The Holt Hotel Sign. Photo by R Carter.
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The Holt Hotel Sign. Photo by R Carter.
The Holt Hotel Sign. Photo by R Carter. Wichita Falls Literature and Art Review Volume II, Number 1: Roots Founding Editor Elizabeth Bourland Hawley Editor Richard Carter Founding Consultant Lynn Hoggard Sales Representative Kyle King Correspondent Photographer Torin Halsey Correspondent Writers Jason Byas, Billie Hall Cover Design by Frances Knowles Cover Photography by Elizabeth Bourland Hawley Book Design by Dallas Sauceda The Wichita Falls Literature and Art Review is a publication that showcases the work of the authors and visual and performance artists in the North Texas, Southern Oklahoma region, and regions abroad. The WFLAR publishes bi-annually original works of art and writings in English and translation. We wish for this publication to reward authors and artists for their labor of love upon acceptance of their submissions. Terms of payment will be decided upon acceptance of work. Authors and artists retain copyrights for their work. 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WFLAR ASSOCIATES Nancy Steele-Hamme Joe Bauer Todd Davenport Glenda Tate Daniel Barton Contents Commentary Water under the Bridge Elizabeth Bourland Hawley Frances Knowles Littlest Skyscraper Richard Carter Recollections of Downtown Jim Pettyjohn, in collaboration with Richard Carter The Texas Zephyr: A North Texas Town’s Love Affair With the God of the West Wind Steve Allen Goen Memories of the Texas Zephyr Steve Allen Goen Lucille Doran The Day of Reckoning: A North Texas Murder Mystery The Execution of Private Garcia: Court Martial in Brownsville 1 4 7 14 19 Richard Carter 22 Bob Balch 29 Michael Collins 30 Artistic Photography Mixtures of Textures and Materials Sculpture and Metals Patterns and Colors Mythos: Convenient Lies We Live by Gary Goldberg Stacy Tompkins Suguru Hiraide Cathy Drennan 32 36 38 42 Jim Henson 44 All You Need . . . is a Rock Star and a Camera The Scene Thirty-yard Dash Trapeze When I Fix her Car Fire Back Richard Carter Hershel Self Richie Bates Ali Holder Paul Shults Abbey Laine 46 51 54 55 56 57 The Hamilton Brothers: Saving the Empire, One Film at a Time Music Man Jason Byas Billie Hall 58 61 Interview with Amelie Nothomb Richard Carter Richard dans le métro Richard Carter 63 66 Downtown Pool Hall Snow and Steel Richard Gaines Frances Knowles 67 68 Dark Drifting Clouds First Freeze Ben Ficklin Flotsam Sirena of Salado James Hoggard James Hoggard Alan Lee Birkelbach Karla Morton 70 71 72 72 During a Cool, Late Night Drive On Wide-Open Highway 287 Old Ford Grill triangle city Why I Am Not an Inventor Questions in the Wind I Still Travel Like a Comet KII8 Encounter Frog Girl’s Debut, Pomegranate Wars Are Like That Oh, it’s So Cold Out on those Streets Riding on Music Alan Lee Birkelbach Karla Morton Steven Schroeder David Breeden Nathan Brown Inara Cedrins Debra Davis Roberta Sund Stephanie Parsley Charles Elmore Chapman Reed Sarah Percy 73 73 74 75 76 77 78 79 80 81 82 83 Woodcarvings Jim McGrath 84 The Fear of Darkness She Captures my Soul Particular Movement Chad’s Room Ed Harvill Vicki Powell James Tritt Cynthia Sample 86 88 89 95 Breaking Out of Papua New Guinea Photography A Letter to an Editor in Winter (written in stream of consciousness) Karl Kilinski II Angela Bacon Kidwell 96 104 Joseph Reich 106 Biographical Notes 107 Elizabeth Bourland Hawley Commentary In wondering about which factors we may consider while attempting to understand the art and culture of a region, we watched WFLAR’s founding consultant Lynn Hoggard toss the seed of an idea toward the ground; and so grew the concept of “roots” as a theme for our spring issue of the Wichita Falls Literature and Art Review. Art and culture, historically known as rich in Wichita Falls, took root shortly after the city was founded in the late 1800s. With thanks to people whose names we still hear today – Kemp, Kell, Carrigan, Barwise, Akin, to name a few – art and music began to thrive. Wichita Falls became known internationally for its sophisticated culture, attracting artists such as Ernst Katz, Erno Daniel, and others who continued to foment the cultural momentum that had begun before they arrived in town. Reflected in this issue, with several pages devoted to historical buildings and trains, we show the infrastructure around which great personages – whom I call great because of their contributions to their community – lived while doing their part to develop the arts and culture in this area. Around them, artists found fertile ground. One such artist, for example, was Floyd Earl Ard, Jr. (1910 - 1964), about whom we now know very little. We would like, with this issue, to re-introduce personalities and aspects of our roots by sharing with our readers some of the glimpses we have seen of the past during the preparation of this issue. Today, our everyday lives may have become tempered by the current downturn in the economy, yet positive feelings for our future may winnow their way into our attitudes. In looking forward, though, we might also continually glance behind us, toward periods during which events and people influenced our present time. Someone may contend with me by indicating that the greater benefit lies Water Under the Bridge, Frances Knowles not in a glance, but by a full turn that would enable one to take a studied look in order to assimilate the consequences of events and the actions of people who lived in the past; for now, let us take a look at art and culture begun in the early 1900s in the city of Wichita Falls. Before continuing, though, I must touch upon an interesting side-note: It is known that the Wichita Indians, after camping along the Wichita River, left behind several items of everyday living, including a musical instrument Viper’s Den, Miguel Lechuga Spring 2009 O WFLAR 1 Floyd Ard, Jr., classical pianist. Photo courtesy of Victor Brown. similar to a fife, indicating that art and music were already in North Texas, which one might perceive as a precursor to the melting pot. “Perhaps,” a friend in Long Island said, “it’s something in the water,” as we mused together about the high cultural level in this area. One of the enduring characteristics of the North Texas region, most notably Wichita Falls, is its renown garnered throughout time. Its fame, its reputation in regard to culture, art, and music, all stem from the actions of its people ever since the Scott family pounded the first stake into the ground in the late 1800s to form the layout for the city, and ever since Joseph Hudson Barwise saw, in his imagination, “the smoke of the great locomotive, that messenger of civilization, gliding over the hill,” as he stood on the ledge of the former waterfalls on the Wichita River. (As a treat, read more about this story, and that of the fife, in Steve Wilson’s book Wichita Falls: A Pictorial History, ISBN 0-898265-0.) 2 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Art and culture developed with the momentum created by passionate people such as Frank Kell, Flora Anderson and her husband J. A. Kemp; Irina and Frank Pal, Ernst Katz, Wilhelmina Ziegler, and Erno Daniel (among many others), and Tom L. Burnett and R. E. Shepherd, both voted as the most “useful citizens of Wichita Falls.” Just imagine yourself living a long time ago – ignoring the lack of air conditioning and the dust, or mud – in Wichita Falls before the Kemp Library was founded, or before the Wichita Opera House opened its doors or the Holt Hotel advertised a live orchestra every Saturday led by Ernst Katz, and all you see are vast grasslands with an occasional fife left behind by passing peoples. Passionate people conceived and built the libraries, the theatres, and the hotels, which give a town the opportunity to grow economically, and culturally, which in turn attract more people, who then make further contributions. In a short time, Wichita Falls attracted others from afar. Lucille Doran, the highly regarded dance teacher, moved to Wichita Falls in the late 1930s and established several dance studios. Her devotion to excellence influenced the thousands of students who studied with her over five decades. Another beloved pedagogue who arrived from afar was a former minstrel from Vienna, Ernst Katz, who with his own sense of passion fomented the music culture by establishing a popular orchestra, and by giving lessons to young musicians, such as Floyd Earl Ard, Jr. Born and raised in Wichita Falls, Ard has become one of many performance artists of our past whose names have become obscure or forgotten. In his day, word had it that Ard jammed with André Segovia, was considered the next Ignacy Jan Paderewski, and that he would have become wealthier if he had continued to play as a concert pianist, rather than turn to the oil field in search for an income – a compliment as big as Texas in its implication. One of the stories I heard about Ard indicated that he was tall and looked like Charles Lindbergh, so much so that people at New York Harbor stopped him to congratulate him for his accomplishment. He must have let them know gracefully he had not recently flown an historic first solo across the Atlantic, but that he had just returned by ship from Vienna, having received lessons in piano from Emil von Sauer. Ard returned to his hometown of Wichita Falls in 1927 and began a life as a concert pianist. He played at the Kemp Hotel, among other places in town, and he played in Dallas, too, at least once at Whittle’s Recital Hall, compositions by Beethoven and Chopin that showed “the virtuosity of the pianist,” according to the critic who wrote for the Dallas Morning News. At least once, Ard traveled to New York City searching for an agent, yet, ultimately, he felt drawn to Abilene, Texas, to spend the rest of his life, as he put it, pumping his “own strippers and playing [piano] all night without neighbors bringing in the police.” Let us remind ourselves of Ard and his colleagues every once in a while, for in our memories they will continue to embellish our culture, and make us aware of our own contemporary artists. Let us also keep in mind that in our times passionate people continue to contribute to the art and culture in this area. People who are predominantly modest, hard-working civic volunteers such as Joe, Kay, Elizabeth, Jeannette, Jim, John, David, Jo Ann, Richie, Ali, Jane, Lynn, Ellen, and many more, are our own passionate contributors. They make sure that art and culture in this area remain ensconced in the buildings, organizations, galleries, museums, and spirit of the town and its people, with roots that run deeply enough, and remain strong enough, to provide a life-sustaining base upon which future generations may find the support to make their own contributions. In this issue we attempt to portray the support that passionate people of the past – and of our present – have built for us and for our future, and upon which our artists have thrived, such as Floyd Ard, his contemporaries, and today’s artists. Editor Richard Carter collaborated with Jim Pettyjohn, along with Torin Halsey, to enlighten us with the history of this area, both about its people and their buildings – ours now – that stand by the railway downtown. Throughout his work for the WFLAR, Carter shows that Wichita Falls began on Seventh and Ohio, where the sale for city lots was held. In a short story based on fact, Carter gives us an example of how life might have been many years ago through the eyes of a fellow who stayed in the building now known as the World’s Littlest Skyscraper. We publish photographs by Torin Halsey of Jim McGrath’s meticulous woodcarvings. In addition, we include a story prepared by Jason Byas about the Hamilton brothers and their films; we show work by Gary Goldberg, lyrics by Richie Bates and Ali Holder, and other creative works. Bob Balch and Michael Collins refer to the serious, tragic side of life of our culture, while James Hoggard’s thoughtful poems remind us of the power of a nature that can halt a culture’s development. Frances Knowles, artistic photographer, transformed a photograph into a colorful, artful image, which we chose as the cover of the Spring 2009 WFLAR. Steve Goen contributed to this issue an essay pointing to the train, the “great messenger of civilization,” as essential in the growth and development of the city. From many miles away, poets Alan Lee Birkelbach, Steven Schroeder, Joseph Reich, and others also contribute to the WFLAR. Artists and other contributors, near and far, embrace the cultural momentum, as did Katz, Daniel, Doran, and many more, nurturing our roots. I hope you enjoy this issue. Write to us to let us know whom we have missed. Floyd Ard, Jr. (left, in Vienna, circa 1927) studied music with Emil von Sauer. Digital image by E B Hawley of a photograph courtesy of Marsha Ard. Spring 2009 O WFLAR 3 Wichita Falls from the top floor of the World’s Littlest Skyscraper. Photo by R Carter. Panoramic by Dallas Sauceda. Littlest Skyscraper As told to Richard Carter I am descended from English sailing stock, which explains why I sit here day after day in an old lighthouse that oversees rows of railroad tracks in an old Texas prairie town. It all began with Pink Gin — a dash of Angostura bitters for seasickness and a splash of gin for flavor. It was the cocktail of choice for my limey ancestors. Not that sailors ever got seasick, or drunk, for that matter. My parents drank it all the time, until my father’s ship was lost. Traveling to America to live with her older sister and her family, my pregnant mother was enroute to Denver one evening when, as her story went, the train stopped dead on the tracks in Wichita Falls. Exhausted and seasick from the swaying motion of the railway cars, she called outside to a woman for a Pink Gin. A large glass later, my mother stumbled out of her railroad car into a safelooking lighthouse overlooking the tracks. 4 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Her grandfather had been a lighthouse keeper, and she must have felt like she‘d be home there. It turned out the Pink Lady that the raggedy old woman gave my mother was not the gin-based cocktail she thought it was. It was Prohibition, and a Pink Lady around that part of town was Sterno and water. Sometimes they called Sterno “canned head” because it was used to heat food and people outdoors. But around the railroad tracks, Sterno was popular for other reasons. The rail riders and hoboes filtered the canned heat through day-old bread (from late afternoon giveaways from the Cream Bakery down Seventh Street) to extract its methanol. A powerful and addictive drink like gin, a steady diet of Pink Ladies and its residual methanol eventually led to blindness and death. My mother found a job at the café in front of the lighthouse, and the owners let us live on this very top floor. It was the McMahon building back then, and they say he was a nice man. I never met him. They said it was the Pink Ladies and a broken heart that eventually did my mother in. An orphan at the age of six, the owners gave me the top floor and sent their eldest daughter, Eileen, to look after me, to make sure I ate and to look after my homework. Each day, I climbed up and down a shaky old wood ladder and walked across the tracks to Washington Elementary. It was there that I read about the first lighthouse in an old book called the “Seven Wonders of the Ancient World” by Antipater of Sidon. Built in the mid Third Century BCE, the lighthouse of Alexandria (on Pharos Island) stood nearly 500 feet tall and was one of the world’s tallest structures until an earthquake toppled it. My lighthouse home had not been built until about 1918 or 1919. It stood alongside the tracks ridden by the Fort Worth and Denver City railroad, which back in 1882 had largely brought Wichita Falls into being with a town lot sale. The day and a half sale was held on what is now the corner of Seventh and Ohio, a hundred feet or so across the street from my west window. My home, “the world’s littlest skyscraper,” stood as a modern lighthouse to the trains that fed the community with people and supplies, and the tracks that separated the east side and white part of town. When I got to Booker T., my history teacher told me that my lighthouse was really a skyscraper that was built as a confidence trick. Supposedly, someone from Philadelphia came to town, sold local investors on a skyscraper idea for $200,000 with plenty of office space and then ran off with the money. But where the plans for the building should have read feet, the symbol for inches has been substituted. When the structure was built, the promised huge building turned out to be much smaller and shorter. I always liked that story because it made me laugh. But, small or not, the skyscraper had once hosted six offices on its four floors. Other people said that McMahon built the lighthouse as an add-on to the large three-room structure (now the Antique Wood shop), which was originally called the Newbie Building. Supposedly, land was at a premium downtown during the oil boom, and office space was expensive. Now, the nearly deserted old block may not look like it, but there used to be a huge bank on the southeastern corner of Seventh and Ohio. There was also the ritzy St. James Hotel next to the bank. All that’s left of the old bank and majestic Saint Spring 2009 O WFLAR 5 6 WFLAR O Spring 2009 it worthwhile. Several years ago, the newest owners renovated it — father and son electricians from across the street and an architectural firm uptown. It was then that the antique shop opened up. After an artist rented the top floor for a year, I finally got my first real home back. The skyscraper’s now a historic landmark in the Depot Square downtown historic district, and people come from all over to see something they’ve either heard someone talk about or they’ve read about in Ripley’s Believe It or Not. Me, I remember all the travelers and townspeople that ate here or got their hair cut, or bought numbers down the alleyway. There were also old timers who used to hang out and talk about all the fly-by-night oil companies and boom and bust millionaires. I remember all the railroad guys who came through and the games of pool I shot across the street at the Salt and Pepper lounge. There’s still a pinball arcade across the street and sometimes the guy lets people play for free. I remember all the waitresses and railroad people and shop clerks who looked after me. And then there was Eileen who was like a big sister who became my first real crush. They talk about ghosts of people from so long back, and they’re there. And there’s the ghosts of old buildings now long lost like ships in the storm of time. People still congregate near the tracks around the Salvation Army, but they no longer ride the rails, and no one knows what a Pink Lady or a Pink Gin is at the Irish pub around from the old Peterson Building. The littlest skyscraper still shines at night like it did 75 years ago when my mother first saw it. I suppose it’s been that way for over 90 years now and it’s not going anywhere, anymore. Short of an earthquake . . . a twister or high water. Jim Pettyjohn Recollections of Downtown Photograph by R Carter. James is a dirt lot and a wall that became part of a sandwich shop called Gidget’s. That same building was a package store and a pawnshop from the 60s until a couple of years back. Back in the 50s, the downtown and the East Side were the center of my world. The railroad tracks that ran through them turned out to be a kind of physical equator that separated them. I never thought I was any different from the people I went to school with, until I saw the separate bathrooms and water fountains in downtown businesses for my friends. And there were the shops and places where my classmates and their parents weren’t welcome. Even in the Wichita movie theater, my friends had to sit in the balcony. I still insist on watching shows from there because they’re the best seats in the house. Sadly, every other theater on either side of the tracks is now gone. The guy that has the top floor of this skyscraper lets me use it as sort of my office. On a clear day, you can see almost everything that used to matter from forty feet up in the sky. On the top floor, the new wooden stairs are too narrow to bring any kind of table or chairs. There are just the windows, curtains, sprinklers, a water valve, an air conditioner unit, a couple outlets and a throw rug over a plank wooden floor. Hanging from the rafters is an umbrella for when it rains. The roof leaks now, and the wood slowly rots and the mildew spreads. For the longest time, after World War II, people kept selling and buying the building, but there must have been an agreement between the old and new owners to let me stay until I finished school. It was only when I left for college that I discovered other worlds that I’d read about and seen in drawings and pictures. There were times the city wanted to destroy my lighthouse to build a convention center. Someone smart enough must have realized that not enough people would ever use one enough to make Street Car on exhibit at the Wichita Falls Railroad Museum. “There was a man named Mitchell who was a superintendent at night for the bus company. So, Mr. Mitchell had to stay at the old drug store nearly ‘til we closed at ten o’clock. With nothing else to do, with no television or things like that, and customers were pretty slim at night, he would tell me stories. And I asked him one time, how in the world did you get to Wichita Falls. Where did you come from? “‘Well, Jim, I came from St. Louis,’ he said, and he was going to seek his fortune in California. So, he went down and bought a railroad ticket coming to California. But they pushed him in the direction to Fort Worth, because that’s where the terminal was at, and that came up through Wichita Falls. When he arrived in Wichita Falls, this was about 1908, he said the conductor came through the train and said folks you have time to go find yourself some breakfast and things of this nature. But we’re going to have to water the train and put coal in it, so you have plenty of time. “The depot was on Seventh Street, so Mr. Mitchell said he left the train and he started across a dirt street, and a man was opening a business right where the Littlest Skyscraper is. There used to be some old buildings in there. “And he said, ‘Good morning, how are you?’ And Mr. Mitchell said fine, and he thought that was kind of odd. So he walked on down the street to a bank on the corner, the old City National Bank, and a man was unlocking the door. He said, ‘Good morning, it’s going to be a beautiful day, isn’t it?’ “‘Yes, I suppose so.’ So he stepped up on the old wooden sidewalk and he was standing there and looking both directions and a black man came across the street, and he said, ‘Boss, are you lost?’ “‘No, I’m looking for a place to eat.’ “And he said, ‘Go across the street there to the Senate Café. Mr. Pinky there has the best food in town.’ So he walked across the street to the Senate Café and opened the old screen door, it squeaked, and the lady said good morning to him. “And he said, ‘Why are you making an issue of this good morning? Spring 2009 O WFLAR 7 Here I am, I’m not supposed to be that far away from home, but I went down to Cream Bakery because I knew where it was at. So I opened the door and walked in. There was a tile floor, it’s still in there, and this lady said, ‘Young man, can I help you?’” “And I said, ‘Yes ma’am, can I see you slice bread?’ “She said, ‘Oh you do? Come back here.’ “She took me to the back and got a brand new loaf of bread off the tray and put in into a machine with a bunch of little knives and she put the bread up there and she had to push it through. She turned the switch on, the blades went that way, and it sliced the bread so pretty. “She said, ‘What do you think of that?’ “And I said, ‘It’s marvelous, it’s great.’ “She said, ‘Have you seen it?’ “I said, ‘Yeah.’ “She said, ‘It’s time for you to leave.’ “I left. And so I got to see sliced bread right there. Now that’s a long time ago, and we take everything for granted.” Photograph taken from the top of the Holt Hotel by R Carter. ‘Well, I lived in St. Louis and I never knew my neighbors next door. I never knew the neighbors across the street and nobody ever spoke to each other. And not that I’m belittling Saint Louis, it’s a good town. But here I come to a town and everyone is speaking to me.’ “And she quickly turned around and handed Mr. Mitchell coffee, put it right in front of him. He said, ‘How did you know I was a coffee drinker?’ She said you just look like a good coffee drinker. He said, ‘Well, thank you’ and he sat there for a minute and he said, ‘Is there any jobs in this town?’ “She said ‘I dunno,’ turned around and asked Pinky. And he came out of the kitchen with his apron on. ‘Is there any work around here?’ He said they’re hiring for the streetcar line. It went in in 1909. “Mitchell asked where is their office at. “‘Go down to the end of the street there and you turn to the right and you’ll find it.’ That’s where the Iron Horse Pub is now at. “So he goes into the office and asks him if they were hiring. They said do you know anything about streetcars, and he said I drove a streetcar in St. Louis. He said you’re hired. He worked until they stopped the streetcar in 1927 and drove busses ever since. “‘I got here,’ he said, ‘because people were friendly and the people had something to tell me and they made me feel at home. I tell that to boys and girls. You don’t know who you’re going to meet. Be nice to everybody.’” Pettyjohn also remembers the old popular Cream Bakery down on Seventh Street where his family got doughnuts and pecan rolls. One day, dad came in, Pettyjohn said, we were living on Lee Street at the time, and he said they have something new at Cream Bakery. “‘What’s that?’ “‘They got a machine and they slice bread,’ his father said. “That kind of stuck in my craw. We used to have to take bread and slice it with a bread knife. The north east corner of Seventh and Ohio where Wichita Falls was born Sept 27, 1882 Happy Birthday, Wichita Falls “They had square dances for the first city birthday (1883) at Warrant Hall where Defoor’s is now. All of those buildings were wood for many years before they started building with masonry. They finally put a brick plant in on Flood Street. Before that, they brought brick in from Weathorford and other places on train. They celebrated the second birthday on the hill where the First Baptist Church is now. They brought Indians in from Oklahoma to do war dances. People were having such a good time that the governor came in on the train and nobody met him. All of a sudden, a northwestern came in, and it rained ninety miles an hour. People jumped under the buggies and for five days they were digging women’s shoes from out of the mud.” The tiles of the old Cream Bakery on Seventh Street. Photo by Torin Halsey. 8 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Spring 2009 O WFLAR 9 Jim Pettyjohn holds a key to the Holt Hotel. Photo by Tori Halsey. Jim Pettyjohn holds an old key from the Holt Hotel. Photo by R Carter. Holt Key “I was doing some work in the hotel and I found that key and throwed it in my toolbox and forgot all about it. My wife pulled it out and showed it to one of the ladies in the Heritage Society and she went ape over that.” Looking down Seventh Street Main Street Moving from Seventh to Eighth Penny Coat Hangers and a Bucket of Beans “The Littlest Skyscraper was our place to play shoot ‘em up and cowboys and Indians. That was in 36 to 39 or so. We knew everything down here. We used to pick up wine bottles to sell and coat hangers and Coca Cola bottles to get a penny. We didn’t have much money. The City National Bank had a hole in the wall restaurant and it was called Wimpy’s, and he served beans in a bowl-a pasteboard tub he called it – and it was a nickel a tub. When we sold enough stuff, we could come eat beans. There used to be an old candy wagon on the corner – a caramel corn type popcorn wagon and Creator’s made those wagons. An old man sold popcorn and candy out of it, because people would walk to the ballpark – Spudder Park – and he would sell them popcorn. He was there for years.” 10 WFLAR O Spring 2009 “Back in the day, Seventh Street was the key street in town, and no one knows that. In 1911, look at all of the people and businesses who were in the Seventh and Ohio area. The Katy Railroad wanted to come in here with passenger service, and they said when they came to look that they would need a bigger depot than the one on Seventh Street. When they moved the train depot in 1910 to Seventh it moved the main street from Seventh to Eighth Street. That’s why all those buildings were built on Eighth – the Staley, the Holt, the City National Bank, the Kemp Hotel, the First National and so forth. Well, after the war, with the automobile being manufactured as fast as possible, it really stopped train travel. There were still busses that traveled to little towns and there used to be a bus company in the Holt Hotel and an office. Now a lot of people wished the trains were back. In fact, our new president said we need to update rail traffic. In many places they are double tracking. We have thirty-two trains a day through here. They are all freight, but if they were double tracked, passenger service could run from here to Denver and it would be a good connection for Amtrak.” Spring 2009 O WFLAR 11 The Guggenheim (right, on the corner), the Cream Bakery (in the gap to the left of the Guggenheim), and the Holt Hotel (in the background). Photo by E B Hawley. Jim Pettyjohn, the key, and the Holt Hotel. Photo by Torin Halsey. Watching Parades from the Second Floor of the Guggenheim (Muehlberger’s) “The top floor of the Guggenheim used to be vacant and some ladies put in a mission. So we went up there looking to see a parade about to come along. And there was a woman there who used to play the piano for silent movies, so she played us the piano and showed us how she made rhythms for the horses running and the rain and the wind on the piano. She entertained us ‘til the parade started. Whenever I look at that building, I think of her.” A Bird Dog and a Clean Close Shave “We had an old dog, a bird dog. He had a split down the middle of his nose and he had two noses. It appeared in Robert Ripley’s Believe It or Not, and we believed it because we had one. We used to dress him up and put a shirt on him and knickers on him (that I used to wear) and a tie and we had a hat we fastened to his chin and we took him to the Hamilton Building and the City National Bank Building and men would put dollars in his pocket. They thought he was a cute dog. When we started home, we would always split the money and we would always buy the dog a dollar worth of hamburger meat. And we did that for years. At the Hamilton Building, it was at the main floor where you caught the elevators. That was where all the men were at. “There was a barbershop on the Lamar side (David Farabee’s office) where you could get your shoes shined. The place to get your shoes shined was the basement of the Kemp Hotel (where the old Holliday Inn stood) where the restrooms were at. Two black fellows had stands set up and that was the place to go. They shined more shoes than anyone. Billy B, I always remember, and they were always happy guys.” 12 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Jim Pettyjohn Born in Wichita Falls in 1925, Jim Pettyjohn grew up around the downtown area doing fun things like watching medicine shows and sneaking into movies and ballgames and buildings like the Littlest Skyscraper to play cowboys and Indians. He worked at Miller’s Drugstore (across from the Holt Hotel) as a kid, sold papers, picked up bottles and coat hangers to sell for pennies and even dressed up his birddog so men would put dollars in the dog’s pockets. Professionally, Pettyjohn worked as an electrician and did wiring for many of the downtown’s buildings. Now retired, he restores old fire trucks and streetcars. He also gives tours at the Museum of North Texas History. Pettyjohn remembers the early days of Wichita Falls like they were yesterday and has a world of colorful stories about them. Anything from being an original member of the knothole gang at Spudder Park to the day in 1933 when his father got robbed by Bonny and Clyde while selling them white lightning. Pettyjohn not only brings the past to life with his acute eye for people and historical detail, he also makes the past relevant to today. Spring 2009 O WFLAR 13 Steve Allen Goen The Texas Zephyr A North Texas Town’s Love Affair With the God of the West Wind C & S 9952, last train in Wichita Falls (1967). Located at the junction of six railroad lines, Wichita Falls naturally saw its share of passenger trains during the 20th Century, especially after the development of oil fields at Burkburnett, Electra and Petrolia. During its heyday as a vital rail terminal, the city was served by no fewer than twenty trains each day, all of which made stops at Wichita Falls Union Station -- located at the foot of Eighth Street. Prior to the construction of paved highways, which ultimately led to the decline of passenger trains nationwide, Wichitans had almost an endless choice of directions in which rail travel was available. The Wichita Valley Railway operated a daily gaselectric “doodlebug” (Trains #111-112) southwest to Seymour, Munday, Stamford and Abilene until October 29, 1949, and the Wichita Falls & Southern allowed passengers traveling south to Olney, 14 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Graham and Breckenridge to ride aboard cabooses until the WF&S was abandoned in 1954. The Katy provided passenger service between Wichita Falls, Altus, Elk City and Woodward, Oklahoma (Trains #53-54) until March 31, 1954, and operated a daily roundtrip (Trains #11-12) from Denison, Gainesville and Nocona until May 15, 1959. But perhaps the best known passenger train to have ever served North Central Texas was the TEXAS ZEPHYR operated by the Ft. Worth & Denver. Prior to the Zephyr’s inauguration on August 22, 1940, the FW&D had operated several older, steam trains through the city, the most notable being the GULF COAST SPECIAL (southbound Train #7) and the COLORADO SPECIAL (northbound Train #8), which ran between Dallas-Ft. Worth, Amarillo and Denver. Jointly owned and operated by the FW&D and the Colorado & Southern, the two trains offered Wichitans a variety of connections at Fort Worth, as well as a direct route to Colorado and the Pacific Northwest. However, these trains were of heavyweight construction, and as railroads across the nation were beginning to jump on the new “streamliner” bandwagon, the FW&D began to look at ways to modernize its aging passenger train fleet. Being the Texas subsidiary of the larger Chicago, Burlington & Quincy (Burlington Route), FW&D management watched as the Burlington’s first ZEPHYR broke all previous rail speed records when it traveled 1017 miles in 785 minutes, non-stop from Denver to Chicago on May 26, 1934. With the new lightweight train’s successful trip covering the front pages of newspapers everywhere, it was just a matter of time until an entire fleet of ZEPHYRs were placed in operation all across the Burlington system. Among these would be the TWIN CITY ZEPHYR between Chicago and Minneapolis-St. Paul, the DENVER ZEPHYR between Chicago and Denver and the MARK TWAIN ZEPHYR in service between St. Louis and Burlington, Iowa. In Texas, it would be the SAM HOUSTON ZEPHYR which was inaugurated between Ft. Worth, Dallas and Houston on October 1, 1936 that would become the Lone Star State’s first modern streamlined train. Although it would not be until the summer of 1940 that Wichita Falls would finally be put on the route of a ZEPHYR, the FW&D and C&S were already planning for the new TEXAS ZEPHYR as early as 1937 when six new lightweight chair cars were purchased from the Budd Company. Constructed with exteriors covered in fluted stainless steel, the FW&D’s four new fifty-two seat cars were named Silver Fox, Silver Bow, Silver Ore, and Silver Top, and were a vast improvement over the older (1922) equipment. The next additions for the proposed train came in March 1940 when the railroad purchased a pair of 2,000 horsepower E-5 diesels from the Electro-Motive Corporation. Also constructed of matching stainless steel, the new passenger diesels were numbered FW&D 9980A&B and were specially named Silver Chief and Silver Warrior in honor of the Comanche Indians who once roamed the same territory that the TEXAS ZEPHYR would travel. Similar pair of diesels, the Silver Racer and Silver Steed, were ordered for the matching C&S train. At the same time, the FW&D’s shops in Childress, Texas were busy rebuilding and modernizing three older Pullman sleeping cars for the FW&D train, the Castle Range, Lariat Range, and the Spanish Crest. Although the TEXAS ZEPHYR’s final pieces of new equipment-a baggage-mail car Silver Messenger, a baggage-dormitory car Silver Peak, and a dining-lounge-observation car Silver Tray would not arrive from the builder until August 1940, the FW&D decided to go ahead and cash in on that summer’s vacation traffic by instituting a new train in June 1940 called the ADVANCE TEXAS ZEPHYR. Operated between Dallas and Denver on the same proposed schedule as the future TEXAS ZEPHYR, the temporary train showed Wichitans the Burlington’s eagerness to provide first-class rail service to the area. August 22, 1940 would be a banner day, not only for Wichita Falls, but also for other surrounding towns, as the TEXAS ZEPHYR arrived from Ft. Worth for the first time. Wichitans lined the tracks east of town just to see the shiny streamliner speed past, and hundreds of others waited downtown as the ZEPHYR arrived at Union Station. The ZEPHYR was unlike anything that Wichitans had seen before. With the Texas sun reflecting brightly off the ZEPHYR’s stainless steel exterior, the train was a stark contrast to the somber shades of Pullman green and black which had been used on the FW&D’s previous trains. As beautiful as the train was on the outside, it was just as beautiful on the inside. Its triumphant entry into Wichita Falls that afternoon signaled to many that perhaps the hard times of the Great Depression were finally over. While it may be hard for younger readers to understand the importance of such an event by today’s standards, the arrival of the first TEXAS ZEPHYR on that hot afternoon was perhaps the most newsworthy event of the year. Service provided by the new train was impeccable. The modern lightweight equipment provided faster train speeds and smoother operation. All cars were air-conditioned and no trip on the train was complete without a meal served aboard the new fifty-five seat diner-lounge-observation car which brought up the rear of each train. All meals Spring 2009 O WFLAR 15 were served on the railroad’s beautiful “Violets and Daisies” pattern china, expertly prepared by chefs in the kitchen. Menus and linens wore the distinctive TZ markings, and all silverware bore the initials BR for the Burlington Route. Sleeping accommodations were available in the modernized Pullmans, with cars offering a choice of eight sections – five double-bed room combinations, or ten sections – one drawing-room, one compartment floor plans. Named for the God of the West Wind, the TEXAS ZEPHYR was appropriately called the “Train of the Future” by the railroad’s passenger department. Although the train’s schedule would be slightly altered through the years, it originally called for southbound Train #1 to depart Denver at 12:30 PM, arriving at Amarillo at 11:00 PM, stopping at Wichita Falls at 3:33 AM, Ft. Worth at 6:00 AM and finally arriving at Dallas at 7:15 AM. Northbound Train #2 departed Dallas at 2:00 PM, arrived at Ft. Worth at 2:45, stopped at Wichita Falls at 5:10 PM and arrived at Denver at 7:30 the following morning. If both trains were running on time, the ZEPHYR’s were scheduled to pass each other each evening at Tascosa in the Texas Panhandle. Because of the train’s schedule through Wichita Falls, many local businessmen could catch Train #1 early in the morning for a quick business trip to Ft. Worth before returning on northbound #2 later that afternoon. Even though the railroad originally intended for the ZEPHYR to be diesel operated over its entire 835-mile run, a number of early engine failures on the new E-5 passenger diesels were quickly determined to be a result of the railroad not having enough time for routine maintenance during the train’s turnaround time at Dallas. As a result, the ZEPHYR made Texas history once again when the FW&D decided to re-institute steam locomotives on the Ft. Worth to Dallas segment of the run. With the diesels now being pulled off of the train at Ft. Worth each morning, the maintenance problems were solved and the TEXAS ZEPHYR became the last Texas streamliner to be regularly scheduled in and out of Dallas Union Terminal each day behind steam. Several major changes took place with the ZEPHYR’s operations during the 1950’s. First, as additional passenger diesels were acquired by the FW&D and C&S, the Ft. Worth to Dallas steam operations were dropped in 1954. Then in June 1957 the C&S purchased the two, twelve car ex-DENVER ZEPHYR train sets from the parent company (CB&Q) for use on the Dallas to Denver run. As a result, the original TEXAS ZEPHYR equipment was re-assigned to FW&D mail and express Trains #7 and 8, while the ex-DZ cars were substituted and re-lettered for use on the TEXAS ZEPHYR. The purchase of the ex-DENVER ZEPHYR cars was somewhat unique in that by the time that they were acquired in 1957, a large number of U.S. railroads were already attempting to downsize or drop passenger operations altogether. By continuing its positive role in the local transportation market, ridership on the FW&D continued to prosper, well past the decline of other passenger trains in the region. Although the ex-DZ cars were actually several years older than the FW&D’s 1940 equipment, their use on the Dallas to Denver run marked the pinnacle of what was being promoted by the railroad as “Finer and Faster” TEXAS ZEPHYR service. With the train now offering lightweight sleepers, dinettechair cars, full-length dining cars and parlor-loungeobservation cars, the FW&D passenger department instituted an all-out advertising blitz, promoting special summer vacation packages to Pikes Peak, Royal Gorge, and the Grand Tetons, or to Yellowstone National Park. Boy Scout troops were also encouraged to travel via the ZEPHYR, enroute to Scout meets held near Colorado Springs. During the Christmas holidays the FW&D often operated two sections of the northbound ZEPHYR, with the second section operated as a “Ski Special,” bound for the slopes of the Colorado Rockies. The FW&D even managed to cast the ZEPHYR in a cameo role in the movie, HUD, starring Paul Newman, as well as a Texas Bank & Trust TV commercial shot at Bellevue. All of this was good news to Burlington President, Harry C. Murphy who was quoted many times saying, “Take away the passenger train, and a railroad is nothing more than a truck company.” As mentioned earlier, the FW&D also operated a pair of secondary passenger trains between Dallas and Denver (Trains #7-8), which not only served Wichita Falls, but also stopped at many smaller towns along the line that were not scheduled stops for the ZEPHYR. Southbound Train #7 was perhaps the most familiar passenger train on the line, since it traveled across North Texas during daylight hours. Arriving at Union Station each afternoon at 1:10 PM enroute to Dallas, Train #7 handled almost all of the city’s mail and express shipments. In comparison, its northbound counterpart, Train #8 was the least used train on the FW&D, arriving at Wichita Falls at 1:02 AM. Train speeds on passenger trains were governed by timetable and were limited, at least on paper, to a maximum speed of 79 MPH. However, engineers of the day had an exceptionally good knowledge of the excellent track conditions that existed on the line at the time and many were known to exceed the limit whenever a train was running late and needed to make up time. Since many of the curves on the line were banked (super elevated) for high speed operation, the TEXAS ZEPHYR was known to have hit speeds in excess of 100 MPH on many occasions, especially between Wichita Falls and Childress where the line was relatively straight. All good things began to come to an end in 1965 when Louis Menk succeeded Murphy as the President and CEO of the Burlington Route. Whereas Mr. Murphy actively promoted passenger trains and the Burlington’s positive role in community relations, Menk on the other hand believed in the immediate elimination of passenger service from all Burlington mainlines. On his very first inspection trip through North Texas, Menk angrily told FW&D General Manager M.G. Monaghan that he felt that the FW&D’s track conditions were too good, reflecting an overall waste of money. His suggestions from that trip . . . immediately lay off many of the line’s employees, and cut back, and eventually eliminate services currently provided by the four remaining FW&D passenger trains. As a result of this philosophy, the TEXAS ZEPHYR traded its equipment one last time in February 1965, when the ex-DZ cars were removed from service and placed in storage in Denver. This move forced the passenger department to once again use the ZEPHYR’s original 1940 equipment on Trains #1 and 2, with Trains #7 and 8 once again receiving the railroad’s aging fleet of 1922 vintage C & S 9950 arriving in Wichita Falls on October 22nd, 1940. 16 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Spring 2009 O WFLAR 17 heavyweights. The railroad’s commissary in Ft. Worth was soon targeted by Menk, and on many days dining cars departing Ft. Worth on northbound Train #2 were inadequately stocked at his orders. Many who were connected with the ZEPHYR’s operations soon began to see the writing on the wall--a good example being Burlington’s Passenger Traffic Manager, Herb Wallace, who quit the railroad that year to accept a similar position with the Hertz rental car company. With company moral at an all time low, others still employed by the Burlington often wore “Menk is a Fink” buttons! However, even with these changes in operations now in effect, ridership surprisingly hung tough, especially at Wichita Falls where ticket sales continued at almost a constant level. Burlington actually carried more passengers system-wide in 1964 (820 million) than it had in 1949 (758 million). So, in an obvious attempt to discourage the public from continued use of rail travel, the railroad announced that it was discontinuing Train #1, and northbound mail Train #8, effective on December 15th, 1966, just days before the annual Christmas rush. With the FW&D now down to just two trains remaining, Wichita Falls was faced for the first time in its history with the immediate possibility of losing rail passenger service altogether. With much of US Highway 287 still a two lane road in 1967, the TEXAS ZEPHYR still managed to capture its share of ridership. So much so, that both Pullman sleeping cars and dining-loungeobservation cars were still in daily operation, just as they had been when the train was first placed in service back in 1940. As frustrated as Menk was, the railroad still had too many patrons using Trains #2 and #7 to justify their annulment. However, when the United States Postal Service announced on September 6, 1967 plans to terminate the passenger train’s vital mail contract, it was exactly what the Burlington’s management needed in order to petition its case with the Interstate Commerce Commission. Although heavily protested by every town up and down the line, the ICC announced within days of Burlington’s request that it was granting permission to drop the trains. Somewhat shocking was the ICC’s conclusion that the trains were no longer of use to North Texans. Some on the commission even 18 WFLAR O Spring 2009 suggested that rail travel would still be available between Dallas, Ft. Worth and Denver if a person was willing to ride the Texas & Pacific and Santa Fe via a ridiculous routing through Ft. Worth; Newton, Kansas; La Junta, Colorado; west to Pueblo and then north to Denver, a route which included no fewer than four changes of trains! Even more surprising was the ICC’s acceptance of evidence presented by the Burlington during the hearings which showed the FW&D had lost thousands of dollars during 1966-1967 as a result of their lost mail contracts, even though the US Mail contract had not yet been annulled. Sunday, September 10th, 1967 was a sad day for all as the final northbound passenger train stopped at Wichita Falls Union Station at 5:00 PM. Many Wichitans were on hand that afternoon to say goodbye, some even choosing to ride that last train north to Amarillo so that they could return on the last southbound train the following day. As large as the crowd was on Sunday, it was even larger on Monday when the final southbound arrived at 1:02 PM. Still a good sized train right up to the very end, the final ZEPHYR consisted of a whopping twelve cars, including five loaded with mail and express, as it pulled up to the station’s brick platform for the last time. Although the ZEPHYR is now only a memory to many, much of the train survives today, although far away from its route across North Texas. Of the nine passenger diesels once used on the train, only one, C&S E-5 9952A, the diesel that led the last train into town, was saved from the torch. It resides today at the Illinois Railroad Museum, where it is used to pull the museum’s NEBRASKA ZEPHYR during special events. The FW&D’s dining-loungeobservation car, Silver Tray, was sent to Mexico and the majority of the two, twelve-car ex-DENVER ZEPHYR, ended up being purchased by the Saudi Arabian government during the mid-1970’s for possible operation in that country. However it must be stated that this was a complete failure when it was discovered that there was no way to keep the fine desert sand out of the cars. They remain today stored near Dhahran, completely unused but still lettered TEXAS ZEPHYR on their name-boards. Two cars ended up at Hill City, South Dakota and all other equipment has since been scrapped. When the TEXAS ZEPHYR was first inaugurated in 1940, many called it “the Train of the Future.” How ironic that when the future finally caught up with the ZEPHYR, the future no longer had a place reserved for it. Memories of the Texas Zephyr Having been born in Austin, Texas, my first hands-on experience with the TEXAS ZEPHYR came in December 1956 when my parents brought me to Wichita Falls for the first time. Being only four months old at the time I have no recollections of the trip, but my mother told me years later that I had a great time all the way from Dallas--never once going to sleep and constantly trying to get the attention of the Conductor and the Trainman. My grandparents, who were waiting for my arrival at Union Station, claimed that they spotted me right off, as I waved to everyone through the chair car’s window. They also swore that after departing the train, I refused to let them take me to my grandfather’s car until I saw the ZEPHYR depart from the station. Living at my grandparent’s house at the corner of North Brook and North Lamar in the city’s Scotland Addition offered me an excellent opportunity to watch the trains go by. My grandmother often told me that as a toddler, they would have to take me out to our backyard fence twice each day, in order to watch “the choo-choo” (southbound #7) pass behind our house at 1:00 and to see northbound #2 leave town later in the afternoon at 5:15. As I grew older I often talked my grandfather into walking me up to the old North Scott Street overpass in order to get a better view of the trains. Watching freight trains was OK, but the day’s real treat was to watch the TEXAS ZEPHYR as it quickly accelerated out of town each afternoon bound for Vernon. During the 1960s, it was my grandfather’s standard operating procedure to take me down to Union Station almost every Saturday so that we could watch the southbound train come in. We always tried to arrive at the depot around noon for lunch at the Burlington Bean Bowl, a small grill housed inside the station’s massive waiting room. My grandfather, the late Clarence “C.D.” Watson, always believed that no trip to the depot was complete without a good fifteen-cent hamburger and a nickel bottle of Coke. Although the burgers served at the depot were greasy by today’s standards, I always thought that they were just about the best meal in town! Grandpa always seemed to know everyone down at the station. We would always check in with the local ticket agent on #7’s status before heading outside to wait for its arrival. Once outside, we always spoke to the Red Caps or Railway Express workers. On some days, we might walk down to the south end of the platform in order to watch Floyd Ferguson, the car-man, as he quickly filled the ZEPHYR’s diesels with fuel or water. However, my all-time favorite spot to watch the train was perched atop one of the station’s ornate concrete flower pots which once graced the station’s trackside entry. From this vantage point, even a small boy like me could get a great view of the train as it crossed Seventh Street and arrived at the station. Since Wichita Falls was a crew change for all trains, the ZEPHYR normally remained in town for ten minutes. I still remember vividly watching all of the excitement that took place once the train came to a stop. You could always pick out families anxiously awaiting the arrival of their loved ones, or you could watch as young servicemen heading off to Vietnam and said their good-byes. As exciting as it was to watch the dozens of mail and express carts quickly being loaded or unloaded, I still remember the chill that went up my spine the first time that I saw the baggage handlers silently remove a flag draped coffin from the baggage car. These were indeed the turbulent times of the mid-1960s, but watching the ZEPHYR each day helped to assure me that not all was wrong with the world. One of my best memories of the ZEPHYR took place in late July 1967, less than sixty days before the train was discontinued. My grandmother had talked my grandpa into driving the family up to Harrold each evening for a four-night revival held at the Harrold Church of Christ. We would leave the house each afternoon around 5:00, taking the new US 287 expressway up to Iowa Park. However, in those days 287 went back to being its original two lane road, just past Iowa Park, and remained two lane all the way to Oklaunion. It was about 5:30 on the first day and we had Spring 2009 O WFLAR 19 just passed Burnett Road west of Iowa Park when grandpa said, “Steve, look out the rear window and tell me what you see.” “It’s the Zephyr,” I shouted, “and it’s catching up with us.” “Not for long,” he said. “Let’s see if we can beat it to Electra.” And with those few words the race was on, although it ended up not being much of a race at all. Even though highway speed limits in those days were 70 MPH on a two lane US highway, the ZEPHYR caught up with us by the time we passed Fowlkes like we were standing still. Faster and faster my grandfather sped, 75 . . . 80 . . . 85 miles per hour, but all to no avail as the shiny Texas speedster caught up and passed us in a blink of an eye. Grandpa said that we would catch up with the train at Electra, since the ZEPHYR had to make a stop, but you should have seen the look on his face when we sped into town just in time to see the oscillating red light on the rear of the train vanish in the distance. For the next three evenings it was the same results. The ZEPHYR would appear from behind us and quickly overtake my mother’s red 1962 Dodge Lancer. As hard as my grandfather tried, the 2,000 horses in each of the train’s pair of 1940 slant-nosed diesels were just too much to beat. With the TEXAS ZEPHYR my most cherished childhood friend, and with Wichita Falls Union Station being the playground of my youth, it was a hard thing to swallow when I learned of the train’s pending demise in September. I would spend every remaining opportunity I had going down to the depot that last weekend and photographing the final trains. During school at Huey Elementary the week before, I always managed to need to sharpen my pencil at the exact same time that I heard No. 7 blowing for the nearby Vermont Street crossing. Luckily for me that old pencil sharpener in Mr. Deitrick’s music class was right over next to the windows. It wasn’t much of a ploy, but it worked and offered me about a twelve second glimpse of my old friend. Luckily my birthday fell on Saturday, September 9th, just two days before the last run, and that year my grandparents would give me the greatest birthday present that I have ever received, a ticket to Henrietta aboard the last southbound train. I still remember that day. My mother kept me out of school and my grandparents drove me down to the 20 WFLAR O Spring 2009 station at noon for one last hamburger at the Bean Bowl. There were numerous dignitaries on hand that day, people like State Representative Dave Allred, Mayor R.C. Rancier, and Rhea Howard, owner and publisher of the newspaper. But the real star of the show that day was the ZEPHYR and in a matter of minutes we could hear the familiar “blat-blat” of its air horn blowing one last time for the nearby Seventh Street crossing. As the pair of diesels led the train slowly into the station, I looked up and waved to the engine and my good friend Andrew Morgan, who was in the cab. My grandmother then helped me aboard the train, and in a few minutes we were waving goodbye to Wichita Falls and to my grandfather as he headed off to the car in order to pick us up at Henrietta. Once moving, Conductor L. “Pinky” Spillman quickly came by and punched our tickets and handed me two copies of the classic American Association of Railroads comic books. I still have these today. It was a great ride, but one all too short. With the ZEPHYR sprinting across western Clay County at top speed, we were in Henrietta in a matter of minutes. We stepped off the train and offered a quick goodbye to Mr. Spillman, who was determined to keep his train “on time” on its trip to oblivion that afternoon. We had known “Pinky” for years, but that would be the last time that I ever saw him. I later heard that when the train arrived that afternoon in Dallas, that he had to walk down to the Greyhound Bus Depot so he could take the bus back home to Wichita Falls. “Pinky” retired from the railroad that day, however, several years later I ran across one of his conductor uniforms and his old stainless-steel Burlington Route step box for sale at a local flea market. Needless to say, both items went home with me that day. The innocent days of my childhood felt like they came to an end that September. With the ZEPHYR no longer serving North Texas, the railroad soon offered Union Station to the city of Wichita Falls for the paltry sum of one dollar; but with no buyers or prospective uses for the depot, an auction was then held in October where most of the depot furnishings, benches, wall maps and baggage carts were sold off. Even the old Burlington Bean Bowl grill soon relocated next door. In November, our once proud Union Station would complete its service to our city as being the display site for the Santa Fe Railway’s traveling “Chisholm Trail Centennial” rail exhibit. Beginning in late December, the station’s tower was taken down by a wrecking ball, with the remainder of the structure dismantled brick by brick. By February 1968, the sale was over, providing downtown with another vacant lot. It was the beginning of a general decline in downtown Wichita Falls that would last for the next two decades. The train schedule was inside the Union Station. Last day of service to Wichita Falls was on September 11, 1967. Spring 2009 O WFLAR 21 Richard Carter Lucille Doran Lucille Doran lived dance, teaching the art form for over six decades. For fifty-three of those years until 1989, she brought proper dance technique as well as a love of dance and dancing to students and art lovers in Wichita Falls. Doran’s legacy includes waves of teachers, performers and dance aficionados across the country, as well as a granddaughter, now in Fort Worth, who also loves and lives dance. Born in Two Harbors Minnesota in 1914, Lucille (Main) Doran grew up in Duluth and started tap and ballet lessons at the relatively late age of fifteen. Her early appreciation of dance came from a creative mother who loved dancing even though her Swedish family forbade it. Doran’s daughter, Susan Lavallee, remembers her mother saying how her father would give her a dime to take the streetcar downtown to take dance lessons from a Ms. Orleane Stoughton. “I still have a notebook of things she wrote from her classes.” After graduating from high school, Doran and a pianist friend began traveling to nearby small towns to teach dance lessons. In 1935, she joined the Chicago National Association of Dance Masters – an organization of dance teachers – to learn further about their pedagogical craft from dancers and instructors. It was there that she met a woman from Wichita Falls named Ms. Jimmie Gross who owned Gross Studios. “My mother thought it was very exciting when Ms. Gross asked her to come to Texas to teach. She was all of about twenty-two or twenty-three years old and thought Texas was the greatest thing.” Her daughter has photographs of her mother back then wearing cowboy boots, shorts and a cowboy hat. Back in those days, Wichita Falls was wild and crazy, she said. It was a very exciting place where people could stay up all night and still find a place to eat at 4 a.m. Doran taught ballet and tap for Gross and met her husband, Alex, at a dance recital. He played trumpet in a band that played for dances. He also played for years in a jazz band with Frank Goff who owned Frank’s 8 Ball downtown. After teaching for Ms Gross for four years, Doran had a son, Pat, in 1942, and her daughter, Susan, in 1943. She opened the Doran-Beavers Dance Studio in 1944 with a friend on 1401 10th Street. A year later, her friend got married and Doran changed the name to Lucille Doran School of Dance and taught there until 1949. She then moved her studio to the top floor of two-story house on 1310 Kemp (where her family lived). Doran taught there for a while and later moved her studio to 9th St. She eventually returned to Kemp. Later she opened a concurrent second location on Call Field. In 1978, she purchased an old church on Lawrence Road and converted it into a much more spacious dance studio. Boehm Ballet has that studio now. She taught there until 1989 when she moved to Fort Worth and taught at Milam’s studio for two years. After developing Parkinson’s, she enjoyed watching and sometimes commenting on dance lessons until she passed away in 1995. Doran As Teacher Lucille Doran, age thirty. 22 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Two of the thousands of young dancers who took lessons from Lucille Doran were her daughter Susan and Susan’s best friend Reggie (Nacol) Milam. Milam took dance from Doran four or five days a week from age three to 18 when she went off to TCU to pursue the art form. “She was not a huggy-kissy teacher, “ said Milam, “but she so cared. If you ever told her anything, she would remember and ask you about it. Some kids were scared of her because she was very northern. She wasn’t like a southern belle. She was totally from Minnesota.” Doran was strict and didn’t joke or goof around with students. Susan and she used to give her a terrible time in class goofing off. “I don’t know why she didn’t kick us out,” Milam laughed. “Lucille was the consummate teacher. She was not interested in what she looked like teaching ballet, and she was not much to look at when you watched her dance. Now tap, yes, she could burn the floor up. Spring 2009 O WFLAR 23 Doran’s lessons were also passed on to students across the country from her students who later became teachers. Milam taught for her at her Call Field studio in the 60s and later in her own studios in Fort Worth and at Dance, Etc. in Wichita Falls since 1995. Milam approaches her students similarly to the way her first teacher had. “I want my dancers to be great. I want them to do it right and look good. But I also want no child to walk out that door thinking less about themselves.” Doran taught all of the students who came to her studio and did not neglect those who may not have appeared to be the next Cyd Charisse or Mikhail Baryshnikov. “I grew up in a dance studio that had deaf kids, fat kids, awkward kids and poor kids,” Milam said. “They weren’t all country club or the 5’ 5” willows or just the talented kids.” It was really important to Doran that all of her students learned, Susan said. She spent time with all of them. Doran also traveled to schools in Wichita Falls and taught blind, deaf and mentally challenged children. “She did it because she knew what a disability was,” her daughter said. Doran was born blind in one eye and didn’t see well out of her other eye until she had eye surgery in 1963. Following the procedure, she told her daughter it was the first time she had ever really seen her. Her poor eyesight never hindered her teaching. Doran was always learning to be the best teacher she could be. Every year, she traveled to Chicago or to London to study method and pedagogy from the Royal Ballet, which she taught in combination with the Cecchetti method, to her ballet students. “She knew where her inadequacies were and filled them with adequacies,” Milam said. She also brought in such dance luminaries like Nico Charisse and Al Gilbert to teach some classes. Doran’s studio walls were covered with images of major dancers who had visited her studio to impart their knowledge and skills to dancers. She lived dance and lived teaching dance. Doran taught all day, beginning with two hours of morning classes for younger students, and often five hours of classes in the afternoons. At night, she taught ballroom dancing classes. She also taught country and western, jazz, and disco as they became popular. Near the end of her life, when her vision deteriorated again, Doran sat in Milam’s studio watching classes. “Every once in a while she would snap her fingers and call me over, ‘The girl, the third from the end, every time she does her passé she brings her knee in. Fix that.’ She knew.” Doran’s Granddaughter, Elise Lavallee – A Third (or Fourth) Generation Dancer Susan (Doran) Lavallee and Reggie (Nacol) Milam in “ The Blue Danube,” 1958 Wichita Falls Civic Ballet. Photo courtesy of Reggie Milam. But for the ballet she taught, she may not have had a magnificent extension, but boy she knew how to get students to do it.” Milam is proud of her dance education from Doran. “When I went to TCU and then Dallas and other places to study, I was always moved to the advanced class and it was because of what I learned from her.” 24 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Now twenty-eight, Elise Lavallee has been taking dance since the age of two – just after she began walking. Dance is her life. “I teach it, choreograph it and I dance.” Lavallee is doing what she is doing, she said, because her grandmother got her there. “The reason I am the person I am is that I got it from her. I know that without a doubt that I am a lot my grandmother.” Her mother Susan and Reggie Milam talk about how they see her grandmother in her. “It’s the love of dance. Dancing was not even a decision (for me). I just kept doing it and kept going with it. I love it, so I don’t even think twice. There was no plan B.” Lavallee didn’t realize until about two years ago what her grandmother had overcome to teach and spread her love of dance to so many people. “She was a very strong person. The thing I’ve noticed lately is – I am not a spiritual person – I have felt my grandmother’s presence, and it’s very overwhelming to me. I feel like she’s been leading me down a path – watching over me. I feel her energy and it gives me energy.” Lavallee took dance from her grandmother as well as her mother and Milam. Her last real memory of her grandmother was in the studio watching her shout counts. Along with her education from her family, Milam, and in Fort Worth studios, Lavallee has studied in New York, and with major teachers and dancers such as Debby Allen (“Fame”). Lavallee teaches dance in Fort Worth for Margo Dean School of Ballet, and also at Kids Who Care, a Fort Worth based performing arts group. She’s also taught at Dance, Etc. She does choreography for Kids Who Care, and numerous Metroplex high schools and theatres, including Casa Manana. Lavallee danced most recently with the Bruce Wood Dance Company, Ballet Concerto and Casa Mañana Musicals. Spring 2009 O WFLAR 25 Doran’s Legacy Doran lived for dance and bringing that love of dance to others, according to her daughter and Milam. Along with the many students who trained in her studio and grew to at least appreciate – if not outright love dance – she brought numerous dance luminaries to visit the area and was part of many programs and organizations that promoted and inspired the art form locally. In the late 50s, Doran was involved with Gross and Frank and Irina Pal in forming the Wichita Falls Civic Ballet, which served to unite the Wichita Falls dance community to stage productions such as “Carousel” and “The Blue Danube.” Milam has taught dance at Dance, Etc since 1985 (in Fort Worth from 1985-95). Her walls are a repository of images of Doran and her studio as well as the colorful and stylish ballet images that once hung in that studio. Milam also has a large 125-year-old dance mirror (from Russia) on the west wall of her studio that hung in Doran’s studio beginning in 1945. In addition to Dance, Etc, Milam also choreographs for area theatres and schools (like Doran once did). Doran’s daughter, Susan, taught dance for her mother in the 70s and 80s, and continued teaching at Milam’s studio in Fort Worth until 1993. She remains an active board member of Margo Dean’s company and Ballet Concerto, coordinates all the costuming, and is a production consultant. A number of Doran’s students became teachers themselves or stayed active in the profession. Of Doran’s many students who went off and became dance teachers, Sherri Barnhart and Bobby Houston taught locally. Former student Willetta (Smith) Leonard worked in a variety of capacities in television and the movies and was the co-producer of Route 66 and The Naked City. It was Leonard who gave Doran the money to get eye surgery in 1963. Leslie Riddle moved to New York City where she became a Rockette. Cayce (Bradley) Wendeborn remembers going with Doran to Austin Elementary two afternoons a week to teach special education children’s music, dance, sound and rhythm. After graduating high school, Wendeborn continued to work with special education students minoring in education in college. After returning to town and becoming a contractor, she remains active in Special Olympics. It was pretty amazing what Doran accomplished during her life, Milam said, and the knowledge and inspiration she left behind that continues to inspire people to learn, dance, appreciate, choreograph, and teach the art form of dance. Polyester Dreams, Bruce Wood Dance Company, 2003. Photo Courtesy of Sitaron Bradford. “Memories of Frosty” Ballet Concerto 2000. 26 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Spring 2009 O WFLAR 27 Bob Balch The Day of Reckoning When the foreman of the jury read the “Not Guilty” verdict in the big courtroom before the packed gallery of spectators, the Colonel breathed a sigh of relief, put his head in his hands and uttered a silent prayer of thanksgiving. It had been a long fourteen months since that fateful day in May of 1912 when he had encountered Feller Sample in the men’s washroom of the old Grand Hotel in Prairie. Gunfire erupted and the cowman fell dead. Colonel Barton had been charged with murder although no one saw the fatal shot fired. He said it was selfdefense. The case had been transferred from Prairie to Seyma on a change of venue. In July of 1913 after a trial lasting one week, a lengthy charge was submitted to the twelve-man jury who came back in only twenty-three minutes with their verdict. Colonel Barton owned three-hundred thousand acres outside Prairie known as the 4B Ranch, and Feller Sample had thirteen hundred acres that adjoined the 4B Ranch. At a cattle auction in Fort Worth, Sample had legally purchased one hundred head of cattle with the 4B brand and had them shipped back to his place near Prairie. Soon thereafter, cattle began to come up missing on the 4B Ranch. Feller Sample had the perfect cover. A next door neighbor with legitimate 4B branded cattle on his spread. Unless caught in the act, it would be hard to prove that he was rustling Colonel Barton’s cattle. In Texas, neighbors don’t steal from neighbors. The colonel soon suspected that Sample and his cowboys were responsible for the missing cattle as the losses continued to mount over about a threeyear period. The colonel put out the word, and it didn’t take long to get to Sample. The feud was on, and everyone knew it would end in violence. Feller Sample was no stranger to violence and was known to employ cowboys with shady pasts and criminal records. His own brother fell victim to his violence, although the authorities were unable to gather enough evidence against Sample to make the case. As to rustling cattle, it was easy to push strays along creek beds and river bottoms 28 WFLAR O Spring 2009 un-noticed by the cowboys on large spreads like the 4B for a time, but Sample knew that Colonel Barton was a big problem. He swore to rid himself of this threat to his operation, which was netting a handsome profit. He began to make threats to kill Colonel Barton to his men and his family. He attempted to stalk the colonel and even staked out his headquarters to try to get a clear shot at him. Finally, at a stockman’s meeting in Fort Worth, Colonel Barton went to the authorities after several men warned him that Feller Sample had vowed to kill the old man before leaving Fort Worth. The colonel was armed, and it would defend himself if Sample made a move against him. After some investigation by the authorities, it was determined that Sample had left the city. These threats were not taken lightly by Colonel Barton, and the episode in Fort Worth was a precursor of things to come. The colonel had banking business to tend to in Fort Worth, but he would be headed back to Prairie in the next few days to work a new shipment of cattle arriving in Prairie. He would be on the lookout for Feller Sample. The confrontation came quickly. By chance, the two men crossed paths in the Grand Hotel shortly before noon on that fatal day. Although there were several witnesses nearby, no one could say that they saw the gunfire. Sample was armed with a loaded .25-caliber Colt automatic pistol, found in his right pocket after the shooting, but it had not been fired. He had been shot with a Colt 45 at close range through the heart. No doubt Colonel Barton was in fear for his life because of the numerous death threats made by Sample. Witnesses at the trial confirmed these death threats, and also spoke of the reputation of the deceased toward violence. Colonel Barton testified in his defense. Hank Percival, who had been charged as an accomplice, did not take the witness stand, but it didn’t matter. In Texas, a man has a right to defend himself with deadly force, and the jury believed this was such a case. Following the verdict, the colonel thanked the jury, and then turned to his friends and family, and thanked them all for their support. The case against Percival, which had been continued, was dropped on motion of the state’s attorney due to insufficient evidence. As the entourage left the courthouse in Seyma, their Pierce Arrow automobiles, their musical horns blared out the hymn “Oh, Happy Day.” Throughout the rest of his life, there were rumors that Colonel Barton had not fired the shot that killed Feller Sample. The colonel’s body-guard, Hank Percival, was in the hotel that day, and he always stayed close to his boss. He would have seen the sudden movement of Sample’s hand as he reached for the pistol. As a young man, Percival would have been much quicker to react than the colonel who was sixty-four years of age at that time. Did the colonel take the rap for Hank Percival? If so, he took the secret to his grave. Whatever the truth, no doubt the quick action had saved the colonel’s life, and the jury believed the action to be justified as self-defense. The day of reckoning had come, not only for Feller Sample, but now also for Colonel Barton, the legendary Texas cattleman, vindicated by a jury of his peers. Photo by R Carter. Bob Balch, an area CPA and attorney at law, has written and self-published four historical fiction novels and one book of anecdotal stories about older gas stations. He is presently co-authoring a history of Texas A & M football. He remembers watching his father practice law in the old Baylor County Courthouse. That courthouse saw many old cases including Burk Burnett being found innocent of murder in 1913. It was Balch’s two sons who talked their storytelling father into writing his first novel back in 2003. An avid reader as a child, Balch also liked to wander around and discover things near where he grew up in Seymour. He now spends most of his time in libraries, the North Texas History Museum, on the Internet and talking to area people about the past, technology and geography for his books. His office walls are surrounded with history as well as leather bound original case law that goes back to the original Republics of Texas. “My generation had a sense of history,” Balch said, “but I don’t think the younger ones do. You have to make history come alive.” Spring 2009 O WFLAR 29 Michael Collins The Execution of Private Garcia By the summer of 1864, as preparations were being made to remove Union forces from the Lower Rio Grande for transport to Louisiana, in both Federal and Confederate ranks desertion had reached near epidemic proportions. So determined were Union commanders to halt the stampede of runaway recruits that, following one court martial, a board of officers ordered the public execution of a deserter. On the late afternoon of June 22, 1864, a solemn drama in Brownsville served to remind volunteers and regulars alike that the most severe consequences awaited anyone who left ranks without official leave. On a typical sun-spangled summer day, Union officers carried out the death sentence at Washington Square, near the end of Elizabeth Street. The focus of the day’s spectacle was a convicted deserter who spoke little English, Private Pedro Garcia of Company E of the First Texas Union Cavalry. Garcia had confessed to leaving his post for the purpose of hunting wild turkey. During his court martial he had pledged never to desert his post again, and he had even pleaded for mercy, not for himself, but for the sake of his wife and children. Without him, he had implored the court, they would only continue to go hungry. Bur Garcia’s plea for leniency went unheeded. Private Benjamin McIntyre would never forget the eerie, almost surreal scene that unfolded shortly after four o’clock that sweltering summer afternoon. He recorded in his diary: “The . . . [Death] March fell upon our ears and soon a squad of soldiers was observed slowly approaching followed by a band . . . Behind them was a coffin carried by four men and immediately followed by the dead cart with [the] victim, near whom walked a priest who had been the constant companion of the doomed man since his execution had been made known.” As the cart carrying the condemned prisoner 30 WFLAR O Spring 2009 passed within the ranks of regulars, the band ceased its morbid dirge and the line halted beside an open grave, where the empty wooden coffin had been placed. “I must acknowledge for my own part my Spirits were depressed with a sadness to which I was a Stranger. The doomed man stepped from his cart and approached his grave. He was scarce middle aged – in the very prime of life, stout, rugged, and in the enjoyment of health,” McIntyre recalled. “He manifested but little feeling . . . he had no word for anyone except the priest who still kept him company and administered the last rites of his religion while . . . [Garcia] was on his knees before him. After this he pulled off his shoes, placed the extremities of his pants in his socks, then approaching his coffin kneeled upon it. A bandage was placed on his eyes . . . but he pushed it . . . [aside] and gazed around with seeming indifference upon the armed squad.” A hush then fell over the crowd. A few moments of stillness followed as Father Parisot administered the last rites, the sacraments that the condemned man received with “perfect resignation.” McIntyre recorded the drama that happened next: “The word was given Make ready, Aim – a dozen rifles were pointed at his breast. It was a moment of painful suspense and was felt by the vast throng – a moment and a human life would be ended . . . Each one who gazed upon the specticle [sic] I doubt not felt the cold blood curdling in his veins & would prefer never again to witness an alike exhibition.” Then it happened. “I felt relieved when the word Fire was given and I saw the stiffened form fall backward, his breast pierced by a ball. I saw no expression of agony not the movement of a single muscle.” An army surgeon approached the limp frame to determine if any sign of life remained. Signaling that the prisoner still had a pulse, and that a last breath was yet left within his lungs, the physician stepped away. Two members of the firing squad were then hastened forward and ordered to finish the grisly task. They stepped “to within a few yards and fired . . . at his head, one ball crashing through his brain.” At that, it was over. The crowd dispersed as the band again played the Death March, the muffled drums and muted trumpets sounding forth a haunting refrain as Garcia’s body was placed in the coffin, lowered to the open grave, and dirt shoveled on the pine box. After returning to his barracks in Fort Brown, Private McIntyre recorded in his journal: “I have but little [else] to say regarding this affair. I doubt not the example was needed and the dead man merited his fate.” But “in his fate there was little or no display of feeling.” As for the doomed deserter, “there was a lack of everything which denoted a realization of his situation.” McIntyre closed his entry with a postscript, noting that the executed man appeared to be “one of that class who lacked enlightenment, who was very superstitious and [a] firm believer in the Roman church and . . . the bright promises the priest represented as awaiting him.” Sadly, the execution and burial of Private Garcia seemed but a normal event in such an abnormal time. For the sobering scene of Union soldiers and priests carrying a coffin through the streets of Brownsville was a daily ritual that summer. Death and disease were the constant companions of haggard and homesick troopers and hungry peones alike. The scorching heat, an outbreak of smallpox, and crop failures combined with the brackish river water, swarms of mosquitoes carrying malaria and yellow fever, and rows of filthy, overcrowded jocales. All ensured that the cemetery north of town fast filled with corpses, some of the dead being nameless to all but their Maker. Michael Collins Dr. Michael Collins is Regent’s Professor and Hardin Distinguished Professor of United States History at MSU. He has taught at the university for 23 years and was awarded the prestigious Piper Professor award for excellence in teaching in 2007. Collins has published a number of scholarly books and articles. In addition to teaching, he was Director of the Division of Humanities from 1992 to 1999 and Dean of the College of Liberal Arts from 1999 to 2004. Earlier this year, he published Texas Devils: Rangers and Regulars on the Lower Rio Grande 1846-1861 (OU Press) about the people and the dynamic of U.S. and Mexico border history. “The Execution of Private Garcia” was to have been included in his book-length border study but Collins reduced the years surveyed for reasons of length. It may still be included as part of a journal article. Collins’ Ph.D. is from TCU primarily in U.S. History and the American West, Texas and the Southwest. “History must be relevant to the present generation,” he explained. “Too many people see history as ‘the dead past,’ and nothing could be further from the truth.” History is a story that should be related in narrative form, according to Collins, and history is characters who should be developed like in a literature class. Collins is currently writing a biographic essay for the UT Press on historian Walter Prescott Webb. He would like eventually to write a post-Civil War sequel to his Texas Devils book on the culture wars along the U.S. and Mexico border. Spring 2009 O WFLAR 31 Art Ray Price Gary Goldberg Gary Goldberg has taught photography and commercial art at MSU since 1983. Growing up up in Los Angeles, He set up his first darkroom at the age of 12. Goldberg eventually went on to earn his BFA at Arizona State University and his MFA at the University of Nebraska. Goldberg has had his work published in places ranging from Joe Ely’s book Bonfire of Roadmaps to the Dallas Morning News, Texas Monthly, various textbooks and even the phone book. He has shown numerous times in the area including most recently a collection of photographs titled Texas Singer-Songwriters: An Americana Portrait at museums and universities from 2006 to 2007. Many of those photographs, such as the Ray Wylie Hubbard image, were taken at the Late Week Lazy Boy Supper Club in Archer City where Goldberg is the official photographer. He began the digital photography project in 2002. On Hank, Willie, the Ray Price beat and the Cherokee Cowboys (told to Richard Carter in May 2005) Country legend Ray Price has played with everyone from Hank Williams to Hank Williams III. “Hank was great” Price said of his former roommate. “He was a nice fellow, a really great fellow. Everybody loved him and he died at 29. He was number one in the country and that just added to it (the mystique).” Price hired Willie Nelson to play in his band and later Roger Miller and Johnny Paycheck. His music influenced everyone from Buck Owens to outlaw country to contemporary alt country. Price is also responsible for introducing the Ray Price beat in his single “Crazy Arms.” “It’s just a shuffle beat on the drums and 4/4 bass. And the rhythm is, of course, all 4/4, and that’s all there is,” he said. “Honky-tonk is just my kind of music”. Ray Wylie Hubbard The roots of “Redneck Mother” (told to Richard Carter in June 2005) Family of Women. 32 WFLAR O Spring 2009 “After high school (Oak Cliff), we went up to Red River, New Mexico. “Back in those days, I hate to sound ancient here—this was before Willie Nelson sang at the Armadillo World Headquarters bringing the hippies and the rednecks together—it was kind of a turbulent time back then. “We were up in New Mexico, and you had kind of the rough cowboy bar or the redneck bar. And, you had the safe musician bar. And one night, we were playing and having a little jam session, passing the guitar around. “It was my time to get the beer, so I said, ‘How bad can it really be?’ so I went to the cowboy, hillbilly bar, and I found out. There were some rough looking guys in there and I got the beer and came back. “They said it’s your turn to sing and I just started making up ‘Redneck Mother’ talking about this kind of woman at the bar there that was hassling me a little bit. You know, I embellish the story on stage. “You know, it’s so close to the truth that I’ve come to believe it.” Spring 2009 O WFLAR 33 Jelly Fish Triplet Four Play: Wrestler Oaxaca 34 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Spring 2009 O WFLAR 35 Stacy Tompkins The act of creating is a necessity for me. The creative process is a way for me to connect directly with the spiritual. I use rhythmic techniques such as weaving and sewing to bring myself into a trance-like state. This space helps me stay centered within myself and entertain ideas I usually contain. The final results are the physical bi-products of my contemplations. This “life” can be attributed to my material choices. A mixture of textures and materials is essential to this implication. Through the use of textiles and associated techniques, repetitive lines draw the eyes around the objects. The soft textures infuse the work with gentleness and call the viewer to touch. My passion for botany and nature drives me to include dried specimens and organic material. To look at these materials evokes tranquility, a sense of waking in the cool morning air on a camping trip. Through this cast of materials and ideas emerges a body of work, like myself, ever-evolving and hopefully everimproving. My forms are based loosely on those found in nature. I study the plants and the rocks and envision how these forms might change and transform with our ever-evolving planet. I draw the abstracted forms to get a sense of scale and proportion. Then the work begins. The pieces evolve even as I work to complete them. I become very excited watching the pieces grow and change as if they are deciding how they are to be constructed. The completed forms evolve even from their initial conception. The surfaces of my forms are skin and bark like, composed of many layers. A little of each layer is left exposed as evidence of each stage of the creative process. The forms themselves are organic in shape. I favor bulbous forms and enjoy tentacles, having them reach toward the viewer, giving the pieces a sense of life. The structures take on the characteristic of being grown or birthed and seem to almost breathe. 36 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Stacy Tompkins was born in Wichita Falls, Texas in 1981, and was raised in Electra and the surrounding areas. Graduating Valedictorian from Harrold High School in 1999, she moved to Wichita Falls to pursue a Bachelors of Fine Arts degree. She graduated cum laude in December of 2004 from MSU, and has since pursued a professional career as a writer and an artist. Spring 2009 O WFLAR 37 Suguru Hiraide Suguru Hiraide has taught sculpture and metals at MSU since 2003. Born in Nagano, Japan, he initially attended business school rather than become an architect like his father. After two years, he moved to America to study art history and discovered sculpture. He received his BFA in Sculpture and Graphic Design from West Virginia University and his MFA in Sculpture from California State University, Fullerton. His work often has electronic or moving mechanical parts and has strong Japanese cultural influences. Hiraide’s art frequently takes a “sarcastic or critical point of view” towards Japanese culture. “I love my country,” he said, “but there are things I want to say about it — not the politics as much as cultural criticism. The structures are my point of view towards my own culture. “Three of my recent sculptures are adaptations of actual pachinko machines. Pachinko is the name of the Japanese gambling game that is closely related to American pinball and slot machines. “The pachinko casino industry has been an enormous influence on Japan’s commerce and cultural identity. According to Nichiyukyo’s (Japan Entertainment Organization) year 2002 survey, there are 16,504 pachinko casinos, almost 20 million visitors, and total of $250 billion sales. That calculates to an average of $12,500 spent per person a year.” Pachinko Highway, 7’4 H x 8’ W x 10’ D (2007) 38 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Pa-Chinko 24” H x 16” W x 16” D (2006) Spring 2009 O WFLAR 39 Fly High 3-D Version 24” H x 9” W x 12” D (2003) Aeon Kid, 85” H x 38” W x 49” D (2002) 40 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Spring 2009 O WFLAR 41 Cathy Drennan The patterns and colors of the world’s diverse cultures – seen since childhood through extensive world travel – have demonstrably influenced Cathy Drennan’s life and her art. Born in Abilene, Texas, she was five when her father joined the Foreign Service and they moved to Lebanon. She also lived with her family in Mexico, Iran and the Philippines, and visited them as an adult in such exotic places as Cyprus, Brazil, and Iceland. Experiencing great art in museums in Europe and other countries made a profound impression on her creative spirit. Drennan majored in Fine Art at Abilene Christian University. She then concentrated on commercial art and photography, receiving a Bachelor of Fine Arts in Graphic Communication from the University of Texas in Arlington. Following a career path as a graphic designer, yet continuing to paint at home, Drennan lived many years in Washington, D.C. and Virginia, where her work was exhibited in various venues. Since moving to Wichita Falls in 2006 – where her husband Cohn Drennan is Director of the Wichita Falls Museum of Art at Midwestern State University – she has found more time to concentrate on her painting. “As I paint, I find that my memories form an important part of my work, as do food, smell, and color. I believe they can bring a painting to life not only for me but for the viewer. Finding the right combination creates an emotional interest and is perhaps the reason we decide a certain piece of art is the one we want to possess,” she explains. Her earlier paintings dealt with pattern as well as symbolic images from her past or dream images that haunted her. However, fabric designs have influenced her more recent work, and she continues to explore pattern and its relationship with texture. Drennan primarily works in acrylics and enjoys its fast drying properties. “Now I am interested in including texture and texture-as-pattern, while also bringing into play representational imagery of importance,” she explains. “I like to consider the juxtaposition of tight graphic patterns and loose abstract expressionist imagery - a relationship that can be very appealing as well.” Drennan is a member of the Wichita Falls Art Association. She has exhibited her work at WFMA’s annual show, at the Gallerie Pavilion, MSU’s Fain Fine Arts Gallery, and the Wichita Falls Country Club. Contact her at drennancr@aol.com. Eternal Well Being Silk Road “My last series of work – Place of Emergence was inspired by symbols and patterns from Iran to Japan – The Silk Road. My work explores texture and pattern while incorporating objects and symbols that have similar meaning in different cultures. Each piece was primarily painted in acrylic, incorporating middle-eastern block prints, Japanese handmade paper, and gold leaf. “I paint to bring back a tangible response to my memories and to share them with others a dialogue with paint instead of prose. My next series – Places of Existence – is to explore the process of painting and continue to create images that are visually stimulating, that will draw an emotional response from the audience. The series includes ideas, symbols and objects from places I have lived and where life exists. Each painting leads me to the next – each icon leads me from my world to another cultural reference.” Sun Vessel 42 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Spring 2009 O WFLAR 43 Jim Henson I enjoy working with images and text to explore how we construct our experiences into communication and meaning. I have broadly titled my current work Mythos – a provisional framework for exploring the unconscious desires that compel humans to be signifying animals. MYTHOS “Dreams and myths are constellations of archetypal images. They are not free compositions by an artist who plans them for artistic or informational effects. Dreams and myths happen to human beings. The archetype speaks through us. It is a presence and a possibility of significance. The ancients called them gods and goddesses.” -- Carl Jung Convenient Lies We Live By My work explores visual metaphors that allude to our universal journey to construct identity, purpose, origin, and meaning. Great minds continue to inspire explanations of the mysteries of the cosmos, but not without cycles of harmony and discord, and resolution and conflict. Mythology, science, religion, and the humanities/arts offer considerable corroborating artifacts that I unabashedly appropriate and “remix” in my work. Consider the theories of human origin. From the “Big Bang” cosmic explosion to evolution narratives of our ancestors’ emergence from the seas, most creation myths begin with man evolving, or being spontaneously spawned, from some primordial cosmic “soup.” And we call ourselves persons from the Latin persona which is derived from the term “mask.” All are mythical constructs. Our myths provide “convenient lies” that further mask our “significance” as we dream and imagine what lies within and beyond us. Yet, underneath it all, a common fabric weaves our imaginations together. I exploit these allusions and repurpose them as the mortar which binds my collective archetypal inner voices. 44 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Nike I: Neon Dream, Digital Graphic, 12” x 16” Spring 2009 O WFLAR 45 Richard Carter “all you need . . . is a rock star and a camera” Sometime in the mid 60s, French auteur Jean Luc Godard famously said “All you need for a movie is a gun and a girl.” I didn’t know about Godard until the mid 80s. What I did know growing up was music and concerts and thinking how cool it would be to take some pictures. I put a black body Olympus OM-1 in layaway at Metro Photo and rented zoom lenses for shows in Dallas, Fort Worth and Norman. I learned by taking some awful images from great locations at a lot of legendary shows. I paid less than 10 bucks to see Fleetwood Mac’s Rumors tour (on the front row — no reserved seating). Stevie Nicks sure looked a lot better then. I met David Lee Roth and Eddie Van Halen during their first tour in a Disc Records in Dallas. Their first album was amazing — the first four songs anyhow. Who knew they would stick around? I didn’t know exactly what I was doing with a camera except having some fun. Some of these slides and negatives are testament to good times. Godard once wrote, “Cinema is the most beautiful fraud in the world.” The same could be said of 70s and 80s music. The difference being Godard’s films have aged better. Eddie van Halen, April 14, 1978, Valley View Disc Records. (Two months after release of first Van Halen album.) 46 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Stevie Nicks, May 18th, 1977, Fair Grounds Arena, Oklahoma City Fleetwood Mac Rumors tour. Spring 2009 O WFLAR 47 David Lee Roth, April 14, 1978, Will Rogers Auditorium, Fort Worth. 48 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Linda Ronstadt, November 19th, 1977, Lloyd Noble Center, Norman, Oklahoma. Spring 2009 O WFLAR 49 Hershel Self The Scene Patrick (Bono) Fleming, Mysterious Ways, Iron Horse Pub 2008. Patrick Street of Corithea. 50 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Spring 2009 O WFLAR 51 Daniel Brito of John Henry Vs The Machine. 52 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Rusty Holcomb of Lycergus. Spring 2009 O WFLAR 53 Richie Bates Ali Holder Thrity-yard Dash Put on my new shoes Laced them up Tied ‘em real tight Used a double knot One last stretch Then to my mark, get set, go But I couldn’t run I couldn’t run as fast as he could Said with pride Give me one more shot But this time let’s Make it ‘round the block Took a deep breath And when the gun went off I tried But I couldn’t run I couldn’t run as fast as he could Used to asked for a race Every chance I got But maybe it’s time That the running stop Last time I got a pretty good start It was close But I’ll never run I’ll never run as fast as he could 54 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Trapeze you’re a trapeze so low down and easy and so hard to please you fly through the air at the fastest of speeds you’re a trapeze i am tired of proving points and i am tired of mending joints that never wanted to be fixed anyways and i am tired of hanging around the bleachers waiting for you to fall i am tired of proving points and i am tired of mending joints that never wanted to be fixed anyways and i am tired of hanging around the bleachers waiting for you to fall or waiting for you to fade your reflection gets harder each time you look for some tragic answer in your vanity mirror backstage sparkly and shiny bounces off the crowd of everybody that loves you in vain or waiting for you to change blue to green to black to white switch the gels in the spotlight just to make you look this way resin the bar and tighten the night oh just for what so i can catch you again i am tired of proving points and i am tired of mending joints that never wanted to be fixed anyways and i am tired of hanging around the bleachers waiting for you to fall waiting on you Spring 2009 O WFLAR 55 Abbey Laine Paul Shults When I Fix Her Car When I first met you your car was broke down On the side of the highway bout six miles from town So I crawled down under that automobile It needed new u-joints and a transmission seal I bought the Haynes manual and looked like a fool And I picked up a creeper from Harbor Freight Tools When I got it running, it lit up your life You said that you loved me, so I made you my wife My lady she loves me when I fix her car But it’s always something and it never gets far She can’t hardly stand when I go to the bars But my lady she loves me when I fix her car Then it was tie rods and distributor caps But I was hungover and went in for a nap I woke up jaw busted by your rolling pin And I said you’re leaving when this car runs again Your coat hanger rose up my back full of welts Til I finally changed out your serpentine belt Then a ball joint and then a beer joint I just stopped in for one Now I’m peppered with rock salt from your pawnshop shot gun Well, my baby she loves me when I fix her car But it’s always something and it never gets far She can’t hardly stand when I go to the bars But my lady she loves me when I fix her car At night now I sleep with my teeth in a jar Cause she only loves me when I fix her car 56 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Fire Back You would use every recycled line You’ve used before If you thought it’d get you through my door We’ve been here before You’re not getting Answers to roll off my tongue That you are so hungry for You paint a pretty picture, don’t you boy? While I play it safe And I don’t ever let myself go I find it’s easier to be alone Than fight off the bullets that you throw But I’ll get my musket out and I’ll finally attack And you won’t know what’s hit you when I... Fire back Surely you know I watch you from the outside The way you move To the curve of your spine Straight to your hips I can’t stop staring at your lips And we’re passing glances every single night I find it’s easier to be alone Than fight off the bullets that you throw But I’ll get my musket out and I’ll finally attack And you won’t know what’s hit you when I... Fire back You won’t know what hit you when I... I... Fire back Photographs of singer/songwriters by R Carter, WFLAR Inaugural Reception, Hamilton Ballroom, Wichita Falls, August 2008. Spring 2009 O WFLAR 57 Jason Byas The Hamilton Brothers: Saving the Empire, One Film at a Time Long before the Hamilton brothers debuted “We’re not too proud of that one, but it did provide Batman: The Dark Tomorrow to a sold-out crowd us with the initial idea, which eventually led at the Carmike Sikes 10 Theatre, Matt, Scott and towards the development of The Dark Tomorrow.” David had set their dreams in motion with little more than the family’s hand-held video camera, several ideas and a few willing friends. Given their natural inclination for comedic improvisation and passion for film, the brothers picking up a camera was almost inevitable. Now, they handle almost every aspect of their independent projects. “When I was about five years old,” Scott said, “David, Matt and I would have our dad film us while we reenacted scenes from some of our favorite films.” Most of those reenactments were from their love of the super hero genre, which ultimately led to them doing a Batman film in early 2005. “Several summers ago, Matt and his friend, Thomas Parker, got together and came up with the concept behind our first Batman film,” Scott said. 58 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Enlisting a small army of aspiring actors and crew, the Hamilton’s began the 50-minute video project in the summer of 2007. While filming proved to be a challenge for the brothers who lived five hours apart, they wrapped the following summer in time for a screening in Wichita Falls, the Thursday night before the $180 million The Dark Knight premiered. Shot on a budget of less than $1,000, the film mixes a variety of camera angles and nighttime downtown Wichita Falls atmosphere. The brothers also brought together a gang of thugs, a SWAT team, Batman, the Joker, the Channel 6 news team, a newspaper reporter and some stylized – as well as realistic – shootouts and action sequences. Following the sold-out Batman premier, the Hamilton’s began work on their newest film, Spring 2009 O WFLAR 59 “Wild in the Streets.” Returning to their satirical roots, the comedy displays the brothers’ ability to fuse hilariously, awkward situations with witty dialogue. The film revolves around a kid named Hastings (Scott) who moves to California to rollerblade but is quickly confronted by a rival skate gang threatened by his presence. Inspired by classic eighties flicks like Thrashin and Airborne, and the pre-country, spandex wearing, fist-pumping sounds of Bon Jovi, the Hamilton’s latest project pays tribute to some of the decades finest - if often overlooked - works. So, if you still haven’t seen any of the films the Hamilton’s have produced, go to the www. savetheempirevideos.com” website to watch Batman: The Dark Tomorrow along with humorous outtakes and other videos. A native of Wichita Falls, Jason Byas attended Rider and earned a BA in English from MSU. He is currently working on a Masters in English. In high school, he began playing drums with STS (Seven Times Seven) and more recently with Radio Cowboys and Slab Rat. He also runs sound for public and private music functions and worked at an area music store for eight years. 60 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Billie Hall The Music Man It’s not everyone who is endowed at birth with The group played so well together at church that it the name of a famous president, as well as having began playing for area dances, both pop and countrytremendous musical talent and entertainment skills western. – but such is Bill Clinton Gordon. He is best known Bill had told me about his dad’s interesting to seniors in Wichita Falls and surrounding areas as background in music and that he had played with “The Music Man.” this group which later became famous, but still it was His popularity among seniors in the North Texas interesting to read it from his dad’s two handwritten area is due to the rhythmic music that flows from pages. his small band for dancing, mainly country-western. Frank tells about his friend who loved to preach But he is also a lover of the the gospel, so he rented a big band era and excels in small building on Lee Street, those great musical renditions located in north Wichita, of bygone days. He sings and held church services with a deep-throated voice on Wednesday nights and similar in eloquence to that of Sundays. He needed some Billy Ekstein. kind of accompaniment, Bill has a rich heritage such as a guitar, so Frank of musical talent. He was volunteered. A few days born into music and grew up later, he states, mother Gibbs, around it since his dad had Leon, Sam and Nathaniel played as far back as he can began coming to church. So remember. Bill remembers now they had Leon on the musicians having jam sessions fiddle, Sam on the guitar, and at their house frequently, and Nathaniel on the bass fiddle. listening to him tell about it, Frank changed from playing takes me back to “the good guitar to tenor banjo. old days,” you know, back They decided they sounded when everyone kept all their pretty good, so they got windows open in the summer, together and decided to form and most people never even a dance band. Leon knew locked their doors – kind of a boy named Lee Cockran, Photo by E B Hawley like the song, “Summertime, who played trumpet for the and the Livin’ is Easy.” Coyote Marching Band. He Actually, it was during WWII, and Bill joined them, making a five-piece band that included remembers people walking slowly past his house, fiddle, guitar, tenor banjo, bass fiddle, and trumpet. stopping to listen to the rich and vibrant music They each purchased a light blue jacket and named resonating from fiddles, guitars, banjos and trumpets, the band Frank Gordon and his Blue Jackets. as Frank Gordon, Bill’s dad, and his musician buddies This was about the time that beer joints with played their hearts out into the late evenings. dancing spaces, known as honkytonks, originated. Some people might have been around long They started playing two to three times a week with enough to remember Bill’s dad, Frank Gordon, who overflow crowds attending. However, Frank worked played back in the early 30s and 40s. He started in the foundry by day and played in the honkytonks at playing with a group of men here in Wichita Falls night until the many hours began to affect his health. in 1936 when they met and performed at church. It So in 1938, he quit playing with the band. After he was the Gibbs family, Leon, Sam, and Nathaniel. left, it was renamed the Miller Brothers Band. Spring 2009 O WFLAR 61 Of course, most people know that the Miller Brothers went on to become famous. And so, folks, this is how the old M-B Coral got its name – just a little bit of history here that I believe old-timers like me will find interesting. But I also believe that our up-coming new generations will relish these links to the past; at least I envision that they will. You know, the Miller Brothers became the number three Western Swing Band in the nation during the 1950s, and you may have been one of the many lucky people who got to be there at the M-B Coral during those high-spirited times of entertainment to enjoy dancing or just listening to the live music of some of the famous people who performed there, including Elvis Presley, Fats Domino, Bob Wills, T Texas Tyler, Hank Thompson, Gordon Kilgore, Ike and Tina Turner, Perez Perado, Willie Nelson, Conway Twitty, Diana Ross, Trini Lopez, Merle Haggard, Ray Price, Lefty Frizzel, Gene Autry, Tex Ritter, and the list goes on and on! During the war, there was a shortage of local musicians, so Bill’s dad began to play again, this time with Emory and Edna Kent. Edna played piano, Emory played tenor sax, and his dad played both rhythm guitar and sax. They also had a drummer, Freddie Navarette. The nightclub was called Danceland. It was advertised as having an open-air dance floor, as part of the dancehall was outside. During this time, Bill’s dad had the opportunity to play with numerous musicians who had played with big bands from Chicago, New York, and New Jersey while they were soldiers stationed here at Sheppard Field. After the War, demand for the big band sounds dropped dramatically, and Frank Gordon no longer played professionally; yet Bill has continued his father’s tradition of expressing his love of music for country-western and pop into his own generation by playing and making a name for himself as The Music Man. Bill started out thirteen years ago playing guitar and singing. His wife, Sharon, joined him chording on the keyboard while he played guitar. They entertained at various nursing homes and retirement centers here and in area towns. It was something they enjoyed doing, as it was an outlet for his music while they maintained their own business, Custom Wood Products. After Sharon’s death, he threw himself into music full-time, and it became a viable, 62 WFLAR O Spring 2009 productive way of life for him. “It took my mind off my loss and helped me survive. Eventually, I encountered other seniors who had lost their mates, and they joined me in entertaining at these centers and homes. The ladies line danced while I played. A drummer and guitarist later joined our group, and we all continue to find as much joy as we give out to others.” Bill’s music is not limited to senior centers and homes; he plays at many senior events, such as MPEC’s 55 Advantage program, fundraisers for Meals on Wheels, and for dances at the Senior Zone. He has also performed at the Elks Club, Wichita Club, American Legions, VFW Halls, wedding parties, private parties, and churches. Though never hitting the “top ten” list of bands or appearing on American Idol, Bill Gordon’s music has entertained people in Wichita Falls for more than ten years. Bill has endeared himself to the many senior groups here and has strummed, chorded, and vocalized his way into the hearts of many in all of North Texas. Bill’s one-man band increased in size and popularity when a drummer and guitarist joined him – and oh, those dancing girls! A group of seniors who are still mobile – and striving to stay that way – are line dancing and having a great time; they add a new dimension to his entertainment at the nursing homes. Some of the residents join in the fun with dancing, tapping toes to the music, or just reminiscing. Bill, a comedian as well as a musician, loves to flash his business cards, covering up his last name, leaving Bill Clinton staring back at you. This was the way we met at the Zone (though I was already supposed to know him). His humorous personality is entertaining, with or without his band. Bill and I both went to high school in Wichita Falls; however, I never knew him until I went to the Senior Zone. He yelled out to me as I approached the door. I had no idea who he was, and he has never let me forget it. But, after all, when we were in high school, he was only a sophomore and I was a senior. Though I didn’t remember him when we were back in school, he will be well remembered by the folks in Wichita Falls and area towns for the entertainment and friendship that he unstintingly offers. Richard Carter Interview with Amelie Nothomb The youngest daughter of a Belgian diplomat, novelist Amelie Nothomb was born in Japan and has lived a colorful life growing up in Peking, New York City, Bangladesh, Burma and Laos. She attended college in Brussels, took her first (disastrous) job in Tokyo and has since settled in Paris. She’s published eighteen novels, been translated into over thirty languages (ten books in English) and has won numerous literary awards. Nothomb is considered the bad girl of French Literature with novels that imaginatively engage the art of growing up along with hunger, warfare, philosophy and the best and worst qualities of some terribly interesting characters. I first discovered her Loving Sabotage — a novel that re-tells her epic adventures in Maoist Peking from ages five to eight. She and other diplomats’ children literally rage war against East German kids on the ugly concrete tenements. She also falls in love for the first time with an angelic looking girl who happens to be miserably evil. Over the course of Nothomb’s other autobiographic novels, she recounts her life as a deity in Japan, her deteriorating relationship in Tokyo with her boss Fabuki, her fascination with ballet and the way hunger has defined her — literally as anorexic and philosophically as author. There are also her somewhat less autobiographic books about awful neighbors, burning books to stay warm, reality television and consuming schoolgirl Spring 2009 O WFLAR 63 jealousies. Nothomb is the one novelist whose short works I can read ten times or more and still find new insights and different ways of laughing at the world and myself. To have the luxury of interviewing the wily redhead one morning in Paris in late 2004 was one of the few reasons I continue to write. they are still very important authors to me. But, I also read current novels, classic novels. For me, everything is important. In my books you will find, as well, Greek philosophy and references to normal life. I read them when I was very young. They belong to my life. It’s like my personal memories you know. Like every writer, I write with my personal memories, and Nietzsche is one of my personal memories, of course. When I write, it appears. Q. How do you bring your past life into your books? A.N. I do it so naturally. I don’t even have the feeling that I invent anything. I just tell the things how I feel them. And, for me it sounds totally autobiographic. But of course, there’s no way to verify if it’s all true. Because especially talking about childhood, how can you know what you remember is true or not? Q. Describe your writing process. A.N. I write a lot everyday. I wake up very early in the morning, 3 or 4 o’clock. I dress very warmly, because when I write I am very cold. My body is very cold. I dress like a bear, and I drink a halfliter of awfully strong tea on an empty stomach. Because it’s impossible for me to write when I’ve already et (eaten). I am allowed to eat only if I’m finished to write. Well, I swallow immediately my half-liter of too strong tea and it makes my head explode. Immediately I jump on the paper. Immediately I begin to write in a huge excitement. Interview December 2004 Q. You once wrote that “following puberty, all existence is epilogue.” Do you still believe that? A.N. For me it was very clear that the epic moments in my life was childhood. Of course, I have never been someone besides myself. But when I became a teenager, I really noticed that I lost something. That everything was less important, less strong. I don’t mean that childhood is happy. It’s not always happy, sometimes it’s really awful. But at least it’s a strong period in life. And nowadays really, grownup life is so stupid. There’s nothing to do when you’re a grownup—just earning money and stupid things. The only important things happened when you were a child. And even as a teenager, it’s less intense. Well, at least it was like that for me. Maybe it’s not like that for the others. Q. Characterize your own reading. A.N. Oh, I read every kind of book. I read Nietzsche and all the Greek and Latin authors and 64 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Q. Does the tea thing come from your time in Peking? A.N. I realized very early on thanks to Asia that it was possible to use tea as a drug, as addiction. And of course the tea I drink is much stronger than that one. But even normal light tea can have a hallucinogenic effect, at least on me. Q. Your books can be read a number of different ways. Is that intended? A.N. I think that the reason my works are so successful is that it’s possible to read them like love stories, like philosophical books, like mystic novels, like comic stories and everything is right. Q. Do your work appeal to a certain typical kind of reader? A.N. When I write I cannot even imagine that I will be read by even one person. But when I see all the people reading me, writing me letters and meeting me in the libraries, I am amazed, because it’s really every kind of person: young people, old people, intelligent people, stupid people, everybody. So intellectual people or people who have never read anything, it’s really amazing. Q. You wrote in Loving Sabotage, that at the age of seven, you thought literature was rotten . When did you realize that isn’t always so. A.N. It was the school project of writing the story (in “Loving Sabotage”). And, I thought my story was the most beautiful: the story of the naked princess in the snow. The story who won the contest was that stupid story about the African boy building a hospital for his village. I was so disappointed. Was that literature? Well, you can guess finally that I realized in literature it was also possible to be a bad girl, so finally I am a writer. Q. Do you know if Fabuki in Fear and Trembling ever read your novel? A.N. I hope she didn’t read it, but I am very afraid she did. I don’t want to know, because if she reads it, she will be very angry and I still feel like a little Japanese employee, and I feel like this book was a betrayal of the Japanese world. I am not courageous enough to want to know her reaction. Q. What’s the difference between green chocolate from Japan and white Belgian chocolate? A.N. Oh, it’s very different. The green chocolate has a melon taste. It’s very strange but it’s not bad. But white chocolate is well, I think, you know I’m Belgian, so of course Belgian chocolate is the best in the world. When you read my next novel (The Character of Rain), you will understand the importance of white chocolate. Q. I am a huge fan of Queneau’s Zazie dans le métro. Will there ever be an Amelie dans le métro? A.N. Oh, I would love that. It would be perfect because I go a lot in the Métro. Other works by Raymond Queneau are wonderful too. He’s a wonderful writer, so Amelie dans le métro, it would make sense. Certainly. Q. Since you release one book a year and you have many put away, how do you find the time to rewrite? A.N. I never rewrite. I write it like that at first. That’s the way it comes, you know. I think I’m a full human being, and I don’t want to write in only one dimension. So, every dimension comes at the same time and I just want to put all of them. Spring 2009 O WFLAR 65 Richard dans le métro Il y a seulement deux choses: c’est l’amour, de toutes les facons, avec des jolies filles, et la musique de la Nouvelle-Orleans ou de Duke Ellington. Le reste devrait disparaitre, car le reste est laid…. (Vian 1946)* The love child of jazz Zazous, an alto saxophonist and a blonde-haired poet from the Pam Pam café on the Champs-Elysèes, Richard Carter was adopted and hastened far away from the world of espresso, bebop and Gaulouises. Landing in America as a baby, it was the gypsy swing guitar of Django Reinhardt and Charlie Parker’s bebop, which he heard in chi chi supermarkets that stopped his tears. Raised unaware of his cafe heritage, it wasn’t long before he started falling in love with semi-hep girls who wore bright red lipstick and sunglasses. Pleated skirts with fishnet stockings were a plus. The language of Queneau, Zazie and Vian introduced him to his heritage. Moving to Paris, he read all the cool cats and appreciated the decadent art, literature and architecture. But the jazz was gone, so he came back desperate to discover its wellsprings in the margins. Despite a stack of beloved old scratchy records, he eventually realized the once brilliant American music had given way to elevator tunesmiths. Now Carter eeks out a living writing stuff – trying to figure out how and where the great music devolved into “ze” bad faith. * “There are only two things: love in all its forms with Downtown Pool Hall, Richard Gaines pretty girls and the music of New Orleans or Duke Ellington, it’s the same. The rest should disappear, for the rest is ugly….” 66 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Spring 2009 O WFLAR 67 Snow and Steel, Frances Knowles. 68 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Spring 2009 O WFLAR 69 Poetry James Hoggard James Hoggard DARK DRIFTING CLOUDS A drift of clouds came darkly in today. The heavy air was still, and though no clouds were turning now, I stayed on point: I’d seen tornados form, I’d seen quick lightning strikes, I’d seen thick walls of rain come down and even fly sideways, the stinging drive of wind so hard I had to wonder what things here would break: big trees, home walls, electric lines, or what? A wildness in the air can undo all. 70 WFLAR O Spring 2009 FIRST FREEZE There’ll be no talk tonight about the climate here except to say that lightning, wind and thunder crasht as hail and sleet and freezing rain struck here at once – I’d never seen or heard them hit this place at once – then fog formed suddenly as wind kicked up ten knots and blew cars off the road, the road a sheet of ice that avalanched when brittle limbs began to snap, and thrills drilled into me as I ran fast across the parking lot to get my car, the overpass in view as tons of chaos slid toward low guardrails. Spring 2009 O WFLAR 71 Alan Lee Birkelbach Alan Lee Birkelbach Ben Ficklin Flotsam During a Cool, Late Night Drive on Wide-Open Highway 287 I need a house somewhere on a high bank of the South Concho, higher even than the stone remnants of the Ben Ficklin Courthouse, a house so high it takes six seconds, maybe more, for the dopplered bawl of any deluge-borne calf to reach me, and well out of range of any errant mossy mermaid who might have been displaced and left behind during any unexpected Biblical flood. We reach for each other’s hand across the seat, and talk, and dare to peer in the rearview mirrors, looking back over our shoulder, hoping to see our racing youth of an old Ford pickup: the gaping maws of our omnivorous mouths, two round eyes brightly staring, white metal teeth chewing up our roads Sirena in Salado, Karla Morton Old Ford Grill, Karla Morton 72 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Spring 2009 O WFLAR 73 Steven Schroeder David Breeden triangle city Why I Am Not an Inventor Lost my sight in the time it took to watch the sun rise east of Austin this morning over lights lying in the triangle city New Orleans, Dallas, San Antonio form from the window of a plane on the way to Chicago, Austin on the short side of the city, Houston on the long. I knew it would come when the spectrum spread from crescent moon to horizon. Suddenly sun. Moon and I turn. Still, we see it Had it been up to me There’d be no fire But in accidents Of lightening and heat Had it been up to me There’d be no wheels Only the padding Of feet in brush Hell, I can’t even get My new oven working I resent my car, forget The workings of my Coffee maker often Hell, had it been up To me the glass The steel patterns Along Michigan Avenue Would have remained In the minds of gods If that’s where The ideal resides (Which never by the way Would I have asked) I’m not saying I’m special Just a bit content Had it been up to me Murder would not Have got invented Or bricks or kingdoms Religion, war, or writing Had it been up to me Still we would be Staring at running water Not asking its source Its course or use Hell, had it been up to me Not as some god Pushing the button or not Getting pissed and Waxing people or not But as a human Had it been up to me Hell, the status would Still be quo— Love and fruit-gathering Only the padding Of feet in brush Had it been up to me There would be nothing Invented but love and Caring and the padding Of feet in brush Not because I’m special Just because for a time, eyes closed. 74 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Spring 2009 O WFLAR 75 Nathan Brown Inara Cedrins Questions in the Wind I Still Travel Like a Comet The fists of an Oklahoma wind pummeled the backs of the gravestones. But with her thick black ski coat zipped up all around her, she refused to give up helping me find her great-grandparents’ names. “It means those graves are new…” Her eyes blow open in sudden understanding. I hadn’t visited in twelve years… the day we buried Grandma Brown. Half way back to the car, I sense that she’s slowed down behind me — “Dad? Why are these rectangles so small?” I turn, remain silent, watch the millions And my ten-year-old daughter tells me she’s never been in a graveyard before. So, I asked — “Do you know what the rectangles of fresh dirt mean?” She pulls her eyebrows together and says “Well?” not wanting to say “No.” 76 WFLAR O Spring 2009 She stays closer to me until we find who we’re looking for. She quietly reads my face for the story it tells about the strange cut between death and living on. of little calculations in her gray eyes — watch her grow three inches as the answer moves towards her mouth. We rode in past the gaudy gods, found a room with the row of coat hooks nailed up vertically, mirror askew and reflecting a crookedly hung poster of a highway, so it felt like we were still veering along. All the metal shop shutters came down at 8 p.m., and we slept in two four-poster beds with pink mosquito netting: at 4 a.m. the bell clanging in summons to the huge plaster god, and the joyous music of worship. You rose at dawn and came to sprawl beside me like a Bengal tiger, shining undershirt capping limber arms, big brown hands loose. Janakpur temple like a mirage in the morning mist, huge wasps settling like black check marks on mounds of white sugar candy to be offered. Omelette made with freshly chopped green chili, eaten with lemony pound cake, the good taste stayed in my mouth a long time. At the first stop, tea made with fresh ginger and milk. Before every bridge a sign with its name and length in meters: but that wasn’t what we wanted to know, rather where the immense pothole would be locatead, and how big the fissure at the metalled joints. We left it like a dream, Janakpur with white bullocks pulling carts of sugarcane in the night. Spring 2009 O WFLAR 77 Debra Davis Roberta Sund KII8 Encounter In a deserted oil field, west of Wichita Falls, Gear 75, dormant, surrounded by panhandle sand stopped today. Its pitch circle and black heart hollow, not a sound line of action…no movement. Rhythms of turning, engaging tooth to tooth, push, pull, force, motion…frozen, silenced ka-thump, ping, chink, swish… replaced with swirling dust, quietly eroding 75’s identity. Swift switch…a mechanical heartbeat halted. 78 WFLAR O Spring 2009 As instructed, we open the unlocked door. A blast of heat and the stench of cat and rotting food emanates from the darkened room filled with mountains of clutter. Alert cats peer at us from their various perches. From the dim gloom emerges a smiling angel of a lady with a soft halo of silver hair. She is dressed in a sky blue velvet gown that mirrors the blue of her twinkling eyes. “Meals on Wheels,” we say. “Thank you, dears,” she replies. Spring 2009 O WFLAR 79 Stephanie Parsley Sarah Percy The Frog Girl’s Debut Riding on Music Her poem would start with a peppercorn frog, a hot day, a cold stream, a slick-smooth rock. What was the frog thinking? Perfect spot. Or not. If she could hatch, swim, sprout arms and legs, she’d truly know the frog. But without words, It leans forward in suspense on its flow of music, listening intently, an ocean of bronze on a floor of green moving as one. The melody foams and crashes against the concrete banks. Sopranos trill, hanging on the ledger line. The bass slowly climbs a minor scale crescendoing — growing. how could she ever portray frogness, rock, stream— except to sing: krr, krr-eee, krr-krr-eeeeee? Pomegranate 80 WFLAR O Spring 2009 My soul drifts on the steady currents of music. It floats above on the high trills, sinks in the depths of the lows, rides on the swift currents of the breathless graces, and swims in the long wholes. rubicund paper pelt delicately peal’t packs multiple purple pips to pucker lips Trebles whisper down on chromatic scales. Bases thunder up a whole. In a sudden beat the two collide. A dissonance fills the void. Bronze lightning crashes. Hollow beats of thunders boom. Sounds melt. Notes blend until there is perfect unison again. Spring 2009 O WFLAR 81 Reed Chapman Charles Elmore Oh, It’s So Cold Out On Those Streets Wars Are Like That Looking from the heavens On a starry night, You can see young boys Trembling from their fright. Wandering around the streets No bed to call their own, These young boys must soon find Some food, a life, a home. You might think of them someday, Cold out on the street, The frosty air, creeping there Oh it’s so cold out on those streets. Icy winds swirling ‘bout, Nowhere to lay a tired head, Not a place in sight to rest a homeless child. Once I killed a man, in the war; He was only just a boy. I dream about him often. We sit and discuss the meaning of life. But I still don’t know what it is. Nor do I think does he. I told him that I was sorry I killed him; That I had no animosity toward him, He said “Wars are like that “Wars aren’t fought because of animosity anyway, But for the glory of my bunch whipping your bunch. It’s all smiles at first. “The animosity comes when some faceless folks Start killing your friends; That’s when the hatred starts. “Wars are always started by people Who don’t intend to fight in them. Usually they’re just a bloody waste of time.” I sure wish I’d known him — That is, before I killed him. I dream about him often. 82 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Spring 2009 O WFLAR 83 Jim McGrath Woodcarvings Multi-taskin’. It’s Nine Degrees and Fallin’. Each Time We Shoot, We Miss. We’ve Been Here Three Days Now. It Don’t Get No Better Than This. Jim McGrath began creating his numerous carvings after seeing an artisan in a Dallas mall about thirty years ago. McGrath has a degree in Business Administration from Texas Christian College. He operates a commercial concrete business, and in his spare time writes poetry and brings smiles through messages of reflection and humor. He states, “There are three universal languages: music, math and humor; it is a gift to be funny.” His exaggerated characters are the result of his witty interpretations of real-life situations that he’s observed. McGrath showed some of his woodcarvings in the inaugural issue of the WFLAR. Photography of woodcarvings by Torin Halsey. 84 WFLAR O Spring 2009 No Problem for a Real Good Taxidermist. Spring 2009 O WFLAR 85 Prose Ed Harvill The Fear of Darkness Fear of darkness is a terrible thing, especially to a teenage boy. The conquering of this fear can be a real milestone in a young man’s life, but failure to overcome it can be a constant force of embarrassment to him. Whether they realize it or not, most folks’ fear of the dark can be traced to some particular experience that was especially frightening to them. Such an experience happened to a friend of mine, and the unusual way he overcame its result is a story worth telling. My friend – let’s call him Bob – was born and raised in south Louisiana. His folks had seven children, so when Bob’s dad built their outhouse, he made it a “three-holer.” There was a large hole for the grown-ups, a medium-sized hole for the teenagers, and a small hole for Bob and other younger members of the family. Bob used to say that one of his first real ambitions was to grow big enough to graduate to the next larger-sized hole. Like many privies in the bayou country, this one was made of cypress wood. Now, cypress wood is unusual in that it lasts longer if it is not painted. I don’t know exactly why, but it has to do with the wood being able to “breathe.” It gets plenty dark at night down in those cypress swamps, and a midnight meander to an old unpainted outhouse can be a pretty spooky experience. Take, for example, the night Bob and his sister – let’s call her Genevieve – encountered the snake. It was a summer night, and Bob had eaten a little too much gumbo for supper. Along about nine o’clock, he began to develop a mild case of what might be called the “gumbo thumps.” By ten o’clock, his case had become acute, so Bob rolled out of bed, pulled on his boots, found his way to the back door, and headed down the familiar path. A full moon furnished enough light to guide him to the privy, and by leaving the door open, he could see well enough to do what he had to do. Just as his business began to be of a serious 86 WFLAR O Spring 2009 nature, Bob heard the back door slam. By leaning forward a little, he could see someone with a lantern coming down the path. It was his older sister, Genevieve. At fifteen, Jenny was almost six years older than Bob, but she was still afraid of the dark. In fact, Jenny had always been a high-strung filly, and it didn’t take much of anything to set her off. When she got scared or angry, she could stir up a racket that would make an alligator head for deeper water, or a tree snake hunt a higher limb. She was just about to stir up such a fuss, for right in the middle of her path was a great big water moccasin. The snake had probably been close when Bob passed. Now, he lay directly across the path, and Jenny stepped on him before she even knew he was there. The only thing that kept her from being bitten was the lantern. The snake hit it when it struck, and Jenny didn’t give it a chance to strike again. She screamed, threw down the lantern, and made for the house. Her screams woke up everyone in the family, but by the time she got to the back door, she was in such a dither that she couldn’t tell anyone what had happened. It wasn’t until her dad saw the flames that he knew where to look for the trouble. Jenny’s abandoned lantern had spilled kerosene all in front of the privy, and the entire path was on fire. Just beyond the flames, a very frightened little boy was standing up on the seat. On the floor of the privy was an equally frightened old cottonmouth. The snake, retreating from the flames, had taken refuge in the privy with Bob. Talk about a bad situation! Bob could not be rescued until the snake was moved. The snake could not be moved until the fire was put out. And unless the fire was put out soon, it stood a good chance of spreading to the outhouse. It was all enough to make a very lasting impression on a little boy. Bob was rescued from his dilemma, but the experience left him with a fear of darkness. Now, a little boy can be forgiven this fear, but when he becomes a teenager, he is supposed to “outgrow” it. Bob did not. At first, it didn’t bother him too much – this being afraid of the dark. He thought it was a natural feeling everyone had. He no longer went to the privy after dark. He found excuses to come into the house by sundown. When the family was out at night, he always managed to stay close to one of his folks. By the time Bob was fourteen, he began to realize he had a problem. Most of his friends were beginning to hunt and fish, and some were camping out overnight. All of them enjoyed staying out in the barn ‘till it got so dark that the younger kids would go to the house and leave them alone. Then they’d tell scary stories about ghosts and skeletons and rattling chains. All of this petrified Bob, and although he tried very hard, he just could not enjoy these activities. Bob began to feel very self-conscious about his fear. He found that it affected his attitude toward others, and he spent more time alone. He simply did not want to risk being found out that he was a coward. Bob’s fear was merely a problem until the fall he turned sixteen; then it became a major dilemma. He was passing the old Vamvoras place on his way to school when someone called, “Hello.” The voice was so sweet and melodious that he actually looked up to see if it was the voice of an angel. “Hello. I’m over here,” it came again, “by the mailbox.” When he finally saw her, he was sure it was the voice of an angel. With long, brown hair, dimpled cheeks, and soft, brown eyes, she was easily the prettiest girl he had ever seen. When he finally found his voice to speak to her, it turned out that she was not an angel after all. Her name was Suzanne, and her family had just moved down from Shreveport. She was on her way to school, and if Bob didn’t mind, she’d like to walk with him. That morning brought new meaning to Bob’s life. Finding Suzanne was, without question, the grandest thing that had ever happened to him. And the grandest part of it all was that Suzanne felt the same way. She waited for him at the mailbox each morning, sat with him in the cafeteria at lunch time, and met him at his locker each afternoon for their walk home. Bob met her parents and made a bit hit with her dad by helping him repair a sagging gate. They had Bob over for Sunday dinner, and Suzanne was allowed to accompany Bob and his family on an all-day trip to Lake Charles. Everything was perfect except for one problem. On the several occasions when Bob was invited to Suzanne’s for the evening, he said no. He always made up some excuse for not going, but the fact was, he just could not handle walking home after dark. The old fear was still there, and just as strong as ever. Then, in November, lightning struck! Suzanne would be sixteen the day after Thanksgiving. To celebrate the occasion, her parents were giving her a grand birthday party, complete with shrimp fry, games, dancing, and moonlight hayride. Everyone in their school was invited. Bob panicked. No reason could be important enough to miss Suzanne’s sixteenth birthday party. What was he going to tell her? For that matter, how could he ever face anyone again after they found out his secret? Although Bob hadn’t realized it, the series of events that would solve his problem had already been set in motion. His uncle Dave Boudreau had died in October. He and Aunt Hattie had lived in New Orleans for years, and Bob had never met them. Bob’s father had been very serious the night he called the family together. “Since Aunt Hattie has no children or other relatives,” he explained, “she has no place to go. Your mother and I have invited her to come live with us.” He paused to give the children a moment to reflect on what he had said. “This will require the cooperation of everyone in the family. You see, children, Aunt Hattie Boudreau is blind.” The days before Aunt Hattie’s arrival bustled with activity. Furniture had to be re-arranged so that walkways through the house were clear. There could be nothing out where it might be stumbled over. A special bedroom had to be prepared, and all the children were coached as to how they might make Aunt Hattie feel more comfortable and secure. Spring 2009 O WFLAR 87 One of the problems to be solved was how to handle Aunt Hattie’s toilet needs. Obviously, she could not find her own way to the outhouse, and having someone escort her would be an invasion of her privacy. The family decided that Aunt Hattie would be furnished with a chamber pot. This was a porcelain canister with a flared top and covered by a removable lid. It was to be kept under her bed for her convenience, and emptied, periodically, at someone else’s convenience. Everything was finally in place for the new member of the family. Every possible arrangement had been made, and yet, everyone wondered: What would she be like? How should they act toward her? Would they like her? And, more importantly, would she like them? Aunt Hattie arrived on the 22nd day of November, and she was a true delight. Standing not quite five feet tall, she wouldn’t have weighed a hundred pounds if her apron was full of okra. She stood straight as a string, and her pure white hair was done up in a tight little bun on the back of her head. She greeted everyone with a big hug and the sweetest smile one can imagine. There was no need for anyone to worry about making Aunt Hattie feel at home. She was completely relaxed and learned her way around the house the first afternoon. When bedtime came, she discretely asked Bob’s mom the way to the toilet. Upon being told about the chamber pot, she stiffened, and the smile left her face for just an instant. “I’m not accustomed to using the ‘thunder mug,’ but it will be fine until another arrangement can be made,” she said sweetly. Bob wondered at school the next day what “arrangement” Aunt Hattie had in mind. He found out as soon as he got home. As he rounded the corner of the yard, he saw Aunt Hattie on the back porch. She was alone. As he watched, she reached for a small loop of rope just above her head. It was attached to a pulley which ran on a long wire. One 88 WFLAR O Spring 2009 end of the wire was tied to a post on the back porch, while the other end was attached to a new post set about a hundred feet behind the house. Aunt Hattie stepped carefully off the porch, walked confidently down the path, following the wire straight to the outhouse, and disappeared inside. When she returned a few minutes later, Bob asked if she wasn’t afraid to go out by herself like that when she couldn’t see. “No need to be afraid, Bobby,” she said. “I just use what senses I have and trust the good Lord to take care of the rest. The Lord hasn’t let me down yet.” About an hour after sundown, Suzanne heard a knock at her door. When she answered, there stood Bob. “Just thought I’d come over to say ‘Hi’ and wish you an early happy birthday,” he said, grinning. Suzanne smiled, put her arms around his neck, and gave him a big kiss. It was a fitting reward for a young man who had just overcome his fear of the dark. She Captures My Soul, Vicki Powell. James Tritt Particular Movement After carefully locking the door, negotiating the steps that lead down from the apartment’s front door, she took five steps before it became clear something was wrong. She had left her phone inside. Going back up the stairs, quickly, she went in and grabbed it off the kitchen counter. The cat tried to slip outside through the open door. But she caught him with a foot and hooked him back behind her as she shut the door and negotiated the steps again. Now she made her way toward the street, thinking. There was something someone had said about how you didn’t need to keep a day planner, if you were sharp. Was she sharp? Still, many times people had given her day planners. Gifts. These organizers seemed to embody in a real, practical sense every idea of inner integrity that rendered in the abstract. The day planners themselves contained a great deal of complicated divisions within, yet they had found a way to manage this complexity so that all that was inside was easily disclosed. At a glance. They were tabbed, subdivided, themed. They had a smooth, shiny surface that was not pretentious but was warranted by the achievement that lay within. She did not use them, but for the life of her she could not locate the reason. It was too bad, really, because she was trying to get more organized. “Hot enough for you today, Chrissie?” Cory Wilson said from behind his fence. “Getting up there, isn’t it?” “Oh, yes,” Wilson said. His green gardening hat was just visible over the fence, as he moved about, pruning things. The movement produced lazy shadows that poked through the fence and intersected with her path. When she reached the street there wasn’t much traffic. A truck still needed to pass before she could cross. She paused, waiting. There was no real list in mind, yet it was powerfully clear that some few essentials were needed. It was difficult to retrieve names from a concept like “essentials.” She had read a book where the author wanted to prove the idea of redness was real, a universal. In the book, the author had pointed to examples of objects people know are red – apples, crayons – and said a person had the same experience of red when presented with these different items. That part had always made sense. But what if you were asked to begin with the idea of redness? Wouldn’t people disagree about which things were really red? She thought color-blind people would. She balanced on the curb edge while she waited, on just the soles of her feet. A little game she had played since she was little. It was not easy. It required you to redistribute yourself, your weight, constantly. The truck was about to pass now. It was moving very slowly: an old Chevy. It was hauling gardening equipment, and there were three men in the cab. She lost her footing suddenly and slid off the curb, landing standing straight up in the gutter as they passed. Although she was now only an arm’s length from the cab, none of the men seemed to notice what happened. From the cab issued the voice of an ecstatic radio announcer, speaking an indecipherable language. There was an attraction to it that kept her listening intently as it faded with the passing of the truck. In a minute it was gone and she crossed the street. It was an interesting problem, anyway. The way everyone took it for granted but if you began with the idea of redness then discovering its particulars became a kind of experiment; arbitrary. There would be no way to know if you were right. For instance, Sidney, her husband, had long been needing socks. That had been the concept. “Have you seen the socks?” he’d say, burrowing into the dryer, spilling clothes onto the floor. Inevitably he picked a pair of hers. A pair of thin black ribbed knit socks, which were too small – or a Spring 2009 O WFLAR 89 pink and cyan plaid pattern. It didn’t matter. “I’ll be back in about an hour!” he’d yell over his shoulder before going on a run. Sometimes, she noticed, they returned from her mother’s house and Sidney would be wearing socks she knew he had pilfered from her brother’s laundry. They were ankle socks, with a small black Spaulding logo – athletic. When she teased him about it one time, he said he had had to change clothes after the cat made an awkward leap off the coffee table. “It knocked my glass over,” he explained. “It got grape juice all over me.” They had both had to laugh. Still, she couldn’t help it—she had pressed him: Why hadn’t he taken his own socks before they left? He had shrugged. “I couldn’t find them,” he said. Another time they had been invited to a barbeque at Wilson’s house. Sidney had been waiting in line for chicken tikka masala when Janine Thompson’s daughter suddenly cried, “Think fast,” and the ensuing volleyball gut-shot sent Sidney fully clothed into Wilson’s pool, Sidney absurdly actually thinking fast enough to drop his plate and catch the pass. “Huh,” he went, his eyes X’s, and did a slow back-flop. As Sidney hit water, Bill Thompson, who was on grill, flipped chicken onto some grease. There was a very loud snap. Later, after the clothes had dried, they got ready to leave. “Thanks for finally coming, you two,” Wilson said, smiling. He made small talk with her as they waited for Sidney to emerge from the bathroom. When he did, he was wearing the same knit polo, jeans and moccasins he had been wearing when they arrived. But she noticed the socks were different. Sidney had been wearing his default white tube socks that were reserved for informal events. Now he was wearing a stylish argyle blend of navy blue, forest green, and magenta. These must be Wilson’s socks, she thought. As they stood in the doorway saying goodbyes, she glanced down at her husband’s feet and pretended to notice the socks for the first time. She said, “Sweetie, I think you left your socks.” An odd look passed over Sydney’s face then, and Wilson laughed. “Those old things?” Wilson said. “Ripped half to pieces during his fall. I think they caught on something sharp.” He stepped forward, leaned against the frame, and affected an appraising look. “Besides, they’re him.” It had been awhile since she crossed the street. Ahead, the sun bruised the sky. She was maybe one mile from the market. She had plenty of time. She walked calmly, heel to toe, thinking. A growing certainty took form in her, and she made it her own. She could not allow herself to take responsibility for Sidney’s needing socks. The socks had illumined the problem of the redness, like hazard lights. So she could not move from essential ideas to particulars. She had needed to see the argyle socks at Wilson’s, even the time Sidney came back from a run, to see his white tube socks, carelessly discarded, left on the floor while he showered – to move from these particulars toward a universal. But reaching it would be like trying to glimpse a curve in the horizon. It only existed in the mind of God, and so did the kind of socks Sidney liked. She would always need to see Sydney’s socks first to know them; their quality was closed to her. But this realization did not come to her as a shock. It calmed, as ripples cast by a stone thrown in water smooth into the calm. She had reached the crosswalk. She stopped, pushed the button. Across the street, a light flashed WALK, and then a device began chirping. Closing her eyes, she stepped into the intersection. Now she was walking, guided by the chirping. It guided in the sense that it put her into the correct rhythm before time ran out. But that wasn’t what the blind needed, was it? You could count by yourself. Her foot tapped the curb and she stepped up, tripping. It was over; she opened her eyes. She stood on 90 WFLAR O Spring 2009 the overpass. The sun sank behind the Bank of America across the street, casting bars of pink light which fractured across the handrail and spanned lazily down the cement wall. Ahead was the market. She began walking there, considering the problem of the market. Was there really one right way in? The market took on the appearance of a giant artificial heart that had needed multiple bypasses long after the first heart was gone. It was a pump. She realized her pants were vibrating. She answered the phone. There was a pause. A man’s voice said, “Hello?” “Yes?” “Is there a Christina Gibbs in the house?” “No.” “Can you tell me when is a good time to reach her?” She said, “When she gets back from the store.” “OK, what time do you think that might be?” Chrissy turned the cell phone over, looking for a clock, but the phone didn’t display one during a call. She flipped it back over. “In about an hour,” she said. “Ma’am, my name is Joel Alvarado, and I’m calling with an important message from Fineline Financial Systems for Mrs. Gibbs.” “Yes.” “Could you give her that message?” “Yes,” she said. She hung up. The sidewalk of the overpass became a walkway that bridged the intersection and connected pedestrians directly to the courtyard abutting the east entrance to the market. She crossed it, came into the courtyard, sat down at a cement table, tired. A car pulled up behind her, breaks squeaking. A door slammed and a woman walked up to the row of machines flanking the doorway. The woman wore a faded blue sweatshirt and grey sweatpants, and hefted a two-litre bottle that had been cut off at the top and filled with coins. She brought it to a Coinstar machine, set the bottle on the ground. Then she began grabbing coins from the bottle in handfuls and dumping them noisily into the feeder slot. Chrissy watched the coins avalanche from the woman’s hands, the color of the pennies and nickels and dimes all bled into a single, flickering hue. They were sorted and rerouted to their proper places by the machine. She became aware that this was only possible since someone had, by some feat of engineering, made the machine aware of the precise weight of every possible coin it could accept. Either this, or it had been given their sizes. The machine had been taught the essences of the coins, and would separate these and only these from the great influx of particulars it was even now taking into itself. It understood coins. The woman’s bottle was voided of coins now and she removed the receipt from the Coinstar. She took the bottle with her and disappeared into the market. Chrissy got up, too, and decided to head in. She had waited to see if the woman would go in, here, and she had gone in. It was one of the right ways. Inside, it was brightly pleasant in all ways. A dreamy fluorescence blanketed the neatly shelved items and imbued them with a strange hyper-reality, as if they were not meant to be taken literally but were only operating as concepts of themselves. An elderly lady working as a greeter said hello, meaning it. Bryan Adams’ “(Everything I Do) I Do It for You” played on the intercom. The entire market was moving to a rhythm, slow and steady, that seemed separate and even insulated from the world. As though, even though the whole thing was built around and clearly devised for the convenience of those who entered from without, it would dismiss any objection to the laws of motion that lay within, with no regrets. She made her way toward the shopping carts, unsheathed one, and shifted her mind toward the problem of those few essentials she had come to get. The aisles fanning out before her were a matrix. They were numbered. They were categorized; each Spring 2009 O WFLAR 91 aisle’s sign a set sharing a one-to-one correspondence to an unknown set of unlisted subcategories of items. They were themed, but only the way a rainbow is first clear and then fades into opalescence. She bumped up against a dis-connect, mentally, when she tried to match the market’s vision of arrangement with what she imagined she wanted. The problem recounted what she had just seen in the example of all those coins being digested, categorized, and ordered by the Coinstar machine. The question of how the machine began with the assumption that all the particulars it was being fed by the sweat-shirted woman matched those it had been taught about coins. And then, what if you began the other way around, as with the problem of redness? She imagined the sweat-shirted woman lugging the same cut-off two-liter full of coins, but this time with carefully weighed forgeries mixed in, some Canadian coins that had weights indistinguishable from that of a penny, or a nickel. What was crucial about both scenarios was that they began with the same essential touching-off point for the Coinstar machine. The concept of coins. She had come in near the produce, and here, near the far eastern end of the market were the last aisles in the sequence, aisles 12-15. Immediately ahead was aisle 11. The sign read: “stationary greeting cards office supplies pet supplies kitchenware toys candy” She had not made a list before leaving the house, she realized, and the aisle seemed serendipitous. The stationary section contained two shelves of materials that made for excellent shopping list creating. There were ring binders, spiral notebooks, yellow legal pads, Little Black Books, stacks of collegeruled lined paper. But on the lower shelf was a thick, subdivided and tabbed, card-stock booklet in aqua imitation-leather binding, which had 2008 day organizer embossed in gold italics across the cover, and she immediately took it. The booklet had its own miniature pen sewn into the binding, and the moment became charged with all manner of strange relations that she only ever associated with specific, nostalgic events from her childhood. She was really ready now, for the first time. She had not begun a list, yet. The booklet was open to the first page in the “notes” section, and her eyes roved among the aisles’ signs the way a match is struck again and again before it flames. Here was the section of the aisle where the kitchen appliances were kept. She passed them all. Now it was pretty much the end of the aisle but she paused when something familiar caught her eye, just at the end of kitchenware. It was an Osterizer Juiceboy 1340, the same kind she had gotten Sidney for his birthday last year. They had been standing in the smallish kitchen of their studio apartment, four months married. Shredded newspaper, the wrapping paper, surrounded the box on the countertop. A cheap box fan whirred in the window. “Well!” he said, getting up from the opposite counter after leaning there for several beats, appearing to have turned some problem over in his head. He kissed her. “Let’s see what she can do.” “If you want to get the steak started, I can go pick up some stuff,” she said. “All right,” he said, and he rummaged through a drawer for a pen. He handed one to her along with the envelope of a power bill to write on. “We’ll need radishes, for color, some spinach, ginger root, some apples, peaches or pears to cut the edge off the spinach, maybe some tomatoes, or some grapes, and get about two five-pound bags of carrots,” he said. “The rest needs to be offset by the carrots.” “Ok, and you can get the steak started?” she said. She finished the list and pocketed it. “If we have propane.” When she returned Sidney was still out on the patio working on the grill. His blurred form moved behind the sliding-glass door, behind blue smoke. She washed the vegetables, peeled fruit, and laid it 92 WFLAR O Spring 2009 all out in a heap on the cutting board she had removed from the counter and placed across the stove. She chopped a carrot, first bisecting it, then halving these to make quarters. She did not want to clog the Juiceboy. Which, she noticed, Sidney had removed from the box and already assembled. Once the juice was extracted, it needed to be put through the blender before the process was complete. Which, she saw, was already 1/4 full with something the brownish-green-orange color of juiced juice. She was tossing an armful of rinds, peels, and carrot ends into the trash when the patio door slammed and Sidney came in to the kitchen. He set a large plate down on the counter, and gestured toward the three large cutlets. “Medium, well, or medium well?” he said. “You know,” she said. “Medium well it is,” he said, and began cutting up her steak into little chunks the way she liked it. After they finished dinner they made the juice for dessert. They both sat cross-legged on the countertops, holding big cups, as if enjoying an afterglow. She sipped the juice; it was delicious. And secretly, she was surprised. She felt a great satisfaction that the birthday had gone over well – not just for Sidney, whose friends had hinted to her at a number of parties that believe it or not Sidney had always wanted a juicer to just make his own “Naked Juice,” which he loves but never gets it because it’s so expensive, so why didn’t she go with that? She had known Sidney would like his present. She had not known she would like it, too. That it would be a thing they shared, were open about. “Boy, this is good,” she said. “I can see why you started without me.” “What?” “Started the juice before I got back.” “Oh,” he said, nodded, then adjusted his seat on the countertop. “I found some old fruit, some salad stuff. You can juice a lot of old stuff and it’s good, even if you wouldn’t eat it.” Afterward, Sidney even cleaned up the kitchen. They ate out of the same carton of bizarrely flavored specialty ice cream. They watched movies until it was very late. Later, when he slumped over asleep on the couch, she went into the kitchen. She lifted the lid off the trash can to throw away the empty ice cream carton. Something just barely visible beneath rinds, peels, and the huge, pithy brick of fibrous refuse that Sidney must have dumped out of the Juiceboy while cleaning the kitchen caught her eye. She fished it out. It was an empty bottle of Naked Juice. Green Machine. She knew this bottle had sat half full in the fridge for several weeks. Sidney thought treats should be rare, and savored. The juice had been old. She considered the problem of the juice, turned it over in her mind and worked it like a Rubik’s cube. The juice was old, true, but was that what Sidney had meant when he said the stuff he used was old? The implication had been, she thought, that Sidney had had to use the Juiceboy to produce the juice she saw in the blender when she got back from the store. That something had been juiced. Yet she clearly recalled the Juiceboy, fully assembled, had had that pristine look of something just opened. When her eyes scoured the contents at the top of the trash, the search turned up no vegetable or fruit material she hadn’t bought at the store that night. She wondered whether Sidney maybe had just downed the Naked Juice in a fit of excitement while she was gone. Then, not wanting her to see this as a lack of enthusiasm for the wonderful and considerate gift of the juicer, not to mention going out of her way to buy the produce he wanted that night, he had assembled the Juiceboy and thrown in some of the leftover salad and carrots that were in the fridge. But the implausibility of Sidney’s doing this and still taking time to clean the machine with something like a retired man’s gusto for restoring old cars, when they were just going to use it again that night, anyway, gnawed at a deep part of her. Doubts that she did not want surfacing, in her heart, buoyed. The problem of the juice became the first antinomy she quietly set her mind to resolve in those first wistful months of marriage. Just two weeks later, she hit upon a solution the way a rich person has the convenience of returning to a hotel room they trashed, finding the Spring 2009 O WFLAR 93 maid has vacuumed and replaced sheets and pulled it all taut, and not even needing to know her name. The aisle had ended and she rounded the corner and came into the produce area. “Excuse me,” a man said from behind her. She stepped out of the way, and the stocker heaved a dolly loaded with boxes of watermelons. She watched him slowly maneuver the load to an island near the front of the section. More stockers emerged from swinging doors and now lugubriously roved the circulatory system of the market, replenishing the sleeping body. She wondered what time it was and headed toward the stocker to ask him when her pants began vibrating. She answered the phone. “Hello?” “Hello, can I speak with Christine Gibbs, please?” “Yes?” “Is this Christine Gibbs?” “Yes?” she said. “Mrs. Gibbs, this is Grace with Fineline Financial services. How are you today?” “Good, thank you.” “Great,” said the woman. “Mrs. Gibbs, we’d like to make you a one-time offer to avoid further action on your account if you can agree to-” she paused. “Eighty percent of the total paid in full by this time tomorrow.” “Wow,” Chrissy said. “What time is it?” When the stocker first became aware that the subtle tectonic shifting that had been going on in the load of watermelons on the way to the island had reached a critical mass, he did not think it was a problem that his practiced, full-body tense could not counterbalance. But when it could not, even as his brain was calculating the vectors of the watermelons and the physical space between him and the cell phoneengrossed woman and what in about two seconds would be vitally needed, his body became all sinew and an arrow of movement. It arced up from his toes in terrible force up through his torso and out his fingers as he literally pointed her out of the threatening avalanche of fruit and, finally, out his mouth in a low cry. Impossibly he rolled himself out from under the danger zone, the woman tripping over a box as a melon SCUD-missiled the cell phone from her grip. It flew into the minced garlic display and disintegrated. Joy in the Wind, Vicki Powell The stocker wasn’t hurt. When the woman just sort of did a 360 and, discovering where the east exit was, wandered in that direction, he was not surprised. These things happened late at night at the market. Nor was he upset at the woman’s response; it had been his fault. He got up, wincing. He picked up an aqua booklet the woman had dropped. He could not tell if it belonged to her or the store; it had no price tag. But he decided to take it to the customer service desk, in case she discovered it was missing. 94 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Cynthia Sample Chad’s Room Chad’s empty bedroom would make the perfect master closet. His mother had to get back to her job – and getting things in order had always stirred up her motivation. She saw such a closet in a magazine sleek butternut-oak shelves, with little cubby holes for shoes and a glass-fronted cupboard for sweaters. The closet company sent someone to count her clothes. They suggested categories divided by panels from ceiling to floor; the top part was for blouses and the bottom for pants or skirts, with a special place for business suits. She put her white clothes in one section and the blacks in another. Since this leave of absence, she’d cut down on colors - changed her look, so to speak. She put together the ‘moving on’ clothes that she’d deliberately collected in past months. But those still didn’t make up the majority of what she owned. She did the best to organize her husband’s things, and asked him to help, but he mostly laid on the den couch, flipping channels and sipping. He said the closet was a useless expense – lately he said nothing was worth buying. Nothing, that is, except whiskey or back-to-back pay-per-view movies, despite that he’d never had use for anything except the business channel; they’d had that in common. She tidied his clothes best she could, bit her tongue. When the wall units were finished, the closet-maker added a matching island in the center of the room – right where Chad used to hunker down and play with multi-colored legos that matched his bedspread. The island consisted of a 4 ½ by 8 foot counter on top of three sets of drawers on either side. Her husband didn’t even bother to put his socks in the drawers, but she utilized all of her space: in one she tucked her underwear, from which she carefully culled the ragged or provocative, and in another she arranged her jewelry. One drawer held her workout clothes - though she couldn’t seem to get enough energy for that of late. In the bottom drawers, she put mementos: a glass chalice that had been a favor at a college dance, her high school diploma in a black plastic frame, love letters from her husband when he’d been in boot camp her senior year. In a heavy linen envelope was the commendation he’d received for leadership. Her mother’s handkerchiefs, a few she used herself on special occasions such as weddings or funerals, and a set of silver plated spoons that her great-grandmother had collected from vacations. In the final drawer, the one nearest the door, she placed Chad’s plastic army-men, and his little rusted cars, his burnt orange baseball cap with the white longhorn stitched on the bill. There was also a math test of word problems he’d taken for Mrs. Peminta’s 3rd grade class – with a huge red ‘A+ / ‘You’ve got a future!!!’ on it. Two yellow-stained batiste rompers she’d embroidered for him, and his size six ragged bluejeans. The blue flannel shirt that matched his eyes. The plaster imprint of his hand from Sunday School. She wrapped each of these items in acid-free paper and determined not to paw through them for a long long time. When all the pants were hung, all the blouses freshly pressed on padded hangers, all the black jackets aligned like sentries facing her, she put her hands on her hips, and surveyed the result of her labors. She should have been relieved. With a leather-shoed toe, she shut the memento drawer with Chad’s things. It bounced open, then was still. The memory of his bunk-beds, with rumpled cowboy sheets, shimmered in front of her, and the smell of him clung to this disinfected room. “Honey,” she yelled toward the den. “Come look.” He didn’t come until she’d called him three times, and then came up behind her, put his heavy palm on her shoulder. The despised plaid robe fell open. He hadn’t showered in days. She leaned against him anyway, and sighed. Spring 2009 O WFLAR 95 Travel Karl Kilinski II Breaking Out of Papua New Guinea Above, pictured from left to right, are a Totem Figure, Ancestor Board, Battle Shield, Mask Shield, and Ancestor Board. Photo by Karl Kilinski II. A discomfort slowly but assuredly crept over me in reading an account about roving gangs of lawless youths on the streets of Port Moresby, the capital of Papua New Guinea. My fiancée and I were lunching in a Chinese restaurant in Auckland, on our way to Sydney, and from there, steadfastly on to Papua New Guinea. The article blind-sided us precisely at the junction in time and place where we were about to leap from the cozy security of down under civilization into the clutches of alien culture. I had sprung the idea on her in summer, and here we were in early December enjoying a part of the world neither of us had traversed before. For me it offered a particular allure of the exotic that, as an 96 WFLAR O Spring 2009 archaeologist and cultural art historian, I yearned to exaperience: a people and place in modern time still largely unspoiled by industrialization. The reality of experiencing a truly exotic land appealed to my fiancée as well, although I suspect that the less than assured certainty of the experience would be perceived as a yardstick for somehow revealing my true nature under inordinate circumstances. Although the large island of New Guinea due north of Australia was populated likely by migrating peoples from Southeast Asia as much as 50,000 years ago, the geographical obstacles of the interior inhibited settlement of the highlands until perhaps only 8000 BC. Extreme mountainous terrain soaring to nearly 15,000 feet supports an isolationist’s existence in expansive upland valleys at least a mile high. Papua New Guinea, comprising the eastern half of the island, caught the attention of the outside world through early Portuguese navigators in the sixteenth century; one of whom, Don Jorge de Meneses, dubbed the land “Papua,” a Malay word characterizing the frizzled texture of Melanesian hair. Periodic trade with coastal settlements was the norm until 1930 when a crew of Australian gold miners penetrated the interior. There they encountered extensive populations of tribal bands who had thought that they were the only people on the planet. The whites in their strange clothes were considered to be gods, until some of the locals observed them squatting in the bushes like ordinary folk. Fortuitously one of the prospectors had a movie camera along and recorded several tribal functions since of great interest to anthropologists. Over six hundred different languages, many unrelated to each other, are spoken on the island, with English understood by only the formally educated. Despite a considerable population of American missionaries entrenched across the land, large segments of the population still adhere to ancestor and spirit worship. Social order is structured along kinship lines, which nurtures deeply ingrained clannish perspectives. These clans regularly engage in warfare with their neighbors, taking issue over territory, pigs, and women, in that order; they embrace a substantially egalitarian social system based on acquired rather than inherited status. This contributes significantly to their polemic nature. Yet they are nearly indifferent, if not oblivious, to the presence of outsiders. This was precisely the desired ingredient in their character that attracted me to these people and this enchanted land. The gangs of unruly young men, known as “rascals,” roaming the streets of Port Moresby had accumulated through migrations from the hinterland on the presumption of obtaining employment, if not instant wealth, in the city. Stymied in their efforts, many resorted to pillaging and rape as a means of venting their frustrations. Our concern over these brigands, however, was not sufficient to dissuade us from our endeavor, and we took solace in the knowledge that we had booked a connecting flight on to Mount Hagen in the interior, thereby bypassing a stopover in the capital. In my many years of organizing and conducting educational tours for interest groups venturing to exotic lands, there have been several lessons reiterated along the way. Preeminent among these is to expect the unexpected. We had arranged for a local ground operator to assist us in our transfer from international to domestic status in Port Moresby airport, but our carefully contrived transition from one to the other disintegrated when the flight out to Mount Hagen was inexplicably canceled. The airport itself is a rickety building with only rows of ceiling fans to combat the tropical humidity. Beneath these lines of whirling dervishes are other lines of perspiring humanity attempting to comprehend and comply with the bureaucratic juggernaut of forms required for admission to a land where most inhabitants are illiterate. Resigned to our fate of an overnight stopover, our attempt to avoid the city in favor of the jungle had paradoxically landed us in the latter after all. This became abundantly clear upon our arrival at the hotel near the airport where our agent had successfully arranged for our room. The facility was surrounded by barbed wire and patrolled by guards with clubs and dogs. Broken glass jutted from the top of the wall surrounding the compound and glinted in the fading light of the winter sun. This setting ironically instilled in my fiancée some false sense of general security as she proposed that we taxi to an art gallery in town that she had read about in a travel guide on our incoming flight. We were both eager to collect authentic Oceanic art, but with the prospect of decorated shrunken heads in mind, namely ours, I was able to convince her that we had ample opportunity to procure artifacts up country. A long night with little sleep brought forth Spring 2009 O WFLAR 97 the dawn of a new day and with it a renewed appreciation for our venture into the hinterland. Successfully landing in Mount Hagen, I watched the eternally lethargic process of off-loading luggage to a hand-drawn cart that brought our belongings to the concrete slab next to the dirt road recognized by all locals as Baggage Claim. We were now ready for our next hop. The pilot of our four-seater aircraft greeted us with a typical Aussie smile and lackadaisical charm. He was flying us up to Tari in the mountains for our five-night stay at Ambua Lodge. Upon hearing my spirited account of our plight in Port Moresby, he assured us that Mount Hagen was far worse and that we were fortunate to have spent the night in the capital. So much for my wizened plan to avoid mayhem, and such is the reality of false knowledge. From our seats in the single-engine aircraft we feasted on spectacular views of the rugged terrain. Razor-sharp peaks covered with dense green foliage up to their crests pierced the sky while a canopy of trees concealed the valleys and rivers peopled by primitive tribesmen below. Periodically there appeared a sliver of silver along the range, which in closer proximity turned into majestic waterfalls streaming down cliffs to rippling pools girded in vines. Skirting along and around the peaks below the clouds seemed to bring us closer to the heart of the land. Our pilot filled the time by edifying us on the peculiarities of the local tribes people that inhabited the area around Tari, the Huli Wigmen. Leaving adolescence behind, young men of this clan enter a secluded camp apart from all women for up to two years. During this period of familial isolation and male bonding they grow enough hair to fashion for themselves two elaborate wigs, one for everyday use and another for special occasions. Like older males, their faces are brilliantly and completely painted with various combinations of vivid red, yellow, and white ochre. They may sport a trinket, generally an animal bone, through the nose, and they are nearly nude in being sparsely attired in front by a cloth that is called a lap-lap and belted behind with what is caustically known 98 WFLAR O Spring 2009 as ass grass. They carry a spear or bow and arrows at all times. Firearms are rare, and the one that I saw among tribesmen consisted of a converted plumbing pipe. The women are more modestly dressed, both in clothing and cosmetic adornment. The men, unmistakably aligned with their gender in nature, bear the plumage to attract their mates and intimidate their competitors. Gunnie Corbett accompanied by Huli Wigmen. Photo by Karl Kilinski II We were casually briefed by the veteran pilot about the bellicose character of these tribes, of their seemingly unorthodox manner of agreeing to war upon each other in advance of any conflict. This often included clearing an open space in the forest upon which to fight and, in the event that someone was killed, prior agreement as to compensation to the bereaved parties involved. Later we would be enlightened by our native guide about the isolated and highly decorated tombs set atop walls along the open road where warriors felled in such battles were given singular burials. It was astonishing how vivid the accounts of those fallen were perpetuated in great detail over years simply through the means of oral tradition. No sooner had our pilot explained the forthright nature of tribal warfare than we found ourselves circling over the grassy airstrip above Tari unable to land due to the unblinking reality that the locals were utilizing the clearing for an actual combat zone. On hindsight one could imagine that this was simply practical thinking on the part of the combatants, but while it left us temporarily high and dry in a precarious holding pattern with only mountains all around, it simultaneously provided a ringside seat from which to clearly yet safely observe the entire fiasco below. When this skirmish was over, the tribesmen withdrew, and we landed on the battlefield relieved that their feud had drawn to a timely end before that of our fuel. Collecting our baggage through the anticipated ordeal of a slow-motion scenario, we were met by our local guide, Joseph, whose English was substantial but whose habit of never distancing himself from a machete left us a bit uneasy. Joseph noted our concern and thought to put our minds at rest by quickly pointing out that although he was not from this part of the country, and therefore not usually subject to harassment by local tribesmen who might challenge (and were known to kill) neighboring intruders onto their turf, he felt better for us by keeping this tool by his side. It wasn’t long before our car caught up with the tribal warriors along the road. While we were headed to our lodge, they were in relaxed form, jubilant and grinning, and preparing to indulge with their former combatants in a pig fest in a prepared open field beside the road. Whatever had triggered the animosity was apparently resolved, at least for the moment, and the former adversaries followed through with their preordained cessation of hostilities that would now be officially recognized by coming together and sharing a feast. I could not help but wonder which group of peoples were more civilized, the Huli Wigmen or the rest of the world? This notion of predetermined compensation for egregious acts against fellow men permeates this exotic culture. Joseph nonchalantly commented to us on one occasion how he had once become drunk and had punched out his best friend. The next morning, without giving it a second thought, he appeared on his friend’s doorstep with a case of beer, and all was well again. Ambua Lodge is an oasis of modern accommodations with all the amenities housed within native-inspired architectural design. Sloping down the hill with a view to the lush mountains and valleys of the region are a cluster of peaked huts, circular in overall plan, bearing thatch roofs. Within, one is pleasantly surprised to find spacious quarters with comfortable beds, large plate-glass windows, clean bathrooms with hot and cold running water, and full electric power with air-conditioning. The huts are surrounded by well-kept gardens through which, we later discovered, an aged sentry marks the passage of time by guarding the property with a double-barreled shotgun older and taller than he. Once unpacked in our room we ventured to the main lodge where we met the lodge manager, a friendly and obliging chap from Australia. Later in casual conversation at the bar he would relate how his two immediate predecessors, both locals, had been murdered – the outcome of those nasty neighborhood disagreements that had become such a nuisance in recent years! That is why, to keep the peace, so he explained, the company had brought him in from Australia. We were somewhat amazed to find that we were the only visitors being accommodated at the lodge at this time, with the exception of two crewmembers from the BBC. They had been on assignment here for the past six months patiently filming the nearly forty species of the Birds-ofParadise that Papua New Guinea is renowned for among birders. Each morning they trekked into the jungle before dawn bearing their cameras and recording equipment, and each evening we joined them at table over dinner while listening to their engrossing recitations of the day, mesmerized like Spring 2009 O WFLAR 99 the sultan before Scheherazade. Each species of these extraordinary birds is diversified in colors, song, plumage design, and the vibrant display of it in calling to its own kind. Approaching these wondrous creatures close enough to record them as well as their antics and shrills on film was an achievement in itself. However, one particular account from their day left me with the firm commitment to attempt my observations of these finely feathered creatures from the ground. Upon hoisting himself high into the canopy of an aging tree, one photographer found himself nose to nose with a tree boa, which had taken up residence in the hollow of the jungle giant. If the photographer seemed understandably agitated in reflecting on the encounter, the snake must have been even more non-plussed to find such large prey up a tree. The serpent was apparently uninterested and perhaps in hibernation, and each tree climber left the other peacefully alone. Near the end of our stay a bird of quite a different species alighted on the lawn of Ambua Lodge. This was a helicopter carrying a gritty array of Australian gold miners out from a sixty-day rotation shift deep within the Bismarck Mountains. While a subsistence economy monopolized the endeavors of the indigenous inhabitants, exploitation of mineral resources, largely gold, silver, and copper, drew the attention of outsiders. I had seen some film footage of these mines in action. The machinery required to move the ore and slag about was colossal in scale. The trucks appeared to be Tonka Toys from the age of the dinosaurs with wheels twenty feet in diameter. The only means of bringing such gargantuan equipment into these mountains was piecemeal by helicopter, and so was the most expeditious way of transporting the men who ran them. These robust workmen were in a gregarious mood, ready for liberty back home with wives and sweethearts, and had endured no substantial outlet for their bravado or paychecks for a solid two months. They wasted little time in plowing into the Ambua bar. Their foreman had the forethought to extend his apologies to our table for his boisterous 100 WFLAR O Spring 2009 crew, but we were more entertained than offended. After all, we had sat in near seclusion for nights, and the antics now performed by these men of the earth presented a fascinating inversion to the tales of those fine-feathered creatures fluttering about the forest canopy. Joseph served admirably as our guide and interpreter on our individual outings from Ambua Lodge over each day of our stay. With Joseph in the lead we wound our way through jungle paths and over man-made bridges of intertwined poles and vines with swirling waters far below. His ability to spot various species of exotic birds from great distances was uncanny and much appreciated. On these ventures we visited small clusters of native huts where local tribes people went about their daily chores, and, seemingly, completely compliant when asked to have their pictures taken with or without us in the image. Native handicrafts were readily purchased right off their backs, and yet they appeared to have little need for money. In the olden days these mountain people traded homegrown vegetables for Kina shells brought up from the coast, and these broad and shinny, flat forms became a kind of money worn on the body. Today, pigs make up the measure of one’s wealth among the Huli Wigmen; western currency is used largely for acquiring hand tools to aid in farming. But there were other signs of technological intrusion, one of which forced an irrepressible smile across our faces upon being confronted with it. A headman of one small village was authentically attired in traditional garb and paint but had obviously felt that wearing a pair of lady’s bright pink sunglasses with one lens missing somehow added to his stature. He escorted us into the little court surrounded by his family’s huts where we encountered a woman seated on the ground and completely coated in white paint. We were informed that she was in mourning and so we refrained from reflexing to our cameras, but in hindsight I doubt if she would have given our action much thought. Huli women hold great responsibility in their society in that they are the keepers of a family’s wealth, namely pigs. This fact and the endemic suspicion of women’s innate powers by men in Huli culture long ago resulted in the division of genders to separate huts, wherein the pigs reside with the women. The woman in white had been separated even from the women’s quarters due to her widowed situation and by the male belief that she was an especially potent figure of taboo at this time. Magic and superstition go hand-in-hand among the Huli Wigmen. Natural deaths and crop failures are attributed to the malign interference of ghosts and spirits, which require appropriate propitiation through tribal rituals to arrest further mischief. Belief in such phenomena is so entrenched in the native psyche that people sometimes inexplicably fall into a strange state of mental delusion, violent behavior, and uncontrolled body tremors, believed to be a form of possession. Resuscitation from such conditions is generally brought about through – what else? – a pig fest, whereby all members of the community are reunited in harmony. In the center of the court where the woman in white sat was a small shrine containing what on closer inspection proved to be a human skull and bones – the remnants of a village ancestor whose spirit was thought to oversee the cluster of these huts, their inhabitants and their belongings. How far removed we were from my parent’s house where a portrait of great-grand-father Louis dominated the study is subject to debate, but the tangible remains of this departed soul in the midst of his kinfolk brought the reality of fervent family ties to the fore. Not knowing to what extent potable alcoholic beverages might be available in the Highlands of Papua New Guinea, we had liberated the Duty Free shop in Sydney airport of a few bottles of good Australian wine. As is customary in such facilities, these bottles were snuggly tucked away, each within an expandable plastic net to keep the glass shards from scattering should the bottles accidentally break in the overhead bind during our flight. As it turned out, the Ambua Lodge bar was mightily stocked, at least until the out-bound gold miners landed at the facility. But, as our personal contribution to one dinner shared with the BBC crew, we brought forth two bottles of wine still ensconced in their plastic webbing. The meal over and reflections of the day fully digested by all, we retired to our respective rooms for the night. Come morning we were all amused to find the white plastic netting from our abandoned wine bottles now sported as fanciful headgear by members of the local kitchen crew. Their indoctrination into the tourist trade for foreigners had not dispelled their fetish for alien paraphernalia from the outside world in the same vein that the village headman had taken a fancy to the pink sunglasses. Through our village outings and by raking through the lodge gift shop, we had amassed an impressive array of Oceanic artifacts. These included masks, ancestor boards, carved idols and statues, jewelry of sorts, and a few native weapons. The self-imposed dilemma set before us was how to pack all these things in order to carry them out with us back to Australia and then home. Insight into this matter and a critique of our acquisitions was on its way. The last night of our stay brought another couple to the lodge. They were from New Jersey and he was a life-long admirer and collector of Oceanic art. His wife was apparently along for the ride, mildly disgruntled at his impulsive insistence on uprooting from one locale to another every other night throughout Australia before arriving at the Ambua Lodge. They had not been forced to endure the sights and sounds of colorful Port Moresby. Here, so they informed us, they planned to spend several days at Tari before continuing on to a fiveday cruise up the Sepik River in northern Papua New Guinea. Having sponged up so many fascinating accounts during our rather isolated stay at the lodge, we took relish in recounting them to the couple before us at table. We related the episodes that the manager had shared with us regarding the demise of his predecessors, of our machetetoting guide and the elderly night watchman with his blunderbuss. We offered animated recitals of the war party that had occupied our landing strip Spring 2009 O WFLAR 101 thinking that the anthropological instincts of our dinner partner would be appreciably aroused. They were: he became focused on our departing flight for Port Moresby of the next morning and gradually circumscribed his reason to leave the day after his arrival around what he characterized as his wife’s desire to spend more settled time in Australia. This man had professed to be a long-time admirer of Oceania. He had obviously, as had we, plotted out this trip of a lifetime with great anticipation. He had come halfway around the world to fulfill that dream, and now he was contemplating doing an about face and going back within hours of his arrival. It is a fascinating concept that people will bring themselves through the turmoil of physical or mental hardship to the very threshold of accomplishment before then deciding whether to proceed or withdraw. It is as if they have created the challenge outside of their normal lives to bring themselves to an extreme point of confrontation with human fear and then attempt to deal with it. He had failed. Miraculously obtaining tickets on our packed flight on the morrow, they stood with us, obligingly carrying some portion of our art trophies, on the verdant field waiting for the plane to land. There was, in fact, an area intended for passengers to congregate before a flight. But since this was an open-air grassy plot of land adjacent to the ticket office and surrounded by a picket fence with a sign on the gate that read “Waiting Room,” we didn’t bother. Our international flight out of Port Moresby to Sydney was scheduled to leave only forty-five minutes after the scheduled arrival of our flight from Tari into the capital. This sobering thought, along with the knowledge that checked baggage took an eternity to retrieve after arrivals, left me with the conviction that our only hope of making a sure connection in the capital was to take on board all of our worldly possessions as hand carry. Our dreaded thought was that we might miss our international connection and be forced to suffer another apprehensive night in Port Moresby. Once the plane landed and disgorged its passengers, 102 WFLAR O Spring 2009 we were first in line to board. With open seating available we muscled our way to an exit row and proceeded to stash our brown paper-wrapped bundles against the emergency door after stuffing what would fit in the narrow over-head binds on the twenty-eight-seater Fokker aircraft. To my great relief, while going against every experience instilled in me from the western world, the flight attendant obligingly ignored our heap of packages covering the emergency exit. The New Jersey couple sat across the aisle. It was clear that they were not talking to each other. The man’s wife was visibly disgusted, less so from the fact that they were now leaving what they had traveled so far and so long to see, but from the reality of once again uprooting from a spot, any spot, where she had planned to relax for some time. As I anxiously waited for the propeller engines to fire up an eternal sequence of seconds and then minutes drifted away. I silently castigated myself with the thought that planes do not leave on time in the tropics anymore than they do in the civilized world. Fifteen minutes behind schedule the plane slowly turned into the wind in preparation for takeoff. To everyone’s surprise there was a knock at the main cabin door at the back of the plane. The engines sputtered and to my even greater surprise the flight attendant got up from her seat to answer the knock. With the door now open there stood a man with two children, tickets in hand. The plane was completely full but apparently the airlines had overbooked the flight, and the obliging flight attendant proceeded to scan the seats to see who might double up! “Expect the unexpected,” I reminded myself. The man was simply escorting the two kids to the plane. He was not boarding. Somehow the two children faded into the confines of the fuselage, and once again we commenced our flight. We were now nearly thirty minutes behind schedule, and I nudged my fiancée with the resigned disposition of a man condemned to hang at dawn. In my mind there was no possibility of escaping yet another night in Port Moresby. But she, reflecting on the kind attitude exhibited by the flight attendant in allowing us to occupy an escape hatch with our treasured artifacts and in obliging the two children on their first flight ever, urged me to relay our dilemma through the flight attendant to the pilots. They could radio an account of our situation to Port Moresby airport and alert the Quantas flight of our imminent arrival, albeit thirty minutes late. Now the flight itself seemed to be in a continuous state of slow motion, the mountains drifting by the portals of the aircraft like icebergs on a sluggish sea. When finally we entered our approach to land, the muscles in my neck tightened in the firm belief that we would not be in Sydney this night. Even now I had still not reckoned with myself to expect the unexpected. No sooner had the wheels of the plane touched the ground than the flight attendant bolted from her seat and urged us to gather our belongings and stagger to the rear door of the aircraft. One would be sharply chastised over the address system on any commercial flight in the West for even attempting to rise before the plane had completely halted at the gate and the pilot had switched off the buckle-up sign, but surely this wasn’t Kansas anymore. As the plane grounded to a halt the flight attendant let fly the rear door and the unfolding steps on to the tarmac. Standing there like St. Peter himself at the pearly gates was a Quantas agent who expeditiously escorted us around other aircraft and through a back entrance of the terminal to the Quantas ticket counter. Our papers were all in order, passports in hand, when the ticket agent cheerfully looked up at us and casually stated that due to our late check-in the airlines had been forced to relinquish our Economy seats to stand-by passengers . . . and then smilingly handed us two Business Class boarding passes for the same flight. If ever I felt that I might expect the unexpected, this was not the time. With joy in our hearts and smiles and handshakes all around, we clambered onto the awaiting Quantas jet airliner and settled into our comfy seats, still not fully realizing the extent of our good fortune. The Quantas crew, as always, was in a jocular mood and we bantered back and forth in good humor as they served up chilled champagne and good Australian wine. We would sleep well in Sydney that night! Floral Abstraction. “This painting is in oils. An exercise in creativity using mulitcolored backgrounds of turquoise, violet and yellow set on a grey field. The floral impressions are of an abstraction color to enhance the image so as to strengthen the overall painting.” Richard Dalton Spring 2009 O WFLAR 103 Angela Bacon Kidwell In the series, Traveling Dream, I attempt to create a story and preserve a dream. My approach to my work is similar to the way my subconscious generates my dreams. As I move through my day, I am keenly aware of my encounters with people, places and things. I mentally record the details of these situations, and the physical or emotional responses that they evoke. These fleeting associations replay themselves in my dreams. The random moments combine to form sleep stories that are rich narratives, ripe with symbolism. With that as my model, I construct sets, use props, and invite myself and models to perform in a natural, intuitive way. In essence, I attempt to create a waking dream. For me, it is about being in the moment of a planned vision. That is where I’m most connected to my creativity. In 2008, Angela was among the top 50 photographers in Photolucidas, Critical Mass. Her photographs have been selected for TPS Members Only Show, International Fine Art Photography Exhibition 2008 and several juried exhibitions. Angela holds a BFA specialization in Painting with a minor in Photography from MSU. She resides in Wichita Falls, Texas with her husband and son. 104 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Spring 2009 O WFLAR 105 A Letter to An Editor in Winter (written in stream of consciousness) Biographical Notes Dear Elizabeth, Thanks for getting back in touch and believe it or not when i was young mom used to take us on trips to the caribbean antigua the cayman islands guadeloupe puerto rico such vivid memories of really nice kind soft spoken black men back then we used to call natives literally climbing the bend of the trunks of the palms in the wind literally with just their cut-off blue jeans no body fat pure muscle and machetes scaling up with simply there hands and feet getting to the top and hacking down coconuts then piercing a hole in the bottom drinking out the coconut milk and splitting up the rest of the fruit on the stone walk along the shore then doing wild back flips along the beach as they all fell madly in love pretty much pathetically wrapped around the finger of my seductive teasing sister all asking me if i could hook them up with her my mother not wanting me to go see a movie with them as they used to smoke great blunts of home grown mother earth and didn’t trust me on the back of theirmopeds to travel down dirty dusty roads into tumbledown ramshackle towns to see rocky just come outspending whole days simply reading paperback novels biographies on the beatles wonderful books like cane and abel be jeffrey archer black boy by richard wright islands in the stream i still think one of hemingway’s most engrossing and absorbing listening to newly unwrapped christmas presents thoughtfully chosen by my mom the album hot rocks by the stones maybe synchronicity by the police swimming to the center of the bar where you could order virgin pina-coladas and cokes with lemon after feeling totally dehydrated and cheeseburgers and fries and just show them your key and charge it to your room where you subliminally heard the hush of the buzz of a murmur of lit-up cola machines like some sort of comforting beacon mixing with the constant mellifluous assuaging cycle of the sleepy sea spending all day digging deep holes and construction motes and sand castles and then the whole blessed mediterannean suddenly magically materializing like a hard-earned miracle rushing gushing in from beneath the sand euphoric and hysterical and then after a full day of perhaps looking bronzed and handsome in your dad’s borrowed bone-white chinos sandals clattering seashell necklaces going to those great buffets of rice and peas and cold conch stew and curried goat and son on with those self same black men jamming on their cavernous kettle drums around the pool all lit up with multicolored lights hearing the sea seep in flirting with girls of course having no idea what you were doing at such an early age yet for some god-forsaken reason still feeling your heart palpitating in the half-crazed Unexplainable days of disco falling asleep with a deep suntan and sunburn beneath a sputtering ceiling fan with sand still sprinkled in your ears like those great transcendent echoes you hear deep in the shimmering eteral lobesof conch shells spic and span falling asleep dreaming to these ephemeral transient action and adventures... Be well Joseph 106 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Re d e v i e c • James Hoggard was named Poet Laureate of Texas for 2000 by the State Legislature. A teacher at MSU since 1966, he has won numerous awards for his writing, including a National Endowment for the Arts Creative Writing Fellowship, the Soeurette Diehl Fraser Award for literary translation, the Brazos Bookstore (Houston) Award for short story, and the Stanley Walker Award for the best newspaper journalism of the year by a writer from Texas. In addition, he was named a finalist in 1999 for the National Poetry Series Award. Recent awards include the PEN Southwest 2007 Poetry Award for Wearing the River and, in 2006, the Lon Tinkle Award for Excellence Sustained Throughout a Career, from the Texas Institute of Letters. His books include six collections of poems — Wearing the River, Medea In Taos & Other Poems (Pecan Grove), Rain In A Sunlit Sky, and a seventh collection, Triangles of Light, due in April— a novel, a biography, two collections of stories, and six collections of literary translations, with a seventh translation, due in March, of the work of South American poet Oscar Hahn, Ashes in Love. His novel Trotter Ross was hailed by Leonard Randolph, the former director of literature for the NEA, as “far and away the finest masculine ‘coming of age’ novel in current American literature ... a brilliant writer.” His collection of stories, Riding The Wind & Other Tales, has been called “one of the finest books ever written by a Texas writer” (Dave Oliphant, Texas Books In Review). A dramatist as well as poet, fiction writer and translator, he has had seven of his plays produced, including two in New York. In addition to appearing in textbooks and anthologies, hundreds of his poems, stories, essays, and translations have appeared in such magazines and journals as Harvard Review, Southwest Review, Texas Monthly, The Texas Observer, Partisan Review, Redbook, Mississippi Review, Manoa, Ohio Review, Translation Review, Southern Living, Texas Parks & Wildlife, Dallas Morning News, Dallas Times Herald, Fort Worth Star-Telegram, WFLAR and numerous others. • Alan Birkelbach, a native son, was the 2005 Poet Laureate of Texas. His work, praised for its vivid sense of place, has appeared in journals and anthologies such as Grasslands Review, Borderlands, The Langdon Review, and Concho River Review. He has received a Fellowship Grant from the Writer’s League of Texas, been named as one of the Distinguished Poets of Dallas, was nominated for a Wrangler Award for his contributions to Southwest Letters, and is a member of The Academy of American Poets. He has four collections of poetry: Bone Song, Weighed in the Balances, No Boundaries, and New and Selected Works (the first in the Texas Poet Laureate Series from TCU Press.) His next book, Translating the Prairie, a non-fiction poetry book about the history of Plano, Texas, is due out in the spring of 2009. Spring 2009 O WFLAR 107 • Steven Schroeder was born in Wichita Falls and grew up in the Texas Panhandle. He is the co-founder, with composer Clarice Assad, of the Virtual Artists Collective (a “virtual” gathering of musicians, poets, and visual artists – vacpoetry.org) that has published eighteen full-length collections of poetry and five chapbooks since it began in 2004. His work has appeared or is forthcoming in After Hours, Cha: An Asian Literary Journal, Concho River Review, the Cresset, Druskininkai Poetic Fall 2005, Georgetown Review, Karamu, Macao Closer, Mid-America Poetry Review, Poetry East, Poetry Macao, Rambunctious Review, Rhino, Shichao, Sichuan Literature, Texas Review, TriQuarterly and other literary journals. He has published two chapbooks, Theory of Cats and Revolutionary Patience, and two full-length collections, Fallen Prose and The Imperfection of the Eye. Six Stops South is forthcoming from Cherry Grove Collections in February 2009. He teaches at the University of Chicago in Asian Classics and the Basic Program of Liberal Education for Adults and at Shenzhen University in China. • Nathan Brown is a poet, musician, teacher, and photographer from Norman, OK and holds an interdisciplinary PhD in Professional and Creative Writing from the University of Oklahoma. He has published five books of poetry: Two Tables Over (Village Books Press 2008), Nôt Exoctly Job (Mongrel Empire Press 2007)—a finalist for the 2008 Oklahoma Book Award, Ashes Over the Southwest (Greystone Press 2005), Suffer the Little Voices (Greystone Press 2005)—a finalist for the 2006 Oklahoma Book Award, and Hobson’s Choice (Greystone Press 2002). He’s had individual poems published recently in: “Walt’s Corner” of The Long-Islander newspaper (a column started by Whitman in 1838); Byline Magazine; Blue Rock Review; Windhover; Christian Ethics Today; Crosstimbers; and Poetrybay.com… as well as in a recent anthology: Two Southwests (Virtual Artists Collective). Nathan has served as the Artist-in-Residence at the University of Central Oklahoma and currently teaches Professional Writing in the Human Relations Department at the University of Oklahoma. Mostly though, he travels now leading workshops and speaking in high schools and universities — as well as to community groups and organizations — on creativity, creative writing, and the need for readers to not give up on poetry. He worked as a professional songwriter and musician for more than fifteen years in and around Oklahoma City, Nashville, and Austin. He has performed in Israel and Russia, and worked with artists like Cynthia Clawson, Billy Crockett, Michael Johnson, and Tom Wopat… as well as opening for Jimmy LaFave at the Cactus Café in Austin and the Mucky Duck in Houston. He’s recorded five of his own albums. The two most recent are Why in the Road and Driftin’ Away. Most recently, he has read his poetry for the Oklahoma Council of Teachers of English; the American Studies Association of Texas; the 7th Annual Speakers and Issues Series presented at Midwestern State University; The Writers’ Festival at University of Mary HardinBaylor; the Scissortail Creative Writing Festival in Ada, OK; the Red Dirt Book Festival in Shawnee, OK; the Oklahoma City University Creative Writing Festival; the Woody Guthrie Folk Festival in Okemah, OK; the Blue Rock Studio Concert Series in Wimberley, Texas; the Winter Wind Concert Series at the Performing Arts Studio in Norman, OK; Full Circle Bookstore in Oklahoma City; and Book People in Austin, TX. Nathan’s workshops have been hosted by Cedar Park High School in Austin, Episcopal High School in Houston, Seminole State College in Seminole, OK. Lines and Lyrics, a poetry and music concert series featuring Nathan, Jim Chastain and the music of Kerrville New Folk Competition winner Beth Wood, has played to standing-room-only audiences across the Southwest. Nathan’s web site is www.brownlines.com 108 WFLAR O Spring 2009 • David Breeden has an MFA from the Writers Workshop at the University of Iowa and a PhD from the Center for Writers at the University of Southern Mississippi. He has published several books of poetry. He is a Unitarian Universalist minister. Breeden’s web site is www.drpoetry.com • Born and raised in Wichita Falls, Richard Gaines was a cartoonist for the Notre Dame High School newspaper. He attended MSU where he was in the Art program and worked as an advertising artist/copywriter for the McClurkans department stores. Gaines performed for many years in and around North Texas as a musician with several popular music groups. He has been a resident of Austin, Texas now for many years where he has worked in art and design for a number of publications. He is currently a marketing director for a small corporation. Gaines is a performing musician and singer/ songwriter. He is married with three boys. His father and sister still live in Wichita Falls. • Jim Henson holds degrees in art and English and has taught a variety of humanities courses over the past 30 years. His background includes serving as a high school theatre director and Director of the Red River Valley Museum in Vernon, Texas from 1979-1981. He taught art and journalism at Vernon College until he was selected in 1983 by the Texas Commission on the Arts to participate in the “Artists in Schools” program. Public and private collectors have purchased and commissioned Henson’s fine art and commercial designs since he was in high school and college in the 1970’s. Henson enjoys teaching studio art classes and Advanced Placement Art History at Rider High School. He is the Region IX director of the Texas Visual Arts Scholastic Event. His fine art and writing explore how experience is constructed into communication and meaning. On March 12th, 2009, The Kemp Center for the Arts features his newest works, broadly titled Mythos, in which he investigates identity and signification through Jungian archetypes. • Reed Chapman is twelve years old and a sophomore at Rider High School, where his English teacher, Mr. Kramer is one of his favorite teachers. He also enjoys science and math. He is active in the junior high ministry at his church and enjoys playing soccer with his competitive soccer team. He also enjoys the company of family and friends and hopes to be a Texas A&M Aggie someday! Spring 2009 O WFLAR 109 • Stephanie Parsley tasted her first pomegranate when she was nine — she and her best friend pinched it from a shrub in a yard near Crockett Elementary and tore it open right there. Stephanie holds an MFA in writing for children and young adults from Vermont College of Fine Arts and a journalism degree from The University of Texas at Austin. She works in a school library and writes mostly middle-grade fiction. Her poetry has appeared in Spider magazine, and her essays have appeared in the Houston Chronicle and The Dallas Morning News. Stephanie lives in Wichita Falls with her husband, daughter, two dogs and two cats. (Reformed years ago, she no longer steals pomegranates.) • Sarah Percy has lived in Wichita Falls all her life. She is a senior at S.H. Rider High School and plays alto saxophone and bass clarinet for the school band. Her poem “Riding on Music” was inspired by the memory of her first half-time performance with the Pride of the Raiders marching band. • Vicki Powell graduated from Louisiana Tech University in 1986 with a Bachelor of Fine Arts Degree with a Graphics Design Major. She worked in the creative field for many years as a graphic artist before switching gears to work as part of the IT team for Wichita Falls Independent School District. Vicki moved to Christ Academy in 2004 as the Technology Director and computer teacher for kindergarten through 8th grade with anticipation of adding 9th - 12th grades. She completed her Masters of Education in Instructional Leadership with degree to be conferred in March 2009 through Wayland Baptist and plans to pursue a doctorate. Vicki feels honored to have her photography chosen to be published in the Wichita Falls Literature and Art Review. “It is my belief that artistic expression, whether painted, drawn, photographed or rendered in any other media can motivate us, inspire us, break our hearts and speak to us at emotional and spiritual levels that transcend the present pains of everyday living, reminding us that we are joined with unseen bonds as human beings.” • Karla K. Morton is a board member of the Greater Denton Arts Council, Dos Gatos Press, and the Denton Poet’s Assembly. Morton, who has a Journalism degree from Texas A&M University, has been published in descant, AmarilloBay, the Austin International Poetry Anthology, Concho River Review, the Southwestern American Literature , Wichita Falls Literary and Art Review, The Langdon Review of the Arts in Texas, the Texas Poetry Calendar, and the upcoming Illya’s Honey, New Texas, and ARDENT. Morton, nominated for the 2009-2010 Texas State Poet Laureate, is also author of the book/CD titled Wee Cowrin’ Timorous Beastie, (a North Texas Book Festival Awards Finalist), which is a unique blend of poetry, story and original Celtic music. • Steve Allen Goen has documented, collected newspaper articles, oral histories, and photographs in regard to the history of the state’s railways since his childhood. Active in the preservation of railway history, Steve’s contributions include Steam Gauge Video Productions, which produced historic films and programs; founding the Wichita Falls Railroad Museum, for which he served as president and director; serving as chair of the Burlington Route Historical Society’s National Convention (2000); and as special guest speaker at the George Bush Presidential Library and Museum (2006 and 2008). Goen has authored several books on railway lines, and has two upcoming books. Steve currently plays trombone for the Wichita Theatre. • James Tritt is a short story writer in his spare time. He was born in Fresno California. Tritt holds a B.A in Literature from the University of California at San Diego, and a Master of Divinity from Talbot School of Theology in La Mirada, California. Tritt currently is a substitute teacher for the Burkburnett Independent School District, tutors at Sylvan Learning Center in Wichita Falls, and is a part-time copy editor for the Wichita Falls Times Record News. He lives in Wichita Falls, Texas with his wife, Candice Marie Tritt, and their two cats, Venti and Club Sauce. • Karl Kilinski II, Ph.D. has been a senior research fellow at the American School of Classical Studies in Athens and a visiting research fellow at the Warburg Institute in London; has taught as a visiting professor at Kwansei Gakuin University in Japan and at the DIS University of Copenhagen; and has authored many articles and five monographs. He has also received three university awards for teaching, and is a University Distinguished Teaching Professor at Southern Methodist University. • Roberta Faulkner Sund grew up in Breckenridge, Texas. After graduating from Texas Christian University with a bachelor’s in chemistry, she studied the following year at the University of Heidelberg, Germany as a Fulbright Scholar. She then earned an M.S. in chemistry at the University of Texas at Austin. She has served on the faculties of Wichita Falls ISD, MSU, Al Akhawayn University in Efrane, Morocco, Southbank International School in London and Kapiolani Junior College in Hawaii. She was inspired to begin writing poetry after attending James Hoggard’s poetry class at MSU. She is currently president of the Texas Democratic Women of the Wichita Area and of Interfaith Ministries, Inc. She enjoys traveling, gardening and volunteering. • Cynthia Sample received an MFA in Fiction from Vermont College of Fine Arts in 2005. Her stories have appeared in Between the Lines, and the Georgia anthology Love After 70. In 2007, she was one of four emerging writers selected to present her work at the WordSpace Literary Festival in Dallas, Texas. 110 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Karl Kilinski II. Photo by Gunnie Corbett, digitally enhanced by Carolyn Hammett. Spring 2009 O WFLAR 111 • Miguel C. “Mike” Lechuga was born in Mexico City, Mexico, but grew up in Boyle Heights in East Los Angeles, California. At the age of nineteen, he enlisted in the United States Air Force, and began a 30-year career that took him to many exotic countries as well as a few states. A historic highlight of his honorable service was his deployment to Tan Son Nhut Air Base, in South Vietnam during the evacuation of Saigon in April 1975. He retired as a Chief Master Sergeant at Sheppard Air Force Base in 1998. Lechuga began to explore the arts during high school, and after graduating he studied Commercial Art at Los Angeles Trade and Technical College. He continued to pursue art as a hobby during his military career, and was able to complete an Associate of Arts Degree in Fine Arts from Los Angeles Metropolitan College. For the past three years, he has been taking art classes at MSU. • Inara Cedrins is an American artist, writer and translator; her anthology of contemporary Latvian poetry written while Latvia was under Soviet occupation was published by the University of Iowa Press, and she is currently working on a new Baltic anthology. Cedrin went to the Central Academy of Fine Art in Beijing in 1998 to study traditional Chinese ink painting on silk, remaining five years to teach at universities including Tsinghua University and Peking University, as well as to the People’s Liberation Army and students at the Central Academy of Fine Art, designing the courses and using poetry as a vehicle. Two collections of her poetry were published bilingually by the Foreign Literature Press in Beijing. In 2003 she went to Nepal to study the technique of thangka painting. After the king’s coup d’etat, she relocated to Riga, where she started a literary agency called The Baltic Edge and taught Creative Writing at the University of Latvia. She returned to America in 2006, and a collection of her poetry titled Fugitive Connections was published by the Virtual Artists Collective. She currently lives in the Albuquerque/Santa Fe area. 112 WFLAR O Spring 2009 • Debra S. Davis, a Texas native, grew up on the Blackland Prairie of Denton County. As an educator in the Denton Independent School District, Debra has been writing for about sixteen years. As a founding member of the Denton Poets’ Assembly, she became a more dedicated writer and poet. She lives with her husband of thirty-seven years and two dogs (almost that old). Debra and her husband have two adult children and three beautiful grandchildren. Debra loves to travel, hike the mountains of Colorado, immerse herself in writing, participate in workshops and classes, and visit children and grandchildren in Texas and in Colorado. She has published in Denton Voices, 2006, Anthology of Works by Denton County Poets and Learning, and has paired five of her poems with various visual artists in a Merging Visions exhibition in Denton. • Joseph Reich is a social worker who works out in the state of Massachusetts; A displaced New Yorker who sincerely does miss diss-place, most of all the Thai Food, Shanghai Joe’s in Chinatown, the fresh smoothies on Houston Street, and bagels and bialy’s of The Lower East Side. He has a wife and handsome little son with a nice mop of dirty-blonde hair, and when they all get a bit older, hope to take them back to play, to pray, to contemplate in the parks and playgrounds of New York City. He has had works which have appeared in numerous literary journals. • Billie Hall is a native of Wichita Falls, and graduated from “Old High” back when it was called Wichita Falls Senior High School. She attended Midwestern University before it became a state university. Her recent studies have been Creative Writing courses at MSU, both prose and poetry, taught by James Hoggard. Some of her verses have been published in greeting cards. She was proud to have one of her poems included in the inaugural issue of the Wichita Falls Literary Art Review. • Hershel Self was born in Oklahoma City but came to Texas as soon as he was able. He hails from Kerrville and currently attends MSU. Graphics designer by day, photographer by night, Self manages to find time to nerd it up with his bookworm wife and cats. He likes to shoot weddings, heavy metal concerts, and everything in between. Spring 2009 O WFLAR 113 • L. E. (Ed) Harvill, Jr. is a native Texan. Born March 27, 1933, in Alice, he grew up in the south Texas brush country of Duval County, and the sand hill of the great Permian Basin in West Texas. Harvill earned his BS in Agriculture from Texas A&M in 1954, and his Master’s in Educational Administration from MSU in 1977. After teaching for twenty-seven years in the public schools, (twenty-two of those in Wichita Falls) He, with his wife, Melba, is enjoying retirement at their home in Pleasant Valley, Texas (between Wichita Falls and Iowa Park). A quarter horse breeder for more than forty years, he is currently serving on the Wichita County Extension Horse Committee, and as president of the Wichita Valley Horsemen’s Association. He is a member of the Southwest Cowboy Poets Association in Amarillo, and has recited at the Red Stegall Cowboy Gathering in Fort Worth, the Texas Cowboy Reunion in Stamford, and for numerous civic, social, and church groups in the North Texas area. His story, Fear of Darkness, was recently awarded Honorable Mention in the Frontiers in Writing competition sponsored by the Panhandle Professional Writers Organization in Amarillo. • Frances Knowles was born in Honolulu, Hawaii. Her father served in the U.S. Army which enabled the family to tour Europe during their stay in Schwäbisch Gmünd and Frankfurt, Germany. She has called Wichita Falls home since 1983. Frances’ mother and father nurtured their daughter’s creative side through their own love for the arts. Her father enjoyed making jewelry and other crafts, and her mother continues in ballet and theater in Richmond, Virginia. She was bitten by the photography bug about four years ago and recently completed an Architectural Photography course at Harvard University Graduate School of Design. Knowles currently shoots interior and exterior photographs for a local architectural firm (Bundy, Young, Sims & Potter) and occasionally has the pleasure of photographing live subjects. She has found great joy in experimenting with Photoshop and transforms many of her photographs into photo-art. For most of the last 23 years, Knowles has spent working in the banking industry, serving in various capacities including credit analyst, business banker, and business banking administrative manager. Knowles is a graduate of Leadership Wichita Falls and is currently serving as a steering committee member of Hottern-Hell Hundred and donates platelets on a regular basis at the American Red Cross. Her past volunteer activities include Hospice of Wichita Falls, Hospice Golf Board, and the United Way as a loaned executive. Her hobbies consist of fly fishing, golfing, attending sporting events, and spending time absorbing anything about cameras, photography and Photoshop. 114 WFLAR O Spring 2009 • Born and raised in Borger, Charles Elmore has lived in Wichita Falls for seventeen years, and is a three-term District Five representative of the Wichita City Council. He regularly holds town hall meetings, and hangs out at the Northside Carl’s Jr. mornings, drinking coffee with friends, sharing stories, and talking issues. Back in the day, he hung out in Haight-Ashbury and saw shows like Jimi Hendrix, and the jazz off at the Blackhawk Cafe, between Dave Brubeck and Stan Getz. Elmore loves to read and never goes anywhere without a book. He also paints and sculpts. A photographer in his Army days, he had three Stars and Stripes photos of the month in his first year. He has written poetry for over fifty years. • Richard Merrill Dalton was born in Graham, Texas, to a prominent Young County family. He completed high school in Fort Worth. Upon graduation, he entered the USAF in 1959 and remained there until 1971 when he was retired involuntarily for wounds received in Vietnam. His work in the USAF consisted of Intelligence Operations and Survival Training where he trained US Pilots, Navy Seals, and UDT personnel in Survival techniques as potential Prisoners of War. He was also an interrogator in Vietnam when he was severely wounded and soon released from active duty. Returning to civilian life, Dalton finished his degree in Political Science and History/Sociology, and then completed a Master’s and Ph. D. Sharing stories with his students while a college professor encouraged Dalton to write several books and articles that range from history and espionage to humor. He owned and operated a Mexico insurance agency in Progreso, Texas, one mile from the Mexican border. He often travels to Northeastern New Mexico as a participant observer of Mexico, its history, lifestyle, and economics, including its culture, social and political conditions of which he records and transcribes for those who wish to drive into Mexico. He resides in Wichita Falls. Spring 2009 O WFLAR 115 Iron Horse Pub 615 8 St. Wichita Falls, Texas 76301 (940) 767-9488 Open Monday-Saturday 3 pm-2 am For information on shows and events, go to www.theironhorsepub.com th 116 WFLAR O Spring 2009 Spring 2009 O WFLAR 117 118 WFLAR O Spring 2009