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SPRING 2010 PHOENIX ----------------------------------------- ~ --------) ~ --------- You've just opened a collection of unfamiliar pieces from a familiar past. For fifty years now the Phoenix Literary Arts Magazine has published the creative work of students, faculty and alumni at the University of Tennessee. Curating this past gave our usual selection process an historical dimension. The reactionary essays of the 1960s, the experimental photography of the 1970s, the awkward graphic design templates of the 1990s-in each period the magazine is marked by its historical situation. Likewise, this volume is bound by our situation in 2010, a time when we are all implicated in a seemingly endless cultural project to make sense of the not-so-distant past--with nostalgia, irony, and critical awareness. What follows is an unadorned display of our selections from the archives. We hope it recalls your relationship to society as a member of University of Tennessee and a citizen of the world. It certainly had this effect on us. Enjoy, Phoenix -----------------------------------------------------------------) SPRING 2010 PHOENIX ...............) 50 years Literary Arts Magazine Spring 2010, Vol. 51, Issue 2 The University of Tennessee Table of Contents 19 6 0s 4 14 31 8 II 12 20 30 19 29 Fiction Wake for Susan-C] McCarthy Gothick Tale-Jan Bakker A Drowning Incident-C] McCarth Non- Fiction Perspective Of A Conscience: A Review of Conscience ofa Conservative by Barry Goldwater -Renni Dillard The story we didn't print Barbarism, I 964-Marshall Siler Culture and Autarky-Patrick Thomas A Molotov Cocktail And A Whit Plastic Sax -Charles Bebber Poetry Old Faces-Stephen Shu-ning Liu For Another Time-David Lee Rubin 61 63 1990S 74 68 78 67 43 44 54 55 56 Non- Fiction The New Architecture-John Furlow Mechanicsville What Next for the University? Poet's Corne~Robert "Walker Film Fantasy-Sandy Sneed & Lewis Goans Eric Lewald-Ruth E. Garwood Poetry No more to build on there-MichaeID. Galligan Why I Abhor A Lot Of Modern, Pseudo-Deep Poetry-Richard Laurence Barclay the fishwife's tale-Marla Puziss Concrete-Edd Hurt Spring is Spring if...-John Girard Willis The Little Faiths-Gary Shockley Heat lightening-Marla Puziss 45 46 47 Figure 2. I-Robert Reid Figure 2.2-Kerry Bowden Figure 2.3-Amalio Monllor 35 38 48 50 51 52 41 42 Fine Art 19 80s Fiction The Lette~Alan Gratz Non- Fiction 10110 gallery-Amy Britnell Alex Haley: The Legacy-Elizabeth W Goza Poetry Leaving Him, Leaving NorthCarolina -Jennifer C. WOrth Fine Art 71 72 73 2000s 1970S Figure 3.4-K.G. Freeman Figure 3.5-Larry Maloney 82 83 Figure 4.1- Thomas Ducklo Mickey Stigmata-Greg Bunch Untitled (Lake City, TN)- wendy Robinson Poetry Coal,plant,breathing exercise-Justin Rubenstein A Summer Praye~Jenny Darden Fine Art 81 84 85 2010 87 105 93 93 94 94 95 96 A Good Scolding-Trischa Brady Alierpiece for Lost Innocence-Heather Pace (De)constructed Landscape-Jes Owings Fiction The Coyote-Allison Yilling Non- Fiction The Glory of SEC Football-WOods Nash Poetry Lyric I-John De Witt Marissa-LB Gosset Travels-Caila WOod Opening Up-Philip Hopkins Nightmare-Amien Essif A Timely Foothold-Jonathon Phillips Fine Art 97 98 Poetry 62 64 65 Special-Jon Parker Praye~Karen Obnesorge Champagne Hou~Linda Parsons Burggraf 99 100 Fine Art 58 59 60 Figure 3.I-Jerrie Williams Figure 3.2-PaulYount Dangerous Dreams-Beverly Brecht 101 102 10 3 10 4 Reach Out and Touch Face-Sara Miller Untitled 21 (from "Cerebral Ash" series -Jonathon Bagby Drew Dudack Just to Prove That They Really Existed -Hannah Patterson HeiPark Kelly Hider Kelly Hider Tennis CourtslRainbow-- Rachel Clark Wake for Susan CJ McCarthy, Jr: "Who makes the bridal bed, Birdie, say truly?""The grey headed Sexton That delves the grave duly." Sir Walter Scott FALL 1959 4 IT WAS NINE O'CLOCK on a sparkling Saturday morning in October. The squirrels had apparently retired for a mid-morning siesta, and Wes arose a little stiffiy from his position beneath a towering shagbark hickory. An orange sun was climbing the eastern sky rapidly and drenching the dripping woods with an unseasonable warmth. Wes leaned his rifle against the tree and unbuttoned his jacket. He felt a little irked at having missed the squirrel. He had seen four or five, but that had been his only good shot-the one that came slithering down the tree directly in front of him. At the shot, the squirrel had jumped from the side of the tree and for a minute Wes thought that it was hit. Then he heard the squirrel scamper off among the dead leaves. Wes picked up his rifle and started slowly for home. He still had the yard to mow. A well worn path led through the cool shade of second growth hardwoods-oaks and hickories. The damp leafcarpeted woodland floor was punctured haphazardly with mosspadded grey limestone. The path led past the remnants of an abandoned quarry. Wes paused to chunk a rock into the green algae covered water of the quarry hole. Then he turned off onto the railroad track. It was longer home this way and harder walking among the rotting ties and lecherous honeysuckle. The sagging rails were brown and rusty with disuse. Wes walked along them, placing one foot carefully in front of the other, falling off every few steps. He followed the path of the old railbed until it turned east across brown harvested fields. Then he turned into the woods again. In a rain-washed red clay gulley he stooped and picked up a flattened hog-rifle ball. He scraped the mud from the oxidized lead and examined it. Well. Wes wondered when it had been fired, who had fired it, and at what, or whom? Perhaps some early settler or explorer had aimed it at a menacing Indian. More likely it had been intended for game for a table of some later date, when the Indians were all gone. Perhaps it had been fired only thirty. or forty years ago. The old muzzle-loaders were used in this part of the country until fairly recently, he knew. As Wes examined the rifle-ball, the woods became populated with ghosts of lean, rangy frontiersmen with powder-horns and bullet pouches slung from their shoulders and carrying long-barreled, brasstrimmed rifles with brown and gold maple stocks. Wes pocketed the relic and walked quietly through time-haunted woods. It was probably the discovery of the rifle-ball that prompted him to look for the burial plot. He had been there once before with the Ford boy and thought that he could find it again. He increased his pace until he came to the road. Crossing to the other side, he climbed through a disreputable looking barbed-wire fence, and struck out in the direction of the burial ground. The trees were strung with glistening dew-beaded spider webs, which Wes occasionally ran into, and the sun was getting a little warm for his heavy clothing. The cemetery was not exactly where he remembered it being, and he stumbled upon it almost by accident. As he entered this forgotten resting place, the rich and lonely haunted feeling thickened in the air. Here in the graveyard, scrubby pines grew boldly within a circle of oaks and hickories. The stones nestled secretively beneath the tangled honeysuckle. They were moss-mellowed and weather-stained in that rustic way which charms lovers of old things. Wes moved about among the stones pushing back the choking vines and weeds and reading the inscriptions. So old they were. So forgotten; especially forgotten. Just a few feet beneath this soil lay the chalky bones of people who had, in all probability, walked here even as he did now. The bearded stones themselves seemed arrested in that transitory state of decay which still recalls the familiar, which pauses in the descent into antiquities unrecognizable and barely guessable as to origin. 1834, for instance, was a year one could remember. In this year, a stone said, the Source of Life has reclaimed His own-one Susan Ledbetter. Susan had lived on the earth a full seventeen years. From a simple carved stone, the marble turned to a monument; from a gravestone, to the surviving integral tie to a once warm-blooded, live person. Wes pictured Susan: She was blue-eyed and yellow-haired, soft and bright in her homespun dress. (r834 was a year one could remember; not like 1215, or 1066, but a real year.) Susan sat at the table with her parents and brothers and eyed with pardonable pride the meal she and her mother had prepared. There were stacks of steaming golden cornbread eager to soak up the fresh churned butter. A bowl of collard greens and one of pinto beans, each laced delicately with the flavor of pork scraps. And the fragrant platter of fried pork tenderloin. Stewed apples crowded in a chipped blue chinaware bowl, and an earthen crock of cool buttermilk promised respite from the heat of the day. As Susan watched her brothers eat she swelled with womanly pride. Susan should have a lover, and the lover looked strangely like Wes. He came courting, a gangling 18 year old, with dark serious eyes and a quick grin. On warm summer evenings they sat on the front stoop and talked about the things they knew: neighbors and folks and crops and childhood and parents. The boy tried to tell her funny things he had heard the men say at Josh Moore's store, but they never had the same ring to them. She laughed, or smiled, but he felt an empty flatness in their repetition. And so he told her the things he dreamed of, bashfully at first, but always dark eyed and serious. He spoke softly and slowly, looking up from the ground occasionally to glance at her, or inadvertently stop her heart with his quick grin. They discussed death and bass-fishing and square dances, and the epic of life around them seemed to unfold. They imparted to each other a great deal of understanding. And so they fell in love; he first with her eyes and hands and then her shoulders and soft rounded hips; she with his arms and neck and wild brown hair. Not that they spoke of these things. No words of love passed between them, and at night when he kissed her standing there on the stoop and wheeled around and headed for the gate, it seemed that he must tell her how he felt. He would turn at the gate 5 wake for Susan and look back and see her standing luminescent beneath the autumn stars and he wanted to run back and crush her in his arms and whisper wild things in her ear. But he simply raised his hand and she hers, and he ambled home emptily beneath wind-tortured trees that spoke in behalf of the silent stars: You walk here, as so many others have walked. The ancient oaks have seen them. The lifesap courses through these twisted limbs as it flows hot through your veins-for awhile. The branching creek-rooted cottonwood cares not for the trees that sucked at this damp earth before its birth, but only for the earth, and the sunwarmth, and the seed. You walk here. Moonwarmed and wind-kissed, you walk here ... for awhile. And the boy ambled home and eased wearily into bed and tossed and rolled so that the bed-ropes had to be tightened for the second time in two weeks. In October the first frost glazed this remote valley. The harvesting was done and preparations were being made for Winter. Great stores of food were being laid away in earthy cellars and musty smoke-houses. The rich smell of wood smoke hung in the valley, promising the peace and warmth of winter nights before a friendly fire. The savory aroma of hog-meat being cooked in great black outdoor kettles spoke of bountiful tables and festivity within the housewarmth of winter. It was a very good time of year. The time of year when one reflects with satisfaction on a well done summer's work. For Susan it was a very good time of year. She kept busy with endless household chores and minded them not in the least. In fact, she was barely conscious of them and more than once was surprised, upon turning to some project or other, to discover that she had already done it. Had she been superstitious, she might have insisted that some kind fairy folk had washed the tomatoes that she left on the sideboard. Perhaps her thoughts were a little too much taken with a tall lean and dark-eyed man (to her he was very much a man, and perhaps he was). As yet there had been no serious talk between them, but she knew, and she was willing to permit him to take his time. The question of her future was settled quite agreeably and her youth told her all was well. Give him time; all will be well. 6 The boy himself was likewise busy with chores. It was a busy time of year, a good time of year. The crisp mornings got one out of bed almost by force. Fried eggs and sausage tasted so much better when there was frost in the air. As he swung out the door swinging the milk pail the tingling air filled his nostrils with seductive promises. Chickens scattered at his approach, clucking nervously. He swung his pail at them and laughed as they broke into panic. Passing the wood ricks he noted with satisfaction that nearly all the logs had been cut and stacked in martial order between poles driven into the ground. There was a full cord of shiny triangular sticks of split yellow pine kindling. The very air seemed glutinous with rich plenty. Reaching the barn (it was a small shed of grey weathered planking), he loosened the leather thong from the nail and entered with a loud and hearty greeting for the surprised milch cow. Diurnal forces carpeted the forest floor with thick layers of chunchy brown leaves, torn from the halfnaked trees. Long enough these leaves had shaded the wooded ridges and slopes. Now they returned to the earth to decay and so provide life and sustenance for their unformed successors. Long enough, leaves. The year was 1834, and a very fine year it was. It was fall, and that is a good time of year. In a rocky woodland glen, a minor tragedy occurred. A fox, a little lean (even foxes walk noisily in crisp leaves), had managed to cut off a very frightened striped chipmunk from his home among the piled stones. The fox sprang full upon the chipmunk, but before he could get his sharp little teeth into the furry prize, it had slipped between his legs. The fox whirled frantically and pounced again, this time pinning the chipmunk between his forepaws. Cautiously he lowered his head to complete the capture. He opened his mouth and released the pressure of his paws, but the chipmunk was too quick for him. His teeth clicked with a clear ringing snap in the frosty air. The chipmunk was a flash of golden brown streaking for a crevice in the rocks. Just as it gained this refuge, the fox, by a combination of agility and luck, pinned it down with one paw. But the chipmunk C] McCarthy, Jr. was inside the crevice and the fox could not get his sharp pointed snout through the crack far enough to reach it. Furthermore the chipmunk was worming forward even under the pressure of the fox's paw, until it was wedged down into the rocks where the fox could not dig it out. The fox thrust his face into the crevice as far as it would go, which left the warm fragrance of the chipmunk several inches in front of his nose, and whined like a puppy. He scraped and clawed at the chipmunk until it was bloody and lifeless, snuffed loudly, and with one last despairing whine trotted off through the noisy leaves, leaving the chipmunk for the smaller carnivores. The weather had grown too cold for out of door sparking. (It was October and the valley shone with white glistening frost beneath the long slanted rays of the rising sun.) It was good hunting weather and the woods echoed periodically with the sharp crack of rifles or the deeper hollow sound of the fowling piece. But the weather had grown too cold for out of door sparking. Susan and the boy occasionally sat in the front room of her house on chilly evenings and shared conversation with her parents and her brothers. The brothers were tolerant, but a little amused, and they made the boy uncomfortable. Sometimes everyone would go to bed and leave the two of them alone for a little while before the boy had to depart. On these occasions the boy was even more flustered than when the family was in the room. He would say, "Well Susan, I guess I'd better be getting along." And she would say, "0 don't go just yet, it's not so late." And he would say, "Well, I'll have to be leaving pretty soon," and look darkly at her until she lowered her head with an embarrassed smile and then he would reach over a little awkwardly and kiss her on the cheek. She would look up, just a little, and he would hold her shoulders and kiss her on the mouth. Nothing was ever so soft and warm and sweet scented. He would hold her for awhile, not speaking, but his breath catching a little in his throat, distrusting his voice altogether. After awhile she would look up at him, rather boldly, he thought, and ask him would she see him tomorrow, or would he be at Arwood's Saturday night, or what, and he would answer as best he could, kiss her on the cheek and say he'd better be going and rise stiffly and s~and there stoically, or maybe even stretch, and then cross the room, feeling awkward, and get his coat. At the door her kiss would be full of meaning and he would tumble out into the sharp night air and run most of the way home. The stars promised they would be back again tomorrow night. Susan would stand at the door until he was out of sight, breathing very quietly and imagining him still there with his arms around her. Then she would carry the lamp into her room and look at herself to see what there was about her that made him think she was such a delicate piece of china. Undressing quickly in the cold little room, she would tumble into bed. She would see him again tomorrow night. The stars came back; if their luster paled, it was because a part of beauty was no longer there to receive them. In his eyes they swam blurred and distorted in a salt sea. The year was 1834, and it was October. How had she died? The mute stone left no testimony. There were so many ways. A sea of love and pity welled up in Wes. Great tears pushed one another down his cheek. He threw his arms around the unyielding stone and wept for lost Susan, for all the lost Susans, for all the people; so beautiful, so pathetic, so lost and wasted and ungrieved. Later Wes arose from the spot, drained and empty. He picked up his rifle and started for home. Winds were about. A little band of dead leaves jumped up beneath his feet and frolicked and tumbled ahead of him, then did a disorderly right oblique and scampered crazily down a sunny woodland corridor, leaping and dancing before the wind in a travesty of life. Wes smiled. Leaves tired and dropped sighing from branches. Long enough, leaves. He smiled, and walked home, towering even among the lean trees. 7 Perspective Of A Conscience: A Review of Conscience ofa Conservative by Barry Goldwater Renni Dillard FALL 1960 THE PHOENIX October 1960 8 SPRING OF 1960 saw the country's eyes focused somewhat fuzzily on the rise ofJohn F. Kennedy and the collapse of diplomatic relations with Cuba and Moscow. It also saw the publication of a slender volume in which a relatively obscure Republican Senator aired his conscience. To suggest that the latter event may have the farthest-reaching consequences of the three is perhaps less absurd than one might imagine, for Barry Goldwater's conscience has become that of an ever-growing portion of the population-whose goal is to make it the conscience of the nation. Whether or not this goal will be or should be attained is open to debate; the impact of Conscience ofa Conservative is not. In the few months since its appearance the book has undergone three hardbound and five paperbound printings and is now in a ninth printing. It appears to be as firmly entrenched on the best-seller lists as is Mr. Goldwater's seat in the Senate. This success is particularly notable in view of the oft-repeated "fact" that conservatism is a dead cause and the notorious unpopularity of the stands this particular conservative chooses to take. With incomparable bluntness and brevity he discusses States' Rights, the farm problem, labor, taxes and spending, the Welfare State, and education-using the constitution as the touchstone for evaluation. The last section of the book is devoted to a candid and knowledgeable assessment of the Soviet menace and ten proposals for elimination of that menace-using the question "Does it or will it help defeat Communism?" as the touchstone. His opinions on every issue stand in glaring opposition to one powerful group or another, as can be seen by a random sampling: "... Government has a right to claim an equal percentage of each man's wealth, and no more ... I do not believe in punishing success ... The graduated tax is a confiscatory tax. Its effect, and to a large extent its aim, is to bring down all men to a common level... to redistribute the nation's wealth ... We are all equal in the eyes of God but we are equal in no other respect. "Welfare programs cannot help but promote the idea that the government owes the benefits it confers on the individual, and that the individual is entitled, by right, to receive them ... If we take from a man the personal responsibility for caring for his material needs, we take from him also the will and the opportunity to be free. "No powers regarding education were given the Federal Government ... It so happens that I am in agreement with the objectives of the Supreme Court as stated in the Brown decision. I believe that it is both wise and just for Negro children to attend the same schools as white ... however ... I believe that the problem of race relations, like all social and cultural problems, is best handled by the people directly concerned. "In the main, the trouble with American education is that we have put into practice the educational philosophy expounded by John Dewey... In our desire to make sure that our children learn to adjust to their environment, we have given them insufficient opportunity to acquire the knowledge that will enable them to master their environment. "Graft and corruption are symptoms of the illness that besets the labor movement, not the cause of it. The cause is the enormous economic andpoliticalpower now concentrated in the hands ofunion leaders. "As long as union leaders can force workers to join their organization, they have no incentive to act responsibly. "We have been persuaded that the government has an unlimited claim on the wealth of the people, and that the only pertinent question is what portion of its claim the government should exercise ... The need for 'economic growth' that we hear so much about these days will be achieved, not by harnessing the nation's economic forces, but by emancipating them. "A tolerable peace ... must follow victory over Communism ... Peace has never been achieved ... by rival nations suddenly deciding to turn their swords into plowshares. No nation in its right mind will give up the means of defending itself without first making sure that hostile powers are no longer in a position to threaten it." Obviously, Goldwater must for varied reasons be opposed by progressive educators, Modern Republicans, Liberal Democrats, and all advocators of "peaceful co-existence" and disarmament, not to mention the N.A.A.C.P., the K.K.K., A.F.L.-C.I.O., and Walter Reuther-a formidable array to say the least. He stands as the arch-enemy of Big Labor, Big Government, Big Business, and all collectivists-be they Liberals, Socialists, or Communists. And, he does not hesitate to suggest a kinship between these last three in ideology: "The collectivists have not abandoned their ultimate goal-to subordinate the individual to the State-but their strategy has changed. They have learned that Socialism can be achieved through Welfarism quite as well as through Nationalization. They understand that private property can be confiscated as effectively by taxation as by expropriating it. They understand that the individual can be put at the mercy of the State-not only by making the State his employer-but by divesting him of the means to provide for his personal needs and by giving the State the responsibility of caring for these needs from cradle to grave. "People can understand the consequence of turning over ownership of the steel industry, say, to the State; and they can be counted on to oppose such a proposal. But let the government increase its contribution to the 'Public Assistance' program and we will, at most, grumble about excessive government spending. "The conscience of the Conservative is pricked by anyone who would debase the dignity of the individual human being ... therefore, he is at odds with dictators who rule by terror, and equally with those gentler collectivists who ask our permission to play God with the human race." The expected fate of any politician holding such views would be total obscurity or swift and effective repression by opposing power-groups. Such has not been the case. Goldwater has become the undisputed leader of the conservative wing of his party; the undisputed champion of Conservatism everywhere, regardless of party. His newspaper column is now carried in 26 papers. Requests for speaking engagements and letters of support flood the Senator's office daily. To use Newsweek's well-turned phrase, 9 Perspective ofa Conscience the Goldwater standard is at an all-time high and still rising. "Why?" is a question that the powerful but panicky Goldwater opposition hardly has time to ask. One reason doubtless lies in the Senator's ability to make his point. Basic concepts of conservatism are given unequivocal and highly articulate expression. But Goldwater does not stop where so many have with eloquent theory; he uses these concepts to unsparingly spotlight government policy, showing with irrefutable logic precisely why the present policy in a given field is not working-or why it is dangerous. Again, he does not stop here. Critical assessment of specific issues is followed by specific proposals whose practicality cannot be denied if one accepts the premise from which they logically develop. But perhaps the rising Goldwater standard can best be attributed simply to enlightenment. To those who have never thought of collectivism as destructive, of labor leaders' power as threatening, or of Soviet appeasement as suicidal, Goldwater's statements come as an awakening. To those who have been aware of the seemingly uncontrollable advance of Socialism from within and Communism from without, they come as hope. And to all who have not yet lost their illusions about a constitutional Republic, the Goldwater standard comes as invaluable ammunition against the final replacement of individual freedom by governmental power. Conscience ofa Conservative makes one feel that the exchange is rather a poor one. 10 The story we didn't print We are fairly proud of this issue. It represents the most thoroughly planned one of the year, and although it has its shortcomings, we feel it can make a real contribution to campus affairs. One area in which it is not going to contribute is drugs. A quiet effort was made last quarter to determine how widespread the use of marijuana and lysergic acid diethylamide is here, but due to telephone threats of an arranged raid on a staffer's home-marijuana to be planted in advance-and threats of violence, we dropped it. As a publication, we are not for drugs. Their use violates the law. But laws, if ignored by enough people for a long enough time, get changed. As a publication, we were seeking to document the spread, or lack of spread, of what has been called "the psychedelic revolution." Maybe next year. FALL 1967 11 Marshall Siler FALL 1964 12 DURING THE REIGN of Elizabeth I of England, "bearbaiting," the sport of chaining a bear to a stake or tree and loosing a pack of dogs upon him, reached its peak. By the time the American colonies were established, bearbaiting had lost much of its popularity, and by 1830 the sport was virtually non-existent in America. However, this sport still occurs occasionally in the remote areas of the East Tennessee mountains-it has merely gone underground like cockfighting, ratting, and other illegal pastimes. For some time my first cousin has been employed at a lumber mill in a small town in upper East Tennessee. When I received an invitation to visit him last spring, I readily accepted. For some time I had wanted to visit this area and its people. It was among these simple-living mountain folk that I spent the first two years of my life. I arrived on Friday night. We spent many hours discussing the paths our separate lives had followed and somehow our conversation touched upon the subject of bears. My cousin asked me if I would like to attend a bearbaiting the next night. Though I had no knowledge of the sport, I agreed to attend. My cousin phoned one of his friends at the mill and made arrangements. The next night we were picked up about 7 p.m. and driven for two hours until both of us were thoroughly lost. Finally we arrived at a small clearing in the forest. Approximately thirty men were gathered around an area brightly lit by gas lanterns. The dogs were still caged in the back of trucks. They had picked up the scent of a medium-sized black bear chained to a tree, and they were creating a clamor that made me wonder how these men could escape detection. We were the last to arrive and the event began immediately. The owners of the dogs uncaged them and held the straining beasts on leash for a moment allowing us to observe and decide which adversary would win-and govern our gambling accordingly. The dogs were released in packs of five and immediately the first five attacked the chained beast. The bear dealt three of them a death blow instantly, and the remaining two became wary and stayed just out of the bear's reach. During this battle I noticed that a man would call out his bet and quickly another would match it. The unusual feature of this system of gambling was the fact that it depended upon each man's memory and his word, and no money of the bets was exchanged until the conclusion of the fight. The amounts of the bets seemed extremely high for these people, but they were always accepted. Noone hesitated, no one withdrew. The two remaining dogs of the first five were entirely too careful to carry out the engagement, so ten more dogs were released to continue. Having observed the fate of the first three, these dogs showed amazing intelligence in their attack. While seven dogs engaged the bear from the front, five attacked from the rear and succeeded in hamstringing him. This shifted the advantage to the dogs, for it forced the bear to sit, thus lowering and exposing his vital throat. At this point the last five of twenty dogs were released. The ensuing clamor between seventeen dogs and one outraged bear was deafening. The sight was sickening. For a while it seemed that the bruin might survive, but the dogs suddenly tore open his throat and, bleeding from many vicious wounds and nearly helpless, he succumbed. Thirteen dogs were killed and two badly maimed. My attention quickly moved from the spectacle to the spectators. The losing gamblers immediately sought out their winning partner and paid their debts without a word of protest or argument. These native backwoodsmen not only possessed the Elizabethan love of savagery, but also the Elizabethan sense of honor. The game, the rules, the code of honor-the sport had been transported across four centuries. The sport Elizabeth I loved to attend on Sunday-now outlawed and condemned-I saw it last spring. 13 Gothick Tale Jan Bakker Creation (wrote Henry Murdo's widower Papa, Llohreathor, crippled in war, when Henry was ten) ... Creation implies decay, for to create is to subject the object or concept created to the inevitable natural or spiritual-intellectual forces-weather, revolution, constipation-that bring about disintegration through chemical or ideological change in materials or ideas. Material decay, obviously, and especially since the explosion of the concept of spontaneous generation, leads to nothing but utter dissolution which, indeed, gives rise to new creation-creation out of necessity (ahem)-which, in its turn, is only doomed to the inevitable cyclical process of decay. Intellectual decay, too ... (My Lord, said the then-not-so-old servant,]ame, to Llohreathor as he sat writing; the carriage house has just fallen in and Master Henry has smashed the last of the stained glass in the chapel. What! said Llohreathor, throwing down his pen and blotting his page; that glass was to be taken out tomorrow and sold to Dunlop. Damn these interruptions. Llohreathor left his pen and went in pursuit of Henry.) Murdo, I9I6 WINTER 1965 From Ghoulies and Ghosties, Preposterous Families, And Things that go bump in the night, Dear Lord deliver Murdo. (Sour serpent horns.) Henry Murdo at Murdo, I937 GOTHICK TALE ByJ.. - . . 14 IN A VAULTED LIBRARY where Llohreathor's manuscripts drooped from bookcases, swelled yellow in drawers, and underwent the cyclical process of material decay he had written about; in the three, great, gothic-window-twilight that faded over the floor and up across the panelling and the portrait, faded over the bindings of umber books, disintegrated finally high on stone masonry and wooden beams above the bookcases shaped to a dark taper like the gothic windows at night; with a leaking, ancient horn beaker in his hand-a beaker whose whiskey contents were causing a smelly decomposition of its animal fiber, dribbling whiskey on wrist, on cuff, on tie; with his eye on a portrait between tall bookcases stood Henry Real Murdo cum Finian ap Tetley. He was looking at the likeness of some blackening ancestor Tetley who had puffing eyelids and taut lips. Near-drunk, sag-tweed Murdo looked to the portrait and thought, with whiskey soaking the edge of his cuff and a faint, glue-factory smell in the air he breathed: Damn this dribble! And he drained then threw the beaker into a corner. Sucking at his cuff he walked to the middle window of the library built by Murdo to look over Keal-the first Keal called Cealc: old, ribbled glass and a view right below of the roofless, square 'hollow, black, heavy stone with foliage growing out of decaying stone and wood rotten (high-up green leaves moving in a sea-breeze): the squat donjon keep built by Cealc and called Keal. Beyond was the sea with wind and whitecaps touched with some twilight that made Henry think of Abyssinia. I am the last Keal out of Cealc, he thought. The last Tetley, the last Finian and Murdo. True and proven. Irrevocably. I am the reductio ad absurdum of the lot. He looked at the sea with its strange last light, and then turned back to the room where everything was fading. Irrevocably. Poor Henry, after he had futilely tried to play Finian with the First Consul's wife two weeks before the Italians entered Addis Abba. Ah, how a successful affair, how a good career with the Foreign Service would have restored his names and given him confidence. Now his incapacity, the rebuff, the scandal, the disgrace gave him the sense of bitter failure he knew his father had when war cut short his military career and the fail of the roof of the donjon had taken his sea-painting wife with it. Unlucky Llohreathor. His one paternal triumph was that of seeing his son finish the University with honors and embark upon a career with the best of references (a name that went back to the tenth century could do that for him nowadays if nothing more). He died at Murdo before Henry came back disgraced. Reductio, thought Henry. That's what I am. What's more, I'm fat! "Hear that, Tetley, wandering ghost," he said 'to the portrait with the lids and lips. How he relished his agonies. And he drank from an old glass now and he thought, as it was a ritual with him to think first of... Richard Tetley, hardly the first of Henry's line, but, nonetheless, the rich Lord Boundacre, married into Keal. Tetley, whose wealth had enabled him to participate in Irish Absenteeism in the sixteenth century and still to maintain his manor and his town house in England. Ah, yes: it was Absenteeism for the Lord but not for his Lady. She, weak-spirited woman, simpering, stiff in portrait, he compelled to spend a great part of the year on the Irish holding. "My Lady will enjoy the fresh surroundings," Murdo could hear ruff-fingering Tetley say. "The best of company and of rustic sport." But in Ireland the second spring after Boundacre had fingered his ruff to his Lady; in Ireland, Finian, the Irish Bailiff (he was cheaply hired, knew the land, had even owned some of it), made Lady Boundacre his mistress while Tetley, plump and incompetent, was left free to playa similar though fruitless game in England. When, humiliated, pulpy, rebuffed by the Queen herself, family tradition said, Tetley returned to his wife, he suffered the final indignity of being inexplicably murdered and hung to rot in a tree on his estate. At least, murder was the consensus and Finian had to be the culprit. But the times were troubled, and what was one disgraced dead Lord, even if English in Ireland? Poor Boundacre, whose Lady swore to Finian's innocence and then married him. (The house of Keal had been strong though poor and the donjon, with its crenelated fourteenth century addition, was sound amid the sedge, trees, and rocks of its island shore. But then Tetley came, and disgrace, and the marriage of Lady Boundacre to Finian: decay steps numbers one and two. "Finian !" screamed Henry Murdo before the portrait of Tetley.) Ritual to the sound of piccolo and the increasing tempo of tabor... Henry drank and was drunk. Tetley cum Finian, he thought. The Bailiff had cynically demanded of his Lady and got the right to append his name to that of the ruff-lord. Tyrone's rebels burned the plantation from which Tetley's relatives were about to evict them, and they landed in England secretly one night. Henry could hear and see them: Finian with heavy sword swearing, his wife in farthingdale sighing. Straightway they retired to the widow's ancestral and for some years neglected northern castle on Coirechatachan Island. No one offered solace to the ex-Lady Boundacre and her new husband. "Let 'em rot at Keal-her and her Irishman," Henry heard her Anglophile brother saying, bearded, cold, and pale in his dimming portrait. We would have nothing to do with keep or crenels, and he died in Ireland like Tetley. But then the lovely Melissa Catherina Tetley cum Finian-voluptuous, sly-looking portrait-in the eighteenth century married the Scot's noble, Murdo. He had money and a fine coachman. The castle was repaired. A vaulted great hall of pre-Walpole gothic was added to overlook Keal's keep. And Murdo-gruff, egocentric portrait-renamed the whole after his 15 Gothick Tale "You might be interested to know" (hand on doorknob, family. He also cynically demanded and got the right a heavy brass lamp lighted on a table near books; to put his name first, Tetley last in the string of names Murdo pouring a drink and one for] ame) "that the his ultimate scion, Henry, bore. Fanfare: percussion keep is flooding badly. The waves have undermined and winds. the foundations, washed away some rocks. I'm afraid "The oboe's gone flat." Murdo curled his lip at the salt water's coming in. I doubt if the structure i~ Murdo. "The Forty-five: that was you, hater of the sound." English. You and Prince Charlie. King of Scotland! "So?" Murdo handed him a leaky beaker. Then your castle was looted by redcoats and you were "So, My Lord, I think the castle is falling." shot down in the street of your own village. The rest "With those words and in that vest you sound and of us have rotted ever since in all this rot. Too bad look like Chicken Little. I don't like it." they didn't level this pile when they took away the "I beg My Lord to come and see." lands. But that was it, Murdo: the pile saved because "Well, you have a torch. Let's go then." your own son was loyal to the Tetley part of his name The falling of the donjon was becoming part of life (it didn't save his skin from the Scots, though), which at Murdo. really wasn't part of it anymore since Finian, the boy ] ame drank off the beaker and put it on a table whom everyone anyway thought wasn't your son but beside the door, shaking liquor from his fingers as he the Coachman's, and thank God no one remembered his name, much less thought to add it to Keal ap Cealc." said in turning: "Follow me, Sir." Sniffing Murdo brushed his moustache with his Someday I must stop this nonsense, he thought. finger. "I know your gothick tricks" (with a sweeping Murdo turned away from the portrait and sat in a gesture to his hanging family) "so stay in your frames; deep chair by the favorite center window overlooking refrain from bleeding. You're not statues, and I'll have the sea. The light was very dim now on his face: round no weeping." With]ame diminishing down the hall nose, brushed moustache. He drank from a bottle before him, he closed the library doors behind him on the little table beside him; picked up an old book that was scaling. Shudder. There was a shudder in and started to follow between the standing armor that the house. As he'd felt it sometimes before, Murdo had not yet been sold. In the day Murdo could see eyes moving in the helmets when the beavers reflected light felt it. Then something overhead seemed to bleat and from the leaded windows high above. scamper in the rafters. Mice? Bats? In the darkness the black portraits could have been winking. There A fig on you all, he thought, and on this rotten was a rattle at the library door. castle. But the armor didn't hear, and there were no eyes at "Stop it!" said Murdo. With a gasp he rolled from night. Murdo's mind went back to the library where, of his chair. The book fell from his lap and broke. "I smell dust." Faint strings. course, to no musical accompaniment whatsoever. The old servant,]ame, stood in the doorway. His They left their frames as soon as the door closed. vest was the one element of brightness in the dimming Old ancestor Tetley, bought at auction in a moment all around him with the single, iron chandelierof whimsey by Henry's grandfather; Finian, painted lighted great hall to his back. He wore rubber boots late in life, and his Lady, who had been Tetley's; that were wet and dribbled, as Murdo saw when he three Keals-one great beard, one great wig, and one turned up a library lamp. Lady with great-muff and diminutive dog; Melissa Blinking Murdo said: "You've been wading. A little Catherina and her Murdo, and four others (including cold for that, isn't it? I suppose dinner's ready. Damn Henry's Papa) with their wives. Wigs, hoops, Regency, the lights. Look at this room. I prefer it dim." Dust. whiskers, Henry's father with walrus moustache: all "You might be interested, My Lord," said]ame, these gathered in a jumble at the gothic windows. an old man in yellow hunting vest that had been They were dark, as in their portraits, and they seemed Llohreathor's. His face betokened infinite patience. to laugh at rocks and sea, something (Henry imagined) 16 Jan Bakker over his belt, Murdo struggled with his trousers in they had never thought to do when they were living. discomfort. All in a jumble now together, moving strangely. Dark "I haven't looked in here for years. Not since in front of darkening windows. No sound with what mother fell. Dreary place, I recall. Storage rooms. appeared to be their laughing. Murdo caught himself midway down the hall. Arms Squealing apparitions," Murdo said. J arne took a large key from a listing medieval akimbo. Hunting horns. ':Tame! I told 'em to stay cabinet. Henry grunted. The key was turned. The back." Jame kept diminishing in wet boots. ':Tame!" The old man stopped, turned, sighed: "My Lord ?" door opened and light slanted in and up to the low, arched ceiling of the small passageway behind it. "You, you fool! They're making a mockery of me J arne switched on his torch with Henry breathing and the keep." He turned and ran with both hands behind him, bending in the narrow corridor: black. outspread against the library doors. Cold Wood. Harpsichord, doleful. The flashlight beam made a Ducking his head as he charged: "Look!" growing circle on another solid wood door as they The doors burst open, bang rattle. There were the windows, the three pointed arches with no shadows approached through stone. J arne put his shoulder to the wood, pushed it open. A sigh and a tremble came standing in what was left of the outside light. Just the portraits black and old books. "Damned cheats," said up at them out of blackness. Where the flashlight pointed they could see how the roof had crashed right Murdo. through the floors, leaving a few beams and planks "God A'mighty," saidJame. intact. Between these and some rotted rafters crossing Murdo, sweating, hurried up beside his servant. above and out through the few slit windows, all was TookJame by the arm. He felt wild. Worse than drunk. His brain was stuffed, his feet almost too heavy black and empty. to move. Clump. His cuff was still wet with liquor "Listen," saidJame. Far below there was an inside hushing, liquid kind from a decomposing beaker. "If the castle falls,Jame, of sloughing moving back and forth. A dim wash where will we go?" sound. Tremble. Something near the water beneath Together they walked to the end of the banquet hall, with its great fireplace, remnants of furniture, them jarred loose and splashed. Hiss-sigh, tremble. Dampness welled up at them-standing in the door, and its iron chandelier hanging down above the floor where a long table once had been. J arne with flashlight, looking down, seeing nothing-musty, stone dust, Henry with wild eyes: together they walked down rotting wood and salt water. Murdo, leaning on the door jamb, felt a sense of terror. "Pour boiling oil on stairs built around supporting pillars on which hung armorial shields painted by Llobreathor's Millicent. 'em," he said. Down into a dark stone corridor onto which opened Jame led and Murdo followed in growing terror. low rooms, some with doors, some without, from one "Maybe we shouldn't look. Maybe it'll go away, the of which they could see the corner of an old billiard sloughing. Maybe the walls will stand until I die." "I doubt it, Sir," said J arne. table illuminated by one of the lamps J arne had lighted in the passageway. Through the hollowness they Steps cut into rock up against the inside of the walked, under dining hall and library, to the door to stone wall of Keal, steps went down, steep down the donjon sealed off since Millicent fell. Llohreathor where only light during the day came from the few hated the keep (Tame had said to Henry), and he didn't arrow-slit windows or from the open, collapsed roof, want to hear of the seeping. light distorted through broken timbers where floors At the end of passage there was a little door deep in once were. Murdo stepped carefully, kept close to stone that led to another narrow descending corridor the rough wall. through the wall that connected the newer parts of All this waste, he thought. the castle to Cealc's keep. At the door they stopped. The beam ofJame's torch pointed on timbers, some Head spinning, cotton, his gut bulging against and still whole and stretching from wall to wall, on stone 17 Gothick Tale abutments, tried to point through ruin down to where the water "Comes in, Sir, through a hole-Lord knows how big or how deep it is-broken in the foundation," he said, and Murdo breathed. "The water moves with the breakers outside, and when it subsides, as the waves do after slapping against the rocks, you can see the gap." lame looked up. Suddenly. There was a crack of wood. Stone ground on stone somewhere below them as they stood. Something heavy, from part of a ceiling or a wall, splashed into water. Murdo reached down for the flashlight] arne held. There was a fumble and the torch fell. "I wanted to see," said Murdo. And its metal tinned on wood and stone; its beam shot up, around. Wood and stone. Then disappeared. There was a grinding. Tremble. The walls were almost quaking in rhythm with the waves. It suddenly and peculiarly occurred to Henry that he should wheel around and hurl himself running upwards and go "Ahghhh!" After all, his house was literally falling and he was still drunk despite his terror. He spun. Tamborine. But]ame then only had to help his bleeding Master up from where he fell on the steps. He had slipped and fallen as he had tried to wheel even before he had gotten around to saying "Ahghhh!" Hit his nose and ripped his trousers. "What happened?" said Murdo, numb. "I can't see. Help me to bed." "Easily now, My Lord," said lame. Silence. Murdo breathing. Damp cold. Then: kettledrums solo, muted at first. In the castle after Henry had, as usual, gone early to bed, there was a single scene of warmth and light. In the servants' wing, built parallel to the sea at an angle off Murdo's great hall,]ame sat by a fire in the kitchen. There were his wife and the gardener, who leaned forward with his elbows on a small table between them. On the mantel above the fire a heavy old clock ticket. Brass and pewter in the room reflected dull tones of fire light, of lamplight. ] arne, Ruth, his wife, and Morgan drank from ancient pewter that had belonged to me Scotsman Murdo, had been hidden and saved from the looting English, who buying now would get it anyway. They were talking of the castle falling, gossiping of Tetley cum 18 Finian. But when they heard it and felt it, the crash outside accompanied by the sounds of jarred pewter, brass, and glass inside the room, their musing talking stopped. They smelled strong dust. "What?" said Ruth. lame went to the window and looked out to where the donjon had been. In the water-glow darkness down below he could see the white ocean moving amid rubble where there had been no sea visible since the time when the mysterious Cealc had started the decay by throwing the first great rocks into the breakers to build his keep. And in another room-dark-off the library overlooking the sea right above the ruining keep, Murdo, sobering, sleepless, lay silent in bed. Before they in the kitchen heard it, Murdo sensed a deep growing rumble and a tearing. All the portraits went blank. He sat up in bed enclosed in curtains: "Gone. I knew you'd go at last, foul apparations. Gone." Glass broke. Then gradually he felt and heard it-jarring rumble, grinding tear. The swell of kettledrums muted in heavy stone, heavy stroke, slowly thumping, rolling faster and increasing in discord up to a final Roar that at culmination lingered into hollow diminuendo a long time dying into silence in the damp rooms and basements of that decaying castle. Murdo gripped his bed sheets and stared in horror into darkness: he heard the sound of ancient brick, stone, mortar, wooden beams ripping loose and tumbling down into water. He heard those elements break and fall that had sagged so long on the rocks above the sea. Gripping, thoughtless but for terror, Murdo smelled the scent of rotten lumber, ancient stone dust as the noise died away. Shuddering Henry pulled the covers around him where he lay enclosed. A fissure opened in the wall by the bedroom's dead fireplace. Through broken windows and massive crack darkness poured in upon darkness where dust rose out of every pore of that old house. Armor fell, and a baroque mirror in the hall. Fresh air, cold, came in through the broken wall and glass of Murdo cum Finian ap amid dust; chilledaye-chilled to the very marrow of his bones. OLD FACES Stephen Shu-ning Liu Banyan trees planted by my grandfather, Had their long arms and tough muscles. The inky crows had built their home On the tree-tops, And the summer symphony in the leaves Were performed by a galaxy of cicadas. Bare-footed, I often found myself Among a large crowd of farmboys, In the late evening when the breezes Brought the blue jays home from the far hills. Our neighbors would come smoking pipes Beneath the shade of the banyan trees: They talked and kept on talking About men and women in the village; They argued, and kept on arguing On things no bigger than green peas. Their voices were getting louder, I could see their excited faces In the flicker of lighted pipes. "They are going to fight" I thought; But suddenly they broke into a chorus Of hearty laughter, that sounded Like New-Year's Eve firecrackers. Sometimes a full moon paused in the sky; And the wind came with the fragrance Of the blooming cassias and water-lilies. Cousin Lee, Old Chang, Big Sister Mel Came near and their faces were seen: Haggard, races they were, but sere~e. SPRING 1961 THE PHOENn april 196 OLD FACES SrtpllC':ll S1l1Hlins ,Liu And those old faces still appear to me In the dead silence or the night: How strange, how doleful, how hastily they Fade away before the dawn! oh those faces, Those old faces beneath the banyan trees! 19 Culture and Autarky Patrick Thomas FALL 1967 CULTllRE and AUTARKY 20 DURING MY YEAR at The University of Tennessee (winter, spring & fall quarters, 1966), I became increasingly curious why no one attempted any detailed criticism on the specific manifestations of cultural or sociological change within the student body itself. Columnists of The Daily Beacon or the Hinterlands often voiced opinions on current controversies, but a distinct lack of retrospect gave one the impression that history was being rewritten every day (shades of George Orwell) and that if you should miss a half-dozen or so numbers, it would not matter, since like last week's top forty on WKGN, the significance of the primary issues was meaningless once the new chart appeared. In all fairness, writers like Barry McManus have sensed some of the underlying themes in campus affairs, but spatial limitations of our daily and weekly publications have confined any acknowledgement of continuity to glaring generalizations embodied in cliches of varying ideological shade. Another barrier to any sort of delving observation on the current scene has been the aversion to naming names or even institutions. The unfortunate result has been a barrage of claptrap on "beatniks," "reactionaries," "intellectuals," "proles," "the Establishment," and the allied Host of ambiguities and pejorative labels which have served the grand tradition of American journalism since the days of the Founding Fathers, if not earlier. Such jargon reaches the NADIR of meaninglessness when applied to a local situation with no specific point of reference, and campus disputes are often as not a great pageant of verbal shadowboxing. (Letters to the Beacon are the occasional exception.) Perhaps the writers hope, in the hapless Twentieth Century tradition, to make their subject matter more universal, or maybe they fear libel suits, in which case they might well take a little more time in formulating their opinions. At any rate, most of this peripheral pussy-footing is a tedious waste of type. It is not unlawful to have ideas, if they are really ideas with some factual basis. Significantly, it IS unpopular. To even begin to understand the connexions which give people, institutions and events their most vivid significance, one must limit himself to a point of perspective. In this case, I shall make my observations from an institutional vantage point. The institution is the campus publication. The Hinterlands Reviewing the tedious coffeehouse controversy last year, specifically that involving the Brandenburg, I found it difficult to determine which side was more absurd in the formulation of its case. One thing is certain: had the Brandenburg been a campus den of debauchery, a clandestine dispensary for acid, and/or the central headquarters of a Diabolical Communist Conspiracy, it would never have closed for lack of financial support. Equally evident is the fact that it was not the Dairy Queen for the intellectual set, Don Morano's testimony notwithstanding. It was simply a place where Malcontents, such as myself, could spend an evening and perhaps trade anecdotes on "cultural" events which had happened five years ago on New York's Lower East Side. Anyone could be loud for a few minutes without being bounced, arrested or suspended in the web of his draft board, and that in itself lent a certain charm to the setting. Of course, one could be passionate about Civil Rights or the Berkeley Revolt or Love (and/or Sex) or just about anything one can bring oneself to be passionate about these days. Or anyone could just sit down and look different for the evening and expect, if not the warmth of comeraderie, at least indifference. But the history of the Hinterlands indicates that the Brandenburg was no hotbed of intellectualism. It was jointly conceived by George Hurst, the Brandenburg's proprietor, and Larry Yates, a graduate student in English. George assumed the role of publisher, which in this case meant he raised the money, and Larry became the managing editor. A little later, Barry McManus became a co-editor. For a short time, I, too, was on the editorial staff. (So short, indeed, that the editors will probably read this with surprise.) From several lengthy discussions with George Hurst and Larry Yates, I assume that the seed of the Hinterlands' conception was the fact that the Phoenix was thrashing about in its ashes at this time and that the Beacon seemed an unsatisfactory voice for many issues which seemed extremely important at the time. (Some still do: Viet Nam, for example.) Hence, the first page was reserved for a short editorial in the tacit hope that it might give the campus "the other side" of an issue, and the rest was given over to the "creative" people, with which the Brandenburg purportedly overflowed. The result, as an outside observer might have suspected from the onset, was a hodge-podge of fact and fantasy, polemics and poetasteing. Eventually, the mass of the poetic spirits became as exhausted with their writing as many of us had with our reading, and the level of the poetry rose to the mediocre mark, with a few notable exceptions. There was a hard core of "creativity" within the ranks of the Brandenburg's patrons, but it was a small core and not necessarily one permeated with genius. The lack of good prose-indeed, of even grammatical prose-was the most notable failure of the 1966 Hinterlands. One can hardly condemn the Hinterlands' editorials on the grounds that they did not meet up to the standards of a Matthew Arnold or Dwight Macdonald, but I do not think it is asking too much of anyone with pretensions toward literacy to approach the style of an Alsop or a Lipmann. Below that level, you are unintelligible, and that was the case in more than one number of the Hinterlands. I found the fiction to be of only slightly higher quality. The source of the problem seems to spring from the vacillating credo of the editors themselves. At the outset, they had the choice of publishing either literary or "controversial" material. They decided to print both, hence hamstringing both outlets. The controversial must be "timely"-in this case weekly, and this meant that the average issue would be confined to both sides of two pages (single-spaced). Trying to jam several articles into this tiny space precluded any serious, detailed social criticism or anything other than the most diminutative short story, which most talented college writers, primarily preoccupied with the problems of controlling expanding masses of words and ideas, usually refuse to be bothered with. 21 Culture andAutarky The Hinterlands is extremely cheap to print. George Hurst has estimated that it could run quite comfortably on $100 a quarter. For two or three hundred dollars a quarter, the Hinterlands might well have corrected its organic deficiencies. But of course, the Hinterlands was not for sale since the staff realized that if they were to limit themselves to paying readers, they would probably never be read at all. This meant that publication depended upon contributions, which came from a group of about ten people. As these people became rather irritated by the weekly touch, the burden fell back upon the staff. These financial difficulties nudged the Hinterlands into even more serious literary dilemmas. (With the absurdities of Marxist historians in mind, I warn the reader to realize that money is merely one thread in this tapestry') By the middle of spring quarter, the editorial page was almost entirely given over to the UT faculty. Or so it seemed. I asked Larry Yates why he was publishing so many poor faculty contributions. I felt some of the articles were not fit for an undergraduate ashcan. To my dismay, Larry said that almost all of them had been solicited, the result being that the staff felt stuck with anything it had asked for. He then explained to me the need for a "faculty sounding board," etc. I felt as unconvinced of this need as many of his contributors proved unconvincing. At the time, I felt the Hinterlands was making an overt grab at a rather dubious respectability, and I have not changed my opinion. I can in restrospect, detect some method in their machinations. For one thing, Larry was soon negotiating with the University for official sanction for the Hinterlands. Every professor who had written an editorial was another endorsement. As it turned out, according to my sources, the Hinterlands staff rejected the strictures of the University publication rules, under which the Administration would have been given virtually boundless censorship privileges. Ed. note: Mr. Yates disavows this motive, and disputes with Mr. Thomas as to the quality offaculty contributions. Why did the Hinterlands want official sanction in the first place? To begin with, the paper could be legally distributed on campus. Secondly, several rather serious students were involved in its 22 publication, and after a couple of months, they were begining to get a bit uneasy about being academic outlaws. One lousy recommendation and ... the Hinterlands could not afford to lose the support of these people. A third point is that with official status, the Hinterlands could probably have expected more generous contributions, maybe even a grant from the University if the faculty felt it was providing an indispensable service. Ed. note: Two points here: the faculty does not control the expenditure offunds involved, and contributions as such were, as Mr. Thomas states, already insufficient. When the University deal fell through, the Hinterlands seemed to plod on like a middle-aged junior executive who has been passed over for a vice presidency. After an initial burst of sullen energy (a couple of six-page issues), summer set in, and it lapsed into the old motions, mouthed the same "goals" and produced shoddier work than ever. During the fall quarter, the editors apparently felt like it was time to give the old fellow a kick in the pants to get him back on the ball. I refer to the publication of Larry Yates' sensationalistic short story. I know from experience that the writer is capable of a fair degree of control over the tools of language, but just as surely, 1 suspect that he is not a humourist, so I really do not know what sort of effect he had in mind when he wrote this story. I can, however, give you a summation of the plot and tone as I remember it. The story involves a rather priggish young reader-of-books who has grown up in a neighborhood of ruffians and low-brows. He has matured into something of a pedantic romantic now, and as the story drags along, he is confronted by a band of toughs who chide him for having spent his youth in his obsessive lust for knowledge rather than in the sordid pursuit of pocket billards. The young man, of course, does not condescend to blow his serenity at such infantile provocations. However, when the blackguards besmirch his love (a girl) with cruel and obscene allegations (no "-," s***'s, or f-'s to confuse the reader), the youth shows that the well-read prig of today is at no loss for powerful pornographic invective. The ruffians, of course, taunt him all the more, and finally, this seemingly Patrick Thomas insoluable situation is cut short with masterful Jacobean finesse. Someone is killed off, and the dispute is settled. The reaction to this story was surprisingly mild. Of course, it spurred an attack by the local prolectariet, championed by Poet-Politician E.B. Bowles in his Smokey Mountain Banner, but no bombs were thrown, crosses burned or subpoenas served. And more typically, there was no criticism from the intellectual community on the disparate proportion of the story's sensationalism to its aesthetic merit. This leads us to another facet of a situation I have mentioned above: that of not naming names. I feel that an intellectual community which equates well-founded criticism with personal attacks is a very primative society indeed. The present case is a negative illustration. The fact that no one in my particular circle of friends-which includes Larry Yates-made any attempt at criticism in one of the following issues of the Hinterlands typifies our reluctance to become personally involved. This comes as result of too close an identification of the work with the author. The story was important, and it deserved lengthy discussion. It got none because our student intelligentsia hasn't the ability or courage to deal with simple criticism. Campus writers have a propensity for taking their work much too seriously in its static (completed) form, and for taking it much too lightly in its dynamic formulation. It is only through flexible, enthusiastic and objective criticism that this campus can hope to generate creative writing which will be worthy of the name. In this respect, the Hinterlands has failed. I want to make it clear at this point that this failure is by no means conclusive. The Hinterlands can be a very flexible organ of discourse, if I) the editors were willing to revaluate the function of the magazine. It has been not so much ineptness as inexperience which has caused its organic problems. I myself have learned from working with the Hinterlands staff that establishing a magazine is not as easy as setting up a mimeograph machine. It must set explicit, realistic goals or it expands energy fruitlessly. 2) Obviously, the intellectual community must show some enthusiasm. The Beacon College newspapers were originally conceived as bulletin boards, and although most of them have matured considerably, the resemblance to their ancestors is remarkable at a distance of about six feet. The Beacon has the typical appearance of a new generation of college dailies: a gawking youth, confined in clothing years too small and marked by a hodge-podge of journalistic carbuncles hastily made up. I would feel faintly embarrassed at my first confrontation of a new quarter with myoid acquaintance, who somehow seemed doomed to some adolescent limbo. It was back in March, 1966, I believe, that I began looking at the Beacon with renewed interest. A series of engrossing articles appeared on issues which were of at least momentary significance to any academic community. The God-Is-Dead controversy was not only admirably admitted, but to some extent discussed. A Time essay, which commented upon the Rand Corporation's prediction of 90% unemployment by the year 2000, was reprinted (in part) as an editorial. Later, a column by Paul Goodman on the silent revolution at San Francisco State College was given a quarter-page. If indeed The University of Tennessee ever hopes to join the American academic community, it should at least know that there are national academic issues. Outside of national periodicals, the student is at the mercy of the Knoxville dailies which, undoubtedly in the spirit of good taste, shield their readers from the confusion which would result from adequate reports on events, which after all, happen outside of Tennessee anyhow. During this short period last year to which I refer, the Beacon soared above the average college daily's attempts at being informative. Perhaps jumped would be a more accurate description. I really do not know what happened behind the scenes, but apparently, the inexorable forces of administrative gravity dragged the Beacon back to earth. Commerce and Agriculture are mundane pursuits, and in keeping with the University's down-to-earth goals (to turn out literate farmers and shopkeepers?), more earthy subject matter became the norm. 23 Culture andAutarky In the place of external cerebral stimulation, the Beacon filled the space with hometown boys. The precedent had been set by Mr. Paige, who had already proved to be the most enduring ( if I may use the word ironically) writer on campus. Sage, poet, wit and many-faceted politician, Mr. Paige "kept the campus in stitches" for quarter after quarter as our very ownJack Paar of the Pepsi Generation. His style is essentially imitation ersatz. Its engaging simplicity is all the more amazing when one realizes the complex levels of American humour through which Mr. Paige has descended. His accumulated work appears to be a laboriouslywritten travesty on the burlesque of a parody of some subject which might well have been thought insipid at the outset. His splendid effects are compounded by an underlying tone of pristine ignorance, which he utilizes generously. At the time of transition, the Beacon took on Mr. Topchik, whose sporadic columns have probably caused more comment than any of his peers. Incapable of pompous rhetoric and endowed with a fair degree of intelligence, I consider him to be the happy medium between his peers, Messers, McManus & Paige. Although I disagree with ninety per cent of what he advocates, I admire his courage in trying to articulate the passions of the murmuring mass of the University without descending to polemical style. A good example of what I mean is the dispute last fall over his column which argued against the fraternities since the assumption upon which the whole system is based is that fraternity brothers want to live with one another in a closely knit community. In short, a fraternity is not just a dormitory with exorbitant dues. (Theoretically, at any rate.) It is certainly not an absurd question to ask anyone why he would want to live in a place where he would not be wanted in the first place. And after all, fraternities pay for their privileges, etc. This is certainly not a bad argument on Mr. Topchik's part. Indeed, it was good enough that some dozen or so impassioned writers rose out of the student body to assail not Mr. Topchik's logic, but his basic assumptions. The primary attack turned out to be not one saturated with liberalistic claptrap, but one very solid indeed: do the fraternities pay their way? 24 Eventually, the liberal argument evolved into the dispute over the specifics, such as discriminatory seating at football games and bloated economic support for fraternity housing projects. Much of this can be traced to Mr. Topchik's rather rational approach to the original question, which forced his critics to fight him on his own terms. During the summer session, the purposes of the Beacon and Barry McManus intersected, the latter could not satisfy his urge to be read as well as published; the former could turn its attention away from its scouting campaign for an intellectual-inresidence. Mr. McManus has a somewhat compelling, if not endearing, obsession for grand rhetoric. Reading his "from the interior," I am often reminded of the style ofJoseph Conrad. Indeed, Mr. McManus shows evidence of having mastered a language he cannot speak. I am hesitant to venture any opinion on his columns, for frankly, I have found them unreadable. The few opinions that I have found decipherable have seemed unduly condescending in their tone, but since his style precludes camaraderie (except in the Hinterlands agree/disagree sense), I suppose this is a rather harsh indictment. The Beacon format this fall was ghastly. Indiscriminate excerpts from New York Times dispatches are poor excuses for engaging writing, or for that matter, even interesting journalism. A new column on campus attire-a bow to the New Banality-the nadir was reached in the last issue of the fall which ran a headline (page 10 or so) reading approximately: "McManus Reviews New Bellow Nove1." Excitedly, I began reading the article, to find to my dismay that it was a critique of The Adventures ofAugie March. Is it conceivable that McManus has been around all this time and that the printers simply mislaid the copy? After following the Beacon from pinnacle to pitfall for a year, I often wonder what the function of a college daily should be. The primary reason for its existence has never changed. It is a bulletin board (No Parking on Cumberland; Bob Richards Here Tonight!; Vols Slaughter Boars to Cheering Thousands; etc.) Abstractly speaking, one might say its function is to be informative. But how informative? The spatial Patrick Thomas limitations of the paper itself suggest that it must limit itself to some circumscribed area. Should that be the Knoxville campus? Knoxville itself interacts with the college community, so of course, it too deserves some acknowledgement. How about the rest of the state then? Or the country, for that matter? Obviously, this is a rhetorical question. Any action of direct consequence to a significant number of the student body should be included in the paper's coverage, e. g., a pronouncement by General Hershey on draft deferment examinations. So far you might say the cases are of a stimulus response nature. This is "direct information." You get it; you print it. Obviously. But very few editors or readers could be content with a perpetual fare of this sort. Who wants to live exclusively on hogback and potatoes in America? After all, the presses are running and the Administration is affable. So now you are confronted with two other areas: "indirect information" (information on events or ideas which affects some segment of the student body from afar by molding their attitudes or their postacademic life, e. g., articles on Viet Nam, the Berkeley Revolt, etc.) and entertainment. These two areas overlap in many cases. They have another aspect in common which is even more significant: they often generate their own kind or even stimulate direct issues. The Topchik column on fraternity discrimination is an excellent example. Linked to it were a long chain of letters, counter-editorials and eventually new issues. Where does an editor begin in sorting out his material? I would suggest that he begin by giving space to some of the more significant happenings on other campuses. And I might add that intellectualism need not be an obscenity in a college newspaper. I do not advocate that the Beacon become some sort of collegiate Reader's Digest. If it could just give some perspective to the UT community on some notable disputes on other campuses that would be adequate. The University of Tennessee is simply too damned provincial, and one of the reasons is that its students seem to think of other campuses in relation to their own, rather than the co,...verse. (Provincial: "having the ways, speech, attitudes, etc. of people in a province ... countrified; rustic; local; ... narrow; limited: as a provincial outlook."-Webster's. A good word to be familiar with, if you plan on living in any metropolis outside the Deep South.) With such a frame of reference, someone like Barry McManus might well become intelligible to those who take the trouble to read him. After all, like Topchik and myself, he is a fledgling social critic. I think he deserves a careful hearing, but as it is, he is preoccupied with introducing his readers to topics and ideas which have long since grown tedious for him to explain in elementary terms. He cannot assume for a moment that his readers have any sociological sophistication whatsoever, and as a result, his columns are often filled with appalling overgeneralizations. Professors who are forced to teach elementary math courses for long periods of time often show the same propensity for vagueness, condescendsion and tediousness which mars McManus' columns. Is some contemporary frame of reference for ideas really an integral part of a good university? I can see from the way in which I have constructed the question that I leave the reader little alternative in his answer. I frankly have my doubts about the simplicity of the solution. I get the feeling that in many metropolitan uniyersities, specifically Northwestern, where I now reside, that the national contemporary frame of reference is given far more attention than it merits, since Nationalism is another manifestation of provincialism. You often get the feeling you are living in the year o. Or perhaps 13 when you are discussing civil rights or Viet N am. But this is decidedly not the case at UT. Everything is strictly 1937 a.d. in context and approach: New Criticism, chastened Marxists, the whole syndrome. If Knoxville and Chattanooga, the two Tennessee towns in which I have lived for four years, are representative of the State's society, I should say that the people of Tennessee are in a state of shock. Exploding urbanism is an excruciating experience for any community, and if you have sometimes wondered why the citizens of Knoxville are somwhat less than euphoric in their enthusiasm for college students, you ought to face up to a few facts. 25 Culture andAutarky In my year at UT, the student body increased by 2000. Last fall the worst traffic jam I have ever been involved in-excluding one at the Lincoln Tunnel-was at Cumberland and Henley in Knoxville. (Chicago's rush hour holds no terror for the Knoxville motorist.) A month later, the parking area on Cumberland in front of the student center was closed. Whether it was the Administration or City Hall which initiated the action is of no importance. It is simply a typical, and quite logical, reaction to growing pains in a small city: more room on the street and fewer commuters. The burgeoning University is a strain upon the physical limitations of the city. While the students are big business to small businessmen, contractors and the like, they are also a very real nuisance. They will eventually crowd the employment market as well as the streets. There are thousands of small things about the student body which are irritating to Knoxville, many of which are simply reflections of municipal expansion. I feel that in the next few years, the University will come under increasing fire from the surrounding citizens since it is by far the largest target in town and also the most defenseless. Many attacks (e.g., against liberals) will be for indirect reasons or as a result of resentment against urbanization in general. I cannot help but feel some compassion for the enthusiastic reader of The Smokey Mountain Banner whose life is being disjointed by forces over which he has no control. But brute compassion is not enough. Unless you are willing to decimate the general population,smash all the machines in town and turn the freeways into farmland, the "good old days"-which were terrible enough in their own way-are gone for good. The role of the University is becoming increasingly evident. It cannot allow its great stream of students to be channeled into a sociological vortex. Tennessee and Knoxville in particular will not be a rural society (as we think of one) by the time I am fifty, and we have much to learn from the experiences of other distended urban centers. The first step in this direction is the confrontation of our generation with the fact that it is a part of a national community. The Beacon can deemphasize the student tendancy toward self-centered provincialism by exposing to its readers the flux of 26 ideas which surround them. Autarky is no longer a solution, and the Beacon must make the student body aware of the crisis around it. The Phoenix The Beacon and the Hinterlands are structurally shallow containers. The Phoenix, however, has much more room for depth and consequently, has the greatest obligation toward the intellectual community. The winter 1966 number was ghastly. The waste of space and money was appalling; the lack of love and imagination was frightening; and the Philistine snobbery of tone-let them eat crap-was disgusting. The fiction editor explained to one writer that his work was "simply too 'in'." Of course, I think I understand what you're getting at, but I don't think it would go over." When one is the fiction editor of the highest quality periodical in the community, it is his job to pass judgement not upon the intelligence of audience, but upon the work of the author. If the style is ponderous, the subject banal, the effect insipid, the work should be rejected. If the editor does not know why he does not like it, he should find someone who has some critical ability to help him formulate a fair appraisel of the work. Better yet, he should resign. After all, a literary magazine which is not a commercial enterprise has a tremendous advantage in that it has no duty to be "liked." But it should be respected. For example, I not only disliked but also sneered at the winter '66 Phoenix. Poverty of talent is hardly a commendable virtue. But the following Phoenix-Pat Riordan's first issue really excited me. I cannot say that I "liked" Henry Herlong's "Sangreal." The concept of a "classical" framework for a backwoods tale strikes me as a rather tedious academic device. But then, I don't "like" the work ofT. S. Eliot either. On the other hand, I do admire Mr. Herlong's craftmanship. The tone of the prose is smooth and he has a sense of structural rythm. (There is an occasional slip, such as "lit out for the woods licketysplit," which conjures up shades of Disney's Brer Rabbit rather than aural images of rustic fluency, or "oh she was a tough one alright," which is as inappropriate in the dialogue of a middle-aged Patrick Thomas country boy as "cool," "boss," "gear," "groovey" or any number of the "pimply hyperboles" which erupt in the contemporary adolescent vocabulary') The prefactory excerpt from Wordsworth's "Ode: etc." is an appropriate if somewhat hackneyed touch, although I am not convinced that the poet would be flattered. As a matter of fact, Herlong encounters much of the same difficulty in his prose as did Wordsworth in his poetry: how can one be "common" without being commonplace? "folk" without becoming folksy? This is a tremulous balance indeed, and the fact that Herlong manages to maintain it as consistently as he does gives the story its most powerful source of energy. Actually, it was not the content but the tension between the writer and his material which . fascinated me. Herlong has control over his material, and whether you like the way he utilizes it or not, you at least have the opportunity to give the piece some serious thought on its own terms. "More and more," writes Matthew Arnold, "I feel bent against the modern English habit (too much encouraged by Wordsworth) of using poetry as a channel for thinking out loud, instead of making anything." The more I read of Arnold, the more I wish that he were publishing today. Or at least read. Collegiate authors seem to lose sight of the fact that art is something more than fitting some odious line of cant into a plot. America abounds with sociologists, psychologists and demogogues disguised as novelists, playwrights and poets. An artist is not one who merely pieces together prefabricated ideological pieces into a literary jigsaw puzzle; he makes things, he fashions his work. In Herlong's story, you can see both forces at work. It is encouraging to note that the "making" survives the "thinking out loud." If this article were not being published in the Phoenix, I would devote a paragraph or two to Pat Riordan's review of Richard Farina's "Been Down Do Long It Looks Like Up to Me." Within the scope of this discussion, I feel it was probably the best piece of prose I read last year. Since Riordan still edits the Phoenix, it would undoubtedly be embarrassing to him if he were to publish what I would like to write. However, a quotation from Dwight Macdonald's essay on "Amateur]ournalism" should suggest what I should like to say to you, indeed what I have implied throughout this essay: "In writing, the cult of the amateur has much to recommend it. Americans write as professionals, either as scholars concerned with academic advancement (whence the barbarous jargon, the cramped, cautious specialization of the academic quarterlies) or as professional journalists-and, more important, editorsconcerned with attracting as wide and profitable an audience as possible (whence the hard, sleek superficiality of the nonacademic press). But the book reviews, the drama and art criticism, and the articles in the London weeklies seem to me to be written with that pleasurable spontaneity, that recklessness (oddly combined, for an American, with a most impressive expertise) which comes when the writer is not trying to educate his readers or to overawe them or to appease them or to flatter them, but is treating them as equals, fellow members of a clearly defined group of people who share certain common interests and certain common knowledge. Since he is not writing to impress his academic colleagues, he can write simple, informally, personally, sticking his neck as far out as he likes. Since he is not writing for a mixed audience whose lowest common denominator he must always keep in mind, he doesn't have to go in for elaborate explanations of the obvious, nor does he have to capture the reader's attention with a startling journalistic "lead" and try to keep it with debased rhetorical devices and common appeals to the L.C.D. "Oddly enough, considering the informality of American manners, our writing is much stiffer than English writing, more artificial, removed to a greater distance from the reader, since an easy, personal style is risky with an amorphous audience." Dwight Macdonald has written social, literary and political criticism for over thirty years. From 1960 until about three months ago, he was Esquire's film critic. He now writes a column on politics. This quotation is from his ''Against the American Grain," pp. 339-40. Those of you who have gotten this far through my essay might found it instructive to read one of my sources of prejudice. (Incidentally, it is rumoured that Macdonald almost formed an 27 Culture andAutarky Anarchists for William F. Buckley, Jr. club during the 1965 campaign for Mayor of New York. But of course, an anarchist club would be a contradiction in terms, wouldn't it?) Riordan's review manifests many of the qualities which make up the best Amateur Journalist. This is the style which I, for one, should like to see more than once a year. Summation I have a distinct distrust of writers who lead one to "conclusions" on matters of even the most primative complexity. "Conclusions," after all, assume that the matter is static. (Concludere-to shut up closely, to enclose.) Our lives are not hermetically sealed and the events which surround us are not plastic bubbles which bounce in the night. The corklined world is the realm of the artist. The critic lives in the jungle, and if he insists upon rigid conceptions of the world about him, chances are he will be devoured by some rising species of flora or fauna he has previously refused to recognize in his scheme for survival. In this respect, we all have a touch of the critic within us. The publications I have attempted to describe are certainly not static. They still flow from the presses, and being in flux, they can be given direction. As I have indicated, much of this energy is being squandered. Opportunities for resourceful thinking run unchanneled, undammed past the campus. The Hinterlands has been much maligned by many students, and I sincerely dislike heaping more criticism upon it. However, most of the previous criticism has been rather irrational in tone and has offered no alternative to its problems other than that of outright suppression. The editors have never shied away from constructive criticism, so far as I know, and the reader should be aware that Larry Yates, whose work I questioned rather sharply above, was, while this article was under consideration also one of the editors of the Phoenix. He could have vetoed the publication of my criticism, but did not. The Hinterlands staff would do well to reevaluate the function of the publication in the light of its incipient limitations. Faculty contributions should meet up to some criterion of quality. As it is, many seem to 28 feel that banality is the only thing a UT student can comprehend. All the contributors have been wellmeaning, but the road to unconcious condescension is paved with misguided sympathy and benevolent overgeneralization. A sincere credo of democratic journalism has prompted the editors to reject any arbitrary standards. To a certain degree, such as in the case of ideological standards, I can sympathize with their sentiments. But when one has no standards, one must expect the bitterest fruits of a vulgarized harvest as regular, monotonous fare. The Beacon was not conceived as an intellectual journal, and there is no reason to believe that it should be. Its purpose is to be primarily informative and incidentally entertaining. The columns and the letters can be valuable critical tools in meeting current crises with constructive proposals. The editorials, which I did not bother to mention above should fall along these lines, too, but for the most part, their anonymity in the guise of cryptic initials has given most pronouncements a sacrosanct ring, and as someone replied to Franklin's bromide: "yes, and godliness is next to tediousness." The real problem that the Beacon's editors should face is that which confronts all Tennessee: moving Tennesseans from the low ground of provincialism as the flood-tide of urbanism rises. As an official UT publication, the Phoenix bears the greatest responsibility of the three publications. There is only one justification for its existence: the publication of the best writing from or of significance to the campus. The two fall issues indicate that the Phoenix staff intends to strive for considerably higher goals than it has in the past, but I would remind everyone who is concerned with the quality of writing in campus publications that the winter 1966 Phoenix was published only a little more than one year ago. It should be rather obvious to the reader that while I have concentrated primarily upon the state of the campus publications for the past year, I think of them as being the voice of the cultural situation at UT. Many of my observations may appear to be elaborate explanations of the obvious to most of you, and I must apologize accordingly. On the other hand, no one has provided a solid basis for discussion of certain cultural manifestations on this campus which form the base Patrick Thomas of the vocal intellectual community. The original scope The most important question which is implicit in of this essay included a lengthy discussion on the this essay is that of the role of the University itself. Is Brandenburg (ten percent of which was incorporarted an anti-intellectual university a contradiction in terms? into the Hinterlands section), McClung Film Series, the In the face of reality, one must murmur "no." Many University lecture series, and a number of other subjects, "universities" have been highly successful trade schools for decades, and in our society, one can deplore, but such as the state of architecture on the west campus, not refute the necessity of such a situation. The real the work of Richard Walters and the importance of the hope, however, lies in the fact that the generation of "new left," which I found too complex to reduce to note an energetic intellectual climate is within the power form. These are topics which deserve serious (but not necessarily tedious) discussion. of the student body and faculty itself. For Another Time David Lee Rubin This dusty sheeted chair was once the seatMatched with stand and planter-owned by a fine Lady to whom I'd chanted Vergil. But She would reply with eclogues of her ownIn-folded irises and sunlight were Her rime that scolded scholiasts and wished Dead tongues away. "Latin, I fear, Is for another time," she said and dashed My darkest dreams to bluest irises Inviolate by questionings of mind Too proud to die, she wryly called the kiss Of age effete; but then, more nearly bland; "I'll be your eclogue, this planter will house my sad, Though shrouds may grey with scansions of my blood!" WINTER 1960 I Drowned love B-I, f!J1t.J... :--~..::..- Chicago Review, Winter I9Sr8. Copywright I9 SJ, University of Chicago. :=1=::'::""" ~=1-:.~ 29 A Molotov Cocktail And A White Plastic Sax Charles Bebber WINTER 1967 PBOUiIX _4 . I U~ot TulM""r.u.J Ile"J / V"'i.No. I ~ ,_ ' _Iko....w ,.1 _ ,.-1._ It .. _ _ / IIIooo:r _ 1-a.IIr _IIJ f"'~""::':= , ~~ , -- ':~~: 30 _ _ _ _ T....... :!..~~~0001_ In the late '50S a new sound appeared on the jazz scene which shocked, dismayed, amused or excited listeners, depending on their individual biases. The center of the storm was a young musician named Ornette Coleman, who played a white plastic alto saxophone. The instrument was ridiculed by many as a gimmick, and the sounds which it produced were dismissed as sonic anarchy, lacking both form and substance. But the deep pain and violence of this music which slashed down traditional chord structures and conventional rhythms soon overwhelmed the ridicule, and an entire generation of young Negro musicians followed in the wake of "the new thing." The fury in the music had been foreshadowed by older musicians such as Art Blakey, Miles Davis, and John Coltrane, but the break with the past was as evident in Coleman's music as it was in LeroiJones' break from the poetry of Langston Hughes, orJames Baldwin's prose from Richard Wright's. The new music formed a counterpoint to the words of the young Negro authors; by the middle '60S, the sound of gunfire and shattering glass in the streets of Watts produced a triple counterpoint. Those familiar with the work of these young artists who were creating in media of hurt, frustration, and anger were as saddened by the conflict in ghetto streets as were other Americans, but not nearly as surprised. The composers and poets had been speaking of a real world which they knew and of its consequences. Many of the listeners, such as critic Nat Hentoff, warned that a new mood was arising and being explicitly communicated, but because of general apathy found themselves forewarned but not forearmed with preventive measures. To most citizens and public officials the first recognition of the crisis came with the explosion of the first molotov cocktails. If the foregoing sounds like a lead-in to yet another Plea for the Recognition of At Least Some Small Measure of Utility in Art, it is. One function of art is to communicate, in a highly condensed form, complex ideas and feelings. Insight into this complexity can thus be immediate and whole, even though the conditions out of which the creative work arose were temporalqy long and fragmented in nature. Most of us in the University are involved in disciplines which prepare us for coping with only a minute area of contemporary knowledge; later, in our vocations, we will be even more limited in our view of a complex society. And as communication becomes more socially vital, the inadequacy of our orthodox media of communication becomes more evident. The sensitivity of creative artists to contemporary social trends and the immediacy with which they communicate with us can help to provide an integrated view of a world which is, as Louis MacNeice wrote, "incorrigibly plura1." The creative artist doesn't provide specific answers to problems, but tells us where we have been, where we are, and where we are going. It is the latter of these, the announcement of new directions, which is most crucial to young people. If we had listened carefully enough, yesterday, the sound of a white plastic sax might have served as a flourish of clarions. A Drowning Incident CJ McCarthy. AS SOON AS THE SCREEN DOOR SLAMMED he rounded the corner of the house so as to be out of sight, then ran for the woodshed and put it between himself and the house. The baby was taking its nap. He was not to go far away. Standing there in the shade of the locust tree he looked about. Some wasps were lilting to and fro in the shade under the eaves. Crossing behind the shed and through the gate that divided the huge untended hedges he came through the lot to the old outhouse. He swung the rotted door back carefully; the planks were warped and soft and velveted with a pale green patina. One board was gone from the rear and a thin shaft of light leaned in. On the floor was still the old coat that he had carried down here to Suzy, after he had followed her, the first day she turned up looking thin and wagging her tail, her dugs no longer dragging to the ground. The coat was matted with a crosshatching of white hairs and the faint sourmilk odor of the pups still lingered. They had gone to a new home last week. He stepped in and peered down into the hole and as his eyes adjusted to the gloom below he could see faintly the two tiny red triangles touching at their vertices. In the corner at his heel there was a chcket resting in the mold, its, antennae swaying in random arcs. He saw it and reached for it, but it sprang, bumping against the facing of the seat and falling to the floor again. He stepped on it quickly, then picked it up. It was still kicking one leg in slow lethargic rhythm; a thick white liquid was oozing from it. He dropped it down the hole and bent to watch. He could see it swaying gently in the elastic web. The black widow came threading her way toward it, and when she reached it she began a weaving motion over it with her legs as if performing some last rite. Soon the cricket's leg stopped. Then he leaned forward slightly, shot from his tongue a huge drop of spittle; it passed the fonns below, receding from white to gray in the graduated darkness. The spider froze. He corrected his aim, and the second ball of spittle fell true, engulfing the figures. The spider fled her victim to the SPRING 1960 THE PHOENIX m."~ IIJ6(J _. """"'; ... lR., A Drowning Incident CJ. me.,;!.., 31 A Drowning Incident dark recesses of the musty shaft trailing a thin string of spittle which hung in mucous loops among the strands of the web. He went out then, and carefully pushed the ruined door to. The sun was well up in the oaks on the far side of the house. Some blue jays flashed among the leaves. He hesitated for a moment, then turned down the path toward the corner of the lot. Here he crossed a sag in the honeysuckled fence and started off through the woods. Shortly he came to an old wagon road winding dappled and serene in the morning light through the dripping trees. He took the road downhill, shuffling through the leaves, turning up their damp undersides. He stopped once, stripped off a handful of rabbit tobacco, stuffed it in his mouth and shuffled down the road, spitting, his thin shoulders rolling jauntily. The road angled and switchbacked down the hill until it came to the edge of the woods where it straightened briefly before losing itself in the humming field beyond which stretched the line of willows and cottonwoods that marked the course of the creek. He could still feel the ruts beneath his feet as he waded through the knee high grasses or threaded among the sporadic blackberry brambles. Then he was parting the screen of willows, lime and golden as they turned in the sun with his passage. He could hear the faint liquid purling even then, even before he emerged from the willows where the bridge crosses, glimpsed through the green lacework the fan of water beyond where the sun broke and danced on the stippled surface like silver bees. He walked out onto the little bridge, stepping carefully. The curling planks were cracked and weathered, bleached an almost metallic grey. The whole affair bellied dangerously in the middle, like a well used mule. He sat down on the warm boards, then stretched out on his stomach and peered over the edge into the water below. The creek was shallow and clear. The floor of the pool was mottled brown and gold as a leopard's hide where the sun seeped through the leaves and branches overhead. Minnows drifted obliquely across the slow current. Through the water-glass he watched the tiny shadows traverse the leopard's back silent and undulant as a 32 bird's flight. He found some small white pebbles at his elbows and dropped them to the minnows; they twisted and shimlnered slowly to the bottom trailing miniuscule bubbles that stood in brief tendrils before rising and disappearing. The minnows rushed to inspect. He folded his arms beneath his chin. The sun was warm and good on his back through the flannel shirt. Then with the gentle current drifted from beneath the bridge a small puppy, rolling and bumping along the bottom of the creek, turning weightlessly in the slow water. He watched uncomprehendingly. It spun slowly to stare at him with sightless eyes, turning its white belly to the softly diffused sunlight, its legs stiff and straight in an attitude of perpetual resistance. It drifted on, hid momentarily in a band of shadow, emerged, then slid beneath the hammered silver of the water surface and was gone. He sat up quickly, shook his head and stared into the water. Minnows drifted in the current like suspended projectiles; a water-spider skated. They were black and white, they were black and ... except for the one black all over. He crossed the bridge and started after it, then stopped. When he turned his eyes were wide and white. He came back and started up the creek along the path that curved above the low cutbanks. He studied the water as he went. Small riffles ran through aisles of watercress awash and flowing in the stream, aluong rocks where periwinkles crowded. A crawfish shot beneath the looped bole of a cottonwood. In one pool an inexplicable shoe sat solemnly. At the bend in the creek just below where it passed beneath the pike bridge the current swirled faster and the following pool was deep. Because of the turn the creek made, the sun was now in his eyes and he could not see into the water. He hurried to the pike, crossed the small concrete bridge, and worked his way down the other side, through a stand of cane. When he reached the creek he was on a high bank; below him the current rocked in a swift flume, the water curling and fluted. Below this, in the amber depths of the pool, he could make out a dark burlap sack. He sat down slowly, numb and stricken. As he stared, a small head appeared through a rent in the bag. It ebbed: C.J McCarthy softly for a moment, then, tugged by a corner of the current, a small black and white figure, curled fetally, emerged. It was like witnessing the underwater birth of some fantastic subaqueous organism. It swayed hesitantly for a moment before turning to slide from sight in the faster water. He had no tears, only a great hollow feeling which even as he sat there gave way to a slow mounting sense of outrage. He stood up then, and pulled down a long willow limb and worked it back and forth across his knee trying to worry it in two, but it was tough and resilient and after a while he gave it up. He made his way back through the canes to the road and to the other side where there was a fence. He followed it until he found a loose strand in the wire. This he pulled out, and with a few bendings the rusty latter end came free. He went back to the creek and with the wire hooked at the end tried to fish up the sack from the bottom of the creek. The wire was too long to control, and the current would sweep it away; it was nearly half an hour before he hooked the sack. He twisted the wire in his hand, and when he pulled it the sack followed, heavy and sluggish. He worked it to the bank and lifted it gingerly to shore. It was rotten and foul. When he opened it there was only one puppy inside, the black one, curled between two bricks with a large crawfish tunneled half through the soft wet belly. He hooked his wire into the crawfish and pulled it out, stringing behind it a tube of putrid green entrails. He tried to push them back inside with the toe of his shoe. He went to the road again and scouted the ditches alongside until he found a paper bag, which he brought back and into which with squeamish fingers he deposited the tiny corpse. Then he pushed through the heavy brush until he came to the field, crossed at a diagonal, and entered the woods just a few yards short of the wagon road. He turned up the road swinging the dirty little bag alongside. His steps were trance-like and mechanical, his eyes barren. When he reached the house Suzy came trotting across the yard to meet him. He avoided her and went in by the back door, closing it carefully behind him. In the kitchen he stopped and listened. The house was silent; he could hear his heart thumping. A warmthless light filled the panes of glass above the sink. Then he heard her cought-she was always coughing-and listened closer. She was in the bedroom. He listened at the door, then quietly eased it open. The shades were drawn, and where the sun beat against them they were suffused with a pale orange glow which permeated the air, air infested with the faint urinous odor of the baby, the odor of the blankets, sensuously fetid and intimate. He stood in the doorway for an intenuinable minute. What prompted his next action was the culmination of all the schemes half formed not only walking from the creek but from the moment the baby arrived. Countless rejected, revised, or denied thoughts moiling somewhere in the inner recesses of his mind struggled and merged. He lifted the stinking bag and looked at it. It was soggy and through a feathered split in the bottom little black hairs protruded like spiderfeet. Afterward, thinking about it, it did not seem him that crossed the room to the crib in the corner, lifted back the soft blue blanket, and alongside the sleeping figure, small and wrinkled, dumped the puppy and then folded the blanket over them. He remembered vaguely seeing the green entrails oozing onto the sheet as the blanket fell. He is waiting for him to come home now; it is almost dinner time. He is sitting on his bed, his mind a dimensionless wall against which only a grey pattern, whorled as a huge thumbprint, oscillates slowly. His mother went once to the room quietly, but the baby did not wake. He is waiting for him to come home. 33 The New Architecture John Furlow "TODAY'S ARCHITECT cannot be just a designer," says Dr. Don Hanson, Dean of the UT School of Architecture. "He can't just go out and win ribbons for his design and then go home and forget about it. Architecture is devastatingly real. People have to live with the results for generations, and many buildings in existence today are erosive or at least detrimental to those who inhabit them. The sponsors and architects responsible for bad architecture should be held accountable." Historically, architecture has served the rich and the powerful, but Hanson believes architecture must move toward functional, socially-oriented buildings in an attempt to better serve the wants and needs of people. UT's architecture program is an emerging one, but it is heading in the direction Hanson outlined in his comments. The program is based upon values that will hopefully incite its students to contribute to the society they will serve. Both traditional instruction and experiential learning are emphasized so students will be prepared for the future architectural needs of society. The direction of the UT architecture program is apparent in some of the projects underway now. One of the more interesting and innovative projects involves behavioral studies employing a scale-model (I" = 1-0") of the new Art and Architecture Building. Dr. Alton J. DeLong, who has degrees in psychology, linguistics and man-environment relations as well as an extensive background in architecture, is the instructor for the classes in man-environment studies working with the model. DeLong has developed a variety of techniques for working with scale-model environments. He has conducted a series of behavioral studies which show that the correspondence between behavior in scale-model and full-size environments is significant enough to warrant the use and study of scalemodel environments by architects and social scientists dealing with the man-environment interface. The Art & Architecture Building scale-model, includes furniture and human FALL 1976 THE NEW ARCHITECTURE 35 The New Archtecture figures and represents over 4,000 manhours of work by nineteen students in DeLong's class. It will be used to study how various spaces within the building will be used and how they structure behavior. In studying behavioral patterns in the scaleenvironment, DeLong says one works with people in much the same way linguists work in the field when analyzing languages: you set a context and ask people to articulate behavior which is then carefully recorded and analyzed. "The analogy to language," according to Dr. DeLong, "is not fortuitous. Language is the verbal code people employ to make their transactions with one another intelligible. What we are after, as designers and researchers, is the code people employ which make their transactions with the spatial environment intelligible." These spatial codes, like languages, often vary from one cultural group to another. This places the designer in a difficult position. To effectively use the environment as a medium of communication, he must be fluent in the code employed by the cultural group for whom he is designing. The situation is made even more pernicious because until only a few decades ago no one was even remotely aware that such spatial codes, or spatial languages existed. People themselves are generally unaware of their spatial codes because, according to DeLong, social communication involving such codes occurs almost entirely out-of-awareness. As a consequence of these factors "spatial grammars" have not yet been analyzed, let alone written and made available to designers. These problems are manageable, however. DeLong feels that the development of scale-model environment research methods permits the designer and the researcher to examine a wide variety of contexts much more swiftly. "Scale-model environments speed-up the perception of time and the execution of behavior. Our current studies suggest that two hours of real time is experienced in a mere ten minutes in the 1/I2 scale environment. Of course, such a compression of time precludes certain aspects of behavior from analysis, but the structural features of behavioral sequences do emerge rather distinctly," he explained. 36 Reactions to the scale-model methods DeLong has developed for research and design vary considerably, ranging from enthusiasm over the practical and theoretical implications to skepticism and even antagonism by those who view it as a threat to the creative role of the designer. "Those who are concerned with a restriction on the designer's creativity are typically products of the old, traditional form of design education which views the designer as a sort of super-creative intellect," DeLong added. DeLong likens the designer to the poet, arguing that the poet cannot be creative and an effective communicator unless he is fluent in the language of his audience-his 'users.' The difference between the babbling infant and the poet is that the former creates nonsense and the latter creates new forms of meaning. Requiring designers to be fluent in the spatial 'languages' of their users is not a burden on creativity, but rather enhances the creative potential. The role of design, according to DeLong, is the creation of meaning: It must have social relevance to have value. "Working with users in scale environments," DeLong added, "is a unique experience for students in this regard, because they can immediately discover from the users' reactions whether their manipulation of space is nonsensical or intelligible and meaningful." An equally important aspect of the Art & Architecture Building project is to correlate and calibrate the behavioral findings in scale environments with those in full-size environments. The actual results of usage patterns in the building will be compared to the results obtained in the scale-model. If results are at all compatible, this study would indicate that the adequacy of a designed environment can be specified prior to having to make irretrievable financial commitments. As Kevin Lloyd, one of the students in DeLong's class stated, "There are nine million dollars invested in this building alone. In the future, before you commit that much money to a building it ought to be possible to know how people will react to it." One floor up and just a few rooms down the hall from the Architecture Building model in Estabrook John Furlow Hall lies the Housing Research and Development Center, established in r975. The HRDC is the research and development arm for housing programs at UT. The philosophy of HRDC (quoting an HRDC newsletter) "is that housing is the symptom of all that is good and bad in America. When we speak of child abuse, homicides within the home, assault and battery within the home, social conditions of the neighborhood, primary and secondary markets for business, busing, local tax base, and deteriorated neighborhoods, we are talking about housing. The house is also a status symbol, a place for entertaining friends, the largest financial investment made by the average individual in his life time, and the last symbol of territoriality in our society. It is because of this philosophy that the Housing Research and Development Center is interested in the revitalization and stablization of neighborhoods." One of the main concerns of the HRDC is the development of good, efficient housing that is relatively inexpensive. Various approaches have been taken towards the realization of this goal. Recently the HRDC designed and built two houses in East Knoxville that utilize solar energy for water and air heating systems. The houses will be sold for $r6,800, and the use of solar energy should cut utility bills in half. These houses are built at standard FHA housing specifications at the lowest possible expense, so more families will be able to afford such housing. The HRDC works in conjunction with local minority contractors, enabling them to get the experience Top left: Stairways and partial view of lounge in the new UT Art and Architecture Building model; photo by Mike Ruppert. Above: Lenthwise view into building model from ground floor; photo by Bob Blanton. Left: View into the library of architecture building model; photo by Bob Blanton. needed for making more accurate and efficient judgments. The HRDC has established programs in Building Management and Building Inspection for people in the community. Educating those in the community to work within the system is a goal of the HRDC. Those involved with the HRDC believe-as staff member Ann Blanton said-that "housing is more than just putting up buildings for people to live in. It entails wise urban planning, economic development, and neighborhood-user education." The HRDC's involvement with housing, the behavioral studies being conducted in DeLong's class and other programs-such as the shelter building projects going on in earthquake-prone Managua, Nicaragua, all deal with people. As Dean Hanson said, "Buildings should be built for people, and unless buildings reflect the real values and needs of people they no longer fulfill the definition of what architecture should be." 37 Mechanicsville FALL 1979 38 Introduction IN THE FALL and Winter Quarters during 1977-1978, students in the Historic Preservation Laboratory at UT's School of Architecture designated a twenty-four block area of Mechanicsville as the subject of a case study in historic preservation. Historic preservation is a relatively new concept in Knoxville, and the large, area-wide scale of preservation of a district such as Mechanicsville had never been attempted. Mechanicsville thus became the test case. The area was chosen because its boundaries contained many of the major issues that face preservation activity today. It is an historic area with highly significant architecture, yet its continued existence as a residential neighborhood is threatened by the increasing rate of deterioration of its structures. The problem of deterioration is aggravated by the problems that come with an economically disadvantaged area, absentee landlords, and a constantly changing disposition on the future of the area by city planning authorities. Without timely intervention, the end result would be displacement of its residents; the process of deterioration would have reached a point of irreversibility, paving the way for demolition and the speculation of new commercial development. Left alone, this neighborhood rich in memories of the past would be eradicated and its residents would most likely be relocated to public housing projects. The solution to these problems is still being studied and will be the subject of a future publication. The applications of the study extend beyond the boundaries of Mechanicsville. One of the biggest problems that must be overcome in the preservation of Mechanicsville and other older sections of Knoxville, is a general lack of awareness among the public of historic preservation as an alternative to new development. Typically, there is a total inability to perceive the potential of rehabilitating structures for continued use. Part of this stems from the lack of knowledge and exposure to the technology of preservation and rehabilitation. Through case studies of selected structures this project has attempted to demonstrate the potential of properly rehabilitated structures. The following material is a selected sampling of student projects. The entire project was undertaken in two phases, each constituting half the geographical area considered. In each phase, intensive research and surveys were conducted on planning statistics, existing conditions and architectural significance of the structures. After the surveys, students were encouraged to select problems of special interest which would contribute to the preservation of Mechanicsville. History McGhee's Addition, later to become known as Mechanicsville, was a thriving suburb of Knoxville in 1868 when the University of Tennessee consisted only of half a dozen buildings with little residential development around it. This suburb was named for Charles McClung McGhee, a wealthy landowner from Monroe County who had moved to Knoxville in 1860 to take advantage of the business opportunities provided by the city's busy industrial activity. McGhee's Addition, located on the northwestern fringe of the city, was a residential and industrial community inhabited by the new working and middle classes. Most of Knoxville's heavy industry was located near this area. The Knoxville Iron Works was founded in the vicinity of Mechanicsville by Hiram S. Chamberlain, a Union Army Captain from Ohio and Chief Quartermaster of Knoxville at the close of the Civil War. Chamberlain furnished the business expertise, Welsh iron masters furnished the technical knowledge and skill, and blacks were employed as the mechanics and laborers. Bar iron, nails, railroad spikes as well as ornamental fences were manufactured. Many of these fences still line the streets of Mechanicsville. From 1850-1890 people in this area were largely employed by the railroads, the Iron Company, and various mills throughout the area. Mechanicsville's 2,000 citizens were annexed to the city in 1883. A local newspaper reported: "Mechanicsville keeps time to the musical hum of the machinery within her borders. Every residence and cottage bore evidence of thrift and contentment." Welsh technicians and wealthy merchants built large grandiose structures in the area, adjoined by small cottages built by skilled workers. Even smaller "shotgun" houses were built in McAnnally Flats, now also known as Mechanicsville, by black mechanics and workers. In 1875, Col. John L. Moses deeded a tract ofland in Mechanicsville for the use and benefit of the black people. Fairview School was built on this land by black citizens for this purpose. Knoxville College was also founded in 1875 by the United Presbyterian Church as a grade and a normal school for blacks. The site chosen for the college was Longstreet's Hill, that ridge from which the main batteries of Lt. Gen. James Longstreet's forces shelled the Federal Fort Sanders. Gen. Ambrose E. Burnside had moved his Federal Forces from Cincinnati to Knoxville in 1862. Blacks, both slave and free, fled to Knoxville at that time to be under the protection of Burnside and the Union troops, and settled among the blacks already established in Mechanicsville. Many streets in Mechanicsville are named after 39 Mechanicsville leading black citizens. Cansler Street is named for Professor Charles W. Cansler, a respected lawyer, author, and educator. Cansler was responsible, through Sen. E.E. Patton, a member of the Tennessee State Senate, for a bill which provided for playgrounds and parks for blacks in Knoxville. He was also responsible for passage of an act by the Tennessee legislature enabling descendants of ex-slaves to inherit real estate in the same manner as whites. Finally, it was Cansler who was responsible for the erection of a public library for blacks in Knoxville, with funds provided by the Carnegie Corporation. Other streets such as "Dora" were named for the children of Col. ] ohn L. Moses, a great black benefactor. In 1883 Mechanicsville, the Ninth Ward of Knoxville, contained six grocery and general stores, (the largest being]ames J. Concon's on McGhee Street). There was also a greenhouse, a Methodist, Christian, and a Welsh Congretational Church, and a new high school. By the turn of the century, the population of this portion of the city had increased greatly, resulting in an increased demand for service facilities. Fire Station NO.5 was built to service the area in 1909. It was built in the Neo-Classical style, which was typical of the period. Its design fulfilled all functional requirements of an efficient fire station. The tower rising from the center of the front facade was designed for quick drying fire hoses. Three brass fire poles allowed for quick descent from the upstairs to the ground floor. Fire Station NO.5 is now the oldest remaining fire station in the city. It was designed for horsedrawn fire equipment. A fire company at the time comprised of two pieces of equipment manned by five to seven men and drawn by four horses. Motorized fire equipment appeared in 1917 and Fire Station NO.5 became a center for repair for motorized fire engines for many years. Located at the intersection of Deaderick, Arthur, and McGhee Streets, it is now included in the National Register of Historic Sites. Mechanicsville began to decline shortly after the turn of the century. The more afHuent families moved to newer suburbs that had begun to spring up throughout the city. Blacks were not permitted to join the labor unions which controlled to some 40 extent skilled occupations in most of the industries in Knoxville. In a social study done on the Mechanicsville area in 1925, J.H. Danes observed that the physical surroundings of the Negro family were for the most part poor and lacked ordinary conveniences such as bathrooms and electricity. Heating was usually with wood or coal stoves. The living conditions were typical of "the Negroes whose economic standing is low and who cannot afford more than minimum living expenses." From the turn of the century to the present, the process of deterioration, both socially and physically, has continued at an increasing pace. In the 1950's, construction of Interstate 40 demolished a large portion of the finest homes in Mechanicsville. Present highway expansion and commercial encroachment further threaten the existence of this area as a residential neighborhood. However, despite the forces of rapid deterioration, the historic and architectural integrity of the area still comes through. No more to build on there Michael D. Galligan A woman's wet yellow hair Can straggle across her steamy face As she rests against the stairs Leading to the kitchen inside, and says: How time lies heavy With today and yesterday Wearing me the same, And tomorrow carrying no change. A man in workpants and shirt Can leave to work With solid face and eyes firmly set On time at hand, an hour ahead, no more: We have the home, and yard fenced; I've no time for time to lay heavy, With work and garage I commenced To build today. Spring 1970 And firmly set off to work. A woman's moist face can grow firm On the day a fence is built And without a tear can learn Of a garage and slowly accept: There's not much love in a fence That I can find And hope in a garage Is as lost As my child's last dance Down the kitchen steps. And slowly step inside and close The kitchen door. 41 Why I Abhor A Lot Of Modern, Pseudo-Deep Poetry Richard Laurence Barclay Spring 1971 PHOENIX 42 -sprlng'?1- I abhor a lot of modern, Pseudo-deep poetry because In most of such poems the words are arranged On The page In such pattern a that, In order to read the poem, one's must eyes often be Jostled and bounced about Like the breasts Of a well endowed girl prancing down a flight of stairs. the fishwife's tale Marla Puziss there are tiles on the bathroom floor the color of oceans, and in the bathtub small waves crest and break. I float, huge as a whale amid the ice of white porcelain, rocking]onah in my belly. who needs ocean voyages? I want to stay home and write poems, hear your quiet breathing in the night. I will be old Noah with seaweed hair, with hands smelling of zebras, setting foot on land. FALL 1976 -_ _ ........-. 1 _.. _ _ - ::=:::..: . . . .. _-"'....... 43 Concrete EddHurt "Lithe," an adjective not applied to bogs, is not applicable here. Boglike, rolls down in slow lava expectancy, an asylum's oatmeal. Then turning, folds coming out, edge upon edge, an obese woman sitting. To versify is useless: its subtly "lithe" motion, felt, is the minds of men working without sound. FALL 1976 ----- -------- _ .... -"' .............. --~--. ...... ..-.. 44 45 fig 2.2 Kerry Bowden 46 fig. 2·3 Amalio Monllor 47 from: What Next for the University? "What developments or changes would you most like to see on this campus within the next five years?" Jack Clark, Harold Glass, c& Russell Fletcher, Knoxville Gay Caucus FALL 1976 What Next for the University? "Wt!oIt~.~......,.-..u"",,,_I10.0._ ... tNo~""'rM".",...r 48 HEREWITH ARE A FEW GOALS that we shall strive to attain in Knoxville and on the university campus: I) A relaxing of social attitudes toward gay people. In a recent incident, an apartment owner was showing a prospective renter through an apartment that was occupied by a gay person. Spying a "Gay is Good" poster and a Playgirl magazine, the apartment owner not only tore down the poster, but also stole the magazine. Confronted with a potential theft law suit, the apartment owner begrudgingly returned the magazine. 2) A relaxing of official attitudes (both city and university) toward gay people. The university has refused for years to allow gay people to form a recognized organization on campus on the grounds that homosexual acts are illegal in the State of Tennessee. May it hereby be known by the University of Tennessee administration that we, the gay people of Knoxville, are not asking for a place to perform sexual acts. The near sightedness of the university administration is what has kept them blind to the fact that being gay is a way of life and an expression of our very own being. If the attitudes of the city of Knoxville toward gay people were known outside our own realm, the public would easily recognize the injustice involved. Recently a gay individual was literally kidnapped, driven to a secluded spot, and robbed at knife point. When a city detective arrived, surveyed the scene, and interrogated our friend, he reflected that the only people who are out at 1:00 a.m. are black people and homosexuals, using somewhat more colorful words. No fingerprints were taken; no further action was taken. As a matter of fact nothing was taken except our friend's car, his watch, his money, and several stitches in his face during the two weeks he spent in the hospital. American justice triumphs! 3) The beginning of a gay studies class on campus comparable to currently offered black and women's studies. This study course would cover such aspects as the historic significance in philosophical, politico/military, and artistic fields. Current aspects of gay society would also be treated, including peer pressure and the impact of gays on contemporary politics and in artistic areas. 4) The establishment of a gay counselling, recreation, and social center, run by and for gay people, where we will meet, discuss and work with our peer problems, and celebrate our attitudes. This idea is still in the formative stages; we will work toward and through this center to bring about changes in social and official attitudes. A gay person in need would be able to come to other gay people for professional referral and empathetic help. This center is no longer just a dream-it is an attainable goal. by making these homes available for residences (not usurping them for office space) for faculty members and by encouraging faculty members to live there, so that the faculty home can be again, as it once was, a part of the university community. Allen Carroll, Associate Professor, English I HAVE LITTLE TO SAY about what changes the University ought to make over the next five years. It's not easy to come up with suggestions which aren't so large as to be vapid (our teaching ought to be better), so small as to be frivolous (the elevators in McClung Tower ought to be made to work), so complicated (having to do with, for example, the emphasis in the English department), or so obvious (we ought to switch to a semester system), but perhaps the following suggestions are worth consideration. First, the University should by all means hold enrollment at its current level, which means we will want to begin (again) discriminating in our admissions policy and presumably paying more attention to the quality of students and instruction than to the quantity of either. Second, the University ought to control the present proliferation of special offices and minor departments and thus control the administration and supporting staff which at present threatens to overwhelm the proper functions (teaching and research) of the university. Thirdly, the University ought to make an effort to preserve the neighborhood quality of the community, especially what remains of it this side of Cumberland, 49 Poet's Corner Robert Walker SPRING 1974 Phoenix of Tennessee Sf:wlng.974 Uni~ty • Editors 50 NEARLY EVERY STUDENT AT UT has written a poem at sometime in their life-or at least it seems they have, judging by the hundreds of poems submitted to the Phoenix each quarter. These poems are written by people whose academic interests are highly diverse. Only a small minority of submitted work comes from English or Journalism majors. Most of the poetry we receive is obviously untutored, poetry being an art which is almost invariably ignored in most high school and college curriculums. Part of the dignity of poetry has always been its inaccessability as a craft, its tenets and aesthetics. Being so subjective and ephemeral, poetry has never really lent itself to structured pedagogy. You cannot tell someone how to write a poem. Poetry is not a world of strict do's and don't's; its only absolutes are talent and conviction. Still, the thought is troubling that many of the poets' work examined by the Phoenix could be greatly improved in quality and greater satisfaction gained if more attention was given to those aspects of the poet's craft which can be taught. A poetry writing class does exist at UT. It is taught by Dr. Richard Kelly, is scheduled once a year, and cannot be repeated for credit. However, one quarter is too little time for the professor to establish the close interpersonal relationships with his students which are so necessary in a poetry class. Also, so little class time does not allow students to develop their work together, experience a sense of community, or assimilate the ideas of their comrades. The atmosphere of a poetry class should be as informal and unstructured as possible, something similar to an encounter group. The reason this sort of creative learning experience is not presently available is largely due not only to lack of time but the grade consciousness of both students and the University. We are calling for an expansion of the present program, making it possible for students to take a sequence of poetry courses as one could take a series of courses in a comparable graphic arts program. We also ask that these courses be given pass/fail, with the only requirement being regular attendance. This is a pipe dream. The University is not ready for it; the funding is not available; Dr. Kelly couldn't do it alone. But it seems a shame that the interests of so many students should be ignored and such a reservoir of creative talent be allowed to go untapped. Until this dream comes true, hopefully the Phoenix can increasingly become a focal point of communication between those of us who try to put the sunset into a sentence. Film Fantasy Sandy Sneed c& Lewis Goans IN RECENT YEARS, there has been a movement from print media to visual communication, predominantly the film media. We have laid our books down and turned to television and films for a good portion of information as well as enjoyment. Unlike other phases of communication which date back to ancient times, film is less than 100 years old. It has originated and expanded before us; it has changed our modern age just as the age has developed it. Filmic communication is the growth of industries, the birth of a new art form, an expansion of the communication process, a massive entertainment outlet, an aid in technical advancement-it is all these and more. In the wake of this tidal wave of visual communication, colleges and universities all over the country have begun to incorporate film history and film making in their curriculums. The film programs are located in departments of cinema communications, theatre, art, and broadcasting, among others. Here at the University of Tennessee, the film history and theory courses are in the department of Speech and Theatre, while the courses involving film making and film editing are in the departments of Art and Broadcasting. In the history and theory classes, emphasis is placed on the analytical viewing of films and familiarizing the student with various technical aspects of the industry. The film making courses allow the students to try their own hands at the art. Film is also present in many other places on campus. Education has a media division; libraries have a non-print section; there is a Photographic and Film Service in the University Extension Division; many other departments have full series of films relating to their respective subjects. However, at present, UT offers no opportunity for a major in the area of filmic communications, with the exception of the College Scholars Program. Three students are enrolled as "film majors" through this program, but many more students have expressed an interest in a film major. Growing interest is reflected in the crowded film classes, especially in the film making area where classrooms are often overflowing and the availability of equipment is limited. Last year, a University Committee on Film Studies was formed under the leadership of Dr. Ralph Norman to study the extent of film interest and film possibilities on campus. At the conclusion of its research, the committee will present its recommendations for the direction of film study at UT. The decision will be based on the needs of our school and a study of the programs which have been tried at other schools. To have an effective film program, a University must be prepared to cover all phases of film history, production, criticism, and uses. Without such an integrated program, film studies would be inconclusive. We are calling for such a film curriculum at UT. In the past, it was possible for film studies to be limited. But now, film making and film studies can hardly be ignored. Film is the medium of the future, and we are shaping the future today. FALL 1974 Film Fantasy by S<:lnd!:J St!eed Clnd l~ls GooM 51 Eric Lewald Ruth E. Garwood SPRING 1976 52 MOST OF THE PEOPLE in Eric Lewald's film class don't know that he's an undergraduate. It might not make any difference except that Lewald teaches the class. Titled "Film as an Art Form," the course is taught in the Honors Department. Lewald is teaching the class to fulfill a requirement of the College Scholars Program, in the College of Liberal Arts, which allows students to design their own curricula. The program requires a senior project, and to culminate his film curriculum, Lewald thought it would be appropriate to teach a class on film. The class meets for two hours twice a week. On Tuesday the class watches the film Lewald has chosen for that week; on Thursday, they discuss the film in light of what they have learned about technique from their textbooks and from earlier discussions. The students watch films such as Citizen Kane, The Silence, Nanook ofthe North and Ivan the Terrible and write their reactions. "I try to say nothing before the students write their reactions," Lewald says, "but after I've read their papers I try to say a good solid chunk." To analyze film, Lewald suggests that students use techniques that they have learned from analysis of literature. "I only use literature because it's something 99 out of 100 people do. The experience of freshman composition gives people some exposure to literary criticism, but film is a lot more like music than anything else." He compares the elements of film to melodic lines or sections of the orchestra, all of which combine to produce the final piece. "The whole point of the class is that the form and content are inseparable," says Lewald. "The story is only a bare starting point for my film, one out of twenty things to look at along with elements like sound, lighting, camerawork, acting style, transitions, and editing rhythm." Lewald believes that films can be based on plays and novels, but he says, "You have to remember that what makes the story is the relation of the author's style to the plot. The last thing you're supposed to worry about is transferring it specifically." Lewald makes films himself. Earlier this year he worked at the Community Video Center at St. John's Episcopal Church. One of his projects there was making an hour-long music show with his friend Glenn Morgan. Last fall Lewald studied at New York University and made some short films there. His current project is writing the screenplay for a feature length film he and Glenn Morgan are planning. Lewald recognized his interest in film about four years ago, when his family was spending the summer in Cambridge, England. On several trips into London, Lewald did nothing but go to movies. "I realized that was the only thing I was interested in," he says. Lewald's teaching methods are derived from his experience as a student. "I'm doing things in the way teachers I liked did them," he explains, and reflecting on the class he adds, "but the real reason behind the course is that I got to see ten of my favorite films." 53 Spring is Spring if .. John Girard Willis WINTER 1977 ...------_ _..............- .........,........ _..__ .... t-.. ..... _ _ _ ......... ...... -.. -....,-~-~ ~~~==-.. _..-.....·DofttO ....... ... _Io< ...-.. _L.... -""'"- _~ ~-- 54 Spring ain't spring unless(t) i git my boiled eggs & greens i love t best/ N spring ain't spring until wysteria sprouts beneath our windowsill/ Spring is Spring if... rain drench the branch N the waters run deep beneath my toes if swimming near the river flows/ the cane near the creek gits thick & the air smites yous like sweaty fingers upon the brow of dawn/ Spring is spring, if N when Winter seems as though it'll never come again/ The Little Fai ths Gary Shockley We have mastered the little faiths, All the harmless sophistries that Our scheduled leisure will allow. Yet, a taste remains for something golden. The lines grow long, waiting again, Waiting for Spring, for the third dawn's Final heresy against all We call real, all we call silver. Spring sings the mad prophet's promise, Dances with Lazarus, reborn To remind an easy people Just how easily silver turns to gray. WINTER 1978 ...... -~v.... _ _ ... -........... 55 Heat lightning Marla Puziss A rumor of heat lightning moves in the night air heavy with ozone, and fireflies pulse in the long grass. I am learning the ways of fireflies: a brief light, a mating and a quiet dying. Like the Indian women I will wind them in my hair for jewelry. FALL 1976 Under my cheekbones an old woman is taking form in slow metamorphosis. I will sit on a dark porch, wearing my grandmother's hands and watch the children hunting fireflies , their low calls sounding in the sticky air. =-:..":..~ _--....... ----..- =-~-::..~.- --. ...........-- ._"'... ~-- .... .... - "'" ..... ....... r~== 56 fig. 3. 1 Jerrie Williams 58 jig. 3.2 Paul Yount 59 fig. 33 Dangerous Dreams 60 Beverly Brecht jig. 3·4 K. G. Freeman 61 Special Jon Parker I drive a bus downtown. Tonight there's some black singer on the radio-a bass as deep as the sky above the buildings. I turn him down. SPRING1988 "Vandalism campus art is of --62 ...... !:f':-::.~:: :::::: ............... " ---.....,.,.... .......,...._-....... . -........ ....- :.-=.""'" .......... _MI _ _ • =:::--== ::::,.=...~:::J"_ _ .. ........._,. ......... =---.... :..:t..... . . .-. .. .,..... ,..... ,...... ...... ,..... ....,..."". ..... ............. --~-,.,""'~-"': ., ~= Some random voice breaks in over the two-way radio, says "The people in the chapel are cold." That's all, and it repeats, not even speaking to me: "The people in the chapel are cold." No voice could sing like this little city. No voice could sing what I hear now in my glass bus: nothing but the breath through my nose, imagine I can hear the cold electricity of the bank clock flashing a hundred feet high, giving me the real blues. How late, how cold I am. The radio announcer tells me that our great radio telescopes are listening to the stars, trying to find a station, but the stars sound like static. I roll down my window, and I think I hear the stars as the cold air pours into the bus above the steady backbeat of the bank clock: 0 33 9:0 1 320 9: 0 2 But what I really hear is the light rain falling, beginning to freeze. The J.F.G. sign across the river blinks: "specia1." jig. 3·5 Larry Maloney 63 Prayer Karen Ohnesorge Sunday the car swished over the twigs and leaves the wind threw down. You went to church for comfort. But the man with brass teeth spoke only of tithes, for he believes what the Bible says, despite the decay of wombs, the appeal of quick death. SPRING 1983 Outside the leaves click up and down in the grey wind like code-senders in a submarine. The morning breathes at my window sucking and blowing. On cool days the sun is bright, and the sky is blue even when it smells grey. Look closely. I see the earthworms and the doves of the columbine. Poetry by Karen Ohnesorge 64 Champagne Hour Linda Parsons Burggraf Lawrence Welk strikes up his thirty pieces. Around the chair's left side, Harley opens his fifth Black Label since supper. His wife never counts on saturday night and he can slip a few empties behind the chair. The bubble machine takes him back. Sometimes he'll talk better days to his granddaughter. The Pelican Line: creased table damask Crab Louie on Spode grasshopper pie movement so effortless you pulled into Bristol all the way from Atlanta in the space of a dog's pant. She knows the caboose is watermelon red and follows piggybacks on the tail end. But what she loves about this house is the bathtub. Porcelain crouches on clawed feet like a female Congo cat. Though the suds and plastic cups her toes shoot budlike from the waterline. She calls to be dried. Myron Floren finishes on the accordion. Her grandmother leaves before the old women polka together on camera. Past the bathroom door her arms clink with three, maybe four, bottles. SPRING 1988 -- --........... .......-..-...... ...... ......... ..,..-. 65 Leaving Him, Leaving North Carolina Jennifer C. Worth In Black Mountain, the air smelled like winter, not cold, but sharp and moist, with the mountains in it. That was the latest change, the move out of autumn, here at the first shoulder of the mountains that divide my home from his. I paused there, out of my car, and I watched the horizon darken until I couldn't distinguish the foothills from the flat sky. Then I drove on west, knuckles white on the steering wheel. FALL 1996 n· .......... ..._oxM, --~"~ ....,. .................. n._...... ....... ___ ~ .. c. ~ I111 _ _ . . . . . "",.. ...... 111 . . _ ... .... .., ..... __ ,., .,......, ...... _IIIIIIt_. ...........,.. ..... , - . . .. '*- .... .,..,~'\ __ ........ l'IIM' __ .rI-' ~ ......... --.. ....... I----------------~~ 67 IolIo gallery Amy Britnell SPRING 1990 68 UT ART STUDENTS are discovering some of the realities of the professional art world through Gallery 1010, a space run by the University of Tennessee's Student Art League that will provide talented artists with long overdue exposure. Until recently, many student artists have been frustrated with UT's lack of viable gallery space for the exhibition of their work. Although the Ewing Gallery in the Art and Architecture building has provided them a minimal amount of exposure, with shows like the art department's annual student competition, it gradually has evolved into a showcase for professional artists. While students have been able to walk through Ewing and take a look at what's happening in the art world beyond the university, they weren't able to experience a part of that real world until the advent of Gallery 1010. "It's a totally new perspective on what the students are accomplishing," said Don Kurka, head of the art department. "It's a wonderful format for them to display their abilities, skills, talents. I think that is the real payoff on having a gallery. There's a showcase for the talent that exists. "The gallery gives students the opportunity to do everything that it takes to put a show together - all those details behind the scenes," Kurka said. "That's a thing that you need to know how to do if you're going to be an artist. So it's a learning experience in itself." Gallery 1010, located on the third floor of the Candy Factory, is a small, intimate space with stark white walls, hardwood floors, and windows overlooking downtown Knoxville and the Knoxville Museum of Art. The gallery opened in January with a group show featuring the work of 30 artists in various mediums. Bev Brecht, gallery committee president, said, "This is a real turning point, I think, for the art students to really learn something. "Making something is one dimension of the creative process, and it's still you-it's very personal," Brecht said. "Then the next step is when the class critiques it-other students, faculty. This gallery is another step, getting your work out there where people don't know you. Not your friends, but strangers looking at your work. "It's a weird kind of experience because you feel very vulnerable and naked in a way. There are some very intimate thoughts and feelings that are just out there to be evaluated, judged, approved of by a complete and total stranger. It's good objective feedback the students get that they just can't get any other way," she said. That objective feedback, while valuable, also can be painful for a young artist unaccustomed to the sometimes blatant criticism found outside a university environment. Gallery 1010 presents one of the most unnerving realities of being an artist - public rejection or approval. "In a university setting, you get caught up in this microcosm that has nothing to do with the real world, really," Brecht said. "It's just so unique in that closed kind of environment. You need to learn the process, but you have no way to learn the practical reality of what it's really like. You might not realize something about yourself unless you have a chance to experience this, and it's nice because it's not the real world. "It's sort of what it's like, but it's not like you have the rent to pay and if this stuff doesn't sell, you're out on the street. You don't have your whole survival on the line," she said. "Maybe it isn't even what you want to do, and you haven't realized that yet because it's just so much fun to make art." Remo Melton, a graduate student in ceramics, said, "You just have to think that it (criticism) is just one person's opinion. I guess that's the best way to cope with it." His work was part of the gallery's first show. "Any time we make our art, we're open to criticism," Melton said. "It's a very scary thing to put your work up on a wall. I think it takes a lot of guts to take something you've made, good or bad, and put it out for people to view." Melton's studio is filled with what he describes as non-functional teapots, fashioned in three-legged animal forms. The ceramic creatures are perpetually in mid-step, which Melton calls representative of the transitory nature oflife. "I make art for self-satisfaction," Melton said. "I'm making it to get it right. That's a quote from a guy out 69 IOho Gallery West-somebody said, 'What's your goal?' and he said, 'To make it to get it right.' There is no perfect piece. Not for the artist, there isn't." Ideally, Gallery 1010 will instill "make it to get it right" standards among more student artists. The gallery and a viewing public give students a tangible reason to work for perfection that goes beyond the good' grades that are given so much emphasis in an academic environment. "The gallery demands that students finish their work in a professional manner," ·Melton said. "If you look at the art in the gallery, you'll see that it is very much student work. It's very naive, very young art. Very green. It's extremely good that we have the gallery and the chance to get out there and show." For William Franks, a senior in painting, the gallery's biggest advantage is the expanded sense of identity that can result from seeing one's artwork as part of a show. Franks said, "1010 offers a chance for students to see their things on the wall, so that their work becomes more real to them. It helps people to begin to believe in themselves as artists." No classroom critiques, portfolio reviews, or menacing pass/fail standards come attached to the work shown in Gallery 1010. In fact, Brecht emphasized that two-week gallery sti nts are open to anyone affiliated with the university, from artists to engineers. This indulgent atmosphere encourages creative growth and experimentation, another of Gallery 1010'S advantages. Franks said, "It's the only place you can make a statement. It might be a wad of bread in the middle of the floor, but to you it means something, and it's okay there. It's like a safe place." Unfortunately, the opportunities that accompany Gallery 1010 will mean very little without time and interest from the students, and financial support from the community. The problems are cropping up alongside the advantages. Students are responsible for finding the time to staff their own shows, which means balancing the gallery against classes and projects. Although hiring a graduate teaching assistant would relieve that problem, 70 Kurka asserts that sending someone from the art department to hel p out would be antithetical to the original concept of Gallery 1010: an effort run for the students by the students. Kurka is adamant that the students who will benefit from Gallery 1010 are the ones who will keep the gallery alive. Although Kurka agreed to nurse the fledgling venture through the first six months, he will leave Gallery 1010 to sink or swim from that point onward. It's the student's responsibility, he said, to hang shows, staff the gallery, rally community support and make sure the $200 monthly rent is paid. "I'm highly optimistic about the students' ability to put together exciting and outstanding exhibits," Kurka said. "I'm very uncertain about whether they can find money to finance them." It's a worthwhile effort. Aside from the fact that the gallery is a valuable hands-on learning experience for the students, it allows the community outside the university to tap into the diverse range of talent and creative resources found here. In the four months since its opening, Gallery 1010 has hung worthwhile shows 'with fresh attitudes and perspectives that are hard to find in a stagnant university environment. Thomas Ducklo 71 fig. 4.2 Mickey Stigmata 72 Greg Bunch fig. 4-3 Untitled (Lake City, TN) mndy Robinson 73 The Letter Alan Gratz SPRING 1993 74 THE LETTER SEEMED harmless enough. Maybe it was a practical joke. Maybe it was sincere. If it were a joke, then it was probably the guys at work who were behind it. But if it wasn't a joke ... The envelope had no return address. The letter was unsigned. The author had used a fountain pen with a small, flat tip. The ink was a light black on the yellow paper. Expensive paper. When Michael held it up to the light he could read the watermark: "Crane's." The text was compact, simple. Less than half the page was filled with words, all scrunched up near the top of the paper. The handwriting was neat manuscript, with gentle curves and tall letters. Michael remembered hearing once that tall letters meant the writer was confident. All the spelling was correct. The grammar was complex, yet accurate. The style was poetic, imaginative, honest. The meaning was ambiguous. The spacing between lines was uniform, though there were no lines on the paper. The only flaw, if it could be called such, in the letter's design was the left margin. Each line started just a little farther to the right than the last, leaving a slight diagonal bend to the text. Unintentional, Michael reasoned. Probably a left-handed writer. One hundred years from now, the letter began, we'll both be shadowy ghosts. With this in mind, I've determined that I have nothing to lose in writing you this letter. Michael picked up the envelope once more. The post-mark was local. The letter had arrived one day after it had been mailed. He looked closely at the way his name was written on the envelope. Tall, thin letters. No mistakes. No hesitation. Michael wondered if someday he might be able to write his own name that way. You've been on my mind for some time now, the letter continued. In the seventh grade two of Michael's friends found out he had a crush on Marilou Ellis, and they wrote him an anonymous note from a secret admirer. He examined the letter carefully, as his friends knew he would. The letters were short and round, bubbly. Feminine. The ink was pink and the stationary was bordered with flowers. There were subtle hints that it was supposed to be from Marilou: I watch you in social studies, the letter said. Marilou was in his social studies class. You're a good artist, the letter complimented him. Marilou was in his art class. I've noticed how you sit near me at lunch. Michael sat near her at lunch. He wanted to believe the letter, so he did. Michael wrote Marilou a letter in return. He told her he had a crush on her. He told her he wanted to go steady with her. He told her he loved her. Michael slid his note into Marilou's book bag in social studies class. Class, the teacher said, open your books to chapter fourteen-Agriculture of the World. Marilou pulled her book out of her bag. She found the note. She blushed as she read it and scribbled out a quick response. I didn't write you a letter, she wrote. Sorry. Hope is a lover's staff, this letter's envelope quoted. Walk hence with that, and manage it against despairing thoughts.-Shakespeare. And then there was the heart of the letter. From observing you in class, the letter explained, I haven't been able to determine your sexual preference. That had to be the joke. The guys at work would be waiting for him to mention the letter just so they could laugh at him. Regardless, you appear to be open-minded, the letter reminded him, so I'm sure you can appreciate my feelings without prejudice. I don't usually like anonymity but this is an instance where I feel it's appropriate. Michael took the letter to his roommate. "Did you write this?" Darren took the letter and skimmed it. "No. Where'd you get this?" "It came in the mail." Darren looked silently at the letter for a long time, reading it and rereading it. "Well?" "Well what?" "What do you think?" Darren handed the letter back to Michael. "Some guys like you." "Do you think this is real?" Darren turned his eyes back to the television. "Why not?" "Why not? because I'm not gay, that's why not. You yourself told me once that I couldn't even pretend to be a homosexual." 'Just because you're a horse doesn't mean a zebra won't find you attractive." Michael paused thoughtfully. "I still think it's a joke," he said. The next day in class Michael felt like everyone was watching him. He felt eyes on him from all sides, but every time he turned, hoping to catch the admirer in the act, he found no one looking at him. All four classes that day went the same way-the burning stares of the class on him, yet no one returning his glances. Michael peered up and down the rows looking for likely candidates. In each class he picked out one or two men he thought might be the originator of the letter. His choices were all very similar. They tended to be tall. Very thin boned, almost lanky. Their faces had a thin, gaunt look to them, and two of them had rather high pitched voices. They had interesting haircuts-hair in the eyes, bowl cuts, long, straight hair that curled slightly inward toward the neck. Out of the few he had singled out, Michael mentally selected the two or three he would rather the author of the letter turn out to be. That night at work Michael felt guarded. He worried about how he should act-confident and unaffected? open-minded and receptive? honest and jovial? Terrified that the note was the brainchild of friends at work, he watched his mannerisms carefully. Nothing 75 The Letter he did or said could let his friends know he had received the letter. The evening progressed and his friends made no sign of authorship. They acted as if nothing had happened. Michael wondered how long they could keep their silence. soon one of them would ask if he had gotten any strange mail. Or perhaps even more subtly, one of them would ask him if he noticed a certain guy looking at him in class. Yes, that would be it. They would ask him if he liked Marilou Ellis. His friends never said a word. If it was a joke and the fun was not to be had tonight, thought Michael, then there would certainly be a letter in the mail box tomorrow. That had to be the plan-a slow, tortuous practical joke meant to break him. No letter arrived the next day, nor the next day, nor the next. A week passed, and whoever had penned the letter had decided not to send another. Michael sat at his desk rereading the letter. The letter was becoming worn from the number of times he had folded it and unfolded it. He wished that his admirer would write again. Another letter would shed so much more light on the situation. Another letter might reveal the author's name. I said something wrong in class, Michael thought. I made a fool out of myself. He doesn't like me anymore. He wracked his brain trying to think of anything too conservative or too close-minded he might have said during the week. There was no telling. That night as he lay in bed Michael stared at the ceiling and tried to fall asleep. Where was his admirer now? he wondered. Was he too lying in bed, thinking about him? Michael hoped so. If there were only some way to identify the writer from the letter, he thought again. Fantastic plans came into his mind as he straddled the line between the consciousness and the unconsciousness-having the envelope fingerprinted, tracing the letter's path through the post office, analyzing the handwriting. As sleep engulfed him he saw the careful, confident letters from the letter. The handwriting was so deliberate, so unique. 76 Perhaps there is a way, Michael thought, and he turned over and fell asleep. A petition for the betterment of public education seemed harmless enough. Michael couldn't think of anyone who would necessarily oppose the petition. Besides, if this man truly loved him he would sign it anyway. Michael worked up an official looking cover sheet and forged a few names to make the petition look real. In every class he made a short speech, claiming that the petition would be sent to the governor, and that he would appreciate it if everyone could sign their name. At home that afternoon Michael read through all the names he had collected. He read through two classes of names and found only a couple of names that were close to resembling the anonymous writer's handwriting. It occured to him that the author might have changed styles or had someone else write the letter to preserve his anonymity. If that were the case then this whole scheme was a fiasco. He hoped that the writer secretly wanted to be discovered and went back to his list. On the fourth page he found a match. He could hardly contain himself as he lined the letter up beside the name on the list to be sure. Michael was sure it was the same handwriting. He wanted to believe he had found his admirer, so he did. Michael decided to write him a letter. He wrote the letter anonymously. You've been on my mind for some time now, he wrote in the letter, and it was true. Michael had recognized the name, and he remembered some of the poems his admirer had read in class. He told him in the letter how much he had enjoyed his poems. He admitted in the letter that he had not been able to tell his sexual preference. The name attached to the matching handwriting had not been one of the men Michael had picked as a likely candidate, but he did not put that it in the letter. Michael signed the letter Fondly Yours and left Alan Gratz his name off. The student directory provided his admirer's address, and a stamp later the envelope was in the post box. Kurt picked up the envelope again and studied the handwriting. When that revealed nothing, he picked up the letter and read it for the fifth time that morning. He wished the writer had put his name on the letter. It was probably a joke though. Yes, that was it-Jill had written it as a joke. Kurt found Jill sitting outside the building where they both had class that morning. "Did you write this?" Jill took the letter and read it carefully. "Some joke. Just because I can't get a date doesn't mean I'm gay." "Who said you were? I know you're not gay, it's whoever wrote this letter that thinks you're gay." "So you didn't write it?" Jill handed the letter back to Kurt. "Of course not." "Well if you didn't write it, who did?" "Some guy who likes you, I guess." "You don't think I'm gay, do you?" Jill gave Kurt a sigh. "Look, I wouldn't have set you up with my roommate if I thought you were gay. Just forget about the letter. If it's real, whoever wrote it wasn't confident enough to put his name on it, so why worry?" But Kurt was not worried. He was intrigued. It had been a long time since anyone had been interested in him. Kurt decided not to tellJill he was intrigued. "It's probably a joke," he said. That day in class Kurt felt paranoid. He felt like everyone in the room knew that he had gotten a love letter from another man. He watched himself carefully, trying to see if he did things that might suggest to someone else he wasn't straight. He made sure his legs were well spread, that he slumped in his chair just enough, that his attentions were turned toward females and not males. Kurt searched his first two classes, looking for anyone he thought might have written the letter. He glanced around, hoping to catch the writer looking at him, but he never caught anyone. Until his fourth class. He was looking up and down the rows, making a mental list of prospects, when he locked stares with a man across the room. Blood rose to Kurt's face and he felt stifled. He was sure it was him. Michael held his stare. So he has my letter, he thought. His heart raced as he realized that he had truly found his secret admirer. He was half-filled with pride from his detective work and half-filled with interest in this man who was looking in his eyes, and beyond. The two sat there, staring at each other, each sure that the other was in love with him. And they believed it, because they wanted to. 77 from: Alex Haley: The Legacy Lives on Exerpt From Roots Manuscript Elizabeth W Goza 000014 8- 7- 7/ been lett far behind alone. They had not walked an hour more when Lamin made a tight, choked scream. Spinning, Kunta saw him frozenly staring upward~'then he t-Z;t ~aY~he r--'--- ~flattened big panther on the limb they few seconds, whereupon the panther went SPRING 1993 ~, then~~iif~·.,~~~"·~7~j~~eemed almost lazily to flow into the tree behind and was gone from sight. Kunta, shaken, alarmed and angry £-.1.. .......d.......-- resumed walking,...... at himself. ---r Why had he not --* detected that panther? would not have it ~ i i • sprung down upon r;w. "'--- ~ ...~., ~y;i£i:~~£5~ .....-=-: ~ ~.Lt!'W1"'~""'" Still,6", picture flashed through his mind of a ~t e x ' a.1 ......JB ·n**cn8.w _ _ .~a ~ ~""'" iron nQR'As~ heard)\~~tangols IF 41 ,~,~. ~ panther-mangled nannygoa t. f't. • on] d flee 1:0;0 to bo 0 ~. He shuddered~~~ .tern voice, "The hunter's senses must be fine. He must hear what , smell what others --------~, Ha M'HK QIU... ~ cannot, cannot,~ He must see through the darkness." b ~ ~ But LarninF- - had seen the panthe,r.-- ~ 4Of;:> ~/,L;,.~ &4"'~ ~~ .. l;' I....4Iu.- _ ------------~~ ~s.' not_heJ'~_ 6unta upbraided hirnselfj~---:-~Ib ~ '-~ c.-....L "'4N.,.1tt-~~ ~ ~ ¥--I" .w.as &I iIltU1I1g!!"r_a.t --------:---" e~4.~ 78 ---r ., ~ I..~ ~ "i;;' -ta.-r L~ "'Ie , ' -':' '~"-/~) " ... ~ . . . . . . , .Os .....t(h1':st COrre01;...... '--' ~, A~8 -;t;ft'srAua "'0011~i1 , NOT LONG AGO Tennessee lost one of its most talented residents. On February 10, I992, author and lecturer Alex Haley died at age seventy in a Seattle hospital. Haley is most remembered for his bestselling book entitled Roots, which traces Haley's ancestors to their original home in Africa. In I99I, Alex Haley donated a gift to the University of Tennessee's special collections department which was comprised of pictures, notes, interviews, manuscripts and letters, most of which are connected to the Roots project. After Haley'S death in I992, the University supplemented the collection with items purchased during the auction at the Haley farm in Norris. Curtis Lyons, who is in charge of the manuscripts held in the special collections department of the Hoskins Library, points out that the Alex Haley collection is open to the public, and all items have been divided into seven series in order to make them more accessible. The origin of the idea for Roots began in London, England, where Haley viewed the Rosetta Stone display. Haley believed that if several words could help decipher an entire language, as with the Rosetta Stone, then perhaps unknown words from his childhood might be the key to unlocking his past. During Haley's childhood, his grandmother Cynthia and great-aunt Elizabeth told him stories about his ancestors whose origins were in Africa. In these stories there were several words which were unfamiliar to Haley, including Kuntah Kinte, the primary character in Roots. Haley contacted a linguist from the University of Wisconsin, who helped him trace the African words to the village ofJuffure in Gambia. While in Gambia, Haley met with a griot, or an oral historian. InJuffure, a griot named Fofana was able to retell the history of the Kinte clan to Haley. The author then used that information as the basis for Roots. Haley also discovered that he could trace the ancestors on his mother's side to the member of the Kinte clan named Kuntah. Much of the Alex Haley collection contains pictures of his visit to Gambia and his meeting with Fofana. Also in the collection is a draft manuscript of Roots, which shows the amount of work Haley put into the novel. The most noticeable aspect of the Roots manuscript is the number of green pen marks which dominate the pages. Haley considered himself a "chronic rewriter" and often edited a page of copy until none of the original prose remained. The process by which Haley wrote involved several steps before reaching a finished page. He first dictated a section or a whole chapter of the book on tape, which he gave to his secretary to type. After Haley received the typed copy, he used a green pen to make corrections or change whole sections of the material. The secretary then typed another copy for Haley who, if not satisfied, again used the green pen to make changes. This process demonstrates the great amount of care Haley took to make Roots an outstanding work of literature. Roots won the I977 Pulitzer Prize and the twelve hour television series was viewed by an estimated I30 million viewers. 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Or take morals. how you relish a deep a breath and how it breaks like a tre,mend,dous wave halving itself at each rib, how it tickles as it washes back, fizzing and popping towards your spine heave and damn the toxins! in the TechnicolorTM sunset shit, breathe it all in anyway and pretending you're me now or better, you, take money ask it about morals inhale it, it's carbon like you, try to exhale: you'll choke A Summer Prayer Jenny Darden Last week I saw a man blessing people outside Wal-Mart. A middle-aged couple wore lottery ticket eyes, their over-stuffed shopping cart abandoned on the sidewalk. The man knelt with them in dress slacks on cracked pavement, prayed with them beneath cool neon lights in summerdamp heat, his voice trembling from his chest like birdsong. I'm not sure what they prayed for. I'd like to say that they prayed for the humid summer nights, for the spigot we drink cold, sweet water from in August, for the honeysuckle that crawls up the barbed wire fence, for the tongues that taste the honey and the fireflies that dot the tender blue twilight. I'd like to say, for the crescent slash of moon that heals the dark. I tried not to stare as I crossed the littered parking lot, turning my eyes instead to the crystalline shards of glass, shrapnel of stars that broke when they fell. I let his high, reedy voice fade into the jangle of keys, the brutal tin sound of metal shopping carts crashing together. Parking space lines are the chalk outlines of cars; shadows are giant bar codes stamped onto the ground. Nearby, a teenage couple fights inside a car with down windows. farther away, two engines rev and whine at a red light. As I passed the customers going in with money and out with sheer blue plastic bags biting into their hands, I tried to guess which people pay with nickels, which people write lists and talk to themselves in the aisles. I wonder if anyone ever prayed for this, the nighttime retail monotony, the neon ghosts that haunt the eyes. I wonder if anyone noticed the rainbows in the puddles of spilled motor oil, or the dirty breeze bending the spindly Bradford pears on the median. I wonder if anyone prayed for the man with bloodhound eyes sitting on the bench beside a giant, plastic Ronald McDonald, or the woman working the door, checking receipts, greeting customers with a colorless voice and tired eyes that dwell somewhere far away. My own blue plastic bag feels heavy and empty at the same time, and I am awake to the miracles in the litter of cigarette butts and soda cans and the bubblegum stuck to my shoe. FALL 2004 ... -_._._.._I___ .. ..... --.......__........._._--..... 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We said hello, and I asked farms, but John had only seventy acres or so, from one ridgeline to the other, and not enough cows to politely how their children were doing. They talked about ballet recitals, and softball games, and school cover his losses. Besides, there were grandchildren projects. When they asked about my work in the who played in those woods and loyal dogs who slept on that porch. He phoned my husband, Dan, and told city, I told them it was going well, and we ended our him to bring a shotgun and an extra blanket. As always, conversation. I was invited to join them. Dan was glad I agreed to "Well, John and Phil are on the back porch," Margie said. "I'll be out with some coffee in a minute." go. He said it would be a nice distraction. There was still an hour of light left when we pulled I nodded goodbye to the daughters and followed Dan out of the kitchen. Margie's family photos lined into John's gravel driveway. The small ranch house was covered by the shadows of the ridgeline, but light the hallway to the back door, where John leaned against a deck post under the yellowed porch light. from the windows still spilled over flowerboxes that were filled with camellias. Margie,John's wife, gave us Though he was nearly sixty-seven, John's white hugs that left white flour handprints on our coats. Her hair and leathered hands were the only features that apron barely fit around her bust and hips. Her two gave any indication of his age. He claimed it was grown daughters were at the kitchen table cracking his quarter Cherokee blood that kept him young. eggs and filling a pie tin with ripe strawberries. John attributed all his positive traits to his Native "The girls came over to keep me company while ancestors: his skill with animals, his flawless sense y'all are out," Margie said. "Those coyotes will scare a of direction, and his ability to always know just what woman to death." was wrong. Phil, John's closest neighbor, lounged on Dan assured her that we'd take care of the problem the other side of the porch in a stained lawn chair, and that there was no reason to be frightened. I drinking something other than coffee out of his 87 The Coyote thermos. Phil had been honorably discharged from Vietnam with a Purple Heart and lifetime disability (though no one was exactly sure what his disability was). He'd come down ten years ago and bought a plot of land large enough for him to collect junky cars and shoot geese from the roof of his shed. The three dogs on the porch began to bark and whine at the creak of the screen door, curling up around themselves with excitement. Hannah, my favorite, rolled onto her back, her lips settling into a smile. I rubbed her stomach, feeling the fine, white hai,rs, the stubs of her nipples, and the line of the scar near her hips. John shook both of our hands. "Rachel, Danny, thanks for coming." "No problem," I said. "Is it just the four of us?" "Afraid so. The rest of the neighbors have kids to get up in the morning. I would have waited until Friday, but I can't afford to lose any more calves." "Have the others had any problems with them yet?" Dan asked. "They've been down to my place a few times," Phil said, taking another drink. "I can hear 'em at night. Drives Elmo up the wall. They send the bitches out to taunt him, but as soon as they get a dog over the ridgeline, the rest are waiting, ready for supper." "That wouldn't happen if you'd have your dogs cut like I do." John scratched a young mutt behind the ear. "There's one husky fellow that comes down from the hills to bother Hannah at night, but she holds her own. The bitches gave up on the boys after the first few tries." "I just can't do that to Elmo, the poor old bastard," Phil said as Margie came out with the coffee. "I wouldn't want anyone cutting my balls off. One slip and your dick's gone too." "Please don't get used to talking like that over here," Margie said. "You never know when the grandbabies are listening." She turned to her husband. "Heading out?" John nodded. "We'll be back in the morning." "Well, be careful, boys." She handed her husband the thermos and gave him a kiss. Then she patted Dan and Phil on their backs before turning to me. "Rachel, are you sure you don't want to stay here with 88 us? The girls and I would love to have you." I smiled but declined her offer. I'd already brought the shotgun, and another shot meant another dead coyote. Margie accepted the answer without argument because she hated the coyotes and because she knew we would have nothing to talk about anyway. The four of us walked away from the house and towards the cow barn, the three dogs running circles around us, their breath coming in clouds. "Same method as always?" Dan said. "Yup," John said. "I've already picked out the calf." Phil smiled. ''A real screamer, I hope?" "Yeah, the coyotes will hear him for miles." John had chosen the youngest of the calves, a liver-spotted boy who cried when the men pulled him from his mother. He struggled all the way down the tractor road and began to moan when we approached the weathered barn. The leaning structure had become so warped with age that the roof was shifting towards the ground: on one end of the barn you were a giant, on the other just a man. John told me that his grandfather built the structure out of chestnut before the blight killed its seeds. The men dragged the calf to the center of the barn. John went to fetch the tarp as I stood back, unsure of how to help. Dan and I had a vegetable garden, not a cattle ranch. My husband tried to hold the animal still, but he kept losing his grip, and twice the calf almost kicked free. "Damn it." Phil grabbed the calf around the neck and began to force him to the ground. The animal moaned and coughed before collapsing under Phil's weight. I stepped forward, but Dan was already pushing Phil off. The calf tried to stand, but my husband eased him back down and lay on top of his chest, rubbing the animal's side to calm him. Phil took the calf's back end, pinning the cow's legs to the floor as the animal cried for his mother. I felt a knot in my chest and asked if there was anything we needed from the house. "Naw," John said, as he finished tying the tarp to the pulley ropes. "Margie and the girls already took care of it." He brought the tarp to the other men who dragged the calf across the sling. The calf squealed and struggled when the tarp tightened around his Allison Yilling warm belly. Hannah stuck close to my side as 1 busied myself with clearing the barn's isle of debris, ignoring the cries of the calf as the men hoisted him into the air. "Not too high now or he'll fall," John said, "but put him too low, and the coyotes will pull him down. Just make sure he keeps crying. I'm going to go pen the dogs." John whistled, and the two mutts came running. Hannah hesitated by my side, but a second whistle sent her trotting after her master. Phil pulled back tight and secured the rope. The calf hung in the evening light, a strange mobile suspended above the dusty floor. 1 stood beneath him, watching. The calf's hooves flailed at first, as though he thought he could run in the air. The sling rocked back and forth, and with each swing, the calf grew louder and more frantic. The rafters creaked, and dirt wedged between the cracks sprinkled to the floor. It took a good ten minutes for the calf to wear himself out with fear. He finally hung still, crying softly. Dan waited for me on the bottom rung of the 10ft ladder. "You okay?" 1 nodded and, after a last look, followed him up. The four of us settled in the 10ft, the moans of the calf at our backs. My head easily brushed the sloping ceiling, and the taller men were forced to duck. The smell of gasoline rose from the farm equipment below us. 1 could taste it in my mouth, but after 1 grew used to it, 1 detected the subtler scents of leather and hay. We opened the thermos of coffee and poured cups for everyone except Phil, who was content with his own drink. "Say John," Phil said, "how many do you usually get on these things? Ten? Fifteen?" John laughed. "If coyotes were dumb enough to let you kill fifteen of them, they wouldn't be such a problem. Five was the most we ever killed in one night, but a lot of that was luck. With most of the rental cabins closed down for winter, they don't have any pets to eat so we might be lucky enough to get three or four." "That's only about one for each us." "This isn't goose hunting, Phil. You can't just shoot a shell into a pack of coyotes and watch them wander back ten minutes later. Coyotes are like us; they think." "That's bullshit. Animals don't think. They've just got instinct. Eat, sleep, shit, fuck." Phil took a deep drink from his thermos. "Hell, people aren't that complicated either. We've all done everything those damn animals do." He laughed. "Though Danny and Rachel here don't have much to show for it yet." He elbowed my husband and took another swig from his thermos. Dan laughed quietly. 1 didn't say anything. John drained his cup and held it out. "Spread some of that coffee around, Phil. You're taking a little too much for yourself." Phil poured some liquor into John's cup and offered the thermos to my husband and me. Dan declined, but 1 poured a small drink, just enough to keep me warm. John leaned back against the 10ft wall. "Danny, do you remember the first time we went coyote hunting?" "I remember." Dan took a sip of his coffee and turned towards John. "It was in the winter, right after Christmas." "It was also the coldest damn night of the year," John said. "We waited for hours, and by the time they showed up, our hands were too cold to get a good shot in. 1 think we only hit one." "I'm not even sure we hit that many." "When the hell did you do this?" Phil said. "Oh, this was before you and Rachel. Danny was just a little fellow. You were a bit older the second time around though, weren't you?" "Twelve, 1 think." "Well, shit," Phil said to me. "If they're going to have a private conversation, we might as well have one too." He moved his blanket closer to me, away from Dan and John. "How have you been, girly? That worthless husband treating you good?" He asked the same question every time we saw each other. "We're still hanging on. What about yourself?" "Oh, can't complain. Just me and the dog these days." 1 shouldn't have been surprised to hear it. For the last month, the members of the Wednesday night church dinners could talk of nothing but Phil's curvy, blond roommate, the latest in a string of ladies from town. It seemed his newest squeeze had taken the same route as all the others. 89 The Coyote I leaned back in the hay. "Well, now you can come back to polite society." "I'll pass. Elmo and you folks are better company." He gave a section of blanket to me. "Though I'm sure 'polite society' has its moments." "They've got some stories if nothing else." I tucked the blanket over my stomach. Phil grinned. "I'm sure they do." He leaned in. "Hell, I know what they say about me, about the women and all those kids." I turned to him, our faces close. "So how many kids do you really have, Phil?" "Three boys," he said. "Three boys by three worthless women. And I even pay my dues. Each one of those gals gets just what she wants at the end of every month: a new pair of shoes courtesy of Uncle Sam's strong-arming." I laughed. "So that's how you feel about it? God help the next woman you find." Phil smiled. "I've never had to go looking for a woman in my life. They find me." The calf cried behind us, the rafters creaking as his legs kicked. Dust settled on our hair and coats. 'Jesus. If we didn't want the little son of a bitch to be so loud, I would've shut him up already. Shame we don't have anything to throw." Phil drank from his thermos then held it out to me. The smell of alcohol lingered on his breath, in his hair, between his fingers. "More?" "No thanks." The liquor in my system was making me sweat. I took off the blanket and sat up. Dan and John had just finished their conversation. "What are y'all going on about?" John said. Phil laughed and stretched in the hay. "Private business." Dan glanced at Phil and returned to my side as I brushed my coat off. I leaned back against my husband's shoulder. We circled up again, John across from me, Dan on my right, Phil on my left. John and Phil continued the conversation with a few stories that I had heard enough times to know when to laugh without actually listening. I was thinking about work, appointments, and the coyotes somewhere in the hills, but mostly about the calf, whose cries punctuated the men's laughter and became louder as the night went on. 90 John had just finished his story about a cow and her calves that were burned alive when the wind picked up, and the temperature dropped. Conversation died down, and we moved to our separate beds of hay. Phil fell asleep first. John poured himself another cup of coffee. Dan lay next to me, looking up at the rafters, looking anywhere except the calf. I was busy shining the shotgun in my lap. "Did you end up making the appointment?" Dan said beneath his breath. I loaded two rounds into the barrels. "I did." I clicked the chamber closed. Dan shifted in the hay. "What day?" "Monday." "What about work?" "I'll take the day off." I knew Dan didn't want to go. He'd cancelled all the other appointments, and when I asked him to schedule it himself, he'd never called. I was forced to schedule it during his vacation when he couldn't use work as an excuse. I kept cleaning. Dan turned to me. "Is it really that important?" "Yes." I wanted to add that it was the most important thing, but I just polished the gun harder. I knew his family history made him nervous; mine was no better. I also knew that a thousand appointments wouldn't change anything. It didn't matter to me who was responsible, but I couldn't accept it until I knew where the problem lay. Dan rolled over, his back towards me. I squeezed his arm, but he hesitated before taking my hand. The rafters creaked as the calf began to struggle again. I looked up from our bed. Phil was still asleep, but John was sitting by the loft window, looking off towards his house. I followed his eyes to the lighted windows of the kitchen. Behind the glass, shadows moved back and forth. I strained to see what they were doing or saying, but I was too far away. John turned to me. I met his eyes then set my gun aside and began to rummage for my extra blanket. John stood up and moved back to his bed. As he passed, he said goodnight to Dan and squeezed my shoulder. For the first half of the night, I heard only the creak of old wood and the hum of the house. The Allison Yilling calf drifted between crying and sleeping as the men shifted in the hay. If I slept, I didn't dream. Sometime after the moon had risen above the ridgeline, as I lay against my husband, a small yip carried up into the 10ft. I opened my eyes and was about to settle back down when I heard the noise again in a lower pitch. I shook Dan, but he was already awake, listening. John and Phil both sat up and looked out the 10ft window, towards the top of the hills. The voices came again, rippling off the ridgelines. For a few minutes, they fell silent, and when I began to suspect I was hearing things, there was a chuckle from the valley floor. They were on John's flatland, near the cattle barn and the ranch house. From the side yard out of our view, the dogs began to bark and whine. The commotion woke the calf, who cried and swayed in the sling. We pulled our shotguns from their wool-lined cases and turned off the safeties. I wanted to check the barrels of my 20 gauge again, but coyotes hear too well to ignore the click of an opening chamber. It didn't take long for them to reach the barn. What moonlight remained shone through the barn's cracks and illuminated the eyes of the pack as they entered. I couldn't see how many there were and only knew their position if their eyes caught the light, but the calf smelled them and was flailing in the air. The dogs outside were frantic. The men and I took position. As the moonlight grew brighter, I saw dark bodies at the base of the eyes. Five of them, all adults, I guessed by their size. They watched the calf, their frustrated cries filling the barn. Suddenly, from outside, Hannah yelped. The two other mutts snarled, rattling the chicken wire, but Hannah's voice had dropped off. I felt nauseous. A sixth coyote appeared at the barn door. It was huge, as large as a young lab and with a full winter coat. Its eyes were wide and bright, and it was the only one of the coyotes I could see fully. The rest were just wraiths, barely real, but the one in the door, the lookout who never stepped into the barn's shadow, was flesh and blood. I knew this was the coyote that came from the hills to harass Hannah night after night. I tried to steady my breathing, but anger made my heart rush. One of the coyotes yipped and jumped at the calf. It almost caught the leg, but the calf was hung just out of reach. Another tried and then another. Soon all of the animals except for the lookout were snapping at the baby's ankles. I raised my sight and moved from the head to the shoulder to the stomach, head, shoulder, stomach until the coyote looked away, and I settled on the chest. It was the farthest target but the only shot worth taking. My sight remained steady, and when John tapped my shoulder, the signal to begin, I pulled the trigger. The lookout dropped, and the last coyote to jump died in midair. One of the coyotes cackled to the others, and they scattered. Dan picked off one more, and Phil nicked the slowest of the group as it scampered out. We whooped and shouted as the pack disappeared into the woods. While the uninjured calf wailed in the darkness, we climbed down to the barn floor. Phil nearly slipped off the ladder he was so anxious to see the damage. "Two dead," John said. "Not bad at al1." "Three dead," I said. "I killed one by the door." I pointed to where the scout had fallen, halfway between in and out. The shot pattern was at the shoulder, making death instantaneous. Its eyes were open and glassy, and its body still radiated heat, especially its bloated stomach where round, pink nipples hung down. Phil grinned and hollered. "A pregnant bitch. Hell, that's four, maybe five right there." "Thank God you killed her before she had the pups," John said, patting me on the back. The blood was already drying on her fur. In death, the coyote looked more like a dog than a wild anima1. I knelt and placed a hand on the soft folds of flesh around her middle, my fingers small against the swell of her stomach. It was nothing like the tight drum of a human mother's belly, but that same jealous secret I had never understood was curled up inside the coyote as wel1. There were no lumps or kicking paws, like I expected, just warmth and quiet as the pups lived on inside. The men had already moved on. "I piled up the bonfire behind the shed last night," John said. 'Just drag the bodies over there. A little gasoline and a good flame will warn the rest of them." 91 The Coyote Dan and Phil searched the barn for some rope. John lowered the frightened calf and led the shaking animal back to his mother in the cattle barn, where I heard the soft sounds of their reunion. Phil found an old knotted coil and tied the first coyote's legs. Then he dragged the first over to the second and roped them together like prizes at a fair. "Let me get that for you, Rachel," Dan said, moving towards the mother, but I stood up on my own and pulled the coyote into my arms. Dan hesitated between me and the door but eventually retreated back to Phil. As the men dragged the other coyotes towards the bonfire, I carried the mother out into the yard, past the chicken wire kennel. The two mutts in the pen made a fuss as the dead animals were brought past. I looked for Hannah. She was alive, sitting in the corner with dried blood on her muzzle. She tucked her tail between her legs and hid when I passed. The men heaved their two coyotes onto a pile of yard trash and torn up pine saplings. I laid the mother on top, smoothing the bloody, matted fur near the wound and arranging the green wood around her. Phil doused the pile with gasoline, humming as he added 92 the extra fuel. Finally, John pulled out a match. We stepped back and, in an instant, the pile disappeared in a tower of flame. Even the evergreen boughs withered and curled in the heat, bubbling sap and water. Once the gasoline burned off, the bonfire calmed, and the debris charred slowly. The spectacle soon lost its charm. John went in first and then Phil. Dan stayed the longest, lingering outside the light of the fire. A few times he almost spoke, but he always caught himself. He went inside right before dawn. I stood back near the dog pen, where I could barely feel the warmth from the flames. The mutts were already asleep, but Hannah was still in the far corner. I called to her, but she wouldn't come. She just laid still, her belly tucked up under her, and her eyes watching the flames. Lyric I John DeWitt The committee represents side-effect menopausal prudes. and nothing swelters any more, from heliocentric decline (fleeing so soon ?) to honor a friend's slip in last wishes my father's fathers' fathers' fathers sent shrinking back sputtering in their primal thought search??= git issue or die off boy {sid. I will do your self-examination for you, a service to posterity. mine orbits blood since we are roused a senile race to droop my remorse over overpopulation. believe you me host the young child fastened to my back. Recovery by outsourced witches folding sweatpants in the maid's room and my love and me in one another's custody/arms subsisting on theoretical taxidermy. Marissa LB Gossett I'll wash your dishes and clean your sheets once I have sewn my lips shut, rinsed the blood from my mouth, and the bathroom sink will you tell me you love me 93 94 Travels Opening Up Caila WOod Philip Hopkins I stamped myself with youth In a place my mother couldn't see Tucked away safely in Germany. Her, out playing in her garden With the sunshine and the bees. And you. You never likedJews. Or anyone different than you My curly hair and eyes outlines in blue. They never suited you. You who reached into your bag of kisses And pulled one out just for me And told me not to worry about the sting Or bitter taste it leaves. Or worries about losing you Because it was never meant to be. These eyes were never meant to see. Those hands were made to stand alone. But I can't seem to be able to make them Forget their home. When I stabbed that guy with my steak knife, I couldn't help thinking of Dad. When I was little, he would hold a lit cigarette between yellow thumb and forefinger, ready to flick. Say Ahh. Opening his mouth to show how he wanted it done. Last time he made that face his heart was giving out on him. The sound was horrible, a roar escaping a tunnel of gristle and meat. But this guy I cut, he didn't make a noise, just stood there gaping. I dream of his mouth, of crawling into that nothing and climbing down the throat, past the ribs and nestling next to his heart just to feel what he was feeling, whatever it was. Nightmare AmienEssif Last night I dreamt in windows ... Last night I dreamt in Windows 7. A nightmare as a virus flashed screens with no meaning, Feverish thoughts dropped into scroll bars exempt from a third dimension, Pre-solved concepts, solutions unknown-graphic pollution scattered on a dreamscape, A fleshy mind bound by rules of binary code, Information given personhood commanding my natural synapses with softwaretoo soft like a brain melting under the heat of hardware, no fan to cool it off. But still a facade of calm: A desktop deep with mountains had no depth. Icons-doors to infinite realms-laid flat against Alaska, pixilated: A tricolored circle perched on a snowy cap, A blue E cast on a frozen lake. And I, trapped like a cursor in two dimensions, became an hourglass with no sand no real time sifting through its waist no real space ... 95 A Timely Foothold for an Expatriate Jonathan Phillips The ecstatic capitalist stretching his legs abroad in flat massive Riyadh. Oh my God, he says, Riyadh. Let me tell you, he starts, but he never finishes, there is too much to tell, separate doors, his mansion among mansions - think about it, he stammers, but he leaves it there. He puts his forefinger into a glass bowl of buttered mashed potatoes and then into his mouth. The Bangladeshi man clips the garden, the woman puts flowers in vases and boils the potatoes. Hasan and Tamanna know one another well but they are not lovers. The noon to nine forefinger is extended, Hasan and Tamanna are separated. He moonlights at a diner, she stays right in the homeowner's small hands, in his home, his seven rooms. In the kitchen he speaks to her, Considering a plane ticket for you, a little vacation (mashed potatoes) send you back to Bangladesh for a little holiday. (mashed potatoes) 96 And a final interlude of mashed potatoes before he unveils her caramel skin. He thinks of her skin as a Parisian pantsuit. She obliges in religious horror, western sports are re-capped on the TV, he sees that fluid tone of skin, neck to thigh. Licking up dust-motes at the drape bottom, holding her limp body that has no idea of how to be held like this. She is moved, her volition paused - her body limp. A pale hand darkens the brown skin where he depresses it. His stray hand searches for the remote to shut the TV off, but he cannot reach it so it stays on. Little sounds come too low to understand, and besides they are dubbed over in Arabic that neither of them understand. Reach Out and Touch Face Sara Miller 97 98 99 Just to Prove That They Really Existed 100 Hannah Patterson HeiPark 101 Kelly Hider 102 Kelly Hider 103 Tennis CourtslRainbow 104 Rachel Clark The Glory of SEC Football: A Yankee Conspiracy? W00dsNash When Vanderbilt squared off against a daunting, undefeated Michigan team in 1922, Vandy Coach Dan McGugin rallied his troops by pointing to a military burial site near the Nashville campus. "In that cemetery sleep your grandfathers," McGugin reminded his players, "and down on that field are the grandsons of the damn Yankees who put them there." That was enough. Vanderbilt fought to a draw. Coach McGugin failed to mention that he had played football and earned a law degree at Michigan. And his father had been a Union officer. You might not guess it today, but American football originated in the North. When the game finally crossed the Mason-Dixon Line, its train, as we shall see, was freighted with ill intention. Still, in 1880, things began with an air of innocence. That spring, two Kentucky schools, Centre College and Transylvania, played the first game below the Ohio River. Football wasn't witnessed south of Raleigh, I I. For this anecdote, I am indebted to Richard Scott's SEC Football- 7S Years ofPride and Passion. North Carolina, until the Georgia-Auburn debut in 1882, over which two thousand people kept watch in Atlanta's Piedmont Park. Less known is this: the coaches on that day, Dr. Petrie and Dr. Herty, were already familiar with one another from their graduate student stints at Johns Hopkins-the particular New England incubator in which their plan for the contest was surely hatched. Suddenly, in a Southern city still smoldering from Sherman's ruthless march, "football had become serious business indeed."2 This was no happy accident. Friends, my contention is not popular: the cultivation of football in the South, and our eventual rise to national dominance, were not entirely of our own devising. Indeed, the strength of SEC football is rooted in a Yankee ruse! It is well known that, in the decades following the War of Northern Aggression, morale in the South was at the barrel's bottom. Once a people fond of honor and independence, our identity z. Unfortunately, Scott appears not to share my conspiracy-bent suspicions. Scott, 15. 105 The Glory of SEC Football was in tatters. The Yanks saw this, of course. But more subtly, they noticed our restless energy and our reverence for dead soldiers-a sure recipe for further insurrection. Thus it came to pass that, in the volatile climate of "Reconstruction," the Yankee conspirators made a gamble: Southern reverence and angst could be transferred to football-a game uniquely tailored to nurture military nostalgia. If carefully introduced, football could absorb Rebel rancor and turn it inward. On old fields of battle, former Confederate States could be pitted against one another. A South deeply invested in the pigskin could not rise again. Purchasing its own security was not the only federal motive for sending the game south. Vengeance also had a role. When Lincoln was shot, rumor had it that Booth was a hired gun, his thirty pieces of silver minted by the CSA. That story was never confirmed, of course, but a seed was sown, a plot took shape: a handful of Union veterans, low-rung politicians, and university presidents conspired in search of an apt weapon of retribution. In football, that weapon was found. Even if the sport should fall short of inducing Southern self-destruction-as the conspirators dreamed it might-football would, at least, keep the South thoroughly occupied for generations to come. In outline, that was the conspiracy, and those were its motives. Now, before exposing the malicious methods by which the North carried out this further crime upon Southern soil, an aside is in order. The peculiar potency of this scheme was derived from football's martial character, which the conspirators knew well. Consider this clipping from the era in question: in 1887, a Century magazine writer expressed "satisfaction" that "this outdoor game is doing for our college-bred men, in a more peaceful way, what the experiences of war did for so many of their predecessors in 1861-65 ... " 3 Around the same time, after the publication of Stephen Crane's The Red Badge of Courage, Crane remarked: "They all insist that I am a veteran of the civil war...Of course, I have never been in a battle, but I believe that I got my sense of the rage of conflict on the football field.'\ Even today, though we often don't notice it, much of football's idiom remains the vernacular of battle. The linesfight in the trenches, we say. To gain ground, our offense must get a push. But the defense might break through, or blitz, and sack our quarterback like the holy city. Still, if our guards stand strong, we'll go to the air attack. Take heart, coach is in command; with strategy in hand, he'll call the shots. With these cloaked evocations, football could absorb the Southern young man's lingering enthusiasm for battle. The conspirators also bet that, as a bonus, the game would be cathartic for the rest of Southern citizenry. Throughout the War, Yankee soldiers took note of the South's special affection for the spectacle of combat. From hillside cabins in Appalachia to plantation porches in the Delta, we watched in awe as the bloody deeds were done. (To be sure, the North was equally voyeuristic. Washington's elite held the first tailgate party at the Battle of Manassas in the summer of 1861, only to have their picnic carriages overrun when federal troops retreated in chaos.) Duly informed of our fondness for onlooking, the conspirators saw it clearly: if the sport spread across Dixie, eventually every Southerner would support a team and could, from time to time, brandish a benign victory. As MIT president-and Union veteran-Francis A. Walker put it in 1893, "the blood of the whole community is stirred by physical contests among the picked youth of the land, as once it was only stirred by tales of battle."5More than all others, we Southerners have been stirred ever since. When Alabama defeated the University of Washington in the 1926 Rose Bowl, one Colonel Nelson in Memphis remarked: "I feel just as proud today as if General Lee had been given General Grant's sword that day at Appomattox Court House ... Stonewall]ackson and Jeff Davis ought to be living today."6 3. James Weeks, "Football as a Metaphor for War," American 5. Weeks, "Football." Heritage 39(6): II3· 6. Wes Borucki, '''You're Dixie's Football Pride': American College 4. Weeks, "Football." Football and the Resurgence of Southern Identity;" Identities OctDec 106 20 0 3, Vol. 10 Issue 4, 47T494. WOods Nash Football as battle and the Southerner as spectator-there is the conceptual ground from which the vine of conspiracy sprang to ensnare us. Still, for this Yankee ruse to succeed, two important questions remained: where should the South be infiltrated, and how? The answer to the first question was simple: to capture the feisty ambitions of Southern young men-especially emerging statesmen, writers, and leaders in commerceuniversities must be targeted. The North had learned this lesson well: in April of 1865, the War nearly finished, Union troops set the campus in Tuscaloosa ablaze, fearing that it would become too fertile a training ground for future military officers. But that maneuver served only to incite further ire against the North, as the conspirators would later recall. Under their scheme, colleges must become cauldrons of a more covert kind. But how? The North's answer was inexplicably brilliant: they would deliver to us their best coaches, exploiting our admiration for the gallant General. In this way, our football would grow in grandeur, the North could rest easy, and our region's nagging sense of inferiority would be cheaply assuaged. And all of this would begin in earnest with the University of the South, of course. From the North, the University of the South-also known as Sewanee-appeared to embody everything that the larger Southern schools would wish to emulate. Crowning a mountain in rural Tennessee, Sewanee was remote, pious, wealthy, and scholarly. The only problem was that, for most of the 1890s, the Sewanee football program lacked clout. Enter Billy Suter-a recent Princeton graduate. When Coach Suter arrived from the North for the 1899 season, he transformed the tepid Tigers into the Sewanee "Iron Men." That year, Sewanee went undefeated, outscoring their opponents by a mind-boggling margin of 322-10. Perhaps most impressive, the Iron Men undertook a 2,500-mile train trip during which they defeated five teams in six days. Led by Henry "Diddy" Seibels, their victims included Texas, LSU, and Ole Miss. Also falling to the Iron Men that season were Georgia, Georgia Tech, Tennessee, and Auburn. By season's end, with the North's sly assistance, Sewanee had telegraphed a clear message across the South: "If you want to be like us, you'll have to match us on the field." The state schools soon took up the challenge. Dr. Petrie, Dr. Harvey, and Coach Suter were not the only Yankee emissaries to Southern teams during those years. After playing football at Brown and Penn and coaching briefly in the North, John Heisman came south in 1895 to lead Auburn for five seasons and Clemson for four. Moving next to a beleaguered Georgia Tech squad, Coach Heisman guided Tech to 102 victories in 16 seasons, including an infamous 222o squashing of Cumberland College, my alma mater.1 When Tech went 9-0 under Heisman in 1916, more than half a century had passed since the War endedyet, in all that time, no person had restored pride to the Southland as did the Yankee John Heisman. In 1919, he left Tech's program intact and made a speedy retreat for the North. In today's environment of integration and nationwide recruiting, it's easy to forget that the Southern state teams in those early years were all-white and nearly all-Southern. In fact, between 1880 and the SEC's birth in 1933, quite a few of the players were the sons, grandsons, or otherwise descendants of Confederate veterans. Given this demographic, Alabamians in the 1920S and '30s, for example, "could truly look at their team as their own, going to battle just as Confederate soldiers had done over sixty years previously."8 As Bob Phillips, sportswriter for the Birmingham Age-Herald wrote when Alabama prepared to meet Washington State in the 1931 Rose Bowl, his Crimson Tide had "the spirit of the soldiers of Lee who fought and almost 7. To be fair, Cumberland had cancelled its football program before 8. Borucki, "'You're Dixie's Football Pride'" the season began. But Cumberland was still under contract to playTech, and Heisman insisted on the game. Thus it happened that a ragtag team of students from Williamsburg, Kentucky, made a painful journey to Atlanta. See Scott. 107 The Glory of SEC Football won the War Between the States in the face of the greatest handicaps and hardships known in the history of wars."9 Hyperbole aside, one might wonder who led the valiant Tide to battle in those days. Again, the compass needle swings north. In 1923, Coach McGugin-Vandy's Michigander-sent his assistant, Wallace Wade, to Tuscaloosa. Though born in Tennessee, Coach Wade learned the game during his years in Rhode Island. Between 1923 and 1930, he took Alabama to the Rose Bowl five times. Wade's fine successor, Frank Thomas, was born in Illinois and played football at Notre Dame. Thus, like other Southern coaches of their era, Wade and Thomas were used unwittingly by the Northern conspirators. By the time the SEC formed in 1933, its thirteen original members had gained the national stage. With the teams to beat and the confidence to match, Dixie's honor had been sufficiently reinstated. Alas, my argument has ended, and evidence for this scheme is more scant than I had imagined. Perhaps what I have called conspiracy was, after all, just uncanny coincidence.IO Yet, convicting evidence or not, the acid effects of our narrow success are indisputable. Our football glory has been a weak appeasement. Am I mistaken, or does our way of life thrive only on autumn Saturdays, fumbling along the rest of the year? By the 1960s, our weakened knees were thoroughly entrenched; enamored with N amath and Tarkenton, we missed the chance for serious Centennial talks. Now, disoriented, we wander our once-fertile land. What's worse, our dogged devotions have torn us asunder. For decades, supply lines have been severed between Lexington and Athens, and communications are cut from Baton Rouge to Starkville. Pining Rebels are confined to Oxford. In Knoxville, while the Vol Navy gushes to Neyland, Fort Sanders is left vulnerable, defended by mere neckties and empty bottles of Old NO.7. These days, Peyton alone is our dashingJeb Stuart, Saban our only Stonewall Jackson. In all of this, where is our union? We are even estranged from our former sturdy sisters, Virginia and Carolina, who limp aimlessly through a barren ACC exile. A century and a half have passed, but we who are the sons and daughters cannot forget. Our bleeding is internal. Our honor stands as fragile as ever. From The Swamp to Fayetteville, our Conference is at war, whoring the Confederacy. We must resist to the death so distilled an identity! Alternatives are at handthere is our forfeited Agrarian heritage, for example, and its revived sense of CSA. We've been duped, but the final act remains to be played. Still, as we test our visions of a South resurrected-of communities that resonate as inward and inclusive-let us refuse to surrender our gridiron greatness. I2 II 9. Borucki, "'You're Dixie's Football Pride'" IO. Or was the plot just that well-disguised? One wonders, for example, about Teddy Roosevelt's secretive meetings with Harvard, Princeton, and Yale in 1905, which led to rules that made the game less brutal. Though dirty tactics were rampant, had Southern teams become even more aggressive than the conspirators intended? 108 II. 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