metevia ; said. "I hoped they would pick somebody * * with the right stuff — somebody sparkling, somebody with appeal, somebody with alT ' of the things it takes to be a good* teacher." Noel Van Swol, 43, a teacher at East.r Syracuse-Minoa High School, said, "It's a ^ • terrible tragedy and so unexpected. My first reaction was I thought to myself; : 'Would I go up?' But this doesn't change my" • opinion one bit. I'd be willing to go ftp. tomorrow. "It's a shock and a national tragedy. Bdr;k any astronauts and volunteers who wanted" to fly aboard the shuttle were aware of the * '* risks and were willing to make the sa6rl- ^ fices. With any pioneering thing like this,"; risks are always involved," he said. " V At Lakeland Elementary School, fourth-- ;: grade teacher Richard Lauricella, 48, saiicf he saw the explosion on the noon news. The children who heard about it, he said, "told; • me I was lucky." _ J;'' Nonetheless, he plans to reapply. "It's very tragic, but no matter what you do, ' whether it's the space program or another ' adventure, you still have adversity. That's, ? the chance you take.!' T Eagle Hill Middle School science teacher'; Gloria-Mabie, 48, said: "It was just like the'; bottom fell out. I was extremely shocked " and felt absolutely terrible.-! didn't feel/' 'Thank God I wasn't selected/ I felt it would have been better if it had been nie/ She has such young children." Mabie said she talked with two eighth- ;;; grade science classes, and the explosibn was all they wanted to discuss. "I don't think I've ever seen our students so washed*"' out. They're really upset. They've all become a little invested in the program'. I watched Challenger being launched at tjie end of October, and I shared all that infor-; • mation with them. When you build them iip* like this, and for it to end in disaster. Some of the kids had tears in their eyes."[ •' Lesson in Tragedy For Young Students By PATRICIA CAPPON Around noontime, math lab teacher Mary Anne Nastri learned the awful truth. As she told her class, her eyes filled with tears, tears that never fell. The children saw them anyway. "I told them there had been a terrible tragedy," Nastri said. "I explained that a teacher had been with the crew, and that after it went up, it exploded. They said, 'That could have been one of our teachers.' " In this way, solemn voices carried word of Challenger's grim flight to the classrooms of Danforth Magnet School on West Brighton Avenue in Syracuse. Near the end of the day, principal Gene Hannah asked all students to stand for a moment of silence. Until that announcement, teacher Jon Holloway had chosen not to tell his third-graders about the failed launch. He knew too few details, he said, and. was unsure whether the news would upset the children. Nastri knew there would be a televised replay. Ten-year-old Margaret Shoots and ,v the others in her class asked Nastri if could watch the news with her. "I felt sorry for the teacher's students because, if it were their parents, they wouldn't want, them to die," Shoots said.., " • r As news of the tragedy reached them, other teachers began flipping on the television sets. Small hands shot up in Joanr Vilello's third-grade class. Nine-year-old William Shanahan asked his teacher, whether the space shuttle had sped beyond. gravity's grasp. What about the astronaut's' families? What about McAuliffe's students? 1.; McAuliffe's smiling face looked out from the pages of their Weekly Readers. just last week. In class, they had learned i that the first teacher in space would cop-. duct two school lessons from a special classroom on the shuttle. ".It seems so sad because one was.a; teacher," said third-grader Jessica Hundley. "She taught social studies, and she wanted to teach her kids by going up in space. I feel bad for the other people in the. shuttle. They probably had kids, too.!' . The Cheers Turned to Silence in Classrooms across the Country • News Service Reports CONCORD, N.H. - Within seconds, a party died in silence as hundreds of Christa McAuliffe's friends, students and colleagues watched the shuttle Challenger blast off Tuesday and then explode. The 37-year-old teacher's long-awaited launch was watched in classrooms throughout Concord High School, where she taught social studies and law and planned to return to teach in the fall. About 200 pupils and teachers watching a television set in the auditorium counted down the last 10 seconds to launch and clieered wildly as the shuttle's engines blasted the craft toward space. Students continued to cheer and blow their party horns for only a few seconds, until someone yelled, "Damn it! There's a major malfunction. Shut up so we can hear." Only the sound of NASA reports from the television filled the room as the students and teachers sat stunned, news television cameras filming their shock. The scene was repeated in other schools throughout the nation, where an estimated 2.5 million students viewed the liftoff. School districts in thousands of communities had required their students to watch the Challenger liftoff and to monitor its progress over the next week as part of Classroom Earth, the first educational program designed to provide students with a first-hand look at America's space program. Walter Westrum, superintendent of Hall High School in Spring Valley, III, and executive director of the project that brought live pictures of the shuttle to schools all over the country, rose to face his students. "Hush down," he began uncertainly. "What we're seeing is, apparently, it's hard to believe, but it looks like those people have just exploded in mid-air." A few moments later he added: "This is not some make-believe world, not 'Miami Vice,' not entertainment you're looking at These people are not coming back. They are wherever they are — and the dream that went with them is temporarily gone." "Some of the kids just turned away from* the television unable to watch," said Wayne Peterson, principal of Viking Elementary School in Grand Forks, N.D., the first school in the nation to take part in the Young Astronaut program, designed to spur interest in space careers. schoolchildren and teachers was extraordi*-; nary, and it suggested the range of their feelings.— from jealousy that they were not part of the mission before the flight took off to relief that they were not victiiris after the crash occurred, to enormous grief * The McAuliffe loss was the second trag- for the crew and their families. edy experienced by Concord High School But the identification with McAuliffe since Dec. 12, when a high school dropout was universal. McAuliffe was more th*n armed with a shotgun was killed by police an ordinary astronaut. She was mother, in a school hallwayafter tatting two pupils wife and teacher. for the day and later canceled today's session to allow the staff to meet with school counselors. Some pupils sought help from counselors Tuesday to deal with the emotional aftermath of the shuttle's explosion, he said. hostage. A/ter the explosion, McAuliffe's colleagues stood in shock, and students, whispered to each other and to themselves, "This isn't real is it? This can't be happening?" "People were s6 high up and now they're "We have a lot of stunned students all down so low," said 16-year-old Craig Burover the'United States," Peterson said. At McAuliffe's Concord High School, bank of Concord. The emotional reactions from both Principal Charles Foley dismissed classes ; " / " Dr. William Chambers, director of pediatric psychiatry at New York's Columbia* Presbyterian Hospital, agreed that for children, losing a teacher can sometimes be almost as significant as the death of a parent. "Each kid extrapolates what it means to him," he said, "but 'with some kids, it confirms their worst fears that the' black knight wins."