Confessions of a Broken Heart

Issue 13: April 6, 2012
Published in, by and for the Wyoming community
In this issue:
all the news fit for a pint
+A whole lot of Carrie Elkin.
+Andrew Parker makes a fart joke, laughs.
(Cricket noises ensue)
+Kevin Wrobetz’s demented doctor has
the last laugh.
+A panoply of poetry by Jon Larson, Jason
Clark, and Rowdy Rod.
+Our crazy editor rants about something
or another.
Photograph courtesy of Wiley
Confessions of a Broken Heart
The irst time I tried to commit suicide was
on a remote Natrona County road in 1964.
“The big dick” was drunk and was playing
chicken with other cars and running them
off the road. I cut off the blood low and dick
passed out and rolled his dads 46’ ford coupe.
He walked away unscathed.
I did everything I could to take “the big dick”
out over the years with multiple heart attacks,
usually on election years, but the body was
stronger than I was. He always had good tim-
ing and people would save him despite my
best efforts.
My biggest regret in life was when “the big
dick” shot his buddy, Harry Whittington, in
the face. It just caught me off guard. He was
having one of those Fred Sanford, god-helpme-I’m-coming-to-join-you-Elizabeth moments.
I was laughing so hard I just missed the opportunity until it was too late. Oh, the humanity.
After he became such a powerful Washington
igure, I didn’t have much of a chance since
he now had the best medical technology at his
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Humanity: Hands-Off or Hierarchies?
By Wiley
Humanity is a mixed bag, and on the whole,
we are neither good nor bad. Our capacity for
evil, however, is rarely more pronounced than
when we are given a measure of authority
over others. Whatever situational justiication
may exist for hierarchies, and no matter the
intention, it is inevitable that any one human
will fuck up when allowed to make decisions
on the behalf of others. Demonstrably, we can
barely make decisions on our own behalf, so it
seems naïve, at best, to expect anyone (even a
parent) to be capable of responsible guardianship when confronted with the very real dilemmas with which we are all too familiar. The
variables involved are simply too complex for
humans to handle.
This is not to say that people should not
have an implicit interest in the well-being of
others; on the contrary, I would be loath to
advocate a philosophy of supreme self-interest.
However, there is a very distinct separation
between voluntarily lending assistance to
another for their own good, and assuming a
paternalistic role in which one human is allowed to “manage” others’ affairs. This distinction is easily illustrated through a supericial
examination of common parenting practices:
some parents are the familial equivalent of
micro-managers, and their existence is not
one which I envy—the stress of attempting to
control the uncontrollable must be maddening.
The attitude of these people is probably not
deliberate; in fact, it is most likely ingrained
by constant exposure to the overwhelmingly
unavoidable ideology of management. In a consciously-structured society based upon stratiication, it should not be surprising that even
our most intimate relations exemplify a tacit
assumption of underlying oppressive inequity
of power—from the bizarre sexual practice of
sado-masochism with its underlying emphasis
on fetishizing domination, to classroom education which predisposes students to accept the
idea of a single overwhelming authority ruling
a community of approximate equals.
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This is the basic tenet of my personal philosophy: people are not entirely rational, and for
that reason, cannot be trusted with any degree
of responsibility beyond their own personal
desires. This obviously does not preclude the
possibility of cooperative ventures, but our
elemental lack of reasoning should be the
primary concern when making choices likely
to affect even one other person. This is a very
basic adaptation of the skeptical scientiic philosophy to political affairs: in most cases, making an important decision will quite regularly
result in unintended negative consequences
for (almost) all parties involved. The demand
to “do something” in the face of adversity
often ignores the very real fact that, in many
instances, nothing can—or should—be done.
More importantly, the assumed necessity for
large-scale decisionmaking is often precipitated by previous faulty decisions, creating
a vicious cycle of ever-increasing complications. It is the rough socio-political equivalent
of attempting to cure a hangover with more
booze. For instance, the American Recovery
and Reinvestment Act and the Troubled Asset Relief Program, enacted in an environment of a ballooning and ongoing deicit-based
economic recession, was “hair of the dog” for
the ever-present inancial irresponsibility and
corruption that the US government continues
to embody (most recently, in the form of these
two huge handouts to corporate Amerikkka).
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A rainbow of markers spilled on the loor
Finders Keepers I say as they become mine
She stands before the teacher with an empty bag
That once held her markers but now only catches her tears
I smother my shame under a blanket of greed
Stop Talking I yell, Stop laughing I scream as I kick the bed
I have to sleep, I have to work tomorrow, You’re keeping me up
Angrier words escape and ly around the room, chasing the things I have thrown
Two girls huddle together, No longer laughing but crying
Trying to hide from this monster they sometimes call Father
Driving angry I lay on the horn, pulling alongside to yell at the idiot
An old woman driving, illing the car with her tears
Oh please look at me, so I can say I’m sorry
But she drives on, still weeping
Her tears melt my anger, leaving only shame and regret
And the night draws on, too terriied to sleep, afraid of this thing I once was
Afraid it will come back and consume me again
The world grows heavier tonight, my shoulders ache from the weight of it
And still they come
Sleep is but a distant dream
And still they come
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By Rowdy Rod Miller
I hate to admit it but
my ribcage isn’t up to the task
every time my heart swells like this
testing the limits of its incarceration
the insistent pressure
seems to reveal weaknesses
in the ligature
design laws in the bone, and
the inevitable outburst leaves
a tattered rictus of skin surrounding
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that poor, innocent girl.
She was just bringing fresh lowers
and keeping her eyes coyly down.
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and she bathes in
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and adjusts to
the fugitive life.
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ingertips. I mean really, the millions of dollars spent to keep this prick alive are hard to
imagine.
Before he got the external deibrillator I
thought I might have one more chance, but
they inally found a way to permanently bypass me. The doctors rendered me useless,
circulating his blood for 15 months without a
heartbeat. I sat in the jail of his ribcage, freezing cold, being punished for more than a year
with the other organs mocking and torturing
me. The lungs loved to waterboard me, using the kidneys and the bladder to force urine
through me to try to make me admit to trying
to kill the vice president. I did inally admit to
these acts, but they would just giggle and force
more urine through to choke me out.
I will never forget when I saw the doctors
for the last time, as they opened the chest
cavity preparing “the big dick” for the heart
transplant. As the intense light of the operating room penetrated the “dark side,” I was
inally allowed to go toward the light. A warm
glow washed over me as the scalpel severed
the arteries and dislodged me from the death
star. Angelic harp music and cherubic singing followed me into the silver receptacle that
became my home for the next few hours.
Having been unemployed for the past ifteen
months, the doctors were labbergasted as I
was resurrected and began to throb intensely.
The team of surgeons all stopped and watched
as I lopped happily in the bowl for the irst
time in my life.
The operation continued, connecting “the big
dick’s” new heart while I looked on with happiness for the irst time in my tortured life. I
knew that the medical incinerator would probably be my inal resting place, so I decided to
make a run for it.
I jumped out of the bowl and slithered my
way out of the hospital and into the street,
where I smelled the sweet air of freedom for
the irst time. The next few days were a blur
as I made my way back to Wyoming where I
knew I wanted to spend rest of my existence.
I found my way to a spot near Laramie where I
could see for a hundred miles in any direction
and where I could be close to my favorite place
in the world, Vedauwoo. Here at the old Sherman cemetery is where I will spend my afterlife. The big dick will never ind me here and
I will ind the happiness in death that I never
knew in life.
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Carrie Elkin, a critically acclaimed singer-songwriter from Austin, TX will be giving a solo concert performance on April 20th at the Laramie Plains Civic Center to beneit Laramie Montessori School. Elkin’s music blends poetic lyrics with a gritty folk/ Americana sound, delivered with
a voice that is sometimes stunningly powerful and other times sweetly soulful. Elkin is gaining
a signiicant following both in the United States and abroad. In addition to her steady touring schedule, she has played at festivals including Lilith Fair, South by Southwest, and Falcon
Ridge. Leah Burgess of Laramie Montessori Community Organization says, “We are thrilled to
be able to bring a talent like Carrie Elkin to Laramie. I have seen her perform several times and
she is just outstanding. It is an honor that she
is performing this show as a beneit to Laramie Montessori School.”
About the making of her most recently released album, ‘Call it My Garden’, Elkin
says, “My music is my family, my home, my
garden…. My folk ‘family’ is what keeps me
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Critics have touted Carrie as an up and coming artist who delivers a unique blend of earthy
poetry, exquisite vocals and striking musicianship. Maverick Magazine states: “I have never
seen a performer so in love with the act of singing. That’s the gospel truth, and from what
I’ve subsequently learned I’m not the only one to believe or state that. Onstage Elkin was
simply a force of nature….” BBC Radio likens her sound to Patty Grifin, Nanci Grifith and
Iris DeMent “....spellbinding from the opening track”.
The performance will take place April 20th, 2012 at the Laramie Plains Civic Center’s Gryphon Theatre. Elkin will also play a live studio session on Wyoming Public Media’s morning
music on the day of the show. The evening event will begin with a social hour at 6:30 where
folks can enjoy drinks and socializing and have the opportunity to enter one of many rafle
drawings to occur that evening. The show will begin at 7:30. Tickets are $14 for students,
senior citizens, and military personnel, and $18 general admission. Tickets may be purchased
in advance through www.ticketly.com, at Big Hollow Food Coop, Night Heron Books, and
other locations where Laramie Plains Civic Center events are promoted. Proceeds will beneit
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